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I have been feeling this way lately...

My dream was to become a tattooist (did I spell that correctly) and live out my dream. It seems like Im running head first into a brick wall without my helmet.

I have talked to several people and no one wants to teach me. If my art is not that good tell me.

I am sorry that I havent been able to put more stuff up I have plenty of ideals(or ideas?) but I have lost my pen to my wacom tablet. I will be getting a new tablet next month.

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Well got our first hometime with New Rising Fenix and enjoying it. I got a piece done today still some other wip going on.
All I want to draw lately has been fenix's I want to come up with a really good looking one.


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]]> ~Rawhide84 When one door closes the next opens http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/21877387/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/21877387/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 07:12:32 PST
So we applied for a company out of Mt. Vernon MO call New Rising Fenix. Okay look I thought it was spelled wrong too but guess what. Its not it is the Latin spelling of Phoenix. Pretty cool huh?

So we went to work for this trucking outfit. I was missing it pretty hard core and my husband was reluctant at first. We are both having a lot of fun right now we are running pretty good and I found out the other night that the part owner in this company loves my artwork.

Let me back up a step or two and explain. You know how some jobs sit you through and orentation. Well with trucking you have 2 to 3 days worth of it. Now I have this thing where if you are talking to me and Im trying to remember something I draw. I can sit there and doodle and I can remember a lot more.

So I was doodling in orentation and I drew a Fenix (notice I don't spell it the other way) and she liked it. Now I might be getting some commision work :) I not saying its going to happen but I was asked to draw up some stuff for the trucks. (crossing my fingers) and if the other half likes it my artwork could be on a whole fleet of trucks. Do you know what this means. 63 billboards of my art going around the states.

This would be a dream come true that my art is getting out there and if I am lucky other people will see it and go wow who drew that.

Now this is only the half of it. She also wants to get with me and work on some of her stories with her maybe do some children s books and stuff (shes a really good rhymer) I don't know I am crossing my fingers and hoping against hope.

]]> ~Rawhide84 When it Rains it Pours http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/21556626/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/21556626/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 19:00:29 PST
I can't wait but at the same time my hubby doesn't want to go. He's opened minded right now so we will see what happens

]]> ~Rawhide84 Rainy Days http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/21118596/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/21118596/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 22:20:29 PDT :icontimmy64: I found an avatar help with the fella.

So I've been a little down because theres not a Lady Fella. Which sounds like a retarded statement however I think its cute. The only ones I see are still boyish :iconrawhide84: my Lady Fella. I think the eyebrows should be a bit smaller and I will be trying that later.

I love it. I would so buy a Lady Fella :hug: ;) ;)

So other than that my sales have been good. Might get me a subscription again :boogie:
Avon is selling like crazy being so close to Christmas. OMG can u believe it? Another year gone. WOW.


Well thats about all I have to say for now
ttyl ya'll

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I am so excited...I was adding more work and seen that I have been featured in the :icondeviantspotlight: :hug: thanks


I've been thinkin of deleting some older work that I don't really care for and that didn't scan out right. Sometimes I get discouraged because I have so much different work that I feel that I'm not as good as others...

I have been thinking of opening another account just for tattoo's and leave the rest here but I don't know if I could keep two accounts up...or if it is against the rules...


I've been stressed trying to sell Avon and working on my Tat's I am working to buy me a tat gun and some practice skin to work on.

I got my scanner working again found out that HP sucks ass big time. Had to use a different scanner software to get it to work.
Well thats all I have for today.

ttyl

]]> ~Rawhide84 update http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/20841781/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/20841781/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 12:21:55 PDT Also I will probably be changing some things and removing some of my work into scraps.

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I want a pointalism stamp :wave:

Well since I am totally ticked off at myspace I am canceling that soon. Like anyone really cares on that stupid thing. Its all about friends but nobody wants to be friends. I want to start working on CSS but I have not thought of a picture I want for the header. or the bottom. I am going to have this all figured out soon.

We are going to move in with my other sister soon. Things are getting to weird over here. So I might not get to be online as much as I want to. But it's okay I get to look for a new job on monday this temp service is killing me.


Well thats all for the rant today till next time

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Updating some things http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/18719752/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/18719752/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 19:27:01 PDT

I want a pointalism stamp :wave:

Ok so heres a few things that I am working on. First and formost I am always working on my art. I got my first commision and did not download the picture to redo it for :iconstarlitangel860: I apologize that I have not finished this and I have downloaded the picture and that is my next goal.

Secondly I am opened for commisions I am doing the first 25 for free. This includes tattoo designs.

Thirdly, and final I am working on going home. Anyone that has been a watcher for a while knows that I drive a semi truck for a living and now I have a place to live and working on a vehical and then I hopefully get to go home in November or December.

:iconfiremane: I have your challenge finished hope u like it I really enjoyed doing this.

:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: all over the world tonight.
(stupid song stuck in my head)

Thats all I got for you all this time :wave:

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Wacom Computer and Printer/Scanner http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/18596293/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/18596293/ Sat, 31 May 2008 15:59:16 PDT

I want a pointalism stamp :wave:

I bought the Bamboo wacom for 79 dollars a hp printer scanner for 58 dollars and a new laptop for 969 I am ready to really start working on my art

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]]> ~Rawhide84 New Camera http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/17965317/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/17965317/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 18:42:03 PDT

I want a pointalism stamp :wave:

Bought a new Camera yesterday, another samsung. I broke the lcd screen on my last one. Good news is i will be buying a scanner printer with my tax money and .da...da...da... drum roll.....I am buying a wacom :joy: :boogie:


I can't wait till next month...I get to put my daughter on the truck with me yeah

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Losing Faith pt. 2 http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/17233083/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/17233083/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 00:08:57 PST So Steve and I have parted ways. I feel bad because his kids got to know me. His daughter is so talented and his son is really cool. His oldest daughter is a sweetheart but big problems with her mother.

So it's okay that we are not together. I just wish that it would have been different.
I pray that I find the one soon. Life is getting a little lonely.


I start my new job on Monday. I excited about it a little.

I am starting to get more in touch with my Indian side. I have come to relize that things are getting a little more easier now that I have gotten more in touch with it. It seems like the answers are getting easier.

I have been losing weight. Food has lost its taste. It starting to seem like everything I eat or drink makes me sick. I know this isn't from the breakup. Normal I just quit eating I get a little depressed and go on. But I have been feeling so sick to my stomach all the time. This is the weird thing.

Well things are going to work out soon.

I did get a bit of good news today... I opened my bank account :) so I can start getting a few things back in order and maybe get my bills paid. AND get my SUV. I figure I will be back on track under a year.

Well I'm still looking for my Indian prince. I will see you in my dreams. Goodnight

]]> ~Rawhide84 Losing Faith http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/17037309/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/17037309/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 07:25:28 PST



I know not many of you read this. But for those who do...for the last few months I have been losing faith...Faith in what...People...Love...Art...My Carrer. Why I have no clue. I have been working my ass off and it seems that I am still not making money. I have been drawing but have not had the means to put it on the internet. I want to get a new tattoo but no funding. I want to start losing weight but the only comfort I have found is in food.

So the question is how do I find faith again.

I will be looking

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Wont be on for a while http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/15810836/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/15810836/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 17:04:02 PST



hey guys Im having to leave my computer at home for a while so I can get some work done so I am sorry that I am leaving for a while. My darn subscription is going to expire soon too :( so for now I am gone I will be back soon

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Back Online With vista http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/15536562/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/15536562/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 16:36:20 PST



So far I am liking vista. I don't know I just got my new dell in My hp crashed on me so now I will have a home computer in the truck. We will see how this goes. I missed everyone

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Kansas City http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/15165213/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/15165213/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 20:58:58 PDT



Well I am in Kansas City tonight. Decieded to take it slow as I head on over to North Carolina.
I did submit new work today. I was driving and kept thinking of this image and I had to draw it.
So I am looking for a new job now . :P THis company is really screwing me.
Well talk to you later I'm off to bed

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Home Terminal Blues http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/15135945/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/15135945/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 22:01:38 PDT



So I know I complain alot but thats the only time I really feel like typing. So today my company hired mexican drivers. I hate the fact that I cannot walk from my truck to the shop without being cat called by a bunch of idiots.

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Oklahoma City http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14851868/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14851868/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 07:18:57 PDT



Well I'm at my boyfriends house now :boogie: just woke up and checked my email. I'm really pissed because my uncle had emailed me and told me to lose weight so I could ride the horses. FUCK HIM. Hes been saying stuff to me like that for a while. I DRIVE A FUCKING TRUCK ASSHOLE. WE CAN JUST LOSE WEIGHT OR WE WILL BECOME UNHEALTHY. He doesn't give a shit about me. I dont give a flying fuck what anyone says I'm happy the way I am. I have had men that want me to quit eating for them to look thin. Fuck that I am not a fat lazy american either. I just dont want to be some coked out whore either.

So I got to go the cheyenne tommrow fun times. Get my truck worked on and get rolling again.

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Ft. Worth/Dallas Texas http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14797808/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14797808/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 09:25:52 PDT



So I delivered in Ft. Worth this morning at Tyson. YEAH! not my trailer was a bloody mess from all them dead cows. Jerks...even after they are dead they still shitting everywhere. lol...so I went over to dallas to get a trailer wash out and get my cb worked on. Now I'm a CB rambo. woo woo

So my dreams are coming back. This one was about my friends mother. He called me out on the road and asked me to come home right away his mother had a stroke. I felt really bad because I dreamed I had the dream then tried to tell him about it and he got really scared of me and didn't want to talk to me anymore.

It is so hard to tell people in your life that you have these dreams. Exspecially when you care for them alot and you don't think that they will understand.

I have become very thankful of my friends and family. Charon, Randi, Russ, Donell, Jenny, Amanda, Randell and Leslie. all of you have played an important part in my life and all of you have seen me in my goofy stage, my moody stage and my bitchy stage. Hell some of you have seen me in my stoned stage lol puff puff pass. I am very happy that some of you are still in my life after we have been in some very big fights. Last night as I was driving to Ft. Worth I was thinking of a fight that charon and I got into in high school. Then a big fight that Randi and I got into. I was so stupid back then I am glad I'm a little smarter. Then I was thinking of how much I have grown up out here on this road.

I do believe it is time that I go home...

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]]> ~Rawhide84 London Ohio http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14747699/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14747699/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 18:45:45 PDT



So sorry that I haven't written in a while. I have been so busy these last few weeks that I didn't relize that I haven't updated my journal. Well in the last week I went from Shelbyville Indiana. to Jacksonville Il. to Dallas TX, then to Laredo, TX then to Houston then Oklahoma City where I was broke down and went and visited my new boyfriend.

Thats is correct....New boyfriend...I met a really nice guy he lives and works in Oklahoma City. No more trucking boyfriends.

HERES THE REALLY GOOD NEWS

IM COMMING OFF THE ROAD IN A YEAR. I will have my loan paid off or close to it. A car and my wacom. Then I can doodle all I want and be home everynight close to my hunny bear.


So I had my truck broke into labor day weekend. All my radios were gone and my movies and cds. Fun. Now I'm trying to replace everything.

I've been thinking of ordering my tattooing equipment and start working on that again. I don't know this other job offer is so much better. Maybe I can just do tattooing on the side.

My birthday is getting closer. I want to have my car by my birthday or at least have half my loan paid off. SOMETHING has to be accomplished by then.

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Lodi Ohio http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14423131/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14423131/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:22:17 PDT



So I am here in Ohio right now waiting on a load should be heading home soon. Haven't got a permanet boyfriend yet still looking. ttyl will write more when I'm home

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Denver Again http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14342832/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/14342832/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 01:52:52 PDT



I have traveled far again this week . YEAH so Im in denver right now fixing to go to bed. Ive been running but i did get my web cam up [link] theres my intro video. ttyl I've got to catch some zzzz btw I will be home for four days soon so more time to chat then

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Ive had a hell of a week. I have not had time to get any journals done. I went from Albqurique NM to Farmington NM. My load was canceled so I dead headed to to Phoenix, AZ to pick up a load going to Chicago. Deadheading is a term that we use when we are traveling empty.
So I got to Oklahoma City went and seen my parents and brother for a while and then I got moving again and I had a message sent to me. Anyone who can help thats not under a meat load please let me know. SO I called this distpatcher and asked her how could I help. She instantly got my loads changed. I droped my trailer and picked up a meat load and headed to nashville. Now that was only the begining with that load I had to go to Knockville TN and then Greenville, SC. So when I was finished there I picked up in Atlanta and headed to Little Rock, AR and from Little Rock to Davenport, IA. I have ran 3800 miles this week. So this is why I'm updating in Nebraska I picked up a load in De Kalb, IL and heading for Denver.

And on top of all of this I now had a Chiuaua this is a rat dog. Shes cute but annoing the piss out of me.

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 Update from the road http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13849807/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13849807/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 17:31:55 PDT



I've been keeping a journal in notepad so heres the latest. I just relized I have over 1500 views THANKS GUYS I really APPRICATE IT. I should be getting back online with everything else soon. With a scanner and hopefully a wireless card AND A WEB CAM so I can start adding more photos of the road for everyone. THNKS TO EVERYONE



July 1st 2007 Sunday

So since I've been working for Navajo I've been running pretty hard. Two days ago I was suppose to pick up a
meat load in Dodge City Kansas and becasue the plant was being slow I had to wait till early yesterday morning.
So I got as far as I could which was Topeka KS. I didn't get any sleep thats why I didn't get very far. Now
I'm in Eaton Ohio I drove quite a bit today. My logs are falling apart. Well I told work I was not going to
be able to meet the deadline beacuse the shipper took so long to get me loaded. So I have to get up at 8 am
Denver time to let dispatch know when Im going to be there.
I'm fixing to have a friend over to watch a movie he's a sweety. I was suppose to meet up
with Matt but that didn't work out because he had to work. I did meet a Gainy driver thats all sex nuts about
me. I always find the crazy ones for some reason. The ones that don't want to work thats been supposivly driving
for forty some years but they are only 30.
My load is still running funny I will go into more detail later.


July 13, 2007

sitting in Jacksonville Fl. Now just got done driving from Denver, CO down to Dodge City, Ks I deadheaded from
cheyenne Wy, to go pick up a meat load. I got down to Denver and had to get an A service done on the truck. It
was at 356,000 miles next service is at 371,000 I should hit that in no time. Well I have to go up to Anderson
South Carolina to pick up appliances to take to Aurora, CO now I should be able to drop this one in the yard and
get a beer load going home. The first day on the FL load I drove 1100 miles from Dodge City to Atlanta GA just
to see Carl. He is such I great guy. He bought me a phone yesterday and he says such nice things to me. He
really is sweet, Im hoping he will stay around for a while. So I spent most of yesterday morning with him then
finished driving to here. Vaughn finally caught up with me and we ran from Jackson, GA to here together. He's
going to deliver and then meet up with me when I get done loading in SC and we are going to run to Denver
together, it makes the trip go by faster.

July 20, 2007

Muskogee, Oklahoma

Sitting at my Uncles house just ha... ]]> ~Rawhide84 Denver http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13528769/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13528769/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 17:35:10 PDT



Just got a new laptop. YEAH :boggie: I'm really enjoying myself I'm heading to New York I've got to be there by monday :P Fun Fun

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Well I'm leaveing next Saturday. Thank God. I'm going to miss everyone here on deviantART I've made a lot of cool friends. You guys know who you are. For those of you living in the states if you ever want to meet just send me a message I will be traveling all over the country and love to meet up with friends helps makes time go by.
I did have a myspace account until today. I really got sick of all the drama. I like it more here. I dont have stalkers over here.

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 Missing a long lost someone http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13142430/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13142430/ Tue, 29 May 2007 18:42:23 PDT


You know people come and go in your life and sometimes its hard to deal with the fact you let someone go in your life and wished you would have hung on a little tighter.
Now I had someone contact me a few months ago that I did in fact wish I would have hung onto. But you know I'm glad I didn't because thats what pushed them away in the first place. Why are women raised to think they have to hang on for dear life to a person. I've been really noticing a lot of things that people are brainwashed with. Like WHY is there marriage. Why do we have to vow to be with some one for all life? Is it for the states to make money on love? It just doesn't make sence anymore

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 You made me want to be a better person http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13118929/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13118929/ Sun, 27 May 2007 22:54:00 PDT
I don't understand why men think they have to lie to me to make me like them. Doesn't make a lick of sence to me. I am a very laid back person and I don't care if you do or donot have money. Weather you have had sex with 300 people or 2. (just as long as your clean)

This is what I want in a man...
to be honest
Loyal
Loving
and spontaneous

That seems to be asking a lot of people. I don't get it. I live in a freaking truck Im not high maintance. I can do just about anything I want to. What is it am I that ugly, fat, retarded, or what.

When I found out that my best friend of two years had been lying to me I didn't know what to think because he didn't start lying to me till I started liking him more than a friend. Did he lie because he was afraid I would run? Or was it because he thought those things ment something to me? I don't understand. I guess I never will. Well this is it goodbye Mikey. You have been the only person in my life that made me what to be a better person.

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 On the road Again http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13089368/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13089368/ Fri, 25 May 2007 13:45:39 PDT
well i'm leaving on the 11th of June to go to Denver Colorado. I will be going back out on the road woot woot. I won't be back online for a while. I will try to update everyone when I come in for my couple of days off. I would like to let everyone know more about my job once I get my laptop in the truck and even set up my web cam well we will see what happens when I start this job on weather or not I will be able to afford these things.

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 Sick Day http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13039836/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13039836/ Mon, 21 May 2007 15:18:53 PDT
Don't you just wish you could just call into life and call in sick. Well I do. I went to bed around 5 am this morning after working on my cat lady. This will be my first digital artwork. I'm going to post it tommrow. I have to finish a few things on it first. Well i woke up about 4 in the afternoon got up to find out I'm running a fever and my head is being spacy.
I'm hoping I can start some commision work soon. This is a real bummer not making money right now.
Well I will write more tommrow.

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 1000 Views http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13019453/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13019453/ Sat, 19 May 2007 23:11:40 PDT
Yeah I hit 1000 views today. I know most everyone is bored with it . But my site has grown so much since novemeber. Well thank you for all the support.

I'm probably will be going back on the road in a month. I cannot take sitting at home, Im getting way too depressed plus I've got to get my medical insurance back.

Well hopefully my mom will understand.

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 Coming to terms with life http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13000077/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/13000077/ Fri, 18 May 2007 11:23:20 PDT
Yesterday we had a scare with my brother, His left lung shut down. Now what is left of his right one is trying to compensate. He was having a hard time breathing and we relized yesteday that hospice and apria just don't care. know we I am starting to relize that these companies are kinda hoping for the machine to fail and he just pass on.

We love my brother very much. I just don't want him to be in pain the last few months of his life.

I also relized that material shit doesn't matter anymore. Yes i depend on a computer and my clothes but as far as having glass ordaments and stuff like that.
Hell I don't need a house. When I go back out on the road I will have what I need. A computer my bedding and clothes thats good enough for me.

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 #Promo Chat Room http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12988200/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12988200/ Thu, 17 May 2007 10:52:32 PDT
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:icons1m0ns0n::icontehsext::iconthejestergl: ~Rawhide84 Just sitting http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12964967/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12964967/ Tue, 15 May 2007 12:15:51 PDT
Im just sitting at my moms wishing i had something to do. I started a pointallism last night and now I'm almost finished with it. So I'm going to try to find something else to do.

Still wishing to find that special someone to hang out with, its so hard to find someone now a days. Most men don't relize that I'm not like every other female and those that do just want to have sex.





:iconannakirsten: thanks for the cool journal

I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: :iconthepencilclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 Every mile a memory http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12934207/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12934207/ Sat, 12 May 2007 20:22:01 PDT
Okay so today my father and I took a 450 mile round trip to Joplin Mo and back. the trip went fine I got what was left of my things after this breakup and came back home. Then when we got home we had to go to my brothers baptism.
Yes he was baptised today. In his bed at home. It was cool.
Then hell broke loose. My aunt is hounding me about something my uncle wants but doesn't have the nuts to call me because he wants to talk shit about me behind my back and threaten me. Stupid ass.

So then I started working on getting my things back in order. I've notice a lot of things missing at first I was mad then I realized this is all material. I can get more of it if I want but other than that fuck it. As long as I have my photo albums thats all that matters.





:iconannakirsten: thanks for the cool journal

I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 Here we go again http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12916244/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12916244/ Thu, 10 May 2007 21:04:18 PDT
Sitting at home DaMn had a lag yesterday so catching back up. Drawing more stuff now that I'm at home. Hopefully I will get a job soon Yeah Well thanks for reading

:iconannakirsten: thanks for the cool journal

I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 Sitting at home now http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12905986/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12905986/ Wed, 09 May 2007 23:21:34 PDT
Ahhh good old oklahoma. soon I will be getting my truck and be able to get a job to buy more art supplies

Credit for the Journal Background is to [link]

I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 Morons http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12893955/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12893955/ Tue, 08 May 2007 22:47:33 PDT
Okay well heres the deal. I'm going to be in OKC for a while now. Getting all my art stuff here in a week or two. I'm taking a LONG vacation. I'm going to be able to get all my poetry and my other art online. YEAH. Hopefully I might be able to do some commision work done too.

I have learned lately it doesn't take much in life to make someone happy. Its when you involve someone in your life thats when it makes it difficult...
For instance....look at me now, I'm happy with some pens, and paper. Food in my belly and Mt. Dew. Not asking for much. Oh and my special toy. lol I don't need a man in my life. I want one but I don't NEED one.

Now look about oh a month ago. I was so woried about my man losing his job that I didn't even see him cheating on me right under my nose. Not to mention him selling my car and wreaking the apt.

So I now I look back on it and say screw it. If you want to be in my life you should be waiting on me. Helping me. Making me HAPPY. If you lose your job due to your own stupid actions then piss off.

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I belong to :iconpencilsgalore: :icontheartsclub: ]]> ~Rawhide84 REASONS UNKNOWN http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12772110/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12772110/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 22:08:47 PDT
okay I havent been online because my world has come falling down. My fiance left me because hes an idiot, my brother is dying and I really don't like my job right now. So the reason my brother is dying is he has muscular dystrophy, hes had it all his life and because MDA drug there feet he got his wheelchair only one month ago (his old one was failing) and they were never able to get his back surgury which would have added 10 years or more of life. My brother is 20 years old. and is slowly passing away. Be blessed don't take life for granted.


i hope things will change soon



Red's PokéPet
Kitty the level 43 Mew!


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I belong to ]]> ~Rawhide84 THANKS TO ALL http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12136052/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12136052/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 20:14:58 PST
Thanks you all for who supported me in making my 500 views my apprication pic will be up as soon as I get a chance. Thanks to :icondragontheete: for getting a pic for me. I owe you one :P

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I belong to ]]> ~Rawhide84 Almost 500 http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12125499/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12125499/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 00:56:34 PST
Oh if someone sees my screen at 500 please capture it I would be so grateful. Just got finished with orentation now back out on the road so theres a good chance I wont be on a whole lot. Anywho

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I belong to ]]> ~Rawhide84 Finally Rest http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12057528/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12057528/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 17:25:16 PST
Well I start orentaition tommrow. I got the first part of the tutorial done for paintergurl. Hopefully I will get the rest of it finished by the end of this week.



I joined two clubs today

Credit for the Journal Background is to [link] ]]> ~Rawhide84 Can't Sleep http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12034430/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12034430/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 01:08:37 PST
I've been up all night working on this page. I'm really excited about the update, now you guys can really see my work. :heart:

Credit for the Journal Background is to [link] ]]> ~Rawhide84 Scanner http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12032601/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12032601/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 20:59:59 PST
I just bought my new scanner and I love it. I'm redoing a lot of my art on my page so be sure and to check that out :heart:

Credit for the Journal Background is to [link] ]]> ~Rawhide84 New Toys http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12010864/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12010864/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 08:51:31 PST
Well I'm going to go to Wal Mart today and get a scanner. I would go to Best Buy or something but I don't know where that is at. I know I am going clothes shopping for sure.

Well I'm sitting at home thank god. It feels weird being home I'm so use to being out on the road now. Its been over a year since I started driving. Not making a whole lot of money but its fun. Like I said yesterday we are changing companies. This place we are at sucks the big one.

My puppie is sleeping now he does that a lot. I think we have him completly house broke. YEAH. He loves the truck. Its funny he hates riding in cars just the big trucks he loves.

Well I'm going to go for now.

Credit for the Journal Background is to [link] ]]> ~Rawhide84 Subscription http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12007345/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/12007345/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 23:03:46 PST
I just activated my subscription today. YEAH now I have new things to figure out. LOL. Im excited

Well as most of you know Im a truck driver and I'm having to switch jobs. I got screwed over this last load that I had. I recieved a service failure because my work says I went out of route but I know I didn't so now I'm supposively in trouble. Oh well I've called another company and going to go somewhere else.

Credit for the Journal Background is to [link] ]]> ~Rawhide84 Puppy Love http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11828111/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11828111/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:50:56 PST
I was tagged by
I'm goin to list 6 weird habits/things/hates about myself (the things you're supposed to do if you've been tagged) and then tag 6 people..yadiyadiyada..

1.) ignoring people, when Im on the computer or engrosed into something I total ignore everone I'm in the zone I don't hear nothing.

2.) Temper, I can get pretty mean with someone that makes me mad, or when something doesn't go my way

3.)I like warm soda

4.) I drive a semi truck I hope soon I can be home for good.

5.) I cant ride a skateboard.

I plan on tagging

Well I have another artist block. I am just producing crap now. I have no ideal whats wrong with me. Im going to blame my art teacher for yelling at me for drawing anime all the time... I never understod that she would tell me to quit drawing that crap and draw real life. That was me I love anime but now i can come up with a single drawing becasue if I'm not drawing a face or real life stuff I hear her in the back of my head.


The reason this is title puppy love is becasue I got my Scottish Terrier a week or so ago and he is such a good puppy. He knows how to pottie outside, and sit and come here. :heart: Hes my little boy. I'm thinking of trying to get him to pose for me and draw that.




I currently watch



]]> ~Rawhide84 Friends http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11823633/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11823633/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 23:46:02 PST

I currently watch



]]> ~Rawhide84 New Puppie http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11798916/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11798916/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 13:05:38 PST
If some one reads this and can help me i would like to know how to add the friends thing like on Zylairs with the thumbnails of the people. Let Me know thanks

Started the tutorial today I will hopefully post it next month sorry paintegurl I am working on it.

]]> ~Rawhide84 Cooking Dinner http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11590052/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11590052/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 16:30:19 PST
]]> ~Rawhide84 I hate cold weather http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11536682/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11536682/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 01:42:21 PST
End Rant

Now good news. I also decieded that I'm going to start looking into airbrush guns and stuff of that nature. I always wanted to go back into it so I'm going to do it. I will be off the truck by the 20th of Febuary and I will have nothing to do in my free time except be bored and watch reduntant tv. All thats on that is crap and sex any more. So there you have it. Oh and I'm not voting for Hillary, I want the black man in the house before I would vote a woman.

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]]> ~Rawhide84 Snowed in At home http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11425839/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11425839/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 18:26:20 PST So instead I'm going to become and alcholic for the evening.

]]> ~Rawhide84 Home Finally http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11399376/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11399376/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 14:22:59 PST well Please watch I will have them up tonight :heart:

]]> ~Rawhide84 Ahh Its a Cake http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11343714/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11343714/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 23:00:44 PST
thanks to lunaroseangel for my web cam pic :)

]]> ~Rawhide84 I dont get this http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11331772/ http://Rawhide84.deviantart.com/journal/11331772/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 00:31:56 PST
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