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                <title>When did that happen?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Nov 2009 13:16:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just realized that I've hit past 7,000 pageviews. Thanks for all the support guys!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Attention!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Oct 2009 19:34:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from <a href="http://doomimus.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/o/doomimus.gif" alt=":icondoomimus:" title="doomimus"/></a><br /><br /><br />If you're in the Chicago area on December 4-5, make sure to visit Art Partners Collectibles in Schaumburg, where Disney Fine Artist Toby Bluth will feature a brand new Beauty and the Beast piece with guest star Paige O'Hara, the original voice of Belle! DON'T MISS IT!!<br />Check here for details and updates: [link]<br /><br />Also, AMV Minis 3 has come out, and AMV Hell 5 is in the works! For more info or if you want to submit your own clips, click here: [link]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Commisions</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Aug 2009 21:51:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wondering if anyone would be interested in commissions from me?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dead Fantasy!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 09:27:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holly shit! Just watched Dead Fantasy 3 and 4, and I'm glad to say that he exedes his expectations on what he's working on. These are absolutly beautiful! I wish I knew more about the Dead or Alive girls. The Final Fantasy characters are a no brainer for me.  I was suprised to see a male character, but we'll see how the story progresses. Check him out!!! <a href="http://montyoum.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Why... QA</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jul 2009 09:40:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Q: Why haven't you posted anyting lately?<br /><br />A: I had to reformat my computer so I lost photoshop and Illustrator... I'm going nuts not having them!!<br /><br /><br />After a long month.. Maybe things will look up again. Hopefully I'll be albe to post what I've been working on soon ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Behind</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 May 2009 15:02:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I haven't even really touched a pencil for over a month <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> Nor have I really even looked at my accounts on Devinatart. Why? I don't know, maybe I've lost my passion for art. I also have been dead from my 4am job. For some reason it's just killing me. I want to start a new bachelors in Graphic design, but the school I want to get a hold of won't contact me back right now. ARG!<br /><br />Plus I've been babysitting a 6 year old. Who is a sweet kid. But like all kids, has no paceance, nor problem thinking skills yet. He's trying to play some of my video games and it's kinda funny when he gets stuck. Right now he's trying to play Spyro a Hero's tail, and instead of working on something he really needs to do (gliding) he just keeps restarting the game when he gets to that part. I refuse to do it for him. (evil kitty) <br /><br />On the flip side I'm confused as hell with someone right now. It's like he sometimes acts like he wants to get back together with me, and then he acts like it would be the worst thing in the world to even think about. *shrug* I should just leave well enough alone. But I can't help but be a curious kitty! *pouts*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I give in</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2009 14:40:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I gave into the facebook bug. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> It's the same e-mail so if you guys want, find me and friend me. I've also got myspace too, that's why I resisted the facebook for so long.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>in construction</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 10:36:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm trying to get a better protfolio webpage... But really suck at it... Can anyone give me pointers or a link to something that could help me?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Contest of deviant</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2009 17:31:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright I'm really psyched to enter this new contest for the deviant art t-shirts. But I'm kinda nervous also... I just gotta try my best and be happy that I'm taking a more aggressive approach to my art work (finally!) Wish me luck and keep watching.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Something Intresting (Tshirt Designs)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Feb 2009 09:11:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey<br /><br />Your friend Raye9683 is a proud member of the Modern Tee community and thought you might interested in joining up too! Check it out:<br /><br />Modern Tee is an awesome new site that allows artists to create designs for shirts and enter them in a competition to be voted on by the users of the site! Winning designs get cash prizes and free merch!<br /><br />Sound like something you'd be interested in? Sign up for the site!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.moderntee.com/members/?referral=raye9683">[link]</a><br /><br />Thanks for checking out the site, and be sure to spread the word to artists and designers everywhere! The more the site grows, the more we can offer everyone in return!<br /><br />Love,<br />Modern Tee.com & Your friend,Raye9683<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HELP!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Jan 2009 15:21:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to redo my logo design. I've been thinkig about it for a while and now it's super important.<br /><br />I got fired from Walgreens yesterday, for complet bullshit. For detials note me.<br /><br />As soon as I got home I started sending out resume's. Sent out five yesterday and still looking today. I got a responce back on one and now have an interview Monday. So put your vote on which logo before monday! Thanks.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Virgo Resultion</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 09:28:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Because msn is my homepage I find many odd things on it. This is someting I found intresting from today.<br /><br /><br />Virgo<br />My resolution is to give up using my gifts for fixing the problems of my close pals and my partner. Although I instinctively know what's wrong with everyone who crosses my path, I'm no longer going to give lessons in what has to be done to bring them up to par. I'll quit making suggestions and concentrate on loosening my own control of the situation. I'll also try to bring more spontaneity to the occasion so I won't have to plan what to do on an outing at least a week in advance. I want to stop being so cautious about making change and become more flexible. What I won't give up is choosing a reliable partner over a more flamboyant personality. <br /><br /><br />What's funny is that most of it fits. I should do a little more of this.<br /><br />FROM:<br /><br /><a href="http://astrocenter.astrology.msn.com/msn/ArticleAstrologyHomeV2.aspx?sd=20081230&gt1=21001">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Why I hate the new DA 6.0</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Dec 2008 09:17:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The layout is really alright. I like the fact that they gave all of us the previews in our inbox with out having to get a subscription... But my biggest problem seems to be that every time I want to go to a different page, like in my messages, it sends me to a page I didn't want to go to. For example I have a lot of deviations, so it's at least two pages. I can look at page one, but when I go to page two it sends me back to the message post where you see journals and such.<br /><br />    I'm also noticing that if I don't look at a Deviation in my inbox by a certian time, it deleats them! I can't look at more than two pages of my favorites with out refreshing at least 20 times and had the same problem with a friends page, when I was looking for an old journal he had posted. When I submit things lately it has to be refreshed again, and then.. sometimes has trouble loading the images...Ger.. <br /><br />  I know 6.0 has been out a while but I feel like complaining. Is anyone else having these problems?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm thinking...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Dec 2008 00:09:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't amount to much.<br /><br />   I stay in the same shit hole job.. complain.. plan.. but don't actually DO anything. In a slump. I'm thinking of going back to school since I can't seem to land anything with my degree. Yet haven't really applyed for that much. And what I have applyed for never called me. The few interviews I've gone to have been dead ends too.<br />   <br />   Redid my resume, but the friend who is helping me with it I haven't been able to talk to in a bit. My art feels stale, and so run of the mill.<br /><br />   Do I stand out in any way? Do I even stick in the minds of my 'friends'? Or am I just that ordaniry that nobody can remember me? Am I that big of a bitch to be wraped up in my own life that I forget the people I care about? Am I that big of a hyprocrite?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>boys...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Nov 2008 19:39:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So what to do when you like a guy and he and his girlfriend broke up about two months ago. He's slightly intrested but doens't want to even think about relationships... but doesn't mind 'fooling' around. <br /><br />No add to that, an ex boyfriend that you never thought you'd talk to again...<br /><br />And you get a really big headache... *sigh* why can't anything be easy?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>5,000</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Oct 2008 19:27:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow.. I've reached over 5,000 hits! Thank you all for the support!! I am decently busy, so I can't draw a 'thank you pic'. I'm currently working on something for my mother. She requested one of my drawings for her birthday this month! She wants to hang it in her office ^_^ Again thanks for the support.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stats</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Sep 2008 13:37:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My accounts differences ^_^<br /><br />Raye9683<br /><br />Deviant since Apr. 2005<br /><br />4,965 Pageviews<br />158 Deviations<br />5,734 total views of Deviations<br />94 total Favorites<br /><br /><br />Queen-Geometric<br /><br />Deviant since Aug. 2007<br /><br />572 Pageviews<br />232 Deviations<br />1.105 total views of Deviations<br />75 total Favorites<br /><br />I think my Queen-Geometric account wins. ^_^ It's newer yet almost as 'big' as the account that I've had for a while.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Birthday 08</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Sep 2008 01:14:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got to see Nighwish live! It was so awesome!!! The lead singer's hair is now dyed a like sandy blondish color. And she was wearing purple with a white jacket. I was suprised to see her wear white cuz white on stage usually washes out your color. Every other member of the band was wearing black. The keybordest had a top hat that he kept loosing. Lol. Their opeing band was Ancic Arcia? (I'd never heard of them)<br />  <br />    I got stuck between a bunch of really tall people so I ended up watching the screen they had way up high on the side.(it was at the house of blues in chicago) Which sucks, cuz I missed a lot of what the other band members were doing. I also got a really bad neck cramp. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> When I wasn't trying to see over the guys I got stuck between, I was trying to see by standing on my tip toes. I also keept getting ran over by people trying to get in and out of the croud. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> Only one person said excuse me!!! Everybody else just pushed through. <br />   <br />   I also ended up spending most of the day with Jeremy and Loren... Suprisenly Jeremy wasn't that much of an ass. The only reason I had to was because someone gave me an extra ticket and I knew Loren wanted to go to the concert really bad. He couldn't drive up here himself and I knew the concert wasn't sold out so I told him to make Jeremy come with him. We also met up with my friend Pat and his friends Rob and Laura. <br /><br />  The next day I got to ride in a convertable for the first time! My friend Karim bought a BMW Z4 and him, his wife, Milessa, and Pat took me out to eat at a place named Robonki's. Which is an awesome japenese steak house. ^_^ The food was really yummy but oh! so Expensive! Later that night I got to hang out with my roommate and friend Kelli. I also met my friend Eddie's girlfriend. It only took a year for that to happen. lol. <br /><br />   All in all it was a good birthday. Except my best firend forgot me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I got no birthday wish from her.... I'm also suprised that a lot of other people forgot about me this year. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> If I didn't see them that week... Or that weekend they didn't wish me a happy birthday. Oh, well... Nothing I can do about it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I believe I just died...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 01:17:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TwinbladeTM (4:18:09 PM): I'm not lying...you are not my favorite person, but I'm trying really hard NOT to antagonize you.  I know I am low on your list of people you like hearing from, but I figure if I don't piss you off by being an asshat, then maybe I won't feel bad about it later, the situation won't be as tense, and we can move on with our lives as scheduled.  And we have gotten further than where we ere before...we are being quite civil to each other atm...I'd like to keep it that way...and maybe in the far future we can talk without being on hot coals...I mean, Loren is OUR friend.  Somehow I have a feeling wed'll see more of each other as he comes to visit.<br /><br /><br />I can't believe it he said what I've been saying all along. lol. (I told him this too.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Circle...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Aug 2008 00:23:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Found this randomly an thought it had at least some intresting facts... <br /><br />Did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, and this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 minutes the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you. But if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again for 5 years!!<br /><br />Advice...<br />WHEN SHE ACTS SHY<br />-SAY I LOVE YOU<br /><br />WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU<br />- CHASE HER<br /><br />WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS<br />- KISS HER<br /><br />WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES<br />- HOLD HER TIGHT<br /><br />WHEN SHE IS SILENT<br />- SHES THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU<br /><br />WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU<br />- SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION!<br /><br />WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD<<br />-SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU<br /><br />WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY<br />- GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO<br /><br />WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST<br />- TELL HER SHES BEAUTIFUL<br /><br />WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU<br />- TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT<br /><br />WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING<br />-SNEAK UP BEHIND HER, GRAB HER BY THE WAIST, AND GIVE HER A KISS<br /><br />WHEN SHES SCARED<br />-HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHES WITH YOU<br /><br />WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER<br />- KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY<br /><br />WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HAND<br />- PLAY WITH HER FINGERS<br /><br />if you were thinking of someone while you were reading this then they will...........<br />KISS YOU<br />ASK YOU OUT<br />CALL YOU<br />OR TEXT YOU<br />OR BETTER!!<br /><br />Post this in the next 70 seconds and you<br />will have the<br />best day of your life this Friday<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Music Tag</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jul 2008 16:39:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://cubecrazy2.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/u/cubecrazy2.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcubecrazy2:" title="cubecrazy2"/></a> Posted this and I liked the idea so I'm doing it. <br /><br /><br />Rules of the game:<br /><br />- Choose a singer/band/group<br />- Answer using ONLY song titles of that artist<br />- Tag 6 more people<br /><br /><br />I'll choose the band... L'Arc En Ciel<br /><br /><br />1. Are you male or female?<br />- Flower<br /><br />2. Describe yourself.<br />- All Year Round Falling in Love<br /><br />3. What do people feel when they're around you?<br />- Lies and Truth<br /><br />4. How would you describe your previous relationship?<br />- Forbidden Lover<br /><br />5. Describe your current relationship.<br />- What is Love<br /><br />6. Where would you want to be now?<br />- Neo Universe<br /><br />7. How do you feel about love?<br />- Promiced Land<br /><br />8. What's your life like?<br />- As if in a Dream<br /><br />9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?<br />- Wind of Gold<br /><br />10. Say something wise.<br />- Still I'm with You<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The clock</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 14:24:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I found this card randomly at work...<br /><br /><br />The clock of life is wound but once,<br />And no man has the power<br />To tell just when the hands will stop<br />At late or early hour.<br /><br />To lose one's wealth is sad indeed,<br />To lose one's health is more.<br />To lose one's soul is such a loss<br />That no one can restore.<br /><br /><br />Not much on religion, but this has some just in saying.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nightwish for my birthday?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2008 12:09:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A friend told me yesterday that Nightwish is playing in Chicago at the House of Blues this September! And the day is my birthday!! I'm so excited and want to go. Yet that makes it hard if any of you want to try and get together... I don't know what to do. Maybe do something like last year where a bunch of us just ended up at Gurnee Mall a few days after my birthday...<br /><br />I forgot that many of you might not know the band Nightwish. So here is their sight and one of my favorite songs by them. I just found out that the concert is standing room only. I'll keep you guys posted as I find out more. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br />Sight: <a href="http://www.nightwish.com/en/news/">[link]</a><br /><br />Song:  <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9R3GwXgIR4k">[link]</a><br /><br />TICKETS!!<br /><a href="http://www.ticketmaster.com/event/040040C4A06E2A49?artistid=901093&majorcatid=10001&minorcatid=60">[link]</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://www.ticketmaster.com/checkout/order?v=nx5ZJHHN9PLJWQVWRY23-pI3s5ql8hLGXxjUxxIR0_cAOOSqOXM5gwtTI4cSXwQ8SpGqa2LIOAC4HiUKIqVqwVhNng5ILJ6MDbDmIgwQ8g63OIXx9A7P2vamKObovcVD2w">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />On another note I just have to laugh at a certian ex of mine. His last msg to me said "goodbye now and forever." Which is really funny since I still talk to his bestfriend. So as long as we have friends in common, we'll probally have to deal with each other sooner or later. The question is will he be grown up enough to do so? So I giggle... I think I've grown since that time.. but I guess we'll just have to see. ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Words don't matter</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 23:36:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When actions are what really count. Espically when your actions say the oposite of what you're saying. This is why I'm not friends with many a certian idiot(s).<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ceder Point and Mad Kitten</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 23:54:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So almost a week ago now, some friends of mine draged me up to Ceder Point. For those of you who don't know, it's and amusement park in Ohio. They dragged me since I told them that I hate rolorcosters. I did have fun, but I still don't like costers. They got me on almost all of them too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I posted a pic in my scaps of the worst one. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> I only went on one twice, and then held stuff for them the rest of the time. lol. One of the costers has a 95 degree angle as the first drop. I didn't think it was that bad... the worst part of that coster was when they stoped us in a tunnel let us sit there for a few seconds then relanched us! All my friends loved to laugh at me while I was screaming my head off!! <br /><br />Also just as news, I got my kitten fixed! She's not to happy with me still, but she'll get over it. Poor baby.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pick 5</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 May 2008 11:58:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Pick five of any of the questions below. Bet some of them are things you never thought of asking.<br /><br />1) Favorite Color<br />2) Favorite Animal<br />3) Favorite Gem<br />4) Favorite Gem Cut<br />5) Favorite Metal<br />6) Favorite Show<br />7) Favorite Flower<br />8) Favorite Season<br />9) Favorite Tree<br />10) Favorite Smell<br />11) Favorite Perfume<br />12) Favorite Thing about yourelf<br />13) Favorite Book<br />14) Favorite Song<br />15) Favorite Movie<br />16) Favorite Quote<br />17) Favorite Famous Person<br />18) Favorite City<br />19) Favorite  State<br />20) Favorite Daydream<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Raye9683</author>
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                <title>What is.... ??</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2008 21:13:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been thinking for the last two months.. but what really is love? It's the hardest emotion to explain, it has no depth, weight or feel. Yet we all swear that it's there. Most of us claim to be in love, yet unexplictivly hurt each other. Do we have to take a grain of salt with the words "I love you" now days?  I ask this since it seems that a good many of us have had a realitonship where the other party just seems to pack up their things and walk away. They don't look back, seem to feel bad or even care. Yet your sitting there wtih a 'broken heart' and feeling unloved (well maybe some of us). And all of our friends are like 'so and so is an idiot' and such.<br /><br />When your in love do you do stupid things? Should you give up goals and dreams for the one you love? When you lose it: Do you moarn? Are you unable to let let go, even though you despertly want to? Is it the fact that you want to move on make it harder to? <br /><br />On that matter what sould make a realstionship work? I always believed in talking, but it seems that guys don't want to talk cuz it would hurt the girl's feelings to much. So insted they bottle everything up and then break up with the girl insted of tring to really work things out. Is it really easier to walk away? To just shrug  your sholders and say "Oh, well. Maybe next time"?  <br /><br />What really is the differance between a long term relationship and a 'good' relationship. My most current ex said it was one of the reasons he broke up with me.. But isn't a really good realitonship a long term one? Wouldn't you want to keep it going? Take the good and the bad? It seems that people these days want only the good, and ignore the bad til they 'can't take it anymore' then walk away. I blame divorce being so readly avalible for this. Sharing the good and the bad should be one of the joys of being together. And if you can weather it all, you truly belong together....<br /><br />Anyway.. that's my rant. If you read this far, thanks. And I promise to post something much more cheery next time. <br /><br />Age out<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I need inspiration</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 20:45:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IÂve been stuck in a drawing slump again. So why donÂt you guys give me three to six random words and IÂll see what I come up with.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thinking to much</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 15:04:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What would you do if you haven't talked to someone for over a year and then they contact you cuz they found something of yours? Would you see them? Would  you want it back? I think I saw him cuz I was curious... but when the last message I got from certian person says Goodbye now and forever, and then they want to see you got give something back? Not to mention he said see you later... Confused... But think he's liying again. Saying stuff that he doesn't mean. But I also think I'm thinking to much...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>For those of you who don't know.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2008 14:16:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My bestfriend (b) is pregnet...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Raye9683</author>
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                <title>Queen-Geometric</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Feb 2008 17:33:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Again to all of you. I started another account for just my geometric designs. So far I've uploaded 50 and have so much more to do! But so far the new name is going well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>How Much I Cost??</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Feb 2008 22:39:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tagged by <a href="http://candi-neko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/candi-neko.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcandi-neko:" title="candi-neko"/></a><br /><br />See How Much You're Really Worth!<br />NO CHEATING!!<br /><br />Natural Hair Color:<br />[x] Black = $100<br />[ ] Blonde = $50<br />[ ] Red = $75<br />[ ] Brown = $15<br />[ ] Bald = $5<br />[ ] Other=$2<br /><br />Total: $100<br /><br />Eye Color:<br />[x] Brown - $150<br />[ ] Green - $75<br />[ ] Blue $50<br />[ ] Hazel $100<br />[ ] Other - $15<br /><br />Total so far: $250<br /><br />Height:<br />[ ] Over 7' - $200<br />[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175<br />[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150<br />[ x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75<br />[ ]4'9" to 5'4" - $50<br />[ ] Under 4'9 - $45<br /><br />Total so far: $325<br />Age:<br />[ ] 41 to 50 - $150<br />[ ] 31 to 40 - $100<br />[ ] 26 to 30 - $75<br />[x ] 21 to 25 - $50<br />[ ] 19 to 20 - $25<br />[] 0 to 18 - $100<br /><br />Total so far: $375<br /><br />Birth Order:<br />[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300<br />[x] First Born - $300<br />[ ]Only Child - $250<br />[ ] second born - $150<br />[ ] Middle child - $100<br />[ ] Last Born - $200<br />[ ] third born - $100<br />[ ] fourth born - $100<br />[ ] fifth born-$375<br /><br />Total so far: $675<br /><br />Drink?<br />[] No - $400<br />[ ] Only Holidays - $250<br />[x ] Sometimes - $215<br />[ ] YES - $200<br />[ ] only weekends - $300<br />[ ] Every other day - $50<br />[ ] Once a day - $15<br />[ ] I live from the bottle<br /><br />Total so far: $890<br /><br />Vision?<br />[ ] perfect vision $300<br />[] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200<br />[ ] No correction $100<br />[x ] Glasses $50 (I'm blind)<br />[ x] contacts $25<br />[ ] Surgical correction -$135<br /><br />Total so far: $965<br /><br />Car Color [or family's car(s)]:<br />[ ] White - $2,000<br />[ ] Maroon - $800<br />[] Gold - $700<br />[ ] Gray - $600<br />[x ] Blue - $900<br />[ ] Pink - $475<br />[ ] Black - $450<br />[ ] Red - $400<br />[ ] Green- $350<br />[ ] Silver $300<br />[ ] Purple- $250<br />[ ] Metallic - $200<br />[ ] Yellow - $100<br />[ ] Primer - $75<br />[ ] Tan- $20<br />[ ] Rusted - $15<br />[ ] No Car - $0<br /><br />Total score: $1865<br /><br />Shoe Size:<br />[ ] 13+ - $300<br />[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250<br />[ ] 11 to 12 - $700<br />[x] 7 to 10 - $600<br />[ ] Under 7- $550<br /><br />Total so far: $ 2465<br /><br />Favorite Colors (three):<br />[ ] Green-$750<br />[x] Black - $600<br />[] Red - $800<br />[ ] Yellow -$475<br />[ ] Brown - $50<br />[ ] Purple - $225<br />[ x] White - $400<br />[ ] Aqua - $350<br />[ ] Orange - $300<br />[x] Blue - $300<br />[ ] Pink - $100<br />[ ] Other - $ 50<br /><br />Total so far: $3765<br /><br />Did you use a calculator to add it all up?<br />[ ] Yes $0<br />[x ]No-add $1000<br />[ ] on some- $750<br /><br />Total so far: $4765<br /><br />how many people are you going to tag?<br />[ ] 91-150 = 250,000<br />[ ] 71 -90 = $100,000<br />[ ] 51 -70 = $50,000<br />[ ] 31 - 51 = $10,000<br />[ ] 21 - 30 = $5,000<br />[ ] 11 - 20 = $1,000 (I'll tag my buddies only...mah too lazy)<br />[ x] 1 - 10 = $500<br /><br />See How Much You're Really Worth!<br /><br />Total so far : $ 5265<br /><br />now add your number of pageviews 3693<br /><br />Total: $ 8958 <br /><br /><br />I tag- <br /><a href="http://hackerkind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhackerkind:" title="hackerkind"/></a>  <a href="http://devilmanxs.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/devilmanxs.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondevilmanxs:" title="devilmanxs"/></a>  <a href="http://doomimus.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/o/doomimus.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondoomimus:" title="doomimus"/></a>  and <a href="http://cubecrazy2.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/u/cubecrazy2.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcubecrazy2:" title="cubecrazy2"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kitty's Return to the Web</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jan 2008 08:19:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes, you read that right, I finally have the net! *dances around like a maniac* My poor comp hasn't been  hooked up for over a year and so I should have lots of updates. More stuff will be posted now too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> On both profiles. *dances more* Heh, see you guys more often <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Housewarming</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Nov 2007 21:15:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My roomate and I will be holding a housewarming party to celabrate our new place!!  Our address is (note me and I'll send it to you)<br />
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The date is November 18th<br />
We will start at 5 and go until whenever.<br />
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We will also be celabrating the life of my late roomate Dennis. November 18 would have been his 33 birth<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Guess the Song</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Sep 2007 19:46:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'll be giving you 20 lines from various songs. If you get all 20 songs and titles, 100 pts. I'll let you know and you can ask me any three questions you want. I promise to answer. 50 pts will get you 1 question. I'll add 5 extra songs, these will be if you want a commission. 1 extra will be a geometric, 2 will be a figure 3 will be a fan art, 4 will be a collage and 5 will be your choice.<br />
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Good luck<br />
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3pts for title<br />
2pts for artist<br />
5pts for both<br />
3pts for album<br />
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1) I'm sure I've played this scene before, I've seen this room and I've walked this floor.<br />
2) How can you see into my eyes like open doors?<br />
3) But if you troubled and hurt, what you've got under your shirt...<br />
4) Sing once again with me, a strange duet.<br />
5) you and me, we used to be together.<br />
6) What a shame, what a shame the poor grooms bride is a whore!<br />
7) The thought never crossed my mind, that this would be my last goodbye<br />
8) I left my body lying somewhere in the sands of time.<br />
9) I think I could kill this time.<br />
10) Just try to envision witnessing your momma poppin prescription pills in the kitchen.<br />
11) He's headed back from somewhere that he never should have been<br />
12) The subliminal mind fuck America<br />
13) No matter what I do, I can't convince you for once to hear me out.<br />
14) Take one step left. one step right, one to the front, one to the side, clap you hands once clap you hands twice if it looks like this your doing it right.<br />
15) I'm doing this tonight, your probably going to start a fight.<br />
16) She sits on her ass, he works his hands to the bone, to give her money every payday.<br />
17) I never found the words to say, your the one I think about each day<br />
18) I believe the sun should never set upon an argument. I believe we place our happiness in other peoples hands.<br />
19) My eyes were wide open<br />
20) I guess things are not how they used to be there are no more normal families.<br />
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extra:<br />
1) Go! Now! Into the world.<br />
2) 6 o'clock already? I was just in the middle of a dream.<br />
3) I acted so distant then, didn't say goodbye before you left.<br />
4) Did you really have to die for me?<br />
5) Come and die so you can be reborn<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My point</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Sep 2007 19:29:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Guess that I was off on left field from my las journal. My point was that it always seems that the ones that are the most asshole, bitchyist ect, are the ones who get ahead in life. Anyway look for something fun in my next journal!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Sep 2007 20:17:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know I shouldn't do this to myself but some times I just can't help it... I went snooping on my ex boyfriends page and see that he's got a new watcher. Kinda knowing who it was, I went to the page and sure as shit it's his skank. I kind of read her little journal and have to laugh. She's trying to play the symphaty act and saying how they both still love eachother but are to strubbon to acknolage it... Lol, Excuse me, I heard that she cheated on him not once but twice! I guess that I don't get it. As far as I can tell she hurt him 10 times more than I ever did and yet, he's still unable to give her up... Which just shows how little he really loved me. (which was not at all) I guess that it's hard cuz I was dumped for her, she cheated on him, used him and whatever more, and he still can't say that he was wrong to me? ... What still gets me is that he promised that he'd come back to me... in a way I'm still waiting for that. I know that it's never going to happen, since he doens't give to shits for me. He proved that when he let me walk out of his life. If someones truly important, wouldn't you fight to keep them in your life? Wouldn't you do whatever it took to keep it that way? Even to talk? It hurts all the more since Dennis died. He claimed to love me and I never told him how I truly felt. I didn't want to say I love you and have it go wrong. Now he's gone and I can never say such things. I've also had a guy just walk away cuz he's not worthy to be in a relationship... By doing that you just prove that your just like everyone else. To scared to fight for something that could make you happy. Someone to share your burdens with. I'm sick of beins such a nice girl, when guys prefer skanks and bitches, the kind who will use them and throw them away. Jeremy proved that time and time again. At least I wasn't as two faced as to tell two different guys that I love them at the same time. Have you no shame? Even going as far as telling one that you'll want to spend the rest of your life together, and then go and fuck a little whore and say that your in love with the whore. Arg!!! Even after so long I still don't get it. I'm guessing that he told the whore everything he told me... Which hurts, I'll admit it. Shakes head, I'll never find a guy who wants me... and that's it. Jeremy was just the start of bad. I should have stayed with my asshole fiancee. How can you tell someone that they're important to you and stab them in the back so badly? How can you not see what people sacrifice for you? It drives me nuts, not just with guys but the entire human race is so blinded. DA was the last safe guard from the skank, and if she finds my page I don't know what to do.... She'll probally decide to attack me like the immature little skank she is.... If you've actually read this whold thing. thanks for being pacient and reading my little rant.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yeah um...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Sep 2007 18:56:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my b-day suxed and i'm depressed, what's new?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>About the 7th of September</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:29:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright details about the 7th of September. For those of you who don't know (or don't bother to remember) My birthday is next week (the 6th) I want to get a lot of friends to get together at Gurnee Mills and go to Rink Side Sports which is the skating rink in there. We will meet in the Dine A Rama food cort.  Which is the one closest to the Rink Side Sport place.  (since Gurnee has two food corts.) Public skating on Thursdays is 11 am to 2pm.  So let's try to Have everyone there by 11:30.  Admission is 5 dollers with a 4 doller skate rental.  There is more to do at this place than skate! So if you don't want to skate there are options for you. After skating I don't know what we'll do but I'm sure everyone can figure something out.<br />
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I made a mistake, these are the skate times for friday. We'll go the later one since more ppl can come. Fridays: 9:30am-10:50am* and 11:00am-2:00pm and 7:45pm-9:30pm<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>in memorioum</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Aug 2007 19:01:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My old roomate died today. (August 23). I don't know how to exactally feel. Of course I'm sad but at the same time I'm happy because he isn't in as much pain as he was.  As stated previsoly he had cancer and was being treated. Guess that the treatments didn't go as well as we all hoped.  I feel even wrose cuz I only went to see him once in the hospital and felt like he didn't want me to see him like that. so I never got a chance to really say goodbye. In my mind he died thinking I didn't give a crap about him.   Yet my Mother says otherwise.  She thinks he knew that I cared and didn't really want me to see him that weak and helpless. Which a friend is arguing that he did want to see me and pushing it so bad and giving me guilt trips up the ass, that I almost don't want to talk to her anymore.  Anyway, rest in pease Dennis, I know your in a better place.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>new account?!?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 20:46:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Been thinking about making a new account on da for all my random geometrics. and doing the sale I talked about on a later journal. (where you can pick one, pick a color, pick a size and I'll do it) Anyway, if I do I'll link all pages together.<br />
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<br />
Alright I did it.<br />
<br />
new account is<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.Queen-Geometric.deviantart.com">[link]</a><br />
<br />
now should I keep the geometrics on this page and that one too or just that page?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My bad</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 20:22:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I guess that we can't do renn fair tommrow cuz it's not even open. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> oops... anyway, i'm still working on sept 7th for my b-day. updates to come.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tell me.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Aug 2007 00:26:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Please tell me if you plan on attending the 17 with the trip to the ren fair, and if you're also planning on comming to my b-day (sept 7th)<br />
<br />
This way I can plan on the number of people, know who to contact and plan on where we;'re going to meet and such.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Important------ Please Read</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jul 2007 18:55:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm moving! Yay, the apartment complex I'm living in is really screwing me so I"m getting the hell out of there when my lease is up. If you want to know where or who ect (the juicy detials) you'll have to note me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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<br />
August 17 I'll be trying to get a group of people together for the ren fair! If you want to go let me know and we'll work something out.<br />
<br />
<br />
My birthday is less than two months away. I'm planning on doing something on the seventh, if you want to come, please take the day off. We will be going to gurnee mills and ice skateing or something. Again let me know.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Jelous?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2007 18:11:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For on reason or another a friend of mine wanted to go drving last night (june 24th) and driving with him means going to down town Chicago and back to Hoffman.  Well, while we were driving downtown we sneeked through a street that they were just closing off and saw the bat mobeil up close!!!  We accidently drove through the set of the new batman movie! lol. But it was SOOO cool! We just have to brag. ^_^  <br />
<br />
Anyway, good news. I'm finally offical in IL!! Got my IL state Liceance today, but since I lost my WI one I had to retake the written test and the road test. But I passed, thank god I don't crack under pressure. <br />
<br />
<br />
Bad news. The person I was living with has been dignosed with cancer... And they don't think he has long to live.... We're looking into fund raisers for him and his family for the finantial burden cancer takes on us. Pray that the radiation and cemo work.  If you've got ideas let me know.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pictures</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Jun 2007 18:38:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all.<br />
<br />
For those of you who want to know. All the Pictures I took at Lexi and Cory's wedding are now in my scraps. I have some pictures of Kitten I didn't post here but on my myspace page <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>meow</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Jun 2007 21:47:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sorry tht the last journal was kinda dark....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Giggles... alone</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Jun 2007 20:18:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ An update on me.. for those who actually read these... I got a new boyfriend.. but we only dated about a month before he dumped me.. Arg!! I can't win, I went to Lexi's wedding and had an alright time. Except that my ex decided to be a dick and bring his skank ass girlfriend with him. I don't know why it pissed me off so, since we've now been broken up for a year now. I guess the hardest part is even though I've been trying to deny it, I guess that I still care for the fucker. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I don't know why cuz he's not worth even a fart! I got a new car, and a new job! But I can't find something in the indestry. I almost want to give up art... got a bunch of new friends but sometimes I wonder if I'm what I want to be. Or what I expect from my friends... I guess that I'm looking to into it. Having a hard time with the current break up cuz we still talk and he says that he misses me... Guess we'll see.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>3,002</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 May 2007 12:11:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow, I hit the 3,ooo mark! I can't believe it. I've got to work on a thank you pic... got an idea but it takes time and some resorces I don't currently have right now.. So Thank you all for the support. I hope I can get better with my work.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I hate MEN!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2007 17:16:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got dumped for a blond AGAIN!!! Arg! why does having black hair suck so much?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thoughts on my first ACEN</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 May 2007 12:41:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It sucked! <br />
<br />
Wow... as my second con, this one really sucked. I was suprised to see how poorly put together this convention is.  Espically when it's such a big deal to the people around the Chicago area. I don't think I ever want to go back. One because of the long lines, two because of how spread out the con was I didn't have a clue about where anything was, three the staff was kind of rude, and four because it was a waste of money.  I'd rather drive all the way out to Maryland for Otakon than this again!!! <br />
<br />
<br />
On a better note I start being a manager this Wensday and am kind of nervous... but I'm sure I'll do alright. Wish me luck everyone!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>good news</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 May 2007 22:01:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I get to be an assistant manager!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sale</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Apr 2007 15:27:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Was thinking, of all my random geometrics. I would offer people to pick one, and pick one color, and size of the canvas.  I'd paint it for them and sell them... don't know if it's a good idea. I think one color, because they all seem to look better with monotone or duo tone. Thoughts?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HELP!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Mar 2007 17:57:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm getting close to 3,000 hits and really want something intresting to do for the thank you pic. but i have no ideas... most of my stuff is kinda stale. so suggest something and maybe i'll take a vote between all the suggestions. so... how about leaving the suggestion box open for a month (that makes it close on 4/21) and then a week for voteing? work?? Thanks in advance...<br />
<br />
<br />
        Age<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>You tell me about me</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Jan 2007 16:55:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Here's a twist on the old survay.. try to tell me about me... but first copy <br />
this and send it to everyone you know. Try it you get some wild answers <br />
back. Send this back only to me. and ONLY me.<br />
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<br />
My name: <br />
<br />
Where did we meet? <br />
<br />
Take a stab at my middle name:<br />
<br />
How long have you known me? <br />
<br />
When is the last time we saw each other? <br />
<br />
Do I believe in God? <br />
<br />
When you first saw me what was your impression? <br />
<br />
Month of my Birthday? <br />
<br />
Color hair? <br />
<br />
Color eyes? <br />
<br />
Do I have any siblings? <br />
<br />
What's one of my favorite things to do outdoors? <br />
<br />
Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you? <br />
<br />
What's my favorite type of music? <br />
<br />
What is the best feature about me?<br />
<br />
Am I shy or outgoing? <br />
<br />
Would you say I am funny ha ha or funny sarcastic? <br />
<br />
Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?<br />
<br />
Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a<br />
good friend? <br />
<br />
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk,<br />
hippie,glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else? <br />
<br />
Have you ever seen me cry?<br />
<br />
If there were one good nickname for me what would it<br />
be? <br />
<br />
If you had to compare me to anyone famous (looks-wise<br />
or personality) who would it be? <br />
<br />
What kind of car do I drive? <br />
<br />
Where do you think I shop for my clothes? <br />
<br />
Where would you say is my favorite place to go on<br />
vacation?<br />
<br />
If I could have any job in the world, what do you<br />
think my career would be? <br />
<br />
Who would you say is my favorite actor/actress?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What Friendship means to me</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Jan 2007 15:39:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright I've been thinking... and to me friendship is a relationship. It's a two way thing. Both people must give and take, just like dateing someone. If your my friend you can't lie to me. Don't say something and then do something else. Don't promice something that you never meant in the first place. If you say that you'll always be there for me then do it! Don't be like "Oh, I'm sick of all this drama." That shows me that your life, and your shit is more important than helping a friend. (at least to me) Don't dissapear, and use the excuse that your busy, and it's to hard to pick up a phone, text, or msg me in anyway. We're all busy and yes it's hard to keep in touch, but at least try! Don't say you'll always be my friend and back stab me in the same day.  Anyway... that's my rant for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>the alphabet game</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Dec 2006 20:19:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ alright i noticed a while a go that my initals would spell a lot of cool stuff so i decided to do the whole alahabet to see what kind of cool stuff it did.<br />
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AMA                                                 AA<br />
AMB                                                 AB<br />
AMC                                                 AC<br />
AMD                                                 AD<br />
AME                                                 AE<br />
AMF                                                 AF<br />
AMG                                                AG<br />
AMH                                                AH<br />
AMI                                                 AI<br />
AMJ                                                 AJ<br />
AMK                                                AK<br />
AML                                                 AL<br />
AMM                                                AM<br />
AMN                                                AN<br />
AMO                                                AO<br />
AMP                                                 AP<br />
AMQ                                                AQ<br />
AMR                                                AR<br />
AMS                                                AS<br />
AMT                                                AT<br />
AMU                                                AU<br />
AMV                                                AV<br />
AMW                                               AW<br />
AMX                                                AX<br />
AMY                                                AY<br />
AMZ                                                AZ<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>getting up there</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Dec 2006 20:13:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just noticed that i'm getting up to the 3k mark!! wow.. maybe i should start working on some sort of thank you pic. Any suggestions??<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>posted</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 18:32:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know I haven't posted things in a while but I've got a lot of stuff up now. Been working on more, but don't have access to a scanner right now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> Anyway, enjoy the stuff I've put up.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>test</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Nov 2006 13:56:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is a song i found not long after <a href="http://twinbladeforsaken.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/w/twinbladeforsaken.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="twinbladeforsaken" /></a> and i broke up... it suits pretty well... i just wanted to see what happend with the video, since the give you the codes to share. (<a href="http://musicbox.sonybmg.com">[link]</a>)<br />
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<br />
<embed src="http://musicbox.sonybmg.com/share/widgets/flash/single.swf" name="vshowcase" id="vshowcase" width="203" height="233" quality="high" bgcolor="FFFFFF" flashvars="configUrl=<a href="http://musicbox.sonybmg.com/share/xml/single/1068">[link]</a>" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/shockwave/download/index.cgi?P1_Prod_Version=ShockwaveFlash"></embed><br />
<br />
if it doesn't work <br />
<br />
<br />
<a href="http://musicbox.sonybmg.com/video/p_nk/who_knew">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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