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001. Name: Razelly Yagami
002. Nickname: Raze, Razor, Razzy, Raz 0-0
003. Married: I wish. ;-;
004. Zodiac sign: No idea
005. Male or female:

The cramps are telling me I'm a woman.
006. Elementary: I's a secret
007. Highschool: SECRET.
008. College: Not there yet.
010. Hair color: Blond.
011. Long or short: Longish
015. Are you a health freak: Yes and no. When I saw SAW I and the guy got killeded with poison, I wouldn't touch shit that other people touched.
016. Height: 5'10
017. Do you have a crush on someone?: I'm currently dating said crush.
018. Do you like yourself: Somewhat.
019. Piercings: Yes.
021. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

022. First surgery: Being born?
023. First piercing: Ears.
025. First award: "Congratulations to: ______ for 'HELPFULNESS' (Ironic, no?)
026. First sport you joined: Soccer I think.
027. First pet: Rott weiler
028. First vacation: Hawaii
029. First concert: None
030. First crush: P: My left pinky. I thought it was delicious.

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating: Doritos.
050. Drinking: Sprite ZERO
052. I'm about to: get more chips
053. Listening to: My computer complain

YOUR FUTURE :

058. Want kids: Not really. Giving birth is THE only thing that scares me senseless
059. Want to get married: YES.
060. Careers in mind: Digital Art

WHICH IS BETTER? :

068. Lips or eyes: Eyes, but love is blind, so I guess that's also ironic?
069. Hugs or kisses: Hugs. Kisses burn.
070. Shorter or taller: Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Roflmao. Both plz... ]]> ~Razelly Devious Journal Entry http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/28014637/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/28014637/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 15:36:53 PDT
]]> ~Razelly Banned from H4WII AND FurCommunity. http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27859224/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27859224/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:12:05 PDT
Haha. Fucking Ha.

Hah. So I was banned from H4WII because I'm "mean and nasty and I need a vacation" as a "friend" of mine so nicely put it, and the same was said (much more politely, though your fucking point was fucking taken) in a note to me from the leader.

1. I didn't do anything this time, and I was actually in a pretty good mood yesterday.

2. Towards the end of my night, my kitten Adria was injured and I logged off to be with her.

3. What the FUCK did I FUCKING do?

I apparently lack skills in defending. Not only did Nightbanexxx on his alt account tell me that I'm being cranky, but chances are he's the one who reported me because someone shoved a stick up his ass and he's too much of a baby to pull it out himself. Yes, Pharoh, I know it's you. Silver as well said I was being a bitch, and I told him to shut up and that he knew nothing about me.

You want to know why I'm so pissed lately?

Because everyone is leaving me behind, my "loving" "caring" "mother" rented out my room to some drug addicted skinhead and I have no idea when I can sleep in my own fucking bed.

My kitten is wearing a cast. She's 8 fucking weeks old.

MY dad could care less.

Ann and my dad are breaking up, so my chances at therapy WHICH I'M ATTENDING, THANK YOU, are dimming each minute.

I'm emotionally disturbed and I'd kill anyone who thought about touching me.

I have a cat because none of you know what it feels like to be so fucking alone, yet be so fucking hateful.

FLORECENT IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO I LOVE AND WHO I WILL CARE FOR.

He means everything to me, so any of you cuntsucking dickwads that keep trying to take him away are going to meet an early fucking grave if you don't stop.

You have no idea how hateful, how alone, how tormented I feel.

My grades are slipping, my physical strength is dimming, and I'm becoming sicker and sicker. My kitten is so injured she can't fucking walk.

"I'm mean and need a vacation".. HERE'S YOUR FUCKING VACATION! THANKS FOR DESERTING ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST.

How did I know that all you pansies who are too stuck up to talk to me would tattle on me to get me banned. How did I know? Fucking how?

]]> ~Razelly <3 http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27572004/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27572004/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 06:10:26 PDT Razelly*Florecent

<3

]]> ~Razelly Destroyed http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27477608/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27477608/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 21:46:23 PDT

You 5 know who you are.

]]> ~Razelly Viciousness http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27451046/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27451046/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 14:44:38 PDT
Lie to me and you'll loose yourself.

Break my heart and you'll wish you lost.

I'm so sick of being lied to.

I'm so tired of being used.

I don't think that I'm going to come back. So good fucking bye.

]]> ~Razelly Kitteh http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27329210/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27329210/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 21:16:09 PDT
She's purty.

Her name is Adria.

I luff her. n_n

]]> ~Razelly Hatred http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27219289/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27219289/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 22:35:51 PDT I hate him.
I hate her.
I hate it.
I hate them.
I hate trying.

I feel like I'm dying.

I hate smiling.

No point in lying.

I hate crying.
I hate laughing.

I hate it.

I hate it all.

But really.

I Hate You.

]]> ~Razelly Devious Journal Entry http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27099453/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/27099453/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 16:54:34 PDT
]]> ~Razelly Idea http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26747961/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26747961/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 09:59:09 PDT
Slot One: Empty
Slot Two: Empty

Slot Three:

's Zombie Character. Yayzombie.

Slot Four:

's 'Ve'nom' character. o-o Yayyy

Slot Five:

's 'Char' o-o
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Note me with a picture of your design, or note me the description.

I specialize in canines, but I can branch out to other drawings too. P:

Lol I feel weird puttin' this up. >_>

There is a massive chance that I will not be here for a good amount of time. The fire in LA is near my house and they've said that it's going to burn for weeks still. We've been told to evacuate, and then the fire recoiled and they let us back, but now it's lower than ever and they might not let us back. If I don't show, chances are I'll be on Mobile IM to keep in touch with *Florecent

This looks f*cked up...

]]> ~Razelly Emo Complaints/ Rant - Dont Read If You Dont Care http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26726079/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26726079/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 02:17:03 PDT
Not that I don't always feel bad about something, but tonight I seem to be very... insightful.. It's like I can see everything done to me, against me, or for me much clearer.

Not only does this bother me to no end, but it makes me want to be anti-social. With everyone.

I'm betting it's because I'm listening to some 'emo' music.

Most of you seem to be shocked that I have feelings. Actually, just about all of you are shocked that I have feelings. It's getting to the point where I don't even think I've got feelings anymore. Good friends of mine have left me to rot, but then turn around to drag me into situations that have nothing to do with me. Everyone is doing it.

My mother recently told me that my father is a racist man who believes strongly in what Hitler did/said. I love my dad to the point I'd kill anyone who hurt him, and I have NEVER seen him so mad. And you know what? She's drilled this information so hard into my Brother's skull that he even brought it up with my father's Girlfriend.

One, that's really, really stupid.

Two, My dad is NOT a Nazi, nor is he racist.

I despise my mother. Or at least, I'm getting very, very close to it.

It's like she's not my mother anymore...

Oh yeah, you guys can blame her and my elder brother for my twisted sense of humor. (:

-----Ignored------

I was gone for a good few days. While I was gone, the only thing that was said to me from any of you was from Florecent, and I was bugging the shit out of him to get a response. Like I said, it's like all my good friends are leaving me to rot. They've found mates, or I'm not good enough. And you know what?

Tell me to my face.

Tell my to my face that you want nothing to do with me, and that you hate me. Ignoring me is simply showing that you can't deal with your problems for shit.

---Pissed.---

I'm normally not 'territorial' but I'd like the girls out there to know that if I find out who you are, and what you've done to my boyfriend, I will kick you so far up the ass your intestines will come out your eyesockets.

Don't fuck with us. We've had enough of your deceit.

I know of people already who've decided to mess with my boyfriend and upset him.

Those of you know who you are.

And you're dead to me.

And those who think it's cute to flirt with him? Tell me how cute it is when I gouge your eyes out with your spinal cord.

I'm sick of your actions, girls, and it's not right. Were I single, I would not be hanging all over taken men. One, it makes them feel bad. Two, it makes their mates feel bad. Three, It makes you seem like a filthy whore with nothing better to do than hump a tree.

(:

As for those of you who are trying to get him to bend to your will? When I find out who you are, you'll wish you'd never been born.

---Vicious---

I've apparently been told on multiple times because of my 'attitude' and the fact that I refuse to be nice.

Why be nice to those who don't deserve it?

I've been vicious for 2 years, and most of you all have recently started complaining.

Get used to it kiddies.

---Happy Note---

I drew a picture. >_>

]]> ~Razelly Removed. http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26719015/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26719015/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 17:43:17 PDT
]]> ~Razelly Stolen Stolen http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26557885/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26557885/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:30:49 PDT

If you had a million dollars, what would you do?
Buy a plane to annoy ~Florecent 'cause I luffs him.

Is the dog really man's best friend?
Are you kidding me. More women have dogs than men. >_>

Which celebrity would you want to sleep with the most?
Darrell. He's so sexyyy.

HE'S A CELEBRITY TO ME, OKAY. >:C

Worst fear?
Being ignored. Though apparently it's already occuring so I really can't say it's my worst, but it is. Loldeadinsideplz.

Favorite band?
...
Hollywood Undead
Rammstein
Eminem
Breaking Benjamin
Evanescence
MIKA

That's my craze of the moment.

Favorite show?
Wild Boyz. They do some crazy shit. xD

Weirdest thing about you?
...I love spiders, yet I'm deathly afraid of the little stalkers.

Do you play the internet advertising games?
Nope.

Do you lie a lot?
Yup o_o

Can you read people?
o-o To a fault. More so yes.

Coolest superhero?
..Darrell. o_o

What color are your eyes?
Cold Blue

Last watched movie?
The Happening. Watched it the same time Demon did. SHE RUINED IT. >:C Well. Florecent did too. ._. It's the trees! The trees and the plants, and the shrubbies and the flowers! D: They released a suicidal toxin.

Favorite author?
Darren Shan (Demonata; Cirque Du Freak)

Disney movie?
Aristo-Cats

Truth or Dare?
Truth.

Coolest power?
To make figments of my imagination into actual creatures, objects and people. Though only if I will it. (Not subconsciously.)

Animal?
Wolf
Bear
Lion
Snake
And Narwhals.

Number?
8. When I was younger I actually thought it looked sexy.

Time of day?
Night to light

M&M color?
Purple?

Cereal?
Cereal tastes like poop. >:C

MTV show?
The music one. The music countdown one.

Rather be blind or deaf?
Blind

Do you snore?
No but I talk and moan sometimes.

What are you in your group of friends?
The frightening one.

I'm 5'9 and I'm 14. I'm about the tallest female in my school. I've also got a badmouth and it makes people rather frightened of me.

Would you ever be a ninja?
...No. >_>

Favorite color?
Black/Red

Rather be a fish or a bird?
I'd be a fish, yo

What bugs you the most about people?
The fact that they are so judgemental and yet they hardly know the one their judging. I hate people's rudeness and the people who think the sun orbits them.

]]> ~Razelly Screw it. http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26182778/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26182778/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 02:35:36 PDT

I'm so mad that I'm crying. I have NEVER been this mad before. And most of you who know me know how... tempermental I can get.

So I'll be strong But I won't be silenced.

The wounds are deep, but hell I think I can inflict deeper ones. I care for few, and I don't intend to let anyone else in my heart. Whatever the heck is left of it.

~Florecent

Haha. if asses need to be kicked you know who to come to. (:

]]> ~Razelly Got yelled at. http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26099761/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26099761/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 01:38:05 PDT
]]> ~Razelly Death http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26037087/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/26037087/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 01:49:29 PDT

has passed away to cancer. The date is uncertain.

]]> ~Razelly The Wars http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25807583/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25807583/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 23:04:10 PDT Like I just can't get enough
Of the dying and the lying

I hate myself. I hate everything. You all know this. You all seem to. Warning each other of my passing, pretending to be my little pets to get your just-deserved. You think I can take this? You think I like being so cold? I don't know how else to act. In the Real World, this place of bottled-up sobs and inward toils it keep all my emotions. Just for you. I feel like I'm fighting my own war, but I'm not supposed to. It's like I keep getting shot down in friendly fires and cross-fires, like I keep getting in the way. It's hopeless I know, it's sad I know. I don't know what else to do, how else to act. I'm deteriorating. I'm disintegrating. The acids of words have finally hit the mark, ripping away at my barrier. my shields. She said she loved me. She'd stay for me. She'd care for me.

She lied.

He said he was there for me when I fell back, that he would always be my brother, always be my friend.

He lied.

She said that she loved 'little Razzy' and that she would always. She'd take care of me, get my back in a fight.

She lied.

They all lied. So many lies, so little time. So little ROOM . It's like I can't stop screaming, but I can't start either. I'm screaming in my head, raging sorrow twisted pains, but you can't hear me. You can't read my mind. I'm hurting, I'm bleeding, I'm twisting I'm screaming. I rant, I vent, but really it doesn't help. You all know me. Hell, most of you ask me to fake a smile just for you. Why the hell would I do that? Hide everywhere? Lie everywhere? I'm not this cold, I'm not this mean. Most of you are bitches so why get to know me? I'm dramatic, I'm stupid, is that all you've got? Is that all you've seen? No it's not, so shut your mouth and sit down. You all say you love me.

You're not serious. It'll die in the future. Nothing is eternal, nothing but this pain. Ease it! Someone! I beg you!

]]> ~Razelly The Wars http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25807564/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25807564/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 23:03:07 PDT Like I just can't get enough
Of the dying and the lying

I hate myself. I hate everything. You all know this. You all seem to. Warning each other of my passing, pretending to be my little pets to get your just-deserved. You think I can take this? You think I like being so cold? I don't know how else to act. In the Real World, this place of bottled-up sobs and inward toils it keep all my emotions. Just for you. I feel like I'm fighting my own war, but I'm not supposed to. It's like I keep getting shot down in friendly fires and cross-fires, like I keep getting in the way. It's hopeless I know, it's sad I know. I don't know what else to do, how else to act. I'm deteriorating. I'm disintegrating. The acids of words have finally hit the mark, ripping away at my barrier. my shields. She said she loved me. She'd stay for me. She'd care for me.

She lied.

He said he was there for me when I fell back, that he would always be my brother, always be my friend.

He lied.

She said that she loved 'little Razzy' and that she would always. She'd take care of me, get my back in a fight.

She lied.

They all lied. So many lies, so little time. So little ROOM . It's like I can't stop screaming, but I can't start either. I'm screaming in my head, raging sorrow twisted pains, but you can't hear me. You can't read my mind. I'm hurting, I'm bleeding, I'm twisting I'm screaming. I rant, I vent, but really it doesn't help. You all know me. Hell, most of you ask me to fake a smile just for you. Why the hell would I do that? Hide everywhere? Lie everywhere? I'm not this cold, I'm not this mean. Most of you are bitches so why get to know me? I'm dramatic, I'm stupid, is that all you've got? Is that all you've seen? No it's not, so shut your mouth and sit down. You all say you love me.

You're not serious. It'll die in the future. Nothing is eternal, nothing but this pain. Ease it! Someone! I beg you!

]]> ~Razelly Oro. Sometimes. Srs. http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25673754/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25673754/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 13:02:48 PDT
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-ence profile can help you plan how to address your audience

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
Bawx

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Hell if I know. I was watching Billy Mays' show. Pitchmen or something.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is.
2:20 D:<

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:19 ;;

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The voices in my head.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Not long ago. I was throwing shit in the dumpster.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
MSN chats with Florecent and Gigi and.. 'suffocate'.. ._.

9. What are you wearing?
Only pervs would ask that. >| ((White Skeleton T-Shirt and Red shorts. : D Strange colours ftw)

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes. Want to know about it? Too bad.

11. When did you last laugh?
A few days ago.
Uselless: "BALLS OF FURY. God I can just see a guy's balls on fire."
Me: "lolwth."
Uselless: "FLAMING PENIS."
Me: LMAO. -dead.-

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Blood. c: Don't ask who. You'll get me arrested.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Yes. I saw your face.
14. What do you think of this quiz?
I think it will cause Oro's demise. <3

15. What is the last film you saw?
Mystery Science Theater's 'Werewolf' lol it was epic

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Tickets to Canada so I could beat the Phsychobitch. >| Srsly. She needs to be hit over the head with the Hammer of Truth. :/

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
When I was little, I used to draw rainbows.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would destroy all outside transactions and put up huge walls so people would leave us the hell alone and we wouldn't need money. NO POINT IN MONEY PPL. IT JUST CAUSES HEARTACHE. Seriously. :/

19. Do you like to dance?
"DANCE WITH ME. DANCE THE DANCE OF LIFE."

20. ~~George Bush:~~ Monkey:

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Callista. ;;

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Victor

23. Would you ever consider ~~living~~ abroad
o3o

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Gtfo."

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Any of you guys who read this. <3

Pick ten random people, they don't have to be real:

1. Patience
2. Bri. (lolsexname)
3. Enrique (lolsexname)
4. Saekhor
5. ...JackalsWarlock
6. Game-A-GoGo
7. Jupierknight007!
8.IMRUNNINGOUTOFNAMES. Rinny
9. Athena81
10. Kiddo-Kinz (Gigi<3)

Number 1 woke you up in the middle of the night?
"Gtfo mah house."

Number 3 walked into the bathroom while you're showering?
o_______o He doesn't have eyes so it's okay. If he did I would burn them out with fuglyness. (fuck-ugly-ness. I get asked what fugly means so much. :/)

Number 4 announced (s)he's going to marry 9 tomorrow?
LMAO OMFG. Actually. I might cry. o_o So would Kota. xD

Number 5 cooked you dinner?
;; 'haithar. ilu'

Number 6 was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping?
Helloooo sharpies.. >>

Number 7 suddenly confessed to be part of your family?
Yaaayy! If bigfoot says he's my irl dad then he can join the party too.

Number 9 made fun of your friends?
Betch. Ilu. >|

Number 10 ignored you all the time?
...-sobsobsob-

Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will 1 do?
Fight them off. <3

You're on a vacation with 2 and manage to break your leg. What does 2 do?
Laugh. >| nojk. I think she'd scream. And keep screaming whilest I beat her face in.

It's your birthday. What will 3 give you?
Sum blood plz.

You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does 4 do?
Laugh. D: I think. He may have caused the fire.

You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarrassed. What will 5 do?
He'll make me do it. No questions asked.

You're about to marry number 10. What's 1's reaction:
I'm already married to her. Oro doesn't get a fecking say. >|

You got dumped by someone. How will 7 cheer you up?
lol she'll rape me. xD

You compete in a tournament. How does 9 support you... ]]> ~Razelly I feel so alone http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25596250/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25596250/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 22:20:45 PDT
I have no reason to wake up in the mornings.
I have no reason to stay awake in the mornings.
I have no reason to wake up in the first place.
Maybe I don't want to wake up.
Maybe I'm not going to.

]]> ~Razelly Fuck up http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25575148/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25575148/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 20:05:45 PDT

I...

]]> ~Razelly I can' believe you've done this http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25565529/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25565529/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:38:36 PDT

's journal. And it tagged me.

List ten fictional characters you would have sex with (in no particular order) and tag 5 people to do the same.

1. Cat Woman(Yes, her, STFU!)
2.Batman owo....
3.idk, uhm, Zuko? I'm only doing this stupid thing cuz I was tagged... -__-
4.fuck... what.... Uhm, Inuyasha?
5. Screw it, idc, Kakashi?

I really don't care, I picked random cartoon characters

Yeah, I tag whoever the fuck reads this

(Her answers)
----------------------------------------------------------------------
(Mine)
1. Zero
2. Kaname
3. Zero.
4. Zero.
5. I don't know. Dx I feel like a whore! Uh.. :/ Shit idk. The hot vampire boy from 'Lost Boys'? :/ There was nothing in my journal and I read Oro's. I was gonna ignore it, but it tagged meh.

]]> ~Razelly Devious Journal Entry http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25551235/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25551235/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 19:35:45 PDT
]]> ~Razelly ;.=.; http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25514113/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25514113/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 10:10:20 PDT
]]> ~Razelly What. The. Hell. http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25495850/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25495850/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 13:05:31 PDT 7-12 AM is my class schedule. WHAT THE FUCK! I fucking HATE THIS. I signed up for the god-forsaken class so I could take German. WHICH I'M NOT EVEN TAKING BECAUSE THE SCHOOL FUCKED UP! I'm not even taking ROTC because the school fucked up. NOTHING has gone according to plan. I now have to take Health. All. Summer. Long. I get HALF A FUCKING month off. This is BULLSHIT! God damned piece of shit mother fucking asswipes. I fucking hate this. = =

]]> ~Razelly >: http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25225908/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25225908/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 21:29:44 PDT

Wth is going on? Anyone have any answers?

]]> ~Razelly Left4DeadRoom Character Chart http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25133374/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25133374/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 20:55:25 PDT
Name:
Age:
Date of Death (DOD):
Date of Birth (DOB):
Gender:
Experiences:
Game Player or Interested Civilian: (EX. Played the game or are you a random person interested in ZombieFans)
Race/Rank: (Hunter, Smoker?)
Special Information:

--------------Survivor Section--------------
Name:
Race:
Age:
Gender:
Background History: (EX: Bill was a Vet)
Happenings before A.P. (Apocalyptic Pandemic): (This means what was your normal life like before)
Searching For: (To be rescued, loved ones, friends, ecs)
Weapons:
Special Information:
Intended Change: (Yes or No)

Don't know who the Infected are?

[link] (Courtesy of the L4D411 site and Desert-Chimera for locating said site.

]]> ~Razelly Left4DeadRoom Rules http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25133246/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/25133246/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 20:45:56 PDT (NOT THE GAME AND/OR ANY CHARACTERS IN IT) and will be using this journal as a ruleguide

Rule One: None of the Characters Belong to Me

Rule Two: If you have a question make sure you tab a member of the room by typing the first three letters of the desired contact's name and then pressing tab to ensure it was typed correctly. Then place your message. EX: Raz + Tab = Razelly: TxtGoesHere

Rule Three: Please do not spam. Definition of spam: "Posting the same message repeatedly", thus lagging much slower computers. Do not Flood either (flooding is posting multiple messages repeatedly, limiting people's ability to talk and/or creating 'lag' or disconnecting users all together) because it has the same effect.

Rule Four: Upon making a character in-case one would like to join the room, please have acknowledged that you have read the rules by posting a pleasant message below, and/or stating so in your character-creating-chart.

Rule Five: Have Fun damnit. xD

Rule Six: Most things are accepted, such as being gory or unpleasant, but please do not do anything sexually orientated.

-------- RULES FOR GAMERS ---------

1. Ask your question and do not linger if that's all you needed
2. Be kind about asking your question
3. We frown upon cheating, but if that is the case we may be of service. DEPENDS. ON. WHAT. YOU. WANT.
4. We are not going to play the game for you. Do not come in every five seconds asking what to do next.
5. L4D<3

]]> ~Razelly Broken http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/24520315/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/24520315/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 19:17:30 PDT but my hands don't work I would smile for you,
but my lips seem broken.
I would sing for you,
like we used to do, but my voice just doesn't come.
I would laugh with you, when you tell your silly jokes,
but my laugh doesn't sound good anymore.
I would walk over to you,
but my legs go the opposite way
I think I'm defective.
You broke my heart.
Now nothing works.

I would dance with you,
But I can't move
I think my eyes are broken,
because when I think of you,
I cant see

I think my heart died,
Because I think you're not there anymore
I think you don't love me
My heart is busted
Nothing works
My heart is beaten
I don't want anything to work
My heart is broken

And I don't blame you.
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Just something I wrote because I was bored.. it means ABSOLUTELY nothing. I was listening to this amazingly sad song on youtube and it made me just want to write

And I suck at writing.

]]> ~Razelly OMFG http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/24472457/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/24472457/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 22:13:46 PDT

I was in the shower, all la-dee-da, and then I get out and dry myself off with the towel. I start to put the towel on my head but notice something. I thought it was a patch of hair, so I peered into the mirror (my body was already dried)

And I noticed a giant spider. Nestled into the towel.

That I had just cleaned myself off with.

Karma. Sucks.

Joke---

The first time I met my dad's girlfriend, Ann, it went like this

Ann was cleaning the dishes with a dishtowel, when she peered into the dishwasher and asked:
"Why is there a sponge in the dishwasher? O_o"

I responded with: "Same reason there's a spider in the dishtowel."

She looked down at the towel, let out one of those, hollywood-horror-movie screams, threw the towel, and ran.

I have never laughed so hard in my life.
-------

There was a spider in my towel.

Again. Karma sucks.

]]> ~Razelly Hawaii http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/24119236/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/24119236/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 19:52:31 PDT

MSN: Scythe-mistress@hotmail.com

Yahoo: razellyyagami@yahoo.com

~Sweet~Insanity~ ]]> ~Razelly Ever get the feeling... http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/24084467/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/24084467/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 21:44:33 PDT

Like... you have something against them... and they know... yet force their company upon you... it makes you so... miserable...?

Help me...

~Sweet~Insanity~ ]]> ~Razelly Total. Blond. http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23772268/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23772268/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 22:05:57 PDT

Total. Blond.

I was in Wood-shop today, being a silly TA like I normally am. Someone flung a rubber band at me, and I bent over to get it, not paying attention to the fucking saw infront of me. I know have a nice gash on my scalp that I'm not aloud to touch, WHICH ALSO might be infected with w/e the fuck was on the blade.

Total. Blond. Move.

~Ââ¥Sweet~Insanityâ¥Â~

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~Sweet~Insanity~ ]]> ~Razelly Bleh http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23618422/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23618422/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 11:28:25 PDT

Bleh

Yo Peeps. I wanted to change my journal. It was so weird.

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~Sweet~Insanity~ ]]> ~Razelly Going Insane http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23585099/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23585099/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 03:01:41 PDT

...Wow.. Then what purpose is there for me...

I hate hurting people.. yet I'm called unlovable? Uncaring? Really? ...I'd cry.. but I don't have anymore tears..

]]> ~Razelly ;~; http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23404642/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23404642/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 18:16:21 PST
I blame Bubbles. >

]]> ~Razelly Insane http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23372621/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23372621/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 21:22:58 PST
I can't help myself
Don't you realize?

That is from a song, who's name escapes me. o___o;

R+J4vr

~<3

MY wave of suicide is over... and I don't think it'll be back.
Sure waves of sadness for, like, being ignored or something. But no more... actual sorrow, I predict!

I am talking to him on the phone now.
My superman. <3
My sleepy superman. xD

Srsly. o____o I think he's asleep.
D:

>

]]> ~Razelly ..Help me... http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23314367/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23314367/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 21:12:51 PST
Not that any of you would care...
Not that I'd expect any care...

God..
Help me...

I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE! IT HURTS! God.. it hurts... someone please kill me... please...

]]> ~Razelly Confused ~ alone http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23262538/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23262538/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 18:58:18 PST
My dad's girlfriend hates me (Yes, parental Units are Divorced), my friends have no idea I'm like --> <--- close to suicide. I'm sitting here, typing, and I honestly think I wont be missed, aside from a close friend of mine who is probably the only one who understands me.

God. I sound like an Emo.

-shows UNCUT wrists-
There is nothing to tell how I feel, other than torn-up. I don't know what to do anymore.

My school grades are slipping, aside from how fucking hard I worked. One assignment missed and I'm a fucking disappointment to my family. It's like they all look at me... my brother's can say shit, but if I even hint it, I'm grounded, or I'm yelled at... I was called fucking stupid, and I couldn't even fucking respond without being yelled at. I dissapoint my mom because I live with my dad. I disappoint my dad because I act more like a male than his 'little princess.'

I know he loves me, but sometimes I wonder...

My whole family argues constantly, my two oldest brothers constantly feud... it's like... God doesn't want me happy. The only time I really feel happy is when I'm in WolvenWarlords talking to HIM and when I'm on the phone talking to my close-friend..

I feel so fucking alone...

My mom's bf is silent, and because I'm not around a lot, I have to stand back and watch my siblings joke. When I try to joke, I get stared at, told to shut up, or made-fun-of. Would I have the guts to tell my mom this? No. Know why?

"Raz, that's nonsense. We treat you like the other boys."

Ah, no you don't? In fact, I don't think I could feel anymore disconnected from EVERYONE.

People ask why I'm so clingy to the dA website, and it's pitiful and sad, but that's where I count my 'real' family to be, since my irl one would rather watch me rot and laugh.

Now you know why I'm such a bitch, why I hold grudges, and why I like to enjoy the suffering of others.

Makes me feel like I've got something. Do I? Oh fuck no. Lol.

I also keep having these demented dreams of people around me dying... I'll wake up, and it's like... "Was that a dream...?" Naturally, that means something horrible is about to happen. Hope it hits me and no one else. I won't be missed. Maybe a few remarks on my intelligence here-and-there.

Alright... It fucking hurts to write all this. I'm used to shutting up and shutting out, but its just not working, so I decided 'What the fuck? Let's tell 'em all."

This explains only a small amount of issues. And Hell. I know. Some people's lives ARE harder, and you know what? I want to talk to them, and ask them WHY THE FUCK they're still fighting, when all I want to do right now is give up and give in.

Naturally, I don't expect anyone to give a damn, and I doubt anyone does other than to seem like a nice person. I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't be fucking alive, but I'm here, and I don't give a shit about your persona life, because I'm tired of caring, and get shoved in the face when someone else comes along. It's not fucking right, so I give up. I'm just going to shut down, and maybe my idiocy will get me removed from dA so I can kill myself in peace, knowing all I am to you is 'the girl who got banned.'

Im not really going to kill myself! It was just a statement.

Jackals would be unhappy, and I don't want him to be unhappy so kindly STFU. I don't need help, either.

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Sometimes... (2-18-09)

Sigh. My dad is calling me names. Where to now?

]]> ~Razelly Oh dear http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23217319/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23217319/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 13:56:17 PST

The scammy thing tried to get me. D:

Whoever it is is now using accounts and targeting people on their friends list. (If you get hacked, they go at your friends list with the hacked account.)

OH FUCK.

]]> ~Razelly Take it back http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23200165/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23200165/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 16:28:40 PST

I REALLY HATE LIFE.

REALLY.

]]> ~Razelly Sometimes... http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23144636/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23144636/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 18:24:29 PST REALLY hate life. >_o

]]> ~Razelly SHET http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23112577/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/23112577/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 22:34:51 PST ecially some peeps thar. They're like meaners n' shet. o3o Makes me want to kill babies. e_e Srsly. o3o STAYOUTTAMAHCLOSET. THars a dead child in there. o_o

HOLLY GAVE IT TO ME. I SWEARZ. o3o

]]> ~Razelly tagged. ;-; http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22944313/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22944313/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 13:35:18 PST |2|.Each tagged person must post 8 things about their selves on their journal.
|3|.At the end you have to choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.
|4|.Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.
|5|.NO tag-backs.

1. I don't like people. o_o
2. I like fl3nd3r. <3
3. Anything that splurts blood on a regular basis is awesome. (AKA. fountain (want!) or emo person. C: )
4. I hate being tagged. IT makes me want to kick children.
5. I love dragons.
6. I love fl3nd3r <3
7. I like wolves
8. I'm really far on a rented game, but I have to return it tommorrow. o_o D:<

I TAG...

, (fl3nd3r whos icon is funky and doesn't like to be posted. o3o;

:iconkiddokinz:

(I'M RUNNING OUT OF PEOPLE HERE.)

AND ANYONE ELSE OF YOU NINNIES THAT READS THIS ON A REGULAR BASIS. WHO I HAVEN'T SAID ALREADY. o3o

]]> ~Razelly tagged. ;-; http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22944277/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22944277/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 13:34:17 PST |2|.Each tagged person must post 8 things about their selves on their journal.
|3|.At the end you have to choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.
|4|.Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.
|5|.NO tag-backs.

1. I don't like people. o_o
2. I like fl3nd3r. <3
3. Anything that splurts blood on a regular basis is awesome. (AKA. fountain (want!) or emo person. C: )
4. I hate being tagged. IT makes me want to kick children.
5. I love dragons.
6. I love fl3nd3r <3
7. I like wolves
8. I'm really far on a rented game, but I have to return it tommorrow. o_o D:<

I TAG...

, (fl3nd3r whos icon is funky and doesn't like to be posted. o3o;

:iconkiddokinz:

(I'M RUNNING OUT OF PEOPLE HERE.)

AND ANYONE ELSE OF YOU NINNIES THAT READS THIS ON A REGULAR BASIS. WHO I HAVEN'T SAID ALREADY. o3o

]]> ~Razelly New rule. WTF? http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22567603/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22567603/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 19:43:34 PST

Apparently theres some crazy new rule in LP that declares we are not aloud to fight.

Well sure theres a lot of reasons why we shouldn't, but I believe it was mainly made for those too chicken to actually stand up for themselves, so they screwed over the people who actually CAN stand up for themselves.

Okay, it's a chat, I know, and theres some casualties, but again it's a chat.

Resurrect your character? That works, you know. c:

This rule is the new "No Killing in Luckypuppy"

If you agree that this is an utterly insane.

Yes Prayer, this means you can't dissect or do any body-raping. c:

Theres a ton of issues with this rule, and if you agree, post this in your journal, and add anything to it if you choose.

]]> ~Razelly Tagged http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22534694/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22534694/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 22:01:01 PST

1-POST THESE RULES IN YOUR JOURNAL

2-EACH TAGGED PERSON MUST POST 8 FACTS ABOUT THEMSELVES IN THEIR JOURNAL.

3-AT THE END, YOU MUST TAG 4 PEOPLE AND POST THEIR ICONS IN YOUR SAME JOURNAL.

4-GO TO THEIR PAGE AND SEND THEM A MESSAGE THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.

5- NO TAG-BACKS.

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1. I am sometimes homophobic.
2. I like drawing. (duh, lol.)
3. Sometimes I wish I wasn't created.
4. I often wonder how I was created, and why I'm so bane on everything.
5. I love

with an undying passion. <3
6. I hate being tagged.
7. I like blood and wolves.
8. I love reading. (People say I eat books for breakfast, because I have so many and I read them so fast. |D)

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I tag...

=> Good luck,

]]> ~Razelly Sorrow http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22401979/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/22401979/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 19:17:21 PST

I didn't really like Jenn, because... well I just didn't like all the happiness she had. It kinda drove me crazy, you know? I'm all... wallow-y and depressed and here she is throwing a crown of flowers over my head.

Dad said she tried to joke after the surgery. (she called dad.) She was always too happy...

I hope she makes it..

]]> ~Razelly Neat-o http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/21460932/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/21460932/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 20:05:11 PST If you get more than 20, youÂre paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, youÂre fearless.
People who donÂt have any are liars."

I FearÂ

[ ] the dark
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[x] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 3

[x] being touched
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 6

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 8

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 11

[x] creepy noises in the night (sometimes.)
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood (heck nah!)
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Woo! Only 11 : D. Wait. What does that make me? -scrolls up to check.- Normal! I am no where near normal. o_o Just ask

: D THIS TEST IS FALSE ADVERTISEMENT. ILLEGAL! (I'm not really sure it's advertisement but w/e! : D it was fun.)

]]> ~Razelly Sickened http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19961774/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19961774/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 23:15:47 PDT
]]> ~Razelly Departure: Yay http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19887997/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19887997/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 22:57:10 PDT

that I was leaving, and I am. Especially because a certain SOMEONE decided to cheat on a close member in my family, and to fuel the pain, said family member doesn't believe me, and no one does, so I find it easier to just leave. I'm posting this because 1: I'm bored shitless. 2: Some people here still care, even if a bit. Well, Raz is leaving, lets throw a party, eh?

Well I've been crying for the past week because the person I stood up for treats what I did with little respect, which explains my bitchyness cause It kinda hurts half the people hate you because you stood up for someone and that someone doesn't care that they've destroyed you.

Well I apologize to the people who deserve it (kwolf, athena, rachel, and demonjack123). You guys are awesome. Maybe I'll pop onto my chats, or maybe some others if I can. School starts in a month and a half for me, so I am going to be spending my time laying on a floor or sitting in a corner, pitying myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad I stood up for him, but I'm not glad he throws it around like nothingness.

~~
Razelly
~

~

I used to be ahead,
I used to be strong,
Then you caught me,
Crushed me,
Let me fall. I was scared,
I was alone
He found me,
he found all the broken pieces
and put them together again. I'm sitting on a wall,
I'm not going to fall,
because of you.
Oh no,
Not again.
I'm ready to stay,
right next to him,
I'm not going to fall.

]]> ~Razelly ... http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19500773/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19500773/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 13:38:10 PDT
]]> ~Razelly Leave http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19300689/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19300689/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 21:34:38 PDT
]]> ~Razelly Issue!! http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19204051/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/19204051/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 14:19:18 PDT [link] but then it just sits there.... and sits there....

]]> ~Razelly D: http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18518615/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18518615/ Mon, 26 May 2008 21:26:09 PDT

]]> ~Razelly I feel Isolated http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18518422/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18518422/ Mon, 26 May 2008 21:08:35 PDT
]]> ~Razelly I'm sorry http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18219986/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18219986/ Wed, 07 May 2008 23:09:05 PDT issy' as someone put it, at times and I am just really sorry to all of you that I have offended in some way. I know my continuous leaving is probably getting on your nerves and I am sorry about that. I know I am a major screw up and if you think about it I am. I misinterpret things, I misread and I yell at the wrong people. I know I am probably a pain in the ass to deal with and I realize most of you probably don't even enjoy my company anymore, and I know... god I fuck KNOW I am sensitive. I get easily offended by the littlest things and I KNOW you all know that. Maybe we don't share the same perspectives but I don't know whats wrong with me so please stop asking me. All I can say is life is a bitch. Complications stand in my way CONSTANTLY and no matter what I do they get worse or end up being fake, such as when I thought I didn't fit in anywhere and I don't. I don't even fit in here! I'm a killer and a murderer and most of you guys are kind and gentle while I'm this wild beast that escaped the cage. I am just so sorry guys. I don't know what I did to myself to be like this and I hate it. It's no ones fault but I think it's my parents. They pay less and less attention to me. My dad sent me off to Washington D.C. with 20 bucks for a week and a half. They don't care anymore and I see it when I visit the parent. I went to a pool with my friend and my friend was paying more attention to her conversation with her brother and her phone than talking to me so I know I don't fit in. I'm trying to fit in and I am trying to be healthy... its getting better, I am able to handle more but its getting.... slow. I am so sorry all of you that I most likely offended in some odd way.

]]> ~Razelly Departed http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18187234/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18187234/ Mon, 05 May 2008 19:34:20 PDT
I can't deal
With the torture
I can't find
My ways out

Its getting worse
The torment
Never stops
Trying to escape

Its dark
There is no light
I'm trapped within
This blood

I CAN'T GET OUT OF HERE
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY
I'M LOST
I'M GONE

Stuck in this web
I'm breaking
I'm esca-ping
I see it there

My legs bleed
My bones break
My blood boils
My heart aches

There it is!
I call to you!
'Can you heeaarr me?
Can you Heeaarr me?'

Lost within myself
Breaking out with time
Crumpled up and broken
A sad state of repair

I'm getting up
I'm running by
I'm fleeing here
And now...

I've gone..........

Athena, Kwolf, you guys know what this song means. .-.

]]> ~Razelly Beaten into Submission http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18014019/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/18014019/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 20:27:59 PDT
Time is running short
I can't find my way out
I'm suf-fo-cating
In this box

I can't free myself
I'm the Lost and Unfound
I'm the girl you tell your secrets too
They might not effect you
But it damages me too

My ways are falling
My mind is slipping
Into the Da-aa-rk
Theres no light
I ca-annot see

Dripping away
Falling apart
I can't be fixed
No matter
I don't care anymore

I have no emotions
You notice it too
I'm feeling numbness
I wont be new

Depression is eating me away
Its eating me whole
Its eating me
Its eating me

I'm being saved
Though its slow and painful
He's saving me
And patient with me

When I'm crazy
He's always there
When I'm bad
He turns it around

I may not be the same
And I crave for my old
bBut theres no way
Theres no way.
I'm the ss-aa-mm-ee

]]> ~Razelly My Song http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/17980819/ http://Razelly.deviantart.com/journal/17980819/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 18:02:20 PDT
I hear your voice
But you can't hear mine
I can't see the light
I only see dark

My life isn't worth what I say it is
Cause its all just a big amusement park
Its all written on the chart
'Life isn't the same'

I say I'm fine
You know me better
Or do you know me at all
Can you see these tears?

I keep the secrets
And you keep mine
I don't feel like giving
Cause I'm just lyin'

My fears have grown
And I keep you safe
Yet these tears glisten
Now its your turn

Here I say
That I'm not the same
I'm a changed person
Thought wrong in the begining

Its easy to change
But its hard to stay that way
This song makes no sense to you
And neither does it me

I say what I know...
I sing what I can
I laugh when I think
Though never do you care

Life isn't worth what I say it is
Cause its all just a big amusement park
Its written on the charts
'I'm not the same'
This was written by me. Hope you like it.. I will try other songs sometime.

]]> ~Razelly