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I also got a mini lap top. its like a 10 inch screen. its cute. its red. it's MINE!! lol so I slowly have been moving my stuff from Thaddeus's computer to my lap top...with my little pink flash drive I bought its only a 4gb one so its taking me forever!!!

im loving it here. life is good...yada yada...I'll spare you lol

check out my Myspace for art [link] ]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/25377316/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/25377316/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 16:29:51 PDT [link]

It's a link to Raynah's dance recital lol. Where she tap danced with her little classmates in the 2-4 yr olds class to London Bridge and Mary had a little lamb. Raynah is the first kid to go through " London Bridge" all the other kids stood in the wrong spots or just didn't do the dance..or they just sang and stood still lol.

Go watch! I'm immensely proud of her! pleeeeease?

check out my Myspace for art [link] ]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/25348538/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/25348538/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 09:57:03 PDT
I feel bad moving now...I have lived in Franklin for about 4 yrs now. My kid is in school here. she has dance class here. My husband has a job here. But I didn't pay my rent in this place yet and used money to put a deposit down..so I kinda HAVE move now lol...

So needless to say I wont be uploading anything new for a couple weeks...If I have time to draw I'll be very surprised lol. I DID put an ad up for naughty drawings and such online so if that gets some responses then I will make time for paying customers lol

check out my Myspace for art [link] ]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/25181048/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/25181048/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 14:22:30 PDT
So...I called to check on the status of the paperwork that I sent in applying for the apartment I mentioned in my last journal. They told me they denied me because of a "landlord/tenant action in 2007" Let me tell you about that first...I broke up with my daughters father in the summer of 07 and was left with the apartment ..and rent. Which I didn't have.And he was in no hurry to give me. I was an employed single mother living on state aid ...I had no money!!! and I kept getting these notices saying to pay the landlord $1027 ...ummm...no?? lol
So after me telling her I didn't have the money and my current situation. she then proceeded to try to bring me to court. luckily this was around income tax time and when I got my return I gave her the money...we never went to court or anything. Soooo...lol...when these people at this new place said that was effecting their decision I flipped out! I said " I paid her!" and she goes " yeah but usually when something goes to court..." I interrupted her with "It never went to court!" " I'm sorry..I can't approve you..." she replied ...and I hung up...pissed off. and feeling a bit shitty that my past was holding my family back now...
but then I did research...and after stewing for a few mins...I called her back. I said these things...(in some order..probably not this one lol)
"I can't believe this ONE bad thing..which was RESOLVED is holding me back. Am I blacklisted forever or are you guys just super picky!? Does the fact that my husband ..the CO-APPLICANT has no bad anything on his record not count? How about that my current rent is up to date and that I am a good,quiet tenant and have never caused problems? Does that not help me? " So anyway....after ranting and raving and bitching to this lady for about 10 mins. She told me to provide proof of the payment to my old landlord and they might reconsider. I said "Alright" So I called my bank and got a copy of the check used to pay. I called the lady back in the morning and told her " I have a copy of the check. Does that help me?" and she "yes..I'm going to approve you. I hope I'm not making a mistake. " I said excitedly " no you're not! " and she said " our conversations were...pretty bad. You're really rude!" I laughed and apologized explaining that this is not my way usually I was only frustrated by this paid debt from 2 yrs ago! She said "bring me the copy and #2 is yours."
YAY!

So...Now...I have to come up with this $945 for the first month and sec deposit. It's do-able. It's just going to be very tight while we are getting it together. I feel like a real bum though..I can't pay my rent here and save up to leave....w/e...when I move out of here I save the state money by not "living on tax payers dollars" So they can go screw! I have 3 weeks roughly to get my crap packed...

I now make this puclic request to my sister to come help me pack.Please? lol She's so organized and just way better at this shit than I am lol.

check out my Myspace for art [link] ]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/25075240/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/25075240/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 17:43:02 PDT read my previous journal about this apartment [link] it describes this place and I manage to rant alot lol

The place is Belmont is 2 level!! the bathroom is NOT in my bedroom and it a decent size. there is no sitting on the toilet and washing yours hands at the same time!
The two bedrooms are NOT connected!! meaning I don't have to worry about the baby waking Raynah up at 2am!
The kitchen actually fits a table and is big enough to have a normal sized stove in it. YES thats right my current apartment has a stove that you would put in an RV in it. AND its in a doorway of what USED to be a closet..meaning the stove is tipped and the food you're cooking falls to the back of the pan.
The kitchen also has a little pantry/closety thing. The living room is a tad smaller than what i have now..but its carpeted!!!! Right now I have dirty crappy unfinished wooden floors! there is a sliding glass door in the living room which leads out to a little porchy area...with has an area of grass around and and a little shed thing. which I am very excited about..my kid can go outside and play . Right now I am on a 3rd story tiny apartment.

The best thing about this apartment is..it has its OWN entrance!! a little walkway area and shrubbery around the front door lol. making it homey...not cold and subsodized looking like this place. AND I CAN HAVE CATS!!!!! lol yay! and it has a dishwasher!!

This apartment is a nice $745/mth all electric. I have called the electric company and gotten the average cost per month for the year. $30-$70. not bad eh?
this is the best part though lol. It's $199 to move in!! its some sort of move in special...I dunno. I have already been like " $199??? why?" i've investigated every reason WHY it could be so low...and I've looked at the place. asked about the electric heat...called the electric company...
I also have a friend who lives in one of these units who says its great! she loves it! so..

I am waiting to hear back about it..and I'm super excited. Everyone cross your fingers for me!

check out my Myspace for art [link] ]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/24945426/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/24945426/ Mon, 25 May 2009 15:12:57 PDT So I scrambled around trying to find kids to fill those 2 spots. everyone was busy....so we only had 6 guests lol...w/e I used the extra tokens and tickets and stuff for my kid since I had just about broke the bank paying for this thing! $219!!!!! And then we paid it and they say " this doesn't include the tip" WHAT?? They can go screw! we didn't leave a tip!! I paid for a bunch of kids/parents to come in...then I'm sure they put their own money into the machines as well.AND a bunch of people bought pizzas! so like I bring them that much money and they can't include tip in the price?! My sister cleaned up most of the mess and all they did was bring us the cake,ice cream and they brought ONE slice of pizza to the kids..EVEN THOUGH I asked her to bring 2! (that's what I paid for 2 slices per kid!) lol I guess I am just ranting because I feel bad for not tipping....but I couldn't afford it!! and tipping is not REQUIRED it is customary!!
So the party was a success even though so many rude assholes canceled on me.lol jk The ones who came had a blast ....so We'll all make sure to rub it in their faces next gathering we have lol
anyway...lol
if any of you are my friends on myspace you can check out the photos here : [link]
if you aren't...add me!!

check out my Myspace for art [link] ]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/24870321/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/24870321/ Thu, 21 May 2009 09:00:20 PDT
I feel old...I have a 4 yr old child and a 4 mth old baby lol

check out my Myspace for art [link] ]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/24636072/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/24636072/ Thu, 07 May 2009 14:04:44 PDT
So today I had to bring Raynah to an appointment to be evaluated by Special Education and early childhood development people. This was set up because of her speech...her speech is a bit lacking and always has been. She always has a hard time with direction....I'm talking beyond the normal listening skills of a small child.
for instance if you were to ask her " Why did you do that?" she would not be able to answer you. She would most likely repeat you. lol She's always been very visual and today they confrimed what I pretty much knew all along..that she is a visual learner. I was the same when I was a kid. I preferred to be shown how to do things rather than told.

They showed her pictures and asked her questions and she was doing so well until we got to a certain part. Then she was struggling. They asked her things like " what do you do when your hands are dirty?" and she looked at her hands like " are they dirty?" then said " noooo!!!! " laughing lol. She wouldn't tell them she had to wash them lol...even though she knows this...
And she just basically talked about w/e she wanted to talk about when asked a question. She pretty much blocks out all audio...lol and focuses on pictures.

They told me that most kids are receptive and have trouble being expressive but my child is the other way around.
They told me to take their findings to a Dr. so they could refer me to a specialist.
They also said they think she could have P.D.D (Pervasive developmental disorder) Which is in the spectrum of Autism. There a few different types associated with this P.D.D Aspergers being one. My sister is an Aspie so it wouldn't surprise me if Raynah was.

I always thought I'd be upset finding out something was holding her back...but really I feel relief that we are heading in the right direction!!!!

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/24464826/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/24464826/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 14:45:03 PDT
I am counting down the days until May 8th!! I have been watching the trailers and I have one problem....
Zachary Quinto (playing young spock) looks like he may be bringing too much emotion to the character..I mean. He's a Vulcan and they're all about suppressing emotions. Spock IS indeed...half human...but I'm pretty sure he followed the Vulcan way. Now people are arguing with me on this saying "when Spock was young he didn't try to suppress emotions!" and since he is supposed to be young in this movie..that explains it...
I dunno...I'm not sure if I'm sold on that....ALSO..The actor playing Spock happens to be the Bad guy Sylar from the TV series "Heroes" Which I love..and it makes it hard for me to like him..when hes such an ass on Heroes. lol Thoughts on this? comments? lol

Anyway.... other than that I am looking forward to seeing the movie. ONE Dilemma faces me though ...My 3 mth old baby...Since the 8th is Friday I wont have my 3 yr old (she goes to her fathers) but I will still have the boy. and NOBODY babysits him yet. He's too young and he's breastfed....exclusively.
Sure,sure...someone could watch him for a few hours....but I don't want to let anybody watch him. I went to walmart for like 5 mins without him and I felt like...so naked lol. So I'm wondering if I can get away with bringing him into the theater with me?? The theater is BIG. It's like a restaurant with a huge movie screen..so you eat at huge tables and stuff...its not like row seating or anything. I have a nursing wrap to feed him. and he will sleep through most of it no doubt....but I'm afraid he start on a crying spree....and ruin the movie for people...I dunno..usually after 8 he's out for the night (or until 1 or 2am for a feeding) so I could see a showing around 8 or 9 ish! I dunno....thoughts,comments? lol

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]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23911811/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23911811/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 05:36:37 PDT I haven't submitted a drawing in a while...with two kids its so much easier to take pics than draw lol

I was considering making an account just for pics and still keeping my account.

I wouldn't know what to pick for a username if I did lol...

I dunno what do you think? new account good/bad idea?

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23792417/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23792417/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 07:08:39 PDT None of them had names...lol So I had a field day trying to come up with names for the all.
I already had " Humma Kavula" so I named one of the parakeets "Zaphod Beeblebrox" those of you who like hitchhikers guide to the galaxy will get this reference lol
I think The Cockateil's name is Harvey lol We're not sure yet lol. The only girl in the cage is named Lady. lol I'm original I know. And there's this lime green one I'm not sure what to name him. I was thinking of calling him Icarus...anybody remember that story?
if anyone has suggestions for the birds names...I'm open to them lol.


heres pics of the birds :

[link]
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]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23728408/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23728408/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 12:20:12 PDT I so badly wanted to be able to play an instrument..but I need to be shown how to do things and so does Raynah so I'm investing as much time/effort as possible into making sure she has options and skills. She has a natural ability to keep rhythm and she draws well for a 3 yr old. So we are just working on fine tuning these talents lol The next thing for her when we get more money is to get her in music lessons and/or singing lessons.

Speaking of more money...lol...My husband, got a new job. His orientation is on wednesday. He is an LNA taking care of the elderly. We both took the same LNA course...but women have the shit end of the stick...and I had to like...be pregnant...give birth and stay home with the baby...So I am not an ACTIVE LNA at the moment lol. The pay increase is a few dollars more an hour than what fucking Burger King pays. lol so we are ONE step closer to getting off of state aid. burger King wont let him have over time but this place doesn't care. So...that will be nice. They have benefits and everything!! things are going to get better hopefully.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23728402/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23728402/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 12:20:01 PDT I so badly wanted to be able to play an instrument..but I need to be shown how to do things and so does Raynah so I'm investing as much time/effort as possible into making sure she has options and skills. She has a natural ability to keep rhythm and she draws well for a 3 yr old. So we are just working on fine tuning these talents lol The next thing for her when we get more money is to get her in music lessons and/or singing lessons.

Speaking of more money...lol...My husband, got a new job. His orientation is on wednesday. He is an LNA taking care of the elderly. We both took the same LNA course...but women have the shit end of the stick...and I had to like...be pregnant...give birth and stay home with the baby...So I am not an ACTIVE LNA at the moment lol. The pay increase is a few dollars more an hour than what fucking Burger King pays. lol so we are ONE step closer to getting off of state aid. burger King wont let him have over time but this place doesn't care. So...that will be nice. They have benefits and everything!! things are going to get better hopefully.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23546519/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23546519/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 18:55:22 PST Time flies...

Anyway update on the baby:
He's doing well gaining weight. He gets his first immunizations next week. Anyone who has kids knows..this is AWFUL to witness. I cried when my daughter got hers...it made it worse that she was all happy ans smiling and stuff then they jabbed her with needles. I was pulling down Ryland's hat over his ears and I accidentally pinched his ear...oh man he CRIED...if he cried about that...imagine needles jabbed into flesh! lol It's necessary though. Which is argued alot in the parenting community. Some people say that immunizations are linked with autism and stuff....psssshhh. Medical Science is pretty reliable for the most part. And since I had mine and my daughter had hers...I see no reason not to have his. He's still breastfed,doing well. He's a pro. lol. He's graduated to a size 1 diaper..newborn still fits him but its just a little snug. He's in NB and 0-3 clothes. His eyes are slowly turning brown...from what was a VERY dark blue. Myself and Thaddeus have brown eyes. Raynah's father has green eyes and I have brown...and she got green eyes! Thanks Andrew...you made a crappy b/f...but Raynah got some sweet green eyes out of the deal! lol Heres a useless tidbit for ya... Did you know that green eyes are the MOST uncommon eye color in the world? Real green eyes. not hazel. It's true. And brown is the most common!! lol anyway....

I could upload a new pic of the baby....that is....if anyone wants to see him? lol I haven't taken any real artsy ones of him but a few really cute ones!!!

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23269097/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23269097/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 10:34:42 PST
AND...yesterday...Thaddeus and I purchased a car. A used car...a little white 2000 Hyundai Accent...its so small...lol BUT...this means I do not have to depend on my in laws for rides anymore!!!
We have been without a car since August since our crappy Geo wouldn't pass inspection!! The nightmare is over. Do you know hoe much it sucked to have to be like " Call your mom Thaddeus...we need milk..." or " Raynah has a fever..call your mom we have to go to the dr" or the best one of them ALLLLL....... " I'm in labor Thaddeus...call your mom!!!!" lol.
Well...the nightmare wasn't over when we though it was...We bought the car on monday...and we drove it off the lot. and it died...like 2 mins down the road. seriously. We called them up from a payphone. and bitched them out. they came and got us. brought the car back and fixed it. It was some sensor ...a crank sensor??? whatever the F that is lol ....anyway they fixed the car....apologized all over the place. and even brought the car to US lol instead of us having to go back to get it. The guy said it should be fixed but if we have any issues call him back....
Here's my thinking though....He fixed it for free...he would hardly sell a car knowing it was going to break down...if he intended to fix it for free...ya know?

anyway...I finally paid off my ridiculously priced couch. It feels good to have things go good for once...ya know? it wont last though...the money will be gone soon. I have to spend my income tax on bills and junk...so lol.... Well paying off back balances gives me extra money eahc week...so there ya go....hence the cable lol .

well the cable guy just got here..soooo ttyl!!!

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]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23159632/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23159632/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 16:17:12 PST I tried some code...and now there's a random purple line on the bottom of the journal lol...

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23138436/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/23138436/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 12:49:09 PST
So besides becoming a mother times 2 I haven't been too too busy. Ryland keeps me busy enough and Raynah is being a big helper ( 3 yr old help isn't the most helpful lol) I spend most of my time breastfeeding a baby and taking care of a 3yr old. Also I spend a deal of time defending my decision to breastfeed....people look at as "gross" or obscene...one question for those people....What do you think boobs are for? decoration? MEN? I think not...formula is way too expensive...and I can feed him for free!!! what would YOU choose!?!? lol
so...moving on...lol

Thaddeus and I are very excited...tax time is the best time of the year!! Now that I'm an adult I look forward to my tax return...whereas when I was a child it was Christmas I looked forward too lol
After a big phone battle with my ex over who claims our daughter ( I won,I claimed her lol) We received a nice chunk (we will be receiving it on Friday anyway) more than we expected by a few thousand...GET MARRIED people it helps!!! lol SO...Friday we are going car shopping then we will finally have a vehicle and can resume our social lives yet again. I have SUCH bad cabin fever here all day lol....I also intend to pay off overdue bills....piece of mind is alot better than any material things I could buy lol.
I do intend to splurge and get cable..now that I wont be paying off back balances on bills I can afford cable...so no more ONE channel for us! Yes,one channel...it sucks SO bad....all news and Oprah and soaps....ughhh...
I will pay off my back rent,back electricity and I pay off my giant sectional couch...a $2,000 item of furniture...finally paid off..YES!!!
I'm excited about that....lol

So it's been a while....what have YOU guys been up to? I know I could go read your journals....but they have all piled up in my absence lol ♥

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/22595162/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/22595162/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:25:25 PST
He weighed 9lbs 5oz and was 22 inches long! (my last was 8lbs 13oz,21 1.2in) He was born the old fashioned way....no c-section!! I feel quite acomplished! lol

Anyway....just letting you all know!!!

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/22482123/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/22482123/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 05:10:35 PST
I don't know how many of you are actually reading these little updates of mine..but I figured I post this anyway...

If the baby isn't born within a few days after my due date. I HAVE to have a repeat c-section. They do not induce women who have had c-sections in the past...due to increased risk for uterine rupture! scary....
The baby is guessed to be closer to 10lbs lol....no small fry!
When I had my daughter she was about 9lbs! So I'm seeing a pattern here lol I birth big babies!

anyway...If the blessed event happens anytime soon I'll post a journal lol *crosses fingers*

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]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/22223337/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/22223337/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 09:31:07 PST Everyone keeps saying "Maybe you'll have a new years baby!!" heheheheee....funny. NOT lol. I don't a new years baby the same way I didn't want a Christmas baby lol I want a born TODAY baby lol jk...
I mean now that its safe for him to be born...and he's so huge...I'm doing everything I have found that will help induce labor "naturally" with the exception of Castor oil AND blue and black cohosh...I've been anemic so those are no no's.
They say "doing it" is the best way to induce labor. Man, I'm so not in the mood for that lol
I'm not sleeping...I have constant back aches...I'm moody as hell. not to mention the fact that I'm HUGE! I'm miserable. and people are like "enjoy these last few weeks,Meagan!!" No way! Whats to enjoy? I have heartburn 24/7 I can't even go sledding with my kid. My clothes don't fit. EVEN my maternity clothes are snug.I have to constantly check and make sure my gut isn't hanging out.. There's all this and the fact when I go out in public...I have to answer the SAME questions again and again and again!!! "You're STILL pregnant?" "How much longer?" "When are you due?" "do you know what you're having?" "are you sure you aren't having 2??" either from complete strangers OR people I haven't seen in a while....
I also get stares from people..I don't look old enough to have a 3 yr old. I'm 21...but people see me with a 3 yr old AND a pregnant gut and they are like "ewww..."
I can't even clean my house...its exhausting. I can't ask Thaddeus to do it..as he works all day...and I'm here all day...

It's ALMOST over....ALMOST......lol....deep breathes...lol

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21968970/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21968970/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 18:50:53 PST The letter explains that money was deducted from my account thru a telemarketing scandal. I vaguely remember speaking to the telemarketing company in question...
the details are too long to list here so here is the website given with the letter [link]
The letter also gave a phone number. It says "please call if you have questions about the legitimacy of this check" I called it and listened to the automated message it explained that these people were being brought to court and when/where it was happening I could go if I wanted.
I do not have to call anyone..give any info to anyone....or do anything. it says "you should cash/deposit this check. the money is yours"
It also gives me a form to refund any bank fees incurred...which I'm not going to bother with.
On monday I'm going to bring it to my bank and verify it being a real check and all that....
I don't want to get excited ...as I'm having a really rough time with christmas and all....and this would be a real "christmas miracle" lol...so
What do you think? Do you think its real?
please go to the site....and read the details.
again the link is :
[link]

btw it says it was in 2006 in march...I don't recall the money being taken out. BUT it was right around the time I received my income tax check..and was making alot of purchases with my debit card...so thats why I might not have noticed.

Also I'm thinking that if it was a scam...I would be asked to send the money somewhere else or deposit it. It says I can just cash the check. Also..a scam for a measly $200??? I dunno...help me out here...

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21911594/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21911594/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 09:06:16 PST [link]

So after reporting this to the police and the "Bureau of nuisance calls"...I was told that a police officer would call me back to give me the info I needed...the Bureau of nuisance calls told me to get the fax #,officer name,case number and all that good shit so they could fax the police the number that was traced and the police would handle it then. 2 days went by...with no word from the police. So I called this morning.... I had to like..drag it out of the police lol. So I got the info and called the bureau back and they said they were faxing the number to them....and a police officer would contact me....I'm doubtful about that since it was taking them days to get back to me. I live in a small hick town the crime can't be that high here...lol. I will have to call them no doubt.
I'm afraid that they wont tell me who it was!
So what do you think? Will it be out of line to DEMAND to know who the caller was? I mean..it was obviously someone that knew me.What if I see them on a daily basis? I would not want them in my house ever again or to have contact with them after all of the shit they said to me. I think I would have a right to know. ya know? lol
When/If I find out who it was...they are going to be in a world of hurt.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21878131/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21878131/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 08:27:15 PST I know that it had to be someone who knew me...and knew me well...which is very upsetting. They knew too much about me. They even used another friends name....

and I apologize for the language I'm about to put in here...if you're offended by bad language..do not read any further
they told me that they saw me walking down the street that I'm so fucking huge (I'm 35 weeks pregnant..DUH!!!) AND They were tired of me using their tax payers dollars to sit on my fat ass all day. They told me to tell my fat ass husband to wrap it next time...so I don't have any more welfare babies. They called me an ugly cunt and said things like " what does your husband's jizz taste like? like herpes?" just for the record neither of us HAVE herpes! Then when I stooped to their level and began insulting back....they said that they could see me now and that they were coming to break all of my windows! I told them "There ARE ways to find out where this call came from!" they were "no there isn't you stupid bitch!" I asked them not to call back...and hung up. (see, I know what to do here.) After someone asks you not to call their home....and you do..it becomes a crime...without the threats that were made. So they called back...bingo! I told them I would call the police and that I was turning on "anonymous call rejection" they said that I was "No fun and a teller"
So I hung up and called the police...and reported it.
First thing this morning I called my phone company and got the number for "the bureau of nuisance calls" the number WAS tracked...they wont give it to me....but the police are going to contact the bureau and bring this fucker down!!! I intend to press charges if at all possible.
I mean...how fucking low do you have to be? calling and waking up my whole house and upsetting a heavily pregnant and emotional woman.

Anyway....I know its just a prank phone call..but it REALLY pissed me off...
I didn't go overboard did I?

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21433094/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21433094/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 06:10:34 PST
I joined when I was 18 at the request of
My daughter was like..5 months old at the time..she's 3!!! lol Time flies lol
So much has changed...in those 3 yrs!! It's crazy!!
My first real friend on here was

then after that I met and he even came down from Canada to see me!!
Wouldn't have happened without dA!!

I've made a few other awesome friends on this site too! is one!! Go check her out!


I feel my art has improved a lot...although its still not where I want it to be..lol
I wonder what it will look like in 3 more years!!!?!? lol

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21386609/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21386609/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 10:35:41 PST I have 2 bedrooms. My kid has the bigger of the two.
Whoever designed this apartment needs to be SLAPPED as they put the only bathroom in my bedroom. So guests have to go thru my bedroom to relieve themselves. No...that's not the worst of it.The bathroom is a closet. I can literally go pee and wash my hands at the same time!!I told housing I was having a hard time squeezing my belly thru the space to get to the toilet..ya know what they told me!!!?? "Why don't you buy a commode?" A fucking commode? are you serious!?!?! So I'm gonna sit in my bedroom,living room,kitchen or child's bedroom and use this commode?? wtf!!!
There's no room for shelves in the bathroom. I have a shelf perched on the back of my toilet. Items on the shelf are always at risk of falling into the toilet.and have before....*shudder*
In my bedroom..besides having the only bathroom I also happen to have the doorway..the only entrance into my kids bedroom...so I am very limited as to where I can put things in my bedroom. The wall the bathroom door is on also has the entrance to the room itself as well as a closet so NOTHING can go on that wall!! its a fucking joke!!
My kitchen is like a goddamn hallway. its too small to even fit 2 people..... comfortably. and the crappy discount linoleum is falling off the wall...

The only decent room is the living room...even then, one wall is entirely made of windows...so nothing goes on that wall!! lol We have a table up against it...but people can like....see us eat at it lol. My mom tells me all the time " I saw Raynah sitting at the table this morning.(shes drives a bus route) Even though that's just my mom..it creeps me out thinking other people who aren't my mom can see in here lol. "Close the curtains!!"??? no. The windows provide the only natural light source in the room. And I don't want my electricity bill to be like a million dollars lol

"WHY did you get this apartment,Meagan?" You may be asking. The simple answer is: Beggars can't be choosers. It was an emergency housing thing the state did for me when I left my kids dad. I am grateful for the help but they now expect Me,my husband ,my daughter and soon a baby to fit in this cubicle of a dwelling!! I have to get rid of MY OWN furniture to make room for this baby...that's right!! I don't need a dresser!! psshhhhh or a table for the TV...noooooo.
NOW, if housing expects me to put a newborn in the same room as a 3 yr old. They must be on crack. I don't need my kid to be waking up at 3am with a screaming baby..so then I can have a screaming 3 yr old and newborn...yay.
Top PRIORITY after the birth and Thaddeus and I are both working at homes/hospitals whatever happens first....IS TO MOVE out of this hell hole.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21302016/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21302016/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 14:45:26 PST I was told I need to study shading as my "light sources were all over the place" and I need to study anatomy before I started dressing the people I drew..and that I suck at hands as well...and to "watch my proportions".....*sigh*

Instead of being challenged and ready to fix these problems like I thought I was going to be....I seriously.....feel like...ripping up all my art lol. Or throwing them out...
I AM pregnant and a tad hormonal...so lol...ignore the dramatic reactions lol
I mean,I thought I was making some real progress here lately. I really want to get better but I'm 21..how much better can I get?

I mean...maybe I'm getting too old for the anime thing? Maybe I should try something else? as I'm obviously not supposed to be drawing anime...

I mean,no matter how good you think you are..someone else is going to be better than you..I've accepted that..but my god....Why do I feel like crap now? lol

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21278948/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21278948/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 08:11:05 PST
Mine was ok I took my kid trick or treating(she went as Tigger) and I managed to fall off of one of my towns poorly maintained side walks lol...scrape up my knee..and rip one of my only 2 pairs of maternity pants!! lol fun... shit loads of candy though!!!

How was yours?

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21228176/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21228176/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 06:46:04 PDT Yeah I'm huge lol....and so ready for this be to over!! With any luck maybe he'll come a little earlier... after its safe of course lol. Its funny this pregnancy is nothing like my pregnancy with Raynah....its more intense and painful!! I had such a perfect pregnancy with her...just an awful labor. complications galore!
Maybe this one will be good and let me have an easy labor to make up for the awful pregnancy lol....

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21189087/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21189087/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 15:39:32 PDT I made him this crappy website and now you need to go look at it for me..so i know it was worth something. come back and tell me what you think of his stuff and the site!
[link]

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21138722/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21138722/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 10:52:33 PDT
I have to bring all this crap to the city hall ...which I live right next to ..if I didn't I might not be as ambitious about this lol.
♥ Photo ID
♥ Birth Certificate
♥ Proof of address (if different to the one on your ID...which mine is)

Anyway, how many of you are voting?! Woo Vote!! If you don't know who to vote for..I'll help you out... OBAMA!!

I'm sure I've set myself up for a couple of rants about why some people aren't voting and what not...that is if anyone reads this. But w/e...Happy Voting!! ♥

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21031985/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21031985/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 13:24:38 PDT
]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21012403/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/21012403/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 06:27:55 PDT
So My husband wants me to draw him this joker to go along with the batman I just drew him. I am struggling. He's a little more difficult. He wants the Heath Ledger joker too. which is hard because I really can only draw cartoon stuff and he's not..lol. Its not like I have more important things going on lol...but its annoying when I can't draw what I see...lol.

So opinion needed here....
As you know..or should know by now...We're having a boy. We're debating whether or not to get his ear pierced while he's little. Some people say it makes guys look gay.pssshhh. Its very common nowadays for guys to pierce both of their ears. I don't see what the big deal is. a few people told me "no its his choice let him decide" but SOOO many people pierce girls ears while they are infants...they don't get a choice.
Piercing a little boy's ear? yay or nay?

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20853724/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20853724/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 07:09:08 PDT
So...after weeks of me going thru the nursing assistant class and getting to see my husband for like..2 days a week. HE starts the same class today lol. ONLY he works during the day...and will be going to school at night. So it's going to suck lol.
But it'll be worth it once we are both making the big bucks lmao..

So..I have these ancient radiators. and my apartment is like...soooooo hot. But I have been twisting the knob thing on the side and it doesn't seem to be working. I'm like living in a sauna. And its only the second day the heat has been turned back on in the building. wtf...it was freeeeeeezing and now its like too hot. My husband is at work right now or I would ask him to fix it lol.

So this week is week 27 of my pregnancy. what is that like...almost 7 months?? lol almost 7 months. Not long now eh? I'm getting a little concerned though. We don't have a whole lot for the baby yet. We have a crib,bassinet,some clothes...but we don't have like a swing or stroller. I have a bunch of Raynahs old toys and such but they are for girls. So I would like to get the him some toys of his own...and bibs and stuff. He's going to be a boobfed baby lol. So we don't need to stock up on formula or anything. So...I'm thinking we are going to name him Ryland. Is that too similar to Raynah? its really only the Ry and the Ray thats similar...anyway i'm done rambling lol

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20825343/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20825343/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 12:44:34 PDT I'm always having issues with the damn thing...wtf.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20797508/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20797508/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 17:31:00 PDT
Ryland Gene Sargent.

Ok I think we are set on using it....uncommon but not stupid.

What do you think?

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20755035/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20755035/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 07:19:03 PDT
We have been going round and round on baby names. I'm 6 1/2 months pregnant. We need to get crackin'..lol

So the name we think we might use is :

Landon Gene Sargent.

now...Gene is my husbands middle name lol. SO we are going to use it regardless of how you think it sounds so don't tell me you dont like Gene. AND I especially dont want to hear " Gene's a girls name!" becasue JEAN is a girls name and Gene is a guys name lol.

its #49 on the top 100 names. Is that too high? I dont want him to go to school with like 5 million landons

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20736173/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20736173/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:57:18 PDT Yes,I don't give a fuck what people think of me...especially people on the internet I have never met..nor prolly never will meet.

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
No,I wouldn't.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
I am very choice. The day that A MAN gets pregnant is the day he can make a law telling women how to handle it. Its a personal choice and never an easy one. I do believe however that partial birth abortions are wrong. In my state,NH, abortions are allowed up to 13 weeks. Which is too high. Studies show that an embryo doesn't have brain activity or nerves to feel pain until the 12th week. so you have one week there where the thing can feel...not good.

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
No....what a retarded question.

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
The death penalty....ughhhh. No.well....yes and no. depends on situations I guess.

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
It's a PLANT!!!! my god..it grows in the wild...are we gonna make marigolds illegal too?? I have NEVER heard anyone say "Yeah..he died because he smoked too much weed" or "He smoked weed then went out,knocked over a liquor store raped a girl...then crashed his car" have you? I'm not a pothead or anything....but seriously...

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
Would you buy a car without taking it for a test drive? No. I'm not saying that's the ONLY thing you look for in someone..but its very important.

[08] Do you believe in God?
Yes, but I don't presume to be able to tell you what he/she/it is.

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Yes!!! why not?? who gives a flying fuck, really? HOW PISSED would you be if someone told you couldn't marry the person you wanted becasue they "didn't believe in it" ?

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
Yes. the keyword there is illegal. Follow the rules.

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
I wouldn't let my 12 yr old carry a pregnancy to term. Do you know what having babies does to your body? a 12 year old doesn't need to have that. i'm not talking about stretch marks. I'm talking about the postpartum depression,weight gain the lack of bladder control,tits that never shrink back down...I went thru it at 17 and wasn't ready...I wouldn't wish that on a 12 yr old.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
you can smoke,buy porn,gamble and go to war at 18...but you can't have a beer??!?!?! Does that make sense.

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Yes.

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
Depends, is it some emo kid who thinks their 14 yr old life sucks?? or is it a perons who is in excruciating pain and dying slowly?

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
Yes,until they are old enough to listen to a "good talking to"

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
Its a piece of fabric!!! If I wouldn't get in trouble..then yes lol

[17] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?
Obama.

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Go ahead. I won't give a fuck. and may I just say that if you judge someone for not believing the same thing as you do...you're fucked. its a free country and all that crap.

Anyone can do this if they please!

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20685614/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20685614/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 12:08:52 PDT
We want a name that is uncommon...unique but not stupid. I'm having the hardest time. It was SO much easier naming a girl!!!
The middle name is Gene.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20681295/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20681295/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 05:59:19 PDT
BUT I passed my state exam. yesterday. I am now a LNA a Licensed Nursing Assistant! well...after I send in the $35 for my license lol ....

yay me!

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20618043/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20618043/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 11:31:46 PDT Teacher seems confident enough in my abilities. But I still can't help being nervous.
today is my last day on the floor helping out the patients then we have 2 days of PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE!!! Then Thursday morning we are all piling into a van 6 or 8 of us lol..and heading to Manchester for 8am!!!
anyway.....wish me luck!!!!!!! *crosses fingers*

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20449903/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20449903/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 05:11:21 PDT
I feel like SUCH a piece of shit right now...
today is the day my dad is released from prison after years of being there. I've been so excited.until now.I get my dad back..and my husband gets his dad taken away...wtf?

We went to say goodbye to him at the hospital we were there until like 2am. My husband,brothers and sister in law are all just balling their eyes out. I cried,alot. not becasue I was going to miss him....because THEY were. mostly I cried for Thaddeus. He kept talking all day about how he had to call his dad...to tell him we're having a boy. ...he never got to. His brother had told him for him...but he wanted to tell him himself.
It occurred to me on the way to the hospital...that he's never going to meet the baby.....the baby will never know his grandfather. And how pregnancy being a happy time....suddenly felt...wrong. I sat there with my big baby bump and met relatives I hadn't met yet and they were asking me questions like " when are you due?...oh thats nice!" I felt like saying " wtf is wrong with you? Ricky is dead!!!"

My god....I can't make this guilt go away. I know I didn't do anything wrong...but still....its there.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20386888/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20386888/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 06:48:42 PDT Its always been my favorite time of year. I think I even joined dA in November in autumn 2005 lol.then we have the follow up of Christmas! despite the packed malls and out-of-staters coming to avail of NH's lack of sales tax..I enjoy Christmas too. lol
I'm just glad the F'ing summer is over! too hot...and rainy this year...god...floods..people dying! PLUS, the new maternity clothes I got are fall clothes and its been too hot to wear them until recently lol
I started to draw an autumny pic...but have yet to finish it..I'll get there lol.
random journal I know...sorry lol

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20338222/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20338222/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 10:33:58 PDT
ok lol

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20323859/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20323859/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 12:55:59 PDT Went to the doctors today..got an ultrasound and the doctor was having trouble seeing what it was until I poked him in the head a few times lol and he moved and the doctor saw what he believed to be a "dinky" and scrotum or "Scrotes" as Thaddeus keep calling the baby itself lol.
I don't know about HIM...but OUR son wont be dinky...lmao.
anyway yeah just letting you know...

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20302374/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20302374/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 05:19:27 PDT
]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20274073/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20274073/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:49:24 PDT
So...21 years on the planet.
Sorry for the randomness of the journal lol
To those over 21....did it just seem like another day?

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20142777/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/20142777/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 05:52:20 PDT I'm 20 weeks...almost 21...I think....Doctors keep changing it on me...ughhh. We have an ultrasound on the 4th ( the day after my 21st birthday!!!) Then if the baby is cooperative we can find out just what this baby is!! Boy/girl? start placing bets lol We have kicking and punching....that keeps me awake all night...woooo.

I've been in school for a few weeks now. I'm a "Student Nursing Assistant" . So I get to take care of really old people with dementia....and other ailments. Its a job that it in high demand.....phhffftttt!! and they say it aint a recession! So school is going well I got an 86 on my 1st test. woo. My next test is tomorrow. We start the clinical part of the class either today or tomorrow. Fun fun fun! lol. Some of the residents are very nice....others....not so nice.lol.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/19426551/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/19426551/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 11:15:51 PDT The wedding was on like...this cloudy,overcast day....and it rained like crazy after everyone went home!! lol We had a trolley come and drive us around town...and we waved at strangers and got beeped at by cars! it was fun! I wish I could show you pictures......but...since IIIII didn't take them....I don't think I'd be allowed to upload them!
bummer.

Also....
I have had like a billion ultrasounds....the baby is healthy. and we have one picture that shows possible MALE equiptment. POSSIBLE,not 100%. One of each would be nice since I have a girl already.
We'll wait and see. So. I'm 15 weeks....thats a week shy of 4 mths.
I've got a small baby bump. (I already had a gut though lmao)
I also have Bronchitis. Yay. Meds seem to be working....painfully slow...but still.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/18599487/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/18599487/ Sat, 31 May 2008 19:59:45 PDT Said ultrasound is here on my myspace:
[link]
for those tho wish to see it. You may have to add me to your friends my profile might be private lol. Anyway...
in the pic you are looking at the dot in the center of the black space lol...you all get to see my womb! yay!!

Anyway..wedding plans are coming along wonderfully now..thank christ! And my dear cousin , ..if you are reading this....Are you coming?? lol

I have not been drawing latley I have been so busy what with baby and wedding and various stuff. Drawing seems to be on the bottom of my list of things to do...ughh....I'll get around to it. I have been feeling like drawing some pregnant bellies..so yeah maybe lol

anyway...yeah thats it. Byw! ♥♥

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/18239850/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/18239850/ Fri, 09 May 2008 10:05:41 PDT
Anyway..my mom has calmed down...we had a talk ..rather..and email fight. (arguing for the 21st century) What a time to be alive eh? I think things will be better....

Now I have had like no time to draw....I'm going to try to get something done....soon. Thaddeus will be working overnight tonight and Raynah will be at her fathers so maybe I'll have time to work on it then.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/18143630/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/18143630/ Sat, 03 May 2008 05:26:19 PDT After a few months of trying...I finally got a positive pregnancy test yesterday! 3 actually! lol
This will be baby #2!!
I'm so excited!! My mom is gonna kill me so Chad (my cousin Chad) if you're reading this don't tell your mom...she will tell mine and I'm not ready for her to know lol..ya know how sisters are lol

So yeah..I don't know if any of you read these anymore...but I thought I'd tell you anyway lol

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/18102214/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/18102214/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 13:38:48 PDT My student loan was approved and in August I go to school to be an LNA (licensed nurses assistant)
training is 6 weeks. I'm so excited! It'll be great to tell people I am and "LNA" and not like.."oh,I'm a cashier" nothing wrong with cashiering..but..I have a child and I'm trying to get ahead in life and all that
Just call me Nurse Meagan. i'm prolly gonna be drawing a naughty nurse soon..in honor of this good news lol

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17922610/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17922610/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 05:48:55 PDT
Yesterday....She was throwing up...and wouldn't eat (and couldn't take her meds) she was just lying there..wouldn't even acknowledge you were petting her....she was drooling and her breathing was fast and twitchy. So my mom and my step dad decided they'd have to have her put down last night. So she wouldn't be in pain and miserable anymore......

She was my dog since I was 12 years old.......
I left my moms house while the dog was still alive....knowing that it was the last time I saw her..but I didn't get upset. I tried to be adult. Then,later, as I was sitting in bed, I closed my eyes to go to sleep (was nearly there) when I saw her in my head sitting in front of me as if I had a piece of food in had looking intent on getting it. she looked young and happy. I instantly woke up....and I lost it....
So much for being an adult,eh?

Anyway I know shes better wherever she is now. (to sound cliche) Shes in a better place.

Rest in Peace Daisey....You will be missed.

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17902846/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17902846/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 20:08:41 PDT [link]

i'm on this website..myyearbook.com and i entered this "most artisitc" battle with someone. I'm getting beaten by a butterfly!! DO NOT let this happen !!you have the power to help me win...so go..please...vote. Help me! (mine is the angel btw)

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17836781/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17836781/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:39:38 PDT I took my kid to see Doodlebops today. Its a kids show..that is about a band..and the band actually tours. lol I thought it was great when we got there..they actually sang!! There wasn't any mouthing. it was cool. especially since its only a kids show and the kids wouldn't notice...ya know? Well I got a ton of pictures. perhaps I'll post some?

So I've been so busy lately haven't had much time to draw...ughh. isn't that frustrating?

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17693773/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17693773/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 05:07:38 PDT So ontop of this annoyance...
Thaddeus got fired yesterday for taking 3 days off in 2 mths. 3 days!!!! 2 mths!!! ell he wasn't officially fired they said he would have to talk to the big boss...but it wasn't looking good. SOOOO....I am in the middle of stressing about planning my wedding ...and niether of us have a job....ughhhhh everythings booked...so "the show must go on" but I'm afraid its gonna be crappy.
I'm up waaaaaay too early with this toothache.

So heres my rant for this journal:
Have you ever gone to WalMart and been followed by the loss prevention people? EVEN though you aren't doing anything wrong? I have to wonder how they pick the poeple to follow.We went in there yesterday...and This guy kept starring at us. He was just standing around in the clothing section ...talking to employees...(in normal clothes) so he was obviously loss prevention. He watched me walk all over. Then I really had to pee....I was afraid to use the bathroom because I didn't want him to think I was stealing. I mean....isn't that some kind of discrimination? just picking someone who LOOKS like they're gonna steal???
AND another time I didn't think anyone was following me around at least I didn't notice anyone. I bought a few items.. went to self check out..and was walking out the door and this old lady stops me and says " Can i look at your receipt?" I'm like " Why?" and she says " sometimes the registers don't ring in everything right" That makes no sense. So I said her " 2 things on the receipt....2 things in the bag...." she looks and lets me go..I'm like wtf? How can they do that? While they're harassing me...they're letting actual thieves get away........ughhhhhhhh

]]> ~Raynah http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17630746/ http://Raynah.deviantart.com/journal/17630746/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 11:59:28 PDT I'm so pissed. I had to have resize my avatar for me..and I went thru a great deal of trouble to find that pic too..it was pretty...
now its...I don't even know wtf that thing is....WTF is that thing!?!?!
Any thoughts on the prank?

]]> ~Raynah