http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:RivenPanic&section=today deviantART RSS for by:RivenPanic en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 07:54:48 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/28240271/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/28240271/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 13:00:05 PST
1. Chain mail supplies...mostly rings so I can finish projects and finish presents in hopes of making money off of them.

2.Art of Characters... Rivet is quickly becoming a favorite character of mine... mostly her ability to do the things I will never be able to, and being who she is and what not. Love is till given to my OC's Krym, Ishin, Kale, and Todachi so I'd love to see them arted up as well.

3.Books- The Fallen Trilogy a friend from home got me interested in [link] All three are very good....but all in all I just love books.... *looks at stack behind her chair at college dorm* [link] cause he's awesome,

4. Soundtracks... I'm questing for the Gears of War soundtracks.... since I liked the books and games both.

5. Movies and anime. I'm trying to get Saiyuki, DNAngel, and more Mayazaki films... (My Neighbor Totoro mostly) and tons I can't even think about remembering at the moment...

6. Cosplay stuff... I wish I could have more time and money to make them but they are in my mind and in the works. Armor is loved, so are swords and what not mostly because I'm crazy... like usual. [link] How can you not be in awe of stuff like this.

This is just a theoretical Christmas list...in actuality I don't need any of these, as per usual I always wish of crazy outlandish things. Anywho. bye

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/28095188/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/28095188/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 19:23:11 PST
I did, on a happier non-homework note, drew my costume/outfit that I want to make for any sort of steam-punk outing or the Ren Fest next year. Some friends said that I should go with them as a crew on a ship. I would either be the cabin kid or a tech support person. And I was giddy about the idea. I could technically dress up as Rivet-albiet long black hair, a white streak, being sorta skinny, the piercings and her ears. So I drew up a concept for myself and I really like it. I'm going to color it in a way that I've seen Ngila Dickinson does for LOTR, and Last Samurai. SO that will be up sooner or later I'm not sure which.

Later world

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27902071/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27902071/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 08:07:48 PDT
Got a real life pep talk about the future of my career. Gaming will be interesting but I really want to do it so to hell with everyone else I'm going to do it and make art for the rest of my life hopefully.

It's finally Thursday and the weekend will start soon but mostly I'm going to get back to work.

Yar har fiddlely dee. I are wanting more time.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27524246/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27524246/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 15:38:30 PDT
I started people watching today at dinner after physics thinking about lots of things. I started drawing the poses of the people around me mostly one guy I know from my art history class. I moved on to drawing hte profile of peoples faces that passed me or were near by...needless to say I didn't eat much.

I've got 4 of Rivet's five brothers drawn, Dae is giving me fits so I stopped..... sorta. I'm going to try again tonight and see how that goes. I've got a Maya project, game design, art history, and physics homework to do *face desk* which is killing me.

I also have to figure out if I'm going to join everyone on a Vargas get away *I know I probably botched the spelling* on Halloween. I want to but homework, grades, and what not come first...also its my b-day weekend which I usually spend with my family... or it passes unnoticed which is always a nice thing. *grah decisions* But anyway.

I'm still alive, art is slow. I need to finish those brothers....and stop thinking....

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27449707/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27449707/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 13:38:28 PDT
I'm working on making Rivet's five brothers, drawings are slow...I'm not sure exactly who and how they look *chuckle*. I'm in an RP where I get to be Rivet which is very cool.

So much I want to do....so little time in which to do it... sad day.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27413576/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27413576/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 16:54:36 PDT
Rules;
If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of BS.

I fear ...

[] black people
[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants

[] being touched
[] fire
[-] deep deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow

[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[] tornadoes

[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] scary movies
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[-] becoming blind
[-] becoming deaf
[] growing up

[] creepy noises in the night
[] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood

Total: 3

I’m fearless apparently o.o …BADASS lol

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27199091/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/27199091/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 20:04:11 PDT
Figured I'd update to say that. Drawing has been kinda at a minimum due to school and physics....*grumbles at physics* I have a test in there on Tuesday and a lab due. Grr...

Anyway
I'm alive
For the time being...
As long as physics doesn't kill my mind

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/26373427/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/26373427/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 04:55:48 PDT
On better notes:
I got my laptop, my tablet, an AIO printer is on its way today and I got my scale mail supplies. I'm hoping that by halloween I can have my scale mail done or at least in a halter top style. I want to put leather or a sort of cloth backing on it when I get it done hopefully. That is a project for another day though. I've already have 4 rows done in 2 hours time...mostly being distracted by watching a movie.

Also:
I might be making a Tsukasa outfit from .Hack//Sign if a friend at school helps me on weekends. I can't wait for it *dances*

Later all who reads this

Quote of the day: "I stretch my hand out towards the moon again tonight even though I know I can never reach it."

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/26270504/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/26270504/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 07:01:30 PDT [ ] You are lazy/sleepy most of the time.
[x] You have brown hair.
[x] You like wearing things like a scarf or a necklace.
[ ] You don't like being alone.
[ ] People underestimate you a lot.
[ ] You prefer to be laid back then rush everything.
Total:2

Barragan Luisenbarn:
[ ] You aren't afraid of aging.
[x] You think things like skulls are cool.
[ ] You like wearing chains or thick jewellery.
[ ] You have a lot of scars.
[ ] You like being in charge.
[ ] A lot of people look up to you.
Total:1

Tia Halibel:
[x] You care a lot about your friends.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You are female.
[ ] You are usually quiet.
[x] You keep your composure most of the time.
[ ] You don't let people get to you with rude comments/actions.
Total:3

Ulquiorra Schiffer:
[x] You have pale skin.
[ ] You always listen to what you're told to do.
[ ] You have green eyes.
[x] You never act without thinking first. I try to
[x] Your hunches are usually correct.
[x] You tend to keep to yourself a lot.
Total:4

Nnoitra Jiruga:
[x] You are tall.
[ ] You swear a lot.
[ ] You think some things should be left to just one gender, as opposed to both.
[ ] You strive to become the best at something.
[ ] Some people would refer to you are rude or arrogant.
[ ] Someone has told you they idolize you.
Total:1

Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez:
[ ] You are older then most of your friends.
[x] You have wanted blue hair.
[x] You can be destructive.
[x] You like to live by your own rules.
[x] You have shorter or spiky styled hair.
[ ] You are fairly muscular or in good shape.
Total:4

Zommari Leroux:
[ ] You are religious.
[ ] You think Arrancar/Hollows are unfairly treated.
[ ] You have dark skin.
[x] You have your ears pierced.
[x] You care a lot for someone and their well-being.
[x] You have a different personality then most people think.
Total: 3

Szayel Aporro Granz:
[x] People say you are very smart.
[x] You have/had prescription glasses.
[ ] You bleed easily.
[ ] You have wanted pink hair. (D; I had this too!)
[x] You like science.
[ ] You have been kicked out of something before.
Total:3

Aaroniero Arruruerie:
[x] You can have bad mood swings sometimes.
[ ] You tend to be the one that hears about certain things first.
[ ] You can lie to people easily; not necessarily serious lies.
[x] You have been told you look like someone else before.
[x] You like to eat a lot.
[ ] You change your hairstyle a lot.
Total:3

Yammy Rialgo:
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[x] It sometimes takes you a while to get used to things.
[ ] You usually work better with a partner.
[ ] You tend to be overconfident sometimes.
[x] You have surprised a lot of people by revealing something about yourself before.
[x] You like dogs.
Total: 3


Okay so I could be Ulquiorra or Grimmjow. Cool

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/25971062/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/25971062/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 19:08:20 PDT
I'm working on a picture for 's Duo contest. Who it is is a secret. Drawing is kinda to a nill due to my muses have decided to go on strike even though I have ideas.

I'm reading through an old friends story who I haven't seen or talked to in a long time. And it made me kinda sad....also watched 10 things I hate about you....the one with Heath Ledger in it. Sad making..

I'm now watching Princess Mononoke for fun.

Later alls

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/24985955/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/24985955/ Wed, 27 May 2009 18:57:09 PDT RivenPanic- it was the name of the twins I drew anime style

2. Why did you join this site?
I can put art up on it, watch others and get ideas for future

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
Any...mostly Kingdom Hearts, DNAngel, and Naruto

4. How many people are you currently watching now?
No clue...alot though

5. Your first gift ever was to?
I have no clue

6. List five things you are a fan of?
1.) Cosplay
2.) Kingdom Hearts
3.) Star Wars and other sci fi
4.) Roleplay
5.) Good movies and books

7.) List four people you look up to the most?
1.) Saimain
2.) Akitatoma
3.) College friends
4.) My mom

9. How many pets do you own?
Fish

12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?
1.) Shy
2.) Lost in thought
3.) Masked

13. If you could have a power what would it be?
Fly, teleport, fire, know languages, etc.

14. Who was the last person you talked to?
Bruce wayne while watchin Batman Begins

15. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
My mom

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
1.) God why me?
2.) I wonder how much money I'll have by the end of summer
3.) I need more cosplay costumes
4.) When will I get my new car and laptop?
5.) when does the FFAAC come out?

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
I wish I could draw better, make costumes better, have more time, rewind the past to make things better..

18. Do you like who you are?
Sure why not

19. Summer or winter?
Both

20. Rain or sun?
Both

21. List 2 odd things about yourself?
1) I wear safety goggles as a hair band
2) My eyes change color

22. Pop or Hip hop?
Neither rock

23. How many scars do you have?
Quite a few with some interesting stories behind them

24. Do you wear spiked wristbands, collars & belts?
No

25. Do you own anything from Hot Topic?
Yes

27. Nyc Trpp or Lip Service?
no

28. Steak or Chicken?
Steak most of the time I love

29. Favorite Color(s)?
Black, read, green, blues

30. Anime or Manga?
Both.

31. Beer or wine?
I have no clue

32. Goth or Emo?
I like goth

33. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
a few

34. What is the most amount alcohol you ever drank in one day?
Not much

35. Cold or Hot?
Hot

36. Favourite pair of pants?
Carpenter jeans or cargo shorts or cargo khaki pants

37. Do you like your user name
yes

38. Have you tried any drugs?
No

39. If you have? what drugs?
none

40. Do you have a myspace/Facebook page?
Facebook. not getting it either

41. Pizza or Kebabs?
Pizza

42. Are you a nice person?
I like to think so.

43. How old are you?
19..

44. Spikes, studs or eyelets?
*shrugs*

45. Do you like your music loud?
depends on the music

46. Kind hearted?
Sometimes.

47. Holden or Ford?
dunno

48. Annoying?
depends

49. Do you like PLZ accounts?
what accounts?

50. Do you own a car or motor bike?
van.

51. Do you like The Presets?
What?

52. Do you keep secrets?
Doesn't everyone?

53. Should they release criminals from jail if they have killed someone?
That's not a good subject to ask about

54. Are you a liar?
Everyone lies.

55. Have you tried to kill yourself before?
Bad topic moving on

57. Have you ever thought about killing someone?
I think everyone has contemplated that

58. KFC, Subway, McDonalds, Red Lobster or Burger King?
McD

59. Do you love yourself?
*shrugs*

61. Do you get depressed?
At times.

62. Do you have many friends in real life?
Close ones

63. Hardcore or Darkcore?
I'm hardcore

64. Should stalkers get a second chance?
Not a good topic too much gray area

65. Imports or muscle cars?
Both *purrs*

66. Gay, Bi or Straight?
I dont mind gay or bi- I have a few friends who swing that way. I am straight. But yeah I have reasons and what not for my own thoughts

67. Do you get enough money each week?
almost

68. Fast or slow music?
Both, for different situations

69. Do you like that Number
*blinks* 69?

70. Do you use XD or LOL a lot?
depends on the situation ^^

71. Should... ]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/24777757/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/24777757/ Fri, 15 May 2009 21:23:19 PDT
1. Your loudest character?
Kale

2. Your shyest?
Krym

3. Your angriest?
Ishin was now he's not... Aeron sorta is

4. Your horniest?
Um.... Zeke

5. Your poorest?
They are all poor in some sense

6. Your richest?
Leviathan who wouldn't want to control water and some weather

7. Your craziest?
Miera

8. Your weirdest?
Rayve just because she is

Who was...

1. Your first character?
No one from the stories I have now.... there was Sonya and Christopher Alejandro

2. Your most recent character?
Meav, and the horsemen of the Apocalypse

List three of your characters, and three traits they each possess.

1. Krym
Charisma.
Collected.
Good looks.

2. Todachi
Adorability.
High Self Esteem.
Loyalty.

3. Miera
Child like innocence sprees.
Disregard for rules regulations and fashion rules.
Tolerance.

Out of all your characters, who are you most like?
Um... all of them depending on their emotions. Probably I'm mostly like Krym or Leviathan. I can seem completely fine with something but under the surface I can be in turmoil. Getting in the mindset of either or any of my characters helps me get out of sticky situations

Do any of your characters have pairings? If so, then list a song for three pairings that fits.

1. Krym x Todachi
I can't Smile without you- Barry Manilow

2. Kale x Ishin
Burning Love - Elvis *chuckles* Not what you think it is

3. Miera x Faerin
Endless Story- by the lady who sings the songs for Reira in Nana

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/23988933/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/23988933/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 16:04:54 PDT told me that I should do this after asking for her help in drawing my dragon sleeping all cute like. *snickers* More...smexy then cute but it still ranks up there *laughs and dodges flurry of fire being rained down in my head from Ishin*

So challenge-
Draw your characters in teh style of what they look like when they just woke up.
Some how all of mine turned out to all be in groups of four... haven't started them but I am working on it.
Group 1: Ishin Kale Todachi and Krym
Group 2: Lev, Beh, Des, and Nix
Group 3: Horsemen

I want all of my friends to try this one out for size. Draw your favorite person or characters as what htey look like when they just wake up.

Now I just need to figure out if they'll all be current adult like selves or kid versions of most fo them...

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/23954751/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/23954751/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 16:23:58 PDT
Bye

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/23727419/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/23727419/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 11:13:28 PDT
I'm looking for a job or maybe doing commissions so that I can get money. I want to get some costumes done so that I can do some photoshoots. Said costumes mostly need wigs and accessories to get them finished. Yay...means I need lots of money to get good wigs. Anywho....

Bwee I'm bored

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/23051420/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/23051420/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 23:46:18 PST
A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : One in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You love to drink
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : You are popular with all types of people.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : Great in bed.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You are dead sexy.
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You are very Loyal to the ones you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

Now write your name
R:Fucking crazy.
i:You are popular with all types of people.
v:You are not judgmental.
e:Great in bed.
n:You like to drink.
P:Great in bed.
a:Easy to fall in love with.
n:You like to drink.
i:You are popular with all types of people.
c:You are really silly.

Real name:
A:Easy to fall in love with.
s:You are dead sexy.
h:You are Quirky.
l:Unbelievably great in bed.
e:Great in bed.
yest boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
(While my real name is more like me....except for the bed and dead sexy stuff....I don't think like that)

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/22438520/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/22438520/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 17:04:31 PST
Please make sure to copy whole journal (list and rules below this point)

the point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldn’t be better. Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challenge.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FREINDS. PM ME IF YOU WISH TO CHALLANGE ME.

THE LIST............................
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence [link]
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure [link]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb [link]
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession [link]
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror[link]
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire [link] [link]
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have [link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope [link]
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle [link]
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/22174183/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/22174183/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 18:59:30 PST 1) I wish things could change
2) I like you but I never got the courage to tell you
3) I miss my best friends
4) Sometimes goodbye is a second or third chance
5) Damn....I like you
6) College changes people- I'm trying to keep that to a minimum because it hurts alot of people when it happens
7) i miss having a best friend
8) I like you as a friend- nothing more
9) Why do bad things happen to goo people
10) Couples make me depressed but some are actually fun to be around

NINE things about yourself.
1) Asch or Riv
2) I have problems with girls
3) I dress like a guy, hang with guys, but can't get a guy
4) Band NERD!!!
5) I draw, I'm gradually improving
6) I don't tell people my problems, I'm trying to work on that.
7) I love the beach
8) video games : ] I'm going to work on them
9) I can leave places without being noticed and no one will remember I was there

EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1) Listen
2) Make me laugh
3) Don't be clingy
4) Be there when I need a shoulder to cry on
5) Be honest and truthful
6) Let's have movie nights- action and sci fi-
7) Give me space
8) Give good hugs

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1) Why me?
2) Why don't I get that?
3) Why do I still like him?
4) Why do I like them?!
5) God you can't be serious?!!
6) Why can't men in book be real?! Jasper, Roiben, Jace, Alec.... hmmm *searches through books* Krym... Ishin...
7) How come I *bolded* have to wair

SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1) Read
2) Sit in bed thinking
3) Think of explanations why things happen to me
4) Re-live parts of stories
5) Cry if i need to
6) Close me eyes and imagine I'm someone else

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment.
1) Allie
2) Kyoki
3) Mom/Bro
4) Courtney/Abbey
5) Akita-toma

FOUR things you see right now:
1) Computer
2) CD's
3) stapler
4) printer

THREE bands that you listen to often:
1) Trans-Siberian Orchestra
2) Bullet for my Valentine
3) Linkin Park

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1) Travel to all the places I want to go.
2) Write a book, get it published, work on a game, sell some artwork, survive

ONE confession
1) I do hate myself sometimes, no I don't think I'm pretty most of the time, and if you call be beautiful I might have to slug you

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21995255/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21995255/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 10:40:22 PST
But as I'm doing this I am ever so slightly dressed up. I have a black button up shirt on and a red tie I got for the Final Breakfast this evening that is "Super Hero" themed. Heh that's gonna be fun. But I will say that this get up has got me thinking of cosplay. I kinda have an idea for a casual Sasuke picture. Him in a nice business get up with the whole tie and suit deal. Holding business papers, relaxing tie half undone after a long day of work, on a business call. So many ideas that I actually think I can pull it off over break possibly. There might be new updates very soon.

Now back to filling brain cells with information.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21905816/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21905816/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 20:16:49 PST
Rules: Who ever reads this who is an Akatsuki fan, you must answer these questions.


Who do you like the most in the Akatsuki?
Pein

If you are able to work for one of the Akatuski members, who would it be? (and why you chose him or her)
Pein-he's a bad ass or Itachi.

Do you have a crush on someone?
No not at the moment

What is the reason why you love the Akatsuki?
We're all A-list criminals and we are mercs if we want to be. What could be better?

Do you remember your first encounter with Itachi?
He realized I was a good enough to be both a potential threat and ally. Mutual bad assidty respect

Do you remember your first encounter with Kisame?
Oh yeah- I asked him what was for dinner, he told me it would be me if I didn't shut up and I took his beloved sword. Nice sword

Do you remember your first encounter with Deidara?
Hm...artistically molding things that have the potential to blow up= we were very good friends.

Do you remember your first iencounter with Sasori (as Hiruko)?
Me: *blinks*
Sasori: *blinks*
Me: Puppetmaster
Sasori: Mortal
Me: *smirks and walks away*

Do you remember your first encounter with Sasori (his true appearance)?
Me: Ah the puppet master revealed
Sasori: *smirks*

Do you remember your first encounter with Hidan?
Me: Skull boy kill anyone today?
Hidan: Getting there
Me: Good man

Do you remember your first encounter with Kakuzu?
Me: *weird look and walks away*

Do you remember your first encounter with Zetsu?
Me: *evil smile* Need some MiracleGro?
Zetsu: Shut it.
Me: Just askin

Do you remember your first encounter with Pain?
Me: Hows the controlling the world going?
Pain: .....
Me: Here's my number, give me a call if you need help killing people. I'm good at it and no one will know

Do you remember your first encounter with Konan?
Me: Question...do you get paper cuts?
Konan: You will.
Me: *hold bottle of oil and a match* Wanna try?
Konan- I see we are well matched

Do you remember your first encounter with Tobi?
Tobi: I'm a good boy.
Me: Oh shut it

What do you think of Orochimaru?
Creepy but hell he's good

What do you think was the reason Sasori joined the Akatsuki?
He was really really bored.

Do you want to join the religion (cult) of Jashin?
No I have my own religion

What do you think of the Akatsuki carrying out their missions as partners?
Back ups and power...cool

In your opinion, who looks the youngest in the Akatsuki?
Dei Tobi acts the youngest....

Who looks the farthest from a human being in the Akatsuki?
Zetsu

If you're able to save only one Akatsuki member, who would it be?
Hmm.... I don't know... Itachi or puppet boy

In your opinion, who do you think has the saddest past?
Sasori or Itachi...

Who do you think has longer hair. Itachi or Deidara?
Itachi definitely

If you were to recieve Konan's hair piece, Itachi's necklace, or Hidan's necklace, which would you choose? (btw this is if you were to get the actual item)
Itachi's necklace


Which side of Zetsu do you think is the main body? The right or the left?
Hmmm.... dunno

Do you think Kisame's skin color is genetic?
Why not

How much money do you think Kakuzu saved?
Hm.... *finds hiding place* Loads...sweet

If a non-Akatsuki character from NARUTO would join the Akatsuki, which character do you think can stop the Akatsuki from loosing members?
none

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21819153/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21819153/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 16:44:09 PST
The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.")

The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want. - If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. - Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your Journal, or link to this post so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two - Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list.

And now here's the important part: - If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true.
Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.
You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy.

Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

( 1 ) FanArt of one of my Characters. (Krym, Ishin, Dachi, or Leviathan )

( 2 ) Yunas Gun Mage [link]3286.c0.m14&_trkparms=72%3A1205|66%3A2|65%3A12|39%3A1|240%3A1318|301%3A1|293%3A1|294%3A50
Mostly cos I would love to wear this around campus with black underneath and feel pretty

( x ) Hm, DA subscription... gotten Thanks loads! Tyde07!

( 4 ) Riku or Gaara wig so I can cosplay him at the convention.

( 5 ) [link]

( 6 ) Due to the fact that I am Mustang and Fullmetal Shortone is Ed.... [link]

( 7 ) Cyber Dreads

( 8 ) a pic from my wish list or some metal work bracelet.

( 9 ) Gaia gold or giftcard

( 10 ) everything to be back to normal

( 11 ) Dolfie of Krym or Lev (I had one for Krym planned out just no money *cries*)

Um...not sure what else I could think of...art is loved and welcomed.... um simple things are always nice.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21545698/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21545698/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 05:32:28 PST [link]

I found this site from a person I watch on dev. It makes you pick 8 colored cubes as you see then in harmony with yourself *weird I know* But do it! This is what I got and its surprisingly close to things happening right now in my life

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have unadmitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliche 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21480743/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21480743/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 06:45:36 PST 0. erase the previous answers
1. Choose 5 of your OCs
2. Be as crazy as possible with your answers
3. Have FUN
4. Feel free to force your friends to do this

Characters:
1) Krym
2) Ishin
3) Dachi
4) Kale
5) Meav (she's new guys whorah)

1) 1 is kidnapped! What do 4, 5 and 2 do to save her?
Ishin- Laugh at his sorry ass and do nothing.
Kale- *pulls at Ishin's arm" C'mon we have to save him *thinks up plan*
Meav- I have no clue who he is definitely not a her...but sure I'll help...it'll be interesting *evil smile*


2) If 2 plus 3 equals 5, then what does 5 minus 4 equal?
Meav has very little to no part in the Dachi Ishin problem so not much there but that would be chaotic *laughs* Meav minus Kale would be fine... they don't have much in common

3) 3 is having a sleepover 2 is forced to attend, the others can come at their own will. What happens?
Ishin will be sulking in a corner wishing he was dating Dachi instead of Krym.

4) 4 is stalking 3 and 1 decides to join him/her.
Kale isn't like that but Ishin might stalk Dachi...

5) 3 discovers 4 and 1 are stalking him/her and confronts them. What’s happens?
Heh well Kale would find lots of shiny out of her reach and she'd be sad.

6) 5 has the house to him/herself what does he/she do?
Meav would probably just sit around watching TV, design a tattoo, think about free running or sleep. She's lazy

7) 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5 get DeviantART accounts! Give them Deviant names!
Krym- Waterworks
Ishin- Firestarter1.0
Dachi- KitsuneForReal
Kale- Shinyshinyshiny
Meav- Forgetit

8) It’s 5 AM, 5 goes outside with a foghorn of some sort, continue from there…
Krym- *rolls over and goes to sleep
Ishin- ready to kill
Dachi- *rubs eyes* What the hell? *falls back to sleep pulling pillow over head*
Kale- Whaaa? *yawns and falls face first into blankets*

9) A cute little animal crosses 2’s path.
Ishin- Get out of my way...*walks over it and on his way*


10) OHMYCHAOS! InuzukaOkami Drops from the Sky! Who catches them?
Ishin just because he'd hate it.


11) Hey, Mr. Wonderful, oooh, you’re so incredible, Hey, Mr. Wonderful, wonderful to me…
Krym- *shakeas head*
Ishin- I know I'm wonderful and all but shut that up!
Dachi- *looks at the lyrics* Hm....oddness
Kale- *bounces around to the song*
Meav- *face palm*

12) 1 and 4 fall in love ‘cause of a love potion! What happens!?
Ooooo if that ever happened Ishin might've landed with Dachi but I don't think it would work out well *laughs*


13) 1 is blackmailed by 3, what does he/she have on 1?
Dachi- Ummm I could tell you what sort of boxers he has but that wouldn't be very nice *chuckles*

14) Anabelle kills 4! How do the others react?
Ishin- Damn it...
Krym- *works on planning revenge*
Dachi- *helps Krym with plan*
Ishin again *joins in to kick some ass*
Meav- what the hell?


15) 3 has to join with either 1 or 5 in their plans for world take over! Who’s more persuasive?
Since Krym doesn't care abotu world take over I'd say Meav all the way. She'd be likely to pull it off with out a hitch

16) 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5 have to share a bus stop, what kind of conversation goes on?
Ishin- You know we could've just used magic to get there or fly right?
Krym- Mortals can't see us doing that remember we have to blend in.
Dachi- Sure blend in *pulls at blue hair with black streaks in it*
Kale- Look at the buildings they'd be soo cool to jump off of.
Meav- So you guys aren't from around here *notices Ishin's almost scale things* They tattoos or are they real scales? And you pretty boy why do you have horns, nice hair and sweet dreads.

17) Oh snap! 5 and 3 are stuck in a horror movie!
Dachi- This is kinda lame...you always know when something is going to happen.
Meav_ *nods isn't paying attention because of playing a handheld game*
Dachi- Want to watch something else?
Meav- Will there be blood shed and no romance and crap?
Dachi- sure
Meav- I'm in then -they stop movie and put soemthing else in-

18) If 2 got turned into ice cream, what kind would he/she be?
Red raspberry

19) 5 hits 1 with a random ray! What happens to 1!?
Meav- *shoots ray*
Krym- What the crap....why am I in a costume...


20) 4 a writes a book about his/her life. How does 2 review it?
Krym'll love it but be honest when critiquing it.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21371990/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21371990/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 12:17:39 PST
2. Comment here with your answers and repost the questionnaire on your own journal, for your friends to fill out.


01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favourite and least favourite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21333022/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21333022/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 03:40:03 PST
School is school- busy busy busy and getting down to the wire because its close to the end of the semester. *face desk* And I have alot of work to still do especially for my science class. Luckily we have Tuesday off next week so I will have time to do some chain mail and homework and draw some more.

Later all

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21065671/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/21065671/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 15:02:06 PDT Each morning I am gifted with seeing the band of color blot out the dark green on the side of the mountain across the river. Each time I enjoy it even more even though I am not looking forward to the cold walk in winter.
I wish I could rake a pile of leaves together and sit in it as I let the suns weak rays keep me warm for a while longer. I miss the sun when its cloudy nowadays but enjoy the clouds just the same. I miss watching the colors change with friends from home and at the same time wonder if they miss it the same. But even so- the colors make me want to be home watching a movie or MASH with the family. I want home even though I can't...stupid no instant transmission from DBZ.

Art update will probably be at teh end of the month when I get a scanner from home and celebrate Halloween. Yay Halloween. Sorry for the sappy thoughts...I'm not going to bore you with some of the worse thoughts.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20900859/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20900859/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 05:45:16 PDT
1] What is your pen name?
RivenPanic

2] How did you get the name?
Character I made a really long time ago.

3] Do you use PC or Mac?
PC at the moment but sometimes MAC at school

4] What software you use most often?
PS10

5] Do you use mouse, or tablet?
Both

6] The color you use most often is?
Black and blues

7] What area of the pictures do you put most effort into?
hair and eyes, and sometimes minor details

8] How long does it take you do draw a picture?
depends on teh medium, pencil anywhere from 10mins to a couple days. Same on comp

9] Do you keep your rough drafts?
yes

10] What kind of font do you use most often?
Chiller, Blackadder

11] What's the dpi when you scan?
what ever is the commonest

12] Do you do anything else when you're drawing pictures?
I listen to music, watch movies, read...

13] How many pictures do you draw in a month?
eh depends on the ideas

14] What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
sketch book

15] What kind of paper do you use for sketches and drafts?
anything

16] How long does it take to ink something?
not too long

17] Do you do doujinshi or original manga?
I need to.

18] Do you like doujinshi? Is it fun making it?
I started one for a friend it was cool

19] Ever submitted anything to a magazine?
I don't recall

20] Did it get published?
*shrugs*

21] Who are your favorite artists?
I have lots of faves....

22] What's your favorite Anime/Manga?
Soul Eater

23] Favorite Characters?
I don't know...I like toooo many.

24] Any artists that you'd like to draw like?
*shrugs* Imitating styles is fun to do

25] Do you buy books a lot?
Yes

26] Did you ever buy a book to inspire you to draw?
Yes....*looks at game strategy guides*

27] Any video games you enjoy?
Drakengard2, halo,

28] Any favorite characters from video games?
Lots...

29] Do you have a favorite writer?
Poe

30] Any books you really enjoy?
Yes loads....*looks at stack in my room* all of them

31] Do you write fanfics?
Sometimes

32] Any music that you often listen to while drawing?
MCR, Halo soundtrack, soundtracks....rocks. Depends on mood

33] Any recommended songs?
Dunno...all depends on the mood of the art

34] Any web sites that you totally admire?
Dev

35] Do you have any sites you want to go everyday?
Lots

36] What is your dream site like?
I have no clue

37] Do you like your own art?
Sometimes

38] What do you enjoy watching on TV?
SuperNatural, Mythbusters

39] Favorite celebrity?
Orlando Bloom?

40] Favorite color?
Dark colors, reds blues greens blacks

41] Favorite food?
Food in general

42] Favorite drink?
*shrugs*

43] Any places you like to shop at?
Book stores

44] Can you cook?
yes

45] Any programs you use often for email? Any electronic pets?
Yahoo

46] Are you a computer expert?
slightly

47] Want to become a professional artist?
possibly. I want to do art for games

48] Any other jobs you're interested in, besides an illustrator?
writing books, voice acting

49] Any other specialties besides drawing?
writing...reading

50] Do you like to watch movies?
Yes

51] What's your favorite movie?
oooo I have lots...Last Samurai, 300, LOTR, POTC....

52] Have you ever entered art contests?
Yes

53] When did you start drawing seriously?
I don't know... a while ago

54] Anything that you often use as a reference when you draw?
pictures

55] Have you met any of your fans online?
I don't have fans really..

56] You have a lot of pen pals?
sorta...

57] You have a lot of friends that draw?
sorta

58] What time do you usually go online?
whenever

59] Do you like to go to chat rooms?
no

60] Do you have your own computer?
yes

61] What would you say to the person you admire?
YOu're awesome

62] Do you think of things when you draw?
yes,

63] Have you drawn bad because you think too much?
i never thought about that

64] Do you have any friends who are professionals?
sorta

65] Where do you often hang out?
school....504

66] Do you have any artists that you don't like too much?
*shrugs* beauty is in the eye of... ]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20580152/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20580152/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 06:39:01 PDT

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a pervert.. I think I realized it When your dog ran amok At the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you Carve your initials into My best friend. I'm sure you're Scarred enough to understand That there is no solution to this. I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I Am better off without A new life as a clone.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
-RP-

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20389180/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20389180/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 10:40:27 PDT
At the moment I'm working on a tattoo design that consists of a pair of angel wings that are all ripped up and bloody symbolizing the wrong turns this persons life has gone through. I got one side done and am working on the other.
I also have a tattoo design of a bullet wound that I thought would be something creepy to get tattooed right behind you ear or something. Its kinda gory which is cool.
I've got a sort of tribal design on a spare sheet of paper that I don't have which is kinda sad.
I have a tattoo design for Stacee Phelps-its really cool.
I like tattoo designs...sorry.
I'm also working on zombifying my friends which is still in the "work" stages....so far only have a version of Akita done and not zombified.... I'm so slow. Nothing is inspiring. College is supposed to be inspiring.

But on the other hand I spent 4 hours chainmailing yesterday which made me very happy. 4 hours of nothing but metal, pliers and a ton of designs and concepts running through my head as SPORE is being played and Flogging Molly plays in the background. Good times...

Update on my sanity- horribly lonely even though I am surrounded by people. I miss home. I miss familiarity- even though school is becoming familiar its not the same. As I love hanging out with guys- I can't deal with them wanting to be always around me always wanting to be near me. I just want to be friends- no bf/gf situation. I still haven't gotten over my high school problem. *huge sigh* I just want things to be uncomplicated...it doesn't seem that is going to happen.

Well that is an update. When I get a scanner pictures will be posted. Until then- no clues. Sorry guys

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20342509/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20342509/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 15:28:39 PDT 002. Nickname → Riv Rivvy
003. Status → Single and not looking
004. Zodiac sign → Scorpio
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Dear watson
007. Middle School → sucked
008. High School → sometimes I wish I could forget but the friends I met there are cool
009. Smart → depends on what you call smart
010. Hair color → Reddish brown
011. Long or short → short hair in back kinda long pieces in the front
012. Loud or Quiet → depends who i am around
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → eh phone
015. Health freak – no.. I like food.
016. Drink or Smoke? –Nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Sort of, but they are too far away for me to do anything. Damn college
018. Eat or Drink → yes
019. Piercings → Ears
020. Tattoos → I design them

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Many years ago
024. First best friend → I have alot of best friends
025. First award → something art related
026. First crush → Not telling. You don't care or know them
028. First big vacation → Beach
030. First big birthday → 16th

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating – Pretzels
050. Drinking → A&W
052. I'm about to → watch anime then play laser tag
053. Listening to → POTC3
054. Plans for today →exist and avoid detection
55. Waiting for → this awkward feeling to subside

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → eh...dunno
059. Want to get married? – Unsure
060. Careers in mind – Video game, writer, voice actor

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? – taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → a bit of both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → hmmm both
074. Sensitive or loud → A smidge of both
075. Hook-up or relationship → relaationnship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Bit of both

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes
081. Ran away from home → No
084. Broken someones heart → I have no clue
085. Been arrested → No
087. Cried when someone died → Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → I have my doubts
090. Miracles → eh. Maybe
091. Love at first sight → Never seen it or felt it, movies yes real life no.
092. Heaven → Some times
093. Santa Clause → Eh
094. Sex on the first date → Hell no
095. Kiss on the first date → No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → my friends, with someone I like. Yeah so I guess thats a yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Eh... yes and no.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → eh

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20238621/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20238621/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 15:41:23 PDT
Well I've survived the first week of classes. something to be proud of. I've got some drawings in the works- but they are going to have to wait till I get a scanner here or when I go home when ever that is. I think I'm gonna bring some of my cosplay outfits the next time I come home so that I can find people to cosplay and someone to take pictures for me. I can't wait for that seriously.

Well just wanted to say hello, I'm homesick, but doing well enough. My ramen is beeping at me so I have to go and eat dinner.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20094390/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/20094390/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 11:16:17 PDT
]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19947827/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19947827/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 07:19:55 PDT
1. When nervous or getting yelled at I curl my toes under my feet and stand on them.
2. When I get an anxious feeling I kinda gnaw on my fingernails, since i have a gap between my teeth I can't outright bite them but doesn't stop me.
3. Sometimes I read sitting with my legs crossed on the wall and my back on the floor.
4. I walk in time to music in my head, around me, or fall instep with people.
5. I stand in the yoga position called the tree. For no reasons.
6. I look at men and women with an artistic eye while I see them, comparing them to characters, drawing perspectives and imperfections.
7. When I'm bored I will pace, and count the steps. I've gotten up to 500 before I figured something to do.
8. I alphabetize my DVD's, CD's and manga but my room is kinda messy.
9. I reread books a lot to the point I could tell the story, as to get all of the little details.
10. I wear safety goggles as a way to keep my hair back rather than use a hair band or barrettes.
11. When I'm thinking, angry, or just edgy I always run my tongue over my canine teeth cos they're sharp (never got dulled down due to the gap in my teeth) makes me feel like a vampire.


Joining iScribble club on dev[link]

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19740012/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19740012/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 17:51:40 PDT
There are alot of potential drawings from this book...and to anyone listen to Muse good music to go with BD

Steven Strait should be Jacob Black...I take that back he IS Jacob Black. I just finished watching 10,000 b.c bad ass movie. Makes him even more like Jacob.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19596573/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19596573/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 19:41:16 PDT
1) To find your totally radical band name, select your favorite artist in your media player. Set your player to "shuffle" (or random, etc.) and press "play." Then skip forward three times. Repeat this three times. Now, re-arrange the words in the song titles to create your band name. You must use at least ONE word from each song. You may use all the words if you like.

1. "Dead is Love" (Go Tokio Hotel)
2. "Scream"
3. "Edge the on"


Band Name: Dead Scream Edge

Great! Now you need a Music Genre.
2) To get your own unique music genre, open your media player and go to the first band listed alphabetically between the letters "M" and and "R". (long letter range for people with small music libraries) Mark down what genre that band falls under. Things such as "Various Artists" and "Unknown" are to be skipped. Now, mark down the last band genre listed between the letters "A" and "F." Combine the two genres to get your own. You may mix names to make a more-fun sounding genre.

1. Metal - P.O.D
2. New Age- Era

Music Genre: New Age Metal

Now you need an Album Title. All good bands have catchy album titles. This is a proven scientific fact.
3) For your red hot top selling album title, open your media player and set it to "shuffle." (we see a trend here) Press "play" and shuffle forward five times. Mark down the band name. Now shuffle forward three times. Record that band name. Lastly, shuffle forward one more time and stop. Open the playlist for the band you just landed on and shuffle forward three more times. Record the song title your player stopped on. Now make any combination of the two band names and song title you see fit.

Band 1- Smallfish
Band 2- Gackt
Song 1- Breathe

Album Title: Gackt-Smallfish


Now that you got your awesome band name, unique music genre, and too cool for school album title- you need to figure out the title of your Hit Song.
4) To figure out the name that will get you recognized by screaming girls and jumping boys everywhere, open your media player and go back to your favorite artist. Put your player on "shuffle" and skip forward five times. Make note of the song title and band name, then look up the lyrics (or not if you know them by heart) and write down the first two lines of the song. Choose 3-6 words from those lines and they will be your hit song title.

Song-The City is at War
Lines- The city is at war, playtime for the young and rich
Ignore me if you see me, cause i just don't give a shit

Hit Song: The City is at War-playtime


And now, for the finale- your hit Song Lyrics.
5-A) The First Verse Open your media player and select any three artists who's names fall between the letters "R" and "Z."

Artist 1- Zwei
Artist 2- Sonata Arctica
Artist 3- Vic Mignogna

Go to Artist1 and set your player to "shuffle"- skip forward three times. Write down the first two lines in the song. Next, go to Artist2 and set your player to "shuffle"- skip forward four times. Write down the second two lines from the song. Go to Artist3 and set your player to "shuffle"- skip forward five times. Write down the last two lines in the song.

Lines 1- Kizu ato kabatte zutto aruiteita
Akirameru koto ni yasuragi oboe

Lines 2- From the darkest of all places I found you

All the limbs in their right places

Lines 3- Rising up in flight, through the white of night and fly on forever more



That's okay, the best songs don't rhyme at all. This is also a proven scientific fact.
5-B) The Second Verse Repeat the steps you did in 5-A, except find three artists inbetween letters "D" and "L."

Artist 1- Disturbed
Artist 2- Gin Blossoms
Artist 3- Linkin Park

Again, repeat the second set of steps found in 5-A, this time using your new artist choices.

Lines 1- No one knows just what has become of her
Shattered doll, desperate

Lines 2- Maybe one less time is all we need
I cant really help it if my tongues all tied in knots

Lines 3- Give it all away to have someone to come home to


And now, the best part.
5-C) The Catchy Chorus Open your media player and pay a visit to your favorite artist one last time. Set your player to "shuffle" and click "play" - skip forward three times. Write down the first two lines of the song's chorus. If the song has no chorus, skip to another song that does. Repeat this step three more times, writing down the lyrics as you did with the verses.

1-For how long will you try?
How long until you walk away?
2-When you’re own have died
When there's no more pride
3-Devastation, obliteration,... ]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19423784/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19423784/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 08:11:19 PDT

You have a :
[x] Mother
[ ] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step-Brother
[x] Brother
[x] Sister
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Cell phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Swimming pool
[x] Hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] TV
total so far: 7

[x] Fullsize or bigger bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] Sunglasses
[ ] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works.
[x] PS2 that works
[x] Xbox that works
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[x] Gameboy/ Advance
[ ] Gamecube
total so far: 13

[x] Basketball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Fooseball table
total so far: 14

[x] Nightstand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom
total so far: 16

[ ] Job (Really want/need one D:
[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera or phone
total so far: 18


[ ] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car
[x] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the province/state
[ ] Expensive jewelery
[ ] Met a celebrity
total so far: 22

[ ] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now
[x] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Been to Europe
[x] Been to NYC
[ ] Been to LA
[x] Been to Florida
[ ] Been to Las Vegas
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to South America
total so far: 25

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Camper
[x] Been to 5+ states in the US
[ ] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace
total so far: 27

[x] Home cooked meal almost every day
[x] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[x] own a digital camera
[ ] Own a laptop
total so far: 30

1-22 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average kid
34-44 = Spoiled
45+ = Upper Class snob

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19152302/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19152302/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 18:17:28 PDT
]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19071168/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19071168/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:00:35 PDT

1. GRAB THE BOOK NEAREST TO YOU, TURN TO PAGE 18, AND FIND LINE 4.
Even if she went back, the others weren't there. (how true)

2. STRETCH YOUR LEFT ARM OUT AS FAR AS YOU CAN.
air...

3. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU WATCHED ON TV?
Three Stooges

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, GUESS WHAT TIME IT IS.
10:55

5. NOW LOOK AT THE CLOCK. WHAT IS THE ACTUAL TIME?
10:55 wow i'm good

6. WITH THE EXCEPTION OF THE COMPUTER, WHAT CAN YOU HEAR?
Bullet for my Valentine, the dogs walking down stairs, the waterfalls

7. WHEN DID YOU LAST STEP OUTSIDE? WHAT WERE YOU DOING?
climbing and swimming in waterfallss

8. BEFORE YOU STARTED THIS SURVEY, WHAT DID YOU LOOK AT?
breakfast

9. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
shorts, cut off tank top

10. DID YOU DREAM LAST NIGHT? IF SO, WHAT?
magic, fighting, waterfalls

11. WHEN DID YOU LAST LAUGH?
Watchin stooges last night

12. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF THE ROOM YOU ARE IN?
bulletin boards and churchy stuff *shudders*

13. SEEN ANYTHING WEIRD LATELY?
small children.

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS QUIZ?
*shrugs*

15. WHAT IS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW?
Tarzan

16. IF YOU BECAME A MULTI-MILLIONARE OVERNIGHT, WHAT WOULD YOU BUY/DO?
stuff

17. TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I DON'T KNOW.
i'm not skinny

18. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT THE WORLD, REGARDLESS OF GUILT OR POLICIES, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
World Peace.

19. DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?
sorta when no one is around

20.GEORGE BUSH:
huh?

21. IMAGINE YOUR FIRST CHILD IS/WILL BE A GIRL. WHAT WOULD YOU CALL HER?
myrtle

22. IMAGINE YOUR FIRST CHILD IS/WILL BE A BOY. WHAT WOULD YOU CALL HIM?
dude

23. WOULD YOU EVER CONSIDER LIVING ABROAD?
yes- working on doing that in college

24. WHAT DO YOU WANT GOD TO SAY TO YOU WHEN YOU REACH THE PEARLY GATES?
"Please wait while your transaction is completed. Loading....loading....loading..loading...loading

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19016189/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/19016189/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 08:39:44 PDT I can hear the ravens cackling in the forest and I'm in love. So many ravens that I think about my characters who love ravens too. Kokuun and Kale smirk and smile inside of me happy to be in the favorite environments. I smile for a moment relishing in the colors and sounds of the wild.
Its so green here. Light greens, lime greens, emerald greens, almost black greens. So many greens. Rocks that look like ancient trees, trees that look like ancient rocks. Trees that look like they've been there forever. Covering the water and the glittering rocks shining beneath the water. I wonder how all this could be untouched by humanity.
I wish I knew more people here. Its no fun when you don't know anyone. Guess I'll go walking again to do something...or watch tv.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18894928/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18894928/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:40:12 PDT
Should I love the wind? Will the sun be jealous of the wind I wonder. The sun can make you feel warm, comforted and safe in his strong glowing arms. But the wind can give you the slightest whispers of kisses. He can whisk all of your cares and send them on their way. His cool breath can keep you comfortable while you adore the sun.

Have I fallen in love with the moon? Now the winds and sun are jealous. The moon comes and goes as he please, always coming back to make me smile. His eyes are captivating as I watch him move about teh sky with teh stars as his dancers. He sings a quiet song barely heard during the day but can be heard in the might. A song echoing feelings, love, and fairy tales to get me to finally sleep. Unwilling to let me love the other two completely. Unwilling to lose me completely during the day.

When my true emotions and love can't be spoken of...when I fear the people I love to care about , I look to the sun, the wind and the moon. Their silent compliance and their unbiased love makes me wonder what love feels like. How I long to tell those I care about, but the price is too much. The wind stop, the sun hides, the night so far away. I'm sorry boys...my thoughts got the best of me. I'm back. I'm here. Take me away and keep me to yourselves.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18615325/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18615325/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 18:17:28 PDT
It's happy its sad. I'm running on 4 hours of sleep and lots of caffeine that is quickly running out and I kind of and running out of options on how to keep myself up and running.

Look I said running four times in one sentence *chuckles to self*

But yeah... I haven't figured out all that I've gotten...haven't counted the money...at the moment trying not to bawl my eyes out because of happy/sad moments seemed more important. Sorry Celeb haven't gotten to your letter cos I know I want to read it when I'm less....stressed out. ;

I am not sure what to think...nostalgia is kicking in and I want to hang out but I also want to be left alone...I know I've got all summer but it doesn't seem enough...

The quote Frodo said in LOTR sums up my thoughts... "I miss the Shire. I spent all my childhood pretending I was off somewhere else… off with you on one of your adventures! My own adventure turned out to be quite different. I'm not like you, Bilbo."

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18425757/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18425757/ Wed, 21 May 2008 05:30:54 PDT
1. Saw narnia- Love it
2. Got sketch book back-huzzah I can draw again
3. 2 days of school left, one with little to no work adn wearing costumes, one assembly.
4. School is almost done...makes me nostalgic/teary eyed
5. I get to wear costumes tomorrow. *dances around happily*
6. I get to spend a day doing what ever at a place for all of us seniors.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18332873/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18332873/ Thu, 15 May 2008 08:13:46 PDT
]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18132582/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18132582/ Fri, 02 May 2008 12:30:51 PDT
I think that should explain it.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18073016/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18073016/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 15:31:05 PDT
]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18002525/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/18002525/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 06:07:55 PDT
Well off to doodle out some designs and work on Forbidden Love

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17946592/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17946592/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 15:15:39 PDT

Da Rules:
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.


1.How does the world see me?
Wolf and the Raven- Sonata Arctica

2. Will I have a happy life?
End of the World- TRAX

3. What do people really think of me?
Pretty Fly (for a white guy) *what the?*

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
I want you- Savage Garden. (ummmm runs)

5. How can I make myself happy?
Your Silence- THe Suicide Machines

6. What should I do with my life?
The Chosen Ones- Dream Evil *the artist must be the reason for my existence*

7. Will I ever have children?
Rescue Me- Tokio Hotel

8. What is some good advice for me?
Inside the Fire- Disturbed

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
Monsoon-Tokio Hotel

10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
He is not Dead Yet- Spamalot

11. What song will play at my funeral?
Video Games Live

12. What is my day going to be like?
Over the Rainbow...(piano)-Trax

13. Why am I here?
Blaze Away-Trax

14. What will people remember me for?
I miss you- Blink 182

15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Like Suicide- Seether (great)

16. Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Time's Scar- Chrono Cross

17. What will this year be all about?
Mr. Blue Sky- ELO

18 - If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
TROMBONE KING!- ACB

19 - The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
1000 oceans- Tokio Hotel

20 - Your message to the world:
Into the Joy of Spring -James Swearingen

21 - Your deepest secret:
Super Mario World Rock

22 - Your innermost desire:
Find your Grail- Spamalot *I know I need to find it but what is it? (is angered)*

23 - Your oldest memory makes you think:
Nothing I won't give- Vic Mignogna

24 - Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
Vanilla- Gackt

25 - When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
Clever Sleazoid- Dir en Grey

26 - Right now, your feelings are:
Ready Set go- Tokio Hotel

27 - The day you fall in love will be the day that:
Walking on the Sun- Smashmouth (probably will happen...doubtful)

29 - What this journal will be titled:
Mordred's Lullabye

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17875904/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17875904/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 06:16:31 PDT b. Have your friends guess your favorite character from each one.
c. When guessed, bold the line, include the character name, and write a sentence about why you like that character.

(hese are in no particular order. We all know I love KH more than Naruto right now.)

1. Naruto - Sasuke
2. Bleach- Ichigo
3. Death Note- L, Light
4. Teen Titans- Raven
5. Lord of the Rings- Legolas
6. FullMetal Alchemist- Ed, Roy
7. InuYasha- Sesshomaru
8. Code Lyoko- Odd, Yumi, Ulrich
9. Zombie Powder- Gama Akutabi
10. Final Fantasy Advent Children/ 7/ CC- Cloud, Vincent, Sephiroth

Celeb figured most of them out

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17775781/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17775781/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 07:27:48 PDT
-->>What does your dA name mean?<<--

...

Don't you ever think:
"why did someone choose to get that DeviantArt username?"
or
"what's the thought behind a name like that?".
Some make sense, some don't.

...
Mine is the first two anime-like characters I ever drew. They were twins, one Riven was a boy with short hair and usd a sword and had angel wings, the second was Panic a girl who used a bow and had her hair parted over one side of her face. The whole idea was Mostly because I like the name River and changed the last letter for some reason. Panic...well just because panic is something that happens alot and always from something unexpected. Must think more on this

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17773991/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17773991/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:28:10 PDT 2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

*preview guy voice* Now featuring RP's purse and MP3 player Lyric and Silas *ends voice*

How old are you?
Silas: If you're talking about how long I've been with her...5 years. Other then that I'm just out of college
Lyric: Totally 18 and having fun.

What's your height?
Silas: 6'0''
Lyric: 5'8''

Do you have any bad habits?
Silas: I eat everything, destroy civilizations and consume the souls of mortals *sweet smile*
Lyric: Sorry can't hear you over my music.

Are you a virgin?
Silas: Well duh. Yes
Lyrics: *nods*


Who's your mate/spouse?
Silas: Don't need one.
\Lyrics:Haven't met a girl I like.

Do you have any kids?
Silas: What are you nuts?
Lyric: Weeee

What's your favourite food?
Silas: Souls of mortals and lost civilizations. Or a good steak
Lyric: Crap food

What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
Silas: Chocolate chip
Lyric: Mint chocolate Chip

Have you killed anyone?
Silas: Wouldn't you like to know *evil grin*
Lyric: *ponders* Don't think so

Do you hate anyone?
Silas: *evil smile*
Lyric: Haven't met that many people..

Have any secrets?
Silas: Everyone has secrets.
Lyric: I don't
Silas: Everyone except him.


Do you love anyone?
Silas: Are you kidding me?
Lyric: Waves are nice, love music man

What is your job?
Silas: I hold a number of things for my owner, books, agenda, CD's, wallet, ..anything not girly
Lyric: I hold loads of music

Boy or girl?
Silas: Male
Lyric: Male

What do you do to relax?
Silas: *content grin* Steal souls, eat food, watch movies
Lyric: Watch the sun rise and set

What's the weirdest thing that happened to you?
Silas: Well found myself stealing Atlantis and all sorts of ancient mythological beasts to store for RP. She has some sort of obsession with sharp pointy objects...like swords.
Lyric: Well I think the weirdest thing is...I almost drown and was saved by a mermaid.
RP: That was me you idiot...and I'm sure as all get out not a mermaid.
Silas:*chuckles*

Have you kissed anyone?
Silas: Hell no
Lyric: Nope

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17678676/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17678676/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 06:32:01 PDT
For some reason I kept on thinking about that...wondering how people saw me. I didn't want to say it but I think I'm sort of nothing so it doesn't matter does it? I always try to see myself but I see the artistic blur of nothing, nothing difinitive that will make me an individual. I know some parts that make me who I am...but it doesn't seem to really make any difference to me...I'm just existing.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17678653/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17678653/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 06:29:31 PDT
For some reason I kept on thinking about that...wondering how people saw me. I didn't want to say it but I think I'm sort of nothing so it doesn't matter does it? I always try to see myself but I see the artistic blur of nothing, nothing difinitive that will make me an individual. I know some parts that make me who I am...but it doesn't seem to really make any difference to me...I'm just existing.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17384190/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17384190/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 17:44:38 PDT
Need cosplay ideas.

Anything?

Something different, I want to do a Riku costume, one from bleach(have my brothers one), and stuff like that but I want something really cool and rare. Would like to get people's attention. Any help would be awesome

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17070010/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17070010/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 08:08:15 PST 01; Post these rules.
02; Each tagged person must post 8 things about theirself on their journal.
03; At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
04; Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.


1. I have eyes that change depending on my mood. Honest.

2. I love chain mail.

3. I wear a set of safety goggles on my head to keep my hair out of my face.

4. I have a blonde streak inspired by Rogue *I love comic books and manga*

5. I wear three layers of clothes. A tank top, shirt and sweatshirt. Almost every day.

6. I hate dresses, getting dressed up, makeup...its pointless.

7. I want to design games, and draw alot so I don't get in trouble for doing it.

8. i have a slight OCD complex dealing with the way things are arranged, set up and all that. Don't ask me why- I also alphabetize my CDs and manga... *looks to soundtrack collection and manga bookshelf*

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17020950/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/17020950/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 06:49:41 PST

1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into the dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday
[link]


2. A place you'd like to travel
[link]


3. Your favorite place
[link]


4. Your favorite object
[link]



5. Favorite food
[link]


6. Your favorite animal
[link] or [link]


7. Your favorite color
[link]


8. The town/state/etc in which you live
[link]


9. Name of past pet (Romeo)
[link] like in Orlando Bloom *he was a fish*


10. A dream come true
[link]



11. Your nickname/screenname
[link]



12. Middle name
[link]



13. Favorite Smell
[link]


14. Bad habit of yours
[link]


15. Your first job
[link]


16. Favourite Movie
[link]


17. What are you doing right now?
[link]


18. Whats The Weather Like?
[link]


19. Favourite Sport
[link]


20. Favourite Music/Style/Band
[link] and [link]

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16933627/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16933627/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 17:36:29 PST
Other then that I've had alot of time to think and most of it hasn't been very productive to me trying to make my 4 day weekend happy and fun. But you know- no ones problem but my own so yeah. I'll deal...I think...*shrugs* Off to listen to more music and draw maybe as I watch M*A*S*H with my mom.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16864883/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16864883/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 14:06:44 PST 1- Copy and paste these rules into your journal
2- Answer ALL questions as truthfully as possible.
3- Sing a little song!

Questions

1. Top 3 favourite nicknames for yourself
- RP
- Ash
- Riv

2. Top 3 favourite boys names
- Blaze
- Troi
- Krym

3. Top 3 favourite girls names
- Adien
- Kale
- Jade

4. Top 3 favourite numbers
- 13 (Soccer jersey number)
- 11
- 9

5. Top 3 favourite colours
- Black
- Red
- Blue

6. Top 3 favourite movie villains
- Joker
- Lex Luther
- Grave

7. Top 3 favourite movie good guys
- Cap'n Jack Sparrow
- Sasuke (There was a movie put out)
- V (V for Vendetta)

8. Top 3 favourite video game villains
- Sephiroth of COURSE
- Heartless
- The arrows on DDR

9. Top 3 favourite video game good guys
- Riku
- Squall
- Chipp Zanuff

10. Top 3 favourite animated movies
- Appleseed
- Mulan
- Anything Disney really.

11. Top 3 favourite live action movies
- Gladiator
- V For Vendetta
- 300 (wait that's more than three...)

12. 3 movies you haven't seen but want to see
- Sunshine
- Jumper
- Happy Feet

13. 3 movies you feel like watching now
- Chronicles of Narnia
- Saving Private Ryan
- Gladiator
- Harry Potter 5 (I know thats more then three)

14. Top 3 video games at the moment
- Call of Duty 4 (watched bro play it)
- Hellgate London
- Kingdom Hearts...still haven't finished it

15. Top 3 games you want to buy right now
- Lost Oddessy
- Devil May Cry 4
- BIOSHOCK or Hellgate London or FEAR

16. 3 favourite songs at the moment
- Misery :Trans Siberian orchestra
- Seether
- Drakengard song...can't think of the title.


17. Top 3 original characters (yours or anyones)
- Krym, Lev
- A friends group of characters
- Daemon

18. Top 3 hobbies
- Drawing
- Writing
- Music

19. 3 least favourite things to do
- talk to people I don't know
- shop (unless its for books)
- clean

20. Top 3 favourite accents
- British
- Irish
- Japanese

21. Main 3 reasons why you did this quiz
- Bored
- Have nothing to do
- Bored

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16577586/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16577586/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 07:40:47 PST

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

What does this year have in store for you?
Thunder on the Plain (all county band music...okay)

What does your love life look like?
Kinfe- Trax *That sounds bad*

What do you say when life gets hard?
Rhapsody-Trax (Bohemian Rhapsody or just plain Rhapsody lol)

What do you think of when you get up in the morning?
Tears- TRAX (Its a pretty song but sad)

What do you want as a career?
End of the World- TRAX (Okay I can live with that)

Your favorite saying?
Mitternacht- Enomine (rock on)

Favorite place?
When Worlds Collide -Powerman 5000 (Sweet)

What do you think of your parents?
Mr. Blue Sky -ELO

Drug of choice?
Vanilla- GACKT (I like vanilla)

Describe yourself:
Clever Sleazoid- Dir en Grey (Hi I'm Clever Sleazoid love that song)

What is the thing you like doing most?
Blaze Away- TRAX (Huh?)

The song that best describes the president?
Poor Unfortunate Souls- Jonas Brothers

What is your state of mind like at the moment?
Fake it- Seether

How will you die?
Vampire- Trax (works for me...but am I the vampire or some one else the vampire?)

The song that will be played at your funeral?
Decadence- Disturbed (woooooo)

The song you'll put as the subject?
Over the Rainbow...(piano version) TRAX (ooo pretty song...I love them)

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16526324/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16526324/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 18:02:26 PST [link] Watch this video. W-inds is pretty good. Those kids have way more talent then I will ever have. I found it when I was watching The TRAX music vids (Paradox) and figured it looked good and watched and now I'm hooked.

Found out that Heath Ledger died. For some reason as I read that article on MSN I got this huge empty feeling like I do when I get depressed or know someone who died. But I never knew him- looked up to him yes, hoped to become as good as an actor as he was yes...but why it hit me hard I have no clue.

I've been pretty crappy today. Yesterday was brightened up by a friend coming over to get her necklace fixed that I made. Hers broke, mine broke a while ago and I made a temp fix on it. But it was nice to chat with her and see her. Surprisingly I've hung out with her the most of all my friends who went off to college last year. I write to one but don't get to see much of anyone. Kind of sad.

College is getting close. I am sending in my portfolio to get judged to hopefully be in the Game and Simulation part of the college. If not i have a back up plan so that I can still go there. I just hate it though that I'm almost on my way out the door. A whole new beginning. The part of me wants to get there as quick as I can, the other doesn't want to go. And I'm not sure what I want. I don't want high school to end even though I am really ready for it to be over. I want that stupid chance to find a guy so I can feel a little more human. Sad I try and help people so much that I have no clues as to help myself or ask for help. Don't like dealing with people but love to help out even if I can't. Doesn't help that I'm getting jittery and bubble headed over a guy who has a girlfriend. And I can't help but feel like I'm just setting myself up for a huge let down again.

Well so much for this. I'm off to listen to more gender confused Japanese guys because I love them. Go TRAX, Gackt, L'Arc~en~Ciel and all the other guys I love. *bows to them* And off to draw something...or write...hell even read. Need something to take my mind off of my bad day.

]]> ~RivenPanic http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16494265/ http://RivenPanic.deviantart.com/journal/16494265/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 17:50:07 PST
Real name: Ashley
Meaning: Ash tree clearing
Nicks: Riv Panic Ash
Insults: *shrugs* Bitch been called worse though
I would like to be called: Raven, Krym (means ice in Latin) Keru,
I was born in: Nov
Sign of the Zodiac: Scorpio.
When I was a child I dreamed about: Fantasy worlds where I could escape being human
Now I dream about: Running, searching, sometimes dying
The first nightmare I remember: Being shot through the throat by my dad and still being able to talk and waking up and feeling like I was shot through the neck.
Favourite food: Edible food
Favourite drink: Mountain Dew or at the moment Propel Kiwi strawberry water
Vices: Dunno...
Phobias: Tornados losing everything I have.
Even if I were paid I wouldn't: Kill my friends
Favourite quote: "To see the world through eyes without hate"
If I was a cat, I'd be: dunno...something black
Sixth sense: Empathy and can sense and dream things that actually happen
Hobbies: Art and writing.
Pairings: Miera/Faerin, Kale/Ishin, Todachi/Krym
How many times have I thought I've been in love?: I don't know I stopped thinking about that when my heart broke.
How many times have I truly fallen in love?: Twice I think...
What I like best about my physical appearance is: People say my eyes... I don't know
The max I have weighed: 170lb ...
The least I have weighed since I stopped growing up: 150
Height: 5''7 I don't know.
Something/one I hate with all my heart: My father
Books that changed my life: A couple but *shrugs*
Do I identify myself with a fiction character?: Yes. A couple...especially when reading Fruits Baskets sometimes
Historical or legendary character: Favorite? Ghengis Khan, the greeks, Leonidus
I'm reading: Rivers of Zadaa
I admire: My friends
Things I'd say to the person I love the most: Man I wish you'd chosen me.
Things I'd say to the person I hate the most: I hate you dumbass
A car for me: 1950 Woodie.
Favourite painter: Monet
Favourite actor/actress: Johnny Depp/ Kiera Knightley
Tattoos, piercings: piercings : Ears
What do I ask life for?: existence
I'd travel to: England Ireland Japan Australia
Things I haven't done but which it's too late to learn now: how to date some one
Physical problems: bad knees and ankles
Psychical problems: Depression
Do I believe in fate?: Some days yes..
Do I believe in God?: Sort of... not full fledged
Heaven, hell or reincarnation: Not really. I'd like to though.
How would I like to die?: Peacefully...seen too many people suffer
Sons?: *blinks*
Sexual orientation?: Straight.
I'd kill: no one today
What would I say to the world if they were listening to me?: "Hey! Look at me! I'm one in a million!"
Someone I'll never forgive: my father
Time: 8:50
What would I say to people from DA?: Thanks a lot for watching me.

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