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deviantART: by:Roarys-Eyes http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Roarys-Eyes&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Roarys-Eyes en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 03:35:10 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Running?! http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/28308729/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/28308729/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 08:01:11 PST

Hell must have frozen over, because I've done something I swore I would never do.
I have taken up running =O
And not just once a week running. I'm hitting the treadmill 5 nights a week. Usually I warm up by walking and playing xbox :3
Call me crazy, but it's only been, what, 6 days? And I've lost one or two pounds and my jeans fit better xD
This was just a decision to get in better shape. My brother has lost over 100lbs and goes the gym religiously; I look to him as my example. I want to get toned.
The reason I'm saying this is because I'm putting it out there that I need running music! If you have any music you believe would be good for my workout, I'd love to know!

Thanks!
<3 Roary

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]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Mew http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/28234164/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/28234164/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:36:03 PST

Hey all!

I'm really just writing this to test out this cool new skin :3
That's about all!

<3 Roary

Graphics by *aishwaryakhan
CSS by =moonfreak

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Out With The Old, In With The New http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/27849629/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/27849629/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 08:06:52 PDT
And that means I should be uploading soon! :3

BEYOND AMAZING NEWS. I was born in the martimes and it's been forever since I've gone back, and thirteen years since I've been there for the holidays (I'm 19). But it looks like my family is going to catch a plane and head down there for Christmas. I am so stoked, I cannot explain. I'm really big on family, and I think its wonderful

That's all!

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Saturrrrrrrday http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/27683149/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/27683149/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 08:33:20 PDT
Haven't uploaded much lately because my laptop is in the shop. Looks like the motherboard is gone...I might be getting a new one, but I have to wait to here back.

September has been crazy and I'm so glad it's October :] The transition back to school was rough but I think I'm doing better now!

That's about all for now.

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Oh Canada! http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/25675115/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/25675115/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 14:07:54 PDT
It's beautiful outside, the air is warm, and I was awoken by celebration music flooding over from the park.

Ah yes, Canada! Maybe I'm bias, but this is a great place to live. My great great great etc. grandfather came here from England and helped to cultivate the land. Thus our family was introduced to the great Canada.

Poutine, the word "eh", the RCMP, the Rockies, the status of 2nd largest country, beavers, the Bluenose, hockey...Canada is great.

I have been fortunate enough to visit five of our beautiful provinces! What a great trip

I am PROUD! to be Canadian and looking forward to today's celebrations! It's time to sing our country's name, Oh Canada!

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Devious Journal Entry http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/25312483/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/25312483/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 15:55:54 PDT
I don't think there is anything sadder for a digital artist than when your lappy kicks the can

My *cough* lovely *cough* (it really isn't that great, but i miss it!) Gizmo, aka, my laptop, is currently not working because the battery has been worn out. I finally, well, rather, my father finally found a battery that would ship from inside Canada, so 3-5 business days later, I should be able to resurrect Gizmo.

I have to mention the wonder of wonders that is on my front porch. Above the front light by the door is an intricately woven nest--the home of a mama robin and her fast growing trio of babies. I have seen them develop from tiny chicks to fluffy little tykes that try to steal food from one another. I've tried to get some photos of them, but it's not easy because I can't go to close; I don't want to disturb them. Also, I'm short, and the nest is high

The babies are almost ready to fly. My mother saw one practicing flapping motions in the nest. They will soon take off, wings stretched, and I will have to await for the next babies of spring 2010. A mother almost always makes a nest on that light.

The babies look fragile; granted, not as fragile as they did when they first wandered into this great world. It truly is miraculous. These innocent, little babies are perfectly molded to sail the skies.

I will be sad to see them go, but of course, they can't stay in the nest forever. They need to foster babies of their own.

Other than that, not much is new.
I'm officially 19 now. Almost half way to forty! =O

Take care~
<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes June 1st 2009 http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/25120646/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/25120646/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 07:29:55 PDT
I wish the family and friends thoughts of comfort and peace during this difficult time.

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Woo Dental Surgery Over With! http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/25073665/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/25073665/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 16:21:48 PDT
My surgery began at around 1:15pm and it's 7:15pm now. It went very well! The anesthesiologist was awesome--just a tiny prick for the IV--a much better experience than I had last time! I was sedated and can remember the doctor drilling and I think I remember a bit of the stitching but that's about it. It didn't hurt at all.

Bless my grandmother, she has just wandered into the drizzly weather to walk to the store to get me one of those Instant Breakfasts, you know, sort of a chocolate shake? I was like OMG THANKS!

I'm a little sleepy, just tired, but in no pain! I've been icing my jaw for swelling//bleeding and taking penicillin and anti-inflammatories.

I'm looking fwd to seeing some friends tomorrow!

Oh yea. In 6 days (on the 7th), I turn 19! And up here in Canada, that officially means I am legal! I'm really excited; this is also the first time I haven't had school around my birthday!

All in all I am VERY content right now, having gotten the procedure over and done with. I'm hoping it takes this time and that I am well on my way to having a brand spanking new tooth!

Take care~

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes A Bus Experience http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/23552638/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/23552638/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 06:49:16 PST
I just got accepted to switch my major from English to Psych, which is really exciting!

Speaking of exciting, this week was not short of being interesting.

Monday, I was taking the bus home (it's articulated)from school. We were smack dab downtown when we hit a truck at the intersection.

It was really weird and scary; at first we were all kinda stunned then we helped people up, cause some were tossed to the floor.

Once outside, I could see how badly the bus had been hit, and the bus driver was trapped. Firefighters took 15 min to get him out, but fortunately, from what I've heard, he only sustained a fractured leg.

I myself am fine; went to the clinic for minor whiplash, no biggie. Other injuries were minor, thank goodness.

It was freaky and surreal but all in all no one got hurt badly, which is awesome.

I still ride the bus, but I notice I'm a little more attentive now when it brakes!

That's all for now

Have a great weekend!

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Lalalalalalalalalalala http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/23261468/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/23261468/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 20:28:23 PST
*waves*

Not much is new, watching Friday the 13th III. I'm trying to watch all ten movies.

I'm working on a character my friend made, and it's getting there.

That's all!!!

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Sweet Sweet Wednesday http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/21857239/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/21857239/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 00:25:41 PST
Two exams.

On Monday.

Then one on Tuesday.

They are Psychology, Sociology, and Philosophy.

I can't sleep...>>

These exams are worth a lot...

I can't wait till Wednesday, when most of my exams are over.

I just wanna draw.

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes I'd Rather Be Drawing http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/21185749/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/21185749/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:11:44 PDT
I'm in a lecture right now...blah!
Funny how my main concern is not really doing hmwk half the time, but making more art. What can I say? It's my drug. I've always done it and it's all I know

<3 roary xo

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Let the Girl Draw http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/20961463/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/20961463/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 22:11:44 PDT
I would much rather draw all night.

I am sick. I have a v. sore throat.

But at least I only have a three day week this week! And NO MIDTERMS! :'D

<3 roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes A New Year http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/20862724/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/20862724/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 17:30:30 PDT
Anyway!

I have no idea if artwork people have faved disappeared when I deleted it...if so...I am v. sorry! ><

Anyway, a new year, more artwork!

<3 roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Tim's, Ativan, and Pride http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/18380146/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/18380146/ Sun, 18 May 2008 09:47:09 PDT

Well the play is over! It was quite successful if stressful, and I am so proud of everyone involved! We did it!

Had a panic attack about University and such yesterday so I took an Ativan (drug I used to take while flying) with permission from my parents. Didn't want to have to resort to it but it helped a lot. Though I must stress that I can only ever take it once in awhile as it is extremely addictive and withdrawal can cause seizures.

I have to say, I am incredibly proud of myself. I've shed 19lbs since January 1st. I've been eating better and taking better care of myself and I feel a lot better.

Cannot believe there is only a month left of school. Ridiculous! Then I must go out into the big big world; here's hoping I adjust better than I usually do! I'm not the kind to, er, embrace change.

My doggy is sitting outside on the deck, looking really relaxed. Her ears move whenever she hears a sound...opps...now she's looking at me...so cute! I love that dog, even if she does pee on the floor all the time

Well I'm out. Going to eat & read Harry Potter and then do *shudder* my Mod West summative.

<3 Roar

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Post Surgery http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17699263/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17699263/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 12:55:52 PDT
I was born without an adult tooth next to one of my canines, so yesterday I got a screw implanted into my jaw bone which will later hold an artificial tooth.

I don't remember that much from the surgery. I had a blood pressure cuff on, an IV inserted (that thing hurt!), stickers with wires on them attached to them, oxygen, a hat, and a bib. They left me alone for half an hour, then it was time to inject the medication, which is known as "conscious sedation."

I only remember being aware of one part of the surgery, and during that time I felt really really high! I remember thinking that this must be Ativan's older brother, cause I didn't care about ANYTHING! I could see four people around me and the surgeon saying it was time to drill, which didn't faze me at all. Then, just like that, I was out of it again.

They woke me up and I got to sleep in a leather laz-e-boy chair which was really comfy. They continued my IV to rehydrate my cells since I hadn't eaten since 7:30 that morning (surgery was scheduled for 1:15pm). Then, still a little drowsy, my father took me home and I went straight to bed, which is where I am right now.

I'm taking a ridiculous amount of medication and I have to clean around the stitches. My mouth is bruised and it hurts a bit, but I have some fantastic pain killers.

Anyway since I'm cooped up in bed I will prolly be drawing a lot, and therefore hopefully will upload soon

I am soooooo bored. I'm really looking forward to my bf,

coming over tomorrow and chilling with me, cause I am really bored.

Anyway, that's all for now!

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes yup. imma worm. http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17432461/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17432461/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 19:32:37 PDT
Back from traveling over March Break, as you can see from a few photos I uploaded. It was a good trip, but I am happy to be home.

I am so stoked that this weekend is a long weekend. So many things going on! I have to find some time to do my mounds of homework. I swear, my teachers are plotting to make me have a breakdown. And they're succeeding!

Watching Fraiser. I love Fraiser. The comedy is brillant. I wrote a One Act Play for school and took inspiration from this show. I absolutely love it. The bloopers for it are equally amusing. Kelsey Grammar and David Hyde Pierce are such perfect actors.

I looooooooove novels. I'm alternating between a non-fiction murder case and a fluffy romance novel. I am a total bookworm, and damn proud of it! haha

BTW, I am so proud to say that I flew five times over the March Break, each without any Ativan! I faced it head on without any of my prescribed anti-anxiety drugs. It was a little nerve racking at times but I'm now pretty ok with flying. I would fly without incident tomorrow if I had to. YESSSSSSSS!

Trying to work on some more pieces, but school has got to be my priority. I must maintain my grades for University.

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Ziggy, Elizabeth, and Procrastinators http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17182652/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17182652/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 16:02:27 PST

I would love to be able to just go to bed now, but that's not going to happen.

Stellar news. I am the Set Designer for my Grade 12 production of Poe's The Fall of the House of Usher. V. excited about getting this role.

Listening to Ziggy Stardust. Makes me want to go play Guitar Hero or Rockband. But no, no time for video games...

Had some Ativan the other night for an anxiety attack about flying. Made me really dizzy today; the after effects can do that.

If anyone, like me, is afraid to fly, I would recommend visiting [link]. Their videos are extremely helpful!

So stressed right now. I can barely sit still. I really need to go watch Elizabeth and write my essay on it.

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes You are Completely Hooked http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17139392/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17139392/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 20:43:27 PST
I sit here, unable to stay still, my dog tags jingling as I bounce my leg up and down in a hyper way.

Played a really tough soccer game today against the best team in the league. Very loooong game and I was (and still am) exhausted. Managed to get an assist; was so proud ^_^.

My eyes are killing me. I've been wearing contacts for over 12 hrs now, and my eyes are sore. I am so sleepy I don't want to take the energy to take them out, but take them out I must.

Addicted to the novel I have to read for Law class. It's called "Under the Bridge: The True Story of the Murder of Reena Virk." A bunch of teenagers in Victoria murdered another teenager and it's all about the murder and trial. If you like Law novels I recommend you give this one a read; once you reach the middle you are completely hooked.

I think too much. I think too much about University and if people like me and if I make the best decisions and....It's time to just let things be.

I'd like to take this opportunity to say that since starting my diet (Weightwatchers) in January, I have lost around 15lbs. I am so proud!!! I feel better and eat better.

I am so sleepy, I cannot write anymore.

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Biting, Blood, and Chocolate http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17093441/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17093441/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 17:52:32 PST Unfortunately, because I'm still recovering from my viral infection, I was unable to participate! The nurse said in a week I should be fine though, so I'm hoping to donate in the near future. I also got out of Law class and got lots of chocolate cookies for going, and got to hang with my friends, and the nurse made me a file for the next time I donate, so it was def worth going

Tomorrow is the dreaded monologues-one of Edgar Allan Poe and Mary Louise. I am, however, not too nervous, more excited to finally have this damn thing over with. Its been keeping me awake and making me feel ill and ugh! It's just time to bite the bullet and cease its haunting. And I bet you it will not be as bad as I fear.
I need to find more time for video games, writing, and drawing!!! It's insane how busy I suddenly have become.
I've been very hard on myself lately; beating myself up for little things. I need to stop that. Sometimes I just want to run away from myself, but I can't. Except to sleep. I've done that a lot; gone to sleep just to get away from myself. Only sometimes the nightmares are worse

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Thinking... http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17046591/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17046591/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 17:54:59 PST .

I'm actually terrified for this week. I don't know when I will find a moment to breathe. I have to present two monologues on Thursday, one from the genius Edgar Allan Poe and one from Sun Dried. Public speaking doesn't bother me, but this is acting!!! My skills lie more in the visual arts and literary arts, not performing arts! I'm hoping to be the Set Designer for the production, at least, that's what I'm going to say in my interview with my Drama teacher. I'm thinking about taking in some of my sketches to show him what I can do. He saw my sketch of the Cheshire Cat (which I should upload!) and mentioned I should be Set Designer. So here's me with my fingers crossed!

I can hardly believe I leave two weeks from yesterday for Florida. I'm really excited to have a week with no homework! Of course, I'm terrified for the plane ride. Thank goodness for Ativan. Planes just freak me out. I had a bad experience once, and I've never been the same since. The first flight takes about 30 min so that will be a nice, short flight. However the last flight to Florida is 3 hours!!! I'm scared for that one. Last time our first flight was about an hour and a half, which made it much easier. That last flight...well, hopefully, I will sleep because it's a pretty late flight. Between that and the Ativan, it should be alright.

I have a thousand things to do. Memorize monologues, read Law novel, watch Elizabeth, write an essay on Elizabeth, research Queen Elizabeth II, and work on my memoir. At least some of it is writing, which I can handle. It's the monologues that get to me. But I know once it's said and done I'll be really happy with myself for going through with it. Seriously, I am so scared! But worrying about it isn't going to change anything.

I need to do some more art. I want a scanner!!! But ours is kinda on the fritz.

I keep wondering what my purpose in life is. A big thought for a Sunday night. I have a craving to look into the future. Will I be a psychologist, a lawyer, a writer, a teacher? Will I get married and will I have kids? Where will life take me?

Well, that's enough for one night. Take care!~

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Siiiiiick! http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16991437/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16991437/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 10:52:48 PST I think it's the flu....which is good in some ways. I will take any common virus/bacterial infection as long as it's not strep throat! Strep throat is my nemesis! Being sick makes me really grumpy because I want to do things but I can't. I really want to go to school but I can't! I want to see my friends!
No idea how long this thing will last. My dad got sick on Saturday and is still sick today, so, um, that's bad! He's going to the doc's today which will probably be a diagnosis for all three of us in one. Apparently the flu shot didn't work too well this year, which really bites.
Alas, I hope to get better soon! There is so much going on right now that I really can't afford to be infected!

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Another week... http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16949023/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16949023/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 16:01:19 PST I've been pretty lazy all day but managed to upload to new Disney pics. Hope you like em!
I love to draw (duh!) It is my outlet. In front of the TV, on a plane, in the car-wherever I go, I love to just grab some paper and draw. Especially when I'm stressed. Drawing is my crack. It's my high. I <3 it.
Have my eye on a tablet laptop. The one I want is to expensive but I found a cheaper one. It's still really expensive, and I don't get my laptop till June, so we'll see...
Blah. I don't want to go to school. I miss my spare!
Guess that's it for now~

<3 Roary

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Blah... http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16849487/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16849487/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 14:16:27 PST
Uploaded a bunch of sketches from my '06 sketchbook. Wish I had a scanner that worked, but alas I don't! Sorry if the quality of the drawings isn't the best...

bye!

]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Ouch... http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16838815/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16838815/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 19:18:09 PST
]]> ~Roarys-Eyes Saturday <3 http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16804692/ http://Roarys-Eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16804692/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 17:37:26 PST . Meh anyway this was really just about me complaining about how school bites.

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