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If i feel liek it.

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/17646598/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/17646598/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 06:14:57 PDT
Well, lots of happened since my last post. Theres been hypno, theres been freindships, theres been love, and theres been sorrow.

Mothers cat died last week, i wrote a poem to commemorate her. Uploaded some prose and another poem this week as well.

Univeristy is very stressing. LOTS of work, little time to do it in, very tiring.

Got a car, begun driving now. I have to drive myself the long way to uni when i get back to uni next week.

Oh, and i seem to have found a wonderfull girl, whos got similar interests to me, and i wub her so <3

Things are okay i guess.


Woo. Update. baibais ! *run*

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/16416693/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/16416693/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 12:08:01 PST

Well, its the 15th today. Yey.

My 19th is tommorow, cant say im exited really.

Universitys going along slowly, buried alive in its work.

I have been doing writing on and off, havnt really felt like much.

A wolfs tail progresses very slowly, but its moving along still. Several new chapters wrote.

Xmas sucked, So i celebrated the nerd way. Played video games online with people, right through newyears eve.

Truly, when the action stopped for new years day and we all stood around with a salute of gunfire and a cheer of "happy new year" it was an awesome moment. hehe.

Going to upload this relatively short poem that ive wrote on my course. If interest is generated, maybei ll chuck up some of the short stories ive been writing for my course (i have a LOT)

Oh, i also wrote the introduction to the prequal for a wolfs tail

Have a good month everybody. Ill seeya around perhaps!

*hums* happy birthday to me...happy birhtday to me....*grabs chainsaw* LOCUSTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/14922093/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/14922093/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 04:40:55 PDT
So i started uni, it sucky i hate getting up at 6 am but well, its fun when i actually get there

Works hard, this weeks been rather sucky my tv blew up and numerous bad stuff happend, but life goes on !

I have entered anime haven and it was beautifull. Every anime...known to man and furkind....and its all mine.

<3 <3 <3 <3

I got the new tales of symphonia, the old tales sets, bleach, naruto, ful metal alchemist...its all here !

Hum...other stufff, got my card and monehs, got a crappy job thats paying for my tavel costs to uni, won a competion on SL, reading lotsa books..

Thats about it really !

Oh !

Go over to [link]

And get a commishy, her art is absolutely beautifull and she be needing moneys, its SO worth the price !!!

Love your art Vally !

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/14375061/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/14375061/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 04:11:30 PDT
I drew something. first time in awhile,a full charecter picture !

Shes chubbeh..and i cant draw paws. But its a picture !

Yey ! Picture !

In other news - cookies taste good.

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/14304438/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/14304438/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 13:36:15 PDT

So...my life, not much to update on. Finished my schooling, now heading to university.

Got B,C,C,D in my a levels (grade goes from ABCDEFU, U being a fail )

Still playing SL, awaiting L4D eagerly, and waiting for university.

Got a job, pays 37 pound a day (70 something dollers) for 8 hours.

Wrote a new poem, yey ! its in the gallery. Something light for a change


umm..thats about it really. still trudging on with my life.

Ill update if anything interesting happens or if i get a new poem wrote etc

Laters ya'll !

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/13285924/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/13285924/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 04:02:05 PDT
Not much to say really, finals next week. Still playing SL on and off, made some great freinds and such. Talking to a few people. Made some very close freinds, made up with another and its all getting okay i think.

I have to thank Noxkitsune for drawing my charecter ! Yey i finaly have some art of my char and it came out really good ! Thanks Nox ! Nox is a great artist ^^ so check out his gallery sometime

Other than that, ive been building a starship on Second Life, almost got the bridge done. Hoping to be finished soon, but finals come first. They suck.

Wrote down a few new poem ideas, nothing much yet has come from them but they might get somewhere in the future. Possibly uploading them to scraps later.

Have a great week everyone, off to find food and then watch anime. Chilling before finals is a essnetial key to success !

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12931170/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12931170/ Sat, 12 May 2007 15:27:11 PDT
Im stil playing SL, i play midgar. its fun. i have 'freinds' i guess. Tired and aggrovated atm though.

Got FF3, it was a dissapointment. Broke once more.

Gonan go to sleep and play FF3 i my dreams i guess. Might write a poem.

Oh, finals are starting in 3 weeks. I also have my driving test.

So its getting stressfull..heh..

Bed now, seeya all around.

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12549309/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12549309/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 05:49:29 PDT

Wrote 2 new poems last night. Started playing second life again. Having a great holiday, gonna be sad when its over. got loaaaads of homework to be doing too >.<

Schools almost done. 12 more weeks and im out, then its job hunting and waiting to see if i got into university!

Thats gonna be the most nervous time of my life...followed by adjusting to university. Driving every day and such

I passed my theory test for driving, many thanks to ronja for his kind words.

Been to a few 18ths in the past months, interesting experiances. Got drunk on one out of 3 so its all good.

They were outta smirnof ice...so i had 2 bottles of vodka...and...yea xD we wont be repeating that mistake again. Ever.

so anyways, just an update to letya all know that im still about and such.

Oh i saw the new left for dead trailer it looks epic and i want it now. NOW. there will be many zombies to be shot !


Oh yea, i totally love Streak Wildung cos hes the most caring awesome guy ever !! <3 <3

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12227367/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12227367/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 02:51:03 PDT
Also gonna list the roleplay charecters ive made.

Main

Kitsunami Chiano ( my fursona, and my furre-family name, im sooo getting a name change to that someday. Name was basically Kitsune + Tsunami
Shadetail Chiano ( A roleplay charecter, but my main one. i use her everywhere. Typical vixen, and quite crazy.)
Randuil Silverpaw (The nickname i gave to my creative side, hence, Randuil on DA.)
Jace Silverpaw (they nickname i gave to my angered side)
Vulperium (Randomly invented for Second life, my company and also used on a few war games both tabletop and pc most notibly warhammer and command and conquer, the Vulperium alliance was comprised entirely of Canids, and foxes/vixens took the highest ranks.)
Dreamah (..lol. My first venture onto the net XD, on a old game called Graal Online.)
BlackKat (So unoriginal...used on GraalOnline when i used to work for the graal police team.)
Fatale Feline ( Another graal one, i used this when i got into gfxing and worked for some of the graal online servers doing gfx.)
PinkVixen (Yup. thats been me a few times )

Course, i have at least 3 more but to reveal them would dispell a mystery that ive been playing around with for a LONG time


Roleplay Charecters

There are many..many ones. I actually cant remember all my side charecters, they tend to get forgotten. Most are for the graal online server Valikorlia, because I spent a long time roleplaying there.

Katsume Nightslash - A kitsune, roleplayed on a server named valikorlia for graal. As it stands, shes the last kitsune alive.
Jade Hanochi/Cayton/Rubeus/Starfyre - Married a heck of a lot this girl has, shes my main roleplay charecter on valikorlia. Shes died a few times and been ressurected, and i can claim her to be the only char on val whos actually been one of every race, nearly. Currently tainted by a dragon, shes been a cat, a Kattah, a lizard-girl, a elf, an orc, a drow and many other things. Magics fun, aint it ?
Katie Chiano - Rp'd her as a vixen in some strange magical world, cant remember the website though.
Black Widow - An assasin of valikorlia, she died trying to kill the king of Dalmar.
Kikani Tidus - A hero in his own way, Kikani was an expert with daggers. He took on a god, managed to wound the dark god tarus, but was then killed.
Kitsunami Chiano - Heh, kit was a human girl who went adventuring with her father. They crashed on an island and met a man named cloud rubeus, as well as others who were stranded. Thus started a 2 week long epic rp, in which she was kidnapped by sea monsters and changed into one herself, then rescued and returned to normal by the mighty cloud rubeus.
Miralia Rubeus - Possibly the most evil char i ever made. sister to cloud, she was a fighter for good. She had a child named Mars Rubeus, though the father remains unknown. (arloid ) She was tortured by tarus untilll she agreed to kill cloud, which she did. She murderd her brother, stabbed him in the back with his own sword. Cloud died and miralia never forgave herself, She barely survived her angry family, and then later on was hunted down and killed by her own son, Mars.
Laura Zoratari - A adventuring woman. She lived a long life with her son and family. Her son died in a fight and she died trying to avenge him.
Lauren Somantio - Married, she was a formiddable opponent. Her husband was always with her, and they adventured across the lands. She lived on to see her son and daughters grow up, before she herself headed off north in search of her love, who had gone in search of adventure once more before he died and not returned. It is not known if she found him or not, but valikorlia never saw her again. Her son went on to become the strongest mage in valikorlia, and eventually he too perished in a great battle.

Thats all the main ones, the rest as listed becase i cant write the storys

Illuna Catigus
Rinoa Rubeus
Tikal Hanochi
Jakal Hanochi
Julia Noku (Heh...ronja ! ^^)

Cant remember the rest Sorry if i missed you out ! (to my charecters..)

So yea, theyre... ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12194469/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12194469/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 14:05:23 PDT
I was shocked today to get confirmation of my results. Oh, my, god. They were...interesting.

3 A's, 2 b's, lots of C's and D's and a E, combined with a U. Havnt got my overall grades yet, since i have 3 more exams to do but i was happy.

English, my unseen talent finally decided to actually WORK for once in an exam !!!

95/105 on my first unit, i resat it from the original 49. Teachers never seen anyone go from a E to an A before !
other unit was something like 97 out of 120, which got me another A ^^ and iw as the only one in my class to pass...
Its actually sad ,because now i have no more english lessons as ive already passed, aside from the final exam next june.

Other subjects i did ok. my predicted grades rose !!! Im from C,C,D to B,B,C !!!!! whoaaaa

As im at, i can now drop school and get a D,D,D,E ^.^ so no matter how bad i do, ive already passed !!!!

KITS GOING TO UNIVERSTIY...YEY !!!!!!!!!!

Dentist was dramatic. He took me in all uber-dramaticy like, and then sat me in teh operating room and then said "were pushing it back till blah de blah blah, your free to go" and iw as just ".....wth?" hehe

Can you guys tell im happy ? i wrote a looong DA entry ^.^

I really should get writing again, experiancing some writers block. Also, i tried the new CnC demo and it was good. Thus, i will be buying that game!

hm, what else is going on...Well, not much really. still playing my games n having fun i guess, missing roxy and freinds though. My net is still fluxing, and i tend to vanish, cant get it back, so i play games or eat or something, and then when i DO get it back everyones gone !

Anyways, gona go sleepys now, so goodnight to you all and have a wonderfull day/night depending where you are !

May your paws never stray from your path, May your soul guide your heart and may you sleep soundly tonight. ~ Randuil

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12144657/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12144657/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 13:59:10 PDT
Wendsday im going in for a dental operation, they calling it a "procedure" for bridges to be fitted or something. Im sure as hell not looking forward to that.

Thursday i get my final confirmation on my exam results. If its confirmed about what i got (got them last week...omg..) then all is well. If my english results change from the Double A, i think ill cry.

Scarily, i was the only one in the class to pass the exam. with an A. Scary.

So..the week approaches, utterly terrorfied, yey.

Also, By my bad luck, the 3 nights ig ot off to stay up till like 3 am, NOBODY was online at all, whereas they would normally be on to play when im not. Wah !

So anyways, if im not about within a week i probably got bad results, or that "procedure" screwed up.

I know the dentist whos doing it. Im afeared, because hes already screwed up twice with my braces at one point getting metel impaling through my damn cheek (ow.) and another time just misjudging the angle of them, so i had ot have them on for another 3 months to fix his mistake....oh man.

So, wish me luck and ill hopefully seeya hapily on thursday....

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12001253/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/12001253/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 14:03:07 PST hehe !

01) Your name: Kitsunami Chiano (Fursona..)

02) Your nickname in dA: Randuil

03) Birthday: January 16th 89

04) Horoscope sign: Capricorn

05) Birth town: Doncaster, UK

06) Religion: No religion (own path)

07) Nationality: British

08) Parents: Both alive and well..

09) Do you love them: Possibly...

10) Brothers or sisters: 1 brother, 1 missing sister

11) Do you like the place where you live: It's Fine

13) Colour of your eyes: Blue

14) Height: No idea

15) Weight: Around 10 stone ish

16) What school/grade are you going to: B+C Comp. 6th form college

17) What marks do you have: Average i guess

18) Do you work anywhere: No

19) What do you want to be in your life: A writer

20) Your life: Sucks, but is ok cos i got freinds

21) Personal quote: Freinds dont let freinds die alone

22) Lucky number: 44

23) What are you interested in: Computers, art, writing, poetry, fantasy things, pink things, foxes, otters, natural world,

24) Good side of your character: Protective of freinds.

25) Bad side of it: Somewhat paranoid and hates humans

26) Is your life happy: Its ok

27) Do you think that you are crazy: Definately

28) What is the time: 9:36 PM

29) What is the date: February 28th, 07

30) What’s the weather like: Too dark, but wet and soggy.

31) Favourite day in a week: Friday (end of college.)

32) Favourite music: Furre stuff, Power metal.

33) Singer: N/A

34) Band: Hammerfall

36) Best concert you have been: Never been to one

37) Actress: Don't have one

38) Actor: Sean connery

39) Film: ...Too many. Id have to say Battle Royal (Yes, violent. But i love it because it shows true courage, and the truth of humanitys cruelty)

40) TV series: Dont watch tv...anime ? Bleach!

41) Theatre play: Don't have one

42) Film director: Don't have one

43) Do you want to be famous: Not really

44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Never.

45) Do you want to be a singer: No

46) Book: Far too many. Redwall series by brian jaque, sincerly because it got me to read and write my own stuff.

47) Colors: Pink

49) Food: Pizza

50) Drink: Mineral Water

51) Sweet: Chocolate

52) Fruit: Banana

53) The worst food: Green things!

54) The worst drink: Sugary things. (Ever see a cub on sugar? yes. Fear it.)

55) The worst singer: Mother. Oh god, my ears.

56) The worst band: Any of the latest rubbish that modern age children in teens listen to

57) The worst actor: ....theres a worst?

58) The worst actress: No clue

59) The worst movie: Too many letdowns to mention..

60) The worst book: Definately has to be Wutherhing Heights by emily bronte (2 years studying this book and i still failed the exam)

61) Do you drink alcohol: No

62) Do you smoke: Nope

63) Do you take some drugs (and what): Never.

64) What do you adore to wear: Pink things

65) Do you think you're pretty: Not really

66) What languages do you speak: English and im qualified to speak German, but i cant at all.

67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: Nobody

68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: Nobody

69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: Hm....dont really know. Too many nice foxes !

70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: because shes nice to talk to

71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/11809968/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 06:51:46 PST
Ive made a new freind, who spurred off some random inspiration which in turn made me write a whole 7 pages to my book !!! and a new poem. It was good.

Shes the most awesome vixen ever, i love her ! <3 !! ^^

In other news, schools going along ok. Half term holiday soon (yey). Hoping i get good exam results. Playing phantasy star online blue burst once more, and now im trying to convince all my freinds to play it with me

So all in all, a happy update.

Have a great week all, and have a good valentines day i hope you all got a present from a lover.

<3 !

P.S watch the gallery, here comes an update !! ^.^

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/11747724/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/11747724/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 13:32:33 PST
Im tired out, stressed, but otherwise ok. Had a major stress-breakthrough in one exam and had to go home, just got all too much ya know ?

I got a laptop for x-mas ! and it works fine. There was much gameage.

Been writing a bit of my book, and the odd poem in between. Mainly buried in revision and coursework though >.<

Anyways. Yea. uploading a poem soon as i finish it, and thats this months update done

Working on another poem, and my book. Gotta get coursework done.

Plenty of books to read. Blarnia (the funny version of narnia) is an excellent read to cheer you up!

oh yea, i also went out drinking on a 18th b-day party last saturday. That was interesting.
Didnt get drunk though.

Anyways, im spriting a little on the side for a game that i helped to create, and i also got my place in university. Yey.

Now if i can just get those grades...

Anyways, thats all from me for now. Cya all next update, if anybodys still reading this ^.^

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/11146362/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/11146362/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 04:47:39 PST

Not much going on really. I got secnd life to run again, which is nice cos im exploring on it again. Ive drawn a few things on paper but cant scan them in which is a pity. Done quite a few sprites for Hidden Villages Online, which is a game im helping to make. Made a lil cyberfox avvie (which is my HVO team member name ) which i can put here ^^

All in all its going ok. Unfortunately i have a exam on the 30th, and then i have exams alll the way through january ( yes, i have on my birthday ;. till feb 1st.

All i can say is - Aw nuts x.x, but its all good..hopefully new laptop for my 18th. yey.

Merry x-mas to ya'll who still watch me, if theres anybody out there ! -peeks into the darkness- O.o Hello?

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/10932475/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/10932475/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 04:24:37 PST [link] & [link]

The first 10 people who post in this journal will be featured. I will go though your gallery and choose three of your deviations I like most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! It's pretty much to show you off. Who doesn't want that? The catch? You gotta put this in your journal as well if you posted. And I will leave this part up for a long time. And remember, if you don't post this in your journal, I'm not going to put your art up!

Yup..nows people posts maybes


1. ~x-Scar-x [link] Does some really cute art, and posted in my journal ! YAY FOR COMMENTS !!

I like this picture [link] best of all, because its really cute. Next i like [link] because its so scary and finally [link] because its just AWESOME !!

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/10811836/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/10811836/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 13:33:30 PST
Lifes good. still going to uni, i joined a game development team as a sprite artist.

Did some new art today on open canvas, ronja convinced mee to give it ago with him.

[link]

Cant upload it since it took far too long, so there it is i know, its not that good. Meant to be a concept for Jet,a wolf char in my book.

Books going ok, chapter 6 finished

Might start drawing again

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/10357005/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/10357005/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 10:18:27 PDT
and so on and soforth

Life update: s'all good i suppose. heading for uni, got a driving theory test again, working on stuff, did a poem yesterday (uploaded) and found one of my old ones unfinished today. Also wrote 2 more chapters to my book.

all in all its not that bad

cya !

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/10191662/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/10191662/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 11:07:23 PDT im not dead, im not that sad...

Im doing ok i think. Im gonna try my best at my final exams coming up, i finished a poem and submitted it, i also have another 2 poems to finish and my book needs working on.

Watched quite a few beautifull animes lately by studio ghibli

Some were sad too...but so good

The cat returns is now my fave movie !

]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/9767331/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/9767331/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 02:48:24 PDT Four, is that stupid number.
Four, numbers to my failure, Four, is a hated number.


Four marks off on nearly all my exams to the higher grades. Did absolutely crap in my exams. woopde feckin doo.

Otherwise im finnne...just finishing writing my book i suppose. nothing better to do, all my freinds have vanished or cant play.

thats all fer today..bye ! ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/9532360/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/9532360/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 10:57:55 PDT

Parents increased pressure on me to do things, and complain im not doing them right..
Constantly being put down as usueless, unwanted, etc etc.
Yesterday my mother came up to me and stated just how much she hats me, and doesnt want me and wishes i was dead. That was a pleasent encounter..hahah..
Exam results soon, so im already a nervous wreck..and of course the above stuff isnt helping. One step closer to breakaing point...

Right now im not so bad, going to a wedding ina moment already been to the main bit now iots the party. Yes im underage, and i dont care. I got sad, and so i got to the drinks. Yep, Lil angel Kit/randuil drank 2 glasses of horrable wine and 1 champaigne. wow. im pretty certai ill top it up later too !

Anyways, im working on a poem to portray how im feeling at the moment...ill give you all a little extract, i havnt finished it..

"nobody knows who i really am
nobody cares or gives a damn
supposed to be about me but thats not really true
its not about me its all about you

Your words are the blades piercing my heart
Your actions the claws that tear me apart
Every encounter fills my soul with dread
Raises doubt in myself, am i better off dead ?"

Yep, i come up with some interesting stuff...i might finish it later.

Im ok i guess...waiting on those exam results..im going in the up-and down stage at the moment, at any time i can swing from happy/hyper to depressed/negative over the wierdist things sometimes..guess it comes with the whole lack of self confidence ?

Anyways...just thought you guys needed to know (who actually reads this anyway ? i scared off all the others..)

And besids, it makes me feel al ittle better..im glad my uncle got married anyway. hes cool ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/9238276/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/9238276/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 02:32:35 PDT
Ima back.

Tired out, freind coming down ina min. yey i have a freind !

Schools ok, nervously waiting my grades though. Relatively happy nowadays, as i finally got a game ive been wanting for years and it lived up to its expected results. Ontop of that, plenty of rp to be had, and i got lucca turillis new albumn dreamquest which just rocks !!!

Current Mood: Happy
Current Song: Luca Turilli - Dreamquest - Frozen Star
Current Status: Tirreed
Working on: No clue, ill tell you later ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8728661/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8728661/ Wed, 10 May 2006 09:24:15 PDT Current Mood: Depressed...
Working On: Passing exams...failing exams...book
Latest Updates: I dont remember...
Listening To: Simple Plan - how could this happen to me

How could this happen to me ?
Ive made my mistakes, got nowhere to run..
The night goes on, as im fading away...
Im sick of this life, i just wanna escape....
How could this happen to me ?

Yup, s'all coming to a climax. Doom approaches. Betrayals, lack of freindships, lost creativity..s'all happening.

Doom approaches: Exams coming, ive revised and such but im still going to fail. Reason ? well the smart exameners put them all on the same days. YEY.

Thus, i go in on friday.

English exam unit 1
-5 min break-
English exam unit 2/3 (the hardest...)
-1 hour break-
Geogrophy unit 2/3

and then two weeks before...

Bio unit 2
Bio unit 3
Business unit 2
Business unit 3

And oh joy, they are straight after each other. i dont leave till something like 5 pm.

excellent isnt it ?

it gets better !!
english unit 2 consists of : William Blake Poetry (16 poems) AND death of a salesman play..AND THE EVIL F*CKERS MADE IT CLOSED BOOK !! that means we have to memorize both books and quote from memory for our answers.

Ontop of that theres too much to revise. We havnt even finished the subjects in biology, so thats failed. English is screwed before i even walk in, coursework got a D/C. Great isnt it ?

Betrayals eh ? Well now, had a old freind down. They said "just sandwitches" for food, so we had them and went upstairs. Came down..FULL ON CHINESE, MY FAVE STUFFS TOO and they was all like "oh you didnt want some..and you had sandwitches" F*UCKERS !!

No2. My brother wanted some stuff, a game and console (ps2) so his smart idea ? He stole my Nintendo DS (100 F*UCKING POUND TO GET A NEW ONE NOT COUNTING MY GAMES) and all the games. HE SOLD THEM. to buy his stuff. then denied this for several weeks till i had the time to check the house and located empty cases.

I wouldnt be so angry..but..3 games were definatly mine for certain and all teh time ive put into those games (final fantasy tactics...i put months into that -.-) and then theirs mario cart i had custom icons that took ages to make for my carts, and castlevania (A VERY LONG GAME) ontop of that. Now i have to do it all again, IF I Can ever buy new sets. Cos now i have to spend 100 pound for new DS, then 25 for a wireless internet upgrade, then games are 30 pound each and i had 5 + gba games which are about 15 odd pound so...YEA i wont be doing much anymore.

Tis all going to hell !! ^^ yey.

And as im backed up into a corner, that final dream is falling..that last hope is shattering to join the rest....


If your smart, figure out the meaning. Now its time to go locate chocolate. goodbye. ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8532368/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8532368/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 14:19:30 PDT
yea im still here, too tired to do normal update n stuff. Thought i might give ya a insight.
Parents worse than ever, blah blah , under achieving, not full set of A's and all that crap.
Tired too, been ill, stressed out lots of exams coming up again lol. Tried to revise but its hard to push myself z.z

Freinds seemed to vanish or just dont care, or maybe its me ? i dont know.

Working on aa new poem, got to chap 3 of my book halfway through writing it.
School sucks, eater holidays were ok i played alot of games with my clan mates , watched anime and such. Did approx 1 hour - 2 a day revision, im gonna try and do more in school..im gonna fail my exams cos i cant push myself i dont know why im tired

gonna go sleep now afterm ore anime. Where's my buddys gone ?

Im happy i guess...cya all around ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8227729/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8227729/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 14:15:04 PST
Results came in:

Geog: D (-.- 2 off a C..aand with all the damned work i did )
Business: B (yey)
Gen Studies: C (top of class o.O i argue good apparently...)
Biology: C (o.O how...i didnt revise or anything i want to fail...HOW ?!?!)

Im happy i guess..

Me pc is dieng again, my gfx tablet is fine cept my mouse on it broke os i uninstalled it for now till i wanna use it..

lifes ok i guess..im gonna....go take a nap ! ^^ bye ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8158257/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8158257/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 11:06:10 PST Also parents shouted at me (mainly mother) for being rude to a teacher like 4 months ago and they found out today. (On that day i was really ill, depressed and had a bad day.) mother wont stop shouting at me, brough tme to tears i went to bed.

I also havnt had time to work on my book anymore but i have donechapter 2. Onto chap 3 now. Havnt drawn or wrote a poem in awhile ill do one maybe after exam results ^^

Also...exam results thursday..yey.

I already found out i failed business...something like 55/90 and that was a D z.z final results thursday..maybe it goes up ?

seeya all around when im better..bye ! ^^

nice of you all to read this anyways.


Current mood: Ok..bordering on sad, mainly just ill lol.. ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8084653/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8084653/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 14:12:54 PST Just to say, d-day approachces .Exam results in thursdayt so im on the edge and really sleepy.

Progress: Im still writing my book, added a little more to chapter 2, slowly getting there
nothing else to say, might write a poem or something later ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8036463/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/8036463/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 10:48:12 PST Current Mood: Nervous
Working On: Poem, book
Latest Updates: Nothing (check back for poem !)
Listening To: Hammerfall, never forgotten heros

Journal:
hehe its been awhile sorry ive been busy. I was ill, and ive had alot of coursework to do and my exam results come in soon so im a little stressed. Ive made one more poem called Holy Knights that ill try and get up soon, i also sorted out my life again ! Im heading for Universaty and im gonna take a creative writing degree !!!! WOO !!

I also started playing graal again and doing the odd bit of gfx. Woo !

I still miss kixt but ill get over it someday. Its not like hes dead.

And for the finale...I STARTED WRITING MY BOOK AGAIN !!! ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7892449/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7892449/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 08:04:06 PST
Coursework is getting harder, im workin on it. Found out i have like 15 exams coming in May/June. Yey.

Still missing Kixt, i have nobody to talk to on weekdays now, cos my other freind gets on too late. Where are you kixty ? why'd you leave me all alone ?

So bored...

Installed furcadia, getting some fun out of that. Weekends are the only fun days at the moment...

Have holidays next week. yey!

And now off to go nap or something, really really tired out today. Sleeepp !!!!

byebye ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7855046/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7855046/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 11:00:07 PST Current Mood: Happy
Working On: Learning how to draw paws (there hard)
Latest Updates: Several drawings, full on pic
Listening To: Hammerfall, I believe

Well not much i can think of to say, everythings going on fine relatively..Miss my freind kixt, no sign of him yet, getting worried now, tis been a week. Never realised how bored i can get with nobody around.

Did some more drawing on ms-paint at school and home, drew a full on picture which turned out ok.

Um...more coursework to do, its getting heavy now, school really sucks.

Anyways i ran outta things to rant about, so im gonna go play some Counter Strike till my best freind signs on, and then talk.

Cya all. ^o^ ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7828391/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7828391/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 12:51:13 PST Current Mood: Relatively Happy
Working On: Learning how to draw paws and such, so can draw a pic.
Latest Updates: Freaky Color thingy, Loss, Paw doodles (scraps)
Listening To: Hammerfall, Dreamland

Well not much to say, i figured how to use my gfx tablet and have drawn a thing on it (checkout the digi fanpic) Now its good, but i got artist and writers block-sorta, i will get past them though. I drew two things to try and get past it, i wont let a block stop me ! Ive done so many updates...wow xD

Well i do have one pic i want to draw, about a furre holding the world in his paws and laughing evil-ly and it says "The world is ours, Summer 2012. The furries are coming..."

hehe...

Lost contact with kixt, miss him..im all alone at the mo. Been doing a bit of this and that, holiday to look forword to in 2 week, yey !

Cya all laters, im off to figure why idrew that color thing

BYE ^^ ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7808034/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7808034/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 10:48:35 PST Current Mood: Happy!!!!
Working On: Figuring how to use GFX Tablet in Oekaki
Latest Updates: None yet...hehe
Listening To: Remy Zero, Save Me

WOW its been a eventfull few days. My cpu was attacked by virus's and such, but after a hard 8 hours i finally won and my cpu was purged, YEY !. Hwk was hard but i got that done..and a big surprise...I GOT A GFX TABLET !! YEY ! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOO !!!

It doubles as a mouse too, awesome. I gotta figure how to use it at the moment though, and how to use it on Oekaki. Maybe my art will get better, dunno, ima work at it ! WOOOHOOO !!! good things really do come after alot of bad stuff

I GOTS A GFX TABLET !
I GOTS A GFX TABLET !

TABLET TABLET !

MIIINEEEE !!! ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7787841/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7787841/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 07:06:48 PST Current Mood: Ill (cookies...too..many...)
Working On: oekaki drawing of wolven charecters
Latest Updates: A new poem

Journal:

Cookie...THE COOKIES ARE MINE !! MWAHAHAHAAHAHA COOKIES FOR MEEEEe !!! MYY PREECCIOUSSSS -hiss- MINE !!!! ALL MINE !!!

Oh man..ate too many cookies...-groan- ...the.cookeis...so many..cookies.....but it was a tasty death !

Might start that oekaki drawing now..

just a little cookie-fused update hehe..COOKIE !! ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7778388/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7778388/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 07:14:57 PST Current Mood: Hyper !
Working On: New poem, oekaki drawing of wolven charecters.
Latest Updates: A web-banner, a poem, and an Oekaki picture.

Journal:

And everythings fine for once ! Woo !

Im reasonbly happy, im still getting updates..6 updates in the past month, yey ! Im past severe depression nowadays though i get overly emotional about some small stuff, but its nothing severe anymore. Hopefully ill stick to my resolution to keep updating here as often as possable with something new, art or poetry ! Hehe

I wish i hadnt scared away all my freinds though, everyone who watched me seems to have stopped commenting after that really bad year or so of sadness, a pity, i really diddnt meant o be so depressing but ya knwo, its just the mood i was in at te time. Maybe if i hadnt scared them off idve got a b-day drawing lol.

Well ,thats all for now, ill try and think up something cool for my next update ! cya all around mates ! ^_^ ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7673227/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7673227/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 06:33:39 PST
TRULY A MIRACLE !

I found oekaki and was bored so i decided to have a go .What started as a mess about soon turned into a pichu on a beach, and a thank you note to a freind of mine.

Heh, checkout my latest picture and see what you think. Tis not that good , but considering the jerky mouse and i havnt drawn anything in ages, its not bad.

Cya all around
P.S i have 2 poems in the works, might finish them soon. ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7630980/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7630980/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 14:50:33 PST
MOTO YOU TRIGGERD IT !!!

INSPIRATION IS HAPPENING TOO FAST TO WRITE DOWN !!

CHECK OUT WINGED DREAMS !!!

IM BACK IN ACTION ! HEHE

Poem and story wise ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7618803/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7618803/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 09:37:14 PST
why do i update this ? nobody looks at it. Anyways, lifes ok, i think i passed my exams. Now to relax for a few weeks, then do some stuff.

Parents suck, i got in, and ive been shouted at constantly by my mother on my b-day. do this do that, no no dont do it that way do it this way, etc.

sucks, but other than that guess liefs ok. ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7495953/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/7495953/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 06:00:06 PST
Updating on my life, nothing new....its all crap. Last living relative in a accident, sister dissapeard, freinds vanished, the usual stuff.

For once im not depressed, but that can change. As of the moment i go back to school soon. Anyways, christmass was ok, got some good pc games and some new books, i think ill draw something after my exams. -Blows dust off scanner- Yea boy,ill use ya soon.

Anyways, with love and hope, Randuil.

Happy New Year and Merry x-mas ya'll ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6703536/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6703536/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 11:40:28 PDT

Righ now its getting better I got a little freind called Crystal -holds up a husky pup- whos cute !!! and also my inspiration returned...after so long i suddenly was doodlign, i drew a fantasy location (crystals in rocks) and then some guns and ammo...lol

everythings better now, made freinds again...yey !

als-AHH ITS GOT ME !! BAD CRYSTAL BAD !! NOOOOOOOOOOOO-dragged off- ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6666710/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6666710/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 08:08:41 PDT
THE DUMBFUCK PARENT DIDNT NOTICE he just said "get on the net and look for jobs" stupid fucking retard thinks he cares about me, BUT CANT HE FUCKING SEE IM FUCKING EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE !!!

Gonna take refuge in my tears now..bye... ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6464728/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6464728/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 03:50:23 PDT
Lifes back to normal i guess...cept for the pile of homework that will take me all weekend to finish -sigh-.

Bye ya'll

"WARRIORS BATTLES SWORDS OF STEEL AND MAGIC TRAGIC DESTANIES!" ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6386514/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6386514/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 09:55:41 PDT I..stand alone, i stand freindless, just myself for company...My dreams and goals lie shatterd, my life is torn apart....and of course, im pointlessly updating a journal that nobody reads...yey....wheres the nearest cliff ? ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6252960/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6252960/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 13:46:48 PDT ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6252957/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6252957/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 13:46:14 PDT ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6224430/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6224430/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 11:47:48 PDT

Guess what game i got


STARCRAFT !! HELL YEA

with exp pack, and such....YEY ! ^_^ ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6178001/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/6178001/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 11:27:30 PDT
Im tired out today, but anyways nothing new in my life. Usual boring stuff, usual gaming, etc. Still my drawing skills (what i had) elude me and ive left them dead and buried, taking up photography i guess.


The squirrels shall be photographed !!!!!

Anyways, by next monday i will hopefully have some piccys done.

Bye ^_^ ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5875589/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5875589/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 09:39:15 PDT .

Anyways it was great fun, plenty of things happend, a nd im glad to be home on my own comfy bed not on the damn hard painfull beds at the halls of residence.


Great to be back. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5745110/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5745110/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 13:47:26 PDT
But, i cant deny what has happend, so im just going to stand up and wither the storm, alone if i must.

Anyways, im feeling a little better, my artist block is still strongly in my path, though im getting odd sparks of inspiration that are too little to act on as of yet, but ill get there eventually

Hope everyones doing well, im improving i guess.

P.S Kixt, Ronja, I MISS YOU. ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5636678/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5636678/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 12:42:52 PDT

I plan to start drawing soon, my creativity is slowly returning, expect pictures to appear....as soon as...-poke scanner with stick, sounds of an explosion- Um...soon as some technical problems get fixed..-smacks scanner with stick- BAD SCANNER ! BAD !! BAD NO TREATS ! AAAAAAAAGH IT BURNS IT BURNSS -BOOM- ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5559323/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5559323/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 10:12:14 PDT ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5489920/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5489920/ Sun, 29 May 2005 03:08:34 PDT

I got a close freind down and we spent several hours and we managed to get it back, but the entire hard drive was wiped...my storys, my art..everything gone, hell i even lost the passwords to my game accounts so now im sat here, bored.

What to do....what to do... ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5410498/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5410498/ Fri, 20 May 2005 09:31:52 PDT

Ronja Noku, i hope our freindship will stand forever.....though i guess i wont be around to help you out anymore, get on with your life, forget about me like everyone else, enjoy it, for me.

Kixt Norkazz, i try to understand you but i never can, i value you as a freind and would have gone down with you, all the way...but you like everyone else deserted me, and i forgive you and ronja. Please go on with your life and forget about me, have a nice time.

I, Randuil Silverpaw, AKA KitThaFox, AKA Snowfur do hereby forgive all those that have sinned against me (including clash) and wish everyone a good and furfilling life. Shed no tears for a worthless piece of shit like me, im nothing to anyone.

So many things i wanted to do...my dreams all shatterd reality hits and i cannot bear the storm that came with exams. Im a emotional wreck.

I, Now cannot take the suffering and pain anymore, and by tommorow i will be dead. Deserted...Despaired...there is nothing left for me in life, i hope that in death i will find...peace.

Goodbye al...im going to have one last emotional breakdown and cry a little, write a goodbye for my parents...and then the end comes.

Ill miss you all...goodbye, goodnight and i hope we meet again in another life kixt, ronja. ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5364380/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5364380/ Sun, 15 May 2005 12:30:01 PDT
Life, once more it goes down into a ever deeper spiral of death and despair.
With exams closing in, im stressed, then i buy guildwars to cool down. The serial did not work and parents wont buy me another, so thats out. Graal gold got hacked, so now i have no gold. My music refuses to play, my documents folder wont load which locks me out of my fave anime.
Close freinds have forsaken me....they have not been seen for a week or so now.
Was ill again for two days and got better today......how my life has changed since i started this account....hehe....those were the days.......

i have to go cry now.....goodbye.....whoever cares.....
]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5291054/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5291054/ Sat, 07 May 2005 06:31:40 PDT
So i say farewell....

Snow is falling down on this glorious land,
Colors fading turning into white...again,
The fallen heros angels sing...to cry there winter tears,
On this morning days will turn to years,
So this is goodbye....i take leave of you and,
Spread your wings and you will fly away now,
fly away now.

Nothing on earth stays forever,
but none of your deeds were in vain,
deep in our hearts you will live again,
youve gone to the home of the brave.

Every sudden moment i will treasure inside,
Even though its hard to understand,
That i silent wind can blow....the candle away,
Taking everything leaving the pain far behind,

You call out my name,
but your voice is fading,
into the winds embrace youll fly away now,
fly away now.

Nothing on earth stays forever,
but none of your deeds were in vain,
deep in our hearts you will live again,
youve gone to the home of the brave.

Nothing on earth stays forever,
but none of your deeds were in vain,
deep in our hearts you will live again,
youve gone to the home of the brave.

My eyes are closed i feel your far away,
far beyond that shining star,
i hope you find what youve been fighting for,
far beyond that shining star....

Dont on bended knees i pray...bring courage to these souls,
make him live forever in the heart of the bold,
so i say farewell my freinds,
i hope we'll meet again,
when my time has come to far from grace,

So this is goodbye,
I take leave of you and,
spread your wings and fly away now,
fly away now.

Nothing on earth stays forever,
but none of your deeds were in vain,
deep in our hearts you will live again,
youve gone to the home of the brave.

Nothing on earth stays forever,
but none of your deeds were in vain,
deep in our hearts you will live again,
youve gone to the home of the brave.

Nothing on earth stays forever,
but none of your deeds were in vain,
deep in our hearts you will live again,
youve gone to the home of the brave.

- Hammerfall, Glory to the brave.

....deep within the soul..... ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5254607/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/5254607/ Tue, 03 May 2005 09:20:25 PDT
My ICT grades are screwed due to some college's fuckup in the course, tehre not doing anything ICT next year at 6th form .Bang go my dreams.

Lately eeveryone i know has been trying suicide and such, and im therefor depressed and stressed out, ronja hasnt , hes strong , but everyone else did.

One of my closest freinds has died, im depressed and quite suicidal now, realised just how worthless i am in this world, no life, no skils, no nothing.

I give in really....life has thrown everything at me, illness, pain, suffering, sorrow, suicide. The storm continues, why should i stand alone and wither it ? Can i not drop like the others and be free of this pain ?

Im confused, depressed, suicidal and really really pissed off at my school. Not a good combination. Ill update this journal if im still alive at a later date.

Im going now to sleep for the rest of the day, for sleep is where the sorrow leaves me alone....for some precious moments....

goodbye....goodluck and goodnight... ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/4968430/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/4968430/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 08:37:03 PST
I got adobe photoshop today....THE HEAVEN BELLS CHIME !!!! GLORY TO THE PHOTOSHOP

Anyways , now im going to figure how to use it....wow...so many tools. Now when i edit a pic or something it can look natural and not...blocky. ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/4871620/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/4871620/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 11:50:13 PST My scanner is broke at the moment, so i cant scan in anyway, ill try to do something CGI.

Also, if anyone knows any sites i can get for improving my visualization/imagination skills id be gratefull...i see these cool pics in my mind but i cant hold them there to draw.

Heh, well sighning off for now ,later all. ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/4377713/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/4377713/ Fri, 21 Jan 2005 14:31:32 PST
LoL
i hope my band suceeds ]]> ~Randuil http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/4226740/ http://Randuil.deviantart.com/journal/4226740/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 05:52:54 PST Again it visits me.
Gone but not forgotten
you will live forever in our hearts.


In loving memory of Patric Morris ,my uncle
He is entering critical now, estimated he will be dead by tommorow....im sad...i cant go to see him.

im gonna go cry now. Goodbye. ]]> ~Randuil