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<sub>Seeing as all the drAma here on dA is just going insane, and everything is becoming hypocritical and just all sorts of levels of crap, I decided that hey, we need something uplifting and funny!



DAWWW LOOK AT THE KITTEH! This isn't my kitty, though I do wish it was xP

I know I've been responsible for some of the drAma myself, but as of lately everyone needs to smile, laugh, and be cheerful. It's the holiday season, and not just that but a time when everyone should love being with others and just try and make amends.

I hope this little bugger brightened up your day as it did mine, it made me laugh out loud during class and everyone ran to see, and smiled when they saw it. Spread a smile, a laugh, a hug, to anyone nearby and make sure that you can brighten their day as this lil kitty did mine :3


LEAD US OUT PIANO CAT!





~image by Desaesed


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28362489/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28362489/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 20:45:01 PST

<sub>A little quote from a comedian who did a segment on Animal Rights. And I have to say, as of late, things have been getting under my skin.

Yes, I am into Taxidermy and working in my own way to learn the process (as of now I am broke and can not afford to buy the supplies). Yes I own pelts, of many different varieties. Yes I own a soft mounted fox. YES I LOVE ANIMALS!

Here's a little bit about me so you all know ~

I was born and raised a dog trainer, and have grown up with animals bigger then myself for my whole life. I have always had a passion for animals and my heart aches when I see an animal in pain or mistreated. I will fight for everything I can to help an animal in need, one time being actually pulling over on the side of the road and nearly taking home a deer that had been dazed from being hit by a car. I have taken snapping turtles off the road and set them aside so they wouldn't get hit, I have put myself in harms way for animals, and they ARE Thankful.

But what I hate are people. People are cruel, insensitive, and so uncaring. As of late a lot of my friends who do own pelts, hides, furs, ect... have been getting bashed/reported/ and numerous other things. But what really gets to me, is it's only the CUTE animals that people care about. IE Foxes, coyotes, wolves and other fluffies. However, if it's a snake, or a possum, or a bird. "Oh wow that's pretty" . Now I saw an image earlier (I am not featuring, nor naming the artist) whom had taken a photograph with at least five dead birds hanging from a tree branch by thread. It was a very beautiful image, but still... they are dead birds. No one had a problem, and one person even commented that since there are so many birds in the world, that they didn't feel bad. Yet, if it is an animal that the person really doesn't care about, then it's just hunkydory! So... People are SO hypocritical.

That AND Taxidermy is so frowned upon, even if it's something thats retaining the animals natural form and not just for sheer pleasure of killing something, yet Pornography and Graphic and Gory 'art' is accepted here. I don't know how Porn is accepted more over Taxidermy... is it that it makes the person feel more satisfied? Ugh it's disgusting...

I don't want to rant, and I don't want to rave, but this is just... building up inside of me and I gotta let it out before I explode. I AM going to be posting more pictures of my pelts. I AM going to get more Taxidermy done, and I AM going to learn. I also am going in for a major of Zoology, and going to be working with animals... So if you say that I must hate animals since I have pelts... F-You!

:3 Sorry for being rude, but I'm sick of it. And I'm sure others are too.


~image by Desaesed


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28342521/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28342521/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 21:38:05 PST

<sub>Kirbian is at 61,234!



Stolen from *Tillamoke

Rules:
~ If you don't have at least 8 OCs I wouldn't recommend this meme
~ Add on questions to this meme! It will make it bigger!
~ Enjoy!

1) First list all your OCs by first name so we can see your list of all your wonderful OCs:

Haha I'm only listing 8 xP

1) Rurouna
2) Rahne
3) Aun
4) Akuma
5) Nkiruka
6) Ahanu
7) Alkaline
8) Sera

2) Who is your favorite OC?
Haaard choice... Rurouna, since she is my fursona :3

3) Who is your least favorite?
D: I don't have one! I love them all!

4) Who is your most developed?
Out of these 8, Nkiruka would have to be the most, because of her background and personality and such

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?
xP Uhhh... I suppose Ahanu. I did make him to be a hottie >
But there are to many smexy bois of mine xP

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?
20 - Female OCs
28 - Male Ocs
Jeeeze O.o I didn't know I had that many!

7) If you were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?
Aun would run in fearlessly and probably end up getting hurt, freaking out and going all demonish and still resulting in saving me at the end xP Though he'd probably do more damage then the fire.

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.
I have so many... But I love them all. I can't name anything wrong about them.

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why??
Oooo tough choice... Well, Ahanu IS a father, though he might not be the best.
Uhh... I'd have to say Rurouna would be the best probably, seeing as she's very motherly to all.

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?
Nkiruka and Kensaku. xP They're both badasses sooo... Yeah I could easily see them in jail.

11) The eighth of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?
TEH NEW GODZILLA! >:3

12) Name the first OCs catch phrase!
"-eyetwitch- Did you just call me.... SHORT?!"

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?
-insert fur flying in all directions here-
CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?! D:

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they can't be with someone else's)
Nope. None would last long enough to stand one another xP

15) Your seventh OC switched bodies with you for a day! How will they react at the end of the day?
Well... Considering Alkaline is blind he'd probably be SO confused, as well as not understanding what had happened to him... -doesn't want to even imagine a male in a females body-

16) Your last OC just became a fifteen year old. What do they do?
Lawl She'd probably freak... Seeing as she'd still be considered a hatchling xP

17) Now randomly select a person on your OC list. Who was it?
Alkaline

18) That OC you just chose? Yeah they think they are superman (even if they are a girl) and are on the roof about to jump off.
Well... He can control wind so... He'd probably just end up gliding somewhere before smacking face first into a wall since he can't see xP

19) Are any of your OCs bored of this meme?
Nkiruka - "....Can I kill them now?"
Rahne - " -huffs- I agree with the cat... Is it over yet?"
Aun - " This is fun! -
-All stare at Aun-

20) Would your second OC prefer the beach or the mountains?
Mountains, Rahne HATES the heat.

21) Would your 5th OC battle a shark?
Eheheh... Probably. And she'd probably mutilate the poor fishy horribly. xP

22) Which OCs hate each other?
Rurouna loves everyone.
Rhane has a temper
The others are pretty much neutral
And Nkiruka.... Hates everyone.

23) Which OC did you create first? And last?
Rurouna - Marcus

24) Your dad's leg!
NOMNOMNOM http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28316820/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:09:53 PST

First off I wanted to thank everyone who commented on my journal about my cousin. In fact he's doing much better and there is a chance that he doesn't have the severe form of his disease as we first had been told. He's on a special diet right now to figure out if it was a food allergy. God I sure hope so.

That and everyone who agreed with the wrongdoings of the church, and had added him to their prayers. I can't tell you how much it means.


You all are fantastic, every last one!


Now I'm slowly starting to get back into the swing of things. I've been having issues with my stomach which resulted in somewhat of a bout of diarrea. Ugh not fun x-x

But that's actually given me the break that I need to work on some drawing and stuff, and it's been quiet which is somewhat nice.

That and then I'm getting back into the swing of Taxidermy. I've managed to get my pelts back into my room (thanks to mom smuggling them away) sooo... yeah xD They're back again. I'm just waiting for me to get a yote I got from ~beybladercoyboy and Tres from *FoxyCreations soo.. Yeah I'm just waiting eagerly :3

Will be getting pictures of them when they get here. I gotta get more updated pics of the ones I have now.

I reorganized my room, so I will have to do that Room Meme now >:3 I've been wanting to do a meme for a while now lawl


AND HEY, HEY, HEY!! The Kiribian is coming up! Keep your eyes pealed!

Pageview is at 61,234


~image by Desaesed


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[link] ]]> *Rurouna</sub> http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28139102/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28139102/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 08:45:16 PST

<sub>Well since I've had sooo much fun catching other people's kiribians... I figured that I'd at least have another one for people to catch of mine xP

The next one will be 61,234 - so keep your eyes pealed! It's coming up soon :3


Other then that, the main reason why I got a subby was to feature some of my friends. I only have two that I can think of to feature, so... If you would like to be featured, comment below and I'll browse through everything and stick you on up here

Tis the least I can do for you all

EDITED, SORRY PEEPS, I'M NOT AWAKE! xP




~image by Desaesed


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28113769/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28113769/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 19:06:19 PST

<sub>Yeeah I need to add this in. I've been meaning to try and get pictures of them, but they're camera shy and won't pose xP

But Yes, I convinced mom and she let me get two rats. I got them yesterday and one is a fancy and the other is a dumbo rat. They're both so sweet, and thanks to my current KH obsession my friends and I named them Xion and Xiggy xP I love them so much and I promise that as soon as I get images up as soon as I can.


Xiggy is chocolate brown with a white underbelly and paws and is larger then Xion.

And Xion is all white with black markings :3 She's such a sweety too.


~image by Desaesed


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28102703/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28102703/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 09:06:11 PST

<sub>And I think just to spite her... I'm going to do Mac Vs. PC




~image by Desaesed


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28082076/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/28082076/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 08:38:51 PST

<sub>I had typed this once already... but Safari decided to be stupid and freeze and make me force quit out of everything. > I am not amused Safari... NOT AT ALL.


But yeah, did nothing for Halloween but sit on mah butt and twiddle my thumbs. Boring as heck this year... I did want to dress up and everything, and go to parties and stuff (since Im in college and al that good crap) but nah, either I had to work, people were sick, school got in the way.... Or I just forgot. x_X So needless to say, this year was a draaaggg... I still wanna do something maybe...


Anyway, I beat KH Days lastnight, I bawled my eyes out.. But it was SUCH A GOOD GAME! Oh my gosh xP

I was going to say more... but I forgot. xP So tis all for now.


~image by Desaesed


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27998151/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27998151/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 16:11:31 PDT

<sub>I gots myself a subby.... Cause I felt like I wanted to feature some peoples soo... I needed to add in the images of their pieces

Yeah, I'm in Anthropology class at the moment soo... I shall update later

I also wanted to thank everyone whom came to the livestream :3 That was awesome
I love my watchers


~image by Desaesed


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27981449/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27981449/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 16:52:42 PDT


I hate it when it posts it before I can write x-x

Anyway, I just made a livestream account, and I was wondering, who would like to watch me draw? :3

I have some things that I need to finish/work on, so lemme know and I'll post a link!

Update!

[link]

I hope this link works, I've never done this before xD

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27931151/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27931151/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 21:18:00 PDT


Jeeze you guys are fast! xD That and I must have stalkers... or something. But yeah, twas caught, and the pieces are now in the works to be finished. Will have them up soon once they're finished.

Just an update that college work is still nuts xP To tired to type out a whole journal... so... just saying that the kribian was caught!

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27863509/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27863509/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 21:46:53 PDT


Well I figured that since I haven't done anything really big for a while... how about a kiribian capture? :3 Soooo... Whom ever captures my 59,000th pageview or closest to it will get a drawing of their choosing.

Other then that, if I open up a contest, who would be interested? I'm not sure of an idea as of yet... but I'll see what I can come up with

We just need some more exciting stuff here on mah page! So getastalkin!

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27804399/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27804399/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 19:41:37 PDT


Well today has been nuts xP But I figured I was in desperate need of an update and to let everyone know that aside from uploading some drawings here and there that I am as well living.

So yeah, today I printed pictures in the dark room in college, it's so much fun! Despite smelling like chemicals when you walk out of there, it's so awesome to just go in there and chill with your friends. Hah even today they had me turn my Ipod on and we were all jamming to music :3 It was priceless.

But other then that today, I had my first day of work. It was fun, but tiring. So I'll be working tomorrow and I hope that I won't die. xP Just wish me luck there, it isn't bad. But I don't want to hear anyone complain about food service again lawl

My art status is somewhat... on hold. When I have time to work on stuff I will. I've been doing school work and now with a job I'm going to be TERRIBLY busy. Anytime I have to draw, I will, but just letting you know :3


Sorry for it being short, I'm somewhat out of it, but yes, I will update again soon. And I should be on every day, but you might not see some deviations for a while. Just wish me luck.

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27628723/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27628723/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 07:32:59 PDT


Well my hunny left yesterday and I have to say I couldn't have enjoyed his stay more... unless he stayed longer. But yeah, going through a little bit of withdrawl and trying to plot when I'll be able to see him again. Even a day feels like to long. Hopefully sometime soon... Maybe winter won't be to bad this year and he'll be able to come up when I'm on vacation or something. -is hopeful-

Anyway, I just had to get up super early and I'm sitting in the main lobby of my college doing my best not to fall asleep... Cause mom had a doctors appointment and dropped me off... over an hour early? So yeah, I'm sitting here, waiting for class to start and trying not to fall into hibernation... It's cold, and is nothing like the fall I'm used to... and I'm sloooowly falling asleep and starting to loose track of what I'm typing... so if this is one gigantic rant, please forgive me.

Anyway, I'm going in and seeing my insane english teacher, class just... doesn't make sense with her. Uhhh... my Black and White photography teacher is pissed at me because I had to call off last class because my asthma was so bad my mom didn't want me to get mixed up with those chemicals in the dark room... I love anthropology and have a powwow this weekend so Imma see what I can't find there that's interesting. Aaaand math is just.. so much fun...

Other then the drama college is alright, not to bad not to terribly good though. But I am enjoying it. I'm right bow testing my endurance and seeing how much I can type without looking at the screen. Rather fun I have to say and I'm impressed... lawl.

Alright... Enough if me messing around. xD Sorry for this guys, I'm just so out if it that I'm going to fall asleep in this chair... and it seems like the only thing that's keeping me awake is typing...

But I'm going to be getting my fox from *FoxyCreations soon. He'll be in the mail and be on his waaay. I can't wait, I misses the bugger. But yeah, lately my asthma has been kicked up so bad that mom made me remove my pelts from my room. It's sooooo empty now. And I miss having Gen by me.

Anyway, I'm going to stop ranting now, and go to sleep. Or at least attempt to. xD

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27518484/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27518484/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 09:45:36 PDT


Thanks to everyone who tried to help me with that friggin Youtube thing xP I mooched off my internet at school and got it.

Other then that, you won't be hearing from me tomorrow and the next couple days. Mah boy is coming up and Imma be hanging out with him. I can't wait.


Stolen from ~

1. What color is your bra?
Black

2. Do you ever lie about your age?
I can't really... People think I'm older then I am so when I tell them my actual age they already think I'm lying.

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
I ALWAYS go for the tough guys... Dunno WHY, but I do. But generally the tough guys are pretty sensitive

4. Do you prefer blonde or brunette guys?
-goes to answer but has my mouth muffled by a strange hand and is dragged away-

5. Are you currently single?
Nupe, happily taken

6. How many things in your past do you regret?
To many to name xP

8. Do you have a best friend?
Yup, couldn't ask for a better friend

9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I WANNA BE A SPACEPERSON!!
Naaah I dunno actually xP

10. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
Nope, don't plan on it

11. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
Well... most of my clothes are from Khols because they're cheap, but I loooove Hottopic

12. Who was the last person you hugged?
Mah grandma

13. Have you ever had your heart broken?
A decent few

14. Have you ever thought about suicide?
Thought about it, but couldn't stomach it. Medication made me think that way...

15. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
Don't we all?

16. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
-marks another person onto my 'christmas list'-
Eh? Oh... you didn't see anyyyyythiiing

17. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
Oh jeeze... I dunnu, there's a lot

18. Do you like your life?
I do. I can't complain.

19. Do you shop at Hollister?
-HISSSSSSS-

20. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Nada

22. Did you forgive them?
.........

23. Who was your first best friend?
Ashton :3

25. How long have you had myspace?
Have one, but never on it

26. Have you ever skipped school?
Nope

28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Maaaayyyyybe xP

29. If so, why?
He had it coming

30. What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
Loosing those I love, spiders, and being alone

32. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
Mhm...

33. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Mhm

34. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Mmmmhhhhmmmm

35. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
I believe everyone deserves a second chance, just don't break my heart :3

36. Are you a player?
Noooo waaay

37. What kind of cell phone do you have?
Jesus Phone baaaabyy.. or Iphone to those who don't know the other name of it xP

38. What is your screen name?
Rurouna :3

39. So far, do you like this survey?
Tis okay

40. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
Yupp

41. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Nah, I don't like popularity.

42. Do you ever wish you were a man?
Sometimes... when I REALLY REALLY want to beat someone up and I don't have a shoe handy

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27482518/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27482518/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 08:54:22 PDT



GRAAAH I HATES IIIT! x_X I have a video that I made for you all (and the haters out there) showing exactly how I draw. I started with a blank sheet of paper and drew a wolf (which I'm not uploading until I get that blasted thing on youtube somehow!) But for some reason it keeps erroring out and just freezes not even half way through the upload...

Are there any tips with people who use Youtube a lot out there? It's not nearly 2GBs or anything like that. It has a format of .MOV which is acceptable to youtube, but I just can't friggin upload it! x_X It's seriously getting on my nerves... and I don't even know if Photobucket will let me upload it there. I've tried but somehow it just... vanishes.

Any tips anyone, plleeaase? I'm desperate x-x I wanna upload that soooo baaaaaad

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27262699/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27262699/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 13:16:39 PDT


Uhh... No particular reason for the title, that's what happens when I get bored... But yeah, thought I needed to update and stuffs to let you all know what's going on.

I haven't been able to do entirely a HUGE amount with my drawings, seeing as I had to fill a whole roll of film that was half way decent with a camera I have no idea really how to use in addition to homework and other insane happenings. So I haven't really been able to get to it as I had hoped, but I will! I have two things I need to get done, one trade and a request and then Imma see what I can't figure out for you all

I got the Dissidia OST and I've got the music blaring loud enough that my mom's yelling at me xP It's so pretty... I can't help it. Um, I'm also getting two foxes in (one of which JUST came -squeee-) which one is a new red that I can work with, which it's beautiful may I say... the price for it is amazing for the tan job on the bugger. I still love my other red, but this one has NO holes and doesn't give me a headache when I look at it xP The other is a Cross, I've yet to get it in yet... but it should be coming rather soon. It doesn't have feet, so I'm going to be on a hunt for paws if anyone can point me in a direction where I might find them. :3

Other then that I'm going to get =IamETOH 's raccoon he had done. I'm actually really excited. :3 I've always wanted one of them done, and I'm happy that I can give him a new home and that he'll be happy with Genisis and Tres when he arrives. But yeah, I'm getting ready for class.... Math, ugh... So you all should be hearing from me rather soon again. Tomorrow I'm going to be at my aunts house where there is no internets, so.... I don't know if I'll be able to find somesort of wifi there or hack into someone's connection, but it might be a little while before you hear from me again xP Probably this weekend. But don't fret! I shall return, mwahahahahaha!!



~14 Days till I see mah lub!

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27212569/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27212569/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 16:15:47 PDT



Blasted ~Hellbreaker777 Got me xP



Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)". (Too bad I'm not. )
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

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1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?

Rurouna Marie, but many call me Ru

2. Interesting... what's your current age?

About four winters

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?

Ohhh the list could go on! Deer, rabbit are good, but are hard to catch *continues to mumble on*

4. And your favorite drink?

*is still going on about food*

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?

Mah baby Adolfo. Couldn't manage without him

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?

Mhm, but I still love nomming on his ear :3 Even though he hates it

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?

I am my favorite colors >:3

8. Who's your favorite author?

Uhhh... Edgar Allen Poe

9. Now what's your biggest fear?

Well... Spiders terrify me

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?

Nope. Single pup at birth.

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?

Fiero and Shadow, and of course my Adolfo

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?

For those who know who they are, staaaay awaaaay

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?

The world would collapse on itself before imploding in a gigantic burst of flames and carnage before reverting and turning into one gigantic hairball spit up by the star constellation Leo. I tend to get carried away with my imagination.

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?

"You seem familiar... Do I know you?" -both say at the same time-

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?

Okay, I'll go hide under the bed.
I WANNA BE A SPACEPERSON!

16. What's your worst nightmare?

Loosing those I love

17. What's your lifelong dream?

Bringing up a pack of my own while standing alongside of my life love

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?

Squeal before going and finding something to roll in and run and give all my friends hugs! -innocent smile-

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?

In the shade of a tree rested alongside the one I love

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?

Uhhhh thaat... I am not to sure of actually.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT!

and who ever else :3

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27002309/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/27002309/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 18:13:12 PDT


Alrighty! So out of random picking here's the list that came out

1. ~kurodog
2. ~LadyDarkStar
3. *EmosLoveWeed
4. ~tygerwolfe
5. ~Kitten84

:3 So yeah, people picked, comment here for the the ref of the character of mine that I'll send to you. Thank you all so much!

Aaand those who still commented, you miiight still get a gift ;D

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Yeah... Bored out of my mind. Sure school is keeping me busy, buuuut... Not busy enough. That and I've been in an art muse lately that has HARDLY LET ME SLEEP. I doodle in class (more then I should) and I have to at least draw one thing a day or else I feel like I'm gona esplode.

SO here's the deal... I'm going to take FIVE trades. Post your character profile here, and tomorrow at about this time (or earlier) I'll announce whom at random was picked. Pretty much I'm just gona toss the names in a hat and pick randomly who will get the trade, so it's not about art style or such, completely random :3

Buuuuuuuut... The reason why I want you all to post your characters is because there's a chance that you all might just get some free art in the process. If I'm happy with the trades, and get them done rather fast, I juuuust might pick a select few characters that I'll draw. :3

SO POST AWAY PLEASE!

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/26753398/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/26753398/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 11:45:36 PDT



Well it's about time that I took that journal down from my little hissy fit with Best Buy. As you can all imagine, I'm not employed with them anymore, but that was my own choice, and it didn't end in termination. At least now I can work on focusing on other things (such as finding a new job) and college. I can't wait, I had orientation yesterday and it was fun, mainly just talking about what was expected of us, ect ect...

But what I had the most fun with, was mah boy came up :hart:
That meant the world to me, to be able to see him for those two days, and thankfully my mom's being more open about me seeing him, and actually now opened her eyes and saw that he is a sweet kid, and is going to let me see more of him, even allow him to stay in our house when he comes and visits. So we just need to figure out a time when we both can see each other again and see what comes up :3

But yeah, mainly doing this to get rid of that emo rantish journal of mine... That and I needed an update terribly. So yesh, that's what's been going on in the past few days.





BTW I LOVE HIS LIL ICON HOLLY! I CAN'T STOP LOOKING AT IIIIIIIT


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I'm done. I quit... I give up. Best buy has done nothing but lie to me from the start, and today was the last straw. I'm sick and tired of worrying for my job because they constantly find reasons to write me up and never tell me anything of what I need to do, then yell at me when it doesn't get done. I'm sick and tired of shoving stuff down people's throats that they don't want, and I'm tired of being yelled at for NOT pushing it on a customer.

I've been lied to, no geek squad, no floor position, no nothing. It's over, I feel horrible to all my friends there, the few that I had... But still... It's not worth it. Not even the discounts are worth it.

I'm calling in tomorrow and informing them that I'm resigning. I don't care anymore, let them do what ever the FUCK they want. Sorry for the language, but I'm sick of it.... I'm worn and beaten. I'm tired of Tyler, I'm tired of Tom, I'm tired of EVERYTHING. The money isn't worth it, if it's going to effect my mental and physical well-being, I swear that if I go in there one more day I'll quite literally vomit.

Sorry about the rant, I have to get it out of my system. So I'm currently going to be unemployed, and going into college... Let's hope that the other job I just applied for goes through...

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<sub>Yup! Officially one day till I'm eighteen! I can't wait, I'll be finally able to have somewhat of a life of my own x3 College too, I've found a school that I'm enrolled in and I still need to figure out my major. Things are somewhat looking up around here... Somewhat being the key word.

There's been a lot of crap going on, but things can't be controlled... So I just hang onto Gen and keep movin on.

Oh and to people who don't like my pelts anymore, SORRY, but you AREN'T going to change my opinions on it. I tried to apologize, and was told that I have nothing to apologize for, and you know what... I'm right. So just drop it please :3


Anyway, its late, just thought I needed an update... about to fall asleep. yeah xP Gona be busy the next couple days...

But yeah I'm lookin for some more pelts, hopefully a nice cross that isn't to expensive. That's the one that I want next terribly. So yeah xP</sub>

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/26323105/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/26323105/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 17:52:56 PDT


Well as all of the people I watch have probably noticed, I've been my little stalker self and gone and been favoriting stuff for the past couple days without commenting or anything like that. Well here's my reason :3

I should have said somewhere in one of my previous journals (at least I think I did) that I was going over to my aunt and uncle's house. (Which I'm at right now :3) and often times I get pulled into things like the mandatory fishing I just had to do with my little cousin so there's not often that I can get onto the computer, very seldem am I able to get on and check things for very long. So I normally blast through my deviations/comments/ ect and just get through them asap xP So sorry all.

But anyway, what the main reason was is I went with my family to a hunter trappers convention in Ohio... God four hour car ride there and then a five hour car ride home since we got lost. All thanks to my uncle. But it was fun :3

I came home with two artics, both complete, one of which is going to *CunningFox since I promised that I'd find her one. There were SO many things there that I wanted to buy, but I didn't have enough money to x3 But I got a free skunk out of the artic deal, which is complete except he's missing a bottom jaw. He's probably gona be my first attempt at taxidermy, since I'm REALLY eager to get started.

But yeah, I got the guy's information from where I got the artics and I'm seriously considering ordering some more stuff from them. They're so nice and they have all complete pelts. x3 It made me so happy. The next thing that I'm gona get is gona be a cross fox, I want one of those buggers so bad. Either that or a grey. (which I had the oppertunity to get one but I DIDN'T DARN IT!!) Oh well... I can always call them. :3

But yeah, new addition to my fur family. I lurvs the little bugger. It's solid white with a black undercoat, I love the look to it. Once I get home, pictures will be taken! That I promise!

But I took Genisis with me, and he was a HUGE hit! So Foxy, you're gona be getting a lot of messages I'd imagine cause a lot of people were interested in him :3 I can't wait.


I haven't been able to work on drawings, since I didn't bring them with me, but as soon as I get home that's gona be the first thing I do.

Just thought I'd update you guys! Talk to you when I get home!!




~Ru

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I'm sorry that you don't find having a couple pelts as interesting as I do, or find it not just spiritual but educational as well. I'm sorry if somehow by my own intrests that I have spoiled your opinons on me, then there's nothing I can really do. There is nothing unnatural about owning an animal pelt in my eyes, especially if all of the animal is used. In addition, animals still play a part in a lot of human society... From food down to clothing still. I'm sorry to say, but pelts as well as other pieces of products from animals aren't going to cease anytime soon. I'm sorry again if my opinions on owning animal pelts has soured my name... But I have my own intrests as so do you.

Interesting fact, do you know how Davinchi learned the anatomical structures of human beings? Disection. He would regularly go to morgues and disect the bodies in order to understand muscle texture, structure, bone dencity and so many other complex things. Why is it such a crime if an animal pelt is used to help with artistic and educational means? I am a very hands on person, and to actually be able to touch a fox, or a coyote is an amazing experience, and I'm honored to own such a creature.

Again... I apologize if my intrest has offended anyone. I don't intend to, but please... don't be immature and rude, I wouldn't bash your interests if I didn't like them.



~Ru

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/26010254/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/26010254/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 16:15:06 PDT



Well today I got to go into Ohio and see mah lub. It was to long since I had seen him last, and I had a fieldday with him... Despite my mom and Vince being a pain in the rear about him. Thankfully they didn't really say anything or do anything, but Mom said he made a 'better impression' this time. Sooo... yeah that's good. Shes still being a burch about it, but I can't complain.. I got to see him and I was so happy.

ANYWAY onto the stuff that I got today. I found a dark yote (YEEEEEEES) with feet!! My only issue with her is that she has a hole in her rear leg (but I can sew it) and has no lower jaw. But if I go to this hunter/trappers thing I should be able to get a face and find a decent shade to sew on. That and she has a little bit of bald spots on her one foreleg and her lower tummy, but it's hard to see. Either that or I'll send her to Foxy and see what she can't do. But I really need to rehydrate her face, her ears are all smushed and her face looks like a pug. God she's beautiful though, small, but beautiful.

The other one I got is a red fox. I was so excited to find one that was intact that I didn't see a whole ton of the things that was wrong with the bugger. The first thing I noticed, and made me REALLY unsure was that he has a straight cut on his muzzle, but if I hydrate him I can probably sew that as well, but his belly is cut too and he's got a couple holes. Again I'm going to have to sew it... So that's going to be a chore seeing as there are a couple issues. I didn't notice the belly tear until I got him home. Whoever this guy sent them to get tanned to, SUCKS. x_X

But yeah, any good recommendations on sewing material to sew fur? Just regular fabric string? -shrug-

So yeah, going to the other convention at the end of this month... gona look for an Artic, Cross, or other ranch fox or another yote if I feel so inclined. I need a new pair of antlers... The small pair I have is holding up two yotes and a fox now xP

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Other then that I changed my bank account to Dollar Bank, so I now have a credit/debit card as well as my own account. SOOO I signed up for a paypal and it's all situated and set up :3 I'm so excited!! I can't wait to see what I can get my paws on now lawl. Though... I have no idea how to use the friggin thing, so if someone who actually OWNS one can tell me, that'd be great xP

So now commissions will be for paypal as well! No snailmail for me!

-1. ~darktsukasa7 - gona talk to you and still figure everything out
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Okay so here's the deal. I'm going to open four seven dollar commissions. The thing is I don't have Paypal or anything like that... (though I am going to get it in the future, I just can't right now seeing as I need to change banks first)

So it would have to be snail mail. But yeah... Fully colored and packaged and sent to you. So... Note me if you're intrested :3

1.
2.
3.
4.

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On another note things have been going... decent here. I'm going to apply for a colledge tomorrow so wish me luck, work has been insane, Mom's trying to get me to break up with my lub again. But at least I get to see him on Friday. <3

Thats... pretty much it. I have had a lack of inspiration lately, so these commisions should help. BUT I have gotten four pages done of my comic, I just need to scan them and get them up :3

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25778833/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25778833/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 16:31:47 PDT



stolen from *CunningFox

A
- Available: Happily Taken :3
- Age: 17, soon to be 18
- Annoyance: Technology that doesn't work, repetition to the point of insanity, MATH... stupid people.
- Allergic: Dear lord here we go... Cats, Dust, Pollen, Pinetrees, Grass, Dander, Some plastics, and for a short period of time... Water.
- Animal: Wolf
- Actor: Gerard Butler...

B
- Beer: NO THANK YOU KTHANKS
- Birthday/Birthplace: August 8th, Pittsburgh PA
- Best Friends: Matt (<3) , Ashton, Bria, Melvin, Sam
- Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes
- Best feeling in the world: Being held by my lub
- Blind or Deaf: I dunnu... That would be a HARD decision. x-X
- Best weather: Somewhat overcast, not to hot, not to cold.
- Been in Love: Yes, and I wouldn't have it any other way
- Been bitched out?: Hell... I work in Retail YEAH I HAVE BEEN
- Been on stage?: When I was a wee little girl
- Believe in yourself?: Eh...
- Believe in life on other planets: Yessir'e
- Believe in miracles: Yes
- Believe in Magic: Fictional magic xP
- Believe in God: I would SO quote chronicals of Riddick right now, but nows not the time. Yeah. I do.
- Believe in Satan: Yes
- Believe in Santa: Nope xP
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: HELL YES
- Believe in Evolution: Yes. Even in the bible we don't know how long those seven days were when God made the earth... :3

C
- Car: Chevrolet Corvette
- Candy: Kitkats
- Colour: Black
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese
- Cake or pie: Apple Pie
- Countries to visit: Scotland/Ireland and then my home turf Italy

D
- Day or Night: Night
- Dream vehicle: Just a plain old Jeep really
- Danced: Tried, failed... can't dance for my life
- Dance in the rain?: Can't dance, but I've stoodi n the rain and loved it.
- Dance in the middle of the street?: Nada
- Do the splits?: NO FRIGGIN WAY

E
- Eggs: Yum... hardboiled are really good
- Eyes: Hazel
- Everyone has: a brain, some of them decide not to use it when talking :3
- Ever failed a class?: ALMOST

F
- First crush: Andrew Pace from middleschool. To bad I was a geek and wasn't at all thought of as a person at school.
- Full name: Maria Lynn Sciullo
- First thoughts waking up: 'I'M UP!...I'm up... I'm up... Sleeptimenow?'
- Food: Cheeseburger

G
- Greatest Fear: Being alone, Spiders, Heights, Dieing
- Giver or taker: Giver
- Goals: Be with the person I love, work with animals
- Gum: No thanks
- Get along with your parents?: For the most part
- Good luck charms: do nothing.

H
- Hair Colour: Dirty Blonde
- Height: 5'1''
- Happy: I'm genrally a very happy person yes :3
- Holidays: Halloween
- How do you want to die: I... really don't want to think about that just yet
- Health freak?: PFFT I just ate at McDonalds today, NO.
- Hate: EVEANGELINE BREVIC. I WILL KILL HER IF I EVER SEE HER AGAIN

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Blue
- Hair Colour: Darker, not picky
- Height: Little taller then me
- Clothing Style: Anything that's comphy, and not friggin expensive. If they're going to spend more money on clothes then they are food... NO
- Characteristics: Sweet, Kind, Caring, Funny, Geting along with me
- Ice Cream: Errr?
- Instrument: Guitar

J
- Jewelry: Collar, My uncles bracelet (NEVER leaves me), and Matt's ring. <3
- Job: OPS worker at Best Buy

K
- Kids: NOOOOOOOO.... I prefer dogs please?
- Kickboxing or karate: Karate
- Keep a journal?: Nope

L
- Longest Car Ride: 7 hours, went to the beach
- Love: Mathew Scott Dillion <3
- Letter: A
- Laughed so hard you cried: Yeah... I've laughed so hard I've peed my pants too xP

M
- Milk flavour: Chocolate (if I wasn't lactoseintollerant)
- Movies: Oh fit... WAY to... ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25739612/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25739612/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 17:27:40 PDT



Okay, I made up my mind. Akuma shall be the main character of the comic, since it will potentially be a very interesting plotline and such.

I'm thinking of having ~NarutoFreak123, ~Tonkins, & ~Amaya38 and her freind help me with the BGs and coloring. It won't HAVE to be photoshop... heck it could be traditional x3 Just so someone can help me with scenery. I'm horrid at it, but I can make a half butted attempt at it.

But now... All that I ask, is you all THROW your big cat OCs at me. Toss them all at me!

I'm looking for a female to potentally fall in love with Akuma later on down the road. So I am in dire need of that.

Other OCs would be fantastic to run into the little cub and such. So go all out! Throw 'em at me!

So...
3
2
1


GOOOOO~~!!!

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25738563/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25738563/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 16:55:37 PDT


Update


Okay so I'm going to make it a Big Cat comic. Pretty much Lion one since I have a majority of those cats in my invintory. SOOO here comes the big question... Who would you all like to see the comic about?

Kamaria - [link]
^somewhat already planed out background... Forward story UNKNOWN but somewhat open to big changes.

Kosha - [link]
^Blind character, would be a very intersting story to try and think up, but I really can't see him as a main character.

Buru - [link]
^Most open as the main character... Just because I haven't done TO much with this boy in lines of future plotting.

Aun - [link]
^Would be a VERY good choice, but seeing as I REALLY like the progression of what has happened with him on the MP forums, I'd have to convert that into the storyline, thus throwing in some other OCs from ~Kitten84 and such.

Haeru - [link]
^Will probably find his way into the story SOMEHOW seeing as he's a flirt and will more or less try and hit on any female characters in the comic.

Nkiruka - [link]
^REALLY good chance I'm gona throw her in to the mix as well as our bad guy... just because she's a blood thirsty lioness who hates her own species :3

Kane - [link]
^He doesn't have much of a story, so he'd be possibly a good choice seeing as he'd leave things open a lot... maybe throw him in somewhere later on down the road.

Segare - [link]
^If Kane is thrown in, more or less I'd probably make him his son of sorts, since they do look a lot alike. I'm still not sure yet though so... No idea xP

Akuma - [link] - [link]
^would be VEEERY interesting, seeing as it would have to be more fantasy and the lions would have to be more or less demonic/angelic... seeing as he's trapped as a cub until he finds his true love :3

And then finally

Rudo - [link]
^Love this boy, but don't have to much of a story on him either... so not much I can really see with him.


So throw out OCs as well, I wanna see them so I can get a better idea too. So tell me who you'd like to see a comic about, I'd REALLY appriciate it :3

Also... I'm going to start to pick from the batch of people who should probably help me with my coloring and BGs. So... I'll let you all know :3

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Okay... So here's the deal. For some time now this has started to bug me since I have all these pent up OCs that need a little adventure and such, would anyone be interested in possibly collabing and making some sort of comic? I can do a majorty of the work, such as drawing the pannels and such for it... but what I'd need help on would be the coloring ect.. Since I don't have photoshop or any other program like that. xP All I have right now is paint. lawl.

I'm not sure of a story line or anything... the only thing that I have to possibly go off of is either the lion pride story that I had going, or something with Rahne.

I have to say... I give ~NarutoFreak123 and ~killabizkit666 a lot of credit for coming up with storylines nad everything for comics. I can't even get one friggin pannel done let alone actaully figure out what I'm going to do. But I'm REALLY really hoping that someone would be interested, cause it would be a lot of fun I'd imagine. :3 I have a TON of Ocs to pick off of, and anyone who wants to throw their... ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25513392/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25513392/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 09:29:38 PDT



Alright, well first off, I just wanna make sure whom all I owe art to, seeing as SOMEHOW I got struck with this sudden inspiration and I can draw so easily now it's insane. So yeah, comment and remind me so I can get you your pieces.

People I know of are *MeJony , ~gaya55 , *fire-kaliska , ~Saphrona2 , ~TheCreator1 , =RolePlayWulf, and then of course to all the people who won my contest.

Some of these people here I've finished their pieces, and just need to submit/scan them. So I promise that they'll be up soon. But if you aren't up here and I owe you something, let me know! I feel horrible when I forget and then don't draw someone something I told them I would!

I'll be working till about Ten tonight, so after that you should see a good few deviations submitted then (I would now, but I just don't have the time.)


And now time for something random :3


Stolen from ~HonestAnxiety
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Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home. (When I was tiiiiiiny)
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school (not yet, waiting for BC3 to get back to me)
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox. (twice actually, impossible... I know)
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (When I went to WV :3)
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof t... ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25480874/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25480874/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 18:46:28 PDT



<sub>GRAHHH it reaks of tuna in the house now thanks to my stepdad... since our fridge is broken now (so practically NOTHING in the house aside from ramen, tuna, and cereal) and he decided to make fishy crackers....Now all I can smell... is fish. Ugh... x_X

Anyway, results of the contest are finally going to be announced so here it goes!

First place goes to



So pretty much like a free commission that will be mailed to her :3

Second Place



Fully colored piece for her, commission wise, but not mailed out

Third Place



Sketched/inked piece for her

And Fourth Place



So sketched/inked piece for him :3



So everything's set! Notes have been sent out to the winners and I'll be awaiting to get their requests :3



But other then that things have been going alright. Work's been good, I'm going to reapply for a full time position on the floor so I can at least get some interesting work done. I applied at a colledge up here, BC3 so... hopefully I'll be hearing about that soon and check out some of the zooiolgy aspects. I can't wait :3

Other then that I've been going to the mall a lot lately, it's so fun x3 I got myself a corset today from Hottopic as well as a full outfit to go with it. God I love it, it's so awesome. So I'm going to update my picture soon. I got that and some hair extentions that are these awesome colors. I love it.

Krory is doing good, she might however be blind in one eye. I'm not sure yet, I can't seem to get a good look at her without my mom hovering over my shoulder freaking out that I shouldn't touch her eye. If it's a cap of skin, it hopefully should fall off.

But updating on art, been working hard when I get the chance to take a break from work. So I should have a good few more images up soon.

Thank you all, for everything!



So Congrats you guys!
Thanks for all entering, I can't thank you all enough!</sub>

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25382907/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/25382907/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 21:40:53 PDT

<sub>Yeah I know the deadline for the contest has... gone since it was pretty much yester day (seeing ais it's 120 here) Buuuut I'm going to be working on judging sometime soon. I just found out that two of my judges is going on a cruise to Alaska for an art trip.... Soo... Any volunteers? I still have ~LoneMoon89 to help, but he's... pretty much it xP So yeah, I just need a couple other people to help me judge the entries. If you're interested, comment, then I'll note you the entries

On another note, I want to thank everyone for commenting on my journal about Krory. we took her to the vet and she does have an infection. So we have to put in this cream like stuff into her eyes twice a day, flush them, put warm compresses on them, and then give her an oral antibiotic. So the lil girl's pretty sick... but they said in three days she should be feeling better. Hopefully then she'll open her eyes all the way and nom down a few crickets, seeing as she's lost a good bit of weight and hasn't been eating.

So yes, thank you so much everyone.

But here comes the real update... Alrighty. One, I've been working on getting my butt in gear and drawing what I owe peoples. It's getting there, thankfully, so I should be updating sometime soon with some drawings once I get some time to finish it all and then put it through the scanner. Other then that I'm still considering a tablet in the future... Once I decide to actually pay for it xP I still need to save up for a trappers convention I'm going to next month... who knows what I'll be coming home with.

On a side note, somethings up with my mood lately. I don't know if its the stress in the house, me not talking to mah lub... or what. But for some reason I just feel like crap. On a side note I'm illurgic to something in the house... seeing as I woke up in the middle of the night lastnight with blood shot eyes and felt like I wanted to tear my face off. That happened at work today too... Twas so embarrassing seeing as my eyes got all puffy and red and I almost got to the vurge of tears it hurt so bad. Benidrill didn't even seem to touch it... And I can already feel it starting up again, so I'm probably going to have to take another one here soon to put me to sleep and keep me asleep. I work again tomorrow and might be going over to my aunts house for the night (so no internet access so don't be to shocked if you don't hear from me)

But yeah... I need a serious mood lift. I hate this feeling... -sighs-

But soon I might consider opening commissions. Pretty cheep and stuff.

Probably colored fully - $8
Inked - $7
Sketched $6

Or something like that, I dunnu.

I'll figure someting out.

But yeah, just filling you all in on things</sub>

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<sub>Alright... So I need a couple peoples opinion in the matter. Krory, my little leopard gecko seems to have an infection in her eyes. I've sat down and looked over over, resulting in me pulling some 'caps' of skin off of her eyes which released a bunch of black/white puss and gunk out (which seemed to make her feel a lot better) as well as flush them out with some solution. Despite this, her eyes aren't clearing up at all and she won't open them (thus resulting in her not eating much if at all). She just shed too, so that probably didn't make her feel TO much better.

But yeah, we're going to take her to the vet sometime VERY soon because I can't stand seeing her like this. It kills me... But in the meantime is there anything you all think I should change? Every day I'm going to flush her eyes out, as well as trying to releave some of that puss and see if there is anymore bits of skin there.

We also changed her bedding from the sand (since that might have been making her eyes worse) to a fabric like base that they really seem to like. I just feel so bad for my little girl...

Please keep her in your prayers, and if there are any tips you all could give me, that'd be great. Thanks.</sub>



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Well good news! I was actually surprised today to find out that my step brother, Jason, is coming home from the marines for a couple days. He came like an hour or so ago, and we all had a really good meet up with him :3 It's been to long. He still picks on me...

But yeah, I'm to nice. I'm currently in the spare room (that has no bed so I'm sleeping on a spread and a sleeping bag) cause I decided to be a nice sister and let him have my room and my scerta mattress.... He better be nice to me for that. But yeah, Gen and I are bunked in here now, since he didn't want Gen staring at him in the middle of the night.

But yeah... I have a long days work tomorrow so I'll be on in the afternoon. Hopefully I can get the drawings that I have finished up here asap. I've been running around so much that I haven't had a real chance to.

Other then that, I saw the new Night at the Musuem... So many lines that irked me in my seat between Italians and Short Jokes. -flinch flinch- Even if it's a movie, I somehow find to be the centerpoint and get to be picked on T_T

So yeah, I'll keep you all informed.

Thank you all who support Genisis as well as the other soft taxidermy foxes out there, you guys are my heros.


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Uhuhh... so now they're going and protesting eh? Well let me go into further detail about all of this for all those who are willing to LISTEN to what people have to say about this. The idea of ' plushie ' has been changed so now it's to the form of 'soft taxidermy' instead. The reason for that being is because of people like this. Because people MISTOOK the word plush for meaning "Oh my god it means that they're nothing but a soft stuffy that we can hug and sqeeze and love on until our little hearts give out'. No. That is not what it meant. It meant by the basis on which the taxidermy was sewn together, meaning that it was made in the form of a plush, yet not one. It's not meant to be sqeezed or things on the lines of that as people believe so. It's meant to be used as an educational tool for both an artist and a crowd. Genisis has already helped me teach my family something, as well as myself. I've learned both more about foxes as well as fur textures from this bugger then I could have ever known. Ontop of that, I pass on my knowledge by taking him to my familys house and telling them about what I know.

ONTOP of that, I worked at a zoo okay people... They used pelts all the time in their education, hell, even one of the classrooms has the upper torso of a male lion sticking out of a wall at floor level so little children can come up and stroke it's nose and mane. DON'T EVEN go to the point in saying that this should be something that shouldn't exsist. There's reason behind everything, get your nose out of your butt so you can actually SEE what's going on here with these soft taxidermy mounts.

I suggest actually learning about Taxidermy and what all goes into it. It's a lot of work to be able to make something look lifelike, and Foxy does one HELL of a job! It is ART no matter what you wanna say. Heck people go out with a paint brush and a canvas, dip it in the paint a couple times and splatter it around and then boast that they made a masterpiece. Sure it's 'art' in the sense of the word, but was there effort to be put into it? It takes over six hours to make one of these foxes, so... I'd like to see you do better?

Research. Listen. Learn. and for the love of God... SHUT YOUR FRIGGIN MOUTHES.

Sure, go ahead and state your opinion, but protesting it doesn't mean that dA is going to ban it. We've talked to the moderators here, and they see nothing wrong with it.

Oh and Just because YOU don't like something, doesn't mean that we all don't have to like it. Sure, go ahead and say that you don't, bost about it as much as you want, but you aren't going to change our opinions.

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<sub>Think of me differently if I said I ate meat? Would you think of me differently if I said I owned a fox pelt? Would you think of me differently if I said that owning such a thing brings both a spiritural aspect as well as an artist aspect into my life? WOULD YOU THINK OF ME DIFFERENTLY if I said I want to expand and gain more additions into this part of my collection?

Probably because in everyone's mind they're DEAD ANIMALS. Yes, so they are animal pelts, I understand that aspect of it. But think of it as this. Take an animal that was killed by roadkill and deamed useless and thought of as just being a pile of garbage that would be thrown away, instead it's taken and given a new life. Or an animal that lived to an old age and passed away on a farm AND that the benifits that were taken from selling that pelt were then put towards buying food for the rest of their animals.

I am so sick and tired of hearing about all this PETA crap, that we shouldn't eat meat, that we are murdurous monsters that want to devower every living thing on this planet, and that HAH believe it or not, Milk is rape! So no more milk drinking!

If need be refer to *CunningFox 's deviation for more information.

Not only do the taxidermy mounts as well as furs, skulls, and bones take in both something that many people have never seen or TOUCHED they provide SO many different aspects that a person can use it for. Think of the native americans and what they had. Sure we aren't like that, and not in that age... but who says we can't still have that spiritual aspect for evreything as well as that use it for an artist aspect. Gen has helped me with so much already, and to be honest, he's a part of the family! At first, sure he takes a little getting used to, but he's trully a fantastic addition to my household and is helping me so much with my art.

I can't stand to hear people bash this or things on the lines of eating meat. I can understand other peoples beliefs but... my god... this is just starting to get underneath my skin, I can't stand it.


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24949497/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24949497/ Mon, 25 May 2009 18:56:56 PDT

<sub>I figured I'd put an extention on the contest since I know a few people just found out about it, and a few people haven't finished xP

So yeah, the new deadline is June 17th. Hopefully that'll give you all some more time :3


Other then that things have been going alright, I'm feeling much better then I was, and have just been taking it easy around the house. Tomorrow I'm going to go out and get my paycheck from work and get some monies, and HOPEFULLY, I PRAY TO GOD THAT WE GO that on Friday we're going to a place called Rodgers Ohio, which is pretty much the biggest Flea market around our area. It's huuuuge.

That and the last time my uncle said he was there he found a yote with feet xP I know... I have a one tracked mind lawl.


But yeah, I hope we can go, I'll be sure to keep you all updated. That and I have some new arts I'm going to upload :3




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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24902168/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24902168/ Sat, 23 May 2009 06:06:40 PDT

<sub>Well yeah, I was supposed to be getting ready for work at the moment, but seeing as I woke up to just make a run to the bathroom and throw up, I don't think it'd be a good idea to stand in front of customers while being on the vurge of throwing up yet again. So yeah... No work for me today x_X

I was actually somewhat looking forward to it too, cause I could have gotten my paycheck. Oh well... I'll get it another time when my stomach decides to settle.

Anyway, I just noticed that it's like, three days till the contest is up. There's still a good chance that I'll extend the deadline seeing as there are still a couple people I know who are working on their entries. So that's up in the air, I'll be sure to keep you all posted.

Other then that nothing much is going on here. But for now, I'll update again later, I'm going to go to sleep. I hope no one else has a bug of anysort x_X


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24814181/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24814181/ Sun, 17 May 2009 22:41:05 PDT

<sub>EIGHT... FRIGGIN... DAYS IN A ROOOOW

Yeah I know it's like... almost two and I should be asleep, but I can't right at the moment. Just letting you know, sorry I haven't updated, and sorry I haven't been able to even TOUCH anything reguarding a pencil or paper. Work has sucked my life awaaaaay.

I'm still working opening today then tomorrow like... three to close before I finally get three or so days off. Sure I mean I'm getting paid, but ugh, I'd much rather prefer to have a day off once in a while instead of eight days straight. I was supposed to have today off, but they had this event thing going that I had to work for (well.. they asked me to come in and I was kind enough to do so)

Other then work nothing else has really been happening.

I know what I'm getting my lub for our two year anniversery coming up :3 I'm so excited, I'm gona pick it up with my next paycheck.

But yeah, thursday-friday I'm going to a friends house for a sleepover, so you won't hear from me then. Uhhh... Other then that not much.

Just I needed an update since it seems like it's been so long. I friggin miss talking to you guuuuys! D:

Well better go to sleep now seeing as I have to be up in six hours xP Niiight alll


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24695921/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24695921/ Sun, 10 May 2009 23:39:19 PDT

<sub>Lawl lame tital I know... but I just went to see the new Star Treck movie. I went with Britt and a couple of her friends (which I quite literally laughed the entire night. That and got the pleasure of carrying Genisis through the house and completely freaking out the both of them. They had no idea how to think or react to him xP)

But yeah, we got in for free seeing as the one guy actually works at the movie theater. I have to say it was a very interesting movie... of course I had no FRIGGIN idea what in god's name was going on, seeing as I never was a trecky and probably never will be, but still, it was pretty cool.

Nero was awesome, he kicked ass as a bad guy, and Scotty by far was my favorite. I don't know why, but I always seem to lurv the quirky comic relief guys. x3 That and he was the same guy who played in Shawn of the Dead and made that movie as funny as it was. Truly truly epic.

But yeah, very good move if you'd ask me. Thankfully it wasn't all smex and stuff on the lines of that (seeing as how I know that star treck, the captin used to get all the action) Infact his flirting with girls was rather funny. They got a good few laughs throughout the movie.

But yeah, that then we came home and chilled for a while. Twas fun twas fun.

So as you all know I'm home now. It was a friggin amazing convention here. I had a ball. Sure it was a trapper and hunter thing, but now that I've sort of gotten into taxidermy I really had fun. They brought in a black bear that the state game officers had caught and were going to relocate... man that thing was friggin huge. 500lbs of black bear, and that wasn't even his full weight seeing as he could easily pack on some more pounds. It was nuts.

And as you all saw, I got a new fox. I think I've settled on the name Nora for her... It fits somewhat and I'm tired of just saying 'the new fox the new fox' over and over. So Nora it shall be. :3 Genisis and Nora.

But yeah, she's probably going to be sent in the mail to *FoxyCreations tomorrow or later on in the week. I wanna get her out there as fast as I can so she can get to work on her.

That and I finally figured out what I'm going to go into. Probably wildlife biology on the sorts where I can work with animals and technology. That and I'd like to use Genisis and Nora for educational purposes eventually to teach people more on the lifestiles of foxes, and then eventually get my paws on a coyote and go on from there. I'm really excited about that.

But yeah, time to go to sleep

I hope everyone had a good mothersday!


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24624335/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24624335/ Wed, 06 May 2009 18:47:04 PDT

<sub>Gosh work has been insane x_X Five days in a row, I know it doesn't sound like much, but when you're working AM shifts every single time is exhausting. That and having to work with Tyler is ALWAYS fun. No offence to my fellow workers, but they don't help much. My friends make working at the register just horrible. Our one girl complains about her life and how she wants to die and stuff... It's so depressing, honestly.

Anyway yeah I'm going to be going to a trappers convention with my uncle. It aught to be interesting I'd say...
But the thing is I'm not going to have internet access for a few days, sooo... yeah don't mind if you don't hear from me, I promise that you'll hear from me as soon as I get back.

I'm taking Gen with me so that aught to be fun too. :3 I lurvs the lil guy.

Anyway, writers block isn't letting me write... That and I'm tired from work. So yeah Just updating a little.

I have a butt load of art that needs to be scanned, so once I get them scanned I promise that I will have them up and done :3




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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24538628/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24538628/ Fri, 01 May 2009 21:15:03 PDT

<sub>Alright, after MUCH debating I have finally set myself for a costume for next Tekko. I wanted something different, something out there... and seeing as I surfed the Tekko site and saw a bunch of Seras costumes (I was bummed) I decided to make myself a quad suit and go as Kyuubi from Naruto.

I've done a lot of research on the aspect of quads themselves (and asking some suit makers to give me tips and such, possibly even helping me to make a mask) and I have to say... I'm stoked. I've yet to see a Kyuubi at Tekko, so I really hope on being the first and only one there. Next paycheck I'm going to go and snag some PBC pipe and then go and find some bright orange fur to make the suit from. I have the list of things I need, so hopefully I can get this done rather soon. I'd like to have it done before Halloween if possible (and I know that's still a long ways away... But I wanna get it doooone and be able to walk around places and have fun with it :3

I am REALLY excited about this, so if anyone has any tips for foaming the mask and making the padded legs just let me know. Imma order paw slippers to make the feet from, seeing as they look awesome when done properly.

But yeah... I should be asleep right now seeing as I have a friggin AM Meeting at Best Buy then I have to work. But allergies + stomach ache doesn't add up for a good mix to rest with.

Other then that, I'm going to a Hunters convention with my uncle this weekend, so you probably won't hear much from me then. I hope to get my paws on a Coyote pelt... if I can find one there that I actually like. I just have to keep my eyes open and look around :3

Other then that not to much has been going on. Work has been a mess. No GeekSquad for me because they're a bunch of asses and it looks like I'm going to be stuck in the Front Lanes for a while now since they're fireing everyone under the sun. x-X Boooo on theeem

Ummm... I'm not sure what else to say really lawl.

OH new Final Fantasy Advent Children coming out for those who don't know. It's an extended version of the first so you get to see more detail and even more scenes. (some of which may I add are so funny) And it's Blue Ray!!! MWAHAHAHAHA It's going to be amazing lawl.

So yeah, just a couple updates. I still can't wait to get started on my Kyuubi outfit. It's going to be amazing x3


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24400929/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24400929/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 19:49:04 PDT

<sub>Well yeah. I has a new respect for men. The ones I've run into (excluding the select few that are my friends and some at work, and mah lub) are horny little pedos :3

Within a week I've run into TWO different creepy guys that have hit on me while I was at work. One guy was at least in his fourties, stood over six foot, and needless to say was a VERY big man. Well of course being my... height stature, he of course started commenting on that. Now this killed me, it's in my bloodline to freak out about being called short, so him saying that I was small, tiny, so on and so fourth was quite literally driving me nuts.

But then this is where it gets weird... He used me as an armrest seeing as he said my 'height' was a perfect size for that. Now I don't like being touched... so I sort of laughed a little and backed away. Thankfully another girl came over and he started doing that to the both of us, seeing as she isn't taller then me. But he found out that I was seventeen seeing that I told him and he was like "Oh so that means I can't touch you." so yeah... That was odd. But then he turned to the other girl and goes "Hey can I talk to her for just a second?"
I had no idea what he was going to say, but needless to say this REALLY SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME

He bent down so he could talk to me, and held onto my shoulder and goes.
"You know what that choker you're wearing means to a guy like me? It either means you're submissive or you're a slave."

SO yeah, I booked it out of the computers department and decided to not go near that place for the rest of the night for fear I'd run into him again. God some people I realy mean... He was serious pedo material.

Then just today I passed two guys who were at least in their thirties or late twenties.. at least. And kinda gave the awkward smile and went to going to my register and helping out a customer. Well about ten minutes later I went on my break and proceeded to walk up to Walmart which wasn't to far of a walk from where I work, and then this truck passes by me and stops. Well... I kinda figured who they were and was like "please don't talk to me please don't talk to me..."

"Hey!"
So I stop and sortof look over.
"Can I have your number?"
"Sorry, I don't give my number out."
"Aw come on, why not?"
Meanwhile he's stopping traffic and I sort of just laugh and smile.
"Well actually I'm only seventeen."
"OH WOOPSE!"
and he floors it and drives away.

:3 I just love men.... I really do. I'm sort of afraid what's going to happen tomorrow.. What next guy is going to start flirting with me. These two aren't the first times either, and they're all older guys who freak the heck out of me! x_X After the first guy I seriously started considering carrying a bottle of mace on me. Thankfully I don't drive home yet. That'd be a bad feeling to leave Best Buy by myself.


Okay and lately I know I've gotten a lot of people not liking Genisis and the ideas of taxidermy, but it is something that to be honest... I'm actually interested in. Gen wasn't killed for taxidermy reasons, and is used as a learning experience more then anything. I'm sorry that some people find it morbid or disgusting, but it's my interest and my decision.

Now with having Gen I've actually started thinking about taking a taxidermy class, or at least see what it would be like. It would give me a major throw into artistic ways in anatomy, seeing as you'd have to sculpt the face and such and I think it would just be something really really interesting :3

I'mma talk to my uncle and see if he knows anyone who does taxidermy and knows where I could take a class or something on it.

Other then that not much has been going on.
Work has gotten me drained lately, this week alone I've worked 31 hours, but at least Imma be getting a good paycheck.

I'm still planning on getting a bamboo board seeing as I can get a discount on them and get like sixy dollars off of the medium board :3
I'd just have to find my photoshop account or something that I can use to sketch and such on.

Yaay tomorrow is pay day so I might just pick it up tomorrow or the day after or sometime soon.
I've never really HAD one of these before aside from the chicy one that I had gotten from the old school and broke within a couple weeks. Oh well, I really hope that this will be fun.</sub>
*Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24348447/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24348447/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 17:55:31 PDT

<sub>Alrighty, since it's been a good couple days that the poll has been up and that you all have probably turned in what you'd like the contest to be, (and that I have some free time at the moment) that I'm going to now start the contest :3

By popular vote, the contest theme is a mixture of one of my characters and yours.
So take your pick out of the looong list of my characters.

First prize will recieve a finished piece by me, which will be mailed to their address in lines of a commission of sorts

Second prize will recieve an inked/sketched piece for them

Third prize will recieve the same as two.

:3 So yeah, there you go!

There really aren't any rules, feel free to come up with anything you'd like. Just make sure that either another one of my characters, or one of yours is in the piece (so two at least)

Deadline is going to be May 25th, so it gives you all a little over a month.

I can't wait to see what you all come up with!

--------Canines--------------------
Rurouna (f)


Adolfo (m)
(though he's ~LoneMoon89 's I thought I'd throw him in the mix)


Riddick (m)


Salem (f)


Jerome (m)


Gerard (m)


Warren (m)


Abel (m)


Ginshin (m)


Genisis (m)
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--------Felines--------------------

Kamaria (f)
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Yeah a little pissed still from yesterday. A friend and I had actually brainstormed that we were going to go as characters from the anime/manga DNAngel. I was to be Krad and she was going to be Dark. HOWEVER lastnight I get a text
'hey, a freind of mine got me the Vampire Knight manga for my birthday'
(which I wasn't able to attend since it was the NIGHT before Easter and I had to
stay at my family's house)
'and I want to cosplay as the main character!'

Well... That leaves me out seeing as there's absoultly no one in that series that I could pull off nor want to try to cosplay as. Sure I love the series, it's full of angsty goodness. But... It's not something that I'd actually consider cosplaying as.

SO F her, I've already made my mind up. She wants to see a real vampire? I'm going as Seras Victoria. HER I can actually somewhat pull off. I just need to stylize my hair and everything and then I'm good (right after I get her uniform... which is actually cheeper to buy then to make seeing as I have no one who's going to help me sew now seeing she was the one who was going to help me with my Krad outfit.). So yeah PBC pipe for the gun which I can easily start work on since it's a year away. But man I just hate my friends sometmes... That REALLY ticked me off seeing as I had already started to get things together cause I was excited.

I had gone and reserved spots for both white and black XL wings for the both of us, but now I see that they aren't going to be put into use. -sigh- so no point in buying them.

-end rant-

Just had to get that off my chest since I've been growling about it all night. But at least I'll pown her YET AGAIN this year. I just don't feel like going as Demmy for yet another year.

Anyway, I've been thinking, why don't I hold a contest? I've never really done so... so this will be an experience.

I'm still trying to get the hang of everything with commissions... BUT I will probably offer a commission like piece for first place. (meaning it would be mailed out and such to the person)

I'd most likely have some of my friends be the judges and runner up will have a sketched piece done. ( :3 I hope that sounds reasonable)

But yeah, still debating on the idea of what the contest should be about. What all would you be interested in giving a shot?
Lemme know and we'll hopefullly get it underway!


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24211590/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24211590/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 23:08:31 PDT

<sub>For some reason I've been getting this a lot, so I'm going to come right out and say it to everyone. No I am not pointing fingers at the people who mentioned and told this to me, but it's really starting to tick me off to a certain extent.

No my characters are not reffed off of from the BBA comics
No my characters are in no relation to Bloodspill, Swiftkill or anyother KayFedewa creation
No my characters do not belong to Kay in any friggin way
No they are not fan art
No they are not coppied and or traced from Kay

IN NO WAY DO THEY HOLD ANY RELATIONSHIP TO THE BBA COMICS OR KAYFEDEWA

It seems now more and more often that my characters are getting mistaken for Black Bloods or something else from the BBA comics. Rahne is the biggest bash there, I actually created her before I even knew what the BBA comics were. She first came out in my gallery as a character by the name of HalfMoon, but not liking the sort of design I had for her, as well as her name, she underwent a HUGE change throughout the years. Her pattern changed, her structure changed, yet her miserable and grumpy attitude remained the same. Don't believe me? Go look in the last pages of my gallery and you'll see the devation.

Actually... I'll make it easy on you.

I don't have the original design up (yet I can probably find it if you all are so desperate to see)
But here is the next best thing

This was her design right after I revamped her from her HalfMoon faze.
Her markings gradually lightened and her fur pattern changed into what she looks like today.
No. She. Is. Not. BLOODSPILL.
GET OVER IT

Next up, Salem.
NO SHE IS NOT REFFED FROM SWIFTKILL
She is a completly different design,color, and everything.
I don't recall Swift having brow piercings or bright green markings over her eyes? Eh?
No she is not related to the BBA in ANY FRIGGIN WAY.
She is my character that I had come up with while watching the Salem Witch Trials on NatGeo

How do these two even friggen look alike?!
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SALEM SWIFTKILL

NO RESEMBELANCE AT ALL!

Thankfully Riddick, Ru, or any of my other wolves have been accused of being part of Kay's comics.
It just drives me up a wall to be told 'hey, they look like bloodspill'
or 'zohmahgosh you're copying off of kayz, dat's her character'
GET OVER IT PEOPLE.

Kay's characters, sure they're unique, but just because someone has a red colored wolf character doesn't mean OH MY GOD THEY'RE ART THEIVES AND THEY'RE COPPYING THE COMIC GOD THAT IS KAYFEDEWA!

Personally in some ways I've lost the flare for the BBA that I once had. I could care less about the voice acting and such, and I only follow the comic to an extent to see where the hell the plot line is going.

Wanna hear about a really good wolf comic that blows BBA out of the water?

It's a comic by the name of Off-White (which you all have probably heard about by now, seeing as it's VERY popular here on dA)




Go read it.

And leave my characters alone for god sake. I'm sick of hearing that they're BBA ripoffs.


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<... ]]></sub> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24111424/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24111424/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 12:35:45 PDT

<sub>Well first off I wanted to thank both & for three month subbies. Gosh you guys are to sweet to me xP Thank you so much! Anything you guys want me to draw for you, just tell me! You all deserve it! :3

Okay, ontop of that I'm back from the convention (or have been for a couple days now) and I have to say it was so much fun. Being at the David L Lawerence building and everything was just... wow. We had a KH photoshoot that I will be submitting pictures of sometime soon so you all can see what we did. I got my guitar signed by Jonny Young Bosh's band, Eyeshine... they all couldn't believe that I actually had a guitar on me (though I was demmy) and they were all really eager to sign it... and play it. Lawl. I got Jonny to sign a volume of Trigun (the manga) I bought too, so that was awesome as well.

Then the day afer I got to go to a Skillet concert, man who ever knew that a christan band could rock so hard? It was awesome. Their speaches made me cry... It was so touching. But yeah, Decisple and Decipher Down were also there. It was an amazing band and I had one heck of a time.

I've also got some other drawings done (hence trades and everything are on their way, I have work early tomorrow and the next day, but I promise you that I will have them up and finished soon.)

Other then that I'm currently at one of my freinds house... One thing though that I need you all to do for me is to pray for her.



Her father just passed away from a heart attack and she's having a very difficult time with it. It was sudden and unexpected, so she just needs as much support as her friends and eveything can give her. If she just knows that people care hopefully she'll feel a little better.



Thank you all so much.

More updates on everything coming soon


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24100117/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/24100117/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 18:45:07 PDT

Well... Subby is gone D: If anyone is willing, I'll do a number of drawings (attempted commission) for a subby again. I didn't think I was gonna miss it this much, but I am xP


And now... for the nerd quiz

Anime/Manga Nerd

[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[x] You have cosplayed.
[x] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[x]People know you as the 'anime' person.
[x]You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd: 14/14 ....*ahem*


ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
Art nerd: 13/15




VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[x] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3/iPod
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[x] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room, not counting portable things like a DS
[x] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video game nerd: 13/15



FUR NERD

[x] You wondered why Darth Vader sounded oddly like Simba’s father.
[x] you have some kind of Animal sona or animal you love to draw.
[] you own a Fursuit.
[x] You have growled when you got angry.
[x] Cry when a animal dies in a movies.
[x] Had some kind of pet.
[x] Wish you had a tail.
[x] Howl at the moon for fun.
[x] Has a username on FA.
[] thinks you turn into a aniaml at night.
[x] Knows what yiff means.
[x] would rather go to a Zoo, then to a theme park.
[x] Dressed as some kind of animal for every Halloween.
[x] You have tried dog food/treat.
[x] You Draw animals all of the time.

FUR NERD: 13/15


Ahahah...... So I'm a nerd xP In many ways.

]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23941878/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23941878/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 21:34:51 PDT

<sub>Alright, I just thought I'd share with everyone my day at work...

Well okaay. I swapped hours with a friend of mine (since she wanted to babysit one of her family member's cousins) sooo, I worked a total of over eight hours today. Needless to say, I can't feel my legs. But anyway, I thought it was going to be one of those "OH MY GOHD THIS DAY WILL NEVER EEEEENDD" types of days... Boy was I wrong. I don't think I've ever laughed so hard at work before.

Well anyway, it started out alright. I first went in and got to media stomp which resulted in actually taking about an hour because I got stuck in the Wii section and made a bunch of sales on videogames since I couldn't say enough about most of them. Infact our Media guy actually ended up going and working on the rest of his department while I was helping customers xP It was amazing, seeing as Media is my speciality (THOUGH I DON'T WORK THERE DANGIT!)
But yeah, after that I came back and stayed up at the front lanes a little (got to rant about how much I despise twilight ) and then I got a clipboard shoved in my hands and was told to do financing. Mind you I've never done financing in my entire life... So I had NO idea what I was really doing other then handing out papers and walking around the store. Well I went into Home Theater and I actually got a card! That made me very happy seeing as I didn't think I was going to do well. So I hung around there for a little bit before I got bored and then made my way back into computers. Lawl I had no idea what I was getting myself into.

I actually.... SOLD COMPUTERS. Sure I know a little bit about computers, but... not enough to actually go and SELL them. That blew me away x3 And I did good actually! Lawl twas a lot of fun. Then I somehow ended back up in media and helped out therea gain before I decided to head back up to the front and help out again since my fellow worker had to take her lunch.

So I took my lunch after her... and had the best lunch I've EVER had. I got to eat this ramen type thing, but it was like a kung-pow chicken and was...Just oh my gosh amazing. I sort of died when I ate it, at first I didn't think I was going to like it, but my gosh I was wrong. The workers in computers could smell it and came in and asked what I was eating xD Lawl. But I got to watch the Penguines game (AND WE PONED! YUS) so that was awesome that I actually got to see the end of it :3

So after that I went back up and worked front lanes for the rest of the time. Shifts changed and I stayed there, and ended up with two other of my fellow buddies. TOTALLY unexpected my aunt and her best friend came in and I got to see them and give them both hugs x3 That was awesome.
Then after that one of my best buddies showed up and was TOTALLY unexpected. I just saw her dad and was like "Hey!"
Then I heard her voice and we both saw eachother and freaked out and then hugged. xD It was so awesome.

So after that I went back to finance a bit, and the agent who's in charge of GeekSquad approached me. (This part blew me away) And she told me that there are a couple positions opening up since some of our agents are leaving, and she wants me in there, since I first joined the Best Buy for GeekSquad. I nearly passed out xP A higher payraise, and more hours. I just have to wait and see when the position will open up, take a test, and hopefully I get it. I can't wait. I really REALLY hope that I can get this. This is just want I really really need.

Then the most interesting part of the night happened. A guy... A GUY... showed up in a short, short, blue, spagettie strapped... Dress. He just casually walked into the store and began shopping. Needless to say... everyone went nuts. I was standing up at customer service and both our jaws dropped at the same time. Some of our employes had to follow him around for fear that he was going to strip/flash someone. And a poor guy walked behind him when he bent over xDD Ewwwwwww! But my gosh I couldn't keep a straight face... I lost it. I was WAYY gone. I would have tried to get pictures if my phone wasn't back in my locker.

But that was my day at work, and I have to say the best eight hours that I actually got paid for. xP I have to work again today from 10:30-5:00... so that aught to be fun too. x_X

But yeah, I just thought I'd be kind and share :3

Tekko is in a couple days. I'll be going on the fourth a... ]]></sub> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23788046/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23788046/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 20:56:18 PDT

<sub>I have to say... these past couple days that I haven't been on dA have been the absoulte best I have ever had in my entire life. I'm not lying... My lub ~LoneMoon89 came up and stayed at my house and I have never had such a great time in my entire life. We had a family dinner, so he could meet my family (and of course they have to act like a bunch of bullies in some way or another, or at least I think so) But gosh I got to show him around my neighborhood and everything and... I just don't have any words. I've had so much fun these couple days that I couldn't help but bawl my eyes out on the car ride home after we had dropped him off with his family x3 I didn't want him to leave and I didn't want it to end...

I'm determined to make sure that it'll happen again, Imma make sure that either he can come back up here and I can show him around even more, or what I really want to do is to go to where he lives and spend time with his family and everything. :3 Imma make sure I can.

But yeah xP Hence for the inactivity, I didn't really touch a computer at all those days. That and I'm going back to work tomorrow from four to close. Aught to be interesting. But yeah, trying to get used to teh sound of an empty house and it being quiet. (sure my parents and the dogs are here... but they're always here) So yeah... I just had to update a little xP


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23658126/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23658126/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 11:36:03 PDT

<sub>So yesh... Lately I don't know what it's been, but I haven't been liking my art. I see it and it sorta makes me cringe... I think about drawing and I don't feel inspired. And I don't understand what you guys really see in my artwork. I have to say thank you to everyone who watches me, for all the comments, favorites, and everything you guys do. But I just don't understand really.
Sure there are a couple pieces that I think are half way decent, but others I get sick over. I don't color that well (hardly at all... I just take a pencil and scribble all over the lines in an attempt to fill them in).

I'm not asking really for encouraging comments or attention with this, but I just don't see it anymore. I'm working on trades that I owe people, and I'M SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG, I haven't forgotten you guys! Infact I have the refs saved on my Ipod so I make sure that I have them with me at all times... but... I just for some reason can't find the inspiration anymore. I try to draw something, and it comes out in a way that I hate or loathe it. So I'm trying T_T I sorry

But sometime soon Imma be going up to Michels and get my hands on some more prisma colored pencils (though I doubt just having more colored pencils is going to make a difference in my coloring style)

But yeah... Just a rant. x-X I hates my arts sometimes...


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23498604/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23498604/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 21:18:28 PST

<sub>------------------------------------------------
I. Xemnas:

[x] You are the leader most of the time.
[x] You like black.
[] You wished/wish you were someone else.
[] You don't listen to others.
[x] You like doing research.
TOTAL: 3

II. Xigbar:

[x] You have bad eyesight.
[x] You like throwing things at others when angry.
[x] You wish you were able to teleport.
[] You wear your hair in a ponytail.
[] You have/wish you had a gun.
TOTAL: 3

III. Xaldin

[x] You like windy days.
[] You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[x] You like dragons.
[] You have/like dreadlocks.
[] You've tried to anger someone on purpose.
TOTAL: 2


IV. Vexen

[x] You are disrespected by the young ones.
[x] Someone has already considered you a traitor.
[x] You are the oldest of your group.
[] You like experiments.
[] You like cold days.
TOTAL: 3

V. Lexaeus

[] You are not very talkative.
[x] You like brain games.
[] People are afraid of you because of your appearance.
[] You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[] You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 1

VI. Zexion

[x] You love reading.
[] You are not very sociable.
[x] You are one of the shortest of your group.
[x] You have a very sensible nose.
[] You like to illude others.
TOTAL: 3

VII. Saïx

[] You have double-personality issues.
[x] You are more active during night rather than day.
[x] You like werewolves.
[] Your superior trusts you.
[x] You have a scar on your face.
TOTAL: 3

VIII. Axel

[x] You are somewhat a pyromaniac.
[x] You care deeply for your best friends.
[x] You are a two-face when you need to be.
[x] You don't like when people don't remember your name.
[x] You have a very fiery personality.
TOTAL: 5

IX. Demyx
[x] You like music.
[] You know how to play a guitar.
[x] You like rainy days.
[x] You like swimming.
[x] You are usually a very happy person.
TOTAL: 4

X. Luxord

[x] You like playing cards.
[] You like to gamble.
[] Your favorite color is gold.
[] You have stolen money from others.
[] You have/wished you could curse someone.
TOTAL: 1

XI. Marluxia

[] You like pink.
[] You like flowers.
[] You are plotting to overthrow your superior.
[x] You were betrayed by someone.
[] You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
TOTAL: 1

XII. Larxene

[] You're the only female on your group.
[x] You like storms.
[] You're pretty agile.
[] You like to mock others.
[] You think ninjas are cool.
TOTAL: 1

XIII. Roxas

[x] You love ice cream.
[] You are the youngest of your group.
[x] You think people are hiding something from you.
[] You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
[x] You prefer afternoons rather than nights and mornings.
TOTAL: 3


LAWL I IS AXEL >:3


Well that just made my day >:3

Aaaanyway, dang I haven't posted a journal in what seems like forever... Anyway... I have a TON of drawings in the making, I'm just waiting for the inspiration to get them completed xP

Mah baby is coming up on the 14th to spend the week with me... I'm SO excited over that. It'll be so nice.

I'm getting mah self a Fox from ~FoxyCreations and I can't wait to get my hands on the boy.

uhhh..... Work sucks, I don't want to get into details but at the current moment I HATE THEM

(apologies to the people I'm trading with for how long it's taking x-X It's on its way!)

And... I don't know what else to say... xP


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[link]</sub> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23156096/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/23156096/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 13:11:21 PST

<sub>Bleh TV is stuck on the history channel and now I'm learning all about Aberham Lincon's life. Not that I don't find it intersting... I'd just prefer to watch something else x3

But yeah, anyway, needed an update horribly. I'm surprised I didn't do this earlier.

Anyway, been having insomnia lately, haven't been able to fall asleep till about five in the morning everynight. Any tips peoples? I've been taking benidrill to help me get to sleep, but then it knocks me out and keeps me asleep till about three in the afternoon. It's horrible, cause then I wake up with a headache and half the day's already gone. Ugh I hate sleeping sometimes.


Other then that, thanks to some of my friends, I've fallen into an X-men obsession again. FUN. I never realized how awesome the old TV show and how X-men Evolution pawned rear. But it's amazing x3

You know what else I realized? The Punisher, Frank... is Italian. Sure I find that awesome, but why do Italians always have to be related with guns? Eh I dunnu, it just seems that everything gives Italians a rough name. Like we're going to pull a pistol out of our pasta vasule and shoot you dead. I dunno.

Alrighty. I think that's enough of an update for today x3 Before I continue my ramblings on.


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/22658798/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/22658798/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 17:57:42 PST

<sub>Took me long enough to get to this x3

Tagged by :devlovestrucdemoness:

Rules:

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2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

1) I love Goggles, Tophats, Trench-coats, and fingerless gloves. So if you wear all of those together you'll surely have me drooling all over you x3

2) I used to eat bits of fish food when I was little... until I found out what it was made out of.

3) I prefer Wendy's over any type of other fast food place

4) When I was younger I was mistaken for a boy a lot of the time

5) I make friends with guys a lot easier then I do girls

6) I can crack all the joints in my body

7) I used to take Tapdancing when I was a little girl

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Update on life. It's been fun. Work has been okay, but that will never cease Tyler from being an ass so... Yeah. Yippie! x3

I have some things that I need to scan and get them up, so just be patient with me and I swear that I'll update my gallery soon, I'm just being a lazy bum x3


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/22472547/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/22472547/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 15:27:01 PST

<sub>Dat I can be such a fool sometimes. X-x I has been having a bit of depression issues lately, and I feel so bad for my lub seeing as he's been getting the brunt end of it. THey say we hurt the ones we love the most, I wish such a thing wasn't true. Urgh sometimes I wanna just strangle myself over it.

But anyway I thought it was well overdue that I needed an update. So here' goes.

I got myself a new laptop, which it is SO nice to be able to actually surf and go through my messages in bed at the end of the day... God I love it. But yeah, that's one big thing... I got my hands on Left For Dead and I love that game, I just sit there and squeak or giggle at some of the parts... depends of I'm scared or not lol

I've been working on some other pieces lately, so stuff should be done sometime soon. I've been getting back into my lion faze, though I'm looking for a good Rp forum where I can play as a wolf. It's driving me mad seeing as there are no active ones that actually seem very good. The only one that I'd know of would be the one based off of the BBA comics... and I'd prefer not to go there.

Uhh... I'm having a new obsessions with the Riddick movies, I watched the Punisher (old one) and loved it... I'm saving up for a tablet eventually so I can get back on the ball with some digital works. um... Work is still cool, but brutal at the same time. Lawl I dunno what else there is to say other then that. Lub my laptop, lub mah lub... So... yesh x3

~Ru


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/22111632/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/22111632/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 21:52:57 PST

<sub>This needed to be done desperately.... Mkay, forgive my punctuation and spelling here occasionally, seeing as I have a puppy in my lap and she's gnawing at the computer/desk thingy and is making it very tough to type.


ANYWAY YUS, WE GOTS A NEW PUPPEH

I shall have pictures of her up soon, but I call her Ebbi, and she's a mostly black/brindle french bulldog. She's a sweetie, but demands full attention at all times x3 I lubs her.

'nother thing, work is heck, so forgive me just favoriting things and running... I can't comment much seeing as over one day I get over 200 messages for some reason x3

I gots to see mah lubs again that was the closest thing to heaven I think... I would give anything to do it again, and MATT WE ARE KIDNAPSING YOU IN APRIL, I WILL MAKES SURE OF IT!

Other then that, expect some art, I have some things done x3 I promise!!

~Ru


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/21955845/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/21955845/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 22:38:52 PST

<sub>URRRRGGGGGGGGGGG I just got home from work I worked like... two hours longer then I should have and I worked till after twelve T_T I am so tired, so worn out and my legs are on fire. I wanna stand I just sorta... fall over. Is horrible. so yeah, I feels like Imma die...

But taggered by ~Forwardess

So I got tagged by

The Rules:
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2. Each tagged person must post 8 facts about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in the same journal.
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5. No tag-backs.

FACTS
1. I sleep like a doggeh (I curl into a ball and resemble my puppehs, I can't help it.)
2. DEADSPACE SCARES THE FRIGGEN SHIT OUTTA ME
3. I have superb aim with my shoes... meaning I can either kick and or throw them and hit a target in my desired area >:3
4. I still sleep with stuffies (cause I hate the feeling of sleeping alone)
5. I act very canine in person
6. I have a bad habit that when I'm bored I like to rub up against things
7. I is nearsighted
8. I BELIEVE IN HEARVY DENT!!

AND I WILL BREAK THIS CHAIN AND REFUSE TO TAGERS PEOPLES


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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/21819387/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/21819387/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 16:58:45 PST

<sub>Yeah... Well... Being the typical Ru I am I had to get sick x_X And normally I can entertain myself some if I'm sick... Like playing videogames or drawing, but I've had a headache so I can't read or play a game... AND I has an arts block. So I've missed two days of work, snuffling and coughing and blowing my nose like there's no tomorrow, and I wanna drawwwwww :sob:

But yeah, just recent things. It's snowing... it's cold... I'm sick... work is okay, I'm having fun, I'm in an artists block, and I wanna get betterrrrrrrrrrr URRRGGG

So this is pretty much a rant of ways since I'm on cold stuffs and I'm out of it. xP So I have no idea what to say other then just say that I'm sick and that the arts I owe are on their way, but is being put on delay until I can get myself up and shuffle downstairs, get my drawing stuff, shuffle back upstairs and burry myself in mah bed.

Other then that I got the new KH game, though I can't really play it I'm all psyched. xD Marly is such a pedo... I heard his voice and giggled.

And as the usual, I can't wait till Larxine dies. >:3

I hatez her.

Yeah... I should probably just stop my ranting now and go to bed or lay down or something... Maybe ATTEMPT drawing, but I might butcher anything I try xD Yeahs...

Gots the new Narnia movie, twas good... Nut as good as the first. I still dun like the look they give Werewolves and Lycans in it. Made me upset.... Sat there growling and pouting the entire time. Dey aren't all bad D:<

I've been having nightmares though lately... Mainly things attacking me, biting onto me and ripping into my arms and stuff. I was actually a werewolf too and fought back, bu still hurt o-x I dunnu why though, I can read World War Z and not have nightmares but when I go to bed without watching/reading/playing/drawing anything I have nightmares. Makes nuuu sense.

But yeah, I SHOULD stop my ranting now. Better go before I ramble more xD

Wish me betterrrrrr



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[link]</sub> ]]> *Rurouna http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/21597586/ http://Rurouna.deviantart.com/journal/21597586/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 13:13:34 PST

<sub>Yeash I am in desperate need of an update...

BUT

Even though it's winter I like spazzed out when I woke up and saw just... white. It was snowing like mad and I quite literally screamed the title of my journal x3 Winter is nice, but still... I hates the cold.

ANYWAYS

I've made my christmas list for mah families and mah mom. So... I know for certain that I'm getting a PS3 >:3 I can't wait. BLUE RAY AND GAMES HERE I COMEEEEEE

Other then that not to much has been going on. For the past couple days I've been off work and been sleeping for the most part. I think it's because I hate the cold and I just wanna imitate the bears x3

But yeah, been workin on arts, should have some stuff up soon. Just thought I needed an update. :3


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