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                <title>Happy Halloween</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Oct 2009 14:48:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yiargh, it be Halloween.  Yeah, whatever, I didn't actually do a thing for it this year.  No costume, no "party"...oh and by party I mean watch my friends get drunk while I rot from having no fun.  Plus I've been busy has hell with school, damn math class.  Btw, now that I have taken this sociology class, I hate humanity even more lol.  We've gone over social classes, wealth distribution, history of violence, all sorts of sinful and distasteful chapters in humanity's worthless history.  Currently were going over race, and how my teacher says "science says there is only one race".  Then she uses the stupid example of cats, a black house cat, and a white house cat are still cats, but what about a Persian cat, or a tiger?  Easily my least favorite teacher this semester.  Side note..science = bullshit for the most part.  Anyways, enough ideologoy, I hope you guys enjoy my two new Halloween themed drawing.  As for my future drawings, no clue, I'm not really sure where I want to go, if anyone has any suggestions I'll surely listen.  Peace out thugs.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bits and Pieces, Here and There</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Sep 2009 21:35:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been around lately, I've been busy with school.  Have a lot of math homework and I've had some stupid papers to write for writing class.  I hate writing papers, I have to follow the rules of grammar, even though no one uses real grammar when they talk.  Anyways, I don't have a whole lot artistically planned.  I've been out a little more than I usually am, and now I'm sick.  I probably have the flu or something, but instead of having a fever, my body temp is actually low.  Strange isn't it?  So if anyone has any fun ideas for a drawing let me know, I'm just kinda bummin it around my lair being all sick and doing school work that I don't want to.  Oh and I finally set up my Playstation network and hooked up Soul Calibur 4.  It sucks, sometimes there terrible lag, sometimes you run into people who don't fight fair at all, they just spam the same attack over and over.  Plus SC4 is inferior to SC3, its slightly slower, the story mode is terrible compared to SC3's and some of my favorite characters have been weakened.  Like Raphael's move list was almost completely changed, wtf made them do that?!  However, Cervantes and Astaroth still own, so I'm happy.  Anyways, let me know if you have any cool drawing ideas, I'll try to work them out, alright, peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Off to School Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Aug 2009 16:08:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey crew, I'm back at yet another year of college, and as usual I hate it.  Math is kicking my ass, Writing and Sociology are fun though so I'm at least enjoying them.  I also got Batman-Arkham Asylum, which has been occupying a lot of my time, so my art is probably going to be very slow for a while.  Between school work, going back and worth to school, homework, I'm just not feeling the art, just too tired and worn out.  But trust me I will have some stuff to show you guys soon.  If anyone has a request that fits my requirements leave me a private message.  I'll talk to you people later.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thoughts On Summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Aug 2009 20:03:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well this summer is certainly boring.  Last summer I made so many drawings, I believe that is mainly due to the large amounts of stress I faced in 2008.  This year has been a breeze, I haven't had any dealings with my ex-best friend, which is good, she blows, I haven't been real active.  Been watching the puppy, reading like a nerd, comics, religious books, more nerd activities like video games, like Dynasty Warriors Gundam 2 (Go Kamille Bidan!!).  Plus I had a small artistic blockage early in the summer, so that didn't help my pursuits.  Lately I've noticed talk of originality going around and some saying its dead and other saying its alive in small doses, blah blah, blah.  I believe originality is never able to be dead, for any drawing I do is original, even if its only 1% original, no one else can make that drawing like I do.  Not without having my papers, pencils and being me, the very core of originality isn't even debatable, at least to me.  On the other hand, yes, I blow at changing my style around and making new poses and thinking outside of MY box.  Notice, my box, for me.  I thank all of those who have visited this little experiment over the years, those who have commented and those who have faved.  Hopefully I will continue to progress and stay truthful to my own desires and self.  Anyways, things I'm working on...well maybe some more superheroines, not sure, I have one in the works, but not sure if it'll become a block or just a single fling.  Well...err, thats it I guess, peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Puppy Based Activities</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jun 2009 07:30:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, we finally got our little puppy, a 7ish week old German Shepherd.  We decided to name her Bella, which is Italian for beautiful.  My cousin brought to my attention that "Bella" is also the name of the lead female from the "Twilight" books, I was unaware of this...oh well.  So I get to watch her while my parents are at work/class, which is great, I love my puppy.  I get seperation anxiety when I have to leave her lol.  Anyways, art activities, I am working on some ideas, finished drawings may or may not come out of these ideas, hopefully.  That is about it on my end of the world, peace out hommies.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Twisted Spiral That Is</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jun 2009 10:42:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey gang, not much to talk about here cuz there never is.  I have no clue what will become of my art, I must admit it has taken a major blow recently that it may or may not recover from.  I'm inclined to think it will mainly because I've drawn for years on end, I doubt two low level scum bags can reverse that, but I'm not sure.  Had another uneventful duel with my ex-best friend, of course I won because she's fu-fu-fuckin cra-z-z-z-y, but I can't help but still feel hurt by all this treachery.  Other things, still can't find a German Shepherd breeder in our area who has puppies, since were trying to get a real young one this time.  Anyways, I have no idea where I'm going for a while here, all I know is this drama/bullshit with my ex-best friend won't be over till sometime in the Fall, oh well, I got time, nothing but time, time, time.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Small Hiatus</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 May 2009 19:38:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey gang, just some minor updates.  I'm currently taking a break from drawing, I have no clue how long it will be.  Unfortunately my beloved German Shepherd died last Monday and I've been upset over that all week.  Side effect of this sadness, totally playing way too many video games, thus no time for art.  So I'll probably be a bum and play my video games instead of drawing for a while.  I do owe at least one request to someone, and I'll try to have it done sometime soon.  I also finished my semester at college, so I'm on break now.  I honestly don't know where I'll take my art this summer.  Maybe more superheroines, maybe more warriors, maybe some magestic drawings, no clue, I'm open to some suggestions.  So yeah, sorry, I'll be slow around here for a bit, see ya.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It Begins...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2009 07:40:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah yes, another year, another number added to my age, today I am 21.  Damn, I'm an adult now lol.  It seems just like yesterday I was 17 and too busy dealing with highschool and girls and stupid problems that in reality had no effect on my life in the long run.  Now, what shall I do today?  I have no clue really, I actually neglected to plan anything this year because I know from past experiences to avoid this day.  Anyways, art wise I'm planning that new Final Fantasy girl block, some girls I have in mind are Terra from FFVI, Yuffie from FFVII, maybe redo Tifa with her FF7AC costume.  Sadly there aren't many girls in FFIX, and the girls of FFX for the most part suck in my opinion.  If anyone has an Final Fantasy girl in mind for a shoot it past me, be it a randon NPC or a main character, whatever, let me know.  Happy birthday to me, peace out bitches!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Christos Voskrese!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Apr 2009 10:39:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Christ is risen, happy Easter, or as we call it "Pascha".  I hope everyone who celebrates this holiest of holidays has a good, safe, and joyous day.  Art comments...lets see, I'm not sure what I'm going to work on next, I was kinda hoping to get another series to work on, like my Saiyan Mamas, or my Maternal Combat or something.  If anyone has any ideas for a cool series to do, I'll listen, also, requests are still open but as always I am the final word on if they're going to get done or not.  If anyone has asked me for requests and I have no yet finished them, remind me, sometimes I honestly forget stuff and neglect my artistic duties.  Anyways, thats it, Christos Voskrese, Voistinu Voskrese, Christos Anesti, Aleithos Anesti, Happy Easter.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Almost Time...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2009 11:38:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello crew, just feel like updating this thing since its been like a month since I've done so.  Apparently my ex-best friend is truly crazy and theres nothing more I can do to help her, oh well, she has given me the closure I need.  Next...school isn't so lame anymore, I mean, all school is lame, but at least its almost over for me.  Uhhh, art, lets see, I'd like to hopefully get a contest entry to ZeWhatcher, but I have a bad feeling that I won't be able to come up with anything good.  Also, it is now Holy Week, Pascha (Easter) is coming up, so awesome.  Lately I've been driving to local parks to draw, it's really been helping with artistic flow or whatever you want to call it.  I also have some other things I'm trying to work on, I've been contemplating making another story....if anyone has any ideas they'd like to mention or anything they'd like to see in an upcoming story, let me know, I'd be willing to hear it, thanks, see ya.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oops, Guess Not</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Mar 2009 08:19:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, apparently my ex-best friend is still insane because once again she flip flopped and now she wants to be enemies again, whatever, I still have my closure.  I know there is NO way to fix our friendship, so I can finally move on.  I pity her life, so full of anger and rage, for it to go on like this, so sad.  I move on for now, I have more important things to do.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's Done</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2009 06:04:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Indeed, its done.  After a year of heart break and turmoil, I have reconciled with my ex-best friend.  I won't give any details, mainly because its none of your business, but at last, I have relief.  I can now move on from this emotional limbo I've been in for over a year.  I have my closure.  We agreed to stay in touch to a degree, which makes me very, very happy.  I haven't actually been this happy in a long time, it is as if a giant weight as been lifted from my body, as if I were the mighty Atlas, and someone took the world off my shoulders.  Though, still the emptiness she left behind is still there, but I guess it will be much easier to cope with it now.  I must admit, I never imagined that she would do this, that she would be the one to contact me.  I can't stop here, I must go on, I must not fall behind the others, I will continue with my life knowing that my de facto sister is fine, and that she and I will both be fine.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>School is L-A-M-E</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Feb 2009 22:29:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yep, college is way lame, my teacher is pretty much an idiot, or at least incompetent.  He also appears to be slightly anti-semitic, which is wonderful considering its a class on world religions.  Another thing, he also shows unwarranted favoritism towards certain religions, so much that he doesn't point out certain MAJOR flaws.  Now I know, Christianity has major flaws, one I truly believe is down right wrong is the fact that women can't be priests.  Women should be allowed to be priests, and I don't think priests should be forced to be celebate, but hey, I'm not the Pope, I can't enforce that stuff.  But yeah, like one of the flaws of Hinduism that our book mentions is when a man dies, it is customary for his wife to commit ritual suicide by lighting herself on fire so she can go with him into the afterlife.  Now, don't think I'm bashing a religion, I love Hinduism as a majority, but that "kill yourself for your husband" stuff is bullshit.  The ancient Mongols and the Ming Dynasty in China practiced that.  Now, whats odd is if a wife dies, the husband goes free, bullshit, if she has to kill herself, he should too, its only fair, equality of the sexes dammit.  So yeah, thats my one little rant, then my teacher, he is constantly on my case for not participating in class, mainly cuz I don't, I don't talk to other students, I don't socialize (since I basically refuse to in general).  I just don't socialize at school, I gave up on that.  So I need to think of a way to tell my teacher to back off before I call him an idiot or a racists or something that will probably get me thrown out of the class.  I could go on and on about him and on and on about how all religions have a flaw that is just straight up stupid, but I'm not going to, because, who wants to read that long of a journal (this one is massive already) and DA would probably be pissed that I'm using a lot of ideological talk.  Anyways, ART!  Right now I'm working on some ideas, like maybe do some ethnic drawings, oh course along my guidelines.  Tell me what you think or if you have suggestions, also, requests open, so long as they're present in a note and all that jazz.  Peace out my homies, so sorry for the long mildly pointless journal entry, I just had to rant real fast.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Things to go over</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2009 17:05:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, a few things to go over, one there is some sort of hacker going around from what I've heard, and I'm sure you know all about it.  If someone who's one of your friends on DA comments saying something like "rofl this may be of some interest to you" or something like that, don't click the link, its some sort of scam.  Anyways, watch yourselfs.  Next thing, I started school again, I hate it.  I swear my teacher is high risk for suicide, he is so depressed lol.  I have also taken a break from my own drawings and have begun working on some request type stuff.  So if you have any requests, let me know, so long as they meet my standards and requirements.  If you need to know about said standards, note me and note me your request.  So far 2009 is treating me good, I hope it remains good.  Thats basically it, let me know what you think.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Death to 2008!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 2008 21:29:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Praise God 2008 is over.  2008 was horrible since day one.  January and Febuary were dominated by the final decline and eventual demise of my greatest friendship.  Then from March to about April, legal battles, then April through the June were dominated by absolute bullshit, then July through August things were getting better, September was horrible, but from October on, my life slowly got better, so now, as I type this on day one, 09, I pray this year is better.  Anyways thats pretty much it, I hope everyone has a good new year.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Christ Is Born, Glorify Him</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Dec 2008 23:31:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Merry Christmas to all my fellow Deviants.  This year is a special Christmas for me, I'm getting baptized and Christmated on the 28th, huge deal.  I will be an official member of the Byzantine Catholic Archeparchy of Pittsburgh.  I hope I don't have to take a Saint name because I honestly don't know which one I'd take.  Anyways, this is also special because its many first Christmases for some of my new family members.  Thats pretty much it, other than some art things I've been working on.  Once again requests are pretty much open, I can't say for sure if I'll do them though.  Well, Merry Christmas, goodnight.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What Inspires Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2008 13:59:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well thanks to my friend ZeWhatcher for provoking me into doing this journal entry.  Indeed, what inspires me?  Besides the obvious stuff in my drawings, and if you don't get what I mean, you're probably blind, and how you're reading this right now is beyond me.  Anyways, American comics have been an influence, especially Batman and the X-Men.  I'm an extreme DBZ fan and over time I feel my style reflects some DBZ traits, though still unique to me.  Final Fantasy games and Legend of Zelda have really impacted me story telling process and my character designs.  Over all anime hasn't been a big factor, only DBZ really.  I don't know if any of you see what I mean or see the similarities in any sort.  I do try to keep my style unique to prevent "copying" others, mainly because thats their style and shouldn't be applied by others.  Though I know its 100% impossible for that not to happen because the slightest things can trasmit into others creative outputs.  Example, look at most of my characters, they're usually fighters in some way (DBZ), have magical powers (FF, Zelda), pregnant, are mildly proportionate and I try to keep them realistic, like American Comics (though I know some comics are highly exaggerated).  I know I'm not the best artist, I know I'm rigid, and have a hard time changing things up, but I try.  Anyways, thats pretty much it, just wanted to let you all know that, see ya.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Enjoying the Current Inspirations</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 22:17:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello, its been a while since I've updated this journal thing, so here goes.  I hope you guys like my new drawings, not exactly my usual stuff.  I'm trying to branch out more.  Also, found a new art store in the city that totally rocks and I got some great new art supplies there that I've been using.  I want to apologize for all the bad shadings and stuff on my drawings, the paper I use is 11 inches by 14 inches, and my scanner is only like 9 by 12, so you see the problem, it causes an overcast shadow so thats way the edges of most of my drawings are darkened.  Another thing, I suck at using any sort of photoshop like this and wouldn't know how to edit that even if I tried, so I'm sorry my scans look so amateurish.  Well other than that theres not much going on, if anyone has any good ideas for a drawing, I'd be willing to hear them so long as they meet my standards.  Standards are basically, must be pregnant, not inflated, not stuffed, pregnant, nothing gorey or violent, and basically thats it, let me know if theres anything I can do for you guys, peace.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Constructive Criticism Please</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Nov 2008 20:49:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, so I've started to come out of my artistic block and have gotten some ideas.  Currently I'm working on my coloring skills.  I've been practicing with my colored pencils a lot and I came up with some new improvements that I think will bring some more depth to my colored drawings.  Though I still have a few things I need to work on in general, those would be, faces, poses, and varied body types.  I want to know what you all thing are my problem areas, let me know what you think, give me some good critique please.  I really want to hear what you, my audience thinks of me and my art.  Also if you have any good requests I'll hear them, I may do some, if they tickle my fancy and are along my guidelines, which should be real obvious.  Side notes, beat FF7 again, started playing Dynasty Warriors Gundam for the PS3, love it.  Well thats pretty much, let me know what you think, peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Retro Gaming and Other Activities</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Nov 2008 19:42:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So what up crew, just sitting around doing nothing, other than rocking Final Fantasy 7 again, because I can woah.  Today I got to the Northern Crater, so hopefully I'll beat it again soon lol.  Gotta do the sidequests though, gotta, gotta, gotta.  More obsessive thoughts...yesssss more.  Anyways, I also have been continuing my break from art, I do have some stuff I've been slowly working on, hopefully I have something new rolling soon.  Side note, happy belated Halloween, hope everyone had a good and safe one.  More stuff, school sucks, I hate college.  I really don't know what I'm doing with my drawings, if I could get myself out of this slump I'd try working on faces and other important artistic things I'm not good at.  Please if you guys can offer anymore help, I'd appreciate it, and for those who have offered help, you know who you are, thanks, I've been trying to put your ideas and input to good use.  Thats pretty much it for now, see ya.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Still Can't Draw</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Oct 2008 20:09:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ehh, this artists block sucks, its starting to REALLY annoy me.  I've tried drawing a bit today, didn't get very far.  I wonder how long this is going to last, I really wish I had a heads up on this.  Or...there was some magical way to restore all my talent back to me, that would rock so hard.  I currently can't really work on any stories because I totally suck, may try my hand at a short story again.  I'm so bored now that I can't draw, I literally am running out of things to do.  If anyone has any suggestions, I'm totally open to them, since I've got nothing else to do.  Lemme know what you guys think about all this, well if you want to, or whatever, I have no clue anymore lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>The Block Continues...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Sep 2008 20:16:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello gang, my artistic block still persists, I've only been able to do some minor things, my hands still won't function in sync with my brain I guess.  Stupid body, I wish I could draw whenever I felt and however I felt lol, but then again don't we all.  Also I'm trying to resurrect my comic book ideas, I have no idea how I'm going about doing it though, it just seems like such a large mountain of stuff to do.  Make characters, write story, do dialogue, setting, etc, etc, I just wish I had a second in command still to help me, which I don't because my beloved ex-best friend (sarcasm on the beloved part) still hates my sorry ass, oh well, fuck her.  All the great comic guys had a second in command, Stan Lee and Jack Kirby, Bob Kane and Bill Finger (two from Marvel and two from DC).  I need a partner, I could write it and design the characters, I need someone who can actually draw comics and format them properly and someone to aid in the creative process, I alone am not that fit to take on such a task, truth betold there. If anyone has anything to add to my sorry little idea please do so, I'd appreciate it.  Thanks guys, night for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Ugh this Sucks</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Sep 2008 15:29:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello crew, here I am doing nothing because I've hit a massive artistic/creative road block.  I don't know why, but I've apparently lost some skill or something cuz I just can't seem to successfully draw anything good right now.  Maybe its because I'm so damned depressed or maybe its because I just suck now.  So needless to say I don't have a clue when I'll be posting any drawing, I may post some stories though, I MAY, not sure.  I hope you all can be patient with me, thanks peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Just Wondering</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 18:01:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all, just sitting around wondering what you guys, my oh so lovely audience think of me?  Do you think I'm a good artist, alright artist, excellent artist, lame ass, not good at all, sucky, whatever, let me know, I'd really like to know.  I've been doubting my artistic abilities lately, why I can't tell you for I don't know myself.  Maybe school is flattening my soul, or maybe its the fact that I'm sick again, whatever, just let me know what you think.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Back to School</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Aug 2008 16:23:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So its back to college for me, only taking a math and science class.  I don't like my science teacher, but the math teacher is pretty cool.  So needless to say I'll be busy with that stuff, so my drawings may slump a little.  I've been real lazy with my new drawings, I'm sure you've all noticed to some extent.  I think being sick that one week really messed me up, but I'm getting back on the horse and all that jazz. I have my driving licence test soon also, hopefully I pass it on the first try.  Thats pretty much it from me, if anyone has any remarks as to something to draw or what not, let me know, I'd be willing to listen, see ya.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Random Bits of Stuff Floating Around</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Aug 2008 16:12:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As the title implies, I have nothing really going on right now, just some random bullshit.  One, I finally saw the Dark Knight twice, best damn movie EVER!!!  Heath Ledger totally ruled, such a shame.  Also I still don't know how much art I'll be pumping out now a days, I've become very tired and I'm beginning to slow down with all that stuff.  My stress has some what decreased, kinda gave up on my ex-best friend, she can do whatever she wants now, she is none of my concern.  Also classes start up again, and unfortunately I have a most dreaded math.  Also have a science and a super cool world religions class.  So thats pretty much it, no clue what I'm doing art wise, really tired, etc, etc, anyways, peace out gang.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jul 2008 20:09:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all, as my title suggests I am quite bored.  I haven't done a thing in like 2 weeks, just so unmotivated.  I guess I hit a big artistic block or something.  I've been kinda "blah" lately, my ex-best friend's due date was last tuesday, so I don't know if she had her baby or not, I hope so, I hope things went good too.  Though part of me is still very angry with her, but you know what, life is too short to care about stupid little misunderstandings.  Anyways, if anyone has anything cool to suggest for a drawing, let me know, I'd be willing to listen to you.  Theres just nothing to do around here.  Side note, hopefully I'll get my licence soon, and I start classes in like 3 weeks again, so thats probably adding to my lack of motivation lol.  So yep, peace out homies.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Here We Go Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Jul 2008 21:29:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright gang, first things first, I did get published in that magazine, though the magazine screwed up and forgot to put some titles and cut off my last paragraph, but they apologized, and said they'd correct it.  Oh well, was to be expected, my life sucks lol.  Next, my new drawing, I plan on attempting more raw and more emotional drawings like that.  Some things I was planning, a pregnant girl in shinning armor, a good use of my rarely used metalic colors.  I may, and I do mean may, not definately, I may do another colored, larger bursting pic.  I'm not 100% sure.  I may do it as a fan service or something, let me know what you guys think, any ideas for one, or whatever.  I also may try something more hippie dippie, like make a girl whos totally colored wrong, like pink skin, purple hair, yellow eyes, something like that, not sure, I'm working on a lot of random ideas.  Though currently I am battling horrible nightmares, doing stupid group therapy, however, tonight I nailed my paralel parking, so now I am FINALLY ready to take my licence test. Also my mood box is totally screwed up and I'm not able to change it from lonely for some gay reason, must be a clitch in the New DA program or something, whatever, no big deal, not like anyone reads this lol.  Though, sad am I for my best ex-best friend is due in 11 days, and still we haven't reconciled, fuck me.  Well thats about it for me people, let me know if you have any ideas for a drawing, or any imput on a pontential bursting pic, lemme know, pleeeaaasseee, lol anyways, I'm out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Call me the Dirt Man</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2008 12:26:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, I feel like dirt now a days.  Useless as always, nothing to do.  I have become remarkably dissatisfied with my art.  I feel that I don't possess the talent to produce an amazing comic all on my own, I could do the story, but to draw it all, to come up with all the workings on my own, it just seems too much.  Also, I want to break away from my "standard side view" drawings more, and produce some really interesting stuff.  I've been letting the music of Tool inspire me lately, hopefully I'll produce something awesome.  I know my main genre is "pregnancy art", which I intend to keep using, but I also intend to try more experimental stuff.  I feel I have far too many ideas in my mind to possibly use them all correctly, so thus, I commit myself to expressing myself randomly and chaotically I guess (is chaotically a word?).  As for other aspects of life, new appointments, new shit, new bullshit, same bullshit still exists.  Ex-best friend still won't talk to me, she's due in 19 days, and the Godfather to her baby isn't gonna be there (me, but I doubt shed keep me as the godfather anyways).  Well anyways, hopefully life doesn't suck too much longer, lmao yeah ok.  If anyone has any imput on my art, any critique (spellin?) feel free to let me know, seriously, if you say I fuck up on something a lot, tell me what it is, tell me SPECIFICALLY, use examples.  If you like what I do, or things I've done, let me know, I may try them more, I'm totally open to whatever you guys think right now, for once I'm open to opinions.  Also that magazine I'm supposed to be featured in is supposed to come out this month, hopefully soon, since I'm losing patiences as always.  Alright chubs I'm out, peace.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>A Good Ending</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2008 21:12:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello crew, just sitting here with nothing to do.  I feel kinda sad tonight, tomorrow I have all sorts of appointments, one will the be the last, then one will be the first of many, I'm kinda sad about the changing hands of things.  Also, I went for a nice long drive tonight and the full moon is out tonight, and while driving I saw a bunch of lightning bugs in the farms around here and it was really pretty.  Though it made me sad since hte last time I saw that many lightning bugs was with my most beloved surrogate sister, who still apparently hates me or something, I have no clue.  To be betrayed by her of all people, makes me question my trust of others overall.  Really pisses me off that she attempted to get me into so much trouble over nothing, I never did get to find out the gender of her baby, or anything, makes me real sad.  Oh well, apparently nothing is going to get fixed and thats how its supposed to be I guess.  No use in trying to fix things.  After a small break I'm back to work on some of my characters, currently working on my main male character.  Also, I'm gonna be real busy this week, my Church's food festival is this weekend so I'm totally excited for that, me want some spanokopita, yummy.  *sigh* Its going to be a long summer, real long, I just hope when these current doors close some new and even better ones open for me, peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Awesome </title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 13:16:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello gang, just checking in on a few things.  One is that I'm still working on my characters for my comic and my story.  Two is I am being featured in that local magazine in July so thats totally freakin awesome.  Three, I need a break from all the  drawing I've been doing lately.  Currently I have a rough story idea down, and a few characters but only one concrete one, Aquatica.  My plan is to design my characters and ideas, then use that blank comic book I bought last month and make a comic, go figure.  Now, heres the basic plot, a group of super heros/heroines (as in more than one girl and guy) are working to thwart the domination of my main super villainess who uses her powers to manipulate the world government in my story.  I plan on feature mission like things (kinda like the X-men had) and daily workings like Batman and of course, wacky costumes.  Basically, So far I have some names that I'd like to run past you guys to see what you think....first Aquatica and her water power is down.  I'll list the name and the power, you guys tell me if you like the name or its gay or whatever alright?<br /><br />-Fireheart, villainess who can control, manipulate and produce fire.<br />-Seraphim, a heroine with the ability to heal most physical wounds, vast empathy and can sense other super powered people.<br />-Lady Voltage (I really need help with this one), a villainess with the power to produce high amounts of electricity.<br />-Comet, another heroine who can super charge her body and propell herself with great speed and force.<br />-Vashti (yet again), she is gonna be the main villain with vast telepathy, psycho energies and mind control.<br />-Toxic Belli, a villainess who can produce a wide variety of poisons and emits them from her fangs and claws.<br />-Now, the unnamed male main characters powers are to absorb energies and use them to further enhance his strength and speed, and he already possesses super agility, and can even give off the energy to form explosions, though his power isn't as easy to control as all the girls' powers are.<br /><br />Well thats what I've got so far, plus the leader of the Super Team, Michael Saxon, who has no powers but is just really smart at has organized and funded the team.  Now, thats it so far, I want to draw each of them individually, most likely in black and white to say time, and then I'll work on my comic itself.  Also all the women get their powers from their special pregnancy (whether its gonna be natural some how or what, I don't know), but the guy characters who have them are super soldiers (like Captain America).  Alright crew, PLEASE gimme some advice, some input whatever, I really really look forward to some good feedback.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>This One Might Be A Little Tough</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 May 2008 10:09:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, before I get into whats really bothering me, I'd like to take this time to mention some more stuff about this comic idea.  First of all, seriously bare with me, I'm not good at the whole "create your own comic and panels and all sorts of shit!!" stuff, seriously, I've tried in the past and didn't do too well, so please if I do roll with this, bare with me lol.  If I did indeed get this going, do not expect amazing quality art in it, for the sake of sanity and time, I'd rather get the point across and deal with the plot and dialogue.  Btw, keep in mind I have no partner or aid on this one, since my ex-best friend and I still are not talking.  Now that brings us to whats REALLY bothering me, her due date is in July, and the closer we get to that date the more worried I get.  I was supposed to be there for her, but noooo, she had to betray me and let her family make up some lies about me, real fucking cool.  I have no clue how to deal with all this, honestly I don't, I'm out of ideas, strategies, ploys, ruses, I've got nothing.  How does one reach someone in this situation, she was my best friend, she called me brother, and I called her sister, how does one move on from such an intense friendship, I have no clue.  My mom is like "you need to bury it for now" my cousin is like "you need to move on", my idiot acquantances don't understand the situation at all so they're useless (as always lmao).  My other support has the "wait and see" approach, which is what I've been trying to do, but its so hard.  My mom wants me and her to be friends again, but she said give it a while, and its been since Febuary, I'm not exactly blessed with patience....fuck this.  Side notes, everything else is fine, I'm healthy still (gasp!!) my family is finally back together, and my bass practice is starting to really take off.  Other than that thing with my friend, life would be bad ass, seriously, it would be AMAZING, but noooo, nooo she had to back stab me and screw my mind up.  *sigh* Seriously, sometimes I wonder if we maeiusiophiles (spellin?!?!?) are ever meant to be happy with our special "interest" or if were even supposed to have relationships that last and hold down.  Though it could just suck for me, whatever, I have no clue whats going on in my life right now, the future is one big ???? right now.  So thats it, another classic rant by me, and all that shit, peace out bitches.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>A Few Touch Ups</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 May 2008 00:27:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok crew, not much with this entry, all I did was reorganize my gallery into smaller folders.  You can still view the whole massive long thing, but I figured this would be easier.  Each one represents certain things, the Antediluvian is the old, very early stuff of mine, Nefarious Deeds are all my "busting pics", Central is obviously the middle portion of my art, also where my great decline happened.  The Tournament and Medieval sections are pretty self explanitory.  Cultivation is the 3rd part of my gallery, basically starting with the end of my decline and going into my Current Aspirations.  I feel that each gallery has its own emotion and its own contents, each different from the last.  These drawings are a large part of who I am, the grand filter of art, the great visions in my head, floating, twisting around my brain, all here.  May God continue to grant me my talents, thank you all, peace for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Lame</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 May 2008 08:56:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yet another gay day so far, due to all this family shit going on at the hospital near my house, I have missed nurmerous of my own appointments and I'm kinda pissed off about that, just a little.  Also my mom broke my necklace in half yesterday, I'm REALLY pissed about that.  Anyways, I'm trying to think of some sort of super hero comic idea, with pregnant ladies, awesome costumes, super cool powers and my sense of humor and other attributes, though 10 bucks says I fuck this one up to, oh well.  So, basically I haven't heard from my friend since Febuary 13th, oh well, I miss her, thats true, she was a big part of my life, but whatever, I have more important things to deal with.  I haven't been working on a whole lot art wise, like I said, the hospital is absorbing my life right now, though I really wish I could at least get to my appoitments, considering they're limited already.  Balls dammit, I have no clue what my summer is going to be like, I'm gonna take a guess and say it is going to look like this....."             ".  I big ass blank thing, whatever, my creativity is drained right now, deal with it.  Yeah, as I've said before some sort of super hero stuff, so if anyone has any ideas for characters, powers, costume designs, symbols, whatever, let me know, I'd be willing to listen, until we meet again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Hang onto Hope</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2008 06:08:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all, here I am, forced to be up early by my dad to do a book buy back at college, yet he ISN'T up yet either.....pisses me off.  Anyways, I wanted to say Happy Mothers Day to all those mothers out there, four in particular for me.  There has been a lot of bullshit in the family right now, and I've stepped up and been helping out a lot lately.  Though I've still found some time to draw, which is odd considering I'm busy as all, and totally freaking stressed.  Also, happy Pentecost for those who believe the Holy Spirit did in fact come down yesterday in place of Christ.  Yeah, celebrated it yesterday at liturgy.  Anyways, as for my art, I'm sure you have all noticed the recent series of "progressive" drawings, hopefully those will continue for sometime, I have really enjoyed the new colored ones so much.  So yeah, happy Pentecost, happy Mothers Day, especially for those I've previously mentioned up in this Journal and the others I know, that it for now, I'll talk to you bitches later, peace.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Yet Another Year Older</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Apr 2008 21:06:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So here I am, on my 20th birthday, yeah I'm getting old finally.  Today started off like shit, basically school, bad weather, no friends.  My mom and I went to a real nice Chinese place for dinner, but it was also where Stephanie and I went last year, so I was pretty sad.  Though I got a fortune cookie that says "Friends long lost will return to you soon" so hopefully thats true.  Then we watched Juno, and Jesus Christ that movie is amazing, utterly amazing.  Though it made me miss my friend, but still it kinda gave me some more hope, but yeah whatever.  My art hiatus continues, though I've been practicing on my bass more.  So over all this birthday blew, but it could have been way worse, I could have let myself get swallowed by my sadness, instead I turned it around and had half a good day, so whatever, I win lol.  Also yesterday was Pascha (Orthodox Easter) so that was awesome, thats pretty much it, peace.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Tagged....Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 19:23:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So my good friend SkankyDoodles tagged me again, though this time its along a "Name 8 things about yourself", so I will, but I'm not taggin anyone else cuz I just don't care that much lol.<br /><br />1. My favorite band is Tool.<br />2. I'm left handed and left sided.<br />3. I have some serious issues in my life lol.<br />4. I do not use any sort of computer aid with my drawings, other than to crop.<br />5. I'm Byzantine Catholic.<br />6. I obviously like pregnant ladies in more than one way.<br />7. My favorite video game of all time is LOZ-Ocarina of Time.<br />8. Uhh my favorite bird is the Dark Eyed Junco (totally running out of random shit to say).<br /><br />Well thats about it I guess, I don't really have anything left, nope, nope, peace.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ugh, I'm Tired</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Apr 2008 14:42:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all, I'm not doing too much right now in the art department, I've been kinda busy.  I finally got my drivers permit and have been rolling around town all week, I had some tests in class this week, and for some odd reason I'm far more tired than I've been in ages.  I haven't heard from my friend yet, hopefully that will change soon.  I really have no clue what I'm going to be drawing for a while, I may do some more "experimental/progessive stuff" like I did in November 07, or I may just do some of my old stuff, I don't have a clue.  If anyone has anything interesting to contribute let me know, I'll be here, that is if I'm not too tired.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Fixing What I have Left</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Apr 2008 07:15:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Greetings, well not a lot to go over now.  I'm still here, sitting around, going to school, drawing, practicing bass, etc, etc, not going to a hearing over false charges, YAY!!!  Though, I guess my friend still "thinks" I tried to hurt her, oh well, she'll come to her senses some day.  Though I miss her so much, I realize now isn't the time.  So I want to be there for her pregnancy, what good friend wouldn't want to help his mutually proclaimed "sister" (remember, she called me brother), despite what extra feelings I have for the subject matter, if you can call it that.  Anyways, I'm drawing slowly but steadly, and as I've mentioned in a recent submission, I draw for me, and in my current life status, I draw to make ME feel better.  I don't draw for page views, I don't draw for comments, I draw for ME, to make ME feel better, so don't comment on how I should "branch" out, or how I should try something new, cuz I will totally not listen.  The progressive phase of my work is over, I'm going old school conservative Rudy-Style.  Also, no requests, even though no one ever requests anything good from me, I'm done with that for now.  Side note, I have nothing to really look forward to, not a single thing, usually in my life I would use things to look foward to as motivation, but now I've got nothing, so I don't know what I'll be up to come May or whatever.  Thats pretty much it, leave me be.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Confusion With A Side of Frustration</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 07:55:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so I'm pretty freakin confused about my life right now.  The hearing has been "indefinately postponed" due to the cop can't make it and no one can get a hold of my friend.  Ok, then dismiss this fucking bullshit, booo American legal system.  So now, I must wait for something to never happen.  This WILL expire in August, the law has only 180 days to prosecute my "alleged" crime.  Anyways, they lost, and I'm here waiting.  Now the greatest question becomes, "when do I get to fix my friendship?" well the answer...no clue.  Utter bullshit, the cop said we both can't talk to each other, because he wanted a nice juicy case to get a big stinking promotion, well he can't get one now lol.  So, she doesn't know things are dead, and probably things she still can't talk to me, since I know she misses me and still needs me.  So basically I have to sit on my ass and either wait for this stupid shit to get thrown out or find some way around it.  Dammit all, I hate this stupid shit.  Side notes, school sucks, I hate it more and more.  Also my art stuff, uhhh going no where, I've hit a small artistic block or something, and I'm totally off course right now, so I'll keep my "loyal fans" posted on my progress, peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What A Wonderful Day.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Mar 2008 09:56:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all, life so far is pretty decent actually.  I went to divine liturgy today, it was the most amazing thing ever, so needless to say my faith has been a major support during this evil trial that has been set in front of me.  I've been working on some drawing ideas, organizing some things in my life, just incase something bad should come from all these recent things.  On the other side, I have been preparing for the good stuff.  It looks right now, that this will have a positive outcome.  I'll get this false charges dismissed, I'll get my friend back, and she may finally lose the abusive boyfriend.  Though, I'm trying not to get my hopes up, cause I still could lose something here.  Art wise, I was thinking of doing random doodles for a while, I don't know I'm kind of aimless in life in general right now.  I hope all turns out ok, thats all I have to say for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh Here We Go</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Mar 2008 20:52:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, short update, nothing happened, no one showed up, the magistrate gave them a continuance.  Lucky for me, they only get one, and if no one shows again, I go home free, like I should, cause I never did anything to hurt aynone.  I'm still working on some art stuff, so I'm kinda busy, between this legal shit, therapy, school, and my drawing time, I'm quite busy.  I must confess, I like being busy lol.  Well, until next time, lets see what happens the second attempt, hopefully nothing.  Though I still miss my friend, hopefully she and I will fix our friendship when this is all said and done.  I sure miss taken care of her, made me feel important, oh well, I'm only human, can't do everything.  Peace out for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Almost Over</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Mar 2008 20:58:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, In 3 days my fate will be decided by the local magistrate, whether or not I actually did commit a crime or whatever, is up to the magistrate.  Luckily for me I didn't commit a crime, so I'm totally home free no doubt.  Though now I will be free to call my friend back and to see if she is done being mad at me for stupid reasons.  Personally I think I'll still be friends with her once this is all over, so long as the law doesn't interfere with us.  My case worker is planning on helping with that part, so it appears everything will be fixed.  On a side note, the other problems in my life that were plagueing me before all this stuff have actually be resolved, imagine that.  Though, sad as it is, my beloved Aunt passed away on Monday, so sad, but she's with Christ now.  Speaking of Christ, tomorrow is Western Easter, so basically most of my family has a holiday tomorrow, I however do not, because my Easter isn't until April 27th.  I'm taking a small break from my art to get some school stuff in order, then I have to do this court shit, but once thats all over I will probably be drawing again at my usual rate.  I'm supposed to be featured in that local magazine sometime in July, so hopefully that will go well.  I pray to the Lord that me and my friend can come together again, I miss her, I know she misses me, and I'm excited to be an "uncle", so I hope her and I can fix what we broke, for her sake, for my sake, and for my niece/nephews sake, cause lets face it, I'm a funny bitch lol.  I don't know where my art will take me next, hopefully I will experience some enlightenment soon, I could really use some divine intervention soon, but then again, its Great Lent, so miracles certainly can happen, heres to hoping.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Utterly Awesome</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 14:11:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Whats so awesome you may say?? Dear me, I shall tell you all.  An art writer from a local magazine in my area wants to feature me!!!  ME, you know, "pregnant genre", fantasy art, girls with swords, random works of weirdness, to be in a magazine.  I'm totally amazed, not only could this be good for me as a person, but it could show some strength in my character during my legal battles, which are almost upon me.  I cannot believe it, I said to myself "what the hell, lets send something in and see if they like it" and they do.  I sent them "A leap Into the Unknown", "A View from Behind", "Day at the Park", "Bathe In the Fountain" and "Aroni Loralini-Colored", and they liked them, I'm so happy.  Hopefully my legal issues won't get in the way, or vice versa.  So ladies and gentlemen, thats pretty much it, my friend still isn't talking to me, I still hate going to class, etc, etc, peace out.  However, the only problem I see is, my mom is worried about me going "public" about my "preference" could make more people hate me, and make the cops case even stronger, which is bullshit, considering I didn't do anything to anyone, and my "preference" only impacts my personal life which isn't for the cops, or the judge to use against me.  So, most likely I'll use a pen name or something, I don't know, I need to work on some things before this, but I'll keep you all posted, peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Woah....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Mar 2008 09:26:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all, just now noticing I now have over 20,000 page views and over 300 deviations, when did that happen?  I never even thought I was popular here, but hey, thanks to all who helped me gain this mile stone and for those who pushed me forward to continue drawing.  Anyways, today sucks so far, I had a test, which was basically a push over, since I already know about the unification of Italy and Germany.  Also today the end of an era is upon me, for I am to have my hair cut tonight! Now, you may say "big deal", I will tell you, I haven't had my hair cut since October 27th 2004, and its down to my belt, and its so awesome.  But alas, I must have it cut, its starting to touch my ass and it isn't the easiest thing to manage anymore.  Also I finally shaved off my beard the other day, I got bored with facial hair.  I like like im 16 again lol.  Though I feel like I'm 92 years old functioning at only 20% of my body's maximum.  Side note, I've been struggling not to get involved with my ex-best friend right now, like the urge to just call her and go "wtf is wrong with you, why haven't we talked in a month!?" is so strong, I just have to like punch something to prevent me from calling her.  Apparently my will power is quite weak.  Sooooo who knows what my future has in store for me, I don't, I wish I knew.  Actually here is a small wish list I have <br />-bass effects pedal preferably one with a delay, flanger, and echo effect.<br />-I want my friend Stephanie to get over this stupid arguement and come back to me.<br />-I want all my stupid acquiantances to leave me alone.<br />-I want this legal shit to go away, I didn't harm/harrass anyone, end of story.<br />-I'd like a pair of red jeans....<br /><br />Well that basically sums up my wish list, I've got nothing left to go over right now, peace out bitches.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So Sick of Winter</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Mar 2008 13:40:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man I am totally sick of winter.  Usually I like winter, its my second favorite season, but seriously, its too damn cold here, and with all the shit going on in my life I could go for some green scenery and shit.  Bring on spring already.  I'm pretty much bored, got nothing to do besides class and sit on my ass.  With the loss of my now ex-best friend, at least 50% of my activities are gone, I am so BOREDEDED.  Hopefully I won't end up in jail though, then I'll be really bored lol.  I haven't really had any motivation to draw lately, I think all this legal crap around me stunning my abilities at the moment, so excuse that.  I really wish something good would happen to me or something exciting, I need some adventure.  Uhhh just more bitching from my side of things, thats about it, see ya.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Feel Like Crap</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Mar 2008 16:49:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well here I am, bored, depressed, pissy, and lonely.  Why's that you may ask, well apparently I'm off to a hearing soon to decide my fate.  Gotta love false charges, god damn I'm screwed.  On that note, I don't know how much time I'll have to draw, given how I may be facing some serious shit, which mind you is fabricated, but still enough to beat me.  Though, I always assume the worse when dealing with our country's legal system, seeing how the majority of it is corrupt and what not.  I feel like crap, did I mention that already?  Due to all this stress, I haven't eaten much, my stomach problems are worse, I have ulchers in my mouth, and I've had a consistant head ache since all this started.  I just want my friend back, I just want this legal trouble to go away, I wish I could go back in time and prevent myself from saying "Yeah, come up" to her.  Jesus Christ I wish I said what I wanted to "You know, todays not really good for me, lets just stick to our prior plans", but no, I took sympathy on my best friend, and this is what it gets me.  Fuck me, all this sucks.  Oh, and btw, I lost my social security hearing too, so fuck that.  This is a bit much to happen considering 08 is only 2 months old.....I've lost my best friend, which means I've lost my godfather rights, then I lost my insurance, then I lost my social security, what next, oh wait, I know, false criminal charges, fucking hooorayyy!!!  Dammit, I'm done here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Who Doesn't Love Persecution?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 12:11:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, I've returned after forgetting to pay my cable bill, thus losing my internet connection, and I've got some stuff to tell you guys.  Ok, first, I'd like to know, just how many people love drawing pregnant women, and how many guys love them in more than one way?  I personally feel my "love" of pregnant women is divided into Romantic-Spiritual-Sexual feelings.  Its the pinnacle of romance to me, the ultimate love.  Also given I'm Byzantine Orthodox and we honor Mother Mary, I'm spiritually attached to it, and then finally sexual, duh, they're hot, no different from some guy at the mall checking a normal girl out, no different.  We aren't freaks, we are just normal guys who prefer certain things.  Reason I ask this, apparently its ok for the the police to take my drawings as evidence of a crime.  Now, the basis of this, my best friend, the pregnant one, snapped, lied to the police, covered up a whole lot of shit that is really her boyfriends fault, and pinned them on me.  Also, apparenlty my drawings are evidence of my crimes, what those crimes are, I don't know, but whatever.  All I know is the cops took my drawings, they're trying to get me for some crime I didn't commit, that her boyfriend actually did, so yeah, fuck me.  So, word to the many people who draw pregnancy related art, fuck the police, they're take your shit.  Holy hell this sucks, they think its all for and I quote "sexual gratification", seriously, how narrow minded.  For one, art is (to me) an emotional release, a ride if you will, to the next emotion.  I channel all my emotions through a filter, the filter would be my love for pregnant women.  I realize now that it will always be part of my art, regardless of what anyone thinks, or what the law of our fine nation thinks.  Uhh, nothing like being paraded around a court room like a "sexual deviant", nothing like being percecuted for your beliefs and such.  God who doesn't love humans, I mean, we are such an awesome race (sarcasm).  Dammit all, on a side note, because the cops took my drawings, I'm utterly terrified to draw right now, for fear they will take more of my art, dammit all, freedom of expression.  Whatever, I'd appreciate support from my fellow artists, peace out for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Screw This</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2008 20:09:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My art sucks REAL bad right now, I'm getting some heat on it from some external force, if we can call them that.  So needless to say, I doubt I will be drawing for a while, or posting anything for a while, I don't know how long, I hope to be able to get things back together, but unfortunately I'm not the one who gets to make that choice.  Fuck nuts, I'm so pissed, lets just say a "group" of people have no only killed my will to draw, but have attained some of my work.  I love being paraded around like a "sexual deviant", I absolutely love, it, its like right up there with going 10 rounds with Cervantes, or Vegeta, or something, fuck.  So, ho-kay, basically don't expect much of a turn out for a bit, hopefully I'll get my shit back, but hey, not my call again.  Peace out bitches, hopefully I'll be back in business soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm So Frustrated</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Feb 2008 08:36:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh yes, life blows, get used to it.  So, apparently, I have no friends right now, I'm super pissed at just about everything, and I have no insurance, how could this get better?  No, really, how, cuz I've got no fucking answers for this.  My insurance was canceled, so bye bye therapy, bye bye, shrink, so long stomach medications, oh and fuck off doctors.  Ahh, all I want is a break from this bullshit.  I'm fighting with my pregnant best friend who isn't in a good place right now, I'm severely hostile with most people in general.  My low-class friends (ie the ones I really secrely hate, and just use for entertainment) are getting on my nerves to the point I almost am tempted to lose my temper on them once and for all.  I'm am like super pissed, if I was a saiyan, I'd have gone Super Saiyan by now for sure.  God I want something to do, all I've been doing is playing my bass and working on some drawing ideas, which I really don't even want to do anymore.  Plus my growing distain with the pregnant genre community on DA doesn't help me.  Ohhh fuck nuts, thats all I've got, fuck nuts.  God dammit, I wish I could just like channel all this anger into something productive, but I don't have the slightest clue how, I'm too angry, too upset with my personal life, too freaking careful to take any meaningful risks, and if I do, guess what, they screw me over.  Oh, and get this, this REALLY made me pissy, in my Western Civilization 2 class today we went over the "Agricultural Revolution" and my teacher kept saying "labor", as in work force, and every god damned time she said it, of course I kept thinking of my pregnant friend and just got more and more pissed, seriously, massive run on sentence rant.  AHHH, Mother Mary help me, I'm so lonely, so bored, so pissed, so upset, oh and plus I'm hungry as hell right now, I should probably get on that, so screw this.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Big Time Screw Up</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Feb 2008 06:09:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man I'm a screw up.  You ever get chosen to help a situation for the knowledge that you could totally make the situation better, BUT you lose your cool and make it worse.  Oh yes, thats my current issue right now, and its driving me absolutely CRAZY!!  Well, considering I'm already nuts, who cares if I get worse.  Anyways, I think I need to take care of a lot of personal things right now, so I don't know if I'm going to be drawing for a while.  I don't know if I'm taking a hiatus or a break, but I'm pretty sure the stress of life, school, best friend issues, personal issues, and general insanity are pretty much weakened my ability to draw.  Lets hope it doesn't effect my ability to take notes, since I have to go to history class in 20 minutes.  So yeah, I seriously suck, stupid venting journal entry, I'm off.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Its Gonna Be A Great Week</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Feb 2008 08:58:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No, not really, its actually going to be very stressful and full of bullshit.  You may ask say to yourself "But, Rudy, why is this week gonna suck???", and I will answer, "Fucking court".  Thats right, I'm off to do legal battle this Thursday over my social security, which I get to sit there while my "attorney" (in reality, incompotent jag-off) tried to make me seem crazy enough to keep my social security money.  Mean while, our lovely Federal government saids a defense laywer to try and prove I'm not crazy and I don't deserve any finacial aid.  So, heres my issue, I don't think I'm that bonkers and I don't appreciate people talking about it trying to prove I am, or I'm not, so needless to say, I'm going to be VERY pissy that day.  Next thing thats stressing me out, my friend and I may move in together soon, if certain factors come into play, but seeing as I'm a 19 year old, college student with no money, and a car I can't drive, I'm a tad worried, but at least my friends more able then I am at this stuff.  I guess we'll have to pick up the slack on each other.  So basically this week is looking for an apartment, battle it out in court, settling some issues around the gene pool (aka, my fucking family) then working out some details with my friend and our bigger picture.  So, yeah, as far as art goes, I haven't had any time at all to draw, between school, legal shit, stress, etc, etc, blah, blah, blah.  I am currently attempting to finish a drawing I started like 3 days ago, but its coming along very slowly, so yeah, that sucks.  Well, thats it, I'm out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>This Will Be Over Soon...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 10:26:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man, I love that lyric, anyways, here I am, pretty much mentally alert from this morning, got nothing to do other than update this thing.  Anyways, I haven't drawn anything in like a week, I only have one drawing that I'm not going to post for a bit, since its just one random doodle.  I feel like crap, I couldn't eat at all yesterday for a doctors appointment this morning, but now I actually can eat, so I'm starting to feel better.  I'm so bored, no ones around, my friend is still asleep, my mom is sleeping in, and here I am, wired, hungry, and pissy.  I guess thats about it, I really don't have anything to say, my art sucks currently, I blow, and I'm hungry, I want pizza.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sick of Being Sick</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:26:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man I'm sick of being sick.  Well, apparently after a hospital visit back in December and some further stuff, I have colitis.  Which is basically an umbrella term for my lower intestines not working properly.  This shit sucks, the doctors don't know what kind of colitis I have yet, so there is no real reason to start any treatment yet.  I utterly "love" doctors, I went to the hospital in December, they did X-rays and stuff and found out what was wrong, but they couldn't get me into a specialists scheduel till the end of January.  The doc at the ER said "if you get sick again though, come in, we'll admit you and do it ourselves", I should have just stayed a few nights.  Fuck modern medicine.  Anyways, between school starting up, bass practice, and me not being home much, I haven't drawn a whole lot, though I did doodle a little, but this artistic block persists.  Man, life blows, no really, life in general as a whole sucks.  I'm beginning to feel that the sole purpose in life is to combat the bullshit, stupid pains, and general evils of life.  There better be a hefty reward for this.  Eh, that and I've been hitting the religious documents lately, hopefully some good ole Orthodox faith can fix me, seeing as medicine has failed me twice.  Thats all I've got, I'm done here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm Not A Professional</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:11:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all, just thought I'd go over some random things.  First I started my second semester today, which the first day was a disaster.  Not only did my one class get canceled for the semester, the god damned school screwed up and didn't get my history class a room.  Yeah, roomless on day one, here I am thinking to myself "wow, these school officials are morons".  There was a class in there that ran from 9 to 11, while our class in that SAME room was to run from 10 to 11.  God damned "professionals" they're paid to do that kind of stuff, and they blow it, awesome.   Note, I hate the people who run that school, it just so happens its really close to me and the classes are pretty good.  Anyways, besides that everything else is good, I'm just sitting here bored waiting for my friend to call me if she ever gets home, blah.  Also, I've been thinking of a story idea with some stuff I've been working on, and I'll run it past you guys.  <br />
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Basically the story involves two pregnant sisters, who I'm not sure if I'm going to make them twins, or one older, one younger, I'll work that out later.  But anyways, they're kinda like witches, or something.  Also note that I love Charmed, so some of this was inspired by Charmed.  But anyways, I would like to set it in modern times, and have like more than just my generic conflict, like have more personal stuff.  An example would be that the girls pregnancy is like never ending until they complete some task, so basically they have to deal with it.  I don't know, I'm an idiot with this kind of stuff apparently.  Some other things that I'm hoping to use is like a more normal appearence of the characters, at least the main human ones.  Also, need to work out some powers or something to make this interesting.  Also may add some boyfriends and stuff like that for them.  I'm just brain storming right now, which I never realy do on DA, and since I've been kinda dead with my story ideas, I figured I'd post some and see what the masses think.  So, hit me up with ideas, comments, questions, complaints, whatever, see ya.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I've Been Tagged Apparently</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 22:33:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I've been tagged for some reason, now I'm to post 5 things about myself, well here goes.<br />
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1- I'm Left handed<br />
2- I have long hair, down to my belt<br />
3- My main artistic style is "Pregnancy genre", as I call it.<br />
4- I'm a Tool fanantic.<br />
5- I hate my real name, which is Achille.  <br />
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So, there, 5 things, peace.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What A Year!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2007 15:14:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ God bless 2007.  This year as seen my rise, my peak, best damned year I've had in a long time.  My artistic designs, progression and ideals have increased dramatically.  My personal life is at least moving somewhere.  My schooling is going real well, and I've played my first bass riff.  I'm kinda surprised how fast I got into my bass, I played the intro of Forty Six & 2 (really really amazing Tool song) today with only like 15 minutes of practice.  Still, I need to learn other stuff, but thats later.  My, my, my, what a year, I've done away with the old, weak and dying, and fully embraced the new, young and strong.  Hopefully my new story and colored drawings will get underway soon, I've been real busy the past two days.  Also, my friend got kicked out of her house, so I'm pretty pissed at that, so I have to help with some shit there.  Though, this was a good year, I went camping with my friend, saw Tool live with her, even had sleep overs and other randomly amazing activities.  Here is to hoping 2008 brings more joy.  Well, thats about it for now, stay tune ladies and gentlemen (mostly men though...), thats it, peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>So Incredibly Bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2007 20:11:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, as the title would suggest, I'm totally bored.  There isn't anything for me to do.  I have so much pent up emotional energy, I must do something.  Lets recap what emotions are going through my freakin mind....anger, guilt, happiness, excitement, and love.  The only thing I did today was see my extended family for Christmas.  Don't get me wrong is was nice to see the other part of my family that DOESN'T hate me, but we didn't stay longer than 3 hours, leaving me with guess what, NOTHING TO DO!!!  Man, I'm so bored, I have no motivation to draw, all I really want to do is hang out with my friend, I just want some social interaction.  Which is absolutely hilarious considering I'm not exactly Mr. Friendly.  I need to like run a mile or do a B and E (thank you Dane Cook).  As for the artistic standings, I'm taking a break, I have one drawing to submit, but I may hold off till I get a few backed up for a nice post.  Ehh, shit, I've got nothing else, out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>Artistic Road Block</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Dec 2007 17:54:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Greetings, I've been praciticing my basic techniques lately, mainly due to some lack of creative vision.  I may or may not post my random practice pics, perhaps.  I may return to drawing randon wacky drawn preggies, may take it in different directions and what not.  However, the things I am working on are, bigger feet, bigger hands, more proportionate legs, and hopefully some more improvement on faces and torso detail.  Thanks to anyone who has given me advice in the past, hopefully I'll put it to use.  Also, if you have any ideas, requests, whatever, since I'm bored with my personal shit, feel free to launch some ideas at me peace.  <br />
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Side Note- when did I get 18,000 page views, holy hell.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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                <title>The Win of all Wins</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 19:24:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, holy spirit, I'm back in the game.  After about 7 weeks plagued by the unknown, the death of a very close relative, and looming personal conflicts, ALL is well.  Praise be, holy crap, I haven't felt this good in years, I have no clue why I feel so good now.  I got to see my friend, we celebrated Christmas today, mainly cause she lives an hour away and I don't see her more than once a month.  Today was awesome, and because of today I have been artistically inspired.  Hopefully I will be able to produce newer works, hopefully with the same vigor and progression I have displayed lately.  For all those who put up with whatever bullshit I've said, done whatever, thanks.  Also, know this, my art will probably always be 100% pencil, 0% digital, don't bother suggesting.  Though, know this also, I will be striving for more major background epics (ie Leap Into the Unknown), but I will always post my random, negative space drawings.  So, here is to embracing the new.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~RudiciusCaesar</author>
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