http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:RisingHope&section=today deviantART RSS for by:RisingHope en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 03:14:30 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14957198/ http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14957198/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 14:19:38 PDT
First I didn`t want to go.Maybe I did but was afraid because I have this knee problem and I am afraid if someone hit me on the knee and then I would have to hit them because it is just a...reflecs you know...But my best friend Yana told me how great it would be and I agreed to go.

I was excited all day long.I didn`t even think I would be so excited but I truly was.And it was...for nothing actually.I got there with Yana and another friend of mine...and there were so many poeple...not that I didn`t expect this but...there were...like animals.We tried to dinf out place there and suddenly there was a guy who tried to reach a friend and he...he smashed us...he was trying to move and there were poeple incouraged of him and they started smashing us too.I thought was gonna stop breathing...I know it may sound funny...no one got hurt but...I really thought that if this happens again I would not be alive till the end of the concert...I couldn`t explain this.I turned in curcles and curcles because of poeple dragging me with them.I was holding Yana`s hand all the time so I wouldn`t get lost.After the big smashing scene I told Yana to get out amd we went to the park near by the scene and as we saw there were many poeple who were smart anough to do it.We could see and hear and music from there perfectly...not perfectly...but it was enough.

I am home now and breathe happy...It was scary...more than on any other concert.I am not spoil and this is why I cannot stand such events...but this wasn`t made for people...but for animals and I was tough enough to bare this if I had something to do with human beings.

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I met my last Literature teacher.I liked her so much in seventh grade.She was taking care of me a lot.She was using some of my essays in her magazine that is pretty popular here.And she was trying to do the best to teach me well so I could use my talent in the best way.She offert me a little work to do and I will agree...

Reni is having her birthday party tomorrow and I am getting ready for it.I am making a list of the songs we will sing.We are a dreat duo with her...she always says I am singing too good for her and she wasn`t singing at all...but it is fun all the time with her and this is the only thing that matters.

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I spent the afternoon with some friends I haven`t seen from a long time...since the summer vacation.One of them was a guy who came in Sofia from Plovdiv for the match today and it was fun to see him again.I went with my brother...We have to run for a bus and...you know...I have a knee problem and today was the day I found out everything is ok now.

One more thing before I go...it was amazing day because of another thing...the best thing for weeks...it is something that I could not explain...I felt like time was stopped for hours...

One dedication:Thank you hun,love ya and you are making it worth.You are making me braver...and weaker at the same time...hope this doesn`t end soon.

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]]> ~RisingHope http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14786873/ http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14786873/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 13:42:12 PDT
*Don`t feel bad for it ended.Smile for it happened.*

Keep saying it and I will finally believe it.Anyway,I bought myself a few things today that makes me feel good.A yellow ball with a smile(my brother 19 year-old keeps playing with it and this doesn`t seem good) and a little bee that is singing and saying ''I love you''.It is so cute and in the store,when the woman there puched it on its stomache and it started singing and laughed like a very little girl.But don`t care...love this bee and I made a few good pictures of it and maybe soon they will be in my gallery.

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*You can have everything in life if you secrafice the rest.*

*While we are chasing for the wrong we loose the right and usually there is no way back.*

*When the battle chooses us the secrafice can be unbareable but needable.*

*We pass through life like an elephant in a glasstore.*

*The point is in learning how to control the damages we make.*

*It takes a few time to make them a lot more to mend them.*

*Sometimes the damages we make are invisible but still there.*

*Tears and crying are a project of another kind of pain.*

*Tears are the words that the heart says without using the mouth.*

*The mouth lies when the heart never does.*

*People that are meant to be together always find their way to each other in the end.*

*Don`t ever frown.You never know who is inlove with your smile.*

*Love hurts and we all love this sweet pain.*

*No one worths your tears because the one who does would never ever let you shed them.*

*Don`t cry for the one who cannot cry for you.*

*Don`t feel bad for every good thing that ended but be happy it really happened.*

*Two things have no end - the universe and the human stupiddity.*

*Love breaks a heart but it sometimes worth it.*

*Unhappy people always feel good because of happy people`s failures.*

I am getting to feel good.My health is getting better but still I don`t go to school.Even though I spend my days great.I remebered about my passion to ponies and I am happy for that because there is a person to share my passion with and this is ~veDrai .

Have a good days people.Those thoughts above really role my life from time to time and they help in times when feeling bad.I spend my days looking for some like them and I will let you know if I find some other.

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On the top of it I was feeling ill all the day and I continued with that state even today.I did not go to school.It is strange...it is just the beginning of the year and I missed a school day.This makes me think the school year will be bad all alopng and I hope I am wrong but I doubt that.Last school year started for me with a knee problem and I had it in a different times during the whole school time when at the end it was really really bad.

God bless me for the plenty of handkerchieffs that I bought a few days ago.They are helping me now for the state that I am now.I have a caught as I think.Maybe I should go to a doctor these days because I will be missing school tomorrow as well and I am feeling a little bad because these are the best days of the school year when you do nothing in the classes and you are just getting you know your new teachers but I guess I will be over it.

Things in love are not going well too...the only thing that is still carrying me through is the possibility that I am sleeping in Adi`s house next week and I hope this will happen indeed because if it did...we will be together for two nights.It will be a great fun and I am starting to thing stuff that we can do while I am there.

]]> ~RisingHope http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14660297/ http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14660297/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 13:29:09 PDT
Anyway please hope that it would worth the prise I had to pay...Bye and have a nice night.

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There was a light in the dark as always.I am optimistic and try to focus on good stuff no matter how hard it is getting outside of you.I held on a thing that is funny to hold on to.I was on a concert and I met one really important person for who is always in my heart and never is going to be forgotten if depends on me.It was the greatest hours in my life though I had to stay up during them.After that I had to go home alone and it was hard because I did not know the region very wel but as I am pretty and sweet people die to help me finding the way and so it happens again.In a moment I felt like I was never gonna make it home and it was a terrifying thought but...here I am...

The day was fine.I have something to complain about but the good things were nothing to be let go of.Wait for new pics these days because I found out that walking through Sofia with mp4 player and a photocamera it is the greatets idea to start making pictures and I made a lot on the concert.

By By for now.A lot of kisses from me...

]]> ~RisingHope http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14575957/ http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14575957/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 13:54:09 PDT
When I get back home I did some stuff that are not that interesting.Stuff that are usual these days.I visited the new apartment and found out the new things that had happen there since the last time I was there...But the night is a whole new thing.Things happen which I did not expect or I just...feared to expect...Things go on and it would be different...a lot different the next days...

]]> ~RisingHope http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14527594/ http://RisingHope.deviantart.com/journal/14527594/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 08:21:03 PDT
I am leaving for a trip tomorrow and I have a rule for putting new stuff on...it got to happen on a special day.It may sound silly...but I just believe that this leads a good luck and I have to keep on believibg in it.So I am going to Vraca with my parents because we have relatives there and we will spend the weekend in this amazing town.It is alwasy fun hanging with our relatives so I cannot wait till the next day.We are getting up pretty urly and we catch the train,then we travel for 2 or more hours and we are there.God,I have so much things to do till then but the damn rain is messing my stuff.

Just pray for my soul everything to be fine because I am so nerves and excited like it is the first time I go to Vraca.I just expected this for so long that cannot believe it will happen eventually.

BYE BYE from the cutie DESS,stay in peace and see ya.!

I love of BIG HUNGS!

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I am finishing my coffee.I know it is late (23:38) but it does not work for me the way I want it.It does not leave me without a night sleep so it is ok.

My feet hurt.I spent the day going shopping with my best friends Yana and I am exhausted.Perfect combination - bordom with exhaustation.Maybe my head will come up to an idea for a new song or something touchful but as I know it,not this time.I know my head it comes to ideas when something interesting and important happens...and not this time.Not that these days are boring.Just...things happen with I cannot describe with words on the white or any other sheet.Feeling that are hard for explanation and hard for even feeling them all.Sometimes I think songs can help but they do not give answers.I should have known that by now.

Hey I should go now.My brother wants to work on the computer and I am not doing any work anyway.I am going to try writing something that to come from my heart this time.Whoever is interested,can contact me tomorrow and check out my new work.I would not mind sending it to them. Have a better night than mine.BB.

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