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RULES:
Answer all questions and tag three or more people

Me-
appearance;
I am about 178cm tall, and weight bit depends IF I go to gym or not. X3
Also my eye color is brown I guess but it does seem like there is tone of green there for some reason.
Got two ear rings in my right ear.
Preferring also to have my hair short but not too short.
Clothes I wear are mostly black or dark grey, I prefer bit more tight jeans with a belt included. I can't just stand loose clothes on me, heh. ^_^" But I might make small exceptions such as having dark blue jeans, OR even a YELLOW t-shirt, I got ONE!
During winter or cold days I also prefer wearing modern wool shirts, with zipper on them in the middle and also a black leather jacket if it gets very cold.
I also like to wear combat boots of my liking I haven't really worn sneakers of any kind for many years...

Likes-
Food;
I like mostly to eat ryebread if anything because it just tastes good XP and I am more into eating foods with meat. I am not a big salad fan but I have liked one type of chicken salad I liked >_> I also seem to enjoy caffeine drinks quite a lot, coffee with milk goes to me mostly now...
Things I do;
Playing games is my favorite past time mostly. I also read a good book if I find one. This far only Forgotten Realms books have been interesting. At times I also take my systems camera and do amateur photographing.
Also buying/getting DVD movies and soundtrack CD's is my interest and some figurine collecting, mostly its dragons I collect.
Drawing/illustrating of dragons and anthros is fun too (anatomy is hard still) and writing about my story ideas or about my world too.
I also value true frienships and hope that respect will be both-sided in friendship...

Family-
Married? No.
Kids? No.
Pets? Cat, really cute one!
Sisters or brothers? From dad's side a brother, from mother side a sister.
Mother and father? Mother only, my dad has passed away.

Other-
Cat or dog?
Well I might like BOTH if they get along!

Fancy or casual?
Bit fancy but I am not over-stylish. I like to keep it down.

Computer or TV?
I like both actually.

Second language?
English really but school made me to study some swedish XP I have more plans for languages too...

Lived in another state?
Nope never. I even haven't moved out from my neighborhood!

Job?
Still unemployed, SOMEBODY HIRE ME!!!! *Works for money*

Anything else about yourself?
Well THAT's a secret! X3 I tell only if you are close friend... If you betray me I am forced to kill you >X3 Or somebody else will...

Now tag three or more people:




]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/22521233/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/22521233/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 09:11:59 PST
Mostly I have spent time though playing games, but awesome and long-waited titles such as Fallout 3 on Xbox 360 that finally came, closing chapter to new Tomb Raider series was epic adventure too and surprisingly more plot-involving Gears of War 2. Also maybe most scaring title was Dead Space, it got me so much on my toes I got startled of player's shadow for a few times, haha!

Many great movies came too, well mostly now saying about superhero movies... Dark Knight, Iron Man and Incredible Hulk of which I went to see Iron Man and Dark Knight in the movie theatre. Good memories of them both too. among many other interesting movies on DVD that I keep "collecting"...

But some shits, sadly... I also have been betrayed by some people of whom I thought to be more of a friends to me... But they weren't... This one guy, never replying anything I say, never talking to me about anything, always his attention on everything else. It really stings like hell also because HE did say that we were "best friends"... Some friendship indeed. More yet, this guy's apparently so much of a pussy that he actually listens to all idiots around him who keep telling him to stay away from me. He then is apparently so feeble-minded that he actually listens to them! Oh well, life's such a bitch on ya...

But moving on! Bit about major misshaps too, for instance my PC again started acting up almost like it wants to, works if it wants XP I cannot watch really any videos, or play games either. The screen begins to go on and off and also comp freezes then. I should maybe just reinstall Windows but I turned out to be so lucky that I broke my DVD drive so... That's it from fixing it! And it's still unfixed... Maybe soon I get this thing running better again...

About Machintos laptop of mine too, it was taken to be repaired almost anyway possible... It turned out really to be question about money then and was it really worth it... Good thing is my mac had really nothing else serious except the cable that goes to it's screen. It might be damaged and sooner or later it will die out permanently, so its goodbye for that thing then.
Well I am having new Mac laptop, even more new model that came out just in the last year's autumn! How nice is that! Much faster and... Better... Kinda, well if ONE key breaks, on its keyboard. That's already about 500 euros repairs! Simply because on this new one, it's now all one big circuit board, that's what they said in store and it all has to be changed then if only one tiny thing might break up. Well I am not gonna be sceptical that i trash it up! No need to anyway...

Well also about music, I started kind of to quit downloading songs and began buying the music I so much love on actual CD's. in few short months I managed to get about 16 Soundtracks already! Most of them are slightly hard to get because of my taste, which is into game musics. And I am not stopping yet at all, I am already now waiting to get 5 sets of soundtracks more now! XD
But it's not just game music btw, some movie soundtracks are awesome stuff too.

Maybe last thing then, well 'sadly' I did not get much creative on 2008 as I excpected, but I should be glad actually that I did sketch out some things, and even actually inked and somewhat colored them too! Also my writings had not proceeded much anywhere, but I did type few bit of things there and there at least, so all did not go in vain I just have to be glad about all I do, and hopefully on 2009 I do even more!

Very much thanks to few good friends of mine that have stayed around... And have not gone anywhere... yet at least heh...
from being around and talking this and that, keep up the good work! Good modeller and photoeditor... Draw less scary christmas picture next year though XD
A long-time, long-distance friend over the net with whom I share apparently all of my creative ideas. Your arts inspired me years ago like lighting out of the blue sky. Good and cute artist and awesome photographer.
~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/21065389/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/21065389/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 14:45:12 PDT

Simple rules: You don’t need to tag anyone, but you’re more than welcome to. Do as many characters for this tag as you like, but only do as many as you think you can handle. Have the characters tell the truth. Most important of all, have lots of fun! ^__^ Oh, and before I forget, you don’t have to do any question after seven. You certainly can if you WANT to, but only if you want to. Those are all optional.


I found somewhat interesting interviewables...

Kiana
Benjamin
Carmen
Darion
Natalia


They are anthromorphic Dragons with each more or less knowing what goes on with pretty much about... Who knows!



1) Hi! We’ve probably never met before, so, I’m curious…what’s your name?

Kiana: Well... It's... Kiana, I've not heard though really of many others around, is my name rare?

Benjamin: It's Benjamin, Ben for friends. Wanna be my friend??

Carmen: Carmen, and you better remember that... I won't bother to repeat myself...

Darion: Yo! The Name's Darion, Dar for short, with one or two r's dude!

Natalia: Hi I'm Natalia, don't worry this'll go all right.



2) Well, it’s certainly a pleasure to meet you! Now…any of you already know each other?

Kiana: Ahem... Actually I know everyone else... Were... siblings...

Benjamin: You must be joking! I know these people like my own pockets! Hey how did the frog get in there...?

Carmen: Course I know these people, as much I hate to admit it with some parts, we are family-related...

Darion: What sort of question is that! These all are my family! Hehehe... I knew the frog was useful...

Natalia: Please forgive my brother, he cannot help himself at times.



3) I see! Well then, let’s find out how well you’d all work together, shall we? If you were all on the same team in some sort of sport, where would you be on the team, and what sport do you think you’d be playing?

Kiana: Umm... I never was good in sports... What's that thing called... Maybe 'soccer'?

Benjamin: I heard of this cool thing, called rugby, you get to tackle others and the ball is carried in your hands... And... Stuff...

Carmen: Rugby? I dunno about it but tackling... Shame that Dar then has to be on same team... Can we put him against us? Please say it can be done...

Darion: I KNOW! This thing called BASKETBALL! I saw this cool move called "DUNK" it seemed SWEET! Ohh yeah...

Natalia: Sports? Why can't it include something more silent like library and lots of interesting books? Or shopping mall?! How about something about huge shopping spree? That would be great!



4) Sounds fun! Do you have any sort of interesting talents?

Kiana: Talents umm... I can... Turn into.. My animal form?

Benjamin: Talent's umm... Let me think a while? Is the 'removable finger' a talent?

Carmen: Listening to these two idiot boys' babbling? Sure I do, I can listen for hours before I want to smash their snouts to wall...

Darion: Hey! We can do more than that We can move in t...

Natalia: DAR SHUSH! Sorry, my brother has weird ideas. Yes we can move in TOMORROW... No further comment!



5) Cool! Ever been somewhere really interesting?

Kiana: Umm... I once... I was with... I went to the mountain tops once, skiing vacation...

Benjamin: Me too, But I did this... Snowboarding, with my daugher, no she is not around now, she has a boyfriend.

Carmen: I came out of my room to be interviewed with these boring questions... *yawn*

Darion: Aww guys! We did go to that other...

Natalia: DAR SHUT UP! Ehm sorry my outburst, my brother is starting to give me a headache... Yes we TOGETHER went to this seaside holiday resort too, emm surfing is.. Kool?



6) Well then, that IS interesting! Hey, if you could have anything you wanted, what would it be?

Kiana: I wish I could already be with my... *daydreams*

Benjamin: I'd want something so cool... *silence* ...Lil' sis put me to think... I actually want my little girl to be safe and sound, with that guy he's with.

Carmen: At times I do wish I could shut up everyone around me at my own will... Especially bros...

Darion: What I would like... CHOCOLATE! LOT OF IT! Like ton NO! TWO TONS!

Natalia: Uuugh... I start to wish the same as Carmen does...

Carmen: Thanks, I do hope that OUR wish comes true... someday.



7) Really? I wonder what I would wish for…anyway, I’m running out of ideas for questions, so I guess this is the... ]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/20886108/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/20886108/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:58:31 PDT
Going to the gym, the place I visit is bit costing and I've heard its "overfilled" with people but I apparently go on perfect time when everyone else still are at work. I like it there, lifting those weights and putting that strain on my muscles. I used to do it years ago but all that was gained is now lost, shame. But I hopefully do get it all back and keep it that way, heh.

Hopefully this also helps me to be more motivated towards drawing and writing things, but writing is now on hiatus because my laptop is being repaired, I prefer to write the stuff on it.

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/20854230/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/20854230/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 08:02:30 PDT
My PC is still screwed up and nothing has been done to it either but I can use it somewhat, God have mercy on my wallet when it's time to get repaired comes...

Besides that and some people that keep bothering and ignoring me with their annoying behavior and attitude, things aren't that bad really. Anyways would be cool to get some Xbox Live friends too...

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/20764673/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/20764673/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 17:50:46 PDT
Ja vitut! Indeed! My computers here have been getting bit awkward to use for reason or another, just recently, some... Weeks ago already I noticed that my Machintos laptop's mouse ain't so responding at all, it has gone into down-pressed state and might even be left like that! Oh geez great. That makes the computer use almost totally impossible.
That is not all that has happened to it though, It has a tiny dent on the keyboard part that came in an unfortunate tiny accidental incident, and I even spilled a bit SODA DRINK on this comp! That almost gave me a heart attack when it happened, miracle is that this little bastard didn't die out on me... How strange but fortunate, or that happens too much in TV as always.

Like things could not be more shitty, of course also my PC is starting to be a real shitpile on me again. That old harm-causing bastard this time has been slowing down like hell again, and this time it also shows unwanted, different color pixels on screen, sheez, and it seems to be increasing! Just recently the screen has gone black for few times too! I cannot say if the fault is in graphics card or its drivers or is my stupid comp screen dying out on me!? Bleh with this all... No, Ja vitut I say!

But on top of all that, I just today have broken PC's DVD Drive! I had left it pointing outside after making a back-up DVD disc full of useful stuff I need later on... As I returned to sit down on chair I accidentally hit the opened drive with my SHOULDER! Wham and there it went! Now I cannot close NOR open it... How swell...

Oh and it's also a bitch to reinstall the Windows I use on PC... I just see it to be SO over-frustrating! First some hour of formatting the hard drive, then installind the Windows, THEN after that, a shitload of drivers need to be put in that every tiny bit of that crap gets to work. And then all the other programs and finally the least important, in a way, games I want to play sooner or later. That will eat entire day from me every time I do it and even IF I would have to do it only ONCE A YEAR... I really do get all bleh about this.

So, I here by announce this day to be JA VITUT-day!

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/20385371/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/20385371/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 02:55:30 PDT
The past two weeks and bit more back then... Have been more or less interesting time more or less. My sister and her kid came to visit though for two weeks and just have left. Before it was that I had more or less serious fight with sister and even something with her kid! Oh geez, but now its different we got along fine again, it has started to go better these days with those two.

Sister brought also 4 of their Xbox 360 games that I tried out more or less... And I got good laughs about Kameo, sister could not beat the first boss in game (mini boss actually) and then I go and play entire game through in some 3 days! She called me shithead from that I really had laughs out of that, another came from that I also did same with Harry Potter: Order of the Phoenix... Was worth another good laughs that I had when I told sis and she got annoyed at me.

I let my niece to play on my games that she saw interesting and watch some DVDs too, I guess she wasnt so bored. Bit annoying was that sister kept occupying my PC and was using it to play Second Life. But since my comp has some "tiny issues" such as it slows down a lot etc (Reinstalling Windows would be good but I cannot care now) She crashed my PC even few times with blue screen! hehe...

Shame though, those two didnt stay here much since our grandfather so badly wanted them to be with him... Sadly I must say I cannot like him really, he is way over my standing. Always complaining what others do and keeps on insulting pretty much EVERYONE from EVERYTHING. Its bit hard being around with him without getting annoyed too much.

Anyways I've been having kind of fun, sister even let me have some of the games for myself that she brought, I guess I visit Gamestop soon to give in a game or two.

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/19900663/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/19900663/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 15:55:59 PDT
]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/19151056/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/19151056/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 16:54:07 PDT
But I got lucky and had a chance to get chat with him finally then, we got several problematic things like time difference, friend is lacking his own comp, his lack of free time also and... Well said straight, his parents are purely assholes.

Those two are trying to keep my friend away from me without letting him to have any single contact to me. When he uses the comp those two even breath at his neck looking everything he does on comp and he cannot even give a single comment to my DA postings! What a bunch of NAZIS!

Sadly I even fear that my friend might get brainwashed by those totally in some part, he just does not have any choice of saying something back or they probably kick his ass around the entire house and probably neighborhood too...

For some reason I dont even wonder if they would be checking what I am doing here at least too... Well if they see this... Only thing I am gonna be sorry about is that I cannot leave my friend behind and will keep talking to him even if he wont be responding. So sue me people, that's your own funeral then V_v

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/19019818/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/19019818/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:18:35 PDT
Yeah I haven't really updated this because I've also had nothing to post here really, but I bit feel like giving out something, ACTUALLY deviation or TWO finally! Woooow...

I just have been putting lot of stuff into scraps because of feeling they arent ready so thats why they are there so PUHLEAAASE people check the scraps, who knows what treasures you can find XP

Life has been a breeze, expect for meeting backstabbing assholes again... Well I've let them to hear peace of my mind and also it is so sad how cruel place the world is. Some people have been trying to keep a friend away from me and apparently they succeeded to brainwash the poor bastard... I cut off with that guy because of not speaking to me NOT ONE BIT and it will also stay that way until this one gets some backbone to talk back actually.

That might have sounded cruel but thats just how it really is, I just cannot stand some pathetic people who cannot live their life to the fullest and deny things only because of something else says it is not right. Screw such and do live as you want it to be right! Okey dokey?

Anyway just like said... I have not been much creative, games do eat most of my time because of being just TOO interesting, most recent purchade has been Ninja Gaiden II at though it was buggy, it has been one awesome experience!

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/17123318/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/17123318/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 19:38:36 PST
Well honestly I just have not cared a shit about DA and it's stuff, there happens to be around, not so much hopefully anymore, some uncomfortable people who are plainly asses in life. They happen to hang around in DA too and encountering them... Well has kinda decreased my interest of coming to this craphole and see the people around with their doodles, these days really, I don't care. I have also been not really sketching because there is around nobody interestin enough to get me inspired to do anything creative.

But well I've had nice time people! Been sittin' here around, playing my games and getting them even more to play them, some even to play later because I can play only one at time. Especially since I did finish my school finally at LAST YEAR'S autumn, I've been just enjoying all the time now that I can have but, some mean people already are trying to get me to have some kind of a JOB! Excuse me but serious problem is, I cannot even think about that option!

So I've ended up telling them to screw themselves and that I will get to that later sometime. But I still want to enjoy of this free time I can have... I might though go to an evening high school. I think I want to get also a high school papers of some kind that might work even better if I might want to go to university... Oh but then I might aswell be in my 30's.... Ah well things happen' people!

Anyway just to tell at least now why I have not cared to visit around really. But I also hope that my motivation stays... It seems fragile, I got some BRILLIANT sketches here being made and even inked and colored! I've gotten them also to be so damn good because of my school's ending exam project, Light table! I would have never gotten them to be as good as they are now!

But also.... Big thank yous to my gone but not forgotten classmate who gave the idea to make a light table and also majorly helped in it's making... I owe a lot somebody to whom I can never repay....

Ah and.... If it might turn out that I will not care to add anything here or not to visit this awful place really... SEE YOU NEXT YEAR PEOPLE! Or somethin'....

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/13723310/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/13723310/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 16:52:08 PDT
And well perhaps for now also most recent stuff... My mother's mother passed away short time ago and it has pressed me down kinda, but I am sure the pain and sorrow I feel about it is not biggest... I was trying to be ready for that day and now it finally came... I already have been told to be one of her coffin carriers. That kinda made me bit nervous too, first time for that too you know...

but yeah sorry that I slack so much with DA... this place kinda... has not been interesting from me... Maybe it's the people around... bleh. And well sorry also that I have not put all the stuff I do on show...

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/11844309/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/11844309/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 15:41:11 PST _<

I just needed to change setting from PS2 and that was it! all worked yay! Also when mother came she brought nice meal. Iskender Kebab! Yummy! I ate and continued playing, showed even the game to mother and made her to play a bit... Heh.

Then later on I went to sauna, most relaxing event of the week for me... I had my enjoyments in the extreme heat... So today was perfect! Though damn internet only...

I come back home, hoping that the net would work... Well it does start working after some time, I go chatting of course, I have many of my best friends there... But I got again ONE email! I am always actually curious nowadays about that I get emails.

So... The email came from my teacher... Telling about bad news... That already made me feel slightly uneasy.

There, in the email, my teacher had seen it to be best to copy the email he had gotten... From my friend's big brother.

There it was, on 6th of February my friend had gone to a surgery, because of he is having a fistula. Because of complications of the surgery... My friend passed away after the surgery, on 7th of February...

A meaningless yell only could came out from me, then thoughts as 'It cannot be! That is a BAD joke!' and I broke in tears. He was a good, symphatetic personality... He would NOT have deserved that! ;__;
But he told me before... We were talking about things, like even from death. He told me that he is not afraid... I admire him. But I could not believe he would... be gone. Why all the nicest of people have to go away...? ;___;

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/11832952/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/11832952/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 17:29:23 PST
I have also failed to get myself to practice the drawing. Like a friend said, I still am doing it. I keep "raping" the goddamn paper I use for drawing means I press too hard. I have not learned to handle pen not so right yet... Also I actually have not even bothered to try out the hand drawing techniques. I hav tried to keep my mind in digital coloring, by using photoshop. Yep I aint no master in that but I know few LIIITTLE tricks thanks to people around...

Oh and my Valentine's Day was pretty silent. Got only few wished that weren't really big and oh shit it's already another day after Valentine's and I forgot to thank a friend who wished that... >_<;

Well I am a person in the end who nobody really might remember in the end... Well that has then caused that I forgot the importances like why Valentine's Day is important. I did not bother to wish Happy Valentine's really at all sadly.

Well so basically things have been quite normal. But I must say I fee bored again but also worried. Bored comes because of that I am again only sitting by comp and slacking, doing nothing. Worried comes that I am worrying about my skills to draw... Sorry but it is the motivation for that now that is basically lost I have no clear images in my head of which I could use to draw something. AAAND that I also now feel somewhat tired... and... Weird... I hope that I don't start to feel sick... >_>; Just check what I went and ate... BLERGH!

]]> ~RazenHashikado http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/11735113/ http://RazenHashikado.deviantart.com/journal/11735113/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 13:10:18 PST

I hope to post stuff here soon or something. I do not know what it will be exactly but we shall see.

]]> ~RazenHashikado