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I'm still doing art, just not so much computer anime art. I am working more on paintings. It's my medium..lol And I love it. I kinda regret that I stopped drawing so much..because you cant paint well if you can't draw what you want to paint..

But i try, and I'll never completely stop doing art.

I've moved. I went from little redneck town of Newville to the busy city of York Pa. I live with the boyfriend. And, I regret that all too. growing up sucks. I think the last time I was on here...I was 16...wow..how so much has changed.

I hope i can catch up with everyone again. I miss talking to all my friends =[...I dont remember any names..but I hope we can catch up! <3 don't be scared to message or comment me..I promise I will keep in touch this time.


Much Love-
Karen
'Ruby' (lol)

~My friends~~
~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/8503879/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/8503879/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 19:34:59 PDT [link] XD **retarded**

Also, i have a new boyfriend..His name is Brian. As i think you remember, i ranted him as my crush before. XD I really love him...but i dont know. I really dont care at this moment.

Well, In english, we were reading the book, Lord of the flies. I LOVE THAT BOOK! It's like..the best book ever! **loves Roger** I can't wait till my birthday! I get the movie...actually i have it right here...but i can't watch it untill my party >_< Bah, it makes me smile inside to think about it.

And well, My art hasn't been going anywhere...obviously...because i can hardly draw anymore...I just want to give up..~_~ maybe I'll scan a few things in later...but not now.

I dont feel like talking anymore..oh and YAY! Katie and I are talking again! YAY!..XD Random quote of the day!

~My friends~~
http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/7130378/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 08:26:33 PST Listening to: Fiesta de la Noche
Reading: My note to O'grady ^_____^
Watching: the siiiims!

HI ALL! wow, it's been forever and a day since i was able to get on the computer and write one of these damn things. XD I come back and i have over 200 messages! **implodes to death** I was to lazy to look at them all, so yea...they will probably build up into more and more and more **dies**

Well, i have some news! WHOOOOO! Finally, Shakesphere...ish over...**pouts** I miss it so much! Well, i just miss O'grady..**rapes him** Well, the plays went really well. I am pretty proud of myself, i didn't forget my lines! WHOO! **people in the back yelling 'go Karen!'** XD YEE!! My boobs were popping out of the dress though....**imploooodes** XD But i heard i was pretty good..XD go mmeeee!!

Well, one day when we were practicing Henry the 6th part one, i had to run across the risers and chase one of the main french characters. When i did, i jumped off the side of the risers and landed on my toe funny..**dies** and sprained it. I had to limp onto the stage XD!!! And then, in Hamlet when the last scene poped up which if you ever read Hamlet you would know it was the grave yard scene...XD Well, we were about to go on, (when i say we i mean myself, the king and Laritease..XD XD Which are my two good friends.) Well, when i started to walk, my sprained toe collided with the wooden tapistry which was just randomly placed there...I collapesed to the ground in pain! I couldn't scream, but i did cry XD! I couldnt be to loud because there were people on stage already acting. **dies** I had to limp onto stage in the King's arms...XD The directer said that it was an awesome effect i put out..T___T I was really crying, wenches!! **dies** XD

But, now that Karen has a new cruuush **implooooodes** BRIAN O'GRADY!! **rapes him violently** XD we are officually making out buddies. XD WHOOOOO!!! Because after our last performence, we all went bowling..> Let's just say O'grady and i were the only two in the back seat of the vaaan. **implodes to death**

I will probably put picture of him and I and the whole cast of Hamlet and Henry the 6th on this site when i actually get some damn pictures....XD And the ones of my in my french maid outfit at Katie's party whooot XD Where i first met O'grady..XD I have to go...I shall keep you updated...or...maybe..XD And i have some late pictures i need to put on the site..so..i shall XD Love ya all!!!

Byyyyyyye!

~My friends~~
http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6649830/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 09:48:22 PDT
T_T I miss Brooklyn...Yoh and Hao..

Mood: ..T_T
Listening to: You Lied, Tool
Reading: Companions of the Night
Watching: Wrong Turn

Well, i have some bad news. This morning, one of the little kittens died in my hands. ~_~ He was so small...smaller than the other ones...You think i would have payed more attention to him..i hate myslef for taking him inside with me, if i wouldn't have...he would still be live today...~_~ I try to help, and i end up killing him...it's all my fault, and for that...i hate myself..

I woke up this morning...and checked on the three kittens, seeing brooklyn laying down as if he was hurt...So i helped him out of the cage and it was...as if he couldn't even move his oen boddy..he was so...bah, i don't even know how to describe it...but even thought he couldn't blink, i knew he was still alive because ever now and then his mouth would get really big as if he was gasping for air, like a fish would out of water. I tried to help him in ever way i could...but...an hour later his soft pink lips turned purple..and he went limp.....I lay this death on myself...what was i doing wrong?! I gave him water, food, a bed...i even took him onto my bed every night and cuddled with him...~_~ I don't understand....

Well, my statement stands true...I hate animals...and obviously, they hate me. No matter how hard i try, they always slip away from me...

And...friday when i got on the bus, i saw Yoh's dead body laying along the road...~_~ I had to fight so hard...not to cry on the bus. And the week before...Yoh and Truffle went missing after Trey's death. **dies** This week was one of the worst weeks of my life...because after my mom got surgery, my sister found out she needs it too. And my father's mother is so close to death that...His sister is now calling and harrassing us. ~_~ Probably going to get sued again, she always does. I don't consiter them as family because...they have done so much to hurt us..that it's actually scarred me for life...I will never forget..

Why is this hurting me so much? what have i done to deserve this?! ...**sigh**...I hate it all..~_~..

And with this, I probably wont be in for another week or two. Next week is the Homecoming dance. Probably the only good thing to happen to me for a whlie. Because, I am going with Jeremy. I love him so much. He is the only person who can make me laugh non-stop without even saying anything. And for that, i love him. After the dance we will probably all spend the night at James's house because the next day after the dance we are going to go all out and play guitar and what-not. Should be fun. To bad i can't play very well. ~_~ Oh well..

Well, thanks again for reading my rant of the day. You don't have to read it if you don't want to..I know i wouldn't wanna read it ~_~

~My friends~~
~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6610972/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6610972/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 18:56:57 PDT
LICK MY TOES!
Yea thats right! I said it!
Oh WHAT NOW, BIZNOTCH!?
**The tree falls on me**
**dies**

Mood: YEEEEEE!!
Listening to: Just The Girl- The Click Five!
Reading: ...>) Horokeu/Lyserg Doujinshi!
Watching: The blue one o___o

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEA!!! I GOT A WEEK OF FREE SUBSCRITION TO DA!!! ITS SO MUCH BETTER!! T___T **doesnt want it to leave** Great time to give it to me, i probably wont be on for the next milinium or so. XD I have been really busy and if not busy, then lazy. I am always scared to get on DA because im always flooded with messages @___@

But, i dont mind beeeccaaauuuseee now I HAVE A STAR BY MY NAMEE!!! EAT THAT PRESIDENT BUSH!!!! **does the happy dance**

Well, lately i have been busy, as i said before. I am in Shakesphere after school now-a-days. o__o i am in Hamlet! I am the chicka who does the thing with the thing in the end..o_o..wait...what? **dies** XD I'm the queen chicka...Gurcude...or something like that XD Can't remember...XD Well, yea. I have that every tuesday and thursday. **dies** And french class is killing me to death.

I really like the whole setup for the subscription thinger..XD I love it so much! **never wants it to go** T___T

And i have some bad news. Two of the kittens died...T__T Truffle and Terry...So, now there are three of the ones that i rased and two more. Panda, Leone, and Brooklyn XD I love Brooklyn! HE IS SO SMALL!! I have to take a picture of him and put him on the site...hes so cute **dies** ...But i miss truffle and Terry...**cries**...

And well, i guess that's all. I promise i will work on the pictures i owe everyone as soon as i possably can! I promise!

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PAGEVIEWS AND WATCHES AND FAVES AND COMMENTS AND COOKIES! **bows to everyone** it means so much to me! ^__^ THANKS AGAIN!!

~My friends~~
~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6421414/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6421414/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 09:46:50 PDT
-- UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits: I bite my liip o___o
2. Are you double jointed: Yea, in the legs and the arms, believe it or not XD
3. Can you roll your tongue: yep XDD
4. Can you raise one eyebrow: Nope XD!!!
5. Can you blow spit bubbles: YAY! I always do in French!
6. Can you cross your eyes: Yep XD
7. Tattoos: Nooo
8. Piercings: Nooope
9. Do you make your bed daily: Yep XD Have too, or Zelos eats everything she sees and makes everything messier XD!!

-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first: I dont keep track XD
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone: lmao **dies** XD!! Yea, all the time! XD!!! **dies again**
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: more than enough XD
14. Favourite piece of clothing: My green shirt with the tiger on it >3

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: o__o eat it.
16. Have you ever eaten Spam: I LOVE SPAM!
17. Favourite ice cream flavour: Straaawwbeerrryyy
18. How many cereals in your cabinet: None XD Only reach people have cereal, us poor people have to chew on the toster crums for cereal XD
19. What's your favourite beverage: Water XD
20. What's your favourite restaurant: I forget XD
21. Do you cook: lmmfao, me cook? God isn't on my side XD

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth: Everyday >_< **is addicted to it
23. Hair drying method: When i get lazy i air dry it, but on school days i use the blowy thing
24. Have you ever colored / highlighted your hair?: XD all the time..MUST BE BLUE **spazzes**

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear: I dont know anyone who doesn't o__o
26. Do you ever spit: yea XD! When i talk about Birds! WE TALK OF THEM NO MORE! **Spits** o__o inside joke for those who like the show Angel XD

-- FAVORITE --
27. Animal: Kitttiiieeesss **dies**
28. Food: Whale blubber =3
29. Month: English-men!
30. Day: I dont like any day >_<
31. Cartoon: Shaman King, Battle B-Daman, Full Metal Alchemist, Full Metal Panic, Tales of Symphonia(they said they were coming out in anime XD), Edans Bowey, Orphan, X, .hack//sign, XD The other two .hacks, King of Bandit Jing, Pretear, InuYasha, R.O.D, and thats all i can think of right now XD
33. Subject in school: Drawing and History..**Rapes Dave**
34. Colour: This year its green..**dies** DAMN YOU LYSERG!!
35. Sport: Running XD YAY!
36. TV show: Buffy, Angel, Shaman King, Charmed, Just Shoot Me, And King of Queens. XD
37. Thing to do in the spring?: sleep.
38. Thing to do in the summer?: sleep some more.
39. Thing to do in the fall?: mooooore sleeeeep.
40. Thing to do in the winter?: SLEEP I SAY!

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. In the CD player: The Punk CD i made for Jason and Shaina XD
42. Person you talk most on the phone with: Probably Katie...XD Or Mike...or...a..Shaina? XD! **not sure**
43. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors: lmao, as sad as it is, yes.
44. What colour is your bedroom: ugly gray-ish white with bird blood on it o___o;;
45. Window seat or aisle: Window XD

-- LA LA LAND --
46. What's your sleeping position: XD!! With a pillow between my legs >________< It makes me fall asleep faster lmao XD
47. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket: I sleep in a sheet all year round XD
48. Do you snore: Nope, i drool XD!!
49. Do you sleepwalk: I did a few times..lmmfao, loooong stoorrryy
50. Do you talk in your sleep: lmmfao, Yes. I have been told i yell many things, including, "STIIIICCCKKKS!!" lmmfao YAY!! XD
51. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No, XD I had to put my Sesshy dolly away so Zelos wouldn't rape him XD
52. How about with the light on: It bothers me greatly. XD Just for the fact i would be waisting electricity XD!!
53. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on: Radio, if the TV is on, i always watch it XD!! I cant sleep with it on..**dies**
54. Last interesting person you met: MIIIIKKKEE!! **dies**

XD From foo who stole it from another person, and then from another person...and then from another? XD

Your name:: Legs. lmao XD
Age:: 656546663
Height:: Pretty short
Natural hair color: Blonde with orange/red XD
Eye color:: Blueish Grey.
Glasses/contacts?:: Glasses ~_~
Piercings:: Nope
Tattoos:: Nope

FAVOURITE
Color:: YAY!! PURPEL!! XD Anyway, Orange, Green, Pink, black, blue, ice blue, electric blue, maine harbor, light blue, powder blue, Ainu blue, Baby blue, Dark blue, midnight blue, cool blue, warm blue, greenblue, steel blue, XD I think you get the idea XD!!
Band:: Seether and Sum 41 XD YEE!!
TV show:: Shaman King X... ]]> ~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6327441/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6327441/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 17:56:26 PDT Listening- Fat Lip by Sum 41 ^__^ Awesome song @__@
Reading- Shaman King Manga Mewaha!
Watching- Well, I really should watch the episode of Shaman King I missed..**lazy** XD

Well, It has happened! Jordan (my boyfriend from Utah) Came down and spent the week with me! It was so fun! But it was really hard to get him here @___@

We bought him the ticket and stuff like...a few days before..and he was assigned to come to the BWI Airport Around 4:30pm. So My dad and I left around 1 to go pick him up. So, we did after i vacuumed for the last time XD. My dad's car is SO old...that it's seriously falling apart XD And it smells..so that sucked XD but 77 miles outside of Baltimore..the fuckin muffler falls off **dies** And so, the WHOLE way to fuckin baltimore we had to listen to the loudest noises ever..**dead** Then we got lost in Baltimore and we had to ask people for directions...of course, they gave us the wrong ones, so we had to get more XD And finally, we got to the damn airport...Of course, we got lost inside of there too XD!!! But after we parked in the parking garage...which may I add was the creepest place i have ever been XD!! It looked like something off of Silent Hill or Resident Evil...Why hasn't Silent Hill gone to the airport yet?!

Anyway, XD We FINALLY get to the D wing of the airport where his plane should be and we waited...it was about 5 when we got there. So we just waited a while until we saw him...but, of course, we didn't see him. So we had people call him on the intercom and what-not...and about 2 hours into waiting, my dad finally asked about his plane...and here, we found out that his plane was hindered by weather...and he missed his connecting flight ~___~ He had to get on another plane which would land at the BWI airport around 12am...it was around 7pm when we found this out...SO we had so much fuckin waiting to do..**dies** It was so horrible...**whines** And around 11, we find a nice spot to sit down and i ended up reading the paper as my dad snoozed off beside me. And i was listening to my music **tackles CD player** And finally he came..which i tackled him violently @__@ THEN on the way home he kept poking me in the back of the head **spazzes** And he drew on me with my own pen **shakes fists angrily** Then..about three hours on the road, my dad starts yelling and swearing because he doesn't know where we are..~__~ And then, we ended up in Phillie...LMAO, i thought it was Vagas because of all the lights and spinny shiney thingers! We were RIGHT infront of the Eagles Football Stadium. XDD!!! Awsome-ness. XD Well, then we finally get to where we wanna go..and my dad's window gets stuck down..and it started to rain...we were all freezing to death...BAH...then we finally got home around..6am? XD!! It was the worst ride of my life >_
The week went pretty well! Besides me getting hit in the face with a pipe, XD!! I deserved it >_ in dresses!!! I SHALL POST THEM LATER!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I also have a whole camera of Jordan and I Together...**tackles him** I miss him so much..

But there was ONE thing that annoyed me about Jordan...o__o he was SO clingy!!! My GOD I never met anyone like that XD!!! Oh well, i got kisses out of it BWAHA! XD And yes, I was able to say, "You smell like skittles" to him! BWAHA! XD!!! Everyone giggled violently, and amazingly, he didn't hit meee o___o;; XD

But, i did cry when we dropped him off at the Maryland Airport...**crying** I didn't want to leave him...And now, the house feels so empty..**Crying** I miss him so much...bah, Oh well, i might be able to see him over spring break!! YAY!!

LMAO and his friend Mike(who lives in Flordia) Said he would fly me and Jordan down for a Ball...YEEE!!! I GET TO GO TO A BALL WITH JORDAN!!! XDD **will end up making an ass out of myself** XDD I'm just not looking forward to wearing a dress >_
Oh well, there was so much more, but i don't wanna make this any longer than it has to be XDD!!

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE 40 watches everyone!! IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!!!! AAAAND ALL THE PAGE VIEWS!!! **tackles everyone**!!!! THANKS!!!!


~My friends~~
~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6197020/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6197020/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 10:45:56 PDT Listening- The Click Five, Just the Girl. It reminds me SO much of Lidy/Horo XDD
Reading- My second story..XD I am about to write more
Watching- Me typing..?

Well, so much has happened in the last few days..XD But the thing that really has caught my attention was Silent Hill 4, the game. Maybe some of you have heard of the Silent Hill games? BEST GAMES EVER! It's fighting for first with the FF games @__@

Well, for any one who HAS played the silent hill games..then you should know what i am talking about XDD. I beat the game..of course, i got the crappy ending..LMAO Eileene was following me and she was SO annoying...i beat her with my ax and my pipe, and my torch, and what-not..lmao, XDD Near the end of the game i looked at her..o_o she was glowing red..lmao XDD I called her gimpy because she kept limping..**kicks her** Stpid Gimp lmao.

anyway XD I didn't know i wasnt supose to beat her with stuff...XDD Because i DID beat her with crap...during the final battle with Walter (I was oddly turned on by his dead-crazy-ness) She walked toward her doom XD Which was a huge spinny machine thinger in the middle of the room. XD Stupid biznotch...XDDD. And in the end..it ended up with me beating eaten by something o_o;; and the little boy was laying on my couch..DAMN YOU BOY! THAT WAS MINE!!! **eats little boy** T___T

There were so many things about that game that made it worth while..XD While your room was being haunted i about died..I woke up from the hospital world and i walked toward my room's door..and all of a sudden i hear this many, creepy voice, "I'm watching you...I'm ALWAYS...watching you" i about died...XDD!!! Scared me to death...XDD

And then i got out of my bed room and into the livingroom and i walked into the middle of the room and i heard a kitty meowing..T___T I DON'T HAVE A CAT!!! **dies**

But the scariest thing in that damn game..would have to be when i looked through the peek whole after Eileene falls infront of the little boy for the first time...and the fuckin pink rabbit was pointing and looking at the fuckin peek whole i was looking at...doesn't help my problem with my whole scared of the bunny thing...**dies** I was waiting for it to press it's face against the whole..**dies**

But over all, i would have to say it was a pretty kewl game. It was so easy though...Unlike the first one..XD I beat all the silent hill games so far and i rated them..^__^

The best plot and best overall game was Silent Hill1.
The worst minni-boss was Pyrimid head in Silent Hill2
The creepiest game was Silent Hill3. (the sound track kicked arse XD)
The easiest was Silent Hill 4 XDD

**Ish a nerd** XDD I am trying to download the silent hill 4 songs now..**spazz** XDD

Well, if you guys DO play Silent Hill..o_o;; which one was your fave..? XDD


OH! AND THANK YOU ALL FOR THE 30 WATCHES AND THE 1k!!! **tackles all** YAY!! I will soon be done with the piccys i am working on for everyone XDDD SHOULD be anyway..**spazzes** When i am done, I will draw a piccy for the 1k XD **is done now**

~My friends~~
http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6133118/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 14:17:13 PDT Listening to- Bump Of Chicken. Hybrid Rainbow(awsome song..@__@)
Watching- The roof..**inside joke**
Reading- the lyrics to Hybrid Rainbow..XD they said MADE alot...**ignore me**

Well, alot of things have happened..Jordan isn't comeing the 9th, or the 11th now. We has to come either the 16th,17th,or 18th. We have NO money what so ever to buy him a ticket..it's so hard @__@ So stressful too.

This means the party will be on the 20th, the saturday he is up. I already got an Ok from Jaysec, saying he can definatly go and spend the night. But i need to ask my parents if he can come o_o;; XD Jess can definatly come...not sure about James though..Ginon can come, i hope. XD And i am not sure about Morgan...o_____o when you guys find out, could you tell me right away? i need to know so i can start preparing. XD Alex can come if it's on a saturday...and Jeremy isnt coming..**crying** He probably forgot about me anyway XD I didn't call him all summer **feels bad** But...yeeeeaaa...

MAKE SURE (if you guys DO come) YOU BRING SOMETHING TO SNACK ON! Jaysec is bringing Soda while Jess is bringing a few bags of Chips..XD Ten to one- we will have pizza for dinner XD...XDD YAY! Jaysec is also bringing Super Smash Brothers for Gamecube..XD YAY! I didn't know Jaysec played Videogames..o_o;; XD

Anyway, I also have some bad news...my one friend, George...got shot the other day..he lost a leg and his big toe and he has to go to court monday. He is as most people say, "a gangster" ~_~ He's so stupid...But i can't help but feel sorry for him..**sigh**

I think I'll end this little update now >___<

~My friends~~
http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6081526/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 20:12:53 PDT Watching- Jordan's Avatar..XD
Listening- Porno Graffitti!! (awsome band)
Reading- Me and Jordan's conversation. Ooooh Yea!

Today was so hard for me..I wanted to get a shower and when i did, Shawn called..then Tiff came over WHILE i was talking to Shawn. Then I got on my sis's SN and walked away leaving Yahoo up. I got my shower, came back and i wanted to play the sims. So i was about to X out Yahoo and Jordan got on. YAY! And he gave me bad news...He said he couln't come up..
When i read this, i started crying....As all my friends know, Jordan is everything to me and without him, i would surely die. And they also know i have been planing for this for so long...so...long..
My dad got home and found me crying to death at the computer...he then hugged me and then my mom and sister came out of no where. They talked about it with me and...i never thought my dad would care so much..
First i hugged him crying, saying, "do you know...how hard it is...to have one thing that keeps you alive..and you can't have that one thing?" and he hugged me and kept telling me that maybe Jordan could work something out. I kept fighting back, telling i doubt it could happen and then he grabbed me by the shoulders and said, "You and him have lasted almost two years. What makes you think your going to end it now? I know it's hard for you, but your the strongest girl your age i know. You'll see him, i promise" This made me die crying...one of those dramatic family moments where the parent actually says, "I trust you more than you know-yada yada"
Well then he got on the computer and started talking to jordan. And before i knew it...Jordan was booked for a flight that is coming the 11th!!! **Crying** I can't believe it...He's actually coming...**crying loudly** I am so happy that it hurts!!
My dad has agreed to pay Jordan the 200 dollars needed for him to come up and spend a week with us. I was amazed by this...how many fathers do you know would pay 200 so their little girl's boyfriend could come over to spend the week?! I don't know many..
And then...I looked at my dad and said, "Why are you helping me so much?" and his answer made me cry...he said, "I Don't like seeing my little girl cry.."
I just can't believe it..

And the party is still on. But my parents said i can only have a few people spending the night. Jess, Morgan, Ginon(of course), James, Jaysec(maybe..if my parents let me), and Jorda(duh XD) Well yeeaa...XD I think I'm done now..XD

~My friends~~
~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6076774/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6076774/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 10:56:44 PDT Watching- jgdklhyrehbg
Listening- huigfdrhrdb
Reading- o_o a tree...XD oooo, you thought i was going to type, "hufrghfdsgf" well, HA! **wins**

Well, as odd as it may be i have no big news. But i DO agree with everyone's plan about DA!!

"""DeviantArt, in my opinion, is becoming less about COMMUNITY and more about CORPORATION.

So what we need to do is bring back THE COMMUNITY.

Here's my suggestion.

On August 7th, DA turns five years old. Five years for a website like this should be a grand affair, one big event.

So don't submit anything on August 7th.

I'm talking a print, a deviation, a scrap...nothing.

Instead, just leave a comment. Visit a user's page and just say hi.

If someone wants to buy a subscription that day, I'm all in favor or it. It'll keep the servers going, and anything that keeps the hamster running is a good thing.

BUT...I think folks shouldn't buy any prints. No print subscriptions. That goes against the COMMUNITY theme for the day.

We want to put the COMMUNITY back into DA.

If you're in favor of this, if you believe in the power this COMMUNITY has, then join me. Post this in your own journal. Spread the word to everyone, with a and a .

We might be touting at windmills like Don Quixote.

But if enough of us do it, we might be able to remind everyone that this is a COMMUNITY first and foremost.

Join me. On August 7th, let's take back DeviantArt."""

W00000t! XDD Alright, im done. XD

~My friends~~
http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6068974/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 15:23:20 PDT Listening- Dar, Unde Esti by Ooooo-zone!
Reading- Gaaaaaaah!!
Watching- The flashy thing that says, "FREE screensaver!" at the top of DA XDD

My god, i woke up this morning (which was around 2. It's odd...I wen't to bed at 7, you would think i would wake up at 4...XD I went to bed at 4Am and woke up at 4 the other day...oh well..XD) Well, when i woke up. I was scared..because I have been having these Dreams lately...Every night, i dream about something odd and weird. And in everyone There is some sort of link to Shaman King. XD Well in this dream...I DREAMED ABOUT LYSERG!!! GAAH!! **crying**!!
If you know me as well as most people do, you will know how much I hate Lyserg...**spazzes** Well, in this dream....I didn't have a dream like would have. XDD It was more like...a spiff off my fan ficcy i am writing.
Well, if you read in my other journal i had a dream about Ren and Horo? Well, I started writing and to begin the writing Horo gets picked on by many people in his school because he ish new. Well, thats what happened to Lyserg. He couldn't find his 'click' or whatever people call it. XD You know, the different groups of people. Like...rockers, nerds, jocks. or whatever. XD Well, Lyserg couldn't find a click. everyone was making fun of him and what-not. For once, i think in my dream i actually felt bad for the poor green headed-loser. **is mean** XD
Well Yoh met him for the first time and well, they became good friends. Lyserg didn't have anywhere to live so he lived with Yoh for a while. Kinda funny though. He lived in a Yellow flowered room with dark blue carpet..XDD dooooork...**cough** Anyway.
Lyserg and him were talking and Lyserg wanted to be in the click (LMAO i almost said lick..XD) Yoh was in. But his group wouldn't let Lyserg in. So Yoh went on a search the next day at lunch for a click for him. o_o;; The found this one click called "the Hairy Click" LMMFAO... XDDD!!! They looked like Lord Yggrasial from ToS..lmmfao. Only they had different color articals of clothing. one's color scheme was blue while the other ones was red. XDD And, They wouldn't let Lyserg join. (there were only two by the wayXDD) and so they turned out to be Shaman or something and a huge fight broke out. Yoh almost got killed and Lyserg was all like, "You will paaay!" lmmfao. and then the eaarrry red letters poped up in my mind, "TO BE CONTINUED..." And the next thing i know it, im sitting infront of the TV with my recorder looking back at my sister.
I guess in my mind i was watching the real Anime..lmmfao. Only..different..LMAO XD And well i made a joke about Lyserg's room.

Me- You know what would be funny? If Lyserg became one with the Biker Click. Then he would have to come home in one of those dark, huge, leather biker outfits...he would have to sleep in the yellow daisy room!

LMMFAO. Even in my dreams i pick on Lyserg. lmmfao. Then after that I somehow ended up on a stage fighting my sister with light sabors..lmmfao.
Yeeaaaaaa...if that made ANY sence..lmmfao, well congrats to you! **hands you a fish**

I am the happiest person alive right now!! So happy that i had to walk away from the computer for about fifteen minutes! Jordan, my boyfriend from Utah. Is coming down August first! He's going to spend the week with Mike first (damn him and all of his first-ness) and then hes going to spend the week with me! I am so happy. Finally. Everything i worked for...for two years is coming true. I finally get to spend time with him. I am so happy I'm crying. I am going to go.
Thank you for reading this never ending Journal XD


~My friends~~
~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6034562/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/6034562/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 21:54:02 PDT Listening- To Numa Numa song, ironicly. XD
Watching- A fly buzz around my face...hjfkghrgf STUPID FLY!
Readying- ....STUPID FLY! gfdgfdhgsd!!!!

Well, Time as come for another stupid random journal entry! FWAHA! Fear the kewlness which isn't here....**coughs** Nvm, XD I woke up today from an awsome dream...well, it made me cry, so i guess normal people woulnd't call it 'awsome' XD.
Most of my friends know i like Shaman King, XD They are probably annoyed with the fact i speak of it so much. Well, i would be if i were them XD. I went to bed late last night during a thunderstorm. I had just got done playing the SIMS2(awsome game). I went to bed because i felt like i was going to upchuck..XD Niiiiice mental picture there, Karen.
Well, I guess all this helped me get a dream that made me cry and smile. I am hoping everyone knows who Ren and Horo are from Shaman King..XD If not, well they are probably the best couple ever in the happy world of yaoi! Anyway, XD They were just so cute in the dream...Horo was sitting under a tree and Ren came over and was like, "I Don't need you anymore. I have found someone better!" and the look on Horo's face made me cry...Picture this, an adorable chibi Horo crying....**Couldn't take it** The hardest part was Horo didn't even say anything about it!!! He just looked away, crying silently!!
Then Ren sat under a tree and was like, "I wonder if i was to hard on him.." and the whole freaken scene played again from Ren's point of View...actually, it was kinda like the same scene, only Horo came up to him and said, "I heard...you...didn't want me anymore.." ...aaaand..AGAIN THE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYES!!!! **crying**

XD there was a whole lot more of the dream, im just to lazy to type it all...XDD **is a dork** But believe me what i say this...it made me cry T______T Stuipd Ren..**kicks him** XD
Well, on the other hand The other day Karen(which is I) was scared to death by one of those stupid scarey flash things? Like..for instance, they make you look for something on a still picture and as your looking, something will pop up on the screen and scream violently..**dies** I didn't know it was going to happen! I was looking a "Where's Waldo" And a scarey face poped up screaming a bloody scream. **dies** I about puked up my heart. XD **once again, good mental images Karen**
And then ironicly after that i found a cute Fanfiction of ToS! [link] I hope it works as a link..XDD Oh well, It's really funny. A MUST read for ToS lovers! XDD Alright, ill stop mumbling now!

AAAAAAAAAND this is For Ginon, just because her name appeared in almost all the journals i made. XDD 'My Justice will smite you!!!' XD Happy now?

~My friends~~

http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/5977455/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 12:40:02 PDT READING: The roof
WATCHING: The wall?
LISTENING: She's a rebel, Green Day.

Well, this is a little odd. I got Yahoo back (yay!) and i ended up talking to Shaina, (booo) and well, it turns out that im going over to her house today.(gaaaak, ok XD I'll stop that now). I feel really bad, and she doesn't even seem to really care. She still doesn't want me back as her best friend, but i wouldn't blame her. XD Who WOULD want me as a best friend? All i do is complain about how life sucks. Wahoo, what a friend **insert sarcasim here** I ended up crying like a freaken baby because i miss her so much. Is that bad? i cant stop crying about her and yet she doesn't even break a smile. She's always happy because she has everything she needs. I use to be what she needed but i was replaced, just like the memories she and i had....well, when i see her...Ill tell her that She can replace me and the memoies that went along with our friendship...but I will never replace the memories we had...ever...**insert sappy, stupid music here**

But i do have good news! Well, maybe. I am not sure yet. My boyfriend from Utah is coming down for a week! YAY! But He isn't sure if he can come yet. He told me he could, and then he turns around and says he doesn't know yet. I hope he can, actually, no, he BETTER f-ing come! If he doesn't then i would have worked my freaken ass off for his damn-ass room for nothing!! **spazzes** And the party which im going to have is going to be huuuge. XD not really, its going to be boring. But it should be funny seeing over 11 people crowded into a small room. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!! **insert evil laughing here**

Well, i think Ill shut up now..XD and im trying to get use to this whole Icon-friends thing..XD so, bear with me as i attempt to do stuff...XD yay for stuff. XDDD


~My friends~~



~People I admire~~
http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/5970036/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 16:23:45 PDT
READING: **wishes i were reading the pwper**
WATCHING: commmputer screeeen
LISTENING: Lies by Evenescence

BWAHAHAHAHAHA!! I had a dream last night and it was actually a nice dream for once. Shaina (the biznotch who turned against me who use to be my best friend) actually picked up the phone when i called. And my boyfriend was over at the time so i asked her if she wanted to meet him still because she told me a long time ago she actually did wanna meet him. XD Im actually going to do this in real life too, but that doesnt matter. XD. Well, anyway. i got to her house and me, jordan, and her hang out for a while. Of course she has all this jewlery from her boyfriend which normal people coulnt afford. And we actually become friends again. XD

But the good news is, thanks for my good buy Peak for telling me this, that Shaina ran for Miss Newville! Which is like a beauity pagent for my town! LMAO SHE GOT LAST PLACE!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! **points and laughs uncontrolably** I know i should be sad, but i personally think she deserves it for what she did to me. XDD **thanks all the gods around me for putting this on Shaina** XDD YAY!!! XDDDD **is extremely happy**



The clubs i am in o_o;; only one to start with. XD

]]> ~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/5824950/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/5824950/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 22:23:14 PDT
READING: ONCE again..Shaman King Manga..XD no more SJ for me! i finally got the first Volume yesterday ^______^
WATCHING: once again, XD Shaman King, w00t!
LISTENING: Numa Numa Song by O-zone XD YAY! **dances**

Well today was a bit of an odd day..it all started out with me waking up early to watch Shaman King on 4kids. I havent seen the whole show yet, and im trying to get them on DVD in japanese..but apparently i wont be able to watch those because i need a japanese DVD player or something..**is pissed off** ....but anyway..i woke up and watched the dubbed..XD the dubbed isnt that good, but it still gets to the point.
The episode was very dark and gloomy to the point where i was crying ~____~ i always cry when i watch Shaman King. **is terrible** anyway...it was just so dark..even my friend Ginon wanted to cry..
after that, i was walking up the stares when...i realized i had a new obsession...o_o ...carpet......i dont understand myself...but i was wearing my fuzzy pants..XD ill have to show you them later, they are so commmmfy! Anyway, and i loved how i felt in the pants on the carpet...i then layed down in the middle of the hallway upstairs and like..fell asleep on the carpet..o_o;;; not the weardest thing ive done..but pretty damn weird XD
Later in the day, my stalker came over. Logan..**cringes** he pretty much stalks me and writes me obscene notes...~_~ hes in my band though and teaches me what to do...so i cant complain all the time..BUT I WISH HE WOULD STOP CALLING!!

AND there is this freaken fox outside my window right now making dying noises..**talking to the fox** IF YOUR GOING TO DIE, THEN DIE! **dies** Every day around 4 in the morning he comes over all like.."..WHAAAAAAAA!!!!!" because hes hungy for the kittens i have..well news flash for ya...YOU ARENT GETTING THE KITTENS! **tackles Fox and starts beating it to death, loses horribley**

anyway, then i went to the mall ^_^;;; where i got my Manga book, woooooot, and i actually had some time to talk with my family, doesnt happen much because im always away..>_<;; but anyway, we were talking and my dad told me something that killed me to death...

Well, for starters..our washer and dryer broke, so we have to use the laundry mat to wash and dry our clothes...~_~ well, one day he went out and decided to wash the clothes...he forgot ONE artical of clothing of mine..MY BLACK THONG!! **everyong screams in horror of the thought** >_< i loved that thong...but he forgot it! and the next day, he went in and it WAS POSTED UP ON THE BULLITEN BOARD!!!! **DIES**!! I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS MINE!!! ~_~;;; and the next day he went in, it was gone..SOME OLD PERSON HAS MY LACEY BLACK THONG!!!!! **crying to death**

~_~ XD but on happier notes..i was reminded of the times i was hanging out with Shaina...**sighs and scowls at the same time making like...a...'siiiaaagghhhhiiiiikkkkaa!' noice**...XD and well i remembered this one time i pranked wallmart...LMAO you have to hear about this, i also pranked Sheets and Dollar General..XD!!

Well first off..i called Wallmart...and i sounded like a japanese person..lmmfao,
Me- Komichiwa(im not even going to bother spelling it right XD to late at night) you sell wall?
Wallmartlady- Excuse me?
Me- You sell wall?
Wallmartlady- ...i dont understand you mam'..
Me- Komichiwa...YOU..SELL...WALL?
Wallmartlady- ...i dont understand **hangs up**

LMAO the whole point of me calling is for me to ask "do you sell walls? and if not, why are you called wallamart then?" SO i called a different wallmart!

Me- Komichiwa you sell wall?
Wallmartlady- do we sell walls?
Me-Yesyes?
Wallmartlady- No, sorry we dont sell walls. we are a retail store..we sell clothing and food and-
Me- Why you call wallmart then?
Wallmartlady- Why are we called wallmart then?
Me- Yeayea!
Wallmartlady- I am not sure...ill have to ask that.
Me- Oh..
Wallmartlady- sorry that we dont sell walls, but we do sell clothing and a whole buntch of goods!
Me- ok,thank you.
Wallmartlady- Have a nice day **hangs up**

BUT my faveorite is when i called Sheets..most of you PROBABLY dont know what shees it...but its like..a small minimart thats open ALL the time.. well i called them just to say hello really, but i sounded like a hick..lmmfao..

Me-... ]]> ~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/5774934/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/5774934/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 19:00:45 PDT READING: Shaman King Manga ^__^;;;
WATCHING: Shaman King, **tackles Horo Horo**
LISTENING: Zelos's theme song from Tales of Symphonia..YAY! XD

I am starting to hate Photoshop >__< Photoshop hates me to death and beyond!!! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO IT?! **whines**

~__~ And im running on little sleep. i ended up staying up the whole night doing nothing and then in the morning i started cleaning because over the long night of nothingness i got on Ebay And ON Ebay i found the whole anime of Shaman King in Japanese, un opened...i want it so bad. im cleaning the whole house...~___~ i even cleaned the rabbit's cage..and i hate animals..>_> as mean as that may sound..but i hate them for a good reason..

Anyway, I finally got my mother to agree with me on this and we tried getting an account on it..they said, "we will send you an email varifying your account" LIKE FUCK THEY DID!! **STABS EBAY** i got nothing in my mailbox...**whines** everyone else gets shit from ebay without even breathing..and then me, HA. i cant do that, god forbids it. ~___~ I guess im just lucky that way..

And also, im starting to watch more Anime..actually no im not. XD i only did at Ginon's house. Nothing can beat Shaman King..but there are a few Anime out there that actually kewl. Like, DN Angel! **licks Dark** XD! And Pretear, and Battle B-Daman..not many people i know actually know of the anime Battle B-Daman..I like it for many reasons...well, actually only one. XD! YAY FOR TERRY!! Hes so cute! **tackles**

XD Wow, this is one long post of randomness. XD im not getting any better at Journal entries...XD ..

**glaring at Maibox** WHY HASN'T IT COME YET!?! DAMN YOU EBAY!! **shaks fists angrily** ]]> ~Rubydeathgurl http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/5698758/ http://Rubydeathgurl.deviantart.com/journal/5698758/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 21:23:57 PDT _< Well im just going to rant randomly, nothing better to do...If you dont want to be bored or annoyed then dont read any farther...BUT i cant stop you >_>

I gave alot of stuff alot of thought today...i normally do this before i go to sleep, but im trying to stop...because when i do think hard enough i cry..T_T and not because it hurts to think! *smacks random Tree** but because of the things i think about...i think about the past..and how well i had everything...and then i got cocky and lost it all...i thought that everything would be fine if i bragged...it only made it worse ~_~ My best frien- ...X-best friend...hurt me so much....but then again i can see why...im so "hurtable"...She knew it hurt me..when she said those things..so why did she say them..? she knew it was my weak spot...i told her everything...but i guess she never told me everything...~__~ She just used me...for someone to sit beside...once she met Jason...She had someone else to sit beside..why would she need me?...im so use to being used...~_~ but i was never used by my best friend before..not a happy expreience...the only thing that makes me smile is to think low about her..."Oh dont worry Karen..soon he will leave her...and then she will have no one to sit beside anymore" ...but the other day...i figured...thats never going to happen...im always going to have to watch her share smiles with the person she TREULY loves....i thought i loved her...and for a second, i thought i loved her more than my boyfriend...but..no, i never loved her...fake love replaced by true hate.. From then on out, i started getting blank feelings about everything....i was numb to alot of things...but yet, i would still cry about this....why..? i dont understand!!! i hate her, and yet..i cry... She makes me so sick to the point i faked throwing up in the bathroom just to get out of school so i wouldnt have to be in the same club room as her..~_~ gah this is so pointless, why am i even ranting? no one on this site should care about my random thoughs that eat my soul and spit it out like chewed rice...**sigh**...
Sorry to even post this o_o why DID i even post this..?! XD well...when i am sat..i like to watch Shaman King..it makes me smile within..**huggles Horo** wow...this is the oddest post i have ever added to ANYTHING..>_ ~Rubydeathgurl