http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Rojozorra&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Rojozorra en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 10:17:14 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/27741605/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/27741605/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 10:02:33 PDT they don't hear the little ones crying and the winter is coming on fast ready to kill. one day nearer to dying.

The days grow shorter and the winds grow colder. The people move sluggishly in their over sized coats fearing the cold that cuts and bites. But I wonder if they realize the joy of being chilled. The joy of being able to stand outside to watch the lovely grey sky contrast with the dark green of the trees. Everything lately is a shade of grey, it's really marvelous. Why do the people around me grow so sloth-like? Can't they see how truly beautiful nature is?

Death is just as beautiful, peaceful as the greys of the nipping biting cold of outdoors. I thank the heavens that he's finally at peace finally out of the pain. It's really fitting that it's happened in this month of October. The month everything starts to die off and change colors. Everything's changing it's the month of change. We change, just as the trees lose their leaves but how many of us change for the better? How many of us change for the worse?

Must go take the daughter to court then take my test.

At the end of the day there's another day dawning.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/27631760/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/27631760/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 11:50:21 PDT
For those of you who care this is how my past few months have gone:
-helped set up a camp out event because everyone ditched my friend who were suppose to help
-camp out went horribly
-got a second job
-got 'laid off' from first job for "looking like you in pain"
-lost the potential thing I had with a friend
-got more hours at my job at the pizzaria
-my Grampy, Mama's dad, died after a heartbreaking battle over the past year with cancer and a tumor pushing on his carotid artery
-been a mother to an 18 year old who I love but it's stressful

So I'm 19 am looking for a new second job, working full time, going to school full time and trying to get my baby girl completely self-sufficient. I want to be there to help my family but I don't have the money and I can't take off from school or work. At least I'm sleeping at home lately for a period of about 3 weeks I slept on a friends couch. It's been stressful.

And I don't think that I can be fixed. No I don't think that I can be fixed.

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It's raining the smell of cloves and the rain mix marvelously. Hope everyone is doing well please feel free to leave messages, I'm sorry if I don't get back to you quickly school starts tuesday and I work four days and two doubles a week.

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]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/23584361/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/23584361/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 00:21:41 PST
So last wednesday, the last wednesday of Febuary the 25th I started my job as a waitress. I have never been a waitress before in my life, so this is a little new for me. I'm trying to figure things out and be as efficient as possible. And last week went pretty well considering it was my first week. This week is something else, this week is full of assholes and me wanting to kill people. Tuesday and Wednesday were fine, I met the other new girl who trained just this past Monday and I like her quite a bit. Friday lunch on the other hand was full of headache, I get this group of 8 people, four had bento boxes and at least 6 had sushi, plus I had two other tables in the actual sushi bar area each with 3 people. so that's at least 12 orders of sushi that's not even counting if they had more than one roll. We have one sushi chef. So the last person of this party of 8 to get their food comes up to me and says that he's not going to eat because he's not going to rush through his food after his friends have finished and he doesn't want to take the sushi with him, so to cancel his bill because he had been there "over 45 minutes" when it hadn't been quite 30, and just after he tells my manager and I off his rolls are done. So my Manager offers to give him the sushi in a box for free and he can take it with. I go in to ask him and he tells me No he doesn't want to take it with him. And as his party is leaving, after I had problems with getting the bills put together correctly. 8 people and only the guy who told off my manager and I gave me a tip. So we close after lunch is over and I find out I don't have to be into work until 5 for hosting for supper instead of serving for supper. The kimono's are stained, the one I got had a very large hole melted into the sleeve, because they are polyester, and it smells like a nerd at a con. This causes my eczema to flair up pretty bad. Other than that not too bad. I go home vacuum and sweep before my friend shows up then I can't figure out what's going on with my Japanese girls. Finally get things figured out go get drinks and come back my co-worker is here and so is my friend. So that went well enough, fell asleep around 3 or 4 got woken up at 7 or 7:30. Then feed the girls potato salad that I made the night before and then we go back to the University so they can shower and get ready for a trip. I come back home and sleep until like 10:30 or 11 when I wake up to my cousin's girlfriend and her sister at my door. I'm dragged shopping mildly amusing, got a used Ruby Gloom shirt, then had cheese pizza which I patted off with like 2 or 3 napkins and still got a stomach ache from it. Go home play .hack//infection long enough to finish the next story line point talk to my honey then go to work. Ok so outside of not enough sleep doing pretty good. I clock in at almost 3:30, on time, then at about 10 minutes to 5, my boss tells me I'm to be host and sushi this evening not server, which means less money in tips tonight for me. I have to wear the damn kimono piece of shit from the night before, I'm currently sporting a half red hilter-stache and a big patch on my arm of eczema break outs. The sleeves get in the way of everything it's really really warm and it kept trying to fall off of my chest, exposing my cute little Ruby Gloom tee-shirt. We were ok until about 6:00, then we had like fifty reservations from then until the 7:00 reservations. One man gets in our face complaining to us about not being seated yet when he has reservations. I calmly explain to him that we had to seat the parties of 7 who were reserved at the same time first because they were at the same time as his reservation and they were first, and that we did put a party of 2 with them because our tables seat 9 and we have to have fill the tables. He wouldn't listen to me. The second group a group of like 11 or 13 people who had reservations accepted my explanation when I did explain to them what was going on with the tables, which is good. So then I finally leave go to the cafe I like and hang out 11:00 comes around and we have to leave because they are closing, and so I stand out in the rain with a few guys, quite happily actually because I love the rain. But then my phone gets water in it so I can't use the damn thing I need to get it open but I can't get a screwdriver small enough to undo the screws because my flute screwdriver seems to be missing. So I'll have a larger phone bill because I called my boyfriend, because well AIM was freaking out, and my cellphone is messed up.

A long couple of days I need to shower to get this nasty kimono smell off of me.

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]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/22614945/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/22614945/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 13:29:32 PST I just don't know how I have that many last I noticed there were only Iunno 10 at most. Wow FIFTY-FIVE!! You guys are sooooo awesome!

Now that I'm kinda done yelling about it, while still in awe, I thought it was about time to get my last journal back into the archives yeah it's been over a week and it's super long.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/22385241/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/22385241/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 00:21:45 PST [link] as a matter of fact please do, it's very touching.

I make it a note to not only watch artists who are good at what they do but also budding artists who I can watch grow and praise for their growth.

Little things that seem insignificant really do matter. Anything from a new watch on your dA account to a popularly watched artist just taking the time to wish you a good week to someone being so kind as to create a piece of art that makes you almost cry only because it's so kind of them. Things matter I appreciate all the feedback I'd particularly like to thank Myr for his reading through a good chunk of my poetry and telling me the mistakes I've made, Mumsy, and Mariah who were for the the longest time the only people who watched me.

I appreciate each and every one of you who watches my account because it means not only do people like my art but they accept me for in my art my heart lays open for the world to see and open for the world to trounce upon. No matter the riddles, queer word choice, and symbols that are used; in my art there lies the content of my heart, make of it what you will.

Yeah I'm being sappy but I'm allotted a little sappiness every now and again. And to keep on with the sappiness I'd like to recap on some significant changes that happened well in my high school career, so a recap of the most important parts of past four or five years, you can stop reading if you like:

2004:

I met a very guy who is very important to me in my science class. In early October he, who was in 3 of my classes, made his first promise to die. It wasn't a threat, he really did mean it so I can't call it a threat it was more of a promise I remember the first half of that day all too well. I had gotten very attached to my friend in the month or so I had known him. Probably the first day I realized how unsettled everyone became when I wasn't happy, The first chair trumpet player walked up to me after class looked me in the face and asked, "What happened?" and I said "Nothing I'm fine", "Michelle You are a terrible liar." and I responded with "I know" before rushing to my next class to make sure he was there. There was a lot of crying on my part and even more reassurement from him that the world would simply be better off without him and I would move on and forget him. The rest of the year was bipolar, he thought he was nothing without her, the girl who kept dumping him for other boys then coming back to him when it didn't work out, I spent 2 or more hours in a councilor's office with her and a mutual friend crying for him.

I love this guy I really do I would have a very hard time if he was to disappear and a lot of people would think he was crying for attention, and he was but only because he needed help. This was my first love, this guy is like a brother to me now and even though he did many things that hurt me especially going back to the girl who hurt him when he was so close to being with me. But I forgave him my actions towards him afterwards were inappropriate and simply spiteful and for that I hope he has forgiven me for treating him so poorly.

2005:

Early in the year while on my way to my band concert my mother and I were rear-ended I was asleep in the passenger seat and because of it my head snapped back and I received a hairline fracture in the second vertebrate of my neck. Because of this I choose to audition for the spring musical instead of turning out for tennis and was a chorus member in The Civil War. Other than that I failed to reach the Wind Ensemble in band but was told that my director wanted me to be a leader for the new freshman.

2006:

My best friend, at the time, took me to one of her school dances and set me up with one of her boyfriend's friends. This guy I ended up dating for over two years. First real boyfriend.

2007:

I was involved with minor costuming work for Les Miserables and enjoyed it so much my senior project was to costume a double show of the Odd Couple Male and Female versions. It was a tiring blast.
I was a link leader for freshman orientation for both summers of 2006 and 2007 and I miss it. I was accepted into honor's society and kicked out this year. Also managed after help from a Czech student and much trouble to pass my first semester of AP Calc with a C which I was surprised to achieve.

Finally 2008:

I quit my AP Calc class with much anger towards my teacher for calling me a slacker when I had 2 mental breakdowns per month because of the class.

Went to Sakura Con, my first anime convention ever, with a lovely girl for my chaparone who threw in a bit of advice about my boyfriend at the tim... ]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/22332477/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/22332477/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 12:55:09 PST
I hope everyone had a better New Years than I did. As fun as working with my mother at a convalescent home is for their new years party running around in a short kimono for about 3 hours is, bringing in the New Years sitting at home with my cat talking on the computer is not the way I like to celebrate.

So here's to hoping the new year was better than the last and figuring things out without any outside influence. Think about those New Year Resolutions and make sure you really will do them. I know I will do mine.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/22235286/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/22235286/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 23:34:25 PST Kurama738 (1:08:31 AM): Hehe, eskmoses
Rojo Chii (1:10:31 AM): Hehe I love them
Kurama738 (1:11:37 AM): They are kind of really adorable XD
Kurama738 (1:14:18 AM): I wouldnt mind being one i think lol
Rojo Chii (1:16:11 AM): an eskimo?
Kurama738 (1:16:16 AM): Yup
Kurama738 (1:16:35 AM): Lets be eskimos

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/21975824/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/21975824/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 07:25:32 PST
My cleaning seems to be almost done, I watch Tabitha as she stars at nothing slowly falling asleep underneath the blinds I opened so I could see my sewing without the big lights it saves energy. Everything costs to much anymore.

"Fever, when you hold me. Fever when you hug me tight. . . What a lovely way to burn, oh what a lovely way to burn."

The loveliest way to burn, take my hand and I'll show you the loveliest way to burn. We'll dance through the firey sun and sleep on the cold moon. . .

Of course I don't know what I'm talking about anymore, it seems the analytical side of my brain shut down around 1 or 2. I'm so close though, so close. The sewing is nearly done, the vaccuming and sweeping it's done, the laundry is half done I'll run it through the drier once more later I need coffee. Mr. Sandman seems to have abandoned me and left me to suffer.

He's been so nice to me the past few nights of course I did wake up curled around Romi so maybe he wasn't so nice, but at least he came for a visit.

We talked and I made him tea you know. He's a really swell guy we talked about the weather in Africa and India, he told me I was a good kid who needs to remember there is plenty of time. Maybe I'll get to visit with him tonight. I would like that, come visit me and put me to bed Mr. Sandman it would be very nice of you, no I do not want a dream.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/21785436/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/21785436/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 15:04:33 PST
Oh I still have it, in a bag, in my kitchen.

I'm a little mischievous myself and so I jokingly messed with my friend you should go look at my scraps for a laugh.

the shadows are growing and my meds are awaiting alas I don't want to drive I want to stay here and sleep or maybe dance some more.

Nothing is better than dancing with the shadows they do love me so don't you know?

I think I lost my mind somewhere along the path yesterday or today if you find it will you return it please.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/21663578/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/21663578/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 12:43:24 PST
Now onto other things, if my comments or messages are shorter or make less sense than normal it's probably due to the fact that I seem to have walking pneumonia. And due to this and my lack of medication because the stupid people haven't mailed them to me yet the clinic at my university put me on some extra inhalant steroids until I can breathe easily and my nose behaves and my infection goes away. BUT the nice doctor lady gave me a breathing treatment and oh my god I love her for it because it feeeeeellllls so amazing I walked up the stairs, for I live on the third floor, without stopping once to cough! Albeit I was a little more winded than normal but that's ok by me.

Onto other things I will convince my aunt or aunts to go to Twilight because at least one of them has read the series and I want to see it now.

And when I get back from fetching three more medications I will post the bat I ended up sketching in bio today

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/21084951/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/21084951/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:45:50 PDT * 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs

1. My Dylan has corrupted me with his queer like of romance themed things.
2. Jordan, Steffu, and Ashley have all corrupted me with the like of homosexual male romance
3. I'm a heterosexual female, both gender and sex wise.
4. I am a sucker for nerdy things
5. I collect female lovers
6. Costuming is a big passion of mine
7. I'm the daughter of a fawn but I'm a fairy but Papa is human I think
8. I might or might not be a wife.

I tag Um Iunno. Dylan, Paige, Bride and Myr

I don't know the html or whatever to do the icons you guys know who you are. I don't have four more people so STFU.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/20565859/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/20565859/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 09:45:16 PDT
I don't do Journal a whole lot but I thought it was about time for an update.

Life if mundane but that's alright I'm getting my schooling underway which gives me a sense of purpose, which is generally a good thing or at least I like to make myself think so. I've been doing sketches in the boring classes just to keep from being completely bored out of my mind. More and more costuming has been started and I have cloth galore to play with.

I need to finish a vest or at least a make shift half corset for my barmaid/wench costume for tomorrow's Rein Faire. I'm a pretty green little wench and a slutty little one too as my ankles show. If Sally's charged I'll take her and take photos for those of you know want them, I might remake my apron for it tonight I quite don't like the black thread on the white apron even if it is stained. I'm hoping to stain it with blood but last time I tried when I rinsed it out all my bloody hand prints left.

Well it is time I left again sorry to bother you with my ramblings.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/20095655/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/20095655/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 12:41:35 PDT
Do you like waking up in the morning to find that you have new texts?
Um depends on who they are from I normally don't have them when I wake up though.

Are you usually wide awake in the mornings?
I may look like it and be moving around like it but that's not always the case.

Has anything disappointed you today?
Um me being stupid enough to not only stress out and be late to my doc appt butttt the fact that I was late to class so I ran like the idiot I am had an asthema attack and so was even more late and I was sweating and teary eyed and shaking so haha yeah...

When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked?
Um in a photo he sent me a few days ago to show me his hair.

How old were you when you started swimming on your own?
Iunno 1 to 2ish? Then I lost practice and fail epically at it now.

Are you wearing rings?
FOUR!

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Haha good question....

Are you confident in yourself?
Ummm not really.

Are you hanging out with anyone tonight?
Um goin' to my folks house for supper so I guess.

Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to text back?
Not really.

What's your favorite milkshake flavor?
Chocolate chip mint

Are you currently doing laundry?
No I need to fold it though.

Did you ever read any of the Babysitters Club books?
Oh man I have a couple of those I did read them like once.

Do you have a job?
Not yet! >< I need to get a little more settled.

What can't you wait for?
Haha tons of stuff.

What brand is your shirt right now?
Um Iunno it's a button up snappy one that I'm giving to Mumsy next I see her.

Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed.

Are you in an argument with someone important?
No

What is bothering you right now?
ummmm Iunno I'm just tired.

Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?
Yeah it does because then I will wait.

What's the worst abuse you have done to your phone?
Um either slipping out of my hands or like being held in my mouth.

Who was the last person to make you cry?
No one it just kinda happened.

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
Ireland sounds good.

Where is your cell phone?
Isabella is in my messenger bag next to me

Does anyone call you baby?
Yeah I've got awesome friends.

Are you honestly happy with who you are?
Generally.

If you're being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
Haha depends normally I'm just spacing off.

What celebrities do you find attractive?
Ummmmm Hnmmm like right now who is a alive? I guess Depp but that could also be because I find him an amazingly versatile actor as well. I don't know there are plenty of actors who are good looking.

Are you single?
Haha no

Are you a patient person?
Um not really.

Are you a light sleeper or heavy sleeper?
I'm a log.

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
being sad?

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
I don't know good question.

Think of all your exes, Would you take any of them back?
NO. >> Not at all.

What do you do when your nervous?
Um fidget and talk faster and giggle nervously.

Do you want someone back in your life?
They are still in my life just mentally.

What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
Um something about calling my father and telling him what I wanted for supper.

Who was the last person you held hands with?
Ummm Iunno.

Do you flirt a lot?
Ummm I don't know someone let me know.

Would you ever consider having a relationship with your best friend?
Hahaha how about having a boyfriend who is your best friend.

Who gives you the best advice?
Depends on what it's on. But generally Mumsy.

What piercings do you want to get?
Um I don't think I want any more I like my ears the way they are and honestly I don't think I'd look good with any other ones.

Do you listen to Blink 182?
Umm not in a long time unless they are on the radio.

How are you currently feeling?
I kinda want to swim but people are in the pool so I shall not.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/13478331/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/13478331/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 22:42:15 PDT I love you guys!!!!!!

~Chii

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[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toys as a child were Barbies
[ ] my favorite color is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[x] I love skirts
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[x] tight jeans are the only jeans I’ll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 4

[ ] My hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends (just because they've got food)
[x] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings
[x] I've gone to a tanning salon (only once and it was a spray tan for stage)
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach (the OC, my sister needed company)
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I don’t shop at Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[x] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I don’t know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are hott
[x] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 3

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] I love to have girls do my hair
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[x] carnivals are so fun!
[x] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] I’m waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 5

[x] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often (at least I hope I don't)
[x] my car smells like vanilla or cherry (vanilla and random other stuff)
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[x] I don’t do sports
[x] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 7

[ ] I dance a lot (I wish)
[x] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house (Only because I play on the comp in the process)
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match (Otherwise I would disgrace my family if it didn't look decent)
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model
[ ] I wish I could stay blond forever

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton (then shoot her[I agree here])
[ ] I have been something that was semi (what??)
[ ] I own Uggs (I want to)
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music (les gag)
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with Mohawks are crazy (but cool people)
[x] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I write my own music
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] Valentines day isn’t the same without red roses
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes (that’s because I have the SMALLEST closet in the whole world)
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I love to gossip
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] boys are cute
[x] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[x] I refuse to eat at McDonald's

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I check my Myspace everyday.
[x] I love life!
[x] I have a lot of jewelry!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my Myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it (duh, it's called playing with words)
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[ ] I have tons of stuffed... ]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/12039680/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/12039680/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 12:11:16 PST
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/11927853/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/11927853/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 21:20:43 PST
Sorry about the stupidness of my journal entry but I was feeling a need to type and was tired of seeing the previous journal entry.

Maybe I'll just play some solitaire nobody seems to be on anyways. So I guess that's what I'll do.

I wish you all the best of wishes,
~Little Chii

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/11440273/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/11440273/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 21:02:52 PST
It's interesting how there are different kinds of people some more selfish than others. Some people don't realize they are selfish but hate themselves and start to hurt themselves which in turn hurts other people. And after they've already done that they throw it back in your face time and time again. Have you ever had someone tell you that the world would be better off without him and that you won't miss him when he's gone that he's not worth your tears? (He is the same as saying them but makes it more personal without being extremely direct.) I feel that the people who do this do this because they really do hate themselves but they at some small level wish they could stop wish that someone would be able to help them. Yet instead they try to be rid of themselves or at least feel the extreme need to control something and the only way they have found to do that is to inflict pain upon themselves. There are a large number of people like this out there some do succeed in ending their lives because they hate themselves or hate life so strongly that they can't stand it anymore.

I can't understand people like this, I can rationalize it all I want but I cannot empathize nor can I simpathize with these people.

I think that some people just need to be sent to therapists and then boarding schools. Maybe it would be easier that way maybe that would give these people a new perspective on life. In a way it's like this:

Each person has a gem stone and sometimes even if that gem stone is still radiant the gem bearer can't see the beauty of it so what needs to be done is to take the bearer and the stone out of one place and put it in another. That way the gem is no longer in the exact same light nor setting causing it to have a completely different hue.


I wonder if that made any sense.

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/10896212/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/10896212/ Wed, 29 Nov 2006 22:11:50 PST

]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/10032600/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/10032600/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 19:44:39 PDT If I were a day of the week, I would be: Monday
If I were a time of day, I would be: Twilight
If I were a planet, i would be : Saturn (she's a lovely shade of purple you know)
If I were a sea animal, I would be: Dolphin
If I were a direction, I would be: NorthEast
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: Loveseat
If I were a sin, I would be: Sloth (light blue thank you)
If I were a historical figure I would be: Marie Curie
If I were a liquid, I would be: Milk
If I were a stone, I would be: Alexandrite (rare, beautiful and even more priceless than a diamond)
If I were a tree, I would be: Willow Tree
If I were a bird, I would be: Hyacinth Macaw
If I were a tool, I would be: A knife
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: An Iris
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Snow or cool and sunny (70 to 80 degrees F.)
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: Mermaid/Siren or a fairy (The honestly beautiful ones not the ones like you'd see in a disney movie. Realistic styled with real beauty, even with the lack of clothing)
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Flute
If I were an animal, I would be: Red Fox
If I were a colour, I would be: Dark green or pale blue
If I were an emotion, I would be: love or simpathy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Cucumber
If I were a sound, I would be: The beating of a heart
If I were an element, I would be: Light
If I were a car, I would be: A Nova, beautiful, fast, and classy
If I were a song, I would be: Ghost Love Score by Nightwish
If I were a movie, I would be: Princess Bride
If I were a book, I would be written by: Lewis Carroll
If I were a food, I would be: Blackberries (tart or sweet which ever you like)
If I were a place, I would be: A hilltop covered in clover and poppies with a single cherry tree
If I were a taste, I would be: Mint
If I were a scent, I would be: Cherry blossoms or cinnamon
If I were a religion, I would be: One where all the gods of others are excepted and we don't go to war simply in the name of our God
If I were a word, I would be:
If I were a body part, I would be: Eyes
If I were a facial expression, I would be: Loving smile
If I were a subject in school, I would be: Band or Drama
If I were a cartoon character, I would be: Jasmine or Ariel
If I were a shape, I would be: Squircle! (XD)
If I were a number, I would be: 89
If I were an item of clothing, I would be: A gown
If I were a piece of jewellery, I would be: Ring or a necklace. I love jewelry and normally wear rings, braclettes, a watch and a necklace so it's hard to pick.
If I were a clothing accessory, I would be: Belt ]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/9582580/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/9582580/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 23:00:11 PDT
I was talking on the phone with my boy today, and he was being mopey and I asked why he was so mopey. And he told me it was because he felt pathetic because he was asking me to come in which is a half hour-45 minute drive to see him, (because his car doesn't work at the moment). Actually he was refusing to physically ask me to come over he was insinuating it, and he felt pathetic. So he was being mopey about it over the phone, and I found it to be the cutest and sweetest thing ever. Only because he felt so pathetic, and he's told me when I called myself pathetic, "No you aren't pathetic, so stop saying it!"
He sounded a little angry not in like a mean way but in a loving sort of, 'don't say that it's not true' sorta thing. It's so nice, just like the other day, I wasn't happy because I went into the closest town for peanut butter, which is 10-15 minutes away from home, but I went into the store in grundgey clothes, you know not exactly sweats but like jogging pants execpt they are built to just lounge around the house in. Well I call them grundge clothes and I don't like to go out into public without my street clothes on unless it's a costume, or I've dressed up for something. So I wasn't happy about it and I told my boy this over the phone and he asked were my pants baggy, I said "Yeah kinda." He laughed and told me, "Well then you did look cute. You look cute in baggy clothes 'cause it makes you look so small." I know this is like the most pointless thing to type out but I felt the need to do it, I should have just written a poem, but I didn't. So I typed this and I'll be surprised if anyone reads it.

~Chi ]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/7726531/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/7726531/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 19:44:02 PST ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/7662618/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/7662618/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 23:59:07 PST
Completely mad,
Chii ]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/7615153/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/7615153/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 21:40:13 PST
Well I think my ramblings are done here.

I'm not crazy I'm just a wee bit mad, there's a difference you know,

Keiko Marie Aquarius (Chii) ]]> ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/7149178/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/7149178/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 12:29:31 PST ~Rojozorra http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/6248581/ http://Rojozorra.deviantart.com/journal/6248581/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 00:40:19 PDT
Which got me thinking about Reinfeild, who was indeed in a 'loony bin' as they so cruely call it. Reinfield put sugar on his window sill to catch the flies and then used the flies to catch spiders to eat the flies and then he gcaught a bird or more and fed the spiders who ate the flies to the birds. And without having a kitten to feed the bird too he ate the bird himself. Then he started all over once again. And ate all of his spiders and flies before allowing Miss Mina to come into his room which was like a prison cell, but it wasn't really a prison cell or so they said. It was simply a room with barred windows, or so they wanted you to think. Reinfeild was Dr. Seward's patient he was, then Reinfeild was killed by the fog, and and died slowly next to Dr. Seward and Proffessor Van Helsing.

People shouldn't hurt the doggies, I like the doggies *pets dog* The evil people shouldn't hurt things that just want to please them. The doggy didn't do anything to you people why must you torchure the poor thing so? People like that should be punished horribly, they should be torchured in the same way that they torchured the doggy or any other animal for that matter. Hammurrabi's code, should apply at times. *nod*

So I say screw you all animal haters!!! You shall all burn eventually and then the crazies that love animals will laugh at you all and say, "Told ya so!" Nimorotic creatons!!!!

Humanity is screwed honestly it is. They are going to end up being the death of themselves then the world will start it's cycle of life all over again. How many times has the world been restarted? And why? For what purpose are we here? To Amuse God and his underlings which some would call lesser gods and goddesses and others would simply call them angels. I would like to know the meaning of life that would be interesting I do think.

My ramblings have been done, OKies Dos vadanya now shoo.

~Chi~ ]]> ~Rojozorra