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it seems all the anyone has been saying lately is that they haven't been on in AGES.
:iconpinknoesplz:

and here i'm joining the band wagon
it sucks.
i go to school aaaaall day. then i work the few hours i'm not at school. and on the weekend... and any time i have left over i have try to maintain a somewhat acceptable social life and not turn into a total shut-in

BUT I DIGRESS.
I GUESS. _{lol pun}

but its not all bad.. schools doing good and i'm planning on posting some shit sooon. not very interesting stuff, just projects, but whatever...

OH! and did i mention i'm apartment huntinggg!?!
me and my friend sarah are looking for a place together, so that'll be cool to move out of my sisters house... it does pay off to have a job i guess
i'm excited like


OH YEAH. and for anyone not located in the midwest area or the country - ITS SNOWING A FUKC-TON OUT HERE. like really. its nuts. it started snowing uuuum thursday and it hasn't stopped. at all. AND ITS SATURDAY! we already have a foot and a half! its FUCKIN SWEET, MAN! i really don't mind cuz i like the cold mostly and i has a bitchin jeep (and i'm not a total retard like some of the drivers around here...) so i don't have a problem trucking through 10-14 inches of wet snow and ice every day


WELL I'M OUTING, my lunch break is almost up and i've done all i can in an hour to catch up here HAHAHAHAHAHHAHH

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/28034372/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/28034372/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 18:04:54 PDT
its that time of year again...
AND ITS CALLED HALLOWEEN, BITCHES!!!


have you all figured out what you're gonna be yet?!?! i finished making mine and my friends costumes last night -atthreethirtyinthemorning- cough cough... but yeah, they're colab costumes, so we go together cuz we're cool like that.

BUT ANYWAYS.
GUESS WHAT I'M BEING??!?!?



can't guess?
WELL IMMA TELL YOU.


since me and my friend are rebid Resident Evil fans, I'm being RE1 Alice
seen here _(FUCKYEAH!)
and she's being RE2 Jill Valentine seen here
_{(ALSO KICKASS!)}
...and her boyfriend is being a zombie so we can run around trying to shoot him in the head 8D

i did all the costume construction, (including doing a full restoration of a ribbed strapless top for Jills shirt D so i was pretty proud of myself...


i'm soooo frickin excited. i'll be sure to get pictures and post some for all y'alls, ok?



so yeah, TELL ME WHAT YER ALL BEIN' FOR HALLOWEEN, YO.

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/27556166/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/27556166/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 10:33:49 PDT
another entire month without an update?!

_fml

FML

SERIOUSLY, F.M.L.



everybody -anybody- who still cares, i'm sooooooo sorry!!!
i'm not ignoring you, i promise on pain of death.
i have just been busier than stripper pole at an LA gay club.

its so bad, i'm writing this on my lunch break at work, cuz i have no other time



i kid you not... between a shit ton of class work, working as many hours as physically possible, constantly running on average 4 hours of sleep a night, AND trying to maintain a decent social life with the time i have left over is threatening to sacrifice my sanity as it is

but i'm trying... i'm really trying with all the requests i still have, but they're coming quite sloooooow.... priorities people, i gotta put class projects frist... i might try to upload some pics of some of it that isn't shitty, but i don't have the best photos of anything yet...


... i wont be surprised if i end up in a ward....
BACK TO WORK, YAAAAY

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/26847055/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/26847055/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 22:36:19 PDT
and of course i took advantage and nommed all yer generosity up

and curse my conscience, but i just haaaaaaaave to return you're lovely favors by offering up my own sketches as repayment

now i doubt i'll get 10 people requesting sketches, so to not degrade myself () i'll add numbers as the requests come in... up to maz 10... i ask that you come with a request, pleeeease cuz i'm terrible with coming up with good ideas...

1. Jex+Dezil
2. Superhero
.
3.: ...
4. ...
.
.

- have patience with me, schools starting and i have other projects started
- for previously stated reasons, they will be pencil+paper sketches, sorries ... i might get ambitious and ink, but we'll see...




In other news, the reason i've had to take a mandatory leave of absence from the interwebz cuz my oldest sister got MAAARIED!!! yup, friday was the wedding. i was in the bridal party. got to ride around in a limo, lookin awesome and shit... i haven't been in one in AAAAGES. i forgot how kick-ass they are......

anyways, yeah. that is all.

-DO YOU COPY?-

-OVER-

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/26825793/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/26825793/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 21:05:04 PDT
i'm without interwebs for like 3 days and i acquire 30 journals??!?!

seriously. 30. count them. 1...2..3..30!!

30!!

holy hell, man that never happens.
... not to mention nearly 300 deviations yet adn comments outta control...
hehe just playing with you, y'all know i loooove all yer notices

BUT ITS GONNA TAKE ME FOREVER TO GET THAT SHIT MANAGEABLE AGAIN!!!
oh wells.

suitable journal later... i gotta go to bed... my work hates me and i have to get up tomorrow

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/26535596/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/26535596/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 20:10:02 PDT

i gotz a kitty on mai lap xD
she's bein' all cute and cuddly
...op, now she ran off...


anyways, i wanted to do this meme-thing that Malz tagged me in, cuz it quite awesome actually

【Artist Baton】

◆Your name?
*sigh* oh well, lets just put it out there... Tina... but on here i really perfer Roxxie |D

◆If possible, your age?
um, you were lucky with the name, lets leave the creepers with that, shall we?

◆When did you start drawing?
actually ever since i could walk really... my parents always had a coloring book for me wherever we went, and a designated table in our living room for crayons and shit.... theres actually a home video of a family xmas when i was 4, where everyone is opening gifts and i got this huge-ass pail of crayons. it shows me staggering out of the room and for a solid hour -on christmas morning, when normal kids usually want to go ape-shit opening toys and whatnot- i'm siting there doodling to my hearts content, happy as can be

◆Which hand do you use for drawing?
imma righty... but i broke my right wrist a few years ago and i had to do everything lefty for months so i kindof learned to do quite a bit of techniques using both... so i guess i'm a tad ambidextrous?

◆Which is easier to draw - male or female?
FEEEEEMALE D: ... which is ironic, seeing as i have only introduced male OCs as of yet... but i just find females have so much more interest to their form than males - for obvious reasons lol. males are very vertical and linear, whereas a female has cures and lines that make posing them so much fun and which is sooo intriguing to me as an artist...but not to be biast, i try to practice each in equal amounts (even if i don't post them all )

<>

◆Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
hmm, well i'd have to say their both pretty much the same for me... i just tend to have a problem with covering the hairlines on short hair around the forehead... so they more often than not end up with bangs of some sort ... but what i really have a problem with is curly hair... I JUS CAN' DO IT D:

◆Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
-consulting sketchbook- uuum it really doesn't seem that consciously choose one side more than the other.... maybe i slightly lean to facing them to the left?

◆Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
oh this peeves me so much... i tend to do all my forms with a slight tilt of the face so that you get like a 3/4 frontal view, but not all side or front view... i'm not really confident enough in my skills to do a proper front view.... i can never make the eyes look symmetrical or something and they end up looking retarded... i'm working on that one...

◆What do you have problems in drawing?
Eyes and expression. it takes me forEVER to get the face to express what i want it to... and for all the features to match and add up to a definable emotion.... uuuugh.... also shoes/hands... i can never get them to look right.

◆What do you like to draw?
anything that involves some sort of outlandish posing or movement... gawddamn do i love me some movement.... i like to push my abilities and challenge myself my attempting such poses.... which usually ends in multiple failures, but once in a while something good ...also anatomy is actually a fun thing for me to do, i feel i have a pretty steady handle on it right now and i like trying to improve it.

◆Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
both. it really depends on what i have on hand when inspiration whacks me over the head in some form or another... you all know what i mean ... i guess i really... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/26348231/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/26348231/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 22:38:33 PDT
but hey, we gamer geeks get by with what we got....WE WILL FIND A WAY!


-ahem-

AAANYwho, that tidbit aside, on to the main topic of this journal...

So, my my usual aimless pondering - done in the car, listening to the radio- lead me to a funny conclusion today...

why does it seem that the majority of popular culture consistently refer to the story of Romeo + Juliet as the ideal romantic scenario for relationships?

they do realize that the play is intended to be - and quite successfully so, i might add- a pretty epic tragedy? its a play wreathing with death and grieving for everyone involved!!! SERIOUSLY! not to mention the sick irony of a double suicide, made in the name of love, ending up being completely futile.

depressing much?

Now, i don't have a problem with people using the reference in a way that acknowledges the tragic meaning of the characters suffering at the unfairness of reality, like it should be.... My problem is with people like taylor swift who go off gallivanting through a field of fucking daisies singing air-headedly about how she'd love to go about having a life where Romeo would whisk her away and defy her fathers warings and be happy and gay and live in a castle in the clouds with unicorns and fairies or some shit... *BREATHE*

NO. you stupid bitch. you're doing it WRONG. thats not RIGHT. they DIE. they basically kill each other for the same reasons for which they say they love each other endlessly for... AKA - their love is a life-taker (thank you, Weezer)

.... yeah.

so basically what i'm saying is, WAY TO GO A-HOLE.
you dun gone and fucked up one of my favorite tragic stories.. thanks, you are a moron.

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/25972718/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/25972718/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 20:38:25 PDT



so hey, yeah.. about that whole not being on dA thing...

yeaaaah, my bad.



I'z SOWWY LOVES ... i'll be on more, i'm trying...
feel free to use you're lazerz in you're anger with me BANG.


but yeh, my summer has been BITCHIN'!! 1 !!
lotsa fun and going out and shenanigans and shit

JUST HOW I LIKE EET


but yeah, as a repercussion of my tomfoolery, it seems, i haven't been a good friend and fallen quite behind on all y'alls business and whatnot...

soo i'm really behind in my messages, so i've decided not go insane trying to catch up on the notes and not so if there's one that bears grave importance.. or so you think.. maybe link me to zem perhaps? no?


WELL in other news,
I SAW HARRY POOTTER WHEN IT OPENED LASTNIGHT
it was kickASS!!
FUCK YEAH.




Vi sitter här i venten och spelar lite DotA
å pushar på å smeker,
med motståndet vi leker
oh, and i also seem to have fallen into this fuckin AMAZING craze for dance/techno/rave type music...

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/25060516/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/25060516/ Sun, 31 May 2009 22:14:55 PDT

Sooooo, i fell of my bike today...
and let me tell you, it was one fanTASTIC display of failure, to be sure...

i was rather ambitious today when i woke up -ahem2pm- and decided to bike to my friend's house cuz he's got a KICK-ass porch to his house thats awesome to sit on and chat.

so i got there -after detouring to a sweet water fountain and spashing about in it for a bit- and had a quaint little chat over lemonade and took a stroll...
pretty fancy, i know.

but yeah, was on my way home, riding through downtown and i saw a bum lying on this little grassy space in front of some monument or other... i recalled seeing him in the exact same position like 4 hours before on my ride past, so i got a little concerned... not that i was going to do anything, i'm sorry, but i was like "holyshit!"

so, did a double take at the exact wrong second and went over this stupid little stair to the monument...and oh, hello there sidewalk, come meet someone, its Roxie's face...

CONCRETE FACEPLANT PLZ.
IKNORITE?!?

uuuugh i was so pissed... and i had to ride another 2 miles home after that.

FML

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/25008185/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/25008185/ Fri, 29 May 2009 01:41:53 PDT OH SHIT SHAKE THAT ASS, NAO MOVE LYKE YA TIPSAAAY.


<sub><<<RANDOM JOURNALS ARE RANDOM>>>


h'oookay.... sooo.


went out and met my friend Andrew around 10pm

had like 4 cups of coffee between 10 and 12

ichat'd with Andrew's boyfriend on his computer (he had to go home )

went on a late-night adventure to Meijer

aaand now its 5am.




.... and i still canNOT go to sleep yet !
though it doesn't really matter, i don't have to do jack shit tomorrow.
but still.... it would be nice to sleep when i actually want to.

IKNORITE, HOW CONCEITED OF ME</sub>

I LIKE MY COFFEE BLACK JUST LIKE ME METAL.

_{i should do some more art.. i have stuff to ink and get around to posting
ADJAKJFAKJKDHFAKJFHW
soon, i promise... >____>}

KICK OFF YOUR STILETTOS AND FUCK ME IN THE BAAACKSEAT

<sub>OH OH OH!! not that you really care, but i got a big-ass party my friend's having to go to saturday
HOLYFUCKLIKEWHOA.
yeah. i'm puuump'd... and i got some last-minute extra hours at work on saturday too,
so... i allotted myself a tad bit of extra spending money for this weekend (aka party money)

so my weekend should be pretty flippin' sweet.... though my ex will be at the party too
*SIGH*
buuut i can deal.</sub>


uuuugh-ah-luuug... the sun should be up soon '>____e


Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures




<sub>lyric-touretts journals are fuuun C8>



I promise to depart, just promise one thing...</sub>
KISS MY EYES AND LAY ME TO SLEEP~


]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/24881792/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/24881792/ Thu, 21 May 2009 21:11:18 PDT
imsogoin'tohelllol

NEEWAYS
i thought it was in due time for another journal for my dearys (aka you)

so the long weekend is coming up!
i hope you all have some awesome plans...
Me? oh, well i'm leaving tomorrow morning to go camping with my family -killmenaoplz-

LOL! no, it won't be that bad... just in one of those moods... but yeh, get to see a shitload of family/friends so thats cool... and apperentally 3 of us have to sleep in a tent.

so...

epic wars shall be waged.... tears shall fall, blood will shed, limbs be lost and battle crys be heard.

should be fun.



well i'll see y'all on tuesday! ... wait.. well you know what i mean
lemme know if anyone's doing anything fun!

p.s. maybe i'll upload something monday? if i doodle over the weekend?
*suspense plz* <sub>MWAHAHAH






now, you're moment of zen:</sub>



OMG. I SWEAR KAIRI, I WILL KICK YOU IN THE OVARIES
IF YOU DON'T STFU AND GIT IN THE FUCKING VAN.

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/24334570/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/24334570/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 21:41:34 PDT

god DAMN i love that icon



now to the point...so i totally stumbled upon this guy... so off the wall its not even funny, but i am friggin' HOOKED! his name is Calvin Harris and he makes disco/techno... i don't know anything else about him 'sept that he's made of win. so damn caatchy... i've been listening for hours now

[link]

THERE. NOW YOU ALL HAS IT ALL UP IN YER BRAIN CELLS TOO.







......


well thats really all i had to let you all in on for today... now i should be off to procrastinate my homework more...

aaaaah all my water is gooone... an' i'm thursty

SNAPES ON A PLANE.

man, i feel random right now... i think i maaay just have acquired ADD just now.

fuck.



NIGHT

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/24119494/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/24119494/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 20:10:20 PDT
SO GUESS WHAT GAIZ?

did you know Chuck Norris wrote a book? like a totally legit book?

oh yeah, he did.
add to list of his badassery plzkthx.



how do i know this? well your Roxie here snagged herself a job at the local library. SAY WHUUT?! yeaaah man imma wurkin xD... actually it kinda sucks, but i make money and its not really hard so.. whatever

and i get to hang around books all day... /geekout.

AND THEY DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT I LOOK LIKE 8D
score.

i mean, i walked in with my hair pinned into an epic mowhawk saturday, and they were like


but thats another story... i had a mowhawk cuz i was in a fashion show friday! can you believe it?? and it was for my school, and we're pretty fucking amazing when it comes to that kind of shit so the theme was Circus/Burlesque show. i have to post a picture or two, cuz it was a great show.. and i was a model!
*is shot*

well as random as that was, i thought you all deserved to hear from me and that i should get off my lazy ass and write a new journal (though i'm still sitting on my ass... ) sorry for my -ahem- lack of being here.. its just hard right now cuz they've got me working my ass off every hour i'm NOT already spending at school... its getting so bad my body is actually adapting itself to getting 3-4 hours of sleep a night - if that. x___x

i guess it doesn't help that i refuse to give up my habit of staying up til 2am at the earliest...I'M NOCTURNAL DAMNIT, DON'T BLAME ME!

haha well i do have homework thats eating at my brain to go start painting, so i gotta go, but let me know whats up with you all!! i wanna talk to y'allz

p.s. i gotsta post some of my school hw and shit, some of its pretty cool!

..../obnoxiouslylongjournal


]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/23079572/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/23079572/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:31:26 PST SPAM


NO ONE FUCKING LIKES IT.
and it tastes horrid.

sorry guys, but this is a major apology journal



i admit, i was an idiot and i clicked one of those "LOL CLICK HERE" things, so i totally deserve being hacked but its really makeing me annoyed and angry that all my friends are being victimized... by ME! its not cool and i'm sooo sorry guys T__T

i swear, i had nothing intentional to do with all the gay-ass spam posts, but i feel horribly about them. believe me, i am NOT clicking like anything ever again on someone's comments that i don't know.... such a pain in the ass..

so, will you all forgive me? i'm real sorry about all the shit




ALSO, i'd like to warn everyone -if you don't already know or haven't seen it- that you really shouldn't click ANY linky things that you see in your comments (they're usually only on your page, not deviations).... even if its from a friend or whatever, its fucking SPAM, so don't do it. oh and they're getting a bit smarter, saying things and shit, so just be cautious. mostly the spam links are in caps, so heads up..... and if you do get spammed, change you password A-SAP! the reason i spammed everyone is cuz i wasn't on for a few days and didn't know i was hacked so just keep an eye out

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/22131365/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/22131365/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 22:15:43 PST beat him with a stick...
lock him up for ninty years
and see what makes him tick...
la lala la la la~


i've been on a serious Nightmare Before Christmas high the past few days... singing and playing the soundtrack 24/7... teh covers on the Nightmare Revisited CD are great too ^__~ i don't really like Fall Out Boy, but DAAMN, they do one hell of a cover of "Whats This?"...
look it up, its epic.

BUT YEH. i'm posting a journal. finally. in over a fucking MONTH i'm so sorry my friends, i feel like i've abandodned you so bad! its been crazy, things have been piling on lately and shit.. and i haven't gotten any pics posted and i feel like i can't be on here long unless i get something up.. i'm parannoid, i know..

anywho, imma keep this quick and not draaaawl on like i do... bulletpoints plz?

i had exams already.. they kicked my ass D'8

i got myself a boyfriend (nooo idea how, but it works for me!) his name's Matt and he's awesome... and he's a dork like me so its all good. and he's pretty badass

Christmas in t-minus 2 days and i'm not done shopping

i have shit to post! xmas project in the works (prolly will be late) and i have doodlez, i jsut need a scanner real bad...i'll probably jsut post the raw scans in scraps, we'll see
almost forgot I MISS YOU SKANKS. i'm trying to not fall off the face of the interwebz again, its sad when i do T.T


much holiday love to you all! leave me big long comments if you like so i can feel like you love me again! haha just kidding, but write whatever, you know me, i love random lol



oh yeah, you all have to see this... i was brainfucked, its mindboggling... i really cannot comprehend this level of skillz right here [link]

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/21413921/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/21413921/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 23:52:11 PST BWAHAAH i love vampire movie references *is shot*

NEEways, me and Jex got tagteam taggleglomped by Malz/Holden, so here goes


HUMAN/CREATOR

-What's your full name?
Yeeaaaa, i don't think so...lets just leave it at Roxxie
_{.......................my real name's Tina}

-What's your nickname?
ROXXIE obviously, T, Tine, 'Stacy' (lol code names bwahaha), pink (nothing about the color),

-When's your birthday?
March 15. yaaay St. Patty's day

-What's your favorite color?
YELLAH.

-What do you hate most?
at the moment? croc shoes

-What do you love most?
YER MOM.

-What are your favorite creatures?
reptiles

-Do you watch cartoons?
seeing as they're on the tv right now, you tell me..

-What's the dumbest thing you've ever done?
in recent memory? uuuum, i almost got in a crash driving/racing my friend going the wrong way in a round-about thing at 2am e____O'

-Wow, you're pretty stupid...
...but it was fuckin' GREEEAT

-Which one of your characters do you like most?
well, i technicallly have 3 ( IKNORITE?!) i jstu haven't posted two yet, i'm waiting til i get the story all writen before i post them ....... but i wouldn't chose any! thats meeean T__T

-Which one would you trash?
JOOKIDDINGME?? i've spent a long time developing and intertwining their stories!... i'd trash YOU.

-What would you do if someone stole your work?
where's my damn chain mace? imma hafta bash some skulls open tonight -_____-

-What are your views on online dating?
i'd never do it... but whatever floats your boat?

-What kind of people do you like?
loyal friends who are completely rediculous and you have no idea what'll happen around them... they're always a riot!

-Would you still be nice to a boring deviant?
if they were a nice friend and actually tried to keep up a friendship

-What would you do if someone flamed you?
tell them i like muffins?

NOW FOR YOUR CHARACTER:

-Hi
Jex: Hey... who the hell are you again?

-What's your name?
Jex: Jex. thats all you need to know >D

-How old are you?
Jex: i can legally buy porn!

-What species are you?
Jex: hmmm lets see.. pointed ears, red eyes, mothurfuckin' TAIL..... pendeo plz, dumbass? */sarcasm*

-Are you male or female?
Jex: *stares down at manly physique* i really should hit you for that.

-If you had to choose just one place to live for the rest of your life?
Jex: hmmm, i'd love to be in a phahroh's palace .. or can you live in teh UFC fighting ring??

-how creative do you think your human/creator is?
Jex: well she did create me, she must be full of win HA! no really, she's pretty legit.. total procrastinator from HELL though... can't get a damn thing done!

-Could you describe your personality to us?
Jex: i'm a lover and a FIGHTER! i'm loyal and protective of my dearest freinds... i may be arrogent and annoying and a bit of a jackass at times, but you got a problem with that, deal. or you'll have to answer to my fist in your jaw >

-Hmm...Interesting...tell me your life story, if you don't mind.

Jex: tha fuk m... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/21331568/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/21331568/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 23:52:01 PST you're always so problematic
you're drama is cinematic
There's no comparison to the damage you've done
But you've only begun with ur hit and ruuun~



holy fucking hell my friends....

it has been a WHOLE MONTH SINCE I LAST JOURNAL'D??

i promise, i have not died in a tragic potato peeling incident

oh i feel so UNBELIEVABLY horrible leaving you all hanging for like, weeks now T__T it felt like months to me, seriously. i have been swaaaamped, literally, and all for NOTHING really..

explain:

well it all started 2 weeks ago when my good freind was BEGGING me to go visit her for the weekend because her boyfriend was having a huge halloween party and i jsut had to be there..*sigh* well i got a ride there (like an hour away) and then got BAILED on by my ride back so i was stranded, but her bf is a sweetheart and took me home ^^

THEN this weekend, Halloween, was the weekend the ONE awesomeamazingepic con is held in my state that i have been DYING to go to since LAST years con... and i found out last minute that some family shit happened and i couldn't make the time my ride was leaving T__T and to make it i would have had to string a whole wide web of lies that totally wasn't worth it (my family doen't really...approve.. of cons. they don't get it) so i was left behind

but its ok! cheer up, i wan't an emo Roxie! my sister convinced me to go visit my best friend who i haven't physically seen in 3 months and stay wiht her for the weeekend!! it was AAAWESOME! so we spent halloween together and just had a riot of a 4 day halloween celebration!

AND I SAW IRON MAN. FINALLY. LERVE IT.. oh and Donnie Darko too... that was a messed up movie.. morbid, but touching? its great.. the end song is great too ^^

but yeah, so between all that, costume constructing AND piling schoolwork on top of it all... and possibly social situations and stupid guy issues... THAT is why i have been like a ghost on here...

goddamn, i have like 50 things to finish/post.. i actually had a halloween pic to post! and its still not finished! SHITFIDDLESTICKS.

someone shoot me, please while i'm still alive? lol

I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL. COMMENT SO I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WITH ME?? you can ramble, i don't really care, say you found a raving penny or something... i just want to hear from you and make sure you don't hate me for being so illusive ^////^'

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20833076/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20833076/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 21:59:43 PDT SuperMimbles360,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me in women's clothing and I saw you ignore the crazy monk. I'm sure you're man enough to understand that there is no solution to this. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keeping your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break and hate the Boston Celtics

Greetings to your freaky family,
Roxie


-insert srs face plz-
[link]

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oh yeah! yesterday i got to volunteer at a really big sculpture gallary show that my teacher was a part of! he asked my whole class to help and most of us volunteered it was GREAT! i felt so SPESHEL! 8D


and also, yeah, i got a hair cut today... in the kitchen sink! i'm serious! my sister's good friend who is in cosmetology school came and i was her practice dumby i guess... looks great and just shorter/spikier like i wanted, but i jsut felt so hillbilly classy, ya know? brought back some good memories of my days as a five-year-old

Y'ALL COME BAK NAO, YA HEER?

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20694378/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20694378/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 20:19:46 PDT 1. Put Your itunes Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name (optional)
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
Le Disko" ~ Shiny Toy Guns
(we're the girls le disko )

Describe yourself!
"Put Your Hand Up for Detroit(club remix)" ~ Fedde le Grand
(best dance song ever, but no.)

What do people feel when they're around you?
"Its Tearing Up My Heart" ~ Nsync
(oh god i hope not!)

Describe your current relationship.
"The Heartless Are Coming" ~ KH soundtrack
(HOLY HELL... totally)

Where would you like to be now?
"By The Sea" ~ Sweeney Todd
(um, okay?)

How do you feel about love?
"Rock Your Body" ~ Justin Timberlake
(*facepalm*)

What's your life like?
"Into The Ocean" ~ Blue October
o__O

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
"TNT" ~ AC/DC
(oh shit..)

Say something wise.
"Requiem of Dream" ~ Lord of the Rings soundtrack
(aawesome)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
"Coming Undone" ~ Korn
(wut?)

How would you describe yourself?
"Caress Me Down" ~ Sublime
(o///O)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Pain" ~ Jimmy Eat World
(sadist plz?)

How do you feel today?
"Paridise City" ~ Guns 'n Roses
(rofl)

What is your life's purpose?
"Its My Life" ~ Bon Jovi
(HA!)

What is your motto?
"The World Is Not Enough" ~ Garbage
(you've GOT to be kidding me??)

What do your friends think of you?
"The Sailor Song" ~ Toy Box
(gambling, stealin, lotsa sex appealin' )

What do you think of your parents?
"Barbie Girl" ~ Toy Box
(f.t.W?)

What do you think about very often?
Life is Beautiful" ~ Sixx AM
(right.)

what is 2 + 2?
"Bad Boy" ~ Cascada
(LOVE)

What do you think of your best friend?
"What is Love??" ~ Haddaway
()

What do you think of the person you like?
"Hate Me" ~ Blue October
()

What is your life story?
"Kira's Laugh"
(OHDEARLORDILOVEIT )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Rescue Me" ~ Tokio Hotel
(??)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Miracle" ~ Cascada
(aww)

what will u dance to at ur wedding?
"Never Too Late" ~ Three Days Grace
(not really appropriate haha)

What will they play at your funeral?
"Going Under" ~ Evanesance
(oh damn)

What is your hobby/interest?
"Phenomenon" ~ Thousand Foot Krutch

What is your biggest fear?
"Carol of the Bells" ~ Trans Siberian Orchestra
(but i love that!)

What is your biggest secret?
"Oh Oh Oh Sexy Vampire" (Radio remix) ~ Fright Rnager
(o///~//O um i mean...)

What do you think of your friends?
"Nothing I Won't Give" ~ Vic Mignogna
(*sniff* perfect!)

What will you post this as?
"I Don't Love You" ~ MCR
(..SHUDDUP. it makes me cry...)

TAG:


NAO ONE FUR YOU! blame ~AdorableDoom SHE TAGGED ME AGAIN!! you don't have to fill out btw..

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an e... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20576813/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20576813/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 22:44:45 PDT there definentally was something...

...damn...

OH OH! i remember now

STORY TEIM INTO ROXXIE WORLD

_{you know you love these. don't lie ^^}

NEEWAYS, so i found myself a little... project that's so fucking fun its not even funny... but it is. like a lot 8D but i can't tell you what it is until i post it or it will just be ruined hahaha

so yeah, ontop of the ENORMOUS mound of shit i ALREADY have to finish and post and whatnot, this little thing came up and i had ot jump on it right away. i'm still doing my other stuff, this is just coming first..

i was INSPIRED. LEAVE ME ALOOONE.

but yeah, the story... okay so i found a SUPER AWESOME LOVELY printer at school today that prints in amazing color and is like, the shit. it has a naaame. Leonardo. and no, i didn't name it. but yeah, so today i went to print out jsut one copy of my ' project' and it worked! best part was that i think its like 10 cents per print, but no one was in the room to give money to.. so i said eff THAT! and left...

but i wanted to make another print cuz the first was a little small.. and then Leo decided to start PMSing and not working =____= so i hit print a good 5 more times just to be safe..

nothing happened...

FUUCK. so i got some haaalp and i somehow disconnected my computer, so the guy fixed it and left.. so i went back to the printer and there was a stack of 8 copies lying there

i was just like *shifty eyes*
grabbed and left...

OOPS.

so i got 9 MAGNIFICENT color prints of my.. project...

FO FREE, BITCH.



BWAHAHAHA! AYM IN YER PRINTER ROOMZ, STEELIN AWL YER EEENK AN PAPUH.




... i just realized how pointless this post was 8D

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20367946/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20367946/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 02:19:16 PDT
and where'd my liccorice go?


okay, for-note, i promise i am sooo not on drugs or anything, i'm jsut really tired and its seeeriously late...so now random news time




OMFG I PLAYED A PS3 GAME TODAY 8D!! i was flipping out! so like i told you, i'm in my sister and her fiance's house, right? well the guy is a big gamer (i love this guy ) adn he has a B E A U T I F U L PS3 and tv to boot xD so they were out and i was bored and played Assasins Creed for like 5 hours

it was aawesome and you get to ride a horse! and i'm not talking like Zelda OoT Epona here, the AI and motions and structre was close to flawless~


so as Malz already knows, i have a surprize for you all :> Malz has inspired me to actually MAKE and COSPLAY the work uniform for JEX!!! YEEEEAH! i got all the materials, i jsut have to sit down and sew... i'm so excited, i went out and wandered my ass to teh closest fabric store and bought WORKING zippers (90% will be operational ) and i found some aweosme checkered fabric in the clerence bin! STEAL! it was great.. i soo shouldn't have bought like anything, but i did. oh wellz.


OHOHOHOH! i almost forgot! cuz they're not pestering me right now i almost forgot to mention them... ok so my sister went friay and bought two little kittens!!! they're sooo adorable! and a pain at times.. but thats okay. i migt post a pic of them in scraps in a bit.. i dunno.. but they're two girls, Charlie and Jackie. sadly didn't get to name them... they'd have badass names if i did. but yeah, they looove under my bed and jumping in my lap whilst i'm typing and, oh, Charlie likes to walk on my keyboard and watch the screeen mooove~ its fackin' adorable. i think they like me.. they follow me arou... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20322076/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20322076/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 10:36:38 PDT

i'm here again 8)

this might be a lengthy journal, so, prepare thyself.


first off, i'll tell you all now that i'm doing ok about the funeral thing... it was a really hard past three days, but i'm better now... the first viewing was bad..the second was ok.. but hte real funeral was haaard. they played that trumpet thing like in movies for military burials cuz he was in WWII... i almost lost it there T__T it was beutiful. now i'm trying my best to be as 'normal' as possible here.. well, normal as i was before. so jsut act the way you did before adn i'll get into the swing of things again ^^

thanks everyone for being so understanding and supportve and caring to me

anyways, enough of that...

next point is what i mentionted last journal..... so i had to move west across the state here to attend an art school >.O' um, yeah. so i'm living with my older sister and her fiance. its fuuun and today was my first day.. meh, it was just boring stuff today... and im like downtown and i have to ride the city bus to school.. not bad.. but today it was raaaining and i got all wet oh well.

so yeah, i should have access to the schools scanners.. i think... so i might be able to get some stuff up reletively soon 8D

well i'm hungry and have to go do laundery, sooo, i'll talk to you guiz laaater!! and i have to attack the mass of comments and journals and deviations i have piling up


~~~~~~


OMFG I JSUT HEARD THIS ON THE TV!!!! KINGDOM HEARTS III IS ROUMORED TO BE COMING AND THE OFFICIAL REVEAL WILL BE AT TGS!! WATCH [link] it starts at like :40 seconds in!!!

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20215401/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20215401/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 08:48:07 PDT


i can't talk much.



im in a brief spot between hyperventalating and crying my eye sockets dry....

some shit happened today. first thing i heard when i woke up.

my... my grandpa passed away.

heartattack..... they think.


i may be off for a few days... not long, i hope.. but i'm going home for a few days and i may not have my computer so anything i've promised to make or do is on standby for a little while... again, not too long.


oh yea, you all don't know... i'm not home now.... i had to move in with my sister.. school stuff.. tell you about it in my next.

really sorry for the bluntness, i'm just in one of my 'dead inside' moments... crying will come in a minute, so i should go...


oh btw, i did manage to finish my contest entery for =Windnstorm and get it up in time... wish me luck i guess... well there, not here... i'll finish the discripition later... please don't say anything about this there, i don't want to look at it every time i go to the picture. adn don't feel pittied into giving it like "OMG WOW!" ... give your true thoughts *smiles* .. i tried to smile anyways... but yeah...






thanks everyone.... for reading.... and commenting if you do.... i'll reply later, but im reading every one. i love you all so much T-T

to mah dA sister-friends ... *big hug*

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20024129/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/20024129/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 14:10:50 PDT I'M HOOOOOME EVERYONE!!! COME DANCE IN JOYOUS CELEBRATION


so my week-long vacation was pretty enjoyable...i tell you my contset entery for =Windnstorm saved my LIFE. really. that and the Olympics HOLYEFFINGHELLMICHAELPHELPS! he was EPIC! i watched the first mens 400 medely chewing my nails off...he won by a whole body length! WHOOP! and my sisters friend missed getting bronze by less than half a second in one swimming event too...bummer.



damn, i have so much to scan and post here...i am desperite for a scanner about now... but i'll have some, um, poetry up soon! *is shot for killing poetry* oh and Malzorz!!! i got your epicly late bday present up!!!

EVIL WARNING OF DOOM TIME
ok, one thing i want to make PERFECTLY clear to all my firends who read my journals, cuz i undoubtedly read all of yours, of course and becasue i read yours i have one simple request.... DON'T FUCKING SPOIL OR TALK OF THE PLOT OF BREAKING DAWN. or Eclipse for that matter... sorry for the rude, bitchy bluntness but i haven't finished Eclipse yet and i am exersising almost as much self-control as Edward right now NOT to grab Breaking Dawn and sneak a peek at the last chapter....ITS KILLING ME!!

but yeah, so i loath spoilers for things like good books, and i'm really anxious about accidentally stumbling upon them, so please please PLEASE, if you must speak of it, make a BIG ASS spoilers alert beforehand...for me, i beg of you...

and if you don't i swear i will hack into the CIA database, find your address and travel to your home in the dead of night and bludgeon you to death with your own effing book. ...i could so do that too...
END EVIL WARNING OF DOOM.



alrighty then, last thing i promise, but in my last -or sencond to last, idk- journal, i put up a riddle, remember? well Doomie won that one...the answer was Snowflake! ... and she said i should do another kinda... she belieeeeved in me!!! (:rof: hahah) so i had to do another.... so here goes! same rules apply GUESS AWAY!

Twisting and turning,
Quiet through the air
I fly on the strength
Of a fine silver hair

And if you are brave -or lack there of brains,
Please join me for dinner
In my dark, wirey abode
Then leave me, if you can, but that much the thinner...

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19844605/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19844605/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 11:58:44 PDT
well i'm leaving. AGAIN.
T__T i'm so sorry, i'm gone for a week...leaving in a few hours and gone til next sunday.

AND i'm going to be stuck with my little sister and her bff...uuugh wonderful. they're the "OMGLIKELOL, TEXTING, I LYKE THE RAP CHANNEL AND HIGHSCHOOL MUSICAL!" type. can't you just see how enthused i am? -/sarcasm-

but i will survive, don't worry... i can always scare them away with a swift glimps of one of my more... sinister sketches? bwahaha! *evillaughs while clutching dark, bloody, emo sketchbook of doom* ...ahem....but really, that shouldn't be hard with =Windnstorm's contest and all *squee!* oh i'm dreaming up ideas already!

about that, i prolly won't make the deadline..its gonna have to be paper+pencil drawn and i dont have scanner access...but you all get to see it when its dooone~ horray!

well, to throw in some good with the bad, or rather funny.. i've heard two interesting things today i'm gonna share:

as you might already know (from =Windnstorm's contest), Tim Burton and Johnny Depp are actually in the works of making a live-action Alice in Wonderland movie! HOMAHGAWDICANTEFFINGWAIT! AiW is teh best. movie. EVER. ....adn this is jsut going to be great ^^

apperentally there was this school that was on lockdonwn cuz there was a guy in a ninja costume and a plasic sword running through the surrounding forest EPIC. WIN. it was a camp counceler from a neighboring school dressing for some event and was late, hence the running....but it was totally hilarious. QUICK, CLOSE THE SCHOOL, WE'RE ON NINJA ALERT!

well thats it guys, wish i had better news for you, but i don't. talk to y'alls in a couple days... imma missss you!!

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19690528/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19690528/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 23:00:27 PDT

i won't go into too much detail and bore you, but we did go jumping on the trampoline at like 3am...and i fell off like 3 times pretty hard...it was wet out and i slipped

buuut we did rent two movies i wanted to tell yas all about...

1. Brokeback Mountain....yeah yeah yeah, shut it. we've joked about wanting to see it for a while, adn we finally did...it was supposed to be all sad and dramatic and romantic(?) and all, but seriously we couldn't stop laughing! not at them being gay or making fun of it, but more...-ish. HAHAHA!... and goddamn, i don't care what you think, it was HAWT! um, i mean....*whistles and walks away*

2. JUMPER!!! we both heard terrible reviews of it, but we haaaad to see it! Hayden Christensen, FOR THE LOVE OF CAKEMUFFINS, HAYDEN EFFING CHRISTENSEN!!! -ahem- sorry. that was uncalled for..heheheheh i was all giddy he's smexY! he didn't act too bad either! well, we thought so, but we're not exactly movie critics....but yeah, i recomend ...lol Griffin's so deliciously scottish! x3


well thats it really just movie reviews and whatnot...i'm off to watch Soul Eater (damn you Malz and Rodney! i'm hooked! ) and nurse my trampolining wounds *clutches her ribcage* ouch...

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19573163/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19573163/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 13:00:53 PDT -lame title will make sense in a sec-
hey guys!!

sorry for the seemingly endless and really annoying array of journals i'm hurling at you >__O' but this one is real short in actual readability, i promise

just wanted to get on here and say i'll be gone for the weekend, i'm leaving in a few hours. to the cottage. yet again. be back monday...

i'll get to all your stuff when i get back ^^ (i actually started tackling my inbox yesterday! only in the 70's now!!)


OH and Doomie, sorry, i got on MSN earlier and you weren't there, and i don't think i'll get a chance to get on for any length of time before i head out so i'll say it here..I HOPE YOU LOOVED THE DARK KNIGHT!!! did you like it as good as i said you would??!? i really hope so


okay last thing, i want to leave soemthing fun for you all ^w^ it's a RIDDLE! i wrote something like this for a class last year and it started running through my head aganin and i just haaave to ask it...


Falling up, Falling down,
twisting our way round and round;
to dead barran lands we're bound.

Look close to our faces and you'll find,
to each has its own face, so delecate and fine;
but search fast for moments pass, and we are left behind.


guess, GuesS, GUESS AWAY! ...1 guess per comment..once i tell you right or wrong, then you can guess again ... hmmm, prize for the winner, maybe? perhaps i'll ask the winner what they want...

i can't wait!!

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19546632/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19546632/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 23:17:42 PDT my stomach started hurting randomly tonight and i think i'm hungry....but i feel fat so i'm not eating....

leave me alone, i don't care if thats a bad thing to do. i feel like a fatass and i'm not eating. /convo.

i have not idea, it kinda jsut hit me today randomely...i was out shopping and i caught a glimpse in a mirror and my devil of a self-conscience pointed and gagged at my mid-section. i know it was jsut how my shirt hung, cuz i know i'm not really fat at all, but i jsut felt hideous. i just want to be smaller! lol who doesn't, right?

okay, so like i said, i was out shopping today with my mom...don't get excited, it was for a backpack she 'found' that had a laptop compartment. wooo -__- ...teh store will remain nameless for the sake of the poor employees, but i almost died I was so embasessed for them. it was a smaller, outdoorsy/mom-ish clothing store and like 2 people were working...and to endorse their new outdoor backpacking, well, packs, they both were forced to wander the store and help people with these huge-ass backpacks on all stapped on and all.

it was embaressing by association to stand and talk to them. i felt so bad. but it was hilarious nonetheless they were rediculous.

oh yeah, so my mom insisted that i get the one with the...err... "emergency whistle" as she called it, on the arm strap. so yeah, i got a rape whistle on my backpack. super cool, right?! lol no. she was like "you know, for emergencies!" she wouldn't even fess up and aknowledge that it was without a doubt a gay-ass rape whistle fer sure.

like seriously. 'OH NOES! RAAAPE! WHERE'S MAH WHISTLE?!' ...cuz thats honestly what my first priority would be in said situation...find my rape whistle.


well thats all for now, i'm just wanted to fill you all in on my little, insignificant dayly happenings i'm going to bed, hopefully i'll feel better lying down


LOVE TO YOU ALL!!

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19474563/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19474563/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 23:31:02 PDT

just kidding, i love you all anyways

OKOKOKOK, onto the point of this journal! guess what the fuck i did at the crack of midnight yesterday??

I WENT TO THE MIDNIGHT FUCKIN' PREMERE OF THE DARK KNIGHT!!! lol FTW seriously, right??
this soo calls for a dweeb dance. i felt like such a dork/geek, but it was effing aaawesome!

people dressed up in all black and insane Joker makeup... full-out Joker, Twoface and Batman costumes everywhere...batman symbols as far as the eye could see, it was great. i was totally loooving it. definetally a reunion batman-obsessed nerds like me it felt like hooomee~ LMAO! yaaaaay geekdom!

i dressed up for the occasion too a bit; wore purple black and white (got a new b&w studded belt its great) and i painted my nails black with batman symbols on the thumbs 8D

me and my best friend have been planning and PSYCHED for this thing for months now we are soo obsessed with Batman. and no, NOT just becasue Heath died and every fan of his thinks they are like uber batman fans now, OR because Christian Bale is smexy as hell as bruce and batman...no he's been my fav comic hero since i was seriously 5. i slept in batman shirts and would run home to watch the cartoon after school everyday seen all the movies too!

oh and on that subject, oh dear lord Heath Ledger more than naild the role of the Joker...he fucking MURDERED it! he soo stole the show he was so emursed in the character that you couldn't barely recognize him (not jsut by apperence either). he totally transformed into the Joker. he litterally SCARED me he was so convincing they never usually do either. the story and character was just sooo haunting, i'm gonna have nightmares with that laugh in them for weeeks now....oh noes, that laugh! it was chilling! just wait til you hear it!

but i absolutelly love the Joker now...as nasty and psychotic and chilling as he is....definentally settled my debate for best batman villan. or villan in general! and i've heard it before "people like a good villan, but they will love a great one." and its soo true



well, thats all i got on here this late to say. just wanted to let you all know....and brag a little xP jk, DONT' HATE ME! ok, i'll talk to ya all lata, i'm fucking tired.. i slept like 5 hours total today, you know, movie not getting out til 3, we didn't get to sleep til 4:30 and had to get up to go to my friend's dentist appt. AND NO NAPS! WTH?

so i need some reeeest. and mah sistah's coming home too, so i really need to leave now. seriously, night all!


edit oh yeah, i changed my icon...its really lame and it totally didn't turn our right by any means i'll probably change it soon /edit

~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19353518/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19353518/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 11:39:35 PDT WELL HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIII GUYYYYYYYYSSSSS!!!! ! ! ! ! ONE !! ! 11 ! ! ! 1 ELEVEN!
thats me in the purple x]

uuuuhmaheffingawdgaiz. I MISSED YOU ALL LIKE A HEROINE ADICT MISSES A SURINGE! ...you shoot up herioine, right? whatever, you get what i mean.....but alas, i'm home early! i am soo happy to be home finally, but i wish it was under different surcumstances...i'll explain in a second. i actually got home yesterday night, but my sleeping is a little off from my vacation so i couldn't stay awake late enough (like i usually do) to update a journal for you all. yeah we kinda took out of there like a bat outta hell...again, i will explain why...

well on thursday my grandpa went to the doctor because he had been complaining of chest pains. teh office sent him to the hospital and it turns out he's going to have to have open heart surgery, like a-sap. i don't really understand why, no one's bothered to explain to me yet...its all happened so fast, and thats all i know so far. i haven't been able to see him yet, and i'm getting anxious to get to the hospital >~< i'm not feeling scared yet, but guys i don't know what to think, or feel..i'm oddly hollow-feeling inside. is that a bad thing? anyways, onward to less pressing issues, i don't want to shove that kind of thing on you, and i don't want to worry myself into rambling again...

SO. during my 2 weeks of beachtime merriment, i started making a list of things that i saw or whatever that i wanted to tell you all

on 4th of July we spent the whole day on the beach, which was pretty fun....until you factor in the fact that teh sun HATES me and we have a serious battle going on. and he's winning yeah that day the sun got me unawares and i totally FRIED MY ASS it hurt sooo bad. stupid fucking sun, all it does is burn us and blind us when we look at it...

oh yeah, another reason for my hatred of the sun: i am what i like to call "pigmently challanged"... i do not tan. i burn. and i get spots o__O? yeah i got this skin thing where i get these eraser-sized spots all over my stomach and arms where sun is like inpentirable. all around them gets "tan" or burned, but the spots stay white. which only add to my paleness. my sisters call me a ghost..and a leopard for the spots. lol xD oh well, pale is awesome, and you know it

also on the 4th, i was watching the fireworks while listening to Ramalama bang bang, which was very humourous

another day on the beach, i was laying there doing a Suduko (thats how bored i was...no hotties to stare at unfortunetly) and i flipped teh book shut to see the scariest thing; a huge fucking sand spider 6 inches from me them bastards are fast, man. but i got him and beat him into the sand. but them things can dig, so i spent the next 10 minutes staring at teh sand til i was satisfied it was dead.

I SAW PANAMA JACK! if you don't know who that is, look him up. he's the guy on the Panama Jack sun tan lotion bottles. anyways, there was some guy on the beach with white suit pants on, a cotton button-up shirt -sleeves roled- and a white dressy fedora hat on. i was just waiting for him to pull out a monocle, i would have died. i wa laughing so hard at him

http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/19067276/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:21:22 PDT

just jumping on here real quick in between shoving things in my suitcase and chucking others across the room in chaos to let you all know whats up and break some sad news.

as you mighta guessed, i'm packing to go on vacation with my family! don't get happy for me, ew, its gonna be terrible, trust me. but i'm leaving tomorrow (friday the 27th) and going to our cottage for 2 whole weeks NOOOO! i won't be back until the 13th T__T i don't know what imma gunna do without you gais so long! i have 'ta bring my laptop for some technical reasons, and at some point i'm gonna have to find a wireless place up north so i miiight be able to get on and relpy to messages, but we'll see...

so i'll do my best to get caught up with those i have now before i go, but you don't have to relpy at any i send out, cuz i simply won't get them for a whiiile..go ahead if you want to, by all means, but i'm just dreading the massive pile i'll have when i get back i may just die.

well thats all, my lovelies ^^ if i survive the next 2 weeks, i'll start pestering y'all again HUGZ FOR YOU ALL! imma miss the hell out of you

love ya! x]

*goes to scower for things she knows she will forget*

OH OH OOOOH! here, before i leave, i'll give you this [link] its my new hair gais! tell me what you think of it ^^ i adore it hte color not the pic...the pic is a mess

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and considering this past week, i myself am surprised about my positive attitude i'll keep this as short as possible, coz i stole Doomie's little quizzy thing so this will be long enough without my rambling...rama-lama rambling (LOL song reference ) neeways, ONWARD.


so earlier this week i was planning to be away tis weekend...adn my parents were planning on being out to our cottage from thursday to sunday. a whole weekend with friends without the scrutany of my parents. awesome.

but when i went to confirm my plans with my mom on tuesday, she was like "uuum, yeah no...you're not going." ... lolwut? so i obvioulsy FREAKED out, which defienetall y didn't help the situation any...but whatever...

so, i was pissed, as you can imagine (lol "pissed" being an understatment) and i refused to go with my parents and family at ALL up north for the weekend instead. i knew i would just lash out at them and get in trouble for my attitude, as i always do.

luckely my mom felt guilty and said i could stay because my grandma was staying (oh joy -__-) and my little sister decided she would stay too. not too bad. i can handle them. and a whole 4 day weekend without patental supervision. SCORE!

BUT IT GETS BETTER

i got dragged out to the gorcery store wednesday with my mom so we had some time to talk....and she was obviously feeling guilty still - asking if i wanted to get anything every five minutes - so i decided now was the best time to ask her if i could dye my hair (i've wanted to for ages)...AND SHE SAID YES GUYS!!!! EFFING AWESOME! nothing insanly out of the ordinary, but i can dye it, thats enough for me. AND she's paying for me to get it salon dyed too! she's going wednesday to get her roots touched up, so i get to tag along and do mine i'm so excited!

so a parentless weekend, having a friend over tonight, mall/town terrorozing tomorrow, and a new hair color. believe it bitches!

OH YEAH. and i got to drive home from driving my sister home - which is 3 hours across the state - on monday, if that made sense..she drove there, i drove back. i was so proud, i didnt get lost or anying! and i haven't been on the highway in ages! ok thats all ^^

QUIZ TIME!


YOUR BOY SIDE

(X) You love hoodies.
(X) You love jeans. (are mah life)
( ) Dogs are better than cats.
(X) It's hilarious when people get hurt. (HA you got pwn'd by gravity )
(X) You've played with/against boys on a team. (they know better than to pass me the ball though...i'm a hazard)
( ) Shopping is torture.
(X) Sad movies suck. (chick-flicks *gag*)
( ) You own an X-Box. (FUUUKDAMNIT. wants)
(X) Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
(X) At some point in time you wanted to be a fire-fighter
(x) you own a DS, PS2 or Sega (duur...again, tis my LIFE)
(X) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (my mom banned them cuz of "violence" lol)
(X) You watch sports on TV. (hockey!!)
(X) Gory movies are cool.
(X) You go to your dad for advice...(on what a certain car is *shrug*)
( ) You own like a trillion baseball caps.
( ) You like going to football games. (been to...2)
( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
( ) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
(X) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (i feel out of place)
(X) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours
(X) You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (quite obviously )
(X) Talk with food in your mouth.
(x) Wear boxers. (best pajamas EVER.)

17/25

YOUR GIRL SIDE

( ) You wear lip gloss.(chapstick if that)
(X) You love to shop.
(X) You wear eyeliner (always, dude )
(X) You have some of the same shirts in different colours.
(X) You wear the colour pink. (layering or accesories if t... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/18788753/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/18788753/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 17:17:33 PDT is a bitch. who knew? ...well i take that back, "karma" really isn't the word i mean...no, the word i'm looking for rather, is irony.

...yes irony seems to paint the right picture for this scenario. But lets get to making some acutal sense, shall we? On to the story we go...

So you all might recall my last journal, where i told you about the bad thunderstorm and tornado watch? How i was anxiously freaking out about what didn't even come? haha well apperentally that was only the warm-up for what the storm really had in store.

The storm started, like i said, on firday night and ended, more or less, around 2 or 3am. Saturday went roughtly the same way - storms holding off til later in the evening and continuing to the early morning hours. though this time it was much stronger on the actual "storm" side, no tornado business. It seemed to be right on top of my house, swirling and converging overhead. i tell you, the lightning was something streight out of a horror movie. my sister and i slept in the basement (humidity is a killer upstairs even with the air on) next to a large sliding glass door - a great view of a muddy ditch and a sprawling, ominous cornfield. delightful. well my sister fell asleep around 11 and i stayed up watching tv and doodling idly while the storm brewed outside. then, out of nowhere, a huge flash lit up the yard outside, a cackling crash sounded, and the satelite flatlined. utter silence.

ah, big deal, that happend all the time when a storm rolled through; satelite wasn't much of a player against storms. i shrugged it off and doodled til the tv would come on. after like 10 minutes, i got antsy and started glancing out the window in bordom at the lightning...then i realized how eerily perfect my current position was for a horror film plot to unfold . i was alone - well conciously, my sister was still out cold -, in a basement next to a large inky glass door, lightning flashing just like the movies, thunder cracking, and completely defenseless.

oh shit.

but luckely the tv flicked back to life and all was good again the night passed quietly enough from there...

Sunday. that day i had a going-away party for a cousin who was moving to North Carolina. i personally thought it was going to be gorgeous all day, not a cloud in the sky and only the slightest hint of a breeze. but around 3ish, we heard on the weather channel that a HUGE-ass storm was coming our way...mind you, this was on the national weather channel, warning for our individual county! (my cousin lives like 5 miles away) like wow. fer serious people. then soon after that a gust of wind blew by and the rain was so heavy, it looked more like a thick fog than actual rain. we heard the emergency weather/tornado sirens sound and the whole lot of us were forced in the basement...

oh fuck.

i was in serious panic mode by now...actually it was more inward, i was with some good friends so that calmed me... and one was telling the plot of "The Strangers" to us cuz apperentally its fucked up royally and its a true story *shudder* but thats another story...anyways, that oddly seemed to help and soothe me for some reason. funny, huh? a horror story helps lessen the terror of a real problem

well later i learned that a tornado actually touched down in a neighboring town just about 10 miles to the north, if that! ther was soo much damage all over the place...thankfully my house and my cousins were perfetly fine, just twigs and thin tree limbs scattering the lawn...nothing devestating in the least. lucky, right? but i was still shakily freaked for the rest of the day.

SO, obviously the power died at the first gust of wind, but even though the sky cleared up within a half hour, it never came back -__- brilliant. thats one thing that sucks about living in the "boonies" (as my friends call it), the power is as fragile as michael jacksons nose.

ew, sorry for that analogy...but yeah so thats where i've been for the last few days. home. technologiless. in the icky, nasty, hot humidity with nothing to do. i've been resopnsible for "holding down the fort"...or the generator, rather.

And fyi, short hair and humidity ARE NOT FRIENDS. i could shower (thank GOD) but hairdryer and streightener were strictly off-limits ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/18706272/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/18706272/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 23:10:56 PDT
uuugh, so i'm watching Van Helsing again for like the 9000th time....which isn't a bad thing, i love this movie (yay vampire movies!), but i can't do anything else on account of the storm

yes, alas, another thunderstorm. but this one is diffferent...theres a tornado watch tagging along with it again. it was 90 degrees today and windy as hell, so i guess i shoulda seen that coming. i hate tornadoes...correction, i'm terrified of tornadoes.

Thunderstorms = fun to look at, ok by me

Tornadoes = NO FUKIN' COOL.

its ok though, i think the storm is done for now



HO SHET, WEREWOLF ON TEH CEILING PLZ. LOOK OUT ANNA! _{haha movie haha} ....stupid werewolves -___-'



ok so different news, hm what was i gonna say...OH YEAH! so yesterday i went for a bike ride with a friend....but guess what? we biked close to 15 miles!! FER SRS PPL. i live pretty far from town, and my friend and i decided to ride downtown for lunch...so we took alocal trail all the way there! it was great, surprisingly..i am in no way an athletic person, so that my friends is a serious accomplishment



SO, onward to the last bit of nonsense... this is the ranting part < plzskipparagraphhere> so here goes....i am sad, but REALLY pissed to say that i am getting completely frustrated with my best friend she is like the BIGGEST queen of ditchery i have ever met.
EET NO = COOLZ BIATCH.
i mean once in a while, i can understand that you don't want to spend time with me, or you might actually have something that came up, right? i get it. i can deal. no hard feelings...i'll admit, i do it too. somethimes i'm like "uuuh yeahcan'tmakeitsorrrybai " but this is defferent. she ALWAYS bails on me! everytime we have plans she pops up at the very last second and is like "oh eyah, i don't feel well" or "um i'd rather not, i'm tired" or "i jsut don't feel like doing anything anymore".....and its always at the most convenient times for me too..like when i'm IN THE CAR leaving for her house or an hour before the movie or something like that. isn't that jsut SO MUCH FUCKING FUN? FUNNNIEST THING EVER, RIGHT? ....i want to pull my hair out i'm so irritated.

i hate people being unrelyable lik... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/18439867/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/18439867/ Wed, 21 May 2008 23:10:08 PDT

HOP BEEECHES! >D

_{heh heh the title is the song EFFIN STUCK in my head thanks to my friend letting me find random stuff on her ipod on the way to lunch D8 THIS AMUSES ME: [link] skinny jeans galore, OH MAI O:}

ok so i have an explaination for my notbeinghereandcommentingandrespondingandactinglikeatotald-bag--ness these past few days and also some kinda sad news, but its not really, just w/e.... so here goes:


frist off i'll explain my absence that some of you might have noticed..or not i dunno .... ok well last week i had a MAJOR event that had me biting my nails to sleep and anxious like no other mother. i had a portfolio review for a school i'm trying to get into next year i know, shocking.

so that was thursday and i was all emo-ing and baracading myself in my room and [unsucessfully] trying to avoid anything that would distract me from my show peices (i.e. dA and all my internet goodness) in the days leading up to the meeting. but no worries! it all went well enough and they liked my stuff coughlackoftalentshitcough i just gotta send them one more thing...but the worst was that they apperentally don't like anime/manga/my-ish style of figure drawing FTW?! SERIOUSLY! that is like ALL that is in my sketchbooks recently! no half-naked Jex show-offs T__T ... oh well, but thank god my art teacher caught me before i went with all that and got my ass handed to me haha

so thats why i've been distant and not commenty on your prettyfull artz..IMMA NOT IGNORING YOU ALL! I PROMISE! i luv y'alls, i'd never do that but my inbox is getting to the "YOU GONNA BE FUK'D SOON >D" level and i'm scared to aproach it but i will in due time, really. fer sure



which brings me to my next point, i'm sorry guys, but i'm gonna be gone for even loooonger now that the memorial day long weekend is here....my parents have the GRAND fucking idea that it would be just swell to strand me at our cabin for 5 days while its gonna be cold i'm sure with nothing to do except hang out with my dragon of a sister. total issolation from my looovely, shiny laptop and dA and friends in general NUUUUUUU!!! *dies*

i feeeeel the emoness a'cumin gaiz D:
oh well, i jsut hope my hair dosen't go on freak out mode up there...the place likes to play the "HAHA U GOT FRIZZ'D " card a lot and make my hair all uncoorperative cuz its my first summer with short hair that i can't pull back into a ponytail o~O

so yeah, i leave thursday when mis padres come home and then i get to drive the 4 hours to the weekend at the land of no technology goodness ...i'll be back sometime on monday. if a make it that is hahahaha

K GA'NIGHT NAO! i gotta go pack all mah shit! 8D if imma gonna be pissed all weekend, i better as hell have my sketchbook at hand to later vandilize all... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/18220216/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/18220216/ Thu, 08 May 2008 22:20:36 PDT

meh, it was ok...not really my cup of tea, but it was worth some good laughs here and there...basically a weed reference every 5 minutes -___-' ....but that quote was about some terrorist guy TOTALLY dissing doughnuts. i was like BITCH, PLZ. haha ok enough about that.



SOOO i haven't talked to you guiezz in so looong in a journal! like a month was it? OMFG REALLY?! its been a month since my last journal! holy shit dude. sorry 'bout that. i guess i've just not had a lot to comment on...

WELL! i can tell you all that i finished Twilight the other day!! I WANTED TO CRY. and i wanted to slap Bella for her stupidity at some points near the end...but i also have to say that i really am on her and Alice's (btw i love her ^^) side about the...issue...you Twilighters should know what i mean. i won't elaborate so i don't spoil ANYTHING for those of you who haven't read it yet..oh i'm so proud that i avoided all spoilers for Twilight YAY ME! it was haaard not looking up art of it, let me tell you...

OH OH OH! here's a little something if you haven't already seen it 8D [link] EEENJOY! i got a freakin' SHIVER watching this ^^

-ugh- but i just know its gonna blow big time...i mean i hope it doesn't, but its just one of those things..the movies never do justice the amazingness that is a book like Twilight. (anyone else smell a HP movie disappointment all over again?) ...*ahem*...and plus, Robert Pattinson (though he's SEEXEH as all steamy hell and ubber vampire-esque) he just is NOT Edward Cullen. i honestly don't believe that there is a human alive that can play the part of Edward and do him justice....at least the image of him i have in my head HEH HEH HEH. *spazums at mental images*

EDITHEREPLZ ok so i have a borders rewards card cuz i practically LIVE at borders -planningtogotomorrowagain- ANYWAYS, and i always get these completely retarded info-emails with promos and shit..WHATEV. butbutbutbut this on i got today said some fun news!! TEH 4th TWILIGHT BOOK IS 'A COMIN'!!! !1! fer srsly ppl. it's called "breaking dawn" and it is coming out on August 2! I CAN'T WAIT! really, i want it now. even though i haven't gotten the second yet.. its like crack. OM NOM NOM. okdonebai




OMFGWTFBUCKET! YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS SITE! i saw a poster in the theater today and almost passed out! literally. i got weak knees.
[link]
REJOICE! i almost hugged the poster and tried to steal it BUUT my friends said ppl were watching and wouldn't let me T__T i did pull out a pen and start writing WORD FOR WORD what it did say all up and down my arm fuuunness.

...but then i got home and checked the site...I DONT LIVE NEAR ON OF THE THEATERS!!! i shed a tear i was so upset! i guess i'll just hope it'll show up on youtube soon...also i'm not done with Death Note completely so it guesssss its all for the best..but i can throw a fit if i wanna, dammut! D<

SO GO. SEE IT. TEEEEELLL ME OF ITS AMAZINGNESS! and i would have sooooo dressed up as Matt and gone to the theater too....like not joke, i would. YOU KNOW I WOULD, TOO.




weeeeelll i'm tired and its late and i'm getting all rambly again and i'm sure you're pissed now so i'll let you goooo ^___^ OH btw, MAAALLZZ!! get better soon! i miiiissssss you loooots girl! ! !

LUV Y'ALL! !
FER SURE. MEBAAH. ~

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lemme explain:

so on friday i went with my bff amanda to best buy and they basically told me they were gonna screw me out of a $100+ to save any info i had on my laptop so well EXCUSE ME, but i dont skip around with a hundred dollars on me every day..MY BAD >__< ......so we left so i could come back later with my mom....well like 2 hours later i get a call from some number i don't know, so i answer it (haha) and it was amanda's boyfriend...wtf, right? well he almost shouts into the phone "DO NOT PAY BEST BUY $100 FOR ANYTHING!!"... turns out he used to work for curciut city doing exactly what these guys were gonna do anyways and he said he'd do it for free! AND he said he'd look to see if there was anything he could do about the actual problem too! (he's a frickin' genius with laptops so it was cool, don't worry)

YEAH!

so he took it saturday to go operate on it...he had it all weekend and yesterday night he called and said that he had it up and running!!! ! HOLYFUCKINMOTHBALLS! i was flipping out! i wanted to go in a time machine to a time where i could teleport through the phone all Matrix style so i could bear hug him right then and there

he said it was possible that it could start having a heart attack again and in that case i'd have to send it in still....but i had it all day today and nothing is wrong with it now! its actually a little faster it feels..

so yeah...HE SAVED GEYWAY!!!

thanks everyone for leaving comments when i was bummed out before ^____^ you have no idea how happy i was to know you all cared! GROUP HUG! D< DO EET NAO! CUMM 'EEER YOU.

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today...at 7pm....my laptop diiiiieeeeddddd Dx

yus... GEYWAY IS DEAD!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

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...i don't know what imma gonna do! i called the tech support adn after an hour they sied that they had to have it shipped in for repairs...HE'S BEING TAKEN D'8 so i have no idea when i'll get in back...adn even worserz, if geeksquad cant get anything off it before i have to send it, i may loose everything...like seriously, EVERYthing....all my files, school papers, and *lip quiver* MAH ARTWORK!!! all the stuff that i've been working on with my tablet will be history TT___TT

oh and on that note, i can't use my lovely tablet till i get my laptop back either....so Moon, i'm REALLY sorry, but your bday gift may be late and it'll have to be hand-drawn on paper >.< imma soooo sorry!


adn sorrry if i don't reply ot you comments as rapidly as before, its harder now with the slowashell/iwantostabmyeyeout desktop computer i have to share with my family...

well i'm off to morn and be depressed and emo now . . .

-ugh- i feel like bashing my head through the wall...is that bad?



i love you guys x'] i know you're all there for me

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this will be my sortest journal yet! _{i promose this time}

SO! jsut letting y'all know that tomorrow..well today i guess it is now haha...we anyways, on friday, guess what imma be doing?

yup, i'm going with my bff to see Three Days Grace and Breaking Benjamin!!! one!!!! ! ELEVEN!!!! I'M SOOO FREAKING PUMPED! and my cousin got us great tickets so we should be in the pit never been that close before. i cant even sleep i'm so excited! imma bouncin' off da wallz!

but i really need sleep so i'm off to bed now...

buuut the point of this all is to tell ya that i won't be able to respond to comments til saturday or later possible D8 just appologizing in advance but no worries, i'll be sure to reply and check out all your wonderful artz and comment and all! i just didn't want anyone thinking i was ignoring their wonderful artfullyness...

..i'll just be too busy rawkin' to get to 'em but really, i'm sorry again

LATER TATTERS!

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/17295017/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/17295017/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 00:07:51 PDT mad watch! MAD WATCH!!! [link] best part EVER! the mad hatter

ok, another tag thingy CUZ I FEELZ LIKE IT! >D naow yoo sufferz!

OH and btw, to anyone and, well anyone who cares, my brithday is this saturday! on the 15th i'm so excited! so i appologize in advance if i'm not on much this weekend, i got family cumin' to see my pretty face ...or not...

ON TO THE QUESTIONS!

8 Firsts ~

First Best Friend: Julie something or other. i moved when i was 5 so yup...
First Imaginary Friend: i used to think i had a monkey named socks...?
First Pet's name: Alex the golden retreiver
First Crush: a boy named shawn x] 1st grade
First CD: spice girls D:> or n'sync, i was an n'sync FEIND! LANCE BASS <3 -ahem-
First Car: i drive a jeep charokee!
First School: preschool? hah my aunt was my teacher..special treatment baby~
First Kiss: ...some kid named, um, Mike? (was frist time i ever drank >.< i'm terrible)

9 Lasts ~

Last Time You Smoked: NEVAH! i think its sick
Last Food You Ate: ravioli like 5 hours ago for dinner
Last Car Ride: Drive home?
Last Movie You Watched: Alice in Wonderland *hints the title * my fav
Last Phone Call: mi madre!
Last CD You listened to: radio all the way~
Last Bubble Bath You took: do not remember...i want one! D8
Last Song You listened to: Numa!
Last Fight: verbal? with my little sister (we do NOT get along)

8 Have You Ever? ~

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: nope x]
Have You Ever Been Arrested: noo
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: i like bathing suits thx
Have You Ever Been on TV: for school
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: scroll up some, OBviously.
Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: nuh uh
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: no but my bff's friend is dying to meet me on one...kinda creepy actually..DO NOT WANT.
Have You Ever Been out of the Country: does Canada count? hah it's like 4 hours away

7 Things You're Wearing ~

1. black long sleeve shirt w/ tank top
2. light jeans
3. my Roxas bracelet <3
4. b&w striped bra
5. blue striped panties
6. b&W striped belt
7. black knee-high soccer socks (its freakin' COLD)
(haha imma little emo girl today i guess i reminded myself of Tae a little thismorning x'D)

7 Things You've Done Today ~

1. made french toast
2. bored my mind out at school
3. walked my dog in the cold
4. worked on like 5 dA pictures
5. waved at randome people with my bff in the car
6. stalked dA
7. did mah laundry

7 Favorite Things ( no particular order, besides friends, family, God, and all that jazz ) ~

1. dA xD
2. my many sketchbooks
3. my computer
4. musicks
5. videogames
6. horseback riding
7. Anime & manga

4 People You Trust Most ~

1. 'Manda
2. Michelle
3. my sisters
4. my parents


2 Things You Want to Do Before You Die ~ ( there's a very long list, not necessarily the highest )

1. move and live in Europe
2. find the most awesomest person ever who loves me and never let go of them ^___^ cheesy chick-flickfunes? yes -__- but oh well

oh is it tag time finally? let me get my lance and trusty stead..you... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/17203692/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/17203692/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 00:26:14 PST

HELLO GUYS! my last post was getting kinda annoying to see every day so i thought i'd update again ^^ this should be a short one...

-blah- i feel sick. its about 1 am here and i really should be sleeping, but what the hell..i'm nocturnal anyways but i gave up eating after dinner for lent (cuz as you can see, i stay up well into the night) and my stomach feels like in knots >< i'll be fine tho, i just need to sleep is all.....but my bff, who i'm with like 24/7 and who is sick said that she started getting sick by feeling nasceous, so i'm REALLY hoping that i'm just hungry and not sick

OH and my sewing machine is jacked again...i'm trying to make a skirt, damnit! oooooh its a sweet skirt xD i don't really wear them, but this one i'm making from scratch and its gonna have black and white pleats!! yeah, its awesome but imma doing it by hand so far so its slow cumins

well in other creative news, i've been in a real artsy mood lately ^^ i got a lot of sketches started so i may be posting some stuff soon, but i take forever with finishing stuff, os maybe a little while lol.

oh and btw, guess what?!? i'm so excited, my birthday is coming up! countdown commenced: 9 DAYS!!! ! i can't wait

SO, on that note, i'll stop rambling and crawl myself into bed...my eyes are about to go on strike here, they keep closing and are getting harder and harder to open x] ...and Jex is dancing around my mind singing "I'm too sexy" i need sleep, BAD D:>

[i'll finish this tomorrow..i'm too lazy to add friends and art list now ^__^ don't eat me plz]

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16757455/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16757455/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 16:18:35 PST ....lets do it to it!

well i don't have an ipod so i'll just pretend and use my computer ^^ i choose YOU computer-shuffle-mode! man, i am really hyper today

RULES-
Put your ipod on shuffle
Click the 'Next' button
"Answer" the questions with the song titles
Don't cheat

1. You wake up from a nightmare screaming:
Hey Mr. Wonderful ~ Smile DK (what was THAT dream about o__O?)

2. Someone walks in on you while taking your shower. You scream:
Mr. Brightside ~ The Killers ("her sick lullabys.." haha i must sing bad in the shower xD)

3. You see someone famous. You tell your friend:
Sexyback! ~ Justin Timberlake (orlando bloom plz?)

4. This hot person asks your number. you say:
Jaded ~ Aerosmith (riiiight...)

5. You fall and scrape your knee. You cry out:
The Taste of Ink ~ The Used (i guess i fell in a pen making plant)

6. Some person bumps into you at the mall. You scream:
Milkshake ~ GoodNight Nurse ( damn right its better than yours! D< )

7.You get tackled. You yelp:
Lets Get it Started ~ Black-Eyed Peas (wtf o__O?)

8.You find a love note. It's labeled:
Happy People (Bleach ending 4) ~ Skoop on Somebody (wow, that worked like perfectly..)

9. Your teacher is angry and yells:
Blow Me Away ~ Breaking Benjamin (uuum....that would probably make my day xD)

10. You fall at gym class and your teacher laughs out:
Rawkfist ~ Thousand Foot Krutch (what tha hellz?)

11. Someone throws a paper at you. It says:
You Shook Me All Night Long ~ AC/DC ( i thinks they like me)

12. Your parents got you a corny shirt saying:
Save a Horse, Ride a Cowboy ~ Big & Rich (FTW! nooooo way man..)

13. Your dog's name is:
What Have you Done Now? ~ Within Temptation (poor dog )

14. You wake up with a poster reading:
The World is Not Enough ~ Garbage (lol James Bond poster 8D)

15. If you were a leader people would worship you in song by singing:
Bill Nye the Sciece Guy! ~ [unknown] (OMFG!!! thats amazing! i shall be the almighty Science Guy! )

16. You ask a person out. They reply:
On My Own ~ Three Days Grace (ouch. shut down.)

17. The best movie is:
In The Shadows ~ The Rasmus (could be one...reminds me of draco malfoy actually... <3 yay)

18. Your favorite quote:
Animal I Have Become ~ Three Days Grace (rawr)

19. Your theme song:
The World (Death Note opening) ~ Nightmare (YUSH! luv it)

20. Your bedtime story:
The Bad Touch ~ Blood Hound Gang (what? yours wasn't? 8D)

21. Your funeral song:
Dane Cook Remix ~ Dane Cook (techno+dane cook+OH YEAAAH! = best funeral EVAH!)

22. Cat's name:
Toxic ~ Britney Spears (i would soooo name a cat that)

23. Best thing in the world:
Funky Town ~ Pseudo Echo (heck yes!)

24. What you NEED in life:
Pour Some Sugar on Me ~ Def Leopard (that is sooooo wrong >__<..)

25. Baby's name:
GhostBusters! ~ Ray Parker Jr. (8D who ya gonna call?)

26. Stripper name:
Down With the Sickness ~ Disturbed (uh no... do not want to think about that one >~<..)

27. Your motto:
You Give Love a Bad Name ~ Bon Jovi (thats right! xP)

28. Made-up dance move:
This is Halloween ~ Kingdom Hearts (i wonder how that would go..)

29. Soap Opera series:
Until the End ~ Breaking Benjamin (haha that COULD work actually...)

30. Journal submission title:
I Wanna Rock ~ Twisted Sisters (SCORE!)


hahaahh that was the most fun i had all day! xD

lol the things i do to avoid studying for an exam i have tomorrow...

hmm who shall suffer under the wrath of my tagging?

http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16666825/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 22:34:32 PST i love playing tag...

ANYhoo, i was tagged by .....on with the game x]

____________________________________________________________________
Rules:
1. Post these rules

2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal

3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 friends/people and post their icons on the same journal

4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them
____________________________________________________________________

8 things about me...hmm, lets see...

1. i am a TERRIBLE procrastinator >< its bad and gets me in a lot of problems, but i can't help it

2. i like to scare people in public i do it for the reactions...for the lulz...its awesome fun! hah i love the o__O wtf? look

3. Axel is the shiz...he's amazing and i love him to peices -nuf said-

4. i like salt...a lot. and ketchup yummy~

5. i've had my licence for about a year and a half and i've already managed 2 accidents....TOTALLY not my fault either time! *cough/choke/cough* ...surprisingly neither was in my car, but both in my gandma's car...people are out to get me when i drive that car....

6. my best friend has self-diegnoesed me with being bi-polar and i'm starting to beileve her

7. i am the third of a family of four girls ><' and i just so happen to be the oddball of the bunch....i'm like the weird duckling no one really understands

8. i tend to get rather hyper while alone in my room at like 1am and dance around and silently sing into my hairbrush while listening to music with headphones on...cuz i'm awesome like that

well that was interesting...i'm sure you want to go jump out a window or send a fork through your eye now...sorryz! i'm terrible at coming up with stuff for these kinds of things...GAH

well i'm supposed to tag, what, 8 people? .............um, how 'bout no. but i will tag the following people cuz i NEVER loose a game of tag xP





http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16529746/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16529746/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 22:19:01 PST "Theres a hole in the world like a great black pit,
and it's filled with people who are filled with shit"
~Sweeny Todd

haha i love that part ^^ so i had a pretty interesting weekend that i thought i'd share with you guys....lets start at the beginning, shall we?

Friday well i managed to con my neighbor and her friend to go see Sweeny Todd with me >D cuz i'm devious like that....anyhoo, so we were like next in line for tickets and Lysander (yeah, he's a german exchange student ) tells us he has no ID of any kind on him >< so we tell him not to talk and just let us handle it...but the bee-yotch working the regester is a freakin' ID nazi and almost didn't believe he was over 17, even though he's litereally about 2 feet taller than me and Lauren (neighbor) but he got in so it worked out...

the movie was prett good over all! i liked most of it a lot..the singing was great (haha "smells like piss" HAHA that was hilarious) but i was a little disappointed with the ending...WHAT THE HELL HAPPENS WITH ANTONY AND SUSANA?!?! that pissed me off so much! and death by incineration is definentally doesn't sit well with me

haha but there were some pretty amusing parts too...but there was this up-tight couple behind us that didn't crack a smile the whole time and they kept getting mad at us cuz me and Lauren were practically rolling on the floor laughing at parts, and that made it that much better ^^ ....like after Todd killed a guy and the body slid down the shoot..hehe..and then CRUNCH! it smacked mercilessly on the floor in a big heap? yeh i was out of breath i was laughing so hard the first time it happened. it was great!

yeah. i need help, guys.

Saturday not much happened that day...i went to dinner with my family for my grandma's b-day....haha i found a slice of sausage in my dish and it reminded me of the "meat pie" from the movie and almost gagged haha...oh but i did have an interesting conversation about Sweeny Todd with my dad tho...he asked what it was about, and you can't really give an effective short summary of it can you?....so i told him the story, and about ten minutes later he was like ftw o__O ?

dad: "well, you like.... weird movies like that"
me: "but it was a good movie! it had good....singing . . ."

he thinks i'm a freak

NEEways...Sunday....this is where it gets interesting....my parents woke me at an ungodly hour just to tell me that they were leaving to take my little sister to her soccer game (something i could have figured out for myself when i woke up at an appropriate hour)....and they were gone for a good while, and i was on the computer (dA of course ^^) and all was good. then it started to get to like the mid-afternoon and i was starting to think "where the HELL are those guys?"...a little while later i get a call saying that my sister was basically turned into a human trampoline and two girls fall on her during the game and broke both bones in her shin yeah. AND she was going into surgery to get a rod put in her leg!!! it was crazy! but she's fine and is home now and has a huge brace on her leg, but she's fine x] so thats good

...i'm just a little bummed i don't get to draw all over a cast like i was planning :'(

ok i think i'll leave my giant rant at that then...i've wasted a LOT of time on this, sorry about it being so long ><

Edit: oh yeah i got the FFVII Advent Children movie!!! VICTORY!!! but sadly, i was planning on playing FFVII first and THEN watching it, but i can't find it for less then like $50 around here...so i don't know what i should do...the dvd keeps staring at me like come watch uuuuusssss, you know you waaaaant to

Edit x2: OMG i just heard that Heath Ledger died today... NOOOOooooOO! it's not fair! why? WHY?? T___T... ]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16278842/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16278842/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 23:42:54 PST
my sister and i decided to drag out some old home-videos of christmas and b-days past... MAN we were some weird kids! my sister apperentally had a personal vendeta against making left-hand turns on a bike. 30 minures of right-hand circle crashes, Zoolander style xD.....haha then i found out why i'm the only oddball in my family who is somewhat good at art....on one tape was xmas morning when i was 2 years old...well i opened a gift and it was none other than the infamous giant yellow crayola crayon-shaped crayon pale i've had for years (i 'd at that part soo much) and i stopped right in the middle of my sisters gift-opening frenzy, crossed the hall to the drawing room and plopped down with a single new crayon and started drawing..all with the doofy little lime-green crayola baseball cap that came with the pale on x] I WAS FREAKIN' ADORABLE!

....and you'd think any normal kid would come rushing back to gift opening right away, huh? nope. 20 mins later my dad turned the camera around again "Where'd ya go?"...and there i was, squat in from of teh coloring table with a silly little grin slapped on my face ^^ i almost cried watchin' it..don't know why, but it was so cuute to watch.

ANYways
on with dA stuff...well i'm still planning that L cosplay pic soon, its just tricky at the moment...i'll get to it tho ^^ . oh and i'm actually in the prossess of writing a KH fanfic.. yea i know, i'm crazy for trying, and i have no real idea how to end with a twist...but i gotz a vague idea of the path its going...so i may post a chapter in a bit!

ok, i'm done vandilizing your last 5 minutes of memory with my dumb stories

p.s. the song i'm listening to (look upwards for title) just popped in my head today! its a funny one from a while ago...its catchy *dances/sings*

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16067764/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/16067764/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 00:46:33 PST hey its officially Christmas Eve!

and i should totally be in bed now, seeing as i have to get up early to get ready for the festivities starting tomorrow...but deviant journalz are important things, ya now?

haha so earlier i was in the L spirit for some reason so just now i decided to practice an L cosplay a bit...so i grabbed my black eyeliner out and just went to town with it HAHAHA now the liner pencil is all nice and dulled up x] hahaha. but it was worth it, i got some good practice with the shaping and stuff, which is good cuz i'm planning to have a hair cut in a few days to have a more shorter look and then i can pull it off x] the L cosplay i mean...within a week or two i'll put a pic of it up i reckon...i still gotta figure out how to work the black&white option on my camera (i haven't quite found it yet) why do i need it you ask? well thats because i have naturally light-brown hair that isn't at all L-like so to get the illustion of black hair, the camera will have to take care of that detail for me for the time being

haha but yea, i was shut up in my room when i did this, cuz it was like midnight and i didn't want anyone to walk in on me with like gobbs of eyeliner on (i usually don't do that) and be like "wtf are you doing?"...i actually froze up like an opposum in the L-sitting position next to my wall mirror when i heard one of my sisters walk by into the bathroom nextdoor. i gotta say i'm got the L sitting-crouch down pretty well

well thats the ened of this pointless journal entery...g'night all! see yaz later!

~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15938536/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15938536/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 00:05:54 PST
hm, so this is gonna be some real randome shit spewing out at 2:30am so bear with me if you will...

First order of business --> new dev stuff. yeah i gottz a big pile of stuff i'm sitting on at the moment waiting to be scanned, colored and submitted (but i have no scanner til i go back to school >< sryz)...but i do have a pixely-art holiday project almost ready to go out! just needs some final touches and a bg so YAY! plus i think i may be getting a tablet for xmas !!!! so you might get some new stuff over break..we'll see.

next is just my personal shinanigans --> so i'm super jealous of my older sister comming home tomorrow cuz she gets to come on a TRAIN! D< i have wanted to go on a train for-freakin'-ever! somewhere. ANYwhere, really...i heard its like boring and slow and stops like every 2 minutes, but it's a t-r-a-i-n...got it? it's cool either way.

OH OH OH! (haha thats 'ho ho ho' backwards hehe) but seriously now...i was saying that i have started drawing a new series!!! i'm so excited about it i kinda want to keep as much of it a secret as i can xP but i will tell you its about the solar system and i'm rather proud of what i have so far..which is not much but still...oh and it won't be up for a while :\ sorry but i gotta draw+ink+bg+handcolor 'em so its a bit of work...

WOOO 10 days to christmas!!!

i holly lol

BTW 'tis quite likely that there will be a lotta more [pointless] journal posts in the comming week or two due to the wonderful lack of school distractions :wink:

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15590218/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15590218/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 13:08:30 PST
what did i get, you ask? well i'll tell you...
I GOT MAH FIRST DEATH NOTE BOOK!!

yush shir! well, acutally i got it last saturday (three days ago) but still...haha i almost didn't even get to the bookstore either...i was out to dinner and shopping with my mom and sister and this is basically what happened:

me: ...mmmmom?
mom: yeah?
me: can we maybe stop by the book store? (me being broke means no shopping for myself >< )
mom: why? you need a school book or something?
me: ....no, definentally nothing for school...
mom: what do you want then?
me: its just a book that some friends have recomended...
mom: what kind of book?
me: (mom not knowing what anime or manga is) its a kinda japanese story/comic book...
mom: uh, whatever...
*at store*
so i can't find the friggin' section cuz i usually go to barnes & noble, not borders, but yeah...so i had to ask a worker cuz the computer SOMEHOW thought that the "o" key was a 6 >< don't ask me why...
helper person: *bored* is this it?
me: uh...nooooo....YEAH YEAH YEAH! THAT ONE!!! *pointing excitedly*
helper: greeeeat... -__-'
me: SQUEEEE!
.....
mom: got your book? lemme see it. *takes*
me: o __O
mom: how do you read this ?!?!
me: you read the OTHER way mom...its japanese ><
mom: *sees Ryuk* what is this about???
me: this kid finds a notebook that has the power to kill people who are written in it !!! oh and thats a god of death...*points*
mom: riiight...*turns away*

...she bought it for me x] so i'm happy XD

so i got home and by the next day i had read, literally, half of it XD i need to slow down tho, it takes a lot of self control no to fly through it! haha idk maybe just me...hahaha but yeah i'm forcing myself to read it slooooowwwlyyy and appreciate the artwork in each panel...cuz i'm OCD that way...

OOOO imma shooo exsheeeted! i wanna go back and buy like 5 more volumes! but being broke kinda hinders my plan of attack a bit... I SHALL PREVAIL! >: D

speaking of OCD...heres just a little thing that just jumped in my head...when you eat like homemade chocolate chip cookies, does it bother you when the get cold/not oven-warm? whenever i have a cookie (at home i don't do this at others peoples houses) i always have to stick it in th microwave to heat it up...only like 10 seconds, just so the chocolate is melted and gooie x3...i dunno i just can't stand hard chocolate in my cookies.. EH NEED MAH CHOCOLATE WARM!

ok, my torture is over now x] you are free to leave and erase the last few minutes you spent here from your memory


OH! and for all of you to whom it may concern...HAPPY THANKSGIVING! hope its a good one for you all! except if you're a turkey..then imma gonna eat'cha! haha don't forget to drink your milk!

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15365150/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15365150/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 16:24:56 PST
YoUmAcOn WaS YeStErDaY!!!!!!!

it was soooooo much fun! it was my first con ever and i almost didn't go i woulda hated myself if i didn't, it was seriously the funnest thing like ever

i only regret not being able to go the whole weekend i only made arangements to go saturday because Quinton FLynn was gonna be there for autographs and a panel but i was late comming and they SWITCHED HIS SIGNING TIMES TO EARLIER AND I MISSED IT!!!! i wanted to cry i was so uspet but it was ok, cuz i got autographs from Johnny Yung Bosch (Ichigo) and Stephanie Sheh (Orihime) and i was in line for an hour and a half!! but i met some really cool people standing in line like a Roxas and Riku who were the best. yeah the lines were like some of the best parts believe it or not...i also met some really cool ppl in line for the masquerade (we had to be like plastered against the wall in line cuz the staff was going crazy!) and i hope they find me here on dA cuz thats where i told them to look

haha i went by myself and i only planned to get there at 1pm and stay til like 6 pm, but i was having an amazing time i stayed until 10pm and i had to rip myself away from the place and it was really hard to do!

i came home and snuggled up with my new Axel plushie and went to bed with crazy kingdom hearts dreams and it was great

i'll have some pictures of the con up soon..i have one now but i'll have a better on in few days i promise and i'll link to the others when they're up

]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15298429/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15298429/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 08:07:28 PDT

the radio station i was listening to was freaking me out by having ppl call in and talk about how they had "ghost encounters" xS

but thats halloween, right? haha

imma going to be Little Red Ridinghood...YEAH! i have a red sweatshirt that ppl ALways tell me i look like her in, so thats where that came from x]

haha theres gonna be much today LOL! i'm scared of seeing ppl run around like after me haha RUUUN!

have an awesome halloween! freak some kids out!



]]> ~RoxasMySockx http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15236684/ http://RoxasMySockx.deviantart.com/journal/15236684/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 23:13:45 PDT
hah i feel like the new kid in class now...lol

well i thought i would post something here cuz my profile looks awefully lonely maybe because i joined litterally like 5 minutes ago, but ya never know.

well its like 1:57 in the morning and i'm still up when i have a shitload of stuff to get done tomorrow, but hey, thats just the way i roll. HAHA man why am i so tired? it's only like 2 am....could b the total of like 5 hours of sleep a day i've been getting all this week...hhaah well leave a comment if u'd like or something cuz i'm lonely here all by myself and like i said, i'm pretty much the new kid in class on DA.

*goes to draw instead of sleep* ...its overrated anyways LOLz

"is anyone out there, cuz its getting harder and harder to breathe..." XD

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