http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:RuseWolfie&section=today deviantART RSS for by:RuseWolfie en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 23 Nov 2009 19:44:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21621107/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21621107/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 20:35:29 PST I AM MOVING TO THIS ACCOUNT HERE (sunday, 11/23/08)

it is not up and running yet, so don't bother looking unless it is the date specified above.

iv'e disided that this account ( great as it may be) is too sloppy and old for my liking. I have craptastic woks that are ages old and i need to do some revisions.
Clean out my mailbox, you know, the whole shebang.

****************************ATTENTION WATCHERS!!!!!!!!!************
ID APPRETIATE IT IF YOU WOULD WATCH ME ON MY NEW ACOUNT
please and thank you

also a message to those i stalk, rest assured i will be stalking you on my new accouunt.
PLEASE VISIT ME!
help this fledgling account take wing!

many thnaks
~me

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21609447/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21609447/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 07:11:42 PST (head outa gutter plz)

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It seems everyone is 'falling in love'recently.
There's pestolance here in NJ.
Its spreading fast, guys. AMOR.
How can we be sure we're in love and not just in love with the sensation? How can we be sure we're not just rebounding from a trumatic relationship? How can we be sure we're not just lazy and snapping at the first pice of bait on the angler's line?
we're not dogs.
Lately to many people have been 'faling in love' and i've gotta admit, it pissed me off. I know, im SO insensitive for not obsessing over soem random guy who just asked me out and acting like he's suddenly my universe. Sorry, im not a sap.
mabye im just jealous--after all nobody has ever asked me out before, I've always had to go hunting for the 'right guy'. True, somebody did ask me out,ONCE but i refused it. mabye i should have just been one of hose silly girls who date any guy who comes alongthen claim to be madly in love with them. Then i wouldn't have this roblem and i could just go on llike im SOOO IN LOVE i can't get over myself.
Just like everybody esle.
Or mabye i shouldn't, mabye i should actually WAIT until somebody im 100% i'd like comes along. unlike the rest of you.

But who am i kidding, that'll never happen. Before you say ANYTHING, don't. Cos i don't care how amny times you tell me 'you're an amazing person' or 'someday u'll find someone eventually' cos i know that you don't mean it. your'e all just too entrenched in your own 'relationship' to care. i don't want your sympathy.

Hey imaginary boy
i knowsomeday you'll like me
nd we'll be able to tell eachother jokes and you'll be able to make me lagh
put up wity my quirks
love my baking
love my art
love me
but you'e god knows how many miles away
and LORD knows how many years away.
so until we meet just promise me this
when we DO meet, promise you'll like me for me
and make it worth my while.
please?
thanks imaginary boy
i'll love you.
someday.


atleast i hope i will

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21568024/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21568024/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 15:05:22 PST ___________________________________________________________________
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hey guys, update time!

kay so i just failed my written drivers exam for the SECOND time in a row, so i have to go to the DMV sometime between now and christmas and take the thing again. D:
WHY
THE
FRIGG
DO
YOU
HATE
ME
SO,
MR.KING???
Why did you have to make your freaking driver's exam so hard to pass????!!! I need a score of 80% or higher to pass and each time i take the god-awful exam i get a 78%. Miss by one question! skljalsiffhajksfhljahsiweuefhjkadfhnlksjladpqwporipqow3489339999999-shift- -roar-
-pant pant, sob-
D:







so
holidays are comming up.
thnaksgivving is next week.....pretty stellar.
you guys doing anything?

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21519494/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21519494/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 13:46:33 PST AND A PLAYSTATION TWOOO
AGH
I NEED
TO
BUY
THEM


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for those of you who were confused by my last journal enrty, Fatal Frame Two is the name if an action-horror game my friend Mara introduced me to a few days ago. Upon playying it--i was instantly hooked.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21519493/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21519493/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 13:46:32 PST AND A PLAYSTATION TWOOO
AGH
I NEED
TO
BUY
THEM


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for those of you who were confused by my last journal enrty, Fatal Frame Two is the name if an action-horror game my friend Mara introduced me to a few days ago. Upon playying it--i was instantly hooked.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21506468/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21506468/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 18:43:59 PST WANT
IT
I
WANT
IT
I
WANT
IT
IWANT
IT
SO
BAD

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21506467/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21506467/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 18:43:59 PST WANT
IT
I
WANT
IT
I
WANT
IT
IWANT
IT
SO
BAD

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21227287/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/21227287/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 04:38:53 PDT Monday was pretty mundane, as usaul.
The real kicker was tuesday, when all of long valley NJ was buried under about 12 inches of SNOW.
YEAH
i kid you not, we had SNOW this tuesday, whcih is out of charcter for NJ this time of year. All day thru school the white stuff was falling along with a mix of slush/frozen rain, which here in LV can only mean one thing;early dismissal. Or so we all thought. In the long run, we ended up stayying at the school until 6:00 (would have been 8:00, had and 's parents/gardiens come to pick us up) we tried to talk for a while to kick boredum, but all efforts seemed to fail.
Now that i see WHy we had a delayed dismissal, i can understand alittle bettr tho..my block looks like a freaking BOMB was dropped! carnage!i'll be sure to snap a few pics with my craptastic camera and post em up here along with my halloween pick.
I'm not exaggerating either, it looks like fallen trees in your front yard was a new fad or soemthing my whole block is trying to follow! crazy.
I'm thinking of uploading a giant photo dump of 'WHT YOU"VE BEEN MISSING" to update you all on everthing....that's probably the best way to update you uys, seeing as i SUCK at blogging.


*************************UPDATES***********************************
im going to upload pics soon, calm down! But 'till then just..um, read this.

***NEW HAIR:
(will upload pics) I finally got it cut
it came out supa hawt1 its sort of...um...idk (short) with whispy bangs? >.< I AM SORRY I AM SO BAD AT DISCRIPTIPTIONS.

***HALLOWEEN:
(will upload pics)
with my hair cut, the only thing left to do now is dye my hair! BLACKish BROWn betches!>D And...um figure out how to spike my hair like L's. I tried a few nights ago and earned myself a few fail-cookies X(. I'm looking up as few youtube tutorials to try and get tips, but the only spiking tuts they ahve is for really short (like boy short) hair. AGHHHH. well atleast i got everything else i need (including metal handcuffs!)...

um...and thats it so far...
so i'll keep you posted, and try to put up sum pics sumtiem this weekends, k?
RUSEWOLFIE
OUT!

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20808775/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20808775/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 13:11:00 PDT guys i found this. all u music junkies YOU MUST DO THSI (queem i b callin u out)
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

My results:

Opening Credits: "Plastic Surgery Slumber party"-Jeffree star

(my life is soooo the sexy party.)

Waking Up: "Wake up hate"-korn

(AYE DE MI! does god kill a kitten too? oh my god...)

First Day At School: "Don't wanna be in love"-Good Chrolette

Falling In Love:"Nobodies"-Marylin manson
(wtf?)

Fight Song: "Supermassive black hole"-muse
(supermassiveblackHOOOOLE)

Prom: "Alucard's theme"-hellsing soundtrack


Life: "Saku Cherry yuuki"-Antic Cafe

(that doesn't sound too bad, really...)

Mental Breakdown:"Grace kelley"-mika

(id certaintly have to be out of my mind to be sining that)

Driving: "dead"-MCR
(...don't...say...ANYTHING.)

Flashback: "Thriller"-MJ


Getting back together: "These things"-she wants rvenge


Wedding: "slutgarden"-marylin manson
(real romantic guys)

Birth of Child: "blue" Effle
(well they ARE)

Funeral Song: "Julia"-the horrorpops



Final Battle: "Walk like a zombie" -the horror pops



End Credits:"fer sure"-medic droid
(8D)

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20779831/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20779831/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 16:00:37 PDT Mabye it's just my stupid obesssion with dressing up, horror films, blood, guts, and sugar highs but i always get alittle giddy around this time of year. I know, i know this all seems alittle cliche and you're all probably reading this going "o hay, surprise surprise the emo kid likes halloween" butcha know what?
YOUR'R WRONG.
For one i'm not emo. I'm rusewolfie. Secondly, you should know i am not one of those stupid a$$ posers who are all "heh heh heh hallowen HAH!" (you know who u r lol) nono. i'm in it for the candy, kids.
and dressing up doesn't exactly break my neck either

SO
whatcha all gonig as for halloween?

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20639294/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20639294/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 16:45:15 PDT
hokay...So as many of you might remember, i said that this year for halloween , and I will be going as Raito,L, and Amane Misa (i will be going as L). we still are going as the fanstasic trio, but i've run into a delema....


L and Raito are handcuffed together by two handcuffs and about an 8' chain...and its not the handcuffs that's causing the problems...its the chain.

-STORY TIEM-
Seeing as your favorite artisrtt needed to supply one of her Bffls with part of the costume (she was, after all, providing me with some much needed bandages)I got to take a road trip to my least favorite place;the dollar store. Here I proceeeded to buy an "FBI PLAYSET" complete with a crappyplastic walkie-talkie (correction:a crappy piece of plastic SHAPED like one), a green cap gun (that's a lie, actually. It wasn't a real cap gun with real caps. it was a lame rip-off that when you pulled the trigger it emitted this sad clicking sound) ((L JUSTICE GUN FTW)) and a load of other useless knick-knacks. The reason for such a purchase? Faux handcuffs. Sure, they were made of the same sh!tty lead-infused, made in china plastic the rest of the stuff was, but hey, they actually WORK like real cuffs! However, here is where the problem comes in, the chain is only...DUN DA DUUUUNNNN THREE INCHES LONG!!!
D:
-end


so this is where you guys come in, I need some advice as to how i extend a 3" chain into ATLEAST a three footer. any ideas?
c'mon, you guys outta be full of them! you can't possible tell me that out of the 40 some odd watchers/stalkers i have on this site not one of you know how to do this!

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20556782/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20556782/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:05:22 PDT agh, i sighned up for fencing guys. Gues what that means? Conditioning. LOTs of it.
atleats that's what they call it."Conditioning". pssh, more likeself-mutilation! for those of you ignorant souls out thar who may be looking at this entry saying to yourself,"Training is NOt consitered self-mutalation, there are some people with serious problems who blahblahblahblahblah i don't know wut i'm talking abou--" YES IT IS.
IT IS

if you think otherwise then you have no idea what i'm going thru right now.
listen, try:
-100 situps
-50 reverse rows
-50 trunk lifts
-50 bench presses(only 20 lbs, but w/e)
-Drag a 60 lbs pile of chains across a 25 feet room 10 times.
-jump rope 200 times in a row.


twice everyweek.
yeah.
just swish that around in ur mouth for a while.
and bear in mind this is while i'm already in pain from the day BEFORE when i had to do 60 reverse sit ups, 50 trunk lifts and40 step ups with 8lbs dumbbells in each hand.
do ALL of them and then we'll talk about pain.
and guess what? i get to torment myself until fencing season actually begins IN NOVEMBER.
that's right, it hasn't even begun yet!
we have to be at the top of our game to avoid the psycho betch of a coach makes kids cry so i don't wanna be sceamed out.
so yes.
-sigh- the things that i do to entertain myself.


ayway. in a completly unrealted subject, i've fround voice refs for some of my oc's and would appretiate if you'd tell me what you allt hinka bout them.

HERE THEY AREall songs can be found here [link] just look for the title in the playlist box)
*cedric: the lead singer of "these things"-she wants revenge.(zane sounds the same)
*Zephyr: "slutgarden" by marylin manson. sorry, when he's not yelling and nasly sounding.
*Kira: "Julia" by the horror pops
*Darkeh: "epocentre" by VNV nation
*Liam/Nobody: "wait and bleed" by slipknot
*Vincent: "time is running out" by muse
*Ayame: "two ton paperweight" by psychostick
*Ruse: "shut me up" by mindless self indulgence

so yeah, will work on more later.


---------------
spell your name: natalie
spell it backwards: eliatan
spell it with your elbow: jmnedn n
spell it with your eyes shut: natalie (woah)
spell it with your forehead:uiuit567 yuy67up-0[78934
spell it with your nose:natalie ^^ (pointy nose)
spell it with your chin: nhaqztaQZLIE (not so pointly chin)

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20427562/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20427562/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 17:47:05 PDT LIKE A DAY IN THE LIFE PHOTTOSHOOT OF US
and I AM TALKING TO YOU GUYS.


anyway.
chezo tagged me.
so here.

[-] false/no
[x] true/yes
[/] party/sometimes
[--] HECK NO
[XX] SUPAH YUSS


--Basic--

[-] i'm in middle school(nuuupe. i'm a sophmore belive it or not.)
[x] i'm in high school
[-] i'm in college
[-] i'm not in school
[-] other (explain)

--Classes & Teachers--

you're happy with your...

[-] homeroom
[-] gym class
[-] what? WHAT DID YOU TYPE HERE????
[--] math teacher
[---] math class
[x] english teacher
[x] english class
[-] history teacher
[-] history class
[-] science teacher
[-] science class

what other classes do you take, and what kind of crazy teachers do you have?
drama.
the teach me how to imitate dysfunctional kitchen appliences.




ya rlly

--Locker--

[----------------] i have a organized space
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX] dump.
[---] i am happy with where my locker is(hello area in school with most traffic!)
[-] top locker
[-] bottom locker
[x] neither (explain)our lockers are about 1' wide and 5' high.


--Lunch--

[-] i buy lunch
[x] i bring lunch( be proud of me, i eat salads every day!)
[--] i skip lunch
[X] i eat with friends
[---] i eat with teachers
[x] *NUM NUM NUM*


--Random--

[x] textbooks are heeeeeavy
[-] my opinion of the school nurse is positive (a six year old could do better
[-] school computers rock
[x] crowded hallways baaaaaad
[-] faked sick to avoid school
[--] took this quiz to avoid homework

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20427561/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20427561/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 17:47:04 PDT LIKE A DAY IN THE LIFE PHOTTOSHOOT OF US
and I AM TALKING TO YOU GUYS.


anyway.
chezo tagged me.
so here.

[-] false/no
[x] true/yes
[/] party/sometimes
[--] HECK NO
[XX] SUPAH YUSS


--Basic--

[-] i'm in middle school(nuuupe. i'm a sophmore belive it or not.)
[x] i'm in high school
[-] i'm in college
[-] i'm not in school
[-] other (explain)

--Classes & Teachers--

you're happy with your...

[-] homeroom
[-] gym class
[-] what? WHAT DID YOU TYPE HERE????
[--] math teacher
[---] math class
[x] english teacher
[x] english class
[-] history teacher
[-] history class
[-] science teacher
[-] science class

what other classes do you take, and what kind of crazy teachers do you have?
drama.
the teach me how to imitate dysfunctional kitchen appliences.




ya rlly

--Locker--

[----------------] i have a organized space
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX] dump.
[---] i am happy with where my locker is(hello area in school with most traffic!)
[-] top locker
[-] bottom locker
[x] neither (explain)our lockers are about 1' wide and 5' high.


--Lunch--

[-] i buy lunch
[x] i bring lunch( be proud of me, i eat salads every day!)
[--] i skip lunch
[X] i eat with friends
[---] i eat with teachers
[x] *NUM NUM NUM*


--Random--

[x] textbooks are heeeeeavy
[-] my opinion of the school nurse is positive (a six year old could do better
[-] school computers rock
[x] crowded hallways baaaaaad
[-] faked sick to avoid school
[--] took this quiz to avoid homework

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20369076/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20369076/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 05:23:05 PDT [link]
and i wil be dying it dark brown/black.



]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20285576/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20285576/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 07:45:43 PDT ugh.
so i won't be on the computer on weekdays (to avid another last year scenerio)so on weekends lookout for me!
but on a good note, is on my bus this year...
but still school.....
HALP MI.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20182216/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20182216/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:32:57 PDT i won't let you bury it
i won't let you smother it
i won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
nuh nuh nuh
ooooOOOooo
yeah yeah yeah yeah
YEAH YEAH YEAH
[link]

i tag YOU

ha
x=yes
blank=no
/artly

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.(only when i just wake up)
[x] I have many scars.(small ones in odd places, like on my face, hand and feet)
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[/] I am self-conscious about my appearance.(my thighs)
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free(tighhhhsss)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[/] I want to have kids someday.(adopt a chinese girl)
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.(ver attentive)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.(all the time)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.(my deathnote managed to getglued to my hand via clear nailpolish)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.(photsensitivity)
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[x] I've had measles

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.(-sobs-)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.(more of a spin the bottle truth or dare hybrid)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a... ]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20143597/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20143597/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 07:13:41 PDT 6:00 am- 10:12 am and still going.
motors, lawn mowers weed wakers etc.
I"M GOING TO FREAKING KILL THEM

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20132923/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20132923/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 15:18:36 PDT for tagging me! KC i'm gonna get yelled at by my tag hating journal go-ers!



betch.



anyway, before hand i tag:

and


here i go.
sorry guys.
RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.


-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear MissyManic,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery.I think I realized it When I changed tennis shoes With George Bush and his wife and I saw you Carve your initials into My avocado plant.I'm sure you're Man enough to understand I had a sex change.I'm returning The couch cushions to you, but I'll keep Your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I Always will remember The incarnation as an eskimo .

Go burn,



1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now... ]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20108686/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20108686/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:10:33 PDT
its the 23rd of august already which means school starts in....SONOFAFISH 11 days XO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


w/e.
i still have to go school clothes shopping, cos i've only bought 4 articals of clothing so far (2 shirts and 2 pairs of skinny jeans). So i'm hoping mum will take me shopping to...idk, TJmax or something. Target mabye. I am supposed to go to tannersville PA with and on the 29th or something so if i look really REALLY hard i might be able to find some decent clothes that satisfy my highly eccentric sense of style. yeah.Luckily this eyar won't be complelty suckish(for one, i'm no longer at the bottom of the HS pecking order anymore)cos Shiro is comming to our school and Queemo is in some of my classes with me! (THREEEEEEEeeeEEEEeeeee)
agh. which reminds me. i still have to finish that stupid summer reading project book;"Rocket Boys". ick. Its sooooooo boring. and repeditive. then boring. then kind of gay. then repeditive again.
IT
FREAKING
SUCKS.
its literally like this:
*Homer Jr.: DAD! i wanna build rockets.
*Dad: the coal mine is my life! you shall work thar when ur grown.
*Homer; but daaaad the coal mine sucks.
*Dad: too bad its my LIFE. I LOVE IT MORE THAN U OR UR MOM. >
*Homer: but i HATE IT. i wanna build--
*Dad: UR GONNA WORK THAR AND LIKE IT!!!!!!!1-shift-11!!!!
Homer: STFU I HATE YOU. *builds rockets* yay!
*parts get stolen* nuuuuuu ;A;
*cat gets hit by a car* o well
*rocket gets built* YAY!!!
*rocketlaunch*
*breif brokebackmountain-esque scene*(anyone who watched "october sky" you KNOW what i'm talking about.)
the end. Wooopdie-flippin'-doo...

but like i said before, since i have english class with queemo ii at least have a 'this book is boring' venting pal.
OH
OH
OH
OH
OH!
that reminds me!
this year for halloween! prepare for some serious cosplay cos thse three loosers;
and
are dressing up asssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
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...********************.......
....******************........
.....****************.........
......**************..........
.......************...........
........**********............
.........********.............
..........******..............
...........****...............
............**................
.............*................
___GOING AS------>[link]
____GOING AS-------->[link]
(mr. I'm a gay)
and last but not least
___GOING AS---->[link]

ke ke ke
so expect pictures. i think its going... ]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20078617/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20078617/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 13:22:48 PDT :iconshrionami23: AND ANYONE ELSE I FORGOT

oh, and you too >:3

YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats
[x ] its hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ]shopping is torture
[x ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid.
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you own/owned a DS, PS2, or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers(hellz yes, red ranger!)
[ ] sometimes you watch sports on TV
[ ] gorey movies are cool
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to/do collect football collector cards
[ ] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[x] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people(one or two i'm okay with, any more i feel akward and out of place)
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[] sometimes you talk with food in your mouth
[ ] sometimes you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once

TOTAL = 10 :/



YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[x] you love to shop (hot topic and BORDERS so don't get too excited.)
[x ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] sometimes you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheer leading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you like going to the mall(not by myself tho)
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures(NO.)
[x] you like wearing jewelry(if my colar counts, yes.)
[x] you cried watching The Notebook (THAT MOVIE...)
[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your hobbies
[x] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like .
[ ] you like wearing dresses when you can
[ ] you wear body spray/perfume
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[x] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[x] pink is one of your favorite colors(ehh it's ok)

TOTAL= 9 gasp
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○● B R I T I S H ○●

[x] You drink a lot of tea. (<-friggin addict)
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell.”
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Brea... ]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20059809/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/20059809/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 12:51:41 PDT




from jogging



around the block.


X_X
i'm dead.
my heartbeat is litterally pulsating in my freaking TOES. But you guys don't care about that, do you?

i just got back from my grandmum's house and was all "OMFGihavesomuchenergytoburn!!!!" so i had to go on a run.I kid you not when i say there was literally NOTHING to do there. i spent a majority of my time doing the following;
-eating
-painting
-going on walks
I felt like a dog.needless to say i'm more than happy to be home.



also, in a completly unrealted story. I AM IN LOVE.
not with the jonas brothers
not with some scrawnly high school boy
not with anyone you know.

but with this man
RITE HERE ---->[link]

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19929655/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19929655/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 07:34:25 PDT two agonizing weeks of watching children, barking orders and subbing in as head counsler for our sad excuse of a leader.(which i must admit has left me a bit of a conrol freak e_o)
but yeah, now i'm free as a bird and bored T_T
not fun.
sooo
and for the record i'm not dead guys, I WAS AT FREAKING CAMP.



now for this breaking story.
is to blame.
kill this biznitch not me, ok? (love you KC)
its apparently what my dream guys would be like.
cool.


WARNING,RETARDED COMMENATRY ADDED
so
TURNS YOU ON = ON
TURNS YOU OFF = OFF
doesn't MATTER = DM
Girls Fill this Out.um...ok?

Wears a grill: OFF OFF OFF DO NOT WANT e.e

Dresses Gangsta: O-F-F

Dresses Preppy: i'm 90% sure he'd be gay...so...off.

Dresses Skater: DM, i can deal with skater

Dresses Athletic: OFF. no jocks for me pls&thanku

Dresses Hick: nah, i don't want a boy who'd cheat on me for his sister...off.

Has green eyes: DM, trevor has dark eyes anyway...

Has brown eyes: DM idk

Has hazel eyes: DM

Has blue eyes: DEE FRREKIN EMMM! I DO"NT ACRE WHAT THEIR EYE COLOUR IS!!!!!!!!!!

Smokes cigarettes: OFF. cos you know, that whole smoke/ttabacco scent reekiing from their pores and yellow teeth and messed hair and yellow nails and skin are SO HAWT. might as well marry a hobo.

Does pills: off, i want nothing to do with the whole drugee scene.

Plays sports: i don't care. DM

Can skate: DM i sure as hell can't so it can go either way...

Writes lyrics: that'd be cool i guess. ON

Smiles a lot: On--but not too much, i don't wanna date a mitch or anything XD

Has Good Teeth: On

Has blonde hair: DM

Has brown hair: On

Has black hair: ON ON ON ON ON

Has red hair: not 'redhead' red. Axel, red? Hellz yeah! ON.

Has spikey hair: ON spikey as in FF VII AC? YES.god i am such a dork. =_=

Has no hair: ON, bald can b sexy too. ;u;

Has long hairN ON ON ON ON ON ON

Good dancer: off, they'll make me look worse.

Wears jewelry: collars and studded bracelets. C: ON

Piercings: DM

Muscles: Off, i like the skinny guys with glasses. don't get me wrong, flab won't fly with me, but i can't stand the overly mucular type...

Tattoos: DM. just not everywhere, that's alittle scary.

Laid back: ON, just not lazy.

Plays guitar: DM

Plays drums: DM

Raps: OFF

Can draw: ON

Has a lip ring: On, snake bites

Has a tongue ring: On like ruse. just not lip and tongue, k?

Nipples pierced: e_e off..

Hugs you: On

Hugs from behind: off, i hate surprises.

Creative: On

Calls you just to hear your voice: On

Goes to church: on

Is funny: if he hasn't got a sense of humor why bother? on.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19748989/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19748989/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 08:50:06 PDT

this week starts the 2nd week of GDC.

say a prayer for and me pls

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19588230/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19588230/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 10:19:57 PDT 's house. i Stayed there fro the wee and then went with her and to Chinatown yesterday. For the first 3 days i stayyed over we just hung out. I taought Shiro to watercolour and she did a pretty decent job! Especially for a first timmer! YAY SHIRO!
sorry i just woke up (at 12:35 am!!!)...so in reteurn for teaching her my ways she gave me an ANIMATION PROGRAM.
lol not rlly.
she gave it to me partly out of the goodness of her heart and partly cos she tried numerous times to put it to use but failed! poor shiro. anyay She gave me an animation/anime constructing studio which i am DETERMINED to put to good use before the end of the summer! (Perhaps on my new account i'll include animations)
Speaking of which, i disided i WILL be making a new DA account soon. I've come up with three potental usernames:
-Nunii (pronounced new-nii)
-Shatat
-Gnat
-Quietus(qwee-et-us. the exact moment before death)
Its not much but ii'm havving problems deciding which to choose so your opinions would be appretiated. i'll notify evryone on my watchlist as to when i'll be switching over, followed by a link to my new account (but until then stay tunned here!) okay?
great.
So. Chinatown.
greateest city ever!
EVER.
So cool!
Shiro's grandma and Aunt took us (thanks again Mema and Jenny!) to Chinatown in NY and had to put up with Shiro, Queemo, and I running from storefront to storefront like chickens without heads for about an hour until we established a plan as to where to go. We took a train there (77 minutes guys X-X) then a cab to get there. Sadly we sw no dragqueens there but there were plently of...*ahem* rather good looking asians. ask queemo XD she'll tell you all about my constant eyeing-up of numerous japanese guys. (chinatown had viatnamese, korean, chinese and japanese stuff btw, its more of an asian ghetto.)But that isn't important now is it? Xd
For lunch we went out for dim sum. I ordered a round of Fried calamari for everybody, assuming they all knew what that was.....eheh. So no one knew what it as and everyone at my table was all "wtf is that? Ruse wha'd u order???" whe i told them it was squd everyone except Mema tried some, hated it and refused to eat it. Mema soon reluctantly tried it and promptly spit it out. Shiro tried some too aand had about 2 pieces and probably would have eaten more if i hadn't wolfed down the entire plate. On top od my healthy dose of squid, Queemo amde a bet with me that i couldn't eat a clump of the herbs used in the tea we were served without spitting it out or vomiting. if i could and didn't vomit in the next hour she would buy me some pocky. in the end i didn't puke and i got melon gummies. not pocky. thse are better than pocky TRUST ME.
i also bought while in chinatown;
-HIGH QUALITY L CELL POSTER. he's eating cake or ice creme (can't remember)
-JAPANESE PLAY MAGIZINE. not play boy. play its a magaizine poular injapan about bands. the guys in here are smokin!
-PINK BUNNY CELL HOLDER. its to hold your cell phone, he's a super cute pink bunny i call him 'ichigo star' XD
-DEATHNOTE LIVE ACTION MOVIE. i don't care if an english version is comming out here soon the japanese voice actors are MUCH better
-YIDA CD. Yida is so taleted. he's my new favorite (sorry keith XD)
-SH!N CD. Sh!n is also super poular in japann, not as good as YIDA but i <3 them anyway.
-VAMPIRES ARE PPL TOO PACKET COMPLETE WITH PIN. this nutjob on the street gave queem and i them. he sigled us out cos he was all 'oh look emos' and gave them tio us. my pin says AVL american vampire legue on it and is pinned to Ichigo Star's buttox XD

and craploads of food.
oh and Dewflowers b-day gift but, you know. ui can't tell you that. can i?
no.

so yes, i'm verrry happy.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19504806/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19504806/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 17:59:15 PDT you read u must do!
its about MUSIC


1. Of all the bands/artists in your cd/record collection, which one do you own the most albums by?
i have no idea. i listen to alot of random music...but i think it might be either Blue October or Nightwish, i have to check. it used to be MCR but i don't listen to em much anymore.

2. What was the last song you listened to?
"Closer"-Nine Inch nails XD

3. What’s in your record/cd player right now?
"wait and bleed"-Slipknot

4. What song would you say sums you up?
what song sums me up...hm...probably "lazing on a sunday afternoon"-Queen [link]

5. What’s your favorite local band?
Local band. local band....um. MCCR i guess cos they started in NJ and i live in NJ, OH IDK NEXT QUESTION.

6. What was the last show you attended?
Springblaze XD i'm such a dork

7. What was the greatest show you’ve ever been to?
Autum Blaze 07 i touched the guy from Tobymac and then carried out a converastion with barlowgirl ^^

8. What’s the worst band you’ve ever seen in concert?
FATHER FORTUNATA WTF MAN WTF.

9. What band do you love musically but hate the members of?
Blue october.

10. What show are you looking forward to?
i wish Micheal jackson did concerts.

11. What is your favorite band shirt?
i only own one and its my switchfoot shirt soooo.....

12. What musician would you like to hang out with for a day?
JEFREE STAR (B

13. What musician would you like to be in love with for a day?
micheal jackson the OLD ONE not the new white-koi-fish-looking-molest-little-boys one.

14. Metal question: Jeans and Leather vs. Cracker Jack clothes?
-is not into metal-

15. Sabbath or solo Ozzy?
Sabbath...!!!!

16. Commodores or solo Lionel Ritchie?
IF at all...Lionel Ritchie

17. Punk rock, hip hop or heavy metal?
Punk rock

18. Doesn’t Primus suck?
maybe I suck, but....i dunno who that is

19. Name 4 flawless albums:
"Foiled for the last time" Blue October
"Thriller" Micheal Jackson
"Beautiful letdown" Switchfoot
"Yellow submarine' The Beatles

20. Did you know that filling out this survey makes you a music geek?
ayuh.

21. What was the greatest decade for music?
80's all the way!

22. How many music-related videos/dvds do you own?
two. POTO and LOTMS

23. Do you like Journey?
I think i listen to other stuff XD

24. Don’t try to pretend you don’t!
actually i dunno them XD

25. What is your favorite movie soundtrack?
300 has a pretty good soundtrack but i absolutly LOVE the Spirited Away soundtrack, its so beautiful!

26. What was your last musical ‘hase’ before you wised up?
um i used to love aron cater, but now he's like a drug addict or soemthing so.. i'm beyond boybands THANK GOD.

27. What’s the crappiest CD/record/etc. you’ve ever bought?
omg. i d rememebr its name but MCR's first album. it SUCKED. i don't care what you think it sucked.

28. Do you prefer vinyl or CDs?
cd's i don't haave a turn table x_x

29. Total volume of music files on your computer.

hard to say....i can tell how many single songs I got on my computer...wait...325 single songs. not much

30. The title and artist of the last CD you bought.
"the best of micheal jackson"

31. Song playing right now.

"not a second to waste"

32. Five songs you have been listening to of late (or all-time favorites, or particularly personally meaningful songs):
-"Plastic Surgery Slumber party-jefree star
-"into the ocean" Blue October
-"Even Flow" Pearl Jam
-"Chrome" VNV nation
-"Nowhere man" The Beatles.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19376785/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19376785/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 17:50:47 PDT if i can ever think of a username. i'm thinking i'll keep this one active for a while so i can nurse the new up to full health(+pageveiws) then swithcover completly.
but that's if i get a new one.
IF
IF being the key word there.
I'm just trying to clean things up abit. Thisaccount doesn't really express me very well and i seem to be stuck in a rut. i'm trying new styles and working on my realism so hopefully if i switch over pppl will find that refreshing and hopefully it'll thrive.
more than this account anyway.
-sigh-
so yeah.
MABYE tho.
if i do i'll notify everybody.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19306117/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19306117/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:59:58 PDT i shouldn't be. i'm havving a wonderful summer...which is what confuses me. why do i feel sad and excessivly lonley all the time? i see my freinds so its not like i'm suffering from deprivation...its weird.

any advive guys?
help.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19273589/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19273589/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 12:39:18 PDT I'm out of ideas.
like completly out.

I DONOT feel like drawwing my OC's and i couldn't even if i wanted to. know why? i don't have a freakin sketchbook.

w/e


sorry abuot the vent.


tsssssk. i'm outta here.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19248678/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19248678/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 06:52:13 PDT hey its better than reading how much i love VNV nation



Rule #1:
If you open this you GOTTA take it.

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone
messages you and asks

Rule #3:
Only answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone of your top friends?: true
Q: Been arrested?: False
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?: true
Q: You like someone?:true
Q: Held a snake?: True
Q: Been suspended from school?: False
Q: Been fired from a job?: False
Q: Sang karaoke?: false
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?: false
Q: Laughed until you started crying?: True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?: True
Q: Kissed in the rain?: false
Q: Sang in the shower?: false
Q: Sat on a roof top?: True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: false
Q. Broken a bone?: false
Q: Shaved your head?: False
Q: Played a prank on someone?: True
Q: Had/have a gym membership?: False
Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?: true
Q: Shot a gun?: True
Q: Donated Blood?: False ((MY BLOOD -hisss-)
Q: Had your heart broken?: False
Q: Broken someone's heart?: most likely.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON....

1. You hung out with?: and

2. Last person you text -ed?: -doesn't text-

3. You were in a car with?: my mum and younger sister.

4. Went to the movies with?: i forget..i haven't seen any movies lately

5. Went to the mall with?: well queemo and shironami23 today soooo....

6. You talked to on the phone?: KC

7. Made you laugh?: My lil bro, mikey

8. You hugged?: Queemo and shiro..pffft Xd you guys have to put up with my man-hugs XD

9. You cried with?: queemo and shiro

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Love or be loved?: be loved.

2. Be serious or be funny?: funny.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?: skimmmmmmmmm

4. Die in a fire or get shot?: i always wanted to get shot XD

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?: Moon

2. Winter or Fall?: winter.

3. Left or right?: Right

4. Sunny or rainy?: Rainy, blue skys depress me.

6. Where do you live?: i'm, a hobo XD

8. Do you want to get married?: yes to a beautiful aisian boy!

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: IMA CUTTER ;O

10. Do You Cook?: yes.

11. Current mood?:bored

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?: nooope

2. Sang?: nupe.

3. Been hugged?: yes

4. Cried?: No

5. Liked someone you can't have?: nopppe.





---------RUSE's REAL JOURNAL------------------------
sorry guys i had to. you don't know how bored i am.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19180270/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19180270/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 08:54:15 PDT no tears no sympathy~~~~
(epicentre-VNV Nation)
great song/ band EVAR. Its a mix of technor-rave/ alternative.
listen to it.

EPICENTRE
[link]
and of course...
CHROME
[link]

they are a seriously hardcore band. yeah. hardcore.

anyway.
today has officially been dubbed dawn of the deadas i've gotten about....um....1.5 hours of sleep (if that). The whole night i was kept up by a shooting pain in my left leg which felt like someone sawwing it off with a DULL bonesaw. So all last night as i constantly shifted around in bed, attempting to find some position that might offer some releif from the excurtiating pain in my leg (with little success) until 4:47 am when i finally fell asleep.
But guessss whaaaattt????
I woke up at exactly 5:30. =_=; and flopped around in bed till 10:00 when i dicided to get up already.
The pain's gone now buuuuuttttt i'm now a zombie.
that's right.
and i are now ZOMBIES.
BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssssss.....


So today to make things WORSE. tomarrow is the 4th.
yay. not that i'm not psyched for comming over, its just that today, being the 3rd, I HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO.normally this wouldn't be a problem but seeeing as i've had 1.5 hours of sleep...

so today my schedual will consit of:
-cleaning up the place
-making my strawberry and creme cake
-washig my digustingly dirty face
-working out
-drinking complete and utter sh*tloads of caffinated drinks to keep me awake
-pray i crash tonight.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19142031/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19142031/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 07:56:45 PDT header's slightly off today.
hm.

Anyway, getting back fo buiness. i'm back from the torment that was my vacation. Most of you are going to say i'm just being an emo drama queen or something but just know that i get cabin fever easily. VERY easily. During the 3 hour car ride my father was singing and it made me want to kill somebody.
so i'm back.
and friday is the 4th of jeee-lie. YEEEEEE.
I don't normally get too psyched about the 4th (mainly cos i think its a really pointless holiday to begin with) but this year is different. How so?
and are comming over for the night! We're gonna make strawberry dacuries tooo... ;u; (don't worry, no tequila for us. we don't want smashed artistsXD) Three artists in one place? That can only mean one thing ....photooosssssss
we're bbond to take some, seeing as we Do havean entire backyard to run around in. Open feild and wooded area not enough for you, queemo darling? How about the lake down the road, the pathway leading to kossman school or the culdesack outside my house?
That's grass,wood, forest,water, and cement for ya right there. Plus i've gotten some new make up ideas and hairstyles that'll make your photographic side all tingly in....places. XD
soo can't wait to see u guys. mum said perhaps they can come over on wendsay.

IF ANYONE HAS ANY SUGESTIONS LET ME KNOW.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19112505/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/19112505/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 15:54:00 PDT -sob-
I"M SO HAAPPPPPPPPYYYY
-CONFETTI-
K I'M DONE

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18977211/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18977211/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:18:05 PDT da nuh nuh nuuuuuuh...

________________________RUSE's JOURNAL___________
If you're reading this right now,chances are i'm already on 'vacation' in Wildwood Crest NJ. This also means i'm not going to be on for the next...oh idk...7 ish days.
WHOOPDEEDO.
I HATE THE BEACH HATE IT.
stupid sand and sun. stupid stupid stupid stupid.
So yeah, while u guys are all "DA LOLz FUNTIEM!' i'll be frying like an egg on the stinking NJ coast. =_=;
not super.
i stocke dup on meme's so when i get hime i havesomething to look foward to....though i can't fill them out cos PSP IS BROKEN X(
SUCH A PAIN!!!! the opacity says its always on 100% but it acts like it on freakin' 2%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AGHHHHHHHHH! WTF PSP WTF????( if anyone's ha dthis problem befor,i's LOVE to hear how to fix it. SSERIOUSLY IF YOU"RE JUST STOPPING BY THIS PAGE FOR A SEC AND U KNOW HOW TO FIX THE OPACITY LEVEL FROM SAYYING ITS ON 100% BUT IT ACTS LIKE 48% PLEASE COMMENT HERE!!!!!!!!!!)


that is all.
Rusewolfie, OUWWWWWT!

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18932807/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18932807/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:15:39 PDT sorry....


------------------------------*RUSE'S JOURNAL-------
So my life as of now, has been complete and total sh*t. I was unable to finish my algebra exam(it didn't help the teacher wouldn't let me finish either), annd my friend has been going thru a tough time as somebody close to her has broken her trust.
So yeah.
sh*t.
So this morning i expected the same, same crappy day. BUT my mom suddenly pops in all
"OH GUESS WHAT?"
So i was like
"what?"
"Your father and i talked and we dicided you're not grounded anymore."
...."WHAT?!!"
I WAS SO HAPPY.

So tomarrow im getting my hair cut like light's hair mixed with L's. i already dyed it dark brown so it'll be awesome! YEah i'm getting it cut tomarrow at 9:15! CHYAH! Also :icon07843: and are commin over to chill in my pool...and admire my hair. XD
THEN on saterday is :icon07843:'s graduation party!
-sniffle sniffle- my lil jen's growwin up FAST! So its gonna be freaking SICK.
SICK PPL
SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK

hey hey hey heir kommet alex~
sorry, guitar hero maniac. its a good song tho, Utube it. (its in german tho so don't ask me to translate)



















and that's rlly it.




---> sped up version XD [link]



and oh yes.... their baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack


---------------ABOUT THE ARTIST---------------------

*LAYER ONE*
Name: Natalie (thouh some call me trev XD)
Birthplace: NJ
Birthday: frostbite season
Gender: DRAG QUEEN XD
Eye Color: hazel?
Hair Color: its normally light brown but i've dyed it so many times,first brown, then auburn, then red. its current colour happens to be a dark brown with a slight red tinge to it
Height: 5'4" ish.
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: sagiterrius
Elemental Sign:METAL(-slayyyerr-)
Chinese Zodiac Sign: freaking monkey.=_=

*LAYER TWO*
Your heritage: english, polish and hispanic.
The shoes you wore today: my black platform flipflops...to confensate for my actual height.
Your fears: NEEDLES.
Your perfect meal: smoked/broild eel sushi with vanilla ice creme for dessert
Goal you'd like to achieve: MAKE HONOR ROLE NEXT YEAR

*LAYER THREE*
What is...
Your first thought waking up:"Ahahhh...don't have to get up at six anymore!"-rollsover-
Your best physical feature: my....um.....hm....hands. Cos without them i couldn't draw=i'd got insane=i'd kill myselfROBLEM
Your bedtime:depends. somenights the old fart in me tells me to sleep at 9:30 other nights i can stay up till 5:00.
Your most missed memory:i don't know really....i don't really "miss" mememories.

*LAYER FOUR*
Do you prefer...
Pepsi or Coke:FOR THE LAST--*seeth* okay...there is no difference AND for those about to object--get a life.
McDonald's or Burger King: ick.
Single or group dates: single?
Adidas or Nike: CONVERSE >D
Lipton Ice Tea or Neste?: ur kidding me
drink premade iced tea?: w/e i don't loose sleep over it!
Chocolate or vanilla: VANILLAVANILLAVANILLA.
Cappuccino or coffee: BOTHHHHHHHHHH.

LAYER FIVE:
Do/Did you...
Smoke: [link]
Cuss: WHY YES I DO
Sing: lol no
Take a shower: i don't bathe........o_o.....j/k of course i shower!
Have a crush:HAD a crush. til he...never mind.
Think you've been in love: back in the day i was.
Want to go to college: uh,YEAH.
Like high school: neeee.....nooo.....
Want to get married: sure but imma adopt an aisian and name it Rrrrrrrrr
Get motion sickness: oh yeah.
Think you're attractive: eh, i don't thnk i'm like OMFGSUPERMODEL but i'm not ugly. i'm a bit above average.
Think you're a health freak: i like yogurt.
Get along with your parent(s):mostly, yeah. i've never really gotten intoa fight with them b4.
Like thunderstorms: no, they terrorize my frends.
Play an instrument: Electric Geetar! LEAD BETCHUZ!


Chose one:

1. Jrock or Jpop - Jrock, Maxium the hormone pwns. DieToten hosen is good... ]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18924459/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18924459/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 05:53:23 PDT that's right
my supa kwl parents dicided to let me have my privilages back! OMG words cannot contain how happy i am.


so happy

so very happy.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18647912/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18647912/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 15:44:31 PDT LOL
I"M STUCK INA COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA NUH NUH NUH NUH NUH NUUUUHHHH
geetar hero tiem betchez.


kay, school is comming to a clos--*le gasp* finals.
evil.
w/e i'll get thru em. i just gotta study.
yeah.
kay if u just read that g. a.l
NAOW.
~Rusewolfie
OUT.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18254813/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18254813/ Sat, 10 May 2008 09:36:42 PDT gahhhhhhhhhhh whyyyyyy wyyyyy do we have to write this thing now? is it cos mr.goodwin forgot about the thing and just suddenly remebered or is it cos he hates me?
both i'll bet.

-sigh-
christ i hate essays. especially huge a$$ 7 paragraph, 5 page ones!
stupid.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18254812/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18254812/ Sat, 10 May 2008 09:36:42 PDT gahhhhhhhhhhh whyyyyyy wyyyyy do we have to write this thing now? is it cos mr.goodwin forgot about the thing and just suddenly remebered or is it cos he hates me?
both i'll bet.

-sigh-
christ i hate essays. especially huge a$$ 7 paragraph, 5 page ones!
stupid.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18167632/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18167632/ Sun, 04 May 2008 16:21:10 PDT
and so u guys will quit being all
"OMG WHAT DID YOU DO??"
report card.
mostly c's
now stfu about it, okay i'm not in the mood.
and YES i am doing better now and YES i will get better grades so please leave me alone.




and for the love of Kira please watch these!


Deathsponge notepants
[link]

L is afraid of clowns.
[link]

Ryuk's crazy taco
[link]

light hates caller ID
[link]

Light/vex laugh
[link]
its sort of scary



and thats it.. btw i was talking about this kira.
kira: LETS MAKE COOOKIESSS :herat:
not this kira
kira; DAETHDEATHDEATHDEATHDEATHDAETHEKLJKFYKI

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18085652/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/18085652/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:20:53 PDT -foams-

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/17748337/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/17748337/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 13:33:05 PDT how things used to beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
before you all changed
and left meeee
waiting alone in the dark
and i know its not really your fault
i just wanna go back
wanna turn back time
TO HOW THINGS USED TO BE
HEREEEEE INNNN MYYY MEMORIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
*huff huffhuff*


sorry
really stressed lately.

anyway enough about how much its crushing me
and how much none of you guys are helping (only hurting)
and how sayying "its okay' IS NOT helping

lets read shall we. *stoled from dewflower*

ANOREXIA
[ ] you have dry skin
[ ] you eat 1 meal
[ ] you're very weak
[ ] you hate yourself
[ ] you starve yourself
[x] you have low self esteem
-sort of if paranoia counts then yes.
[ ] you use laxitives
[ ] you need to be more skinny
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat
[ ] people think you are too skinny
Total: 1 not bad

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[x] your mind is all over the place
[x] you are hyper most of the time
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything
[ ] you can't cooperate well
[x] you talk all the time
[ ] you need attention 24/7
Total: 3

BIPOLAR DISORDER
[ ] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irratable
-i snap like a twig
[ ] you are anti social
[ ] you have very high self esteem sometimes (depends)
[ ] you are abusing alcohal, drugs, or sex
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide
Total: 1

BULIMIA NERVOSA
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat.
-i eats what i wants
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you a way too skinny (you asked this twice...)
Total: 1

CONDUCT DISORDER
[ ] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
-"or i'll kill you" is common....
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose
[x] you always lie.
-sometimes. i'm a good liar
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
Total:2

DEPRESSION
[x] You are always sad (thanks to people. and school)
[ ] You find no hope in your future
[ ] You find no longer excitement over the activites you use to love.
[ ] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day
[x] You have low self esteem
[ ] Everything bad that happens is always your fault
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school
[ ] You have thought of/attempted suicide
[ ] you have run away from home
[ ] Hope is no longer there for you
Total: 2

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[ ] You have daily rituals
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] you have to keep things in a certain order
[ ] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again
Total: 2

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] You have not had a lot of sleep lately (last night i went to bed at like three thirty am hehe)
[x] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] You act younger than your age ()
Total: 6
SCHIZOPHRENIA
[] you often have hallucinations
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[ ] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.(not extream but i worr ALOT)
[] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[ ] you often talk to yourself.
Total: and 2

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/17461176/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/17461176/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 16:00:35 PDT duh


so hai guys, its easter. well almost.....
anyway Easter's tomorrow which means we'll be receiving a visit from 'the easter bunny' whoopdeefreakingdo.
Easter used to seem like a super holiday like christmas to me when i was a kid but now it seems like a waste. and not to mention stupid. i mean yeah, jesus rose YAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYZZZZ

but what does a frekaing rabbit breaking into your house have to do with that??? i don't think i'm too keen about that whole concept. Does he have a rabies shot? Yeah i can't exactly warm up to that idea ever since whatching "Johnny darkly...-shutter-...hello...large..talking....rabbit.......o_e
or the brtoher's grimm(thank you )
THAT HORSE
THAT HORSE
HORRRRSSSSEEEEE
THAT WAS MESSED UP.
seriously.
i went to bed last night with the fear it would come out of my closet all "NAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYRAAAAAAAAHHHHkzdvlsfljsdljkfksjlflsdfkjslfljfkaddjfljasjGRRRRRRRRRROOOOAAAARRRRR" and eat me.(cos it totally made that sound)
(like my armwarmers)
...
(GERysdihafihsdfajkhfuhsdfhdfsjhfhjkwfhals=armwarmers)
yeah
hated that movie. then to make things worse i saw Enchanted this weekend too...ick.
sappiest,mushiest,dumbest,most cliche waste oftime EVER! i'd rather stick my hand in a blender for an hour.






anywho, i really wanna see horton heras a who but god knows what might happen there, horton will have rabies and kill peopel, the who's will eat childrenl like some kind of spwan of satan and jojo the emo who will suddenly break into song.
JUST KILL ME NOW PLZ.




so yeah easter, sorry got a bit off topic thar.
easter
easter. goin to church tomarrow and imma scare EVERYONE.
not telling how
or when
just know u will be shocked.
oh yes, and you who got to my school aren't safe either. >D

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/17043629/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/17043629/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 14:30:46 PST tagged me!
so direct you angry tag-hating mob towads HER
lol
j/k
j/k
if u do i'll kill u n eat ur babiez.


k here we go.

RULES:
1.Write these rules.
2.Each tagged person must write 8 things about he/her-self.
3.And he/her has to write a journal about these things.
4.Finally he/her has to tag other 8 people.
5.Go to their dA's page and write they've been tagged.

alright.

1. I'm a huge procrastonator.
2. i'm :icon07843:'s dad
3. i'm learning how to speak german as we speak, but i also speak spanish.
4. i have a certified 'hate' list somewhere around here with people's names on it.
5. My favorite bands are MSI Blue october, and MCR and the beatles and queen and the roling stones and a host of others.
6. anything fuzzy and not a cat has the potential to be dubbed a 'uppy' in my book
7.catchphrases include: "its trevtastic",YAY, and watchamacalit.
8. THAT's NO JIVE TURKEY

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/16861765/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/16861765/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 11:08:25 PST

sorry i've ben listening to that song too much.
lol


and apparently vex as well
Vex: *increadibly loud off key singing* MOTHERRR I KILLED A MANNNNNNN~ PUT A GUN AGAINST HIS HEAD PULLED THE TRIGER etc....

yeah.



[link]
WATCH IT the amv sucks but the song is AMAZING.
do it now.

Yeah hi guys, snowday today! whooot. yeah so thismorning was really something. i woke up all 'oh look snow and ice, yay. 2 hour delay, so i'mma just go back to bed and--"

telephone: RINGRINGRINGRINGRING

-scared the crap outta me-
me: 8recovered, picks up phone* h-hello?
Automated meaage; hello this is a message from the its canceled. so stay home. bye.
me:....woooooo-sleeps- zzzzzzzzzzzz


so yeas no shool today--
VEX: AND MOTHERRR I DON"T WANNA DIEEEE SOMETIMES I WISH I"D NEVER BEEN BORN--*shot*


sorry, damn song.


OH HAY TREVORwatch now.


[link] gets verbally thrashed by shayne his 'wife' as jen laughs and films mercilessly XD


[link] and Shayne attempt to dance to Sexyback.EPIC FAILURE.

[link] and Shayne's daughter jen dances beautifly only to be interupted by the imensly akward (and somewhat creepy) dance moves of her parents.

[link] NO! Jen's in dager of being raped by the evil stick! but fear not, as trevor valiantly comes to the rescue.

[link] and Shayne listen to some crazy beeotche's voicemail and trevor mimics having a seiger.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/16600017/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/16600017/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 15:56:43 PST all of you.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/16585058/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/16585058/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 17:27:07 PST
-sigh- i dunno what is wrong wioth me lately.
my usual happy, ADHD-full self has turned into a quiet deeply sad self. and i dunno why. its not 'that time of the mont' sop PMS isn't a logical explanation.....


-sigh- but yeah.
i have no idea why.
mabye its stress? that'd proab;ly be the most likely solution....school is a pain and i'm not doing very well this semester. that and i'm under so much pressure right now, i feel very lost. almost like there is no one i can turn to
( and btw kc and ali this has NOTHING to do with you! so no "omfg my problems have made natalie sad! sh*t).
no one
or perhaps nobody i can turn to because no one will help me. it sems that nowin days eveyone has soemthing to hide, and when they think they can turn to me to tell me (cos 'm apparently the emotional consultant or something) i tell them to let it out , that i can handle it. but ;ater on end up wanting to help, and realize i can't.
i can't help them.
how can i when i can't even help myself?
my grades are crap and its cos i cant eben summon enough effort to study.
that must be it. that's mostlikely the reason i feel like a failure...


THAT"S IT!

that's exactl how i feel!
I"M A FAILURE!!!
a failure as a freind
failure as a pyschologist
failure as a student
EVERYTHING.

i know what your all thinking
"dude ur not a failure...your like the bets artist i know yadda yadda"
'NO U AREN"T THATS BULL S**T! we're the failures not you!"
"NOOO DADDY DON"T BE SAD! YOUS NOT A FAILURE!!"
" no ur not. i l u"
"8hugs*"



but ur all wrong...so wrong. i feel like iv'e failed at so many things right now.
just look at the grammer/spelliong in this and ull see whut i mean.



but ssrsly guys, i dunno what's going on, hopefully its just a phase.....


BUT DO NOT BY ANYMEANS THINK YOU MAY BE THE CAUSE OF THIS. KACIE I'M TALKING TO YOU AN ALISON HERE UIF I FIND YOU UYS PUTTING ON FALSE SMILES TOMARROW FOR ME OR DOING ANYTHING (YOU KNOW WHAT) I SWEAR I 'LL KEEL YEWWW....no one is the cause of my anguish right now. NO ONE.






like i said before its only a phase (i hope)
























sorry i had to vent.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/16271137/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/16271137/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 13:42:52 PST *lightning bolt*
*harry potter*
I LIVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE




but only temporarily.


look, sorry to go on haitus liek that for such a long time w/o telling anyone why.
i know
i know
the second i left you all immieditly began smashing your fists against the computer screen yelling "WHY RUSE WHYY???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


the sad pathetic truth is that i was (and still am) grounded for doing crappy in school ect ect. and i've been allowed on the comuter today cos i finished my HW and cleaned my bio hazza--i mean bedroom AND have shown sighns of improving in school. and my parents said if i did good this marking period they'd consiter letting me buy a pet rat! CB
*highfives timberwolf9* it worked!


so yes i'm, bact on DA for the day and possibly tomarrow so i'll try to get new stuff up on here ASAP.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15794478/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15794478/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 14:23:15 PST
okay, so first things first. with december here that OBIOUSLY mean its going to get busy really really quickly. for example, my school is having their anual sem-fromal dance....thing. and i have to go by decree of THANKS T_T
so yeah, i'm going with her, her freind tommy and my bf
to a dance
in the freaking cold
in a dress.
AGAIN.
whoopdefrikkindoo....
i'm supposably going to go dress shopping with DeathxLover tomarrow at Debs or macys or whereever the freak they sell them at. funfunfun. w/e i'll try to have agood time. after all, what are freinds for?
so that's on the 8th.
the day after my birthday!
BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYCAAAAAKKKKEEEE woooooo!
that's the one thing i've been looking foward to like all year!
its gonna be saweet! and yes, i'm turning 15...... you can stop laughing now. =_=;
but anyway i'm having this tokyo themed party with sushi and miso. YAYS.

so i'm happy and excited.



not as big as a thought it'd be....ah well.


CHARACTER UPDATES~~~
-There's a new referance sheet for darkeh, that i've FINALLY gotten my lazy self to make. so keep an eye on my galler for that, kay?
-NEW CHARATER. its a girl, her name is sayance (pronounced) say-on-ce.
so yes....



k that's it.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15760288/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15760288/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 06:53:29 PST its 9:39 am on a sunday and its snowwing...really REALLY hard.


ehhhhh.....
w/e. atleast we're geting some snow. Lats yera we went three months, december, january and febuary with only 4 days of snow! pathetic, no? So yes, i'm more than happy to see the white stuff comming down. ANNnnnnnDDDDddddd guess who's birthday is in.....<rocesingdata>
8 days??? MINE.
-happydance-
which reminds me.. Alison and kacie, you guys need to note me so i can give u ur invite info and GIVE ME A DEFINITE AWNSER. you hear that kc??? its on the 7th not 17th u guys.and i'll have none of this 'my nmom said she'll think about it stuff cos i need an awnser sometime today.
so yeah. NOTE ME. NAOW.
mabye the snow will stay for my b-day....hmmm...


so anyway, i was hopping to get stuff on my wishlist this year.....that'd be nice.
i found the Deathnote movie box set on amazon.xcom for like 8.00$s us cash and was like asfnkjsajkhakjfhkjfhajfhsahfjlaslfjklada skldflsalkjdflaknflMOMLOOKITTHISS!

but she claims she 'wants to check it out to make sure there's nothing bad in it.' w/e, she's a mom what'd u expect....

and i found this nifty tag which i know you ALL wanna read so doo ittt.


RICH B*TCH
[ ] You go/have gone tanning.
[ ] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
[x ] You love Starbucks. (its cofee ppl!)
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[ ] You have/had a laptop
[ ]You love shopping.
TOTAL:1

GOTHIC
_________
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You wear chains.
[ ] You like heavy metal.
[x ] You've shopped at hot topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[] You have/had/or wanted piercings.(neeedllleeezssss)
[ ] You own a pair of Tripp pants
[ ] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 2

PUNK
_______
[ ] You can skateboard
[x] You like plaid. (its alright i like striped more...))
[x] You have Converse.
[x] You hate mtv. (I don't watch it, but I Don't hate it either)
[ ]You have/had/want *blue*, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[ ] You love mohawks
[x] You LOVE Music.
[ x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not.((posers)
TOTAL:5

EMO
______
[x] You are sad sometimes.
[x ] You have dark colored glasses. (lots of sunglasses)
[] You cry easily.
[ x] You like emo music
[x] You've kept a journal/diary
[ ] You have written a sad poem.
[x] You have dyed your hair.
[ ] You're sad when you're drunk
TOTAL: 5

GHETTO
________
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc.
[ ] You have worn/wanted a grill.
[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
[ ] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
[ ] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
TOTAL: 0

HARDCORE
___________
[x] You like loud music
[ ] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
[x] You have slip-on shoes.
[ ] You like Norma Jean.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear jeans a lot.
TOTAL: 5


PREP:
_______
[ ] You LOVE The OC.
[] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[ ] You like buying shoes A LOT.
[ ] You have clothes from Hollister, AE and/or Abercrombie
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] You have/had big sunglasses.
[] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
TOTAL:0

ATHLETIC
__________
[ ] You watch/watched the Superbowl(Only for the comercials)
[ ] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect jerseys.
[ ] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a team. (Played softball for two years.)
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
TOTAL: 0

SCENE
_______
[ x] You like putting little bows in your hair EMO BOW XD
[ ] You have mini-skirts
[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
[ ] You think polka-dots are way cute.
[] You have done... ]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15683765/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15683765/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 18:04:10 PST
lol u know it...
its a TAGG BUMBUM BUMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
but yeah its actually amusing.

so read it.
1. YOUR NAME: (real name)
Nat

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
natizzle CHECK IT.

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav colour and fav animal)
Black wolf..???

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)
Jay mallard

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mom's maiden name)
umm...confusing..uh
Cuenally??? WTF MAN??

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
Green Tea XDXDXD
that's original


7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your mom's middle name)
-brain implodes-
Aeecj
AEEEECJ??
how do u pronounce that?

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mum/dads middle name)
my parents havent middle names too. ohnoes. so tragic.

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)
black charlie

i TAG:

and YOU

DOOOOO ITTTTTTTTTTTTT
the power of christ compells you.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15651650/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15651650/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 14:58:40 PST SETHOS XANATHOS--X
the book about Seth i was going to write about him and i made myself sad.

well mabye only cos i was listening to this
[link]

it kind of reminds me of seth. How, you ask? CANT TELL YOU cos that'd spoin it for you.
now BER IN MIND, just a fair warning, the boook is ALOT differnt than the charctar RPS.....so i'm jujst saying...not all the characers that are alive now end up living in the book....just sayin'
-nudges sath-
Seth: WHAT???!! DO I DIE???
me: um..i can't tell that..
Seth: why the 5$@% NOT???
me: i't wrech the story.
Seth: -cries- oh go i DO DIE DON"T I!!!!!!!
me: nonono i never said that! all i'm saying is that someone who is alive now dies in the book
Seth: IS IT ME??
me: -silent-
Zane: what about me, do i die?
me: um...once again i really can't say that here




so yes be prepared, those who love the charaters *coughcoughaliandkacieandvanessadnachezoc ough*
SOMEONE GETS KILLED.
but i ani't tellin.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15552050/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15552050/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 18:07:08 PST
in case you missed the last one i'm now totally free to the computer!
why u ask??
SIMPLE! becaaaauuuussseee

I MADE HONOR ROLL!
thas rite, so i'm now allowed to go back on the comp, phone, cell phone ect which means two things
1.lots of new art stuffs
2.MORE TAGS




but today sadly u get neither.
sorry.

well anyway, expect some new art to come p here some time around tomarrow cos while i was gone i filled half a sketchbook with art.
SOON TO BE POSTED ART WILL INCLUDE:

-"And..?" a picture of vex drinking froma cup of tea
-"BurnbabyBURN" a morru reff sheet!
-"So Drill it" an Emmet reff sheet!
-"OhGodwWhatIsThat?" a gage reff sheet!
-"AmIAGoodBoy?" a gagexkira picture
and a mecca of others i'm forgetting about XD
like these two

-"Don't speak to me." an angry gage picture
-"now what?" darkeh and aku picture



btw BEST SONG EVER. discribes vex perfectly.

[link]
yeah, random sorry.


lately i've been trying to find songs that discribe him..not easy. i was really surprised to see this on u tube so yeah.....

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15549379/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15549379/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 14:20:07 PST I"M NOT GROUNDED
GOT MAH COMPY BACK. <3



HAPPYHAPPYJOYJOY.


yeah. expect more art stuffs up here kays.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15373940/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/15373940/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:57:17 PST













lol KIDDING kidding.
well then, now that i seem to have gotten your attention
HI
HI
HI
HI.
its rusewolfire reportuing directly from sculpture class. i am so bad. yeeaah. well anyway.
just thought i'd sit here with you guys for a while...and ...talk.
...
....mhmm....
SO.

My life has actually had soe events in it. SHOCKING? yes. over thye past...um...3 weeks..? yes? yeah 3 weeks i have managed too..:
-get grounded from computer, phone, mp3 playa, video games ect
-draw 2 and a half pages of manga
annddd.


















i've a boyfreind.
-thunder and lighting-

no srrsly. i do. its not leon. its not zane or any other invisible brainspawn. its
my dear friend partic. or patrix. whicheer comes first.
and if ANY OF YOU SAY ANYTHING. negitive about that i'mma stab zane and leon AND RUSE to death right here. RITE NAOW>

we clear on that?
kays.

great....
and..um...aside from that...my life is yes -UNEVENTFUL AS USUAL-

jus thought i'd fill you all in.


SO ITS TIME FOR A SURVAY I STOLE FROM SOEMONE.
some unimportant human being
but i'm not takin git. oh no. u all know enough about me. we're all gon lear about ZANE

Zane: what?

you heard me zane, you have to get out there and GO GET EM. and fill out this survay.

Zane:....okay...


.....as in now, Zane.


Zane: oh! rite...


okay

1. Do you like animals?
uh.....why? i don't HATE animals, like kick puppies or anything but i don't LOVE them....

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
....'online'? WHAT? (,has no clue what internet is..poor depived vampire)

3. Are you athletic?
somewhat. i ca beat ur ass at ANYTHING, running, swimming, flying. but i'm not going to go out og my way and suddenly yell " LETS PLAY FOOTBALL!!"

4. Are you thin, fat, athletically built etc
i'm beauttiful. SEXY.

5. How much do you weigh?
160 lbs, a decent weight for a 6'5" male, no?

6. What's your height?
UM 6'4...

7. Shoe size?
mens 13. thas rite i've big feet. *smirk*

8. What are you?
..............a vampire...?

9. How old are you?
how kind of you to ask...207 NOW I FEEL OLD. T_T

10. When is your birthday?
feb 14th..yes its on valentines day u_u

11. Do you like to receive gift art?
pictures of me?? on the web?? HELL YES.

12. Are you sociable?
ah ha ha...sometimes alittle too soclable..catch my drift?

13. Do you have many friends?
...sadly no. no matter howmany times i try to befreind ruse he's all GTFO ZANE.

14. What's your race?
-arches eyebrow- uwha?

15. Do you like to talk on the phone?
quite alot.

16. Are you single or taken?
TAKEN i'm married to a gorgious spouse and have aon beautiful child. mina. WAVE TO THE REPORTER GUYS
Mina: hello evwy bodeeeeyyy!
Zeph:......

17. Do you eat meat?
blood is not meat.

18. Are you paranoid?
nope.

19. Do you read a lot?
i'm a doctor it kind of comes with the job.

20. Do you listen to music, what kind?
my favorite bands include: Orgy, MCR, MSI andddd....u...dead or alive.

21. Do you play any instruments?
nope. i'm not a musical person.

22. What's the meaning of life?
-censored-

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14951607/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14951607/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 07:20:26 PDT
agh. today is gonna be minutly excting is that. My agenda for today consists of:
-homework
-an essay that needs to be writen for tuseday
-a freaking girlscout meeting
-MORE homework
-then hopefully some drwaaing/eating.

and sleeping

So as you can plainly see, my day is boring, my life is boring.
BUUTT life has gotten somewhat less tragic over the last few days. Dispite my shiploads of homework that needs to be completed, some good as come out of this weekend.

Okay so yesterday i went with my famiy to visit my aunt sue and uncle ken, cousin lauren ect. It wasn't as bad as i expected it to be, there was lots more ppl there which means there were more people to talk to. and Conversation=good. Ther was also lots, and i mean lots off food there (which definetly =ftw) and...CHOCOLATE CAKE. DB Chocolate=love cake=love so chocolate cake=kdvmvksjvmsdo;df,asdc,kalmc-lovelovelove- lol. Aside from eating cake like a mad man, i a got some drawwing done FINALLY. For school my she-hitler of n art teacher is forcing us to draw soemthing 'octber themed', in which case i decided to draw something Halloween themed.
cos you know
halloween = the pwn.
So i scribbled a bit on this cruddy piece of linned paper i happened to have with me till i drw out what looked like a very old zane with no eyes. So what did i do? i nammed it of course and have made it into a new character. his name is Nyero, pronounced Yea-roh NOT yuro. i haven't given him a grounded bio yet so i'll work on that later if granted the time. all i know so far is that he is Zane's Dad and is blind, this wears these bi black glasses and carries a cane.

so later i'll work on canning him and a new drawwing of Mina on here for all of you? kay?

great, bye.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14938128/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14938128/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 08:44:01 PDT
guese what i have for u all to read.

















>:3




























oh no.
OH YES.
its a tag! -thundercrash!- DUNDUNDUNN.
sorry guys i couldn't resist. i haven't done one if these in 6 journals. SIX!!!!


so ha. i have an excuese.

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
I WISH I DID SO BADDLYY
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (depends how bagy they are, not like 'supa manly pants' i like ones that are like 'hey those look hwt pants )
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. [green and black]
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total = 8 ish

Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss. only if my lips are really chapped
[ ] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures...
[x] You like wearing jewelry. RAINBOW BFF RING
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. i don't own one
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower and get dressed [I just sit in the shower for an hour]
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. 2
[x] You care about what you look like. well i don't want to lookk like a hobo.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear. [duh]
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (lest face it, i like makin ppl look deeeaaaad.)
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total = 8ish


so i'm half and half? WHUT DA HELL.

weeeiiirdddd.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14901263/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14901263/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:47:40 PDT [link]


no where near competion yet, but visit it anyway.
NOAW.

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14897533/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14897533/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 10:59:56 PDT i'm typing this frooooommm school. highschool. yes that shcool.

kay so today is just about over since i'm in sculpture class naow.
god today was crap.
MY ART TEACHER IS A SPAZZ! i forget her name but it doesn't matter anymore cos i may as well call her hitler! She is a freaking dictator.
dictator+spazz= NOT ftw.
I'm not kidding. today i swear, she got on my case about everything!!!!1
Kay so, i was sitting there, minding my own beswax and drawwing a unicorn cos well, i never really drew one before and fgured i should. plus i was bored to death and finished with my project. SO i was just starting to draw the thing when she comes over all
OMFG STOP RITE THERE! DRAW PERSPECTIVE AND CONTOURS."
i was like, whut? all confused, cos she like..came out of the ceiling or soemthing, and she keeps going on and TAKES MY SKETCHBOOK FROM ME and hands me this crappy dirty as hell pice of paper. I looked at her as if to say "um, wtf am i dupposed to do with this?" and she yelled again
"THIS -jabs accusing finger at unicorn- IS NOT ART. art is stuff that excists. like this -cue randomly accumulated wooden manuquen.-"
Isn't art supposed to be in the eye of the beholder, i thought, and i'm DRAWWING and drawwing is art (you looser). So this got me ticked off enough to say 'well isn't art supposed to reflect how you feel?"
she was all 'lol i don't thin so.DRAW THIS NOW."
"sooooo...why can't i draw my unicorn?'
"cos they don't excist, art isn't make belive like it was when you where 4, ur in high school now. you have to draw this gay looking manuqeun (SPSPSPSSSPPPP) "
me: k. what do you want me to draw (..oh mighty dictator)?
she-hitler: tones and contours 9her favorite words)
me;...can i draw a toned unicorn?
she-hitler; NONONOOO DRAW TIS OR I FAIL U! -slams textbook on desk- -stroms of to harass others-

jesus...so yeah. i couldnt draw my unicorn she was watching me like a hawk. So i drew a picture of the freakin maniquen, a tree, a hand, annnd a chinsaw with a rainbow comin out of it
when she saw that she was like
".....that's not a contour, its a sketch, u fai--"
me: but this isn't a project, you can't fail me.
she-hitler: wh--
me: i'm being productive and drawwing, why should it matter what i'm drawwing?
she-hitler: .....w/e. -walks off.

TAKE THAT U STUPID DICTATOR! so yes i pwn. but i have art tomarrow.






wit the same person.



















imma wear my unicorn shoes >:3

]]> ~RuseWolfie http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14875331/ http://RuseWolfie.deviantart.com/journal/14875331/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 18:12:29 PDT Finally, an exciting month. As many of you loyal journal readers already know, i cannot stand boring months such as september, so an exciting month like october is THE PWN.
letssss seeee...we have
-autum blaze
-corn maze
-crossroads halloween party (always a hit)
-halloween
as you can see, october is full of events i am looking foward to.

Anyways, i strted listening to Blue october on CD today, and i must say they are most amazing! Conicidence? i think not! I have listened to some of their music before i bought the CD. My favorite songs include Xamount of words andInto the ocean. i've always lovved that song, and if u have never heard it, you tube it. RITE NAOW. but yeah, they're the second best band...the only yhting stopping them fron surpassing MCR is their lead singer isn't as attractive as Gerard Way. >:3 oh well, justin will just have to work on that.

sooo i finally bought a new skectchbook that ISNT A PICE OF CRAP. but it has but one picture in it. so if ANYONE I MEAN ANYONE HAS ANY REQUESTS TELL ME NOW.
NOW
NOW
NOW
NOW
any ideas? no? k.


CHARATER STUFF~~~
ehhh...um nothing really really important is going on with these guys.....e_e
uh....
..........hm.....
.....................uh yeah, i got nothing. i was going to poste another tagged thing but i think you guys will all succumb to a seiger or soemthing if i did
so for your sake i won't do that.
i'll just, like...update or something. yeah that's it i'll update.....



um...Zane and zeph have alil daughter Mina now..soooo...um, i'll be drawwing some of her soon. I also drew a rough sketch of her freakish stuffed animal, Snuggles, yesterday in artclass. it was SUPPOSED to be creepy but every single person i showwed it to was all 'omfg i want one!!!!1'
i either A; must be loosing my thouch or B; be hanging out with really strange people. both are perfetcly plausable but then again -hit with paper saber-



well that's all for now, i'll type mor elater or whenever i get the chance okay?

KAYBYE
















you can stop cheering now XD

]]> ~RuseWolfie