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<sub>'Cause my brother told me that it was pretty damn low of me to leave lots in the dark.

...I seriously wish you can cancel accounts. > A >;;

*Explodes for good*</sub>

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24496838/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24496838/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 12:57:45 PDT
Holy fuck. New account?

Why?

I wanted to get away from all the bullshit and drama that I constantly hear from people in notes and messages.

Now, eheh, don't get me wrong since really, I whined quite a bit of fucking times, but everyone does. So what's the difference?

Aaand funny enough, people are pissed at me for not telling them. Saw it coming.

Why did I move to a new account?

Couple things.

1.) Staying on this account basically started to really stab at me since past events.
2.) I wanted to get away from popularity. No, I'm not just complimenting myself. I mean like how I keep getting asked for requests after I said so many damn times I don't do them.
3.)Stalkers keep sending me threat notes and messages saying that I'm a bitch, whore, slut, dirty shit like that.
4.) I started getting seriously tired of what I saw in my gallery.
5.) Like every teenager, we need to vent. And whine. And bitch. Regular. Teenagers shit. And on my new account, with barely anyone watching, I can nicely put up some quick vents up then delete them without people having to deal with them, since well fuck, they get annoying, don't they?

For me, I do a LOT of venting since constant bullshit drama goes on in regular life that seriously isn't needed, and when I don't want to bother people on MSN, I vent quickly on DA.

I'm not apologizing. And I'm no longer saying any shit on how really that I was a fucking idiot.

I should have reeeeeeeeaally thought about moving or even gave second thoughts on how I wanted to quit. Since stalkers will find me again anyways. Hell, not fucking surprising.

Also, reason why I seriously wanted to leave. I got heart broken recently. Kay?

And since it's my first time ever of getting heart broken, I got overly upset and wanted to leave this site since I thought I'd never be able to draw the right way again. Though not too long ago, I got motivation back and I thought since I'm restarting on new stuff, why not just move to somewhere quietly? I thought it was a good idea.

But it's the internet. There's no such thing as peace.

Lemme say this for ALL of you so you don't have to say it.

I'm a fucktard, slut, lying bitch, whore, annoying whiner and so much more. :]

Sorry for being a teenager but it's human nature.

And I seriously wouldn't be surprised if half the people who watched me want to stop talking to me all in total. Not a problem at all.

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24317230/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24317230/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 23:34:37 PDT I leave.


I've lost the only important thing in my life and now art and music just faded away from me of
interest and I feel I no longer have something to live for. I am no longer myself anymore.

Good bye to all of my best friends, idols and watchers of DA.

I will always love each and everyone of you.

_{Emily Boyles aka the Ringtailed Shadow.}



]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24283720/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24283720/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 00:30:20 PDT
I am still thanking god that she's alright...but I really hope my mom doesn't force herself to get on the plane even with small injuries..I can wait a few more days to see her..but I want her to heal and have enough strength.

I haven't felt so relieved in so long...probably not ever since back in October..

Anyways, I'll probably be deleting this when I wake up. Till then, thank you god.

Thank you, thank you, thank you...

I love you, mom. So god damn much and get better. And I can't wait to see you.

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24246867/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24246867/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 20:29:13 PDT

Finally, eh? Now I just need to get Live, which will be pretty cool to get. And yes, once I get it, any of 360 freaks have Live, can note me and ask for my Live account name. l'3 But it's pretty much good since I have my own now.

Otherwise yeah, I'm finally 17.
I had a bit of a rough road for the past few days including my birthday day but I'm okay now. However, I'm seriously regretting what I have recently done. And I seriously can't seem to ever be able to fix it. And I know that I can't ever ask for one more chance.

Anywho, artwork, I'm not gonna be doing for the next little while since I just can't seem to get my muse whatsoever. So all in all, I'll be around. But not active with art for the next while. Hence, I took down basically my gallery and even favorites.

Well I'm off.

-Ring

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24229906/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24229906/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 22:15:26 PDT


Raise the roof.

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24184934/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24184934/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 15:19:01 PDT
Nothing can explain how stupid I feel right at this moment for making that journal. I really apologize, guys, I was incredibly upset and over whelmed with uh..personal stuff. = ^ =;; That and I had a loooooooooooot of people on MSN, Skype and in real life not to leave DA...xD;; That and somehow it actually felt kinda good getting that out anyways. Even it was more bitching and emoing. < <;;

First off, sorry guys, I wasn't leaving the site, but when I read it over, I'm not all that surprised and I don't blame you. So, big apologies on that, really.

I suck. Alot. x3;;

Can't wait to see my stalkers read this.

Anywho, I'm at my dad's for the next week so pfffft, yes I get to miss a shit load of school. My dad's planning on taking me out on Tuesday, the 14th, and take some birthday money for me for a 360.
Finally after a year and a half, I'm so close to getting one. Now I just need to figure out a nickname cause "Ringtailed-Shadow" sounds kinda weird on the 360 usernames. l'3 But maybe I'll just stick with it, hell, I have time to think.

So, I'm pretty happy at the moment. Turning 17 and I still have a shit load of surprises back home after what my dad has planned. -w-~ That and I seriously need to do something new to my hair. . ^ .

Now... I'm still in lost with my muse of artwork. However I aim to try and change my style a bit. Any suggestions or ideas of style I could try?
Sending links of examples would be awesome.
Oh yeah, about the new account thing. I was asking out of curiosity since I plan on making a second account for a new soldier story and I thought it'd be cool to have it's own account so I can post all the "story boards" and so forth on it. But I dunno, you guys tell me what is best. -w-

Okay, well...yeah, that's pretty much it. And sorry about the scare from before. I'm not leaving this site anytime soon. -w- God forbid staying at least for a few more years, if that.

And to if you're reading this.

You are forever an amazing person to me. You are everything. Don't ever. Ever. Lose it.

KAY UPDATE ON MY B-DAY~

-EmBee

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24125808/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24125808/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 08:12:58 PDT So I don't see any point on staying on this site unless I get my artist in me back.

For commissioners, I'll be contacting you in the next few days and I will refund your money. I just can't carry the job any longer. I'm sorry.

Same goes for people I owe art trades to.

I pretty much messed up everything in my life.

No idea where to go with thoughts and worries.

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24053546/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24053546/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 07:25:13 PDT

I'm not gonna say names in this following journal but man oh man, I need to get this out since I'm on my own with this one. Well, sort of since my mom knows her too. And if you don't wanna hear any sad stuff, I suggest don't reading. >A>;;

But anyways, this lady that works with my mom is also a good friend of mine since we basically talk alot, and got closer when she liked seeing my artwork. See, this lady is really sweet and she would go into work even ill and still work hard.

Anyways, this morning, my mom ends up telling me that this lady ends up coming into work, looking pale and completely pale, disturbed and completely exhausted.
So my mom e-mails her to ask why she looked so beat.

Let's just say it both had the exact same effect on us.

We were in heavy tears, hell I still am a little.

In the middle of the week, this lady's daughter, who's 18, was with two other friends and went to the cottage that her mom's cottage, without permission. Got drunk. And one of those lamps that you light fell onto the couch and caught fire. The girls ended up trying to get the couch out the door but failed. They managed to get out.

The cottage was burnt down.

Excuse me of my french but, those little fuckers.

This lady, lost her husband due to cancer, just last year. And that cottage was her most favorite place to go for a couple days on her own to get away from everything.

Now she's got nothing left. That women lives in nothing but in misfortune and grief. Never gets a break whatsoever.

This makes me both shredded inside for her..but in a way also feel lucky that my mom has me, and both of my amazing brothers that would never do such action. I know I never will. I love my mother way too much to do something like that.


I plan on getting together with her later on in the afternoon if she's free and probably go to the beach to talk or hell just be there.

But anyways, sorry about this, but I needed to get this out, as considering mum's gone out for a couple hours and ya know, when you're upset and alone it's kinda hard to not get stuff out, yeah? l'D;;

-Ringy



Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]
Also, help out sweets here who's also taking commissions. Right now he's giving very fair prices since he just started in the business, and he really needs to raise quite a bit of money. Here's his commission journal here---> [link]

Same goes for and who's taking them. Go note them for information.
Thank you.


Make a new reference sheet... ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24003296/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/24003296/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 11:19:02 PDT

Hey, y'all. xB

Sorry I wanted to boot off my meme journal.

Anywho, just a quick update, sorry I wasn't at school t'day. I ended up going to the Hospital in Halifax for blood donating and some other check ups. No April Fools there. xD Also, I heard that DA pulled some shitty prank again this year. Anyone care to enlighten me if they encountered it? XB

I'll be heading home in about 15 mins so I'm really just writing this to pass the time.
Aaaaaalsooooooo~

Guess what?

In 13 days.

I turn 17.



And also, my lovely ~Christoph-the-Great's birthday is a day after mine~

SO WHEEEEEEEE~

Also, check out these awesome flashes mah homie, ~Nothumbs made~
And

Oh Nick and Joe, how I need to draw you more again.

I love ~Nothumbs and ~TheUnholyKnight(Voices of Nick and Joe) both so much. :'D

ANYWHO~ I'm off since I hear a car arriving.

UPDATE IN A FEW DAYS~

TATA~



Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]
Also, help out sweets here who's also taking commissions. Right now he's giving very fair prices since he just started in the business, and he really needs to raise quite a bit of money. Here's his commission journal here---> [link]

Same goes for and who's taking them. Go note them for information.
Thank you.


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23897996/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:39:55 PDT

I WAS TAGGED AND WAS FORCED TO PASTE THIS.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.
------------------------


Okay, okay, I wanted to get rid of the journal on my page cause hell even the emo and stuff on it was kinda making me nervous. > >
SO ANYWAYS, uuuh... Yeah, I was sick from school again. Well, actually, more likely, my temperature was higher then normal so my mum had me stay home. -w-;; So all in all, for great killer time, I have decided to actually take another meme. Cause I'm just that bored of a bastard. :'D

Here goes~

[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[ ] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[x] Half brother(Two of them. And they're freakin' awesome.)
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[ ] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room (Hell, you've seen it. :'D)
[x] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[x] Own TV
Total: 10

[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[x] PS2/3 (PS2= Always.)
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP (Yeah, though I sold my DS since I never used it. )
[ ] Gameboy/Advance
[x] Gamecube
[ ] xbox/xbox 360
[ ] Wii ( Used to. I sold that too.)
[x] Your Own Laptop (Loooooooolaaaaa~ )
Total so far: 14

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Foosball table
Total so far: 14

[x] Night stand
[ ] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom/portable
Total so far: 15

[x] Go shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] AIM/MSN (Why, yes I do have MSN. :3 Note me if you're interested~ ;3)
[ ] Camera on phone
Total so far: 16

[ ] Go Cart/car/quad
[x] Guitar/drums/bass guitar (Two guitars.)
[x] Piano/Keyboard (Actually, it's my brother's. -w- )
[ ] Any other instrument
[x] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the country (Florida, and hopefully this Christmas, Delaware~)
[x] Traveled out of the continent
[x] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelery
[x] Met a Celeb (Simon Pegg *w*)
Total so far: 23

[ ] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[ ] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[x] Have a TV in your room
[x] Mirror in your room
Total so far: 25

[x] Window in your room
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to Mexico
[ ] Been to Jamaica
Total so far: 26

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[x] Had/have Camped
[x] Been to 3+ states
[ ] 80+ buddies on facebook/myspace (Lol, I'm not a cool kid. ]: )
Total so far: 29

[x] Home cooked meal almost everyday =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23855319/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23855319/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 23:38:01 PDT

::EDIT::
This is to all friends in real life: Due to recent private and personal things happening in my life at the moment, I ask that people just please leave me be. I mean, you can talk to me about normal stuff (School, drawing, video games, simple shit) but I will not tolerate anything farther. With something I realized I have to fix, I need to have a lot of time on my own to make a strong and non selfish decision. I really appreciate what you guys have done to try to make me feel better or want to help. Well, now I'm telling you what I wish for the next little while. Thank you.

-------------------
I took realization that there is only enough drama in this site, also in the world that people have to deal with and I know people are getting tired of hearing my "Getting to realize life and it's flaws" bullshit. So with that, from this night then on, I'm really gonna try cutting back on putting so much of my emo shit and keep it on MSN to people who want me to vent to them but however I might just start by writing down what goes on through my head on paper then burn it.
Seriously that actually helps, for people that don't know or never tried it.

In other news, please, please for people who I owe commissions to. I'm sorry, I haven't done ANYTHING with them for the past god forbid month. Art block is basically the biggest it can get. And it's not gonna go away for the next little while. I'm sorry to sound really bitchy, but the more that you keep asking, the more I'm gonna get the less of having motivation from the pressure/rushed feeling. I have no excuses. And I'm sorry, I'm being honest. I haven't had any motivation or inspiration for a month.

And for the people I owe art trades, thanks so much for your patience, I'll try my hardest to get them done soon as possible.

With that, sorry for the journal and so forth. Including this one.

Ringtail out.



Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]
Also, help out sweets here who's also taking commissions. Right now he's giving very fair prices since he just started in the business, and he really needs to raise quite a bit of money. Here's his commission journal here---> [link]

Same goes for and who's taking them. Go note them for information.
Thank you.


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT = 50% done and in progress.
Commis... ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23757720/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23757720/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 03:29:35 PDT

So..I wake up. It's 7am, and I basically feel like total garbage.

No, not in the sick way, I mean I feel like total freakin' garbage as a person. I have been such a selfish, self absorbent, attention wanting, sympathy craver bitch. Hell, if you have others to say what I am if you dislike me, be my guest, I'm taking anything now.

I basically screwed up again. And I basically can't focus on anything. Drawing, reading, I can't even eat or sleep and not even going out for walks help that much with clearing my head.

Though however, all of that is my fault of doing and having to cause this upon myself. And I finally realized that I know every single person that is my friend, family member, and even a boyfriend who means basically the world to me, knows that.

Every single one of you have taken so much of my abuse, and you were all so incredibly patient and you stayed by my side and tried to help me every time, and I am aware that I was so stubborn and I just didn't take the advice as much as every one of you wish I did. I realized this way more and it was a real good slap in the face..when I didn't have the moment's conscious of telling someone who has been with me all my life and has been basically drained because of me, and has been going through hell because of me...and last night, I told them to "Fuck off".

I have become something that I truly hate. People who are simple minded, self absorbent, basically what I said in the beginning.

I have been told that I'm under depression. May be true in little bits but really this morning, when I deeply looked into myself, it was mostly self pity. My own. God damn self pity.

I have been told so many times that I should appreciate of what I have and what I have coming for me in life. I have my art, my ability to sing decently,a family that is basically willing to help me and support me for what I do, friends that are basically more of brothers and sisters to me(including on the net) and last but not least...someone who I have found on the net that is basically something I could ever...ever ask for in a guy. He has inspired me so much, including the fact that I want to get back into guitar with him...because I want to be able to play and hell,even sing with him one day. Not to mention, he's trying so incredibly hard to save up money all in his will so he can see me. Face to face. And hell...even listening to his voice helps me sleep at night. You know who you are.

And I deeply love you for getting me this far and just for putting up with me...'specially just willing to deal. That same goes for every single one of you, I hope you know that.

And hell, I think I'll take this opportunity to basically say to any,ANYONE that disrespects me or basically I dunno, hate how my work is, or the person I am or anything, and that goes for people that are on this website and makes back stabbing comments on me because of who I am. I would like to say that I really will take it all. I mean I always have but I will say now, I don't hate you. I don't hold grudges, vendettas, or anything of the sort. At least not anymore. I don't want to be a person that is just as low as the person that tries to bring me down themselves.

I'm trying to improve with how I'm gonna run my life from now on and I think even mentioning that is also a step.

All in all, this journal is basically an apology to everyone. Like I mean everyone. Hell,even people I feel don't deserve it, I apologize anyway.

Anyways, I'm going to try and sleep a little more.

And if you read all the way to here...then give yourself a hug from me. Cause if I could if I saw you on the street, I'd tackle hug you right there.

Apologies. And, Thank you.


http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23678062/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 14:42:53 PDT

Okay. I've seen fangirls. And I've seen fanboys, at the most annoying and excruciating levels.

But just today, I finally take a HUGE look and realization of the next GIANT level of fangirls. Hell, I EXPERIENCED the rage of a few fangirls just t'day in school.

And all I can say. Is this.

Sweet.Jesus. People, I'm gonna warn, watch your mouth around fans of this series.

[link]

That link leads you to quite a large list of the most inhuman and disgusting examples of how rabid fans can get.
And when I say that. I'll even give you an example. How about a fantard throwing acid at a poor guy's face in a chemistry class, and he only said to put the book away so she can do her work?
That shit happened. And it simply terrifies me.

Now, I'm just gonna say, I'm not a fan of Twilight and I will admit, I do crack jokes at times I shouldn't but, hell, I wouldn't go and start saying people who read it are retarded, stupid, etc.
And I know ALL fans of the series aren't like this. Those are the mature ones.
The ones I'm talking about are the ones that seem to act like they're infected with "Rage" from 28 Days Later.

But, oh my christ. This honestly, REALLY gives me chills.

Anyways, I'm gonna probably delete this a little later on but seriously. This is some real ugly stuff.

...>A>...
I shall flee again.

-Ringy



Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]
Also, help out sweets here who's also taking commissions. Right now he's giving very fair prices since he just started in the business, and he really needs to raise quite a bit of money. Here's his commission journal here---> [link]

Same goes for and who's taking them. Go note them for information.
Thank you.


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT = 50% done and in progress.
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei, =Amotu and =k9evilfox<--_{(Chibi commission)}
=Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23659447/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23659447/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 13:06:32 PDT

Ello, ello again. My grounding was early cut as I said in my room meme.
Though, I'm not being as productive as I thought. Right now, there's a really huge ass block going on.
Not to mention, is it bad that I actually don't want March Break to come up? Yeah, ours starts next week and basically it's gonna be a reeeeeeeal long week. Least I'll have my hunny and a couple others to talk to. *Head desks*

So is now in Florida for the next 2 weeks. She left on Tuesday.

.....................


I ALREADY MISS YOU, YOU WHORE. ; A ;
_{I love you, sis... ;3;}

Anyways, yeah. Other then that, life's been slightly treating fairly again. Though, that's because I started to actually change a few things of myself. For the better of my future on so many things, honestly. Well that and I've been a real dick for the past year and a half and I'm basically making a March or EVEN April resolution: Grow out of being such a selfish ass and learn to appreciate things WAY more.

Sooooooo with the self critique of myself and the useless update done, I now give something totally random. Stolen from . This looks pretty neat, not to mention I could use some OC re-writing/constructing/re-doing/etc.

Say a name of one of my OCs, and I'll tell you their:

01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Odd Skills/Skills in general
08. Last Amusing Escapade
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

Have at it~ And with that, I go off to work on art homework.

Ciao~



Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]
Also, help out sweets here who's also taking commissions. Right now he's giving very fair prices since he just started in the business, and he really needs to raise quite a bit of money. Here's his commission journal here---> [link]

Same goes for and who's taking them. Go note them for information.
Thank you.


http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23534827/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 03:45:58 PST

Yeeeeeah good timing that since I got grounded last night, my laptop crashes again. Yeah, I was grounded. Good timing since I just got back >w>;;;
Though this time it's for good measures and I'm not pissed at all about it. And I'm gonna send my laptop to my dad's on Friday so he can take a look and give the thing a fix again.
So really mum gave me permission to check my messages on her computer for DA messages and FaceBook (yes,I have facebook) but that's pretty much it that I can do.
Well least I can really get more stuff done again. =3=;;; The time period is really until March Break which starts on the 16th. x'3;;
So...BOUT 2 weeks. So yay, I might be able to actually get art trades seriously started. .___.;;

So..anyways I guess I'll catch you guys again when I'm ungrounded l'D;;;

Toodles!



Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]
Also, help out sweets here who's also taking commissions. Right now he's giving very fair prices since he just started in the business, and he really needs to raise quite a bit of money. Here's his commission journal here---> [link]

Same goes for who's taking them. Go note her for information.
Thank you.


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT = 50% done and in progress.
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei, =Amotu and =k9evilfox<--_{(Chibi commission)}
10k gifties for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam

Art Trades: :: OPEN ::
1.)= Started inking: 55%
2.) = Started sketching.
3.)= Will start sketching soon.
4.)

Collabs: :: OPEN ::
=Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23509319/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23509319/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:04:32 PST
But you know what?
I’m gonna take this final and surely time to come out of the shadows with some things. I’m tired of fearing people’s reaction’s but I seriously do not give a flying *UNICORN* anymore since basically I run my own life, I know what is right and what is wrong.
Not to mention, I'm really sick and tired of hiding my own thoughts and opinions on what I think goes wrong in friends, family, life wise. This is Ringy. This is Emily talking now.

Now that I’m done getting my point across, now comes the basic and heart of what’s been going on.

So this is to all that don’t know and didn’t know.

As for the past near 4 months, I’ve been talking and basically dating this awesome guy.
Online.
Shocker, eh?
But really, I mean, I know a lot of people already know this since well they experienced the entire progress of the relationship happen and slowly blossom.

Now, who’s the guy, you might ask?

Let me put it in a simple, DA avatar way.



Any of you saw that coming?

If yes, then good for you.

If not, well then...Surprise?



But anyways, I'm not one to really tell stories of personal life all that much except what you just read now. But, yeah. -w-;;;

Now, I must confess on another thing.
In the beginning I never thought that online relationships were the best thing in the world since I thought it was dangerous. And sadly, I also thought it was only the people who can't get a girlfriend/boyfriend in real life.
But I was wrong.
Dead wrong.

But anyways, now that's over with and probably soon I'll be target again for some future drama or so forth, I seriously don't care. Cause I'm not sorry or ashamed of telling this.

So, without further ado, as I said, I'm slowly being productive again. People I owe commissions to, please be patient, as honest I can be, I haven't been getting the right motivation for drawing certain things but I'm trying here.

Thank you and Good Night.

-=The Ringtailed-Shadow=-



Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT = 50% done and in progress.
http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23178533/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 16:37:25 PST
However...really, this time. I'm taking a get away from the net for the next little bit.

I've really...really messed up on something special just recently... and I'm gonna need a long while to really start thinking hard on how to sort things out and trying to fix it, since I've done so much harm already.

With that, it's gonna be hard to really draw since I basically can't even bring out anything so I'm also taking a break from that for the next little while. Apologies to all I owe art to.

Regards, I'll probably be back in...god knows, maybe a week or 2 weeks, might take longer, I'm not sure about that even.


-Emily aka Ringtailed-Shadow


Status::: CLOSED ::
Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]


Everything is on hold for the next little bit.
Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei, =Amotu and =k9evilfox<--_{(Chibi commission)}
Birthday gift for a very good friend...>w>
Art Trades for =Yiyo--Chan,=zombielily and *NekoAiTorankusu
10k gifties for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Prologue comic to ~DeviantDead
Brainstorm n' design new Header and Footer for journal. :3
"Breathe into Me" CDSxEEB inspired piece. ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23160627/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23160627/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 17:07:30 PST
Valentines Day. :3

Hate the holiday. But hey, when you have someone, it's pretty different of feeling, aye?

But anyways, yes, it falls on a Saturday. And I actually have probably two pieces to put up for the damn holiday.

Ringtail making pinky-mushy heart shit? Since when did this blasphemy occur?
Easy. When I make an OC or two that are over cheerful that just can't be ignored to be used for a Valentines piece. That and there's the OC pairings I have.

SO WITH THAT, I'll be putting commissions to the side just till the end of the weekend cause also a friend's birthday is nearing and I wanna try to sketch, ink and color by Sunday or Monday >A>;;

THANKS FOR YOUR PATIENCE xDx
_{Oh jesus christ, procrastination is fucking deadly eAe;;}

Alright, s'all~

Happy Singles when it rolls by~

Stamps~



Status::: OPEN :: (SOON OPENING CHIBI COMMISSIONS!)
Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei, =Amotu and =k9evilfox<--_{(Chibi commission)}
Birthday gift for a very good friend...>w>
Art Trades for =zombielily and *NekoAiTorankusu
10k gifties for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Prologue comic to ~DeviantDead
http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23080160/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:59:42 PST

So, with that on a side note, for people I owe art to, I'll be a little delayed for another couple days since my scanner broke down so my grandfather is dropping off his when he's back from his trip. Hey better then trying to buy a whole new one, and I need a few more days ANYWAYS to finish commissions and other projects. Thanks for your patience.

-Ringy

Stamps~



Status::: OPEN :: (SOON OPENING CHIBI COMMISSIONS!)
Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei, =Amotu and =k9evilfox<--_{(Chibi commission)}
Birthday gift for a very good friend...>w>
Art Trades for =zombielily and *NekoAiTorankusu
10k gifties for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Prologue comic to ~DeviantDead
Brainstorm n' design new Header and Footer for journal. :3 ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23041441/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/23041441/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 13:59:02 PST
...Also to add, expect a few random-and-out-of-the-blue OC couple pieces. I've been getting into the swing of mushy shit again.


Also, Second semester has started at school. :'D And I already love it. Even though I was in school for half a day =w= Considering that day was canceled due to an incoming snow storm
and I was sick on Thursday. >A>;; For everyone else, there was a day and a half of school ALL this week. Fuckin' A. :'D

Now quick question, this is really for irl homies, but hey, does anyone have an MP3 player I can borrow for a little while? < So if anyone can offer, that would be appreciated. =w=

ANYWAYS that's pretty much what I have to update just for now.

Have a goooooooood weekend folks~

Stamps~



Status::: OPEN :: (SOON OPENING CHIBI COMMISSIONS!)
Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei, =Amotu and =k9evilfox<--_{(Chibi commission)}
Birthday gift for a very good friend...>w>
Art Trades for =zombielily and *NekoAiTorankusu
http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22965350/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 14:10:12 PST


Pfft. You think I was joking?

Call me insane, retarded, whatever for thinking this looks good. I don't care. ಠ w ಠ

Must. See .It.

Trailer here ---->[link]

Stamps~



Status::: OPEN :: (SOON OPENING CHIBI COMMISSIONS!)
Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT
10k gifties for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Birthday gift for a very good friend...>w>
Art Trades for =zombielily and *NekoAiTorankusu
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei, =Amotu and =k9evilfox<--_{(Chibi commission)}
Prologue comic to ~DeviantDead ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22917282/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22917282/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 05:39:03 PST
Retarded? I think so. Has anyone else had this happen before? I just woke up, looked at my messages then front page and it had my "More CSS Testing XDDD" Journal instead of the one I wrote just yesterday evening. ಠ_____________ಠ _{Iseewhatyoudidthere,DA.}

Anyways, I'm in progress of setting up a new CSS since this one really blew. =A=

Okay. I'm gone. Sorry bout that.



Stamps~



Status::: OPEN :: (SOON OPENING CHIBI COMMISSIONS!)
Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT
10k gifties for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Birthday gift for a very good friend...>w>
Art Trades for =zombielily and *NekoAiTorankusu
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei and =Amotu
Prologue comic to ~DeviantDead ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22824666/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22824666/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 13:58:53 PST


But I like this set up so far. It's pretty cool :'D


And now for something totally random and feature.


3D Li Ann get.

Stamps~



Status::: OPEN :: (SOON OPENING CHIBI COMMISSIONS!)
Go here for the Commission Journal for details ---> [link]


Make a new reference sheet of Owen for *Ebon-Spire-OCT
10k gifties for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Birthday gift for a very good friend...>w>
Art Trades for =zombielily and *NekoAiTorankusu
Commissions for ~Yuui-Sensei and =Amotu
Prologue comic to ~DeviantDead ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22806047/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22806047/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 14:59:26 PST REALLY like this.




_{All need to do now is change the font color. XD}

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22767270/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22767270/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 18:45:29 PST

And this is me me pushing emo journal aside since it looked really..yeeesh on the front page.

Anyways, updates.

Exams next week. Mom's being a bitch to me about it. Whooooo.

I started actually working on art trades that I owe people but I probably won't be able to ink them until I finish them, which my last exam is on Wednesday then I'm a free again. And awesome sauce, FINALLY second semester begins. Which I'm actually looking forward to. Better teachers for this semester then the previous. Shitty teacher for Math, I gotta tell you. My mark is gonna be faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaail.

ON OTHER NEWS, I'm joining two OCTs. Yes. Two.

First up is: and I'm joining it with my awesome mad doctor sister, =static2007 Epic awesome tag team in future? I think so.

Then. There's ....

I'll be starting to have comics up soon enough, since I'm getting some really neat advice from people who are gods with comic art, paneling, writing scripts, etc.

Also, I'm going back as a judge for . Yeah, I quit at first due to some very annoying reasons. Also, yes, I know it's being closed down. Think again.

So hopefully a shit load of luck will go through all this.

Anyways, to be updated again in the beginning of Febuary. :]

Rock on n' Peace.


I'm open for em!
Go here for the journal for details! ---> [link]



10k gifts for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Commission for ~Yuui-Sensei
DO ART TRADES.

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22678025/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22678025/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 16:34:51 PST

Something I needed to get out and it's just things in my head so don't bother reading. Seriously. Don't bother.

--------------

I no longer feel like my old self anymore.
I have slowly blossomed to something cheerful and loving and now I rotted into what I am now. I’ve recently put someone who I treasured so dear in my heart with my selfish want of attention by not talking and showing I was beyond upset from something that was so harmless.
Yet I over re-acted. And I know now that I have fucked up enough. I already put all my loved ones in such worry and despair from what I’ve been acting like. I’ve turned away from everything with a blind and pride mind and eyes.
But I realized it’s really nothing. I realize I shouldn’t even call myself an artist anymore, since no matter how much I try to do something different, it will always look the same as the rest. I always told people there’s nothing wrong, when really everything is wrong.
I always. Lie. To everyone and including myself. Which only causes pain either really soon or later.
I give up on things too quick before I even open my eyes a little to see a possibility that I could pull through.

I have friends that would talk to me but deep inside, they will never trust me like they did before. I’ve set myself goals. And I never succeeded in any of them. I get so easily jealous by other people that it blinds me, sending me into unwanted rage against that person, wondering why I can’t do it myself. I’ve had people who will talk to me for a long period of time and say how much they adore and love me, then all of a sudden leave me in the dark, abandoned again.

I have people that seriously wish to have me beaten to death. And of course they still stalk. I’m a target of people who look for something within my gallery or something I write and make a useless bitch rant about it.
I feel I can’t have a little more of a life outside the one I have now without people getting upset/pissed off at me the next day.

My mind’s no longer in the right place. And I know deep inside so many people that they’re getting tired of hearing me feel like this. And with that, I don’t blame you there either. I’m still beyond belief that so many still stay with me no matter how many times I pull them into the fires…they still stay with me. It still amazes me and hurts me knowing they want to help but they’re also dying of worry and despair inside.

I don’t have the mental/physical strength to try and think on sorting this all out. I just don’t and I no longer know why. I basically lost to my own mind.


I'm open for em!
Go here for the journal for details! ---> [link]



10k gifts for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Commission for ~Yuui-Sensei
DO ART TRADES. ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22658316/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22658316/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 17:31:07 PST



Haha. No. Forget it. I'm dropping.

::Edit::
Alright so I had about 6 people on MSN wanting me to ACTUALLY explain why.

Kay, that's cool. I have...2 reasons.

First of all, I have exams coming up less then a week. And I just cannot focus on writing for it.

Second. Over 300 contestants? And they're cutting down to 64?
And no I wouldn't have gave a shit if I got in or not. But honestly, what's the point? I can find such a MORE suitable OC tournament for Li Ann. I mean, I feel bad for destroying a chance for people to actually see what she is. But hey. Future will tell, right?


I'm open for em!
Go here for the journal for details! ---> [link]



10k gifts for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Commission for ~Yuui-Sensei
DO ART TRADES. ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22588228/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22588228/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 23:57:52 PST

And I can't even close my eyes. Thank you shit in my mind for disturbing me. Now I wait for the pain killers to kick in.
So since I'm trying to find a way to kill time till I finally pass out, I shall give a small update.

First of all, my scanner broke down.
So my mum's gonna bring her scanner from work so that I can use it for the next little while until mine is finished in the shop.
So once I get my hands on the scanner on Friday, I'm gonna sit my ass down, scan inked commissions and get them done. >_>;; But man oh man. I need to get this computer reformatted.

And thus I also need to get working more on my *EscapeFromNevara audition. Should be up by next week but I need to do a lot of hardcore typing for the next 2 days. After that. Studying. Cause Exams for us start on the 26th and run on to the 30th. Ew. =A=

_{Also I find out that 2 friends completely hate me at the moment. =A= And some will for a long ass time, I wouldn't be surprised. Seriously, I'm not looking for pity. Honestly. I just basically feel like a total jack ass. : |}

Sooooooooooo that's an update I guess just until things are caught up.

Now s'cuse me while I go bang my head into a wall repeatedly, hopefully to unconsciousness. =A=


I'm open for em!
Go here for the journal for details! ---> [link]



Li Ann's *EscapeFromNevara audition. _{(Deadline: January.30th. Goal to get it done by the 17th)}
10k gifts for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Commission for ~Yuui-Sensei
DO ART TRADES. ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22533108/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22533108/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 20:52:39 PST

lololol I love testing out headers.

ANYWAYS! I just happened to look at mah pageviews and I'm near the big 10k. :'D
_{Really I don't give a shit about pageviews but hey I thought this would be fun. >w>}

SO! To anyone who catches a printscreen of my 10,000 gets a full inked and colored free commission of your choice :'D

So GOOD LUCK! And don't forget to note me "KIRI" if you catch it. xB

::EDIT::

Congratulations to =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam for catching the big 10,000! XB

[link]


I'm open for em!
Go here for the journal for details! ---> [link]



Commission for =k9evilfox (55% ;Half way done inking)
Li Ann's *EscapeFromNevara audition. _{(Deadline: January.30th. Goal to get it done by the 17th)}
Make a new reference sheet for Owen.
10k gifts for =static2007 and =SabieMoonbeam
Commission for ~Yuui-Sensei
Introduce two new OCs and make reference sheets.
DO ART TRADES. ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22489585/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22489585/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 03:51:06 PST
I'm accepting PayPal/Credit card for payments. Note me for details. Also remember, shipping's included. >>;

WHAT I WILL DRAW
Original Characters
OC Fanart _{(Example: Requesting me to draw Climber, now THAT'S cool beans.)}
Blood/Gore
I'm also willing to do stuff that's mildy PG-13. _{(Note me for the details. Cause I don't want to get in trouble with hardcore porn/nudity DA law. >A>;; )}

WHAT I WILL NOT DRAW
Yaoi/Yuri
Anime Fanart (Best example: Naruto.)
OCxGame/Anime/Movie Character
Unbelievably detailed weapons/armour/etc.
_{(Example: [link] <--Absolutely amazing. But I can't do it >^< )}

Also a take a note, I charge 5$ if you add a character to the request.

BASIC COMMISSIONS

Chibi Commissions (10-15$)
Sample:
Fully inked and digitally colored with a touch of rainbows and puppies.

One Character/Full Pencil sketch/ waist up ($5-10)
Sample:
Some pieces that you do in pencil you just don't wanna ruin with inking. So why not just keep the treasured sketch? :3

One Character/Traditionally inked ($20-25)
Sample:
Inking is one of my favorite parts. But It can be a shit load of work too especially when you want to be detailed with hair and clothing.
One Character/Inked and Digitally colored/No BG ($25-30)
Sample:
These ones are pretty fun. Simply :]

One Character/Traditionally inked and colored (Colored Pencils) ($35-40)
Sample:
Fully drawn, inked and colored with colored pencils. The sample is a little but it's good enough to show what I can do with shading in folds and so forth. x]
Maximum work on these pieces can take up to 6 hours of work.

One Character/Inked and Digitally colored/ w/BG: (Coming Soon)

REQUESTING COMMISSION
-Just to make things easier, don't request a commission on my front page or journals.
Note me with a reference of your OC (or OCs if you request more then one) and we shall discuss from there.

-I'm only going for PayPal payments. I'm giving the costumer 48 hours to pay or... ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22468165/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22468165/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 11:05:35 PST

ANYWAYS, whoo, it's 2009 and I have new projects to work on.

First off, as people know, I'm entering the OC tournament, with LiAnn.
So far I've done was her preview piece and her reference sheet.

Preview ~~

Then Reference Sheet ~~

Now my audition, I already have some ideas for what I might do. I've been getting ideas that I'll do mixture of making small comics and writing the rest. Cause really, even though I have almost 2 weeks, I have exams the last week of January, and I want to get this thing done as soon as possible so REALLY WISH ME LUCK! TT__TT

On a note for Art Trades, I have started inking ones I owe people but I'm putting them on hold until the beginning of Febuary. Because the second semester of school starts then and it would give me such a better new start for getting them done. Thanks for your patience. DDDX

Now for second. Commissions. I'm planning on taking them starting this month. And my pal, ~Nami-fox is gonna help me out with getting the pay. I'll be making a full journal on Commissions once everything's set up and ready to go. So really I'll be spamming you guys in the next week or so just so I can fully have updates on prices, what I'm willing to draw and so forth. XD;

Anyways, I will update once things all set up.

Thanks a bunch

-Ringy-

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22266666/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22266666/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 18:34:54 PST

Ehehe.
Alright. A lot of pals of mine here have been giving look backs of 2008, so I said to myself after reading enough "Aw, why not?"

But. PFFFFFFT. I know people aren't gonna read this once they see how fucking big this journal's gonna be.

So. 2008....Good. Christ. Rough year, I will say.
Where do I begin?

I guess I'll start out on all that I remember.
Starting the birth of 2008, January.

January, I was on the roll of joining :devInfractus-Fatality:. I originally had Celia's ref and everything complete before Christmas last year sneaked up. Everyday at school, I was daydreaming the battles that were yet to come. And I drew so much fanart for it, and in the progress, I made so many new people, hence Blake, James, Ace and so many other amazing artists on the site and nerd enough, my OCs end up being deeply involved with some of those people's characters. So, anyways, I successfully make a full audition of Celia for IF. And I got in, which I was so freakin' happy for.
Though, meanwhile, OUTSIDE of the DA and OC tournament world, a lot of bullshit happened with friends. And to irl friends who read this part, you know exactly what I'm talking about.

So, onward. Some stuff I remember from Febuary.
The first round of IF was in the running, and I was paired against the forever awesome ~CyrilTheWizard and I was FREAKIN' pumped.
I'm fully with my sketchbook , pencils and pens at school drawing up comic pages, though of course, I was sloooooowly falling behind in my work. Yes, ha ha. But then again, I did take 2 hour breaks to finish the work.
Then about a week and a half later, I finally have all the pages inked and another 3 days later, I already had about half of the panels fully colored on PhotoShop and I was getting pretty pumped with almost having my entire first EVER full comic colored.
...Then, 3 days before the deadline, I turn on my laptop to get the blue screen. And it turned out that Lola's hard drive had crashed. Everything. Was gone. All my coloring. All my effort that I spilled into it.
Needless to say, I was basically destroyed. That day and night and basically I told that I would just quit. However, next morning I wake up at 5 am and think "....Fuck no I'm NOT giving up THAT easily." And I take ALL the 15 inked pages and colored them allllllll in colored pencils.
Did I make the deadline? Damn straight I did. Did I win the round? Nah. I got my ass honorably kicked by the Wizard. I will admit, for the first 5 mins, I was disappointed but after that, I had a huge smile on my face, knowing that I lost to an awesome character and artist in total. Though, the judge wasn't the best in critique, which really annoyed me.
So really, I was out of the tournament.

Next off of the passing 3 months, I tried for auditioning *TheCureOCT, buuuuut I lost inspiration to even try making a ref sheet for it so I just dropped it there.
OUTSIDE of DA, but still on the art, I decided that I would try experimenting on changing my style and maybe, do some clean ups on other OCs and maybe create new ones to bring in.

Then my birthday sneaks in, middle of April. I was barely able to do any art whatsoever due to more drama.
Fucking yaaaaaay. *Rolls eyes* Though I got a lot of awesome birthday pieces from close friends, so I guess it had a little light from all the darkness.
May, June and half of July, I went through the biggest, not to mention FRUSTRATING art block that I've ever had, and at the time, I was hoping that I would try out the OC tourney *NightmareTournament. THAT failed really badly, considering that I just didn't have the inspiration to draw the characters in the comics to do it. Soooo I ended up dropping it. I felt a little bad knowing I gave up on something without showing that I actually had something to show that I EVEN tried. But, ya know. Couple more days rolled by and I totally didn't care.
Meanwhile though, the cause of the problems and drama that went on with my group irl was finally at least out of the picture. And things calmed down.

Then..August. Oooooh man, now I WILL say. That was a good month.
I ended up joining a huge chatroom RP called "Madd World" where I proudly made an AMAZING amount of new friends and so... ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22245900/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22245900/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 16:03:04 PST

Tagged by my awesome scientist

HOLY CRAP A MEME THAT I ACTUALLY WANTED TO TAKE MY NERD OUT ON!

You know you've done this before. If you're watching a movie or listening to someone talk, you suddenly go, "IF I HAD THE MONEY TO HIRE YOU, I WOULD HIRE YOU TO DO A VOICE!"

Of course, the good majority of us don't have that kind of money, so we can only dream. So, this tag is about listing what people would voice whatever character you want, with the added bonus of YouTube samples. The actor/actress can be alive or dead, doesn't matter.

Celia Cooper- ..HURHUR Can you guess?

HAZARD- Hugh Ledger
Sample: [link] Dark Knight Joker.
Sly. Creepy. Psychotic. And the evil laugh in the beginning. PERFECT.

Nicholas Cooper- Simon Pegg
Sample: [link]
Simply. Yes.

Joseph Cooper- Tim Roth
Sample: [link] The gentleman smoking.
The attitude and cockiness in the accent is perfect. Why not?

Julianne King(Joe's wife)- Emily Watson
Sample: [link] Victoria
I REALLY hated Corpse Bride but hey, Emily did a nice job on her voice and it fits Julianne so well. Kind, gentle and loving.

LiAnn Flor- Catherine Zeta-Jones
Sample: [link] ESPECIALLY in Mask of Zorro.
Seriously. Holy god, can she fit any better?

Alebard Odilo- Chrispin Freeman
Sample: [link]
Charming and deep. What else can you ask for? He's also the famous voice actor of Alucard from Hellsing.
_{EVEN though Alebard is (c)'d to ~miniongtt (but helped with his design), I thought I'd give my side of opinion. x3}

Heather Elvina- Emma Watson
Sample: [link] (Yes, the actor that plays Hermione)
EVEN though Heather's supposed to have an Irish accent, the cheerful touch of the voice is so fitting for her. The tone and everything.

THAT was fun. And now I tag all who read all this.

Now, excuse me while I go and finish up be-lated Christmas presents AND a new project



_{Celia Cooper (Header) is (c) to Me.
Kayden (Footer) is (c) to ~Christoph-the-Great
Korah Species is (c)to =Napalm-Otaku} ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22092902/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/22092902/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 21:31:22 PST

I'M REALLY SORRY FOR THIS JOURNAL. BUT I MUST SHOW THE MOST EPIC SECRET SANTA I'VE EVER RECEIVED.



Seriously. I need to draw HAZARD more.

ANYWAYS. I had an original idea that I was gonna save all the completed colored Christmas gifts for special friends and summit ALL of them on Christmas Eve. But what the hey, I have quite a few to summit so every one I complete, I'll post em up.

I SHALL UPDATE ON CHRISTMAS EVE! XD LOVE YOU ALL!



_{Celia Cooper (Header) is (c) to Me.
Kayden (Footer) is (c) to ~Christoph-the-Great
Korah Species is (c)to =Napalm-Otaku} ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21991556/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21991556/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 04:07:31 PST

Hey guys. Sorry to spam you with so many journals every couple days but this one is kinda something I need XD

ANYWAYS, yes. I'm in need of new music/bands/or even soundtracks to listen to.
I've been listening to some of the old music I have on this MP3 player I have and I want to get rid of half of them since whenever I listen to them, they either bring back old memories/feelings I've had for the past 2 weeks and I'm already in a lot of mental stress at the moment to make it any worse.

SO! I'm basically open to ANY I mean ANY suggestions. God, even J-Pop I'll give a try. Though. No rap please. Or none of the annoying "Yo-yo-yo-I'm so gangsta" bullshit. Just no. All the rest, I'll try. XD

So please, comment away! :'D

Thanks a lot for the time, guys XD I'll leave you guys alone until I'm off for the holidays. WHICH IS THIS FRIDAY, BETCH!
YEAH.
P.S

<sub>Oh yeah, also I was nearly banned do to someone that reported, accusing me that I created a troll account for spamming.
Nice one. ROFLOLOLOLOLOL.



Celia Cooper (Header) is (c) to Me.
Kayden (Footer) is (c) to ~Christoph-the-Great
Korah Species is (c)to =Napalm-Otaku</sub> ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21936862/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21936862/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 18:48:50 PST

Hur hur.

Okay guys, this is mostly for a reminder to myself on what I have to work on.
SO What does the list say so far?

-=Art Trades=-
ALL ON HOLD. So to all who I have art trade plans, just hold tight, I'm re-designing some OCs for refs and also I need to get the Christmas gifts and commissions done. :'D

-=Commissions=-
In progress! I already finished inking one of the pieces and I shall start coloring when I get off for the holidays, which is the 19th.

Now the awesome stuff.

-=Christmas Gifts=-
So far, I have....3 pieces in inking and 4 more to start drawing. I CAN DO THIS.

Also like I said in art trades, I'm doing re-designs on....2 OCs since I kinda found one of them looked too close to one of my idolized artists character on here. My bad! > A < ;; *Scratches head awkwardly*
But no biggy though. :3 I can test out new stuff I wanted to try. Hair style wise and so on. All turns out good when you try hard enough.

So anyways, other then that. Yeah. I have a lot of shit to do. .___.

And whoot, I'll be staying at ~Nami-fox's on Saturday :'D

Well I'm off to bug people on MSN and so on.

OH YEAH! And I'm taking a small break from Open Vault just until I get all my shit done. Wish me luck! XP





_{Celia Cooper (Header) is (c) to Me.
Kayden (Footer) is (c) to ~Christoph-the-Great
Korah Species is (c)to =Napalm-Otaku} ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21844767/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21844767/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 09:05:32 PST

Hey guys, just to update, I'm starting to recover from my little panic attack. :] And ya know, I'm freakin' exhausted since I did a lot of stupid things just make more time in thinking. I didn't eat, couldn't concentrate in school, couldn't draw or anything. But now, I'm good. :]

ANYWAYS, onto other stuff.
I started sketching out Christmas gifts for irl/DA friends. Well, surprisingly I already have a friend's Christmas present inked and ready for coloring.
Eh, ~Nothumbs? *Nudge nudge*
_{*Is such a bastard*}
I WILL get to art trades soon enough, but there's a possibility that I may not get to the art trades until a little after Christmas, guys. Since I have a lot of work to do for the holidays. But I will get to them.
SAME goes for commissions. But first I need to get more inking pens to get started at them. - w -.....And new headphones. My stupid ear buds are dying. >_<

Also. I seriously. Want an XBOX 360 now. Thanks to Left 4 Dead. Fucking amazing, fun and addicting. so I'm planning on saving up for one. Probably best getting a job for saving up that money for the system since I'm saving my Christmas money for something that requires quite a bit of money but I know it'll be worth it. :]

Well, that's pretty much it for now at least.

Now just for fun, and play around with thumbnail codes, I'll give some artist features. :]

Featured Artists




.


I DEMAND YOU GO, VISIT THEM AND GIVE THEM LOVE!

Peace out, dudes.http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21732293/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 14:05:25 PST

Celia you punk, what did I tell you about graffiti. 'SPECIALLY ON MY JOURNAL! D<





_{You guys like? :'D
Footer is in inking. x3}

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21647958/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21647958/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 13:29:45 PST
BUT ANYWAYS, if anyone has extra money on the side, wanna commission me? =]

I guess I should try pricing this stuff here..okay lemme see if I can find some good examples.

One Month subscription...detailed pencil piece?
Example:
[link]

3 Months subscription...traditionally inked and full colored lone character piece? (Or I can make it maximum 3 characters if you desire in request)
Examples:
[link] [link]
[link]

12 Months subscription...(Wow.Tough one..) Fully inked lineart, colored, cell shaded and...bad ass background? XD
Example:
[link]

Aaaaaaand that's pretty much it. And now I even wonder why I even thought of posting this l'D;; OH WELL, I GUESS IT'S A SHOT.

Later~

__Emmy aka Ringy__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21565981/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21565981/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 12:59:05 PST
Alright. So,for the past week and a half, I've been exploring different ways to draw, hence, making more pencil work then inked.

But I want YOUR opinion what kind of work I should stick with, try out more, ect.

I WANT YOUR OPINIONS CAUSE I'M BACK IN THE DRAWING SWING! XD

Traditionally inked, cell-shaded:
Examples:
[link]
[link]
[link]


Pencil drawn, shaded then PhotoShoped:
Examples:
[link]
[link]
[link]

Traditionally inked and colored (Colored pencils, paint, etc:
Examples:
[link]
[link]
[link]

OR, you can give me more ideas, suggestions! 8D

But tell me what you want to see more in my gallery x3 I'd like to hear what satisfies my watchers.

Anyways, that's all for now. OH! And I'm open for art trades again. I have 3 spots free. :3

Anyways, I gotta head out with mum so I'm off.

Also, my back's doing pretty well already. The pain killers are really doing a good amount of work. :3

__Emmy aka Ringy__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21515973/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21515973/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 22:20:59 PST ::EDIT:: November.18/2008 2:14am:
Since I'm still wide awake, thought I'd update this mildly.
I visited my doctor yesterday in the afternoon and to find out I have a mild case of Scoliosis. Which is basically the spine is curved side to side. (Look up on Wiki for more genius details.)
Seriously. Ouch. But my case is mild. But the doctor had me feel down my back and the freaky part is I could actually feel my spine off track a bit. o___O So there's something new for all the kiddies.

Now. I sleep.

---------------------------------------------


Alright, so I'm back from a couple days of trying to get my shit together.
Aaaaand I'm pretty close to going back to normal. BUT OH OH, WAIT.
NOW MY FUCKING BACK DECIDES TO THROW OUT. :'D+++
*Punches babies* YES. THANK YOU TO THE UNREAL STRESS BUILD UP, IT FUCKS UP MY BACK. :'D How? Easy. The tension kept building up then when I finally relaxed after having to calm myself from some of the shit that happened, then I got his with the aftermath. : | So really ALL this weekend, I've been laying down in my bed, not being able to move.

Btw, Ashley(~Silent-Serenade) if you're reading this, I'm so sorry for not calling at all. I've been taken to Halifax yesterday and now again for the emergency since it's getting worse and worse.D:

SO THANK YOU STRESS AND EVERYTHING THAT CAUSED IT.

Okay. Done that. :3

Now. I'm taking Lola with me when I head up to Halifax and hopefully I'll have connection, or maybe the Hospital will have a plug in somewhere for internet. Yes. They do have those.
So whoopie.

SO. Update in my work. As recently, I've been lacking skill in inking so I'll probably having more pencil-drawn-colored-in-PhotoShop work again. Kinda like my recent piece "Aenima".
I'm getting so fucking lazy these days it's not even funny e___O;;;
I NEED TO GET MY ASS IN GEAR AGAIN, DAMMIT.

ALRIGHT. SO I NEED TO GO.
Pffft. I gotta stop updating so frequently.
And my back still hurts like a bitch.


__Emmy aka Ringy__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21444034/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21444034/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 18:28:22 PST And they aren't still. .___. And just like not even a day ago, they get worse. And right now I have a lot of anger/rage to a person. No, no one in DA so no worries. I'm getting really fucking sick and tired of what's been going on with the angst and so on. Do not need it right now irl. I already have ENOUGH stress on my mind, thank you.

ANYWAYS, enough on that. I'll be getting Lola back in about a week. I called Dell t'day and told them what happened with the AC adapter. They're sending a whole brand new one to me in the next couple days so that's something to look forward to.

But other then that.

Yeah. I've been feeling really weird recently and it hasn't blown off yet. So yeeeeeeeah. I need time to think about things.

Art? Probably not until things settle down. Though I am entering a new OC tournament soon so really I'll have comics up soon. But otherwise, yeah.

So I'm heading to bed.

Shall update when things calm.

_{And seriously. For Madd-World? There's gonna need some talk about it, guys.}

Honestly, I'm alright. But I just need to straighten some things straight in life first.

Thank you and G'Night.

__Emmy__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21407032/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21407032/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 14:55:07 PST I'm in deeeeeeeep shit now.
Seriously I 'm using Lola's last 2 mins of battery life to sneak and type this. ANYWAYS G2G.

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21351797/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21351797/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 10:10:20 PST ::EDIT: Nov.9th/2008 2:10pm::
Okay so looks like tomorrow I'll be getting a whole new adapter cause my mom's getting pissed at me for using her computer. S'cuse me but I thought that "your computer" was the FAMILY computer. >: | And kept pointing out all the facts that I'm getting it with my own money. *Rolls eyes* NO DUUUUUUUUH.
So now I'm kicked off this computer, though it's awesome how I can sneak on when she's out for her walk. SO. I probably won't be on MSN t'night. <_<
Anyways, the new one's gonna cost around $150. But seriously it's worth it for some precious reasons. Pfffft I was kinda wondering how long my mom would last with me using the family computer. SO MORE THEN LIKELY I'M GETTING LOLA BACK FROM TOMORROW!

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OKAY. LOL D:

I wanted to get rid of the emo-bitch journal since it was starting to take my hair and rip it back whenever I glance to it on my page.

ANYWAYS. As title says. I have the most FANTASTIC news. And it comes with a story. So last night I was working with PhotoShop and just having my time on Lola, then I decided to take her downstairs to set up my drawing area and make supper since mom was gone most of the night. I take her AC adapter down with me, plug it into the wall then to Lola. I notice that the battery isn't charging cause it usually shows. I look to the adapter to only find out that it's totally dead and the green light no longer shows. So basically all in all, running on 15% of battery life and need to charge, the adapter decides to "LOL FUCK YOU" and die on me.
THE END.
_{Wow, I'm such a fag.}

SO. My laptop's basically dead for the time being so I'm back to sharing the old shitty family computer. YAY. > : |
So all in all I won't be on as late and not on as much for a little while. Probably a good thing since I desperately need to catch up on school work. And other things as well.
Really annoying but you can't expect life to not come into your face and kick you in the shins.
That. And for me, I seem to have really shitty luck with laptops. : |


_{Totally different subject now, but I'm thinking I might commission for a sub. .___. Dunno yet but I have the idea in my mind.}

So I'm done boring you guys. : | And if you guys managed to read this entire journal, you get a huge internet cookie and a chance to sucker punch me in the face. :'D

SO I'M OFF.

_Emmy aka Ringy_

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21222532/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/21222532/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 18:46:03 PDT Life has been screwing me over like hell and I've been feeling so incredibly misrable with my efforts in school and everything.
Not to mention. My art. Where's it taking me?
No where I feel. And fuck. Look at me. I can't even change out of my style anymore to try new ones. Now they just all look the same.
Fail.
Also. I'm feeling incredibly shredded inside too much to focus on anything.
Like. Anything. Honestly.
I think I'm finally getting to realization that I'm probably getting tired of my OCs. Stories. Etc......The fuck am I talking about. Heh. "Stories"?
Hell I never wrote down "Diablo Prisonaro". I never get enough time to really think how I really write it all out and I just leave it hanging in my head. Hell I don't even write proper profiles on new OCs anymore. They just get pulled from my head and slapped on paper then forever not used again.
That's what I turned into. A lazy, disorganized, unoriginal artist.
Yay for me.

Also, another thing I can pat myself on the back for.

I've basically become a person who would be great to talk to and hang out with, but hey look, I seem to get over-board with talking, being an idiot and so on, next thing I know that person's like " Kay that's great, stfu."
That's another thing I do. I overkill on the friendlyness and goofyness that goes on with friends. I did that to alot of people and it makes my heart sink. Low.
Yay once again.

Now I ask myself.

Why am I still here?
Why do I keep trying at the things I love the most and fail at them?
And so many others repeatedly go through my head.

I'm probably just talking out of my emo ass once again but really, I'm failing at everything so why not take an actual break?

So. Yet again. I pour this crap on you guys.
Sorry..

_Shadow_

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20996248/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20996248/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 03:43:00 PDT
::EDIT: Oct.21st/2008 9:25am::
Things just get worse and worse now that I'm loosing sleep, my heart's sinking lower and lower each day, and also, I woke up at 3 am in heavy tears. 2 of my most treasured friends are leaving within 2 and a half weeks.
....Guys. I'm seriously fucking happy for you both...really. But dammit...ehe...it's gonna be hard seeing you go.


No idea why but for the past almost month now, I've been feeling almost completely down and been acting like a moody bitch towards A LOT of people both including IRL and DA. And just last night before I headed to bed, my heart was ripped to pieces enough for me to start thinking. Once I finish art trades and things I owe people, I'm taking a break from DA. And also Madd World.
.....
*Totally different rant here*
_{Heh...basically my RPing home but even there right now, it's gotten so depressing for even for me to handle. Honestly.
I don't know what to think there right now since I've caught a addiction going there but...argh fuck. It was so much fun at first but then it just comes crashing down with so much angst/emo and so on after about 2 months.}
I'm sorry...but I know a few other people know this is true.

Also...the possibility of a couple of the most closest friends ever are more then likely moving at the end of the month and a few others in a few months, not to mention a few are having such a hard time at the moment when they really don't deserve it...I know people have way more worse stresses then I heavily excuse my selfishness... but...I can't take anymore of this heaviness I have on my heart and mind already. But also I've fucked things up on my own. So many times. And also have myself to blame for half the stress I have.

Argh..._fuck.

..Done.

-Shadow

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20908476/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20908476/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:00:32 PDT Yes ladies and gents, my pal recently got Silent Hill: Homecoming for the 360 JUST t'day and a few other friends headed to his house at the end of the school day and I got to see the first....hour and a half of game play and story so far. And really. I'm impressed. : | So many references used from the earlier games that we got instantly and so much more. Not to mention that we got a huge surprise within when the game play started. But I won't spoil.

ANYWAYS, uuuuuuh, yes. This weekend is Thanksgiving so I have an extra day off. Yaaaaaaaaaay turkey~ And so forth. And an extra day off. *Keels over* So. Freakin' tired. Wtf.
_{But I'm in a nice mood ever since I saw this [link]
Seriously.Why can't I stop looking at it? I mean seriously. It makes me feel all warm in fuzzy inside it's almost scary...://|}

As you can tell, I'm pretty damn bored while writing this so I'm just gonna go ahead and back off with the frequent update of journals instead of art...which I should have up in a few days. *Cries in a corner*
So..with that. I die off again.

*Falls asleep on keyboard*

__Ringtail__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20822013/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20822013/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 09:04:23 PDT :
_{And btw, if a certain someone (or sensei) that probably hates me (DA friend wise, NOT the other being)if you're reading this, I apologize for flipping out at you. And for being a douche. It was also a misunderstanding, but that was my fault. ; ^ ;}

ANYWAYS. My trip to P.E.I was awesome. I seriously wanted to stay longer but eh...what can you do? My brother was basically one of the main characters of the show and he was amazing like always. Gorgeous looks, voice, acting, everything.

So all in all I had a good time even though I had a cold the entire time I was there...and I still have a hint of it since yeah my throat is all clogged up...ew. =___= *Hacks again* Not to mention I feel a little more sick t'day again so more then likely I'll be relaxing at home again this weekend. :<

Also, I'm getting onto art trades finally. I haven't been able to all that much since school is kicking my ass already...>^>;;; And probably when I finish them, I'm probably gonna give out the same question I always do when I don't have any ideas on the mind. My inspiration's been on and off but I'll try to make the work as decent as I can.

Now for something totally boring that you don't have to read :'D
^{Okay...so I wake up at 9 am this morning and I stand outside and the really cool autumn, breeze refreshed me. l'3 Seriously. This is actually my favorite season.
I feel so cozy in it Not to mention the colors of the leafs are so vibrant and just beautiful all in total.Honestly, I feel more and more at home with this weather. The dark gray skies, the cool air, the haunting winds that travels with you wherever you go. I seriously love it. And same goes for November since it'll be the same.}

Anyway...I'm kinda sleepy so I'm hitting the hay for a nap.

Ta ta.

__Ringy__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20690241/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20690241/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 16:22:20 PDT ----+++Ringtail's Journal+++----



Guess who has internet connection while away? WHEE!
ANYWAYS, hello everyone, I'm in Prince Edward Island, Safe and sound. AND WITH A COLD. HOW FREAKIN' PERFECT, EH? :'D
Yeah, when I got up this morning, I woke up with a stinging spot in my throat and I was pale. : | Sooooo on the entire 3 hour drive up, I slept. : D So I felt a little more rested. Got here around 2:30pm my time here and probably a half an hour after arriving, my brother takes my mom and I to this beautiful galleria WAY out in the country and oh man, the clothing, the art and gardens were AMAZING. I'm SERIOUSLY gonna post some of the photos I took there when I get home. GAAAAAH IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL WHERE I'M STAYING! D: Prince Edward Island is INDEED an amazing place.
So other then that now, I'm stationed in my brother's friend's spare room, sittin' at a nice desk set up so I can do art trades. :'D And also Megan, my bro's friend is also hangin' out at the house with me for the next couple hours t'night since my brother and mom are out to see a play.
And on my bug....I'm pretty...stuffed up and my throat is bugging the shit out of me. It stings to swallow and anything I drink, it BUUUUUURNS X_____x Cept...water. D: Seems I can ONLY have water since I seem to gag whenever I try to eat. TT A TT But ah well...

I'll heal.

Anyways, I'm off to do arts.

Ta ta~

Emmy aka Ringy

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20566814/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20566814/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 11:10:25 PDT -----===Ringtail's Journal===-----

Ello, friends! Just thought I'd update slightly since I'm bored and I just woke up, sooooo pardon if I end up talking gibberish or just typing on and on about random shit. xD;;
First I'd like to say sorry for not bein' at school t'day D: I woke up with the most horrible stomach pains. Like, it freaked my mom right out how pale I got. Did I mention, uh, that it hurt like f*cking hell? : |
So I stayed home and fell asleep around 10:30 and just woke up about 15 mins ago xD And it's...a little after 3pm here. And I feel much better. <:3
* Snuggles under blankets*
Anyways, what other stuff was I gonna tell you guys...*Scratches head*
Oh! Yeah xD I'm slowly starting at art trades for people. I've been doing a lot of stuff for myself but really, it's for good reasons. xD;;
I've been updating a LOT of my OCs and I realized I might be getting rid of some cause uhhh....let's see....I NEVER DRAW THEM AT ALL OR even MENTION THEM. X____x

And I need some space since I have one or 2 OC ideas for my story "Diablo Prisionero" aka the story that Celia, Nick and a SHIT LOAD of more OCs you haven't even seen here yet are in also. And new characters are being made and seen since really, the story's going on. And as I'm FINALLY drawing out the bastards aka "villians" of the story so stay tuned.

Anything else? Nope, CEPT I'm going to my dad's for the weekend in the next hour. :'D So I better go and get myself ready. I shall update when I get back home.

Ta ta~

__Emmy aka Ringtail__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20375240/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20375240/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 12:53:01 PDT -----===Ringtail's Journal===-----

Alrighty, so first of all the first 2 days back to school went pretty damn smooth. :] Also made a nice new friend on the day back... I think xD Well I talked to her for a good period of time and she's pretty neat.

Buuuuuuuuuut anyways, onto other stuff.
First things first, I finally cut my hair in the back again and got thicker layers so YAY rougher looking with gel. :B
I have 2 new projects that are gonna be put to the side until the right seasons come. Halloween and Christmas related. :B
So I'm looking forward to getting to work on them....Also to add. Celia's changed like...hell alot in appearance do to style and recent events so expect ANOTHER NEW ref sheet of her. * Is so fucking insane on keeping on changing her lol D: *
Hmm...Oh yeah and I'm starting to do some full body ref sheets of my MAIN characters. So really I've got some new work on my hands. And also...yes, I have like...2 art trades and a request to do but I'm taking my time on those since I don't want another art block from the pressure. :B *Is an ass lol*

NOW! For a advertisement, new tournament in the building! My pal is in the making of a new OC Tournament, "Sinister End"!
And it's for both comics AND writers. :'D HOWEVER FOR A NOTE, I'm pretty sure it'll be a little while longer before we actually get the tournament started since it's still in works. But take a look!

Now...anything else? ....I can't really think of anything. . 3 .
...................................And I need a new avatar. : |

NOW I'm OFF!

*Explodes*

__Ringtail__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20318682/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20318682/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 03:56:33 PDT -----===Ringtail's Journal===-----

Yep. Officially this morning I go back to the hell hole.


Dude what the HELL happened to summer?

SERIOUSLY. Dx Aaaaaaah well. Least it's just first day, I can get some sketching done...*Sneaks sketch book in book bag*.....


HUR HUR.

But yeah. *INHALES and raises fist* ANOTHER COME BACK TO DEAL WITH TEACHERS AND JACKASS STUDENTS! 8D

BRING IT ON.

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20268811/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20268811/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 09:56:16 PDT -----===Ringtail's Journal===-----

Sooooo I'm back from a weekend of yet again at 's cabin and it was epic win as always. Just yesterday, we ended up watching a lightning storm and it was amazing. :] Really big black clouds and incredible visible lightning bolts. All in all, a really awesome sight.

Also, I gots some art done. One of the pieces took me like....9 hours? <8'D But it was damn well worth it. And also made a fanart for a good new pal of mine. :] Hope they'll like it.

OH YEAH! And I sprained 3 of my left toes. How? 8D I fell off the deck and must've landed the wrong way or something like that cause now they're...yeah I won't get into detail. l'D;;;

SO! That's pretty much what I can think of for now xD I'll edit if there's anything else.


__Ringtail__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20172330/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20172330/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 18:08:38 PDT -----===Ringtail's Journal===-----

Within a day later, I get a new freakin' tablet. A Bamboo. And so ADD to it, I got a brand new flash key. 4GBs.
I'm VERY, VERY happy.
LKSJLSKDJSOPJDKWSDNOIHDOPWDMLWKDPODJ.


So yeah. I must ink in pics and test out coloring with this new baby. *ANXIOUS*

*Gets mauled by people from me spamming happyness*



__Ringtail__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20158275/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20158275/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 22:31:43 PDT _-=Ringtail's Journal=-_
Hey again guys. Yep. T'night, my tablet finally gave out it's last flicker of light and totally died. And yes, I tried re-starting the computer, re-installing the program and everything. Nothing.

It's completely dead. ; ;

But really, I had the thing ever since I was 11 and it served me well all 5 years. So I'm not all that disappointed. <:]

SOOOO*Cracks knuckles* Time to start ordering a new one. And I already have a really good idea of what I'm getting......................so weird how it dies the next day after coloring and completing HAZARD...............



So... looks like there won't be any digital stuff from me any time soon for a bit. Fuck. l'D;;; *And was just getting back into the coloring roll again*

__Ringtail__

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20040528/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20040528/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 11:54:12 PDT _-=Ringtail's Journal=-_

Finally back from my dad's. And I'm feeling pretty good. :] I think I just needed a little get away from things, and just spending time at my dad's was pretty sweet. :] Not to mention I got such an amazing amount of excercise. Probably...all in total for the 6 days I was there, least 17 miles. :]
And of course, on my spare times, I started working on the trades. I'm re-doing one of them and working on the other two. Though if it's alright to people I owe trades to, I'm just gonna sumit the full sketches cause seriously my coloring work is failing at the moment and I really don't want to ruin them. Dx Also... last night, I drew 80% of the chibis last night. 8'D Four hours and I got 6 done. So 2 more leeeeeft.

Oh! And also, I'm might start taking commissions this late fall. :] I'm not 100% sure yet, but more then likely I just may. And I'm kinda excited about it too. x] I should make some examples of sketches, inked,etc pieces and get all of your opinions for pricing. :]

ANYWAYS! I'm off!

__Ringtailed Shadow__





Art Trades:
= *DONE*
= I'm actually gonna re-do it cause I have a better idea, so yeah. Please don't shoot me.
= I'm seriously gonna get working on yours soon, just when I get the chibis done.
= I'm starting to get an idea for yours pal so just hang tight. xD
NOW, for the Chibis, and they're only gonna be sketches, folks.:
1. = Chibi of his OC, Prince Reave. *DONE*
2. = Chibi of his OC, Xero. *DONE*
3. = Chibi of his OC, Ravin.*DONE*
4. = Chibi of Kratos from God of War.*DONE*
5.= Chibi of his OC, Jake. *DONE*
6.= Chibi of his 1/3 OC, Trent. *DONE*
7. = One of his OCs.
8. = One of her OCs.

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20003793/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/20003793/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 12:06:17 PDT _-=Ringtail's Journal=-_

Man, I'm seriously updating too much. Anyways, I was supposed to come home t'day but due to sleeping in a VERY late time.
((That's what I get for staying up watching the freakin' sun come up and go to bed at 8am))

So really I'm at my dad's until tomorrow...* Head desk* l'D Oh christ.
Freakin'. Exhausted. And before people that would ask; No, I can't grab a nap cause I'm fully awake and everything. Yet, I'm drained.
Basically, I wanted to update my friends in the flesh since I'll be coming home tomorrow.


Now for the art status. *Bleeds all over the keyboard*....Man, I SERIOUSLY want to get these done...so...badly...

Art Trades:
= All sketched out. And I might just give it some color tint because I lost my talent in real coloring. I'm really sorry, luv. TT ^ TT
= Finally done his too. And probably will do the same as ~SoyMonster's trade.
= I'm seriously gonna get working on yours soon, just when I get the chibis done.
= Rikka, I'm so sorry, give me a little more time. You can punch me when I get home for STILL not getting to yours yet. TT ^ TT *Crys*

NOW, for the Chibis, and they're only gonna be sketches, folks.:
1. = Chibi of his OC, Prince Reave. *DONE*
2. = Chibi of his OC, Xero. *DONE*
3. = Chibi of his OC, Ravin.*DONE*
4. = Chibi of Kratos from God of War.*DONE*
5.= Chibi of his OC, Jake. *DONE*
6.= Chibi of his 1/3 OC, Trent. *DONE*
7. = One of his OCs.
8. = One of her OCs.

EDIT HERE.
And NEW,((Only for RL just for now))
Commissions:
= Full colored picture of his choice since more then likely he's getting me a plushy Head Crab for Christmas... ]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/19978941/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/19978941/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 10:31:30 PDT _-=Ringtail's Journal=-_

Hey everybody! *Waves* As right now, it's 2am, wide awake and dead bored as hell :'D Also, as promised, I'm getting art trades I owe people done. Though, chibis are so simple and cute so why not, eh? x]

-=So here's some rules.=-
I'm putting up 5 free chibi requests.
They're only gonna be sketches, but maybe I'll color them if I get the motivation. :]
I'll ONLY do a chibi for you if you post this in your journal and do the same. If I don't see this posted in your journal for the 5 free chibis, consider no chibi from me. *Waves finger*

SO. Shall we? x]

1. = Chibi of his OC, Prince Reave.
2. = Chibi of his OC, Xero.
3. = Chibi of his OC, Ravin.
4. = Chibi of Kratos from God of War. ((Just cause this'll be so entertaining to try out xD))
5.= Chibi of his OC, Jake. ((x]))
6.= Chibi of his 1/3 OC, Trent.
7. = One of his OCs.
8. = One of her OCs.

Remember to send a ref link to the character you want me to draw! x]

]]> =Ringtailed-Shadow http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/19920127/ http://Ringtailed-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/19920127/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 16:56:22 PDT _-=Ringtail's Journal=-_

Good Jesus, pardon me for the frequent journals but anyways I thought I'd just update one or two things.
I'll be going to my dad's tomorrow and I'm gone until Sunday..I haven't seen him for almost a month and a half 8'D So I'll be able to spend some time with im'. So FINALLY I'll have some time to myself to catch up on the art I owe people. BOUT TIME, I KNOW. Dx And also I'll be having a rough colored picture of the OC I'll be entering into *Rogue-Skies. :]
Second..eeer..what was second again...*scratches head* OH YEAH!

...

I seriously need to consider asking for a new tablet pen for Christmas.
The one I have ((which served me well for 4 strong years)) I think is on it's last legs since the little blinky light is starting to die and the connection's starting to fail D: I just hope it'll stay until at least near December or so.

Blech...Dx
If I may just say to get off my mind.
I dunno..but I've been kinda...feeling seriously tired. Like, I'm starting to loose sleep, waking up frequently in the night and also, having really strange dreams.
And also, two nights ago, I had a dream that I had to decide weither I wanted to go to heaven or hell. I stood there talking to this guy that was in a black suit, hair slicked back and glasses. And he was asking me where I wanted to go. And that question left me speechless for hours for some reason. I didn't know where I wanted to go.
And I wake up with my heart racing and I felt terrifyed. And for what? Nothing happened yet I felt like that. Yeah, it sounds like total bullsh*t but eh, like I said, I wanted to get that off my mind.

ANYWAYS, I'm done.

I shall update when I get back.

Caio.

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