deviantART: by:ResistiveLoss

Hands on the floor.

~ResistiveLoss — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 06:48:48 PDT

With hand on heart,
you're right from the start
you taught me to take my part
,o cross to bear,
no reason to care,
my life was all up in air
Four to the floor,
i was sure,
never seeing clear
I could have it all,
whenever you are near

The iron hand did not understand the plight of the common woman
Four to the floor, i was sure, never seeing clear
I could have it all, whenever you are near

Four to the floor, i was sure, that you would be my boy
We'd rent a little world, have a little boy

Four to the floor, i was sure, never seeing clear
I could have it all, if only you were here

Four to the floor, i was sure, that you would be my boy
We'd rent a little world, have a little boy

Four to the floor, i was sure, never seeing clear
I could have it all, whenever you are near

~Starsailor.

[link]

Then she crashes! [Please read :) ]

~ResistiveLoss — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 09:27:56 PDT

So far and so far and so far...
every single thing seems so.. unimportant.. tiny..

Attention, this will be a kinda long and boring journal entry.

Once upon a time, I met a man, he told me; 'simplicity is everything'.
From that moment 10 years have pass.
I was 11.
Tomorrow at 11/09, at 9.15am I will be 21.
Exactly 10 years!! Yoohoo!

Back to the subject!

Most people use to review their life when a new year comes.
I've been to Greece and I've been to China.
In both countries, in different months, despite where or when, people always review their life.
Time zone doesn't matter. Land doesn't matter.
It happens. Always.
I tend to review my life the week before my birthday.
Actually, that year gap between my birthdays.
And that's what I did.

And no, this will not be a personal journal entry.

Back to simplicity please!

For weeks and months I was screaming; 'Vanity is Perfection!' and I was asking everyone for his or her opinion.
Most of them tried to prove me wrong.

DeviantArt is a community.
Tits, pussies, cocks are everywhere.
If something sells, it'll be produced. The first lesson I had in this faculty I'm currently in was Microeconomics. It was the professor's first words.
If something is produced and sells, people will follow this lead.
Among this 'trend', which is totally understandabled and not questionabled, some people still stand.
Beautiful artists and writers.
I wish I had a subscription only to feature their work. Their words, their poems, their photographs, their art.
Somewhere among them it's my self.
I like retro or untouch photographs. The way of my writing is weird and sometimes it seems so vhaine or stupid.
Sadly or not, this provides my food.
Despite the years I was a ghost-writer for others.

I'm not leaving dA.
But I have to say goodbye!
It's against deviantArt's policy to name the website but some people, may know it.
It's simple, it's shinny and everything is hidden!

One of my latest projects was about CVs and how and why a whole 50% of each CV is full of lies or halve truths.
People build their lives on lies.
Or false truths.
Or they represent their selves like the best CV.
Until you look behind it and see that this CV it's actually made of fragments.
Usually worthless fragments.
Copy cats and copied arts.

dA reminds me of this project.
I don't mind seeing the same subject in 50 different photographs.
I certainly don't!
Every photograph is a unique piece most of the times.
I don't mind reading for the same subject in 50 different ways.
I certainly don't!
Every piece of writing is different most of the times.
But I grew tired.

Behind those photographs, behind those words, behind this art there are little fragments of PR.
Yes, I've done it. Until a point, then I was tired and it was too time consuming.
I never gave feedback in order to demand feedback on my own pieces.
And it rarely came.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not a poser.
I appreciate every single comment, note or favorite.
And countless times I thanked each of you for supporting me and showing me ways to get better.
That's not about the non-received-feedback.

Back to the second paragraph!
dA is made of drama nowadays.
And that last year dA gave me a lot of drama.
Both in personal level and non-personal.
I'm not into catfights.
If I want one, I can watch my own kitties fighting my neighboor's kitties.
So.. I have enough drama in my life!!!
A hell lot!
If you miss some, you can borrow mine!
Eitherway I'm out of here!
My deviations will stay, well.. some of them anyways, you'll stay and I'll be there commenting and giving away stars just a bit.. more silently.

Il silencio!

If someone is interested, check my blog. There's a really shinny and cute banner informing you for my new hole! _{[shit.. that sounded strange..]}

Please excuse my english, I just gave my last exam, for this exams' period, Business Italian, so half of what I wrote it was in italian in my mind D:

Parlo pio un' italiano!

Take care everyone,
-N.

:la:

~ResistiveLoss — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 19:06:48 PDT

[link]
// Update off! //

Take care,
and see ya in a couple of months,
- N.

Fuck you and fuck off have a

~ResistiveLoss — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 09:57:50 PDT

whole different meaning!

OH HAI THERE!

=peteranti asked me to move my phat ass and do something on here but i can't yet.

'cause..

guess?

I R MOVING!
Actually I just moved all of my stuff [and i got a loooooooooooot..] and now I only need to pick up ze laptop+phone thingy and go to my new shinny PENTHOUSE!
'cause baby now I haz a 80 square meters penthouse all wooden with windows on the ceiling, imba floor and stuff like that.
Except that I have like a shitLOAD of photographs both.. artistic and lame!
But first.. EXAMS!
I'm giving 23 lessons in total, included the labs [ i r doing lessons from the 2nd, 3rd and 4th semester at the same time, I'm like the fucking Hermione from Harry Potter! ], and I'm fighting for a scholarship Boras univercity offers!
Boras is a town 500km from Stockholm all shinny 24/7 for 6months and all dark 24/7 the next six months. Wish me luck!
Also, in july I'll represent my school to a fucking international conference in Poland at Lundz Univercity! Wish me luck also. The subject is Political Economics in general.
Sooo.. i haz a shitload of study and work and research to do. Meeeeeeeeeh!

I miss miss miss miss miss mr T. also known as ~greenleaf-elfy as much as I miss other friends/deviants from Athens. Hope somewhere in August I'll catch up with ya :<

Uhm.. what else!?

Sorry for ze lame journal.. sorry for not answering.. I bother to answer only to mr T. else he's gonna get zelda on me and I really don't want it.
Cause imagine an elf going zelda on you? FUCKING NIGHTMARE!

I'm so so so tired.. I'm so stressed that I can't get some damn sleep these days.. that's day 4 of insomnia, I have no idea what I'm writing and my mind is full of Russian!
Which is a great language but sooo hard to understand sometimes.
Tomorrow I write my first ever lesson which is.. Word text processing -.-
Boriiiiiiiiiiing!

That's all I love you all!
I r going to hug my new pillow and bed and try to get some damn sleep.
Take careeeeeeeeeeee!
More Nat in a couple of weeks hopefully.
Baibai!

Ps: Visit my blog. No matter if you can understand what I write or not. Click on the adds. FEED NATASHA.
Ps2: btw.. it's 1st of June and I'm tanned for the second time of my life! Since Easter I r going to ze beach and swim like crazy 'cause.. sea+beaches is the only thing Ninja has to offer me. I love my Bikini lines!
Small poll;
Do you like Bikini Lines?
yes?
No?
Why?

Fairytail.

~ResistiveLoss — Wed, 20 May 2009 00:59:37 PDT

A story about a fairy with tail.
Soon to be published.
Because some people are enough crazy to trust me their money.

EU tour;
[apx.]
*Sweden [6-7/27-5]
*Belgium [7/5-11]
*Polland [7-8/15-3]

Soundtrack;
*[link]

Feature;
*=astrolavos
*6 Folders
*329 Deviations.
*329+ emotions.

Personal Stuff;
*StuDYING.
*Working.
*Final exams.
*Stress.
*WoW&Raiding.
*Insomnia.
*Tweeting&Blogging [alias; BurntCaramel].
*Swimming with ze sun/moon light.

Baibai!
-N.

OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD!!!!!!!!

~ResistiveLoss — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 19:22:04 PDT

OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK OH GOD OH FUCK!!
I think I'm dying a little inside.

_{NINE INCHS NAILS live in Athens!!}

[link]

And btw, I've already book the tickets/airplane tickets/hotels/motels for these gigs;

NIN/JA 2009 tour
06.29.09 Dusseldorf, Germany [Philipshalle]
06.30.09 Berlin, Germany [Berlin Arena]
07.08.09 Amsterdam, Holland [Heineken Music Hall]

Plus, for this festival.
Information.

NINE INCH NAILS OVERDOSE ON THE WAY!

To do list;
Â Finally upload the deviation ~xxx-fancy-xxx requested a long time ago.
Â Quit smocking completely.
Â Upload some thingies.
Â Learn how to shoot self-portraits or portraits in general.
Â Find who used my e-mail to subscribe into a porn site. My mailbox is getting pwned!

Back&Forth

Take care!
-N.

Pasmina;

Using 'Reductio ad Hitlerum' logic doesn't make your statements more correct, reliable or believable to any generic carbon humanoid unit with IQ more than 60.

images and css by `toiabates

I'm a little psychotic girl.

~ResistiveLoss — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 22:10:05 PDT

I can came up with something more than twenty totally random titles _as always_ but I can't really be arsed at the moment!
Attention; this journal is totally pointless and _probably_ will be kinda long.

So.. yesterday at 3.38am a fucking earthquake happened. D: Yes, it was small, yes it lasted only for a few seconds, yes, nothing serious happened but I totally freaked out! For something more than 12 hrs..

I'm back to shithole! Actually I'm here since Sunday.. after partying for 8 days with mr. T.!
Saturday; After losing the bus twice I finally get it and the party starts!
Sunday; *oh*nom*nom*
Monday; *oh*nom*nom*
Tuesday; *oh*nom*nom* Mr T. comes from work and tells me; 'TOMORROW YOU COOKING!' and I'm between going zelda on him or not. I didn't. And we spend almost one hour at the market with him yelling; 'fucking decide, what you want to get? what? what? what?', I felt like I was a desperate housewife..
Wednesday; COMBICHRIST&COVENANT LIVE!!
Thursday; *zzZzzZzzzZzzzZzzzZzz*
Friday; ELUSIVE LIVE! not.
One of my groups.. I feel the urge to cry..

Some weeks ago I did a stencil from one of my fav films, Trainspotting, it turned out pretty good.. but the problem is when I photograph it. I'm not a genious and definitely I can use some help. Probably for someone who knows PS will only take some minutes to deal with it but I've got a hard time to dodge some 'blank' spots in the stencil. Sooo.. anyone?!

Oh! Did you read about Wacon's contest?! Sometimes I wish I had some skills to participate in a contest like this!

To do list;
Â Pack my things. Again. Leaving for Athens tomorrow and plan the small roadtrip to Spain.
Â Finally upload the deviation ~xxx-fancy-xxx requested a long time ago.
Â Quit smocking completely.
Â Upload some thingies.
Â Learn how to shoot self-portraits or portraits in general.
Â Find who used my e-mail to subscribe into a porn site. My mailbox is getting pwned!

In a some days.. actually.. not the following Sunday but the Sunday after this it's my nameday!
And one of my dearest friends told me what my present will be..
A little, tiny, small, newborn hedgehog!!

_{[ Photographs from; 11. ]}<...

earthquake.

~ResistiveLoss — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 18:03:55 PDT

fucking earthquake.
here. before 30 minutes.

fuck.
fuck.
fuck.

someone buy me a ticket to athens NOW.

I want my mommy.

While studying Russian grammar..

~ResistiveLoss — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 11:54:04 PDT

...I'm thinking of new ways to kill my landlord and make my neighbors bleed. Any suggestions?

Today, =DeviantArtSecret hosted some small contests via Twitter. Obviously they were secret related thingies and there was a time limit.
I was pretty happy when I was informed that I won the second contest!
Since, I can't buy a subscription because PayPal doesn't accept Visa Electron
But.. the funny thing is that I won two subs and not only one D:
Sooo.. who else I could suggest than *greenleaf-elfy?
And now go give him some *wuv*!

On the other side, I've pass 24K pageviews and the record of 500 ! And yes, I'm kinda happy with it considering that I suck in photography and general.
Thanks everyone who faved and commented on my latest works, you gave me some inspiration and help me to kinda-improve :}

Oh! Did I mention that one of my kitties gave birth one week ago and now I have 11 kitties?
And one of them is pregnant so in less than two weeks I'll have another bunch of freshly-borned meows!
_{[ If anyone from Athens wants to adopt an adorable little fluffy meow drop me a line plx! ]}

To do list;
Â Pack my things. Only one day left for the Private Electro Alternation Party with mr. T.
Â Finally upload the deviation ~xxx-fancy-xxx requested a long time ago.
Â Finish three stupid assingments.
Â Find the time to scan my new rolls. ^{[ Yep, I finally got a scanner! ]}
Â Learn how to shoot self-portraits or portraits in general.
Â Sleep a bit more than 4hours.

Nothing around us is exactly what it seems to be, especially a woman. They say that each man has a child inside, I surely believe that each woman has something in her as well, I don't know what, but surely if I, or any man, did the universe would have never been the same again.

Parisian III - Polarity by =lordceleborn

Today we are all demons by Combichrist

Without pain, life is not worth living

We're all demons today
Come down and feel the pain
It burns straight through you
And makes a hole in your soul
I don't care what you've been told
And now I carry you
And as a soldier of misfortune
An ultimate doomsayer
I want you to feel
And I know you will
And everything you see
Will bleed straight through
Reveal the truth
Anything can happen, you say
I never tried to get it
I never tried to fit in
And now I'm falling through

Fire...when ready
Ready...
Fire!

I'm human too you know
Everything, soul's dead
I'm human too you know
Talented, scavengers
I'll hold you down, you'll be my bait
I'll throw you to my slaves
I'll stick to my lies
And everything is shallow
I know there is no use to pray
I am a demon today
We're all demons today

V. + Seriously..

~ResistiveLoss — Tue, 17 Feb 2009 10:44:08 PST

// Edit No. 2 in! //
 Please! 
Thanks for the suggestions! I download them now! 
Saw already three of them  
Moar will follow! 
Until the Electro Alternation Prive Party start again of course! 

ÎÎµÎ Î¼Î¿Ï ÎµÎ³Ï ÎµÎ¯Î¼Î±Î¹ ÏÏÏÎ¿ ÎºÎ±Î¼Î¼ÎÎ½Î· Î® ÏÎ½ÏÏÏ Î· ÎÎ³Î¿ÏÎ¼Îµninja ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ ÎµÎ½ÏÎµÎ»ÏÏ Î²Î±ÏÎµÏÎ®?! 

// Edit No. 2 out //

// Edit in! //
Seriously.. what's wrong?!
The last days/weeks I've watch over 25films.
Most of them were..  !
Seriously.. what's wrong?!
Please please please.. suggest me something to watch!
I don't care if it's a horror movie, comedy, documentary, whatever!
I JUST WANT TO WATCH SOMETHING W/O FEELING THE NEED TO CLOSE THE LAPTOP AND GO FOR SLEEP!!!!!! 
 13 - -2/10
 23 - 4/10
 A lot like love - 5/10
 College -1/10
 City of Ember -6/10
 Definitely, Maybe - -10/10
 Get Smart - 2/10
 Lightbolt - 8/10 [!!!!!]
 Over her dead body - -10/10
 My Best Friend's Girl - 3/10
 Sex Traffic - 7/10
 Twilight - 2/10
 Wall-e - 4/10
 Wanted - 6/10
 Wieners - -2424128472974981/10
 Wild Girl - same as above.
 Zack&Miri - 4/10

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!

// Edit out! //

Have you ever watch the Groove?


Sometimes there are more than a simple phrase like the I love you.
There're crazy moments, silent moments, disciplined moments, bubbly moments and they all end and belong to a fucking damn .


The NT Elecrto Alternation Party is on the stage!
Fuck the V. day. I will bring you flowers and orgasms every single fucking day.


-N.+T...



Protege moi.
~ResistiveLoss — Thu, 12 Feb 2009 08:08:41 PST
 There's a major difference between nibbling and biting.

Both require teeth and some flesh tho..



-N. 



 


13. + Ps.
~ResistiveLoss — Wed, 11 Feb 2009 00:28:46 PST
 // Edit in //
 Passed all of my lessons.

 Average grade; 7.6

 Smile? Yes plx. 

 One day left for the NT Electo Party.. 

 PS: I love you. Even if I keep excluding the sun.

// Edit out //


Never. Ever. Watch this movie.
You'll waste one and a half hour of your life.
Seriously.

Never. Ever.

You'll regret it.


OH GOD WHY YOU LET TO THESE PEOPLE TO MAKE THIS KIND OF MOVIES?!?!


Bai. Bai.
Last lesson.
Business Italian Theory.


-N. also known not as a fucker since every single star has been exploded   


Ps; In three hours from now call me 

 


I'm so horny right now...+Over North America 2008
~ResistiveLoss — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 20:31:10 PST
 
//Quick Edit On//
Professional photo prints from the Fall leg of the Lights In The Sky: Over North America 2008 tour are now available from FRC Photos. Click here to browse part one of the photo collection taken by Rob Sheridan, and here for part two. Prints from the Summer North American tour and the South American tour are also still available.

[ Damn! I cannot post photos here anymore! ]
//Quick Edit Off//

Huh!
I catched your attention, right?!
I'm kidding of course. I R A GOOD GIRL!
[ ps; the title line reminds you something T.? Inside joke  Î .Î¤.Î.Î. Î .Î.Î . ftw! ]
First of all.. Hai!~ 
Second.. whoever invented the difference between Microeconomics and Macroeconomics should die. Word. Period. End of discussion!

Huh...

Anywayyyyyyyz!~ To the point.. 

The last weeks/months I'm decorating my home.
My.. hmmm.. goal is to not left a single empty wall!
At this moment almost half of them are kinda.. full..
Unfortunately in less than three months I'll have to move due to many problems. With major problem the sound-pugging.. 
Any of you has experience the wonderful feeling of knowing and hearing anything that happens to every-single apartment near you?
It's not just the sex noise nor the  arguments.. it's more like.. imagine..
4am and you're trying to sleep but cannot 'cause you have a bloody migraine and just the moment you feel a bit relaxed and ready to sleep you listen someone screaming; 
Joanna!

Joanna!

Joannaaaaaaaaaaa!

*silence*

I LOVE YOU.

I REALLY DO.

*sound of breaking glass*

* Natasha can't sleep*
And the story never ends!

Ok.. despite the moving I really want to decorate my home.
And that includes and my most-to-come new home.
It's something I tend to do. Before I come here for studies I've decorate my previous house, even the ceiling was paint as the sky [ morning sky with clouds+sun to night sky with stars XD ].
At this moment, I've collect several photographs[ mostly personal, from friends etc ] , posters, collages [ mostly made by me and my friends ] , et cetera.
As a member of dA I have see some marvelous pieces of art. Photographs and comics and paintings and ya know what I'm talking about.
So.. In many cases, if the prints option is not enabled, I've ask some artists if I can have a print of their photograph/comic/painting or if I can have the original piece.
Most of the times they take it as a joke and give me their permission. I, of course, explain them what I will do with their work.
But in some cases I've got a flat-denial answer.
Since I'm not a subscriber, I'd like to ask you, if I gently ask you to give me the permission and/or sell me the original piece of you work, you'd you deny me? And if so why?
Really I can't understand the reasons that someone can deny something like this.
I don't think it's about copyright since I'm not gonna use it for promotional or exposing reasons. And I don't really think that's about emotional reasons, yes, some pieces have a fucking large amount of emotional value for the artist and I could fully respect it if they'd told me so[ no one told me something about this tho.. they all were flattered and kinda happy when I asked it  ].
Anyway I'm running out of ideas about why I got a 'no' as an answer. Oh well.. it doesn't bother me so much just makes me curious..
Sooo.. what do you think?!

[Ps; yeah.. to answer the obvious question.. yes, I don't really have a problem to pay a fee if they tell me so :> ]

Baibai! for now.. 
-N. also known as AstartEnchantress likes to name it  ] three weeks ago.
Like this wasn't enough, ~greenleaf-elfy came also! For a fabulous, crazy, one-of-a-kind week!
We spend eight days, drinking, chatting, laughing and do whatever we wanted! I cannot really describe what happened, all I know is that after some days we stopped drinking coffee and from the time we woke-up we started the booze   [ I think we're a bit alcoholics.. heh.. ]  
And then.. then exams!~
1st week; Labs.
I was thrilled to the bone.. I spend three days studying non-stop and practicing with my colleagues. Unfortunately I'm so unlucky that I got the most sadist people as teachers. I'm not joking now. I wish I were. 
And the exams started..
I know that I have pass Business English lab with a not-so-good grade but I've pass.
And then.. the second day I had Word Processing lab. Which I failed. Because my beloved teacher didn't even let me give the exam! His excuse? I had miss too many lessons. But guess what! I didn't!!!! It was his fault. We have the right to miss 2 lessons. I didn't miss even one. But somehow he put up my name on his 'absences list'. For over two months I told him to check it and see that I was actually to the lessons. For two months he didn't. So.. at Tuesday he told me that he forgot to do it and I don't have the right to give the exam.. If I kill him, it'd be my fault?!
Anyway, nothing is lost. I can take the 2^nd Semester lab along with the 1^st. More work for me but I'll do it!
And.. yesterday!
Business Italian lab.
Oh baby.. I FUCKING PASSED! With a brilliant.. 9.8/10! Still I can believe it..
The exams continuing and I study like I never did.
Microeconomics, Civil Law, Business Management, Business English&Italian theory left.. One more week. And then.. holidays to Athens with ~greenleaf-elfy again!~ 

I don't really know what else to write.. I just needed a new journal.

I've got some more artistic news but still I need some more practice before I upload something. But as I saw, Reposado: Imported, received some really good feedback.

Anyway, that's all!
I'll be glad to hear your news and if you give exams how you do it! 
From what I see and read, seems like 2009 it's better than 2008 for many people.

Take care,
N. also known as fucker.

Ps; The last week, between my studying and eating I started watching Dexter. Have any of you watch it? And if so.. what you think?! I think I'm in love with him 




 


Thy earth is shaking.
~ResistiveLoss — Sun, 14 Dec 2008 16:43:44 PST
 

Gallery.
Contact.
Facebook.
Burnt caramel!




One.

I'm back to Athens.
Things are worst than I thought.
My right arm is smashed and I have a fabulous bruise under my foot! 
I have no idea how I got it... methinks when I was talking on the phone with ~greenleaf-elfy.

Two.

The earth is shaking.
Metaphorically and not.
Somehow, we are all fucked up beyond any
 recognition and we enjoy it.
At my job they cut out the salaries 10%.
It caused of the crisis they said.

Three.

I'm over 20K pageviews.
Thanks.
That's all.
Thanks. 
For the support and for everything.

Four.

Ten days before Christmas.
They'll not be too happy methinks.
Whatoever, ~AchinBlack is coming in some days! 

Five.

I don't know why I write this journal.
I just didn't like the previous.
It was too black.
Too sad.
Too true.
And who I am to write about those things?
A little girl. What do I know?
Nothing.

Six.

Day per day I'm being more sarcastic, more irritating.
Sorry if I target you accidentally.
 
Seven.

I did my first raids.
I got my first epics.
That's the second thing that made me happy the last ten days.
It this normal?
I don't think so.

Eight.

Do you think age difference mattes in a relationship?


Songy..

Time
Has coloured in
The black and white
Of your sin
So burn
Burn the flag
Rip it up
Bury the rags

Baibai,
-Natasha also known as _fucker.




ARTISTS DISCLAIMER
All my artwork is Copyright Â©10/29-2006 =ResistiveLoss. All rights reserved.
All the materials contained in my deviantART gallery may not be reproduced, 
copied, tubed, edited, published, transmitted or uploaded in any way 
without my FULL written permission. 

JOURNAL DESIGN BY `Elandria

 


Black Sunday.
~ResistiveLoss — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 08:30:15 PST
 _{I tend to not write political journals but I can't resist. That's not another easy-going-happy journal.}

Saturday night. Around 9pm at Exarchia square. A police patrol-car is passing by and a company of some teenagers start yelling and screaming to the policemen, two of them throwing empty bottles to the car. The cops are getting out, one of them shot one boy in the chest. He dies instantly. Alexandros Grigoropoulos is his name. He was 16 years old. He was a teenager out for the Saturday, not an anarchist as some people said.
Instantly a riot starts. Athens, Thessaloniki, Ioannina, Crete, Greece's major cities are on fire. Riots and people on the roads. Against the Police. Against all this.
Cops are trained to keep their sangfroid, are trained to face situations like that.

Alexandros was the 9th victim of the cops immumity.
A 22 years old man was killed by a cop because he took his parking spot. Some months ago.
A 17 years old kid was badly injured by a cop because he refused to give his back-bag for investigation. Happened 16 months ago, the kid is still in a state of unconsciousness.
A 22 years old student was badly injured by a cop during a students march. They said he hit himself in a flower-pot. Today he lives with the help of meds.
Nine people in total was shot and dead by policemen in less than five years.
More and more were injured by cops. During marches or not.

We build and we destroy.
Amongst us few were talking, few were not afraid nor bored, to stand and speak and we ignored them. We tolerated everything. But now we have it right here, in front of our eyes.
Something has been devoured and now we cannot ignore it.
It's not only about the police, it's about everything.
It's about the political scandals.
It's about the corruption of economy.
It's about the officialdom and departmentalism.
It's about everything.

I'm not talking about a revolution nor anarchism, anarchism cannot be without Cillian.
I'm talking about standing and demanding some dignity and some respect.
But who the hell am I?
A 20 years old girl who doesn't know a thing about these.

Î¦ÏÏÎ¹Î¬ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¼ÏÎ¿ÏÏÎ»ÏÏÎ¿.
ÎÎµÏ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¶Î¿ÏÎ¼Îµ Î¼ÎÏÎ± ÏÎµ ÎÎ½Î± Î½ÏÎ±Î¼Î¬ÏÎ¹.
[ÎÎ¹Î± ÏÏÎ¿Î¹Î¿Î½ Î¾ÎÏÎµÎ¹ ÏÎ·Î½ ÏÎ·Î¼Î±ÏÎ¯Î±..]

//EDIT//
*Flag burned at UK Greek empassy!
*Flag-burning gang storm!
One more hate note recieved today. Thank you milord for this flaming. I love you too.
A gang of some extremist gone to the Greek empassy and burned Greek flag. Call them anarchists. I call them stupids for burning the flag and only for this. Something senseless in my humble opinion. ^{[definition wanted for misreads.]}
Thanks for the information tho.
If you continue like this, a report will come for ya really soon.
//EDIT out//


_{The first facts: 
*CNN
*BBC
*Reuters
*
*USA Today
*Los Angeles Times
*Sydney Morning
*
*La Stampa
*The Independent 
*Liberation
*Corriere della sera
The yesterday's facts;
*

Gallery.
Contact.
Facebook.
Burnt caramel!}




Sustainability.

I opened my eyes.
Shattered eye-shadows and mascara on my eyelids. Still, I don't have eyebrows. They've left me weeks ago.
"It usually happens when you're stressed and depressed" doctor said.
A cup of coffee. Sweet with burnt caramel syrup, without milk.
Loaded with everything I need to be loaded.
Making breakfast. Chocolate mouse and handmade cookies. Another cup of coffee for him. A gentle kiss on the cheek and a whisper as goodmorning.
We've burn our mind with this song.
With preprogrammed meanings
Like a little more pep
Alien feelings
We have to accept

When I think that
I'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
I'm overpowered

As science struggles on to try to explain
Oxytoxins flowing ever into my brain



	A.


I wish ~UlverWolf was still on dA..



Another one..

So.. winter is here!
It's raining and the cold make us shiver.
We lie on the rocks, the waves trying to catch us, staring into the nowhere. Nothing has to be told.
Me and Chr. are listening to this song all over again, until we feel out bodies numbed..

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, if you still need me, don't ever let me know... 

-N. also known as _fucker:




ARTISTS DISCLAIMER
All my artwork is Copyright Â©10/29-2006 =ResistiveLoss. All rights reserved.
All the materials contained in my deviantART gallery may not be reproduced, 
copied, tubed, edited, published, transmitted...



Venus Blue!
~ResistiveLoss — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 21:11:54 PST
 

Gallery.
Contact.
Facebook.
Burnt caramel!




Lost&Found!

Oooooh.. the three last months..
Have you ever got the chance, the chance of your lifetime, to completely change your life? To move in the next level?
Well.. it hurts a bit, actually it's pain in the ass at the start and then there's this goddamned fear because you don't know what to expect et cetera.
Anyhow - or anywho like my beloved Chr. says - everything changes and it's great 
I live in an all brand new house and it has my own smell.. like burnt caramel and the scent of my perfume, its walls is covered with paintings, leaflets, posters and notes full of words! Poems, quotes and everything you can think of. And everything colored in every shade of the red, wooden furniture and the scent of thy caramel.. what I ever dreamt of!
Three months ago I left from Athens to move here for my studies. If you ask me, I don't want to go back.
I love Athens.. This city.. oooh.. this city has its own magic.. so colorful and so gray, so crowed and so empty.. 
But now.. now I love this house, bigger than my old. Now.. now I love my new studies, more interesting than EIPS. Now.. now I feel like I'm home. Everytime I return home and I find my precious waiting for me, cooking for me and kissing me so gently, so soft I'm getting happier and happier of taking this decision, leaving my old life and Athens behind me and taking the risk to go somewhere I didn't even know where the hell it was before I came here. Now.. now.. everything is more clear and so.. so.. majik..

Quotes of the month!

 There's something inherently unfair about a people who have such poor dental attributes and dress sense being graced with a tongue that makes knees quiver. 
Jesus saves, Allah protects, and Cthulhu thinks you'd make a nice sandwich. 
 A key to understanding religion is that a God's idea of amusement is a game of Snakes and Ladders with greased rungs. 
 A sexually satisfied ninja is less likely to try to kill you. 


	beauty..





Last question!

Please answer..
I know it'll sound weird but I expect the new year with the excitement and the happiness of a little child!

What you'll wish for the new year? Or what you hope you'll ger/achieve the new year?

And to answer; I hope to pass all of my lessons and get dressed in white.. Yesh.. I'm utterly happy/inlove/crazy/whatever, actually.. i'm like a pie! 


Ok, bye for now, I have to make him breakfast! 
-N. also known as _fucker:




ARTISTS DISCLAIMER
All my artwork is C... 


Do something useful. Part: IV
~ResistiveLoss — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 22:45:17 PDT
 Say something.



What you hate most?



'nuff said.





-N. _{also known as fucker.}




Support meh! Hug me! Plx? :3 ....

 


Do something useful.
~ResistiveLoss — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 15:12:55 PDT
 Say something.


What you fear most?


'nuff said.


Ps to the ones who wish to be anonymous: please, check your inbox. Months passed since the last time we talked but do it. Maybe you'll find something useful. Thanks in advance.

-N.



Support meh! Hug me! Plx? :3 ....

 


Huhu is a way of life!
~ResistiveLoss — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 19:43:47 PDT
 






* Note * Blog * Beloved * 



How's life hun'?



Sweet&Sour!
One day left and the stars are shining!
Although I can't get enough sleep, nothing can make the smile on my face fade!
Angst, fear, agony and all the other great feelings are in the program along with expectation, careness, love etc.
What's worst? To be scared of the unknown or to be scared of yourself?
And if you fear the unknown, how is that possible?
I mean.. it doesn't make any sense when you saying that you're afraid of something you don't know!
It's like when some people saying: 'I'm afraid of snakes'.
Ok lad, you're afraid of snakes, but have you ever saw one face-to-face? Noes! So.. how you're scared of them? 
Ok, ok, I promise, it's the last time that I write a journal when I'm slightly drunk. 
Goddamn! This wine is delicious!
 
How-to;

A common error on Linux is the following; 
An error has occurred: inappropriate ioctl for device. The commands are the following;
Â Write error in the file /home/***/Desktop/***.ISO [R]etry, [A]bort
Â Write error in the file /home/***/Desktop/***.ISO
In plain language that means your driver is pretty full and you have to delete some files in order to unrar/download what you want. If not, your desktop will not be able to be uploaded the next time you'll open the computer. That's a pretty fuck up. And noes! F2+ctrl doesn't help.
In order to fix it without deleting any file you have to write these commands in the terminal;
Âsudo rm /usr/bin/unrar
Âsudo apt-get remove rar
Âsudo apt-get update
Âsudo apt-get install unrar 
But the risk is all yours.






What's up?




Read all about it here

Be up-to-date by clicking here.






PostSecret&DeviantArt Secret

PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where people
mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard.


*DeviantArtSecret is an ongoing community art project where deviants mail in their secrets anonymously.










Upon a star I place my wish
and the night turns red.

I'll meet you after the sunset and before the sunrise
a man whispered months ago.

.......................................+
............... Fiat justitia et pereat mundus.. 

Note me!
 50
Blog
o.O
Contact


Stamps!


 
 




Random news!

..................................
_{[This will be ^another useless journal!]}
..................................
 ^PLEASE if you play or you used to play MMORPGs take this survey; [link]
The results will be used for an assignment.  
 The last two weeks I have bake more than 10 cakes!
CAKES! CAKES! CAKES! CAKES! CAKES!
Cakes with peach marmalade. Cakes with chocolate. Cakes with chocolate chips. Cakes with vanilla. Cakes with mastic. Cakes with cakes. Double cakes. Triple cakes. Cakes. Cakes. Cakes. Cakes. Cakes. Cakes. Cakes. Cakes.
_{[...and all of my friends complain that they'll be fat if I continue to cook everyday and every hour!
Yesh, I'm one of those silly people who enjoy to cook and not to eat ]}
 Seriously, I'm addicted to Scramble! So.. I'm searching for a fellow mate for some rounds on facebook's application. If you're addict too, just add me as friend. :]
_{[For you...]}
You had your wishes, but you threw them away.
It made you happy, yeah, for more than one day.
But now your lost and cannot figure a way,
to get out of this lie that comforts you.
And you that I would lie to comfort you.

Renew your wishes, yeah, get out of this fray.
You'll never change if you ke... 


Nirvana
~ResistiveLoss — Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:30:23 PDT
 ..............
.......................................+
............... Fiat justitia et pereat mundus.. 

Note me!
 50
Blog
o.O
Contact


Stamps!


 
 




Random news!

..................................
_{[This will be ^another useless journal!]}
..................................
 My exams are close. Less than one month left and angst gets over me!
 Seriously, I'm addicted to Scramble! So.. I'm searching for a fellow mate for some rounds on facebook's application. If you're addict too, just add me as friend. :]
 I was talking with a fellow deviant and he has some really nice ideas for a photoshoot. Think I'll say the 'Yesh!'. Stay tuned 
 You have to listen this! I bought their CD some weeks ago but listen it just now... My reaction? I was stunned! 
Highlight of the disc; The mix of NIN's song Everyday is Exactly the Same  translated in the Greek language together with K.Cavafi's poem Monotony.
In my humble opinion, if you like this kind of music, is a must-to-have!
_{[A small review of their biography can be found here.]}
 One of the recent movies I saw and like was 21.
God damn! I want to go to Las Vegas!! Those casinos.. 
Awww...  Regency Casino Mont Parnes seems soooo.. uhm.. tiny? Less bright?
Ok nevermind.. I'm a shameless ga... 


Sabi. ++
~ResistiveLoss — Mon, 31 Mar 2008 11:28:36 PDT
 ..............
.......................................+
............... Fiat justitia et pereat mundus.. 


dA Meeting+Utopia

..................................
_{[Please scroll down]}
..................................
First of all I want to thank everyone
who promised to came but unfortunately
they couldn't.
Secondly, I want to curse someone
 I haven't see for months
he promised to come but he didn't.
_{[Î±Î½ ÏÎµ ÎºÎ±ÏÎ±ÏÎ±ÏÏÏ Î½Î± Î¼Î·Î½ ÏÎ¿Ï ÏÎ·ÎºÏÎ½ÎµÏÎµ
Î³Î¹Î± ÎÎ½Î± Î¼Î®Î½Î±, ÎµÎ³Ï Î¸Î± ÎµÎ¯Î¼Î±Î¹ ÎºÎ±ÎºÎ¹Î¬? X:]}
Thank you George, I'll remember it.
And last but NOT least, 
I want to thank the One who came.
We had such a great time
despite that the coffee sucked. 
As the music and the service. 
_{[ÎÎ±Î¸Î¬ÏÎ¼Î±ÏÎ±, Î¼Î¿Ï ÏÏÏÏÏÎ¬ÏÎµ ÎºÎ±ÏÎ. 
ÎÎ± ÏÎ¿ Î¾ÎÏÎµÏÎµ.]}
~

ÂI shall speak of how melancholy and utopia preclude one another. How they fertilize one another... of the revulsion that follows one insight and precedes the next... of superabundance and surfeit. Of stasis in progress. And of myself, for whom melancholy and utopia are heads and tails of the same coin.Â 
_{[Gunter Grass]}
In my humble opinion..
_{[unfortunately in Greek, too dizzy to write it in english]}
Î ÏÏÎ¬ÏÎ· ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ ÎµÏÏÏÎ¿ÏÎ·, Î±Î½ ÏÎºÎµÏÏÎµÎ¯Ï ÏÏÎ¹ Î¿Î¹ Î¿ÏÏÎ¿ÏÎ¯ÎµÏ ÎÏÎ¿ÏÎ½ ÏÎ± Î¸ÎµÎ¼ÎÎ»Î¹Î¬ ÏÎ¿ÏÏ ÏÏÎ·Î½ Î±ÏÎ¿Î³Î¿Î®ÏÎµÏÏÎ· ÏÎ¿Ï ÏÏÎ¿ÎºÎ±Î»ÎµÎ¯ Î¼Î¹Î± Î¿ÏÎ¹ÏÎ¼ÎÎ½Î· ÎºÎ±ÏÎ¬ÏÏÎ±ÏÎ· ÏÎ¿Î»Î¹ÏÎ¹ÏÎ¼Î¿Ï (ÏÎ±ÏÎ¬Î´ÎµÎ¹Î³Î¼Î±, Î· Î±Î½ÏÎ¹ÏÎ±ÏÎ±Î²Î¿Î»Î® ÏÎ¿Ï Î±Î½Î¸ÏÏÏÎ¹Î½Î¿Ï ÏÎ¿Î»Î¹ÏÎ¹ÏÎ¼Î¿Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÏÎ¿Ï ÏÎ¿Î»Î¹ÏÎ¹ÏÎ¼Î¿Ï ÏÏÎ½ Houyhnhnms ÏÎ¿Ï ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î¿Î³Î± ÏÏÎ¿ 4Î¿ Î¼ÎÏÎ¿Ï ÏÎ¿Ï Gulliver's Travels). ÎÏÎ¯ÏÎ·Ï, ÏÎµ ÏÎ¿Î»Î»ÎÏ ÏÎµÏÎ¹ÏÏÏÏÎµÎ¹Ï Î¿Î¹ Î¿ÏÏÎ¿ÏÎ¯ÎµÏ Î³ÎµÎ½Î½Î¿ÏÎ½ ÏÎ· Î¼ÎµÎ»Î±Î³ÏÎ¿Î»Î¯Î± (Î±ÏÏÏ ÏÎ¿ ÏÏÎ¿Î¹ÏÎµÎ¯Î¿ ÏÏÎ¬ÏÏÎµÎ¹ Î®Î´Î· Î±ÏÏ ÏÎ¿ Utopia ÏÎ¿Ï Îore, ÏÏÎ½Î±Î½ÏÎ¬ÏÎ±Î¹ ÏÏÎ¿ Robinson Crusoe, ÏÏÎ¿Ï Î¿ÏÏÎ¹Î±ÏÏÎ¹ÎºÎ¬ ÏÎ±ÏÎ¿ÏÏÎ¹Î¬Î¶ÎµÏÎ±Î¹ Î¼Î¯Î± Î±ÏÎ¿Î¼Î¹ÎºÎ® Î¿ÏÏÎ¿ÏÎ¯Î± ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÎºÏÏÎ¹Î±ÏÏÎµÎ¯ ÏÎµ ÏÏÎ³ÏÏÎ¿Î½ÎµÏ Î´ÏÏÏÎ¿ÏÎ¯ÎµÏ, ÏÏÏÏ ÏÎ¿ 1984 ÏÎ¿Ï Orwell, ÏÎ¿ "ÎÎ¼ÎµÎ¯Ï" ÏÎ¿Ï Zamyatin, ÎºÏÎ».). ÎÎ¹ Î±Î½Î±ÏÎ¿ÏÎÏ ÏÎ¿Ï ÎÎºÎ±Î½Î± ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î»Î¿Î³Î¿ÏÎµÏÎ½Î¹ÎºÎÏ, ÏÎ¼ÏÏ Î±ÏÎºÎµÏÎÏ ÏÎ¿ÏÎÏ ÏÎ± Î´ÎµÎ´Î¿Î¼ÎÎ½Î± ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ ÏÎ±ÏÏÎ¼Î¿Î¹Î± ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÏÏÎ·Î½ ÏÏÎ±Î³Î¼Î±ÏÎ¹ÎºÏÏÎ·ÏÎ±.
ÎÎ»Î»Î¬.. Î³Î¹Î± ÎµÏÎÎ½Î± ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹? ÎÎ½ÏÏÏ?





Note!

^{My journal is easy readable if you click  here!}
..................................
_{[Please scroll down for the featured deviations et.c]}
..................................
The latest photographs I upload 
except In Vitro et In Jeihonc captured by 
~AchinBlack's camera.
I got the full permission 
to upload them blah blah blah.
Yeah, I have stuck in Athens while he's exploring thy world 
What's Sabi?
 sabi is the Chinese word for hope. In thy north dialect actually means; 'the lust of your first hope'.
In thy Sieth dialect means; 'fool'.
Me+You..

Î¤Î± Î½ÎµÏÏÎ± ÏÎ¬Î»Î»Î¿Î½ÏÎ±Î¹, Î¿Î¹ Î¯Î½ÎµÏ ÏÎµÎ½ÏÏÎ½Î¿Î½ÏÎ±Î¹, ÏÏÎ±Î´Î¬Î¶Î¿ÏÎ½ Î¿Î¹ ÏÏÏÎ¿Î¹, Î¿ÏÏÎ»Î¹Î¬Î¶ÎµÎ¹ ÏÎ¿ Î±Î¯Î¼Î±, ÎºÏÎ²ÎµÏÎ±Î¹ Î· Î±Î½Î¬ÏÎ±, Î´Î¬ÎºÏÏÎ± ÏÏÎÏÎ¿ÏÎ½, Î¿ÏÏÎ¿ÏÎ½ÏÎ±Î¹ Î¿Î¹ Î¼ÏÎµÏ, Î¿Î¹ ÏÏÏÎ¯Î´ÎµÏ ÏÎ¿Ï Î³Î»ÏÎºÎ±Î¯Î½Î¿ÏÎ½, ÏÏÎµÏÎ¼Î±ÏÎ¹ÎºÎ¬ ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÎºÎ¿Î»ÏÎ¹ÎºÎ¬ ÏÎ³ÏÎ¬ ÎµÏÏÎ´Î¹Î¬Î¶Î¿ÏÎ½, Î· Î²Î¯Î± Î·ÏÏÎ¬ÏÎ±Î¹, Î¿Î¹ ÏÎ»Î·Î³ÎÏ ÏÎ»Î·Î¼Î¼ÏÏÎ¯Î¶Î¿ÏÎ½... 


Yesh! Yesh! Yesh! Yesh!
~ResistiveLoss — Thu, 27 Mar 2008 04:18:38 PDT
 _{[=ResistiveLoss is a shameless SPAMMER!]}
.
..
...


This beautiful necklace is now MINE! 
I'm so happy.. ready to start  alone!
Made by =The-Raven-Hunter.
_{[Check her gallery as well,
 few pics but.. beautiful!~]}


_{Thy alien is back!}
"ÎÎ½ ÏÎºÎµÏÏÎµÎ¯Ï ÏÏÎ¹ Î¿Î¹ Î³ÏÏÏ ÏÎ¿Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¿ ÎºÎ¿Î¹Î½ÏÎ½Î¹ÎºÏÏ ÏÎ¿Ï
ÏÎµÏÎ¯Î³ÏÏÎ¿Ï Î±ÏÎ±ÏÏÎ¯Î¶ÎµÏÎ±Î¹ Î±ÏÏ ÏÎ¿ÏÏ:
~drink buddies ÏÎ¿Ï
~concerts buddies ÏÎ¿Ï
~ÏÏÎ¼Î¼Î±Î¸Î·ÏÎÏ/ÏÏÎ¼ÏÎ¿Î¹ÏÎ·ÏÎÏ ÏÎ¿Ï
~ÏÎ¯Î»Î¿ÏÏ ÏÎ¯Î»ÏÎ½ ÏÎ¿Ï
~ÏÏÏÎ·Î½ Î³ÎºÏÎ¼ÎµÎ½ÎµÏ/Î³ÎºÎ¿Î¼ÎµÎ½Î¿ÏÏ ÏÎ¿Ï
~Î³Î½ÏÏÏÎ¿Î¯/Î³Î½ÏÏÏÎÏ ÏÎ¯Î»ÏÎ½ Î® Î³Î½ÏÏÏÏÎ½ ÏÎ¿Ï
~ [guild] mates Î±ÏÏ ÏÎ¿ Halo/Diablo/T4C/WoW Îº.Î»Ï.
Î£ÏÎ½ÎµÎ¹Î´Î·ÏÎ¿ÏÎ¿Î¹ÎµÎ¯Ï ÏÏÎ¹ ÎÏÎµÎ¹Ï ~ÏÏÎµÎ´ÏÎ½~ Î¬ÏÎµÎ¹ÏÎ± Î¬ÏÎ¿Î¼Î±
Î³Î¹Î± Î½Î± Î¼Î¹Î»Î®ÏÎµÎ¹Ï/Î±ÏÏÎµÎ¹ÎµÏÏÎµÎ¯Ï/Î¾ÎµÎ´ÏÏÎµÎ¹Ï/Î¾ÎµÏÎ±Î»ÏÏÎµÎ¹Ï.
ÎÎ±Î¹ Î¼Î¹Î± ÏÏÎ±Î¯Î± ÏÏÏÎ¯Î± Î¾ÏÏÎ½Î¬Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÏÎ»Î± ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î¼Î¿ÏÎ½ÏÎ¬.
Î¤ÎµÎ»Î¹ÎºÎ¬ ÏÎ·Î¼Î±ÏÎ¯Î± ÎÏÎµÎ¹ ÏÏÎ¹ ÏÎ¿ ÏÏÏÎ¿Î¹ ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹, Î±Î»Î»Î¬ ÏÎ¿ ÏÎ¿Î¹Î¿Î¯ ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹."
Food for thought.
_{[Inspiration; ~enoughsoap's journal 
ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¼Î¹Î± ÏÏÎ½Î¿Î¼Î¹Î»Î¯Î± Î¼Îµ ÏÎ¿Î½ Î±Î³Î±ÏÎ·Î¼ÎÎ½Î¿ Î¼Î¿Ï 'ÏÏÎµÎ»Ï'.]}


_{ÎÏÏÏÎ·ÏÎ·..}
ÎÎÏÎµÎ¹ ÎºÎ±Î½ÎµÎ¯Ï Î±Î½ Î· Î£ÏÎ¹Î½Î±Î»ÏÎ³ÎºÎ± ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹
Î±ÎºÏÎ¼Î± ÏÎµ Î»ÎµÎ¹ÏÎ¿ÏÏÎ³Î¯Î±!?!?!



_{dA MEETING!}
ÎÎ³Ï, Î¿ ÎµÎ±ÏÏÏÏ Î¼Î¿Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÏÎ¿ Î±ÏÎ¯Î¸Î±Î½Î¿ ÎµÎ³Ï Î¼Î¿Ï
ÎµÎ½ÏÎ¬Î¾ÎµÎ¹, ÎµÎ½ÏÎ¬Î¾ÎµÎ¹!
ÎÎ³Ï, Î¿ ÏÎ¯Î»ÏÎ±ÏÎ¿Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¿Î¹ Î»Î¿Î¹ÏÎ¿Î¯ Î¬Î³Î½ÏÏÏÎ¿Î¹-Î³Î½ÏÏÏÎ¿Î¯
[shit. Î±ÏÏÏ Î±ÎºÎ¿ÏÏÏÎ·ÎºÎµ ÏÎ±Î½ Î±ÏÎµÎ¹Î»Î·!]
ÏÏÎ¿ÏÎºÎ±Î»Î¿ÏÎ¼Îµ ÏÏÎ¿Î¹Î¿Î½ ÎÏÎµÎ¹ 
Î´Î¹Î¬Î¸ÎµÏÎ· Î½Î± Î´ÎµÎ¹ ÏÎ¹Ï ÏÎ¬ÏÏÎµÏ Î¼Î±Ï
Î³Î¹Î± ÎµÎ»Î»Î·Î½Î¹ÎºÎ¿ ÎºÎ±ÏÎµÎ´Î¬ÎºÎ¹
ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î±Î½ÎµÎ¯ÏÏÏÎ¿ Î¼ÏÎ»Î±-Î¼ÏÎ»Î±
ÏÎ·Î½ Î¼ÎµÎ¸ÎµÏÏÎ¼ÎµÎ½Î· ÎÏÏÎ¹Î±ÎºÎ® ÏÏÎ¿ ÎÎ·ÏÎµÎ¯Î¿.
Note or comment Î³Î¹Î± ÏÎ± Î»Î¿Î¹ÏÎ¬.
ÎÎ±Î»Î·Î½ÏÏÏÎ±Î±Î±Î±!
Î¥Î³: ÏÏÎ¿ÎµÎ¹Î´Î¿ÏÎ¿Î¹Ï ÏÏÎ¹ ÏÏÎ¿Î¹ ÏÏÎ¿ÏÎÎ»Î¸Î¿ÏÎ½ Î¸Î± Î³Î¯Î½Î¿ÏÎ½Îµ
ÏÎµÎ¹ÏÎ±Î¼Î±ÏÏÎ¶ÏÎ± ÏÎ·Ï Î½ÎÎ±Ï Î¼Î¿Ï ÏÏÏÎ¿Î³ÏÎ±ÏÎ¹ÎºÎ®Ï Î¼Î·ÏÎ±Î½Î®Ï.
ÎÏÏÎ±ÏÎ¹ÏÏÏ Î³Î¹Î± ÏÎ·Î½ ÎºÎ±ÏÎ±Î½ÏÎ·ÏÎ·.
Î¥Î³. Î½Î¿ÏÎ¼ÎµÏÎ¿ 2; 03/30/08 ~ ÎÎ¹Ï ÏÎ¹Ï 5. 
_{[Îµ, ÎºÎ¬ÏÎ¿Î¹Î¿Î¹ ÎÏÎ¿ÏÎ½Îµ 
ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¿Î¹ÎºÎ¿Î³ÎÎ½ÎµÎ¹Î±/ÎµÎ¾ÎµÏÎ¬ÏÎµÎ¹Ï ÏÎ·Î½ ÎµÏÎ¿Î¼ÎÎ½Î·!]}

Bai, bai
Natasha also known as _{_HIS__{The man with no Soul by Wax Tailor.
Dedicated to the One.


_{PHOTOGRAPHY NEWS}
Last Tuesday I met Mr C. 
and we had an uber photoshoot!
Waiting to send me the .zip now 


Sometimes I wish
their eyes were a whip
to slash my back and hurt me to death.
I'm tired.
Sick and tired of having to show my
 ID to those damn fucking cops at Omonoia 
every damn bloody morning. 
Every night. When I'm returning home.
I'm tired.
Sick and tired of the scandals around me. 
_{[or I should better name them;
white-collars crimes?]}
A new one every five minutes.
_{"They sell like fresh bread!"}
A well-known publisher told me 'fore make me 
hate myself, him and everything around me.
_{[Funny thing? Everyone keeps buying 
his magazines. The ones he call; "Papers full of shit".]}
I'm tired.
Sick and tired 'cause everything seem so.. static?
If that's the right word.
But as someone whispered me yesterday..
"Things have start to change maybe.
And maybe you don't know it"
I was drowning myself into his eyes that time
so I forgot to ask him; "And you know it?"
I'm tired.
Sick and tired of all these who believe,
Vanity is Perfection.

but

I'm ok, and happy and in-love people,
hope you're in the same shoes like me,
or in better.
Take care please. 




I have bloody _miss;

_~AchinBlack

=AstartEnchantress and =lordceleborn
3r3bus and *nektarini
~Lysias-Aesculap and *feline643
~enoughsoap and *anemos
 Jo and ~ianos7
and more, more, more, more..
 _{anonymous and not.}
Ideas are bulletproof. But the bullet is on the bone.
Time to remove and prove.
_{[Less than 60 days left 'fore my exams.
A wish for luck will be irony.]}

/salute
Natasha also known as _his 






        


Touch my hand with your fingers
feel my skin shivering
Burn my skin with your brilliant idea
Learn me how to  fight the pain.
As that movie teach you.



(1) The myth about fate.
Three islands in the middle of Acheron river.
The most horrible; Diastrophe.
All your nightmares come alive.
_3am
(2) The myth about eternity and the story.
Below of every thing you see there's something else.
Under Limah there's Anachronos.
_{His story;}
He wanted to be granted with the best.
And He used to say; "Leave. Or live it."
And succeed. He passed Anachronos.
Now He has broke all the mirrors 
and can see His idol only through the still water. 
2481 years later He still crawling around.
Training His mind-children.
_4am
(3) The myth and the glory of being rejected.
Hermes had his sandals and Zeus his thunderbold.
It was nor a woman. Nor a man. It had Vrishay.
Made by gold and silver, carved with tears.
Between the thin line of love and hate. 
It was giving the final step. The last omen.
Goddess of Fire.
_{Her story}
She wanted to be granted with every sentiment.
And She used to say; "Since I feel pain I'm alive."
And succeed. Lived every emotion to the maximum.
Now. She stands alone with Vrishay in Her hand.
And all the mirrors break while She tries to see Her idol.
She stays awake 
waiting for the moonlight to steam-up her pain.
And let Her see who She was once upon a time.
_12pm
_{_{don't take everything in a manner of speaking.}} 

_{SINGING LOUD;}
_{and the neighbours want to kill me.}

I got so much to say
But theres no point
I'll say it anyway
I'm so tired alone
If we are what we eat
I could be you tomorrow
There is a delay in my shadow
A delay in my mind
Laying on the floor in a pool of blood
I can see everything so clear now
I'm Happy Anyway 
_{_{Combichrist- I'm happy anyway}}

_{If you consider yourself as a writer chech it.}

She should have died hereafter,
   There would have been a time for such a word


_{Names that never been heard.
They are not allowed to.}

 Have I ever told you how much 7337 I am?



_{LET THE BEAT GUIDE YOU..}
 I'll always be there for you 
that means not time for waste

 I want to feel you from the inside

 I want to be pretty

 don't be invisible,
 when the trip flips




/salute
Nat also known and as _his 

HALL 9000.
~ResistiveLoss — Mon, 28 Jan 2008 16:55:09 PST
 And then I saw His face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace of doubt in my mind
I'm in love I'm a believer
I couldn't leave Him if I tried




_NEWS;
 There are huge hearts all around Athens!
 A special photo is coming soon.. :] 
_{ÏÎ¬Î»Î¹ Î¸Î± Î³Î¯Î½Ï ÏÎµÎ½ÏÎ¯ÎºÎ¿Î»Î¿ Î±Î»Î»Î¬ Î³Î¿ÏÎ¬Ï Î´Îµ ÏÎÎº?}
  SoooOoOOooOooo many things to be done.. 
and silly assignments and the re-decoration of my house 
and blah blah blah blah.. Doh!
_{Sometimes don't you wish you could be 15 years old again?}
 Some days I ago I watched Irina Palm along with *Egir.
 Personal opinion? One of the best films I've seen! 
The story.. the actors... everything! 
If you got some spare moments I suggest you to watch it!
_{And it was a bit funny as well.. or just me and *Egir have filthy minds!}
 I saw El Orfanato as well.. With another deviant.. Gosh.. 
I used to love Mexican films but... but... but... 
Yeah.. everyone says this film is pretty good but.. oh well... 
I didn't like it at all. 
_{Ideal for first date.. in some scenes I just wanted to jump in someone's hug!}
 And of course I spend one whole day with my little brother 
and his friends.. We watched two movies. 
A greek one [ ÎÎ±Î¼Î®Î»Î¹Î¿ Î Î¬ÏÏÏ] and The Golden Compass. 
The first one it was just.. LOL! I was laughing for hours.. 
And the second one... too fucking messy!
_{Hanging around with five 12yrs old kids can make everything seem ruined..}
 ~guy19900 has his b-day in 2 days! Yay from now!
_{Cmon, go and wish him something...}
 Ok! Serious question now..
I just got an old Canon as a present.. It's pretty old.. 
And of course I have to use film to get it work..
Anyone can suggest me some brands et cetera?
_{I have no idea..}
 ÎÏÏÏÎ¿Î½ Î´ÎµÎ½ ÎÏÏ ÏÎ·Î»ÎµÏÏÎ±ÏÎ·
 ÎÏÏ ÎºÎ¬Î½ÎµÎ¹ ÏÎ¿ streaming ÎºÎ¬ÏÎ¹ ÏÎ±Î½ ÎÎ½Î± Î¼Î¹ÎºÏÏ ÎÎµÎ¿ÏÎ»Î·!
ÎÎ½Î±ÎºÎ¬Î»ÏÏÎ± ÏÏÏÎ±Î¯Î± Î¼Î¯Î± ÎµÎ»Î»Î·Î½Î¹ÎºÎ® ÏÎµÎ¹ÏÎ¬ ÎµÎ½ Î¿Î½ÏÎ¼Î±ÏÎ¹: "ÎÏÎ½Î·".
ÎÎ½ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¸ÏÎ¼Î¯Î¶ÎµÎ¹ CSI Î¿ÏÎµÎ¯Î»Ï Î½Î± ÏÏ ÏÏÎ¹ ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î±ÏÎºÎµÏÎ¬ ÎºÎ±Î»Î¿Î´Î¿ÏÎ»ÎµÎ¼ÎÎ½Î· Îº.Î»Ï.
ÎÎµÎ½Î¹ÎºÎ¬ Î±Î¾Î¯Î¶ÎµÎ¹! At least Î¾ÎµÏÎµÏÎ³ÎµÎ¹ Î¿Î»Î¯Î³Î¿Î½ Î±ÏÏ ÏÎ¹Ï ÎµÎ»Î»Î·Î½Î¹ÎºÎÏ ÎºÎ»Î±ÏÏÎ¹ÎºÎ¿ÏÏÎµÏ.
Check it; [link]
_{ÎÎ±ÎºÎ¬ÏÎ¹ Î½Î± ÏÎ¿ ÎºÎ¬Î½Î±Î½Îµ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î± ÎºÎ±Î½Î¬Î»Î¹Î± Î±ÏÏÏ..
 ÎÎµ Î¸Î± Î¼Î¿Ï Î²Î³Î±Î¯Î½Î±Î½ ÏÎ± Î¼Î¬ÏÎ¹Î± Î¼Îµ ÏÎ¿ *insert random inslut here* Veoh >>}
 I got a FaceBook account as well! Search for me 
_{Same name as here..Not the Loss, the other!}
 It's almost 2am. I can't sleep.
 And this is another useless journal!


/salute
Nat [ <... 


Those silents moments.. ++
~ResistiveLoss — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 05:52:37 PST
 ..I want to stab your back with a fork until you bleed.



--



 _{Mihihihihihi!

My beloved K decide to bought me a 1yr subscription as a present 

_{TY LUV!!}

Ok and now I'm off to make him a special dinner to return the favor D:}



--

ÎÎ¹Î± Î½Î± Î¼Î·Î½ ÏÎ¿Î»ÏÎ»Î¿Î³Ï ÎÏÏ Î¼Î¯Î± ÎµÏÎ³Î±ÏÎ¯Î±.

ÎÎ±Î¹ ÏÏÎµÎ¹Î¬Î¶Î¿Î¼Î±Î¹ ÎµÎºÏÏÏ Î±ÏÏ ÏÎ¿ ÎµÏÏÏÎ·Î¼Î±ÏÎ¿Î»ÏÎ³Î¹Î¿ [ÎµÎºÎµÎ¯ Î¸Î± ÏÎ·Î½ ÏÎ»Î·ÏÏÏÎ¿ÏÎ½ Î¿Î¹ ÏÎµÏÎ±ÏÏÎ¹ÎºÎ¿Î¯ ÏÏÎ¿ Î´ÏÏÎ¼Î¿ ÏÎ·Î½ ÎÎµÏÏÎÏÎ± ] ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÎÎ½Î± ÏÏÎ¿Î¼ÎµÏÏ poll. *

Î¤Î¿ Î¼ÏÎ½Î¿ ÏÎ¿Ï Î¸ÎÎ»Ï Î±ÏÏ ÎµÏÎ¬Ï ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ ÎÎ½Î± Î±ÏÎ»Ï 'ÎºÎ»Î¹Îº' ÎµÎ´Ï [link]

ÎÎ¿Î¹ÏÏÎ½...?



_{* ÏÎ¿ Î¿ÏÎ¿Î¯Î¿ 'Î´Î¹ÎµÎ¾Î¬Î³ÎµÏÎµ' ÏÎµ Î±ÏÎºÎÏÎ± sites ÎÎ½Î± Î±ÏÏ Î±ÏÏÎ¬ ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÏÎ¿ dA :]} 

--

ÎÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÎ¿ Î½Î± ÏÎ¿Î¸ÎµÎ¯Ï Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎµÎ¹Ï Î±Î³Î¬ÏÎ·

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± Î¶Î·ÏÎ¬Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± Î¼Î¬ÏÎµÏÎ±Î¹ Î³Î¹Î± ÎºÎ¬ÏÎ¹

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î½Î± ÏÎºÎÏÏÎµÏÎ±Î¹ ÏÏÏ Î¸ÎµÏ ÎºÎ¬ÏÎ¹ Î½Î± Î±Î»Î»Î¬Î¾ÎµÎ¹ 

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î±ÏÏÎ® ÏÎ· ÏÎºÎÏÎ· ÏÎ¿Ï Î½Î± ÏÎ·Î½ ÎºÎ¬Î½ÎµÎ¹Ï ÏÏÎ¬Î¾Î·

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± ÏÎ±ÏÎ¯Î¶ÎµÏÎ±Î¹ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± ÏÎ±ÏÎ¯Î¶ÎµÎ¹Ï

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± ÎºÎµÏÎ´Î¯Î¶ÎµÎ¹Ï ÎºÎ¬ÏÎ¹ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± Ï'Î±Î¾Î¯Î¶ÎµÎ¹Ï

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± ÏÎ¿ÏÎµÏÎµÏÎ±Î¹ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½'Î±ÎºÎ¿Î»Î¿ÏÎ¸ÎµÎ¯Ï

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± ÎµÎ¯ÏÎ±Î¹ Î·Î³ÎÏÎ·Ï Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± Î¸ÎµÏ Î½Î± Î·ÏÏÎ·Î¸ÎµÎ¯Ï

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎ±Î¹ Î¾ÎµÏÎ»ÏÎ¼ÎÎ½Î¿Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÎºÎ±Î¸Î±ÏÏÏ

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎ±Î¹ Î¸Î±Î¼ÏÏÎ¼ÎÎ½Î¿Ï Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎµÎ¹Ï Î´ÎµÎ¹ ÏÎ¿ ÏÏÏ

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎ±Î¹ ÏÏÎ¬ÏÎ¹Î¼Î¿Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÏÎ±Î¸ÎµÏÏÏ

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î±Î½ ÏÎ¿ 'Î²Î±Î¶ÎµÏ ÏÏÎ± ÏÏÎ´Î¹Î± Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎ±Î¹ ÎµÏÎ¹ ÏÎ¿Î´ÏÏ

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± Î¾ÎÏÎµÎ¹Ï Îº' Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± Î»ÎµÏ ÏÎ·Î½ Î±Î»Î®Î¸ÎµÎ¹Î±

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î¿ Î¼ÏÎ¸Î¿Ï Îº' Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÎ± ÏÎ±ÏÎ±Î¼ÏÎ¸Î¹Î±

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ ÏÎ¿ Î®Î¸Î¿Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î· ÏÏÎ½Î®Î¸ÎµÎ¹Î±

[...]

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿Ï ÏÏÎ¿ÏÎºÏÎ½Î·ÏÎ®Ï ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÏÎ¿ÏÎºÏÎ½Î·Î¼ÎÎ½Î¿Ï

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÎ¿ Î½Î± ÏÎ¿ÏÎ»Î¬Ï Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÎ¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎ±Î¹ ÏÎ¿ÏÎ»Î·Î¼ÎÎ½Î¿Ï

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î· Î¼Î¿Î½Î±Î¾Î¹Î¬ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î· Î¼Î¿ÏÎ±Î½Î¹ÎºÏÏÎ·Ï

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÎ¿ Î½Î± ÎºÎ¬Î½ÎµÎ¹Ï ÏÎ½ÎµÏÎ¼Î± Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± ÏÎ¿ 'ÏÎµÎ¹Ï

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎµÎ¹Ï Î»ÏÎ³Î¿ Îº' Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎ±Î¹ ÏÎ»Î¿ Î»ÏÎ³Î¹Î±

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÎ± ÎºÎ¿Î¼ÏÎ¿ÏÎºÎ¿Î¯Î½Î¹Î± ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ ÏÎ± ÎºÎ¿Î¼ÏÎ¿Î»ÏÎ³Î¹Î±

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎµÎ¹Ï Î¸ÎÏÎ¼Î· Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎµÎ¹Ï ÎºÎ¬ÏÎ±

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± ÎºÎ»Î±Î¹Ï Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎ±Î¹ ÏÏÎ· ÎºÎ»Î¬ÏÎ±

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î· ÎµÏÎ»Î¿Î³Î¹Î¬ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î· ÎµÏÎ»Î¿Î³Î¯Î±

Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± ÎµÏÏÏÎ·ÏÎ¬Î¶ÎµÎ¹Ï Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î½Î± 'ÏÎ±Î¹ ÏÎµ Î·ÏÏÏÎ¯Î±

ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î¿ Î³ÎµÎ»Î±Î¯ÏÎ½ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î¿ Î³ÎµÎ»Î¿Î¯Î¿Ï

ÏÏÏÏ ÎµÎ¯Î½Î±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î¿ Î³ÏÎ±Î¹ÎºÏÏ ÎºÎ±Î¹ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿ Î¿ Î³ÏÎ±Î¹ÎºÏÎ»Î¿Ï

_{Î/Î - Î¤Î¿ ÎÎ½Î± ÎºÎ±Î¹ ÏÎ¿ Î¬Î»Î»Î¿}



--



/salute

Nat [  ]



Melancholy and Utopia 

are the heads and the tails of the same coin.     








 

 

Make your deal with your God...
~ResistiveLoss — Tue, 01 Jan 2008 16:58:36 PST
 _{If you are the 11.111 number on my pageviews take a screenshot please, please please, please!

It's my favorite number 

You'll be rewarded with anything you want.}



--



...'cause you never know what tomorrow will bring you.





Happy new year lads and las 







/off!

Natasha x:





Ps; â¥â¡ â¥â¡ â¥ â¡ â¥â¡ â¥ â¡ â¥â¡ â¥ â¡ â¥â¡ â¥ â¡ â¥â¡ â¥ â¡ â¥â¡ â¥ â¡ â¥â¡ â¥





Ps2; Wanna suck it a bit harder baby?.. [link]}}