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If anyone has any requests on pictures I'll be happy to take them!!!!

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28796568/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28796568/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 21:34:40 PST
I am afraid that no matter how hard I tried I only could make a paper ball disappointment mountain, I'm rather brokenhearted at the moment, seeing as this was one of the few things I could fall back on.

As much as I adore taking photos of gorgeous cars, it just doesn't make me as happy anymore.
And living where I do I rarely find any subjects that interest me and my camera happy self is almost impossible. I'd love to do portrait photography but a Canon FE-360 isn't exactly professional equipment. Also, it's hard to be a good photographer now days since every emo kid has photoshop now days.

Sorry Kids, Tara's Losing Her Drive.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28719380/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28719380/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 21:27:41 PST [link]

Step right up march push
Crawl right up on your knees
Please greed feed (no time to hesitate)
I want a little bit i want a piece of it i think he's losing it
I want to watch it come down
Don't like the look of it don't like the taste of it don't like the
Smell of it
I want to watch it come down
All the pigs are all lined up
I give you all that you want
Take the skin and peel it back
Now doesn't that make you feel better?
Shove it up inside surprise! lies
Stains like the blood on your teeth
Bite chew suck away the tender parts
I want to break it up i want to smash it up i want to f**k it up
I want to watch it come down
Maybe afraid of it let's discredit it let's pick away at it
I want to watch it come down
Now doesn't that make you feel better?
The pigs have won tonight
Now they can all sleep soundly
And everything is all right

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28515464/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28515464/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 18:05:30 PST
What do you think...? Is life an irony? Or a tragedy?

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28489950/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28489950/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 14:10:17 PST
]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28228713/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28228713/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 23:34:57 PST
And your smile fuels it all.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28074870/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/28074870/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 21:32:38 PDT
]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/27807223/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/27807223/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 23:01:38 PDT Irritating.

Anyhow.
I do have more photos available of my shot with Sammy's Spyder GT I'm just too damn busy working my ass off for 80+ hours to get time to upload the rest. I fell asleep half way through last time I uploaded some. n.n;

Perhaps there's a reason I'm so damn sick of society now days.
I go the speed limit lately, I have no joy in my heart.
There is no love left here so on I trek.
I hatwe your hapiness btw.
Forgive me friends, but frankly, I hate you.

Have a good day.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/27733633/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/27733633/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 19:20:42 PDT [link]

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
what the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
as the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten

there is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
but seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
walls that we just can't break through until we disappear
so tell me now
if this ain't love then how do we get out?
cause I don't know
that's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
that's when I told her I love you girl
but I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

and the day pressed on like crushing weights
for no man does it ever wait
like memories of dying days
that deafen us like hurricanes
bathed in flames we held the brand
uncurled the fingers in your hand
pressed into the flesh like sand
now do you understand?
so tell me now
if this ain't love then how do we get out?
cause I don't know
that's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
that's when I told her I love you girl
but I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

one thousand miles away
there's nothing left to say
but so much left that I don't know
we never had a choice
this world is too much noise
it takes me under
it takes me under once again

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no
so tell me now
if this ain't love then how do we get out?
cause I don't know
that's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
that's when I told her I love you girl
but I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have
I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/27382748/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/27382748/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 20:10:31 PDT [link]

All the same take me away
We're dead to the world

The child gave thought to the poet's words
Gave comfort to the Fallen
(Heartfelt, lovelorn)

Remaining, yet still uninvited
Those words scented my soul
(Lonely soul, Ocean soul)

It's not the monsters under your bed
It is the Man next door
That makes you fear, makes you cry,
Makes you cry for the child
All the wars are fought among those lonely men
Unarmed, unscarred

I don't want to die a scarless man
A lonely soul
(Tell me now what to do)

I studied silence to learn the music
I joined the sinful to regain innocence

Heaven queen, cover me
In all that blue
Little boy, such precious joy
Is dead to the world

Heaven queen, carry me
Away from all pain
All the same take me away
We're dead to the world

Dead, silent, constant
Yet always changing
- My favorite view of this world

As he died, he will return to die in me again
Weaving the cloth, giving birth to the Century Child
Who gave his life not for the world but for me
Innocence reborn once more

Heaven queen, carry me
Away from all pain
All the same take me away
We're dead to the world

Heaven queen, cover me
In all that blue
Little boy, such precious joy
Is dead to the world

Heaven queen, carry me
Away from all pain
All the same take me away
We're dead to the world

We're dead to the world

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/27307919/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/27307919/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 20:24:36 PDT [link]

We get some rules to follow
That and this
These and those
No one knows

We get these pills to swallow
How they stick
In your throat
Tastes like gold

Oh, what you do to me
No one knows

And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool of mine
And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool of mine
Ahh

I journey through the desert
Of the mind
With no hope
I found low

I drift along the ocean
Dead lifeboats in the sun
And come undone

Pleasently caving in
I come undone

And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool of mine
And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool and mine
Ahhh

Heaven smiles above me
What a gift there below
But no one knows

A gift that you give to me
No one knowsback to top
First It Giveth
I'm in you
You're in me
I can't tell

You're so cruel
More than me
It is true
That's right

Loyal to
Only you
Up your sleeve

I want some (come on, take it)
Of all of you (it's yours)
Trickin me

First it giveth
Then it taketh away

I would beg
I would plead
I would shake

On a hook
Dangling
By the way

I'm so young
And beautiful
(that's right)
(I'm slick)
I'm no fool

Time goes by
Tables turn
Now I know

First it giveth
Then it taketh away

Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26973231/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26973231/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 08:31:31 PDT [link]

Story starts
Quiet town
Small town boy
Big time frown
Never talks
Never plays
Different path
Lost his way

The streets are red
Red I'm afraid
There's no confetti
No parade
Nothing happens in this boring place
But oh my god how it all did change
Now they all pray
Blood stain wash away

He said
Lost my way
This bloody day
Lost my way

I heard him
He said
Lost my way
This bloody day
Lost my way
All things wash away
But blood stained the sun red today

I always said
Something wrong
With little strange
Ronnie Long
Never laughed
Never smiled
Talked alone for miles and miles and miles

Gallow calls
Son I say
Keep your smile and laugh all day
Think once again in this boring place
For little boys how they soon change

Now they all pray
Blood stain wash away

He said
Lost my way
This bloody day
Lost my way

I heard him
He said
Lost my way
This bloody day
Lost my way
All things wash away
But blood stained the sun red today

Yeah, well all the green things died
When Ronnie moved to this place
He said
Don't you dare ask
Why I'm cursed to wear this face

Now we all know why
The children called him Ronnie Frown
When he pulled that gun from his pocket
They all fall down, down, down

He said
Lost my way
This bloody day
Lost my way

I heard him
He screamed
Lost my way
This bloody day
Lost my way
All things wash away
But blood stained the sun red today

That's right
All things wash away
They all fall down
But blood stained the sun today

All things wash away
And they all fall down
But blood stained the sun today

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26953162/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26953162/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 08:37:20 PDT [link]

Sitting restless under the moonlight
I know I'm getting ready to kill
They say we're going in with the daylight
I don't want to but I will

Cause I won't know the man that kills me
And I don't know these man I kill
I pray to God for my salvation
Wash away the red I spill

I try not to think about my family
cause it's a little too much take
Now here I got me and I got my buddy
Who can't afford even one mistake
I'm sorry about writing on dirty cardboard
It's the only paper I can find
Tell everyone I got their letters
Tell everyone I'm doing fine

Late at night when I can dream
I think about life back in the world
I miss you and Dad, Sister Sarah
I Miss my wife and baby girl
Pray for me pray for my soul ma
Pray for me and all my sins
They say I got a job to do now
I'll be back when it finally ends

Who you think i should be fighting
Mom are you proud are you ashamed
I really am trying to do the right thing
I hope my government can say the same

'cause I won't know the man that kills me
And I don't know these man that I kill
We all wind up on the same side
'cause not one of us doing God's will

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26799506/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26799506/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:38:16 PDT
I thought for a long time I was only to take mediocre photos for the rest of my artistic hobby.

Awesome music helps too

[link]

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26784920/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26784920/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 21:35:04 PDT Well he just drove off, sometimes life's OK.
I ran my mouth off a bit too much, oh what did I say?
Well you just laughed it off, it was all OK.

And we'll all float on OK. And we'll all float on OK.
And we'll all float on OK. And we'll all float on anyway.

Well, a fake Jamaican took every last dime with that scam.
It was worth it just to learn some sleight of hand.
Bad news comes, don't you worry even when it lands.
Good news will work its way to all them plans.
We both got fired on exactly the same day.
Well we'll float on, good news is on the way.

And we'll all float on OK. And we'll all float on OK.
And we'll all float on OK. And we'll all float on.
Alright already, we'll all float on.
No don't you worry. We'll all float on.
Alright, already. We'll all float on.
Alright, don't worry. We'll all float on.

And we'll all float on.
Alright already, we'll all float on.
Alright, don't worry even if things end up a bit too heavy.
We'll all float on.

Alright already, we'll all float on.
Alright already, we'll all float on OK.
Don't worry, we'll all float on.
Even if things get heavy, we'll all float on.
Alright already, we'll all float on alright.
Don't you worry, we'll all float on.
We'll all float on.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26784809/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26784809/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 21:27:48 PDT Did my time, took my chances
Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet
Just a man and his will to survive
So many times, it happens too fast
You trade your passion for glory
Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past
You must fight just to keep them alive

It's the eye of the tiger, it's
the thrill of the fight
Rising up to the challenge of our rival
And the last known survivor
stalks his prey in the night
And he's watching us all with the eye of the tiger

Face to face, out in the heat
Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry
They stack the odds, still we take to the street
For the kill with the skill to survive

It's the eye of the tiger, it's
the thrill of the fight
Rising up to the challenge of our rival
And the last known survivor
stalks his prey in the night
And he's watching us all with the eye of the tiger

Risin' up, straight to the top
Had the guts, got the glory
Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop
Just a man and his will to survive

It's the eye of the tiger, it's
the thrill of the fight
Rising up to the challenge of our rival
And the last known survivor
stalks his prey in the night
And he's watching us all with the eye of the tiger

The eye of the tiger...


Ahhh Rock Band... what a memory. ~

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26704682/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26704682/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 01:18:21 PDT I win.
I lose it all.

I find friends.
They betray.
I lose them.

I love.
They hate.
I'm shunned from the world.

Cold, we're so cold.

I lose friends for misunderstandings.
I'm betrayed.
Yet I do nothing but give.

Don't I?
...

I love.
You hate.

I'm sorry.
Forgive me.


Please---
Don't see this black heart. See the hole that it is.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26662400/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26662400/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 00:49:08 PDT [link]

Lie, lie to my face
Tell me it ain't nothing
That's what I wanna hear
Take the lie to the grave
That's what an old friend told me
Look what it did for him

The truth hurts so bad
Wouldn't you say?
So why tell it?
If ignorance is bliss
Then I'm in heaven now

Run, you'll never escape
You see you'd go nowhere
Soon you will appear
Broke, laid to rest
Turn into sweet nothings
Kiss you goodbye

The truth hurts so bad
Wouldn't you say?
So why tell it?
If ignorance is bliss
Then I'm in heaven now

I keep going over and over again
To never ending places I've never been
No one's catching on, calling my bluff
The devil made me holier than every man
What you do, say it with a smile boy
Making us all forget

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26629818/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26629818/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 13:40:17 PDT On this crash course we're the big time
Pay no mind to the distant thunder
Beauty fills his head with wonder, boy....

Says it feels right this time
Turn around, found new high lights
Good day to be alive sir
Good day to be alive, he said.....

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way

Dont it feel right like this
All the pieces fall to his wish
Suck up for that quick reward boy
Suck up for that quick reward they said.....

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way......
Its coming your way
Its coming your way......
Here comes

Yeah, then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way.... yeah...
Then it comes to be, yeah...
Then it comes to be, yeah...
Then it comes to be, yeah...
Then it comes to be, yeah...
Then it comes to be, yeah...
Then it comes to be, yeah...
Then it comes to be, yeah...
Then it comes to be, yeah

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26579263/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26579263/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 22:02:02 PDT [link]

Hunter S. Thompson: Oh god...Did you eat all this acid?

Dr. Gonzo: That's right...MUSIC!

'This is not a good town for psychedelic drugs.
Extremely menacing vibrations are all around us.'

Dr. Gonzo: I Think this place is getting to me.
I think I'm *hiccup* getting the fear.

'We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers and also a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether and two dozen amyls.'

Sick distorted colors that stab into your skin
the fluctuating light that comes from within
acid on the tongue goes straight through your brain
falling on the floor as you wince in pain

'Total loss of all basic motor skills
Blurred vision, no balance, numb tongue
The mind recoils in horror,
Unable to communicate with the spinal column
Which is interesting because you can actually watch
yourself behaving in this terrible way.'

Trying to escape, but there's nowhere left to run to
I see you fall again on your face
never mind this horrid disgrace
I see you, I feel you, I know you, I own you
I see you, I feel you, I know you, I own you

'The acid had shifted gears on him; the next phase would probably be one of those hellishly intense introspection nightmares. Four hours or so of catatonic despair.'

'I decided to eat only half of the acid at first, but spilled the rest on the sleeve of my red woven shirt.'

I see your skin is falling off your face
and fall onto the floor
time drips away from the world
and the time that you spent is an underworld
I cannot see, but I know you're sick
and I do not mind that you try
anticipate about the world inside
and take some more and fry your mind

Hunter S Thompson: And a voice was screaming, holy jesus, where are these goddamn animals?

Sick distorted colors that stab into your skin

'five sheets of high-powered blotter acid'

the fluctuating light that comes from within
acid on the tongue goes straight through your brain
falling on the floor as you wince in pain
I see you, I feel you, I know you, I own you
I see you, I feel you, I know you, I own you


in your mind
in your place
in your sickness
in disgrace
in your mind
in your face
I know you never wanted this

'One of the things you learn after years of dealing with drug people, is that you can turn your back on a person. But never turn your back on a drug. Especially when it's waving a razor sharp hunting knife in your eye.'

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26530298/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26530298/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 15:18:31 PDT [link]

Every time you speak my name
(My name, my name)
My image it just burns away
(away, away)
Everytime you speak my name
(My name, my name)
My image it just, it just, it just BURNS AWAY, burns away
burns away, burns away, away, away, away
(Give me that)

I could care less than for your grandiosity
I had to skin the cat for curiosity
I could care less than for your sickening pompous ways
Every time you speak my name, my image burns away

I could care less
I could care less
I could care less
I could care less

Don't you know our lives are on trial now
And if we lose were going straight to hell (2x)

(Give me that)

You must excuse me i'm just really not myself
woke up today inside, inside of someone else
I could care less than for your sickening pompous ways
(Give me that)
Every time you speak my name my image burns away

(Give me that)
I could care less
I could care less
I could care less
(Give me that)
I could care less
I could care less

Don't you know our lives are on trial now
And if we lose were going straight to hell (2x)

Straight to hell
Straight to hell
Straight to hell
Straight to hell
Straight to hell

Might go straight to hell

I could care less (straight to hell) x 3

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26491458/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26491458/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 19:44:28 PDT They're gonna wreck it down, yeah

Something's come to rock me and I can't keep my head
I've never seen the New York city streets when my leg'ers still treads
I know I'm still better off standin' in the shadows far from
humans with guns
But now, it's too late, there's no escape from what they have done, come on

I'm goin' deeper underground
There's too much panic in this town
I'm goin' deeper underground
There's too much panic in this town

I'm goin' deeper underground
Well, I got to go deeper
Got to go much deeper yeah
Ah, yeah, they're gonna wreck it down, yeah

Step dooooo, down, d-down, d-d-down, hey, hey
Yeah, we gotta bring it down yeah

Some people with a pocket full of money and an eye full of hate
Take your pleasure with destruction of of everything that they try to create
Somebody tell me why this own mankind only tip of them touch
Heaven, help them when they bite off more
than they can chew and now, it's too much

I'm goin' deeper underground, hey, ah
There's too much panic in this town
I'm goin' deeper underground
There's too much panic in this town
I'm goin' deeper underground
There's too much panic in this town

I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin' deeper underground
I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin' deeper underground
I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin' deeper underground
I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin' deeper underground

Something's come to rock me and I can't keep my head
I've never seen the New York city streets when my leg'ers still treads
I know I'm still better off standin' in the shadows far from humans with guns
But now, it's too late, there's no escape from what they have done

I'm goin' deeper underground
There's too much panic in this town
I'm goin' deeper underground

I'm goin' deeper underground
(I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin' )
I'm goin' deeper underground
(I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin' )
I'm goin' deeper underground
(I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', got to go, got to deeper)
Deeper, deeper, yeah

I'm goin' deeper underground
(I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', got to go deeper)
I'm goin' deeper underground
(I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin' ),
I'm goin', deeper, gotta get down now, they're gonna bring it down, yeah)

I'm goin' deeper underground
(I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', I'm goin', they're gonna bring it down now)
I'm goin' deeper underground...


[link]

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26433379/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26433379/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 22:00:14 PDT To me it's what we do when we're bored
I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop
And it makes me want it more
Because I'm hyped up, outta control
If it's a fight I'm ready to go
I wouldn't put my money on the other guy
If you know what I know that I know

It's been a long time coming
And the tables' turned around
Cause one of us is goin'
One of us is goin' down
I'm not runnin', it's a little different now
Cause one of us is goin'
ONE OF US IS GOIN' DOWN!!!

Define your meaning of fun
To me it's when we're gettin' done
I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop
So get ready for another one
Let's take a trip down memory lane
The words circulate in my brain
You can treat this like another all I'm saying
But don't cry like a bitch when you feel the pain

It's been a long time coming
And the tables' turned around
Cause one of us is goin'
One of us is goin' down
I'm not runnin', it's a little different now
Cause one of us is goin'
ONE OF US IS GOIN' DOWN!!!

This is hardly worth fighting for
But it's the little petty shit that I can't ignore
With my fist in your face and your face on the floor
It'll be a long time comin'
But you got the message now
Cause I was never goin'
Yeah, you're the one that's going down!

One of us is going down

I'm not runnin', it's a little different now
Cause one of us is goin'
ONE OF US IS GOIN' DOWN!!!

One of us is going down

[link]

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26431865/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26431865/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 20:27:10 PDT On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?"
He said, "Ask anything".

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me
[ The Fray Lyrics are found on [link] ]

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

Early morning
The city breaks
I've been callin'
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
Ya never send me no letters
You got some kinda nerve
Taking all my world

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why'd you have to wait?
To find me, to find me

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26430145/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26430145/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 18:50:05 PDT clutch kick. ebrake. powerslide.
its about sacrifice, revenge... power and defeat.

The life of a racer. a tuner? a modder.
Bleed the fluids.
the biggest baddest race of cinema history
whats your view on it?
Is there a reason for us to do this?
is the thousands of dollars squandered away
are they worth that tiny amount of adrenaline...

"your a fool.
spending money on shit that you don't need."

kind of like... skimming that performance site... making that insane list...
$5,000? $10,000? $15,000?
And just sighing at the end. Wishing you could hit the checkout button...
to have the delivery of pure horsepower to your door.

But knowing... you have to conserve.
For another day. the window is minimized.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26384698/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26384698/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 16:14:30 PDT
Get into it.
Lose time.
Go to work.
Read the book you didn't want to read first.
Stick to the mangas.
Long nights with a Nissan.
Sleep well under light moon from the small basement window.
Warmth emanates from the sleeping hero.

Watch my blood again.
How pretty it flows with the water.
Stop hurting yourself idiot.
Your only a complete klutz.

How does he not see?
The ungracefulness.
The tomboyishness.
What is this.

The little red line under the misspellings and the typos.
Watch it bleed your work dry with its error.
It hurts the eyes.
Bleeds.

Bleeding again.
Let it bleed.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26360827/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26360827/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 14:13:48 PDT Yeah

Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty eyes
I'll be seeing you again
Yeah, I'll be seeing you, in hell

So don't cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box
Don't cry to me oh baby
You should have seen it a-coming on
Had to know it was in your card
Don't cry to me oh baby
Dead-end soul for a dead-end girl
Don't cry to me oh baby
And now your life drains on that floor
Don't cry to me oh baby

Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth
I'll be seeing you again, yeah-yeah
I'll be seeing you, in hell

Don't cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box
Don't cry to me oh baby
You should have seen it a-coming on
Don't cry to me oh baby
Had to know it was in your card
Don't cry to me oh baby
Dead-end soul for a dead-end girl
Don't cry to me oh baby
And now your life drains on that floor
Don't cry to me oh baby

Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Shut your pretty mouth
I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you, in hell
Die-die-die
Die-die-die
Die-die-die

Die


[link]

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26345725/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26345725/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:08:48 PDT You'd let me know when the time was now
Don't let me know when you're opening the door
Stab me in the dark, let me disappear

Memories that flutter like bats out of hell
Stab you from the city spires
Life wasn't worth the balance
Or the crumpled paper it was written on

Don't let me know we're invisible
Don't let me know we're invisible

Hot cash days that you trailed around
Cold cold nights under chrome and glass
Led me down river of perfumed limbs
Sent me to the streets with the good time girls

Don't let me know we're invisible
Don't let me know we're invisible
We could dance, dance, dance thru' the fire
Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire

Feed me no lies
I don't know about you, I don't know about you
Breathe through the years
I don't know about you, I don't know about you
Bring me the disco king
I don't know about you, I don't know about you
Dead or alive, bring me the disco king
Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king
Bring me the disco king

Spin-offs with those who slept like corpses
Damp morning rays in the stiff bad clubs
Killing time in the '70s
Smelling of love through the moist winds
Don't let me know when you're opening the door
Close me in the dark, let me disappear
Soon there'll be nothing left of me
Nothing left to release

Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire
Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire
Feed me no lies
I don't know about you, I don't know about you
Breathe through the years
I don't know about you, I don't know about you
Bring me the disco king
I don't know about you, I don't know about you
Dead or alive, bring me the disco king
Bring me the disco king
Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king
Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king
Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26310514/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26310514/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 02:09:02 PDT Images scar my mind
Four weeks've felt like years
Since your full attention was all mine
The night was young and so were we
Talked about life, God, death, and your family
Didn't want any promises,
Just my undivided honesty, and you said

Oh oh, things are gonna change now for the better
Oh oh, things are gonna change, oh, they're gonna change

I am the patron saint of lost causes
A fraction of who I once believed (change)
only a matter of time
Opinions I would try and rewrite
If life had background music playing your song
I've got to be honest, I tried to escape you
But the orchestra plays on, and they sang

Oh oh, things are gonna change now for the better
Oh oh, things are gonna change

[Chorus 2x]
Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down (repair)
You dismantle me
You dismantle me

Give me time to prove
Prove I want the rest of yours (prelude)
Call this a prelude to a lifetime of you
It's not that I hang on every word
I hang myself on what you repeat
It's not that I keep hanging on
I'm never letting go

[Chorus 2x]
Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down (repair)
You dismantle me
You dismantle me

Save me from myself
Save me from myself
Help me save me from myself
Save me from myself

Oh oh, things are gonna change now for the better
Oh oh, things are gonna change

[Chorus 4x]
Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down (repair)
You dismantle me
You dismantle me

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26238968/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26238968/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 17:39:24 PDT Must find that spark to take those pictures again.
I really shouldn't focus so much on cars...
But how not to... theyre all so pretty.

Mayeb theres a reason I keep typing.
00:13 left...

Where is she? Not here yet? Wonder if I can find a good book...
Maybe brush up on my Anne Rice..

Speed typing provokes typos.

Speak to him, or wait til later... I'll do it when I'm outside... maybe he won't be busy.

Wonder if he's started his 100hrs of community service.
Don't run from the cops kids... dips are bad for intercoolers.

Your session will end in 10 minutes... please save or print your work.
What a cute pop-up.
I wonder how much money research is delved into the libraries networking system... Hmmmm

For another day I suppose.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26110503/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26110503/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 14:34:31 PDT
I wonder alot what the reason is for people to exist...
I despise my new car...
My favorite car is broken.

Maybe I eat too much. But why do I not gain wieght anymore?

Size 1 pants are... another word for overpriced.
There isn't a reason to write this.
Mad ravings of an even madder author?
Write me a book about dinosaurs in space... with lots of racing and no romance.

Watch the matrix, but oddly kept warm by good company//

The matrix has you Neo.

Where do you come up with the name Neo?
I like having a wierd name thast reminds of neons...

Maybe he's an avid fan of Dodge?
Make a note to further explore this theory.

What car is there left for me to experience?
I wouldn't mind a new Pontiac G8 GT... but I'll have to find one used... maybe I can get John at Dodge to let me drive my favorite white Challenger...

Hmmm choices choices...

If I can find a well priced s2000 in the winter I'm going to try and trade off the Acura for it...

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26065065/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/26065065/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 12:08:59 PDT Different by meaning what it is that you want it to be.
I am in the area that I am living what I can am only just experiencing.
I work to pay for the little things.
I play to expel the pity things.
I scream away the shitty things.

But always I am.

Maybe theres some sick sense of waste I'm living. I'm not really trying anything now. But for some reason it doesnt bother me.

How are you living life?

Infatuate me.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/25860681/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/25860681/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 13:10:03 PDT
My computer in its many days of age and utter stupidity [ to say its wisdom would be a hair brained lie] finally decided its work on internet connecting is finished. Photos on the camera are piling up and I need to release them to the cold unforgiving world that is this gallery page. SO.

Please can I hasve Toshi back??? Please???

I have photos of everyones favorite flat black turbo Z in return my friend!!!!

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/25298271/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/25298271/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 20:43:47 PDT [link]



Haha
Its Mr. 305 checkin’ in for the remix,
you know that S 75 Street Brazil?
Well this year gon be called Calle Ocho,
Hahahaha

Que ola cata, Que ola omega
and this how we gon do it

Dale,
one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

(Hahaha)
one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere si Rumba (Como?)

Si e’ verdad que tu ere guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro (Woooo-ooo!)

6 to tha clock, on my way to the top uh,
Pit got it locked from brews to the locker,
All I.P uh, big and packer,
That he’s not, but damn he’s hot,
label fly but Pit wont stop,
got her in the car, quit playin’ with his (Como?)
watch him make a movie like Alba Hitch Hock, ha Enjoy Me

[Chorus]:

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro (Woooo-ooo!)

[Verse 2]:

Mami got an ass like a donkey, with a monkey,
look like King Kong, welcome to the crib,
305 thats what it is,
with a woman down ya s*** dont play games,
they up the chain, and they let her do everythang and anythang, hit tha thang
and they love it gettin’ it in, gettin’ on,
all night long (Dale)

[Chorus]:

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro

[Verse 3]:

Baby you can get it, if you win it we can play,
baby I got cribs, I got condos we can stay,
even got a king size matress we can lay,
baby I dont care, I dont care, what they say

[Chorus]:

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do’-tres-cuatro

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/25245580/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/25245580/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 22:58:22 PDT I'm Your _____...?
Damn Living Expensive Is Good
Let's Have Some Fun

I've been taking pictures a lot more again...
Watch TV til 1...
Stare at that stupid ceiling again.
Work 7 to 7.
60 Hrs already...week isn't over yet...
Can working too much kill you?
Bang Bang
We're beautiful and dirty rich.
Too much stress.
Window tinting for $50.
Stupid GT.
Curl up with the cat on the couch and watch CSI
But its automatic...
What sick and twisted shit can you think up?
I'm so sorry, yeah.
Yeah thats it.
"Green shit is touching my meat".
Projectile Broccoli.
Hahaha... Hmmmm
Bang Bang.
Devious.
Laugh
Kids with guns.
Santa clause hat in the boonies
Dust in the air from the tires kicking it up
Black Prelude. Dual exhaust.
But we got no money.
Slick.
Heartbroke.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/25189567/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/25189567/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 00:03:26 PDT [link]


I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to feel the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

Comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

How do I feel this good sober?

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24927147/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24927147/ Sun, 24 May 2009 15:43:09 PDT [link]


Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas plays,
Fold em' let em' hit me, raise it, baby stay with me, (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with spades to start,
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love, if its not rough it isn't fun

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying
I'm just stunnin'
With my love-glue-gunning

Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand 'cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24769005/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24769005/ Fri, 15 May 2009 12:00:21 PDT Love is a doing word
Fearless on my breath
Gentle impulsion
Shakes me makes me lighter
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Nine night of matter
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire of a confession
Fearless on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Stumbling a little
Stumbling a little

Massive Attack-Teardrop

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24728325/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24728325/ Tue, 12 May 2009 20:27:27 PDT I'm going to sell you as soon as I have the chance.
That's right.
It's over.
No longer can your voluptuous curves try and lie to me.
I fucking hate you.
You're slow and disgusting.
You have nothing for me.
I hate you.
But I don't have enough to get rid of you.

damnit

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24695528/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24695528/ Sun, 10 May 2009 22:51:19 PDT Further along this hallway of dark dismal scene I'm growing cold...
Two weeks without my lover...
Emotion pulls the black hoodie closer...
See the hot breath in the air
Hug tighter to rainbow colored cloth and cotton...
Chewing gum moistens the tongue from the dry throat
Can't quite swallow the pill today
Struggle with it.
Waiting again in this puddle that threatens to swallow.
Thinking it was something to play in... fresh water to splash..
Only to find tar and heartbreak
Don't ask questions... don't want to bother.
Bury into self once again...
Waiting for this game to end again.
Further down the river...
Can't see the sun anymore.. it's hiding behind that cloud again.
Please give me my fire back... I had a wisp of it and it got away...
---but how do you capture something with no mass?


wait

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24538044/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24538044/ Fri, 01 May 2009 20:33:57 PDT Euphoria.
This high.
This ecstasy...
It's fading...
Dying!!!
My agonies grow every moment that passes.
I cried again.
What the fuck.
Fucking asshole!!!!
Fuck you!
Fucking
Asshole...
You don't act this way
Who is this shitbag?
Miracle gro...
Fuckface!
God your disgusting...
Skank? SKANK?!
Try me dumbass...
Kitty's snoring again...
So happy...
Sick.
Vomit
Acura... Black
Gleaming in the streetlights...
Mocking me.
Remember when you protected me.
Am I not worthy yet of protection?
Or not at all anymore?
You protected me the other night...
Your...
So beautiful.
Touch...
Let Me...
Touch.


fuck

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24489426/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24489426/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 22:32:07 PDT Need to sleep.
Have responsibilities.
Hate you.
Fucking bitch.
Oh my god.
Warm skin love to touch.
Couldn't stop touching.
Didn't want to.
Didn't.
Study.
Break.
Hurting still.
Side...
Stabbing pain where it hurts to move.
Sleep it off?
Work on cars.
Snake eye removal.
Sleepy eyes?
Buy a 240sx...?
When?
Soon.
Happy again.
Touch me.
Finally.
Aim for the brow... wake to pure unadulterated love.
Breathing life and enjoying waking up.
His eyes spoke the truth.
Knew he still did...
His tongue sang to the heart.
Kept me warm.
Remembered how I like when he curls around...
Soft kisses.
Perfect Slumber.
Love you.
No more pain...
Thank you.
Thank you god.
Oh...god...
How do I tell the others?
I knew it...
I fucking knew it.
Joke?
Cry in joy?
Don't care.
Life is over for them...
Laugh.
Hug.
I'm his.
'Congratulations, you're finally happy again...'
After so long.
Watch the oil stain the skin after a wash.
Need a shower...
Curl hair tomorrow?
Maybe--
Shut up and go to sleep dumb ass.

Perfect.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24469590/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24469590/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 18:52:54 PDT Stare into the black lifeless plastic eyes.
Wonder what happened to yourself.
Hows that contest?
We all need a rebuild sir, we all do.
CO3S Service Manual on disc.
Hmmm
Fix it.
Break it.
Fucking gauge came undone again.
Whats going on?!
Ding ding.
Break it.
Broken.
Broken fixed.
Hahaha.
Brown eyes.
Throw the glass at the wall.
Break it down.
Watch it explode.
Broken soul.
Fix me?
Bum dum bam dum.
Supra weaving through the streets.
Follow.
Play.
Vomit.
Contest with music? Ingenious.
Have you played my game yet?
Ring ding ding dong.
I hurt myself today.
Don't where the blood keeps coming from.
Finding it on the fingertips.
The fat quiz.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24444156/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24444156/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 11:18:36 PDT Can't breathe without the drug that isn't there.
Maybe the cliche of suffocating is overdone.
Death seems overrated, and agony is much over typed.
5 lbs of gummy worms.
Makes you sick, but not from the over-sugar high.
DDR is broken, but the joy remains, dancing retains in the heart.
See the smiles, generic, and video game nostalgia.
The lights shown down on what now?
Gaara and Gir on the massively stupid huge monitor... what is it? 30"?
Glance over to a sly smile, hate my life.
Hate you. But admire you. How can you do it?
To be alone so many nights... watching TV until later, then sleeping.
Only to repeat the day when there is no slavery work, no car love for the day.
A four cylinder? Yeah. Really.
I hate mine. Hate that stupid front wheel aspect of life.
Not pulling into life, but pushing would be so much more fun.
To have that minor moment of lost control and take a 360 aspect of the world.
Jennifer Love Hewwit.
What the fuck.
Shame bleeds out through sugar rubs and scalding hot water that turns the skin bright pink.
Hah. Lookit that kids, Color... on me? Hahaha....

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24387316/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24387316/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 00:33:30 PDT Ugh. What a migraine.
This week is getting bad.
Starting to reject food again... Damnit.




Meatwad has no hair.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24299970/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24299970/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 23:19:20 PDT [link]

just go.

I wish I had this kind of stamina for myself in photos.

of course it does take a bit of self love to do this....

ugh this man is amazing. love his lighting.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24248533/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24248533/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:40:19 PDT Yell 'til it hurts.
Sing yourself dry.
Bury your tears until your sitting next to your best friend...
Watch Appleseed without really watching.

Hate life.
Don't wanna wake up and deal with the shit.
So sick of the hobos in town.
Want to curl up and die.
Sick of him.
Sick of me.
Hate you.
Love you.
Fucking love you bitch.

What the fuck is this shit.
So stupid.

Fucking...
Fuck.
How am I going to win a war if I can't even fight?
These fucks talk shit.
I leave them alone. I've done nothing to them.
They spread it around with their cold dead fingers and smell it in satisfaction when they're finished.


Fuck I love you. What the fuck.
Know your lonely.
Stop being an idiot.
Can I atleast talk to you? Try and make you happy atleast.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24136873/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24136873/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 20:12:15 PDT love that nsx. love it.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24056667/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/24056667/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 11:21:25 PDT
what is happening... blood is cold and heart reufuses to stop hurting... has the pain returned again to torment? i thought I was getting better...able to hide this agony so well... people thought i was okay... now im crying again? weak from the blindsiding agony that hit me again... my train has run me over again and the tracks are inescapable...

I'm trying so hard not to say what I really want to... They've heard it a thousand times over... but it's all I really want.

Besides... that wing hahaha... but... I could live without that...

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23822995/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23822995/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 22:49:06 PDT Regretless for how it feels.
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Bullet with a name.

Because the cause for all, the
pause you think you see
is really concentration on the steel.
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Bullet with a name.

See everybody watching and passing judgment
on every little move and decision I make.
How can I be an individual with
the weight of the world
with 8 other planets to take?
and with everything happening
gunshots clapping and people all
running in every direction
with their hands up praying for the drama to end,
I got my hand out looking for some money to spend.

The price tags on the things I need are
getting bigger by the day
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Bullet with a name.
The way I work so hard for things
they just take away from me.
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Bullet with a name.

I'm working harder than a hundred
black mules down in Mexico.
No water, no clouds, no cover,
from the hotter than Hell no dinner bell,
empty oven again from another bad opinion.
I mean who doesn't want the cars,
money, fame, attention, bars, honeys,
games, attention, stars?
Funny how we say we don't need it
then turn around and try to achieve it.

The price tags on the things I need are
getting bigger by the day
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Bullet with a name.
The way I work so hard for things
they just take away from me.
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Bullet with a name.

Everything that they say about me.
And everything that they make me need,
are nothing when they're taking
everything away from me.
Everyone trying to make it harder
and everyone saying I would never be.
You're nothing but a name on the bullet that I aim...

The price tags on the things I need are
getting bigger by the day
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Bullet with a name.
The way I work so hard for things
they just take away from me.
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Bullet with a name.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23777267/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23777267/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 09:37:54 PDT Cough up some more of life...
Open the window... sit in the sun...
Breathe the open air that never quite reaches the lungs...
Rather than warm--- feel burned by the sunrays...
Wonder how many more are the days...
Understanding slips away...
Besides what everyone says...
Wasting time... But not...
Wondering through the cold sunshine...
When will be the time....
Time to breathe again...
And not feel all this pain...
It used to be smoothe, perfect sailing...
Now everything is constantly failing...
Nothing goes right...
Every moment is a fight...
With the insides...the outside...
No one to trust; to confide....
No matter how hard you try; can't make it right....
So sick of this fight....
But hard determined to get through this...
Hear the hateful hiss...
But keep loving,keep hoping all will be well...
Feeling the pain again---feeling it swell...
Wonder if your going to make it again today...
Your legs under you are starting to sway....

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23520969/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23520969/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 09:06:35 PST Sit in silence, holding on to something---unimportant...
As if you let go you would fall apart too...
Buy a trans rebuild.
Three thousand dollars later...
Blow a 100amp fuse...
Still silence.
Fixed problems... but feeling...still empty.
Fight for that single feeling again.
Maybe you will get over i---no. Shut up.
No seeming reason to get up in the morning...
Enough hope to get you out of bed... but after...
Stare at your cold dead fingers and wonder why.
Constantly wondering.
Protecting... whom?
No joys behind a subtle smile.
Aggravation at those who try to smile with you.
Leave us alone.
Leave me.
Watch your friends fall apart...
Be... Envious.

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23226646/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23226646/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 00:27:43 PST
]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23197835/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/23197835/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 14:20:52 PST

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3958891/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3958891/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 14:21:34 PDT It surfaces when we fight our other self
It strives and flourishes when we fall to ruin
We seek companionship at a perilous carelessness

Faults… In our humane nervous system create
Such horrible images…
Although… the seemingly warming comfort of friends…
Turns out to be only a camouflage of our emotions on wry

These friends… the false smiles and the untrue words…
They are puppets… puppets sent by our minds eye
To trick and make us suffer
In other words… We are at war with ourselves…

Its so hard to find true friends...
Not those who are the puppets...
And then it seems... they leave you...
They leave you and worry you
And make you weep for your sanity

So then you wonder... are they also puppets?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Here is my idol in photography- go check out his gallery-

Clubs:








I Own Darcia and Yami Malik!

]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3700599/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3700599/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 14:34:17 PST
Arg! Castlevania holiday picture contest! Must begin! *runs off to draw*

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa shopping! *glares softly* I wanna go shopping... damn my inability to drive.... CURSE AGE LIMITATIONS!!!!!!! *squirms*

Congrats to for getting the 666 kiriban!! sanyuuu n.n

Im so happy....

RAMMSTEIN! MUHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

OMG!! SILVER CERULEAN 2 UPDATED!!!!!! NOW GO READ IT!Please and thank you ^-^

General
[Name] Tara
[Birthday] September 26, 1989
[Weight] 118
[Astrological sign?] Libra
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Snake
[Location] Colorado
[Marital Status] Single
[Eye color] Brown
[Height] 5'2
[Shoe size] 9 in mens, 7 in my friends boots
[Parents still together?] Yes
[Siblings?] Nein.
[Nieces/Nephews?] a lot…
[Kids of your own?] No
[Grandkids?] nope
[Pets?] my bubble eyed fishy
[Education?] 9th
[Rent, lease, or own your home?] heh I wish
[Have any credit cards?] No
[What do you drive?] *starry eyes* I want my Mustang

Favorites
[Color] Black
[Number ] 17
[Animal ] eh…
[Vehicle ] I wish
[Flower ] Black rose
[Scent ] Cinnamon
[Shape ] Triangle(shaped like fangs)
[Book ] Merrick By Anne Rice

Do you...
[Color your hair? ] No. I wish
[Twirl your hair? ] eeeeehhhhhh
[Have tattoos? ] No
[Piercing? ] No, used to
[Cheat on tests/homework? ] Homework…
[Drink/Smoke? ] wine please
[Like roller coasters? ] hell yes
[Wish you could live somewhere else] Egypt!
[Want more piercing? ] nah im good
[Like cleaning? ] it makes me tired
[Write in cursive or print? ] print…..cause no one can read my cursive
[Carry a donor card? ] No
[Swear a lot? ] No
[Own a web cam? ] have one…. It sucks
[Know how to drive? ] >> << Mebe
[Diet? ] Sorta
[Own a cell phone? ] I wish
[Ever get off the damn computer? ] ….mebe
[Habla Espanol? ] Que?

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] …..no
[DUI? ] parent has
[Been in a wreck? ] No
[Been arrested? ] No
[Been in a fist fight? ] No
[Kicked someone in the nuts? ] yep
[Stolen anything? ] from my friends…
[Held a gun? ] No
[Drank? ] water?
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] ….no
[Considered a life of crime? ] No.
[Considered being a hooker? ] ewww
[Cried over a girl? ] Never
[Cried over a boy? ] >> << Mebe
[Lied to someone? ] does this quiz count?
[Been in love? ] Can I bite you?
[Fallen for your best friend?] ehhhhhh I would think not…
[Made out with JUST a friend? ] Nooo
[Been rejected? ]Meh.
[Used someone? ] No
[Been used? ] No
[Been kissed? ] Nope (oh the loser I am…)

Now
[Current mood] ……
[Current music] RAMMSTEIN!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
[Current taste] People mmm j/k
[Current hair] long and straight as always
Current annoyance] This quiz arrrgg
[Current smell] Tempra paint… strange…
[Current thing I ought to be doing] drawing
[Current windows open?] AOL, Winamp, AIM
[Current desktop picture] Dracula 2000 Baby! Woo!
[Current book] ….
[Current cds in stereo] I use my compy…
[Current crush] None
[Current hate] being lazy…
[Current job] Im going to get one soon…

The last time
[Last movie you saw] hmmm Dracula 2000 and Dracula II: Acension
[Last thing you had to drink]* looks at her glass of WATER* …
[Last thing you ate] That nasty burrito… Bleh
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Kilian kun…

Do you...
[Do drugs?] No
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] nope…
[Play an instrument?] Not talented enough
[Believe there is life on other planets?] Yes
[Remember your first love?] kinda hard to forget..
[Still love him/her?] Sha.
[Read the newspaper?] Once in a while…
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] I dun wanna know…o.O;;;
[Believe in miracles?] whas a miracle...? Vampires? Vampires are miracles! n.n
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Yeah…
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] In what way
[Consider love a mistake?] Soemtimes
[Have a favorite candy?] If its sugarless gum…
[Do well in school?] … uhm…. Eheheh yeah I guess… I am passing…
[Go to or plan to go to college] I have to…. *grumbles*
[Wear hats?] rarely….*pets her only hat*
... ]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3265022/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3265022/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 17:29:44 PDT
Silver Cerulean 2- Return of Ansem~ In progress...

Quizzes:

Quiz 1:

Name: Tara
Nickname: Squeaky
Age: 15
Sex: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Single?: Yes and have been for ages
Shoe size: 9 in mens skater shoes (Vans)
Questions:
Do you like chicken wings?: …..gross
Have you ever eaten dog food?: No
Most embarrassing moment?: I shall never tell them to you
Ever had a crush on a teacher?: No
Did you cry during Titanic?: No
Do you like anime?: Yes
Do you like videogames?: Yeah
What's your favorite music category?: My favourite is rock. Has been, is, and will be forever more.
What sound annoys you the most?: People who talk… and clearly shouldn’t
Are most of your CDs burned or purchased? Purchased
Do you laugh when nothing's funny?: Yes
Do you cry when nothing's sad?: No
Do you own more then 332 animals?: No
Do you have any animals?: No
What's your animal's name(s)?: …
Do you like your real name?: No
If not, what do you want your real name to be?: … wouldn’t you like to know
Do you like reality shows?: No
What color would you dye your hair?: Black or extremely dark brown
Are you a vegetarian?: Was
What do you want to be in the future?: To travel
Do you believe in Santa?: No
The Tooth Fairy?: No
The Easter Bunny?: No
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: I never have slept with any stuffed… anythings
Personal quote?: More Molesting Less Protesting
Views:
Gay marriage: Go ahead
Abortion: Sure why not
Marrying your family: Sure… just none of mine… *shudders*
Death penalty: Yes
War: Kick ass. More.
America: Burn, Baby, Burn
Sexism: don’t care. Do it to me and Ill hurt you
Cruelty to animals: Cruel. Simple enough. Something that cant kill you back? Try doing it to a Bengal tiger. *smirks*
Racism: I don’t care. Ive never done it
Favorites:
Five favorite bands: I only have two… Rammstein and Metallica.
Five favorite movies: Interview with a Vampire, Ghost ship, Queen of the Damned, Pirates of the Carribean, Interview with a Vampire.
Five favorite anime characters (If you like anime): Hmm… Yami Malik, Darcia,
Five favorite videogames: Kingdom Hearts, Castlevania Lament of Innocence, Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy IX
Five favorite places: State of Mind, Home, Bed, nice dark places with a soft chill. Does a cemetery count?
Five favorite TV shows: Ghost Hunters, The Crow, Mad Mad House, and… screw it… that’s it.
Five favorite CD's: Rammstein Reise Reise, Metallica St Anger, Velvet Revolver Contraband, Godsmack Faceless, and Korn Issues
Five favorite songs: Feue frei!, Amour, Shoot Me Again, Mein herz Brennt, Kill Your Idols
Favorite soda: That’s digusting…
Favorite food: What is this food you speak of?
Favorite sexual position: …. You demented hump monkeys
Favorite sport: None
Favorite actor: None
Favorite actress: None
Ten things you hate the most: …… there are too many to list.

Quiz 2:

IN ONE TRY..TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR: …don’t think so

FINGERS: Tara
CHIN: …
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: …
CHEEK: …
ELBOW: …
LIPS:
PALM: …
BACK OF HAND: …
TONGUE: …
NOSE: … WHAT DOES THIS PROVE!? HOW SKILLFUL YOU ARE WITH BODY PARTS!? Holy hell people!
-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---

-- YOUR HERITAGE: German…
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Boots wit crappy flame son them…-- YOUR EYES: Dark Brown
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: …
-- YOUR FEARS: …
ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: Be known as the one who loves the 1700’s…
----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: Im alive?! Damn…
THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Is he hot? *peers*
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: I hate you.
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: ….none
-- YOUR BEDTIME: WHENEVER I WANT but I get tired around 11:00
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: None
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: … none
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: neither
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: Digusting
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single.
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: Neither
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: …neither
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Mocha Latte… just don’t make me make it…

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: No
-- CUSS: When I want to…
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Yes
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): Yes.
-- WHO ARE THEY: WOULDN’T YOU LIKE TO K... ]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3252853/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3252853/ Tue, 31 Aug 2004 05:54:29 PDT
P.S. Theres even a reeeeally sad piccy of me! Dont look! ]]> *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3241325/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3241325/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 17:43:17 PDT *Riyoji-Jeremishou http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3233433/ http://Riyoji-Jeremishou.deviantart.com/journal/3233433/ Sat, 28 Aug 2004 17:04:30 PDT *Riyoji-Jeremishou