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and for those of you who don't know....I kinda secretly "left" DA...didn't really want to tell anyone because then I'd have to deal with the drama and then I'd feel bad...sorry if that sounds somewhat selfish...

Well...uhm....not much is really happening...I'm starting to read stuff now...A few good books I've had lately are "Wolfen" by Whitley Steiber and "Timeline" by Micheal Crichton. I highly reccomend both...I haven't been drawing much...but I am working on a pretty cool picture of Leviathan on Photoshop...I kinda wrecked the file, didn't save right, but I have a back-up...so I'll see what happens. I'm in school now, of course...haven't had much time to myself, and everything's been making me depressed, tired and uninspired...which is bad because I'm now taking Art...Ap Art. I've also got graphic arts, English AP, and Algebra II...I've got one of those crazy math teachers...She's cool as a person...but as a teacher....not so much. She has this set way of doing things and if you don't follow them, you get penalized for it whether you answer the work correctly or not....so her work is agonizingly long and painful to do.

I've made some minor plans with my dad to visit him in Pennsylvania, possibly around Spring Break, so that's cool. Aaron and I are still dating, and we've been spendin our weekends together watching documentaries on dinosaurs and nature, as well as movies that just happen to be good. We're also nightly working together in our first rp. It's pretty amusing. He's in college now, 2nd year, doing a bunch of weird architecture classes that I don't understand but he seems both fascinated and frustrated about. He recently had to build something out of plexiglass. He whined endlessly about it, but i don't think he's had anything too frustrating since. He's also irritated slightly with his teachers. One of them apparently has a tendency of giving homework and not e-mailing the information on-time. He still hasn't gotten a job though, but he's trying.

Halloween's practically tomorrow as far as I'm concerned and i've been pretty eccentically hysterical over it as I usually am. My sister might be a Devil or a Goth Fairy (I vote the first) and Aaron wants to be my buddy, Cruor. I think I'm going to be an ice-vampire this year, but i'm making a little ice dragon, named "Jack Bleu", out of papier mache to sit on my shoulder as an extra prop. doing well so far.

I have a few new and ok drawings I might eventually upload, as well as stuff from last year that's pretty cool, but I don't know...I don't know if I'm even back yet.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/24306160/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/24306160/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 10:49:53 PDT
Warning: This is a very very long journal XP Even I went cross-eyed typing it

Hey. I've finally got time to be on here for an extensive-ish period of time. After this journal I plan to go and reply to my stacks of comments, but I'm not sure if I have the energy right now to go through Deviations...much less journals. I figure when I do have time, I'll look through the latest journal of every watcher I have rather than read a billion old ones.

Anyway, as I mentioned before, Spring Break week, a week from Today, was spent on a cruise. I'm going to have this journal organized by day so I don't end up blabbing to long. I don't remember it in exact order very well, but I hope this is acurate enough

Saturday:
Rough traffic getting on the ship, Carnival: Freedom, but as soon as we got out of the car, we had VIP passes that let us speed through customs and such with minimal hassle. Once on the ship, I admit we weren't sure what to do. We went for some pizza, cuz alot of the stuff we got, including pizza, was free, and we quickly discovered that they had icecream machined with cone-dispensers, not unlike the dispensers of paper cups. That was cool. We got lost exploring the ship, seeing the different places we wanted to hang out at, and went up to our rooms to unpack. I'm pretty sure I just took a nap at that point and let Ce-ce go swimming. We somehow managed to get lost on the way to our diner, even though we found it in the first place, and met our waiters, Joel being the only one I can remember at the moment. The other was ok, but didn't interect with us as much, but Joel was fun to have around, and even cut my sister's meat XD We also met three other people who sat at our table, mother and father Renae and John, and their son, Nick. I'm pretty sure I got their names right this time. I didn't care for them to much, but it was nice to have someone to talk to.

Sunday:
I think this was when we reached Key West. Key West was cool. It looked all old-fashioned. We didn't spend much time there though. We visited the Autobon House/Museum and saw many different bird paintings and interesting parts of the house and how it looked at the time John Audubon lived there. He was some kind of environmentalist who studied birds...I was more into looking at the art than reading his history...still, it was cool, and I took many pictures of his garden, though, not really of his paintings for some reason...Still, it was beautiful to see. There was also an Art museum I wanted to see, but it was closed. Still, there were many realistic sculptures outside it that I looked at and got pictures of.

I'm pretty sure Sunday was when I tried out the ship's pools....they were salt water, which was cool, and they had a water slide....but the pools were tiny, and only two available ...I didn't bother with pools much after that. While Grandma had a martini or two, I went and got an airbrush tattoo. They had a lame selection of dragons so I got a snake.

Monday:
Saturday was a day at sea. I spent much of my time hanging around grandma. Ce-ce stayed at the pool or with her friends. My snake had already worn some by that time. I took part in a short 60's dance class, which I aparently wasn't that great at, and looked at overpriced jewelry. Grandma and I then went to catch the end of of an Ice-sculpture. The first person to guess what was being sculted got to take the sculpture home...*wonders how that worked out*. I think she also got a gold-ish medal for that. What we really wanted to see though was the Hairy Chest Contest. XD That was funny, and I got plenty of pictures of that. The men had to dance down a set of stairs and the three female judges had to feel their chest and back hair and decide who looked the best. It was hysterical.

Ce-ce came back to our room, a surprisingly small suite, claiming she lost her card. She got a new one and the lost one was cancled, but grandma was ma at her for not checking in all day. Tired, Ce-ce went to bed while we went to diner. Joel missed her and made a fus about where she was. It was funny. Grandma and I were by ourselves that night, eating lobster. It was alittle lonely, minus Joel, because our tablemates weren't there either. It was formal night so I put on my mom's make-up, new clothes, including a skirt....yes, a skirt, and some cheap jewelry. I also removed my tattoo.

Back in the room, I watched the latest episode of "Fringe" on the TV while Ce-ce ate from room service

Tuesday:
We land in Grand Cayman. The Cayman Islands was fun. We were bused to our catamaran, which, from there, took us out to a sandbar with tons of stingrays.... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/23854897/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/23854897/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:23:36 PDT

things lately have been a little weird, and I'm bored enough now to tell you guys about it while getting rid of the sight of my previous journal. The funeral ceremony was nice I guess. It seems like an oxymoron to say so, but its sort f was. It was a pretty church and it was a nice thing to be a part of, even as a Wiccan. The priest was nice and very respectful, and we had some yellow roses (mom's favorites) and other flower baskets with a couple pictures of her, both of which she wore beautiful dresses that Paul destroyed. After a bunch of rituals that I found a bit odd, a few of us said some words. I blubbered out a eulogy I had written myself. Benny didn't go up to say anything, as he was still grieving terribly, so his sister spoke for him. Lots of family was there, many people whom I didn't know from the French side of my family. Aaron was there, and of course Benny and a few of mom's friends from church or AA.

I'd been cranky that morning of course, very edgy and miserable, which unfortunately bit the rest of my weekend for me. I had family over, including cousins and Travis wanted me to read something. I got really annoyed when he pestered me about it and didn't seem to catch that I was being evasive...sorry Travis, I really regret that. Even after the ceremony I was alittle on the cranky side. I put up with Aaron for a while but I hadn't gotten any sleep the night before and I was getting tired real quick. unfortunately his own circumstances prevented me from kicking him out the door. I didn't really get to go to bed till around 9.

After that my life has been incredibly busy. 2 of my grades dropped to B's. One of which I'll hopefully be able to make up with some work tonight, the other I barely care about and I'll just pray for a good midterm grade to bring it back up. I feel kind of like a nerd now, obsessing over my straight A status, even though a math class or two next year will send that spiraling down the drain, but I'm FINALLY getting some positive attention from grandpa! Took him long enough to come around afte rmy first all A semester, but he finally did and now I don't want those A's to drop. He's impossible to impresse to a point he'll show it. I've had an incredible outburst of creativity in the field of literature and I've been working hard on rewriting "Blood Bound Eclipse" to unincorporate the modified version of Morsus's life that I created with Devin. Its renamed "Of Claw and Fang" and by far feels like my best for its writing style and emotion, something I lack in a lot of my writing. Its about Morsus and her brother, Talon, and their role in the Bloodfang Clan as it was dying. It describes their odd history and the hardships they went through. I might post it after I'm done posting the second part of Cruor's story, and though I'm rewriting his story to, I'm not likely reposting it. I unfortunately have had little inspiration lately in the visual arts so I haven't drawn anything new, but I am working on a vase I'll hopefully reach the completion of soon.

Aside, Saturday we went back to moms apartment, its been a month now since she died, and we got some of her stuff from clothes to pictures. Its really comforting wearing her make-up and her favorite clothes.

and grandma's obsessing about a cruise we're going on Spring Break. Its got a jacuzzi tub! and we're VIP's XD

nothing else interesting. just letting everyone know I'm all right, still alive, and might be returning to usual DA responsibilities again soon-ish

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/23421609/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/23421609/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 18:27:40 PST
its weird saying this outside of family and close friends but figure I might as well tell you'all to. Last Sunday, either really late Saterday night or early Sunday morning, my mom died. My sister and I were both over there. I was sick and struggling for sleep and I heard Benny yelling mom's name. He said she had wet herself and she wasn't breathing...Both Benny and Ce-ce were in hysterics, especially Benny who kept trying to wake mom up. I sort of accepted she was dead and instead of crying, tried calling 911 and tried comforting my sister and Ben. Ce-ce seemed to almost blame me for not crying. After the police did their investigation, I called grandma and she and grandpa drove over to pick us up. It was about 2 when we realized mom was dead, 3 when I called grandma,and 3:30 when they came to take us home, leaving Benny with some nice neighbors until his sister could come get him. I kissed mom one last time before I left and I didn't cry until a little after I left, and I've been crying on and off since.

We think she overdosed on her meds. Not on purpose, but apparently she did. She was taking anti-depressants. As some of you know, my mom had a tough life. She divorced my dad and then married this bi-polar bastard named Paul who ruined our lives. He abused her, burned her things, stalked her, near killed her once or twice, and hindered my grandparents' ability to get custody of me and my sister while we were in foster care, completely unaware of what was going on around us. He was let out of jail on house arrest and we haven't seen him since. It seems hes fled to New York. We occasionally still get calls from him or that we think are from him. His influence on mom left her an alcoholic with nightmares of him and post-dramatic stress. She was 37, and she'd likely still be here if it weren't for him.

After she met Benny, things seemed to get better. Though she would snap back and drink every now and then, she tried her best to better herself. She took strong medications and went to A.A. Before she died, she must have gone 4 months without a drink. She seemed so happy to. She had a new computer and she was planning to buy all this stuff for it and she was downloading music and dancing around and watching movies with us. Everything seemed all right. Her medacines made her tired to the point she'd be a walking zombie, barely able to stay awake. We had gotten fairly used to it...she went to bed after her meds at around 5 and didn't wake up.

The ceremony is Saturday. I'll say a eulogy or w/e. I'll regret it if I don't, even with stage fright. After autopsy and such, she'll be cremated, and her ashes spread across the beach as she always wanted.

As for me, I'm doing ok. I feel a little lost...don't quite think I fully understand whats going on. I worry about Benny, who last I heard refused to go in the house. Everything feels all out of sorts now

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22890602/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22890602/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 17:36:26 PST [link] the deviation that got the message was noting important, wasn't even my work. it was just a picture from an e-mail joke I posted and never deleted...so I deleted it now. meh

aside....nothing to important is happening. my scanner hates my Vista so I can't post images right now, bleh. In school I got out of Algebra 2, for now, but in 2nd and 4th block I sit next to this kid named Brandon who is an actual super Christian Jesus freak...and though he claims he not, he was totally trying to convert me. he didn't bother me today, but I'm hoping I can at least change my seat in graphic arts. unfortunately both classes I have him in are full and its kinda hard to change seats. He's telling me the classic religion scare: if you don't believe in Jesus, you go to hell. Thinks he's saving me. And its not just me he pesters. He does this to everyone. Seems to think his way of religion is more rightious than anyone elses.

It seems everyone is having a miserable week to. my grandma's sick, grandpa's grandpa, my sister drowned her mp4, Aaron's stressed between school and homelife, his dad and sisters are sick, my art teacher's teaching 8 courses in one class, english teacher's father died, mom's been tormented by Benny, and Benny's just Benny so he's never happy *rolls eyes*...just seems like one of those universally bad weeks...

oh, and Friday the 13th's coming up....yay...don't be to depressed though. I'm not really as miserable as I sound.

I don't even want to think about how neglected this account is...again...

...whats up?

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22745742/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22745742/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 19:37:21 PST
Anyway, I'm getting back to work on Cruor's story, "Philosophy of a Demon". I had a few people who really liked it and I'm getting inspired again. My stories are all finally starting to connect to, though any I'm writing for publishing reasons will be done from my own work, not the collaborated stories I did with , so its pretty hard trying to rewrite my stories without his touch and characters on them, but its working out and maybe the story will make more sense soon. I'm also drawing another picture of Cruor, and its looking pretty neat so far.

Nothing much else to say...school sucks. My algebra 2 teacher is a nutcase, and her room is on the other side of the campus from where my second block is. My lunch has been scheduled to an earlier time, which is kind of depressing but I still go to the art room, even if I can't hang out with my busy teacher among other art buddies because my lunch is during her class. My English teacher seems cool, but she also seems to give alot of work, and I have my graphic arts class again, so, yay. Aaron's also been coming back to school the last couple of days to work on college art so it was nice hanging out with him alittle...ugh....I'm gonna have to carry my mathbook back and forth XP even if I get out of the honors class and get into regular algebra 2, I'll probably have to carry that stupid thing. *rubs shoulders, whimpering*

so its a bittersweet week...whoop-dee-do

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22602323/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22602323/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 18:41:25 PST

Tonight was the much stressed out about Arts and Poetry Night at my school that I was complaining about a few days ago. I stayed after every single day, from 2-4 Monday and Tuesday and then 11:30-4 yesterday, helping to set up the big show which we were so worried might not even happen due to a lazy ass club and how little time was left to fix it up. Today was the big day, crunch time. I did my exams yesterday and today, feel awesome about them, and as soon as school ended at 12, I went straight to the art room and I've been working there with the other presidents and Aaron to get everything up. I just now got home from school a little while ago, and its 9...that's 9 hours of after-school time, 14 hours in total, but so worth it. My main job was typing, printing, and cutting labels for the pieces with the artist's name, media, and picture name. I was running back and forth from the gallery to the computer to the rotary cutter and back again. I was instructing people, getting information about the pieces that needed labels and hanging art. it was so awesome and exhilarating. I was in charge. I was actually really felt like a president tonight.

In just 6 hours we just barely pulled together a whole cafe setting with chairs, a couch, a concession stand, a stage, and, of course, alot of art. It wasn't as crowded as last year but once everything was done, it was nice to sit with Aaron, crashed on the sofa listening to the bands playing and the poetry. I myself read "The Midnight Call" and "The Forest of Shadows" from my own list. Aaron and I also gave Mrs.Marc some wind-up snapping teeth (she loves wind-up toys and toys in general), the same teeth I also gave Aaron for Christmas (even I have my own chattering teeth now XD). Her face lit up and she showed off her new toy while she was reciting a poem about wind-ups Aaron bought me some coffee and grandma came in to eventually take Aaron and I home and I'm still alive with the excitement of being a real president, and I can't wait to become the Junior President of Art Club next year I also introduced Grandma to Mrs.Marc and got a little bit of an ego boost while Mrs.Marc rattled on about how talented I was and how hard she'd try to get me into college. I love my art teacher

I'll be hanging out with Aaron tomorrow when he gets out of school (OMG! My boyfriend's going to college! XD) and right now this hard ass week couldn't have been better.

SWEET! 4 DAY WEEKEND!

As for art, I've got plenty of stuff I need to get posted (including a picture of Mrs.Marc's face when we gave her the wind-up teeth ) I made a new Refference Sheet for the Varsuit species and I need to type up the documentary, which is more detailed than ever before. With some freetime I'll get around to everyone else's art to. Right now I want to take a nice bath with my new aroma therapy candle and all my Christmas bath stuff and ease away the stress and my poor sore feet and painful ankle before I go to bed.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22532902/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22532902/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:48:07 PST
ANYWAY...ever notice how often I use that word in my journals? anyway, , last week was pretty bad and next week will be pretty hectic, assuming I don't get what seems to be an oncoming cold and the members of Art Association get the hint that they're desperately needed.

Monday was simply hell because it wasn't a typical Monday...it was the Monday after Winter Vacation... wasn't to bad really. Tuesday was Tuesday. Wednesday I wanted to be in a tight, warm, dark, silent place so incapacitated with pain I was numb...just how dramatic it felt at the time. I was on the computer, working on a particularly difficult part of an already annoying piece, doing the stripes of the tiger from the piece on my main page almost done, ready to start the other half, just had to finish the detailing. Suddenly I start having difficulty using the mouse and then watched in horror as the whole comp began working on its own, erasing and deleting layers. It was so unexpected I didn't even know how to respond. Even worse, the person using My comp saved MY piece. My first real reaction was punching the desk, which, as good as it felt, I kind of regretted later because it left an aweful purple bruise on my drawing hand. I told the teacher and he had his password changed. I left for the art room entirely pissed, feeling to sick to eat, to frustrated to focus. I was shaking. Its so weird how it felt being completely pissed, actual rage. I'm not an easy person to tick off, but I can snap... Took about half an hour to calm down enough to draw and not make a scene. I recovered a saved file from Monday, but still lost 2 days of the hardest work of the piece. I made it up well enough thankfully but I was so paranoid on the comp the next day.

I finally downloaded Photoshop...but there's only Cs4. Its alittle weird but I'm working with it. I kinda miss Cs and Cs3 but when you don't buy a program like you should, what can you expect? I do want to buy the program, and I will eventually...when I have a job...

I also just got a realization of how weak Art Club is. Arts and Poerty night is coming up this week, the 15th, and we have next to no peices and only 3 or 4 people helping on the biggest event of our school year besides maybe...football? I'm going to stay after as much as I can and work to make it happen. I'm afraid of being senior president...I can work hard and add on to ideas but I don't know if I can run a whole group of people. I'm not really an assertive person and I don't know how leaderly I can be...still, I want to be a part of this club as much as possible, so I'm prepared for a hectic week as long as I'm still to young for gray hairs oh...and I forgot to mention...exams are this week...and I think I'm getting a little sick

At least this weekend was good. I got to hang out with Aaron and his family yesterday and I've been playing video games all day today and now I'm watching Grease

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22248706/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/22248706/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 18:59:22 PST
anyway, Merry Whatever, hope you got lots of gifts n' such. I ended up practicing, or trying to practice, 2 different holidays this year. Christmas and Yule (Wiccan Christmas). For Yule I tried something simple, a little alter in the backyard with incense, candles, and a little group of oak-tree branches decorated with a sprig of holly, candy canes, and whatever else looked pretty, all sitting in a small fish bowl for a vase. I had a silver candle and a small red candle and some pine and myrrh incense. I had this set up for 3 days and every damn time I turned my back on it, the wind just knocked everything over. The place mat and incense were soaked, the candy canes were sticky, and the wind blew out the candles no matter how often I lit them....and it rained....it was a hell and I eventually just gave up. grandpa of course started taunting me about it....so my Yule was pretty miserable...any advice from any Pagan buddies? I can't do many indoor rituals cuz I share a room with a 10-year old and my grandma's an asthmetic so incense is out of the question....

Christmas was good though. nothing outdoors to worry about. Christmas Eve I had my aunt Chrissy and my cousins Joey and Danny over. I got some bath stuff and a bunch of vanilla scented stuff. Also got $75, warm sockies (cuz I freeeeze at 70 deg), and a flash drive. My sister got a Nintendo DS (watch them come out with a whole new Nintendo this year XD) and 2 mp3s....meh. Christmas Day I had my Aunt Andrea and Uncle Dan over and got Brisingr and a movie I only saw half of once in foster care, "Sphere", which was very good btw. Friday Aaron and I finally got to hang out. I got him a DVD player (courtesy of mom), little Christmas ornament (courtesy of grandma), a soap dish I made with a lizard imprint, and a little wind up set of snapping teeth! I never ever saw those before! I had a blast playing with the little obnoxious toy myself. Obviously that was his favorite gift to.

Aaron got me a Shania Twain music DVD....and somehow inside an unopened package, he managed to slip in a PS2 game I used to LOVE, Defender, a little space ship game based off the original arcade game, Defender, which involved this little pixel space ship destroying little pixel aliens (Called Manti in the PS2) to save little pixel people before the little pixel aliens could mutate them. Aparently a friend of his has a shrink wrap machine...I've been obsessing over the game lately, even though I'm stuck on a level. Its become my new favorite game all over again. I want to take it to mom's and defeat her in a a round of 2-player! ...but my PS2 (yes, I still have one of those) isn't exactly like the slim portable ones....its an old bulky thing....

I also talked to my dad before Christmas. He sent me a card with some money. I'm still getting used to calling him dad rather than Rick, but I consider him more a dad than any other father figure I've dealt with, save grandpa, and at least he's not evil like my step dad.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21968644/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21968644/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 18:27:23 PST
I hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving. I decided to go to my mom's and it was great. I actually talked to people. We also went out and bought Benny a new spider, who was missing a leg.....we named it 007...lol. Its a fun little guy. he puts webbing all over you and he's very active...unfortunately my fun ended with him when I started coughing, likely from my medication. I freaked slightly and shoved the poor little guy off to Benny. Right after a glass of water I noticed my hands were really itchy...*sigh* I had frightened the spider and he sprayed hairs on me that were alot smaller than I imagined....actually microscopic. They didn't come out either because they were lodged in my skin. See, tarantula hair is covered in microscopic barbs that react painfully with your skin. A website said there was nothing I could do. freaking out I thought there had to be a way to releive the itching. I called my favorite petstore, Underground Reptiles, and they told me to "wax" my skin with duct tape, and washing my hands was actually a bad idea because it flattened the hairs and drove them deeper into my skin. I never got all the hair out but at least enough so I could tolerate it...Just some experiance info for anyone getting a tarantula any time soon.

After we went to a flea market and I got a boken (wooden practice sword) and a dragon-shaped oil burner, which I love. Unlike incense, the scented oil burns without smoke which irritates my grandma who's slightly asthmetic. So all's good. Oh, and Houdini's 32 inches long! *loves my lizard*

Aside...life got rather annoying this week....I got a virus on my comp that kept allowing pop-ups and shutting down Explorer while I was searching for stock images to play on Photoshop with. Nothing I did got rid of it so I started looking around and found something called "Compaq PC Restore", which, I thought, much like System Recovery, would set my comp back a week or 2.....I completely reformated my ocmputer...I flipped out to. I lost EVERYTHING. My computer wizz, Uncle Dan, who can actually build computers and did build our previous one, told me how to get my files back and I had to redownload everything but the internet is working weird...

....and...worst of all...I LOST PHOTOSHOP! *cries* I'm trying my hardest to get it from someone. I might get it from Aaron's sister. I don't feel like using a key-gen again but I NEEEEEED Photoshop back. Its the only program so far I can't redownload for free...

We're getting a new comp now...Vista. Aparently Dan won it or something. The Vista is supposed to be better than this one, which is XP, and is brand new and 2 as much memory and stuff. This should be interesting....

and Aaron and I celebrate our 1st year dating aniversery! (cuz we're to lame to have week/month aniverseries)yay! We're going to a small fair most likely

I've read the journals of everyone btw. Minus those I don't usually talk to of course, I've read about 30 journals out of 65. I'm still getting around to deviations. Merry Christmas, see ya later.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21586984/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21586984/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 18:23:20 PST
eh, not to much new...I'm getting back into Nancy Drew games now...hehe ^^' Unlike other people I know, I've grown up with computer games rather than video games. I didn't touch a ps2 till I was 8 and never played nintendo or even owned a gameboy till I was 10. I've played comp games, often on dinosaurs cuz I'm a dork, and a few years ago I got into Nancy Drew games, after I'd already read several books. There were a few I never finished and I just lent Aaron a comp game called Barrow Hill so I decided to get back inot my own games and finish them up.

Aside, working on a PS pic of Tarveka. I'll post a preview soon. I've got other pictures to, but I'm to lazy right now

Its almost Thanksgiving...not sure if I want to go to Tampa with my relatives. I'm ashamed about it, but I'm not really a family person...after fostercare its as if I don't know half my family, and I'm usually left out by the grown ups or annoyed to death by my cousins...and I don't particularly like my Aunt Sylvie. She's a neat freak and she's rather strict, and has this aura that makes me feel like I need to be in check. Still...I am allowed to go to my moms house instead, now that she's been out of rehab a couple weeks (long story), but if I do, I wonder if my family will think I'm skipping out on them. I'd get stuck with Benny's family, which isn't to bad as long as I stay around mom and Ben, and I'm not as anti-Christian/Catholic as I was a couple years ago when I converted so I'll survive the whole praying thing well enough. Plus, mom would take me to the flea market so I'd be off collecting Wiccan trinkets and odd jewelry and such, which is always fun ...I still don't want to leave the Tampa family out...*sigh* Why must such a simple life feel so complicated?

...I think my grandpa's trying to convert me...either that or he's got a new way of bugging me...He's been trying to get me to watch somethinc about the bible on tv and suddenly out of no where just started defaming, for lack of a better work, Pagan and Wiccanism. Grandma defends and supports me, but its really annoying...and I can't really go down to the level to defame Christianity back. I hope he just gets off my case...he'll find a new case with me soon enough either way.

In reality though, I'm really not as depressed as I may imply. Life's not hard, just alittle burdening.

oh, and I know they'll never really hatch, but w/e, I'm gonna try anyway.

Arron's egg hatched: [link] no fair XP

my current eggs will die in 5 days:
Green:
Black:
Blue/Gray:
Orange:

I've been having trouble with the codes lately. let me know if any are malfunctioning

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21489068/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21489068/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 17:31:31 PST
I'm actually doing work for school that does not involve grades. I was assigned by my graphic arts teacher to actually do something. I'm helping to design the arts page of the school website. I needed to make 2 banners, one main page, 1 for the article page. That I've done and I'll post. I also need to write up information about the club and the club's officers, and I'll probably end up writing about our clubs main events: Pinwheels for Peace, Halloween Gallery, Arts and Poetry Night, and whatever else it is we really do. So I'll be busy...and yet I'm still on the side working on a photoshoppie of Tarvy....I need a new flash drive...

I've got a fairly busy weekend to...Gotta clean a crystal chandelier, and i was paid ahead of time so I've got no choice XP I'm also trying to get back to planning out my stories and hopefully write them again.

My blue dragon egg died...and the others will die tomorrow since they've yet to hatch. *sniff* I got rid of one of the white ones so I've got 2 new eggs.

Green: [url=[link]
Black: [url=[link]
Dark Green: [url=[link]
Black: [url=[link]

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21442876/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21442876/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 17:20:24 PST
The doctor who was taking my blood got another doctor to hold me down after grandma finally got me calm enough to sit down and take the damn needle. It wasn't necissary because even when the needle went in, dispite the panic and cringing, I managed to keep that arm perfectly still. I felt each time the needle moved when she would change the viles, which amounted to 3. When it was over I felt so weird, a complete loss of sense and emotion, and I felt incredibly sick. I went to the bathroom for the urine test and collapsed, almost fainting. It took me about a minute to regain sense and control of myself to function again...even my little sister is able to get her blood taken without a squeak. I feel so stupid, weak, and inferior right now. I've never been scared of anything so pathetic in my whole life.

After, grandma took us to Denny's. We had been fasting all morning because of the blood test so aside from completely freaked out, I was starving the whole time, which didn't help. I got a milkshake and bacon cheese burger then napped for about 2 hours. I feel somewhat better now, and I got to make brownies today, so at least not all is bad. I'm working on a new photoshop project in school so I almost can't wait to go. Plus, in art, we're learning how to do perspective, which makes me happy to because its a very valuable skill I lack in. I might also get to hang out with Aaron tomorrow. By then I should be recovered and back to normal.

I also got to talk to mom just now. I haven't talked to her in almost a month because she's had her own issues. It was great talking to her, and aparently Houdini's 3 feet long now and lost her googly-eyed baby face

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and once again, my eggs aren't hatching. they only have 4 days left and I'm kind of worried about whether they'll ever hatch or not. Since I don't have a premium account on here you don't get to see the eggs, but I can at least tell you their colors. If you havent yet, I'de apreciate if you lended them a clicky

White: [url=[link]
Orange: [url=[link]
White: [url=[link]
Green: [url=[link]

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21401088/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21401088/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 08:33:15 PST
grandpa's being more annoying than usual, and I lack patience for it. Aparently Ce-ce claimed they weren't good grandparents because they gave chores, which they do only because they've replaced our parents, and now grandpa is bugging me about it...neh. We also grilled steak last night and Ce-ce and I roasted marshmellows.

I visited the dragon cave site that I've seen several of you on and finally got some eggs, but none of them are getting clicks! Since I don't have a premium account on here you don't get to see the eggs, but I can at least tell you their colors.

White: [url=[link]
Orange: [url=[link]
White: [url=[link]
Blue with Fire shape: [url=[link]

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21375281/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21375281/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:58:15 PST ShadowFox97

answer the one hundred questions as accurately as you possibly can.


1) Name: Kelsey

2) Name Backwards: Yeslek

3) Were you named after anyone?: ...some comedian or something...

4) Does your name mean anything?: I've hear 3 meanings. "From the land/valley" "From the Sea" "Small Island"

5) Nick Name(s): Kels, Fick, Lizard/Dragon Girl

6) Screen Name(s): Reptilia-7, Morsus, and Aikala

7) Date of Birth: May 23rd, 1993

8) Place of Birth: Florida

9) Nationality: Irish, Finnish(via Swede, Polish, and French

10) Current Location: Florida

11) Sign: Gemini

12) Religion: Pagan, Wiccan

13) Height: 5'8" est

14) Weight: 130

15) Shoe Size: 8 1/2

16) Hair color: brown

17) Eye color: brown

18) What do you look like?: fairly thin, slightly tanned skin, often wearing a black denim jacket, a tie-dye, tacky, or a simple sleevless shirt with bulky headphones hanging around my neck and a pentagram necklace with various charms and rocks. I also tend to wear studs and things with different stones on them like hematite

19) Innie or Outie?: Innie

20) Righty, Lefty, both?: Right

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight.

22) Best friends?: Kym and her kids (old foster family)

23) Best friend you trust the most: Aaron, even though he's technically above the friend level

24) Best friends {your sex}: Kym

25) Best friends of the opposite sex: none I really deem the title of "friend"

26) Best Bud(s): I don't hang out with many people, but I think Brittany and Alondra, even though we don't hang out anymore

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Aaron

28) Crush: I don't waste my time crushing on people I don't know, and I don't have a crush on anyone at the moment

29) Parent(s): uh...mom and...father-ish figure by blood? mom's name is Laurie, dad is Rick

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Whats with all the friend questions? and I'm not really sure...I guess either ~Yeerinthi cuz he's awesome and another great artist from Dragnix or ~dannyboyex cuz I actually know him in real life

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Raven, who now has multiple accounts

33) Funniest friend: Raven, again.

34) Craziest friend: ....ouch....either ~DragnixianFireheart or ~ChrystalHeX

35) Advice Friend: The only people I ask for any real advice are grandma, mom, and Aaron...

36) Loudest Friend: Alondra

37) Person you cry with: ...I don't really cry with others. I usually cry by myself, and I've only cried once in front of Aaron. I guess I cry with grandma, if anyone...she gives me sugary stuff

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: One...who's already bugging me to get online

39) Any brothers: None.

40) Any pets: Houdini, my moms iguana, my ice-cream buddy

41) A Disease: I have mild allergies that cause me to spit up tons of mucus all the time...not an attractive quality

42) A Pager: No.

43) A Personal phone line: No.

44) A Cell phone: Yes.

45) A Lava lamp: Had one once, but jerk-ass step-dad sold it...and it would be so awesome if I had one now

46) A Pool or hot tub: Neither.

47) A Car: YES! A Dodge Viper. I would drive it...but I lost the remote control to it...


Describe Your...

48) Personality: I usually sulk around by myself and I'm indifferent and oblivious to people around me. I'm fairly practical, and around friends I can be fairly playful and talkative. I enjoy peace as much as excitement, but I'm rather shy of other people and hate being put on the spot for anyt... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21374188/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21374188/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 14:49:14 PST
I also found out I have allergies. It was actually Aaron who told me I should tell my doctor this, but for many years now I've had an odd condition in which excessive mucus would form in the back of my nose and throat. I never was concerned about it and found it to be just annoying because I had to spit regularly to clear my throat, but I mentioned it to the doctor and he has me on meds for it...one's a nasal spray whcih further's my reasoning for never being able to sniff cocaine. *shiver* I do not enjoy the feeling of the spray, and all I can smell is medacine for about a half hour. XP

*is glad elections are over* I'm completely indifferent about Obama winning, as I was about elections even beforehand. When I found out he won, I literally was thinking somewhere along the lines of "Oh....Obama won...we've got a black president....where'd grandpa hide the apple pie? Dammit, he tricked me! There's no icecream in here...*grumble*" Its alittle annoying hearing about him winning and such at school though. they already have rap songs about him.

Aside, I just hope he turns out to be a good president. He's black, so he's already made history, but now he needs to fix up the country. Those are my only real opinions on political crap.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21306229/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/21306229/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 18:30:07 PST
Grandma forced my sister to got trick-or-treating with Aaron and I instead of with her bud, Wynter, who was trick-or-treating at the mall. I was a demon hunter with this big black trench coat with skull buttons that looks kinda like the Chemical Romance Black Parade thing or w/e. Anyway, I wore that, a white shirt with acrylic blood, my karate pants, and some brown boots. Couldn't for the life of me get either a Van-Helsing hat or a weapon, and this kid at school, Lucas, kept saying I looked like a pirate...and he's a very agile kid...hard to catch in boots...I made up for my leack of a weapon with a real scythe for sawing off tree limbs. It was AWESOME!

Aaron's costume consid=sted of an Organization 13 outfit with chains and studds, black pants, and a scythe he made himself with cardboard, paint, and papier mache. He did an awesome job. Ce-ce was a weird punk demon thing.

We went trick-or-treating in my quiet neighborhood and found tons of candy. it was alot of fun watching Aaron pick on Ce-ce, and I gave up correcting people that I was a demon hunter, not a reaper After, Ce-ce found out Wynter got very little candy from the mall, and Ce-ce says she'll come with us again next year.

Saturday I vegged out, finished reading....wait for it...

BRISINGR!!!!!!! I got ahold of it from Aaron! He got it from the library and read it in 2 days. It took me a whole week. It was totally awesome!

Sunday, Aaron and I wastched "The Witches", and for the first time, I got to see "The Crow", a movie I used to always want to see but never could and I later forgot it, but I recognized the character and the opening dialogue imeadiately. its about a Man who's fiance gets raped and beaten after he's thrown out a window. She dies after and a crow brings him back to life a year later for revenge. The movie was totally sadistic, but sweet. Trailer: [link]

And as for me, as you can tell by what I'm reading, I'm trying to catch up on Wicca and magicy-wierd stuff....or as grandma calls it, "psycho-babble" I'm gonna continue trying to learn about auras and Wiccan sabbats.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/20908771/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/20908771/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:20:58 PDT
*tries to ignore immense deviations and journals*

hey everyone....geez, so much has happened but when I try to think of what to say here my mind goes blank...Uhm...hi, whats up?

I'm not really getting much done. 1 of every 10 drawings I start or think of, I never finish and I'm busy with photoshop making clan banners for Crimson Moon rpg.

Its almost Halloween, or Samhain ( Pagan Halloween, which I'm also celebrating ), an thats what I've been most spazzed out about recently. I might be going trick-or-treating with Aaron, who I've gotten into the Halloween spirit. He might be a grim reaper. he has a pair of black jeans, which surprisingly has a skull on the back pocket...0-0', and an Organization 13 robe from a manga con that he plans to wear. He's gonna be a grim reaper. he just needs the scythe.

I'm not aloud to be a vampire this year...or a witch...mom won't let me because I'm a vamp or withc every year...So, I decided instead of being a demon, I'll be a demon hunter for once. I've got half a karate uniform I can use ( black pants, white shirt ) and I plan on putting acrylic paint blood on my ratty old white shirt. I also have this trench-coat type thing with skull buttons I'm anxious to wear. ( Thankyou Brittany!!!! ) I just need a Van-Helsing-type hat, a sword, and maybe a full set of demonic or werewolf teeth maybe some black gloves to....shame, I'm a demon hunter on a budget....*opens wallet and frowns*

I spent over $20 at a New Age store while I was at my moms. Got an assortment of colorsed candles, including green to use in a spell for getting Aaron a job and a black to light on Samhain. I also got a spell kit, which took majority of the price, for mental clarity. it looks genuine, 2 candles, with holders, incense cones, oil, a little talisman, and a very descriptive and informative guide. I hope it helps.

art....art...eh, both traditionally and literarilly, I'm stumped. I've made valuable conclusions about each character and several scenes in my book, but I haven't found time to really write it...I was writing it earlier but I was interupted...my sister lost one of Aaron's FMA mangas...so I'm in a pissy mood right now. As for art, just drawing my characters really. my sketch book is almost full but half of its not worth for show...XP

so....whats everyone else doing for Halloween/Samhain?

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/20543251/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/20543251/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 18:53:49 PDT
So much has happened in the last few weeks. One thing I'd like to do is apologize to I lost my flash drive....it didn't have to much on it, thank god, but it did have the Luna file on it....I am in desperate need of a new flashy now, and can't efficiantly carry the Luna file around right now...I also lost lots of background work. Thankfully, I have saved here the main wolf picture.

Another thing, to fans of my major story, "Reptilia", I am removing all literary material related to that. This does not include Diary of Morsus or Blood-Bound Eclipse, just the first book. don't freak out...not like I had any fans of that story anyway.

The reason I'm redoing it is because I've had a drastic change in my literary style and prefferences. I'm rewriting the whole story all over again for the 4th or 5th time now, and changing the characters lots. here's a few major changes in the 3 main charries:

Kelsey: a background change. She'll also become more mature, more powerful, more controlled, less innocent and unaware. she'll also have more purpose in her story. She'll still be naive and confused, but I'll make her more like me in some ways and more toward fantasy me in others.

Shade: just a smidgeon smarter, more serious, more complicated, at least in the beginning. His background will change alot, also the name of his old master, Darkson, will change. Later Shade will become the more laid back simple person he is.

Tarveka: The biggest change I'm making here is not her history so much as her apearance. I'm removing all of that half sharten bull crap and making her a pure demon/hellhound. She looks similar, but not exactly, like this: [link] . Even though she's supposedly red in that picture, I've decided that out of all her traits, I'm keeping her skin patterns of gray and black. She also has longer, thinner horns, a more grotesque build, no more spikes period, and no chest plates. In her personality, she's pissier, bitchier, less childish, more demonic, and more animalistic.

The story-line will also change alot, and several characters will be removed or altered. There's only so much detail I can go into...I have so many ideas and no time to type them.

---other life related stuff:

Went to my moms, got a new jacket with rinestone dragons. I love it. I watched mom stuff Benny in the trunk. I have pretended to completely forget the incident a month ago...maybe this time its just better to avoid it.

Watching FMA now, also have the game but little time to play it. I don't get home from school till 4:30 and all I want to do is sleep. I'm working on several banners for an rpg site I might post as well as the next chapters in Cruor's story. Don't expect those to soon, or even till after October.

Learning Spanish btw, pretty simple. Son las deiz menos cuarto de noches XP bed at diez y media...or something like that.

Art Club's going well so far. The other club presidents and I have plenty of ideas, and Mrs.Marc is planning a trip to an art museum Right now we're making "Pinwheels for Peace". I don't have to design them tankfully....just put them tigether with thumb tacks XP

Aunt Kathy over this week...interfering with my bed time

Gotta get back to being busy. see you guys later, hope to get around to comments and pictures soon

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/20295413/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/20295413/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 17:40:18 PDT
How can you get so exhausted when all you do is sit on your butt all day? Erg, I haven't gotten much sleep and I'm still tired as it is. When I came on I had 270 deviations. I kind of wanted to delete them all, but I just couldn't. I just finished looking through all of them *_*'

I've got 2 major stories to finish and I don't really care to look at my original stories right now. Cruor's story is on a short hold because of a story-line gap, and I need to find a day to myself to finish Diary in Decay, which I shalll rename...eventually.
(note to readers of "Phylosophy of a Demon", I have part 8 finished and I'll post that, but the parts after will go by different names because they're larger side-stories. More info on part 8)

As for school. Chemistry, Graphic Arts, Art, and Spanish. Art Class was rather depressing because the most awesome art teacher in the world went into surgery-recovery for the first 2 weeks(5 in all) but Mrs.Marc is back and she's ok. I got a couple hugs from her and gave her back the papier mache coi fish I made. Today was rather happy. In Graphic Arts I'm coninuing the requested picture of Luna. ~DragonofRampage, I'm sorry its taking so long. alot of new things I've never done before, and its a very very large file now so its hard to load and save. I might have to cut it in half or something and work individually.

No current complete pictures...But my first art assignment was to draw [link] It turned out pretty good actually. I'll get that in as soon as I sneak it away from Mrs.Marc

Also, guess what? I'm finally watching anime...hehe, Aaron's kinda contagious . I've wathed Hellsing and Wolf's Rain so far. I like Hellsing the best. *loves Alucard to death...almost... * Wolf's Rain was cool, but the ending was weird as hell, cool, but weird. Now I'm watching Full Metal Alchemist, also really good so far. I'm also reading Manga, aside from a book about America being blown up. I've read Volume 1 of one called Hayate, and also the first 2 of +Anima. I feel like such a dork

...I deleated all the journals...*sigh*. so, whats up with you guys?

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19936019/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19936019/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 14:21:10 PDT
Anyway, I was at moms from Friday to Tuesday afternoon. I still haven't talked to her about when she got drunk last...just couldn't bring it up, but we did fight alot in the ever so competitive game, "Sorry". Saturday, we entered a cardboard boat race. We built a boat which looked like crap and named it "Black Pearl" by Benny's vote. He cheated on it and put liquid styrofoam in it...anyway, we covered the whole bottom of it in duct tape and completely waterproofed it that way. By my vote, we renamed it "Duct Tape Bandit". We went up against this big ass pirate ship that had 4 people rowing...4 against me and Ce-ce..I did most of the rowing because I was stronger and we won 2nd place...this little raft surfboard thing next to us sinking...unfortunately, we couldn't make it past the preliminaries, but we didn't sink, and we got lots of cheers

Also, we waotched this show, 1,000 ways to die, and this guy wanted to swim like a fish and made a rubber suit...he actually cooked himself in it...whats funnier, when we changed channels, there was a show, "what not to wear". mom promptly yelled out "Fish suit!". its a nice joke going around in the family now.

I've got so many pictues to upload....2 tattoos, Lion Country Saffari, a picture of Kane, \butterfly World, a picture of Benny sleeping with his eyes open, a picture of Houdini eating cat food, and then pictures of our competition at the boat race. big list...I'll get to answering comments soon, but right now this comp is just to slow...

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19816879/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19816879/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 21:16:09 PDT
...where to start...I'll just summarize it all.

Grandma's having to much fun. Lion Country Safari last week, Butterfly world today...sheesh. Its alot of fun though. Lion Country Saffari was...well, a safari. it had a few other attractions to. I have pictures, some of which I'll post. I also woke up at 9:30(that MUST be a crime) and took pictures at Butterfly World, which, is this big screened in garden full of butterflies, flowers, humming birds, finches, and other small birds. its also got a lorikeet feeding center (one of the little bastards bit me...I think its just a fad amung animals to try and find out what my blood tastes like) and what I think was my favorite, the bug museum complete with preserved pin up bugs and...big ass roaches...thankfully the roaches were behind glass...*shiver*

We got 10 burgers at McDonalds because of the summer 59c sale. I ate 3, plus fries...couldn't move XD Rest of today was me sitting on my butt watching old shows loved like "Dead Like Me" and old movies like "Spirited Away". I did take a break to practice with my bo staff though. I'm getting alittle better with it.

Other highlight events this week included hanging out with Aaron and watching "Princess Mononoke"(he has the video I love having an anime dork for a bf XD ) and hanging out with Brittany and getting shot in the ass with a watergun. (serious, Brittany: WHY THE HELL DID YOUR PARENTS ***THINK*** IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO BUY YOUR SISTERS A WATERGUN???!!! )

Other important stuff:

If I owe you any requests, trades, comis, w/e, please refresh my memory. I know I owe a few. one to ShadowFox, another to Devin...I also realize how belated both of those are...

Diary in Decay shall come to an end eventually. got to find time to work on that...I have time Monday...

Up to...some part in "Philosophy of a Demon". If I have time tomorrow, I can post alittle...thats also alittle belated because of story line dead ends being mended and me being lazy

and I'm drawing my newst charrie, Kane...maybe I'll scan the sketch and put it up eventualy. not sure.

gotta go to bed. I have comments I'll get around to and journals up to my throat...but my deviations count remains a steady 58...for now

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19639062/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19639062/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 10:02:39 PDT
I complained alot about how to get Aaron a b-day gift...but hell, his mother? meep. I didn't have to decide what to get her...I just had to tag along and listen to Sandy. It wasn't that bad, but between that and Thursday at karate, I'm kinda wiped

Thursday I overworked my butt at karate. Sensei Lasorsa, who was mainly the one directing us that evening, had us grouped into 2 sparring circles. I really fought to when I got in. He also had us on the floor while someone would attack us. Sensei called me a snake because I could maneuver quickly out of being punched or grabbed and deliver a sweet kick. Other than that, Indian Leg wrestling, slaps, and a bunch of balance and strength exercises

Friday, not only was I sore from the fun exhileration of actually working out, but I was hanging out with Aaron, at the pool, still exercising. we do this under-water sparring thing now. we kinda brused eachother up. After we had to visit Sandy because she was planning a scrap book for their mother, who's B-day was on the very next day. I was in charge of some Photoshop stuff. I made the layouts, which I'll post, and then we got the book and supplies at AC Moore(its closing down! :gasp: ) as well as charcoal and pen for myself. At his house, we made cookies (he's never had them home-made before.) and picked out the pictures, and I went home and stayed up till 2 in the morning, on a day I kinda wanted to be in bed, up on Photoshop putting pictures on layouts.

they looked great. Saturday we all woke up tired and went to Staples and got my layouts and Sandy's printed then put the layouts together in the final peice. After some more running around, we crashed at Aaron's house and then went to his sister, Joyce's for the party. This whole time his mom didn't have a clue about the scrap book. It was so cool to see her face light up.

I went to bed kinda early that night and wasted my Sunday away being bored. Aaron and I have a new character to, who will be introduced to the "Philosophy of a Demon" series. I might make a profile. His name is Kane.

and finally, sorry I haven't gotten around to comments and deviations right now. so much going on and my sister has the comp on the majority of weekends

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19490474/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19490474/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 21:32:18 PDT
IT WAS THAT DAMN READY TO BAKE SQUARES STUFF! I mean, wtf? That totally takes the fun out of it! you put a peice of dough on a cookie sheet and watch is turn into a cookie, big deal. What happened to making the mix? licking the spoon? The bowl? Hell, just plain eating cookie dough period for that damn matter?

lol, but still. Grandma never bakes anymore. mom considers herself the last of the cookie generation in our family. I still enjoyed the taste of warm gooey cookies. Better than the chips ahoy crap I was eating for the past weeks. Cookies just aren't good enough unless they're baked and warm and fuzzy!

I'm finding it ironic I'm suddenly in such a good mood after the recent bad tidings. It take a couple days of hell to feel like life's perfect again. It scares me alittle. Maybe this is just me letting go? Moving on with my life? Getting used to knowing life's a bitch? Or maybe this is how karma keeps a balance between good and evil.

Its almost Aaron's birthday and I'm gonna finish up readying his gift tomorrow. (I can't tell you guys about it yet tho)

Today I spent my time reading the first book in Nora Robert's "Key Trilogy". Book 1, Key of Light. Its a bit of a girly book in my opinion, and I really liked "The Circle Trilogy" better. (it had vampires! XD) plus, book1, I skipped over 2 or 3 sex scenes cuz I'm a whimp like that XP. Still good book about 3 girls who are hired to find 3 keys to unlock the souls of 3 trapped Celtic demi-goddesses. It seems to follow the same pattern as the other trilogy though, which disapoints me. 6 people, 3 men, 3 women, all caught up in a big magic thing from Celtic religion bind together, learn who they really are, learn that love is all-powerful, and fall in love with eachother as well as become best friends in the process. Sounds so corny doesn't it? XD

...and I miss the vampires...

oh, neither me nor grandma has talked to mom yet. Maybe this sounds alittle cowardice, but I'm avoiding the situation right now. Ironically, I said I'd never let this happen again...but I've grown up. I'll have to talk with her soon...saddly i'll forgive her as I always do. For now, I'm just gonna pretend I still have my childhood innocence and eat cookies till I vommit. Would you seriously do anything different in my situation?

Ignorance is bliss....

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"So, did you talk to your mom?" He knew that question would get to me, but grandpa had little care. He just wanted to know my mom was suffering. Such drama pleased him.
"No..." I replied, my throat tight. Suddenly a scarf of cerial became more improbable, and a flash of gray sulked my face.
"Oh, I thought you'd just be happy to know she's back."
My skin tingled and itched with annoyance and dispair. Couldn't he just drop it? Why did I have to suffer knowing so much? "Releived...but not happy."
He laughed slightly, sneering my mom. "That was a smart statement. I wouldn't be happy either."
"She's a smart girl." Grandma chipped in calmly from her crossword puzzles.

I felt sick.

Weird literary poteic mood, but I can't bring myself to write either of my own stories at the moment. That was an event this morning. it was more detailed when I thought it up. Anyway, yeah, she's back. I'm glad she's save, but still.

I wasn't so depressed yesterday, and I finally learned Urban's Bo kata at karate...uhm, for everyone but Aaron and my cousin, Urban's Bo kata is a series of motions and attacks where you have a big long bo-staff weapon. Tis cool.

Today was simple. Hung out at the pool with Aaron, and played with some pretty lizards called knight anoles. i've got pictures of them that i'll have to show you. (oh, guess what? I have suceeded in getting Aaron to read Eragon. He saw the movie, but never red the book. he's read it 3 times XD he's got ahold of Eldest now )

For now, bed time. see ya

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19426664/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19426664/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 11:22:49 PDT
Monday we got a call from Benny. Mom's gone missing again, and now she's been gone almost a week. Thats quite an emotion to go to karate with...I cast a protection spell, and talked to Aaron, but I'm still depressedd about it, and, dispite trying all I've done, I still fear the worst. I actually forgot how deep my darker moods could get...I guess this is kind of a wake up call. "Hey, Kelsey, don't forget, you're life isn't perfect! Your mom is an alcoholic still! Better get used to it or you'll just feel like shit for the rest of your life." Life can just bite me for all I care right now. I'll rip its teeth out.

Grandpa acts indifferent about it. Grandma? Eh, she just tries not to let it get to her. I don't think Ce-ce even knows.

Tuesday and today me and Aaron tried to meet but the damn weather doesn't agree with us going to the pool, and my grandma's still sick(I think I'm getting a sore throat...damnit), so with her in bed and Grandpa watching the Tour de France (damn French Canadian ) I can't have Aaron over here for any long periods of time, and if we go to the park in a thunderstorm, we might as well let life just finally kill us. Even though the weather is a major pain in the ass right now, its weird how comforting it feels. Fits my mood

ah, and damn quicksaving. To top off the list of things that make me edgy, I lost 6 levels of training in my Kingdom Hearts game. Its a mutual fault between me and my sister though...she got on my nerves, and I let it get to me and accidently shut the sucker off...At least I avoided killing her for it

The good news? aside from the fact I've learned how to use html on DA, I'm actually getting some work done.

~hells-scribe I'm lacking in literary inspiration at the moment, and lost the playlist for Morsus and Kolasi (After I dammit had it written down in at least 2 areas), so the ending is gonna be shorter than I expected, but I've done some work in Diary in Decay...I'm still considering changing the name of that to.

To my fans of "Philosophy of a Demon", Cruor's Story, (yes, I've finally titled it. Real creative huh? just cut n' paste the poem title ) I'm up to part 6. I may or may not post part 4 today.

~DragonofRampage I haven't forgotten your request for Luna. I'm just having trouble shrinking her enough so I can fit her, the hill, the moon, and the wolves on one sheet of sketch paper. I have issues with drawing small...O.o to get around this problem, I'm drawing the parts separately. I'm working on this now. the sketch of Luna isn't to bad. very dirty though. it'll be cleaned up in Photoshop. Hopefully I'll get that done eventually

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19329881/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19329881/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 09:40:09 PDT
anyway, decided I'd write a journal before I go. I won't be on long. Aaron's coming over and we're going to the pool...and I havent eaten yet!

Busy enough week. Saturday I got to hang out Brittany. eat fattening stuff and watch her blow up a condom baloon...very disturbing. I'm gaining more stamina and endurance in karate, which pleases me, but because I'm in the adults class now, I'm there from 8 to 9, and I feel sleepy by the end of class, when we're usually sparing, and my mind begins wandering to my stories rather than my fists.

Florida beaches suck! ...well, only after collasal thunderstorms anyway. Aaron and I went on Tuesday but cut it short and went to the pool because the water was choppy and full of seaweed. Unfortunately its raining down here like crazy so it seems there won't be many days of good beach conditions...gotta love hurricane season...oh well, we're in a bit of a drought right now and having forest fire issues, so maybe this is nature just trying to correct itself. W/e, going to the pool was fun.

Its cool seeing I have fans of my new charrie. I haven't gotten much story attention in a while, but I still have to work on Diary in Decay. To anyone who's keeping up with Cruor's story though, I just finished part 2 and started part 3. I'll post it soon, maybe tonight. I'd rather not rush to much, especially cuz I've submitted so much yesterday and I still have other responsibilities to take care of.

...need food...

ok, finally, I deleted ALL of my journals, except for one I read from Yeerinthi because I worry about him. So if you want, why don't you tell me the latest here? Whadja do for the 4th?

k, gotta go, talk to ya later!

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19200511/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/19200511/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 10:47:23 PDT
I lost my internet connection this week. we switched to Vonage...which conflicted with our AOL DSL system...in the end, we would have ended up needing to change our number which would leave us without phone for 2 weeks, so we switched back to at&t and had to replace the DSL modem. Now I've got so much to catch up on.

As for whats going on, I'm doing the houndred picture challenge thing and finished a picture that I'll post today. I'm playing another Kingdom Hearts game and a James Bond game between pictures, avoiding my sister's flu and grandma's cold, and figuring out what I'm gonna do today with Aaron. Happy 4th of July everyone.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/18545375/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/18545375/ Wed, 28 May 2008 14:46:12 PDT
well, had to write a journal. Its the second to last week of school...My Monday/Tuesday hybrid royally sucked...I was so damn tired and my mind was...disfunctional and just kind of...bleh. Alittle sugar and time at home fixed that. I also meditated a while to put my mind back together. I feel better. I also got a full night of sleep...something I haven't had in a while.

My birthday was Friday. I'm 15 now! Thankyou to anyone who is working on a b-day pic for me. no rush on it. I probably won't check my deviations till next week anyway XD

The party was fun, casual. Just me, my two best budz, Brittany and Alondra, with Aaron(of course) and my cousin Joey. Later, we also had Kristen there. I met her through Brittany. She's a senior at Brittany's highschool who's really cool. We had party poppers and chips n' dip n' nacho cheese. I mostly got money, which is good. Aaron got me 3 gifts. the first was an rpg thing. The second was a white box he made of clay with a large rose on top and rose-vine handles. The third was a Sorry game. I love that game! its my favorite XD. I got lots of cards to, including one from my dad, which was sweet to see. his b-day was the 18th this month.

Cake was green, so were 3 of the 4 balloons, the 4th black. Cake was half chocolate and half vanilla and had alot of icing XD We had an icing fight! Alondra started it! We also played a pretty competitive game of Sorry, courtesy of Aaron. Alondra won even though she could never get her pawns out, I won second, and Joey and Aaron battled it our for the longest time, but somehow Joey won 3rd. it was funny because Joey was pretty drmatic over it. Cousin Travis came over later.

With the b-day money I got a new mp3 player, a Sandisk Clip-on, black, that I named Gemini. my 5th now. I've got a replacement plan on it incase I get this one wrecked like the last 4....

Now school's back. All the seniors are gone but Aaron still hangs around of course. School feels so empty 0-0

...gotta go buy food for Ringmaster now, bye

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/18529952/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/18529952/ Tue, 27 May 2008 15:47:04 PDT
Stolen from:

Rules: Go to Google and search the phrase. Type in the first answer. Tag 3 friends. Please be mature and use your REAL 1st name...

Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: “Kelsey needs to stop being a mat for everyone to walk on.”
…..crap….ok, I’m kinda modest, nieve, and just a smidge of a pushover…but that’s kinda harsh….

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: ---
…I won’t even repeat that…..so I’ll just choose the next one…
“Kelsey looks like a clown”
Wha?


Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: “Kelsey Says Demand Has Caught Up with Supply”
…..eh?

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: “WHAT KELSEY WANTS KELSEY GETS”
Hehe! oh yeah

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: “Kelsey Does Disney World Commercial”
WTF!!?!

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey hates pears nao”
….eh? Ok, I don’t always eat fruit, but what the hell?

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey asks CBS to save Back to You.”
My Radio Productions class is haunting me! You dies with the semester already! I know I failed but leave me alone! *mental wreck*

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey goes to jail”
….I did NOT set that fire! I swear!…the next one says “Kelsey goes emo”….”Kelsey goes bowling”….my name is really screwed up, you know that?

Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:
A: ---
Ok, once again, not repeating that. Go to the next one.
“Kelsey likes to play outside.”
True enough…though, this site was about a kitten…

Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey Eats French fry no hands(almost)”
SWEET! XD

Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey [wears a red bandana, plays a cool piano]”
….I’ve got talent XD….yeah…totally not true


Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: "Kelsey was arrested for reckless endangerment in the first degree, criminal mischief in the second degree and breach of the peace in the second degree”
Hehe, I’m a baaad girl

Its over? neh

I'm not tagging anyone...I haven't even done some tags....

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/18436457/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/18436457/ Wed, 21 May 2008 18:34:14 PDT Nighthawk44's b-day is June 7th.

last weekend was nice. We went to Grenold's Park, and as you might have already noticed, I picked up a new pet snake, a ringneck, only second I've ever seen. I caught him and took him home...grandma's...not thrilled, but I can keep him

I also caught a basilisk and found a lizard egg and caught several native lizards. saw few iguanas...there was a rock n' roll hippie convention or something there and I think they scared the iguanas away...I also caught a baby green anole, one of the rarest things to see in Florida now because of big bad non-native lizards who eat them. mom said she'd never seen one so small.

My boyfriend had his AP Art Show today. People actually wanted to buy his peices I'm proud of him.

I've still got so many pictures to put up....eh...I will eventually, but right now I'll leave the 6 I submitted yesterday.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/18322233/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/18322233/ Wed, 14 May 2008 14:43:47 PDT
yeah, just needed to type one of these. So much is happening right now, its hard to find a starting point. I'm writing an extremely butchered and summarized version of one of mine and ~hells-scribe's rp's for English Class. NO PAGE LIMIT! squeee! Its due Friday and I've written 13 pages...so far...hehe

Other than that....we're making a mock-yearbook project in Journalism Class and geometry(where we just relearned the evil quadratic equations XP) is getting simple again. The series, Diary in Decay is getting near completion. If I find the time, it should only be a few more weeks.

I also have so many pictures to complete or send in. I've been holding off on it because I don't want to overwhelm you guys and because I'm pretty busy...which reminds me I should be working right now....I've got new tattoos, a new media study of mine, a drawing of an old character, and some photos and pictures from the Bahamas which I may or may not eventually send in....oh...and some pictures from prom...

Yeah, i went to the senior prom, hehe. Sandy forced me and Aaron to go, but she payed for most of it. Grandma had fun getting me ready for it. Its of few times she or anyone sees me in a dress or anything that isn't tacky. It was fun seeing Aaron in a suit to. We had a giggle fit when we first saw eachother all dressed up. The prom itself was surprisingly fun. Everyone knows I absolutely appal rap music, but, saddly, thats all they played, didn't even have a slow dance. After about an hour or so just goofing around at the chocolate fondu fountain me and Aaron actually found a place on this iddy bitty dance floor and danced to the one music genre we both hated. There was also some Spanish music. And I did this all in semi-high heels.

...and yes...I got pictures....and yes, I will send them in soon...

Other news, Art Club had its end of the year party and I was nominated sophmore co-president for next year. Lots of food, lots of goofing around and My birthday is next week, Friday, May 23rd! There's no school on my birthday and I'm currently passing all of my classes and someone lit a smoke grenade in the main hall. that was a fun evacuation

I also cleaned my room...voluntarily....

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/17838061/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/17838061/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 19:00:17 PDT
We took the Discovery Sun cruise ship there, bout a 4 hour trip. I found it boring but it was kind of nice. They had music, Ce-ce played ping pong, and I spent my time with grandpa’s camera taking pictures like crazy.

At the grand Bahama, where we went to, the water was gorgeous, more beautiful than I expected, perfect shade of turquoise. We took a taxi to the hotel. I know a lot of you probably predicted this, and many even live in a place like this, but what me and Ce-ce found interesting was that, contrast to the American right-hand lane driving, the people in the Bahamas rode in the left lane.

While there we went snorkeling, which was probably my favorite part of the whole thing. Grandma said, unlike my sister, I caught on naturally and quickly.

There was also a Bahamian Bonfire party. That was…it was fun, but, idk. I’m conservative so I had a nervous pang in some of it. It was mostly college kids and it was…weird. We played a game similar to “Hot Potato” where we passed hats around and whomever had the hat last lost to the one they were up against in the final round. Grandma got booted the first round, me the second XD. The other game was pretty cool though I didn’t participate. Everyone stood in two lines holding each other’s hips in a “train”. the person at the end had to crawl under everyone’s legs, race down to a half buried beer bottle, put their finger tips on it, and run in a circle a certain amount of times and run back. A lot of them got dizzy. There was limbo which I sorta took part in and there was a fire dancer who had men swallowing fire and doing a dance above the fire that required them to dip down real quick into the flames…DJ called it a weeny roast. It was funny. I ate raw conch salad. Conch is like…a sea snail creature that grows in a big pretty shell. I got to watche em’ take it from the shell and cut it up and serve it to us with veggies…conch is apparently an aprodeseike(sp?)…I didn’t know what that meant till after I ate it…

There was dancing to. Though one of the Bahamian dances, “dollar wine”, was erotic, I did at least partake in less creepy dances with my sister. One of the guys, who was drunk, asked me to dance with him…turned him down flat. We later boarded the bus…guess who sits next to me and grandma? The drunk guy. While other people were screaming about skinny dipping at the Weston Hotel, he spilled alco-punch on my white pants and tried asking me to forgive him or something. He really pissed me off when he talked to grandma. When we came back to the hotel, we rushed to our room, didn’t look back once.

We got some conch shells and I got a healing necklace of hematite and turquoise. Ce-ce got her hair braided. One of the men selling the conch shells was drunk and hitting on me while Ce-ce took her sweet time picking out a shell. He coaxed me into a picture with him, which I hoped would get him off my case, but her only tried taking it further. When I told him I had a boyfriend, he simply said “you’re in the Bahamas, he’ll never know” my ass…I didn’t once go back to that part of the beach.

We ate at an Italian restaurant and we had some Bahamian foods. Btw, cheeseburgers taste awesome with grilled pineapple

Sunburned and missing home, we came back last Friday on the cruise. It was more fun in the evening and there was more entertainment. We didn’t make it home until midnight. I babysat my cousin Saturday night and got to hang out with Aaron Sunday. The week was exhausting because of the irritation my burns caused, making sleep impossible. I’m recovered now and spent the weekend with mom. Went to the beach, which was crowded of course XP. I stayed near mom. I got some incense and mom got stuff for Ce-ce. We had trouble finding Benny and we got stuck with a dying snake XP. It felt good to come back from that. Otherwise, we atched “The Blob” and ate icecream. More or less, I had a good time.

Oh, I’m going to the prom with Aaron…didn’t see that coming did ya? It might be fun. For me and Aaron it seems more like an overpriced and overrated thing to do, but w/e, we have no choice, says his sister. Sandy’s paying for everything and lending me a dress. She likes this Barbie pink one…thankfully, mom and grandma and Ce-ce are on my side with the dark purple Grandma’s kind of excited about it to. We’ll see. Its gonna happen so we’ll just have to make the best of it.

School tomorrow XP

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]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/17439831/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/17439831/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 09:33:39 PDT
Thursday itself was awesome. I spent the whole day, save a math quiz in Geometry, in graphic arts class working on baseball pictures for yearbook, basically, adding black and white grunge effects to the backgrounds. Easy, occupying. Mr.Plotkins himself is an awesome teacher. the only teacher you'll ever know who'll comfortably say the F-word in class. For lunch, he bought me and the group I was working with wings n' pizza...unfortunately, I didn't stay there for food. I chose to go to the art room(of course ) and listen to everyone talk about computer viruses and what the senior prank would be.

Today, moms coming to pick us up for the weekend. She'll be able to meet Aaron to, and she plans on taking me and Ce-ce to the beach...I have a new bathing suit...its low-cut XP I'm having some confidence and conservative-nature issues with it still, but I'll live.

My computers being funky to. I had some issues submitting my last two pictures. both took ages to load, and the last one got submitted twice somehow. ...eh...technology. I'm gonna get to work on photoshop now. I'm so annoyingly busy XP. oh well

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/17304375/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/17304375/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 16:20:56 PDT
anyway...I'm IMMUNE! Somehow, even tho Aaron and a bunch of other people I know and hang around have gotten sick, I remain immune to the flu. How? I don't know. Maybe its a dorment virus. I've been to Aaron's house a few times while he was sick, convinced I was sick to...but I never so much as sniffled. I'm an enigma. I have the weakest immune system, especially considering my poor diet, lack of sleep, and the mild day to week stress that comes with being a teenager in high school.

I've been busily working on photoshop and I'm getting quite good. I learn quick. Thanks to Brittany, I now have Adobe Illustrator at home and I'll practice making linearts and stuff with it, though, honestly, I don't like Illustator one bit. Its a funky program that I don't understand, but my graphic arts teacher, Mr.Plotkins, wants me to learn it so w/e. I'll probably always make my own traditional linearts or color over yahoo images when I'm a smidge lazy or need a more exact refference.

FCAT testing this week. for those of you who don't live down south, FCAT is the Florida state test and its a pain in the butt. tho its generally easy, its boring as hell.

Benny has me making tattoos. 10 bucks for 5 tattoos and even more money when he sells them.

The Renaisance Festival is over now. The last day was fun. I fenced Aaron. I got first hit on him, but he won. I also got a pretty necklace of a dragon-claw holding a sparkley emerald-green gem. its fake as hell, but I like it.

Oh, and I have a new obsession now. I found this channel on the dish called "Chiller" when I was really bored. Its basically another cooler version of "Sci-fi". Now, my new favorite show is "Tales from the Crypt" which is a 1950's version of "Goosebumps". My new favorite movie is "The Blob" as you might have noticed by my siggie. I really like this old stuff, its funny and weird XD

And finally, before I go, I'm still accepting linearts if anyone wants anything colored. I can do fur, scales, skin, and whatever, but I can't guarrantee backgrounds yet, though I'll try. Just send me a note or something. I'll get it done in graphic arts class siince I've got nothing better to do.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/17059219/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/17059219/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 14:45:33 PST
ok, other news....Valentines Day was perfect. I gave Aaron an abstract/impressionistic watercolor/watercolor pencil/ prismacolor pencil picture of a phoenix with a heart-shape on its back and long curling feathers rimmed with black. I had a poem written on it to...first love poem...not demonistic or depressing at all...

From him I got 2 roses, one fake, and one real which I'm having pressed, a green teddy bear(he knows my favorite color), a chocolate bar, a free-form poem recording our steps in relationship with some pictures of us in the back, and a nice kiss Yeah...I'm no where near as anti-mush as I was for the last 2 years...

I've been working with him, Sandy, and Brian at the Renassaince Festival. Its exhausting and tiring but fun. The first day, they thought I was going to pass out XP I did get sunburn tho. me and Aaron had a feild day watching the aviary with hawks and falcons, and also getting honey. I got a jar of killer bee honey for grandpa. There's a man there who can make sandwiches with his feet...

Unfortunately, last weekend, Sandy got a virus, the flu I think, and Brian caught it, and this weekend, Aaron caught it. I know I have it, even though none of the simptoms have come up yet, but still. Me and Aaron shared funnel cake at the Italian Festival, friday, and kissed, and hugged...I'm damned, its only a matter of time. I was stubborn on Sunday about going to his house, but I still couldn't see him till near 4 because I got dragged into Ren-Fest with Sandy. I'm being to caring, but I don't care. Today was depressing in school without him. I hope he gets well soon. for now, I'm gonna OD on some vitamins before I get officially sick...

:Bulletgreen: Lineart request openings! I can get each done in 3 days or less in graphic arts class.
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Current works: please correct me if I miss anything. Traditional requests are temporarily closed until I can clean these out.

--- Fursona
--- evil Woof
--- Rp Scene
--- "Jack's" Dragon Form

Stories

~Since I have so many new watchers and people who ar elost along the lines of my many stories, I have edited each of my stories leaving a link to the next chapter so a reader can veiw each part chronologically without shifting through all of my stories in my gallery. I hope this helps. Here are links to the introductions of each story posted so far.~

-Reptilia: The Spirits Awaken (book 1) [link]
---Summary---: Kelsey is the average artistic self esteem challanged preteen just trying to stay on top of 7th grade and matters in the magical world of Aragatha Pentalga. She has lived part of her live in a small sectretive part of the magical world learning how to use white magic, but as she continues life in the Isolation, she realizes she is part of a conspiracy when, on her 13th birthday, she finds out she has the power to transform into monstrous reptiles. With former demonist werewolf, Shade Bloodfang, and Tarveka Sulfur Ingrel, a hel... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16853405/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16853405/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 18:09:38 PST w/e

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

I'm spending Thursday with Aaron. We're finally on bf/gf terms. He kissed me Unfortunately, the gift I made him is to big to fit in the scanner. I'll tell you guys about it after Valentine's Day because he has an account here and just might peek.

I wonder how mom and Benny are spending V-day. I have to call them up, and Dad to. I haven't talked with him in a while.

I'm going to the Renaissanse(sp?) Festival as a volunteer. Aaron, Brian, and sandy are taking me. I have to wear a corsette and a skirt with boots. not bad looking minus the whole half suffocating feeling. I went shopping with Aaron and his parents for the final peices, and I've gotten their aproval as Aaron's girlfriend so I'm happy. Shame my grandparents are more wary and anti-social.

I'm having fun in graphic arts class, but running out of ideas. anyone with photoshop ideas, I wouldn't mind a tip.

not much really huh? well, hope everyone has a nice V-Day. stay out of trouble(or at least try not ot look like you got into any XD ) and don't eat to much chocolate. I'll let you define "to much" for yourselves

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16406987/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16406987/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 17:38:16 PST
The character, Kelsey, has been morphed around so many times in the past year to suit my different moods and the environments she has been put in that the latest versions of her barely replicate me at all. In book 1, she is still like me for the most part, but in book 2, she becomes someone different. As the stories evolved, she became bitchier, more sarcastic, more dramatic, and just became a completely new character. I'm still attatched to the character though, especially the earlier profiles. I actually allowed the 53 year old version of her to be killed off in one of the rps...she came back tho, but w/e

Shade and Morsus are both German and French. Kelsey is Irish, Swedish, Polish, and French...just something you wouldn't have known otherwise.

The Bloodfang Clan blood members share some general characteristics. They are very deeply united as family and tend to be really cuddly. They are also usually kind to outsiders, unless their vampires. It is a terrible agony for a Bloodfang member to be stripped or seperated from his or her clan.

The Bloodfang Sub-clan that Morsus and Talon were originally born in was called Nex Crusta, Latin for Death Bark, "bark" referring to the bark on a tree, not the sound of a wolf or dog. The Clan is symbolized by a leafless oak tree. The oak tree is symbolic to honestly and the deathly look of the symbol is symbolic to....well, death. The tree narrows into a stake at the bottom and goes through the skull of a vampire. I shall draw it sometime, with a few other symbols.

The symbol in Aragatha Pentalga is coat of arms with a dove and swords crossed at the hilt.

I actually tend to get bored and often relate song lyrics to my characters. Most of my characters have themesongs, except for Elder Duria, the villans, and most newer characters. Maybe I'll post a fact file on that, maybe I won't.

Shade still uses a cd player in 2013. He never actually bothers getting an mp3 until 2014.

Shade also can play drums pretty well. not proffessionally and no wherenear as good as one of his best friends, Ethan. He later learns rythem guitar by Kolasi's son, Eric. Otherwise, Shade sings with a club band at a club called Hells Oasis, formerly called Snake Pit before World War III

This is mentioned in book 2, but since I'm not posting that here any time soon, if ever, I might as well tell you. Kelsey is related to Kolasi...distantly, but they are still cousins. Aside from Kolasi, Kelsey is the only living creature with the blood of the Forgotten. that changes later on when characters Eric and Dani are introduced into the story.

Morsus has the same paranoias as me and more. Needles(particularly because her uncle died of heroine overdose), crowds(only a minor discomfort of mine), people she doesn't know, sex(mainly because the last guy she got in bed with turned into a vampire later), and then a bunch of others. And because I find it amusing, here's a list.

Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
Androphobia - Fear of men(eh, not a fear of mine really)
Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
Autophobia - Fear of being alone.
Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.(not a fear of mine. she has a few particular reasons for this one)
Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.(no, I'm totally joking. BUT, she doesn't neccisarily like one particular bird....*cough* Pluto *cough*)
Philophobia - Fear of love.(not a fear of mine)
Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.(ouch)
Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
Vampophobia - Fear of vampires ( yeah, I totally made that one up )

She'll deny most of these totally and usually counteract them with agression and anger. Thats one difference between us right there. I don't usually tell people my fears unless they ask or its obvious...Morsus completely denies but she is just as bad a liar as I am....funny...Kelsey's a good liar in the story

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As for current events? eh...Christmas in Tampa...eh. I'm not a family person anymore and the first day there they sent me to church. I won't go into to much detail on how badly that effected me. Afterwards we opened some presents at Aunt Kathy's house. I got a lil' Wiccan spell book, a dragon figurine from cousin Jace, and a little bath kit. I wanted to fall asleep so badly tho, unfortunately, adults never seem to stop talking and I was half insane from being tired by the time I finally got a couch to sleep on. Slept till some time way past noon and only woke up to open gifts at Aunt Sylvie's. I got a new outfit from grandma, some purse charms, a $20 credit card, and an emergancy cell phone. I also got alot of candies and a can of silly string. I spent the next to days at Aunt Kathy's sleeping alot and just relaxing whenever possible. did one lil' ritual and managed to keep all my candies to close to a window....everything except the chocolat cherries was attacked by ants the chocolate cherries later melted. I did manage to play with my cousins for a while, tackled cousin Troy and stole some of his gum...I think it was Karma that assisted bringing the ants upon my candy for that very reason

I was very tired going home but w/e. Aaron managed to get ahold of the silly string when we were hanging out together. didn't turn out to well for me.

At mom's we watched Benny light off fire works. "Gory Gory, what a Hell of a way to die, Benny aint gonna light no more" We refashioned the song "Blood on the Risers" because Benny lit the fireworks, many of them fountains, near a trash can and on the back of his truck....many spinners went under the truck....spooky. Me and Aaron texted eachother alll night and then me and Ce-ce had a silly string fight with Benny, who stole mom's can. We looked like the "Creatures from the black Lagoon", quote, mom. Me, mom, and Ce-ce also wared eachother with other cans.

Benny gave me more driving lessons. Last time I only ran over one trashcan....this time....I didn't run over any trashcans...not exactly anyway...I ran headfirst into a dumpster....truck and dumspter are ok though. Mom jokes that next time, i'll only hit one garbage truck. I am teh trash can killer! (oh, btw, its La Fick now, not Teh Fick. French )

Hung out with Aaron when i got back, called my dad, and hung out with brittany. We went to a bookstore and I got a book on crystal magic and another on general Wicca. Now, i'm working on my stories and going deeper into the profiles of my characters. School tomorrow. I would have gone today but a dentist apointment and another injection. I didn't faint this time, still hurt like Hell, even for an injection. Final injection in April...

Current works: please correct me if I miss anything. I do requests to, so if you ever have anything you want drawn, prefferable something not human, just let me know

--- Fursona
--- evil Woof
--- Rp Scene
--- dragon birdy thing (sorta in progress )
~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16275201/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16275201/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 18:47:32 PST
I did a more profile style thing here. just stats that aren't that well known for some of my main characters.

Kelsey Anne Bloodfang

-abilities: Strongest in magic but she preffers weapons and shapeshifting. She uses a sword in general. She can infultrate lesser minds

-Weapon of Choice: sword or magic

-Strength(s): anger, dark energy,

-Weakness(es): family troubles, light energy, early mornings, mental/spiritual attacks, sacred bullets

-Vulnerabilities: Early in the morning on holy or light grounds. She is vulnerable when she uses mental attacks and often vulnerable when she's pissed off. In her reptile form, she is weakest when struck upwards just bellow the ribcage or tripped while running. Though she can run fast, she cannot always maneuver and is easy to attack from behind. She is protective of family and friends even when she won't let on.

-Most Passive: At dusk or after midnight when air is slightly chilled. if she feels completely comfortable, she may not wish to be bothered unless she trusts you well.

-Most Irritable: in the morning when she hasn't eaten or late afternoon when she just wants to relax

-Greatest Fear(s): Losing her family and friends, roaches ,

-Desires: freedom

Shade Arkith Bloodfang

-Abilities: can use magic but strongest in tooth and claw.

-Weapon of Choice: sword

-Strength(s): full moons, midnight, or on lunar eclipses.

-Weakness(es): New Moons, solar eclipses, early mornings, silver, wolf's bane

-Vulnerabilities: He is sluggish in the morning and his skin and fur burn on contact with silver. Wolfsbane will force him back to his human state. He's a guy so he's also weak to a groin kick of course. He's not quite used to getting hit in the face all the time yet either

-Most Passive: Midday after he's eaten

-Most Irritable: almost never irritable

-Greatest Fear(s): losing Kelsey

-Desires: none

Morsus

-Abilities: Shadow magic and regular magic. Uses sword or scythe. Lacks the ability to feel most wounds. She can get into your head and make you hallucinate or bring about other illusions

-Weapon of Choice: Tooth and Claw

-Strength(s): Full moons, midnight, luner eclipses, anger,

-Weakness(es): Kolasi-Scraib , new moons, solar eclipses, early mornings, silver, wolf's bane, memories of her family and other disasters

-Vulnerablities: Kolasi-Scraib, Dread, Sable, and Talon are the only people who can really get her to speak her mind, tell secrets, and voice her innermost fears and troubles. They are also the people she loves most. As a werewolf, she is weak towards moon phases and wolfs bane and also sluggish in the morning, if not irritable. Physical attacks won't slow her down because she feels little pain anymore, but a vision of a loved one, Dread especially, can distract emotional barriers leaving her wide open to feeling physical and mental pain. Shadow magic is easily interceptable and she is vulnerable when using it because she needs to keep constant focus on the spells she uses.

Most Passive: Dusk or midnight after she has eaten or had wine

Most irritable: just about any other time when she is disturbed.

-Greatest Fear(s): Losing Kolasi, getting to close to family, losing family she is close to

-Desires: Peace of mind

Enviral (Elder) Duria

-Abilities: Immortal speed, levitation, strength, smell, eyesight, and hearing. Can turn someone par... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16164281/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16164281/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 09:38:28 PST
Character Facts

just a few character facts I threw together yesterday.

-The nymph, Kora, is part werewolf by an accident that happened when she was moving between the Emerald Forest and Alvaria Bestonia. The Torganese nearly uncovered the location of Alvaria. One thing that few outside the nymph clans know is that Kora's spiritual animal is a raven. she couln't tell this to the Alvarians because the Torganese symbol consists of a dragon, a sword, and a raven carrying a rose.

-Elder Duria is known as the nicest and wisest of the Varsuit despite he's part vampire. His subjects haven't ever been with him during war times when he would take prisoners captive for questioning. Duria is a supporter to forms of torture and will break the sanity of any creature under his grasp one way or another. He can infultrate their minds and bodies, causing vomitting, headaches, and acid reflux. His favorite method is turning a captive partially vampire to improve their healing abilities and make them power crazy and then take them apart peice by peice until they talk. in the end, their blood is his.

-Morsus is one of the bitchiest of my characters on first glance. She is quick to bite and even quicker to judge and would rather say bye than pull up the welcoming party. In reality, she's just badly hurt by her past and actually enjoys family closeness, which she was deprived of after her brother died with the rest of her family. She'll try and shoot you off with sarcasm because she likes her strong image, but she is weak to a scratch behind the ears, on the side of her head, back of her neck, between the shoulder blades and lessly on the shoulders...if you can get that close. Dark and confined spaces, which she loves, are not signs of anti-socialism, but a need to feel comforted, protected and safe until the dawn.

-Kelsey has an odd personality. The older version of her gives off the impression of someone bitchy and powermad. She tries to act as if she doesn't give a shit about most others with sarcasm, but she values friends more than anything. She is very protective of her family and her husband. Though she acts cocky, she usually knows when she can't win a battle.

-Shade is the local dumbass and partly takes after his father, Talon. He sings at a club and then crashes at home with a couple of beers and a disability to move. When he and Kelsey partly lived together as teens in the Isolation, there was an instance when he and Kelsey had a candy dispute. Kelsey stuck him to the ceiling. since then, he has had a mild paranoia of levetation and levety spells. The fear has dulled with age, but he'd still preffer a supported flight to floating.

-Ekari and Saratova are from a legend. Saratova was an orphaned child, and Ekari was a talking leopard who raised her. Saratova was executed for murder and countless theivery acusations when she finally got caught but her body disapeared. Their existense to this day is because of a soul diffusion spell from Ekari. The spell made Saratova mute, but also connected Ekari and Saratova spiritually and made them each part human, part cat, but on the whole, a fusion and manifestation of spiritual and physical magic and energies. They technically aren't really alive, but they're not dead either.

-Faith is the guardian and protecter of the Human World and the Balance, a force at which both good and evil must be on leveled grounds. She is seen as wise and graceful, but in reality she is pretty snobby and conceited. She usually only answers to deitic figures, like the Master of Souls, and has been alive so long, she sees herself as a deitic figure. Kolasi hates her because she is a "bitch" and wouldn't release two of his companions just because he was a lesser demon in her eyes.

-Another fact about Faith. The crystal she watches over is pulsating with her own magical energies and gives her a window to the outside worlds from her crystal cavern. She guards it closely because her two companions are Aisian dragons with the attention span of children. Her crystal is actually a less powerful replica of a crystal her companions broke a long time ago. Children like shiney things and stuff that glow. That crystal was both.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16060096/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/16060096/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 14:33:38 PST
-Edit: journal extension has been edited. If you have asked a request from me, please look bellow and let me know if I skipped oyu. I'm busy and may have forgotten if u made a request or not-

ANYWAY, its been ages since I’ve done a journal, I know . Well, uhh, crap, where to start...I’m finally feeling accepted at school…well, in the Art Class anyway. Biology and Radio drive me crazy with boredom but I’m a big part of the art kids now. Aaron and Sandy took me to Boomers. Sandy’s bf, Brian, rules with laser tag and Aaron canned me in air hocky. I also went on go carts for the first time. On Friday, I spent the night, till about 11:30, at Aaron’s house watching “Monty Python and the Holy Grail” another old movie. Really good movie When I get back to school, I am anxious to finish a clay piece I’ve been working on for weeks of a dragon head. I can’t wait to show u guys. Oh, and Aaron and Sandy are teaching me how to work with swords. I watched Brian and Sandy face off with bokans(wood swords) Poor Sandy’s sword got turned to splinters

I also managed to catch the eye of another pervert named Rafiel. At least he wasn't a crack head like Juan, or at least I don't think he is, but he made alarm bells go off in my head. I don't think I'll have to worry much about him tho. Thank god.

I got my first Wiccan spell to work. A protection spell on my mom. I’m very psyched about it. She was having nightmares about the step dad to a point she was on medication. She’s been feeling better since. As far as any thoughts on magic, to each his own, I’m not getting into an argument over it, nor do I feel like explaining how real magic works.

I finally called my dad, Rick. He’s Sooooo NICE! I got to talk to his daughter and my other grandpa. We even got a call from my Aunt Kim, the last member of the clan still in Florida, besides me of course. She’s got a son my age to…I’m not totally sure how to feel towards that. I rarely get along with kids my own age. She might be able to take me to Pennsylvania to meet my dad, and grandma agrees. That would be awesome.

I also spent last weekend with my old foster family. Kym, the mother, I’ve been keeping contact with through e-mail. I got some clothes and Wicca stuff from them and learned a lot from her husband Rick. I played with Ricky and Lucas, the sons, in the backyard a while and we all went to the beach, which was just wonderful. We didn’t swim of course, kuz FL is still pretty damn chilly, but we collected tons of sea glass and did other idiotic crap that was fun.


Current works: please correct me if I miss anything. I do requests to, so if you ever have anything you want drawn, prefferably something not humanoid, just let me know and give me patience

--- Scene of Kolasi ripping Morsus’s jaws open
--- His fursona
--- evil Woof
For Brianne's friend --- A dragon
A bud on my bus --- Blue Eyes White Dragon

Palz-
http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15923095/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 20:00:14 PST ShadowFox97

What would you do if you became your character?

1. How would you react?
Shit!….sweet, YAY!

2. How would you handle the situation?
Maybe freak at first, then get all excited…then kill my step dad…and otherwise, just have a hell of a lot of fun!

3a. What would you do if it happens (in front of a crowd)?
"OH SHIT! NOT HERE! You don’t see meh!” *hides in paper cup and rolls away in the wind*

3b. (at home or in your room)?
Oh…holy hell! Yay!

3c. (In front of your family)?
…uhm…mom…Im know I’m just alittle scalier…but…you still love me right?

3d. (lost at some place such as a building or a forest)?
Ok…now….blue dragon or red? (or, in a building) ok….now…how does this get me out of here? Oh, window go smash!

4a. What would be the hardest part about your character (physically)?
Dammit…walking on those oddly build dino-legs and heaving silver blades around

4b. (powers, if any)?
Shit…controlling immense amounts of chaotic energy and using it to shape shift, controlling how long I shape shift and how much magic I use…blah

4c. (mentally, like any instinct or personality problems)?
Ok…well…first I’d like to say…TARVEKA! Shut The Hell UP! Yeah…the whole demon inside the head thing would be an issue. Plus, I’d be suddenly more demonic, a lot cockier and less sane…weaker mental barrier. Instincts would be to kill and survive.

4d. (eating habits)?
Eh…demon flesh tastes good

5a. Who could you tell about this transformation (family members) ?
My mom, Benny, maybe my sister…

5b. (friend, like a next door neighbor, you don't have to say their name) ?
Brittany and Alondra and Aaron and Sandy

5c. (net friend) ?
Maybe…but u guys wouldn’t believe me

6. Would you become a Hero, Villian, or Neutal/Civillian?
…neutral…maybe I’ll help someone every now and then…but still….I can turn into a freaking dragon! Why waste my time saving people all the time? I wanna burn something!

7. Will you hide yourself or try to live life as normal as you can?
Live normal in society, torment demons in reality

8. What would be the biggest thing to change about your transformation?
TARVEKA! GET YOUR OWN HEAD!

8a. What about your career or future dream?
Art, writing, and working with reptiles…otherwise, kick ass demon slayer!

9a.There is a cure but...you have to leave on big journey.
A cure…F-off before I disintegrate you with all my godly might! Oh come on…can’t you at least pretend you fear me?

9b. ...you have to switch "species" with someone.
Eh…depends what species they are and for how long

9c. ...you have turn a lot of people into whatever your character is.
But but but but but but! NOOOOO!

9d. ...you have to kiss your true love.
OK! No prob…I don’t have to flash him or anything do I?

9e. ...you have to drink medicine every once in awhile to avoid changing back.
Whatever the holy hell it takes! Give it to me!

9f. ...you have to become a were-something your character something.
...say what? CONFUZZLED! But, as far as being a were-creature, why only on the full moon? That sux! I already have to bleed monthly!

9g. ...it's only temporarly.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

9h. ...there's nothing wrong with it, go on take it.
YAY!

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15722052/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15722052/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 14:09:26 PST

The week pretty much sucked...Monday I wore my new tie-die shirt(Thankyou Travis!) and Tuesday was a half day(damn those are boring) with some blasted BAT test...not fun. Wednesday was the math portion, which, scary enough, I was exempt from because I got a higher grade in math than reading O.o?...anyway, i stayed home and went outside to pull weeds, trash some leaves, and then go clean my room. it was worth it tho. Got a new drawing done which I'm itching to upload and started a sketch.

My rp status has changed to. I've got a new world and new character...its pretty cool so far, and I'm not sure what I'll call the story when I finally start rewriting it. Right now, i've got to many stories I should be working on, but Diary in Decay is my main until that plays out. Then there's something with Tess, then another thing and a weird ending I'm not to sure how I'll work out...lots of thinking time.

OH! And, after some buds of mine laughed at my previous journal about the origin of my character, Reptilia, I've decided to entirely type up the original written version of Reptilia The Spirits Awaken, which was originally called "A Power Unleashed" ...man that story is so lame, but some of you who are really bored should get a kick out of how stupid and childish it is! I was still deeply in the Pokemon loving stage when I wrote it to so the dragons used are...weird. I might actually go through it and pull out old characters for new purposes and refashion older dragon species, who knows. uhh....series will be titled...something. I'll keep you all posted on that.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15708224/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15708224/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 14:05:56 PST

• What is the name of your fursona?
Kelsey, but originally named Reptilia Ven Wyvern, which has been morphed into a nick name.

• Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
Well, the character is based on me so that’s where Kelsey broke in, but the actual character was first created when I thought of the name. While I was in foster care, the word “Reptilia”(which is an actual word used in the scientific name of animals) just kept ringing in my head but I had no use for it, no new dragons or characters. When I finally came up with my shape shifting character, the name was placed.

• What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
…Varsuit. I don’t have a real species name, but the people are called the Varsuit, which, in their language means “Morphing Scales”. When I was in foster care, two of the kids I was living with, Ricky and Lucas, had this game, “Kid Super Heroes” where we all had characters.lol, I couldn’t decide and just wanted to be everything. I chose a creature that could shape shift into any reptilian form she could think of and made her indestructible with this special form that only appeared when she was pissed, called it her “Rage Mode” It was purely imagination at the time, but when I decided on book two, and I had started making other versions of the character, I decided to call the creatures the Varsuit. Reptilia is basically, everything I ever wanted to be with just a few set backs.

• What color is your fursona and why? Hair/fur/eyes/etc
wait…human form or normal form? Ok, in normal form, she looks exactly like me, only her eyes are gold, her teeth reptilian, and her hands clawed. I added those extra features to look cool. In her other form, she is mostly green. Green is…like the symbol for all reptiles, so, yeah, it had to be green. Plus, green, emerald green, is my favorite color. Eyes are gold cuz she’s…a lizardy dragony thing..and around her eyes is a blue marking, which I just put there randomly when designing the creature. The colors have no meaning, and I thought of discarding it, but the blue mark always seemed to me like a symbol, so it stayed

• What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
Reptilia is just like me. Alittle naïve, silly, fun loving, passionate, lazy, simple, and very kind, and kind of shy, towards others. Mildly low self esteem. The only difference in our personality…she’s a hell of a lot braver than I am and sometimes a little bitchier, especially her older self. She’s less of a dumbass and she’s more dramatic. The character herself is just a dramatized version of me with a more intense depressional side

• What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
Uhh….nothing that really relates to me there….oh, her drawings and her pets, duh.

• What is one thing you think you would say to your fursona if you could meet?
"This is weird….damn, I’m going crazy.”

• What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
*blinks* “Ok…hi…your not alone on that..”

• How has your fursona changed over the years?
Oh, Reptilia’s changed a lot. The original version of her had only three fingers and bulkier blades, plus, her knees bent foreward originally. Physically, she gained a thumb, more proportionate blades, and a stiffer tail with boney plating on it. Her powers, however, had the most significant change. She could change into creatures that didn’t exist, and she was literally indestructible, and her dreams could corrupt her and turn her evil. Plus, back then, she had a “rage mode”. I decided to name the rage mode “Tarveka” and then I ended up creating a whole new history based off of that. Now, Reptilia is more empathic and has mild psychic abilities. She’s not part werecat like she used to be(don’t ask) and she can only turn into creatures she has seen and only for as long as her magic can tolerate it. Plus, she’s killable…hard to kill, but killable.Plus, she originally got her powers from a potion accident. The whole reincarnation story sounded better tho.

• How long have you had this fursona?
…damn…like, 4 years? It seems like I’ve had her forever

• Would you like to be more like your fursona?
Yeah, of course…minus the fact my life would suddenly be unbearably more complicated, it would be awesome to be a kick ass reptiley thin... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15633257/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15633257/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 10:04:45 PST

Anyway, I'm in Tampa now. I was alittle unsure of it at first cuz i'm not really to close to my relatives, except mom and grandma. But, I'm having some fun. got one drawing done that I'll be able to submit while I'm here. I'll be able to work on Diary in Dacay if I can remember what the last part was, I'm not sure.

I might be able to catch another snake this year. Thats a swett lil' thought. Otherwise, just gonna try and survive how annoying relatives can get.

Current works: please correct me if I miss anything. I do requests to, so if you ever have anything you want drawn, prefferable something not human, just let me know

--- Fireheart in pen detail
--- evil Woof
For Brianne's friend --- A dragon

Palz-
http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15565035/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 15:52:32 PST
last Monday, I broke up with juan. Got quite a few bad rumors from some of my trusted friends, one of which he already verified. Aparently, the only boyfriend I'm gonna get freshman year, and possibly all of highschool with my status, is a perverted crack head. w/e, didn't know the kid long enough to get attacthed. I dropped him without problem or remorse, then just felt really screwed up the rest of the day.

my bud, Aaron, , introduced me to his sister, Sandy, , who's also a wiccan. got to hang out with them as they drove me home. Its cool having senior friends, and its weird because they all think I'm a senior until I tell them otherwise. Its a shame I'm so much older than I am in some ways, no friends my own age, but the seniors are cool to hang out with and its so hard to make friends otherwise so I can't complain.

The weekend was a blast! Benny taught me how to drive in his beat up chevy truck, which has new tires btw. I went up and down allyways and then out onto the street, only knocked over one trashcan Benny then took us to Boomers, a big arcade here in Florida with a sweet roller coaster. Ce-ce freaked out on the roller coaster to the point we had to drag her on. Me and Benny went around on the thing 6 times while mom and Ce-ce stole golf balls and clubs for mini-golf. After wandering, we met up with them again and discovered that Mom was brilliant enough to fool the security on the rides by flipping the green roller coaster wristbands over to look like the white wrist bands used for smaller rides and LAZER TAG! I got a score of 1250...Benny somehow got 0. I laughed my ass off. Ce-ce also went on bumper boats and kept chasing some poor boot camp kid who couldn't operate his water gun.

We had a damn good time, and I stole my moms black leather jacket

Then, I got a cold.

The week went on as usual, had a dentist apointment, then, Friday, Aaron and his sister took me out with a couple of their friends, June and Jen(I'm pretty sure I remembered the names correctly) to a magic store. I got a clear quartz pendent and a hematite ring. I probobly looked like an idiot trying to choose a pendant. Crystals kind of choose the owner, and the one I'm wearing now actually freaked me out when I felt it. I'm still getting gitters it was the only one I really felt a pull to.

We then went to McDonalds. Their friend, June, took pictures of us while I ate chicken and a milkshake. I dipped my chicken into Aaron's milkshake when he wasn't prepared and then laughed so hard I made a mess of myself They dubbed me "Milkshake Queen"

I gotza haircut yesterday! My hair looks so good and pretty. Less dead. I don't even have to bother styling it cuz it looks good naturally. I got long layers and 3 inches off. Its got a kind of "Shania Twain" style to it. Its so fluffy!

oh, and lookie, I got the bulk of the journal back up!

Current works: please correct me if I miss anything. I do requests to, so if you ever have anything you want drawn, prefferable something not human, just let me know

--- Fireheart in pen detail
http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15555434/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 23:01:35 PST
1. Full name:
Kelsey Anne ------

2. Male/Female:
Female

3. Were you named after anyone?
Some comedy guy...mom thought "Kelsey" was nice...

4. Does your name mean anything?
"from the water"

5. Nickname(s):
Lizard Queen, Fick, and the recently added "Milkshake Queen"(explain later)

6. What do you think you look like:
uhhh...I look like an average, shy, kind of nice person, mildly sexy I guess. When I'm around people I know, I just look like an average idiot or dumbass.

7. Date of birth:
May 23 1993 (oh yeah, my b-day rox!)

8. Place of birth and current location:
Florida, and Florida

9. Nationality:
Irish, Swedish, Polish, and French

10. Astrological sign:
Gemini!

11. Chinese astrology sign:
Rooster...eh, it rox cuz I say so

12. Religion:
Wicca...on the path to it anyway

13. What's your favorite smell?:
Vinilla

14. Political position:
nope! Don't even watch the news and I couldn't differenciate Iraq and Iran for peanut butter!

15. What do you prefer to drink in the morning:
milk

16. Hair + Eye color:
brown hair, slightly faded fake blond streak. brown eyes

17. Do you look like anyone famous:
I looked kind of like some American Idol person I don't care enough to remember the name of.

18. What do you look like?:
...kind of...I don't know...I look like an average type person...kind of punkish and isolated usually...often depressed.

19. Any unusual talents?:
I can "Draw better than any freshman I've ever seen" according to a girl named Devin. uhh...nothing else really

20. Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?:
Righty

21. Gay, straight, bi, or other?:
strait

22. What do you do for a living?:
I live. eh, I'm an artist/Wiccan in training who is still trapped within' the depressing confines of the institutional facility parent fool us into calling "school". Its a conspiracy I tell ya!

23. What do you do for fun?:
Hang with my friends, listen to music...piss off my lil' sister

24. What are your favorite art materials to work with?:
pen and pencil

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?:
paint. I don't know a damn thing really about acrylics

26. Have you met your grandparents?:
yeah, duh, I live with them

27. Boyfriend/girlfriend:
I broke up with Juan. He's a perverted crack head from what I've heard...and he admitted to crack b4. so...I'm single

28. Crush:
nope. I don't really care to look. highschool relationships will only end in disaster

29. What celebrity would you date if you could?:
I don't give a shit. I'll admit a celeb is hot, but I have no celeb crushes. Its completely useless wasting my time dreaming of someone I don't know just because I know their name, look, and talent

30. Current worries?:
I don't think I have one currently. My live is good

31. Favorite online guy/girl(s):
uhhhh....idk. so many. Raven, Teiza, Daniel...sometimes Devin when he's less of an ass

32. Favorite place to be?:
the beach or...just about anywhere I can be by myself or with a screwy group of pals

33. Least favorite place to be?:
the foster care shelter. It was a living Hell.

34. Do you burn or tan?:
depends. its a kind of at random thing.

35. Ever break a bone?:
nope.

36. What is your favorite cereal?:
Cocoa Pebbles

37. Person you cry with:
I cry by myself.

Do you have...

38. Any sisters:
1

39. Any brothers:
None

40. Any pets:
not really...I claim my mom's iguana, Houdini. She eats chilli dogs now to...no, she attacks chilly dogs

41. An illness:
nope.

42. A pager:
Nope

43. A personal phone line:
ahh...no

44. A cell phone:
I wish

45. A visible birthmark:
uhhh, idk...don't care

46. A pool or hot tub:
hot tub

47. A car:
nope

Describe your...

48. P... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15393534/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15393534/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 15:03:19 PST

1. choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. make them answer the following questions.
3. then tag three people.
4. feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!
~~~

Ok, I'm going to use the latest time frame of characters...and Morsus before she...anyway, the Characters I choose are: Kelsey, Shade, Tarveka, Morsus, and Tess. the time for all except Morsus is 2031. Its 2013 for Morsus. I can't say why quite yet.


1. How old are you?
Shade: 30...ok, so I'm 38, but magic blood keeps me younger a couple extra years so beat that!
Kelsey:...ok, anyway, I'm 37
Tarveka: ...I think I'm somewhere over 2000 years old...to many centuries to keep up with so why bother?
Morsus: 21
Tess: Damn decent century and not a day over 20!


2. What's your height?

Shade: kinda tall...6 feet or some useless shit like that.
Kelsey: 5.8 or 5.9. Taller than my mom
Tarveka: if your close enough to measure, your dead, simple as that.
Kelsey: she's very big...
Shade: like a mutated great Dane big
Tarveka:
Morsus:...anyway...I'm 5.6. Always envied my brother's hieght
Tess: shortest in my family...somewhere over 5. I really don't give a shit.

3. Are you a virgin?
* Kelsey and Shade start coughing nervously*
Tarveka:...pathetic...eh...I'm not exactly mate material...especially considering I'm dead
Tess: Sucks for you. I've lost count of all the drunken guys who've fallen victem to a simple flash.
Morsus:...yeah...lost my virginity to a guy who later grew fangs and tried to kill me. Haven't been in bed since


4. Who's your mate/spouse?
*Kelsey and Shade hug eachother and grin*
Tarveka: once again...pathetic. And once again, not mate material.
Shade: Yeah, why don't you tell Sirus that?
*Tarveka stares menagingly at Shade till he shifts uneasily in his seat*
Tess: ...why the fuck do you care enough to ask?
Shade: *cough* Shawn *cough*
Tess: go hang yourself dog breath
Morsus:...


5. Do you have any kids?
Kelsey: Heck no!
Shade: nah...got stuck raising Satan...not that Kels would let me in bare.
*Kelsey punches Shade hard in the arm and he curses in Pentalgian*
Tarveka: Damn, I was only a little pup when I killed my whole family, and then drove my father insane past function! I would have died a Hell of alot sooner if I actually HAD kids!
Kelsey: not to mention Hell would freeze over if we had more like you running around
Tarveka: exac....hey!
Kelsey: just sporting the truth
Tess: nope
Morsus: must I really depress you with life stories and the blockades of my love life?

6. What's your favorite food?
Shade: Any food...though I am suspicious of pop-tarts, cake mix, and that honey oat cerial thingy
Kelsey: he's a walking garbage can...food...my favorite is between crab legs, demon flesh, and steak.
Morsus: Food is to rare for me to pick and choose, not that I eat much when given the chance
Tess: ...I have an elegant taste in food...Can't say I have favorites... Just land me a martini and I'll be fine..if you count it as a food, I simply adore crembrule

7. What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
Shade:...your asking me to choose?
Kelsey: Dulce de Luche...if thats how its spelled...just so much caremel and...sweetness!
Tarveka: ...I hate icecream...simple as that
Shade: didn't you like those fudge things?
Tarveka: Kelsey, punch him.
Shade: ahh crap * sqirms out of the way*
Morsus: *stares at her companions in confusion* ...anyway...I haven't had icecream since I was 14 and I barely remember the taste
Tess: Either mint or rocky road

8. Have you killed anyone?
Kelsey: We've all killed. simple need for survival.
Shade: I was raised in a demonic civilization, so I was killing innocents since and still a hunter of demons today.
Tarveka: I killed my whole family when I was only months old. They killed me because of my bloodthirst...and now I'm still killing just about everyone who pisses me off.
Morsus: I'm a reaper and former vampire slayer/former rogue and have killed many. If you want someone dead, you consult me, but don't expect me to follow ALL the rules
Tess: Only after I've toyed with them first. Then i g... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15335217/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15335217/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 17:33:40 PDT ok, the club is of course, =ShadowCrawlersGang, club of the dark and twisted. You don't need to be part of the club to do a banner or whatever. I, of course, won't do any editing without permision and if you put a siggi or watermark on it, I don't mind. The banner should have something to do with darkness, demons, or something crazy and/or macobre. The old banner, the completed version, is here:[link]
We have no "official" logo cuz I haven't bothered, but this was my previous idea and it got us 20 members.the image should, no, has to be 300X250 and cannot be animated. Any ideas? tell me and I'll list them at the bottom. any submittions? Note me because I'm slacking on mydeviations currently and a wee bit behind and won't notice right away. All credits will of course go to original owners or idea thinkers.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15334967/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15334967/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 17:15:10 PDT
Wednesday...Halloween. Thursaday, Wacky Tacky Day. I already described that on my picture, but I went to school dressed in a silver cloak and old shirt from grandma as well as my usual screwy clothes. I also had a nice long shower since I skipped one Wednesday to keep the cheap hair dye...had to shampoo my hair like 3 frickin' times to get it all out and there's still traces of it.

Alsoooo....crap. Today was Spirit Day at school and we had to wear school colors. I was so unpartiotic. There was also a pep-rally^^ I hate pep rallies. They're a waste of my time. I sat down with some friends and started reading. I fell back when one of them tried to take my book, get me to stand up, and put paint on my face. anyway, this kid named Won(sp?) got the girls I was hanging out with(really overly hyper girls) some soda. The one who tormented me gave me the rest of her Pepsi and I just curled up leaning on a bunch of comfy backpacks and talked with Won. Aparently, the girl above me, standing, opened a shaken soda...I'm covered in mountain dew...lol. They also through paper around so it was fun...but the best part was goofing with Won. We had a poke fight, he found out how ticklish I was real damn quick, and then just lying down together in the pile of backpacks. Somehow, I not only ended up hugging, holding hands with him, and even a cheeky kiss to be silly, but giving him my number and then going to the park with him today. Damn quick into the relationship to. He's 18...4 years older than me...stayed back 2 years of school, but he speaks japanese and spanish tagged with english and even squirrel. He's Wiccan, likes techno and rock, hates rap, skateboards, and has alot of wepaonry to. I got to play with this three bladed thing...I forget the name. I typically cut myself cus I'm a dumbass and he sharpens the thing constantly. i went to the park with him today and just goofed off. I am gonna try and slow the relationship down cuz I like him but I think it moved just alittle...way to fast. He's not planning on anything...uncovered, thankfully. I've also gotta control my attatchment to him. These relationships rarely last. But hey, my first kiss and aparently first bf, hehe^^

oh...ok...tag and name thing. I was tagged by
Rules are as follows:

1. Post these rules in your journal so others know how it works.
2. Post 8 random facts about yourself in your dA journal.
3. At the end of your post, tag 8 more people to learn some random things about.
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

1: I like cheesecake!
2:I seriously need more sleep
3:3 is one of my lucky lotto numbers according to my last fortune cookie!
4: I'm listening to a song about food!
5: shit, I'm not in a random mood...8 is to many randoms!
6: in truth, I only get 5 hours of sleep, only 4 of which are real sleep. Then, an hour on the morning bus in a transe, and 2 hours on the other buss...same transe
7: one girl complained that my music was inturrupting her reading when she set across from me on the bus and I had my headphones blasting
8: this damn thing is finally over. a waste of my time of course. I have a billion things I SHOULD be doing...like...napping!
I tag...eh...whoever wants to be tagged, i don't give a flick.


A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

KELSEY
K : You're wild and crazy.
E : Great in bed.(...)
L : Unbelievably great in bed.(...............)
S : You love to drink
E : Great in bed.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.

ok....crazy yes...for the mushy stuff, how... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15305848/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15305848/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 17:22:05 PDT Halloween could have been better. not much to say. I dresssed as a vampire, green and black hair, same green and black dress last year, my my beloved plastic fangs, which I still haven't lost. I went with Brittany and her mom and sisters. I guess I had alittle fun, got a decent amount of candy...but I couldn't stay out very late to scare the crap outta little kids or be an idiot and flirt with guys. I at least hoped we could have joked alittle more. brittany's mom is like "Trick or Treat General", kinda sucking the fun out of it...Brittany's sisters (epecially spoiled brat Erica) didn't help for shit either. oh well, I got a shiny cloak from Brittany(she was a "dork in a cloak") that Imma gonna wear to school tomorrow for "wacky tacky day" with my torn jeans, screwered jewlery, fangs, and one of my grandma's sweaters.

ok, Friday I went to moms, so i'm sorry I wasn't in the chats. Her internet wasn't working. anyway, we got to dress up and went to the October Fright Night Fair...Benny was some kind of dead guy, Ce-ce a witch(her vamp teeth wouldn't stick) and I got denture glue to double up the mold used to hold my teeth in(its like eating bubblegum flavored art paste...ick ) The fangs do not come out with such combination...though the carmel apple sure screwed with them alittle, but they still held for a half hour. We went into two haunted houses and got stalked by dead people. Benny went crazy in the haunted houses, going ahead and scaring everyone in the group. He also started hitting on the dead women...a dead bride started following him. These were good actors to, able to stare you down to uneasyness. Someone in this big ugly ass clown mask stalked mom to...while I had this dead guy behind me...twas amusing really.

Benny also encountered a "dunk the dude" stand where the guy in the cage started making fun of Benny's ears and hat. Benny actually hit the target and dunked the guy into the water.Also, in a glass maze, we got our stupid asses lost amung mirrors and glass panels...Benny walked nose first into a panel. We couldn't stop laughing for the longest time. Mom was a devil of course(The divorced wife of Satan) and wore a nice red dress and had her hair died red with fake blood(original die was going to be koolaid ) It rained and all the die started running down her face, chest, shoulders, and back. Thankfully she stuffed her bra with socks so she had something to wipe the stuff off with Lots of spinny rides and lots of goofing off.

At the matchbox apartment, we chilled out watching movies all weekend. We watched Terminator 1-2(3 sux). i finally saw T-1, which was awesome. We also watched Transformers. And to top it all off, a classic Stephen King, "Pet Sematary"(yes, its spelled "semetary")

I liked Pet Sematary. It was about a family who moved to a house just by a highway with really big careless trucks. Many animals died there, so the children built a cemetary for their animals. Just beyond the Pet Sematary was a sacred indian battleground, where the neighbor, Jed, took the father, (louis I think) when their cat, Church, died. Jed told Louis to burry Church in the center of the burrial ground...the cat came back to life, but not the same, for anything that was in the ground wasn't natural anymore, but the miracle left a question for Louis, "could deceist people be burried in the sacred ground to?". Unfortunately for Louis and his family, sometimes "Dead is Better". Sick movie, gory and awesome! Also, the theme song is by the Ramones, titled "Pet Sematary", where I got the lyrics from.

]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15229165/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15229165/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 12:42:07 PDT
This week...Keeping busy as usual. I have to much to deal with. Monday, we finally got to work bo at karate, which was fun because I wanted to learn urban's bo kata since before I was a green belt. I didn't even want my belt because I didn't know urban's bo and I felt I didn't earn it, but Sensei Brown felt differently and gave me the blasted thing anyway. I know the beggining well for the most part, but my stances are still screwy.

Tuesday was usual, Wednesday was Mid-Terms, French and Biology. I think I passed, and thenm I was in such a good mood the rest of the day. I got off early and it felt like a friday for some reason. Its weird feeling so cheery, but it was fun. I also watched Terminator 2 for the first time in AGES!Yesterday was no school for me, but a half day full o' mid-terms for everyone else.

And about the whole fainting thing, yesterday I had a doctor's apointment which was screwy. He gave me two injections, both in my left arm. I always was alittle squeamy around needles and blood though I normally ignored it, but I felt oddly queasy after the injections. I got up, my whole arm half numb and just walked away as if I was fine. I thought I was, you know, just self-induced queasyness and if I told myself I was fine and forgot about it, I would be all better, but I was wrong. Grandma started talking as we walked out into the parking lot. My hearing was suddenlt dulled, as if I had water in them, and I couldn't hear her. My legs buckled and I couldn't see, my vision red. I actually blacked out, hit the asphalt. It was only for a second, anf grandma freaked and rushed me to the car, waiting for me to recover. 15 minutes later, I was running around K-Mart trying on Halloween masks while Ce-ce picked out a costume. Mom thinks I should have been scared out of my mind, but I wasn't...just alittle weirded out. Now my shoulder hurts like a bitch but I'm already in my vampire costume.

Why am I dressed so early? lol, mom's comin over and taking us to a haunted house and told us to dress up. Mom's going to be a devil, and I forgot what she said Benny would be. Me and Ce-ce are vampires. I look all pretty and sexy in my dress dancing about with fangs fitted into my jaws with some stupid putty. ^^

Other than that, I was tagged. Next journal I post will have the tag feature in it. I'm to bored and uncreative now to deal with it.

-Current works: please correct me if I miss anything

--- something humanoid that can drive me bonkers
--- Fireheart in pen detail
--- evil Woof
For Brianne's friend --- A dragon

Palz-
http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15117241/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 15:26:11 PDT
I’ve been here a year now. Yay. I already gave the happy mini-speech about that on the “1 Whole Year” picture and I’m not in the mood to get my ass working on another speech.

Anyway. IVE GOT A BILLION CHANNELS! why is that a bad thing? Technically, it isn’t, but I just…don’t like having so many channels! We’ve got a dish and now I’m blankly staring at a paper trying to locate Sci-fi and HBO…ok, its not that dramatic but still. Thankfully, Sci-fi and one of the local channels are all I really watch…but the local channels aren’t in service for some stupid ass reason so I can watch Ghost Whisperer or Moonlight tomorrow…I’m stealing grandma’s tv! Plus, I plan to be taping the 13 Nights of Halloween…or at least the good parts of it…for the first time. I’m never able to keep track of that…this is gonna be a hell. I like the cruddy less than 100 channel set up where Sci-fi was fuzzy and it only took an hour to go from one channel to the last rather than a whole decade…at least we have a new remote now so no manual channel changing…bit still!

Ok, anyway, this week was fun. Tuesday in Art Club, I fought some buds of mine in a “sword fight” with yard sticks! Hehe. One of them picked up 5 minutes of our total insanity on tape! lol. Brittany dragged my ass out yesterday…and I refuse to go anywhere right now. I have lotza work to do…much of it stalled. Yesterday I escaped the horror of an early release day by hanging out in the art class working on the “Haunted House” gallery thingy….playing with chalk and lights and streamers! I met this…weird guy…named Devon…I don’t know. He proclaims himself my friend, but I’m… picky…and I don’t think he’s mentally strait. He’s funny…but weird…and hyper…and makes a lot of perverted porn jokes and claims to have tabs on a drug dealer kid or some shit like that…He doesn’t look like a stoner, but he sure as hell isn’t a type I want to get to close to. I hope this remains casual. Thankfully, my screwy attitude should help him keep his distance.

I can work a web cam!…almost…I haven’t bothered to figure out how to set it up in 2-way, only sat with Brittany and stared at myself in this cruddy video image of myself on the comp screen I’m to busy…or supposed to be to busy…to deal with it further yet. Still up to the gills on requests, but I’m about to drown one out and on the way with another one that I’ve been stalling on because of my lack in human drawing skills.

Yesterday, I actually fell asleep on the bus! I normally go into some weird trance for 2 hours and then rise before the stop….but when I was told to get up, I realized how tired I still felt and how I couldn’t remember any conversations I normally heard or any songs I normally nod to or anything at all. I was second to last stop and I had actually fallen into a fulll deep sleep that’s not good. Oddly still, I hadn’t felt any more tired than usual until I was on the bus and I got close to decent sleep that night.

-Current works: please correct me if I miss anything

--- something humanoid that can drive me bonkers (it’s a drawing of Morsus…not entirely that bad. Still pencil rough sketch and I’m kind of stuck on it momentarily)
--- Teiza(just need more scales on the tail and some more cool effects and its done!)
--- Fireheart in pen detail
--- A baby vox vocis tyrannus
--- evil Woof
For Brianne's friend --- A dragon

Palz-
~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15058082/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15058082/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:15:43 PDT
Yesterday was basically spent watching movies and goofing off. and btw, Dragnixians, you wouldn't believe what I brought up the courage to watch again and now consider my favorite movie! Stephen King's IT! Hehe, I just kind of forgot about the...incident...with Chuckles the Clown, which was on my own stupid accord anyway. For those who haven't a clue what I'm talking about, Chuckles was some pervert who terrorized Dragnix once. Anyway, IT is the most awesome movie I've ever seen! I think I'm gonna give humans another shot and try and draw Pennywise the Clown with Beetle Juice...the two would get along just fine!^^ hehe. "They float! They all float! And when you're down here, Georgie, you'll float to!"hehe. Mom was alittle annoyed with the bginnign of the movie because the very first person to die was that lil' girl, Laurie Anne...same exact name as my mom! I pointed out that georgie was the first to die by time frame(when everyone wa shaving flash backs) but Laurie was still the first in the movie. she thinks thats just not right. Poor mom. And, I finally, after all this time since I first saw it on Sci-fi, I finally got to see the second half! What joy.

Anyway, sittin' round here with what will soon become the world's only diabetic lizard! lol, I'm kidding, but Houdini'd getting fat...not obese fat, just fat. I had some steak with him last night and lots of doughnuts and icecream. Never will you see another girl sharing the same spoon of icecream with a baby iguana, lol. Spooky I'm kind of worrying about. she's been puking alot...and annoying mom.

I got a new camera. Its a digital camera with a lil' tripod and it even doubles as a web cam. Grandpa's also giving me his web cam. anyone who has one, it'd be awesome to see you guys face-to-screen or watever when I install it. Gimme a decade or two to figure it out! I haven't gotten a damn drawing done all weekend, but I tried to draw Morsus in human form once again...failed miserably of course.

Mom's excited because Grease is on tonight...I may or may not watch it. Idk. Last time I tried to watch it I was to distracted to really pay attention. Plus I missed the beginning which just sux.

After watching IT, I took a nice cold and somewhat delayed shower and got back online. Ce-ce decided we'd go to the park(the same park my sister tried to kill me by spinning me on the "sattelite dishes" or whatever they are.) Me and mom, wearing our regular clothing, and me with my hair brushed for once, went running through these big watter jet "sprinklers" at the park meant for littler kids. lol, it was fun and we looked like idiots all soaked and sopping wet in out own insanity. We also caught a big mouth knight anole(pretty green lizard with a giant mouth. [link]) and goofed off with it. The thing bit benny(of course) lol. He was cute though and we released him in a nice spot.

I was up all night in the chatrooms as usual. Last night, when I left the chats, me and mom stayed up past 2:00 just talking and cracking jokes. I think I got "drunk" on gatorade! I was all goofy and laughing at almost anything. Twas funny. At around 11 to midnight, i'm mentally active and then, after an hour or so, I can't think strait at all.

Now, we've got music blasting as usual. Mom's playing hearts. we might go to the park again. Me and mom were just dancing(she's the only person i ever have the courage to dance with) to an old song from Shakira I only downloaded out of memory of happier times. "Whenever, wherever" good song, lotza fun. We just goofed off. I've also got mom singing "Loco" and another song called "Blood on the Risers"...yes, we're weird, and damn proud of it!

-Current works: please correct me if I miss anything
--- something humanoid that can drive me bonkers
--- Teiza
http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/15002313/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 15:13:36 PDT I got some hair spray! Its that cheesy spray-die stuff that always turns to powder and comes out on you're clothes, hehe. I'm saving it for Halloween(but I couldn't resist a couple green streaks this morning) when I'm going to be a vampire with black hair and green tips^^

Oh, and, in 6 more days, I'll reach my 1 year Deviant aniversery, hehe. I'm making a collage of old and new drawings to show my improvements over the year.
And before I begin my silly quizzy, may I also say I've had an inspiration explosion while getting into a part of Diary in Deacay I wasn't interested in at first...Describing dark emotions is mainly what I did, and I almost made myself cry! lol. Plus, further inspiration from a lil' comedy romance movie in French class called "French Kiss" about a girl who takes a plane to France after her man falls in love with a "goddess" to try and win him back, but ends up meeting a French man she hates because he uses her to smuggle in a grape vine and an expensive necklace...after losing her passport, money, and everything, she gets stuck with him and they end up falling in love. its hilarious!
Quiz stolen from ...suposedly a tag-quiz, but whateverz
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.(not doing that os chill)
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.


How are you feeling today?
"Time Bomb" ~Godsmack
Yup...The song fits. "I am in a living Hell, makes me wonder if I'm alive"

Will you get far in life?
"I saw You're Mommy"~Suicidal Tendancies
...I guess that means I'll discover a dead body?...

How do your friends see you?
"Brain Stew"~GreenDay
...the songs about insomnia...and considering I'm out cold on the bus all the time...I think it fits....but I don't know...I guess it goes with my actual friends if oyu take the title more seriously...I'm a mess of brainy soup!


Will you get married?
"If you want Blood, you got it!"~AC/DC
...0-0'...thats just scary...so...abusive marriage? Shit, why'd I download this crap...meep

What is your best friend's theme song?
"I fucking hate you"~Godsmack
...Brittany a hater?...oh, Rozzanna...eh, considering her rivalry with Rozzana, I guess it fits...oh, and she hates Cheryl(who doesn't?) and Ashley...and Paul and a few others...

What is the story of your life?
"If this is Austin"~Blake Shelton
...ok...this makes no sense...its a country song about a girl who ditches a guy and calls him a year later, and the guys answering machine says "If this is Austin, i still love you"(of few slow-er songs I listen to) and they get back together or whatever...so how does this relate to me?

What was high school like?
"Tim McGraw"~Taylor Swift
...why do I listen to country music again?...grr, another slow song about a girl who tries to let a guy off gently hoping he'll at least remember her always...Once again, how does this relate to highschool? Heartbreak maybe...bittersweet I guess...

How can you get ahead in life?
"Don't Take the Girl"~Tim McGraw
Dammit, i don't like country anymore!...I guess this means I'll need to find an unpredictable ally to protect me...blech, now I feel pathetic. since when do I f-ing need protection?...crap, now my mind is buzzing with memories and shit

What is the best thing about your friends?
"I Am"~Godsmack
...I don't know whether to be happy... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/14976404/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/14976404/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 19:15:28 PDT twas funny still

Aside from that, not to much news. Boring Monday, loud headphones on the bus, and a nice comma-like nap the whole ride^^. Oh, and lookie, wordies at the bottome of my journal!

-Current works: please correct me if I miss anything
--- something humanoid that can drive me bonkers
--- Teiza
--- Fireheart in pen detail
--- A baby vox vocis tyrannus
--- evil Woof
For Brianne's friend --- A dragon

Palz-
~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/14955927/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/14955927/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 12:51:06 PDT
As for my weekend...eh, not to much. Rufus died...he was such a pretty fishy to...I don't even know how he died, it just makes no sense...grandma says it must have had relation to his age or to the fact the water was partly clorinated. but he should have died shortly after I cleaned the tank then right? he died many hours after I changed the water so I'm unconvinced. Also, I let the water stand so the clorine should have dicipated. Oh well, may he rest in peace...nothing I can really feel upset over.

Aside from that, I'm being pretty useless...have no drawings in progress even though I should I'm listening to alot of country and I'm pretty laid back today...trying not to injure myself in socks(I'vealready come close to slipping once). I have to wear socks because the skin finally came off the blisters on my poor feet....karate took a nice toll on my toes and now they're tender and need a clothy guardian. I should be going to radio shack to buy new headphones cuz mine finally died on Friday. I freaked out when the music sounded disfuntional on the bus and worried about my mp3 all day. I borrowed some headphones from my radio productions teacher and was relieved to find the mp3 player is fine...but the headphones r skrewed. I got to borrow the ones from my teacher (they're orange!^^)

also, gotsa new book to read called "Morrigan's Cross" its part of a trilogy on vampires. Speaking of vampires, I now have a new favorite show called "Moonlight" about a vampire named Mick who becomes a detective and tries to do good to make up for what he is. He is very protective of a girl, a reporter, whom he saved when she was a child. Its already the second episode and she just found out he's a vamp...leaving a nice cliff hanger for me until Friday...grr. I'm also watching "Ghost Whisperer" again.

As for the title of my journal, I stole a quizzy from thats overexaggerated, but amusing.

1. Smoked. []
2. Consumed alcohol. [x](hard lemonade, champagne, and, by no fault of my own, vodka)
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. []
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. []
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. []
6. Had sex. []
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. []
9. Bought porn. []
10. Done drugs. []
TOTAL: 2

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [ ]
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. []
5. Been to rehab. [ ]
6. Done something illegal. [x] (fire...got caught for it)
7. Cut yourself. []
8. Hurt someone. [x] (sisters are pretty hard not to hurt)
9. Been to a club. []
10. Seen someone die.[]
TOTAL: 4

1. Missed curfew. [x]
2. Stayed out all night. []
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. []
4. Been to a therapist. [x](by no fault of my own...damn institutional foster cares)
5. Snuck out of the house. []
6. Dyed your hair. [x] (with a green sharpie! )
7. Received a ticket. [](not even one to the Godsmack concert)
8. Been in an accident. [x](nothing major...the driver was injured)
9. Wished someone to die. [x](...a couple times)
10. Been to a bar. []
TOTAL: 5

1. Been to a wild party. []
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. []
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. []
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [x](I live in Florida, its pretty hard to avoid...I for one don't see whats so bad about it, but I also don't get out much)
5. Sniffed anything. []
6. Wore black nail polish. [x](for Halloween...actually, for all of October, but whatever)
7. Wore arm bands. [x]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. []
9. Listened to rap. []
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. []
TOTAL: 2

1. Dressed Gothic. [x]
2. Dressed prep.[x](by no fault of my own)
3. Dressed punk. [x]
4. Dressed grunge. [x]
5. Stole something. [x]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. []
7. Blacked out. []
8. Fainted. []
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. []
TOTAL: 4

1. Snuck into someone else's room. []
2. Had a crush on your friend. []
3. Been to a concert. [x](...sorta...)
4. Dry-humped someone. []
5. Been called a slut. []
6. Called someone a slu... ]]> ~Reptilia-7 http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/14918695/ http://Reptilia-7.deviantart.com/journal/14918695/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 20:08:27 PDT

Stolen from when I PROBOBLY should have been working on Diary in Decay or the othe rhalf of my biology hw...*whistles innocently*

You are...(looks)
[x] tall
[ ] in between
[ ] short
--
[ ] blonde
[ ] redheaded
[x] brunette
[ ] black-haired(I wish)
--
[] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[x] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[] grey eyed
[x] with glasses(I RARELY wear them)
[ ] with contacts


--
[] with braces
[x] with freckles(nothing to prominant)
[x] with piercings (only ears)
[ ] with tattoos
[ ] and have long hair
[ ] and have short hair
[x] and have mid-length hair


Your favorite color(s) are?
[] red
[] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[] blue
[ ] gold
[ ] white
[] silver
[] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[] indigo



Some things you've done/played include...
[ ] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] dancing(only for fun and it looks weird, so dancing is rare)
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[ ] basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[ ] chess
[ ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music (constantly)
[ ] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[] camping
[] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
Dammit...I don't do alot of sports....or anything else...I'm so lame


You are sometimes...
[x] annoying (not to often)
[x] talkative(when someone wants to listen)
[x] shy(alittle)
[ ] sweet(I can be, but I choose sarcasm over kindness)
[x] funny(me an my mom are a comedic pair sometimes)
[ ] mysterious (not to good at it, not secretive...maybe a little, but not worthy of an x)
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[x] spazzy(sometimz)
[x] paranoid
[x] fun-loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper(every now and then)
[x] nervous
[x] weird(AND DAMN PROUD OF IT!)


The music you like is?
[ ] rap
[xxx] rock (Metallica, Godsmack, AC/DC, Disturbed...anything angry or depressing I can headbang to!)
[ ] pop (only sometimes..)
[x] country
[ ] hip hop
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[ ] classical
[x] techno(only one song I actually know, otherwise, i don't mind it)
[ ] oldies
[ ] the 80s
[x] punk
[xxx] Metal
[ ] reggae
[x] Goth
[ ] Latin
[ ] 90's Grunge
[ ] musicals


The pets you have/had are?
[x] cat
[ ] dog
[x] lizard(Houdini and, at a time, Handsome....goofiest pair of lizards ever!)
[ ] snake(a rat snake once)
[ ] ferret
[] spider (Hairy the tarantula ran away! )
[] rabbit
[x] fish (...RUFUS! My pretty lil' beta! full name: Rutilus Phasma "Shining Ghost")
[ ] bird
[ ] hamster
[] little sister
[] other (Had hermit crabs once...)

You're mostly labelled as?
[x] goth (or so says grandma)
[x] emo (...when did that come in? I painted my hair and I get moody...but...emo?)
[ ] prep
[x] punk (I only dress like one)
[x] hippie(just cuz of 1 tie-die shirt)
[ ] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[x] hyper
[ ] happy
[x] everything
[x] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[x] I have no idea

You eat?
[] dessert every night
[ ] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[x] ice cream
[x] lots of meat (I suport the ideas of vegitarians, but I like the taste of meat, sry^^)
[x] salad(every now and then)
[x] seafood
[] exotic dishes
[x] Mountain Dew


A typical friday night...
[] mall with your friends (...)
[] partying
[ ] doing my homework
[x] watching movies (SCI-FI!)
[ ] going to the cl... ]]> ~Reptilia-7