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Molly

-a very beautiful girl, also thought of as perfect, very athletic, and fun to be around, she is smart, and is loved by many, she has low-self confidence, but doesn't realize that people think very highly of her, she is amazing in every way, and has a bitch for a sister (i dont have a bitch for a sister lol)
-An intelligent and articulate girl. Molly's are known to be over-achievers who often harbor kinky bedroom habits.

Moll

-Slang word from Gangland-era America that meant an attractive young woman. It was often used to describe a "gangster"'s love interest.

Catherine

-An amazing individual who beasts at everything. She takes crap from no one and makes people laugh like there's no fucking tomorrow. Sweet most of the time but will shut a bitch up quick. Shes athletic and loves music.. and shes a sexy piece of ass as well.
-a girl who never gives up hope never lets out how she feels and keeps it all locked up inside she tries to laugh but life isnt a joke.shes pretty wonderful

Cat

-a cool muscian, usually a jazzer who can play extremely well.

Blyth-Olson (hmm.. lets see if this works.)

nope. didnt work so imma split my last name up.

Blyth

-A rare specimen of homo sapiens, found only in Minnesota (and New York soon). Valued for her amazing awesomeness and really, really, ridiculous good looks. Often found in the company of other really cool people

Olson

"Olson" is the name from one of the several hot-tempered family lines from North America. With ancestory ranging from scandanavia to polish, the early original angry families such as the "Olson"s migrated to North America like so many other new-world pioneers. North America's weather was and still is a tough bitch to deal with, which is what make the angry families a unique part of North American heritage.

You'll know you are an Olson WHEN..
-Either first, middle, or last name is Olson.
-You live on a farm in Canada.
-You seem to be extremely angry and exciteable.
-Every male in your family is also angry and exciteable.

Above rednecks, yet below high-class, knowing someone from such a lineage is an honor. Although some Olsons have learned to control their explosive reactions, the fact remains that you can still provoke one into an incredible frenzy of old-fashioned swearing, insulting, and fighting.

Just remember that not ALL Olsons are like this, and that there would be evidence needed to prove an "Olson" (haha thats amazingly perfect! dsescribes my dad to a T! except for the canadian farm.. but we did live on a farm! lol)

cookies to all of those who read this

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/27711194/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/27711194/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 16:43:52 PDT
and then, this morning, as i was sleeping in after a VERY long day, my mom came in sobbing... last night, our kitten boo got out.. and got hit by a car... my mom waqs so happy and excited when we got her... boo brought mom out of her depression... and now shes dead... i cant do anything to cheer her up... it hurts so much that she's gone, i loved that kitten so much.. she was so adorable... she woke me up every morning.. but its hurts so much more watching my mom cry... we JUST bought boo all of these new toys and such.. mom hid them behind my piano because she couldbt look at them... she has decided that we will never have an outdoor cat ever again... im gunna miss my boo-bear...

on an artsier note, i have been drawing A LOT in my absence of dA.. it seems that my muse has returned from whatever far-off land she was in lol... i will be uploading the sketches soon, and i will probably do a few of them in digital soon... im also going to be clearing out my gallery, moving most of it to scraps, because i hate most of the stuff thats in it...

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/27140946/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/27140946/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 20:35:49 PDT what also isnt fun, is the blister i have on my foot from rocks getting into my drillmaster... it covers like half of hte left side of my left foot..

in reference to art, i have LOTS of ideas, and sketches, but i dont have much time to actually complete anything.. two of my classes are kicking my ass homework wise.. ap calulus and honors chemistry.. i have, on good days, 2 hourse minimum. the most ive had was like 4 1/2 hrs... BUT! to give you an idea of what i have in stock for ya'll once i have time;
-references of Kenna's parents!! yes, im actually designing her parents lol..
-the high school mascot pony that was requested
-and a picture for my friend CJ of 'a beefy lookin kick ass horse jumpin out of a time portal with lightening'. thats what he wants lol... i was drawin in chemistry class and i was all of a sudden crowded by like half my class, admiring a sketch.. so yah lol.. thats how THAT got started

well, im off to bed.. i need sleep!
bye!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/27083485/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/27083485/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 20:08:35 PDT 1. Molly
2. Moll
3. Kit

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. moblyo
2. razzinaussi
3. ...moblyo?

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. watched taylor swift music videos
2. practiced greyscale coloring techniques
3. done the dishes

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my musical abilities
2. my art abilities
3. my eyes

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. how easily i get stressed and anxious
2. my size
3. how i over think things

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. irish
2. swedish
3. british

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. what comes after death
2. my cancer coming back
3. losing loved ones

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. new shirt w/ hood...
2. shorts
3. um.. socks

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cell phone
2. books for class
3. car!

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. notebook
2. oboe
3. pencil

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS: (or artists for me)
1. taylor swift
2. pink
3. avril lavigne

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. horses
2. bein with her =]
3. playin my piano

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. anything but ordinary - avril lavigne
2. stupid girls - pink
3. love story - taylor swift

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. college!!
2. college marching band
3. living on my own

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. not spending as much time with my grandma as i should have
2. how our relationship is turning... and the fact that its my fault...
3. not getting my tumor checked out sooner, before it became malignant

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. good sense of humor
2. loves me for me
3. sharing interests in music

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. my best at education, so i might one day make the world a better place
2. ummmmmm..........
3. hehe....

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (guess which is which) :
1. i love horses
2. my eyes are blue/grey
3. i am 5'1" tall

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:

*COUGH* same sex *COUGH* :
1. eyes
2. smile
3. hair

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: (same)
1. intelligent
2. caring
3. understanding

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. paint!!
2. run!!
3. umm....sing

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. our farm
2. my grandma
3. freedom to go anywhere i want (on the farm)

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. the beatles rock band!
2. a ps3 to play said game on!
3. wouldnt mind a picture of one of my characters..

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. i got teased a lot when i was younger
2. i was prolly dropped a few times
3. i grew up on a farm

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. playing music (preferably on piano)
2. drawing
3. riding horses

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go horse back riding
2. go for a bike ride
3. sleep

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. tattoo artist
2. equine veterinarian
3. animator

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. ireland
2. australia
3. spain


FIRST THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS YOU THINK OF :
1. buggs bunny
2. nala
3. spirit

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Skylar
2. Spencer
3. Rhyan

THREE GIRL'S NAMES: (haha)
1. Ashley
2. Spencer
3. Rhyan


THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. move to ireland
2. own a gypsy vanner
3. love my life

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26844531/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26844531/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 19:44:32 PDT
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To People
1. I dont care if you want to or not. just fucking do it.
2. I dont like you.
3. Please just leave me alone so i can cry...
4. I highly recommend that NO ONE date anyone they meet in band. dont date within the band!!!
5. Piss off!
6. You arent everything you think you are, so just shut up.
7. No. Youre wrong.
8. Please respect my opinion.. its my opinion, it cant be wrong.
9. Just accept me for ME! I didnt choose for my life to be like this, so stop calling me an abomination! Stop telling me im sick! I dont have a disease. I didnt choose to be like this. I CHOSE not to hide who i truely am. If you cant accept that, then I wont accept you.
10. I just wanna be normal

Nine Things About Myself
1. I am the biggest geek ever.
2. I am very boyish.
3. I am gay.
4. I love horses!
5. I love to draw
6. The piano is my favorite instrument... i consider it a way for me to stay connected with my grandmother..
7. My parents are very old.
8. My sisters and brother are old enough to be my parents.
9. My favorite movie ever is The Illusionist.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart
1. Like the same music that i do.
2. Like the same activities.
3. Understand mymsarcastic humor.
4. Accept my geekiness.
5. Have a good sense of humor.
6. Be intelligent.
7. Dont try to act cool around me ever, just be yourself.
8. Show me you love me every day.


Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot
1. What time is it?
2. What am I gunna do with the rest of my life?
3. Am I EVER gunna get out of here!
4. My grandmother.
5. Kimber.
6. Ideas for art.
7. UGH

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep
1. Finish my homework.
2. Set my phone alarm(s).
3. Turn my phone volume all the way up.
4. Chance into sleeping clothes.
5. Brush my teeth.
6. Turn off my light.

Five Places I Want To Visit
1. IRELAND
2. Australia
3. Spain
4. China
5. Sweden

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now
1. Too-big Harlan Days shirt
2. Favorite jeans
3. Socks
4. Bracelets

Three Bands That I Listen To Often
1. Avril Lavigne
2. P!nk
3. Rhianna

Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die
1. Own a Gypsy Vanner
2. Sky diving

One Confession
1. My 'tough-guy' appearance is only a facade... in reality, im scared...

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26612257/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26612257/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 15:49:55 PDT
You remember watching
-Kenan and Kel [x]
-Doug [x]
-Ren & Stimpy []
-Pinky and the Brain [x] (Brain brain brain brain brain brain brain brain BRAIN 8D)
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! [x]
-Rockos modern Life [x]
-Animaniacs [x]
-Gargoyles [x]
-Rocket Power [x]

You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" [x]

You just cant resist finishing this "In west Philadelphia born and raised" []

You remember:
-Step by Step []
-Family Matters []
-Dinosaurs [x]
-Boy Meets World []
-Full House [x]

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons [x]

You remember reading "Goosebumps" [x]

When everything was settled by:
-rock paper scissors or [x]
-bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or [x]
-ms mary mack [x]

when kick ball was something u did everyday! [x]

You had a favorite song of ALL TIME [x]
Then, You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape [x]

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular [x]

You remember The Original Game Boy [x] (twas massive!)

You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos but never taped anything funny [x]

You remember watching:
-The Magic School Bus [x] (loved it)
-Wishbone [x] (wishbone was the best!!)
-Reading Rainbow [x]
-and Ghostwriter on PBS []

You remember when Yo-Yos were cool [x]

You remember those Where’s Waldo books [x]

You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum [x]

You remember watching:
-the 1st Batman [x]
-Aladdin [x] (yes!)
-Ninja Turtles [x]
-ghost busters [x]

You remember Ring Pops. [x]

If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!" [x]

You remember boom boxes vs cd players [x]

Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them. [x]

You played and/or collected "Pogs" [ ]

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere u went [x]

You watched the original cartoons of:
-Rugrats [x]
-Wild Thornberry’s [x] (i love the wild thronberrys!!!)
-Power Rangers [x]
-Rocket Power. [x]

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand [x]

You collected those Beanie Babies [x]

Carebears [x]

Silver dollars, which were cool to have [x]

My Little Pony [x]

Everyone watched the WB [x]

If you even know what an original walkman is [x]

You know the Macarena by heart [x]

"Talk to the hand" [x]

You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace [x]

Before the MySpace frenzy [x]

Before the Internet & text messaging [x]

When you wish you had a pager [x]

Before Sidekicks & iPods [x]

Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360 [x]

Before Spongebob [x]

When light up sneakers were cool [x]

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs [x]

When gas was $0 a gallon [](it was more like $1.10

When we recorded stuff on VCR [x]

You had slap bracelets! [x]

You Actually played outside until it was dark [x]

63 out of 70! haha i was born in '91 so i experienced all that the magial 90's had to offer lol..

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26419735/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26419735/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 09:25:05 PDT (x) You love hoodies
(x) You love jeans
(x) Dogs are better than cats.
(x) It's hilarious when people get hurt.
(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.
(x) Shopping is torture.
() Sad movies suck.
() You own an X-Box.
(x) Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
(x) At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (DS)
(x) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
(x) You watch sports on TV.
(x) Gory movies are cool
() You go to your dad for advice.
() You own like a trillion baseball caps.
() You like going to football games.
(x) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
(x) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
(x) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
(x) you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
(x) Sports are fun.
(x) Talk with food in your mouth.
(x) Wear boxers.

20/25


YOUR GIRL SIDE.
() You wear lip gloss.
() You love to shop
() You wear eyeliner.
() You have some of the same shirts in different colors
()You wear the color pink.
() Go to your mom for advice.
() You consider cheerleading a sport.
() You hate wearing the color black.
(x) You like hanging out at the mall (only for hot topic and spencers)
() You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
() You like wearing jewelry
()Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
() Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
() You don't like the movie Star Wars.
(x) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (dance..)
() It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, ad put on make-up and accessories.
() You smile a lot more than you should.
() You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
(x) You care about what you look like.
() You like wearing dresses when you can.
() You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
(x) You wear girl underwear (I should hope so)
() Used to play with dolls as little kid.
() Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
() Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

3/25

haha im a tomboy by a friggin landslide lol

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26199777/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26199777/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 21:29:07 PDT [x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[x] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[ ] Three Days Grace
[ ] Yellowcard
[ ] 30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Chevelle

TOTAL SO FAR = 6

COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts (some of their stuff is ok)
[x] Carrie Underwood
[x] Leanne Rhymes (sometimes)
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ]Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[ ] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash (i like his stuff)

TOTAL SO FAR = 10

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[x] Something Corporate (emo? really?)
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR = 12

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers (really? indie?)
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR = 14

METAL:
[ ] Slipknot
[ ] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[ ] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses (sometimes)
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage


TOTAL SO FAR = 15

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[ ] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney (as much as i hate to admit it..)
[x] Avril Lavigne (yes!!! anything but ordinary is amazing)
[x] P!NK (love her.)
[x] The Veronicas
[ ] Daniel Powter
[ ] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera
[ ] Michael Jackson (hell. no.)

TOTAL SO FAR = 21

POWERPOP/PUNK:
[ ]Hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out Boy
[ ] Rise Against
[ ] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[ ] Anti-Flag
[x] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR= 24

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[x] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[x] TuPac
[x] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[ ] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West (he's aweful in concert tho..)
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy


TOTAL SO FAR = 30

SKA:
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ]The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[x] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[ ] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR= 32


ROCK:
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All-American Rejects
[x] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink-182 (This is rock?)
[ ] Madina Lake

TOTAL SO FAR = 40

CLASSIC ROCK: (hells yah!)
[x] The Beatles (absolutely amazing.)
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Cure
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] Jimi Hendrix
[x] Queen
[x] Van Halen
[x] Poison
[x] AC-DC

Total: 51

Multiply your TOTAL by 2,
Then repost this as:
I am __% OBSESSED with Music

and this diesnt even cover jazz and classical lol.. yah.. music is my life lol

on adifferent note, went to pride last night and friday night, twas amazing! more like a giant gay convention, but whatever lol. there was a band there called Good Night Gracie and the were really good.. we also had a drag show! there were like 4 Lady Gaga songs lol... the only bad parts were, 1, we almost got puked on and 2, as we were walking away from the vomit, someone laughed with beer in their mouth and spit is all over the back of my legs... it was icky.

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26120927/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26120927/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 01:38:19 PDT "The Mysterious Ticking Noise"-- (best one ever) [link]
"Wizard Swears" [link]
"Potions Class" [link]
AND
"Wizard Angst" [link]

also check out the potter puppet pals at the yule ball;
part 1 [link]
part 2 [link]

go check out the rest of the Potter Puppet Pals if you liked those!!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26036524/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/26036524/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:03:25 PDT
[EDIT] and in the book, did the weasley's house REALLY get burned down??

ok, so, how many of you saw the harry potter movie? and out of you who saw it, how many of you thought that it was a good movie, but a bad representation of the book?? i mean really...
the thing that made me the maddest was the fact that they didnt even have dumbledores funderal!! and since there was no funderal, we didnt see that harry broke up with ginny. and speaking of ginny and harry! THEIR FIRST KISS!! WHAT?!? i mean, harry didnt even get kicked off the quiditch team for casting sectumsempra on malfoy. and thus, there was no big celebration, and no harry kissing ginny infront of the entire of the gryffindor house! there was just a lot of good stuff cut out... but, what they did show was pretty good. i think they shoulda split this book into two movies like theyre doing for the 7th one. but oh well... hopefully people will want to read the books because of the movies now...
anyway, rant over. i know i am a major geek, please do not throw that in my face =]

the proposal on the other hand, amazing movie. lol

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/25942834/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/25942834/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 13:03:56 PDT
Q: Type in "[your name] needs":
A: Little Miss Molly Needs Your Help. Molly needs our prayers. Molly Needs New Shoes. Molly needs to be shot! (whatd i do!!)

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like":
A: molly looks like a flashlight picture published by micromitts.
Molly looks like her face was set on fire and put out with a brick. (sad)

Q: Type in "[your name] says":
A: Molly says forget about him, and all the things that he was
or rather, you thought he was
Molly says remember a time before the heartache began,
before the fight and the fuss
In those days your eyes were sparkling,
life was fully led
in those days you still were smiling,
remember, Molly said...
Molly says admit you were wrong, you know I said all along
that he was treating you bad
Molly says it's so plain to see, you never listen to me
and now you've lost what you had
But I'm still here, I never left you,
no need to be sore
You will realize I've helped you,
that's what friends are for
Molly says good riddance to him, it doesn't make any sense
to sit and wait by the phone
Molly says, since I am your friend, I gotta tell you there ain't
no use in sitting alone
Well, I guess, she just wants the best for me, she doesn't want to see me cry,
I suppose it has nothing to do with the fact that she loved him as much as
I... Molly says...
In those days when we were happy, love was just a game
In those days we all agreed that men are all the same
Molly says get on with your life, get up and dry all your tears
don't let him rule how you feel
Molly says it's time for a change, there ain't a scar in the world
that time won't finally heal
Molly says forget about him and all the thing that he was
or rather, you thought he was
Molly says remember a time before the heartache began,
before the fight and the fuss
Molly says good riddance
Molly says good riddance
Molly says good riddance
(theres a song called molly says! cool! its by Trnqvist Rebecka)

Q: Type in "[your name] wants":
A: Molly Wants a Budget. (haha really?)

Q: Type in "[your name] does":
A: Molly Does Bush. (wtf??)Molly does the Waggledance! Molly Does The Hamster Dance. (wow)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates":
A: Molly Hates Straw. Molly hates me. Molly Hates You.

Q: Type in "[your name] asks":
A: Molly returns and asks, slightly out of breath, "Are you ready to order now?" (haha)

Q: Type in "[your name] goes":
A: Molly goes to sleep! (yay!) Molly goes to Paris. Molly goes insane over the water hose.

Q: Type in "[your name] likes":
A: Molly likes fried chicken. (that i do, that i do.) Molly likes Vera Bradley bags too. (not really...)

Q: Type in "[your name] eats":
A: Molly Eats Erik's Finger. Molly eats a mouse.

Q: Type in "[your name] wears":
A: MollyWear sells specialty dog collars. (i hate that my name is a common dog name.... like half of my friends have dogs named molly)

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for":
A: Molly was arrested for Possession of. Methamphetamine for Sales and four counts of Child Endangerment.
BEST ANSWER EVER:
Why didn't Molly get arrested for killing beatrix she did performe a unforgiven spell? (HA!! harry potter! molly weasley! YES!)

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sorry for the wait in updates!

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1. Do you sleep in your bra?: nope. i find it extremely uncomfortable...
2. Do you enjoy drama?: im amused by it, but do not necessarily enjoy it
3. Are you a girly girl?: hell no.
4. Who was the last person you hugged?: brooke
5. Small or large purses?: neither nor
6. Are you short?: nope! 6' hell yah!
7. Do you like somebody: nope. i love somebody!
8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?: um, if i didnt know them, or didnt like them, id turn around and knock them the hell out
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?: um..no
10. Do you dress up on Halloween?: i used to
11. Are you double jointed?: yes!! its the funnest thing ever to freak people out with it too! lol
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?: um, in a tree lol
13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?: yep
15. Do you call anybody by their last name?: no
16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?: i dont know

"X" Marks the Spot:
[ ] I do wear make up. HELL no.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater. im such a crybaby... honestly
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous. its my only (and MAJOR) vice
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy. hahaha yah, i do lol
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal. no
[x] I like rap.
[ ] I like country. (didnt put an x, cuz i only like taylor swift and carrie underwood, and theyre kind of a pop/country mix thing)
[ ] I carry a purse. no.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer. yah, i would... its sad
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD. fuck no
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD. fuck no
[ ] I own a boy band CD. fuck no
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Guys are confusing. no, theyre just stupid
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.



1. What color is your bra that your wearing?: white
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?: dark haired (girls)
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?: (except this one, it can be male) yah, this guy keeps hitting on my girlfriend and looking down her shirt. i wanna kill him
4. Do you have a best friend(s)?: well i did... dont know if we are anymore... so no i guess...
5. Have you ever had your heart broken?: when my grandmother died...
6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?: yah, but not seriously
7. Do you like your life?: its pretty good... could use a little more money, but so do lots of other people...
8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?: no
9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?: ive been PUSHED into a pool with all my clothes on
10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?: most of my friends are girls. guys annoy me.
11. How long have you had Facebook?: i dont have one
12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?: yes!
13. What are your biggest fears?: dying alone... what happens after death
14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?: so many times...
15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?: yah
16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a
cheater”?: i believe in second chances... but usually if you blow your second chance then fuck off.
17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?: yah. i get a good feeling when im playing the piano or guitar or sax...but usually when im alone lol
18. Do you ever wish you were famous?: yah
19. Are you currently missing someone?: yes'm


This guy or that guy? (this girl or that girl actually)
Punk/Goth or Gangster?: ummm punk/goth
Preppy or Cowboy?: cowboy!!!
Face or Body?: face
Sweet or Sexy?: sweet
Well-educated or Dropout?: well-educated
Armani or Abercrombie?: i dont know what armani is, so abercrombie
City-slicker or Rural Guy?: either or!
Blue, Green, Grey, or Brown eyes?: how bout blue-grey? or, a deep chocolate brown
Contacts or Glasses?: i dont care


More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?: neither... but if i must, eyeliner
02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?: ....who or what now??
03. Pumps or flats?: flats
04. Skirts or pants?: pants
05. Socks or leggings?: socks
06. Hoodies or jackets?: hoodies for the win!
07. Heels or sneakers?: sneakers.
08. Straight or curly hair?: either
09. Hoop or dangling earrings?: dangling
10. White or black?: either
11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?: ...neither
12. Smoothies or lattes?: can it me a DQ Caramel Moolatte?? im addicted to those things...
13. Diet or regular so... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/23613988/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/23613988/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 17:11:30 PDT ok.....
"We bite our thumbs"

-......ok then

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
-a window

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
-um.....RuPauls Drag Race lol

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
-...8

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
-8:01 FTW!!! Ha!

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
-my dad watching the daily show with john stewert

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
-just like an hour ago. i was walking home from school after pit orchestra

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
-the fridge... we has no foods...

9. What are you wearing?
-jeans, a plain white t-shirt, and a hoodie

10. Did you dream last night?
-umm...prolly... but I dont remember...

11. When did you last laugh?
-at pic rehearsal... our director is...odd.

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
-my moms art and a rainbow kite

13. Seen anything weird lately?
-mr. smekens (our director lol)

14. What do you think of this quiz?
-eh...its something to do

15. What is the last film you saw?
-ummm....religiosa i think

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
-gypsy vanners!!! lots of them. oh, and pay for college.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
-i play oboe, sax (any and all of them), guitar, english horn, flute, synthesizer, and piano

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
-rid the world of pollution

19. Do you like to dance?
-not really

20. George Bush:
-is a fucking moron and should die.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
-spencer

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
-rhyan

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
-im totally moving to ireland

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
-the stables are just through the gates to the right

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
-nope

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- Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
- Post the first definition it gives you.
- Tag 3 people.



oo1) Your name:

-molly

Pure form of MDMA (ecstasy), usually a free powder or in capsules. Oftentimes MDA is sold as molly. Should be white in color (when it's pure) but is more often beige or yellow-brown, and sometimes brown or rarely gray.

Me and my girl chopped a 1/2 gram of molly into 4 lines last night and we each inhaled one. rolled balls for 5 hours straight. pure love and cuddles all the way.

-oh wow..... never saw that one coming....
I like the definitions for molly that ISNT about drugs... go look them up XD

oo2) Your age:

-17

The right age to start having sex, according to Chef on South Park

Chef: "The right time to start having sex is 17."
Sheila: "So you mean 17 as long as you're in love?"
Chef: "Nope, just 17."
Gerald: "But what if you're not ready at 17?"
Chef: "17, you're ready."

-.....no comment....

oo3) One of your friends:

-sarah zimmerman

A quiet, sensitive girl. Loves animals and loves to be with people. Not selfish and thinks of others constintly. doesnt always revolve her life around guys, and thinks education is more important.

man, i wish i was a sarah like you!

-that is the complete OPPOSITE of sarah lol....

oo4) What should you be doing right now?

-sleeping

To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.

GET OUT GRANDMA! I was sleeping.
Those were sleeping noises grandma.

-....no comment....again...

oo5) Favorite color:

-blye-gray (had to search for just blue)

The feeling when u wake up at 7 in the morning and remembering it's a monday.

"i got the monday blues"

-haha, so true...

oo6) Birthplace:

-kendalville (didnt have it, so I searched fort wayne)

The 2nd biggest city in Indiana. Now has a population of around 250,000 with the addition of all the rich people who lived outside of the city. Has a sucky downtown area, but it has many great shopping centers all over the place.

Dude, some genious made the first tv in Fort Wayne.

-haha yah... fort wayne sucks...

oo7) Month of your birth:

-october

NUDY MAGAZINE DAY!

- what day is it?

- ...october...


-people are stupid. really, really stupid.

oo8) Last person you talked to?

-brooke

To masturbate or pleasure yourself.

From OTH, Rachel caught Brooke pleasuring herself, and told everyone that she was brooking herself

-......wow.

oo9) One of your nicknames:

-mol (pronounced like mall lol...)

a better, naughtier and more perverted version of lol(laugh out loud).

mol means to "moan out loud".
mol-moan out loud
rofm-rolling on the floor moaning
mmao-moan my ass off
mmmfao-moan my mother f***ing ass off

-HAHA!!! I gotta remember that... thats funny

o1o) Favorite number:

-23 (its really 17, but I already used that one lol...)

The greatest number of all time.

Reasons why: It is...

1. a prime number, as are 2 and 3.
2. Michael Jordan's number.
3. the NBA record for most consecutive points scored by a single player in a game, done by none other than Michael Jordan.
4. the number of chromosomes in a human sperm or egg.
5. the angle between the earth's magnetic and rotational axis.
6. the Tropic of Cancer at 23 degrees N Latitude.
7. the Tropic of Capricorn at 23 degrees S Latitude.
8. a .com and the page is very cryptic.
9. the most quoted Psalm in the bible ("The Lord is my shepherd..."
10. the number of people executed in "A Tale of Two Cities"
11. the smallest number of people for which there is at least a 50% chance that two will share the same birthday.
12. the standard TCP/IP port for Telnet.
13. one of the "Lost" numbers on the television show....also the sum of two of the other numbers (8 & 15)and the solution to 42-15-4=23, all of which are also Lost numbers.
14. the number of times Caesar was stabbed in Shakespeare's Julius Caesar.
15. has been prominently featured in the following: Serendipity, Futurama, Star Wars A New Hope, Monty Python The Life of Brian, Seinfeld, The Big Lebowski, The Matrix Reloaded, and Die Hard III among MANY MANY other movies.
16. the number of flavors Dr. Pepper claims to be a blend of.
17. the number of distinct orientations of Tetris pieces.
18. the sum of U2... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/23495324/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/23495324/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:59:06 PST cookies to whoever reads the entire thing

Stolen from:

My real name: Molly
Age: 17
Natural hair color: mud brown
Eye color: It likes to change colors... normally, dark grey-blue... but changes to teal to light blue/almost white to bright sky blue and to pretty much every color in between... I really like my eyes lol...
Glasses/contacts: Nopers.
Piercings: one in each ear... but Im (hopefully) going to get a bar in my left ear for my 18th

FAVOURITE:

Color: dark blue-grey
Band(s): P!nk, Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood, Taylor Swift, Red HOt Chili Peppers, Something Corporate, Leona Lewis, Rihanna, Black Eyed Peas
Book: Twilight FTW!!!
Food: Rally's double barbeque bacon burger... -mouth waters-
Flower: Lilies and white roses
Comic book: Dont really have one...
Cereal: anything with strawberries
Website: [link] and [link]

CAN YOU...

Sing the alphabet backwards: HA! no.
Speak any other languages: Spanish and a little bit of French
Go a day without food: Yup.
Roll your tongue: Yes! I can even make a clover leaf XD
Eat a whole pizza: If im hungry enough im sure I could

HAVE YOU EVER...

Won something in the lottery: Nope
Snuck out of the house: No... im a goody-two-shoes...
Lied to get out of trouble: Maybe....
Had a computer crash: Yah... it erased everything... -sad-
Gotten lost in your city: Nope
Seen a shooting star: Yah, I was at my sisters house in Vermont and like three went across the sky.. it was really beautiful
Been to any other countries: No... I wanna go to Ireland...
Had a serious surgery: Yah... this summer i had a malignant tumor removed from the roof of my mouth
Solved a rubiks cube: Haha no... I can do like two sides and thats it...
Gone out in public in your pajamas: Haha yup
Kissed a random stranger: Um.... no... thats gross. plus my girlfriend would murder me lol...
Hugged a random stranger: Nope
Been in a fist fight: Close.... VERY close...but no.
Been arrested: No.
Done drugs: Never. They destroy you and your mind...
Had alcohol: Yah... its disgusting...
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose: Thats happened to me, but not with milk... always with stuff that irritated the hole in my mouth... (from the surgery above-mentioned).. like soda. ow...
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom: Nope... but my girlfriend snuck into the bathroom when I was taking a shower lol...
Swore at your parents: Yup... and suffered the consequences...
Kicked a guy where it hurts: Well, i didnt KICK him... lol...
Been to a casino: Nope
Ran over an animal and killed it: Thankfully, no
Gotten stitches: yup, in my mouth, it hurt like hell... the stitches kept cutting into my gums...
Made homemade muffins: No, but my mom does... yum...
Bitten someone: Yup
Been to disneyland/disney world: nope, neither

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...

Cried: Last weekend... when brooke and I fought...
Saw a movie in a theatre: The Uninvited.... CREEPY AS FUCK!!!!!!
Read a book: Im reading one now... Jessicas Guide to Dating on the Dark Side... about vampires lol... Twilight got me vampire happy... but its a really good book. Really interesting. And funny lol
Had a snow day: um.... last month some time...
Had a party: Kinda, for my birthday
Got cursed: A couple of months ago,some dumbass driver tried to get into my lane and like smash me, so I honked, and THEY friggin cussed ME out!!!
Called someone: Today, to ask my dad to come pick me up from school


DO YOU PREFER:

Fruit/vegetables: Fruits! Veggies suck.
Black/white: Blask
Lights on/lights off: On normally, off if I wanna sleep lol.
TV/movie: depends on the movie and whats on tv
Body spray/lotion: body spray... especially brookes : )
Cash/cheque: cash.
Pillows/blankets: Blankets
Headache/stomach: um... neither? Prolly a headache tho... if I sleep they go bye-bye!
Paint/Charcoal: Charcoal
Chinese food/Mexican food: Chinese FTW! especially orange chicken from Panda Express... -drools-
Summer/winter: winter because of snow cancellations from school... and no marching band. summer because no school, and I get skinnier from marching band
Snow/ra... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/23243196/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/23243196/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 20:00:31 PST We just hosted our annual jazz festival on saturday... it went really well. I was on my feet all day practically... we had two guest artists come and perform witb us, sunny wilkinson and steve howton. sunny's a singer and steve's a drummer. we played this one chart with steve called 'bassie's back in town'... we had only like 2 weeks to rehearse it, and we got it up to about 180 bpm... which is pretty fast... we even rehearsed it with steve at around that tempo... but when we went up to perform, and steve counted us off... oh my god... it was friggin 250 beats per minute.... thats really fucking fast... we practically committed suicide on that chart. it was aweful... fortunately the band was the only one to notice, because the audience liked it well enough... well, thats all i got to say, see you later!

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YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better then cats
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt (sometimes)
[x] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies suck (mostly because I ALWAYS cry...)
[x] you play XBOX 360/ PS2
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter (haha, I wanted to be EVERYTHING when I was little)
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] you watch sports on TV (only softball, soccer, and equestrian sports.)
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to/collect footy collector cards
[x] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[x] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[x] you talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
total = 20

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[ ] you love to shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mum for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you wear very little black
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[ ] you like going to the mall ( only go to hang out with friends, so i dont think that counts)
[x] you cried watching walk to remember (omg... i cried so much... im such a sap lol)
[ ]skirts are a part of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you take around one hour to shower
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics/tumbling
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like
[ ] you always/sometimes wear dresses
[ ] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] you laugh more than you breathe
[x] you absolutely love chocolate
total=2

......hehe......um...yah....lol

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B e s t
1. Male friend: My brother, Huck. I hate the guys in my life.
2. Female friend: Brittany
3. Vacation: New York City
4. Age: When I was young and carefree. Like 5.
5. Memory: Going to state for marching band

W o r s t
1. Day of the week: Monday.
2. Food: Fish.
3. Memory: Not going to state this year.
4. Date: OMG!! Kay...that was aweful...cuz now she stalks me...

L a s t
1. Person you saw: Laura
2. Talked to on the phone: Brooke
3. Hugged: Brooke
4. Text message: Brittany
5: IM: My cousin Racheal

T o d a y
1. What are you doing now: This quiz, eating.
2. Tonight: Hanging out with Brooke
3. Wearing: This years band shirt, jeans, socks, and an Ambercrombie sweatshirt.
4. What did you eat for lunch: Pineapple
5. Better than yesterday: Not going to school!

T o m o r r o w
1. Is: Sunday
2. Got any plans: Most likely will hang out with Brooke and Brittany
3. Goal: Umm... finish my homework :/
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Its the last day of the weekend
5. Do you have work: I dont have a job.

F a v o r i t e s
1. Number: 636
2. Song: Right now, So What by P!nk
3. Colors: Blue-Grey
4. Season: Autumn and winter
5. State: Vermont

C u r r e n t l y
1. With someone: Yup
2. Alone while doing this? Yes.
3. Missing someone: Definitely.
4. Mood: Content, im excited about the holidays.
5. Wanting: Orange chicken from Panda Express.

T h e L a s t P e r s o n T h a t
1. Slept in bed beside you: Brooke.
2. Saw you cry: umm... Amy and Allie, 5 years ago when my grandma died.
3. Kissed: Brooke.
4. You went to the mall with: Brooke, Brittany, and Brits gf Amber.
5. You went to dinner with: Brooke, Brittany and Amber.
6. You talked on the phone with: Brooke.
7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it: Brooke.
8. Broke your heart: Kimber... when she died.
9. Made you laugh: Brooke's little brother, Colton

W o u l d Y o u R a t h e r ?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue: My nose.
3. Drink whole or skim milk: Whole. Skim is just water with a TINY bit of milk flavoring. Its disgusting.
4. Die in a fire or drown: Neither... They both scare me. But, prolly drown.
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies: My parents.

A r e Y o u ?
1. Simple or complicated: A little bit of both.
2. Gay / Bisexual: Gay.
3. Hardcore: I dunno...

D o Y o u P r e f e r ?
1. Flowers or Candy: Candy!
2. Gray or black: Gray.
3. Color or Black and white photos: Depends on the picture.
5. Sunrise or sunset: Sunsets.
6. M&Ms or Skittles: M&Ms!
8. Staying up late or waking up early: Staying up late.

A n s w e r T r u t h f u l l y !
1. Do you like anyone: Nope. I love someone.
2. Do they know it: She better!

D o Y o u P r e f e r ?
1. Sun or moon: Moon.
2. Winter or Fall: Fall.
3. Left or right: Right.
4. 10 accquaintances or having two best friends: Two best friends.
5. Sun or rain: Rain.
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream: Vanilla.
7. Boys or girls: Girls. Im not sexist, but the guys I know are assholes.

Y o u
1. Name: Molly Cahterine Blyth-Olson
2. Nickname(s): Moll, Kit, Kittles
3. Where were you born: Kendalville, Indiana.
4. What is your birthdate: October 26, 1991.
5. What do you want to be: Equine Veterinarian
6. Where do you want to live: Ireland.
7. How many kids do you want: None. Dont like kids.
8. What would you want to name a girl: Spencer or Ryan.. i dunno why but I like girls having guy-ish names.
19. What would you want to name a boy: I dont know... Taylor
10. You want to get married: One day, probably.

U n i q u e
1. Nervous Habits: I clench my jaw.
2. Are you double jointed: Yup.
3. Can you roll your tongue: Yup.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow: Yup.
5. Can you cross your eyes: Yup.
6. Do you make your bed daily: Never!

R a n d o m
1. Which shoe goes on first: The right.
2. Ever thrown something at someone: Yup!!
3. On the average, how much money do you carry: Usually, unless im going somewhere, none.
4. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: My opal necklace I got for my birthday.

O d d s
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: Neither. I hate spaghetti.
2. Have you ever eaten sushi: No.
3. Favorite ice cream: Anything with Caramel.
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet: IO dunno.
5. What's your favorite beverage: Pepsi, and Java Monsters.

I n T h e L a s t M o n t h H a v e Y o u ?
1. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes.
2. Bought something: Yes.<... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/21161881/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/21161881/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 20:38:17 PDT
I feel so bad for the seniors... it was their last chance... I feel like I let them down... its an aweful feeling to have.

On a 'happier' note, i am only going to be 16 for about 20 more minutes. My birthday is tomorrow. Yay.

Well... thats all ive got.

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next, I fell off a horse yesterday and fucked up my back.. i was riding this new stally at the vanner farm bareback, and we had been doing good for about half and hour, then he randomly slipped. he bucked to get his balence, and I [popped right off onto my ass and lower back. That hurt..
But! There was a new foal there : ) Hes just about the cutest damn thing youve ever seen. once I get a usb cord for my phone ill upload pictures of the horses there.

and best of all, i have a girlfriend. i am so happy. i dont think ive ever been this happy ever in my entire life. i dont really have much more to say... her name's brooke : )

I AM HAPPY!!!! XD

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So, first of all, we did AMAZING on Saturday. Both at Homestead and at our invitational. At Homestead, when they were announcing placings and caption awards, we won ABSOLUTELY NO captions. And we STILL friggin won the show! IT was awesome! Plus, we beat Penn, who we havent beaten since 1994! We hadnt won the Homestead since 1994 either. 14 fuckin years! When they were announcing the captions, we seriously thought that they had forgotten to put us in the lineup! Cuz, honestly, who doesnt win jack in the captions and still wins the show! and we only beat penn by .06 of a point, and Chesterton by like .03 of a point. We were so fucking happy.
Then, at our invitational, we arent placed, but we still get judges, and we broke 80! Which we, like, never do until regionals! We got an 82.4. And the band that placed first at the show got a 79. So, we basically won the show, even if not officially lol.
And then, this Saturday is regionals. Im so effing nervous... and thats all i have to say on that.

On Sunday, im going to Ohio to a Vanner farm that I go to every other sunday. One of their mares just had a foal, and hes a week and a day old. I cant wait to see him! Then, they just got a new stallion, and I get to ride him bareback through their woods! Hes 15 hh tall, and Romany King is like 14.2 hh, so itll be a bit diff. then riding him. But hopefully easier, cuz RK almost bucked me off last time. But it should be easier because hes been trained for a year, so it should work out.

And now, a quiz, stolen from =Munesanzun

oo1. Full name?
Molly Catherine Blyth-Olson.

oo2. Male/Female?
Female.

oo3. Were you named after anyone?
I was named after my grandmother on my dads side. Her name was Mary Lou, and I already had a sister named Maria, so I got Molly.

oo4. Does your name mean anything?
In the Irish culture, it means 'beloved'.

oo5. Nickname(s)?
Moll, one of my friends calls me Kit. (from the movie failure to launch. theres a character claled kit, played by zooey deschanel, who my friend says has the same personality as me.)

oo6. What do you think you look like?
A person

oo7. Date of birth?
October 26, 1991 (my b-day is in 11 days!! yay!)

oo8. Place of birth and current location?
Birth: Kendalville, Indiana
Current: Fort Wayne, Indiana
(I really gotta get out of Indiana...)

oo9. Nationality and race?
Nationality: I'm a mutt. Im half Irirsh, a fourth British, and a fourth Swedish.
Race: White.

o1o. Astrology sign?
I'm a Scorpio.

o11. Chinese astrology sign?
Sheep.

o12. Religion?
Don't have one.

o13. What's your favorite smell?
A stable, horses, rain.

o14. Political Position?
I'm a Democrat. Go Obama!

o15. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Coffee.

o16. Hair and eye color?
Hair: Roots are dirty blonde, fades into black. But will soon be colored.
Eyes: Blue-grey.

o17. Do you look like anyone famous?
My parents think that I look like Scarlet Johanson.

o18. Are you good looking?
Um... I don't really think so.

o19. Any unusual talents?
I can bend my arms backwards (they're double jointed), and I can fold my tongue into a clover shape. Oh! And I can shake my eyes! It really freaks people out

o20. Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty.

o21. Gay, straight, or bi?
Gay.

o22. What do you do for a living?
I am a full-time student.

o23. What do you do for fun?
Draw, play games, read, watch movies, play piano, play sax, hang with my friends.

o24. Materials to work with?
Photoshop, Wacom tablet, pencil, paper.

o25. What kind of materials would you like to work with?
I wish that I could paint, or color with markers.

o26. Have you met your grandparents?
I've met both grandparents on my dad's side, and my grandfather on my mom's side.

o27. Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Nope. But, mabey a girlfriend after this weekend XD

o28. Crush?
Yup. Brooke

o29. What celebrity would you date if you could?
Hmmm... Mandy Musgravehttp://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20790836/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 10:03:50 PDT Oh well. Our show this year is going extremely EXTREMELY well. out of the 50 or so bands in every class we've gone against, only two bands have gotten better scores than us. We even beat at our last competition some of the state finalists of last year that got better at state then us.
So far we've gotten 2 seconds and 4 firsts. We havent scored lower then a 65.

Im so happy!

But this weekend is district at Homestead, and Im kinda really nervous. We have a 6 1/2 hour practice in the morning too...

But, class is almost out, so I gotta go! Bye!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20424892/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20424892/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 15:09:36 PDT ~Cait (pronounced like Kate)

2. What is your character's name in another language?
~It is in anoother language... in Irish, it means "pure"

3. How old is he/she?
~Not sure the exact year... she's a representation of me, so in human years, she's 16

4. What is your character's race/species?
~She's a horse

5. Do they have a crush?
~Yup! Amy

6. Do they have many friends?
~Not many, but the few she does have are extremely close

7. What planet is your character from?
~Earth

8. Does your character like to eat?
~Um, yeah? She portrays me! And shes a horse!

9. What's his/her favorite food?
~On her horse side, she like apples fresh from the tree. From her human side, candy!

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
~Water, and Pepsi

11. Is your character annoying?
~No, she rather keeps to herself

13. Is your character loved?
~Very much so

14. Is your character hated?
~I hope not!

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
~Nope

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
~Gay!

17. Is she/he a virgin?
~Yes ma'am!

18. Name 3 hobbies:
~Running
~Grazing
~Being with Amy

19. Is your character normal?
~Nope. Not at all

20. Is your character attractive?
~I think so! And so does Amy!

21. How does your character handle emotions?
~She usually keeps them locked up inside her. Really, the only one she talks to is Amy, and her few friends. And even then, she doesnt show her emotions much...cept to amy.

22. Does your character have other forms?
~Not yet

23. Does your character overreact?
~Not usually

24. Is your character a criminal?
~No

25. What is your characters idea of a romantic night?
~Umm.... A moonlit dinner of fresh apples by the glimmering lake, just talking.

26. What's his/her IQ?
~Smart??

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
~Ha, no

28. Is your character dead?
~Nope, shes very much alive

29. Does your character have a family?
~Yes, but she hardly ever sees them

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
~Yes

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
~Whenever she's either with her friends, or especially Amy

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
~Um... if I get what you're asking, itd be my friend Brittany

33. Is your character single?
~Nope! Sorry ladies and gents, shes taken.

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
~Shes in one right now!

35. Does he/she have an element?
~Water

36. Do you roleplay your character?
~No

37. Do you write about your character?
~Sometimes

38. Does your character have a bad temper?
~Not normally, but if you catch her at the wrong time, then run away.

39. Does your character get depressed?
~Yes, quite a lot actually. But the cure is for her to talk to Amy

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
~Um.. other horses? Other than that, she does have a friend thats an otter... whome I have yet to draw...

41. Does your character have any fears?
~Losing her love

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
~Once again, Amy

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
~And again. Amy. And her friends, and her mother

44. Does your character like music?
~Um, yah

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
~uh.... jazz?

46. Is he/she impatient?
~Sometimes

47. What's something funny about your character?
~Her moodswings. She could be on the verge of tears, and then the next moment (when amy arrives) shes EXTREMELY bubbly and happy and stuff

48. Name 5 nicknames:
~Kit Katey Kit-Kat... thats all? And I made those up anyway.

49. Who does your character love?
~Take a wild guess!! *Amy*

50. Does your character curse?
~All the time

52. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
~ Cait: 'hides from the microphone'
hehe...shes a bit shy...



BAND!!! Our first show, Wayne, we won! We got all the caption awards, except pit crew. (if you want me to explain this, just ask)
And we got a 68.4!

Our second show, Bluffton, we came in second. We got no caption awards, cuz homestead is ctupid like that and they won them all. They have a friggi easy show... Anywho, but we did beat Northrop both times! (Northrop's our *arch rival*. Our schools hate eachother.)

Anyway, just had to add that! ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20205954/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20205954/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:15:21 PDT
How come, when evey I got over one thing bad, another thing terrible happens?

First it was my grandmother/best friend. She died of cancer. I had a really rough time dealing with that. Then I was happier again because I met Kourtney, and she helped me through a LOT of stuff.. Then my horse dies. And Im not told. Then my mood shot up again because I met Brittany and shes an awesome friend. Then I realized I was gay. Now, thats not necessarily bad, but it cost me my best friend. Kourtney. Who said she was ok with it... But then I started hanging out with Brit more, so I was happy. Then, I get diagnosed with cancer, and only have a 50% chance to live. I get over that, and I gain two new friends, and marching band starts. Plus I can play my beloved sax again! Now... now its really bad. My sister's ex, whome shes LIVING with, has blocked our number, beats her, and last night called my dad and threatened to kill me, my parents, and my sisters mother. I honestly cant deal with this... Im desliked by my former best friend, Im hated for being gay, and now I have death threats put on me and my family for trying to contact my own fucking sister...

Its too much.. I really cant fucking deal with it...

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20082689/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20082689/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 17:30:15 PDT

How old are you?
16

Gender?
Female

Gender preference.
...female

Your honest, balls-to-the-wall opinion on:



Furries.
I dont really understand the appeal... but theyre wierd.

Furry-porn.
I didnt know they had it... but it seems disturbing.

Fangirls.
Hmm... most of them are annoying as fuck.

Fanboys.
Never met one...

Yaoi.
Its fine. I prefer yuri, but yaoi is cool too.

Critique, regardless of art form or genre.
Some of it is good. I only really listen to a few artists that critique me, cuz they actually know what they're saying. Other times, like when the person has no idea what a horse even IS, now thats annoying.

Manga-style illustration.
I like manga.

Manga-style illustration with a Western influence.
Never seen any... I dont think...

Rap music.
SHOULD DIE!!!!!!!!!

Mainstream pop music.
Some of it is ok-ish.

'GRRL GAMERS'.
Wtf?

Women in general.
Hm. How to answer this one... Well they, in my opinion, are SO much better then guys. The guys I know are insensitive jackasses. The chicks I know only get pissy about 4 days out of the month, and even then its tolerable. Girls are better.

Men in general.
Are douche bags. Not all, but honestly, most.

World Politics.
My dad is a news anchor, so I know SO much about politics that it aint even funny. I honestly hate politics. Its a dumb reason to get into fights/debates about. We have other things to do. Like the war, poverty, gay-bashing, that sort of stuff.

American politicians, especially George W. Bush.
GEORGE W. BUSH IS A FUCKING MORON! Honestly, he was bad enough the first 4 years. WHY the FUCK did we re-elect him? He started a war for no reason, isnt even DEALING with important american issues, and CANT FUCKING TALK!
Dumbass...

DeviantART.
Is ok. Its a bit slow, but I like being able to put my art up on a public site.

Gay folks, whether we're talking boy-on-boy or girl-on-girl.
Why the fuck would I care? Im gay.

Bisexuality.
Dont really have thoughts on it... I have a lot of bi friends.

Japan.
It looks gorgeous, and Id love to go there, but itd honestly scare the fuck out of me.

Pedophiles and Pedophilia.
Im split on this issue. Im okay if it only goes within a few years, and if they are in an actual relationship. If theyre like 30 years, then thats just.. odd.

The Internet Male/Internet Tough Guy.
Ha, I laugh at them. Most of 'em are dumbasses anyway.

Roleplayers.
Dont really care. Never done it.

Myspace.
Dont have one, may kinda-sorta want one, but lots of people can get info on there. And that can be bad.

Straight Edge.
...?

The sex industry.
once again...?

Anime.
I really like anime. And I wish I could draw it, but I suck at drawing people.

America.
I hate it. Enough said, I absolutely fucking hate it.

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20044212/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/20044212/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 15:24:07 PDT I can play my sax again, which is great, cuz band started approximitely *sp?* three weeks ago. And school started yesterdy...BOOO!! But anywho, its all getting better.
The only thing is, I had to take some antibiotics for an infection that I got. Said antibiotics also made my eyes more light semsitive, and my skin more prone to sunburn. So I cant see all that well. But the worst thing is that I gat 3rd degree burns on both my shoulders, and my neck, and that hurt like a bitch. But I went to the dentist, he saw the burns, and he said that it looks like I might be developing skin cancer... So my one cancer gave me another cancer. Yay.
But, on a more artsy-esque note, Ive FINALLY started to draw again. Im doin this 100 horse art contest thingy *found here* --> [link]
Its amazingly amazing. I have two done, and Ill be uploading sketches soon. I just dunno if I wanna color them digitally or traditionally...Ill prolly just do digital seeing as everytime I to trad. I end up fucking it up somehow.

Hey, does anybody know the song that I *think* is called "I Kissed A Girl"? If it is called that, who's the artist? And if it isnt, whats the song name AND the artist? Thankees! *I absolutely love this song*

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19564118/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19564118/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 22:49:28 PDT
]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19510289/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19510289/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 01:06:44 PDT
So, Wednesday is the day of my surgery. I get my wisdom teeth removed, and my tumor removed. Its scheduled for like 6 in the morning, which I am NOT happy about. I thank all that is...um...holy I guess that I am not an in-patient. Meaning, that once I wake up and am stable, I get to go home! YAY!
But, Im not at all looking foreward to this surgery. In fact, Im rather dreading it. I have been SO depressed the past couple of days, and I hate it. Me being me, I hate seeming weak to people. So, I wear a mask to hide my emotions. Throughout this whole ordeal, I have constantly assured my parents and friends that Im fine. I cant let my parents see that Im scared. They both have already gone through cancer and treatments with each of their parents. And now, their youngest daughter has cancer, and they have to deal with this as well. I dont know how they would handle it if they found out how I really feel. They already act SO completely different around me, as if Im not me anymore. And of course my friends are always asking me how Im doing, being really sweet and caring about it. But there are two things about this whole thing that really piss me off.
First is Kourt. She seemed concerned when I initially told her about the cancer, but when I told her that it wasnt fatal, she just said 'thats cool' and walked away. Shes supposed to be my best friend, and she cant even support me through the scarriest moments of my life.
Second is my sister Maria. She just got out of this really abusive relationship, or she tried to. The dumbass wont take the hint. He hurts her infront of her children. So when she told him that she was going to come down here (she lives in Vermont) for my surgery, he told her that she couldnt go. That fucking bastard told her that she couldnt come down to see her little sister after she had a major surgery to remove a fucking cancerous tumor. Finally she got him to compromise, but he said she would only be allowed (allowed. my 28 year old sister is being given RULES by her EX FUCKING BOYFRIEND) to come down for a DAY and HE would come WITH HER! I hate to say it folks, but if that jack ass came down here, I wouldnt give a flying fuck that I had just had a surgery, I would take a bat and beat him senseless. So now she is going to come down in three weeks right before sachool starts. I really hate the fucking lunatics in this world.

I just have all of this weight on my shoulders; worrying about my surgery, if they are gunna find something more once they get in there, my sister and her dumbass, my parents and their mental stability, my friends, and I just cant get rid of it! I have no idea what to do...

I mean what AM I supposed to do? Im a stupid teenager that is scared shitless... Seriously. I had enough stuff going on with being gay. Now I have to deal with cancer too...

Believe me, I know its a whole lot worse for other people in this world... but I cant help it. Im not used to this...

Sorry for that rant, I just had to get it out of my system before I do something drastic.

A cookie and some love for those of you who read through that shitload of...well...shit.

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19251168/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19251168/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 09:44:11 PDT (x) Smoked A Cigarette (I was like 4 and my grandma left the room...)
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
Total: 1

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
Total: 2

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
Total: 2

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
Total:

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
Total: 2

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (friggin unrequitted love.)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
Total: 4

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (whats that?)
( ) Played Dress Up (HELL to the nizzo!)
Total: 2

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
Total: 5

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake (we actually had one here a few weeks ago. It was..wierd.)
( ) Killed A Snake
Total: 2

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (my boyfriend at the time paintballed and tee-peed my house.)
(x) Been cheated on (same boyfriend as above.)
(x) Been Misunderstood
Total: 4

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention (never in my entire school history)
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
Total: 1

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight (friends birthday party...it was kinda wild.)
Total: 2

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
Total: 4

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying
Total: 3

Level 16
(x) cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (that was SO fun.)
Total:4

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain (Im a hopeless romantic though, so I want to.)
Total: 3

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched the Sunt Set/ rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere (I LOVE fire.)
Total: 3

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
Total: 2

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
Total: 2

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube (frozen spoon)
( ) Kicked A Fish (...wtf?)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
Total: 3

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done/Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (did NOT end well.)
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about
Total: 2

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
Total: 3

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
Total: 1

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
Total: 5

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed<... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19237020/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19237020/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 14:18:29 PDT
Let the randomness begin!

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. (lol, im 6' XD)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. (I can't count them)
[ ] I tan easily. (Ha, I burn easily)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my
appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday. (I really hate little kids.)
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years (ever since first grade, baby)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. (SOSOSO embarrassing)

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (im about to)
[ ] I had a serious surgery. (once again, im about to)
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (actually, Ive driven about 700 miles in one sitting.)
[ ] I've been on a plane
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi (YUCK!)
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. (no, but I really want to. Yes, im a hopeless romantic.)
[ ] I've hugged a stranger
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've r... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19170791/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19170791/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:01:13 PDT
Remember when I was talking about that cyst/abcess I had in my mouth? Well, the biopsy came back today. I have oral cancer. They dont know how bad it is. Ill find that out on Monday or Tuesday next week. I feel totally numb...I dont think that it has sunk in yet... that I have cancer. As cliche as it sounds, I truely never thought that I would EVER get cancer. And as my doctor put it, *i wasnt supposed to hear this, but I have been listening in to phone calls today* that even though I have good health, if I have cancer at 16, who knows whats next.

My parents are completely devestated. My mom had to hear the news through her employer, WHILE she was on shift. So, she was at work bawling her eyes out. My dad just seems to be in a world of his own. Ive told a few close friends, but the word will get out soon. Since im in marching band, my parents have to tell the directors, of course, and Im sure that it'll get out eventually.

I honestly have no idea what to do with myself now. I listened to the conversation my mom had with my sister Sarah, telling her the news. I have never heard her sound so scared in my life. My other sister, Maria, is just concerned as hell about me. Im not even sure if my brother knows yet, but im sure he will.

I just kind of had to get that all out. A cookie for those of you who read that.

Ill still be around though, probably putting art up as well.





]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19112826/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19112826/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 16:15:18 PDT
- Name: Molly
- Single or taken: single
- Gender: female
- Birthday: October 26
- Sign: scorpio
- Hair color: naturally brown, but I die it diff. colors. Currently its black with auburn highlights
- Eye color: blue-grey
- Height: 6"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: gay

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favourite place to shop for clothes?: wherever I find things I like? prolly hot topic
- Favorite designer?: dont have one. dont even know any!
- What is your sexiest outfit?: dont really have one...
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: my pj's. Or jeans/shorts and a t-shirt
- What do you usually wear?: shorts/jeans and a t-shirt

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: some organic stuff called...um...nature's gate
- What are you listening to right now?: Girl Next Door-Saving Jane
- Who is the last person that called you?: my sister!! XD
- How many buddies are online right now?: um...none

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: home-made mac n' cheese, or fried chicken.
- Girls names: sam/sammy
- Boys names: hrmm...I like my brothers name, huck *nickname, but whatever*
- Subjects in school: math, ancient world history, music, and biology (science, bio, whatever)
- Animals: horse

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: my niece...brat.
- Smoked?: no
- Bungee jumped?: Not yet, I might in the future
- Made yourself throw up?: Ewwww...I cant even fathom doing that.
- Skinny dipped?: hell to the nizzo!
- Ever been in love?: no.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I used to be able to do that, but not anymore.
- Pictured your crush naked?: maybe
- Actually seen your crush naked?: not naked, but changing on the band bus
- Cried when someone died?: yes. more like sobbed
- Lied: every single day. (i havent come out yet)
- Fallen for your best friend?: damnit, yes.
- Rejected someone?: no.
- Used someone?: no. never.
- Done something you regret?: oh god, yes.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: shorts and a t-shirt
- Desktop picture: hehe, my dream car. a 1971 chevelle. its gorgeous. [link]
- CD in player: none
- DVD in player: none

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: my mom
- Hugged: my sister
- You IMed: i dont IM, but i last texted my best friend kourtney
- Talk to online: my friend xavier
- Sex it up with: nobody

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: with my friends, yes. otherwise, it depends.
- Open-minded: yah, i guess
- Arrogant: sometimes
- Insecure?: yes. most of the time.
- Random?: sometimes
- Hungry: extremely.
- Smart: i think so, so do my parents
- Moody: basically all of the time. i was voted the moddiest person on my band bus last year
- Organized: hah, no.
- Shy: yes. im the most shy person i know.
- Difficult: haha, yah, all the time. 'specially with my parents XD
- Bored easily: god yes.
- Obsessed: with deviantart, band, and horses. but mostly horses.
- Angry: unfortunately, yes. i kinda have an anger management problem sometimes.
- Sad: not so much sad as depressed. but basically all of the time.
- Happy: sometimes. usually only when im with a horse.
- Hyper: not currently, but on bus trips with the band i always am.
- Trusting: yes. sometimes too trusting

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

- Kill?: hmmm...george bush.
- Slap?: george bush and kourtney (shes being stupid)
- Get really wasted with?: i dont really drink that much. plus my parents would kill me, and im underage.
- Get high with: nobody. i dont ever wanna get high.
- Talk to offline: kourtney
- Talk to online: no one at the moment
- Sex it up with: ...no one.

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: take a shower
- Love is: painful ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19100109/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19100109/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 21:27:14 PDT Anyone else having problems?

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19006802/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/19006802/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 17:47:22 PDT
haha, the laughing gas was..hilarious. I started to get ligh-headed, and then I was i lala land. Hehe, it was fun. apparently, I fell asleep with my eyes wide open..It was quite the experience. I didnt laugh, but it was rather funny. I completely forgot where I was and who was around me. I thought it was all a dream.

Anyway, I may not be up as often as I usually am or I might be on all the time because i will have nothing else to do. So, yah. A cookie and pepsi to those of you who read this and didnt get squeemish!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18839554/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18839554/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 10:25:06 PDT [link]

2. Your birth month: october
[link] [link]

3. Your birth year: 1991
[link]

4. Your Zodiac sign: sporpio
[link]

5. Your Chinese Zodiac sign: goat (so close to bein the horse too...)
[link]

6. Eye colour: blue-grey
[link]

7. City you were born in: fort wayne
[link]

8. Place you live now: fort wayne (damnit)
[link]

9. Favourite Season: fall and winter
[link] (i like this pic cuz it combines the two.)

10. Favourite colour: dark blue-grey
[link]

11. Favourite food: fried chicken
[link] (...mmmmm...)

12. Favourite drink: pepsi!
[link] (gotsta luv them chucks!)

13. Favourite book: pride and prejudice (jane austen is amazing)
[link]

14. Favourite flower: tiger lilly and white rose
[link] [link]

15. Favourite singer: kt tunstall
[link]

16. Favourite movie: the illusionist
[link]

17. Favourite TV show: south of nowhere
[link] [link]

18. Favourite animal: horse duh? (gypsy vanner particularly)
[link] [link]

19. Favourite actor: ellen page
[link]

20. Favourite video game: super mario sunshine
[link]

21. Where you want to go on vacation: ireland
[link] (there are SO many beautiful pictures...you should search ireland youself and check 'em out)


22. Dream car: 1971 chevelle ss
[link] [link]

23. The last food you ate: fettuchine alfredo
[link]

24. The last drink you had: cranberry juice
[link]

25. The last movie you watched: loving annabelle
[link]

26. The last place you went on vacation: vermont
[link] [link] [link]

27. The first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex: smile and eyes
[link] [link]

28. The cutest guy (or girl) on earth: hehe..erin kelly
[link]

29. The next movie you want to watch: iron man
http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18747019/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 11:20:24 PDT

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Molly needs a special surgery called a bulla osteotomy for her nasopharyngeal (...wtf is that? I cant even SAY it and I need it...)

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Molly looks like her face was set on fire and put out with a brick. ( Well then!!)

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: There were a few results, but apparently 'Molly Says' is a blog site and a lyrics thingy...

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Molly wants you!!! (..that depends on who 'you' is.)

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Molly does not have cancer. (thats always good to know XD)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Molly hates marshmallows (I love marshmallows!!!!)

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Molly asks him to leave her alone. (I have a stalker!!)

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Molly goes insane! (I already am!)

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Molly likes chasing cats (wft...)

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: Molly eats her veggies (Hell to the nizzo.)

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: Molly wears a top by BCBGMAXAZRIA (is that even pronounceable?)

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Molly was arrested for Possession of. Methamphetamine for Sales and four counts of Child Endangerment. (.....wow. Ok then...)




Stolen from

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18463590/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18463590/ Fri, 23 May 2008 13:10:49 PDT
Yup, Im still here. Ive been really busy. Ive had a concert for orchestra, band, jazz band, a piano recitle, another jazz concert, marching band starts next week, I have like 5 auditions next week, its near the end of the school, and I have finals. Im about to pull my hair out.
I am honestly SOSOSO stressed. Not to mention, pissed. My best friend hasnt talked to me for like 3 weeks, hasnt even looked at me, and is completely ignoring me. I didnt do anything, and even though she tells her FRIENDS to tell ME that shes not mad at me (which she SHOULDA told me HERSELF) I dont believe her.

Has anyone out there told a friend something that the said they were fine with then end up like hating you for it? I think that's what happened here. It pisses me off. She told me I could tell her anything, and then she pulls this. Its not like she doesnt have other friends like that, its just I her best friend. I guess shes not comfortable with me anymore.

Anywho, rant over.

I have a lot of work to put up, so Ill prolly do that this weekend.
And, Im SO CLOSE to being done with your art, *PolarisAstrum I only have the sky and about half of the water to finish.

Plus, Ill prolly be makin ref's of my chars just for something to do.

Cookies and pepsi for you if you read all of that!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18228528/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18228528/ Thu, 08 May 2008 14:51:45 PDT


ARTIST'S Point of view:
Appearance:

1) What's your character's name?
Archipelago
2) How old are they?
She's...about...3 me thinks
3) Are they a boy or a girl?
Girl!
4) Their race?
Horse
5) If they suddenly become part of the 'real' world, and ended up in a very populated area, how many stares would they get?
Uh, if you were walkin down the street, and came across a 20 hh tall horse (which is about 8 feet tall at withers) that has a red and black mane, would YOU stare?!?
6) Is your character considered 'normal' in their own world?
Yep, 'cept shes a *bit* taller that most of the other horses.
7) What would be their most recognizable feature(s)?
Her height and her coloration
8) Would you consider them as attractive?
She's the hottest horse I know!

Personality:

9) Do they have a temper?
Hell yes. You do NOT want to make her mad.
10) Does your character ever get depressed?
Shes depressed most of the time.
11) Leader or Follower?
Well, she leads herself and she follows herself. K?
12) What's the main aspect of his/her personality?
She is really protective of what she loves most (friends) and she has a hot temper. She is also a rather depressed creature, but when shes happy she can be so amazing to be around.
13) Do they have any hopes or dreams?
She wishes to find a mate that actually understands her and appreciates her for what she is.

History:

14) Do they have a family of any sort?
Somewhere, but she doesnt really care.
15) Are they out on their own?
She lives by herself, but she meets up with her friends nearly everday.
16) Have they encountered any traumatizing events?
She watched her grandmother be slayed when she was a few months old.
17) What was probably the best time in their life so far?
Ironically, being seperated from her family. Her mother was secluded and kept to herself, and her father was overbearing and didnt let her have any fun.

Romance:

18) Single?
Yes.
19) Have they developed any romantic relationships?
Once. She met another lone horse, but shen he found his herd he left her.
20) Virgin?
Yes.
21) Does your character like flirting?
She doesnt do it a lot, but she does enjoy it.

Symbolism:

22) What animal would you associate them with?
Uh...horse?
23) Musical Instrument?
The subcontrabass saxophone! -->[link] Big and Loud!
24) What colour would you associate them with? (not their fav. colour… that's later.)
Um, probably a deep deep red, nearly black, but not quite.
25) Element?
Fire

Showing the Love:

26) Do you draw your character?
Only all the time!
27) Do you write about them?
The only time is when Im doin these quizzes, or when I have to give backgrounds
28) Have you ever drawn/written about them as the opposite gender?
No, but I can definitely picture her as a he Sorry Archi!
29) Do you use them in any rpgs?
...what are rpgs?
30) What other ways have you appreciated them?
I wish I was as free as her, not having school or anything else to worry about.

Miscellaneous:

31) Is your character wanted for anything?
Not that she or I know of
32) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
Hot and spicey temper, doesnt show her emotions other than anger, and will pretty much melt for a pretty face. (female, or male )
33) Three strengths?
Isnt afraid to fight for what she loves, faces difficult decisions and makes the right choice, if given a reason to she will love you...so very caring.
34) Do they have any vices? (Drinking, gambling, drug use, etc.)
I dont think that horses can do that stuff...
35) What's one quirk about them?
Whats a quirk?
36) Does your character have any phobias?
Shes afraid of losing her friends and her freedom.
37) What could you do to get them into a blind rage?
Hurt her friends.
38) Do they like chickens?
...No?
39) What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
I dunno, I guess friends.
40) Would you want them in your life as a real person?
Hell yes! T... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18151293/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/18151293/ Sat, 03 May 2008 15:40:51 PDT
So, anyway, yah. Thats about all Ive done this weekend. Plus I have a huge migrane, that doesnt help one bit.

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17889900/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17889900/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:45:26 PDT Thanks to for catchin my pageview!

And now, to reveal somethin amazin! The wonderfully amazing *PolarisAstrum drew me a gorgeous picture of Archipelago and Rune! Go check it out please and give her some luff! -----> [link]
It is amazingly gorgeous. Expecially with a character like Rune, whos markings are impossible (why do I always design a character thats impossible to draw?) and I do believe that she draws 'em better than I can!
Thank you so much Joana!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17780007/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17780007/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 13:25:54 PDT [link]
WARNING: This video contains very grafic images after a while, so please be warned.

I know I havent uploaded in a while, but believe me I have a lot to upload, so I will as soon as I have time. Plus I have 300 devations and 500 journals...

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17607893/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17607893/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 14:41:02 PDT
The 75 question quiz. Booya!

1.Where did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Whaddya mean? The lips and at school...'shudder' lets not talk about that.

2. What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
My mom finally got me new black hair dye. I really needed to re-do my hair. It looks silver from bleach.

3. How many TRUE best friends do you have?
Two....mabey three.

4.Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
SLEEP IN!!! I absolutely DESPISE gettin up early. I slept in till 2 today!

5.Tell me about the shirt you’re wearing?
Black, with a pixillated (sp?) blue skull and crossbones with a gold tooth.

6. What are you excited about right now?
Spring Break!

8. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Cry over the truth fo-sho.

9. What’s on your bedroom floor right now?
A better question would be whats NOT on my beadroom floor.
I got clothes, a bookbag, my alto sax and my soprano sax, guitar, art supplies...prolly other stuff. Im not in there right now.

10. Who’s the last person you got into a argument with?
...Either my father or Kourtney

11. Do you trust people?
No. The only people I trust are my true best friends, and sometimes a few other of my friends.

12. If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
Ireland/Australia/Europe. Anywhere that far away from indiana/the u.s.

13. Your favorite number?
13 and 26

14. Could you go a day without eating?
No. Food is just WAY too good.

15. How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
A little bit.

16. Do you like anybody right now?
....*dreams*...cough...heh, yah.

17. When was the last time you had your hair cut?
a couple of months, but Im cutting it again today.

18. Would you rather be mad or sad?
Ooh. Thats a hard one. Probably sad.

19. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Not in certain areas, but in others, I show almost no emotion what-so-ever.

20. Whats the best feeling in the world?
Knowing that you actually have people around you that care about you, no matter how few the nomber of those people are.

21.Are you close with your mom?
Not really.

22. Are your parents strict?
No, Im usually the one that hard on me.

23. Do you tell your parents everything?
No. Who does? I tell them almost nothing. If I have a problem, I have my friends.

25. Name some fears you have:
That I will trust someone and have that someone stab me in the back with that information
death
that I will never know what it feels like to be in love, or to have someone love you in that way.

26. Does the thought of marriage scare you?
In some ways, yes.

27. How many kids do you want?
As of now, I dont want ANY kids.

28. What’s your favorite season?
Fall and winter. I cant choose one.

29. What’s your favorite color to wear?
Blue, black, grey.

30. Who was the last person in your bedroom?
Me. Other than me? Prolly one of my parents.

31. What are you doing today?
Dying my hair black, cuttin it, drawing, goin to target, cleaning house before we go to D.C.

35. Do you get bored easily?
Oh yes. I must have something to do. Boredom drives me crazy.

36. What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you?
Drink, do drugs, steal, go behind their friends back, be disloyal, lie.

37. Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger?
I still do. Ive always wanted to be named Amber, or Erin, or Catherine so I can be called Cat.

38. Do you wish you were famous?
Depends on what I was famous for.

39. Do you make a wish at 11:11?
Im usually asleep at that time in the morning and im usually on the computer at night. So, no.

40. When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more?
Swim...i think? Prolly both.

41. Who’s the last text message you received from and what did it say?
lol. Im texting my friend Brittany as we speak.. or type. Anyway, I need to know what color I should put in my hair next, and she said purple. So here it is.
'hahaha...dude im fuckin lesbian and even i have pruple in my hair.'

42. What are you freakishly obsessed with?
Horses! Duh!

43. What’s your favorite song at the moment?
Befor He Cheats by Carrie Underwood or You Found Me by Kelly Clarkson

44. Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online?
I hate shopping in general.

45.Can music affect your mood?
No, my mood effects what music I li... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17494883/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17494883/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 15:18:20 PDT Anyway. So, yah. DUDES! I dont know if any of yall do, but I totally love Carrie Underwood, and shes fuckin coming to fort wayne! AND ITS FUCKIN SOLD OUT! It sold out the DAY that it was announced. I was so mad, it was gunna be the first concert taht I had been to. let alone with just me and kourt. and its fuckin sold out. So, instead, I get to stay at home studying bio.

What is everyone doing for spring break? Im goin to DC, and not looking foreward to it.

Has anyone ever heard of a beat-boxing flute player? If not, totally go and check out this guy. his name is Greg Patillo. [link] Hes awesome.

Anywho, yah, thats about all. I think I had something else...but I forget.

Adios!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17029000/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/17029000/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 16:51:20 PST I played my solo fine, except I missed like 4 notes, and he didnt even mention those notes! I couldnt afford an acompianist, so I was accompanied by a CD. The CD was recorded a little fast, but I had to follow it. So after I get my score sheet back, all he fucking talked about was how my tempo was too fast, how it sould have been more relaxed, that the recording was too fucking fast. Im SO sorry! I didnt record the piece of shit! It was all I had to fucking work with! On our score sheets, the worst number of points is a four, and I got one. In fucking tempo. The fucker wouldnt fucking let go! Four means 'unacceptable in every way'. Can ANYONE explain how I can go from a perfect score to a fucking bronze in two fucking weeks? I fucking hate judges. I fucking hate them all.

Fuck it all. Im about to fucking give up on music all together. It just pisses me off! I can understand mentioning it once, or even twice, but not for the whole fucking thing.

Im sorry about all of that. I am just so fucking pissed off. I cried for at least 3 hours after that. Bitch...

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16994498/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16994498/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:17:51 PST [ ]One of your parents is dead
[ ]You are expected to do a lot of chores
[ ]You love to dress up
[x]You love animals
[x]You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[ ]Your mom is really strict
[ ]You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[ ]You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes
[ ]You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before
[ ]You have blonde hair
TOTAL:2

Belle:
[x]You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like
[x]You’ve been lost in the forest
[x]You love to read
[x]You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[x]One of your family members is a bit weird (One?? HA! My whole family is wierd.)
[x]You have done volunteer work
[x]You have a wild imagination
[x]You love to take care of people in need
[x]You've rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out
TOTAL: 9

Jasmine:
[x]You are very clever
[x]You’ve been with someone way different from you
[x]You’re unique and different from everyone else
[x]You’d never marry someone just because they were rich
[x]You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[x]You don’t have a lot of friends
[x]You’re independent
[ ]You are wealthy
[ ]Your parents try to control your life
TOTAL: 7

Ariel:
[x]Your parents expect a lot from you
[ ]You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you
[ ]You’re a bit of a trouble maker
[x]You’re the youngest in your family or in the last 2
[ ]You have a lot of sisters (3 or more)
[x]You collect something
[x]You have/had long hair
[x]You have/had a pet fish
[x]You’re extremely curious
[ ]You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible
TOTAL: 6

Snow White:
[ ]You know that you’re beautiful
[ ]Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[x]You’ve almost been killed
[ ]You have at least seven good friends
[x]You’ve had food poisoning (right before a band comp too.)
[x]You have/had short hair
[ ]You get along with almost everyone
[x]All of your friends are different
[x]You love to have a good time
[x]You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in
TOTAL: 6

Mulan:
[x]You can be a tomboy sometimes. (ALL the time)
[x]People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x]You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not
[x]You’ve had a physical fight with someone
[x]You have/had considered running away from home
[ ]Your parents try to plan your life out
[ ]A lot of your friends are boys
[x]You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x]You love your family so much that you’d do anything to protect them (well, not all of them. I really hate my uncle.)
TOTAL: 7

Aurora:
[ ]You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[x]You almost died at a very young age
[x]You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[ ]You have a decent singing voice
[x]You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[ ]You spend most of your time outside
[ ]You’re adopted
[ ]Pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL: 3

Pocahontas:
[x]You love to walk around big cities
[x]You are more spiritual than religious
[x]You’ve been in an interracial relationship
[x]One of your family members is dead
[x]Your parents are very protective of you
[x]Someone you know has been in war
[x]You love nature
[x]You have/had black hair
[x]You would love to move somewhere beautiful
[x]You’re very adventurous
TOTAL: 10


So, lets see. in order, id be;
Pocahontas/Belle ( i got all of them, pocha just had more.), Jasmine/Mulan, Snow White/Ariel, Aurora, Cinderella.
Who the hell is Aurora??
Out of all of them, Id prolly best be Belle then Mulan then Pocahontas.

Anyway, yah.


Edit:::

1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 17
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2. A place you'd like to travel: Ireland (sorry bout all the pictures. I couldnt choose!)
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3. Your favorite place: stable
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4. Your favorite object: my black saxophone
http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16979219/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 14:57:17 PST Hey, does anyone know of anything fun to do in Indi that doesnt include museums? Cuz Im goin to be down there all day, so my mom and me were goin to do somethin fun, but there is nothing to do. You must have a pretty boring state if you have nothing to do in the states capital. Indiana sucks...
Anyway, sorry for the rant, if you read all of that, heres a cookie and a pepsi!

O, and some even BETTER news. I have to get more foot surgery. I will have no more toenails, and I will be so HAPPY! All of this will prolly happen tomorrow, but oh well.

Well, gotta go to my piano lesson so, see ya!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16834705/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16834705/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 15:49:12 PST About a year ago, I had my big toenails taken out, cuz they were in-grown. They were fine, but then I started to get this infection in the same place for about a month at a time. So today, I go to the doctor to find out whats wrong, and he suggests that we numg up my toe and 'take a look around' so to speak. After about 10 minutes of him diggin in my foot, he finds this HUGE piece of toenail that he had missed. It was fucking huge! So, now, I cant walk... and the stupid doc's office doesnt fucking rent out crutches, so Im stuck waddlin down the halls of snider with ppl pushing me around...GAY!

Anywho, I am about to go on an art uploading frenzy, so be prepared!

EDIT!!! Thats a no go on the art there, all of our batteries are dead..so, Ill do some tomorrow!

EDITEDIT #2:

Ive just found out that has passed...and I cant believe it. It is unbelieveably sad...

My condolences to her family and friends, you are in my thought.
Rest In Peace

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(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) miss someone right now
(x) been in love
(x) been in love with someone who had a relationship
(x) been dumped (times 7...)
(x) fought with someone (usually my dad.)
(x) been in love with someone who didn’t love you back (currently)
(x) lied
(x) told a lie to your friend
() skipped class (im a goody-two-shoes, oh yes I am.)
(x) had a fight with your teacher (just today! I fought with my bio teacher cuz he's stupid.)
(x) told a lie when you were late for school (told 'em I overslept.)
(x) skiied/snowboard (I hated it so much. I almost broke my ankle! stupid skiis didnt come off.)
() saw someone in real life that you met on the internet
() tried pot
(x) drank alchohol before you had the legal age
() been tipsy
() been drunk before you had the legal age
(x) walked away from house (I do that a lot when Im on the phone with Kourt and shes upset. I always leave my house.)
(x) cheated while playing a game (uh, duh?)
(x) felt alone (I always feel alone. No one understands me.)
(x) thought that you cared about someone
(x) fell asleep at work or at school (yesterday! I love bio, but my teacher is a monotone..)
() used a false identity
(x) saw a sunrise or sunset (both)
(x) have someone steal something from you (someone stole my saxophone once, but I got it back. Stupid fucker..)
(x) won a match
(x) danced on the street in the middle of the night (yup! Stayed the night at a friends, and we sat in the middle of the street and played games. 'Twas fun. Then again at a cast party. That was fun. Until the cops came. Its not a true cast party until the cops come!! XD)
() been afraid to go into a rollercoaster
() went to a karaoke
(x) let a snowflake melt on your tongue
() saw a sunrise/sunset with someone you loved
(x) dreamt about something that came true (I swear im psychic. I see things all the time in my dreams, then they happen the next day. Its creepy.)
() went bungeejumping (I wish!)
(x) sang while taking the shower (quietly, so no one would hear me.)
() sang in bed
() dreamt about marrying someone
() bought something with the money of your parents while they don’t know it
(x) spoke with someone longer then 6 hours (Kourt. It was on a trip to a marchin band contest. The ride was 3 hours, then we had 5 hours before we had to be ready. So we talked the whole time.)
() sang and recorded it with your mobile phone
(x) not sleep for a whole night
(x) sleep with plushies (like 13)
(x) did something stupid (when am I NOT doin somethin stupid?)
(x) been afraid of scary movies (the ring.)
(x) believe in ghosts (call me crazy, but Ive seen one.)
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated a test (once again, Duh!)

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SCHOOL CONFESSIONS
[x]Talked back to a teacher.
[ ] Been kicked out of class.
[x] Worn pajamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school. (both of my top front teeth, at the same time! I couldnt eat very well.)
[x] Gotten lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in school.
[x] Completely failed a test. (math. I went completely brain dead.)
[ ] Left class without asking.
[x] Missed a whole week of school. (stupid bronchitis.)
[ ] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school. (no one would DARE try to beat me up.)

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x] Argue with your parent(s) a lot.
[x] Have your own room.
[ ] Do your own laundry.
[x] Cook dinner once in a while.
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere.
[x] You sleep in very long. (till like 3, if I can on weekends.)
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you. (all of 'em are dead.)

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[x] You have known a friend your whole life. (literally, since we were two weeks old. Their family lived down the road from our farm and we helped eachother farm. She is a great friend.)
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you. (I'm the tallest)
[x] You have been ditched by a friend. (for her boyfriend...)
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number.
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses.


HABIT CONFESSIONS
[x] You bite your nails.
[ ] You have an odd obsession with giraffes. ( I like them... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16723844/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16723844/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 13:43:53 PST God my hand hurts.

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16677108/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16677108/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 15:44:32 PST
1. How late did you stay up last
night?
I went to bed at 10:30 (it was a school night, though school was cancelled. yay winter storm!) but I got to sleep at about 1:00. XD

2. What was the first thing you
thought this morning?
Please, God, let school have been cancelled. And it was!

3. Is the person you have a crush on
older or younger than you?
Um...prolly younger. I am the oldest out of my friends in my grade.

4. What is he/she like?
Good-looking, beautiful smile, blonde hair, sweet, caring, beautiful eyes.

5. What do you hope to do this
weekend?
Upload new art on here! There is nothin new! I am so lazy.

6. Do you think you will be in a
relationship 3 months from now?
Prolly not.

7 . Do you own a stereo that cost more
than $100?
No, I dont think it did. But meh iPod cost $150ish.

8. Have you ever told someone of the
opposite sex you loved them and meant
it?
no.

9. Hows your heart lately?
Confused, broken.

10. What were you doing this morning
at 7am?
Gettin told by my mom that school was cancelled while I was getting ready.

11 . What will you be doing this
afternoon at 12pm?
Thats already passed..but I think that I was on here. Or somehow I was on the computer.

12. Favourite hobby?
Drawing, writing, riding.

13. Favourite video game?
Paper Mario and Sims

14. Favourite animal?
Duh. Horse! Especially gorgeous ones like this-->[link]
Click it! HES AMAZIN!

15. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two, and I also use one of my rather larger stuffed animals as a pillow sometimes.

16. Do you have glasses or contact lenses?
No, but I think that I should. I see doubles quite often.

17. Are you a girly girl or a tomboy?
I am the farthest away from girly that you can get. I hate makeup, dresses, pink, heals, shopping, and all that jazz. I love gettin dirty, horses, riding, gorey movies, horror, and all THAT jazz. But, I must admit, that I do like a good chick-flick now and then..

18. What was the reason you last
cried?
Last night at my piano lesson. I hvae become so SO stressed and bogged down by all of this band stuff that I cry at the smallest things. I couldnt play this piece right for ISSMA (which is tomorrow.) and I got so pissed at myself that I started to sob. That was fun..

19. Have you ever talked to someone
when they were high?
Unfortunately yes, but we're no longer friends.

20. How many red lights have you ran?
Only one, on accident! And, ironically, it was on my way to take my drivers' test!!

21. Have you ever cried while taking a
shower?
Yup. I usually go into the shower when Im crying, so that no one will see me crying. I hate being seen when I cry. I dont like to show my weaknesses.

22 . What movie do you want to see in the cinema?
SWEENY TODD!!! And 27 Dresses, And Mad Money!

23 . What were you doing at 12 am last
night?
Drawing and writing.

24. What's a sure way to catch your
attention?
Have a bright red mohawk. Thats really hot.

25 . Have you ever, in any way, been
betrayed by someone you trusted?
Yup. My best friend told her parents when I told her that I cut and they told my parents, so I have to go to counseling for a year. We still talk, though.

26. When was the last time you were
given roses?
I have never gotten a rose.

27. Is there anything that you are
craving for right now?
Ice cream, chocolate, Ibuprophen or aspirin or tylenol, and to see my baby Kimber one again.

28. Where did your last hug take
place?
At school in the band hall. From my friend kourt!

29. Do people ever make stupid
mistakes when spelling or saying your
name?
All the time. And I hate it. My name is Molly Blyth-Olson, and they but Blythe-Olsen or Blythe or Olsen or Blytheolsen of Blytholson. They also ALWAYS pronounce it wrong.

30. Favourite chocolate?
Hershey's milk chocolate.

31 . Do you drink tea?
Yup! I love chai tea, though in the mornings I prefer coffee.

32. When was the last time you saw a
cop?
Yesterday when three of them came to my school and did a drug raid...they arrested 7 kids.

33. Did you ride in someone elses
car today?
Nope! I was lazy to... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16617593/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16617593/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 17:47:42 PST He is an appaloosa gypsy vanner! Dont believe me? Check him out![link]
Now, tell me that isnt the most gorgeous horse you have ever seen. Hes so adorable, I wish my family had more money..
He has a cute name too. Dudley!

Anywho, gotta go! C ya!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16585776/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16585776/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 18:24:49 PST I got a funcking GOLD! Im going to fucking state! AND im fucking SICK!!!
Sorry 'bout the language, but IM FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My director was there, and my dad said that when he walked out of the room, he said that I did a superb job and that no one could have done any better. He said that my dynamics and my vibrato were spot on! Im so happy! I cant wait to get my score sheet....
YESH!!!

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16571806/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16571806/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 19:30:26 PST Oh well, Ill let you know what happens!

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1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

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1. Archipelago: Beautiful Gypsy Vanner, very headstrong.
2. Dylan: Shire, whitty, loves Archi
3. Rune: Dark, mysterious, Arabian, likes to make fun of.
4. Kourt: Blonde. All that need be said.


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How old are you?

1. Archi: ..Lik, 3?
2. Dylan: 3!
3. Rune: 284yrs, 8mo, and 5 days. But who's counting?
4 Kourt: 2!!

What's your height?

1. Archi: *grins* 21.5 hh! *laughs down at companions*
2. Dylan: *stares at Archi's melevolance* ..wha? o, Im 22 hh.
3. Rune: A respective 19 hh.
4. Kourt: *glares up at others* Its NOT FUNNY!! ..im 14 hh..Whats with all of these demeaning questions?!?

Do you have any bad habits?

1. Arhci: I dunno, what do you think Dyl?
Dylan: You're absolutely perfect..*luv*
Arhci: O shut up *blushes* I guess that I am competative, and I chew my hair.
2. Dylan: I dont love Archipelao enough...*luv*
Archi: Stop that! *blushes even more*
Dylan: Oh fine, I guess Im a bit quiet..
Archi: Huh! Sur--
Dylan: Hush!! *blushes*
3. Rune: Ive been around for almost 300 years. I think I may have a few.. okay, Im rather touchy.
Kourt: RATHER touchy??
Rune: Shut up!---see?
4. Kourt: Uh..Ive been told that Im loud, and that Im always too hyper!! I LUFF COFFEEEEE!!


Are you a virgin?

1. Archi: What kind of a question is that?? Of course I am!
Dylan: ..really?
Archi: YES!!!!!!
2. Dylan: Yup.
3. Rune: Might I add, 300 years of SOLITUDE.
4. Kourt: Yesh!
Others in unison: Really?!?!?!?
Kourt: ..Yah!!! Why is that so hard to believe?
Others: *mumble**mumble*
Kourt: HEY! I heard THAT!!!


Do you have a mate/spouse?

1. Archi: Well...*stares at Dylan* uh-hu! *bats eyelashes*
2. Dylan: *blushes* me to..*nibbles Archi's mane*
3. Rune: Blech... would you two get a room?? Solitude people, 300 years of it.
4. Kourt: Yeppersersers! *gets kicked by caffine*..wait...Nop!


Do you have any kids?

1. Archi: yes.
Dylan: WHAT!??!? WHOS? WHEN?
Archi: Calm down!! I was kiddin! Im a virgin remember? Easy does it! *laughs*
Dylan: *puffs* That was NOT funny!
2. Dylan: No. Someday, mabey *winks at Archi*
Archi: *blushes & giggles*
3. Rune: O for god's sake. I dont think so, seeing as imma virgin + 300 YEARS OF SOLITUDE! Boy do I miss the solitude! *eyes Archi & Dylan in all of their fluffy luvy sappy gooey-ness* *shudders*
4. Kourt: Not that I remember!
Archi: So, thats a yes?
Kourt: ..huh?....HEY!! NO! Thats a NO!

What's your favorite food?

1. Archi: Wild Strawberries.
2. Dylan: *makes a mental note; wild strawberries* I love fresh watermelon.
3. Rune: Hmm...lemons.
4. Kourt: *lemons??* I like... lettuce.
Others: You're wierd...
Kourt: Yah? So? You got a problem with that?


What's your favorite ice cream flavor? (this is, of course, if my characters ate human food)

1. Archi: Chocolate caramel.
2. Dylan: Strawberry.
3. Rune: Whats ice cream??
4. Kourt: COFFEE!

Have you killed anyone?

1. Archi: No! But if I could....*evil laugh*
2. Dylan: Arch, you scare me. No, I havent.
3. Rune: *evil grin, evil laugh*
Others: Have you?!?
Rune: I *accidentally* killed someone once when they tried to break me. Stupid gits.
Others: Oh, okay.
4. Kourt: Yah!!
Others: Liar.
Kourt: I have!!!
Others: No you havent.
Kourt: Okay, your right...

Do you hate anyone?

1. Archi: *stomps* Carl..*flares nostrils*
2. Dylan: Oh god, RUN AWAY!! SHES ANGRY!!!
3. Rune: 300 yrs! Of course I do. And shut up, shes not gunna hurt you!
4. Kourt: I hate it when Archi gets mad!
Dylan: Who doesnt?!?

Have any secrets?

1. Archi: ...yah...do I have to? *eyes well up with tears*
2. Dylan: Oh, hunny, its okay. You dont have to say. *is mesmerized...never seen her cry!!*
3. Rune: Once again.. 300 YEARS!
4. Kourt: Oh yes. Only Archi knows them.

Do you love anyone?

1. Archi: *stares at Dylan playfully* Yes-sir-re-bob!
2. Dylan: *blushes & smiles* *chases Archi and nibbles on her mane*
3. Rune: I have had many lovers. Although none at the moment.
4. Kourt: Not really..*thinks of Tao* Nope! No love!


What is your job?

1. Arch... ]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16522201/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16522201/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 14:19:44 PST
Anyway, Ill be putting random pictures up here and there over the next week. Im not really busy, I just dont really feel like uploading anything.

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Anywho, I know I havent uploaded anything recently, but I have been drawin a lot, and I just havent uploaded anythin cuz Im relly busy w/ new classes. And there will be no updates till Sonday prolly, cuz Im down on the Purdue campus for a jazz band festival from 5 am Saturday till 1 am Sunday. Then I have pit orchestra rehersal on Sunday, so Ill try to squeeze in a bit o' art.

See you later

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16359898/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16359898/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 15:54:32 PST lopped' a box down infront of my. I opened it, and immediately started bawling. Apparently, she had emailed Jennifer Clements (my riding instructor) and told her how depressed I was and how much Kimber had meant to me. Jennifer replied, and she had NO idea that I loved her so much. So, she emailed my mom a bunch of pictures of Kimber. So my mom went to Target, and bought me a multi-layer frame and put a bunch of the pictures in it. Im going to print the other pictures out and surround the frame with all the pictures of my baby. I cant blieve she did that, she is amazing.
Ill put the pictures of Kimber up soon so you guys can see her.

I think that i might make a character out of her..Make her a peggi, and have her be my guardian angel/muse or something.
Do you guys think that that is a good idea?

]]> ~RazzinAussi http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16257145/ http://RazzinAussi.deviantart.com/journal/16257145/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 15:08:55 PST She got colic a bit before Christmas and she was doing fine but then she went bad and they put her down..shes gone...
She saved my life when my grandma died, and now my savior is no longer there. I want to hear her soft nicker, feel her under me as we canter, feel her nudge my shoulder asking me to scratch her ears...
I will never see her again.

Dont expect many more pictures soon. Ill still answer comments tho.

I just wanna die.

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