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]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/24418480/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/24418480/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 21:27:10 PDT [link]
Cause I promised once I got the password again I'd post it.
So...... anyone watch the Colbert Report?

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/24293144/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/24293144/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 15:20:22 PDT [link]
Lalala Poe-Tate-Tot, Lalala Poe-Tate-Tot. It's hilarious how they pronounce potato. And seeing as I have a weakness for both potatoes and Germans this song is right up there with Romano's Tomato song. At least in my opinion.
Oh has anyone seen any of the other APH character theme songs? I've seen bits and pieces of Germany's and the translation of it is unbelievable considering how the guy's singing it. I had a good laugh. But other then that one and the Italy brothers' songs are all I've seen. _{Not that that's anything to complain about but still....}
Oh yeah. Hahaha. I forgot to post my LJ link. Funny thing, you know. Err.... _{I kinda forgot my password}.... Anyways once I get to use it I'll post a link. Or something.
.....
Lalala Poe-Tate-Tot, Lalala Poe-Tate-Tot.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/24110960/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/24110960/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 12:04:45 PDT Hetalia is the bomb. Unfortunately my sister is a Wicked fan and in a discussion with my brother over who the characters were I happened to describe Elsaba the wicked witch of the east(methinks) as "kinda like Prussia cause they're both east and have a sibling from the west." Which then resulted in me yelling oh god as I could never thin about anything related to Wicked without cross-dressers coming to mind (btw US is totally Galinda). Actually anything Oz related now creeps me seeing as I can match most of the hetalia characters to the Wizard of Oz characters. *shutters*
At anyrate, you know those papercraft dolls I made? Russia misprinted somehow and now he's half the size of all the others. I has a miniRussia.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/24057791/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/24057791/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 12:31:50 PDT "Hey brat(Good day sister,), I'm bored. Dolls are for playing. Imma gonna play with my dolls (if you don't play dolls with me I will muderer you in your sleep)."
Therefore she answered. "Kay."
So we go off and grab two of the finished dolls, Germany and Italy and started playing.
Me (Italy): Hi Germany! Hug! *basically molests the Germany doll because the arms arn't moveable*
Panda (germany): Er.... hello Italy. Ummmm..... have you been invaded recently?
Me: Yeah.
Panda: Oh uh..... by who?
Me: France!
Panda:....... so you're a maid again?
Me: No but he touches me in inappropiarte districts.
Panda: Oh god.
At this point my sister being the clutz she is has dropped the Germany doll in her giggle fit/shock that I went that far. And the head pops off.
Me: AHHHHH!! NO!!!! GERMANY!!!! WAAAAH!!! YOU BEHEADED HIM, YOU BITCH! I HATE YOU!!! GET THE GLUE!!!! GET! THE! GLUE!!!!
So now I'm gluing his head back on and staring at poor lil' Ludwig's decapicated head. He doesn't look too thrilled about it. (However I'm pretty sure Romano's partying in the other room while his limbs dry into place.)

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23923084/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23923084/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 19:19:46 PDT x=1 -=.5
North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)
[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood.
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[x] You're very happy-go-lucky
[x] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[x] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up (no I'm not shitting you. It doesn't look long but that's cause it curls a lot and looks like one of them swirly circle things the psychologists in cartoons always have. Except, you know,.... it's my hair.)
[x] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy at times
[x] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something (several actually. I and all of them think I'm a retarded duck, hence the nickname Ducki.)
[x] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!" (though it would be a blatant lie cause all my family lives basically in the same place. In NY.)
[x] You would surrender in a war situation
(10/10)(Well I'm a New Yorker. We all act somewhat Italian for no real reason. Go to New York and count the Italian resturaunts you pass- you'll see my point.)
Germany (Ludwig)
[ ] You're very stoic and serious
[ ] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[x] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[x] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case. (Alllll my life. Though some of them are notably more batshit insane then the others.)
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T(hahahaha no.)
[x] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules(It would. But the world is a terrible, terrible place with terrible, terrible people. At least the food's good.)
[x] You work very hard(And give up when I've lost all hope. Which happens after 10-15 minutes. But I work hard till then!!!)
[x] Your alone time is your 'happy time
[-] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people (I appear tough. And incredibly creepy as I've been told. Get me talking however and that changes this answer completely.)
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice (I lend and don't ask for stuff back. It's..... not good business.)
(6.5/10) (My Aryan/Nazi poster-girl best friend/victim will be so proud.)
Japan (Kiku Honda)
[ ] You're very mature (Penis)
[ ] You think everything over before saying it. (Like I said before. Penis.)
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one (I believe if I met one I would argue with it over the state of its existence. Cause of course, they don't exist.)
[x] You isolated yourself during childhood
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[ ] You can seem cold/aloof to other people (No. But as I said before, incredibly creepy.)
[x] You're good at practical tasks
[x]You need time to adjust to new people
(4/10)
The Allies
The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)
[x] You love hamburgers
[-] You think you're awesome (No. But I state it all the time anyways. Cause I'm awesome enough to get away with it.)
[x] You love to invent things (Ever heard of Gnomish Druids? On WoW? Yep. That was me.)
[x] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[x] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts(THEY DON'T EXIST!)
[ ] You know aliens exist (That's just bull.)
[x] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time (..... actually..... it's a hoodie. But I never take it off. In fact as I'm typing this I'm wearing it.)
[x] You wear glasses (...... They're like Lennon. And if anyone mentions Harry Potter to me I won't hesitate to hurt them.
(7.5/10) (Yay! I'm a stupid American!)
The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)
[x] You like tea
[x] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid (After 3rd grade I became a real nasty piece of work..... and was still bullied.)
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical (No. Of course not. It's not like I use sarcasm all the time.)
[x] Your cooking is awful (One wouldn't think that microwave dinners would be that hard to make but there are a surprising amount of buttons on the damn contraption.)
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts... (NO GHOSTS...... but the fairies are real..... don't judge me.)
[x] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[x] You have tried doing black magic before (It worked. And then it backlashed and I had bad luck for the next three weeks.)
[x] Yo... ]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23783163/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23783163/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 16:02:30 PDT ...... I'm starting to wonder if being happy every few weeks is worth the repercussions every day afterwards.
And people wonder why I'm a cynical, depresses masochist.
Oh and for all of you who read my "Happyness is a sign of inevitable doom,ya know" entry the answer is:
a) my family gets into a huge ass fight preventing me to go like my most recent fail attempt at going.
lol. I wish I moved further away from then rather then having to deal with them everyday. Maybe I should burn their house down and become a New York city homeless person. They probably live better off then I do anyways.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23539520/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23539520/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 12:08:03 PST Yesterday I square danced with a banana, ate lunch with a phantom of a opera house, stalked Captain Falcon for no good reason, and stole Pikachu for the sake of the glorious team rocket. Today I watched some hydrocarbon bubbles burst into rather impressive rings of fire that burned the lab's ceiling, had a conversation about the evolution of pikachu from a circular, cute, long-tailed mouse-thing into a jellybeanish, not quite as cute, short-(though not quite as short as the process to get it short)tailed, rabbit monster that my friends and I disapprove of and finally decided that I'd write an essay about villainy.
So now I watch my puppy, type on my computer and have an ulcer all at the same time. Ain't I great at multitasking?
PS: Is the eager emote looks like it's preparing to rape someone or am I just tired and dehydrated again?

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23430736/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23430736/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 10:12:41 PST At any rate, I'm gonna start writing stuff. Again. And you can all scream and shield your eyes at this time if you would. Come on, I know you want to~
Honestly last time I tried submitting stuff on this site it was all "rawr you didn't write it in html code, so ney!! I won't let you post!" Which pissed me off to no end.
I'll probably write some essays on weird ass topics, try to post them here, fail, and then go back to horrible horrible fan fiction on ffnet. Which only the least sane of people seem to read. I meant my fan fics. Not ffnet fan fiction. Though admittedly at least 3/4s of it is garbage by illiterate fangirl slashers. The literate ones I can live with, but if you can't write anything interesting in at least semi-standard English what's the point in posting?
On a completely unrelated topic, I might be going to the comicon! Yaaay! And with that stated I will inform you when:
a) my family gets into a huge ass fight preventing me to go like my most recent fail attempt at going.
b) My cosplay group, including my carpool buddy, get incredibly sick so I can't go. Which happened the time before the time before the time before that.
c) My carpool buddy's car breaks down. And since I don't own a car we end up not attending. Like the time before, before the most recent event.
d) Someone dies. Be it me, my carpool buddy, or someone related to either of us.
e) Me or my carpool buddy is held hostage for both days.
d) I don't complete my costume by April 3rd.
f) Me or carpool buddy get stuck in the hospital/an elevator/a closet and therefore can't attend.
g) Location of comicon explodes.
h) I can't get the tickets. AGAIN. D}:<
i) Someone steals my ticket from me. AGAIN! ;x;
j) Person I asked to babysit my puppy backs out last second.

If by some miracle the curse on me is broken and I DO end up going I'll tell you people how it went.
Anywho have a good day.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23384255/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/23384255/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 15:43:32 PST And the fact that I'm addicted to the one I've been on for a year or two now. Joy. And yes I'm addicted. When you suffer the symptoms of withdrawals such as mood swings from super happy to suicidal every hour or so, something's up. Also if you shake violently, get major headaches and strange heart palpitations it doesn't take a doctor to know that you're really off.
So now I'm back to my usually depressed but fairly nonsuicidal self, prattling on and on and making excuses for myself..... Once again, sorry for the drama. I'll tell you now that I'm sure as hell not coming off the medicine again any time soon.
Anywho I now have to take care of a puppy for a few weeks or so, making me scarce for the time being. Hope everyone's having a fun new year.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/22422203/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/22422203/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:19:16 PST So long,
InfraReds Owshad Dark

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/19327699/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/19327699/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 08:05:56 PDT Anywho yus. Mikami in a speedo, bitches. I have made up a religion where basically the purpose of the world was for people to randomly say "Mikami in a speedo" cause that solves fucking everything...... Search your feelings. You know it to be true.
If you couldn't tell by now I'm kinda Atheist. Or more percisely an Atheist that switches religion based on what I feel like. Cause sometimes I'm Catholic, othertimes Jewish and then there are the days I worship Cult gods (but never Cthulu. He sucks.) though I've never become Islamic cause I'm too lazy to pray 5 times a day.
ON TO SOMETHING LESS OFFENSIVE FOR THE CRAZY RELIGIOUS PPL, I have found myself rather.... stuck. On everything. I try to draw and everything looks like shit. Writing produces things that bore even my brother (beta reader) to freaking death. So I'm not gonna do crap for a while.
......... Mikami in a speedo.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/19126312/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/19126312/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:26:58 PDT Anyways I also did my first (and hopefully last) meme AND showed everyone my avatar for the net for the first time. ALL IN ONE FILE BITCHES!
Yes. And now all I -Reds the lazy ass demon of all that is bad inspiration- have to do is update my... what is it now? 6? Yeah 6 fanfics on ffnet that I have not touched in months.
OH. And I have to draw a seme character for Rebe's uke. YES I REMEMBER IT. I'm just lazy.
At least I passed the school year. Which is actually half surprising to me. But still all's good so I don't have shit over summer like last year (kids SUCK).
I should practice my violin BUT I'm lazy and I've had it up to HERE witht that thing. Maybe sometime later when I'm not spazzing. I should also practice my guitar sometime..... or just plain learn how to play it (FUCKING CORDS).
My OCD demands volume 2 of Deathnote. And since I don't have it... I dunno. I've let volumes 4-7 collect dust so far. I think I might read them now....
OH AND BY THE WAY is anyone else finding that dA is BITCH about galleries and favorites? Cause.... I can't get past page 1 of a gallery/favorites for some odd reason no matter WHAT I do. Tis annoying. However if I use the search engine thingy I can go to whatever page I please no problem. And this is on both my computer. WTFH?
Whatever. I'm feeling a bit too weird for my own good right now so I'm going to tell you the most disturbingly funny but real story EVER.
There's a squirrel near my house. Weird as hell. I have dubbed him THEE squirrel. Because he's FUCKING STUPID.
Seriously. He uses the sidewalk. He sits in my driveway. And then if you approach him or talk to him..... he stares at you.
HE JUST SITS THERE AND STARES.
It's like I say "Hey Squirrel!" And he turns and looks at me.
And he just sits there and looks.
Seriously. He's all like "Hey. What's up?"
..... Does ANYONE else find that weird as hell? ANYONE? I mean for christsake it just SITS THERE.
Even when my dog is there it just SITS THERE AND STARES AT MY DOG. And mind you my dog wants to EAT it.
So yeah. That's my life. If anyone comes up with a name for the squirrel I draw you a fucking picture of it. Or maybe I'll get close and take a picture. God know.

THIS JOURNAL HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY CID HIGHWIND!!! %@&#!!!

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18926433/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18926433/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:10:48 PDT But that's not the point. Here's the point.
Comment and I will
a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.
Cause.... avatar told me to. Look don't ask me about it! Just comment already. Jeese.

Oh and in other news I got Deathnote mangas. I stormed into Barns and Nobles, grabbed what they had on the shelf, and then sobbed as I realized that THEY HAD NO VOLUME 3. THOSE BASTARDS! Anyways I'm kinda depressed/apathetic right now. Oh yes.... and I jut had my birthday. So I'm fairly happy this year, as I got money for my birthday and spent all $40 on the deathnote mangas. Now off to do stuff I should have done days ago.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18785353/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18785353/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 13:43:47 PDT All I get is that I'm entering my invader (Der this really stupid OC from a parody of mine on ffnet) into it and she's probably gonna get her ass kicked. W/e. I'm gonna sleep or something. :/

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18505479/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18505479/ Mon, 26 May 2008 05:49:57 PDT It started out that me and some people I know were all coming back to town. I knew something was wrong but I couldn't tell what until someone said in almost a monotone "Well the war's finally over, huh?". Then we got out of a truck we were in and started walking around. We passes a graveyard and a church and I said "Wonder if they'll make us a momorial. That'd be crazy, huh?" and a couple of us laughed. Someone cried and we all stopped laughing and walked in silence.
After a while we all got back to our houses. I was the last one to get home so I was all alone. I walked into my house and walked over to the couch an sat down. Then my dream changed.
I was in South Hampton across the street from my families vacation house (a two story building with a porch and desperate need for replaced doors, plumbing, and paint. The thing is ancient. 100 years old. But very cozy.) and hiding behind a fence with 6 other people. One of them was my sister.
Someone said "there weren't suppost to be any of them here. We were suppost to get supplies and leave." and I distictly remember my sis saying "Well we'll just beat their asses down and have them run to their moms. Problem solved.". I started to say something, I think a plan of some sort (I was the squad lader. Lil' ol' me. Imagine that) when suddenly a shadowy figure ran from the nieghbor's house to the vacation house. I think I said "holy shit" and one of the guys (I didn't like him. He used to tease me) just ran the hell out there and into a bush on the side of the house. All the sudden two figures from the same neighbors house ran over at him. But I could reconize them. They were two neighborhood girls I knew pretty well. And they had guns.
I remember yelling "Run Matt! Run! Shoot them and run!" He let some bullets fly and started to run back. The girls hadn't been hit and they followed him, shooting as well.
I ran out and pulled out a pistol and ran forward. I met Matt on the frontyard and he turned around and we both started to shoot at them. We all kind of ran around in circles. I followed Kim, one girl, and he another. I suddenly got this great aim for the girl and was about to pull the trigger. But I stopped. I couldn't shoot. She had her gun pointed at me and I was scared but I couldnt shoot. I pulled the trigger halfway but the gun didn't go off and she just stood there a moment, then laughed. I ran back to the fence and jumped over.
Matt got back too but he shoot at them some and they retreated to the other house. Two more people ran inside from the neihbors and it was a stale mate.
I turned to my group and said "Listen. We got them on the defence and that's why we didn't get anywhere. If we wait for them to go offensive we'll win for sure." And everyone nodded and stared at the house patiently waiting for them to come over.
It was about three minutes or so and four people started to run over. They all charged towards the gate. I knew all of them. I ran out with my pistol and no one followed me. I was scared as hell.
This boy I knew (who's a great bass player and will be going to Russia, Korea and Hawaii to play in an orchastra this summer) puled out a gun and aimed it at me. I lifted my pistol and managed to fire (I readied myself beforehand when behind the gate by repeating to myself "I can't let myself or my team die" so I guess that's why I could shoot) and it hit him in the left shoulder. His eyes widened and he stumbled backwads and fell over and I remember saying "Don't wory Drew. You can still play in Russia." Then I turned and saw the three others look at me scared. This girl called Amanda pulled out a gun and aimed for me and in panic I shot at her and she fell over on her face. She didn't make any noise and this scared the hell outta me.
I rushed forward and turned her over and she said "I'm gonna die" and I said "No your not. It didn't hit your heart." ad she replied "Yes it did." I looked down at her shoulder and saw that the bullet had hit much lower than it did on Drew. Kim was standing nearby and she had a cell phone attacted to her belt and I grabbed it and dialed 911. I remember yelling into it "Come fast, come fast! Please! We need help!" and than I woke up.
On looking back I probably pierced Amanda's lung and nothing else. Chances are by the end of the call they would have shot me. And thatit is a hell of a lot easier to shoot people who's names you don't know.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18499495/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18499495/ Sun, 25 May 2008 18:35:26 PDT For example. World of Warcraft. Wonderful game. Lovely world to explore, cool monsters to fight, kick ass dungons, and limitless ways to play. The last being the main problem. I had created characters so I can play as each race, play as all the different classes and try out each profession. This resulted in 15 characters. Fourteen of them are lvls 10-18 and one is lvl 36. Maximum lvl is 70 soon to extend to 80 with a new expansion. Most people I started playing with are lvl 70 and working on alts. I play my main (Owshad a feral druid on Alter of Storms server) a good amount, but when bored (I'm easily bored) I'll switch characters. This results in me almost never lvling poor ol' Owshad (2 years. You'd think I'd be near 70 but she doesn't even have decent armor. Or some money ^_^; ) and I'm always getting kicked out of guilds every few months.
I dunno. I can't even remember what the point of this was suppost to be. I guess what I was trying to say was GNOME DRUIDS FTW!!!!!

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18332664/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18332664/ Thu, 15 May 2008 07:51:20 PDT Or talking about tiny miniskirts.
Yeeaaaaah....... I need to see a psychologist.... wait.... I'm seeing one in a few hours.....
Let me rephrase. I need to see a psychologist that doesn't talk on and on about shit like school or art or stuff like that. I dunno. I think it's mostly my fault though. I don't ever talk about my problems there. Probably cause the first 15 times or so she and my mom just COMPLETELY and UTTERLY ignored me. Despite the fact I obviously needed to talk to someone. And now I just can't seem to talk about shit.*facepalm* I need a break from life.
In other news I'm addicted to the Internet. I actually have withdrawal symptoms when I'm off it for too long. Despite the fact I don't really do shit on it. I just sit there and look at the screen half the time. Not doing anything.
Yeah...... I'm a fucking loser.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18311439/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18311439/ Tue, 13 May 2008 19:32:51 PDT God.... I sound like a fucking emo. I don't know if I care any more about that or not. I'm too miserable to really think straight anyways.
I'm going to bed.....

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18138700/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18138700/ Fri, 02 May 2008 19:21:09 PDT So Imma gonna wing it.

Rules
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1. post these rules
2. each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. tags should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

FACTS!
1) Owshad was actually my original 'net name. It's an anagram of an old favorite character. Betcha can't guess who. I eventually added InfraReds the name of one of several original characters I made in 7~8 th grade simply because I found the character acted a lot more like me then originally planned and it kind of became my avitar. Dark came later as a last name.
2) I don't care that the world's gonna end or that the evniornment is screwed simply because I'll be dead by the time that happens. Not to sound like a jerk but for some reason I can't make myself care.
3) I have asphergers a form autism. And no it's not contagious. And no it's not a physical disease. It's a mental disease. And yes. This does count as a handicap. Cause despite me scoring high on my IQ test I'm stupid as shit.
4) I scored exactly 120 on my IQ test. I got lucky I guess....
5) Yeah I have self esteem issuses. No I don't want help. Yes I like to bitch about how horrible I am. And no I don't do it for attention. I really truely hate myself and nothing you says gonna change years of habit and self brain washing.
6) Oh and the brainwashing thing? Yeah it's true. I can make people believe all sorts of shit. It's kinda funny really. Even people who are really smart will often believe in the lies I carefully web together. And then I tell them I tricked them and laugh in their faces. Hey I can't help it- it's fun.
7) I like dog treats. And I'm dead serious.
8) I'm bisexual and a pervert. And the only thing that's my saving grace in this is the fact I have a touchphobia- I freak out when people touch me or I touch people. Even a tap on the shoulder freaks me out a bit. So yeah. Expect a lot of weird perverted comments from meh.

In short this is probably the only crap I'll actually write anout myself and will likely take it down sometime.
I tag..... no one. Cause tagging is mean.
And I think everyone I know has already done something like this. So yeah. In short- I suck. DX

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18030116/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/18030116/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 21:31:26 PDT
]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/17897556/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/17897556/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 14:35:14 PDT I'm laughing crazy-like psychotic(mania) then sinking into an unbreakable depression (depressive) state that last untill another short burst of insanity. And that's why I hate mania-depressive syndromes. They suck.
Meh. It runs in the family so least I know I'm in good company. And I'll get me drugs fixed with the docs. Off to the pychietist.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/17062910/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/17062910/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:19:47 PST I should screw around with my original fiction more often period.
I feel bad though. It like.... I dunno. I just feel like a jerk. I've been so busy and tired and crap that I haven't written, drawn, or practiced my instruments in about a week. Or two? I forget.
Whoa..... the room shouldn't be moving like that. I think my blood sugar is a wee bit too low.....
I ought to do some homework now. Cause otherwise.... I dunno. I don't plan to go to collage anymore so..... I dunno. I kinda just want to write ya know? Cause writing just comes to me. Makes me happy. Don't mind living on the streets so long as I can write and stay the hell away from most people I know.
Why the hell do people think I pass? Oh yeah. Cause I look and act smart in class. 'Cept for the homework bit. That's what makes me fail.
......... why the hell am I telling you this? The hell? I mean really.
Back to the topic which is.... I feel happy? Or is it that I'm dieing? Weird. Imma gonna go do some homework now.
Nordens my eyes are acting weird...... the lights are too....... I need sleep......

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/16703329/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/16703329/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 08:50:30 PST I quickly look up something out of boredrom, edit it in paint within two minutes and post it. Yay. It gets 4 reviews from complete strangers within 30 minutes. Ya- the fuck? THE FUCK?
I spent over a day each on Neptune and Gensi, while doodling crap in paint in less then five but it get more comments? In thirty minutes? Hell I wanna stab myself now.
I guess that's what it gets for being part of the Kingdom Hearts fandom. Maybe I should just do fan art from now on considering I suck as an artist anyways.....
Now to do school crap. Damn it.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/16649745/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/16649745/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 19:23:25 PST Anywho, for a first pic I'm kinda proud how it came out. It's weird...
I have another pic but screw it. I'm too tired to think of even scanning it let alone editing and posting.
Anywho I highly doubt anyone will like my art anyways so all I'll do now is write crap and laugh at shit.
..... Might start writing original stories and finishing old fanfiction sometime this week or this month. Toying around with the idea of a LotR kind of a world without elves, dwarves, hobbits or humans. You know, all fantasy crap and stuff. AND MAGIC!
Not doing crap till I feel like it though. G'night Canada!

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/16505427/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/16505427/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:39:27 PST Its not very original, I draw the same exact kind of thing every year in different colors. This year's is probably the worst but I can't find any of my previous pics. I have a really pretty version in chalk.
Forgot to tell you what it's a pic of. Well its just a horse running. I didn't do a background cause I'm lazy and had no reference to a beach. Maybe I'll finish it before the scanner's up. Probably not, but still.
When I put it up chances are I'll call it "Posiedon's(sp?) Gift". Cause.... Well he's a greek god that made the first horse and lived in the ocean and a bunch of other jazz.
Other than that I really have nothing to say. I've been trying fanfiction again though it currently sucks(go check my FF.net profile if you're interested. I'm Reds Owshad Dark there too.) and I have less then good grades in school. I know the guitar now though. Well.... at least the basics *screws up a cord in the background*

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/15764567/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/15764567/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 12:34:18 PST .... God I hate myself.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13984757/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13984757/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 10:40:05 PDT 1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
'Grey indicates that the quest is easy and only gives a fraction of the normal experience'
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My attack fan, speakers, computer screen, printer, computer monitor, lots of paper, mouse, keyboard and my dog.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The weather.
4. Without looking guess what time it is?
2:00
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
1:15. I was never good with time.
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The darkness in my closet. Yes I can hear it.
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
8 years ago. I was stealing the cookie from the cookie jar..
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
The sceen.
9. What are you wearing?
Clothes.
10. Did you dream last night?
Yes.
11. When did you last laugh?
When some kid called a coo-worker of mine "Mr. T"
12. What are on the walls you are in?
blood.
13. Seen anything weird lately?
Does my sister/creature count?
14. What do you think of this quiz?
Its extremely stupid.
15. What was the last film you saw?
Transformers. It was ok.
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Happyness. Just to prove you can.
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know?
I am scared of small children. No I really am. I have no idea why either.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
I'd wipe out the human race. We'd all be jellyfish.... or something.
19. Do you like to dance?
Only DDR. Other then that I find that this century's dancing involves too little clothes and is far too suggestive.
20. George Bush:
Missing link between ape and man.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I thought I just said I'm scared of children. Rosette I guess. I'm not good with names.
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Johnny. Nuf' said.
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
...... I live in a closet.....
24. What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
I may or may not believe in god.
25. Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
....... I don't know people.........

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13898959/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13898959/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 10:04:52 PDT I hate it.
Idiots that don't have half the intelligence of myself and that learn at 1/16th of the rate that I do don't exactly fit the bill of exciting students.
Looking back on it the reason I went for this job was for a) money and b) fun. Considering that I don't get either from this experience and instead receive 1) exaustion and b) fustration I don't know why the hell I'm doing this.
Not saying it was never fun. Fro the fisrt week it was but, SCIENCE these brats are brain dead! So I'm gonna quit. No ifs, ands, or buts.
Hopefully I'll get enough free time to NOT babysit my grandparents that don't remember me or cosins that drive me to the point of bad insanity, but instead I'll be able to draw, write, and play some cool music. Not mary had a little lamb.
No way in hell I'm going to this crap next year.
*sigh* Four weeks. What a complete WASTE.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13849014/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13849014/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 16:22:45 PDT
1. You're new here!
2. I dare you to lick your own elbow. If it doesn't work, lick somebody else's.
3. Unsurprisingly, red.
4. You don't have an inflated ego. If you aren't good at something, you admit it.
5. I'll always remember you as the person who inserted her friends instead of herself into her first fic.
6. An owl. The name 'Owshad' keeps reminding me of 'owl' for some reason.
7. Why is your AIM avatar a bolt of lightning?
8. Put this in your profile, fool! Mr. T pities you!

I'm still a lazy jerk. And once I'm done writing my book I'm sure it won't change.

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13757008/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13757008/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 12:39:05 PDT Hopefully when I raid my scetch books later I'll have a pic to upload onto this site.
Man. I can't beleive I haven't posted anything yet. Am I a lazy bum or what?

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13755001/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13755001/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 09:32:09 PDT Appartently not all is lost though, the Bass students seem to actually have an more then just an idea of what's going on. And they're kinda cute for kids. I should learn more bass soon.
I've been told by people that I am fairly good at writing so if you feel like looking at my stuff try fanfiction net. I'm still Reds Owshad Dark there (as well as aim and lots of other sites and stuff) so finding me should be easy enough. Mostly Zim fanfiction as well as some Sonic the headgehog and Megaman.
Well I'll write more later. I gotta go to violin lessons.

Braaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzz

]]> ~RedsOwshadDark http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13621584/ http://RedsOwshadDark.deviantart.com/journal/13621584/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 13:21:18 PDT Anywho I joined deviantart cause, well, I'm an artist. And I thought I had a couple of pictures to post but at the moment I'm too tired/lazy to find them. So yeah. Maybe tommorow if work doesn't wipe me out agian.
You see I work at a music program over the summer teaching a bunch of small brats from 3rd year to about 8th year how to play ochastra instuments. Including the violin, viola (I suggest you learn it. It gets you more money then the others), cello and bass. Of course I only know the violin. The others I pick up really fast.
Ehhh. It might help to add that I'm in high school and I am from antartica.
Anywho I might as well get it all done and over with and tell you a whole bunch of crap about myself.
I'm tall. I don't watch TV. I'm in a band called the Zombie Wolves.
I might eventually get to posting our mascot, Fluffy the decaying wolf of zombieness, on the site. But don't hold your breath.
One last thing.
.............. eh I forgot what it was. SEE YA! ]]> ~RedsOwshadDark