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the address is at kherdeal at gmail dot com

add me you fooz D:

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/26786672/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/26786672/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 00:06:25 PDT I'm feeling artistic now

I'd do basically anything except:
-Explicit sex scenes, or any variation of it (that includes anal, gangbang, rape, all that stuff). Actually it might be okay, but note me first, I'll decide if it's indeed appropriate or not Naked pose is definitely fine though
-Piece depicting hate, dislike, or racism.
-Piece depicting discrimination against certain aspects of life that might be offending to certain groups of people (I am confused with my own sentence lol)

p.s. For those of you whose requests/trades I forgot, please remind me now, I'm really sorry -_- I went inactive for a while and I couldn't remember lol.

I'm waiting.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/26640562/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/26640562/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 00:29:03 PDT
I just cleaned my gallery up for a bit, throwing fuckloads of stuff to the scraps, deleting some of them (Jesus Christ Buddha almighty I just realized there are a lot of unnecessary stuffs in my Gallery lol) as well as updating my profile more extensively. I'll try not to abandon my dA account anymore, it's going to occupy my time now and in the near future but one that I think I will enjoy. I have to start reading the 566 Deviations/483 Messages that's been left lying on my account (not lying, see [link] for proof) too, it's going to take a while and I might not be able to read them all, but rest assured, I will try my best.

As for the 12k pic celebration, I will do it. I have a concept in mind already, just going to borrow some people's OCs .

Anyway, there's not much going on in my life at the moment, I just bought Dynasty Warriors 6:Empires recently and holy shit, I'm so hooked. I was a bit disappointed with my unable to get KOEI's game releases this year (Warriors Orochi 2 and Dynasty Warriors: Gundam 1 and 2 especially since my housemate's XBOX360 won't fucking play them) but this really makes up for it. I had my doubts towards the gundam series of KOEI but I think I'll give it a try after this one, probably.

I'm still waiting for White Knight Chronicles to come to Australia, though.

and finishing inFamous, yeah.

since there's not much going on here, I guess I'll talk to you all later.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/26326366/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/26326366/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 20:58:33 PDT
Yeah, playing inFAmous is fun and all but I'm quite bored doing it at the moment. I might actually draw something again HURHUR

IF any of you remember, I should finish that xenosaga piece I've been doing for months.. shit. lol.

anyway, some journal I stole from Shinny! skip if you don't wanna read, there's nothing more in this journal

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"The leaves on all the trees began to quiver, filling the..."

Malekith - tale of the sundering novel lol

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
carpet

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Fuck, I haven't watched TV in like a year

4. Without looking, guess what time it is.
hum hum, 1:30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
1:48, erm, what's the point of this?

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
nothingness sounds cool

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
yesterday, buying new rams for my PC

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my girlfriend's journal

9. What are you wearing?
Army jacket, oversized shirt, and short pants

10. Did you dream last night?
Why should I

11. When did you last laugh?
duh, today, for sure

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
paint... lots of paint....

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Yes

14. What do you think of this quiz?
a good pastimes

15. What is the last film you saw?
Transformers 2 in the theater

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I dunno, I'm a realist. I'd do so many stuff with that money rather than..

actually, screw that.

I'd buy ticket to US to see ms. Shinsei
I'd buy a house, not too big, not too small
I'd open a business, a restaurant most probably, something small and easy to manage
then if I still have money, I'd erect a lifesize MOMO statue lol

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
Who are you again?

hmm I bet you dunno I've got a great girlfriend

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Three words: who fucking cares

19. Do you like to dance?
I can't dance

20. George Bush:
Who?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I can't imagine having a child

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Who?

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I am living abroad

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
'Why the fuck you're here? running away from Satan?'

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
SLIT WRIST!!!

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/25788573/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/25788573/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 04:07:10 PDT
FUCK.

IT'S.

AWESOME.

now, that's better.

I love everything about it, the gameplay is as fun as ever, the cutscenes are made full of fucking win (though they're so fucking long sometimes) but hell yeah, MGS is one hell of a opera and I enjoyed every second of it, including the stupid jokes, dark humor from Hideo Kojima, the genius behind MG series, the insertion of PS1 metal gear nostalgic gameplay in shadow moses heliport, the enemies, the bosses battle, the characters development, the interactions, the environment, the voice acting, everything!! I haven't felt so touched, so emotional in watching the stories in each chapter unfolds like this ever since.. forever, basically, considering I don't play a lot of games nowadays. The characters and their interactions with each other are so real, so human it's crazy. The story is so epic, IS SO FUCKING EPIC, I'm at a loss of words trying to describe it. The longggggggg ending cutscenes (like an hour or so) is really awesome, I still can't get over it. DAMN, man, DAMN. Everyone's characters are given near-perfect ending (except Snake, and well, otacon lol), I found myself staring at the rolling credits hoping for something more from this masterpiece.

I probably gonna do a 2nd playthrough soon, but not for a while since I have a pile of work to do but I'm fucking sure it'd be great fun just like the first time.

THIS IS AWESOME. Hideo Kojima, you're officially my god now, congratulations xD

what about you guys? what have you played recently?

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/25200034/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/25200034/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 14:54:30 PDT
Lately I haven't done anything productive (If you call working like a fucknut productive, sure). I need to do something... I bought lots of games but I just didn't have the will to finish it... SFIV, Valkryia Chronicles, Prototype, inFamous to name a few. it blows.

Anyway, my luph luph Shinny made a meme before and I accidentally tagged (lul, accidentally ;D) so I'm doing it.

1. What is your DeviantArt name and what does it mean?
Realian. Xenosaga. duh

2. Why did you join this site?
Nothing special, just want something to post all my junk.

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
Xenosaga. THINGS HAVEN'T CHANGED MUCH. -->Exactly

4. How many people are you currently watching now?
No idea.

5. Your first gift ever was to?
Surprisingly, it's to ms.Shinsei and it's this year (so for the last 22 years, I neva give shit to people lol, well not personal anyway, usually we chipped in and shit)

6. List five things you are a fan of?
The Simpsons, Warhammer, Xenosaga, Suikoden, Tokusatsu

7.) List four people you look up to the most?
C.L. Werner, Paul Gilbert, Anthony Reynolds, Donnie Yen

9. How many pets do you own?
2 Iguanas and fish. lots of fish.

12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?
Lazy Ignorant Sonofabitch

13. If you could have a power what would it be?
Instant Travel.. imagine the possibilities...

14. Who was the last person you talked to?
My roomies

15. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
I dun remember. If you count 'write' I wrote to ms. Shinsei before writing this meme lol

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
Son of a bitch, coca-cola, Playstation 3, Evanescence, call me when you're sober

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
Relationship with people

18. Do you like who you are?
Not Sure. I don't hate myself tho

19. Summer or winter?
WINTER FOREVER PLEASE D; --> Oh hell yeah

20. Rain or sun?
Oh how I wish for soothing rain... <3 --> Oh FUCK yeah

21. List 2 odd things about yourself?
I can't multitask for fuck sake, tried and failed
I have developed a slight agrophobia... holy shit lol

22. Pop or Hip hop?
neither, but if I have to choose... pop

23. How many scars do you have?
lots, on feet, accidents mostly

24. Do you wear spiked wristbands, collars & belts?
used to, now it'd get me fired lul

25. Do you own anything from Hot Topic?
what's hot topic

27. Nyc Trpp or Lip Service?
what the fuck?

28. Steak or Chicken?
Chicken.

29. Favorite Color(s)?
Blue, black, purple, red. --> Basically lol XD

30. Anime or Manga?
Manga.

31. Beer or wine?
Both, but if i have to choose.. beer

32. Goth or Emo?
Gothic is cool for the girls though

33. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
errr... like 4?

34. What is the most amount alcohol you ever drank in one day?
how should I know

35. Cold or Hot?
COLD. Hot weather makes me feel like I'm suffocating. -->
and sweating. a lot. like a fucknut.

36. Favourite pair of pants?
jeans

37. Do you like your user name
I'm attached to it :> ==> Exactly.

38. Have you tried any drugs?
lol, paracetamol. lots of paracetamol

39. If you have? what drugs?
Paracetamol.

40. Do you have a myspace/Facebook page?
I don't. surprisingly lolol. I should make one like fr rlz

41. Pizza or Kebabs?
Pizza. --> <3333

42. Are you a nice person?
On the outside I can be sweet, but I just use it as a guise to hide my inner vindictive, manipulative, bitchy self... teehee *halo* ---> But you're sweet, like fr rlz >.<; and you're certainly not bitchy dear

anyway,
yeah sure, I think I'm nice. lol.

43. How old are you?
23. fucking old.

44. Spikes, studs or eyelets?
What the heck

45. Do you like your music loud?
For sure.

46. Kind hearted?<... ]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/22295157/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/22295157/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 06:17:51 PST
Happy New Year, time to get drunk and all that good stuff.

Oh my Gawd..... it's been like forever since I wrote a journal! I miss coming back here, I miss coming back to XL, and I miss you all! I'm really apologetic since life has taken me over. I found a new job that kept me so busy... I got caught up in the daily routine, I've been wanting to come back here so many times but seems to keep forgetting that -_-;

Right now I'm the process of moving to a new home, if I can find one, since my old apartment has been sold by the landlord (lol, what a douche >) so that might make me internetless for a couple months (other than from work)

If you guys want to talk to me, or even still remember me (lolz) add my MSN @ blue_violet_86@hotmail.com, not sure when I can online (I can't, at work) but I'll try to talk to all of you whenever I can!!

alternatively, try to contact my mobile message me here for the numbah of d00m (I don't really like telling my mobile number for public consumption)

Guess that's all from me,
I'll be seeing you guys very, bery soon <3

Love you all

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/18359992/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/18359992/ Fri, 16 May 2008 23:59:08 PDT
well, this is in terms of art. I've been drawing for a while, I've been writing for a while.
Now this occurs to me, I've never really tried to draw comics! Yes I did draw some before but they are horrible as fuck. I wanted to try this again, maybe like... take a scene from my fic and then tried to translate that into a few pages of comics I dunno how long it'll take but I think it's gonna be fun ^^ wish me some luck.. and some will, you know I suck at both

the reason for this is because I got a scene, which may or may not be in one of my fics, War of the Chosen Children (it's like a scene that got altered, etc), that really etched onto my brain. I really think I could try drawing this, and it made me quite excited :>

oh and guys, XL has changed url again, see our new website/forum at [link] !!!

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/18233930/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/18233930/ Thu, 08 May 2008 20:52:54 PDT hehe

1. Tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. Answer all truthfully
3. Take it in public!
4. Tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. -> mainly on feet, motorcycle accidents
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother(s).
[x] I have a sister.
[ ]I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job.
[x] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[x] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[x] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/18161961/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/18161961/ Sun, 04 May 2008 09:39:07 PDT Today I cleaned around my place a huge bit (not a little bit ) and I found all my scraps, my really, REALLY old scraps I mean like.. hmm... at least 6-7 years ago (the first time I started drawing). oh my, they bring back a lot of memories... they also made me shed tears a little bit. I'm getting older XD

so I kinda just sat down, flipping over like 1000 papers, enjoying my cigs, beer and decided to bring out all songs I listened while drawing some of these. Wild ARMs songs, Suikoden II songs, Final fantasy VIII-IX, Xenogears, omg.. it seriously made me cry XD made me remember how crap my drawings are. I might post some of these soon, just so you can see how uberly crap those are XD

After that, all of these nostalgia shit made me decided to somehow open all my old fics (not Der Blinde Tanz, even older. some of them are in Indonesia language) mainly and read through 2 of them. oh my.. what crappy fics I wrote before hahaha XD

Somehow, feeling nostalgic, I decided to re-draw my fics' character design, and compare them together.

it's

like..

no fucking way XD

I feel older now

o well, at least I'm old enough to be with Ms. Shinsei. gotta be grateful for that.

I LUPH YOU GAL~!!!!!!!

anyway,
this journal is crap. don't pay attention to it XD

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/18000428/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/18000428/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 23:42:51 PDT

If I were a month, I would be: June
If I were a day of the week, I would be: OMG SUNDAY PLX
If I were a time of day, I would be: 03:00 P.M
If I were a planet, I would be: Mercury
If I were a sea animal, I would be: hm.. that dude from Water Horse is cool.
If I were a direction, I would be: HM.. BACKWARDS MEBBE?
If I were a piece of furniture: that forgotten dustbin
If I were a sin, I would be: Sin 90' pls
If I were a historical figure I would be: Yasunori mitsuda. HE IS HISTORICAL TO ME
If I were a liquid, I would be: Pee-stain
If I were a stone, I would be: pebbles
If I were a tree, I would be: bonsai
If I were a bird, I would be: mockingbird. YOU CAN SQUASH THEM LAWL
If I were a tool, I would be: lol.. is this a pun? (tool XD). Anyway, I'd be... guitar LOL
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Gerbera
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: sunny but rain. OH DOOMSDAY
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: Godzilla. no? okay, Unicorn then.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: violin~
If I were an animal, I would be: That rat from Ratatouiee
If I were a colour, I would be: BLACK PLS
If I were an emotion, I would be: Smiling
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Carrots. THEY ARE TEH KEWLZ
If I were a sound, I would be: screaming in agony
If I were an element, I would be: Water, or ice.
If I were a car, I would be: OMG HONDA ACURA NSX pls or maybe NISSAN Skyline M spec Nur II
If I were a song, I would be: Papa Roach's "To be loved" or Within Temptation's All I need, or Fuel's Leave the memories alone.
If I were a movie, I would be: Shaolin Soccer
If I were a book, I would be written by: MS SHINSEI WOO. or uhm, IDK.. gee...
If I were a food, I would be: Parmagiana Chicken.
If I were a place, I would be: that forgotten alleyway in that forgotten street near those forgotten buildings
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet XD
If I were a scent, I would be: idk...
If I were a religion, I would be: Bad religion, or Xenosagaism
If I were a word, I would be: PHAIL
If I were a body part, I would be: heart
If I were a facial expression, I would be: I THINK I SAW THIS BEFORE. anyway, surprised.
If I were a subject in school, I would be: P.E. PLS
If I were a cartoon character, I would be: Hirako Shinji from Bleach
If I were a shape, I would be: square. I like square
If I were a number, I would be: 8, or 3, or 6.
If I were an item of clothing, I would be: underwear, important but hidden.
If I were a piece of jewelery, I would be: bracelet.
If I were a clothing accessory, I would be: A belt. same like locke hah!

<3

Update of laif:
I have no update, not much. But I'm starting to come back to art. yay. My drawings suck though so I know none of you care I hope I can improve again (my m4d sk1llZ seem to decrease a lot)

anyway, expect more art from me soon lawl <3

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/17808271/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/17808271/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 07:12:07 PDT
I've been busy with work, since because of it I have to temporarily move to Brisbane from Melbourne for a couple of weeks to one month. Got a new development project my company wanted me to join. It's gonna be fun... not.

Speaking of which, geez, I have not updated my art in a long time, haven't I? I know it's solely my fault for abandoning everything that I promised I will work on, but seriously I have not forgotten the trade with neo, your guys xenosaga requests, writing Deviant - march of the Black Parade, finishing Leg[ACY], Locke's art contest, and many more -_- it's just almost impossible for me to sit down and actually do some artworking. It sucks, really. I missed my hazy lazy college days D: there are no holidays on work life. I HATE THIS CRAP.

Yes Locke dude, I KNOW you have the Somalee drawing, I know XD it's smexy and I kinda wish it's .. Somalee contest 08 uhm, lol. No offense to Minerva and all o.O...... I have this idea of Somalee sketch I've been.. imagining on my mind, rofl XD I have no time to draw it but I think it's cool. maybe... or not. whatever lol -_-;

but I will still enter.. I'm thinking, it must have a Minerva, but I wanted to include Somalee.. and can't think of a single scenario where they can be invoked together XP Locke said that "Though the two do not interact often, Somalee acts completely rude towards Minerva and dislikes her presence in the group."

dislikes, but that doesn't mean they will fight and all since Minerva is not that kind of person, methinks.

I will ponder around with this till I find a good scenario >:}

Oh yeah, did I tell any of you I've sold my PS 2, X-Box 360 and Wii altogether? I have been console-less for the past 3 months or so, probably. I rarely play any game nowadays, okay, Call of Duty 4 was smex. but that's about it. and That's on PC.

I HATE GROWING UP, UHUHUHUHUH -cries-

but I still lahv you guyz.

p.s. I love ms Shinsei the most, she is smexy, and legal now, maybe. I dunno about legal age in U.S. my bad
but anyway NUDE PICCAH PLAX...


...just joking, maybe XD rofl


p.p.s. I miss you guys, and I'm sorry for no reply on any comments that you all make. I wanted you to know that I appreciate your comments and your concerns a lot

p.p.p.s. I still love Within Temptation, not important at all lulz.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/17421189/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/17421189/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 05:42:40 PDT
Sorry I was liek.. dead or sumthing T_T Life's been busy, I've graduated from college (LULZ, ABOUT TIME) and I need to renew my passport (international student suck ass -_- ). After constant annoyance, delaying and all the medical check up crap I had to put up to (plus some stupid receptionist and all the delayed crap from my college to process my new enrollment) I was really tired.

But something came up that made me happy, and yes, that's last month, valentine's day! I've been preparing crapshitloadsofstuff for my love ms. Shinsei (it's valentine, and for her birthday too) and yes, I sent them like LAST FUCKING MONTH o_o_o_o_o_o................

and I haven't got any news from ms. Shinsei about them (She shoulda squee or something.. maybe, rofl. or said that I have bad taste and all the jazz and stuff) so I was like.. did it ever arrive and crap lol -_- I decided to let it slide, you know, give them the benefit of the doubt and all the shit.

one month slides.. and 2 weeks ago I couldn't believe ms. Shinsei woulda ignore me T_T (OGH NOEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ) T_T... so I decided to track the stuff I sent. I contacted post office, and to no avail. but after my bugging them like shit for oh so many times, they decided to do something about it and contact here and there and stuff.

I received news like the package has been lost in transit by the courier.

WHAT. THE. FUCK?!

Did I get piss off? OF COURSE O_o I checked the address that I had and I'm pretty sure it's the right address, so what the fuck happened I'll never know. If they don't deliver the fucking stuff I sent I'm gonna sue them -_-............ but later that day one of the post office guy contacted me, and he said that they can't refund the stuff but they're able to track and send it back to me, providing I paid the service back. so I said, fuck it, let's do that.

so ya, 2 weeks passed again and I finally get the stuff I was supposed to fucking sent and was supposed to be received by ms. Shinsei last month. this is fucking ridiculous (and I spent like $40 on the delivery and redelivery fee -_-)

but guess what? when I got the stuff I sent last month o_O... it was in pieces. the box I fucking wrapped and stuff torn, and the doll that I bought for her.. was broken. not broken as in, hands and feet everywhere and shit.. but it's still broken, it looks dirtier and doesn't look new anymore.

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO PISSED T_T

-listen to Our farewell to soothe mind-

T_T

I couldn't get over it for the whole day and I'm pretty sure I'll be so pissed till tomorrow or something

but I still love you guys. Any news? sorry I wasn't on for a while T_T

AND FOR ALL OF YOU.. LISTEN TO WITHIN TEMPTATION LULZ <3

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/16576145/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/16576145/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 04:35:13 PST

<3


++Quiz++
Rules:

1. Must answer all questions. -> da fawk? o_O like imma leave it blank or sumthin lulz
2. Be honest. -> -_-;
3. Tag 6 other people.

NAME: I'm your mom

BIRTHDAY: June 8th, remember dat yu peepz >_> I expect gifts! (and a lock of hair from certain someonez)

BIRTHPLACE: I don't even remember the Hospital's name lulz. But it's in some third world country where people rape each other's butt everyday (Yes, I read the newspaper, I phaled)

CURRENT LOCATION: In front of my computer, stealing your bases <3

EYE COLOR: Black

HAIR COLOR: OMGZ I DUN HAVE HAIR (if 4mm is counted as having hair then sure, black)

HEIGHT: omgz I dunno <_>

L/R HANDED: In terms of? I wipe my ass with left hand >:B

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: AND1 basketball shoes.

YOUR WEAKNESS: I'M A GUY. HOW MUCH MORE WEAK CAN YOU BE?

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: rounded. woops lol.

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: I WANNA MARRY MS. SHINSEI. joke there but uh.. I don't have a goal. I wanna live till 2009 I guess

YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: “rofl, da fawk"

YOUR BEDTIME: anywhere from 02:00 - 11:00 A.M (yes I slept at 11:00 AM before, sue me)

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: being in high school and all it's carefree responsibility... aaaaaaaaaa

PEPSI OR COKE: PEPSI FOR LYFE

McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: neither.

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: anything works.

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: POKKA GREEN TEA, YOU HO

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Vanilla -> ilu LA <3

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Cappucino for lyfe

DO YOU SMOKE: ya

DO YOU SWEAR: SWEARING? NO FUCKING WAY! I don't fucking cuss, you motherfucker.

DO YOU SING: Who doesn't, srsly

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: I did. WE CAN ONLY SHOWER HERE BECAUSE OF THE STUPID LAW OF WATER ENFORCEMENT

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: ooooo yes. I still am.

DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: I graduated

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: mebbe someday.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: if I don't no one will *sob sob*

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: what da fawk is this?

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: Hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Wew, I used to liek it but now no

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Guitar, drum, bass guitar, piano. you name it lol

In the past month have you...

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: Yes.

2. SMOKED: NO, BELIEVE ME. (woo-hoo >:})

3. BEEN ON DRUGS: gtfo

4. GONE TO A MALL: Yes.

5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: that's gross

6. EATEN SUSHI: Yes.

7. BEEN ON STAGE: Yes.

8. BEEN DUMPED: I pity people who got this

DO YOU WORK: ja

In a boy/girl: Do I WORK in a boy/girl? what da holy fawk?

FAVORITE EYE COLOR: Eh, as long as they're usable

FAVORITE HAIR COLOR: pale blonde, almost white kinda like Yuriev. Imma rape that.

SHORT OR LONG HAIR: very fucking short

WEIGHT: 62 kg. I lost... 28kg. that means I've lost 61.6 pounds. hug me people

BEST CLOTHING STYLE: as long as you put your clothes on, you're good.

NUMBER OF CD'S I OWN: A lot. I burned shit a lot these days

NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 3. 2 left ear 1 right. I WANNA BE LYKE LA <3

NUMBER OF TATTOOS: I plan to get 1 now. My friends got two recently and his hawtness just increased by 10000%.

THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: err. I never regret shit. sorry T_T

o wait, I just did lawl.

o well

I tag no one <3

PS. I WILL HAVE REAL JOURNAL SOON
PPS. I LOVE YOU ALL
PPPS. P.S. ALWAYS BETTER WITH THREE THINGS

<3

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/16195880/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/16195880/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 22:37:14 PST
I was just writing this because this is the first journal of 2008. Let's see... nothing much happenin in here other than some fucked up party and people making out in my living room like mad -_-;;;;;

I saw Locke's journal and I thought this was good, so I copied

Top ten memories

1) Falling in love with a wonderful girl
2) Working as a tutor
3) Shooting movies
4) Manifest 2007
5) Guitar contest.. losing to a girl
6) Recording songs <3
7) YAMAPI <3
8) Losing my weight tremendously (48 pounds as of now)
9) Upgrade my PC
10) I.W.G.P

Top ten songs you liked / discovered

1) Ikenai Taiyou - ORANGE RANGE
2) P - SPITZ
3) Toy Soldier - EMINEM
4) Innocence - Avril Lavigne
5) Every songs in MCR's black parade album
6) Naraku no Hana - Eiko Shimamiya
7) Lillium - Kumiko Noma
8) Answer - FLOW
9) Sayonara - ORANGE RANGE
10) Modern Rose - DemonBane ed song

Top ten things that annoyed / disappointed you

1) Customer
2) Dumbass students think they're smarter than me when they're not
3) Idiotic workmates think I'm hogging all the work
4) Jose Mourinho
5) Thierry Henry move to barcelona
6) That dumb guy that tried to scam me
7) That post office guy that's being rude to me
8) People making out on my sofa -_-
9) my lifestyle
10) My supervisor being rude with my english lol

hmmm what else should I put on this useless piece of journal? XD I know..

Deviant - March of The Black Parade. What is it? It's a short story about people opposing the government (hence the Black Parade) trying to rule over the people's lives. They are killing people with 'gifted abilities' to repel possible rebellion. The main character will be a guy along with a girl, and yes, I will use some of the my watcher's name in it just because I want to <3

here is the incomplete list of people I wanted to put in so far:
characters:

Locke
soul-link: Minerva

Realian
soul-link: Shinsei

Osiris
soul-link: Ezekiel

Lady Shizuka
soul-link: Calliber

Xenosnake
soul-link: Nerin

Loving pandoraes
soul-link: Kosera

What is a Soul-Link? don't ask me, I can't explain it now -_-;

anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS.

p.s. I'm still in hangover mode.. so sorry if I talk nonsenses.

NOW SCRAM, HEATHENS

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/16133910/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/16133910/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 05:54:09 PST
and Happy early new year!

First off:
-The new project of my new work really taken my attention, so sorry if I didn't comment a lot
-The summer school is on holiday, but before it also took my time. Yes I'm a nerd for taking summer school, sue me.

What did I do for xmas? Drunk. lol. seriously, I finished 1 bottle of Jim beam black by myself in the afternoon and drank few cans (like 12) in the afternoon and evening barbeque, and went to drink in the night with friends.

I couldn't wake up tomorrow, rofl. But I didn't do something stupid, I swear >_> other than drinking, that is. Hey, we gotta celebrate xmas right?
I wanna make a new year's resolution but I suck at following those, so that's a no. I wanna make a new year's piece about Deviant - march of the black parade, a short story I'm working in between LegACY. wait for those!

There are no new games I played, just Guitar Hero III and Umbrella Chronicles. I never know I'd love the wii guitar controller. it's smex and makes me wanna hump it all day long.

Some pics of me, incase any of you miss my sexiness:
[link]
[link]

Yes I look hot.

ps. any news on you guys?

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/15595221/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/15595221/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 18:49:04 PST
before summer starts, I'm happy to say that I'm loaded (yeah). The project I was involved into had finished, we had our presentation on Monday which went very well, I was very happy with it. But the most important thing is, I earned $3600 on it, oh snap lolololol. I worked 90.5 hours and I got paid $40/hour. This is for my summer fee which is $1875 and the rest? UPGRADE PC D00D! I will go sLI 8800 Ultra lolol.

check out [link] from left to right: My client, Dr. Ashley (a great fella and resident mac fanboy), Steven (awesome dude, smart and reliable), me (some stupid guy), Mark (2nd client, sorta. Technical help), Champ (designer and usability), and Nitesh (docos).

I'm sorry I haven't got time to reply to comments, I'm busy rushing the work and preparing my master degree, graduation, and work. Also, of course, playing Nexus TK lol! I missed this game! I met lots of awesome dudes there haha.

and finally, things to do for 2 weeks holiday before summer school start:
-Celebrate my 6th month with someone :> I got lotsa stuff in priority lulz
-Finish up LegACY, if anyone still remember this stupid fic
-all the trades of Xenosaga and Heroes with which I will do :>
-Catching up on games. Stranglehold, gears of wars, asassin's creed, .hacks, wild arms 5, persona 3, tales of abyss, FEAR the two packs, Crysis, Call of duty 4, and the list goes on......................

so, anything new bout you guys?
p.s. PLAY NEXUS TK WITH ME GOGOGOGO lol.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/15431360/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/15431360/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:27:12 PST
[link]

meh, not sure if anyone is interested but I've got to try

so what am I doing these days? I am guilty of studying for exam -_-;

I'm starting dotHACK G.U. Vol 2 (finally) and Fire Emblem Radiant Dawn and OH EM GEE FIRE EMBLEM IS THE BEST WII GAME <333 (okay, Super Mario Galaxy is also good, but...)

I like those two games sooo much. I stopped playing pro evolution soccer 2008 after I got all the trophies (including master league's trophies, all league trophies, all cup trophies) that is.. I dunno 20-30 trophies I guess, lol.

I'm playing my old online game again, after.. what? 5 years absence? I've played it since 8-9 years ago and OH MY, I MISSED IT SO MUCH. I've been playing it for two days and I just can't stop XD it's called Nexus the Kingdom of Winds. but I'm so lonely there since no one I know play Nexus TK -_-;;

anyone wanna play this with me? XD let's level up together laaawl check [link] for more info XD it's a cute MMORPG and REALLY oldskool. my nick there is realian

again, I doubt anyone is interested though ._.; anyways, there's nothing going on much except exams from 16-23 and after that I'm effin free!!!!! FREE!!

just wait for me you Call of Duty 4, Crysis, Gears of Wars, Assasin's Creed.. I'M COMING TO GET YA... XD

so guys, any news about you? please tell me.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/15250422/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/15250422/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 22:23:58 PDT
Anybody wanna do Xenosaga fanart collab? I am in spread-XS-Love-around XD I haven't drawn anything new (all my submissions lately is old)

I can only draw, because my coloring sucks T_T

ah well... Not sure if anyone is interested though. But if you do, I'm pretty much open to any character drawings and any theme with any number of people in, so long it's Xenosaga >:B you can even do the background without color if you want

Speaking of life, I'm extremely pissed off today. work-related. I'm so pissed at THE BITCHES who keep BITCHING at my boss, making me and another co-worker (which is sorta 2nd-in-command in our project) look like we're doing some fucking conspiracy to overtake the project because we took too much part in. My boss then cut some of our parts, which means what? Less work hours, less pay = fucking doom.

Me and him then went home after we signed out and cause some mayhem >:B My co-worker slammed the signed-off book so hard I think it's torn lolol. I just put it back in place... by kicking it.

LET'S SEE THEY HANDLE THE REST. I just don't care anymore, bleh. If the project gets delayed (deadline is 19th November) then they can't fucking blame me, amirite?

screw the project woo...

whatever. I'm pissed off :< What did I do to deserve this? T_T

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/15169476/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/15169476/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 07:34:40 PDT
OMG I MISS U A LOT. Sorry for not updating for a while ;-; it's my life that's been bothering the shit outta me for a while. Everything's getting close to an end (assignments and exam) and stuff so I have to concentrate my time on them. I did have a lot of stuff to submit to DevArt including some fanarts and some new concept art for my new project that I've been working for the last 4 months It's a short fantasy story called 'Deviant'. They are just some rough sketches, I'll clean them up and post it probably on November.

Also, wow, I got 6k view! Thank you to all the people that have watched and stalked my page. I can't thank you enough ^^ I felt like a bastard for not posting anything T_T

And I have just finished BioShock... twice, el oh el. It's a very, very good game. I just currently wasting my free time on Football Manager 2008 until I can play Pro Evolution Soccer 2008.

I WANNA PLAY ASSASSIN'S CREED... RIGHT NOW ARGH

ps. I miss you T__________T *crais*
pss. Hey guyz, listen to these [link]

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14979650/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14979650/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 02:55:55 PDT
I got tagged by

*----------------------------------*
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged
*----------------------------------*

1. I lost (till now) a total weight of 47 pounds XD

2. I'm in love with a wonderful girl

3. I travel to my workplace and sleep at the same time (HOW DID THAT HAPPEN...? two words: Public transport)

4. I suck at understanding people's feelings.

5. I smoke (learning to quit) and drink alcohol. It sucks (waste lotsa money) so don't do it, folks!

6. I love computer hardwares and I did a lot of assembling myself.

7. I need blanket to sleep. No matter how hot it is, I need it XD

8. I'm trying to save money to go on vacation

I tagz no one....
except XD

sorry love ;-;

NOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH MY LAIF?

Busy as HECK. Why? because for some goddamned reason (I don't care/give shit) the lecturers in all of my subject decided to give assignments and make them due at the same frikkin time, mainly because we only have three weeks left of academic studies before we head on to EXAM TIME. HOLY MOFO... x_x

I need to work and finish up the refolding website too.. OMG FRIKKIN SHIT NAAAAAARRGGHHHHH

[/freakout]

now that's out of the way... I seem to have become more random these days I might be going insane, been away from art for too long perhaps? Or lack of sleep. (I literally slept 3 hours perday now for almost two straight months, catching up on all school works and shit). I just frikking hope that exam is over soon so I can take a break ;-; I hate this hectic pressure shit and stuff.

anyway, I haven't got much to talk about, everyday is some repetitive school stuff and work shit.

I pity my life.

EDIT:
Pictures out of boredom
O_O? [link]
OH NOEZ LOLZ [link]
Me cooking [link]

Edit:
I just cut my hair today so.. there ya go XD
[link]
[link]
[link]

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14650459/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14650459/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 06:11:33 PDT _>;;

BUT, The show made it up. I love cosplay events XD and THERE WAS LYMSLEIA COSPLAYER OMGOMGOMG *orgasm* and she was really dedicated, it took her 5 months to make the costume lol (I asked). The rest was the same, I'll spam lots of pictures when I get it from my friend XD there were so many cool cosplayers (like SOul Calibur's Nightmare o_O)

I was the only Xenosaga cast XD My friend was a hit as L though, he was really dedicated (he came barefeet just like the real L, wearing long white shirt and a jeans, and yesterday was 10-12 degrees XD) and everyone was like.. "OMG L!! CAN I HUG YOUZZ?!?! PICTURESZZZ?!" XDD There were others cosplaying L but I think my friend was the best.

I bought quite lotsa stuff too there were no Xenosaga merchandise though T_T

EDITICTURES SPAMZ
3 pplz - [link]
Tonberry o.O - [link]
Kakashi + Narut0 - I like the kakashi o.o - [link]
SILENT HILL! - [link]
Gaara (cool contacts) and Yuna - [link]
SOme.. tiger o_o - [link]
My friend and the monitor - [link]
SIlent Hill again - [link]
Ichigo + Byakuya - [link]
IT'S OVER 9000!!! - [link]
Solid Snake got pwned - [link]
D-Gray man people - [link]
YOSHI!! - [link]
Sailor Venus + Keroro Gunso + Pikachu - [link]
Woah.. O_o - [link]
Woah.. again - [link]
A bunch of Organisation XIII - [link]
me and my friend - [link]
That girl from Bleach >_> - [link]
My friend and Ryuuk - [link]
My friend and his L plushie - [link]
My friend and Misa - [link]
A bunch of Misa cosplayers - [link]
My friend and the girl from Rozen Maiden - [link]
Zell, Auron and some random guy - [link]
My friend and the tiger - [link]
we both exhausted XD - [link]
L and PEACH! - [link]
Bleach group.. that Tousen looks like a rocker rofl - [link]
Group Stuff (I saw Yuffie XD) - [link]
Final Fantasy XII group - [link]
Naruto Group - http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14484671/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 23:46:56 PDT
I considered:
-Raito Yagami (desu noto) - simple, but cool. I got the death note already so it's all in a good fun. I just have to act paranoid xDDD
-'L' - but my friend have already decided he'll go as Ryuuzaki so I had to choose something else... I chose L because I found a store that actually sells his wig rofl.
-Kyon from Suzumiya Haruhi - simple as well it's gonna be hard to do the hair though!
-Kurosaki from 'Kurosagi'
-Simon from Gurren Lagann (in his digger form)
-Ichigo Kurosaki from Bleach (Bankai form). I might have to buy wig for his hair XD
but after a few selections and considering the cost, I decided to go with..

Rubedo from Xenosaga XD why?
1. I love his coat. I don't have the exact same pattern, but I have the long black coat he has
2. I have boots, lol.
3. It's xenosaga
4. I can dye my hair red again
a few things I don't know what to do:
1. Find his cross-pattern blue shirt. I might have to custom made it. costs more
2. Find his jeans. I have similar cargo army green-ish jeans but they're not the same >.>
3. Find contact lenses for his blue eyes. I can buy it but it's expensive XD

so uh.. yeah, I really am wanting to cosplay as Junya but... XD let's see though! I might have to go as Kurosaki instead roflolol.

+UPDATE+
My poor attempt cosplaying Kurosagi (this is based on the Live action stuff) XDD
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

I didn't do my hair because I'm too lazy? XD

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14421296/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14421296/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 06:24:31 PDT [link]
[link]

lol.


ANYWAY.


I got a job (finally), err.. two jobs, actually )))) one of them is work from home for a software developer. Another one is for [link] check out if you have time, though I'm sure 99% of people here won't get what the hell the website is about XDD I don't, as well. It's too long to explain what I have to do for them so... I don't bother? Lifewise, everything's ok, maybe ._.; I only miss a few things I couldn't do anymore now.

I don't have time for art anymore too which is a pain in the ass. I need a break from all this programming stuff. Luckily mid semester break (for 4 days only, though) is in three weeks, hopefully I can take a break (I doubt it though ) I miss drawing and playing music a lot T_T

Melbourne Anime Festival is in 17 days!! I can't wait to go! it must be fun. I need to find a bargain on Xenosaga stuff if they sell them, and Claymore stuff cause that anime is full of win.

oh yeah, I forgot to tell anyone else (only know this but I've lost weight, for a total of 38 pounds so far. I'm still going to aim for 7 pounds more though) I went to gym regularly for sometime now it's fun. Bench press FTW.

but I look suck in those pictures D:

and I'm naked.

half-naked, sowwie D:.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14130532/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14130532/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 08:55:38 PDT
IGOTS 5K VIEWS ZOMG! THANKS GUYS ^_______^!!! I am thinking... what should I do to celebrate it... or to thank you all who have viewed me page XD any suggestions, mateys?

That said, I am still jobless T_T I had some money though, after I sell my old PC built and the dual monitor (Samsung 19'' and ViewSonic 22''. I am using my Samsung 21'' TV as Computer monitor for now. it's horrible XD the max resolution is 1024x768 and text absolutely look like CRAP in there so I have to change it to 800x600 which is still crap for text but better after I view everything 200% larger XP I need new monitor.. and fast, rofl. The funny thing is.. I sent a resume to one company and they replied me, which made me so rofl.

Here it is:

Hello,

I just blahblahcraphere

Thank You Hope to hear from you
Kind Regards,

--
Davy Jones > ur dad
Teletubbies > ur mom
Ms. Shinsei > Me D

The signature of my email are those three shit written ^ and guess what the reply was:

Hi Davy, <--ROFL

Yes you craplol

Regards,
blahblah

They actually think my name is Davy Jones. This is madness XP

Life-wise.. though I am jobless I am still busy, I got three major projects and one of them is to build an application, probably gonna be based on AJAX and PHP, for Monash University in Clayton, Melbourne. It's gonna have to integrate with more than 800 relations (meaning more than 1000 tables in the database) and I got approximately 10 weeks to complete it. UTTER MADNESS X_X;; one of them is a movie project and one of them is another application project, but small one. Gonna take my time for sure T_T

anyway, I am proofreading the last three chapters of LegACY as of now I guess no one read this shit anymore but I wanted to complete it XD THREE MORE CHAPTERS TO ZE END ZOMGNOES I am also working on a new (but old) story ^^ it doesn't have a name yet but look forward to it if you like gangsta stuff (okay, not really) you might like this. There are lots of violence and bloodshed though This story is actually old because the base story of it has been around for sometime like.. 1 year or something. And I think I said something about it before in XL, only in different title XD I don't really want to get attached to the title so I decided to change it. It used to be called 'Night Owls 2'

anyways, that's it from me XD I'll have some art for 5k, at least, soon!

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14080404/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/14080404/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 19:40:16 PDT
[scam]

Hello Monterrey Chandra ,
How are you doing today? I committed to buy your item in ebay today so i am corrently not in Australia now because i work with sinosteelinternational company based in the united kingdom.
I am buying the product for my friend who is based in nigeria he is a pastor his birthday is fast approaching and i want the item to be sent to him as a birthday present, when i went to dhl to verify the cost of shippment of the item to my friend in nigeria i was told is up to .AU $90 so i want you to provide me the total cost of every thing so that i can immedaitly contact my bank to transfer the money to any account you are to provide for me.
I need your following detail because it will enable me make the transfer to you.

NAME
BSB
ACCOUNT INFORMATION
NAME OF BANK.

Immedaitly you give me the total cost of the item and the shippment to my friend in nigeria i will make the transfer of funds to you. and here is my friend's details you are to shipp the item in Nigeria.

NAME: Femi Agbi
ADDRESS:14,MAJA STREET
OFF TEJUOSHO ROAD
Cite;Surulere
State;lagos
Zipcode;23401 Nigeria
Hope to hear from you soonest

Regards
Aslem

[/scam]

How many spelling mistakes does a person who works for SinoSteel International make? I guess I can enter the company without any skill or grammatical knowledge whatsoever

His registered address is
19 Melbourne
Victoria , Victoria 3134
Australia
(917) 73652498

DUDE! XD there's no Melbourne Victoria street/road/unit/whatever in Victoria state XD and as such there's no Victoria suburb, and the country code is totally wrong. If you want to fool someone, AT LEAST do it properly, rofl.

I do a google on the address... and the first result gave me: [link]

uh.. okay.

ah internet.. such a good laugh! XD

By the way, I won in contest as Early Bird winners. everyone should congrats me right now. QUICK!!

That said, I wanted to congratulate for winning the first place. I just KNEW it XD

NOW, ANYONE ELSE WANTED TO MAKE A CONTEST?! *pokes Locke* >.>

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13949028/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13949028/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 23:10:34 PDT
anyway, life's been a-okay with me, settling in, killin bugs n shit, huh? Cleaning house all round. When I arrived at my place it was like... junk-dumpin hook-ups n shit, ya know? It was so messy >.>.... Took me three days to clean them all, with some help from me housemate. I was tryin to find jobs and shit as well (need to support me life here, bru) and this is the reason I'm writin this journal, huh?

First off, I don't think I wanna work as sales representative/stock caretaker/all that shit cause I felt violated last time, huh? I can't do nothin bout it (racist thingy happenin' bru. I think I wrote it before?)
I'm tryin to find a job computer-related like a tutor or part-timer in some computer shop, but this is still failin miserably. I hope I can succeed at this, brus. Which reminds me, I got rejected at 1 computer shop just because I am 21 (wtf, huh? if he said I'm not knowledgeable enough then I'm fine with it but.. 21? XD) I think I'm good enough at hardware and software, ya know? I build (currently building my 2nd PC right as we speaking, bru) my own PCs since... I dunno, High School? So I know a lot about parts, bru.

speaking of computer, I am ready to change my computer parts! I am so happy xD
my old config:
Samsung 19'' 940B Silver Monitor + Viewsonic 22'' VX2245WM (dual monitor)
Razer DiamondBack Gaming Mouse
Microsoft Multimedia Keyboard
PC:
Thermaltake Soprano Black-coated chassis with 1 intake, 1 exhaust and 1 side fan
Thermaltake 430 W PSU
Intel core 2 duo conroe e6600 2.4ghz CPU+ Intel default cooling
Inno3d NVidia GeForce 7600GS 512mb GPU memory
2GB Lemel RVM-41 DDR2 RAM
Seagate Barracuda 250GB Sata II 7200RPM HDD
Gigabyte GA-945P-S3 Motherboard
Sony 18x DVD-RW

my new config:
Viewsonic 22'' VX2245WM + DELL 24'' 2405FWP --> not sure bout the Dell tho...
Logitech MX Revolution cordless mouse
Logitech G-15 LCD Gaming keyboard
PC:
Thermaltake Kandalf Black Super Full Tower chassis with 1 front intake, 1 rear intake, 1 rear exhaust, 1 top exhaust/intake and 1 side fan (uber cool XD)
Thermtaltake ToughPower 1000 W PSU
Intel core 2 quad q6600 2.4ghz CPU
Zalman 9700LED CPU cooling (w/ FanMate 2)
Gigabyte NVidia 8800 Ultra 768mb GPU memory
2gb OCZ Limited edition watercooling PC-6400 DDR2 RAM
Western Digital Raptor-X 150GB 10000RPM HDD
Western Digital Raptor 74GB 10000RPM HDD
Gigabyte GA-N680SLI-DQ6 Motherboard
Asus Lightscribe DVD-RW
Vantec Spectrum fancard (2 fans)
4 front USB (combining in a total of 10 USB ports inside the chassis)

it's a total of... 9 fans (including my GPU's and PSU's built-in fan) in a case. OMG Air cooling to the core, bru! XDD
I was thinking of purchasing Scythe kama bay 5.25'' device system cooler and Antec SpotCool flexible fan as well.. which means 1 more fan (either as another front intake fan or maybe HDD cooler, to add my intake fan. Raptor is a very hot HDD indeed x_x)

They're going to be a pain in the ass to clean later on tho XDDD

...I don't think anyone will understand what I'm talking about tho.. XD sorry I'm such a hardware geek.

Anyways, I been watchin Blood Diamond, bru. nice movie XD I want to talk with that accent T_T

school is almost here.. new semester and then I'll graduate w00t.

p.s
psstpmmepsst XD

________________________________
Love x10000 <3


Real Life Friends


These Awesome People
... ]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13878857/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13878857/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 19:36:52 PDT
XD

OMG SO FAST

I LOVE MY ADSL <3

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13559238/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13559238/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 03:21:51 PDT

I know I promised to kill myself if I ever submitted more art with 19.2k connection... BUT

I have a 28.8k connection sometimes... I think that's faster xD (lol obviously)

anyway I have some new art... only sketches though until I get back to Melbourne.. sad... T_T

Since I finished KOS-MOS' fanart I kinda hooked back with Xenosaga fanart.. been sketching a bunch of them

I'm starting to sketch my 2nd entry for Andi's contest too.

I also drew my fav character from Wheat ( fanfiction) Spica xD I dunno her yet but I liked her doll <3 I'll submit it when I got the time... and connection speed.

life-wise, it's been good. Apart from work which is okay, I'm starting to go to gym (for about two weeks now... for the heck of it). I cut my hair too, and lost some weights (liek.. 3 kgs already) and met with my old band members... FUN! XD I caught back with my games too (Phoenix Wright:Ace Attorney and Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney:Justice for all, SF:EXA, SH III, Suikoden V, etc)

Did anyone believe me when I said it took me half an hour to open up journal page? writing the journal takes shorter xD

and I'm still sorry for not commenting much. it's a pain to wait your guys pictures to load T_T rlly! I want to see submission about KOS-MOS v T-Elos and Junya v KOS-MOS thing.. but I can't lol. too long T__T

ps. PHOENIX WRIGHT IS THE BEST GAME EVER MADE

why?

*moves mouth closer to the NDS mic*

..

...

HOLD IT!!!

...

*moves even closer*

....
...
...

OBJECTION!!

rofl.

_____________________________
Solo Project
- LegACY last Chapter (le gasp!!)
- Giftart for birthday - pending

-OC of dA friends progress:
- - THat RP Character with the smexy helmet (adriene?) (might re-do)
http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13479834/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 02:21:35 PDT
it's so slow here (28.8kbps on a good day)so I'll keep my journal simple xD

I MISS YA ALL ;-;

still, I'm having fun in Indonesia though! I hope everything's ok for ya all too. I'll go on a commenting spree once I came back from Indonesia. sorry for not commenting cause it's fucking slow I'd rather eat my shoe than waiting for pictures to load xD

see ya all in a month! <3

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13353817/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13353817/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 09:15:29 PDT
...

I'm addicted to MCR now. I don't like the way Gerard sings sometimes (he sings way too... dramatic lol xD) but all the songs in this album... totally clicked to me. well, except the hidden track and mama. I love the rest. totally. awesome. to the core.

I even have ideas for drawings/stories/Music Video from their songs. lol!

enough of my MCR addictedness.



Life's been pretty easy for me now that all exams have finished (2 days ago). There's nothing much to do other than packing up and cleaning around house. Tomorrow I'm going to start a super huge cleaning around the house so it'll take a while xP

Somehow this feels weird. I haven't visited Indonesia for almost two years, and that just made me feel... I dunno, different. There'll be no internet around and in my place so surely I won't be able to online as much. I do miss my home there with all my best friends and its goodness but I just... dunno, this been bugging me for a while but I don't feel like going back, I dunno why. Everytime I think about it, I feel lazier to board a plane, and since I don't like flying (let alone, flying for 12 hours) probably that's what's making me hesitating my decisions. But I know there's something else that's bothering me, I just don't know what. maybe I'm afraid of changing all the schedule and everything that I have done in Melbourne? maybe I'm scared because everything will be different from what I have experienced for the last two years? maybe I'm nervous because I dunno how the two years gap have changed everything around me? maybe because I won't be able to see ms Shinsei, and my other online dudes and dudettes everyday? who knows? I just don't know.

but anyway, I have wasted $1300 for a plane ticket so yeah. I'll be going. Be back in a month and a half. I'll drop in once in a while hopefully. I'll be too busy probably to do so though. I really wish I can see who the winner of Andi's contest xD I will still enter though!!

I'll miss you guys!

just like MCR's song 'Cancer' quotes: "Cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you"
...I feel emo-er..

anyone who wanted to contact me can contact my email. I'll respond whenever I'm online, for sure. I want to write my mobile no, but it'll be different from what I'm using now (obviously, lol)

I feel sad.. somehow, damn :/

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13273174/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13273174/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 03:01:47 PDT
....

My b-day is awesome. we drank so much alcohol I think I puked a few times xD THREE Johnnie Walker Black Label, TWO red label (still JW) and a few pitcher of beer, like.. ten of them. We all smoked like no tomorrow too lawl.

My friend threw a surprise party for me. and by surprise I mean SURPRISE LIKE HELL. they kidnapped me in the middle of the night (I was sleeping and they wore some sort of mask and even put a toy gun in front of me). they duct-taped my eyes and mouth (it hurts like hell when they took it off lawl) and took me to the bar. I was kinda freaked because I thought WTF I GOT KIDNAPPED. They even acted like they were bad guys and all that lawl. anyway, I was happy xD it was kinda crazy, but I'm happy.

I got a few gifts from my mates:

[link]
it's read: Penguin Krewz and the other one H/\ppy Korner(tm)
initially I'd want my band name (Monotone) but it's a surprise gift so I don't mind xD

the other one
[link]
L from DeathNote's bracelet and Bleach bracelet (Abarai Renji's one) because they knew I love both animes XD

I don't mind doing it again next year, however, I WILL have my revenge on my friends. I'll make them suffer for freaking me out xD oh they shall pay, they shall pay DEARLY.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13170508/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13170508/ Thu, 31 May 2007 23:06:25 PDT
....

MY HARDEST EXAM HAS JUST PASSED BY

yay me lawl.

There are two exams left, one is on my birthday date >.> what a gift from my college lawl. One is on 14th June, and I'll fly to Indonesia for a month. It turns out that I'll be able to do some artworking after all, if I have time. I'd be able to enter contest after all, which is cool xD

and I'm so happy today xD something happened that made my day.

what is it?

I'm taken, officially. lawl. And I did it in one of the cheesiest confession ever. lawl. xDD

xDDD

anyway, see ya all when I finished exam XD

_____________________________
Solo Project
- LegACY Chapter 27 - pending
- Giftart for birthday - pending

-OC of dA friends progress:
- - THat RP Character with the smexy helmet (adriene?) (might re-do)
- - her ID
http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13109380/ Sun, 27 May 2007 05:33:29 PDT

ZOMG I NEED TO STUDY LAWL

I'm quite nervous of this exam, especially on one subject called Internet Security. it's a hard subject, and though I found it interesting I don't know whether I'm good enough to get high marks for it. I'm not sureeeee <___> I'm anxious on Web Programming subject as well because if I'm good enough I'm practically guaranteed a tutor next semester. I REALLY want to be a tutor for Web Programming so I'm preparing my best, however, the exam is right before Internet Security, so I'm torn between my studies.. I can't put priorities XD bah.

hope for the best.

as for art and else.. I'm pending everything. I need to study... a lot. x_x plus, I'm going back to Indonesia this june, that's on 18th June, and that practically shields me from everything art x____x like.. 95% of my time won't be dedicated to art lawl. I'll be busy. as usual, money problem. work, work and work. I'm not even sure I can play games xD I'm currently in a contest that I'm not even sure I could enter now. ANDI, WILL YE GIVE ME EXTENSION?! In case I can't make it x_x If you can I'll be grateful (not that I'll WIN HOWEVER, I said I'd enter so I will) but if I can't make it in a week's time after the original due date I'd probably quit, that means I'm not committed enough, I'm a liar, and I'm being a burden to every other participants. :/

p.s. I NEED TO WIN SOME TATTERSALL'S LOTTERY kthxbai

...I'm sleepy

_____________________________
Solo Project
- LegACY Chapter 27 - pending
- Giftart for birthday - pending

-OC of dA friends progress:
- - THat RP Character with the smexy helmet (adriene?) (might re-do)
- - her ID
http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/13008174/ Sat, 19 May 2007 01:44:19 PDT
which is a good thing, btw xD I tweaked my drawing style a bit, as well as trying new coloring style, and I love it so far. I thought it's good to draw smaller eyes... xD

I missed all my old stories... drawing some of my old art really touched me for some reason xD I might do the translation and fixing of some of the plot holes whenever I had free time. look forward to it o=o

I'm joining my first dA contest too o_O and possibly will do my first trade xD (after two years... omg so late rofl) so I'm totally busy. and Exam is next week xDDD gotta start working on.. everything, basically. I stopped playing all my games because exam is near (don't wanna touch the rest of SH III, Shining Force EXA and .HACK GU//2 yet) so that's good cause I have more time to do some artworking xD

bsaically, though I quit my job I'm happy I still got tutor job so I'm covered lol.

_____________________________
Solo Project
- LegACY Chapter 27 - pending
- Giftart for birthday - pending

-OC of dA friends progress:
- - THat RP Character with the smexy helmet (adriene?) (might re-do)
- - her ID
- http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12962884/ Tue, 15 May 2007 08:11:41 PDT )

ps. these stars are made of win. I shoulda done this long times ago, made my journal look professional

Solo Project
- LegACY Chapter 27
- Giftart for birthday

-OC of dA friends progress:
- - THat RP Character with the smexy helmet (adriene?) (might re-do)
- - Nerin
- - Minerva T Seraphim
- http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12925255/ Sat, 12 May 2007 05:54:05 PDT

SH III is made of win, and Hilda is Rape <3 ^___^ I'd so rape her xDD
[/randomshit]

sorry if I seem like neglecting people's comments about my art, I don't mean to do that >.< I appreciate each and every comments you guys make I WILL reply to your comments, please just wait. I'm occupied with something else.

Artwise, It's been awesome so far. I wrote a lot of LegACY, I drew a lot of my watchers' OC basic sketches, basically it's good xD

I watched SpiderMan III a few days ago with my friends, and it was awesome. Venom RULEZ, though I'm 100000% sure I will sue Sam Raimi if Venom is.. what I think happened to him. dun want to spoil people who haven't watched it -.^ anyway, Tobey is FUCKING EMO in the movie xD AWESOME. He's made of EMOWIN <3 HE'S TOTALLY EMO, from the way he wears clothes to his hairstyle xD xD Emo dancing ftw.

I've watched 'The Last Kiss', 'Apocalypto', 'Mississippi Burning', 'Thank you for Smoking', 'Pan's Labyrinth' on DVDs for the last couple of days with my friends lol xD I'm enjoying my unemployment status (except for the tutor job, which I still do).

Anyways, as an update of life... My exam is on the end of this month!! *GASP* OMGWTF. I can't wait to go to the exam and finish them all xD This semester been a blast to me so I'm not really worried except for one subject out of four. everything else is cool. I hope.

and I'm going back to Indonesia this June. this means that I won't see any of you my online friends for a while, probably one and a half month >.< if any of you have mobile, and wanted to hook me up, just ask through XL PM or DA Notes I'd be glad to tell ya my mobile no. lul. I wanted to keep in touch with you people.

I'M GONNA MISS YA, MS. SHINSEI D:

I'll upload 'Notturnoeulen' - Nocturne Owls aka Night Owls into youtube later today. Hope you guys can enjoy it

________________________________
Art
-LegACY Chapter 27
-Giftart
-OC Watchers
dA List of awesomeness
- THat RP Character with the smexy helmet (adriene?) - DONE
- Nerin - DONE
- Minerva T Seraphim - DONE
- Callie - DONE
- her ID
- Rien
- Kosera - DONE
- Rei Murasaki
- that.. nekomimi girl xD
- Ezekiel
- Fujiwara Ai
-Night Owls Live Action Trailer

Games... ]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12833456/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12833456/ Fri, 04 May 2007 10:41:08 PDT Update of Life
I told this to already in our MSN talk (which hasn't finished but he had to go sleep while I AFK >.< looking forward to talk with ya again, buddy) but I finally quit my job. Like you guys know this past three months been a shit work life to me, with the new general manager and shit. And two days ago was the culmination of all culmination. He forbade me from taking weekend shifts and he wanted me to work under constant supervision (which is impossible on weekends, hence the shift-decreasing shit) and he also asked me for Criminal Record from the police, as well as the Letter of Good Conduct from the Police as well.

WTF? I wondered, and people actually backed me up on this since it's never been done before, and no workplace has ever asked that kinda shit in Melbourne. However, the store manager said that this was a random checking and shit and all the crap he tried to preach which didn't even make sense.

I was like.. BULLSHIT, I'm fucking outta here, if he wanted me out that much. It's so clear that he is a racist bully to the core, why should I stick around? The other store manager wanted to defend me, but I declined because it might risk her position and job. She already had a decent position and decent paychecks so I didn't want to bother her and I didn't want her to risk her job just for me.

Anyway, life will be hard till I find another job to support my financial crap. BUT, I shall survive. I know I can.

I hope. lol.

the better side is, I could concentrate on art more, catching up on my life and games, till I find another job. I hope it won't be too long.

I stole these two from

ONE
Open your choice of music player [iTunes, Limewire, Kazaa, etc.] and put it on SHUFFLE. (I HAVE WINAMP, BIATCH!)
Press play. (w00t)
For every question type the song that's on.
And when you go to a new question press the next button.
No cheating. (NOEZ!!!11)



Opening credits: WHAT'S UP PEOPLE?!?! - Maximum The Hormone

Waking up: 00:00 A.M - ACID

Average day: You - Kobukuro

First date: Communication Breakdown - Yuki Kajiura ...o.O I wonder what kind of date we're having lulz

Falling in love: Pastel Reflections [from Summer DayDreams] - Kevin Kern <33333

Fight scene: Metalingus - Alter Bridge

Breaking up: Mizuiro no Machi - SPITZ

Getting back together: Honoho - SPITZ

Life's okay: Rakuyou - ORANGE RANGE

Mental Breakdown: Zetsubou Billy - Maximum The Hormone (OMG SO FIT xD)

Driving: Reila - GazettE

Flashback: Hoshikuzu - Ai Otsuka *crais*

Partying: Hands Held High - Linkin Park

Happy dance: Days - FLOW

Regretting: Creid - Yasunori Mitsuda & Milleneal Fair

Long night alone: Miss You - Kobukuro

Death scene: Boukoku Kakusei Angel Carthasis - ALI PROJECT

End Credits: The Sore Feet Song - Ally Kerr

TWO

1) First Name: Read my other journals
2) Middle Name: Read my other journals
3) Last Name: /)(O.o)/) (\(o.O)(\
4) Nicknames: Mon, Te, Monty, Monteh, Sandi, LORD NIBTE, emo boy, Te, the honorary peasant who stalks the castle wall, Montay, Te-chan and the list goes on...
5) City: Melbourne
6) Age: younger than ur mom
7) Birthday: 8th June
8) Astro Sign: Gemini
9) Siblings: A brother and a sister <-- same xD
10) Pets: Iguanas, Lizards, and goldfishes. I recently just purchased a Tarantula. should arrive soon -^_^-
11) Hair Color: Black for now. It has red highlights though
12) Eye Color: pitch black, like a ghost or something .__.
13) Shoe Size: I FEEL INTIMIDATED

--- Relationships ---

14) Do you have a crush? One
15) Whats his/her name? She doesn't publicly announce her name on the net xD ( )
16) Do you like them older or younger? Younger... they are tasty if deep fried, lul. err... no, younger just suits me? I FEEL INTIMIDATED NOW D:
17) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Not anymore D:
18) Whats his/her name? starts with M too, and no, I don't jerk with myself
19) How long have you been with him/her? GAGAGAGAAA
20) Are you... ]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12688349/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12688349/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 07:47:07 PDT I accidentally deleted you from my watchlist T___T I'M SORREH!!! I was doing something uhh.. secret and suddenly it pops-up my friends list... I thought by choosing one it'll do what I want so I went with >.< but suddenly it just deletes her from my watchlist

WTF?!DA IS SO CONFUSING D:

I'm sorry Emo Gal.. I watched you back straight away though >.< so if some weird messages pop-up it might be from me D:

damn DA >.>

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12650167/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12650167/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 02:48:00 PDT
o lifeeee

ooooooo lifeeee

o life

uh uh uh uh

-Life by ~Desree~

Now let's get on to things. First off, I've been busy with school assignments, and work as usual so I'm absenting myself from art for a while. Not a good thing, but what can you do? >.> LegACY is going smooth though, expect a new chapter later this week. a LONG chapter.

Condolences to Virginia Tech shooting victims. Geez, the world is crazy. We need Death Note ASAP. That, or Wilhelm. Whichever works.

Lastly, Stole this from

10 people/things you like:
Make up your mind. PEOPLE or THINGS??
in no direct order
1. Intarnetz Best frens (DA, XL, MSN, etc. You know who you are -.^)
2. Insects (including Arachnids) esp. Cockroach ^_^
3. Anime
4. Manga
5. Music
6. Arsenal
7. Smoking
8. My outside internet best friends (again, you all know who you are -.^)
9. *insert little girls name here*
10. My forever emo-counterpart

5 things that make you happy:
1. Sleep
2. Holiday
3. Sleep
4. Holiday
5. ...Sleep

10 things that you hate/dislike:
1. Chelsea
2. Jose Mourinho
3. Steve McLaren
4-10. *insert HAET here*

3 facts about your name:
1. It belongs to me
2. It doesn't belong to your mom
3. It sucks

5 facts about yourself:
1. I have a penis
2. I have hands.
3. I have a face
4. I have a body
5. I have feet

2 things you expect (at least for now):
1. Dinner
2. Supper

4 random thoughts:
1. BLOODY
2. hmm... wine..
3. Need.. smoke..
4. Damn that kiddy bastard
5. Alalalala long alalalalong long li long long long... come on~

Song you're listening to (give singer): None.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"And then she slowly rubs her breast towards my back. I couldn't see what happened, but my heart starts beating..."
I swear to God that is what's written. and it's not mine.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
DONE



3. What is the last thing you watched on T.V.?
- Snakes on a Plane

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
- 7.30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 7.37 (this is insanely stupid)

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- the walls are talking to me, dude

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- just a while ago. Paid the rest of my tuition fee

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- BBC news

9. What are you wearing?
- clothes

10. Did you dream last night?
- I did. I dreamt meeting and and we all started singing 'God Bless America' in front of someone's house in the middle of blizzard.

11. When did you last laugh?
- Not today

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- nothing

13. Seen anything weird lately?
- UR MOM

14. What do you think of this quiz?
- eh..

15. What is the last film you saw?
- TMNT

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- I will save the money in the bank

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
- I am.. your father's cousin's dentist's uncle's daughter's friend.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
who cares about that stuff

19. Do you like to dance?
Dunno.

20... ]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12563642/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12563642/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 06:55:57 PDT just tagged me xD

1) Your name?: Monte

2) Age?: 20 going on 21

3) Height and weight?: lol.. 178/78

4) List six of your fave things to do!:
-Guitar-ing
-Games
-Smoking
-Drinking
-Art-ing
-Soccer-ing

5) List 4 of your fave games!:
-Stepmania
-Guitar Hero
-Winning Eleven
-Xenosaga

6) List 2 of your fave characters(from games, animes, etc.):
-MOMO
-Lymsleia

7) Do you like music? What kind?: Any kind

8) Do you like to be around people?: Yep. Depends on the people tho

9) Do you get along with your siblings and parents?: Nope

10) Are you against gay/lesbian marriage?: Nope

11) Are you racist?: You crazy bastard

12) Are you happy with the way you are?: Very

13) Have any regrets?: One.

14) Have any fears?: Abandoned

15) Have any expectations?: Graduate

16) What do you think about life?: It's what it is.

17) What do you think is the meaning of life?: I never think too much about it

18) Your fave number?: 8

19) Do you Want to get married?: Of course

20) Do you want any kids?: Yeppers

21) List 4 things you'd like to accomplish before death:
-Have grandchildren
-Stop smoking
-Sell album worldwide
-*insert accomplishment here*

22) Now tag 5 people:
stops here.

I will just tag cause she's special mwaha :'D

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12504201/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12504201/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 01:42:28 PDT
no, srsly.. I had a lot of fun. My shooting is going well. oh wait, I haven't told you guys. Yeah... the Night OWLs is finally on production, though I have to change a lot of the plot because of the cast >.> it's gonna be 3 minutes only too, since I'm just making a trailer out of it, lol. We had a lot of fun shooting yesterday and I hoped to continue on Monday. We're on a superb tight schedule because everyone is so busy, but we were able to shoot about 60%of the footage, so I'm happy.

And about music... hell yeah, awesome. I probably will go to record my new song made with Lolichromatic soon. The Bassist, Lanna, collaborated with me and we were able to produce two songs, of which needed more observation and arrangement, but we got em nailed. I wonder if I could show it to you guys... lol.

I also watched 300 and TMNT after I finished shooting. it was awesome. I liked 300 and liked TMNT, though I was a bit disappointed with how Michaelangelo didn't get plot development at all, he's my favourite turtle xDD

all in all, this is a great week. peace!

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12384579/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12384579/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 06:08:24 PDT
OH EM GEE...

I declare today the best day of 07 XD I had so much fun today! In the morning I packed everything (my Ibanez, my Yamaha, Ciggys and a lot of them) and went to my friend's (Lolichromatic's members) house to jam xD. I was succeeded in taking Champ, my vocalist, with me, cause he can drum.

Anyway, we arrived there around 10 A.M and no one was at home so I was like... WTF?! Did I go to a wrong house or something and shit? It turned out that I did go to the wrong house, because after I knocked the door a few times, there was no answer, I lost my patience and kicked it once, and some grandpa came out and scolded me and my friend for kicking the door xDD I was like... 'This HAD to be the wrong house *whisperwhisper*'

Anyway, so we called my friends and asked them the direction again, and they told the same street name, and the same number I've written down XDD I was like... "Hey dude, did you have a grandpa or somethin?" And he was like.. "No wai. He'd be deaf to the core if he stayed with me" and I was like... 'WTF... how come there's a grandpa coming out of your house?' and he's confused. So were me and my friend xD xD So anyway, after a few minutes debating and confusing each other, I decided to hang up and told him to go out.

And he did go out.

Like... 500m from where I stood xDDD

Anyway, that was weird, but I decided to let it go xD So yeah, after an exciting morning, I had a breakfast before we sorta talked about what to jam. We played a lot of indo songs (poor Champ) and some Monotone songs, plus some Lolichromatic songs as well. It's lots of fun! I was surprised at the amount of guitars/basses collection the siblings have. it's CRAZY xD The bassist (sister) has Black ESP Viper 254 FM, Black ESP F254, Black Gibson Thunderbird 5-string (O.o)!!, Red Epiphone EB-3 standard, and Red Gibson SG standard. The vocal/guitar (the older bro) doesn't have as much as his sister xD he got like.. four. One Ebony Les Paul, one Gibson hummingbird, one white ESP AX-50 and white ESP EX-400. BUT STILL... My Ibanez and Yamaha just got raped by those collection xD xD xD and they got one yamaha keyboard and one Pearl drumsets as well. cool! XD

The vocalist's voice is awesome. He's great. totally. and he didn't smoke xDDD HIS SISTER DID. ROFL. And we did those romantic awesome scene where we share one lighter and light two smoke. lmazzle

By the way, How do I know all those funky serials above? I asked xD Lmazzle ((c) Kazuki Inoue)

anyway, it's been great today, we jammed for like.. hours xD xD and I went home all smiley. I needed it though, cause tomorrow I have to come back to the hellhole of workplace and meet my jerky store manager... urgh lol.

Oh, and we actually will meet again next week, or earlier. The bassist will come visit me, she said. We got this one idea of a song that me and her will work together if we have the time. I'm looking forward to it xD

anyway that's it lol.

It's me.. QuizTime!!
I steal this from


(01) Full name: ......Monterrey Raisilas Chandra Isuxandemo

(02) Male/Female: Female

(03) Were you named after anyone?: My first name was taken from a city where 1986 World Cup was held and it was given by my uncle. I was born on the day of the match. Middle name was given by my parents

(04) Does your name mean anything?: City... Raisilas derived from two words: Rais and Ilyas. Forgot the meaning but They have meaning

(05) Nickname(s): Mon, Te, Monte, Peasants who stalk the castle walls, Lord Nibte, Roach King, Monty, Monteh, Sandi, *insertlittlegirlsnamehere* Stalker, Emo Boy

(06) What do you think you look like... name wise: Uh... a guy? lol.

(07) Date of birth: 8686

(08) Place of birth and current location: Indonesia, Jakarta. Now I'm in Australia, Melbourne

(09) Nationality: Indonesian

(10) Astrology sign: Gemini.

(11) Chinese astrology sign: Tiger

(12) Religion: Christian, I guess.

(13) What's your favorite smell?: fart

(14) Political Position?: I don't do politics

(15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Water.

(16) Hair + eye color: Black w/Red highlights (Used to be red, but I let it grew longer) + Pitch Black

(17) Do you look like anyone famous?: said I look like L'Arc en Ciel's Ken... ]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12344293/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12344293/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 00:36:40 PDT
I'm happy. WOW, I AM actually happy. These past few months been a shit life to me, but today is just 180' different from what I felt before. Life's been pretty boring and whatnot, till I met two siblings who were in a band called Lolichromatic (lol for the name) a few days ago. They are AWESOME I've chatted with them about music, life, and all of other stuff. I've been pretty bored with my days so chatting with two people that had a completely different life with me was cool xDD The singer was a guy who also played rhythm guitar, and his sister is the bassist in a band consist of 4 people, which were now broken apart because the drummer had been caught by the police for drugging and the Lead guitarist was captured for assaulting police officers (yes, plural) and whatnot.

I was quite happy meeting them, and when they found out I could play music they were a little bit curious ("what? this bastard could strum, Far out" as the singer said) about my skill, so they forced me to come practice with them, as they were bored with a duo, and when I told them I might be able to grab a drummer they were ecstatic xD so yeah, probably this weekend. w00t!! MUSIC, finally! <3

Plus the bassist in goth = freaking uber cute xDD I love how they dressed too, it's so unique xD xD

and they are Indonesian, which surprised me o.O

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12267925/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12267925/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 06:39:14 PDT
Anyways, I can't draw/do shit at work because of the pressure -.- things didn't get worse, thank God, but it doesn't get better as well, which made me quite sick of things. Other than some n00b photoshopping, I haven't done anything productive lately. I missed writing Legacy, I missed drawings, I missed playing my guitar, basically I missed everything but I can't do them. yay me. Hopefully I'll get back to them soon though T_T

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12050543/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12050543/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 07:46:56 PST
to all the people that did not want to see the word 'f***' every two words can skip this rant.

Ok, let's start.


I FUCKING HATE MY NEW BOSS. I felt like shoving his motherfucking ass inside a woodcutting machine

here's the full fucking story. He was just newly promoted as a general manager of the franchise where I worked and was transferred into my store, as my old general manager had to go to the new branch and helped there. I just knew he hated me from fucking day one, dudes. Like... bullshit. He always fucking nitpicked me, like I made fucking mistakes like some kind of n00b.

It's fucking NORMAL to say hi whenever you met and looked at the person in the eye right? I personally thought that it would be fucking rude if you talked without looking at the person's face or something, and it's AUSTRALIA for goddamn Christ sake. We always looked at the person's face and talked, I never had any shitty problems like this before. >.> anyway, yeah, so he said to me that he didn't like my looking at his face and said hi.

WHAT

THE

FUCK

I was FUCKING SMILING to him, and even fucking nodded my head a bit as a term of endearment, for fuck sake. And it sorta went from there. I was working inside the liquor section, and there were no customers so I did what I could do, I cleaned the bottles, I wiped the glasses, and guess what? HE FUCKING SCOLDED ME, asking WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING. I, of course, tried to be as fucking polite as possible, replied with honesty, there was NO customers, so I did some work. And he said No, what I did was not working. I was at cashier, so I had to stand there

BULL

SHIT

Was I supposed to stand like some fucking statue that cannot shit? Ok, so he wanted me to do that, FINE. I did exactly that. Standing behind the counter.

and he SCOLDED ME AGAIN for DOING THAT. WHAT THE FUCK DID HE WANT WITH ME, MAN? I, of course, back then already a little bit pissed, asked what was I supposed to do because he told me I couldn't clean the bottles or wiped the glasses. He said that 'Look there, the bottles over there were not being put neatly, you should fix that' or something along those fucking lines.

WHAT THE FUCK?!

and that's not it, he treated everyone to dinner afterwards (me included) and I said 'Thank you for the f...' before I even finished that sentence he shook his head and said to me that I should cut out the sugar coating because he hated that. WHAT?! Who wanna sink that low to sugar coat at him?! BULLSHIT. All I wanted to say was THANKS because he TREATED dinner. so was I supposed to stay silent and shit, without saying thanks?! I WAS ANGRY, and I said to him 'All I did just wanted to say thanks, what's the matter with you?'

He said to me that everyone said I was doing a great job, but not in his eyes. In his FUCKING eyes no matter what I did, I'd still looked bad. He SAID that to me, I lost my appetite and I finished eating early, and went home.

anyway, that was a few weeks ago (I ranted to Meg, one of XL users, about this). and today, he nitpicked me again. Like I didn't clean the floor properly, I was being rude, I was shouting at him for no reason (which I did, because he was so far away and I was busy with stocktaking), I couldn't wear earrings in the store (he WORE A FUCKING EARRING TOO BULLSHIT) and my work was really bad. He just kept building a stress inside me

I felt like quitting >.> too bad this was the only job I had, and I have to fucking work to support my school, my rent bills, and everything. I told my friends about this and they said just to be patient with it.

I felt like dying.

that is all.

thanks for reading ;/

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12034022/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/12034022/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 23:58:20 PST

Fav male character: Not in order or anything.
too much to list >.>
I got at least 1 fav male character in every game and anime that I ever encountered.

Fav female character: Same as above.
again, too much to list
if it helps, I love little girls

Fav animal/creature character:
- Jigglypuff
- Kirbee
- Amon in Shadow Hearts
- Vivi from FF IX
-etc....

How long have you watched anime?: for as long as I could remember. My first anime is Captain Tsubasa, followed by Doraemon
Why did you became a fan: I just love em.
Will you be a fan forever?: I dunno. I can't, because I'm not Eternal.

Do you think any anime characters are hot?: some of them.
Like yaoi?: I'm not against them
Like yuri?: I'm not against them
Like hentai? Why not?
Own a lot of hentai?: I got free copies all the time from my friends who distributed them in Indonesia
You're a big pervert right?: I think so
Like bishounen?: I'm not against them
Like bishoujo?: It's ok... love little girls more

Read manga?: Yup
Have any untranslated manga?: from Japan, you mean? yeah, quite a few
What anime magazines do you own?: Shonen Jump, Ultima, Animonster
How much manga do you have?: too much too list. 5 years ago I actually did count them and they reached around 200-something. Right now probably double the amount.
How many anime DVDs or VHS?: I don't have much. I always downloaded them
Own any fansubs?: Will start them soon.
Make your own fansubs?: Will start them soon.

Do you draw anime?:Yep...
Do you use software like Photoshop?: yes
Ever use Oekaki applets?: yes
Have any doujinshi?: yes
Ever make your own doujinshi?: nope
Do you write fanfics?: a few
Read fanfics?: of course.

What anime merch do you own? ??? merch? merchandise? not much. Just a few die cast, and figures totalled up to 80-90 gundam figures.
Does Japan in general interest you?: yeah
Do you like other Japanese stuff that's not anime?: yes
Ever eaten Pocky or Pucca?: yes
Want to visit Japan?: I wish.

Fav animation studio: too many to list >.>
Fav manga artist: Too many to list too.
Your view on anime: They're ok
Fav anime quote or phrase: Too many to list
Character you most relate to: Dunno... I never compared myself

Ever cosplay?: yes
Cosplayed as who?: Raito from Death Note
Gone to anime conventions?: a few times
How many?: see above
Fav convention: Manifest, the only anime conventions in Melb. >.>

Own anime soundtracks?: yeah
Which ones? Too many to list, seriously.
Fav anime song?: This is crazy.
Fav Japanese singer/artist?: I don't want to stretch this page too much >.> I'll just list my most fav band. ever: SPITZ
Want to learn to speak Japanese?: I can speak em a little
Like shonen ai?: Neutral, I guess
Like shoujo ai?: errmm yeah
Fav anime hair color?: Red
Is anime going to take over the world?: I dunno.

------------------------------

1. What is your character's name?
what? depends on the fics, but I'll just use the most recent one, my fic Leg[ACY] and my character is Realian

2. What is your character's name in another language?
errr...

3. How old is he/she?
depends on the stories... but in Leg[ACY] he's 20-21

4. What is your character's race/species?
Human, I guess.

5. Does she/he/it have a crush?
I do, not him. But in most stories he usually has someone already

6. Do she/he/it they have many friends?
I guess. For some reasons my character is always a lovable guy

7. What planet is your character from?
I don't know. some planet

8. Does your character like to eat?
Somewhat...

9. What's his/her favorite food? ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11929663/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11929663/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 02:20:05 PST
The thing is... I was talking to my friends about this, and they said.. why not? yeah, now that I think about it... why not?

It won't be a full movie, probably just 3 minutes, and it'll be like a trailer or something. However, there'll be some problems already.

1. We can't find cast for 3 girls and 2 guys, so it'll probably be 3 guys and 2 girls instead x_x. Roles will probably stay the same.
2. It would be impossible to obtain a huge sword like one of the characters in the fiction possessed. (In other words, my weapon ) and Kunai like one of the characters possessed (Ume's weapon), so we will have to switch to two guns. Also, because of problem no.3, Jun's twin guns will have to be switched into just one gun.
3. Airsoft guns, replica guns, and the kind are illegal in Australia, without license. I don't know how to obtain them legally. But, I know where. I'll try to ask officers or the authorities about this since to obtain a license is a hassle, and will definitely take a while. If I can't somehow gets passed this problem, this whole thing will have to be cancelled.

Otherwise, I'm looking forward to this xD

btw, Night Owls is my fanfiction. xD it's a story that involves fightings, guns, and friendships

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11925248/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11925248/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 17:47:53 PST

1.) List four fandoms you have.
- Xenosaga
- .HACK
- Tokusatsu
- Survivor

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
- Many times

3.) Have you recently dyed/cut your hair?
- Haven't cut my hair for almost 1 year now rofl. haven't dyed my hair since october last year I think.

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
in Real life? or just dA? o_o





5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
fucking a lot. Mainly iguanas and lizards.

6.) Which do you prefer: white or black?
Black.

7.) Who is your most player character?
WTF? I don't understand this shit... but since I have to answer, I'll presume that this question means that I have to list characters that I always played/played a lot in a game that always features those characters, like a fighting game or something.
- Akuma (every damn capcom game that features him)
- Itachi (Naruto : Narutimate Hero 3)
- Kyo (KOF)
- Marth, Pikachu, and Shiek (SSBM)
- Arsenal team (P.E.S/ WE)
- Judy Nails (Guitar Hero )

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
1] Being stuck on an island with your best friend
2] Being stuck on an island with 5 aquaintances
ONE!!111

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
-Emo
-Shit
-Bastard

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
-Power to... become the Super-emo.. or maybe Emo-rangers...

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
-my best friend

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
-.... >.>

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head.
-Shinsei
-Emo
-Nobita (ROFL)
-pr0n
-pee (I wanna pee so bad x_x)

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
-living

15.) Do you like the way you are?
-I think I do.

16.) Choose: summer or winter.
-Winter all da way!

17.) Choose: rain or snow.
-Snow. I never touch or see snow aside from TV. I hate Rain because of my eyes. they allergic to rain since I had a bike accicent few years ago.

18.) Water or ice?
-Ice!!

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
-Smoking around 25 cigs a day.
-Emo :'D

20.) Now list 4 people who should do this quiz:
sworry emo gal :'D
...xD
apologize to you, K-Chan xD
...xD xD

__________

about life... lol I'm REALLY UBER-pissed right now. But I'll rant some other time because it's gonna be a fucking long rant x_x

THE OCs LIST SO FAR
- Adriene - DONE
- Nerin - DONE... ]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11753473/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11753473/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 22:10:58 PST
*useless announcement*

anyway..

THE OCs LIST SO FAR
- THat RP Character with the smexy helmet (adriene?) - DONE
- Nerin - DONE
- Minerva T Seraphim
- Callie - Sketching Sketching
- her ID
- Rien
- Kosera - Sketching... too
- Rei Murasaki
- that.. nekomimi girl xD
- Ezekiel
- Fujiwara Ai

so far... that's it xD I might add them but I'm not sure whether I can actually finish that much *lol* ah well, after summer school I'll have plenty of time xD if any of you want your OC to be in the list/you wanna change your featured OC by me (I know my art sux but still...) just tell me here xD I might just wanna add more OCs though/change them o_o

and yeah, for people who wanna use my fanart (which I doubt) in anyway, just tell me xD I'll give the source file to you xD

TO-DO LIST
1. [Gift art for ] - Coloring.. x_x
2. [Watch List's and Watcher's OCs] - in progress
3. Leg[ACY] Chapter 24: United - Proofreading
4. Bleach Fanart - Coloring...still
5. XL Fanart Contest - Concept-ing... still x.x
6. Beast of the White Night - Drawing

GAMES PLAYING
Suikoden V - Final Dungeon
Xenosaga III - Final Dungeon
Phantasy Star Universe - First Dungeon
Stepmania
Titan Quest - The Chang An Fields
Kamen Rider Kabuto - Worms field unlocked
Guitar Hero 2 Hacker's Edition - HAVING FUN LIEK SHIT now xD

GAMES WANTED!!
[Downloading] Ar Tonelico:Melody of Elemia

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11643714/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11643714/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 22:16:00 PST
And.. though it's still 2600-ish pageviews, I will start my art pictures to everyone. I wanna do something special, and like I said to Locke in one of his arts (I think it was 's SD Callie) I wanna draw my watchers and the people that I watch's OCs, should they have one and if they have more than one (like or ) I will just have to choose one xD

THE OCs LIST SO FAR
- THat RP Character with the smexy helmet (adriene?) - DONE
- Nerin - DONE
- Minerva T Seraphim
- Callie
- her ID
- Rien
- Kosera
- Rei Murasaki
- that.. nekomimi girl xD
- Ezekiel
- Fujiwara Ai

so far... that's it xD I might add them but I'm not sure whether I can actually finish that much *lol* ah well, after summer school I'll have plenty of time xD if any of you want your OC to be in the list/you wanna change your featured OC by me (I know my art sux but still...) just tell me here xD I might just wanna add more OCs though/change them o_o

and yeah, for people who wanna use my fanart (which I doubt) in anyway, just tell me xD I'll give the source file to you xD

TO-DO LIST
1. [Gift art for ] - Coloring
2. [Watch List's and Watcher's OCs] - lineart-ing xD
3. Leg[ACY] Chapter 24: United - Proofreading
4. Bleach Fanart - Coloring
5. XL Fanart Contest - Concept-ing x.x

GAMES PLAYING
Suikoden V - Final Dungeon
Xenosaga III - Final Dungeon
Phantasy Star Universe - First Dungeon
Stepmania
Titan Quest - The Chang An Fields
Kamen Rider Kabuto - Worms field unlocked

~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11571934/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11571934/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 02:32:34 PST
For people who are interested in this drama (PLEASE SAY YOU DO) can open [link] because they have the direct download link, give it a try!

Lifewise... I got nothing to say xD I am now busy working as usual, and my summer school is nearing its end, 2nd February I got Exams on both 29th January and 2nd February, then on 5th I have to pay $4000 for half my Semester fee, which is basically covered already.

Recording-wise... I'm through with that. Hopefully all goes well thanks to the Auschwitz for letting me in on the project, I totally appreciate it. Their songs are awesome too, and they all such fun guys! (and girl).

Oh and in case you guys wondered, I lost at the guitar comp xD BY A GIRL =/ wouldn't want to talk about it though xD

..but she's ky00t

and Japanese.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11394695/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11394695/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 05:26:01 PST
(o.O)/) *waves*

I'm in a good mood this week, everything's going well and I had lotsa fun. I passed my exam on 8th January (got 65% ), Bleach anime finally followed the manga again, and Suikoden V is going smoothly, so is the new chapter of LegACY. I started writing it, and I'm quite satisfied with it so far

sorry to for the rant about how I fucked up LegACY on MSN xDD I hated what I did in the last 5 chapters or so, and even though I took my time writing chapter 20 I still felt like it's really shit and my writing is fuckin sad. That's why I tried to do my best on the new chapter. Luckily it's going smoothly cause if I still feel really bad about my writing, I might stop doing it x__x I don't want it to happen though

lifewise, My friend asked my help on the new project for his band, and since my band is on hiatus, I agreed. It's gonna be fun They are all doing thai songs though, and since I understand thai a bit I agreed to help music is a universal language after all lol.

and the guitar competition will start sometime next week too, I CAN'T WAIT.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11257345/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11257345/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 11:15:49 PST
HAPPY EMO NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! :'D I had LOTSA fun at the last night of 2006, parteeh on the street babeeeeeeh xD xD

Too bad lotsa my friends are in Indonesia, or they just too lazy to come, like two of my friends Andra and Gillian >.> They couldn't come because their child Gilang was sick and they both panicked xD but I went to the street parteeh with my friend Ronald and Putra so it's ok lol. THere are like... 2000-3000 people on the street watching 10-minutes fireworks w00t! it's so awesome XD And we drank like... three fuckin whiskey and nine fuckin beers xD damn I'm still drunk when I wrote this >.< and we all smokin like shit, like.. I finished 2 packs all by my lonesome lol.

I got PICTURES :'D Behold za emo piccahs!
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All in all, it was a great new year party. Now for some freakin new year's resolutions:
-Find myself a new girlfriend (isn't all emo people need their significant others? :'D)
-Learn to play guitar better
-Learn to cook better
-Learn to do art better
-Re-Release my first album, Owls of The Nocturne which got postponed >.>
-Buy 2nd nunChuk for my Wii
-Finish XS III >.<...
-Play all my other games such as SH III, ToL, FF XII
-Start my 'Avatar of War' Project
-Clean my effin apartment
-Start writing on all my old fics, and the re-written ones
-Get more and better jobs
-Start becoming a tutor

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL W00T

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11242109/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11242109/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:17:16 PST :'D

*Basic info*

Name: Monterrey Raisilas Chandra. There, I've said my full name (including the weird middlename >.< )
Age: 20 :'D
Todays Date: December 31st, 2006
Time: 1:52 AM
Residence: Melbourne :'D

*This or That*

Pepsi or Coke: neither. I love Sunkist :'D
Chocolate or fruit: Fruit :'D
Guy or Girl: Girl!
Piercings or Tattoos: Piercings
School or Work: Work lol. School is not going to give you money
Good or Bad: Good :'D
Black or White: Black
Christmas or X-mas: o.O? What the crap?

*Stupid Questions*

Whats on the left side of you?: Door to storage room
Whats on the right side of you?: Door to store
Whats your favorite number?: 8
Whats your favorite letter?: X
Whats your cats name?: dun have
Do you even have a cat: ...fuck this question.
Whats your dogs name?: I used to call him 'Jan', I really do. I had him for 2 years before he ran away from my sewer :'D he's a wild dog.
Do you even have a dog?: I think I answer that fucking question already
Do you like kids?: Yeah, especially making them :'D
Do you like people?: suuuure
Are you a freak?: :/
Are you crazy?: If Emo counts as crazy then.. yes
Do you believe in God?: I do. Isn't it sad :'D

*Music*

What's your favorite band?: depends on my effin mood
What's your favorite song?: Now is fallin in love with Hoshikuzu by Ai Otsuka and Kamen Raider by Koutetsu Kyoudai.
Quote them: KAMEEEN RAIIDAAAA KAMEEEENN RAIDAAA RAIDAAA RAIDAAAAAAAA
And can you hear the sound of hysteria?: ??? am I too dumb to answer this question?
What's your favorite type of music?: I listen to every type of song. But to answer this effin question properly, I like listening to every type of song, and I love playing metal/hard rock song.


*Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and tag your friends!*

(x) Smoked a cigarette (are you seriously asking me this? xD)
(x)Crashed a friend's car (lol)
( ) Stolen a car
(x) Been in love
(x) Been dumped (.....3 years ago)
(x) Shoplifted (:'D)
(x) Been fired (>.>... I quit lol)
(x) Been in a fist fight (stupid)
(x) Snuck out of your parent's house
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (I think)
(x) Been arrested (just for a few hours)
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Lied to a friend (Of courseeeee >.> )
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die (my friend)
( ) Been to Canada T_T
( ) Been to Mexico T_T
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire? (finger :'D)
(x) Eaten sushi
( ) Been skiing water skiing
( ) Met someone from the internet (I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY wish I can >.< )
(x) Been to a concert
(x) Taken painkillers
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now
(x) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) Made a snow angel (I never even touch a snow in my fuckin life before)
( ) Had a tea party
(x) Flown a kite
(x) Built a sand castle
( ) Gone puddle jumping (what's a puddle jumping for fuck sake?)
( ) Played dress up
(x) Jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) Gone sledding
(x) Cheated while playing a game
(x) Been lonely
(x) Fallen asleep at work/school
(x) Used a fake ID (:'D When I didn't have Driver's License yet to drive I faked my D.O.B and made a fake Driver's License lol)
(x) Watched the sun set
(x) Felt an earthquake
( ) Slept beneath the stars
(x) Been tickled
(x) Been robbed
(x) Been misunderstood
( ) Petted a reindeer/goat/kangaroo OR jackalope (Who the fuck can pet a kangaroo >.< )
(x) Won a contest (organ when I was a fuckin lil kid, Soccer and Volleyball with my highschool and Band competition in high school lol)
(x) Run a red light/stop sign (uncountable)
(x) Been suspended from school (because of fist fight)
(x) Been in a car crash
( ) Had braces
( ) Felt like an outcast/third person
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (in two hours, actually)
( ) Danced in the moonlight(*sighes*..I wish I can with my crush) <- 2nd-ed, LA xD
(x) Liked the way you looked
(x)Witnessed a crime
(x) Questioned your heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) Squished mud through your bare toes
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying (3 t... ]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11228680/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11228680/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 22:44:16 PST
Mine page is almost 2k I'm thinking of doing something special because I didn't do anything for 1000 pageviews x_x

since I'm so crazy about drawing again, I'll draw something. The question is... who will I draw? I have an idea (inspired from ) I'll draw a profile pic of the person who viewed me right at 2000 =3 but please notify me through note so I know who viewed me right at 2k xD xD

if no one is interested, I guess I'll just draw some random picture

edit:
/emo gal stalked my page and she got the 2k view so I shall draw a profile pic for her xDD

I shall do another New Year's pic as well >.> omg lol.

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11208137/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11208137/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 04:09:40 PST .> Today one of my co-workers asked me about my fucking work ethics. I was like.. What the fuck? xD I asked back like... why the fuck he care? He said he knew that I browsed and chat sometimes while working and he didn't like that attitude.

OKAY BIG GUY, WHAT ATTITUDE? No, seriously. If I didn't finish/do my job properly, THEN you can fucking complain all the shits and crap you want, I'd understand. But I did a fuckin' great job, why was I elected as employee of the month if not? I was like... Ok, I did browse, and I did chat, but whenever there's a call in the office I'd stop and took care of the call first. When my friend (my boss) came to inspect, I'd quit from all of my other things and concentrated on my job.

When I was not in customer service, I had done a splendid job as Sales Rep I'd say. People could see that, why the heck do you care? I did not neglect my fucking job you peebrain >.< I tried to explain that to him but he just like.. 'Every workplace has a code of conduct, you should follow that. DOn't you even know what code of conduct is?'

Yeah, dude. I study fucking Professional Issues in IT at my bloody university, which basically talking about ethical issues in working environment. Don't you dare confront me with your shitty ass preaching about code of conduct. I know that.

what made me really pissed was he also didn't agree of me wearing earrings on workplace. I was like.. WTF? What does code of conduct have to do with wearing earrings? >.>... I let it slide today because I didn't want to make such a mess. He was there longer than me but that doesn't mean he can just preach crap to me, dude, that's so fucking bullshit. I just knew he didn't like me lol. What a Jerk. He's hardworking and stuff and really serious but that doesn't mean I have to bow and follow his fucking work ethics, right? Bah. I just hope today won't go deeper, cause if it is, I have to talk with my friend (my boss) about this before he's starting to preach nonsense about me with anyone.

On a lighter side, tomorrow I'm going to go to preliminary round of Music Festive! w00t!

I now am addicted to a song called Hoshikuzu by Ai Otsuka xD DAMN this song really, really, really sad, along with her Renai Shashin ;-; It brings tear to my eye listening to this heart-wrenching song. kimi niiiiii hanashitaiiiiiii... T_T this song is so sad, cause it really describes Realian Naomi Chuckie relationship in my Fic, Leg[ACY] x_x wanna know how addicted I am? [link] if anyone is interested in listening to this song: [link]

oh and I actually wrote this on my previous journal but seems like no one reads it lol. I want to know how we do art trade, actually, can someone explain to me in details? It looks interesting xD

anddd Special Feature Journal still needs 4 more people. The way this works is if you comment on my journal saying you wanted to be featured, I will pick three best pieces IMO, out of your gallery and update the journal! so people who hasn't commented please do so xD It's a good way to promote our 2nd degree friend's art I really recommend this lol.


cheers

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11066349/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11066349/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 18:17:08 PST .>

And I'll probably be really busy with my guitar for a couple of weeks or so. I was invited by my friends to a music batch festives - Repackaged. Basically it's a festive that features all about music. I'll be participating in a one-on-one guitar battle and 60-seconds-band. Basically one-on-one guitar is well... you fight and show off your skills and let the audience choose the winner xD I WILL suck, but hey, we all can learn from competition right? 60-seconds-band is a really unique contest, it's like one-on-one guitar battle but lots o more fun because this time it's a battle of bands. The band has to be formed within 60-seconds so it's basically picking some random people into a band and then perform songs that is chosen by the committee to perform it's fun because we get to play with people that we don't even know xDD. It's a jamming party!!!

By the way, the songs that we have to learn are 'Push Push Lady Lightning' by Bang Camaro, 'Arterial Black' by Drist, 'Thunderhorse' by Dethklok, 'haunted' by Evanescence, 'The Crowing' by Coheed and Cambria, and uh... I forgot the rest I think there's something by Black Sabbath as well. I was hoping they'll include DragonForce's Cry of The Brave as rumored but seems like it's too crazy to learn by thursday. It's fun to play at some point though.

Wish me luck on the festive w00t w00t

oh and this is for us students only

SPECIAL FEATURE

Taken from

The way this works is that I will check the first 10 people to comment on this journal entry gallery's and pick out my three favorite pieces, and those who wanted to get featured should do this too xD I think it's a great idea to promote artists and our 2nd degree friends' arts that might interest other people ^_^

EDIT - SIX WORTHY-CHECKING GALLERY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
1. os-osiris/ - Totally underrated artist. He deserves more praise with the talent that he has ^_^ a close friend of mine.
Featured Pieces ~Picked by teh Monteh~
I) Stack - [link]
I like the angle, and how beautiful the scenery is.
II) Purpose - [link]
This is one awesome detailed art I've ever witnessed. There's a lot of complex details, it makes your eyes went O_o but you can't help but keep staring at this piece. An obvious choice right? The title and the actual art can mean lots of things depends on how you look at it.
III) UR-ban+++two - [link]
I'm having a really hard time choosing Appeared OV ([link]) or UR-ban+++two to be featured ;-; I love both equally, but finally choose to go with this piece. Another superb urban-ish interesting piece. certainly has a superb talent of composing an unique piece of art as well as making it a very detailed yet abstract look. Awesome.

2. Locke/ - One of the few people that I praised as being a wonderful artist and a cool person in general xD. I love his coloring style and cute sketches, it's really unique ^-^ All his pieces are equally awesome it's really hard to pick just three... but I'll try!
Featured Pieces ~Picked by le monteh~
I) Another ID... - ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11024916/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/11024916/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 05:57:36 PST

Emo Quiz.

[ ] I like skinny jeans.
[x] Music is my life.
[x] sometimes I write poetry/song lyrics.
[x] My hair covers part of my face.
[ ] I wear band shirts.
[ ] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[ ] I wear converse.
[ ] I wear vans.
[x] I have made a YouTube video.
[ ] I wear lots of eyeliner.

Total = 4

[ ] I have/had my lip pierced.
[ ] I listen to Saves The Day, Chiodos, Thursday and/or Gym Class Heroes.
[x] I'm in a band.
[ ] My screen name has x's in it. (is screen name same as usernames...>_>
[x] I understand that My Chemical Romance is not emo.
[x] I also understand that Green Day is not emo.
[ ] I have moshed.
[ ] I have been hit by a mosher.
[ ] I know what mosh means.
[ ] I sit in corners often.

Total = 3

[x] I dislike MTV.
[ ] I take pictures of myself a lot.
[ ] ...especially ones where you can't see my whole face.
[ ] I live for Warped Tour
[x] I am lost without an mp3/cd player/ipod.
[ ] I know that emo is not just a stereotype.
[ ] I could not live without my hair straightener.
[ ] I have thick rimmed glasses.
[ ] I'm bi/gay.
[x] I have no issue with bi/gay people

Total = 3

[x] I [hate] the president.
[ ]I have/had/wanted a mohawk.
[ ] I wear black nail polish.
[ ] I [hate] my parent(s).
[ ] I [hate] where I live
[ ] I try to go to as many concerts as possible.
[x] Black is a great color.
[x] Right now I am listening to music.
[ ] I know what hxc means.
[ ] I am straight edge.

Total = 3

[ ] Myspace = Love
[ ] Hot Topic doesn't scare me.
[x] Some of my friends don't go to my school.
[ ] I wear studded/skeletal belts.
[ ] I have had a body part signed by a band.
[ ] Ive cried while listening to Dashboard Confessional.
[x] I have worn guys jeans.
[ ] I'm madly in love with Pete Wentz!
[ ] I find muscles scary.

Total = 2

Final Total = 15
Add up your total then multiply by 3.
Comes to 45!!

Dunno what that means.. lol

]]> ~Realian http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/10838746/ http://Realian.deviantart.com/journal/10838746/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 20:15:24 PST
DeviantART new submission page is really bullshitcrap. I hate it, and by hate I mean I FUCKING HATE IT. It's simpler yeah I know, so does 1 million other DA users said, but it seems to have a fucking bugs that I think needed to be fix.

Alright so this is the story, after months and months absent from submitting any new art, I finally get to submit something. BUT after I click on submission page it spit out an error 'YOU HAVE ALREADY FUCKING SUBMITTED A FUCKING DEVIATION WITH THAT MOTHERFUCKING TITLE' which is an UTTER NONSENSE BULLCRAP. WHY? BECAUSE I NEVER HAVE THAT TITLE BEFORE (I even checked my fugly deviation gallery twice)

okay... so I decided to just change the title. AND IT SPIT OUT THE FUCKING SAME ERROR TWICE just WHAT THE FUCK is this? I'm on my way to change it for the three times, if it does not working, screw DA, I'm outta here.

EDIT:::: FUCKING HELL? I've submitted it and it's succesful but it doesn't get shown in my front page? o_o? I'll wait and see...

EDIT2:::: OKAY, NOW DEVIANTART IS REALLY, REALLY RETARDED. When I actually query in my gallery based on CATEGORIES, my newest art get shown THREE TIMES, each with the title that I've written before. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? I've deleted the duplicated deviations so yeah, but IT'S STILL DOESN'T GET SHOWN ON MY RECENT DEVIATION AND WHEN I FUCKING BROWSE ON MY GALLERY IT DOESN'T GET SHOWN AS WELL. I HAVE TO do SEARCHING for it, or query it based on categories, or set it as my featured deviation (which I did). I MEAN... WHAT THE FUCK?!?! DA sucks, for website this big but has some major weird bugs like that... go to hell, really. It doesn't even fulfill a basic User Experience Design needs, seriously. THIS NEW DA IS MADE OF FAIL.

and yesterday, I've played Xenosaga III again, I'm at Abel's Ark where I get to face Yuriev. It turns out to be an easy battle because I think I'm a bit overlevelled? I'm not sure though. And the easiest way is to just break him so I changed my team members (MOMO (lv 52) KOS-MOS (lv 51) Junior (lv 51) ) into Ziggy (lv 50), Shion (lv 50), and chaos (lv 49) because Ziggy got Choke (Heavy break attack), Shion got Fallen Angel III (Heavy break attack), and chaos got his own heavy Break Attack which I still forgot the name. Once Yuriev breaks, Ziggy went mad with Penetrate straight away. It was an easy battle, as well as the E.S battle that occurred after that. I think the E.S battle was a joke, really. Omega Metasomethingcrap is too easy, once you gang up him with Anima lv 3 he's practically crapshit.

what pissed me off.. THE GAME ALWAYS HANGED UP (FOUR TIMES, FOUR TIMES, DUDES) after that. First time it hanged right after the White Testament came, the second one hanged after Gaignun incident, and the third time hanged after Junya and The White Testament link, and the four times hanged when Miyuki screamed 'WHERE'S THE FUCKING ELECTRICITY WOOO' or something like that.

THIS PISSED ME OFF.

so.. I'm an a foul mood today. really, really, really, pissed. DA is not helping too =/

]]> ~Realian