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maybe one day I will let anything go at all.

I'm not counting on it.


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]]> ~RenderedHelpless http://RenderedHelpless.deviantart.com/journal/28412934/ http://RenderedHelpless.deviantart.com/journal/28412934/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 12:22:20 PST I'm not used to feeling... calm, this often.
I wonder if I wasn't closer to 'selfness' in my madness.

I guess the only natural thing to do would be to go about this "life" business. How... quaint.
Sometimes I ask myself if I'm ready to die; not out of depression or escapism. More curiosity... fascination. Death is the question that only answers itself. Everything else is... peripheral to it. Secondary.

Life is just the supporting role for the star: our dying breaths?
Meh... I can write better than that.



I still hear you whisper in my dreams, Magdalena...
I fear it will never go away.

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Life is different. Then it is the same until it is different again.

Is this what it feels like to be alive?

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