deviantART: by:RenaRyuuguu

~ Merry Christmas ~

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 03:07:45 PST

YEY!!! There's come snow here
Really make's me come into this christmas mood!
Let's hope it stays for Christmas Eve and New Years Eve this year so it wont all be green like last year <_<''

Anyway! I hope you have a great Chrismas and get all you wish for!
I wassnt planing on making a long journal this time really

So Merry Christmas & Happy New Year everyone!

Hawuu~

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 07:13:45 PST

Im just so...freaking... CLUMSY @_@
Ive been a walking disaster the last day's, enough said!!! D:
*falls down the stairs and breaks my neck*

PS: I kinda need heeeeelp ppl!
Does anyone know where I can find the legend of why all the girl's seems to be all white and black haired when they come back to revange themself in the japanese movies (which is based on a legend) ... ME WANNA KNOW!!! D'8

Yeah this was random

OMFG dies RE DC

*RenaRyuuguu — Sun, 06 Dec 2009 10:32:11 PST

AGH!!! Just finished playing Resident Evil: The Darkside Chronicles for Wii, and I have to say, havent been this hper after playing a game for years O_O'''
Play it people, PLAY IT! XD

Over and Out! XD

Oooone more thing, if I had the Veronica virus, id totally use it on myself, totally

...okey, hyper moment almost over <.<''

PLAY IT OR DIE!!!

Tired of sleeping <.<''

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 16:45:11 PST

Not much to say at this point, but sometimes... im afraid what ill see, when I finally open my eyes <_<'

"Watashi wa ja-aku na tamashii ga arimasu... Ja-aku na tamashii wa shinda desu~ "

Random Quiz

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 06:50:04 PST

I stole this from , FORGIVE ME DESU'EN! D8
Since im a total game, anime and manga freak ill just base this thing on that OwO''

1. Post a list of up to 20 favorite fandoms (books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/etc).
2. Have your f-list guess your favorite character from each item.

My Favorite...
1. Resident Evil (Character)
2. Resident Evil (Pairing)
3. Final Fantasy (Game)
4. Final Fantasy (Character)
5. Rozen Maiden (Character)
6. Lady Oscar (Character)
7. Yaoi (Couple )
8. Kannazuki no Miko (Pairing)
9. Southpark (Character)
10. Full Metal Panic! (Character)
11. Shadow Hearts (Character)
12. Shadow Hearts (Pairing)
13. Rurouni Kenshin (Character)
14. School Days (Character)
15. Fruits Basket (Character, it's okey if you only write what animal he/ she is though XD)
16. Kamikaze (Pairing)
17. Disney (movie XD )
18. Game of all times
19. Anime of all times
20. Manga of all times

The first one to get 100% get's... ALMOST w/e he or she want's
Now...let the boredom begin! <_<''

Muted

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 15:24:43 PST

~ This journal will be short, cause I dunno, even though this is just a journal online I still think it's kinda hard to say anything, cause on one way I want to, but on the other hand, I dont want to say anything, which is why this will be short <_<''''

~ But alot is going on, and what is confusing me the most is when people are saying how they wish I could change to something, then when I do, they "dont like the person ive become" =_='''
And then, they can be like "Oh please talk to us if there are something" and when I do, then they're either like "Oh get over it" cause it's not or wouldnt be a problem for them, or they just say I complane, and maybe I do, and I though it was good complaning once in a while to let stuff out, but then that's wrong too, cause then ppl think your way to negative and so on =.='''
~Besides I get the feeling it's only troubeling them when I talk about it .__.

~ So confusions confusions, it really make's one to realize that it's better to just keep it inside you doessnt it? =.=''

~ And people can just say, or do...such...stupid things sometimes...thank you <_<''

~ Life is so...freaking...annoying =_______=

BUT!!! Not to sound too annoying or something, ill say something cool and awesome now... CLOTI IS THE TRUE COUPLE AND YOU ALL KNOW IT! D<

Random Journal

*RenaRyuuguu — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 08:57:45 PST

Nothing right now, just trying out some skin's since im now a PEMIUM MEMBER! 8D
*makes an awesom face*

Graphics by *aishwaryakhan
CSS by =moonfreak

Vicious__ [ [TagTagTagTAG!!!] ]

*RenaRyuuguu — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 06:24:24 PDT

Stolen from since she tagged everyone who saw it and wanted to do it!!! Oh yes yes ~desu

1] Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2] For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3] YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Stepping Out ~ X-Ray Dog
[[ I guess it means it issnt okey after all ]]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
The Howling ~ Within Temptation
[[ Well I guess you can hear my screams of pain sometimes D: ]]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
God help the Outcast ~ The Hunchback of Notre Dame
[[ I guess it means I like those who help other's ]]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Rewriting the Rules ~ The Last Remnant OST
[[ Today will be the day I change myself...I guess OwO'' ]]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Whisper ~ Evanescence
[[ To keep my heart shut to keep people from pain I guess .__.'' ]]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Fight with the Fighters ~ Star Wars VI OST
[[ I say KILL THEM!!! DX ]]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
It's the Training ~ Naturo OST
[[ I guess I could need some training, yes, or els ppl need to be trained to be around me ]]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Flower Garden ~ Ayumu Hamasaki
[[ Wiii, im like a garden of flowers!!! They must SO love me!!! X3 ]]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Sudden Parting ~ FFVII DoC OST
[[ Well...there are some persons I think of even now pretty often .__.'' ]]

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
First Strike ~ X-Ray Dog
[[Oh yes, this would so be my first right answere on my math test ]]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
The Secret Door ~ Resident Evil CV OST (Claire)
[[ Only they can reach the door to my heart!!! ]]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Miss You ~ Cascada
[[ As much as I hate the techno shit in this song I do indeed miss the person when im alone DX ]]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Left ~ Nickalback
[[ They all leave me in the end anyway ]]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I Just Cant Wait to be King ~ Lion King OST
[[ POWEEEEEEER for the DESU!!! ]]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The 13th Reflection ~ Kingdom Hearts OST
[[ I guess I see pain and missery? DX ]]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Reaper ~ Devil May Cry OST (The Anime)
[[ ...this will be the most intresting dance in my life!!! ]]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Whoop De Dooper Bounce ~ Winnie the Pooh OST (Tigger)
[[ ...no...comment, but id sell my soul to see why they're playing THAT!!! ]]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Moogle's Theme ~ Final Fantasy
[[ ...I love moogles... I love my friends then, WOHOO!!! 8D ]]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Vicious 1915 ~ Shadow Hearts Covenant OST
[[ Well there had to be something ]]

Dagh, well this was random Now I tagg whoever sees this and feel's like doing it, good'luck to ya'h all

Devious Journal Entry

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 15:01:13 PDT

Hum hum hum, I was bored as well, so stole this from who stole it from someone els!

Centaur:
[] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[] You get drunk a lot.
[] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[] The horse is your favorite animal.
[] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 1

Elf:
[] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[] You are very intelligent.
[] Your five senses are extremely keen.[Mostly my hearing sense]
[] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful
[x] You look very young for your age.
[x] You rarely get sick.
[] You are a very hard worker.
[] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 3

Fairy:
[] You are happy a lot of the time.
[] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[] You are young and short.
[] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 5

Gnome/Dwarf:
[] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[] You are short for your age.
[] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[] You have a short temper.
Total: 2

Harpy/Siren:
[x] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[] You often take things that aren't yours.
[] You are easily angered.
[] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[x] You love to trick others.
[] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 5

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps you will work to stop that.
[] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 7

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[x] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 8

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[] You have a lot of body hair.
[] The ability to shape shift is the best superpower to you.
[] You prefer gold over silver items.
[] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 6

Wiza...

I seriously dont know a title for this one OwO

*RenaRyuuguu — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 14:15:29 PDT

Hum hum hum, going to my dad to be bored!
*keeps playing WoW* ...what? ...I GOT NOTHING MORE TO DO!!! DX
Oh what the heck, no its fun

Oh and... im bored... bored to death... please... help x_X

OMFG!!! LOOOL!!!

*RenaRyuuguu — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 09:28:21 PDT

Yeah I hate you to mom...
For god's sake, she just called me saying how evil bla bla bla I am, guess what, she's been reading my diary and I havent written all happy stuff about her inside there and now she called saying all stuff and how I need to give her this huge apology and yeah, I know what "punishment" I will get now for have been writing down my feelings and thoughs that ive had in the time's ive been angry or sad, and now she's been reading my most private stuff, and she get's angry, she says how horrible I am to write it, ofcourse she's just to much of a good person to write anything down...
Oh well mom, im so fucking sorry that I feel better by writing down my thoughs and not yell them in your face!!!

I serously, have had, so fucking enough of this piece of shit in this town, FUCKING ENOUGH!!!
I guess ill be gone for some time now, lol, and dear person which I hate, now I really DO mean every fucking single word that I wrote for you LOL!!!

So God, if you love me, then kill me, then ill atleast believe in you

Uhm, I cant find a good title XD

*RenaRyuuguu — Tue, 14 Jul 2009 20:35:33 PDT

I dont wanna write much really, all I got to say is that, well as usually I blew things up =_='''
God im such a bother to people, and I know it =.='''

Would be nice if thing's just ended somehow! <_<

Azuka got TAGGED again!!!

*RenaRyuuguu — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 23:01:39 PDT

Tagged by

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line 4.
The Hobbit :
" And some more cake's - and beer - and coffie, if you dont mind,"
O_o Dunno my translation was right or not...

2. Stretch your arm out as far as you can. What do you reach? .
Right Arm: My Pillow o.O''
Left Arm: NOTHING BUT AIR! D8

3.What was the last thing you watched on tv?
C.S.I Miami

4. Without looking, gues what time it is? .
07:45 AM

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? .
07:39 AM

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV and, my mom walking in the livingroom

7. When did you last go outside. What were you doing?
Today, being with someone watching TV and playing games!

8. Before you started this survey, what were you looking at?
The computer screen, watched a anime called "School Days" =3

9. What are you wearing?
My black, gray and pink pyjamas!

10. Did you dream last night?
Definitely O_O'''

11. When did you last laugh?
Some houre's ago

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Anime pictures and poster's, and lot's of pictures of my online friends!

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Id say so o_O''

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Kinda like it XD

15. What is the last film you saw?
Gedo Senki

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Id buy ticket's to travell all over the world right away!!!
...And a Suiseiseki cosplay!

17. Tell me something that I didn't know about you?
Im a man... and im gay... totally ;D
Nah, if I havent told you it's probebly cause I dont want to tell! DX

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Im not sure

19. Do you like to dance?
No, cause im TERRIBLE AT IT! DX
*goes emo*

20. George Bush :
...Go die? o_O''

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Claire maybe?

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
No idea, and I wouldnt tell you guy's that anyway!

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Like HELL yeah!!!

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Now you'll be able to eat all you want without getting fat!" 8D

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
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Oh well, what a suprise

*RenaRyuuguu — Fri, 22 May 2009 14:44:31 PDT

*sigh*
Oh well, starting to get used of people dissepearing... Might as well have seen this coming =_='''

Tagged! Write about your OC Character

*RenaRyuuguu — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 03:22:09 PDT

tagged whoever that did read her tagg thingy, so I had to do it then

DA RULES

1) Choose one of your own characters (OC's).
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then tag three people.
4) Feel free to add some questions of your own.

OC Selected: Azuka
If you havent already seen her, ive posted two of my pictures of her here:
[link]

1) What gender are you?
Female...it seem's o_O

2) What is your age?
Why...do you ask? ...Either way, since you HAVE to know, 22

3) Do you want a hug?
GO AWAY! *runs off*...

4) Do you have any bad habits?
Scare people away

5) What is your favorite food?
Pasta

6) What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Vanilla

7) Are you a virgin?
Well...uhm...no <.< WHY DO YOU ASK!? DX

8) Have you killed anyone?
I used to be a assassin... what do you think?

9) Do you hate anyone?
...

10) Do you have any secrets?
Obviously, and im not willing to share them

11) What is your favorite season?
Winter

12) Who is your best friend(s)?
Kami and Kaze... also Alsa and Vanilla

13) What are your hobbies?
Well, when I get time to it, I love playing on my flute, sometime's go out and drink! DX

14) What is your favorite drink?
Sake, though I cant drink it much, have to stay clear in my head!!!

15) When is your birthday?
First day of the month of the God's, October 1st

16) What age did you die?
Die? Im not...dead o_O;

17) Are you nice or mean?
Really depends all on my mood now doessnt it?

18) Are you social or shy?
It doessnt matter, im mostly alone but, I guess when someone is around I have to be social...

19) What do you think of your parents?
Uhm... well they died, or, got murdered when I was alittle, I cant remember much...

20) WhatÂs your weakness?
If I get depressed, or something really effect's my emotions, I cry blood, it weakens my sences and it's starting to hurt everywhere, I guess im a easy target then...

21) How long can you stay under water?
Under? Well, usually 6-7 minutes...

22) What do you do on a regular day basis?
I guess, for a regular day, working on my material skill's...

23) Do you love someone?
...

24) When was the last time you wet yourself.
Uh...which....way??? I guess ill pass that question O_O;

25) What's your favorite band?
Within Temptation

26) Ever worn a dress?
Last time when I was a child I guess, I dont have time for costume-party's!

27) How about eye-liner?
Sure, sometime's maybe I guess...

28) What do you consider fun in the daytime?
I dont have time for much fun really... but I dont know... playing with my companions...

29) At night?
Uhm, resting or, playing on my flute or working on finding this person...

30) Ever kissed anyone?
Sure o//O

31) ...Of the same gender?
Uhm...yeah...why do you ask? o///O

32) It's clear you're gay.
Wait...what...where did you hear that from? O_O;

33) WhatÂs you're favorite thing to touch?
o_O; ... Hey, im not answering that XD Wierd how some of your questions can make me laugh XD

34) Anyone loves you?
I dont know... havent seen that person for quite some time now...

35) Whats your favorite color?
Silver and Blue

36) When was the last time you cried?
I usually hide's it, but, last year I guess...

37) Do you have a pet?
I pefere to look at them as my companion's, but yes, a crow and a wolf ^_^

38) What did you name your pet?
Wolf: Kami
Crow: Kaze
(hehe, can you figure the meaning behind these name's?)

39) Are you crazy?
Ive heard that alot... So I guess so...

40) What are you?
Someone's living on revange...

41) What's the end of your own story?
My story is still being written, we'll just wait and see...

42) What's your nickname?
Azuu

43) Do you consider yourself a happy or a down person?
Mood changes, mostly down it seem's, but I have my better moment's as well... Stupid question o_O;

44) If you were a superhero, you'll be...?
A "superhero" is something I could never become, no need to answere...

45) Favorite movie?
Silent Hill

Back!!! DX

*RenaRyuuguu — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 19:20:06 PDT

Im BACK from Germany, it was so fun, I dont wanna come back home, stupid Norway!!! *kicks the country* let me be there!!! DX

Well anyway, alot of fun, shopping in Berlin, met some friends ive been talking to on YouTube
To bad, I really wanted to meet this one guy but he couldnt do now cause of some personal stuff I dont feel to write about here <_<;;;

Either way, yeah I learned to ride a horse to, was so fun!
Though those who tried to learn me almost couldnt any english, so it was a bit hard but my friend that I slept over to translated so, well the point is that I finally learned to ride

So please take a look at my other pictures as well

Peace and Love ppl XP

o_O;

*RenaRyuuguu — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 10:46:44 PST

*sigh* Life is a wierd thing .__.

Lucky me I still got Dante...or Caim...or Leon ^_^

Tagged! XD

*RenaRyuuguu — Tue, 20 Jan 2009 10:09:36 PST

tagged everyone that wanted, so here I am...bored...yeah

IN 2008 I:
[ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[ ] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[ ] made out in a car
[ ] kissed in the snow
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[ ] fell in love/like with a fool
[x] had my heart broken
[ ] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[ ] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[ ] did something I regret
[ ] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love for awhile
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[x] got a job
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job
[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[x] almost got straight A's
[ ] failed a class
[ ] cut class
[x] skipped school
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] proved myself an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[ ] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[ ] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed until I cried
[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[ ] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[ ] visited a foreign state
[x] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[x] tried to lose weight
[x] dyed my hair
[x] came close to losing my life (Rena: I supose suicide counts and not only accidents? o_O; )
[ ] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[ ] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[x] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[ ] did an illegal drug
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[x] fell out of love/like
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool
[x] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[x] went sledding
[ ] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someone's hand
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[x] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[x] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[ ] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[x] got a new pet
[ ] enjoyed this year overall

Now im tagging

I've done 87 of the 120 stupiest things XD

*RenaRyuuguu — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 05:25:39 PDT

Took this from
Was bored...again
_________________________________________________________________________

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette (Group preassure D8 )
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (Have a GF, what you expect? )
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love (Well, would have happend sooner or later anyway )
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (Was just one year older, but it's still older )
(x) Skipped Class (Me? No, never )
( ) Slept With A Co-worker (WHOA WTF)
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (Grandpa )
SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends (well she is on DA )
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane (YESSSSSS OMG It was so fun!!)
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi (Ick...)
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet (3 ppl )
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 11

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers (Eh...been taking it with alcohol when I was kinda depressed, OH and when my stomach hurts)
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (I guess ive been there to o_O
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (Everyone should do that )
(x) Made A Snow Angel (Every year )
SO FAR: 15

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (...with my doll's and mom )
(x) Flown A Kite (YEEY!!! But then I lost it )
(x) Built A Sand Castle (Why does the wave's always wash it away? ;()
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up (was a princess )
SO FAR: 19

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves (Was expecting fun, but...it wassnt DX )
(x) Gone Sliding (Omg yes! YES!!! )
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (Wierd no one ever wonderd why I always won in Monopoly )
(x) Been Lonely (...Like...the most of my life .__.)
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (zZz...huh? Oh darn, im in still in class )
SO FAR: 24

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set ()
(x) Felt An Earthquake (A really small one, BUT IT WAS ONE!!! )
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 26

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled (To many times DX )
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (...My cousine used to steel my Pokemon cards and CD'S

Me to!? =_=;;;

*RenaRyuuguu — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 18:47:51 PDT

Woah, gueass I also got this problem ~desu
I am not in a "LMAO" mood but, I cant change it ~desu
Anyone els who cant seem to change they're mood here??? ._.

When boredom hit's XD

*RenaRyuuguu — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:27:46 PDT

Okey okey, so I stole this from he seems like a nice guy, be sure to check out his cosplay's, his even been cosplayed a Sagara.........
......uh..... Sagaraaaaaa *__*

Aaanyway, check it out, feel free to steel as well!!!

YOUR BOY SIDE
(x) You love hoodies.
(x) You love jeans.
( ) Dogs are better than cats.
( ) It's hilarious when people get hurt.
(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.
( ) Shopping is torture.
(x) Sad movies suck.
( ) You own an X-Box.
( ) Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
(x) At some point in time you wanted to be a fire-fighter.
(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
( ) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
( ) You watch sports on TV.
(x) Gory movies are cool.
( ) You go to your dad for advice...
( ) You own like a trillion baseball caps.
( ) You like going to football games.
( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
( ) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
( ) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours
(x) You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
(x) Sports are fun.
( ) Talk with food in your mouth.
( ) Wear boxers.

10/25

YOUR GIRL SIDE
( ) You wear lip gloss.
(x) You love to shop.
(x) You wear eyeliner
(x) You have some of the same shirts in different colours.
( ) You wear the colour pink.
( ) Go to your mom for advice.
( ) You consider cheerleading a sport.
( ) You hate wearing the colour black.
(x) You like hanging out at the mall.
( ) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
(x) You like wearing jewellery...
(x) Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
(x) Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies.
( ) You don't like the movie Star Wars.
( ) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
(x) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
(x) You smile a lot more than you should.
( ) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
(x) You care about what you look like.
(x) You like wearing dresses when you can.
(x) You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
(x) You wear girl underwear.
(x) Used to play with dolls as little kid...
(x) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
( ) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

15/25

OMFG!!! Im'a freaking GIRL!!!

OMFG!!! XD LOL!!!

*RenaRyuuguu — Mon, 26 May 2008 03:51:07 PDT

OMG!!! I just finished my...erh...old norwegian...exam...or what its called lol
Anyway, erh...yeah I suck!!! D8< I wrote about young and internet, felt I could do something with that one, hmm, wonder why Well well, anyway, yeah my final result, it suck's and if they gives me an E on it, im seriously going to think it's something wrong with it cause my paper is worth nothing more that a F!!! Yeah I know, I feel like it went down the toilet and im...happy? O_O; Mabey it's the shock
Aaanyway, what els??? YEY!!! Someone called me, they wanted me for a job intervju, im so happy, GOD I hope ill get that job, it would be awsome if I could finaly be able to make some money myself

So well, wierd enough, im in a perfect mood after this

~Piece out!!!

...

*RenaRyuuguu — Sat, 24 May 2008 13:05:10 PDT

Sayonara ~desu

=_=;;;

Need some time off again, school and other shit, lol

JAPAN!!!

*RenaRyuuguu — Tue, 06 May 2008 00:45:15 PDT

OMG I got a kick back, im on school now, alooooooone ;w;

Anyway... ANYONE WANNA COME WITH ME TO JAPAN??? I AM going to travel there for a week or something, I was thinking on getting money and go there in about a year, but I need someone that want's to go with me and will save some of they're money to get there ;w;
Im so desperate, I wanna go there now soon T_T
Ive already asked two of my friends, waiting for answere, would be fun to take with me someone who havent been there before just like me, but in desperation ill go alone if I need to XD

Anyway, please, those I ask answere me ;__;

OMG, I LOST!!! D8<

*RenaRyuuguu — Sat, 19 Apr 2008 10:15:01 PDT

Oookey, ive been out bowling today, AND I LOST!!! I never looses in bowling, WHY TODAAAY!!! D8
Well mabey, cause I was up the whole night...and the night before there...and there??? XD
Oh dear, hm, but it was fun anyway Gonna go out jump on the trampoline now soon as well X3
Els from that, im playing World of Warcraft, I can believe it's just SO much fun in that game XD

Hm...yes...I think also my bro is doing better now, ive had it really hard the last time cause thing's been going on around me, and one of those thing's was also that the doctor said it was something rare with my bro's bloodtest, I was afraid it was something really seriouse since the doctor said that it was something about some number's with his blood that was extremly low and he might get even sicker of it, but hey, everything seem's to go just fine now they've took some new test's after him been going on some medicine some time now and it's alright ^_^

Sooo, els now, im just bored, stupid me sitting home now on a Saturday..no wait, I got alcohol here, hmmm... okey I just wanted to drink myself drunk and go out on the trampoline, but I think ill drop the trampoline cause to get downstairs I have to walk down some reaaaaaaally long stairs D<

Anyway, take care

AH!!! O_O;

*RenaRyuuguu — Fri, 18 Apr 2008 10:09:56 PDT

Yeey, finaly, a subject in school I know alot about, something I even love to talk about, we're talking about how the light and coloures can be seen in the sience class, and I love it, I know so much about it from before, for once ill get a good grade easy

Or els, im kinda hot o_O; Not hot hot, though my mom keep reminding me of those two boy's that "watched" me while I went out shopping with my mom =_=; THEY DID NOT THEY JUST SAW MY WAY!!! *waves arms like crazy* the only place im hot hot is when im a night elf in World of Warcraft XD
But back to subject, im really hot now, feel's like im boiling over, and the last month ive been falling asleep early, even though ive tried to stay awake but ive just fallen asleep before midnight, and im eating right, active, getting enough rest, but still, im tired all the time, I still keep's falling asleep on school and, well, to say it like this I may fall asleep EVERYWHERE! =_= Goooood...May this be something psycic? Cause ive been thinking alot the last month and more than once ive been so near to fall into a new depression, and to say it like this, MUCH new has happend the last month, now that im writing about it, I think it may be why, yes probebly XD .... yush =_=;;;

Anyway, going back to WoW now, im so pritty there lol

So take care
~Ja Ne

OMG whyyyyyyy???????? DX

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 16 Apr 2008 22:32:03 PDT

Gee... I got a crazy girl after me XD DX
She noticed I made a Cloud x Tifa vid and that I love the couple as well o_O;;;
And not she's all angerd on me telling me he never loved her, his always loved Aeris, IT'S A LIE!!! D8<
Why does ppl get so worked up for those kind of stuff? >_<;;;

~He left to become a soilder to make Tifa notice him
~She was really sad when he told her he would leave (she probebly then HAS noticed him, just in secrets)
~When Sepitorh was attacking the city he came to find Tifa, and help her! (-see that in Last Order)
~He felt he failed Zack, and when he on top of it couldnt protect his bud's love (Zack x Aeris) and one of his best friends (Cloud x Aeris = friends) he felt he had failed again, not being able to protect the one he loves...
~In Advent Children Aeris reunited with Zack.
~In the Crisis Core trailer Aeris talking about the promise she made with Zack (to wait for him when he left for Nibelheim)
~In VII Aeris flirting with Cloud - a man she knew for about 4 days (she also told Cloud he reminded her ~ALOT of a man she once knew)
~And the many times she spoke about Zack "a man she knew and loved for months/years"
~Then she's re-united with Zack. Regardless of how much she cared for Cloud, her affection for Zack is renewed, as they showed at the end of Advent Children... Aeris goes, along with Zack, reunite with the planet. That didn't mean they were in love again or whatever...
~And I think Cloud did love Aeris, but just as his best friend he really cared about, when she died he loose himself and left Tifa because he felt he had failed again and couldnt protect the one's he love's (he even tell's her later in the AC movie that his at no use, he cant protect anyone) so I think that his all depression thingy going on in the movie is because I wish he could have saved and protect his beloved one's, after he for the second time did loose someone he cared for to the death (+the fact he lost his mom as well)... Well, I WOULD HAVE GONE IN A DEPRESSION TO for loosing such faith in myself and thinking I couldnt help anyone I loved o_O;;

And what's up with this that ppl says Cloud could never love tifa, he just wanted her cause she was a slut O_O;;; I mean, come on, or, yes sure she could have worn alittle bit more to cover...some more that her small top and mini skirt XD But she was kind and caring to everyone, always wanting to help, and as we're on the subject, ppl says she hated Aeris and was plotting to take her away from Cloud, once again, COME ON! D< In the game AND movie you can see that she thanks Aeris for watching over Cloud, and she's so caring upon Aeris, when Aeris was captured by Hojo she was with on the plan to rescue her in the same second! Ppl says that Aeris did love Cloud for being Cloud, but also that she loves him for reminding him of Zack... Well, I agree with both really, though she did begin her crush on Cloud by the fact that he reminded him of Zack, I think she after a while begun to like Cloud for being Cloud, but she was killed before her feeling's turned out to be something like real love...
I think that even though Aeris and Tifa where "rivals" for Cloud, they did love eachother as well, almost sisterly love I think, they where to be best friends...

Soooo... Hate or love me for loving the Cloud x Tifa couple and suporting them 100%, idk we all have different meaning's XD

Take care~

Im gonna ruin it ;w;

*RenaRyuuguu — Mon, 14 Apr 2008 21:02:19 PDT

Today it's my GF's birthday

Happy Birthday Man, 19 already, time is running ait it?

Well, anyway, it's her birthday and...I dont have anything to give her =_=;;; Im broke...
Ive made her cake though and later after school ill make her dinner
But still, I wanted to give you something...hope it's alright that you'll wait alittle until ill get some more money 'hun I'll get it soon and then I PROMISE ill give you something nice... Something Rozen Maiden mabey if you want that

So anyway, ill still try to make the best out of your birthday, hope it's okey that you'll wait alittle with the gift...it is alright, right? Cause I truly AM sorry ;__;
Well, but anyway, happy birthday ~Aida

I love you to much and I cant wait to see you later today Souseiseki

OMFG Im so tired, HIT ME!!! D8

*RenaRyuuguu — Thu, 27 Mar 2008 21:44:51 PDT

Out of the way people, dead girl walking, ZOMBIE GIRL WALKING!!! *cries*
I dunno what it is, I manage to sleep 2-3 houres earlier this night, or evening though, now the clock is 5-36 am and ive been laying in the bed here for houres, I feel sooo tired but I cant sleep, ive tried hug my teddy bear, pillow, watch TV, lissten to music, just laying here, argh, ive been doing what I can think of but I cant sleep =_= Havent to be honest been manage to sleep the last night's, im all exhausted and nothing seem's to make my dream's come back, or, as I slept, I got some sleep some houres ago but, I only end's up dreaming I have to run from someone that want's to kill me, WAH!!! ALWAYS!!! DX
My mind seem's troubled, im thinking alot these day's so I actuarly think that it's that which bother's me, im probebly to worried about thing's but I cant seem to be hungry (I am forcing down in the end though oO;;; ) and yeah, as you already have understood, my sleep >_<;;;

Bleeeh, someone hit me so ill be gone in some houres, I sooo need a real rest now =_=
*look's at clock* oh dear, not long until the school again, thank god it's soon weekend...

Hm...

*RenaRyuuguu — Tue, 25 Mar 2008 10:24:32 PDT

Hauuu kaii omochikaeri, I found somekind of a drama CD with a singing Rena~Chan!!! Kawaii!!! <3 And what's even more cute, my GF is sleeping, good she's so beautifull and cute now <3 Hauuu, kawaiiiiiii

.......or els.........
....Demo... Doushite uso tsuku no kana? ...doste??? ...usoda...USODA!!!
...usoda???...

<3

*RenaRyuuguu — Fri, 21 Mar 2008 04:57:52 PDT

I cant wait until the dinner today <3

Anyway. yesterday we was in Sweeden, cheap candy...candy...bars *_*
So happy easter everyone, coze yourself with your egg's X3
...c-candyyy....yum, OH GOD I CANT WAIT!!! XD

So what els? Oh yes, uhm, im watching somekind of a movie where those erh, yeah old people is fighting with sword's and...stuff, intresting...verry intresting o_O Plus that 14-15 years old boy just copied Neo with those Matrix effects, yes yes, as he says, his read the book, his walked trough time, he found 5 signs, he is the 6th sign and now he has restored the light, wow, eh, wow he just trapped the bad guy in a water crystal, intresting...very intresting... this is Matrix with old people and kid's on 14 owO;;;

Anyway, eat your egg's and feel good cause we're all allowed to it now

~Ja ne, take care

Mih, erh, yeah, new journal XD

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 19 Mar 2008 17:43:29 PDT

Looking forward to freday, im to eat dinner with someone then, im really looking forward to it ^w^
Though I feel like I kinda screwed something up again, im good at that =w=;;; Im just kinda unsure of what I should say sometime's, not that I dont want to, I just dont know if she want's me to say it and all that ;w; Anyway, im sorry cause I know I said it wrong last night *sigh* as always...

Or els, I got two new volums of the manga LIFE in the mail today, love them, they where really worth the money ^_^ And ive gotten this thing for the song calles "caramelldansen" in devil may cry and higurashi no naku koro ni style, it's...wierd o_O;;;

So then, for you my dear, ill open my dreams for you so you may enter whenever you want *holds the heart around my neck* ill keep you with me while im gone today ^_^ Anyway, eh, im sorry I messed up last night, but, atleast, I love you, really, I love you so much, so until im back then, take care and be sure to get your rest, dont stress yourself now, okey?
So until next time, or, when we'll go eat that dinner, take care and I love you so much ~

Devious Journal Entry

*RenaRyuuguu — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 22:48:18 PDT

I dont know what will happend from now on... I guess... I couldnt do it right this time either...
I...dont...know...what to do... I though I could...be...everything...im not...

~ I miss you ~
~ I love you ~

What a wonderful, wonderfull holliday!!!

*RenaRyuuguu — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 03:59:32 PDT

Well, found a new funny anime ill start watch, Goshuushosama Ninomiyakun or something...
Have orderd some manga online, desperate trying to find a PVC figure of Sango and Miroku with a gooc enough price...

...if someone ever wanna see or do something with me again then take contact...
atleast, my mom has enough plans for thing's we can do this holliday I may be able to see my dad to, havent seen him since christmas, heh, his always asking how's it going with my GF, sometime's im starting to wonder who he care for the most, me or her? XP Hehe...ooookey...bad joke, I get it already =_=;;;

Or els...yeah...my credit card has now become my best friend, always here, giving me thing's, or atleast, until my money ran out, heh, dont worry, im not using that much as it may sound xD

Meeeeeh....anyway, ill keep staring at this god freaking old screen... people dont even have time in hollidays, or not for me it seem's, though, my parents suddently have, heh, atleast that is good o_O;

Meeeeh...yeah...ill make it short this time... bye =_=

My old love has awakend again XD

*RenaRyuuguu — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 11:24:47 PDT

Woah, gotta say, a old love has waken up inside of me again
Goood, I love Sango and Miroku so much now!!! I cant stop seaching for AMV's and pictures...or even think of them now XD I'll try make a pic of them now as well =3
I hope there's more fan's of them out there, are there? Eh, anyone of you who know who I mean? D8

Well anyway, until next time, take care...
And by the way, im almost all well now, yeeey, im getting way better ^_^
But im still sitting here...alone though o_O;;; But still, Sango and Miroku keep's my mood on the TOP now, bless them for being created

So then...
Ja ne~ <3

And it becomes even more...

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:12:33 PDT

Yeaaaaaah, lonely, boring, even been sitting out in the wood's on a stone looking at the other...stones would be more entertaiment than im having now =w=
Anyway, im looking for a job now, and, believe it or not, but I got a letter saying I got into a school where I could get my own dog and stuff (since the school was about dog sledge...driving) or what it's called XD They actuarly wrote that my interest's and my personality and everything was really positive so they really wanted me as a student there for a year OwO
Though im gonna turn it down, im gonna stay home here and job, im gonna save all my money until im gonna buy/ rent some place next year or something with my GF .... If she still want to ofcourse ;_;
Anyway, dead person walking... im..making something on my computer...again o_O
Im looking at my computer...again o_O
Im chatting alot....again o_O
Im bored as hell.....again =_=
....WHAT'S UP WITH EVERYONE BEING SO BUSY NOW DAY'S!?!?! Goooooooooooood........
This is what's called being alone.....again <_<;;; Mabey I should get myself a dog, im sure it would love to be at my room, im always spoiling my animal's, or, everyone I love actuarly xD <3

Soooo, take care <3

Meeeh =w=

*RenaRyuuguu — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 05:26:13 PDT

Im starting to feel that the people around me is starting to leave me behind somehow <_< Im so sick (yes, im sick on many way's right now XD ) ... eh, anyway, the last day's or, week's have been kinda lonenly since there's not much people to talk to ordo stuff with, or, I have MSN and YouTube and ofcourse you few I know on Deviant ofcourse *hugs* But I wanna do some more than just being on the computer the whole day to TwT Though computer and school is the only place I seem to talk to people anymore D8 *look's at all the wierd face's im giving here* Well im trying to add some humor here to o_O;;;

Anyway, life is lonely, and whenever I ask someone they cant or yeah, you know all that, even my mom say's so >_< No wait, my 'lil bro is always open for something to do <3 But then again, it may be alittle boring to hang around with a 8 year's old boy day after day XD Though his a cute little joker though
Though I could ask my GF, but, she has other thing's and someone els that also wanna spend time with her so I dont wanna bother her with that... But I know she would come if I asked for, but im not the only one who need's to have her around either... ^_^

Meeeeh, soon vacation, may be leaving to my dad then, nothing more to do there either, but the trip up there (about 1o houres) is atleast something to do SOMETHING on o_O

Well anyway, im still alittle sick but alot better, so take care and stay dry and warm ppl...
~ C'ya later ~

It....it happend...

*RenaRyuuguu — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 07:13:30 PST

Urgh, so what I though was gonna happend, happend... im sick, urgh, it's been such a long time since ive been sick, I didnt think I would feel this...weak XD DX
Anyway, guess it will last for some day's now until im good again ^_^;

So to you all, stay warm, and healty please

Until next time I have something to say...
~ Ja Ne

Sick again? D8 And my BUTT >_<

*RenaRyuuguu — Thu, 06 Mar 2008 14:24:36 PST

ALARM ALARM!!! Im starting to get sick again, my troath hurt's really bad D8 ... Even, my butt hurt's D<
Oooh well, more sick of school than even, I know I should do something or, yeah, stop ditching the classes but im so sick and I have like, no motivation to wanna go there anymore Though something good is up, im soon done with my first Rozen Maiden picture of Suigintou and Megu, I wish I was faster at the colouring though D8

Though away from that, everything els is good now atleast, and those problems I had last time, im... really not thinking that much of it now anyway >_<;;;

But then...
~ Ja Ne

Home, sick, and mabey lost a friend

*RenaRyuuguu — Tue, 04 Mar 2008 01:35:10 PST

Home today, waked up this morning being all sick D8
Though mabey, argh, yesterday didnt go so well, I feel like ive dissepointed someone really dear =_=;;;
But anyway, im home in bed today, thank god for laptop's XD
So ill spend the day on vid making, drawing's and...... walking the cat for my mom =w=;;;
Man im telling you, that cat is big enough to start exploring on herself... though I think my mom is looking on the cat just as my bro, baby's that have to been watched 24/7 XD .... o_O;;;
Anyway...yeah, will soon be up with some new work, please talk to me, im bored as HELL here D8

So what els? Hmm... yeah, my friend hate's me now =_=;;; Not that, urgh, she's telling me to grow up because of something I wrote on MSN, like, it didnt even concern her or anyone she care's about one bit, and beside, what I wrote didnt even hurt anyone AT ALL!!! Meeeh, then what about her, and her growing up thing, everytime she ask's how I am I just have to smile and say everything is fine since, after ive told her something it just goes some houres before her mom, knows it, who tell's my mom, and her friends again, like, suddently everyone who know's her and her mom know's what's up with me, is that so grown up to go tell everyone about my problems when I even say she's not to tell??? Nooo, and even, that they tell my mom is hurting, im not telling her for letting my mom know, then I would go to my mom in the first place... GWAH!!! But...but still... I still wish nothing of it happend ;_;

Okey okey, but enough about that, I have the most wonderfull GF and friends, so ill be alright in the end anyway ^_^

So sayonara...
~ Ja Ne

Felling better ^_^

*RenaRyuuguu — Sun, 02 Mar 2008 00:30:42 PST

Well im feeling better, I feel that im still sad and, mad and sertant something and someone =_=;
But much better
Wanna thank you on DA who did show you cared ^_^
So thank you so much for caring to:

and

And I also will thank the awsome thing called... "shopping" ... Money use is a great way to feel better *look's at my new clothes* HAH!!! YES YES!!! 8D
Erh...anyway...yeah I know, not a bunch of people like those awsome artist's have but, this three was enough for me

Seriusly, I feel a new depression is coming now...

*RenaRyuuguu — Thu, 28 Feb 2008 07:29:23 PST

Everyone's jabbing at me how I need to do this and that, need a school AGAIN, the driver licence, to do this and that... Now what about what I want???
Im starting to get freaking depressed of going on the school now, I had dropped out a long time ago unless I wouldnt become homeless if I didnt go to collage, I know I know, my last year there and should finish it, and I will but I have to much on my mind and this preasure on everything from everyone issnt making my day much better at all...

The only thing im really smiling for now these day's is...you...

And then it's the problem with me being sad, as my mom said as I walked into the house today, I have no reason to be sad and is therefor not allowed to be sad ONE day =_= And then she even manage to make us argue out of the fact that I felt down, god this issnt any fun at all, though, no one like me when im sad, last time I was sad no one wanted to talk to me, it's when your down that you really can see who really care's about you, which mean's, almost no one is talking to me anymore, im alone since I was and are sad =_=
Urgh, and now im complaining again, but never mind me, just be where you all are and take it easy, and I mean it ^_^

So ill let you all be at peace now, see you all later *hug* Or something =_=;;;

Mih O_O

*RenaRyuuguu — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 10:01:27 PST

I need something to do ~desu... Im bored =w=;;;
Beside, the vacation is soon over D8 I dont wanna go back to school *cries* im so sick of it now ;_;
Argh, anyway, hehe, I have no idea what to write except from that I can tell you all that Boku really CAN be sea-sick XD

Though I feel kinda hyper now and a strong power calling me to play on my Play Station now o_O;

My "fault"... yes yes, right =_=

*RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:50:07 PST

God damn it, ive been away for 24 houres, been having a good time, and in the God damn SAME moment I enter my mom's house she's blaming me for something her ex has done, they're son was like, supose to be with his dad (my mom's ex) this week but he didnt before we went on this boat trip over the night, then when I doessnt bring him back (which no one said I was supose to) it's my fault, and talk about the sun, here she begins yell at me from the livingroom AGAIN!!! Yes yes, me the evil daughter didnt know that I was supose to bring the boy back when he was supose to be with his father, my fault, oh dear ill GO IN THE WOOD OR SOMETHING... 'cuz this ISSNT my fault, ill just go before she come's to yell at me at my room again <_<

~ c'ya ^_^;

ME` WUV YOUUU!!! <3

*RenaRyuuguu — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 00:59:08 PST

Valentines daaay, what can I say... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
~Ai Shiteru my moonshine ^//^

Seriusly, I have the worlds reatest girl, and she is mine, im so happy....and hyper right now ^//^

Ocean... OCEAN I TELL YOU!!!

*RenaRyuuguu — Mon, 11 Feb 2008 09:52:55 PST

Im gonna lock myself into my room and never come out... or just go live in a freaking tent with the ocean, GOD DANM IT!!!
Urgh, would be better if I wherent here bugging everyone FORCING myself on you, man, ill freaking go back to be a loner <_<
Meeeh...
Yes yes...
How pleasent...
I cant wait for the boat trip where I can just sit out look at the ocean for houres... I LOVE THE OCEAN YES!!! D8

JOIN!!! OwO And im, rejected
*RenaRyuuguu — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 21:28:38 PST
Okey okey, you should really take a look at this
[link]

I just spoke with Shirley and she and I came to that my avatar is now official a whore XD My poor avatar ;_;
Anyway, it's fun, you should join, it's funny what you can do and talk about with your own made avatar XD

Anyway, here's my profile --> [link]

"LMFAO. xD
put some cloth on rikku-san. D<
yess, i`ve been wating to watch that movie for a very long time already. D:
they have the whole movie here on gaia? Px "
Shirley aka Cuby Box - talking to me

~

Rejected is what I am DX Sooo, guess im gonna spend my day with the sea alone when im done talking with Shirley, so see you around or something, im going back to my mom's house now where there is no computer, and my phone has no money either so im totaly isolated, so im just going trough this weekend the best as I can, therefor, im going to the sea ^_^

...Hawuuwuu...

*RenaRyuuguu — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 10:59:30 PST

~Ai Shiteru~

Really, I kinda miss you much already, hope's to see you before Monday ;__;

~Ai Shiteru~

idk
RenaRyuuguu — Wed, 06 Feb 2008 00:59:35 PST
... smokes a fake sigaret...or somthing* Im not pleased with this day <_<;

And I just got to know that it will take atleast 3 more week's to get my computer back, I feel so...helpless without it, like 2 month's havent been enough cries ;_; Anyway, for one day, I feel good on school XD Yeyness, and...and, YEY I got to talk to Shirnly again!!! <3 8D Or eeeeeeeeeels....... I dont like this day =_=;;; Wont bother you all with it again =_=

.......~desu <_O;

Shame'y girl in the way of happiness I guess

*RenaRyuuguu — Sat, 02 Feb 2008 12:36:43 PST

After being ouside freezing my ass off for almost two houres now.... im inside and my body is all fozen from up to down, but my cute 'lil brother made mee noodles ^^
Well, what a day, my mom once again told me go to hell, meh, nice one... and my grandma who magicly had to call ask about the driver licence while I was freezing my butt off got mad as well, didnt say anything that harsh ofcourse, she could never do that, still...
And, well, what was I going to say, yes!!!
"Frozen broken, these pill's make wonders... ill stay out of everyone's way, ill stay out of the information highway..."
Yes, or so I guess, if this is how life is, then, why...yeah...I wont even go there...

Oh well, have to eat something *looks at suspicius meat piece* Im only hurting ppl, a lump of flesh...
Well, still, love you all....and...Ai Shiteru, forever, your still the one I want to sacrefice EVERYTHING for ^//^

Well, then, ill ignore life for now, or, something, I dunno what to say in the end...

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*RenaRyuuguu — Sat, 02 Feb 2008 02:01:56 PST

Something as it say's O_O
Who can get rid of me first? DX

Afareru omoi kono mune no naka ni shimatte

*RenaRyuuguu — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 05:41:30 PST

Description: Shadow Hearts Covenant - Ending Song
Song: Getsurenka
Vocal: Isayama Mio
Music: Hirota Yoshitaka
Link: [link]
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JAPANESE:

kiete yuku azama ni
umare kuru kiseki ga
sorezore no kokoro ni sasu basho e michibiku

watashi ni dekiru koto
shizukani michite yuku
yoru wo derasu tsuki no youni
anata ni mimamoru no

sono fukai anata no omoi wo
anata no motomete iru kizuna wo
taguri yosete hikari to naru no nara
watashi wa...

inotte iru
anata ga aitai to negau hito no tonari de
mezameru asa wo mukaerareru youni

hohoemi aeru shiawase wo
tomoni ikite yukeru yorokobi wo
onaji kaze kanjite yukeru no nara
watashi wa...

Ah
anata no kokoro ni furerare naku demo
donna katachi no ai demo kamawanai
soba ni irareru nara

chirabatteku ito wa
toki wo koe
mata musubarete yuku

Ah
anata wo anata wo mamotte yuki tai
afareru omoi kono mune no naka ni shimatte

Ah
itsuka kuru shiawase wo dakishimete ikiru
ima wa shizuka ni hitomi toji you

mata aeru kara

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ENGLISH:

A miracle generated from the gradually disappearing gap
Guide everyone's heart to the place they belong

But all that I can do is to leave quietly
I will be guarding you like the moon shines the dark night

The deep thoughts about you, the kind of fetters that you've wanted
If I can use my hands to create light, I will ...

I have been longing for meeting you
Just like people loves the morning when they wake up

Smile for the happiness of being able to live together
If we can feel the same breeze I will ...

Ah even if I cannot touch your heart
it doesn't matter which kind of love if I can stay with you

The separated ones go beyond time and space and get together again

Ah because of you, I will keep waiting because of you
This is the thought that fills my heart

Ah when will we be able to live happily
Now I only want to quietly close my eyes

Because we will meet again

deviantART: by:RenaRyuuguu

~ Merry Christmas ~

Hawuu~

OMFG *dies* RE DC

Tired of sleeping <.<''

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...Hawuuwuu...

Shame'y girl in the way of happiness I guess

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Afareru omoi kono mune no naka ni shimatte

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