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I've forgotten how much I love black and white film.
I have my own apartment.
I love walking around naked.
It's liberating.
I'm eager to fall in love.
I think I'm on my way.
I've been betrayed by two people I love.
I'm getting over it.....or trying to unsucessfully mostly.

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1. Post the rules here.

2. Every person has to write down a list of 8 things about him-herself.

3. At the end, you have to tag 8 persons and put their icon in your journal.


About me

1 I have replaced Nirvana with Tegan and Sara as my favorite band, I thought that would never happen.

2 I go through friends wayy too fast. I think they get tired of me.

3 I don't think I've had a true friend in a really long time.

4 I can't go a day without a lot of caffine

5 My main goal in this life is to see most of the world and help as many people and animals as possible.

6 I'm a dreamer and I wouldn't have it any other way

7 I am a very pround feminist lesbian

8 I can't wait to fall in love

6

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OH


Fuck you politely

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I miss you Kurt

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So I'm trying to make my desicion........trying to choose which cliff to jump off, trying to figure out where I am going to land when I do...

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He means it

And what Damon wants

Damon gets


and it is not me

or the three of us

our future

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Someone make me think that I can and I will

]]> ~Rizizkaatpeace http://Rizizkaatpeace.deviantart.com/journal/16874089/ http://Rizizkaatpeace.deviantart.com/journal/16874089/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 02:41:56 PST People who say "That fucking pisses me off" Over little things that don't make sense.


It's irritating

Why waste so much of your time being pissed off over things that don't matter?

I need a new friend.

A new scene

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]]> ~Rizizkaatpeace http://Rizizkaatpeace.deviantart.com/journal/16684437/ http://Rizizkaatpeace.deviantart.com/journal/16684437/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 03:03:44 PST I'm becoming less of an individual as days go by. I'm losing my spark. I'm scared of that. I don't want to be just like you. Even though I kinda am already. I don't wanna know.

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Is has been the death of several things for me.
Most of them are bad, but not all of them.


It has been the death of my hatred for anyone, ever, period.
It has been the death of my meat-eating.
It has been the death of baby Zeus and his siblings.
It has been the death of Zeus.
It has been the death of the Lesbian loop.
It has been the death of many dreams for me.
It has been the death of many friendships.
It has been the death of my dislike of my Mother.
It has been the death of my questioning my sexuality, completely.
It has been the death of Edward Horn.
It has been the death of Shirley Ann McCurry.
It has been the death of Tangerine, Adam, and Paz.
It has been the death of Tyler's grandpa.
It has been the death of my closeness with Tommy, and Matthew.
It has been the death of my love for someone who've I've love for so long.
It has been the death of my grudge-holding.
It has been the death of Stephanie Ann Butcher-McCurry.



And now Epona, is really, sick.

I'm not sure that I can handle much more.
I guess I've got to.

I just feel the weight of it all coming to me now. I feel this pressure on my heart. I wake up every morning, afraid that someone or something will be dead.
I don't have a camera, and that upsets me very much.
I miss my camera.
I took the last two days off of work, they are probably vaery mad at me. I don't care though. I cry everytime someone yells at me over the stupid fucking phone, like computer issues are my fault. FUCK that.
I am so sad and so loney, and my roomates are stealing things from me.
I neeed to escape, yet again, only not too far this time, just out of this wretched apartment where I'm not wanted anyway.

Why is everything dying on me?
DON'T fucking tell me that it's just a part of life. I will hate the next person who tells me that.
It dosent make sense that EVERYTHING is dying at the same time.
That shouldnt just be a part of life
I just need a good friend, someone who I can talk to, ad someone who dosent live so far away. I'm hungry and my stomach hurts

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I need someone here that I know
I need someone here who wants to fall in love,
I need someone here who wants to do everything I want to do but brings about fresh Ideas as well.
I am asking for far too much
I am out of hell, but just as unhappy as I was in hell.
I wont go back
Even though you are convincing me to
I want to cry. But I don't.
I want to take photographs but my camera is elsewear.
I need something to do.
I got that job
I am looking forward to it
It will give me something to do.
I hate being invisible
I just want someone to think that I am beautiful
I know I sound pathetic, but it's how I feel
I know I'm selfish
But it's how I am
Help me
Someone love me
Someone talk to me

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I dig it even though it gets a little lonley sometimes.
I feel like a better porson overall here than being in Salem.
Ugh

I think I am going to try to go to PCC

I have a job interview on monday, so that should be interesting....


I feel like something is going to happen

I am happy with myself for once in my life.

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]]> ~Rizizkaatpeace http://Rizizkaatpeace.deviantart.com/journal/15118847/ http://Rizizkaatpeace.deviantart.com/journal/15118847/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 17:19:03 PDT He tried to commit suicide. They told us that only a miracle would save him. So we prayed and prayed, he's getting better, but he still has a very good chance of dying. Please pray for him...

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This is such an odd situation and such an odd feeling.

You are not the type of girl that I am usually attrated to, and yet I find myself smiling whenever I think if you and making excuses to talk to you,and trying to strike up pointless converations and putting up pointless bulliten quizzes just to know a little bit more about you.....

I don't even KNOW you

Oh Pilgram, what are you doing to me?

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]]> ~Rizizkaatpeace http://Rizizkaatpeace.deviantart.com/journal/14976650/ http://Rizizkaatpeace.deviantart.com/journal/14976650/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 19:33:01 PDT I hopefully will get this job, I think more than likely, and that will be that...Save some money
buy a motorhome...
Then just like that
After 19 &1/2 years of living I'm gone.
And I wont be back,
Not for a long time.
I'll be back with like a 12 year old child and you guys will be like "what the hell"

and i'll laugh

I WILL laugh
Because it is goin to happen
And you told me no
You laughed at my dreams
And I will be happy
And I will be complete

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I will be happy

Nothing can stop me now, 'cause I just don't care anymore.

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