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Ok done ranting, stupid, but i feel better now.

p.s. went to the midnight showing of Zombieland, AMAZING GO SEE IT!

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Yes i know its been a while since i updated, i always do this to myself, dont update for forever, then have too much to write and forget half of it.

So where to begin, well, my job is still going the same, crazy fine dining, loads of brazilians, and alot of work, just the way i like it. I was debating moving downtown for a while, but now i have an offer coming my way moving in with my ex's mom in a condo 15 mins from home, 2000 square feet and only $300 a month, really you cant beat that! So hopefully in a month and a half ill be movin outta the parentals home. Scares the shit out of me, but come on ill soon be rolling in on 20 years and its about time.

Fall sucks, for one reason, everyone is away at school, and so its boring as hell! (a.k.a ~silence-spoke you need to come home NOW or in Portuguese AGORA!). I miss people, but im saving money not going out or doing anything but work.
Met the neighbor guys who live 4 houses down from me, and have for almost 4 years! So i met one of the guys Greg, and we have been hanging out, he is pretty cool, and funny company. I also met a pro-wake boarder, he is pretty funny loads of the same interests, so maybe God is gracing me with friends, whilst my other friends are away at school.

So me and my siblings are all on this detox diet things, waaaaaay too many vitamins to take, i HATE taking them, they make me want to gag. But basically its supposed to get rid of the heavy metal toxins in our body, and the candibactin. So i cant have alcohol, sugar, yeast, vinegar, flour, LOADS of random shit, basically i can have protein, veggies and some fruit. So its a good thing i work at a steak house with 15 different types of meat ^^, but im kind of meated out at the moment. This detox thing makes you not really all the hungry.

I started smoking again, yes, im a failure. All well, ill quit again, and for good, just not yet, its kind of starting to get old to me.

I am finishing up a logo for a tea shop right in the heart of downtown, so my artwork will be on display there, should be pretty cool ^^.

I know there is alot more going on, i just cant think of it right now, but if i do think of it, ill let you all know!

Also, i really wanna do photos soon, i just am trying to think of inspiration, not thought of any yet, but it will come to me!

Till later, loves to all!
Alex

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Europe was fucking awesome, and i met some pretty amazing and awesome people and forever friends. Once i got back from Europe i couldnt go back to my old lifestyle of the same routine for the last three years at the same job. So after 4 days of being back at my cooking job, i told the manager i hate to shove it and got a job at Fogo De Chao [link] the day i went for the interview. So now i work downtown, and am meeting new people. I mostly hang out with (aside from the original girls i always hang with) are tons of brazilians, and i love them all. I currently am kind of seeing/dating a brazilian named Rafael, we call him Crazy Rafael, because he is super crazy and fun. I am still pursuing tattooing, and i recently did a photoshoot with lavi, kara and aaryn, and will have those up soon. I am soon going to learn to ride a motorcyle, life long want/dream haha. I am looking into art schools all over the globe, my top choices are either here in Indy, Toronto, or Colorado, so i have no idea yet. I have been running and working out every morning, and i totally gave up on vegan ism, working at a Brazilian steakhouse that is fine dining and 15 cuts of the best kinds of meats you can get everyday kind of ruined that haha. I bought a vintage bike i ride around all downtown. My little brother who is 15 and like 6 foot 2in just cut off about 7 inches of his hair! Took alot of balls, but i have respect for him for getting the strength to do so.

I just got back Sunday from King's Island and had soooo much fun, did just about every roller coaster there, and it is the first theme park i have ever been too. I have alot of trips i am going on this year, next Tuesday i am going to Chicago, the end of july i am going to Warren Dunes for camping with Lavi, September i am going to California, and next Spring before kara gets married us four girls are taking a long weekend trip to Toronto.

I am getting into some really good music lately, a new norwegian band i was introduced to by ~seretur1 is Katzenjammer an all girls band, i love them.

SO yea, i dont know what else there is at the moment but im sure ill think of more, then i shall post it on here, till then, Ciao!



***Add on*** Just started Tae Kwon Do and kickboxing classes today, fucking loved it, and they said i was a natural and they better see me back there. Also possibly going to Germany for Octoberfest with my friend Sandy this year.

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For those who know me they will get what the previous journal meant, for those who dont get it, i am sorry, maybe another time.

So the day before thanksgiving *November 26th* Blair and i had our official one year anniversary. We have not celebrated yet because we are going to a week from today, he is taking me to dinner, and doing something else i have no idea where we are going or what we are doing, all i know is he is wearing a suit and i have a to the floor black dress that is gorgeous.

So i had alot of fun with Trish in chicago, lots of stuff to see, lots of walking *ahhhhh sweet sweet miles upon miles* and alot of just relaxing and no crazy family. But while i was gone i had no idea that without telling me Blair had gone over to my house and sat both my parents down to talk to them! He wasnt even going to tell me, my parents have said nothing. But he said the gist of the conversation was he wanted my parents to be on the same level he was about how much he loves and cares for me, and to make sure they were okay with that, to tell them how he respected me, i was his best friend, needless to say his only real true friend, and he would never on this planet do anything to hurt me.
So since then my younger sister told me that my mom wont stop talking about how wonderful he is and how much she loves him as a person and respects him so much for that.

So if all that stuff he did wasnt enough, he got me another christmas present, yes i got my really expensive bass already, but he got me something else, i have NO idea what it is, but i guess it is suppose, to be a big deal. So he wont tell me anything about it, and he told me to drop it and ill find out!

Yea, so needless to say this christmas is so exciting, and i cant wait for it or next friday for my anniversary dinner!

But that is about all i got, oh and BTW i have been on a junk food RAMPAGE, 4 years without it is finally catching up, but the odd thing is, i am not gaining any weight :/ like wtf, dont get me wrong i am not complaining, maybe junk food is the new weight loss secret.....HA, just kidding but seriously, i dont get it, all well....

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On a lighter note, in thirteen days i am going to see ~silence-spoke in chicago for four days to plan our europe trip and other devious things muahahaha.

I got Blair his christmas present, a four hundred and thirty dollar fender electric acoustic guitar. Ouch on money matters, but im really happy he loves it. Our anniversary is on the 26th but we are waiting till the middle of Dec. To celebrate because we are going for a anniversary christmas dinner downtown and i am wearing a long flowy really formal dress, he insisted i wore.

I saw ~Zeta-Elessa and kara this weekend and we went to Chipotle, drew tattoos and all that good stuff.

I am so happy my older siblings are really focusing on their lives more now and not being shit faced all the time.

I am in the process of changing the interior in my car, i already got a new bitchin steering wheel, and tons of sound stuff in it.

*still not done the deed, haha, almost did twice, but didnt fuckoff self control*

I got a second job, starting that soon, my job right now i cook, i love it but am tired, its my 14th day in a row my only day off is in seven days, i am working about 50-54 hour weeks at that job alone.

and lastly, i am truly in love, real love, were being best friends, and being able to stand one another no matter if we scream at each other, cry to one another, anything, we are in love, as best friends comrades and lovers...

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Got subs in my car, they are the shit, Nightwish/Fear Factory/Amon Amarth + Subs = unbelievable.

I think i am going back to school in the summer at an art school downtown, went and met with a councilor last week, it is sooo amazing the biggest revolving dark room i have ever seen GORGEOUS.

My adopted puppy Elvis is a living terror, but i love him dearly.

Moving in with Blair in August (i know a long time away, but all well) If not ~silence-spoke her bf me and my bf might all get a house. Ummmmmmm what else.

I am in so much pain from working out again, Blair and i have been working out alot, and going on walks in the park, or late at night, just really peaceful and wonderful.

Got a raise at work, i am a lead cook where i work now, going to a retreat to become a full time trainer there.

My apprenticeship is over, the shop had to close due to the raised prices in rent, so i have a hold on my tattooing career almost 9 months into it, but thats ok, i have my machine and ill just work on practice skins.

I love my new Drumset and $400 bass from the man.


But that is all i have, love you one and all ^^

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Oh and i got the "i love you" hehehehehehe we dont say that much to each other because the word is so abused in todays society, that it just means so much more said when it needs to be

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Well lets see, that 15 hour a day job i had, ha, that lasted not even three weeks. It was so depressing and tiring, and i never had energy, sleep, nothing. But what really sent me over the edge to quit the job (which i normally dont do) was all the shit that went down in a two weeks time. First i went to adopt my new rescue puppy, which i think is a lab irish pointer mix, behind my parents back muahahahahaha, yea, and while all this was going on, my parents got a call (which i didnt know about) about one of my siblings in prison, la di da da da, that is long and legally i am not allowed to talk about it till court in October, lets just say, its a pretty big deal. So i found out as i just finished signing the papers for my dog. Came home with it, my mom is still crying from earlier news, so the dog in a way came at a good time, took our minds of things. So then after my sibling was bailed out of jail three days later, the next morning my mom had to fly to Arizona to go with my grandma for her surgery, we just found out she has cancer. But ON TOP OF ALL THIS, oh yes, there is more, Blair decides to do one of his, house arrest is getting to him, i cant make it go away with booze cause he isnt drinking anymore, i want to isolate things, So for the whole next week, he was freaking out, wanted to be friends didnt talk to him for a week till i was straight up honest and said how i loved the fact that my feelings were not spared in his little outburst. But we are fine now, and for some reason, a whole hell of alot better, more honest, and lets just say things have been steamier hardy har har. But yea all that happened in a weeks time that was about two weeks ago. Ummmm i am cooking and still at Crapplebees, but i got all the hours i want, the pay i want, so i am good, and it is super fucking easy. OOOOO also i got my septum pierced like four weeks ago, just keep forgetting i did it. I am selling my jeep for a Honda, more fuel efficient and since blair gets of off house arrest in THREE WEEKS, jesus it has been five months and one week today he has been on this shit, we are driving to Chicago Halloweek night to see Kings of Leon live.

Sorry this journal is super fucking long. I get a new cell phone on Tuesday, i wanted the LG Dare, but i dont wanna spend that much money on a new fucking phone so i am getting the LG Voyager for $100.00 thats pretty cheap.

But i think that is all i have, i will try to keep up with this thing, but i doubt it, this next week consists of another forty something hour work week, tattoo shop, bills to pay, people to see, and family members to drive around, oh fun.


Love you all, and hope you are all doing well!

]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/19345123/ http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/19345123/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 22:22:51 PDT . Only two more months till Blair is off house arrest, and come spend time at my house, and we can actually go on dates, THANK GOD, i am soooo date deprived, four months so far, FOUR MONTHS, ughhhhhhhh. But yea, things are going good, aside from the constant bitches at my current job, and trying to function.

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and there is a pic of the tattoo in my scraps, its not done yet, but thats it so far

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Thanks everyone who was thinking about my family and i during the flooding shit, hopefully we will have the berm built up by friday before more rain, all of southern indiana is completely flooded, they even called in the coast guard it was that bad.

I am the legal age in four days, and on this day i shall be getting my first tattoo!! Ill post a pic once i get it, its in dedication to my family, and is going to be written in all italian, due to my heritage.

I got my ears gauged to 00 now, mmmmMM so sexy.

Blair has 84 days till he is off house arrest, i dont know what he is getting me for my b-day, he said he is saving up ALOT, like he said almost a grand to surprise me with something right when he gets off house arrest.

i have only had 2 cigarettes in 3 weeks, and the reason i had the two was due to all the flooding shit.

Aside from rain the weather has been kickass, swimming in the pool alot, mucho fun.

So i am making it a point to spend time with my two youngest sisters, because my older sisters nowadays i dont really talk to, they drink constantly, and we just dont really connect anymore, and i dont want my younger sisters to ever feel that way, so i took the second youngest to coffee the other morning then took both girls to lunch where Blair manages. They both just mean so much to me, and i want to be there for them no matter what.

I am hopefully going to surprise my mom with a puppy since Indy passed away, we still have Anna but i know she is lonely.

Got my Bass Driver pedal for my bass by digitech, its bitching, now i am sounding really badass playing Muse "hysteria" also Amon Amarth "Pursuit of Vikings".

So my dad really wants to put our house up for sale in feb. once everything is done, but damn i have lived here for almost 13 years, it would be so weird not to ever be able to come back to it. Also my parents want to move to CO and if they do that i will most def. have to get my own place here.
When i told Blair they wanted to move and how i told my mom i didnt want to go that far, i have a life here now, and i said to her i am not leavin my man, she said "well then your man better pack his shit and come with us" haha. But i told Blair all about it, and he said if they wanted to take me with them to CO he wouldnt let me go and that would be where our relationship went up a notch! Ha, he makes me smile ^^

Oh also i just got for $15.00 a double disk anniversary Fear Factory CD set!!!!!

Okay now that i am done ranting i will end on this note, P.S. to all virgins out there, i dont know how i still am, but for fucks sake, its so difficult to stay one.


~FIN

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How are you all?

I'm just irritable, due to the fact i have been quitting smoking, and only had one today, and am the biggest sarcastic asshole on the planet! Blair and I are quitting together, so him and i learned today when putting two people who go from smoking a pack a day to just one in the same room, things get ugly. But its all better now.

Blair and i are also staring to workout together starting monday and he is going to eat healthy, no more soda pop, baby he just cant stop, for him.

I just got back from the midnight showing or The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian, it was awesomely bitchin, and it is about 3:28 am here and i should be tired and get to bed, seeing as i have a busy day tomorrow, but im not.

I shall officially be tattooing in one month, my tatt maching get here in a week or so, then i just gotta get the rest of my stuff.

Also one month till my first tattoo, my ears get gauged to half and inch, i get my septum pierced and my lip, woop.

Working again at Applebees, who was more that happy to take me back, I told Rocio at Sal's to get bent, well i didnt say that, but i left her completely screwed and basically day staff less muahahahahahaha TAKE THAT.

I might be selling my Jeep Cherokee for a 1969 Galaxie 500 painted flat black, yuuuuuuuumy

My dad and bf get along REALLY well, it is quite funny actually. My bf's mom and my mom also get along great. Blair's mom cuts my mom's hair, so needless to say they talk about blair and i constantly, well my mom asked me the other day if i was aware how madly in love blair was with me, i said yes, and she told me he and his mom both agree there is not one other person in this world for blair but me, pretty gay, but it makes me feel good that i have found someone who feels the same way i do about him. Like his mom says we are two fucked up peas in one fucked up pod, haha.

I think that that is all i have.......hmmmmm, yeah i think it is.

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So the job i have now as a server is ok, aside from one thing, my manager. She is the biggest fucking cunt on the planet, pardon my french, but she is. Let me give you a glimpse about her. She A. Threw away my $100 dollar favorite pair of blue jeans with my Misfits patch from New Jersey on them in the trash because i forgot them ONE day at work, they were there because i came straight from college to open, do HER a favor, and her excuse was, well i dont leave my clothing at your house!! Yea, that is only the beginning, next i reached up on a top shelf for something at my shirt came up a little bit and showed some of my side, she came up and slapped my bear fucking skin and told me to wear something that didnt show so much skin! For christ's sake it came up because i was reaching for something, IN THE BACK KITCHEN. Then we have Styrofoam cups that we hold our tips in, so one day when we had all of our opening work and cleaning done i drew a little tattoo rose on it, and i find out one day when i wasn't working she got mad threw my cup in the trash and said i was lazy and wasting time! So she is never nice, never has anything nice to say. I put my week notice in today, which will totally fuck her, because she has only one other day person and he is going on vacation my last day for a week. Yea, so thats that, and Rocio can go fuck herself for all i care. Okay i am done being bitter and immature.

I am having my two year prolonged graduation party in about a month. I cant wait to be eighteen to go skydiving*kinda scared shitless about it, but not really*

I bleached Blair's hair now our hair looks identical.

I think i am going to forgo Canada this summer so i can save my money for Blair's and my road trip when he gets off house arrest. It sucks giving that up, but hey at least something of equal value comes out of it.

My parents are buying me a house in Feb. So i can pay cheap rent and afford to move out. Oh i named my Jeep, it is called The Virgin Mary ah ah ah.

I am over Bone because he let my older sister drive home drunk after he said she could crash at his place so she wouldnt have to drive home drunk, JUST because his psycho gf, whom i still have never met, was unhappy she was there just to sleep on the couch, so he told her she needed to leave because his gf said so. Yea, pissed me off pretty bad.

So as an alternate job, i think i may be able to get a landscaping job, which should be hard work, but i like hard work. If that doesnt work out i will be a receptionist at one of the hot rod car joints here in town.


Okay i think that is all i have. Yes i believe it is.

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First off, i am buying my micky sharpz tattoo machine here soon, then a power supply.

Hopefully signing up for Herron Art and Design school.

I bought a pair of neon hot pink straight leg tight ass pants, that took balls.

I think i am finally getting my first tattoo before 18, i am making a trade with my mom, i told her i would take my 0 gauges out, if she would let me get one in the next couple of weeks, i will probably cry if i take out my gauges, i love them so much, but it will be worth it.

I almost got a whole Primus song memorized and playable to the music on my bass, *bows to Les Claypool*

JR offered to pay for the whole trip to Toronto, so guess where i am going this summer ?

I am having pictures professionally taken of me as a 50's pinup girl, and my bf's mom who is a hairdresser is doing my hair.

We might be getting a new puppy.

i am slowly but surely getting my clothing and sunglass line up and running *say hello to the next Ed Hardy*

i need votes on where i should put my first tattoo, its a banner with Famiglia in it *family in italian* with sunrays behind the banner in green white and red, for the italian flag, and then "ten times the love" in italian at the top of the rays, because of my big family. I am either going to get it on my side on my ribcage, my lower side, my shoulder, or upper arm, so let me know what you guys think.

I need a break from life, paying bills, work, school, running around constantly, i am really just beat, and what happens every year around summer is i crash and burn and get sick really bad, so i am trying to avoid that this summer.

But i hope you all are doing well, and are keeping your heads up, and good luck to everyone on any of their journeys this summer, or this coming fall with school, bills, goals, and just life in general

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how are you all?

You know the funniest moments are with ones parents or siblings. For easter my whole entire family *including my mom* were in our front yard blasting rap music and dancing to things like "pop lock and drop it" and the "soulja boi" dance. Plus we recorded it on video, so needless to say that will be going on youtube along with the video of my mom. Also another awkward yet funny moment was when my mom discovered the hickey on my neck, ahha needless to say it was funny to me, but the only thing that came out of her mouth was, "hide it from your father". Ahhh good ol' mom.

So enough about crazy moments, let me see, what is in store for the future and whats happening now. Well i got a second job serving, along with my managerial job in plainfield. Tattooing is still going strong i just need the rest of my $1000 to buy all the equipment i need to tattoo Blair out of his house. Blair's and my band is going to be called The Fabulous Moose Knuckles, its a punk rock band *similar to The Misfits sound*. I talked with JR the other day and he and i decided to start a summer tradition, and if we can afford it every summer go to Toronto, so if i can afford it, ill be going back this july or august, stoked about that. my parents are paying for skydiving lessons for my 18th birthday, and i get my first tattoo. I am debating getting a 2000 white honda accord i found downtown, need to save some gas, that jeep is a gas raper. I reconnected with old friends, i hadn't talked to in years, because of falling outs. My clothing line will be coming out soon, the name is very catchy, but i wont list it till i get it copyrighted. While Blair is on house arrest for getting in trouble *and is still not drinking, putting his life in order, and a completely different amazingly awesome person* he has to do nine days in jail just as part of his sentence, so he is doing weekends, which is two days a week for five weeks, so he is in jail currently, and i miss him so much .
Last but not least, i am addicted to my bass, guitar, and artwork lately.



Oh and Blair said he found the perfect song to describe me, its country, and i dont like country, but ill make an exception for this one. George Strait "Heaven is missing an angel" he said it describes us perfectly/

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also, i love life

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First off, i am done with Applebees, that job ended last friday, and i found a job that pays sooooooooo much more than starbucks and applebees. It is called Centro, a find dining restaurant, the manager practically begged me to work there, and now i have only been there a week and am floor manager/ lead host/manager. Pretty much da shit. But i jinxed myself, i said watch during my first week working there i will get sick or something, and alas i came home 4 hours early on my 10 hour shift because i was really sick, fucking colds. Since there is more money in this job, it will help with me saving for my apartment in august, then i am going to have Blair and Bone over all the time, and anyone else who would love to join.

I decided to bleach all my hair gwen stefani blonde, i have not done it yet, because i have not had a day off all week, but it shall be platinum soon.

Single awareness day: well i cant really call it that anymore seeing as i am no longer single.

It was really cute, and i dont really like this holiday, but i did this year. I worked that day from 10 am to 8:30pm with no break, but it payed off. Well wait lets start from the beginning. So about a week ago Blair found out that he would go on house arrest for six months because about 6 months ago he had his third DUI, needless to say he is no longer drinking, and really working on himself. So he was upset about house arrest, even though i assured him i would be there every day for him, and when i am 18 ill stay the night and what not. Well a couple days after he heard about his sentence, they told him he might not be qualified for house arrest and if not he would have to go to jail for a year and a half instead. Well yesterday was the day he found out if he was going to jail or not, and since i couldnt talk to him all day due to work, he left me a voicemail saying he wasnt, that took a HUGE weight off our shoulders. So i finally got a chance to call him, and he asked if i could come over to his house after work, so i did, and he had gotten me a beautiful necklace and placed it in a carved marble box, that had the necklace, rose petals, and lavender inside. Now i seriously did not expect to get anything on V-day, because i never had, but the bf fooled me, it was awesome.


Oh and i am learning to play bass with blair, we both have one, so we are learning to jam out. P.S. i have not been able to quit smoking, and this almost a pack a day thing is going to catch up to me eventually. But on the bright side, i no longer drink, i dont party, i just work, go to school, to the tatt shop, and hang with Blair or Bone.

]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/16466420/ http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/16466420/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 21:14:30 PST Hmmmm my week, i put my two weeks in at my current job, i hate all the bitches in that place, aside of course from Bone, Jeremiah, Tammie, Megan, and Shawn. I am soon going to be working at our local Starbucks or our new Sushi joint, i just cant decide which to pick. Hmmmm what else, my hair has gotten a lot longer, i just now noticed it, below my shoulders about two inches. I had to get glasses, im going blind, woop, my dog Indy passed away a while back, so now we just have Anna. I am going to Chicago next year for a week or so, taking a train, mmm fun. Getting an apartment or house with my friend Lauren or by myself this coming fall. Transferring colleges soon. Getting my first tattoo in five months, 18th birthday bitches. Hopefully soon i shall officially have my bf, yes sir, i could right now, but where we both our in our lives, and while trying to accomplish alot, there really isnt any time for it, so we want to see what happens in a little while down the road. My hair still is black underneath with my natural blonde on top, i also have the pink underneath, and soon teal. mmmkay most of that was pointless, but boredom does that to me.

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Over the weekend after the 33 hours right before i left he kind of woke up from his Propofol sedation and i told him it was kiersten and asked if he knew i was there, he didnt do anything, then i asked him if you know i am here give me a thumbs up, and he did. That was a major pay off for me, and helped me sleep for the first time in almost forty to fifty hours. But today it has gotten worse to the point he is on paralyzed medication to make it so he does not move, and we are not even allowed to enter his room, unlike sunday night and saturday night where i dozed off for fifteen minute increments while holding his hand and laying my head on it. I just cant sleep. I hope for his, his family, and my sake his pressure goes down, because it is not getting better, it is endlessly getting worse

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To start i got my overall midterm grade for college back yesterday, i have a 97%, so despite all the stress, work, and lack of sleep, i have almost pulled off a really successful semester. I love my classes, i love school, it is just, awesome.

Now for the good stuff.

My great friend Sandy just got her own apartment, so i practically have another place to live if need be. So that is a fun boost, only i dont really have time to go over there due to homework and work, she calls me a party pooper lately.

I am SO nervous i have a tattoo apprenticeship interview on thursday, so i got my portfolio ready, it is just a matter of going in, a friend hooked me up with a new tattoo shop that was just recently opened. I am basically guaranteed the apprenticeship.

I have slept in the past two weeks maybe........42 hours...that is an average of 3 hours a night, i just cant sleep, but i have energy some days despite it.

My best friend on the planet, Bone, and i are going to have our 4 year friendship anniversary sometime soon, and i think we both really can tell it has been an up and down last 4 years, but just recently realized how much we needed to be there each other.
The best conversation with him, or any friend, i had last night till 4 am. I was thanked, actually thanked for being the biggest influence and motivation in his life the last 4 years. He said everything productive he has done to grow has come from me saying he can do, and motivating him to do so. The fact that i have had that big of an impact on his life meant so much to me, the fact that someone actually took EVERYTHING i have ever said or words of comfort and applied them to their lives is the greatest compliment i have ever gotten, from anyone i have ever known. I ended up crying, but, fuck, i cannot even express how that really made me feel to hear that, how for years, that is all i needed to hear.
I do not know what i would have done without him, i just, i cant describe it in words, i guess all i can do is cry tears of joy, like i am doing so now as i write this.

So having this friend be honest with me helps me really see i can be honest and influence others. So to anyone who may read this that i have hurt, offended, confused, or just walked away from, i apologize, even though some things i may have had my reasons for, i none the less apologize for leaving without making them clear. To those i do not have apologies for, i hope you understand why, and know i am not out to hurt anyone, emotional or anything, it is just how it is, so that i apologize for if you got the wrong idea.

haha the irony of these last few weeks ended tonight when Bone and i were working together and he cut his finger down to the bone and almost cut the tip off, so him and i sat in the emergency room for almost three hours, situations just keep making this friendship tighter and stronger.

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Yes, as i sit here in my kitchen at two in the morning, pondering why i still have energy after the past few weeks to be awake, I find it a good idea to update my dA journal, knowing it somewhat needs it.

My weeks are going good, i really love school right now (mainly because i am pulling straight A's). I go to school in the morning, then work, then work at night again, after that i run 4 miles with my friend Sandy, im getting into my addicted workout phase again. I also got a second job for weekends. A friend i work with opened her own coffee shop about 15 minutes from where i live and its a 50's Hot Rod themed coffee shop, so all the baristas get to dress in 50's pinup girl pumps and outfits.

I've started going back to "meetings", i've been working on alot of scholarships, and just focusing on tattooing alot more it seems lately, especially on the couple i am getting in summer.

*Exciting News* My best friend Bone is moving into an apartment across the street from me, so we are going to basically be neighbours. I never get to see him outside of work, so this is going to be awesome.

A poem of mine got published.

For our state football team we had this big Colts themed lunch where i work, we had two of their main cheerleaders there, the sponsor crew and what not. They had one drawing for a pair of tickets to the game tomorrow night, or should i say this coming night. I told one of the main sponsor guys that i should enter because i have never been, he goes...."You've never been to a Colts game?" I said no, so later he comes back and asks if i can keep a secret, i say yes, he asks if i entered for the drawing, i said i hadn't because i was too busy working i didnt get the time to, so he hands me a pair of tickets saying i won them anyway!
So me and my mom are going to the Colts game, it shall be my first, and i am pumped.

Oh, and you should all be proud, i cut back on the partying alot, i just am too focused to get off track, (and not drinking saves my figure, ah ah ah)

Hopefully that wasn't too boring, Good evening (or morning) to you all~

PEACE~

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I couldnt help but have some black in my back to blonde hair. The under part of my hair though is all black, but it blends really well.

College is going good, im enjoying it actually, but between endless, and i mean ENDLESS doubles at work, and college, im crapped out.

On a more depressing note, and not trying to get you guys down, I think i might go back to some kind of therapy. I, and my family, think i suffer from depression, and anger issues anymore, just ask the almost foot and a half hole in my downstairs basement. I seriously dont know what is wrong with me anymore, i am too depressed, and i am also holding in waaaay too much anger. I am really grateful though i have my greatest friend ever, Bone, without him and i going through the same problems and being there for each other, i wouldnt be able to cope. So heres to hoping i can figure out what the fuck is wrong with me.

I have SOOOOOOOOOOO many tattoos to design for people its not even funny, but the outcome of doing them all, and people getting them is the greatest feeling ever.

I just got back from seeing Halloween, it was the shit, go see it.

One more thing before i go, its a funny story, i went to a friend's going away party last night and he passed out on the couch, so me wanting to crash also, but with no where AT ALL to sleep i ended up sleeping opposite of the the host so my feet were at his head and his at mine, but then the crazy drunk ass woke up and fell back asleep basically cuddling with my foot........It was quite random, i laughed hysterically, then passed out. So now i call him the drunk with the foot fetish *doesn't make him too happy*



~Fin

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Day 2: Woke up around 9 went down to the coffee shop attached to the apartment. Went back to the apartment got dressed and decided to take a ferry to Toronto Island. Once we were at Toronto island we walked ALL around and i mean ALL around, and took a break at Toronto Beach and had a beer there. Then Sandy and I got the balls up to walk (clothed) on the nude beach.....enough penis for the next YEAR thank you. But we did it and can now say we have. It was sooooo hot that day, and we walked so much, by the time we got back to the apartment we passed out for 4 hours. We woke up and ate, drank a couple more beers (me LOVE beer) then got dressed and went to a night club to dance, got in as VIP guests, thanks to a few hookups, and danced for around 4 hours, went back home and passed out till 11 the next day.

Day 3: Our last FULL day there we woke up and WHAT DID I DO....drank a beer, then walked to the downtown mall, bought a few things, then walked a large portion of the city. Then we went out to dinner again with our host, and he graciously bought us all dinner again at Casey's against our will. Sandy and JR went out for the night and i stayed on our apartment deck on the 26th floor and enjoyed the scenery with yet again more beer. Fell asleep on the couch.

Last Day: We packed up and cleaned the WHOLE apartment whilst our host was at work, got Sandy's dry cleaning and hit the road before the traffic did. Got home late that night, and regret leaving ever since.

I seriously could move and live in that city, it was amazing, and we wanted to stay till sunday, but could not because of fucking work.

Now i am back to working my 13 hour days, and almost ready for college to restart. I have one more road trip to take this fall, and that is to Chicago to the tattoo parlor i might work at next year.


On another note, OZZFEST is in a week, and shall be fucking amazing.~

I also have another new cat name mimew cause some like to call her mad madam mim and others mew. She was a stray we found on our deck, and is SOO adorable.


Last but not least, my first tattoo design was put on a girl i work with, *if i havent already wrote this in any previous journals* and i am so proud. She loves it too, which helps.

Thats all i think...there is prob. alot more, but i wont write it all here, or it would be a novel

OH YEA, check out this kickass band, they play locally alot, and i am seeing them again on Sunday [link]

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I need to take photos, which i shall do soon, hopefully. I shall have alot of photos to share from my trip when i get back.


~peace

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I have alot of stuff to do when i get home, finish school registry for next year, get another job to go with the one i already have, and im making a trip to toronto with a guy friend of the family because he has to go up there for a couple of days and asked if i wanna tag along. Im really trying to get out of my comfort zone, cause if i am going to europe next year for my birthday i am going to be well prepared.


So till later (prob. be on here again seeing as im sick) Peace~

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School starts up again sometime soon blargh.

I had the greatest birthday party ever. My older sister and brother threw me a BIG party. Beer pong, tons of people, drinking, and music, twas amazing. Till i puked on both my sisters feet, then it was hilarious.

I am sure i will be on a few times before i leave, but till then all.......

.....Peace~


TRANSFORMERS WILL BE THE SHIT


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I pretty much have three to four different promised tattooing apprenticeships, here and up north. The main apprenticeship i want was from a guy who came in to my work the other day and i asked to examine his tattoos, explaining i wanted to be a tattoo artist myself. He said yes and said i did? He himself and his wife are looking for an apprentice to one day run and own one of his shops, because he is opening another. I showed him a piece of work i did and he freaked out, he wanted me to come a few miles away for an interview agreeing to even pay for some of my hotel to stay in. He told me to put together a portfolio, he gave me his flyer for his shop that has been featured in 5 different magazines and he has won over 200 national awards for his tattoos. After i said i would email him with a portfolio, he came back into my work and asked for my email just in case. He was really persistant in wanting me to work for him.

So my dream of doing tattoos is coming true thus far.

Still going to stay a full time student in college though.

I recently bought a Cherokee Sport Jeep its cherry red and gorgeous.

This weekend is going to be amazing, a few nights of just continuous partying for my birthday and just because. Friday is a HUGE party with fun fun games of beer pong all night.

Work has gotten alot better, made ammends with ALOT of people, and blair and i are fine now, on good terms and what not.

my hair is one more dye away from being blonde again.

That is about it, if i have missed anything i will let you all know ^^

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IM GOING TO TOOL!!!


*dies*

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Lets see here, i spent my weekend thus far, racing cars with my brother and his friends. Next i have to work doubles both saturday and sunday *rolls eyes* i hate my job~ But its money so all well.

I am having CD rampages, buying sooo many, its horrible, i hate clothing shopping, HATE IT, so when i go and dont find anything in the first 15 mins. i go to best buy and buy CDs. I got Peaches, Pantera, TOOL, NEW NIN IS AMAZING AND I MEAN AMAZING, already i know all the songs, got it the day it came out~...The Raconteurs, Hell year, Slipknot, another TOOL, another NIN, Rob Zombie, two Lamb of God, and that is just the beginning, i have a tradition every week me and a friends buy each a CD and burn each others CD for the other person.

My hair is almost back to blonde, well sorta, right now its red brownish black, blonde, and many other odd looking colors.

On a final note, Keggers=amazazazing (yes amazazazing)

~Fin

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Well till later on,

Ciao

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]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/11738775/ http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/11738775/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 18:01:36 PST Monday: School then work right after, homework, sleep
Tuesday: Work, three people were sick including Blair so they went home, snowed in almost, went back to work because half the staff at work did not show so i worked again and helped out, got home late, safely luckily, because it had snowed so much.
Wednesday: didnt go to school because of the snow, did stuff i needed to do at home then went to work, got home late.
Thursday: Work, school, then an amazingly fun wrestling/snowball fight/ snow angel making day in the park just Blair and I.
Future:
Friday: school, work, school, maybe movie night with blair?
Saturday: Work a double...need i say more
Sunday: Work, homework.

booyah! thats my week. Despite all the work and school, im in a great mood. Today was my favorite day out of the week, so far.

P.S. VALENTINES DAY SUCKS ASS......


~FIN

P.s.s. will try to do new photos, landscape/people/emotive kinda thing going on soon, and get a new ID of me with my slightly copper/orange/red/black hair~

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1: Workplace:
Having amazingly wonderful days working with Blair, food fights and snowball fights in the back, ass pinching contests (dont ask), really good conversations with him, and a few other people i work with, a couple people dislike me there, for horribly ridiculous immature reasons, but thats their personal choice, and i work everyday of the week. That place is stressing me the fuck out, the drama, the rumors, its horrible, yet other things i really like about it.

2: Weekends/Friends:
Went downtown with Blair, Lexi, and her friend, walked the circle, went to the mall, all that good stuff. Came home and a foreign exchange student who came here from Chile 2 years ago surprised us and is back for a while, her name is Andrea. I mainly have Blair, Bone, and her to talk to, and hang out with.

3: Home/Family:
Really hitting me lately that i am the oldest kid in the house anymore, all i do is work, go to school, do homework, come home and sleep, its crazy.

4: Me/Myself:
Gauged my ears bigger, nose piercing healed up so i put a variety of piercings in there. Going to be brown haired tomorrow, and this summer blonde again. I LOVE my black hair, just too much work to keep dying the roots constantly. Best news of all, ive really gotten just about completely over my Ooooooold ED, woot.

~FIN

]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/11066403/ http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/11066403/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 19:35:10 PST
Went to school for finals, told work i would be late because of finals, then i went to my car, battery is dead, awesome. Got to work finally, good thing i know how to jumpstart the car. Worked, went home, went x-mas shopping, got ready for a work x-mas party. To kill time, my friend drove us around, but because she cannot see at night anyway, it started POURING, and i mean POURING rain, and she did not see a turn, i told her and told her, but by the time she saw it, it was too late, i saw the tree, and knew the crash was going to hurt....it did. She totalled the car, head on into a HUGE pine tree, i am soooooo sore, i ache everywhere, and wake up in the morning in tears from it, but life goes on, i have worked doubles and everything since, in pain. I am just happy i am alive, i went home after that wreck and the party, chugged half a bottle of wine, but still could not sleep because of my mind racing. I am tired, sore, miserable, but alive.

]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/11030673/ http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/11030673/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 16:15:06 PST then hung with the familia. I am just excited to have finals over with after tomorrow. Im done ranting now. So till another update~ Ciao.



P.s. i bought my own cell. Im not as excited as most would be, mainly because i dont really have any other use for it but emergencies ( aka no real social life)

]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/10864872/ http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/10864872/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 06:35:22 PST , but it would be different. We are only staying two nights here, so that we can drive down and stay with my aunt in Denver. Then i fly home by myself Wed. afternoon, so i can go to college in the morning on Thurs. The only sucky part of that, is that i have a 2 hour lay over in Chicago . All well, i love flying anyway.

You feel so rich when you are here, literallly, only millionaires are here, its kind of intimidating. But im enjoying myself, i miss home though. Its good for me to get out of my comfort zone though.

In other news, the day before i left to CO, i got my nose pierced, i was surprised it did not hurt at all, and im gauging my ears ^^.

Alright now im done rambling, i will have PLENTY of photos of the moutains and the amazing beauty of this place~

~Alexandria



OH~ P.S. my mom is on youtube.com [link] shityea

]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/10747786/ http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/10747786/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 17:07:55 PST but lately i have had "fun" genuine "fun" sure after my date things were a bit stressful with the parents, because me and my sister both work with the guy, and he used to be a druggie, so she claimed he still was (he is not AT ALL) so we had to get all that cleared up, now its all better. So i have a routine, everyday at 2 or 3 if i dont work. i go in if he does and sit at my normal booth, and when he is done working or before he does, he comes and sits next to me, and we chit chat. So all week he has planned something we are going to do saturday, and would not tell me till today. So i found out we are going to the Abbey a coffee shop 30 mins away, that is really artsy fartsy. I never get out, so these past two weeks are awesome. P.S. best hugs come from all the guys i work with, never missing the love there.

James Bond comes out tomorrow and im going to see it.......sweet.


okay, im done with my random ranting, and excitement.

alex~

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One day ill get a picture of us at work on here~ when i finally remember to bring mah camera. An overview of what he looks like is as follow:

Gauged ears (not too big just right=hot)
nose ring when he wears it occasionally
6ft 4 in
not bulky but not stick skinny either, just right
blonde hair which he wants me to dye black with blue ends.
and pretty much the cutest thing ever

Im in one word...Happy~


P.S. Saw III is the best so far.....

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when you ask?

FRIDAY

who?

I shall never tell





I HATE/LOVE being giddy

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1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]... they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you WILL be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat.

4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. DON'T refuse to kiss her in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most girls are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..

11. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING (plastic ones from machines count). Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR GIRLFRIEND CLOSER.

16. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them WITHOUT being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt her more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

31. NEVER, and i mean NEVER make her do anything she doesn't wanna do. Because if you do she'll think that you're only after one thing (and i think you all know what that is).

32. Umbrellas can not protect you from an infinite amount of rain.

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So there was alot we fought over, how i hated therapy, and told them if they take me back i wont talk. They threatened to put me in rehab, which is ridiculous, because i hardly ever think of my problem anymore. After the yelling, and crying (dont think i have ever cried that much, besides when i said goodbye to a friend, my eyes were so fucking swollen) I realized that my parents really only cared that i was not who i used to be, they dont see me laugh as much, or be like i used to be when i was younger. That is just how i am nowadays, an observer, i dont talk too much anymore when im around people, i just like to listen. My dad knowing he is not good talking to me face on when he is frustrated or upset, wrote me a letter. One of the best letters i have gotten in my whole life. I met him for lunch today, which i have never done before, and to tell you the truth i enjoyed it. I love my parents, but between them and my older, and younger siblings, they need to live and let live. Im constantly ridiculed anymore by them because they dont understand.



On a lighter note, i loved working tonight. I have a cook husband in the back, named Blair, he fucking rocks. We have a hilarious time. He declared when we both get married we will have a restaurant together, and tattoo matching wedding bands that i design. ^^ It made me smile (as he would say) he so funny. Oh and my managers try to make me wear my nametag that is my actual name, but i never do, everyone at work calls me kiki, so therefore my nametag says kiki. The End~

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Therapist today.....fuck....all well.

Rainy days are making me happy so far, and its really cold, so im loving that..


Hopefully it wont rain too hard this weekend so we can have a bonfire in the firepit our backyard that took me and two other people 2 hours to dig out and build.

I am thinking i will be able to Clep out of some courses in college, which would be nice.

Got a couple of tattoo designs to design for people. Got to get on that.

So tired from this week, because my mom was out of town, and my dad worked all day. So i got to stay up late cleaning and doing homework, while my 21 year old sister and other sister got to stay up, watch movies late then sleep in late the next day, only so that my dad could wake ME up at 5:45 to watch the kids as he went to work. I wake the kids up, feed them, clean, have them do their chores, teach them school, go to work, come home, do my homework, maybe work again, and if not feed the kids, clean the house and have them in bed. That has been my whole week, and im beat.

I think that is all for now.

~Alexandria

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1. My oldest sisters BF Eric broke up with her, OVER a text message, the dick, and then calls my mom telling her he still would like to visit our family because he loves us so much.

2. I am getting all A+s in my college courses

3. My first midterm exam for voice lessons is next week

4. My next shrink appt. is the 10th of Oct.

5. Went to the apple orchard yesterday, but was really sick.

6. Might have kidneys stones/kidney infection and my enemic.

7. Gotta go to the doctors alot anymore

8. Going to bones this weekend (hopefully if you are home, yea thats right, you better be)

9. This summer im going to Italy for three months, so nice

10. We are buying property in Colorado, and building a ranch, whether it be our new home, or a vacation home.

11. Im sweaty right now from working out

12. Still on the hunt for a car, but i have my sources -__-

13. Seeing Ben Folds in November.

14. Bought a new awesome jacket, No i dont like AFI, but from the miss murder music video, that is what it looks like.

15. Thats all i have to say for now, ill update again soon.

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Just goes to show you life is unfair at times. All well, tis life ]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/9752059/ http://RightWhereItBelongs.deviantart.com/journal/9752059/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 18:46:03 PDT Long i know, but hey, whatcha gunna do, no one else had it ]]> ~RightWhereItBelongs