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This place is horrible with parking, they've admitted more people into the college than the college can support; parking wise and in other ways, then they go and fire some professors and cut supplies.

Professors I have this year are hard to take seriously. I'm doing what I can but this doesn't seem to be enough.

Ohhhhh well. Thanksgiving is this week, I still got plenty of cooking to do in preparation, I better get going on that. XD But I'm more interested in drawing lately. And I'm -determined- to draw Ganymedes right! DETERMINED, I say!

I need to learn to position characters on the page better. Make better usage of space and all that. Practice practice! xP

You know, I had something better to write, but it's no good, I've got a mind like a sieve. -.-

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It's been awhile folks, dunno if anyone bothers with this page anymore, but I'm here again. I came looking at this absolutely lovely drawing that Valendra did for me and I decided to check out this old account of mine.

I am hideously disappointed in myself after poking along through it, and I didn't realized how much of a lame amateur I was back then. I'm not saying I'm wonderful now, I'm saying I had no right posting up some of those thing...wow, I was proud of anything I drew back then, DAAAAAAAYUM.

Nevertheless, I shall brave my scanner problems (and, ahem, insecurities), knock many pics into the scraps section (if it still exists XD alot's changed here!) and start at least semi anew.

Can't say I blame anyone for ignoring me now though. :3 I might not update right yet, or maybe I will, I dunno, I have this bizarre habit of jinxing myself. But Valendra has in her own way kicked me in the butt to get going on my art and writing, as well as my lil' sis (a friend, but more a sister really) who doesn't have an account here to my knowledge.

I thank the both of you with all my heart for making me understand that it's not possible for me to be done with my art yet.

This place has changed much but so have I. I dare say that my self, my writing and my art has matured. But I have also taken up painting, and am in the midst of painting our ironing board door as a tuscan scene in sunset, my mother commissioned me for it actually, and I've done a reproduction of a Picasso...the one which is of a trattoria (that's a cafe right? o.o', and the way it came out, its more impressionist and somewhat abstract. XD

If I get even one single response to this journal entry then color me surprised. o.o

Oh yeah and I'll throw this in the open too; I play World of Warcraft now. Even though I used to make fun of it...I play it!! Does wonders for the imagination though, met some great people too.

Ok ok ok enough from me for now. I hope you all are doing well!!

]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/9391355/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/9391355/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 03:57:39 PDT
I'll skip over the ;a thousand apologies, i went missing again' spool.

Anyhoo, life is so much different for me than it used to be. I'm not a lazy bum anymore: I have a job and college to go to, and I'm saving up for a trip to Europe. Weehee? Between that and car insurance, I won't have spending money for a decade. o.0

A friend and I decided that we're going to cosplay...him as Oranization 13 Roxas, me as Advent Children Tifa (or Aerith, maybe,...not sure anymore...) but either way:

WTF I BARELY KNOW HOW TO SEW!!! u.u

I can do it, remembering how people kept trying to teach me, but it'll be shaky. I don't like the idea of just buying an outfit, becuase I'd rather it not be something flimsy that'll fall apart after I put it on, and I've noticed from school how more oft than not cosplay outfits are paper-thin.

I was looking up cosplays just now, and holy crap, some people have no business taking pictures of themselves. o_o

Who here thinks that Sephiroth cosplayers should stop trying to make his bangs into thier hairdo... -.- OOH MEE MEE!

If anyone's reading this that might be in one of those pictures...I'm sorry, but i'm not pulling punches for your sake. You put yourself out there. Now deal with the criticism. ._.

Hmm...anyhoo, peace out all~ I've missed you guys xD ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/8332550/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/8332550/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 10:04:53 PST I am okay. Lots of schoolwork. And...one day, out of sheer boredom, I returned to Ragnarok Online. I've made a nice amount of friends on my present server, am in a high-powered guild, and have some god items...wooho! xO

I'm also addicted to Star Ocean lately. <3

Wow. There's tone of improvements to make on this account, eh? I'll delete some totally dreadful crap...or just scrap it. I've written some other things. I've come to be a little more active on some sites I'm on, especially RP forums. My own forum is dieing, or hopefully, its only slowed down.


I am almost outta high school hell! Wee! O.O

So yeah, for the millionth time, sorry I drop in and out so speradically. <3 ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/7792607/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/7792607/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 17:25:07 PST >; I'm bacl, I'm certainly wearing black, and I cannot thing of soemthing to rhyme with 'back' or 'black'.

It's been quite awhile. Alot has happened to me. I think I'm somewhat more mature now than I used to be, as I look back upon my journal entry titles.

My writing-style might've changed a bit too, and so has my artstyle. To a point anyways. I can't think of much to say right now. o.o How's everyone been? ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/6825032/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/6825032/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 05:04:59 PDT &
I hope Wilma doesn't hit Florida really hard, guys. ; ; You've been hurricane ass-raped enough as it is... x.x;


So on another note;


...My computer dieded. o.o;

Well, the whole thing didn't, the power supply did. told me about a website where they sell reliable computer parts for low prices, so I'll be checking that out...until then, I'm on my dad's computer and the school computers whenever i can manage it.
But that's a gamble, as they are, 'tracking our accounts'.

I'm debating with myself on whether or not to tell my father about the computer parts website or not. I think he already plans to strip what's good out of it and just get my mom a new laptop so I can have hers.
Dude. Its a Dell.

....o.o Still with the warranty, no less.

Before my computer died (man, I'm going through withdrawls: I have no CD player in my room becuase mine broke and ;d been relying on musicmatch jukebox for my music. Now I need to pop on a pair of headphones when I wanna listen to something, and I lost tons of my CDs over the summer... >>; ) I discovered that there wasn't a port to plug the scanner into anyways. Apparently my father managed to do it before, but it won't work for me, I have nowhere that I can see to plug it into. Not that it really matters now unless I get the new power supply. I'll be talking to him about that.

I need to go through all the stuff I've submitted here and destroy the things I'd threatened to post more chapters of but just haven't. Hah...I'm amazed the blackmail story has lived into chapter 5!

..I'm toying with the idea of putting that up, btw... >> Raf, what do you think (not that you're likely to look at my journal, lmao, almost no one does now. I'm boring! )

...I LOVE FALL! And Halloween. ^^ ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/6631136/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/6631136/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 04:20:52 PDT
Twas' a pleasant outing, and I ran into mah WEIRDASS freinds a couple of times. Man, those people are crazy sometimes, but they don't spook me as much as they used to.


o.o!

At the fair, next to a slushie stand, they had a LIGHT-UP LEMON TREE. O.O!!!!!!!

I took a pic of it with my cellphone, then my dad took a better one and he's sending it to me via email. Now I'll have a new desktop. XD

I came home at maybe...uhmmmmmm...8:30. And talked to my friend on the phone for a bit, got off at 9:20-ish, realized I was dead tired, and then proceeded to bed.
I woke up at 3 and slept like hell until my alarmclock beeped at me to wake up as I was actually starting to drift deeper into the depths of slumber.
I feel like shit, I look like shit, and...guess what?
I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!

I made a new character, btw. You guys will be seeing the concept art for him soon enough. I think I may give up on trying to draw people, becuase I can't for the life of me. ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/6569786/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/6569786/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 05:10:32 PDT
....lmao...oi.

Anyhoo, School is filling my schedule and I have little time to talk to people lately. I do in fact have the scanner hooked up in my room, just gotta see if it's working now. I can't wait until the first Senior Skip Day. That'll be great...

I am deciding to buckle down this year and do a good job, make colleges go, 'Wow! O.O'. So that's why i did my work before i decided to visit a website i shouldn't be able to visit in the first place.

They've stepped up school internet security, and supposedly, they are tracking all accounts... sounds like..CIA/FBI or something.
<__<
>__>

Sorry I kinda vanished for a bit on a pissy note.
I'll write a better entry later, just here to say 'HI!' ^___^!!!!!!!
Uhm...yeah. Gotta go. People are packing up for next period. o.o

Ciao! :3 ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/6207661/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/6207661/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 13:10:03 PDT Disclaimer: Lots and lots of anger.


YEAHHHHHH I'm not dead! Hah! Came back to haunt you people! HAHAH!!!!!!

MAN everything;'s out to piss me off today and guess what?! ITS WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*RAWR*

My hands hurt like a sonofabitch, i mowed our lawn by hand, and we havea lot of land. The sun saps your energy too. And water semed to vaporize the second it hits your tongue.

I didn't have to do the whole lawn today, but dad said, 'i'll just wake you up in the morning to do it'.
So THAT was enouhg motivation for me to grumble and trudge my way this way and that all over god's green creation surrounding this house. -_-'
I barely sleeep at all. So he DARE threaten to deprive me of whatever sleep ican get!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?1/!!?!?!?!?!??

OH YEAH.

Diddums decided to invite everyone we know to a biiig bbq tomarrow,a nd my mom and i just found out about it. MAN he's inconciderate lately!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been doing alot of wrok lately, and between the working and occasionally catching a breath, they both bitch at me about whether or not i called to find out if my job applications where lookee over. I'm like, 'when the hell did i have a chance to?! x.x' '

I always knew life isn't fair. but the amount of manual labor dumped on me lately is almsot inhumane...no, not just the lawn mowing, but other shit too.

I haven;t been my happy self lately. I think I need soem happy pills. ._________.

I've been working on my art style a bit here and there...drawing people and such. I asked a friend if i could draw his RO charrie and CG it. He agreed, so i've been fiddling with this one pic for awhile since then.

I feel that i may never get it right. -.-

In regards to my last journal entry and 's, i'll explain it to you guys when i'm in a nicer mood. -_-

For now, anyone who can't tolerate me rihgt now can screw off and DIE, plzkthx. .______. ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5978178/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5978178/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 17:50:26 PDT : Omg, wtf, I'm a GUY! xDDD Hoooooo-boy...[literally, huh?] ...I can't look down my shirt everytime someone says soemthing about 'whatz ur sex', and then say, 'well last time I checked, I'm a girl. *checks* Yep, I'm a girl...'
Because...liek...now I have no boobs!
Crudely speaking;...I gots a pole instead of a hole, and hey. shaddup, don't lookit me that way! This could be...inspiring. *looks down pants*...OMFGBBQ OUTDOOR PLUMBING! O___O'
-...Eli. o__o


:...XDDD

-moosic: Fixation of the Darkness - Killswitch Engage ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5783480/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5783480/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 16:43:16 PDT
I've been listening to the calmer music my playlisst has to offer, it's keeping me sane right now. I'm putting up a buncha boards on a brand new forum, right here: [link] And boy, is it tiring. Yay, my back is starting to hurt. i need a decent desk chair.
I might be getting an electronic organizer soon, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! n.n

I wish Raf would get his ass (an' the rest of him, too) back on AIM.

A little bored. Changed my desktop. Found out I'm going to supmmer school after all, it seems. Yay. Mom wants to take my computer outta my room. More yay. Microsoft Word ain't working for me. Even more yay.

Wow. This is a short ournal posting. Yay.


Randomness: Yay. o_o
Music: 'Pippin's Song'- Lord of the Rings

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5730972/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 07:01:09 PDT
I'm ahppy. I'm already tanning just from doing yardwork, but I just want to NOT be ghostly white like I usually am. I'd rather get soem color to me. So I get to lay out on the beach, yey. n.n

Oh, Final Fantasy X-2 players: An interesting bit of info. We're staying at this placed called The Gullwing Inn. '

^^'

Anyhoo~

I managed to pass all subjects except for Geometry. Joy-ness. o.o I only need to take ONE class over. And I'm not being allowed to do summer school Last time I did that I was fried for the whole school year. *sweatdrop*

My daddy is pissed at me. Says he's done wit hthis bullshit about school, and if he hears one more bad thing about me school-wise, then he's riping everything out of my room and decorating it in the style of a prison. And all I would get to do is mny homework, then I'd stay in my prison-room for the rest of the day.

-.-' I wouldn't beleive him, but he also doesn't bluff.... -.-!

I almost don't blame him though. I've put them through hell, he thinks I care about nothing (but I care about things...) thinks I care about no one (this is also not true...so what if I have issues expressing my feelings? *large sweatdrop* ). I do understand where he's coming from. So I guess...all I can do is bust my ass and make my Senior year one that colleges will drool over? O.o' I dunno. Wait...do I ever know?

I'm goping to be taking up a menial job. Which reminds me, I never got back to the supermarket about that job...
Yey, cuz' I'd rather be working at tthat resteraunt with the rest of my pals. XD' I know I can't talk the whole time, but still. I'd rather know someone.

EGADS! I'm under attack! X.X' *is pelted by thousands of mails from various photographers for Senior pictures*

Ever notice soemthing? All Seniors are stick-thin. It's because they don't wanna have ugly babyfat clinging to thier cheeks in thier immaculate Senior photos. This Senior photo thing is one huge-ass ordeal. I honestly can't blame these people. I want to look good too, if I'm going to have a prominent spot int he year book. (Because Senior pics in the year book are about twice as large as those of lowerclassmen and are in color..)

Is that how it is for your yearbooks? o.O

OH GOD~! I juuust remmebered. I need to train my co-editor on what to do for the short stories and nonfiction. This is going to be my last year here, after all. She needs to leaaarn... ><'
Oh well. I'll teach her some things that I myself was never taught (yeah...I walked into this job blind.) and therefore will make the Layout person's life easier. This was one hell of a staff. I think that maybe the literary magazine will seriously slope dowhill until the advisor finds some decent staffers after us old farts leave the school...

Oh well. I had fun. I'm planning on going out with a friggIn' BANG! ^^

oH, IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND A DAMNED THING OF WHAT i JUST SAIUD, THEN THAT'S FINE. <-- caps lock. Too lazy to fix. o.o

Well, the point is, if I vanish at some point during the school year, then sorry. I'll try to get on here and tell if anything bad happened. Hopefully I'll manage by.

Anyways, it looks like I oughta be coming back from vay-vay with some new art. I can do a nice sunset with oil pastels if I do say so myself, yanno.... n_n

Randomness: Yoda is a demented green furby! Oo'
Music: 'Blood Evil' - KMFDM

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5663468/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 07:13:12 PDT
I had been planning on officialy posting soemthing in my Livejournal, but obviously that idea is down the drain. Whoopee? -.-
Well today I basically sat around in fisrt period, where we ate doughnuts and drank Cooladas (strawberry, yum. ^.^ ) and then hung around. I got all my stuff before class, so my final term papers where passed in during the middle of the period when the teacher stopped buzzing about the school and sat still for about ten minutes. o.o I sat around, ate two doughnuts, drank my strawberry coolada, and played Pokemon Firered. I don't like my team. There's not too many really cool pokemon availabl to me yet, but I am trying for an Onix (I'm at the Rock Cave... ><' ) and then I can drop my Geodude, even though it HAS served me well, poor loyal little sap. .___.'
Ah, yes. My team is...:

Ekans lvl. 19
Charmeleon lvl. 30
Pikachu lvl.24
Geodude lvl.24
Pidgeotto lvl. 26
Meowth lvl. 10

Pika, Char, and Pidg are the three I'll likely keep. eodude won't eveolve. And I've seen level 21 Gravelers. .____. It ticks me off, kinda. Oh well. Meowth...well, I'd like a Persian right now, but the only reason I'm keeping Meowth is because it currently has my two whole HM moves on it. .___________.'

Oh well! I'll get better ones soon. Pikachu BETTER evolve...wait, I think I need a stone for that. ><' Oi. I'll lose interest in it before then. This'll be how my poor Neopets feel, they must be starving to death by now. I use Neopets as an instrument to cure boredom...a pitifully temporary solution.

I cannot wait until I get Anima on FFX. I'm poking around for Belgemine during the game, am able to use the airship freely...wah-frickin'-hoo. I only get to use the PS2 if my daddy isnt busy hogging it.
And I know I wont be able to play tonight, because I gave Geometry and History finals tomarrow. I am re-doing my Geometry notebook so I get an 100% on this time, last time I got a crappy 72% on it. ._.
Dad will have me studying all night with no time to myself. I just know he will. I can't really blame him because my grade is really bad in that class. And the only way I'll pass (and by the skin of my teeh, at that...) is if I get a perfect score on my notebook and if I get a decent grade on the Final.
Yep...finals SUCK, Blow, AND DO ALL OTHER ASSORTED UNPLEASANT THINGS.

I need to blow off some steam... e.e

Music: 'Personal Jesus'- Marylin Manson
Randomness: *WARG!* *foam*


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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5534860/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5534860/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 17:35:33 PDT THIRD SHADOW HEARTS COMING OUT IN JAPAN. OMG. I'M TYPING IN CAPS LOCK. HAHA. LOOKIT THAT. I'M ALL NOOBISH. HAHA.

WELL, I'LL STICK WITH THE CAPS LOCK JUST BECUASE I CAN. ANYWAYS I;'M WICKED HAPPY THAT I GOT THE CHAPTER UP. YEYNESS! I'M TOTALLY HYPED.

AND YOU KNOW? I'M SAD ABOUT THE ENDING OF SH2 AND ALL, BUT I GUESS THAT HAD TO PUT AN EXCELLENT CHARACTER TO REST AT SOME POINT. TT____TT *crycry*
*sniffle*

GOD I'LL MISS HIM! ANYWAYS, ONTO ANOTHER TOPIC SADLY, I JUST REALIZED THAT IT'S ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S FUNNY HOW TIME CREEPS UP AT YOU LIKE THAT, HUH?!

FINALS ARE CLOSE BY. WAAAAH. I'LL MANAGE I GUESS. BUT I'M AFRAID THAT I WON'T PASS AND BECOME A SENIOR. I SLACKED OFF A BIT TOO MUCH AT POINTS. GOD DAMN IT....WELL..I DESERVE WHAT I DESERVE, EH? I NEED TO GROW UP WHEN IT COMES TO HOMEWORK. BLAH.
ANYWAYS, I'll just turn CAPS LOCK off and act more normal! ^^
Guess what, I got a live journal account..I'm amazed that I did. I never saw the need for one, then outt of boredom, I made one today. I have't really done anything with it yet, though.

But guess what the name is... *drumroll*
...RHIGAMA!

*sweatdrop* Yeah yeah, I'll figure out new usernames laterz. <3
Well, I'm off for now...I have some fangurl energy to burn, and playstation, HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERE AH COME!

MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAH AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! *hack/cough*

<<;
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Randomness: *lick* n.nV
Music: 'Illuminati'- Malice Mizer

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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5534758/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5534758/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 17:25:56 PDT Meh sistah!:


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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5449750/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5449750/ Tue, 24 May 2005 16:09:11 PDT ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Firstoff, the day started with eating MUFFINS.
You know how much we never have muffins arounf the house?! But that wasn't the only highight of my morning!

Know that bloodsucking test I had to pass? Well, my class got to testdrive the new section of it today...and you know how long it was? It had 13 out of 25 questions on it. The other sections of the test are like...over 200 questions, no joke. We had TWO HOURS to do the test, which I finished within the first ten minutes because history is one of my strong points. We were laughing our asses off, all of us. I swear, it musta been a joke. I was like, 'Okay, that's the warmup, wheres the real deal?'

Teacher: You think that was the warmup? That was IT. o_o'
Me: OO' *snort/cackle*

Sop we spent almost the entire test period watching Jack Frost and talking, and watching soem dude play Nine Inch Nails music videos and play Soldier of Fortune ( <3 ) and play South Park dvd's on his laptop.

Then english class rolls around, basically we just delivered school papers instead of learning anything (and here I finally found my Huck Finn book... >.> ) And we were supposed to read the newspaper for the rest of the class after we finished our errands about the schol, insted of reading much of this substandard paper, I decided to open the paper, whip out mny MP3, and take out my independant reading book. n.n' It LOOKED like I was reading the paper from afar, anyhoo. I know how to fake! ^^'

Then fro the rest of the day I pretty much just read and listened to music, and no one bothered me. Except for when I was going to class at one point, this guy slapped my ass...I have a black-n-blue handprint on my backside, and I dunno who did it. I leapt outta my skin when it happened. And now it hurts to siiiiit. ;.;' If only I knew who did it, I woulda smashed his nose into his face. I told my mom and dad. My dad wanted me to punch him. I wanted to as well. e.e Too bad I dunno who it was that did it.

Randomness: Spoooooooooooooooooooon. n__n
Music: 'My Last Serenade'- Killswitch Engaged

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5404056/ Thu, 19 May 2005 16:04:13 PDT <'

My uncle, a.k.a Mulletman and his wife (my aunt...who is thankfully the one related to me) are staying over this week...tomarrow's Friday, thank GOD, because I'm sick of Mullet and his additude towards my aunt and obese people...alot of people I know are fat.

I can't stand how he treats my aunt. The dude looks similar to Joe Dirt.

....
......DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS NOT TO SNEAK DOWNSTAIRS AND SHAVE HIS MULLET OFF IN HIS SLEEP!?!?!?!!?!?!?????????!?!?!?!?!?!?!? !!?!?!?!

At least they're gone tomarrow. For the record, there's ALOT of things hes done to earn my hatred, so don't think it's just a petty loathing type-thing. Thing is, he's been kinda nice to me recently so I guess I have to NOT bite his head off every time I talk to him... -.-!!!!!!

Well, this week has been MCAS, and therefor, I've been allowed to go in to school late since I passed the test already. But today I had to go in on time.
That's okay though, because I made a new friend! ^_^ I think I need to go to school on time again today...whee, maybe I'll just bring extra food. And I won't wear heels. GOD, these shoes I wore today are SEXY, but they also kill to wear around the school....some guy foundf that out, too.... ^^'
*too lazy to elaborate*

Randomness: Ohh! Shiny! o.o! *gnaws on*
Music: 'The Reflecting God'- Marylin Manson

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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5313383/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5313383/ Mon, 09 May 2005 17:05:46 PDT And no, is not the father. o.o Unfortunatly. XDDD

Wow. I just took a breath and looked around, and I'm hearing that Seniors are gone soon...this is thier last full week of school. MCAS is next week, I get to go in late on some of the days because I don't have to take MCAS now. I passed the english portion, and I did the retake for the Math on...I scored BIG time on it too! It's wierd. I suck at math. Oo'

I need to pull my grades up...time to pull another miracle with some of my grades. History should be all set, and English...well...it WILL be all set once I realize the problem with why my grade is crap. Biology...I don't wanna take that a third time. time to stop sleeping i9n class. See, around that period of the day, my insomnia REALLY bites me in the ass, becuase I start getting all sleepy--it's after lunchtime, that's why. And after ytou eat soemthing, if you're tired, you'll just go out like a light usually, that's what I found out the hard way.

I wonder if I'll get chapter 3 of my fanfic 'Divine Intervention' done. i'm also going to consider posting a fic I co-write with a friend who isn't on DA. Hm, we'll see...

Randomness: Purple snowflake flambee.
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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5230126/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 13:13:16 PDT
*cough* Anyways...

Yep, I'm a loser. Oh well, big fucking deal. I had internal suspension on Wednesday, which was nothing short of idiotic and nothing more than boring as all hell. There were the usual ISS condemned 'jailbirds' there, and I kinda felt outta place, until I got so bored that I decided to write up a story in an alternate reality involving me, one of my oldest characters, and some perverted jock that later on dies a horrid death in front of his peers. (Hey...come to think of it, that's public humiliation and public execution all in one. Go me! XP )

That amused me, until when it was time for luch and I got up...I realized that I couldn't feel my ass. Those school chairs suck so badly. I never realized how much it helps to get up and walk to another class for three minutes...man! I'll never look at passing the same way again. x.x;

So my current videogame obsession has been Final Fantasy X and X-2. Bet you people are sick of hearing about Ratchet & Clank anyways. Well, I think i just might play it again tonight, ig I can worm my way outta going to the family gathering tonight.

Yeah, I don't want to go. I have nothing to associate with when it comes to family. I'm not joking. I have to be the most unique person in the entire family, which is pretty damned sad.

Yesterday I musta been on something, because I was one happy bastard. (As a pal of mine so eloquently put it.. >.> Then I realized I say that about Volte all the time! Man, I miss that RP. o.o; )
But I was acting kinda loopy and energetic and crap, and I was literally skipping from room to room at school, then I almost tackled mom when she came home from work,,,but before that, on the bus, on the way home, I ranted about Junior Prom, how lame it is, and how I could give these people tips on makeup and stuff. Honestly. WHY do people need that black shit all over thier eyes? They look like fucking racoons. I see the makeup before i see them.

I'm going to my Senior Prom next year (parents, cousin, and friends are making me, even if they haul me there in my damned pajamas...) and when I DO go, I'm going to make sure i don't look trashy. Nope. I'd rather be classy. n_____nV
In fact, I might scan on some pictures if they're taken.

So, I'll spare you people the full-fledged prom rant. o.o

Oh, i n regards to what i was on Friday, it's actually waht I wasn't on.
Turns out I forgot to take my medication. o.o;;;

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5155743/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 06:57:46 PDT
! I've got a present for you people. I typed up the first chapter of Shadow Souls, my Shadow Hearts fanficcy. n.n I will be putting it up momentarily. Sorta. o.o

Please give it a shot though. I'm working really hard on it, though i suppose that my writing in it could improve...but then, I always see room for more and more improvement, now don't I?

Hey. Anyone that's on the Yugioh RP Realm site, (or is interested in it), please head to the following link:

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owns this site, and I agree with her, its time to get it going again.
Although Kat, I'm thinking we all ought to start fresh and take it more seriously this time, and make sure things stay lively, or else it won't last much longer than it did before... >.> ;

I WOULD like to get the Pokemon RP site back up and running again, seeing as how my computer used to tick me off with that site (every time a page loaded, like...fifty thousand 'debug' windows would pop up. >.o)
and now I've started fresh with my compy, I think I can handle it again! ^.^ And we had loooots of good characters, but I'm thinking we should seriouly delete those characters that barely posted AT ALL. I know for a fact that Kenshin050 isn't coming back. i barely talk to him and he likely doesn't have the link anymore.
But you'll have to spork to the others, Kat. o.o

And anyways. I miss Frost and I've yet to RP as my wierd-ass charrie Owari of the Eclipse. (Yeah. Go ahead and laugh at me, Raf. Owari is the elf I spoke of long ago. ._. A elf in a pokemon RP. Yeah. So sue me. .______.)

Right. Yeah. Mm-hm...anyhoo....

...still hooked on Ratchet&Clank! ^.^ And my obsession with Shadow Hearts Covenant lives again, also. , have ya gotten Kurando's ultimate weapon and fusion?
...I dunno how you can tolerate Anastacia. She's adorable, but it somehow irks me when she hits on Kurando. She has to be like...ten years younger than him. It's just NOT RIGHT. >< ;
And I have iissues getting monsters into her photo album. I take pictures of them till' the cows come home, but all I have is that Aqua Raise attack that you get from that pendulum-looking monnster thingy in the Palace.
If you have better luck with it than I do, PLEASE DO fill me in, I hafta be doing soemthing wroooooong. ><;

I'm working alot harder on drawing people. It's coming out okay. also, i'm in the process of coloring the 'Gothic Circus Tattooed Dragon'. I'm not sure if I'll feel inclined to scan it though. My scanner still isnt plugged in. Maybe it's wiser to use the new one downstairs. (woo, a scanner/faxmachine/printer hybrid thing. o.o)

Once my skills improve, I'll draw Someone and Misrty. Odd (from S*T, unless you are on that forum you won't know who i referr to...) might like that. >


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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5042497/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5042497/ Sat, 09 Apr 2005 12:06:35 PDT
My dad reformatted the compy for me, since i'm a fool and i hit the wrong buttons when reformatting, but now all is pretty good! The only thing is that my internet connection is tempermental, but eh. Whatever! ^___^V

Musicmatch has been updated. t seemed to be all ads or something, but now that I figured it out, I lurb it. Its kinda a bit smaller and alot smoother looking than the last version. And easier to use now, I think. o.O

LMAO! , yeah, we should get together on AIM sometime. XD! I wonder if we'd even pick up on the same theme songs too. I'll use game musci, but I don't really have much of that right now.

i'm still re-doing me playlist. ^___________^V
Tonite I get to use my daddy's compy. He has Photoshop on that, and since i don't have mine, I'll just use his...not to mention, i'll be able to play custom games on his computer, since his connection isn;t tempermental!
I'm also thinking of making a new ID...any ideas, kids? Eh...I'll think of something! O.o

Okay. So few of you have talked to me on the phone. Do you wanna know what happens when i'm on the phone? I need soemthing to do with my hands. so I'll do...wierd things. (Not gross...just wierd. o_____O; )

the other day I decided that while on the phone with my friend that I wanted to stand on my head. So I tried doing that on my bed, while leaning against the wall for support...I wound up on my ass in the middle of the floor.
And i ended up with a sizeable splinter stuck in my side somehow (I need new flooring),, SO then my friend and i ended up making cracks about other fun places that splinter coulda been in, and how grateful I oughta be.

Yeah...that wasn't wierd so much as stupid, but I'm apparently quite amusing on the phone...my other honorary sister, Sam, has suggested that we tape me over the ophone. Preferably whrn i'm ranting about soemthing.

Thing is, if that actually happens, she better not tell me, or else I will TRY to be goofy and it'll just be all stupid and...not funny. ( .__. )

Nnnmmmm....KIRBIES!!!!1111oneone
( >^.^)> <( ^.^ )> <(^.^< )

Maybe i'll do the font face thingy for 'happy humping kirbies' sometime. O_O;

Music: 'Barbie Girl'- Rammstein
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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5022954/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5022954/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 06:52:31 PDT
I am trying to reformat my computer (need to upgrade to XP Professional anyways…) but for some reason, it never wiped all my previous data off…for instance. My play list still lives. And that was one thing I was really looking forewards to re-doing. Because it has so much music I like but no longer listen to…like the buttload of Final Fantasy music that used to be my lifeblood. (And it sounded little better than midi music or gameboy music… -.-; ) Mostly that music ended up being theme music for parts of RPs, and that really helped me get in the mood for writing and painted me pictures in my mind’s eye, but now it just kind of soaks up room on my list.

My reason for reformatting my computer (which is now named Niko…) was because it was loaded with spyware, and loaded with stuff that was left over from when the compy used to be my dad’s…the computer has a little over a gigabyte of memory, it shouldn’t move as slow as it does. And its not even too slow, compared to the school computers, the thing is bloody quick. (Was, since I reformatted it…now it’s quicker! ^_^ )

I had a Trojan too. Ad-aware and Spybot never seemed to work…oi.
Well, hopefully it’ll be okay, but if not, I’ll make my dad reformat it for me. n.n;

Bye-bye for now!

(P.S: I may not be able to put any drawings up for awhile…)

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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5004787/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/5004787/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 06:55:54 PDT
, I’m reaaaally sorry I haven’t been around. But every time I check AIM and I hang around for awhile, you never appear. I hope you’re not ticked or something, I feel wicked bad! X.x; I’ll stick around a lot longer this time.

Yesterday I was out of school, because I had this 24-hour stomach virus thingy. I didn’t ASK my parents if I could stay home this time, I just told them, ‘I’m staying home. I vomited twice. As we speak, bile is eating away my teeth.’ (Sarcasm, you know. O__o )

Anyways, my current addiction includes the song ‘Halleluja’- Rammstein, and playing Warcraft III on Battle.net.

Big surprise:: I have two accounts on B.net. A west coast one and an east coast one.

Bigger surprise:: My West cast account has like…two friends on it. One of which and myself have only recently won a game, and have thus earned ourselves level 4 status. Wooty. We suck. But we’re getting better! ^.^

Biggest Surprise:: My eastern coast account (my most frequently used one) is a level 1 account with a hideous amount of losses…I have more friends on that account too. It sucks when people have to leave you mid battle. I’ve been doing the mean thing to those opponents who are bastardly to me (MAN, you shoulda seen what me and my team mates ran into on Sunday…holy hell…) ;and I’ve been leaving the game early-on so they get no credit from my loss. Eat that, fuckers. > (I’m not sure why this counts as the biggest surprise.. O.o )

Biggest-est surprise:: My west coast name is VyceMisery. My east coast name is Rhigama.

And I’m always looking for more team members! Someone I met through a FF RPG ( I played Cloud. Villains weren’t available, sadly. n.n; ) on B.net suggested that we form a Clan. I’m trying to haul more members into it, come to think of it, I’ve yet to contact my friend I met through that RPG. My e-mail is all screwed up lately. O.O; )
So anyone who’s willing to meet up with me on Warcraft some time, please DO step foreward and let me know!
For it is quite fun to play games with friends on B.net. ^^ BTW, anyone decent at mauls? Or the LOTR Hero challenge thingy? I’m pretty okay at both. O.o; I got to play as Elrond the first time on the latter one…and he rocks, so go for him if you ever play it. He looks like Furion Stormrage. Should be like…right next to your Spirit Wolf when you start out.
Gets Avatar as his ultimate!!!!!!11

…o.o.

Nuff’ about WC3, as godly as it is. I’m too much of a nerd!!!

Well, I have tooons of crap to type up for the literary magazine…and then I have my research paper, to me, both hold equal priority. I already have my final outline for my paper done, and that’s the next part of the paper that is due, so I figure I’ll sleep on that for a little bit. Just going to make at least 20 more note cards and get more books. I have yet to tell mom I need $13 to pay to the library. O_o
That’ll be SOOOO much fun! e.e;;;;;;;;;;;;;

Also, I may get the chance to update my deviations today or some time during the duration of the week. I got so fucking pissed off one day that I wrote this short little poem thing that vaguely describes the many ways in which I kill someone. Sorta. My friend liked it. So I thought I’d post it.

Also I have another rant thingy that I’d like to post, on sinning. Call me evil if you must for it. I really could careless what you think.
I’ll be bored for the rest of the day…I completed my book. Anyone read the Dark Tower Series by Stephen King? I am going to read the second book when I get home.

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4931510/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 06:51:07 PST
o.o…

Cadbury Cream Eggs are fun. Especially when a gaggle of good friends and family are over to make x-rated comments about ‘eating white stuff’.
They’re like…one of the few things I look forewards to in my Easter basket!
Anyways, I’ve been a busy, busy Rhi. Been thinking a lot, too.
I still have a book report to turn in for English (On ‘Angels and Demons’by Dan Brown, thank you very much…). And I should be doing my research project right now, my class is scattered all over the library, and I’m in the computer lab with one of my headphones covering my right ear. (and my hair is covering my headphones, glad I didn’t get my hair trimmed yet…)
But no one is really doing their work. The teacher isn’t in the room right now, so me and everyone else in the computer lab are free to do as we please. Hopefully the teacher won’t walk in right now.
I don’t think even she is in the mood to be here and grade book reports. It’s raining out, tis’ a cold, raw, nasty day out there. I could barely support my head today, I’m so tired, but for now I’m okay.
I’m thinking of playing some internet games. My friend Jess (Yeah, the one mentioned as one of my fave artists… ) is playing them, it kinda looks like fun compared to what I WOULD be doing.
Ma, I feel like I could pass out right now. (Now I know how you feel, Raf, deary. E.e Sleep is out fweeeend when it comes to boredom…)

Incidentally, could SOMEONE tell me how to get a screen shot of my desktop? I’m in the dark here.
I’m thinking of getting into making wallpapers, but how, I dunno. Anyone know the normal size for a wallpaper?

Well, that ain’t the only thing I’m getting into. I’m now doing this new writing thing that involves pointing things out in a painfully truthful (and obvious) fashion, as I discovered, much to my dismay, that a lot of people don’t notice these things. It’s just a little bit scary to me.

Speaking of a little bit scary, ever play a game called ‘Hangnun’? Jess just was, it’s…interesting, to say the least. Can be found on AddictingGames.com, if anyone ever goes there, and I don’t, but likely will after this.


I made a lemon meringue pie from scratch the other day. I’m quite proud of it, tasted awesome. Sporking of food, my belly is beginning to grumble at me. I DID only drink some coffee and eat a small bowl of cereal this morning. Ah well.

Anyways, period is over at 9:56. I better wrap this up, even though I have a little more to write.
Sorry I haven’t really been posting in my journal lately, but I’ve been limited on my time for internet and playstation. I get to choose how to split my time (A grand total of an hour and a half…). I’m finding that the internet is less and less entertaining, because the forums are all getting reaaally slow, especially this forum.
I’m going to post up a forum link here, now, that is still a very young forum, but it one for writers. You can post your writings here, and people will review them, and you can better yourself from those reviews.

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4770316/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 15:34:43 PST
Where to start? X3; I've got the scanner upstairs in my bedroom now, for one. In school, I got my MCAS retakes done, and I friggin' fleeew through a geometry make-up test today. Apparntly I managed to get almost everything correct too! ^^

I stayed after school for like...no reason today. Wooty. -.-; Well, I got to hang out with some friends, and when I got home, a friend of the family visited, which was a nice suprise.

Okay. Now the reasoning for my title.

I am dead sexy.
As a guy. O.O;

We did this lab in science that had to do with genes, and we made up the parents and the child by flipping coins. APPARENTLY, I'm a asian male with brown hair/eyes. And I'm named Eli. Wooty. o.o;

I kinda ended up looking like Yuri Hyuga, actually! I screwed up on drawing the head and whatnot, i need to start getting into block drawing like a friend suggested. Otherise, it was pretty good!

And the mother I forget stuff about, so i'll skip right to the child. Her name is Morgan, and she has brown hair/eyes, asian, and the most adoooorable freckles! =^^=

Guess what, I've been everywhere, emotionally, lately. I sat down last night when the net was off and wrote up what could pass easily for THE most angst-ridden writing in my entire natural-born LIFE! -____-;

I argued with myself about putting it up...and finally, I decided to spare you all the torment!
Gee, aren;t I nice? Maybe I'll post it another time.

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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4699031/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4699031/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 12:46:17 PST

....Yes. You read correctly. A two hour delay. And soda. Orange soda.

Why?

Because.

We had a snow storm, and there's like...a shitload of snow. Maybe a foot or so. And school decides to have a two hour delay.

Keep in mind, that my school tends to cancell on days that there is SUPPOSED to be bad storms, but all you get is a light dusting at best. Last time we had a cancellation, it was for literally almost no reason. There was no snow yet, just frost. And later on we got a dusting. It was STUPID.

I tell you, it 's because I wore pink on that day. When I wear pink, something happens, without fail. It's wierd. o.o;;;;;

Didn't wear pink today, but still. We got a two hour delay. And there's like...a foot of powder on the ground. It's STUPID!!!!!!

I know, I shouldn't be complaining. But I am. Why? Dunno. Just am. Deal.

Now, the orange soda.

...This morning I went to forage for food in the kitchen. (Literally. We haven't really gone shopping yet. ) Well, not much orange juice left, decided to be nice and leave it for someone else. (We don't drink that cardboard box stuff or the frozen stuff either. We're spoiled. We drink the good kind of orange juice. XP; )

So the next closest thing was orange soda. It's orange, yanno? And I was already having milk and cereal, so milk was out. (Rice Crispies. The most boring cereal in the world. At least it isn't that tree bark Kashi stuff that mom eats. She might as well go gnaw on a tree. O_o; )

Drank orange soda, then! I just finished off the glass. I'm amazed that my parents never said anything about it. Maybe it's because my brother drinks soda with his breakfast when he's home. o.o

Okay then! This was pretty much....pointless! I may update this journal entry later.

And someone still has yet to claim my kiriban, but at a certain point, I'm giving up on it. Boo hoo huh?

UPDATE!-

Yeah, today was not too eventful. We got very little homework and all our periods where practically chopped in half. I drew a dragon during study class. 'Old Timers'.

I literally ended the day with a BANG, though. We where playing volleyball. I ended up hitting a gym teacher in the head with the ball. Really hard, too. Best part? Only my team mates and the other team know I did it, and they ain't tellin'. xD

My friend and I gave a nickname to the gymteachers and some students.

Teacher Names:

1.]The Weatherman (He seriously looks likie a weatherman. o.o )
2.]The Dorito/ Coach Pervert (I think, I'm not sure on that one, but this year i came up with the nickname 'dorito'. He has a triangular build, and he almost always wears orange. And he hits on the female students and checks em' out all the time.)
3.] Lesbian #1
4.] Lesbian #2

...Now, I have nothing agianst lesbians. I'm a bi myself. But you should see those two. They don't kiss or hug or anything, and they are in fact married (I think), but...well, it's something you'd have to see to understand. .___.; No offense to anyone.

Student Names:

1.] The Favorite (Dorito and her mess around alot, and he actually hits her ass sometimes...)
2.] Ape/Footballer Girl (I.....LOATH....this chick. > 3.] Furball (...he needs to not shed hair everywhere he goes. >< !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )

Other names:

1.] Protagonist a.k.a 'Protag' (My friend.)
2.] Antagonist a.k.a 'Antag' (Moi.)


Keep in mind some of these people aren't even in my gym class, the students, that is. At least the favorite isn't around as much. And Footballer Lady I've seen around, but I don't know if she's in Lab or whatever. i think she'd calmed down a bit since I've last encountered her though. Coulda sworn she was a Senior last year. Heheh, musta flunked.... XDDDD!

Anyways, done with that, biiiig update today! I scanned alot more of my art from my drawing book. The scanning quality sucked, and I was too lazy to even edit any of the pictures. >.>;;;

Oh well. Enjoy~!

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4695984/ Mon, 28 Feb 2005 18:41:55 PST ______>

I feel...old. That icon depresses me. It makes me think my life is almost ended and all my stomach can handle is Ensure and Gerber babyfood. -_-;

Thankfully, that ain't the case! The Randomness is still aliiive and kickin', and here to make little kids cry for many a year to come, ain't i horrible?!

Naw, i just have been wanting to say that, really. ._.

I sure lurve me emoticons today. I can't stop using them. OO; <-- case in point. XPPPPP!

By the by ppl, thanks for the favorites, and thanks to everyone who's helped me get this many hits. I honestly didn't think I'd make it past 100. O____o'

But...yeah. i feel worn down and tired, hungry, and all-seeing, and creaky(my knees hurt), and wise and...well...OLD.
My laziness shall bite me in the ass soon. i know it will. That's what tends to happen.

I've been doing my geometry homework for over three hours now. Why? Because i'm lazy. It all coulda been done if i actually tried.

I just know that when I graduate high school, and get into college, one day i'll look back on myself and say, 'Yeah. i was such a fucking idiot back then....'

Well, there be reasoning for this. o.o; But well, I would have to go off in a peel about it, and that might take longer than I have left on the net for tonite. o.o -_____-;!

Oh yeah. I've been forgetting to say this, but I'm open to art trades, not that anyone wants to do one with me since I'm still not entirely clear on the meaning og an 'art trade'.... >>; (Or a kiriban, but I'm sure i know all about that too. XD ))

Kaaaaaaaaaat-chaaaaaaan....get betterrrrrrrrrrr....I miss you like hell! >
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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4686300/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 16:43:59 PST
Well then, I'm noticing I'm more or less nearing 1,000 page hits. Never thought I'd get as many as I have now! XD

So now the question of a kiriban comes into play! At 1,000 of course. ^^
So whoever gets the kiriban can request what they want me to draw or write for them. I'm pretty sure that's how it goes. o.O;

Okay then!

Tomarrow is school. Wooty. -.-; I have some things that I need to accomplish. Such as juggling school work and my writings and my many new images that I feel inspired to draw. One of which, is Sephiroth. As a horse. O.O

Then there is new styles of dragons I'll be screwing around with, see how it looks.

Also, there's concept art I need to keep on with for a new sort of creature I'm 'inventing'. I hope no one else has thought of them. x.x;

I mgith make up stories about them once I complete my art for them. :3


OH. I'll also put up some avatars and whatnot I made. I made this one from a picture of Naruto I found over a Google search, and I made it into a ramen-themed avatar/signature piccy set.
Tis' adorable.

I wonder how school tomarrow shall be. Hmmmm. Oh, anyone here a fan of Sjhadow Hearts 1 & 2? O.O

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4673985/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 21:46:20 PST
Oh well, I kinda don't mind too much. All my friends and my stuff is here, and you know....? My bed/ It's looking extremely comfy right now. Especially compared to that fucking BRICK I slept on for a grand total of one hour at the Days Inn. For the rest of the night, I was thinking, 'is it time to go yeeet?' x.x;

Then all I really ate for most of the day was food from Starbucks. Vanilla Latte (I think...) and a large chocolate chiip cookie...? Life is good. I can say I've sucessfully operated on caffiene now. O.o

We lucked out, and the four hour layover at Albany was cancelled for our return flight. most of the time, we where packed into the planes like freaking SARDINES. My butt fell asleep on the flight to Cleveland, and the one after that wasn't all that bad.

On the whol,e vacation itself was pretty damned good. We have land in Rio Rico now, from what I'm told, and we're going to have our house built on it in a bit. I wasn't there to see the model home, and from the sounds of it, the house will be beautiful. I can't wait! ^^

I get to have my room all decorated to look oriental-themed. I wanted to get a changing screen, but my room won't be large enough for that, my bedroom set will takre up enough room where I can't have a screen unless I do something dumb with it like...say...glue it to a wall? x.x;

At least I'll be able to put my hand painted dragon fan, my lantern, and Mooshu (my dragon statue) to better use. o.o They look really outta place in my curently very blue and very celestial bedroom. I wonder if Boo (my bamboo plant) will live long enough. XP;

I swear, that poor thing is trying desperatly to hold onto the shreds of its life. I'm so mean to it. The water bowl I keep it in was bone dry. I hope I remembered to warer it before i left?

I must have a black thumb plant-wise, most die within a week of getting them. I think bamboo and cacti are just really hearty, and that's how they are alive right niow after my 'caring' for them. O.O

Sorry. I'm babbly. So did anyone miss meh? n.n;

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4599764/ Wed, 16 Feb 2005 16:07:57 PST
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I'm going to NOT be here starting on Friday. Why? Because. Vacation. How I luff ii. I'll be gone for a week. n.n

Not that you'll notice, yanno? I'm barely around lately. My internet is being a big fat meanie. I'd be around alot more if it were not for the suckiness factor of or internet. It works on my dad's compy. I suppose that has one good point to it. The scanner is attatched to his computer. XP

Maybe I'll scan in a scaly I colored on a day when I was bored. Maybe I'll even scan in those ones that I mentione,d the ones with themes?

Probably not. e.e All depends.

I should be cleaning right now. I think I'll make it look like I even ATTEMPTED to do stuff. Or else I'm...dead. x.x;

I am wearing the comfiest pink pants. Yes, pink they may be, but hey. Comfort has first priority.^^

Ever notice how racist most applications are? Please Circle Your Race/Ethnicity?'
Usually it seems like a harmless question, right? That's not the case! And anyways, you have no legal obligation to fill that shit out, so HAH... x.x;

Why should it matter my ethnicity? I swear, Next time someone makes me fill out that kinda thing, or asks me my race I'll look em' straight in the face and say, 'I'm BLACK. Okay?'
(Anyone who has seen me will understand that. XD; ))

Oh, and thanks for the 900+ hits, pplz!
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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4471905/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 14:31:14 PST
Well, really, I've been thinking of putting up another TOTD chappie, but I was in school at the time and I didn't have the story with me. All I had really was one floppy disk, and my leather-bound sketchbook/journal. So I started drawing and writing.

The result was the poem that was posted earlier today. I remmebered hearing about those teddy bears on the news and I thought that it was TOO damned fitting. xD
Overdone looking, isn't it?

I've gotten into drawing 'themed dragons'. One looks like an indian medicine-man-dragon-thing. And this other one looks like a tattooed gothic circus draggie. Really, it's the randomest fucking thing. It came out of nowhere. O.o

Oh, yeah, the reasoning for ythe journal title.

i went on strike today. I did...pretty much...nothing. Nothing except what I wanted to. And I don't even remmeber if there was soemthing we had to do for Geometry hiomework...jeez. It's only first period, Geom.....you expect ME to be awake? -.-!
I'm not a morning person. I can be peachy and nice in the morning up early and stuff, but that doesn't mean my brain is capable of absorbing information yet.

so I did NOTHING. Sat and drawed and read. In MCAS Math Prep I was forced to take notes, but I count even that as doing nothing because i was keeling over sideways over the arm of the desk with my eyes half closed. The dude sitting near me was like, 'O.O;' and leaning as far awayfrom me as possible, i trhink. I didn't appear to have a spine during MCAS Prep. That might explain why I copuldn't sit up straight. Oh...did i mention I looked like a dead woman walking? Yeah...I was so sleepy. -.-

I just woke up actually. Dad woke me up to eat, and I was curled up halfway into a ball at the dinner table wearing one of my mom's hoodies. Becauswe i was freezing and I was hungry. and they where obsessing over how i might be coming down with something and I need to be in good health for the nexyt coupla weeks. We're going to Arizona, yanno? I need to be healthy for that, i dun blame em'.

I'm rambling and re-iterating the same things twenty times, I know. If you;ve read this far, you are one tough soldier.

Oh, incidentally, that poem as more or less in honor of V-day too. I still neeed to come up with a prank for V-dayh. Me and some friends like to pull pranks on the school.
Hey...NERDS CAN BE SO DAMNED COOL IF WE WANNUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............LKMF LRP,KVTLEPKGLRKMTRMLKTROK5O4JMEKJROMKGLF

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Midterms are upon me, and I'm buzzing.

I'm making a website, called Asylum, and I was having issues with it up until today. I'll be lucky if i manage to get much of it done.

On top of that, I have a crap load of geometry homework to do, and then stuff to make up for the same class. not to mention study.

Next? History isn't so bad. We were given a packet, and all i have to do tonite is the top sheet, we do more later in class.

Biology. Wooooot.... x_x! I have to whip my notebook together and make sure it's presentable, then I need to do this mooonster packet to 'study' for the exam. It's a cumlative exam. i'm expected to remember everything that we did.

now, they DO know who I am, right, they've met me before? Because i have no memory. not to mention a portion of the exam is metric conversions. i know nada about it.

English...a packet. Also 'cumulative'. Every vocab word we've had so far, then Macbeth, and a buncha other things we read...right now we're doing The Crucible, so I doubt it'll be on the mid term.

Wooooooooooo.........I'm going to need encouragment to take on these bad-boys...


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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4262281/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4262281/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 13:24:01 PST
Life is good. I've come to terms with some things. i feel so much better.

anyhoo, nuff' with the angst. I'm listening to my music, and life is all good.

Eating chocolate with almonds in it! I think that means it is a boy candy bar. n.n; I wonder if I should name it too, since it has a gender. How about Herby?
And to think, I'm supposed to be doing this 'healthy lifestyle' thing (because we can;t call it a diet. Diets are too 'negative'... ¬¬ ). And I'm eating chocolate before dinner, no less!

wee! It's the weekend! I love Fridays. n___n;

I was going to discontinue 'The Taming of the Dragons', but now that I know someone at least reads it, I'm going to continue. ( <3's, Raffy...)

Oh. I have candycanes left over from x-mas still. I think i'll hoarde what we have left of them. Methinks Raf knows why. :3

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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4238137/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4238137/ Tue, 04 Jan 2005 14:09:22 PST

I've been jumpy and really nasty lately. And NO, it isn;t that frigging time of the month. -.-!

I haven't been able to look at my friends or anyone else straight in the eyes, and my hands have been shaking really badly. I've been even more jumpy than usual. And I lately haven't even wanted to go online, or play games, or watch TV, or be involved with ANYTHING amusing.

I don't get it. I feel so empty, like I've lost something or my grasp is slipping on...well...something. I haven't been feeling many emotions at all lately, except in short, minute-long bursts, then I'm all mechanical again.

And sometimes I just run out of things to think of...the unspeakable. My mind is always buzzing normally. I did act like 'myself' at one point today, and I was laughing and joking around and stuff, then I got all sour again, and buried my nose back into my book, because it felt all wierd to be laughing.

Am I just growing up or something? My mom and dad always tell me that I'm resisiting maturity. They had a test taken on me.

It was shown in the results that I'm like...eons ahead of most people in my generation, but then, I'm many years younger in other areas too, and well...I guess I'm just on 'all different levels'.

I just found myself thinking about my past and what I've been trying to forget and make up for. Because of my brother and hiow my family is so goddamned dysfunctional in many places, and most of my favorite relatives were dieing while I was young, I was pretty much forced to adjust, and mature oin places really early.

And today, the theory is that I'm trying to hold onto what I have left that is childish, because I never had much of a childhood. I know that my parents couldn't help it, but my little brother was always the center of attention. The day that he went to residential school, my mom and dad were sobbing like mad.

And th4en they kept apologizing to me, and I was all 'WTF? You never did anything' and then they told me that 'that's exactly it'.
I forget alot of what she siad, but the words that stuck in her little speech, was '...but we did lose one of our children. We lost our daughter.'

True though. Before I started the habit of locking mself into my room, I would hop around and be as loud and boisterous as I could, hoping that maybe I'd be able to get soemthing from them at least, but I only got grounded or smacked or something...no, they weren;t abusive, I know what abusive is, beleive me.

So I just...vanished into my bedroom, and now that they finally have the time to spend with me, I barely pay them much mind. I don;'t know why...I know I love them to death, and I do feel horrible about it, but on some level, the reason why I won't go downstairs and talk to them just to talk, is because on some subconscious level I want to teach them what they put me through.
Granted, I'm doing a shitty job at it if that's the case.

I'm sorry for all this crap, I probably will delete most of this journal entry, but it;s a looooad off my chest. No one to interruppt me when I'm getting it all out. I feel a little better now.

In fact, maybe all that void of coldness is me being at war with myself. I just hope it passes before I push everyone away. You see, lately...I've been finding myself to be putting on a play for all of you. I don't feel all hyper and loving and happy and cheery.
I just fgured I'd let you know that before I paste my smile on again.

With this, I bid thee adieu for now.

Music: 'Fade to Black' -Metallica
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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4196342/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4196342/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 20:00:04 PST Lately, I just want to give up on them. I've truied being there for them, but it's hard now, especially when they've been....well...how've they been towards me. And I've put up with this for FIVE FUCKING YEARS?!
Funny thing is...that isn't half of the problems.
Sorry to go all angsty on you guys. It isn't my style, and I hate it usually when it does happen.
...screw it. Shit happens. And sorry if I'm vague or if I lash out at some of you irrationally...I know some don't deserve it.... XX;

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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4091106/ Fri, 17 Dec 2004 20:07:18 PST
I wore my 'druid coat' today. I love that thing. It's just kinda a long black trenchcoat, but not leather, sadly. D:
I'll get a custom-made one of those when I'm sure I'm not growing anymore.

Anyhoo, tomarrow, I have to get up EARLY. You hear that? EARLY. And what day is tomarrow? SATURDAY. I have to get up EARLY on SATURDAY.

WTFH?!?!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!!?!!

Then I haftya help put up the decorations on the exterior of the house since we're losers and we haven't done that yet. I know I was threatening to put them up during the week, but it never happened?

On Saturday night we're haveing a x-mas party, but I'm arranging to go out with some of my fwends. Which I really rarely get to do. I'd be back around 11:00 pm. If it's even happening...I kinda hope so, and kinda hope not, though. It would be awesome to go hang out with them for once. But then again, I'm not used to change (though usually I welcome change) and I think... 'I'll miss my anime and talking to my other friends...'

...Well, all I DO is talk to the ppl on my buddy lists. (I <3 you guys.) And there's a VCR on my tv for a reason. So I have nooo reason to back out. Unless my parents decide they can;t give me money. x.x

Then, on sunday, I get to go to a xmas party...as I', sure I mentioned before. Fun, ne?

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Ohhhh, but dun't worry Rhi, you still got your Senior year and flipping COLLEGE to get thru! Durrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... ><

Oh well. College isn't supposed to be anything like highschool, and I'll be takeing subjects I really like, so maybe it'll be much better.

I am BROKE. I barely managed to buy gifts with what I had-- mom and dad told me they're willing to help me buy stuff. So I'll have to turn to them, maybe, unless I have money in my bank account...hope to hell I do. ><

Well, today was nice. I got a drawing accomplished, and some odd writing thing that I just sat there and wrote whatever came to mind...and then chapter 1 to TOTD.

Inspiration is plentiful for me, yay!
But really...I like christmas...but the people I deal with are TOO into it, it's almost scary.... x.o
then there;s like...two x-mas parties comeing up on the weekend...one we are haveing here, the other is on sunday at my brother's school. (residential school,so at his 'house'.)
I'm so not in the mood right now...and I hafta put up all the outside xmas decorations by myself, so BAH HUMBUG.

Oh well. Maybe i'll feel festive later on...
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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4038690/ Fri, 10 Dec 2004 21:56:05 PST
Well, all is good...kinda. All my writings are coming along, and I found out that I added my PSAT score incorrectly...so I'm not an idiot that scored only 107. And i got a 100 on my World War 2 test...which killed alot of people because you need to remember all these times and people and events. Bwahah. Eat crap. I'm one of the few who got a good grade for once, You morons suck. XP

I haven't been to my friend's house in a few months. She invited me over for a sleepover, and I'm all excited. I can't wait till' tomarrow! So, as you might now have guessed...that means I'll not be around for a wee bit. Well, see you guys.


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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4009580/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/4009580/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 09:24:54 PST
Yesterday I was 'sick'. '24-hour stomach virus'. Heheh. I'm amazed, it would appear that I don't have too much to make up in school. Well, most of the reason why I decided to play sick was because I felt dreadful anyways, and I couldn't bring myself to get out of bed. I was majorly exhausted. And allergies were a bitch.

So, since it takes alot to upset my stomach, I pretended that I vomited. Apparently I'm either very, very convincing at acting, or my mom and dad were just playing along. Who cares.

It wasn't a fun day off, though. I'm not allowed to use electronics when I'm sick. So later on that day I was sitting downstairs in the Living Room and playing Pokemon Ruby and Phantasy Star with the GBA volume all the way up. Parents never said a damn thing. I'm pretty sure they were just happy that they got to see me downstairs for once.

Also...my computer? It looks cool. Very very cool. I love the shell and the theme on it, and the cursor. ^_^

Oh, yeah. And now I have begun my little series, 'The Taming of the Dragons'. I don't know how entertaining it'll be for you guys. But it does clarify some things in regards to my overly-elaborate character, RDX. Incidentally, I put the 'mature' thing there because...well...I never know. I could end up putting something in there that is mature. I never know where my writing takes me. ^_^

And I like it that way. See what my imagination has to say, as opposed to the usual working consciousness and its insufferable works of writing and art. If that makes sense to either you or me, well...
...I think I'll just let that sentance hang.

I'm still reading 'The DaVinci Code', and it has given me some awesome ideas for art, and maybe even for a good prose or a poem. I have this incredible picture in my mind, but I just fear that my hands don't posess the skill that my eye and imagination does. I can still try though, right?

There are so many things to write all going on at once. And plenty of RPs, and a social life to lead as well. It would seem that I have no time for actual work..well then. I'm going to have no choice but to make some room. I have to start applying for jobs so I can earn money. I need to save up for college, and car insurance, and all that happy horsecrap.

High School and life in general, along with family issues are doing a tap-dance on my skull. It makes for a flipping BRILLIANT headache. x.x;;;;;

Awwww...mah sister is not gunna be around for a bit. That sucks. Big time. ;.; Come back soon!

I need to stop the madness that has been plaguing me. I feel that I'm maturing even more quite suddenly. That I'm growing out of things I used to have a great love for. If anyone has even noticed that I've been acting differently lately, then that's probably what it is.

I had a bad childhood, or almost no childhood at all. All attentions went to my..sybling.., and it is also because of said sybling that I matured early in some areas. Now I suppose maturity is evening out. And it...saddens me. I just don't want to grow up right now, yet I do want to at the same time. I'm torn in half over it.

Not only that, but other things are happening that almost scare me. I don't want pity or anything. I just...needed to get that out. Or it could be because I'm listening to 'Everytime' for some odd reason. It makes me feel sad. ;.;

I just need to listen to something different...yeah...then perhaps I won't be inclined to pour my guts out for all to see.

.....o.o! W000t! Marylin Manson. Just what I need. I need to be in a quasi-sadistic mood right now. So I can write Chapter 1 of, 'The Taming of the Dragons'.

MMmmm, yeah. For some reason, I feel quite inclined to share this with ya guys:

‘Disoriented’

Music makes my world go round’
Tremors from those speakers synchronize with my soul
Let the beat swallow me whole
Stirring my thoughts around and around
I’m no longer standing on solid ground
I’ve fallen for what my imagination has found
Lost in a blissful void of perpetual sound.

Personal quote- “Fear is an illusion. Do not permit it to fool you.”

That was for an assignment in English class. The teacher wanted us to write a 5-line poem about something that is either important to us, or stresses us out. And under that, we needed to write a personal quote. Enjoy.


Musi... ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3989657/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3989657/ Sat, 04 Dec 2004 18:31:58 PST
Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat's right! Rhi-Rhi's Writing Muse has returned! Back in business, and better than ever, baby!

I'm still thinking out the storylines, but one is a cross of Yu-Gi-Oh! and Pokemon, the second one is alot more mature...about one of my characters, known as Sev. Methinks the name for it should be, 'The Taming of the Dragon'.

Augh...been runnin' and cookin' all day. It's okay though. I don't mind. I'm just hurtin'.

Pokemon Ruby is irritating me. I wonder if I can find Mr. Briney and his ship in Slateport...I need to get that fishingrod from the guy at his house at...Dewford, is it? I dunno. I just need to get me a water pokemon. -.-;

Music: 'Faint (EMT Remix)'- Linkin Park
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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3965443/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 15:33:04 PST
Well, my Art Muse has been pretty active recently. Bounceing off the walls even. Like me.
Art Muse even decided that I should start getting into charcoal pencil drawings.

I had an okay day. The school server was a jackass.I got little HTML work done for my computer class. I need to get moving on some things....


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I get to work my ass off all day watching my brother and get no time for myself because then sdad gets to come home and bitch at me about hoping dinner woulda been ready for him when he got home.

...and by the way, I cook on saturdays, so, yeah. >>;

But I don't mind cooking, I kinda like it in fact. It's soothing. n.n And I'm actually good at it, unlike when it comes to drawing, which I suck badly at. XPPPPPP

I like my MP3 player. It deserves <3's for keeping me sane. I had my headphones practically glued to my head all day. And my GBA kept me sane too. Yay for Pokemon Ruby! XPPP
And my PS1...yeah..Legend of Dragoon kicks ass.....

I'm hyper whenever there is a full moon, it seems. O.o I don;t get it. Well...if the moon can mess with the ocean, certainly if can mess with MY head.

Music: 'Word Up' by Korn
Randomness: Sumizome Towwwwwn..... ;.;
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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3918938/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 17:53:11 PST
I like this holiday because the whole house smells nice, and you never go hungry around this house. I feel fat. ;;;;

I cooked some stuff too. And for some odd reason I know I nonstick- sprayed the pyrex pie pan for my 'world-famous' pecan pie, but it didn't work. The crust got all stuck. D:
Oh well, it's still good! n.nV

*bounce* I downloaded some more tunes onto my mp3 list. I'm so happy. ^.^


Music: 'Megalomaniac' by Incubus
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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3907479/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 09:19:58 PST
The cheerleaders were awful. Thier miniskirts were disgustingly short. And they were doing cartwheels and flips and stuff. e.e;

The Sophomores were throwing crap at the benches where all of the Junior class was sitting. I was talking to a friend on the bus and telling her that the Sophomores were assholes. Of course, ever Sophomore that was near enough to hear snapped at me. At least us Juniors were mature enough not to throw waterbottles at them. x.x;

Then of course, to top it off, the teachers were all like, 'each class is responsible for cleaning up thier areas.' Well, I never did anything to contribute to the mess, so NYEH.

....now, what do these things have in common? They are all crap I dislike/hate:

1. Pep Rallies
2. Sluts
3. Hypocrits
4. Cleaning

In general, it snowballs and contributes to my growing un-sanity. I actually cheered for my own class (and occasionally sang along to the parts of the school song I know) JUST to relieve stress. I'm a very loud person. I think I'm part of the reason why the Juniors got in second place for the,' which class can suing the song the loudest' battle-thing. x.x

Oh yeah. School song? This is how gay it is:

Joyous and ever loyal
Let us root for ****** High
Let every heart sing
Let every voice ring
There's no time to grieve or sigh
RAH,RAH
It's ever onward
Our course pursuing
May defeat n'er our ardor cool
RAH,RAH
But united we will root for
Our old ****** HIGH

Note: I copied this off a slip of paper a teacher gave me that was crumpled up and forgotten in my pocket. I emptied my pockets out to find a battery for my MP3 player, so that's how I found it. >>; And also, the asterisks fill in where the name of the school would be. Not giving away my location that easy.

So...uhm....yeah.

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~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3894076/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3894076/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 15:06:41 PST
My brother is home, and I already can't deal with him. I'm not going to make it through this fucking week!!!!!!!!!1

Eventually I'm going to snap, I know it. And I'll snap all over him, and he'll be hurtin' when I'm done. Oh well. Too fucking bad for him.
If I physically lash out at ya, it's because you definitly deserve it. The one thing I can definitly pride myself on is not being *totally* irrational.

Okay...gotta calm down..... *takes deep, slow breaths*

Music: 'Wait and Bleed' by Slipknot
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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3879883/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 16:18:13 PST
Wow. That was...noobish.
WHO CARES!!!!!!11111oneoneoneeleven

I've been pretty spastic today. I made family members practically run up the walls in record time. I think it was because of the medication they were testing on me that was supposed to releive anxiety (*has bad test anxiety*). Maybe I just ended up gather a reserve-full o' energy and now I needed to spend it today.

I'm attempting to draw Kuja, but I simply cannot capture his elegance. Oh well. I'll go back to the drawing of Misery that I'm haveing issues with. And no, this is a Misery you guys wouldn't know of, so don't think, 'Oh, the one from Cold Fires?'
This be a Misery I'm drawing for a friend. Two piccies of him, actually. One pic is going to be of him in a nice victorian dress, and the other one is of him...well...as he normally is. >>;

I need to learn to draw weapons better. I'm getting more and more frustrated. Masybe I shouldn't draw while I'm feeling particularly hyper. The quality of art becomes worse and worse as I draw when feeling INSAnE.


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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3871962/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 14:56:40 PST
I've been finding music that I've been wanting. I'm happy.

Medication...not fun.... X.X! (some people know what I mean by this, but I ain't about to broadcast it to the universe.)

Nnnn...yeah...i'm pretty sure i actually learned something educational today.

! I yelled at some moron in my last period class and the teacher didn't do anything about it. Abnd the other day, I gave a ditz in my 6th period class a card that said:

If you want to entertain and idiot for hours, flip this card over.

Says it on both sides. She flipped it over and over for about ten minutes. Har.
And the teacher in there gave me permission to hand it to her. He musta been real fed up with her. I know we all are. x.x

Morons: everyone deals with em'!


Music: 'Lies' by Evanescence
Randomness: MUFFINS. n.n;

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Meh sistah!:


My Heart...:


Snuggly People:


Biggest Flirts I Know Of So Far:


Ppl Stalked:


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http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3743442/ Wed, 03 Nov 2004 13:32:17 PST
Hey, I'm better at computer art than art done by hand.
I can't wait....I'm getting Photoshop 7 soon. More fun fun for me me, teh Rhirhi!

.....okay, that was lame as hell. ¬¬;

I'm thinking of makeing a button for my forum. And I wanna get options for skins, but for now, I'll stick with the clean white one. (which I love anyways! ^^)

If anyone wants to go and see my forum, then go to: [link]

Today I learned that I'm more ambidextrous than I thought. And that I switch my hands alot without noticing it. o.o;;
My friend's boyfriend thinks it's cool as hell.
(But this is also a guy who wore his haloween costume on Monday, since he didn't manage to dress up on halloween. He was a gorilla...al hairy with the portruding nipples and everything. Fortunatly, he wasn't allowed to wear the mask...)

I'm glad I have my dad's computer now. Finally, I officially entered the...21st centaury, is it?
I dunno.

I just signed onto Xanga and I'm playing a charrie in an TP...yep...thaaat's right...I play Yami no Bakura, the Thief King---HOT DAMN!!!!!!!! <3

Woot. We get to eat chinese food tonite. Well, we refer to it as 'cheap chinese'. Works for me, especially when there's leftovers. You all know the old 'joke' with chinese food, right? You eat some, get this agonizing stomach ache over it if you eat too much, then not even a half hour later you're starving. I think it's because of the MSGs. If that's what it's called.

Forgive me, I'm dimwitted right now. I was so brainless today...two math tests (one in Geometry, period1, and one in MCAS Prep, per.5 ) and I couldn't barely think. In fact, it felt as though I wasn't in my body the whole day.


GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! Are my eyes deciveing me?!?!!? Please say they ARE!!!!! Bush won?!?!!?!? Nooooo--!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Oh, btw, there's this awesome RP on Gaia that a friend and I put together. For those whom are literate only, and use vivid description and whatnot in thier writing. It's sad when someone has to say that in regards to an RP, that 'only literate people are allowed'. Sad when you need to say that about ANYTHING.
I'll put up the link sometime, if I remember. I'll go and try and find it in a few, but she might be tweaking it still.

Now...hmmmm...what else was I going to say? Oh well, I'll shut up now.....



Music: 'Deer Dance' System of a Down

P.S.:

Thsi song is sooo true.... ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3582056/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3582056/ Wed, 13 Oct 2004 15:14:00 PDT
They loved mah short story, and they want to scan a tooon of my pictures into the magazine! O.O!

Wooooooooooooooot!

For once! I mean, the last art editor we had kept saying I copied the pictures from someone else, or I traced or soem damn thing. I dunno why...but somehow I got the impression that she didn't want to put my art in the magazine. She had tons of her stuff in there too. She was just one of those control freaks, methinks.

And yet again we find the staff jam-packed with those primadonnas who think they can sachet into the meeting five minutes before it's end, and roll thier eyes at everything we do or say...sadly, our Editor-in-chief is one of them. The advisor is gunna get rid of her for someone who doesn't show up whenever and is really dedicated...too bad, the editor used to be really into it. Her and her pals are only in this for the credit so they can stick it on a resume. It pisses me off. They don't want to be there to have fun and soak up some poetry, short stories or art, in essence, culture.

On a lighter note, a friend and I are piecing together another RP. It's literally called 'Violence-the RP'. n_____n!!
Methinks I'll have fun with it. My charrie is screwed up. He is descended of a ton of different countries and has 47 sisters, one father, and a obviously large amount of stepmothers that all harbor archaic/traditional beliefs. Maybe if we move the RP to Gaia I'll drop you ppl a link in one of my journal entries. o.o;

Random Word: Spoon
Music: 'Immortal' by Adema ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3573973/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3573973/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 14:42:28 PDT
Well, maybe we caaaaaaaaan't.

I need a brain. I am thinking of turning in what i call a 'ready-made short story' (which is actually sut a little somethin' I wrote up when I was excruciatingly bored...) and turning one of those in. Crap. I need to bring my artwork in tomarrow. I just know I'll forget it when I'm scrambling around in the morning, only to feel like I forgot something when I'm on the bus. Then the whole day will pass, and I'll be walking towards the room where the meetings are held, and I'll remember and smack my forehead..."DOH!" ._.;

If I'm lucky Iwon't forget. I just need to rummage around and find a good ready-made story, or just write soem damn thing up.
Maybe now is an opportune time to send in my 'Encounter with the Vampire' story. o.o
I'm like....the Short Story Editor, and here's me forgetting to do my work. Woe is me. No one wants to turn in short stories. .______.

So I shall resort to 'abusing' my almightay editor powers and shall turn in my short story that nevermade it into the magazine last year beacause, 'They had too much on thier plate as it is!' *snerk*

They said they loved my vampire one. I mean, the TRUE version of it, which was in-your-face, 'BANG!', and kinda gory too. I think that the teacher made sure that it didn't get published. She's a religion freak and tends to have her opinion skewed about things like that. It can't have devil wings, look demonic (¬¬), or be evil in any sense. Methinks dragons just barely scraped by, since there's usually a couple of them in each issue.

Heh, speaking of pictures, we'll hopefully be getting 'The Uniqorn' printed in color now. Before we were lucky if we could get colored paper. X.X!

Current Song: 'White Reflection'
Random Word of the day: Boink! ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3567580/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3567580/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 18:06:15 PDT
..rain? - or shine!

..tornado? - coooooool...

..summer love?- why?

..Jon? -Fat Bastard!

..Mike? - Who's he?

..Shea? - Your boytoy?

..banana? -nuts!

..dizzy?- ME!

..Laura?- Preppy pink princess

..Juan?- Random person.

..car?- I want one...

..white? - or black?

..peppermint?- CANDY!

..New Found Glory?- Glory, newly found? O.o

..placebo?- Wha?

..orange juice?- If it ain't from a cardbord can, I'll take it.

..candid camera?- *poses*

..sister? - Cool!

..brother?- -.-;

..hate?- love

..school?- moo.

..President?- Must die.

..football? - is pointless

..rap?- sure

..pop?- or poop?

..rock? -cool

..punk? - why not?

..sex? - Not old enough....

..death? - SWEET!

..baby? -EEEK! O.O;;;;

..duuude? - Sweeeeeeeeeeet!

..the end? - of the beginning.


...I took a survey thang. It had soemthing to do with the first word that came to mind on things. Make your own decisions about me.

Now I wanna do this:

random word of the day: blue bazooka

Yay! ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3547956/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3547956/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 07:27:24 PDT
My brother is home.

Brother + home for weekend = me locking mahself in my room for the weekend and not knowing when he goes home so my parents barely see me at all until I'm positive he's gone.

...usually anyways. Right now I'm on dad's compy again. Right now dad is trying to fix my comp for me. I wanted to reformat the damned thing, but we don't know where the Windows disk is. So, blah. x.x

Kitty ( Kitty17794 ) is talking like Mizuki ( Mizuki-chan ). XDDDDDD It amuses me. Well, I picked up a word or two from Mizu myself. o.o;
I also like to smite things. >

X.X! My bro doesn't know hiw own strength. He just poked me in the arm and I bruise like a banana sometimes.

*smites brother* Die, bitch. ¬¬;;;;

Yep, story of mah life today thus far.

I am listening to random songs. Any of you notice that about me yet? I'm very random.

o.o...................................

If I hafta say that, it's pretty frickin' sad. Maybe if I shut up right now I'll spare myself some embarassment. Now wouldn't that be refreshing?

It's just one of my 'loopy' days. I woke up with a few extra screws loose.

That ever happen to you guys....?

Anyways, ciao... ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3542588/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3542588/ Fri, 08 Oct 2004 13:31:08 PDT
Whooooooooo! Laaazy day today! And brain dead! x.x!

My Writing Muse ran away. I think it got bored and decided to escape for awhile. Which is bad for me, since I need that damned Muse right now. I hafta write up a short story for the literary magazine...I am the short story editor, and I refuse to turn in just one story. O.O!

I have only a few days to do it too.

At least mah Art Muse is around. I have been drawing plenty of things, two of which be in the 'scraps' section. The art editor is haveing me draw the art for the cover for the magazine. Yayness! x.x

Then she looked at all my art and wants a bunch of pictures in the magazine, so I need to make her bring in that disk she keeps saying she'll bring me and then I can save the documents onto the disk. *breathes*

I'll probably post up the drawing too. n.n; So you guys can see it.

*dancin'!*

Me gotsa three day weekend! Yay for Columbus..! Even if he didn't discover America!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I'm good for now. n.n; ]]> ~Rhigama http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3534751/ http://Rhigama.deviantart.com/journal/3534751/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 13:25:45 PDT
Yanno, it's just one of those days, maybe...? The day was okay, but when I suddenly stop being critical of my own artwork (even though I'm still 'looking at it under a microscope'...) and I'm actually satisfied I know something's up with me.

What is it exactly?

Christ, if only I knew. The other day I got into a wonderful little dispute with one of my friends. She got all pissed at me. I don't even know why I rose to the argument and started getting all defensive like I did. Most of the day I just bit my tongue and swallowed my cruelest words. Apparently it wasn't enough.

thankfully the crisis had been resolved when she passed me a note in the halls during passing to seventh period. She was sorry, at least. I suppose I'm not th eonly one who is not nearly as articulate with spoken words as they are with written ones.

Something she said bugged--and flattered-- me a great deal. She said that, 'Half the time you just seem too...wise. ><;"

I spoke to another friend over the phone and she said the same thing when I told her about it. My parents also tell me the same thing. Only I never really said much about my little incident with aformentioned friend. They just tell me.

I tell ya, it's great to know people who tell it like it is.

Quite frankly, I never paid much mind to it when they said I'm wise in some aspects, but overly five-year-old childish about other things. I suppose due to my childhood my maturity has been staggered in its development at certain stages.

Thus causing how I've become in the present time? I don't know. I've just been overwhelmed. I've been very lazy too. It disgusts me and makes me feel filthy. I lack motivation, period.

While realizing this might be half the battle, it is in fact just this one battle, and not the entire war. Now I need to get active. My laziness could easily be the source of my discomfort.

Maybe it's just the thoughts that have been stewing in a single complete wave in my head. I need to focus on the right things. I'm far too scatterbrained, as you might've gathered by now.

I wanna cut myself some slack but I can't. If I do I'll get even worse than I already am. I have to press on.


I find this journal entry thing rather...liberating, is that the word? well, it helps anyways. I think I shall do it more often. ]]> ~Rhigama