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Official BLOOD Tour Banner -> [link] ]]> ~RiRiDesu http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6868268/ http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6868268/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 20:31:45 PDT
Mood: Can't Sleep
Listening to: Yami Yori Kurai Doukoku no A CAPELLA to Bara Yori

Hihi just wanted to tell you that my dollfie Tsubasa is here now!
Here are some links:
The Arrival -> [link]
New Haircut -> [link]

Sorry I haven't had much time for DA lately so I haven't really had time to comment on your deviations or post any new ones of my own! Gomen ne!

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~RiRiDesu http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6676022/ http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6676022/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 08:10:43 PDT
Mood: Restless
Listening to: Yami Yori Kurai Doukoku no A CAPELLA to Bara Yori
Reading: Bram Stroker's Dracula

Hehe have you guys noticed how all my recent entries has ONLY been about dollfies? I'm not obessed at all... *LOL*

Anyway, I have made an Futon-bed for Tsubasa and Yasuo.
(Tsubasa is a DOD Wi and Yasuo an DOD TOO -> [link])
This is the futon: [link] [link]
The "bedroom" is a bookshelf, and of course they have a big "poster" of MANAsama on the wall!
This is the pajama I made for Tsubasa:[link]
I still haven't made one for Yasuo, but he won't arrive until the end of November anway, and Tsubasa will arrive in maybe 2-3 weeks, hopefully...

These things aren't the most beautiful things ever 'cuz I really suck at sewing, I have never done any outfits or anything before....

~~~

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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6606978/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 11:14:02 PDT
Mood: Restless
Reading: Wuthering Heights
Watching: Charlie & the Chocolate Factory

Yey, as you know I have ordered a boy doll from D.O.D -> [link]
The first one is a boy doll Wi [F] and his name will be Tsubasa (Wings)!
Now I have also ordered yet ANOTHER dollfie from D.O.D.
A TOO boy doll. He is sold togheter with a girl doll BEE-A, but I only wanted TOO but my friend Linda (a.k.a. Indego) wanted BEE-A so we decided to split them!
Her BEE-A will be named Kaida (Little Dragon) and my TOO will be named Yasuo (The Peaceful One). Kaida will be Yasuo's bigger sister! ^___^ V

Of course Tsubasa and Yasuo eventually will be lovers *tihi* But not right away 'cuz Yasuo is kinda hard-to-get and Tsubasa is too pushy and arrogant for Yasuos taste to begin with...
... oh yes... I do realize I am totally weird for already making up personalities for my dolls, but hey... you all know I am weird anyway so... that isn't big news really!


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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6491811/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 06:01:23 PDT
Mood: Restless
Reading: Gulliver's Travels (School Requierd Reading)

.... I want my Dream of Doll Dollfie NOW!!!
It is a boy dollfie, 45 cm! Sooo pretty... *_*
I ordered a Wi [F] a few weeks ago... but still I have to wait one more month until I can expect to get my doll!

My doll: [link] [link]
He will wear all these clothes, have make-up, and the same wig and will look exactelly like this (except without shoes) when I get him, since it is a full set.

Other things I got for my doll:
Clothes: [link] (shoes NOT included)
Shoes: [link]
Wig: [link]

Nyooooo.... I will continue to wait... impatiently!

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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6420532/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 07:35:48 PDT
Niya!
Today I am feeling much better!
I have had a not-so-great weekend but now I have calmed down!
My friends and boyfriend has helped a lot, and I love you all!

Anyway, today me, Hideki and our friends Anna and Naim are going to see the 'Tolvskillings' Opera! I have never been to such an event before, so it is going to be fun! ^_^ And Naim has made 9 of the outfits in the play so it is going to be fun to see the outfits he made, I am sure they are going to be gorgeous!

Today I had my first class in school.
Guaaah... stupid litterature course!
I mean it is fun, but it is way to much to read... ^_^;
I have to read 2 classical short stories (each 100 pages) until next week...
And these 2 stories aren't exactelly my style of stories... ^_^;
But at least later in this course we have Bram Stoker's Dracula which I already have read more than half of, yey, lucky! ^_^


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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6406968/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 16:17:42 PDT
I mean seriously!
Yesterday I got to know about my friend in Japan being sick...
and what do you think happens today?

Well, my "dear" mother goes pshyco on me and screams and yells and HITS me!!! I need to explain this from the top so you understand my mother is not like all other mothers, and this is not merely a simple "mother-and-daughter" fight.... if things were that easy!

I was NOT raised by my mother, I was raised by my loving father and grandparents (they ROCK!! )...
Anyway, my mother is from the Fiji Islands and my father is Swedish, so I am 50/50!

But since I was raised my my Swedish father and grandparents I feel all Swedish, of course!!! My mother couldn't raise me because she has pschycological problems, she is very instable.

Anyway now the last months she has wanted to have more contact with me, and I have tried my best to endure her outbursts, complaining about her life, blaming me for her problems which I have nothing to do with, all this because of my halfbrother (he is only 12) , whom I love very much

But today I have had enough.
She started screaming at me, for no reason whatsoever (because she does this from time to time, she is really fucked up in the head), that I was a horrible daughter because I was "too Swedish"... and she was complaining how Swedish culture and everything was horrible and how my father and grandparents were the devil! She just wouldn't accept that I was born and raised in Sweden and therefore naturally acts Swedish!!!

I mean YES in my GENES I am 50% indian... but my genes has nothing to do with my emotions... and I do not act Swedish to piss her off, I do it because this is who I am.... The way she is reasoning is that like, if a Chinese guy gets adopted into a Swedish family and raised there, he would still have to act like a Chinese guy and talk Chinese?! Or what?! That is not what happens!!!

The thing with my mother is that once secound she says I am the perfect pretty daughter, the next secound I am devils spawn that was sent to earth to be mean to her... she always thinks she is the victim.... even though she brings all the bad things upon herself...
All this is just a part of the long and hurtful story about me and my mother, and this was simply the last drop... I will not put up with her ways anymore.
I will never talk to her ever again, but I hope to be able to get in touch with my little brother again someday.

ANYWAY... I am lucky to have been raised by my father and grandparents... my grandmother is my REAL mother, in my heart.

I am sorry to write about all these depressing things here, as I normaly am a happy-go-lucky kinda girl, but this is just my way to get my frustration out, and it helps me get over it.


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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6399392/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 17:06:16 PDT
.... I just found out that a dear friend in Japan has cancer.
It is the bad kind... the kind that kills you...

I really do not know what to think or feel... except sad.
And angry that this had to happen to him.
He is a very gentle and kind man, always very busy with work but still always takes the time to meet me and my friend when we are in Tokyo.
We all love him very much...

I feel so... helpless...
I have never had a friend before that gotten seriously sick, so I don't know what to say or do...









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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6289742/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 16:35:48 PDT
Now I have slept enough so that my brain is functioning well enough for me to write some things about the BLOOD concert in Sweden this friday the 19th!

Well, as you know I was one of the organizers at the concert so I went along and picked them up at the airport way to early in the morning. I wasn't able to sleep anything the night before so this day was going to be a long one...

Anyway at the airport the first thing they said to me (in Japanese) was: "Waaah, look you have the same cellphone as Kiwamu" and indeed I did... *LOL*
Yey for Vodafone, I bought my cellphone because it works in Japan too! ^_^

Anyway we took them to the hotel and they were really hungry and wondering what kind of food is typically Swedish.... my friend Monika could only think of Swedish meatballs, and lucky enough they had Swedis meatballs at the breakfast buffé that BLOOD ate at the hotel!

Then we left BLOOD at the hotel to get some rest for a few hours while we fixed some other things. Then they got to the concert hall at around 4 o'clock and did the soundcheck and everything went well...

After the soundcheck they ate dinner and did there make-up and we started to let people into the concert hall.

Gaaah, then it was time for the concert and I was supposed to do the introduction of the band. That was kind of nervous, and BLOOD saw I was kinda nervous so they did their best to make me relax, and the introduction went okay in the end. ^_^;

The concert went great and the fans loved it! ^_^
It was so hot in the concert hall by the time the concert ended that it was like a sauna!!!

After the LIVE they had a sign session, it went along fairly well, I just had to yell to people to back up a bit since they were pushing to much to get to BLOOD... But it was not too bad, they listened when I told them to back up at least!

Overall it went well and BLOOD are really nice guys that are easy to work with.
They had fun in Sweden and told me they wanted to come back next year! ^_^

Owari!!!


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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6250044/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 06:42:15 PDT

Yesterday I painted "wallscrolls"-thinys!! Well I wrote Japanese with white paint on black fabric that we will put up on the wall at Lunacy (the J-rock club in Stockholm)!

They aren't the pretties things ever, since I am not that artistic... But they are okay, at least it is readable (well at least if you understand Japanese)!!!

I am gonna take photos of them and post them here so you can see my "not-so-artistic" works!!!

Today I'm gonna meet my friend Chacha and we are going to do some big loggos for Lunacy with white spray... ohoho, hope I get the spray on the backdrops and not on me!! ^___^;



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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6213576/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 04:58:22 PDT
Guah.... I'm sick!!!
I have been sick for almost a week now, and it's so boring, I need to get better. I'm gonna go to the doctor today to see if I can get some medicine to make it go away faster....



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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6074491/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 04:46:19 PDT
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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6060846/ Thu, 28 Jul 2005 18:51:33 PDT

Today I was like.... uuuh cool they changed deviantart so that I can see icons and the comments without clicking on them and stuff... and then I saw that I had become an deviant subcriber on my page..... and I'm like...... uuuuuh... etoooo.... I haven't done that?! I never subscribed or payed anything....

But on my page is says that I am only a DA subscriber until the 5 of August.... so it can't be for real.... is just DA letting people test how it is to be a Subscriber or what?!
Maybe everyone gets to try it now?! ^_^
Gotta hand it to you that it is rather convient to be a subscriber but I'm still too cheap to pay for it!!

Just hope they didn't make some kind of mistake and then want me to pay for it, 'cuz I won't....

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http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/6010492/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 05:32:14 PDT This Tuesday I got the DVD I pre-ordered:
Moi dix Mois -
Inivite to Immorality ~ Europe Tour 2005 Limited Edition

It is a wonderful Consert and the Feature Disc contains many backstage goodies!

I will always prefer any LIVE SHOW with M10M in Japan over the ones in Europe, since I prefer the Japanese fans (no offense but no one beats the Japanese fans, they are tottaly adorable), but none the less these are 2 amazing conserts! ^_^
And of course we get to see some shooting from the Live Tour final in Shibuya AX where Juka had is infamous BLOND hair... and I gotta tell you, he looks weird, but that's just my opinion.

Anyway, since I was at both the consert in München and Paris, and also at Japan Expo from last year, I appear a few time in the DVD. That is fun. ^_^;
I see myself at least 2 times in the 'München Consert Documetary'. 1 time when I am entering the consert hall doing a 'dix' sign to the camera, 1 time when they are shooting all the people in the front row, I appear in the end when they slow down the camera (I was in the front row infront of MANAsama).
Then I also see myself clearly in a video clip from Japan EXPO, which was fun. I look happily stupid since I, in that clip, is walking away from Mana after just having shook his hand, giving him a present and said some nervous things in Japanese to him. Anyway, that exact same clip of me walking away was also shown at the M10M Live Show in December in Tokyo that I was at. They showed some clips from Japan Expo at that LIVE SHOW to and one of the clips was of me walking away... ^_^; I was happy that they included that clip in the DVD, even though I look stupid... *LOL* It is just fun to have!

Anyway, I should stop bragging now before someone kills me...
I just feel excited to see myself in some clips in this DVD, I mean wouldn't any fan feel excited about that?! ^___^;


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~RiRiDesu http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/5760346/ http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/5760346/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 08:18:26 PDT
I'm bored today, so I am gonna write down some random pointless thoughts.

I really should learn to take more pictures.
I mean I dress up in VK-clothes very often, but I am always to lazy to take any pictures of it. I almost ONLY take pictures of me and my friends when I am in Japan or on other vacations.
But when I am in Sweden I totally forget to take any pictures, even though me and my friends wear VK-clothes every now and then. Doushite kashira...?!

I also need to take more pictures of my lovely cats!
Niyan niyan!!! But it is kinda hard to take good photos of them, they tend to close their eyes when the flash goes of, and the photos aren't as good if I don't use the flash... saa~ c'est la vie...

I have a digital camera, but never remember to use it... shame on me.... ^_^;




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<... ]]> ~RiRiDesu http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/5721308/ http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/5721308/ Wed, 22 Jun 2005 07:51:43 PDT
I just got to tell you about this stupid guy that wrote to me on a Swedish community called Helgon (Means 'SAINT'), a community for people that likes different kinds of music and clothes and stuff, like Visual kei, goth and all kind of stuff.

Anyway, on this site you'd assume that people would be kinda openminded, right?! But this brainless guy wrote me this anyway: "haha, why ya datin' a fucking fruit (gay guy)?!"

You see, I have this picture of Hideki in my Gallery on this community: [link]
And of course, just because he doesn't look macho and wears a little make-up and stuff, "natrually" the stupid guy thought that he "must" be gay....

I answered his mail with a long mail saying how narrowminded and ignorant he was, and WHY he was a this community since Hideki is NOT the only guy there wearing make-up.
My take on it is that this ass-wipe looked at my picture, though I was cute, but then realised I had a boyfriend and got pissed because Hideki is so much cuter that he EVER could be, and so he wrote that pointless mail to me.

It is really amusing if you think about it, and of course the guy never had the guts to actually reply to my mail, because he probably didn't have the brain capacity to do so anyway!

Gotta go and watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer!
Ihihihihiiii!!!



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clubs http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/5648987/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 17:54:05 PDT
Right now I am in my old hometown Lulea, that is a small town in the north of Sweden. (I am living in the capital of Sweden, Stockholm, with Hideki since 2 years back now). I am here to visit my family and friends, and I am staying here until the end of July. ^_^

I will of course be online on DeviantART from time to time, I want to see the beautiful deviations you guys do of course, but I most probably won't be sending in any new deviations of my own, because I forgot the USB-cable to connect my digital camera to the computer... and I don't know how many interesting pictures I will take here anyway... XD

I have only been here a week and I already miss Hideki a loooot... ;_;.... I mean we live toghether so I am used to having him around all the time. But at least Hideki will come here to Lulea in July when he has his vacation from his job. *looking forward*

Oh yes I also miss my cats like crazy!
Nyan... nyaaaaan... Tsuki... Hanabi... aitayo!

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~RiRiDesu http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/4883880/ http://RiRiDesu.deviantart.com/journal/4883880/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 08:55:21 PDT
I am relieved that MANA and the others will continue, but I think Juka is stupid to quit, and I feel sorry for Mana, all his vocalist quits... ;_; I hope MANA finds a new vocalist soon!
Gah Juka was just too freaking genki in the Europe LIVE SHOWS, he was out-of-character, jumping around too much...
He was never like that in the Japan live show I have seen (seen them 9 times live in Japan). I hope Juka doesn't become a popstar as a solo project, like Gackt and Klaha did... <<;


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