http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:RedVelvetRecluse636&section=today deviantART RSS for by:RedVelvetRecluse636 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 22:44:57 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/23666660/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/23666660/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 19:47:09 PDT .> But I can't wait!

]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/17804926/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/17804926/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 00:17:52 PDT [link] to look at it. ^________^ I'm so excited!! I hope y'all like it, and +watch me if you want to see more!

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Ok done. So college and all the have been extremely fun, but lack of time and a camera have kept me from updating. For darn near a year now. But still. If you haven't noticed, I've got a few new deviations up (cuz I got a god of a camera for Christmas), and there WILL be more, I promise. I might even finish uploading from my Argentina trip (from darn near a year ago).

Also, I've started doing some modeling for an amatuer photographer who I met randomly. Don't worry, I'm not gonna get myself raped and killed; I always bring a friend with me, and the photographer's very good about making sure I'm comfortable with everything that goes on, including rides and meeting places and stuff. So the point of all this is that I'm going to be making a new account where all my modeling stuff will be posted. The name will be DivisionDifference, for anyone who wants to check it out.

Catch y'all later! =^-^=

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It makes me happy.

]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/11043550/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/11043550/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 18:24:53 PST Post six weird things about you
Tag six people to do it as well!

1. I CANNOT sleep with the closet light on. Even if the door is closed, I get freaked out.

2. I like to stretch in reeeally weird positions. Everybody says it looks painful, but I think it's comfy. ^ ^

3. I like to swallow air idly. I dunno why I do it, it's just become habit, somehow.

4. I can space out for hours on end, just thinking about nothing.

5. I can move my eyes independently of each other. <.>

6. I can't think of anything else. ^ ^;;

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I got a kick out of this. X3

]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/10067877/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/10067877/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 07:41:05 PDT _> I dunno why that's the way it is, but it is. I've submitted a bunch of stuff lately, but I've got even more on the way! I finished one piece that I thought I would NEVER finish; i had already given up on it. But I got it done, in a timely maner even, and I'm really proud of the way it came out! ^0^ It's a full-body pic of Beatrix, that head-shot of the girl with the eye patch. ^ ^ I traced the body position, but everything else is freehand, including the sword, which I might submit a separate detail piece on. And more of Sarah's characters to come, including Rilina, the girl I cheated on and put in the water. ;;>_> I'm so excited to finally be getting things done! ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/8737861/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/8737861/ Thu, 11 May 2006 08:26:01 PDT > Ok rules of the game: list 6 weird habits/things about you, and tag 6 more people!

1. I tend to pick up speech pattrens when I talk to people.

2. after watching a movie or listening to music, I feel like I connect with that sort of situation/theme, and I fantasize about what my life would be like if I was like that. (This is really dorky and kinda embarrassing)

3. I can't eat meat that's even a little raw, I'll taste it and gag.

4. Whenever I get up after I've gone to bed, I can't lay on the same side as before.

5. Most of the time, I can't jump into conversations without feeling self-conscious.

6. I CANNOT sleep with the closet light on. If I turn out the lights and realize the closet light is on, I get freaked out and have to run and turn the lights back on, then turn out the closet light out and do something for a few minutes to forget about it.

Ok, tagging ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/8525252/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/8525252/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 20:18:17 PDT [link] ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/8492362/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/8492362/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 18:21:37 PDT
[link] ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/8409361/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/8409361/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 15:22:02 PDT ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7919641/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7919641/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 19:30:26 PST [link]

Some random thingy that I thought was interesting. ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7826309/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7826309/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 08:16:14 PST
No wonder I've been feeling lonely; I cut myself off from everybody. But I don't really know how to stop hiding. It's a mindset. And I know I can voice my feelings/opinions and that will help, but how to stop that mindset? Eva said just to make a choice to turn the fear around and be the agressor. She's one of the main people I feel sorry for hiding from. Because the scenarios on my head probably aren't what will really happen.

I'm just too paranoid to realize that and say what I need to say, or do what I need to do. I also suffer in silence when I hide. I set aside my own needs to help people and/or make sure other people don't get their feelings hurt. Sometimes I just want them to get away and I can't say it for the life of me. So I think I'll start doing that, and analyze what happens. If the results are good then maybe I'll stop hiding. Because I want people to like me for me, not my shell.

Most people see my shell and think I'm a good person and all that, while telling me how they hate people that do this or that, and I just stay silent and listen, taking note not to tell them about how I'm that way. So I adjust my shell for every person that sees it. For some people I am genuine, and I really have been trying to come out of my shell. I've been making a conscious effort to tell people waht I think or feel, but when it comes to automatic responses, I still default into my shell.

Hahah, now I feel like a turtle. ^ ^ ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7566363/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7566363/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 16:35:41 PST [link] ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7531423/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7531423/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 23:20:32 PST
1. Dance with the gypsies in Spain
2. Have sex on a beach
3. Sing in public/for an audience
4. Write and publish my poetry
5. Paint a beautiful picture
6. Read all of Anne Rices books
7. Be as close to God as possible

Seven Things I Cannot Do (or won't do)

1. Touch Fish (ewwww, they just creep me out)
2. Tolerate stupidity
3. The splits
4. Not forgive people
5. Not sing/dance out of sheer habit
6. Eat Sushi
7. Make my tongue into a clover leaf

Seven Things that Attract me to... Music

1. Rhythm
2. Melody
3. Good bass
4. Range
5. Dancing beats
6. Lyrics
7. Vocals

Seven Things I say the Most

1. Mrow
2. Oh my gosh...
3. Holy crap!!
4. Shya
5. Indeed
6. Eehee!
7. Gah...

Seven books I Love

1. The Vampire Chronicles
2. Sunshine
3. Ecstasia/Primavera
4. Pendragon series
5. Anything by Jennifer Roberson
6. The BlueSword/The Hero and the Crown
7. Blood and Chocolate

Seven Movies That I Could (or do) Watch Over and Over Again

1. Queen of the Damned
2. The Secret of NIMH
3. Phantom of the Opera
4. Muppet Christmas Carol
5. White Christmas
6. Star Wars
7. Firefly Series ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7349926/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7349926/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 22:19:19 PST ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7233088/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7233088/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 20:22:58 PST It's so ironic to think that when he's strong, like I wanted him to be, it hurts me, because he's fighting me, not protecting me. But no matter. It's what I want, and it was my own fault that I fell out of love with him in the first place. But I can manage. We'll both get through this fine. ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7212927/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7212927/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 14:52:01 PST ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7206119/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7206119/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 18:17:08 PST ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7058525/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/7058525/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 20:12:03 PST ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6997682/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6997682/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 08:38:54 PST
1. hypocrites (even though I am one)
2. manipulative people
3. selfish people who don't do anything, and don't care that that means other people have to do their work.
4. people who mock those who are different
5. know-it-alls who really knwo nothing about what they're talking about
6. lazy people
7. slow people ><;;;;;;
8. people/things/circumstances that slow me down/hinder me
9. humoring people when I'm already mad
10. when people don't trust me to do what I know how to do (aka Mom+computer stuff) ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6829578/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6829578/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 16:17:09 PDT ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6790116/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6790116/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 08:38:31 PDT > Dang... This has turned out to be more like all my inner insecurities. With some good stuff thrown in.

1. What I think and feel stays hidden from other people.
2. I've always thought of myself as athletic, but I've never done a sport.
3. I love doing art, but get discouraged seeing all the better artwork here on dART. :[
4. Kitties are the best things in the world...
5. ...Besides food.
6. I think I was anorexic for a short period of time.
7. If you really think about it, my life is the cliche "perfect" life.
8. I would die without my Nerget.
9. Procrastination is the story of my life.
10. I dance like a slut whenever possible.
11. I'm the biggest copycat you'll ever meet.
12. Rubbing people the wrong way is so much fun.
13. I adjust my way of acting, and what I tell people about my life, so that they'll like me better.
14. Three worst ways to die: drowning, burning, or being eaten alive.
15. I like a very very wide array of music genres, but I am extremely picky about the actual songs.
16. I am basically a cat... Don't even wanna go into all the catlike things I do without realizing it.
17. I may be quiet, but my mind isn't. The fact that I'm quiet actually came as a surprise to me when I first heard it.
18. I'm insecure about my looks; will people like me still when I'm old and ugly?
19. I'm very concieted.
20. I'm a hypocrite. ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6755417/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6755417/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 07:49:22 PDT [link] ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6702057/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6702057/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 07:49:39 PDT
ITS FREAKIN COLD

*shivers and dies* ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6693325/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6693325/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 08:09:53 PDT ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6672775/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6672775/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 20:27:43 PDT ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6139362/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6139362/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 06:39:20 PDT > ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6136726/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6136726/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 21:55:39 PDT <;; You are ridiculous in your reasoning, and unreasonable in your decisions.

So I've been having an awesome week. Visiting with Vash, Cali-boy Michael who's visiting for a week, Roni, Anna, and fun peoples. Tried to snag Ducki at work today, but she had already gone home. T_T (P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONGOOOOOOSE!! XD)

We get a plan for today that involves me/Eva, Lori, Vash/Michael and the mall. But there's a glitch in getting Lori there. Rose says WE can't pick her up, cuz oh, no! there's traffic and rain! (aka rush hour crap and a tornado... according to her) So we say we're off to the mall, and get Lori anyways. Lori's dad comes to pick her up after we relocate to our house, and tells Rose that we picked her up. She takes my keys and acts all prep-snotty at me, all the while declaring that she demands a one-month-no-keys verdict. Luckily, Dad is on my side. I don't think I'll get it that bad.

For all of you getting ready to defend her, yes, I REALIZE that I disobeyed. Wow. It's the principal of the thing, blah blah blah. But she's gotten me into a crap mood, like she always can.

And now, Levi's back... Which scares the crap outta me. ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6024056/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/6024056/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 19:33:28 PDT
So I had a pretty full weekend. Roni spent the night on fri., and that was amusing. And then the filling up wet hula-hoops with rice and not realizing that it would puff up... ;;>> Then on Sat. I scrambled over to abduct the newly-home Dinosaur, and brought her back to have fun with us until Roni went to Noelle's. Then we went to the store with the intent of ODing on junk food later, and getting 2 movies that we didn't watch. So we stay on the comp. til Dad kicks us off, then help Nerget draw Anna's kick-@$$ Rp character, and then take hot kinky photos... And provoke malicious 'something's with bells and wearing the color red all over. ^ ^ Me and Anna were slightly freaked out, but Nerget decided to make fun of it, and it went away, it so it was all good.

VASH GETS HOME THURSDAY NIGHT!!!! ^0^ And I was thinking we need to have a coming-home party for him and Anna (DON'T READ THIS ANNA XD) on friday. Anyone who wants to do this thang get in touch, and we'll plan it out, yes? I don't have any definite ideas/etc, so put in your two cents!!

If you didn't notice, I got myself a free weeklong subscription!! ^0^ *dances happily* But the ONE WEEK I got my subscription, THE SEARCH DATABASE IS OFFLINE!!! That was the ONE thing I wanted if I could get a subscription... T_T

AAH LOOK A FOOTER ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5893315/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5893315/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 09:08:55 PDT _<. Bad, bad day yesterday... Well, it started off good, but ended up on my list of 'pending to be the worst day of my life' days. Its such a wonder how things can turn around on you so fast... Or I guess it wasn't fast, everything just kinda came to a conclusion yesterday. And I don't really wanna provide details, so as not to look like I'm bashing on people.

~~~~~~~~~
By the way, Mongoose, I thought of you when I came across this... [link] ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5869038/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5869038/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 16:13:23 PDT
OMG yesterday, we saw the ultimate photo ops of the sky.... On one side, it was the sun, just beginning to set behind a cloud, and it was all blue rays of sunlight; with all values of light at different angles. The epitomy of those types of shots, I swear. And on the other side was 3 full-length rainbows, one on top of the other, (the top one was reversed in color) and they got more brilliant by the second. The backdrop to those rainbows was the perfect overcast, grey sky, and brilliant green trees, complimented by rolling thunder in the background. All of this lasted for about 10-20 minutes.

But you know what the worst part was...?

ROSE
HAD
MY
CAMERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

*sobs pitifully and dies* ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5851658/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5851658/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 21:40:16 PDT ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5694292/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5694292/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 10:55:43 PDT
*EDIT**EDIT**EDIT**EDIT**EDIT**EDIT**EDIT**EDIT**EDIT*

Ok, apparently when Bair told me about the party, he was just ASSUMING that they had drugs. I don't know where he got that information, but I'm sorry for assuming that since he knew about the party, he had talked to the people who were actually going.

And there were no hard drugs at the party. There were NO drugs at the party, to be exact. I didn't mean to make it look like all my friend were druggies. ><;;

I apologize severely to the people who were there. ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5694159/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5694159/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 11:48:04 PDT ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5687322/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5687322/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 16:26:07 PDT
Grandma is now living with us, cuz of medical problems & stuff, so yeah. That was decide as of last night, when I wasn't home. I can't wait for it to be wednesday, cuz I get my car back!! ^0^ And for now, I wish Gaia would quit being a biatch.

Got a call from Vash the other day in Tokyo *squee* and a letter! So those things made my day.

Absolutely must see all my dART friendses (Yes, y'all are a category, cuz this involves photographizing madness) once I get my car back. Aka Wednesday. And beyond.

So much has happened since I wrote in here last. It's weird, like updating on a gap in my life. ;;>> Nothing dramatic, but still, it's been a while. (May 25th-June 18. Yeah, it /has/ been a while. XD) ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5461577/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5461577/ Wed, 25 May 2005 21:07:55 PDT ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5455321/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5455321/ Wed, 25 May 2005 07:55:19 PDT
It may come as a surprise to some that I have a dark mind.

I just haven't had very many opportunities to portray it artistically. ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5412157/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5412157/ Fri, 20 May 2005 13:20:02 PDT ~RedVelvetRecluse636 http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5406778/ http://RedVelvetRecluse636.deviantart.com/journal/5406778/ Thu, 19 May 2005 21:00:23 PDT > Maybe my comp is screwing up... Well, tell me if you can see it or not! ]]> ~RedVelvetRecluse636