http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Rhean&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Rhean en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 08:05:32 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/27054156/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/27054156/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 12:36:20 PDT
Yeah, going to do it, but I don't know how fast I'll be. Almost everyone knows that I haven't drawn a decent thing in like...a year or more xD

In other news, my stomach hurts. Horribly. I thought it was because I wasn't eating properly because of college, but I'm not so sure anymore. I was fine after eating ramen yesterday, but it returned today with a vengeance, and I'm not sure how long I'll be able to last against it. I haven't puked yet, but I've been close....

Other than that though, I'm now a college student! How strange. Already 2 weeks of classes, and I'm somewhat tired. Seven classes on Monday could possibly be my downfall. Hahaha...yeah...

My kitten is awesome, too. She still has almost a kitten meow, high-itched and squeaky, but she's soooo adorable. She's already four months, going on five. I <3 her so much, and I miss her whenever I live in my dorm...especially since I can't have animals there >: The most we can have as a pet is fish xD

Anyway, ten free sketches:

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3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Almost anything. I won't draw yaoi/yuri, or anything I consider obscene. I'll be sure to tell anyone if I don't feel comfortable with drawing something.

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/26495218/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/26495218/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 23:48:17 PDT [link]

Just so I'm not copying and pasting a huge thing all the time...but too lazy to make it all pretty.

Anyway, in other news, revamping the old RP site. I don't know how far I'll make it before I give up again, but whatever. lol. I figure, "Hey, why not try? Maybe SOMEONE will be interested in returning," so that's what I'm doing. Most people will probably just look at this and wonder "wth" but oh well lol.

Anyway, if any of the current members wish to keep his/her character(s), please look at the application(s) and change anything you wish to. Afterward, I'd appreciate if you'd message me telling me what characters you plan on keeping and if you changed anything within the apps so that I can take a look. Nothing overly hard, but I feel is important lol. I'll start deleting inactive people in 3 months time if I receive no word from them. I also plan on sending out a large bulk e-mail, but I know several people who have already changed e-mails. I'm trying to contact people any way I possibly can.

If I think of anything more, I'll add, but for now I think I'm done. Almost three in the morning and can't think straight.

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/26495146/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/26495146/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 23:41:51 PDT
- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone


One hundred theme challenge list:

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

This is mostly for my reference for when I actually update something.

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/26413681/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/26413681/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 23:36:18 PDT
I seriously didn't plan on updating my journal until I posted pictures.... I've mostly just been dead on long-term projects and doodling quite often. Nothing worth uploading though. I might make my dA journals into dream journals if I remember my dreams long enough to write journals about them xD;; I read over an old journal of mine a while back and though "...I don't remember having this dream.... When was this?"

I'm going to try redoing the 100 theme challenge. Honestly! I'll try finishing it as well. I honestly have no idea how far I'll get because...well...yeah, but I'll try. It could be years before I finish it. Hahaha, now, how many people will comment on this journal shall be interesting considering I haven't posted in over....10 months....holy...HOOOLY.... There's no way, but I suppose that's true. Darn, I got the temptation to wait to post this journal on Halloween, but seeing as whoever is reading it is...well...reading it, that obviously didn't happen.

I'll post something soon. Really! Even if it winds up just being more lineart (hahaha, since I can't seem to finish coloring ANYTHING), I'll post it *nods*

Oh, by the way, Hannah, I need reference sheets to your characters. I find Jun inexplicably difficult to draw without knowing what the heck he looks like now. I doodled out Zero, Enya, and Xei though; and boy, Zero looks awesome xD It's all on paper though. SO! YES! Give me references to draw from D: For Ishi, too. And Karin..."The Boyz R Here" gives me one for Kyoshi and Saku luckily. Heck, just give me a reference sheet on all your characters.

Oh, and by the way, we still need to draw that collab with all our characters to celebrate how long we've known each other (and not yet killed each other). I still say the theme should be mafia, but whatever xD Could do something wacky like crossdressing or something, too. I feel like we already planned something though, but I don't remember what it was.... Oh well...I still have plotting to do for RPs.

Speaking of which, I may try and redo my site sometime. Sometimes I miss it, other times I don't, but what I miss most is RPing with everyone as a whole. I get urges every once in a while to restart it; it just never happens 'cause I never finish the art for the logo haha.

College...I still don't believe it, but I'm ready to be out of the house. I'm nervous about a few things...like taking Japanese and getting thrown into Japanese 201 (stupid proficiency test) and some other things, but I think I'll manage. Music composition major with a double minor in creative writing and Japanese. That's my goal so far, and I hope it's the right road for me. I <3333 video game music. Hannah knows; it's practically all I listen to.

Short story: Power went out yesterday at 12:30 or so in the afternoon. I watched Finding Nemo thinking it'd be back up by the time the movie finished. Nope. So, I take a shower and brush my teeth still staying optimistic. Nope. Luckily mom gets home a little later so I'm not bored out of my mind and we clean up the yard (LOTS of debris...several trees were down in the area. It almost looked like a tornado went through; seriously). Tom came over and helped as well, and we talked for a couple hours. When he left, mom and I went into town to get Taco Bell~ Sorry, but Taco Bell's chicken quesidillas are too awesome. I wish I knew how they make them, but meh. I only wish they had more cheese and chicken D: Afterwards we came home, but the power was still out...sucked big time. So I used my sister's laptop (what I used to watch Nemo) until it died, and then I drew.

Tried falling asleep at about 2...and found that my breathing had grown progressively worse. Didn't fall asleep until 6, and the power was STILL OUT. Fell asleep at six and woke up at noon...right when the power came back on. I felt like I was going to die during the night though. I tried lying on my back, my sides, my stomach. I tried leaning up against my pillows, sitting straight up, leaning against my bed. Lying down on the floor, lying on my stomach on the floor, yada yada yada, but nothing worked. I just couldn't get rid of the wheezing, which was keeping me awake.

In other news...went to DC to visit my sister this summer. AND I'M OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL MUWHAHAHA. Again, I'll try posting art soon 8D;; I might post another journal tomorrow as well since I'm going to Rascal's Fun Zone with a group of friends. We'll see if I'm in the mood afterward.

--Free Sketches---

- Nami
http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/21253752/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 18:18:42 PDT
We were really concerned, but didn't question him, and instead turned around to head back to Tom's house so he could drive me home...Well, we walked a little ways when the security man returned and asked us if we were returning home...It was really creepy >w>;; Oh well, at least...he didn't try kidnapping us or anything XD;;

ANYWAY...besides that, I get to drive a robot on wheels tomorrow...It's uh...my first time driving one in a competition, so even though I'm not nervous yet I know I will be by tomorrow...'cause I'm afraid I'm going to fail them and such lol...My total experience driving it is about...two to two and a half hours maybe...Sooo...this could turn interesting really fast...

In other news, Happy Halloween! Hope everyone got lots and lots of candy to munch on <:

--Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/20340263/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/20340263/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 14:23:10 PDT
+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...+
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?:

I saw this on =BunnyTheAssassin's journal and felt like doing it...mainly because I'm not the one needing to answer them <:

[EDIT]
Oh yeah...just for good measure, almost got hit today driving home...I was on the snake curve next to the barns just before I turn onto my road, and boom, a van comes barreling around the corner. I have to go partway off because of it...I honked at them...stupid morons. That's what happens when there's a corn field and you decide to do 30+ around sharp curves.

--Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/19725308/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/19725308/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 20:07:05 PDT
I'm currently borrowing it from 'cause she's awesome that way...Though I may have to end up stealing it from her if I grow any more attached ;D j/k j/k

May contain possible spoilers depending how in-depth I go

But but ;w; AAAAAAASCH WHY DOES YOUR HAIR LOOK SO FUNNY AND WHY DID YOU BECOME ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS!!!?!!??!?! ;w; Tis too sad...AND LUKE WHY DID I GET ATTACHED TO YOU TOO ;O; WHYYY...

Games to me are like books/anime/manga/etc to some others...When I play a good game, I get chills at certain parts, and this was one of those games...Chrono Cross to me was one of the best games on the PSX...Tales of the Abyss is about the exact same, 'cept for PS2...I don't know why I love it so much...I mean, it's like the other RPGs I've played...have to save the world and such, but this one is amazing =w=

Of course, this is coming from the person who loves Tales of Destiny which is about as cliched as they come 8D freakingspring

Tear x Luke...I DON'T CARE IF IT'S CANON ;w; I <3 it...this game made me cry a little at the end LOL...but only a little...'kay I'mma go replay it now *scampers off*

OH, AND THAT IS CURRENTLY WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN DRAWING AT ALL LOL >:

--Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/19412471/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/19412471/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 15:28:18 PDT Uranium210 ;w; <3

lol in other news...

I HAVEN'T UPDATED SINCE MAY...or was it april? *glances over at old journals* April...'msorry...

So uhh, right now our car is shot 8D;; We have to get a new one and although mom was going on a huge truck hunt, it appears that we might not get one *relief* I don't like trucks >: I'm also a selfish jerk sooo... XD;;

But um...In hopes of not making this journal completely pointless, I just want to say that I'm working on two deviations right now. I'm in the process of coloring my one "Angel" one (which won't be finished for a while) and I'm in the process of doing another one...of a pairing lol...It's more for perspective practice than anything even though the perspective isn't really that difficult...but meh, gotta start somewhere.

Thanks again ~Uranium210 ;w;

--Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/17642863/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/17642863/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 18:41:37 PDT to start off my spring break. We stayed there until Monday and did several things.

Friday - Rode in the car all the way down to where my dad lives in his apartment since he has to work there...It was pretty much boring...'cept I watched 300 with *Squirrel-Ninja on the way down while mom and dad drove. I probably should have been more disturbed by the sex scene, but meh...I could care less.

Saturday - Woke up...got a rude awakening thanks to a certain someone. We went to Peinzon Mounds (however it's spelled *too tired to look*). And I got to pet the security guards albino snake. It was pretty epic considering it was about a foot and a half long *totlinotinnuendo* Yeah...it was an indian burial place. Pretty amazing, specially once we climbed the small look-out.

After that, we went to Shiloh, a battle area for the Civil War. *Squirrel-Ninja didn't know what the blue and gray belonged to...she had forgotten (Sorry, had to add that in) It was pretty epic, and I got a kick out of it, considering later my mom overheard a boy saying, "It was the Yanks who won the war, right?"

Sunday - We got up...and went to Grace Land. Elvis Presley's home and such. Took a LOT of pictures. I swear that guy has way too many articles of clothing...and records. He also had a white monkey statue...I dunno...It rained a lot on all of the days though...kinda sucked, but meh.

After that we went to the Peabody Hotel and watched ducks march from the fountain to the elevator. I got pictures...and the way the camera took them made the ducks look like apparitions. It was cool.

Monday - Woke up to find out we're heading back home. On the way home *Squirrel-Ninja and I RPed...I feel bad because I'm still idea-less, and all we did was fluff, which she wasn't in the mood for. So sorry about that. Can't always have some sort of marvelous plot ready to be played out. Mostly improvised all that I have right now...It sucks so bad, and I have no idea what it is I'm planning. I hate my mind...I don't see why I can't think outside the box.

Oh, and Dad also made breakfast that morning. That was good...haven't had omelets in forever.

Once we got back to my house, we went downstairs and RPed a bit more. Still never got to the violence...so sorry about that; guess that just proves how crappy my ideas are becoming.

Tuesday - We go up to Michigan...another 6+ hour trip...When we got close to Bay City I got more and more agitated because there was someone I wanted to see really bad...even under the circumstances that we were up there. I could barely hold still in the car once we entered Bay City, and even had to stop listening to my music, which is rare....very rare. I almost never stop listening to my music, because it's part of who I am.

Once at the funeral home, I swear my chest exploded...We were just about to enter, and I look over. I think I see him, but then turn forward again...I see someone else familiar in my periph, and realize that it IS who I wanted to see. So I'm all like, "ANNIE!!!" while she's all like, "HEATHER!!!" and we hug...even though she's like....30 years older than I am, I see her as almost like an older sister or something. She makes me laugh. Then I hug other peeps who I know, and even managed to get a hug out of the guy I've obsessed over for...6+ years now. I won't go into that...because I doubt anyone could really care that much about my little obsessions.

Almost got to spend the night at their house though like I did last year...but my parents were like, "lolz no ]: <" so I wasn't able to...Hopefully I'll be able to see them over the summer. I think I will.

After the funeral home we went out to eat. Got Parmesean Chicken...augh it was so good...I wasn't able to eat it all though, and plan on saving it for tomorrow or something since I got a to-go box.

Wednesday - Probably go back to the funeral and such to watch the proceedings...I hope I'll be able to see him more...I swear my heart won't stop jumping every time I think his name. Oh, right, I said I wouldn't talk about that anymore.

I'll [edit] this once I have more to add.

Oh, and happy April Fools...

Sorry for the sour mood last night. I'm in a good mood right now though x3

Went to the funeral today...that was sad...I'm just not the type of person to cry when someone dies...I'm such a horrible person |D;;

Yeah...after the funeral and cemetery... ]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/17474987/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/17474987/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 12:51:52 PDT
Beware ranting, may contain spoilers


AUGH KILL...SOMETHING...KILL SOMETHING NOW. GIVE ME ANGST OR GIVE ME...ANGST. THEY SHOULD NOT END SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!! AUGH, FREAKING....okaysoactuallyi'veseenworsecliffhangersbutstill

I FEEL SORRY FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAD TO WAIT OVER A YEAR OR SO FOR THE SECOND SEASON TO BE RELEASED. I DON'T WANT TO WAIT UNTIL APRIL 6TH OR LATER 'CAUSE THAT'S JUST TORTURE. I PROBABLY WON'T SEE IT UNTIL LATER EITHER WHICH WILL SUCK REALLY....

I just remembered where I first heard about Code Geass. It was in Japan. Wow...I remember seeing a poster and everything....BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER RIGHT NOW.

LELOUCH...SUZAKU...BRUTAL...EVERYTHING IS BRUTAL, AND YET I LOVE IT SO MUCH. I THINK I'VE SNAPPED. I NEED TO STUDY, BUT I CAN'T. I CAN'T KEEP MY CONCENTRATION UP ENOUGH

CURSES!!!!

I'M GOING TO GO WATCH SOME KHR OR DGM TO VENT ]: <


--Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16851631/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16851631/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 16:25:02 PST
Okay, so after school, everyone goes outside to their cars, or the buses, and we find out that there's an inch of ice....Like...all the cars were covered with it....So, I was worried that I wouldn't be able to get in my car...I thought maybe the door would be frozen shut. I got into the car just fine, put down my stuff...Well, I think I subconsciously heard a "click" but didn't quite process it in my mind...

I turned on the ignition to get the car warmed up, and then I got out to scrape the car, only allowing the door to close to where it would click, but not be shut completely. In other words, it was part way open, but unable to open when I found that I locked my keys in the car 8D;;;

SO...when I tried to open the door...it took a moment for realization to sink in...Then I was like, "Oh...crap...."

Yeah...XD;;; Tyler Short and Cory Harshmen...helped me scrape off the car...and while I was using this one girl's cell phone (who I didn't even know) to call my mom, they decided it would be bright to shut the part way open door completely.....XD;;; So mom's like, "Well call Hannah and see if she'll get the spare key...or I can call your sister." Well, Hannah was about to drive by at that point, so I ran up to her and tackled her (yes...I tackled her Blazer 8D)

Well....after a bit of talking back and forth, my mom decided it would be best if my sister brought the spare key to get in to me...My hands were frozen solid by the time I got back up to the school. Uhh...the vice principal had a fun time with it though 8D;;; She called some people 'cause she needed to talk to them, and then she told them my story....So I made the comment, "Jeez! I'm going to have made the front page of the newspapers by tomorrow!" XD;;;

I dunno....It really wasn't that bad...Kinda hilarious actually....8D;;; Hehhe...oops?

---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16705974/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16705974/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:48:30 PST
WHY...WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GIVE ME THE NEXT CHAPTER NOW...I DEMAND IT!!!!!! D. GRAY MAN MUST CONTINUE...AUGH, THIS CLIFFHANGER IS SO HORRIBLE.....IT'S TEARING ME APART....I CAN'T COMPLETE MY SCHOOL WORK WITH THIS ON MY MIIIIIND!!!!!!!!!! A;LDKJF;AKFJ;AKFJA IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE MANGA...READ IT NOW...NOOOOOOW. BETTER THAN THE ANIME....IT MOVES AT SUCH A FASTER PACE!

BUT BEWARE THE CLIFFHANGERS FOR THEY ARE EVIL!!!!! ALLEEEEEEEEN!!!!! BAAAAAAK!!!! PAAANDAAAA JIIIIIJIIII BOOKMAN!!!!! WHYYYYY COME BACK!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I read over 140 chapters in just a couple days, aren't you proud of me? < : Probably would've gotten done in one day if I hadn't worked on homework.

GAH...EVIL....EEEEVIIIIIIL....I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO MY FAVORITE CHARACTER IS ANYMORE!!!!! I'M TORN BETWEEN LAVI AND ALLEN....I DEMAND THAT ALL OF YOU READ THE MANGA NOW ]: <

*head/desks* Torture.....torture....torture....Where's the next chapter....Why'd the anime have to make so many filler episodes when it could've kept up almost completely with the manga if it would've just kept with it =w=

*sighs* I think this is one series that I may reread again from beginning to end (well...to the current end)

It's definitely on par right now with KHR ;~; I can't decide which is better...DGM was awesome from the very beginning, and KHR wasn't because of all the filler chapters...AUGH....THE SUSPENSE IN THIS IS EVEN WORSE THAN IN KHR!!!!! I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!

I have homework I need to finish....That's what I should've been working on this whole time ;~; Curses....

*stands in a corner beating her head against a wall in a hypnotic manner*

The writer of this journal is out of commission at the current moment. Thank you for taking the time to read this useless journal. If your brain hasn't imploded already, please exit on the right. Have a good day, and we hope to see you again very soon. ^_^

---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16501421/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16501421/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:03:24 PST
→ Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the best that apply to you.
→ Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.

MY MONTH:

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. (Seriously...all of those right there pretty much XD;; ) Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. (If I wanted to be a doctor, yeah, probably >_> ) Dynamic in personality. Secretive. (In case some people didn't notice...) Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. (Oya, you know it *shot*) Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. (About some things, yes) Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. (Romantic? Since when? 8D;;; ) Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. (So I like to believe) High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Is able to control emotions. (You think I can control emotions? XDDDD I'm a volcano waiting to asplode) Unpredictable.


Like my little sayings in between almost every line? ="D? It was fun~ *shot*


Other months:

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teachand be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy.Quiet unless excited or tensed.Rather reserved.Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic . Loves to dream Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom sho... ]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16317999/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16317999/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 15:49:46 PST
1) I took out my Zune in the car this morning just to find that it was broken....That really ruined my day. Funny thing is, I fell asleep just fine last night and woke up this morning without too much trouble...which for the first day back of school, that's rare...very rare, so I thought it was actually going to be a decent day.

2) I think first block sucked just because I was still ticked about my Zune....but oh well.

3) Bio....No friends in there whatsoever, but I guess there's a reason for that. I'll just have to persevere and not break down....I'll talk to Kristina more perhaps even though I don't usually talk to her. I hope this semester will be okay in that class....especially when we do the dissections of the animals.

4) Pre-cal just sucks in general....especially with the annoying people in my class...(not including you ~Squirrel-Ninja )

5) APUSH sucks because I'm not used to the class. I'm used to independent studying it, and it was a lot more quiet when I was doing that than it is in the regular classroom....If that continues, I might ask her to let me sit out in the hall and do everything or something....I think I may have an idea of what I might do each day for that class, too....I think I'll get the worksheets and stuff early so I can work on it during TAP or something....

The good news is, I got my Zune replaced with a nice white one. I would've gotten black, but they were out of all of them but the white 30 GB one. It's really, really pretty, and I just hope the screen doesn't break like it did for the other one...I'm going to try and be even more cautious about it...I wish I had a special case for it that would protect it from damage. I spent 100 dollars on it when it was half off, and luckily I didn't have to pay the extra 100 when we went to exchange. Phew...I'm just relieved I WAS able to exchange it....I would've probably bawled right then and there if I hadn't been able to...

Okay, end of rant 8D

OH AND SARAH, WHERE ARE YOU? ]: < YOU NEVER GET ON MSN ANYMORE AND WE MISS YOU...HURRY AND GET BACK OOOOOON ;O;

---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16184092/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/16184092/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:16:04 PST
Yeah...Everyone's showing and telling peeps how much they appreciate each other, and now I feel bad for not doing that XD;;; I'm sorry ;~; SO! I'MMA DO THAT RIGHT NOW!!!! SERIOUS MODE TIME KTHX

You and Toni are one of the first people I come to online whenever I need to talk to someone or ask for advice on stuff whether it's art or real life stuff. It's hard to believe that we met each other about three and a half years ago on quizilla and actually have talked for this long already. What can I say really? You've believed in me during times where I didn't even believe in myself, and I'm not just talking about this year. I should be called a hypocrite for not taking the advice I give back to you, but you remind me of it whenever I seem to forget. I don't have the same humor as you do, but that's fine. We somehow get along great. Hopefully we can stay online buddies in the years to come! Thanks for helping me with my trials with the "Dude from Michigan" (DfM yo) I'm still trying to have faith that what your grandma said is right, but I think only time will tell on that one.

I don't think there hasn't been one day where we haven't made one stupid, idiotic joke that reveals how perverted we both can think. Seriously...if you look back at our conversations, it's hilarious. I always seem to spam you the most with my emo crap...no matter what it is. I should apologize for that 'cause it's not like I mean to do that, but oh well...I guess one problem of me always ranting to you is that you're always on and usually the only one on that I want to talk to about it. I don't think I would have done a lot of stuff if you hadn't been like, "DUUU EEET" all the time. For example, should I bring Xei into SoaA? When I asked you that you were like, "DUUUU EEEET ]: <" So that made me be like, "LOL OKAY~" So yeah, thank you so much for always being there, even if all you can do is make a frowny face at me when I emo.

I MUST TALK TO YOU MORE OFTEN. We've had quite a few emo conversations ourselves this year, too. I know this entire year has been really rough on you, and I feel bad for not being able to do more than just throw in my opinion and hope it works. I dunno, I've always seen you as an older online sister, as strange as that may sound, which in turn makes me want to do everything I can to help you. Sorry if I go on my emo rants and get you irritated sometimes, but I'm glad I get to talk to you, even if it's only for a short time (since we kinda live in different areas.) It's hard to believe we've talked to each other for a little over two years now! You've taught me a lot of things whether or not you realize it, and I just wanted to say "thank you" for that.

I miss you so much! I wish we could get to see each other more often than we're able to, but at least you're still living within the state. I should probably call you more often so we can make plans together. Whenever I felt like I needed to get away from the house, you were always the first person I thought of since I rarely get to see you. I dunno, your house is like relief whenever stress from school/internet/home/stuff becomes too much. You're always willing to lend a listening ear and advice whenever I seem to need it, and since you seemed to have similar experiences in certain things. I really appreciate all that you've done for me in the past few years that I've known you, especially when it came to Japan and Guffey. I don't think I would've survived if you hadn't been there. Someday we'll head back there, and we'll do what WE want to do instead of let some idiot teacher who doesn't even know the language tell us what to do. I'm looking forward to seeing you again sometime in the near future!

I'm sorry that you always seem to get the brunt of my anger whenever I'm feeling irritated or wanting to be alon... ]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/15951755/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/15951755/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 22:36:10 PST 's oekaki board.

Err...yeah....the other part...

Around Tuesday or Wednesday night I had a really creepy dream. I don't really remember much of it now except for the fact that I was in school for some parts. Those were the only parts that seemed normal really. All I can remember from that dream is that people really close to me kept dying, and I don't even remember if I woke up crying or not. I know I was crying in my dream. The thing is...I think I was somehow the cause of the deaths. *shudders* It was really weird....

The night after that I know I had another weird dream, but this time I think it involved me somehow, though I don't even remember it.

The dream I had last night...really creeped me out. I think the earliest part that I can remember is when I was driving home, and I was on a long stretch where the dam was, and a cop pulled me over because I was speeding. I think it was because I was worried about something, though I don't quite remember. I remember being slightly freaked out by the cop because he went to the passenger side window and actually opened the door. I don't remember exactly what happened, but I wound up with a ticket for speeding, and I didn't even get a warning even though that was my first time getting caught. The next part is really weird...somehow I was in the middle of the woods, kinda like where ~Squirrel-Ninja lives, but it was further back in the woods and more void of houses. I don't remember why I was walking really late at night, but at two houses there were arms laying everywhere. The cop even had followed me there....he was creepy. But I remember picking up one of the arms just to see the blood dripping out of it...It was after I noticed how many arms (and that's just it...there were just arms) were in the yards that I woke up...Blood drenched everything. It was creepy...and I have reasons why:

1) I don't usually remember my dreams when I wake up; no details whatsoever.

2) Believe it or not, my dreams aren't usually morbid, but nor are they funny. They're serious, but not incredibly morbid.

3) I had a good one for this one, but I forgot it.


---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/15550654/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/15550654/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 16:12:56 PST :3 MUWHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH and I can buy M games without having to worry about the people being like, "You're underage *rawrawrawr*" Ohohohoho Most games just have a lot of violence anyways XD;;; I just want to thank everyone who came X3 Even though not everyone (more actually like...no one) has a DA, but oh well.

I got moneys! And now I want an Xbox 360 and Assassin's Creed....Jeez that game is so much fun ;~; It's like....too awesome...I can assassinate people whenever I want on it XD;;; I just stab them from behind with my hidden weapon, or hack at them in reality with my sword 8D;;; It's soooo fun. B-day party was awesome. X3 Yey! 8D

It was also able to help me get my mind off of a few certain things, too...I was afraid that I would be depressed during my party, but I wasn't.


---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/15425619/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/15425619/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 19:17:55 PST Rhean says do as many as you want)

1 Shera – Known as the Dark Assassin; 19 years; short-tempered, but not as bad as she used to be. Assassin straying towards ex-assassin.

2. Kazuki – New leader of the Shadow Syndicate. Can copy other’s powers except for Shera’s. Completely cold-hearted, merciless, and not afraid to kill any of his subordinates, even those most valuable to him.

3. Xei – A complete idiot. Easygoing, joking, and playful. Causes a lot of mischief with Amatsuki…never let those two be together.

4. Zero – Police officer. Although he’s supposed to be in college, he’s one of the best officers there are currently. Secretly works under Xei in a certain group that’ll be mentioned sometime later.

5. Amatsuki – Middle-aged, single. Took in Kyoshi as his apprentice. Martial-artist, and very talented at what he does.

First question:

HOW OLD ARE YOU?

Shera: Nineteen…

Kazuki: Like Hell I’ll tell you.

Xei: Hmm…that’s difficult to answer since I can change my age anytime I want D=

Zero: Twenty-one…

Amatsuki: Hmm….It’s almost embarrassing to say that I’m in my late thirties. I’m getting old ;~;

WHAT'S YOUR HEIGHT?

Shera: 5’3”

Kazuki: I’m not telling my height…eople will soon be recognizing me, and then it’ll be more difficult to navigate.

Xei: Oh, oh! I’m 5’5”! But I can always appear taller [: <

Zero: I can’t believe I follow his orders…I’m 5’6”

Amatsuki: Hehe…I’m taller than the lot of you…5’8”

WHO'S YOUR MATE/SPOUSE?

Shera: Do you really want to know? >_> It depends…right now, since the only active person is Kyoshi, I’d have to say him…What can I say…it’s difficult being a popular assassin *sighs and shrugs*

Kazuki: You’re joking…You think I married? Who needs marriage *sadistic grin*

Xei: Hmm…I wish 8D

Zero: No…I plan to stay single until I at least get through university.

Amatsuki: …


DO YOU HAVE ANY KIDS?

Shera: None that I’ve given birth to, no…I adopted one however, on a site that is currently dead and that the admin is too lazy to --- (me: *cuts Shera off* Ahaha 8D;;; Don’t listen to her…

Kazuki: I have to keep my legacy on somehow…though…I should’ve killed ‘him’ when I had the chance…I’ll be sure to get you soon Kyorewa.

Xei: Ooo…you’re so scary Kazuki…I’m shaking. I don’t have kids.

Zero: Again, I don’t plan to have kids until I marry, which will be after university.

Amatsuki: Unfortunately, no.

FAV FOOD?

Shera: Hmm…I make a mean curry…Ask Kyoshi about that even.

Kazuki: …Sushi.

Xei: Oh, oh!! I love takoyaki…It’s the greatest <333

Zero: Gyouza.

Amatsuki: Yakisoba~

FAV ICECREAM FLAVOR?

Shera: Vanilla and chocolate combined. Hell yeah!

Kazuki: Mint Chocolate Chip

Xei: Your taste buds are weird old man…I like strawberry <3

Zero: Orange.

Amatsuki: Hmm….I’m not that much of an ice cream person.

KILL ANYONE?

Shera: Yes…

Kazuki: Of course…what better sport is there? Shut up Kyorewa.

Xei: You’re sick Kazuki…Me? Well I…(me: I’m sorry, but Xei can’t divulge into that *holds his mouth shut*)

Zero: Only if necessary. Arresting is better than killing any day.

Amatsuki: I guess you could say in a round-a-bout way I have…

HATE ANYONE?

Shera: I hated my family. No one more…no one less. I dislike the idiots in the syndicate, too.

Kazuki: Hate anyone? Try the whole damn world.

Xei: Why would I hate anyone? D=

Zero: No, just dislike strongly.

Amatsuki: Nope, I can’t hate anyone.

ANY DEEP DARK SECRETS?

Shera: Oh, you know me…I’m full of them *snickers*

Kazuki: I have nothing to had, but nothing to show.

Xei: Mizuki-san…what do you mean by that statement…? (Shera: Shut up Xei… Me? Uhh…I have a few that’d I’d prefer not to disclose…thank you.

Zero: Don’t know yet…once I think of some, I’ll be sure to tell you.
~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/15154754/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/15154754/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 08:43:43 PDT

Hair Color:
[ ] Black = $100
[x ] Blonde = $50
[] Red = $75
[x] Brown = $15 (seriously…I have like…a mix…>_> )
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2
Total: $65

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $150
[] Green - $75
[x ] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15
Total so far: $115

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[x]4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45
Total so far: $165

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100
Total so far: $265

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[ ] First Born - $300
[ ]Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[x ] Last Born - $200
[x] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born-$375
Total so far: $565

Drink?
[x] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle
Total so far: $965

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $300
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[] Glasses $50
[x] contacts $25 (I have one contact…does that count as twice as much money since I’m so rare? =3)
[ ] Surgical correction -$135
Total so far: $990

Car Color [or family’s car(s)]:
[ ] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[x] Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[x] Red - $400
[x] Green- $350
[ ] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0
Total score: $2 340

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700 (YES. MY FEET ARE BIG.)
[x] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550
Total so far: $2 940

Favorite Colors (three):
[ ] Green-$750
[x] Black - $600
[x] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50
Total so far: $4 640


Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x]No-add $1000 (I did it in my head)
[ ] on some- $750
Total so far: $5 640

How many people are you going to tag?
[] 100-150 = 250,000
[ ] 90 - 80 = $100,000
[ ] 70 -60 = $50,000
[ ] 50 - 40 = $10,000
[x] 30 - 20 = $5,000
[ ] 20 - 10 = $1,000
[ ] 10 - 1 = $500

See How Much You're Really Worth!
Total so far : $10 640

Now add your number of pageviews.
Total: $14 868

I tag everyone on my watch list ]: <

I'm not worth very much am I? D=


---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14749923/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14749923/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 21:47:07 PDT

Rules:

1. Post these rules:
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

1. Roleplaying is my happy place.
2. There should be a keyboard hero like guitar hero
3. Crack pairings are taking over my mind now...especially SoaA ones...
4. I'm a very sarcastic person
5. Uhh...I think too hard about things like this
6. I'm too much of a perfectionist in certain areas...
7. I'm a fast typer, and proud of it.
8. My mood fluctuates horribly. I'll be hyper one moment, and completely depressed the next.

I'm not tagging anyone >_>;; Do it if you want...

---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14668788/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14668788/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 04:19:31 PDT _> I won't bug my parents about it at all though, cause I don't want them wasting their money on something like this 8D;;

Thanks again for the subscription X3 Loved it while it lasted~

(Really short journal 8D;; )

---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14621008/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14621008/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 17:41:46 PDT
It starts out where Shera has to go into hiding and is freaking out slightly 'cause of something she's done, and she has a huge bounty on her head because of that something. I'm pretty sure Rhea took control and went on a huge killing spree without her cloak, and so everyone knew Shera's face. She can't go home because people are watching it and stuff....

SO! Kyoshi was trying to help her go into hiding, but Xei had for some reason disappeared, and wasn't in the dream at all until about the very end where he makes a small entrance. Kyoshi and Shera go around during the night trying to find some different places to hide, and they have to steal food and such from restaurants. There was one part I think where they were almost caught at going to the same restaurant twice, but I'm not sure...It's kind of fuzzy now, and I wish I could remember dreams better.

After that they somehow get the idea to go to Owaru's clinic...and he had stairs and another story for some reason...So they hide there...Well, somehow a few people find out Shera's there, and go there to catch her so they can get the bounty. Mind you, she's wanted all over the world for some reason. Mass murder probably. So, Kyoshi and Owaru order Shera to go hide upstairs 'cause no one would be able to find her there, and after a little bit of protesting, she complies. She just gets up the stairs and is about to hide when (and this part is where my brain told me that I needed a little humor) ~Squirrel-Ninja's mom and her brother came up the stairs. They wanted the money that was on Shera's head. So, Squirrel's mom looks directly at Shera twice, but doesn't seem to notice her.

That's when Xei comes in, completely bloody and tattered. He had kept Squirrel's mom from seeing her, but after a grin and an exchange of words, he falls forward and dies...Shera completely freaks then and cries out, gathering the attention of the whole world somehow. Everyone somehow gets to that area in less than five seconds, even those halfway across the world. It was weird.

Shera was just about to get surrounded, and that was when my dream ended. Her with Xei in her arms, dead possibly for her sake. 8D;;; SO, yeah...It was an interesting dream, and I woke up all warm and fuzzy inside 'cause of the much needed angst that I apparently needed. I want to have that dream again. 8D;; Most people would be freaked, but I love character deaths. They're so fun X3

---Free Sketches---

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14460226/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14460226/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 18:17:24 PDT
When I first got there with my sister, we were amazed how few people were there really. It was easier to walk around in than it was for Family Values. There wasn't nearly as much smoking either, so I was glad about that. Anyways! We got there and missed the first two bands on accident, but I didn't mind too much. I should probably listen to their music sometime though and see if I like them.

So, yeah. We walked around for a while, and then watched when Saosin got up to the Revolution stage, the smaller stage. They were the only band out of the entire tour that didn't say "f*** this" or "How is everyone f***** doing?" or something like that. Not only that, but they said, "God Bless You," at the very end. I was shocked and thought I heard wrong, but I hadn't. I have new respect for them. The songs they sung though were awesome, and they sold CDs there of their music X3 My sister bought two CDs, one for herself and the other for my oldest sister. She also bought me a shirt to have signed by them.

OMG THEY DID SIGNATURES!!! <33333 They signed a poster for each of us as well as the CDs and my shirt. I'm going to wear my shirt either Tuesday or Wednesday just to show it off. Probably Tuesday so I can show my Music Theory teacher. What had happened was we went through the line, and only got four out of the five signatures >.< My sister went back and cut through from the exit and got the last signature for me on my shirt. I was so happy. They were really, really nice. I love Saosin's music~ They played my two favorites by them <3 They played, "You're Not Alone," and, "Voices". I was so happy <333

They were doing the signing while Mindless Self Indulgence played. I don't like MSI very much...Bleh XP We got a bunch of free stuff while waiting in line though for the signatures ="D.

AFTERWARDS we went to the main stage after getting something to eat and drink. There we watched Julien-K and Placebo play. I liked them <3 They both have a different style, or at least Placebo did. I don't quite remember everything now that it's not fresh in my mind 8D;;; It was awesome though. Our seats were in a really good spot, too.

I spotted while I was there. I tried calling out to her, but she didn't notice. Luckily her row was just a few in front of ours. It was kind of ironic really O-o;; So I hurried out of my row and caught up to her, and sat with them for the rest of the time until they left.

H.I.M <333 They played, and it was freaking awesome. I was like, "omg so awesome *o*" They played my favorite song, "Killing Loneliness," too. I was soooo happy. All of us were jumping up and down and such yelling and screaming. It was too awesome ;o;. O_o;; The lead singer really liked to chain smoke a lot. XD;; They also did "Vampire Heart," "Wings of a Butterfly" and "Wicked Game" along with a few others.

Taking Back Sunday was after H.I.M. They were pretty good, too X3 My sister was going crazy about them XD;;

BUT OMG AFTER TBS WAS MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. DUUUUUUDE their pyro-techniques were like...awesome. They also did fireworks and such, too. It was soooooo cool <3333 Gerard ate the mic O-o and he shoved his hand down his pants....and through a hole...that was disturbing...highly. He was really weird, but he was REALLY energetic O-o;; He was drinking a Monster when he came out and such O-o;;; I really don't think he needs to drink any of those...seriously >_>;;; BUT OMG <3333 They did awesome songs like "The Black Parade" "Cancer" "Famous Last Words" "Mama" "Teenagers" "Helena" "The Sharpest Lives" and a lot of others. They did sooooo awesome. My words don't do them any justice whatsoever. For "Cancer" everyone rose their cellphones or lighters into the air and waved them back and forth. "Famous Last Words" was so awesome...I was jumping and waving my arm like crazy for that one XD;;; and singing...I sang for everything if I knew the words, and even if I didn't know them I sang.

AND THEN LINKIN PARK!!!!!!!! OMG <333 They opened with "One Step Closer to the Edge" They had a sheet covering them while blue light pulsed behind them showing their outlines. Then it fell and...yeah....I was all w;ealkjf;weifja;lkfja;w over them. Seriously 8D;;; I was jumping up and down a lot for MCR and LP. They also did "Breaking the Habit" but what I was amazed with was when they did my three favorite songs in a row starting with my least favorite and moving up to my most. They did (this was after ~Squirrel-Ninja left... ]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14307073/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14307073/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 16:38:29 PDT

1.) HABIT: It's a sick habit, but I always pick at the skin beneath my fingernails...I do it all the time, but it gets worse if I'm a nervous wreck.

2.) FACT: I get really hyper at a party, and then extremely depressed after an hour or two. I don't know why, I just do...I think it's because I never spent so much time around so many people having fun at once.

3.) DISLIKE: Smoking. My parents do it, but I absolutely detest it. Hate, despise, detest...I hate waking up in the morning feeling it in my throat and crap...

4.) HABIT: If I'm drawing or concentrating really hard I lick and bite my lips repeatedly until they're raw X_x

5.) FACT: I am such a mean person that I'm surprised anyone talks to me >_>;; Seriously...I insult people all the time...Heck, I'm just mean D8;;

6.) DISLIKE: ... penguins and bunnies UHHH...I hate being alone and feeling like I'm alone. I don't mean in a room or anything, but I hate the emotional feeling of loneliness. I know a lot of people would, but it's what triggers most of my depression moments. I get depressed easily D8;; I just hate it when people tell me that they don't want to do something because they're busy or getting ready for something, but then turn around and do it with someone else...I dunno. It just makes me think that they find me annoying or hate me or something. Tch...stupid sensitivity.

That was a long 6th one...

I tag: BECAUSE I SAID SO ]: <

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14288781/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14288781/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 13:32:09 PDT
ANYWAYS tagged by:

RULES: List ten things that are interesting about your art and put it into your journal. Then choose 6 other deviants to tag so they can do this too. Put them into the journal and inform them that they've been tagged.

01. I guess what I find first most interesting is how much I've changed and developed since a year ago before I got my tablet. I'm like, "Whoa...I did that? O_o" The old art is just kind of like, "Go away D="

02. Haha...no one ever taught me how to draw really. Sure, I had to have art teachers, but they only taught things like how to make three-dimensional shapes like a sphere and such. I learned on my own, first by tracing when I was really, really young, and then moving on to drawing what I saw on the screen. Now I don't copy, and draw my own positions XD;; Before I started to draw though I leaned heavily in the science and music area.

03. Uhh....I like to draw both girls and guys. I dunno, the anatomy for either doesn't really bug me (maybe I just suck at it).

04. I like to draw my own characters, and other's characters =3 I don't know why XD;;; I bet people are already tired of seeing all the Shera pictures I have 8D;; I like drawing her though >_>;; She's always been the easiest for me to draw.

05. I'm like...outline whore D8 Seriously. First, I draw the mannequin, then I move on to the muscles and stuff, and it's only after I have the entire body lined out for the muscles that I actually start drawing the clothing and other stuff. No wonder it takes me 1387501983475 hours to draw a picture.

06. Coloring ="D I tried looking and following tutorials, but that didn't work. I do something different color-wise each time I do color. The style never stays the same, or the way I color a picture never stays the same.

07. I've been told I'm weird for coloring the background first. I like doing that though XD;; It's easier for me to imagine where the lighting is and such.

08. I can't draw on paper ="D I've tried, even after I got my tablet. Tablet and paper turn out so much different for me. Paper looks like crap, but when I get a tablet, I do a lot better I think. <33 I'm a major computer geek 8D;;;

09. I don't know what else to say. Uhh...Shoes...and guns...pshh, who said they're easy D8 They're a pain in the butt to color when I try to get rid of all the line art except for the line art surrounding the eyes and such. I mean...skin is easier than guns and/or shoes. 8D;;;

10. Art explosion ="D My camera angles and positions are coming a long way. No where near perfect or anything, but they've definitely come a long, long way. I take a long time on pictures, but the effort I put into them really pays off, and I'm beginning to see that more and more. I used to be depressed about how crappy my artwork was before I got my tablet ( 6 x 11 ) <33

11. Lol, I couldn't help it. I had to put an eleven. I draw best when I'm depressed XD;; Seriously >_>;; It's weird, but I do.

I tag: (if you see this >_>;; )

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14183136/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14183136/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 16:09:11 PDT
Ahem...anyways

A-days I have:
1) Music Theory with a new teacher that apparently is going to give us a lot of projects.
2) A Nazi English teacher who demands respect and is going to make us work our butts off until the end of class and still give us homework.
3) Pre-calc where he gives us notes and then the homework.
4) Japanese with a teacher that doesn't know the language, and is stupid and gives us homework every day.

B-days I have:
1) Biology II with a nice teacher that I've had before who still loves to pass out homework.
2) Choir.
3) Advanced Computer Apps.
4) Independent study of AP US History which is enough work to make up for the two no homework classes.

I'm all alone in my AP US History class. I'm amused by that and actually like it a lot besides the disturbances from Williams next door. There's no one in there to tick me off, and it's quite soothing actually only having Ms. Mishler there for barely half the time since she has hall-duty. That's her prep period. Jeez though....spent 2 hours and 45 minutes on History....and there are...what 31 chapters we need to cover by the end of the year? Finished reading chapter one finally and did a huge worksheet on it that was a pain. I really don't know if I'm going to make it through that class. I don't have the patience...

Yep, that's my schedule though, not like anyone really cares.

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14123045/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14123045/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 18:01:23 PDT
It sucked 'cause the two fat people sitting next to us began smoking pot...So I saw and smelt that for the first time, and it sucked horribly. Just...ew...Beer and cigarette smoke was everywhere as well and I could feel my lifespan shortening with every breath I took. It was downright miserable. The bands cussed every other word. "Are you effin ready to have an effin' good time tonight with some effin awesome bands?" Seriously...three at least in one sentence. It just shows how intelligent they are, really so I'm glad Amy didn't swear her butt off.

I really thought it wasn't going to be worth it...but then my sister bought me this awesome Evanescence hoodie for my birthday. It's so awesome...It's completely black and on the front has the design of a street lamp, and where the light should be there's a Celtic design with what looks almost like two scythes facing opposite ways stuck together without handles or anything...That's just easiest for me to describe. Maybe I'll take a picture of it and post it or something, but on the back it has Evanescence written on it, and it's just plain awesome. I'm in love with it, and it's all warm and fuzzy inside, too.

Let's see....when they began playing, I got chills down my spine (oh, and the guy with the pot got caught, hehehe). A few songs were "Sweet Sacrifice" "Imaginary" "Your Star" "Bring Me To Life" (I was so excited for that one) "Lithium" "Call Me When You're Sober" I think she played "Whisper" "Going Under" "Haunted" "Weight of the World" "The Only One" and others that I can't remember right now. She didn't play "My Immortal" which made my sister and I sad, but I'm glad she did "Bring Me To Life." That pwned.

Korn was after Evanescence, and they were the main band playing there, but none of us wanted to see them, so we left in a hurry to get away from everything. Ugh...thinking about that, and then thinking about Projekt Revolution really makes me wonder if it's going to be worse then. I hope not.

Then today our family drove up to Michigan to visit my grandpa. I haven't seen some of the people there since I was a little girl. My Uncle Rod and Aunt Cathy were there along with my cousin Christie. We never see them, and they hadn't seen me since I was a child. I barely remembered who they were. We ate at Cracker Barrel and talked for a long time; that was pretty much it for there. At around four we began the drive home, and now here I am.

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14102760/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/14102760/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 09:06:46 PDT _>;; like...really bad...I shouldn't have clicked on the trailer that I saw for it....It's....it's so pretty~ ;-; I got chills running down my spine from it. I'm such a nerd XD;; but it looks really, really pretty X-x;; I need to get a job...like...now...so that I can buy the other two games and call them my own >_>;; I've beaten both of them even though I still have some work to do on the second volume, but ne.

Kyaa, can't wait until volume three comes out X3


--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13994324/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13994324/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 23:34:14 PDT
WHY AM I COLORING YOU SO WELL DDDDD8 ANGIE, IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT~ *shot* DSL;KFJA;EWKLFJ WHYYYYYY ;____;

I usually hate what I draw (or I used to >_>;; not anymore though) BUT THIS IS BEYOND ANYTHING I'VE EVER FELT FOR A STUPID DRAWING DDDDD8 I'm like... "OMFG I NEED TO GLOMP HIM NOW"

All I know is that I better not ruin the stupid background or his pants and shoes....That's a lot to possibly mess up on >_>;; BUT HIS HANDS DDDDD8 AND HIS EYES...AND WHY AM I TYPING A JOURNAL JUST ABOUT THIS PICTURE....WHYYY YOU DO THIS TO ME ;-;

Okay, I thought that ranting would help, but it hasn't really....THIS PICTURE IS KILLING ME THOUGH WITH ITS AWESOMENESS DDD8

*cough* I'm done now~ =3

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13824705/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13824705/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 18:53:47 PDT BEWARE RANT AHEAD


I don't care who reads this journal right now. I like to avoid spoilers whenever I can unless temptation becomes too great. For those people who enjoy spoiling things for others, you're just proving your own obnoxiousness and immaturity. It's stupid for the news to tell people who dies, and who doesn't within the book. It's rude for people to put in their personal messages on MSN and such spoilers for the book as to what happens. It's actually quite discouraging. For another thing, it really pisses me off. There's no point in ruining the book for everyone. You have nothing to gain from it, and there's a lot to lose. For instance, someone who doesn't want to know winds up finding out because some idiot known as their friend tells them. Some friend, hm? Can't even respect anyone else's wishes.

I apologize for those of you who read this. I don't mean to rant --- oh hell, yes, I do otherwise I wouldn't be doing so right now. I know if I were Rowling, I would be pissed at America for announcing the ending of the book to everyone. I know that I would be pissed, because I am someone who is aspiring to write her own novel/series. It's stupid for it to be announced. Three words to describe it: rude, obnoxious, and inconsiderate. I don't care whether or not the words are somehow synonyms of each other, that just means triple the horribleness. Oh, jeez, I can't even speak/type correctly. Either because I'm so flustered by it or because my vocabulary has taken a downhill recently. Who knows.

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13739133/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13739133/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 00:09:28 PDT _>;; But...;-; I dind't know I was going to get so hooked to it. I saw the first episode of another show, and then after that the first episode of the third series of that show, and then I saw the art for this one. I thought, "Hmm...this looks interesting. I like the art...but I need to continue watching this show I'm watching...just because. B-but...the art...it attracted me like light does a moth. So I thought, "Eh...one episode won't hurt..." So I clicked on the thing that said Busou Renkin Episode 1...Within the first five seconds or so, the main character gets stabbed in the heart. I immediately think, 'HOMGWTF?!?!?!?!?! THAT'S SOMETHING ONLY I WOULD DO!!!!' and had a huge cow over it. Then I found out how he came back to life and such >_> but jeez...he likes to get stabbed where his heart should be a lot. There are only twenty-six episodes...With the way the creator was going...I thought the ending would be a lot different than it was.

Oh jeez...I can already feel fanfiction brewing inside of my mind. It'll be good though since I need writing practice. Fanfiction is one of the best ways to get that practice, and who knows how badly I need it. But yes, Busou Renkin is a must watch. Only problem is...the weird guys in it >_>;;; Papillon for one. He's just...weird...I used to think he wasn't gay, but now I wonder. Of course, he doesn't really...act...it as much as some other characters from other shows. I can see why people make fun of him now though XD;;

I want to read the manga now >_>;;;

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13640244/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13640244/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 22:18:12 PDT
Before I talk further about anything else, I remembered that the first time I took a shower at my sister's house, the mirror fogged up really bad. Well, in the right hand bottom corner of the mirror, there was what appeared to be Tri Edge's sign on the mirror, as though someone had drawn it before when it was fogged and it had somehow stayed. It was really really really weird O_o So weird that it's not even funny...it seriously looked like Tri-Edge's sign from .hack//G.U. It was creepy but cool.

Anyways, I'm home now even though I went to see fireworks with second oldest sister. That was alright considering they weren't nearly as awesome as D.C.'s That's about it...I'm done talking about D.C. now I believe.

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13626930/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13626930/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 21:43:09 PDT
Let's see, after we spent a few hours in the art gallery (it was about 3 or 4 when we left) we looked around D.C. It was hot out, but not like Japan. Definitely not like Japan. We went from one end of the 'mall' area (which was pretty much an open area that was filled with tents for the occasion) to the other only to go back again. We went through security a lot...so much...it sucked, but was at the same time interesting. Anyways, we went from one end to the other only to go back because we thought of the White House and wanted to see it. Well, what we didn't know was that the sidewalk gradually sloped upwards as we walked, which was why it seemed to take so long.

Saw the White House. It was actually kinda pretty. I still find it funny how we mistook the Capitol Building for it. That was stupid, but both buildings are white so you can't really blame us. Went back down the slope and (after watching a parade of police cars) went back to the spot we had picked to view the fireworks which was pretty close to the Washington Monument. After we picked our spot, we went and got dinner and came back to relatively the same spot and sat down on our pain-in-the-butt blanket that was weird to zip up (we still haven't figured it out). The moment we sat down, and a little before that actually so that we couldn't hear the announcement, a police car ordered everyone to get up and go to the Department of Commerce building. Guess what? It was starting to rain.

So we go there and call parents while waiting to go in. Ask them to check the radar and find out that there's a severe thunderstorm warning for D.C.. The place where my sister lived had a tornado warning. Just great...

So we were in the building for forever, with our food mind you, and I was surprised the police didn't try taking it away. I really was. So we ate within the building and the storm passed an hour later, roughly around 7:15. Sooooo....afterwards we went back out, found our spot which was surprisingly close to dry almost, and sat down. The fireworks would continue.

Sister's left me alone to go buy ice cream and such and so I waited for them, taking several pictures of the Washington Monument.

Then the fun started. After sister's got back had to wait a little bit for the fireworks. I took a lot of pictures of the fireworks, some (or a lot actually) were crap, and others were really nice. I'll be taking pictures home with me from sister's digital. Will put them on my flash drive and bring them back. The fireworks didn't last long, and afterwards it was amusing to get out.

So many people. I felt as though I were in Japan again. Really I did. Soooo many people. It was a mass horde going for the Metro station, but the way they organized the exit was nice. Very nice. I liked how they did it (they being the police and station people). After that all we really did was come home and go to bed.

And oh how sore I was today. Oh dear, it was interesting. My thighs were really sore and so were my shoulders. As the day progressed, the pain loosened. I'm fine now and feel as though I can walk another five-ten miles.

So, today. Today we went to the mall, which was awesome because they had a whole bunch of huge stores, like a whole best buy store and others, all in one mall area. The inside was like a warehouse (at least the ceiling looked like it) with shops linked to it. It was awesome. I want a mall like that. Seriously. I would actually go. They had a movie theater within the mall and such. The movie theater had an Egyptian set up which was awesome. It must've been a pain to build it, let alone paint it.

So we walked around there and got stuff. And they even had a medieval area. I was tempted to go in, but we were running out of time until our movie and I didn't want to get even more tempted by the pretty stores within the window I saw. I just told myself that they were nothing more than cheap replications so I was able to hold through.

Saw Transformers. Really, I wish that Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and Transformers had the old cartoon theme songs to them. It would've been awesome if they had. The movie itself was freaking awesome though with a few cliche moments with the lines they said. Typical hero and enemy lines. Overall, nice movie and nice music (they played What I've Done by Linkin Park. It amused me because we listened to the song just before we... ]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13597647/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13597647/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 20:14:51 PDT ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13568161/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13568161/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 18:53:58 PDT
Oh, and I'm just a tad bit burnt from going to the ocean yesterday. I found a cool shell that looks like a tooth, but I can't tell if it's a tooth or a shell so I'm saying it's a shell because the likelihood of it being a tooth doesn't seem too likely to me.

Uhh...besides that there's not too much else to say. I hope everyone is doing well...I miss my friends, but at the same time I would almost much rather live here. They have a Rita's, and there are kids working there that have to be 2-3 years younger than I am. WTF?! (One of the words my sister kept saying over and over...I hate that word, so I used the word 'crap' or 'flippin' instead.)

Besides that though, nothing. I kinda want to chat RP...and for the first time in ages I haven't thought of a plot idea. Yeah...for the first time in ages I haven't thought about my site or any of my characters until just about now. Even now I can't keep too much focus on them. Am I losing my touch? Maybe...wonder if it's for the best so I can get to writing my story. Like that'll ever happen...

Ah, don't get me wrong. I'm not depressed or anything. I kinda feel somewhat lonely at the moment, and I have no idea why I continue to type when I don't have anything more to say. I need to finish my picture...and someone I look up to very much might comment on it. I would be too happy. I'd probably end up crying. Heck, if I ever make friends with her I'm sure I'll start bawling. She's too nice, even for one of the more popular artists on DA. She could ignore someone like me messaging her, but she doesn't, and that really means a lot. Just the thought of it makes me excited, but at the same time nervous and anxious.

I'll stop talking about that though. This is more for my trip than my own personal feelings, so I don't see any reason to continue. I'll be back home the 6th just so everyone knows, despite whether or not you really care. I'll see you all soon hopefully...even if no one lives close to me anymore...

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone ]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13557054/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13557054/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 21:34:21 PDT
Went to Ocean City today with my older sister. The other night we went to bed late after my sister made a linkshell on FFXI, which she said she would never do. It has the chesiest name and probably won't grow to be too large, but oh well.

Ocean. Amazing. Seriously. It took us 3 hours just to get to Ocean City, and it took forever to find parking after that. Once we ddi though, we walked around the boardwalk by the ocean, and then stopped what seemed like at least 1/2 a mile or more from our car. That really sucked later, but oh well.

So we took out our towels and lay on them for quite a few hours. I was content. Seriously....the dull roar of the waves in the background almost put me to sleep. I took several pictures on my oldest sister's camera. So yeah, this was the first time I ever saw the ocean by land. The only other time I saw it was when I was flying over it to get to Japan, and even then that didn't last long. It was too cloudy.

While we were there, there was a surfboard competition. We saw surfing! It was awesome though most of the people didn't last too long. Five seconds if that they would last on their board and then crash into the waves. I laughed at them, or at least smiled at their attempt. We weren't supposed to get wet for certain reasons, one of them being I didn't have a swimsuit and didn't feel like buying one. There were a couple other reasons as well, but I won't divulge all that information to anyone who decides to read this.

So, we're getting ready to leave, and begin to pack our things. The tide is slowly coming in and the waves are growing larger and larger by the minute. We decide to go put our feet in the water. The water was freezing at first, but became extremely warm for the rest of the time a couple minutes later. Unfortunately for us, we got a nice splace from one of the waves and so we ended up at least half wet. It was worth it though. I wanted to stay....I want to go back.

I want to ride a boat really bad. Not a cruise ship, and not a speed boat, but a ship. Like one of the old wooden ships where you're completely at the ocean's mercy to reach your destination. I can still hear the dull roar of the ocean....

On our way home, there was this really awesome moon. It was a yellowish hue with a light yellow rim that circled it. The rim went out quite a bit into the sky, and you could even make out the craters within the moon. It was almost the perfect moon for everything except it was: 1) yellow and 2) The rim wasn't blue.

That's all for now really.....


--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13487708/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13487708/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 14:15:50 PDT
After that we went out and saw Pirates 3. I had already seen it, but seeing it a second time is always good. That was pretty much our day though.

Today my sister had to go to work (as she will until the weekend), so I stayed home and read over old chat RPs. Unfortunately, I really want to RP as Shera now. Like...really bad...D8 I shouldn't have read over them. I need angst, and I need it now.

After my sister got home we ate dinner and went to the library where we rented Howl's Moving Castle (I love that movie) and Castle in the Sky (I love this one, too). So we'll watch those sometimes this week whenever we're not out doing something X3. Like I said before, I'll keep updating this journal just so that I can keep a record on what we do for the future.

---EDIT----

Okay, so I thought what the hey and decided to update right in this journal. It is currently Wednesday, June 27. Yesterday my sister and I went to Borders, and while she wrote I found books I wanted to read. It was fun. We also ate at Pizza Hut, and while she was at work earlier in the day, I was doing random things.

RP...Last night. I almost went crazy 'cause I had no one to RP with after the two people I usually RP with got off. I was in need of major angst after they left D8 I got over it though luckily 8D

Today I played FFXI....and right now I'm trying to color more of my pain in the butt picture that isn't ever going to get finished even though I want it to. I can't help but feel that there are supposed to be dashes in between those words. Later my sister and I will be watching one or both of the movies we rented. Probably only one. Not that much of an update since I haven't really done too much XD;;

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13464769/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13464769/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 20:57:29 PDT
We went into the National Museum of Natural History. They had dinosaur replicas and such there~ It was awesome~ Took pictures...and such...

So, the plane ride here. It actually felt natural being alone even though I've never gone on a plane alone before. It was quite interesting. I love flying. I always have, even when I was a kid I was interested in it. I want a hang glider.

Anyways....got four hours of sleep the previous night. Sucked, and I was out of energy by the time I came here, so walking 2 miles was...interesting. I should sleep...and I should really put in my contact again even though I took it out 'cause it bugged me, but I'm not. Nope, instead I'm too busy doing other things XD

So...I'll try to keep this updated and such. Tomorrow I might not get on at all since we might be doing stuff again. Also, I'm not really sure how much access I'm allowed on this computer. My sister is asleep right now, but I can only imagine what it'd be like getting caught.

That's about all I have to say as of right now. Sis has Photoshop, so I can color my picture here. I'm excited about that, but all my brushes aren't here. That sucks X( At least I can color though. I don't know when I'll have my picture done. Hopefully...okay, yeah, that won't happen. It's not going to be done anytime soon. That's all I have to say for now.

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13375207/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13375207/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 23:47:28 PDT
You...You almost made me cry...I've almost cried too many times tonight. I still don't know what to say...So thanks...

--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13321454/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/13321454/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 19:55:53 PDT
--Free Sketches--

- Nami
- Yukiko Katipo
- Anyone
- Escaflowne
- Anyone
- Anyone

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It's Friday now...obviously 8D but uhh...my coughing is somewhat better...but now I'm sneezing like heck. My head hurts horribly, and I'm exhausted for no reason. I felt like I was going to pass out by the end of the day X-x I think I almost did on the bus...

Anyways...more about choir. We sang Colors of the Wind from Pocahontas and Beauty and the Beast...It was cool...The concert itself was about two hours long with the sixth grade and seventh and eighth grade choirs. Each choir had about 4-6 songs total, including the high school. After the middle schoolers came us. Concert choir sang, and then I had to sing with the Jazzettes (advanced choir peeps) because I sang with them at contest. I'm not a Jazzette myself, and I really don't want to be, but it was still fun. I don't like dancing, that's the only reason I'm not a part of them D8 I want to learn harder music though...Then there were the B-tones who sang...We had to dance for one song....it wasn't all that bad, but I don't like dancing ;-; Not unless it's DDR. Hand Jive was the song we had to dance to...Yeah...Uhh...So...the concert started at 7:30 and ended at 9:30...I didn't get home until ten, and then talked to my dad until 10:30 8D

That's about it for now...

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12656455/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12656455/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 15:07:22 PDT
On another note: chat RPing...It's become like...my crack or something...Seriously...I can't escape it. I'll be in the middle of class, and the moment I have time to think, it goes to my next reply for a chat RP, or it goes to future ideas that might come into play. I need to get away from it, but it's so addicting....I love it....So...currently I want to RP as Airei (Guess what that means Yuki, since you want to play Nikazu) and I'm already addicted to playing Shera. Seriously....whenever I need to torture a character of mine, Shera's always there to take on the role...I really need to pass that role onto someone else every once in a while, but Shera's too fun to torture....However....it's become too much of the same thing over and over....I need to come up with something new....Something....While I plot this something though I shall continue to RP. In a chat RP I've been having with Nami and Yuki, Yuki, Nami, Araya, and Shera all almost died because the Black Organization and Shadow Syndicate decided to team up (shush, I know I was mixing the two stories) It makes me wonder what SoaA would be like if I had kept it a DC site...I'm glad I didn't though....Anyways...in our RP there have been bombs going off like...everywhere...I think everyone has at least one broken bone, and if not they have several open wounds 8D Araya's collar bone is broken and such...and although Shera healed herself, she's going through major repercussions right now. Now I want to read over that RP...and finish it *points at Nami* her fault....

If you've managed to survive through this entire rant, then I'm surprised. I never thought anyone would care enough to read any part of my journals, so....yeah...

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12594122/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12594122/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 14:06:16 PDT 2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal! (Don't have to if you really don't want to.)

Shush....I still want to chat RP...really bad...and it's 's fault...'cause now I want a certain pairing to be canon now, too...;-; It's your fault! I'm not going to be on tonight either...and I have another idea...;-; I'm going to a friend's house....Yah...So just reply if you want me to answer those above statements 8D

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12473640/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12473640/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 17:09:18 PDT
I wanna shoot myself for that mistake -_-

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12394752/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12394752/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 14:06:03 PDT
Besides that, went on a fieldtrip Wednesday...That was pretty good...I won't rant too much about that though. Japanese fieldtrip, got ramen, went to Sakura restaurant, ate awesome food, stood in line for two hours, and went a museum for 20 minutes...

ANYWAYS!!!! SPRING BREAK!!!! WOO-HOO!!!! CHAT ROLEPLAYING HERE I COME, FELLOW RPERS BEWARE!!!! ;D I'm seriously like...in the mood to chat RP ;o; and I'm done ranting....Heehee...it's 12:20 now...and I'm not tired....

Edit:

AND I TOTLI FIXED THE COMPUTER~~~~ MUWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA >DDD I rawk...I knew those files were the virus ones...obtained a program from a friend, and finally got rid of it....I was right all along~

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12181824/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12181824/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 14:06:26 PDT
Okay, now for the worse bad news...My dad lost his job. After 20 years of working for those low-grade dogs, he gets on one of the first lists to be cut from his job....If we're lucky....he'll be able to find a job somewhere near her...if not....I might have to move....I hope he does get another job closer....He was going to work at Lily's...but they didn't call back about his resume...great....We'll be able to live where we are for another year perhaps...*shakes head* I can't believe this....

The good news? I just forgot...Oh yeah...power went out in school....for an hour and a half....shortened periods later one....that's about it...One good thing...two bad....

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12038312/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/12038312/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 10:13:47 PST

1. What is your character's name?
Who else but loveable Shera Mizuki? XD

2. What is your character's name in another language?
Heck if I'd know....D= Shera in Japanese, Shera in English XDDD

3. How old is he/she?
19

4. What is your character's race/species?
Human

5. Do they have a crush?
Nuuu, even though all the guys always have a crush on her ;D

6. Do they have many friends?
Hahaha...yeah right XDD You're idding...Only after a certain incident does she get friends.

7. What planet is your character from?
Earth (Gawd, aren't I so original with Shera? ;; Maybe I'll do another of these....)

8. Does your character like to eat?
She's too busy assassinating people to really care XDD

9. What's his/her favorite food?
Oh, that's a hard one D= Probably either takoyaki or yakisoba

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Water

11. Is your character annoying?
In a cold-hearted mocking kind of way, yes XDD

13. Is your character loved?
Yah D= *huggles Shera* I love her, plus so do all the guys on SoaA ;D

14. Is your character hated?
Hahaha, you have no idea

15. Is he/she emo/goth?
She has her moments XDDDD

16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or gay?
Straight O-o I would hope *pats Shera on the head*

17. Is he/she a virgin?
Yah

18. Name 3 hobbies
Assassinating people
Getting into fights
Being sarcastic

19. Is your character normal?
Hahaha, nope For the most part yes, but she has a few special abilities XD

20. Is your character attractive?
Uhh....That's not for me to decide? O_o

21. How does your character handle emotions?
XDD Let's just say she's easily peeved....

22. Does your character have other forms?
Unless you count her other personality, nope

23. Does your character overreact?
Perhaps at times XDD

24. Is your character a criminal?
Pretty much XDD

25. Does your character go to school?
Yep

26. What's his/her IQ?
Pretty average according to those messed up IQ tests ;D

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
Curse...Cursed with another personality XDD That hates her guts

28. Is your character dead?
She will be~

29. Does your character have a family?
No, she killed her father, and her mother died XD

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Her life is a tragedy XDDDD

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
When she finds her true friends....

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
...Forget friends, I am her almost XDDDD

33. Is your character single?
Unless you count all the pairings I've RPed with her, then no, but if you count actual plot moving RPs, then no XD

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Oh, she wants to, she knows she does ;D

35. Does she/he have an element?
Her weapons have different elements

36. Do you role-play your character?
Yah...my most developed character

37. Do you write about your character?
Yes....trying to write a novel since I don't have the artistic capabilities for a book...Major plot change to the whole story!

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
omg...temper is her middle name XDD

39. Does your character get depressed?
...You don't want to go there...

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
...She'd rather have a cat than any animal....but she could always have a dog, too if need be ;D

41. Does your character have any fears?
The hospital...XDD and anything that has to do with needles, surgery, science, experiments...the lot...

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Yeah...herself *hit* her friends....and the kid she took in.

43. Does your character look up to anyo... ]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11930205/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11930205/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 04:14:48 PST
I thought I should say though that my cat, Fluffy, has passed away...My mom woke me up at about 12:30 last night, so I'm estimating that perhaps she died at around midnight (It's only a guess though, but I felt her body and it was 'lukewarm' I guess you could say...) My estimations are probably wrong though.

Err...as sad as I should be, I'm not really....Actually....I know she's in a better place now. There's no more tumor crap in her stomach, and she's in no more pain. Plus, I always know that her spirit will always be with me, as cheesy as that may sound. She was a good cat though...I had her since I was practically an infant....so she was around fourteen or fifteen. Good age, not a good way to die though.

Perhaps I'll upload a picture of her onto here sometime....She was my favorite cat <3 *hugs her* I'll always love her, and yes I will miss her, but it makes me happy to know that she's in the hands of God. Besides...she gets to play with Tom, Cuddles, and all the other crazy cats who went up there. Not to mention do practically whatever she likes

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11683303/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11683303/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 11:35:13 PST 1. Open your library
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits:
Restless - Within Temptation
(w00t, way to go for an angsty opening song XDD)

Waking Up:
Thrice - Music Box
(Hahaha, I'm gonna be sleeping soundly and then get a rude awakening....perhaps angsty? What the heck is with all this angsty music XD)

First Day At School:
Trapt - Lost in a Portrait
(Hmm...well if I'm lost....Lonely first day of school perhaps? Maybe I just want to fit in.)

Childhood:
Deftones - Knife Party
(Well isn't this a dangerous one. Are you saying I was a complete psycho!? D= *hides knife away in a corner)

Falling In Love:
Hitoshi Sakimito - Beginning of the End
(I think the title explains it all....Obviously not going to have a very happy love life XD)

Fight Song:
Kimeru - Feel My Soul
(w00t Yu-Gi-Oh! 8DDDD I like my fight song XDD I'm such a dork.)

Breaking Up:
Garbage - Cherry Lips
(...I have no comment....O_o;; )

Prom:
45 - Shinedown
(Well that's a really depressing song for a prom....Wonder if there's gonna be a shoot-out)

Life:
Kamelot - King's Eyes
(I guess I'm gonna rise up to take what I want? 8D)

College:
FMA - Ready Steady Go
(Well, I'm apparently excited for college XDDD I'm ready to take on what it throws at me! w00t!)

High School:
Within Temptation - Memories
(Well, high school is gonna be a drag XD;; I'll have a lot of memories from there though, apparently)

Mental Breakdown:
Kireina Kanjou Piano
(A very subtle mental breakdown? One that is unseen by outside forces, but slowly deteriorates my mind within. I'll try to hide it, but it'll overcome me....slowly...surely. Haha )

Driving:
Jonah - This is it
(Escaping.....Driving to escape....Not caring what others think, I'll move on...)

Flashback:
Deftones - Digital Bath
(Probably a painful Flashback.....)

Getting Back Together:
Kamelot - Descent of the Archangel
(I'm gonna let the person know who's boss XDDD Otherwise he'll have to answer to me >| )

Wedding:
Kamelot - The Mourning After
(Not a very happy song for a wedding...seems more like I had to go through with it...)

Birth of Child:
My Chemical Romance - It's not a Fashion Statement
(Apparently it's not gonna be fashionable to have a baby? XDDD)

Final Battle:
Garbage - I'm Only Happy When it Rains
(XDD I want to rain destruction on the other person?)

Death Scene:
Orange Range - Asterisk
(Apparently I'm gonna have a very happy death XDDDD)

Funeral Song:
Hitoshi Sakimito - Game Over
(Short, but sweet...perfect)

End Credits:
Evanescence - October
(Long credits song....very sad....I'm gonna have a sad credits song??? D= I love this song though.)

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Tagged by

1.) List Four fandoms you have

- Drawing
- Roleplaying
- Anime
- Video Games

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?

If it's just normal sleeping, then yes O-o;;

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?

Cut it a little while ago....How recent?

4.) List Five people that you look up to the most.

- Friends
- Artists here on DA
- People who can actually do flash animations
- Miyazaki...he just rules
- I guess my family?

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?

Three cats, two turtles

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?

With certain colors, black looks awesome....so I guess black.

7.) Who is your most played character?

Shera Mizuki *huggles angsty character*

8.) Choose one or the other [chocolate or vanilla], not both:

Chocolate...it pwns....

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.

- A complete and total Yu-Gi-Oh nerd as well as computer geek
- An artist
- Composer
- Singer

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?

To fly.....nothing I would love more...

11.) Who was the last person you ta... ]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11545478/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11545478/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 18:37:51 PST
That's not why I'm sick though...I'm sick at myself...I ruin everything...Was hoping to say more...but I really need to lie down...

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11532972/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11532972/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 17:14:11 PST
I need to find that flash drive though.....and I want to know what the hell happened to my money....dang it.....This is so not good.....What is happening to my mind?! ;;

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11435542/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11435542/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 13:58:37 PST
The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.



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]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11375904/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11375904/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 14:36:07 PST
Even if the chances of her surviving weren't high, it would have been better than just sitting around like you did and let her rot away from the inside out. Screw you all...screw the world.

Thanks for ruining my cat's life mom...

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11328202/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11328202/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 18:00:16 PST
]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11326713/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11326713/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 15:53:49 PST
Okay, I'm a dork 8D but but <333

I don't want to go to Michigan tomorrow...and the fact that one of my friends may not be able to go with me...ugh...I don't want to be stuck in a car for six hours full of smoking parents....They don't listen to anything I say really, but if my friend were to come with me, they wouldn't smoke in the car...I want to visit my grandpa and all but....just...ugh...

I can't even bring my tablet T___T I'll have to draw on paper again 8DDDD Mmmmm <3 Tablet...err...I'm done 8D

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11184052/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11184052/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 05:23:37 PST
]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11153725/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11153725/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 18:16:21 PST
On another note....Err....yeah...I saw three DMC2's out in Gamestop...GUESS WHAT?! I couldn't get any of them...even though they were only 13 bucks each...Wanna know why? I'm completely broke....So broke that even the peasants back in the old days were richer than me....I'll find it though once I go back to the place that had it....I just have to convince my parents to let me go there...I mean...13 bucks!!!!! *sigh*

I still have yet to beat the third DMC game as well....bleh...I'm stuck on there too I think...two dudes attacking me at once doesn't bode too well for me...Hmmm....crap...oh well XD

On the art side....I haven't done a thing....I just can't get Lily's character design out on paper....everything I draw of her, I end up hating within the next day...X_x;; I should probably draw Heishiro and Kain too....but...ugh...I don't know...I know what I'm going to draw for that one, it's just going to be the position that's going to be a pain...I feel horrible because of this....It's already been 4 months since the birthday...and like...2 or 3 since I was supposed to have brought out at least the character gifts....*head/desking* I wish I could draw the way I wanted to...

Oh, and also...I'm going to go on a zelda spree soon...I really wanna play Zelda...like...now....horribly....X_x

]]> ~Rhean http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11118667/ http://Rhean.deviantart.com/journal/11118667/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 16:33:59 PST FLKjs;oifj:SLKDFj;oiejf kjfdSIEFjs I wanna know...but like....I'm only now getting close to halfway done....but but....GAH!!! I wish I didn't have finals.....I would stay up all night reading it.....and be dead by morning....but but T_______T MUST WATCH ANIME....KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

Someone shoot me now and get it over with ._.;; Otherwise I might like....beat my head against a wall....DDDX I wanna come up with a cool ending for my stories now....this has really inspired me even though I'm not nearly that...intellligent....wow....GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AH!!!!!

*dies*

]]> ~Rhean