http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:RavenC&section=today deviantART RSS for by:RavenC en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 18:47:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/9853953/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/9853953/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 18:16:12 PDT
Anyway, the reason I freaked so hard is that I found the body. -...- Least the maggots didn't get to him yet. Sadly, he was a FRAGRANT corpse. I have yet to go back into the garage, (where I found him) but I have recovered, and I hardly have internet anymore. With hopes, We'll be getting internet and cable at the new house.

Oddly enough, he died on the day we were going to move the pets. I guess he didn't wanna go. the old fart.

I got a new computer, his name is Ophiuchus. If you guys haven't guessed, I'm trying not to think about the dead mutt. He's been around about as long as I have been. *shudders*

Anyway, I shall be online for the weekend, and then back to my solitary confinement at the new house.

Toodles!
Raven ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/9599241/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/9599241/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 14:57:06 PDT
I found the body, and I'm freaking out pretty hard.


RavenC ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/9360894/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/9360894/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 03:34:30 PDT
This account has been created to track the growing number of spammers that are on dA. These spammers are not only harrasing deviants with spam but also defacing other innocent and unwary deviants by using names that are similar or linking to peoples pages.

It's shocking - but true!

I will be listing know spammers in the attached journal so please check often.

Some of these spammers even post such disgusting things as:
I'm not posting that on my journal

anyway. That came in my messages this morning. why I'm up at six o' clock doing stuff, I don't know, but I DO know I'm going to regret it later tonight.

CLUBS:



]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/7966178/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/7966178/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 20:09:51 PST

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Mechanical Power conservation.
(It's a phone book ._.)

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Owww... Evil bad shoulder of owchy paaain!

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Comercials, for a few seconds before I turned on the Game Cube.

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
10:45

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:52

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The stereo, my headphones, my brother playing on the computer... my Step-father coming up the stairs.

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterday night. I was taking out the garbage.

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
~Shima-chan's journal.

9.What are you wearing?
My stringy goth pants, my fuzzy blue slippers, Gilbert and Sulivan T-Shirt, and a really thin sweater/hoodie thing.

10.Did you dream last night?
Yes. It was weeiiiird too.

11.When did you last laugh?
Earlier today. the game was funny!

12.What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A Wall calander, coupla squished moth corpses, some framed pictures, and cobwebs.

13.Seen anything weird lately?
My family.

14.What do you think of this quiz?
Eh. I'm not thinking at the moment.

15.What is the last film you saw?
Um.... I can't remember....

16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Hm... Manga... The rest of the house my family is building, and probably a new laptop. This thing is getting oooold.

17.Tell me something about you that I don't know.
What DO you know? I dun wanna blow too many secrets at once! It'll wreck my 'mysterious feminine allure'

18.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
My stomach. I wanna stomach of steel, not a stomach of acid!

19.Do you like to dance?
In priiiiivate.

20. George Bush?
Never met him, and hope to whoever's up there it STAYS like that.

21.Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I'd stick with a 'currently vaguley normal' first name and go with something weird and welsh as a middle name. Like "Carwyn" or something else like that. ^o^

22.Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
I would love him and hug him and call him 'George'!

23.Would you ever consider living abroad?
Not really. My ass belongs in one place, and that's home.

24.What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
What kind of sick bastard are you? AIDS, earthquakes, George Bush?

25. 4 people who must also do this meme in THEIR journal:
I'm gonna be a nice guy and let anyone who want to, do this. ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/7697900/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/7697900/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 18:05:06 PST
~Nulesin ~Nulesin ~Nulesin ~Nulesin ~Nulesin ~Nulesin




Be nice to him, everyone, he's a dragon who'll rip your lungs out. Shima, no glomping him!

Anyway, OUR HOUSE IS GETTING BUILT!

Okay, it IS built, but it's getting shipped on thursday, so I'll be on even LESS Often than now.

We have a new kitty. Her name is Snooch, and we wuv her so.


That's all from my end, give me greetings if you're reading this, say hello!


Raven C.





]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/7006753/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/7006753/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 07:05:56 PST

Anyway, what's going on at my end.

I HAVE A FIRST BOY FRIEND! WHOOOHOOO!

XD

My mother's building a house, and we're all stressed to the ends. That's All I can type for now.


Ja ne!


;iconmomiji-love:



:icongrammer-nazi-club:

]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/6759947/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/6759947/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 17:42:00 PDT

XD! I'm in a new club.


Along with the older ones.

:iconmomijilove:

]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5921888/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5921888/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 09:51:14 PDT .< I hate it . *growls loudly* One kid is Eight months, the other is about 5 or 6.

I need something to shoot.


I'm at a freinds, and she's busy helping her mother move furnature, so I'm keeping an eye on the kids and downloading stuff to her Baby new computer. She got it last night and we've been up since doing stuff to it.

I'm only typing here to stop from killing the little boy. the girl is mostly fine, as long as I keep her away from my laptop. I'm on my freinds compy.

Some one shoot me. I tried playing Pippin in the background to quiet them down, but it's NOT WORKING!

I've had five hours of sleep, and I'm in a bad mood. at least I'm not hungry. I get like Uotani From Furuba when I'm hungry.

GAAAAAAH! :headslam: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5888176/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5888176/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 17:28:04 PDT .<;;

pretty much what I'm doing is making my caracters talk to eachother so I can develop personalities and how caracters act with each other. Its something ~snowhart suggested. she does it too.

I bet it seems kinda strange, but it's actually fun. I'd explain more but most people I know think it, you know, weird I have people inside my head. I mean, real people, who exist only in my brain. that talk to me.

Yeah. Cheers to all!

CLUBS:



]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5703114/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5703114/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 10:18:11 PDT
I got to Hug Shuichi.

I bought my alter ego, which was a plushie of Yuki as a rat, and I got a frell load of free stuff. Yaaaay Free stuff! and saw my first fan dubs and stuff and stuff.

I got to hug Shuichi.

I got lotta pictures and I saw Maho from .HACK//Sign and I had so much fun. I met a few friends there I hadn't seen in ages and I got my picture taken by a professional, and I saw a ton load of swords.

I got to Hug Shuichi.

Anyway, happy fathers day to you all, and have a very anime-y time until I post again!


RAven Chisome
P.S I got to Hug Shuichi


Clubbies:
:iconcat-girl-zone:

]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5356659/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5356659/ Sat, 14 May 2005 14:06:27 PDT
Mood: Waaaay happy!
Listening to: Akward Donald by Tanglefoot

DA gave me a week long subscription, so I'm gonna use it to my best powa! *hunts for the poll thing*


YEAH!

Clubbies:



:icongatgirl-zone: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5095385/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5095385/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 12:50:12 PDT

the poem is meh Featured Deviation. I rulz. *gloat gloat gloat*

WE HAVE A VACATION! YEF! ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5035088/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/5035088/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 14:49:04 PDT
not much has been happening, exept that I really need to watch my temper in German class. I flipped of this jerk, and then he kept making rude gestures, and faces.

Stupid jerk.

I decided that my old novel was 'teh sux' and deleted it, and I started another one. I really need to finish one, and I WILL!

Tommorow.



I do have a Kiriban! It's going to be at 3131. ^^ Best of luck.

Next month I'll be getting back to work. Yeahay, work. X.x

Am I the only one who hates day light savings time?


CLUBIES!


:iconpoky-no-otaku: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4845960/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4845960/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 13:03:38 PST
newfreindphysiologistschoolmeetingsheada chestomachproblemsgettingtreatedstressho meorksucksschoolsucksthankgodit'sfridayr atratratanimalsareannoyingstupidpeopleat schoolineedmoredothack//signcoldSVZhates menotimetodoanythingdrewcomicnoscannerre adingjuliuscaesarinsschoolanditsucksgota nimeclubcatalougesfuruba8comesoutinapril exhausted.


That covers it.

RANDOM QUOTE ATTACK!
(Not telling) Scream, little Republicans, scream

(Ravenc herself) YAY BROWN SODA!!!!

(random dude in the hall) There's an essay on BULSHIT?

(Ravenc Again) Stop while your behead.

(Yuki) Stoot is really fun to say. Try it! Stoot! ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4505085/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4505085/ Sat, 05 Feb 2005 16:25:35 PST
I'm kinda stressed, for odd reasons, so I'm a little out of it.

RANDOM SONG ATTACK!
Viktor was born in the spring of '44
And never saw his father anymore
A child of sacrifice, a child of war
Another son who never had a father after Leningrad

Went off to school and learned to serve the state
Followed the rules and drank his vodka straight
The only way to live was drown the hate
A Russian life was very sad
And such was life in Leningrad

I was born in '49
A cold war kid in McCarthy time
Stop 'em at the 38th Parallel
Blast those yellow reds to hell
And cold war kids were hard to kill
Under their desk in an air raid drill
Haven't they heard we won the war
What do they keep on fighting for?

Viktor was sent to some Red Army town
Served out his time, became a circus clown
The greatest happiness he'd ever found
Was making Russian children glad
And children lived in Leningrad

But children lived in Levittown
And hid in the shelters underground
Until the Soviets turned their ships around
And tore the Cuban missiles down
And in that bright October sun
We knew our childhood days were done
And I watched my friends go off to war
What do they keep on fighting for?

And so my child and I came to this place
To meet him eye to eye and face to face
He made my daughter laugh, then we embraced
We never knew what friends we had
Until we came to Leningrad

/RANDOM SONG ATTACK





]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4304608/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4304608/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 17:31:28 PST BenSpector I found a new doo-hickey thing.

RavenC has 2,420 pageviews total and her 45 deviations were viewed 887 times. She watches 39 people, while 27 people watch her.

Overall, her deviations received 446 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 22 times, while she commented 1,736 times, making about 4.12 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 39 comments for every 10 that she received.

Her deviation with the most comments is Face In The Window with 28 comments, receiving an average of 2 per day in the first 2 weeks, while her most favourited one is A Hero indeed, with 2 favourites, averaging 0.07 per day in the first 2 weeks. Her most viewed deviation is Little Nata with 47 views.

0 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 9.3 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Tuesday, with 10 (22%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was March 2004 with 8 (18%) of her deviations.

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the Poetry gallery (37), while her favourite category was Old Poetry Structure > Dark with 7 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 9.91
Favourites per deviation: 0.48
Views per deviation: 19.71
Comments per day: 1.06
Favourites per day: 0.05
Views per day: 2.1
Pageviews per day: 5.75 ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4264743/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4264743/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 19:11:53 PST ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4264741/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4264741/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 19:11:16 PST (2) Are you happy with it? Random Name Generatior Goodness, yes!
(3) Are you named after anyone? What ever the Random Name Generatior came up with.
(4) Are you a prostitute? No
(5) Your screenname: RavenC, Merireibun
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? No.
(7) Then what would you name your children? Girl= Galya Boy= Lee
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? Lee. Mother's Idea.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, what would that be? Shima
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos people do with your name constantly? Raybun, stuff like that.
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No, I LIKE my muses name! "Chisome
--
BASICS
(12) Your gender: Female, occasonaly looking male. ._.
(13) Straight/Gay/Bi? Bi
(14) Single? Yes.
(15) Want to be? For now, yeah.
(16) Your bithdate: December, 7, 1989
(17) Your age: 15
(18) Age you act: Either 10 or 40
(19) Age you wish you were: 6
(20) Your hieght: 5'6
(21) The color of your eyes: Brown.
(22) Happy with it? Yeah
(23) The color of your hair: Dark Chesnut, brown that's veugly red
(24) Happy with it? ...
(25) Left/Right/ambidextrous? Ambi, but mostly left
(26) Your living arrangement? Two houses, two sets of parents
(27) Your family: Mom, step mom, father, step father, brother, sister, and step sister
(28) Have any pets? One rat, one dog, and two cats
(29 What your job: Student.
(30) Piercings? Ears, but I have metal allergies.
(31) Tatoos? Fake one... Wait. Nevermind.
(32) Obsessions? Pocky, writing, reading, anime...
(33) Addictions? SEE ABOVE, PEOPLES!!!!!!!!!
(34) Do you speak another language? Some German, and Japanese, but not much
(35) Do you have a webpage? Counting DA, yeah.
(36) Do you have a favorite quote? yes, 'If you can take your fears and illusions, if you can put them all in a jar, you'll hit the heart of saturday morning. You'll hit the heart of every thing you are'
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DEEP THOUGHTS ABOUT LIFE AND YOU IN IT.

(37) Do you live in the moment? Not really.
(38) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? sorta...
(39) Do you have many secrets? many
(40) Do you hate yourself? yeah
(41) Do you like your handwriting? *Glares at illierate chicken scratch handwriting* Damn Dislexia!
(42) Do you have any bad habits? Who DOESN'T ?
(43) What is the compliment you get from most people? "You're nice" or, "You're Poetry ROCKS!"
(44) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Life of A Poetic Freak
(45) What is your biggest fear? Public speaking
(46) Can you sing? sorta
(47) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Once, and it was pointless.
(48) Are you a loner? Some times.
(49) What are your #1 priorities in life? to stay alive for my next birthday.
(50) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Prolly not. I'm not that social, and I'd drive my self crazy. so would I
(51) Are you a Daredevil? No
(52) IS there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Just about everything.
(53) Are you passive or aggressive? Passive
(54) Have you got a journal? ... self explanitory.
(55) What is your greatest strength and weakness? My strength: My writing My weakness: My body
(56) If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? My temper. Crying does not count as fun.
(57) There are 3 wells, love, beauty, and creativity: Creativity
(58) Do you think you are emotionally strong? Think so?
(59) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? No shit.
(60) Do you think your life has been good so far? Not really.
(61) What is the most important lesson you learned from life? Do what you can, if not, Sucks to be you.
(62) What do you like most about your body? ... Nothing.
(63) Do you think I'm good looking? Not really, I'm kinda plain.
(64) Are you confident? Oh... I donno... *whines*
(65) What is your fictional character you're most like? You tell me. I don't know.
(66) Are you percieved wrongly? usualy.

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DO YOU......

(67) Smoke? no
(68) Do you do drugs? Perscribed drugs, yep.
(69) Read the newspaper? Not usualy.
(70) Pray? No.
(71) Go to church? Only when I'm forced.
(72) Take to strangers who IM you? Some times.
(73) Sleep with stuffed animals? They always end up on the bed.
(74) Take walks in the rain? Dude yeah.
(75) Talk to people even though you hate them? To make fun of them, y... ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4251507/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4251507/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 04:26:32 PST
I had too much of a life to have a chance of getting on. Homework, reconstructing the bathroom, cleaning my room, school, the two novels I'm writing...

YES! I'm writing novels! ^______________^ One is about me, which probably will get posted, but it's spoilers, and the other one might get published, if I manage to finish writing it.

The one that might get published is about three teenage mages, who became mages ten years ago due to radiation that the two America's blew out as they blew each other off the face of the earth. They are one in about two hundred, and they are shunned by people who didn't get powers.

Makewan, who became the dictatior after the explosion, and he forced all of the mages out to the radiation world, while making them gaurde part of the world so they could grow agriculture, and have the normal people live.

the three mages are allowed to stay in the clean Air world because they still have an education to fufill, but they go to the Radiation World to organize an army, to take over the dictatior.

Gore insues. I'm trying to put all my freinds in it, and currently I have most of the Otaku 7.

Nomake-wan: The evil dictator.
DTN: Deing, one of the three mages right hands, she can do hand to hand combat like no ones busness.
Shima And Tempis: Shima, she controls machenery.
RAven C: The three main mages, Jcang-nan, clarovyant, and can do mind control, LEi-Roi, status spells, and Galya, Chinese elements.
Ben: still working on it...
Kevin: Budda, illusion.
SVZ: Sedel, Earth mage.
MCN: Err... I don't know him well enough to put him in anything... sorry.


Anyway, I put in other people too:
Nata: Mourning, levitation
Cruthers: Giant monster thing that Shun, (another charicter) can summon.

Yeah... I'll go on about the other novel... Later.

Bye!



]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4164084/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4164084/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 18:59:15 PST
Now, off to drawing! ^___^ ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4074634/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4074634/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 15:49:02 PST
Half an hour ago, she stopped breathing. The doctors did the best they could, but she still died.

I feel like shit. It's hard to type and everything. At least I still have Jeni, her sister.

Raven C.


;iconpocky-no-otaku:
]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4071926/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4071926/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 08:58:59 PST
I had half an hour of sleep last night, and I couldn't go to school. I had seven hours streched out the three days before.

I'm exhausted.



]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4011151/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/4011151/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 13:12:56 PST
I went to NYC last weekend, and it was fun. we went to the Jekal and Hyde Resturant, and it rocked, even though I had this weird actor guy that worked there scare me.

That's about it. I'm exausted, but all is good. Made a movie for a presentation in school, my teacher liked it. ^-^V



]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3969799/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3969799/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 04:58:48 PST

I've been taking care of my neighbors cats for a week or so 'cause she's gone off on a trip, (I don't know where).

one day, when I went to feed the cat, the giant bag of cat food was knocked over, and there was food everywhere. Me, being tired, since it was late, figured it was the stray cat that lived around my neigborhood.

I noticed something under a chair in the corner of the room. I figured it was the stray cat, and reached out to grab it and haul it away.

The 'stray cat' snapped at me. I then realized that the critter didn't have the ginger hair that the stray cat had, and it had a very pointy nose.

It was an opposum. I ran home to get our BB guns. my family persuaded me that it would be a bad Idea to shoot the Opposum (How ever it's spelled), since it wouldn't kill it, and just make it mad. Instead, they pulled out brooms and shooed it out.

Mother later asked me what I would do with the dead Oposum if I did shoot it.

Spur of the moment, I said "I'd make Brother take care of it."

She didn't stop laughing at me for hours.




]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3927513/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3927513/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 20:44:23 PST 2. Ran away: Nope
3. Pictured your crush naked: I'm not that stupid
4. Skipped school: Mm... sort of...
5. Broken someone's heart: don't think so...
6. Been in love: Does lusting after someone count?
7. Cried when someone died: a thousind times.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Mm-yep.
9. Broken a bone: Nope.
10. Done something embarrassing: Never! *Random characters glare at her* Eep: :scared:
11. Lied: hell yes!
12. Cried in school: Yeah...

*Which is Better*
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: Nither, they both suck
15. Girls or Guys: both. *doesn't get the question*
16. Flowers or Candy: candy. I have allergies...
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: scruff?
18. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes.
19. Gay or Flaming Gay: Flaming Gay! XD
20. Tall or short: tall
21. Pants or Shorts: pants.
22. Night or Day: night.

*With the Opposite Sex*
23. What do you notice first? Hair.
24. Last person you slow danced with: Don't dance
25. Worst Question To Ask: Why do you smell funny?

*The last time you...*
26. Showered: yesterday
27. Stepped outside: yesterday
28. Had Sex: since the sperm hit the egg
29. Romantic memory: months? *wasn't exatly romantic*

*What is...*
30. Your Good Luck Charm: My Small Cat and Nine Tails
31. Person you hate most? Err... There's no one I hate most, but it's getting there.
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: *smiles at memory*
33. On your desk: dust, papers, books, rotting orange, dust, dust, more dust...
34. Picture on your desktop: Cute one of the Otaku 7

*What is your Favorite...*
36. Top 3 Movies: Nightmare Before Chrismas, The Last Unicorn, and Les Mis
37. Artist: DTN Nata, Snow Hart...
38. Cars: Mopeds.
39. Ice Cream: Vanilla. Too bad I'm lactose intolerant now...
40. Season: autumn
41. Breakfast Food: Left over chinese, and crackers

*Who...*
42. Makes you laugh the most: BES
43. Makes you smile: Everyone
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: No one really. when I get into a bad mood, I don't come out untill I want to.
45. Has A Crush on You: Who would be that stupid?
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Yes, but I'm not telling
47. Who has it easier? The May Flies that live less than a week.
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them? Err... no one.

*Do you ever...*
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: Occasionaly, like when someone is suppossed to call.
50. Save YIM conversation: If you mean Instant Messanger, yes
51. Save E-mails: sometimes. but they only last for a few months.
52. Forward secret E-mails? Ah, NO!
53. Wish you were someone else: Not really.
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Sometimes, but since it's hard for people to tell, it doesn't matter. But then again, men don't have periods...
56. Kiss: not yet. *flush*
57. Cuddle: All of the time... Mainly glomp attacks that last
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: I'm doing so now.
59. Fallen for your best friend? Nope.
60. Made out with JUST a friend? Never have.
61. Kissed two people in the same day? Nope
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day? Err.. *virgin*
63. Been rejected: nope.
64. Been in love? Not really.
65. Been in lust? No.
66. Used someone? mildly...
67. Been used? yea
68. Cheated on someone? no.
69. Been cheated on? nope
70. Been kissed? no.
71. Done something you regret? Who hasn't?

*Who was the last person...*
72. You touched? *thinks* My dog
73. You talked to? My brother
74. You hugged? Erm... My Uncle Paul.
75. You instant messaged? Nata.
76. You kissed? My cat.
77. You yelled at? Erm... Nata...
78. You thought about? Imaginary person.
79. Who text messaged you? Nata. *speaking to her currently*
80. Who broke your heart? None yet. *pets whole heart*
81. Who told you they loved you? My mother.

*Do you...*
82. Color your hair? nope.
83. Have tattoos? only the fake ones
84. Have piercings: one on each ear, that are mostly closed since I'm allergic to all my earrings.
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? never.
86. Own a web cam? nope
87. Own a thong?: Only the ones that I use a catipults that my sister left behind when she moved.
88. Ever get off the computer? once in a while
89. Glad this is the last question? Oh yeah, Baaah-baaay! ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3901128/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3901128/ Tue, 23 Nov 2004 13:13:03 PST I really can't belive it's been a year,
Took a little timewithout you here...

Yesterday was my uncle's deathdate.

Remember that, Nii-san? the song you wrote? [link]

I still cry when I read it. I'm so pathetic. :sigh:




]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3714231/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3714231/ Sun, 31 Oct 2004 07:05:32 PST
My step-father's pen pal from Africa's husband died. He had a stroke.

I'm in the Conrell Summer Savoyards play The Mikado and that's uber busy.

School sucks. That goes without saying, but oh well, I'm stating it again.

Roadrunner crashes every day, at about the same time, which is usualy when I want to get on.

I got really sick last night, and I didn't sleep, so now I feel like Hell.

Happy Halloween, Minna-Sama..


]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3565811/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3565811/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 13:59:20 PDT
Don't ask why, I'd prolly rip your head off... I'm so pathetic.




]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3466196/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3466196/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 16:22:46 PDT
Day has gone like crap.

Ordinary World
Duran Duran

Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue,
Thought I heard you talking softly.
I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you.

What is happening to it all?
Crazy some say-
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away.

CHORUS:
But I won't cry for yesterday.
There's an ordinary world somehow I have to find.
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world
I will learn to survive.

Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say-
Pride will tear us both apart.
Well now pride's gone out the window, cross the rooftops, runaway.
Left me in the vacuum of my heart

what is happening to me
Crazy some say
Where is my friend when I need you most
Gone away

CHORUS

Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed
Feared today; forgot tomorrow
Here beside the news of holy war and holy need
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk-
Blown away.

Just blowing away

CHORUS

Any world is my world
Every world is my world
Ordinary World, by Duran Duran

Working on:
Halloween Fan fic for 's contest
HP Slash Fanfic for

Clubs:


]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3429345/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3429345/ Thu, 23 Sep 2004 14:21:52 PDT
Now that that's off my mind, why.

I always wondered why all my freinds tell me almost all their complaints, and problems. I really don't mind listening, as long as I don't have an overload of homework, three other people telling me their problems, and problems of my own.

My mother is in Physical Thearapy, and her back is in hell.

I really don't need to talk to people right now, but aperently one guy who hated me a lot is going to try freindship. I have little faith, but who knows?

I'm in Anime club, and Anime club only. If we manage to go to a expo thingie, I'm going as Yuki Sohma.

Yeah. Not up to talking or being in total reality now. I think I'm getting a cold too.



]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3326037/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3326037/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 15:39:16 PDT
I have a little delema. I want to join Anime Club, and Tech club, but I can't join both. See, Tech club is on thursdays, and anime club is on Tuesdays and Thursdays.

I would rather join Anime club, but my mother thinks I shouldn't since it would be just for fun, unless I can talk to SAT, NW, and ZB's mother and see if we could organize to go to Anime Expo.

she doesn't know about that idea yet.

I did like Tech club, sorta. People there bothered me. They might have not been trying, but I don't know. I really didn't understand much of what was going on, mainly because it was going to fast for me to truly understand.

Also, there was too much comotion, stress and other stuff. I really didn't like the way things got done. *Sigh* And I hated going to nationals. That was far too much. *sighs*

Other than that, it was fun, but I don't think I really want to do it again, even though it probably would be good for me.

Mother would like me to join tech club because I'd learn new stuff, but I don't know... It got in the way of school stuff more often than not.

That's the end of my rant.



]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3161998/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3161998/ Thu, 19 Aug 2004 05:08:02 PDT
Details here:
7:20 Hauled my butt out of bed, and then started packing the car. Busy-busy.
8:30 Finished packing, and drove off to breakfast. Ithaca is foggy in the morning.
8:50 Breakfast at CTB. Nuttella on Poppy and Iced Chai. Yummy. ^n.n^
9:05 Back on da road. Spacing out a lot. Music playing. Cheiftans.
9:25 Drivin' drivin' drivin'. Keep them carsies drivin'…
9:40 Fellowship Of the Rings on CD! Whee! 16 of 'em. Long book.
10: 20 BR break. Got pictures of the view, and a wooden Lumber Jack.
11: 10 Urgh. Fruit2Os and peanuts not good to stomach ^>.<^
11:20 on the road, pretending we have got there…
11: 45 stopped at a state part. PA Grand Canyon. Pretty, lotta tress. Got pictures. Took quiz about the difference between Ravens and Crows. I got 7 outta 10! Whee! I got a stuffed black bear! KY00T! Saw (and got pictures) of CCC statue. Reminds me of the trials in Treon's class.
12:30 left Grand Canyon. Hands shaking. Am I over heating?
12:40 Drive, in the name of me, because I'm getting bored…
12: 50 minor confusion, butt we figured it out. Lunch. What to name the bear…?
1:15 Left Mc'ds full and happy.
1:35 Rocks and trees, and trees and rocks and rocks and trees and trees and rocks and rocks and trees and trees and rocks and… Water-r…
2:00 drive, drive…. Booooring.
2:30 Drive, drive, drive so long, I wanna pull over. Drive, drive, drive, so long. I want to let my bladder go. I want to let it go…
2:40 am I supposed to be able to feel my feet?
2:45 BR break ad Mc'ds. I lost about five pounds ^-^
3:05 Road warnings everywhere, annoying, brother cleaning his shoes, I forgot they were black. I thought they were Brown.
3:15 Traffic Jam due to construction. Ja-zuz, I'm bored.
3:30 bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored |30R3|o!!!
3:55 got onto exit to Dubois. YAY! 3 miles to go! YAY! Passed cemetery where we're gonna bury GP. Smacked brother for stupid comment, (Looks Peaceful) ^>~< ^
4:00 Saw a truck, looked like one of thos weather trucks, but it was red, and it had a picture of nachos on it. Cheese Truck? It was labled "shee-tz" Prolly liquid, fake cheese. Gross.
4:10 Saw a gas station called "shee-tz" cheese truck was really a gas truck. That certainly lets the gas outta my cheesy joke. ;-p
4:15 Saw gas price 1.38 regular. I should have gotten a picture. ^0.0^ there are a lot of broken/abandoned/partially demolished houses around here. The rest are pretty.
4:20 "Bridge may be icy". Saw that sign so many times I lost count in the thirties. ^>.<^
4:30 Saw a sign "Temporary road way ahead" Eep. ^o.o^
4:40 arrived at Aunt Sally's house. Watched boys play horseshoes, talked, ate, heard family history, gave gifts, played with Higgins, (the Dog) and hung out. I'm tired though. Fun-fun.
6:00 Saw the picture that Ben's Father put in the art bars. After staring at it for a few minutes, I finally figured out that I'd never understand fine art.
9:00 Got shower.
12:00 Went to bed, woke up a lot.
7:20 finaly got out of bed. Sleepy… ^-o-^
8:30 To breakfast. Man, I'm tired. I got French toast. Yummy. Perkin's isn't that bad. The waitresses name was mine.
10:20 left Perkins to get gas. The gas is SO Fuggin' cheap. $1.73 at the Kwik fill. It's cheaper in other places. Maybe because it isn't self serve.
10:30 Got to the Cemetery. Time to Bury! Finished final paper work, got pictures of graveyard, and tombstone. In there are weird names. Males, Manns, Vichund, Berlin, Shears, the list is endless… Not too many tears shed, just a few. Stood around for a while, then decided to let the workers bury him. They had patently waited for us, staring at the road, sitting on tombstones. Not from our family, they must have had that thing called "Common sense".
11:30 left cemetery.
12:00 do you have any idea how many people have stones in front of their houses, that have their names on it are here?
12:10 Went to see Phil in Punxsutawney. Also went to a souvenir shop and got a BB phil. He's got a top hat. Cute! No pictures this time accept for the ones that Jim took.
1:10 why are there so many "buckle up" "slow down save a life" and other drunk driving signs around? Maybe 'cause the roads are so twisty.
2:30 went to lunch. Philly cheese steak. Yummy.
4:00 Twisty roads unhappy makin stomach… Take two. Twisty roads make my stomach unhappy.
5:00 Stopped at a gas station for drinks, meds, a BR. Loud and very annoying kids there. ^>.>^
5:50 Oorgh. Bladder full…
6:10 gottapee gottapee got... ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3051379/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/3051379/ Thu, 05 Aug 2004 17:16:33 PDT


Yeah.



]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2995116/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2995116/ Thu, 29 Jul 2004 10:24:46 PDT




]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2973608/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2973608/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 15:50:50 PDT
If you're going to nit-pick, don't do it where the entire world is going to see it. It drives me nuts as is, but it really enlarges the Inferiority Complex when you say it as a comment, so that EVERYONE will know EXACTLY what I messed up on when they didn't see it themselfs.

Really, it hurts a lot. It might be kinda weird to you that this bothers me a lot, but when people have been pointing out everything that's wrong with the story for as long as you can remember, without saying anything about if it's good or not, it kinda starts to bother you.

Please cut it out.



:iconcatgirlzone:
]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2966447/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2966447/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 18:21:52 PDT ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2932526/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2932526/ Wed, 21 Jul 2004 09:15:43 PDT
I have discovered something really, really, funny.

My GP (the one that just died) died on the day that his ensurance would have stopped paying the Nursing home bill.

My Stepmothers father died the day his medication ensurance said that it wouldn't cover his meds.

My Uncle barney threw away a pile of old news papers that my Stepmother's Mother always said she'd 'get around to', thinking that if he threw them away, it wouldn't kill her. Hour later, she died in her sleep.

My family is weird.


:iconfriutsbasket:

]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2931807/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2931807/ Wed, 21 Jul 2004 06:59:01 PDT
RANDOM SONG ATTACK!!!
Song: All Shall Fade
From: LOR Return Of The King

Home is behind
The world ahead
And there are many paths to tread
Through shadow
To the edge of night
Until the stars are all alight

Mist and shadow
Cloud and shape
Hope shall fail
All shall fade
/
/RANDOM SONG ATTACK




:iconcat-girlzone: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2918563/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2918563/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 11:56:48 PDT


Yeah.

Went to the Renisance fair. Had lotta fun. I tried on a corset, and a corset type of leather vest.

Scary enough, they were comfy. It wasn't hard to breath at all.

whee. Think that's about all from my end.

WAIT!! No, it's not. if you look at the Binghamton News paper, (forgot what it was called) My GP's Obit is there. He got 2 purple hearts, and a bronze heart in WWII, and he was almost in the olymics, if he hadn't injured himself a few days before he was supposed to leave. My GP was a gymnast! YAY!!





]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2864715/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2864715/ Mon, 12 Jul 2004 14:17:49 PDT
I had lots of fun with Summer Savoyards show. I work back stage. one of the Guys is being a real bastard. He's been isolating people, trying to get them to leave the group, and some of the people don't listen to the Runners, (that's what I am) and we're SO close to killing some thesbians.

My cousin gave me a cat and nine tails (a type of lash, with nine whippy things)


:iconfriutsbasket:



Ja ne! ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2864699/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2864699/ Mon, 12 Jul 2004 14:14:29 PDT ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2750014/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2750014/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 19:15:51 PDT
Scores from Competetion: Third in Manufacturing Challenge. the entire chapter got six tropies in all. Yatta!

Morty has half been identified! I remembered that my Teacher had a Mother Of A Thousand, and I think it was from that, but my neighbor, (the one that he stayed at while I was off at TSA) isn't so sure. She says that the ones that she's seen look different. So I'm still cluless.

BEST NEWS EVER!! (at least to me, )

At the pool with a bunch of freinds, and it seems that I have been dubbed 'Very Huggable" and I have been clinged to a lot. The guy I liked was at the pool too, so not only did I get to see him in a bathing suit, he gave me a hug or two. and just so the pool didn't feel left out of the hug, one of our group hugs added the wall of the pool too. I feel SO cool!

Mother's telling me to do my chores, see you later!

:iconcat-girlzone: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2684638/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2684638/ Thu, 17 Jun 2004 18:12:06 PDT
I got these really good tea drinks, but I'm not allowed them on the bus, at least to drink because they'd make a sticky mess. Doesn't matter much, since they taste funny warm.

Today, my science teacher gave me a plant. Since I know my luck with plants, I was going to call it 'Dead', but Ben said "Morty" Would be better.

I think Morty's a Flower. I don't know, though.

I'm stressed, and tired. To think that on sunday I'll have to leave for a competiton. :faints:


current self explainitory emoicons: and
Current Favorite song: the Stress Song
Current live veiw: Wait a minute, I gotta finish this first.

:iconcat-girl-zone: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2597404/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2597404/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 14:28:27 PDT
it was more than an adventure for me.

first, the two daughters of the the couple were supposed to wear flowers in our hair. the flower shop put them on a berret for us. the only problem is that the first five minutes, one of the roses came off of mine. a little while later, the entire thing broke off the barret. later, it broke in two, so I stuck the larger half in my shirt.

there was a lot more that happened, but I'm not gonna bother with that now. I'm too tired

current song: Gravity. BLAST YOU TWEEK!
Current mood: happy, but still stressed
current thoughts: you really wanna know?



Live, and be happy folks. ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2510969/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2510969/ Wed, 26 May 2004 05:10:27 PDT
I gots 1K! ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2482537/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2482537/ Sat, 22 May 2004 09:14:21 PDT
Opening night was on thursday.

Ready to kill some of the kids, thank god none are going to the high school with me.

You know, if you're not supposed to eat food in costume, why do I see about three slices of pizza being held by girls in costume every night? I've told the person who workes at the pizza place not to sell it to them, but they didn't realize they were in costume. They know better, those morons.

They no longer listen to me when I tell them they're too loud. does anyone have any straight jackets I can borrow?

When I say "no, Dont' touch my bad shoulder" why does it get poked even more?

I'm not supposed to ba back stage when I don't have to get on but the back stage enjoys my company and help. They're not allowed to force people to be quiet, onlyask. I've learend new pressure points.

No way in hell I'm going to the cast party, so why don't people stop trying to force me to go?

No, when I'm fixing Jimmys collar and making him do my tie, I'm not flirting with him. He looked like a mess.

I don't give a damn how much you try, no one is doing my makup accept me. so fuck off.


Next year, I'm back stage. always. onstage is too much hassle with morons. Bisides, I meet some of the back stage crew in the high school. one of them has lots of knives. I'm happy.

]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2400528/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2400528/ Mon, 10 May 2004 15:59:36 PDT
Morning: exhausted due to little sleep the night before. discover I left my backpack in my mother's car, and I had to get my stepfather to drive me there. Not one of the best mornings.

first period Science: Pissed due to I was partnered up with a moron. Speach between us was
Me: Yes. *voice cracks because Raven's annoyed*
Moron: Why do you talk funny? *Mimics raven*
Me: ... *gets mad, but doesn't show*
Moron: *mimics my stance, which is curled up and drawn in, because I'm trying to draw up inside myself, then giggles*
Me: ... *getting madder*
Moron: *smells science project* EW! It smells! Smell it! *shoves it in peoples faces, getting them to smell the salt water with dirt in it, then gets to me*
Me: *remembers tramitizing past about stuff getting shoved in her face, and lifts arm to get beeker away from me*
Moron: *fumbles the beeker, and I remember that the beeker is glass*
Me: !
Moron: *drops it, it shatters*
Mrs E: *looks over to the sound of the crash*
Moron: I didn't do anything! she just hit it out of my hands!

In conclusuion, I got a refeal for it, went to the office, and explained it to the vice principal, and I don't care what people say, he's a cool guy. I only got one day of lunch detention for it.

second block: First, Study hall. Uneventful.
sedond half of first block: Gym. I got hit on the head by a freind with a Badmiton Racket. Got mad, and hit him back in the leg with mine. Then as usual, felt bad about it, and stressed, and started crying. He didn't realize he'd hit me, and apologized. I elxplained to him about first perod, and got some sympathy.

Lunch: Freind tried to steal my food a few times, ending with me hitting his arm into my OJ. Got dizzy because of the hit on the head, went to the nuses office. When I got back, they boys had left with half of one of my chicken 'fingers' and left me with the mess.
I almost started crying again.

Third Block: English, not much happened, nor for the rest of the day, accept me twisting my ankle on a stupid High heel that I was trying on. Damn balance.

Soon as I got home, I started ranting here. hopefuly day will get better.

:iconvfireemblemclub: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2380903/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2380903/ Fri, 07 May 2004 18:17:45 PDT

: Do I look stupid?
Random Brat: yes, you do.
: right back at 'cha!
Random Brat: *lets out string of curses about how he doesn't need random people insulting him*
+ : ...
*^*^*^*^*
Prep: *stands next to Raven*
: *to JZ* hey, this proves my point, idoits atracct to me!
Prep: SHE SAID I ATTRACT TO HER! *runs away*
+ JZ:
*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*
Director: where's Drakie-poo?
's lil brother: WHAT?

* In the play Annie, Drake, is played by Kevins little brother. He often misses his que to go on.*

Anyway, that's about it, there's another one, but that's a "Had to be there" moment.

Yeah, time to throw my brother out of my room and off the game system in here to sleep.

NIGHT ALL!
PS. On a editing spree. Be prepared to re read a lot of stuff.

]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2284488/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2284488/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 19:21:33 PDT
I've been off at competetions all day today. exhausted. I hate it. today, I was supposted to say a speach, but it got moved tomorrow. *sigh* I'm tired. I had absoultley nothing to do today, but I learend a few things.


Green House Effect has two meanings


soy milk curdles in acid.


Chugging cold, carbonated soda is a bad idea, specialy if you have cold sensitive teeth.


don't even TRY to talk to someone stressed out.


A freind can be your best pillow. (With thanks to for that one)

There'll be more, but I'll prolly just add it as an edit.

]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2124618/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2124618/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 17:34:23 PST
Yesterday: I got unoficaly put incharge of setting up one part of something for school. The people who were supposed to help me, were goofing off, and they were throwing water around, so I screamed "CUT IT OUT!"

THEN one of the girls told me to take my leasury time. we had about 3 hours to do 6 hours worth of stuff. Leasurly time my ! they wer e doing that part for me, then the sewing machines wouldn't work. YARGH! At least I got to cut 19 peices of fabric, and I made my VERY first thing on the sewing machine, on the one that is smarter than you, as says.

I lost my HW folder, and my computer wouldn't print, then I was making something on Microsoft word Works, and it crashed, and I hadn't saved, but now my dad added Microsoft word, so I don't lost my stuff again! YAAAY!

The only good things seeming to come out of this week is next week is break, april fools () and something that happened a few minutes ago.

NW and I were talking about dreams, and discovered we were having the same kind of dreams, and so was SAT, and I nearly died laughing, (Still dieing)


Fake and real sibs.


Clubs and one I co-found


RANDOM QUOTE ATTACK!

The most common elements on Earth are Nitrogen and Stupidity, but not in that order.


I'm astounded by your stupidity.


when you talk to god, you're praying, but when god talks to you, people freak out and give you medications, and put you into insane issylums.


what if the hokey-pokey was what it really was all about...?


NEVER say "Daddy has a gun" in an airport, no matter how funny it may seem.


If a man talks in the woods, and there is no woman to hear him, is he still wrong? (YES) ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2103289/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2103289/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 15:02:14 PST
I joined TSA (Technology Students of Association) and I get to make 2 movies, and about 200 CD holders with about 4 other people in a few months. I'm having fun. ^_^

I went to a lacross game, and Sun burned my eyebrows. ^>.>^

I WANT 666! I'll offor a reward to who ever gets it! I'll... make a poem for you.

Adoptive Onii-sama


Adoptive Onee-sama


Real Onii-sama


real onee-sama


Clubs


Club I co-found
]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2053705/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/2053705/ Sun, 21 Mar 2004 06:25:03 PST http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1981787/ Tue, 09 Mar 2004 15:46:41 PST
Joy stuff first.

Raven's planning to write a book! she's writing it with and :lostpyrokitten:

No duh. It's a poetry book.

:scarcasticclap:

Right. The book/CD is called "Another Cry Of Youth" 'cause it is. Cope, punks.

Planning to paten it under my dad's name, If he'll let me.

Anyone know how much it costs to make a book, or a CD? Many copies?

:iconcat-girlzone: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1905798/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1905798/ Sat, 28 Feb 2004 07:14:52 PST
Good news first.

My grandpa's back in the hospital.

I cleaned put my backpack, which weighed 17 pounds.

We gave away our piano, which was being used as a table.

My folks have their eye on some land, in my skool district, and we plan to build a Geodesic house, and move in this summer. ! So exicted.

I GOT REVENGE!!! YAAAAY!
I had some Ginsing candies, which for one person, I got along with one of their freinds, and made him give it to her. The other one, I gave it to him, and he ate it. Men can be SO stupid.


now the bad news:

I only got two people on my "to get Revenge on" list... Wah.

I have a sinus infection. Again.

I got into the play, and I have a corous part, but I might get a bigger one later...

CLUBS

:iconotacu7:

adoptive Onii-sama!



Adoptive Onee-sama!



REAL sibs



Freinds

]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1839329/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1839329/ Fri, 13 Feb 2004 15:27:42 PST

Some people are being bitches about it. Like, they're complaining that the person was being unfair about who got what role, and they were trying to get people to drop out. some people were crying too...

Right, No, Raven Won't drop out.

Grandpa has a chance of losing his entire leg, up to the knee, if his toe keeps getting infected.

I get to go to Greek Peak to go inner tubing! YAY!

:iconotacu7: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1805514/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1805514/ Fri, 06 Feb 2004 19:48:44 PST
Sure, everyone says, "you are our future" and crap like that, well, we are the future. someone has to keep little grunt jobs, or they're wouldn't be any macdonalds, or american factories, or anything like that.

In a group we are big, but each one of us, alone, we are nothing. we don't really matter, expept for those who are rich, or famous. they matter. if a little, poor child was abducted, beaten, and killed, it wouldn't matter half as much as if the same treatment was inflicted on some other child that was rich.

Middle and lowerclass truly is only to make sure that jobs, unthanked jobs, are done. A rare few of us make it big, and it really doesn't matter, because if everyone made it big, then none of it would matter.

People are always trying to say "I'm going to make it big, I will succed" but only a few will.

Childhood dreams are so much better than reality. you're worth something when your a kid, and when you grow up, you're just "that guy" or "that woman" becuase your doing something that just doesn't show up on "world greatest jobs"

you never hear about people who work at stores, or pawn shops, because people don't want the illousion that they might not be worth what they think they're worth to be fogged. when you find out, in truth, it sucks, and hurts, and some people don't live through it.

It doesn't matter, because they'res another person, who can always do what ever you did. when you die, you will get forgotten. it doesn't matter, you don't matter. people don't care who you are, or what things happened to you, if you can't do what you're supposed to, you get replaced. Everyone is replaceable.

You know, people are so stupid. "why isn't they're a white history month?" YEAH! Why isn't there so few blacks on TV? why do we only hear about what whites to in school? the real question is "why isn't they're a hispanic History month?"


Sorry, it was on my mind, and I had to get it out. now I've ranted, and you can partialy see my point of veiw, which is rare to find.

:iconcatgirlzone: ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1798471/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1798471/ Thu, 05 Feb 2004 13:19:36 PST
I was at school from 9 in the morning, to 8 at night. I hurt muchly afterwards.

The turn out was good. So many people, it was so crowded, you couldn't move at times. I hated it, I was working at the "International cafe" The entire open house was about Immagration... It was boring, and exausting.

http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1778433/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 15:56:50 PST
People.

I'm here. and mad. I had to type an entire prodjet, and a half. It deleted itself half way.

I'm Mad. DIIE COMPY! No, SVZ, you can't have it, I don't want anyone to see some of the files, NW knows of some. ~lish Remember the "I"?
http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1745496/ Mon, 26 Jan 2004 15:19:30 PST :iconcatgirlzone:

Why do preps seem to know exactly when I can't stand up to them, to bother me?

Grandpa's in a nursing home. a different one. It turns out that his mother was in the nursing home too. and the head nurse on his floor knew her.

I have proof my dead uncle visted me! Ok, the story!

There was a boy in school, who had a ballon, and he'd left it on the floor, and there was a boy who was going to pop it with a pencil, and when he was about to throw it, the ballon popped, for no reason. and I could hear Alan's laugh. It was freaking cewl!

No one belives me, but that's OK!

Well, other than that, lifes shitty. People are being bastards, and I can't stop trying to help others, and it's a bitch.

Leave me alone world! I waaaaaaaaanna sleep! I don't want to freaking throw up again! Fuck off!

*sighs* Yeah. so, I'm in an apethetice mood.

Current song: I'm Just a Kid, by simple plan.
Current point of view: no, I DON'T want to see you. Go away you fucking bastard! ]]> ~RavenC http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1695584/ http://RavenC.deviantart.com/journal/1695584/ Sat, 17 Jan 2004 13:27:34 PST
Grandpa had to have surgery for his hip, and that went well.

He later had to have x-rays to make sure he didn't have pneumonia. that was negative.

there's other stuff too, but I won't bore you with much depressing, stuff. ]]> ~RavenC