http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Reod&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Reod en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 18:23:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/27839940/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/27839940/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 16:39:46 PDT Been up at the crack of noon for like a week, and been going to bed at about 3-4 in the morning lately, its an early time to get into my depression, I just want winter to be over already (Yes I know it hasnt even started... shutup)
But yeah so im now all but like 3 to 4 scenes away from being done with the first draft of the first act. I've made some headway with the thing, we have some outragiouse (SP) scenes that are going to be hard to shoot. Not to mention hard to get our actors to do them on camera.
I dont know how much logisticly were going to have to cut, but we've got at least 30 to 40 minutes of screen time devoted to the first act, the second act is probably only going to be about 20 to 30 at the most, and the 3rd act is going to be even shorter, probably about 20 if that. We Have much to write, and not very long to write it in if were going to make out august - sept. shooting dates.
We also need actors, which we are going to procure during the summer and this winter, along with sound guys, camera operators, and makeup artists.
So yeah, its turning into an awesome experience, and we havent even finnished the script yet.
Whoot!
*passes out from exhaustion*

]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/27548658/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/27548658/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 22:09:24 PDT Yep Still working...
Yep

]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/26978742/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/26978742/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 14:18:17 PDT [link] Not For The Squeamish Productions, [link] We havent quite contacted them yet, but we think there going to be able to help us produce some of the crap that Brains and I have been putting off getting going for the last couple of years. I think that if we get off our asses, that we could actually do something we like doing. or maybe just to see our names in big letters on a TV screen. well whichever, i think well get' er' done.. ha ha ha... hopesfuly my lil sissy still wants to be a zombie, maybe even "grains"
Ta ta

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]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/24443717/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/24443717/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 10:51:36 PDT I feel as though my life is unraveling like a blanket, and its all just simply comming apart. I mean yeah change is good and everything, but for someone whom change severly upsets my life its not good, and on top of that all the things of which im not to speak of, well there getting me down, and the only reason i can not speak of them is cuz my sis watches my site, yea im talking to you sisy. anyway, im not going so well, im going to look into counciling or maybe therepy or someother bullshit that is just a bandaid on a gunshot wound.
I just want to fall asleep for like a couple of years, i mean i cant drink or smoke away my pain so i just hafta fucking deal with it, and its getting to much to deal with.
But whatever no one wants to hear my moaning and complaining, so i guess i sign off.
Ta

]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/22580659/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/22580659/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 15:25:47 PST Ive been working on Zombie Crist With Brains, and A Gouls Feast. Both are Screenplays. but We havent even done that in like forever. So Whatever. I havent been doing anything fun even. THough i did get Adobe CS3 Full edition, worth about $1,500 US. For about $3.00. Thats Three dollars.
Three hudred pennies. And everything is there. hell the plastic hadnt even been opend. I got it at the Starvation army. So yea that was a pretty cool find. HOwever My computer is to slow and stupid to even use 80% of it so i can only use Flash, Photoshop, and fireworks.. whatever that is.
But thats all i wanted in the first place.
Other than that. Thats all i have.... but ok.
ttyl
bye

]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/20336576/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/20336576/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 07:50:18 PDT I mean seriously like anyone reads this, but wtf wy not. So I started to work again, back at slub way (eat flesh) and so i have no life...no wait that never changed.
well got to go

]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/11892986/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/11892986/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 10:21:42 PST ANyway.
Well thats all for now, Ta ta

]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/10876683/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/10876683/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 07:52:50 PST Well I thought i would tell everyone that i have no internet since you all are so worried about me anyway. Well Not much else is happening. I Moved again, this time to albert lea and I am getting married, on the 30th of november. so thats fun too. and i am looking into Going back to school, yeah yeah i know i keep saying that but i just might this time. So whatever, Its good to have the world at my fingertips even for a little bit so i think i am going to go and surf the web some more, Ta ta Bye all

]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/9834054/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/9834054/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 01:00:51 PDT )
Winters not so bad, i know theres more to winter than winter... not realy but i can ly to my self. Regardless.
I cant wait for spring already, and its not even fall.
Whatever i guess.
Fuck fall,
It sucks.
Im sad, goodbye ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/9400057/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/9400057/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 23:03:02 PDT Lifes not shittty tottaly,
just a nother bump in the road.
Shrink back into my shell, bye. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/9302866/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/9302866/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 14:19:17 PDT she claims i am a big piss baby, what do i need to do to show her im more manly kick the shit out of her like her X's huh? get a penis enlargment, Work out, what?
It just doesnt make any fucking sense, she take him out and spends money on him, instead of doing fun shit with me, she doesnt want to get rid of me because im money that she doesnt have, and that keeps her in her house.
Since her fucking friend died, she has shut herself off to me, and wont do anything, even when we do somehting as innocent as kiss, she pretends she is going to kiss me then she turns her cheek, so i dont even get to kiss her, i dont get to touch her, i dont get to do anythign with her. Nothing, No fucking thing. I am dying inside and she doesnt give a shit.
But i love her some much, that i cant stand her doing this. Why cant she just accept me for who i am, why is she using me, what is it that i have done to deserve her disdain? i just want some affection, some love, something to keep me going. I fucking am at work and instead of waiting for me to get off work, and go and see it with her, she goes and sees it with him. She knew i wanted to see it too. But she went and spent money on him instead of me.
What do i need to do to get her back? what the fuck am i missing? i just want that feeling of love to come back. But she wants everything but that.
Am i over reacting? should i be fine with her going and seeing the movie with him instead of me, since she claims its simply platonic?
Please someone tell me what the hell is going on. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/9302153/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/9302153/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 12:59:50 PDT Yeah i may sound like a whinning baby but i have no other outlet to let my feelings out. They are out right now at the "mall" have been since 12:30, and its going on 3:30 now. Granted they did walk, but that should still only take a half hour to get there by foot. and her phone is off
Whatever.
She claims i have no clue about how to have sex, so thats why we dont, and i dont know how to kiss, so we dont. and all this bull shit, my dick is too small, yet it hurts here when we have sex, yeah thats tiny. whatever this is all just a bunch of bullshit.
I just dont know what the fuck to do any more, my life is spinning out of controll, I have no other options any longer.
I just want to end the fucking sadness.
it is consuming me ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/8740933/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/8740933/ Thu, 11 May 2006 14:35:59 PDT oh and i had a birth day... oh in march, and i tottaly spaced it, so happy b day for me. Twasnt that eventful, got trashed, mom got more trashed, then she ended up crawling to the house with dad and i laughing our asses off behind, watching her try and get in the house.
Fucking hilariouse. and what else, well thats about it. yeah, nothing else is going on.
i guess thats all for now, god it feels good to be typing again, i miss it dearly.
Talk to all later ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/8081785/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/8081785/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 08:28:57 PST Its just that everything is going to shit and theres little we can do about it. Its just stressful. And with the end times looming on the horizion, the end of the world in 2012 (confirmed by the myans and nostradomus, and other) than whats the point in worrying about anything, party like its 1999 as prince would say. I guess nothing realy matters in the scheme of things anyway. all history will be whipped out in one brief bang and everything will ceasce existing.
Whatever ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/8002933/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/8002933/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 20:22:35 PST SO but out ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/7962154/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/7962154/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 12:38:20 PST Whatever i guess ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/7668399/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/7668399/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 16:00:07 PST WE have a scene where one of our ghouls, goes and puts his had through a door, where the survivors are held up, and one of the survivers hacks the arm off with a hatchet. So we were thinking of using something like Paper Mach'e and maybe some tortillas died the right color for skin. Or just have some stuffing, and form it into an arm, and have a bundle of sticks in the middle to simulate bone. or something like that. We need ideas for eddible flesh, when a ghoul takes a bite out of someone, and edable blood. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/7559610/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/7559610/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:52:05 PST YEs im still alive
(Gives hugs out to all his freinds) hey Jill, Jake, ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6821381/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6821381/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 17:59:22 PDT NO its just that i dont want this any more, i have no need for it in my life, and the way i have been taking care of it, is no longer an option to me. for now, untill i drop the dead weight. Id rather be baked that sad. Yeah i know its a withdrawl from reality, and whatever, but fuck as long as i dont want to kill myself than whats the fucking problem. Im not constatnly gone, and im just taking everything into my own hands, whatever i guess. i just need some human contact, and my girlfreind isnt helping any with that. THe only time we are intimate is when were having, the ocassional "session" of sexual activities. which no longer happens, for nearly 3 months now.
but whatever. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6743422/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6743422/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 21:01:40 PDT I love to hear others opinions, If they dont suck....
That always helps.
Ok anyway.

Question: If you could make a band up, Using 5 musicians, Living or dead, who would they be, and what would be the name of the band?

Personaly, i would have to go with, Trent Reznor (lyricist, Mixer, Singer), Danny Carey (Percusionist), Maynard James Keenan (Lyricist, lead Singer), Jimmy Page (Lead Guitar) And if hes not avalible than Frank Fucking Zappa will take over. And if he cant make it to the gig, than Tom Morello. And last but not least, Les Claypool (bass).
And the band name would be: The electric Fudge.
Just cause its a funked up name.

Please dont beh shy.
And answer my Questions!
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]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6699775/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6699775/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 22:20:04 PDT
Well not going to NIN which is a bummer, but whatever, Im not too heartbroken, Wont be able to visit JEssica, not that Deha (My girlfreind) would have let me anyway, but it would still have been cool. Sorry Jess, if your reading this, for not being able to see you when you were in town, My girlfreind, was being a real bitch about you calling me, and is still, but whatever, Ive been freinds with you for longer than i have with her. So sorry.
ANyway, I am collecting a Furbee Army, To take over the nation
Im up to 4 But only 2 work, but thats ok. I can use the others for spare paarts or whatever.

Moved back to my birth town so im back home now, out of that shit town where the only bar in town is owned by the town itself, and it has more churches, than bars, thats Realy depressing, But whatever, Im home, so all cant be wrong in the world, though i am still with her, but that cant be helpd, shes not That bad, if you like to live with someone who's constantly PMSing, but whatever, its a test of my Patience.


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People that rock.





and a bunch of others, that i am too lazy to name off right now. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6299550/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6299550/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 17:15:10 PDT BITCHIN MAN!!!
Ok this news makes everything shitty ok now! ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6292577/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6292577/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 22:44:12 PDT My girlfriend and I were having a bad day the day after our 10-month "Anniversary". Earlier in the day, I wanted a pop and asked for a dollar so I could buy one. Well she started bitching at me about how I should use her EBT card to get a 12 pack or something, and I said no that I just wanted one pop, because I don’t drink that much pop, but if I got a 12 pack, I would drink them one after the other. Anyway, she bites my head off and with much grief finally gives me a dollar.
Well I'm already steamed about having to basically beg for a buck.
Well in the mean time, I’m driving her things to her storage shed because they are closing down this horrifying trailer park that we have been living in, and are ripping out all of the trailers. Well we are getting the shit out that we want and are trying to get everything all done before the end of the month, so were busting our asses, because they decided to buy the place and from what we can tell kick everyone out or wait for them all to leave, but make it hell for them until they do, and so were not going to wait for them to do that so were just going to call it quits now.
So were all stressing from that and her daughter is a little hellion, I love her dearly don’t get me wrong, but she has some serious emotional problems, and learning disabilities, and behavioral problems, so she’s been a little freak, and we ran out of her medicine to help her get herself under control. I don’t believe personally in medicating, because I myself was medicated most of my developmental years and was adversely affected by the. But with her, it’s truly night and day. You can TELL when she hasn’t taken her medicine, She goes from 11 to 3, tantrums, throwing things, kicking walls, bighting her brother, poking, hitting, singing loudly, kicking and screaming, etc. etc. yeah I know it sounds like normal child behavior but take your worst 3 year old and multiply it by 2, and you’ll have her kid. She can be a quiet perfect angel when she’s on her medicine, she enjoys reading and writing, and drawing, and she sits quietly and listens, and doodles, and is a happy little girl. And when her medicine wears off, she turns back into Mr. Hyde.
Anyway, I’m getting off subject.
So her mother and I are having a hard time, were freaked about not having a place to go, and then were freaked about getting evicted, and paying the bills, and not having enough money to get into a new place, and this and that. and then we’ve had 2 break ins where they came in through the back door of the place and put fans on our animals because it was hot that day, and sat and drank 4 pops of hers from the fridge and smoked 3 cigarettes, and then took all my video games, and all the ones she had for the playstation 1 and then took my controllers and my playstation 2, along with both my memory cards, and the hook ups. But they didn’t wreck anything, we had our ferrets sitting on top of the entertainment center, and they moved them to get the back of the TV to unhook the cord, and the other cord was hooked to my 250$ stereo system. But they didn’t yank any cords, took their time sat and watched TV for, what we can gather, was about 3 to 4 hours. Then took the house key on a key ring of mine. But took just the house key.
It sounded like someone we knew, but we questioned everyone we knew, and no one fessed up. And I explained that I don’t care if they did it, I just wanted my stuff back. Then they broke in again through the stupidly unlocked back window in the kid’s room. They passed up her daughters $3,000.00 Computer, and my computer, and my stereo and went to the kitchen, took some more keys this time for her ex husbands house, and a bunch of bags of food, that we just got from shopping the night before. We had been gone about 5 to 6 hours or more while the break in happened. It was baffling to us and we still don’t know who did it. So we're freaked about that.
And Then she basically tells me she’s not going to give me a buck when I give her 200$ of my money, and barely ask for anything in return, and that doesn’t include the 212 for rent, or the $100+ for utilities, more since she’s been running her air conditioning, and then phone, which is another 100$ but half of that is actually my bill. And she pays for food when she decides to eat out which is as much as possible, and then bitches at me like it’s my fault that I want to eat too. But whatever, I just broke down that night and started to rant about how she’s spending all of the money I give her, on restaurant food, when we have a plethora of food at home that just has to be put into the microwave, but she won’t eat unprepared prepackaged food. And she never has I guess. Even before me, so it’s not like she’s just eating like that when she has more money.
I mean I’m fairly ok with all of that for some odd reason because it hasn’t been a big issue, I haven’t needed to buy anything expensi... ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6271104/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6271104/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 13:15:17 PDT I am just sick of it. I give her nearly 500$ a month when i could be living in my own appartment and do whatever i pleased. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6266473/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/6266473/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 22:55:48 PDT and some tlc. I get none of it.
I just want a little lovin and attention, and nothing special. Well now were getting ready to move and soon I wont be able to even drink or nothing, or sex.
It just don’t make any sense ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5890375/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5890375/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 22:30:57 PDT ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5574777/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5574777/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 21:43:50 PDT I swear to god she wants me to flip out.
Ok Dont get me wrong, by no means do i base a relationsip around sex, I dont, i know the limits of a relationship. But we have been together for oh nearly 8 months now. And i can count the times weve had sex on my fingers. Let me reitterate I dont base any relationship around sex, but when you start.. you cant just stop, its not like i did anything to deserve not having sex. i didnt run over her cat or nothing. And then she has to go around without pants on, and she dont wear underwear so she ends up letting it all hang out, and taunting me, NOt on purpose, she dont give a shit about all that, but she does. its not like i walk around with my wang hanging out all the time No i would get yelled at. But she can go and expose herself whenever she damn well feels like. I mean Its stupid. I didnt get into this relation ship for sex, but when you start and do it often in the beggining.... i mean arent you suppost to wait till after your married to stop having sex.... I mean common she has 2 other children, She had to have fucked more with them then she ever will with me.

also am i the only one who wants to kick the shit out of her Previouse boyfreinds, whenever i think about her underneath thoes scum sucking bastards.
I dont think they are like that because they got her first, or whatever, no they are scum sucking asshole bastards. her first love, he was with her for 8 years and he "Donated his genes" and she concived her daughter well shes 11 now, and hasnt had one damned thing to do with his daughter, if anything hes taken from her... no realy, He stole her $3,000 computer one night, well him and his counsin, right out from under her and my noses, took us on a litteral ride. It wasnt enough that he stole her computer, but he took us for a ride. long enough to steal it. woke us out of a dead sleep to take us out and drive to a "crash site' where he supposedly crashed his car. anyway, the mother fucker will pay dearly. it wasnt bad enough he did all that, but to add isult to injury, he stole it and then bought a $20.00 sack of pot with it. 20 fucking dollars for a 3,000 dollar computer.
We got it back, only because his mom threatened life and limb if it wasnt returned to her grand daughter. but that dont mean he wont get his.


Well anyway, her next abomination, her sons father, who has been in jail for selling acid, and all these other wonderful drugs, and is now serving for traficing stolen guns... wich i belive carries with it a mandatory prision time, because its now and i think has been a federal offence but under the new laws of "homeland security" it carries with it an even bigger penalty... Well i cant bitch to much about him. aside from being a drug smuggling piece of shit, he has made attempts to be involved positivly in his life. So that is a good thing.

BUt back to my origional point, Is it natural, and does anyone else feel the same way, when you think about her having sex with another man, even if it was before you?

I know people are going to get on and tell me all this bullshit about how it was" her decision," to do these guys, and yadda yadda yadda, im mearly asking if its normal, and if anyone else feels the same way, i dont need to be lectured about how shes made her descisions and if i dont like it i dont need to be with her or whatever you decide you want to tell me.
I just need to vent.
I have this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach from thinking about all this, i am going to go to bed.
Night all
*hugs erry one* ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5454664/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5454664/ Wed, 25 May 2005 05:58:36 PDT Its so bullshit. I do everything i should, and it just isnt good enough.
whatever
thats all ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5289150/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5289150/ Fri, 06 May 2005 22:21:49 PDT Its so 60's though.
Roger Waters, the voice of Pink floyd rocking out to overdistorted and over amplified pop synthesized music. Ahh thoes good old 80's, geeze didnt get enough of them, When i grew up in them!
anyway.
I love how it sounds.
And i usually hate 80's
This is ok.
The setup is wild. ITs based as a Radio station, and transisions through like people are requesting songs..
Radio Kaos
or some shit like this. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5216376/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5216376/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 20:03:16 PDT Titsoka, though , i wasnt too impressed. nothing caught my eye about it though. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5162229/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5162229/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 21:13:52 PDT so i dont know how i got it. but i aint bitchen.
THis is way cool
Thanks so much whomever..
Pleze come forward, so as i can thankz ya propperly.

]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5143453/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5143453/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 21:36:20 PDT and at times something completely unrealated to the beginning theme.
Case in point.

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Aealtereality=

A comfortable Space
Open to all inabilities
To all undisturbed realities
Flowing around your consciousness

As if motes of dust
Flowing through a empty room
An abandoned house
A haunted mansion

Troubled with its ghosts of its past
The people killed within its walls
Absorbing the inadequacies of a home
Osmosis into its walls of the pain

Sitting upon a broken cliff
Near a dried up sea
Grasping to the crags
As a tree does in a desert

The texture of skin
Drawn across these wooden planks
A template to eternity
Bubbling with ridges and valleys

As if in a dream.
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And then i end with a one sentice ending.
usally.
I dont know.
I konw thats not the "Proper" refined, and overly used way to write it.
But i think i conveigh my feelings in the format that i use.
its no lack of talent. Its just not feeling the need to conform to the standardized contex of writing poetry.
or whateve thats suppost to mean.
anyway.

I LOVE ALL YAZ ALL.
Yeah im tired, so if i dont make sense... thats no big suprise.
*hugs all his freinds... and thoes who have his journal.* ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5011717/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5011717/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 21:43:19 PDT With its great affects, is colors, its story line, its screen play, etc. etc.
Anway its still just as "magical" as it was goroing up, at least on some good drugs.
heh
anyway ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5011453/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/5011453/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 21:11:04 PDT I havent been this gone in a long time
wild
Late birthray present to me *Grin* im so happy.
Listening to incubus's Aquiouse Transmission, with a visualizer in Winamp and just floating away down this sweet ass river. etc. etc.
*belly flopps into Jelly and swamz around a bit in the splashy goodness of fruit extracts and preservitives that were put there by the government and company's to entice us to eat more there by when we were fat enough would eat a greater amount, and they all have stocks in services to help you loose your fat ass, and they all get rich, by you being fat.
So you know...
Spam is one of thoes items
Just a way to get you fat and patriotic, i mean they sent it to the troops in the war, so everyone had to eat it because thats what the troops were eating.. that and we couldant budget our war rations, so it was just fing stupid.
anyway
Lat e da ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4965462/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4965462/ Thu, 31 Mar 2005 22:23:56 PST ------------------------------------

And so it flowed


And so it flowed down onto the road
The blood red sky drips its dirty load upon my head
It’s unhealthy deteriorating liquid oozing onto my naked body
And I spew forth a vile stream of vomit

Its stench consumes me
Its anger flows through me
And renders me helpless
I can do nothing but feel her pain

Nature is crying out against humans
Killing off the powerful
But not today will we see its affects
Its anger will consume all, when it is ready

For now we are reduced to puddles of humanity left out
Like raisins in the sun
We wither up and die
In the wake of her wrath

And when I awoken
Frozen to the ground with fear
I saw her face
Staring at the destruction she had wrought

Grinning ear to ear at the pain and suffering
For which they had asked all of this time
The human monkeys with there knowledge
The workings of the universe

In blatant irony, she taught them a new lesson
No one fucks with nature
Without the necessary consequences
And I fall into insanity
And so it flowed down onto the road
The blood red sky drips its dirty load upon my head
It’s unhealthy deteriorating liquid oozing onto my naked body
And I spew forth a vile stream of vomit

Its stench consumes me
Its anger flows through me
And renders me helpless
I can do nothing but feel her pain

Nature is crying out against humans
Killing off the powerful
But not today will we see its affects
Its anger will consume all, when it is ready

For now we are reduced to puddles of humanity left out
Like raisins in the sun
We wither up and die
In the wake of her wrath

And when I awoken
Frozen to the ground with fear
I saw her face
Staring at the destruction she had wrought

Grinning ear to ear at the pain and suffering
For which they had asked all of this time
The human monkeys with there knowledge
The workings of the universe

In blatant irony, she taught them a new lesson
No one fucks with nature
Without the necessary consequences
And I fall into insanity ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4895505/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4895505/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 22:02:41 PST Happy Drinking day!! to me ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4886617/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4886617/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 23:38:19 PST The 24th of march is so close i can nearly taste the booze
yes i know its a shallow want from my birthday but hell what else in life is there to live for, there are no other mile stones on my travels, no "now im old enough to get a real job" age, and the like. unless you go by how long it takes to get out of collage, and get said "Real Job" then you have a mile stone, but as i am a lazy bum, it doesnt affect me to much.
Yes yes i know jessica i cant be a bum always, but hell what's the rush?
Anyway
SO you can all send my birthday money to Po. Box 471 Medford MN, 55049. C/o Michael Williams
nothing under $50.00 please, cuz i know your all loaded

Ok anyway.
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
but i hate the ones that suck...
so dont suck
then i wont hate you
]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4825857/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4825857/ Wed, 16 Mar 2005 05:43:59 PST ANyway
So i have a new Email addy,
Reod_Dai@Hotmail.com
Spread the word.
HI JAKKERS!!! thats why i havent mailed ya yet. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4797002/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4797002/ Sat, 12 Mar 2005 20:11:03 PST Anyway, its amazing just sitting here in my own little world, Not many cares, i mean i dont work, Still, i havent had a job in over 4 months, and i dont plan on getting one any time soon, but eventually im going ot have to if i plan on being naughty again, which makes no sense to me. anyway. But i end up sitting here late at nights, when my girlfreind is sleeping, and i have nothing else to do but sit and write on my story, yes im making some headway, and looking through alot of shit on da, and a few peice of decent material, like by ibjill, or Foreyes, etc. or looking through the sparce comments that i get every other blue moon, *hint hint, nudge nudge*, yeah i know i have to submitt actual things to get comments, but would it kill any of ya to poke me on my front page every once in a while.
anyway, so i just finnished listening to "Immagine" the cover of that lennon song done by APC, and let me tell you, that the video done by the member of Devo, and the amazing Maynards voice, just put me into a trance, it was wonderful. Beautiful work. Beautiful song, i think the song was written to be sung by Maynard i realy do. ITs just so... maynard.
anyway. Now i get to listen to Flea, and Cedric and Omar of the volta, and that wikid keyboard player, he is just out there, you wouldnt think that the keyboardist would realy get into it, like hardcore, like if he could throw the keyboards around his body and then pick up playing agian, he would be doing that. but no hes just wild. and there drummer, oh man its such a great band, the Volta. Its just wonderful to hear something that isnt reproduced, over played, under talented, unlistenable shit. Its so great to just pop the tunes on and drift away into this sonic reproduction of heaven, Be lifted up to the highest hights of life, and drug down into the deepest depths of death and still be alive to talk about it. They are by far the most tallented band that i have ever listened to, next to TOOL and APC that is. But everyone already knows that... dont you!
But anyway.
I dont konw what i was even talking about so im going to go off and play some metroid Prime.
TTFN!!!
Loves Jillin
The peanut butta Villin ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4738174/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4738174/ Sat, 05 Mar 2005 21:24:40 PST Been real weirded out lately, kinda feel trippy, out of my head, dont know why.
Dizzy,
somehting like that
Listening to: The new The Mars Volta: Frances The Mute
So far its pretty damn good, very trippy. I love it, ive your a fan of the volta which i know you ALL ARE!!! you should get this one, along with tremulent, but thats not nessecary, but if you talk to me i can see what i can do for you
in terms of where to get it and stuff ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4707016/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4707016/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 22:24:10 PST They blow ass
My CPU keeps over heating and shutting down my computer, which is odd since i think the threashold for cpu shutoff is above 60 degrees, though im not sure, especially for AMD Athalon's. But i know mine is running at the most 56 degrees. So i dont know why its over heating, But right now i have a big ol case fan on it whenever its running so it doesnt shut down, a fan on my hard drives, 2 fans on my video card, well one seperate one, with full access to outside cool air via the 3 open slots on the bottom of the case, and the other on the GeForce 4 Ati 4600 Heatsink (yeah i gotta flaunt my video card/ n Processor). And the box fan and the heatsink fan on the Athalon. I have all of the paneling off of my computer and the Box fan blowing directly on the motherboard, and all the trappings. The front panels off so the air can flow directly through the front and the back panel, behind the mother board, is off to dissapate any heat off of the mother board and the cpu through the mother board mount.
I seperated my hard drives for better air flow and moved the Floppy Drive down to the bottom of the case where my USB port was on front, they didnt work anyway, and i hvae a fan blowing directly on both hard drives. and yet with all of this if i leave the case fan off the whole thing shuts off within 20 minutes of me turning it on. I have a white air duct thingy, that attaches to the back of the case and takes cool air from the outside and blows it directly onto the CPU, but that doesnt help, that was when i had the sides on and everything. so its not that the sides are off, and it still kept shutting down. now i have it the set up i do and it still shuts down...
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah lots of words for a simple plea of help.
but anyway.
Well its late here... no its not i m not realy tired but i have nothing else to write, just my plight. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4666400/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/4666400/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 21:41:05 PST Been working on Wall papers or somehting.
Havent gotten too far on things.
Ive been moving around, and been away from my computer for a while.
I have realized that i cant be tied down to a single sexual name, so i have shacked up with my girlfreind of 5 months now.
But seriousely, I met my current girlfreind back in october and we are already moved in together. Its weird how fast things moved, I had to get a grip on life and instead i completely let it all go. SO now im jobless, and happy. WEll, im fairly happy.
So whats been going on with all of you, id love to hear from mah freinds,
But im drugged up on some Vicodin, because i have had some problesm with my water works, because you all need to know about that. but honestly i just like the stuff. J/k
anyway, So i am going to go and lie down but not before I give a shout out to Jill mah girl, gotta check out your stuff and hope you the best, and Jakers, and Jessica if shes still on here.
and everyone else that i cant remembor.
LOve you all dearly and wanna catch up with yalls,
going to create a new accout with some im place. dont know what or who or when but willg et back to youalls when i do
Love to you'z ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/3126225/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/3126225/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 18:20:29 PDT it is. just to be alive and be so confused. Its fucking insainely hard I cant see how people can do it. I dont see how i can do it. So wrapped up in my emotions about the world. Confused about my sexuality, about what i like, about what i dislike, about the freinds i keep, about the things i do, where i go, what to wear, when to say no, whatever. Its all so fucking hard to find out what i am, and am not. Im just lost. Like im in a pitchblack maze. Im lost. I dont know which way to turn, who to talk to. WHat to say, how to be, anything ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/3015662/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/3015662/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 02:00:47 PDT
Most people assume that belly button lint is mearly stray bits and bobs of cloth and other clothing material, that have collected inside of the belly button.
But then again most people also think that "Dubya" is actually human.. Where as WE (the grossly overgeneralized small group of people who represent a not so commonly held opinon) know that he is not.
Belly button lint has far greater meaning than one might think. Infact without it the world would not exist. Belly button lint is essental to the survival of the human race.
Millions of eons ago when all of the planets were being formed and the earth was starting its arguouse journey through the centeries, there came to be a gigantic ball of lint that orbited around the earth. Scientists are still debating on how the giant ball of lint came to be, some belive it was a practical joke left by a time traveling alien race (cuz remember this is the beginning of the universe). While others belive that it was simply a practical joke left by god, just before he DIED.
Either way it is most commonly thought as simply a practle joke made by someone. now Druing the last part of the rieghn of dinosaurs a metor came hurtling towards the earth. Bringing with it the destruction of the dinosaurs.... but not alone.
Before the metor hit the atmosphere the ball of lint was struck breaking it itno a thousand different peices and covering the whole sky, creating a period of eternal darkness. Now the particals stayed in the atmosphere still, but most simply collect in your belly button.
Creating belly buttion lint.
So the next time you dig that ball of lint out of your stomach,be sure to thank it, because without it we would have been some dinosaurs appitizer. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2923703/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2923703/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 02:53:56 PDT
It's me again....

Well, my tatoo is fucked up. I guess the guy down at the shop in town, went to deep into my meats, and caused them to itch horrifyingly and irritatingly... bad...
Also it lost its color where there were some scabs over it... I didnt pick at them i swear.
and all of that.
But anyway, sorryt ive been busy with life... or trying to avoid it, that i havent been able to submit anything... useful in a while,
but ive been checking out some of your guy's stuff. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2827419/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2827419/ Wed, 07 Jul 2004 17:33:32 PDT I know people think getting tatoos are dumb, but its art man, I dont see it as dumb, It holds meaning and spcial significance to me

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!
Cheers!!
*huge huggles* ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2728757/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2728757/ Thu, 24 Jun 2004 12:44:20 PDT Well, anyway. im alive man. not doing to bad, aside from this chick from sweeden is comming over to minnesota to visit me and i am so not ready for her to come. i mean im excited and all but SHIT!!!! this is horrible feeling like this. You know, all tense and axiouse. but anywa.
Im gonna go and clean up my shithole room
lvoe to all you guys who know it, and you know whoz you is.
and... eh... uh... *ponder* you others can.... like.... i dont know. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2543121/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2543121/ Sun, 30 May 2004 13:40:22 PDT juyst fucking stop the pain in my life
the anxiety
the lost feelings
i just want to give in and let everythign wash over me
or maybe just crawl into a hole and dissapear ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2492841/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2492841/ Sun, 23 May 2004 18:52:23 PDT Im back in the sadel again, after taking a break from reality this last few weeks I have decided that i need to break back into the action. I need to start creating. ive been drawing but i have no scanner already cuz its not working with me, i must be missing something but i dont know. Ill try again soon, but for right now im just content with where i am. As for poetry and my story, well good things come to thoes who wait.... so im thinking if i wait long enough that my story will magicly become written, and i wont have to lift a finger... you know... cuz.... like i would have waited and it would be a good thing. but anyway, aside from partying everynight this week i havent been uber busy, just way to busy for life, you know how it goes, work, sleep, work, sleep, work, eat, sleep. S.o.S. Same shit different day, all that. But aside from the mind numbing monotony of my life i seem to live fairly well.
ok im not making sense so goodnight. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2483515/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2483515/ Sat, 22 May 2004 11:53:34 PDT We spend money on teaching kids about abstanance the age old worthless christian ideal. But we pay for them to teach it, kids are going to fuck wheather we want them to or not. so instead of teaching about abstanance lets teach them about safe sex.
But thats my thoughts anyway, if you dont like 'em.... well that suck to be you then.
Love you guys so much.
An you know who youz guys are. All mah wonderfulz
Bie ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2307255/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2307255/ Tue, 27 Apr 2004 01:11:07 PDT

Currently overplaying:
Mindless Self Indulgence (no particular Album)
The Mars Volta (Deloused in the comatorium)
Yume Bitsu (*scratches his head*... i dont know)
APC (thirteenth Step)
And i guess Incubus (A Crow left of the murder)

Noteable movies lately watched:
uh.. never mind about this one, all the ones ive seen have sucked...
'Sept for Waking dream and a few uther onder ground ones ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2075390/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/2075390/ Wed, 24 Mar 2004 11:54:16 PST ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1956641/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1956641/ Fri, 05 Mar 2004 12:03:25 PST ok, im done whinning, hope to be back soon.
Love to you all, and you know who you are bye ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1775354/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1775354/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 00:55:56 PST ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1736115/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1736115/ Sat, 24 Jan 2004 20:58:05 PST right now. your life may depend on it. and then again
it might not. ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1679042/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1679042/ Fri, 16 Jan 2004 20:37:54 PST Hello my fellow homosexual writers, and writreses, also all Bi, Trans, and basically anyone who wants to give a shit about our failing community, and it’s biased, dictator leader who should be.... anyway...
It has come to my attention that, I have not seen, (if there is anyone already doing this then I apologize and am simply blind) anyone, gather together the collective wondering mind of my beloved Deviant Art. We have talent up to our eye balls, we have so much thoughts and probably never enough paper in the world to put it down on. So to harness this wonderful force to be reckoned with I am calling to arms as it were, all those who want to change the nations view on GLBT (Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, Transgender) Marriage. I have finally become so sick if this mute point that everyone seems to feel is “Blasphemy” or against their god. I am sorry folks, but I myself wish to marry someone someday, and I am not going to drive from Minnesota, to Vermont in order to do that. I don’t think it should matter one way or another who you marry, as long as you love the person.
So I call out to you my fellow Deviants, to come together for this threat. Even if you don’t care much about weather or not it’s legalized, it still will affect you. They will see that they can dick around with us any way they please. They will see that is ok to do these things, because were a weak community. Were not mind you, were a forced greater than theirs. And that’s why I want us to get together and write to whomever. But not individual. There is power in Numbers. We should get together and collectively write to our government. All as one.
Please give your thoughts, and what not to help this get the ball rolling, tell your friends, family, whoever, this is a big issue. If they can take away this imagine what else they can do. For all we know, as ridiculous as it may sound, they could make us register, single us out like we are some evil to be exterminated, make us wear our own Yellow stars. So we can be singled out, and ridiculed for what we in our hearts know is how we are. And that we, no matter how much pressure is placed upon us to do so, will not change. Not for them, not for anyone. So I call to you my fellow Deviants, let us join together, to address this threat against the homosexual Community. Its time to stand up for our rights. As human beings!
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This weeks...months.... (whenever i bloody get around to changing it) Deviant spotlight goes out to
- Ozzman
His poetry is badly in need of commenting.
Lil Bio: As well as sharing our flat with me, he shares his acceptance of who i am, and what ive morphed into these last few months, something tottaly away from what i once was. When first he met me, we clashed a bit and we had bitter words... ok... well i had bitter words, his demenor prevented him from having more that a shy acceptance of my mean words... anyhow. over the 3 years i have known him he has blossomed into... ok well hes still blossoming, and im still....uh... whatever its called when you like trim off dead leaves and such... uh... well anyway, im doing that with him, and shaping him up into a fine specimin.. ok so a semifine specimin of a human. He has proven himself many times over and despite his shy demenor and such, has taken a stand for himself, and stopped letting himself get bulldozed.... for the most part.

BUt all in good fun ozzman, your a flat-mate that anyone with a shitty room mate would kill for... or at least mame for... well perhaps they would just ask... who knows.

anyway, ladyies and Gents check his works out, they are defenently worth a look, he is a rising deviant on the precipus of sucsess, in need of critisism, as well as loving help. Be kind. he is still just a sappling as we all are, and needs shapping.
So to you my deviant art I give you Ozzman ]]> ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1564452/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1564452/ Sun, 21 Dec 2003 13:50:03 PST ~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1531628/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1531628/ Tue, 16 Dec 2003 01:45:35 PST . I am taking a bite out of this new fruit called life, and let me tell you.. its sweet, like sugar water, or sun drops, or moon beams. A taste of life.

I want to be free to be who I am. But I am restrained by society, and all there stereotypes, the social stigmata put on gay people is wrong, and immoral, we are people like anyone else, and as people allowed to love, and it doesnt matter one way or another who we love, just as long as we love them for who they are. It makes me so angry to hear someone refer to something as being gay... like its a bad thing. Like an inanimate object can hold a sexual orientation. Perhaps it can, lets take a look at this. Im sure my toster can be "gay" because it is clearly capable of Sentient thought... "the toaster burned my toast, this toaster is gay".... yes, the toaster loves other toasters.. Odd....i always thought it loved the toast..... no.
Sorry, off my rant.
im tired
I have work in the morning
and im going to go to bed.
love you all



check these guys out they rock mah wurld!
~Reod http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1493677/ http://Reod.deviantart.com/journal/1493677/ Fri, 05 Dec 2003 10:31:55 PST
Pepplez that matter! ^

Check em out. ]]> ~Reod