deviantART: by:Rynn21

Looking Up = D

*Rynn21 — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 09:52:01 PST

Could have given up so easily
I was a few cheap shots away from the end of me
Taken for granted, almost everything that I would have died for
Just yesterday,
Just yesterday

Honestly, can you believe we crossed the world while it's asleep?
I'd never trade it in, cause I've always wanted this!
It's not a dream anymore! Nooo...
It's not a dream anymore! It's worth fighting for.

Revenge

*Rynn21 — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 13:32:10 PDT

Everything you did to us, you will get it far worse in return. you will get neither forgiveness nor sympathy from anyone ever again.

I watched myself start to turn against you. How does it feel now that you're losing everything?

----

Just a little something I came up with : P

Little gems from the Health Care Bill

*Rynn21 — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 21:04:38 PDT

Little gems from the Health Care Bill

This is a broken down version of the 1000 page UNREAD health care bill
(read the bill!)

Â Page 16: States that if you have insurance at the time of the bill becoming law and change, you will be required to take a similar plan. If that is not available, you will be required to take the gov option!
Â Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure!
Â Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed!
Â Page 30: A government committee will decide what treatments and benefits you get (and, unlike an insurer, there will be no appeals process)
Â Page 42: The "Health Choices Commissioner" will decide health benefits for you. You will have no choice. None.
Â Page 50: All non-US citizens, illegal or not, will be provided with free health care services.
Â Page 58: Every person will be issued a National ID Health card.
Â Page 59: The federal government will have direct, real-time access to all individual bank accounts for electronic funds transfer.
Â Page 65: Taxpayers will subsidize all union retiree and community organizer health plans (example: SEIU, UAW and ACORN)
Â Page 72: All private health care plans must conform to government rules to participate in a Health care Exchange.
Â Page 84: All private health care plans must participate in the Health care Exchange (i.e., total government control of private plans)
Â Page 91: Government mandates linguistic infrastructure for services; translation: illegal aliens
Â Page 95: The Government will pay ACORN and Americorps to sign up individuals for Government-run Health Care plan.
Â Page 102: Those eligible for Medicaid will be automatically enrolled: you have no choice in the matter.
Â Page 124: No company can sue the government for price-fixing. No "judicial review" is permitted against the government monopoly. Put simply, private insurers will be crushed.
Â Page 127: The AMA sold doctors out: the government will set wages.
Â Page 145: An employer MUST auto-enroll employees into the government-run public plan. No alternatives.
Â Page 126: Employers MUST pay health care bills for part-time employees AND their families.
Â Page 149: Any employer with a payroll of $400K or more, who does not offer the public option, pays an 8% tax on payroll <>BR Â Page 150: Any employer with a payroll of $250K-400K or more, who does not offer the public option, pays a 2 to 6% tax on payroll
Â Page 167: Any individual who doesn't' have acceptable health care (according to the government) will be taxed 2.5% of income.
Â Page 170: Any NON-RESIDENT alien is exempt from individual taxes (Americans will pay for them).
Â Page 195: Officers and employees of Government Health care Bureaucracy will have access to ALL American financial and personal records.
Â Page 203: "The tax imposed under this section shall not be treated as tax." Yes, it really says that.
Â Page 239: Bill will reduce physician services for Medicaid. Seniors and the poor most affected."
Â Page 241: Doctors: no matter what specialty you have, you'll all be paid the same (thanks, AMA!)
Â Page 253: Government sets value of doctors' time, their professional judgment, etc.
Â Page 265: Government mandates and controls productivity for private health care industries.
Â Page 268: Government regulates rental and purchase of power-driven wheelchairs.
Â Page 272: Cancer patients: welcome to the wonderful world of rationing!
Â Page 280: Hospitals will be penalized for what the government deems preventable re-admissions.
Â Page 298: Doctors: if you treat a patient during an initial admission that results in a readmission, you will be penalized by the government.
Â Page 317: Doctors: you are now prohibited for owning and investing in health care companies!
Â Page 318: Prohibition on hospital expansion. Hospitals cannot expand without government approval.
Â Page 321: Hospital expansion hinges on "community" input: in other words, yet another payoff for ACORN.
Â Page 335: Government mandates establishment of outcome-based measures: i.e., rationing.
Â Page 341: Government has authority to disqualify Medicare Advantage Plans, HMOs, etc.
Â Page 354: Government will restrict enrollment of SPECIAL NEEDS individuals.
Â Page 379: More bureaucracy: Telehealth Advisory Committee (health care by phone).
Â Page 425: More bureaucracy: Advance Care Planning Consult: Senior Citizens, assisted suicide, euthanasia?
Â Page 425: Government will instruct and consult regarding living wills, durable powers of attorney, etc. Mandatory. Appears to lock in estate taxes ahead of time.
Â Page 425: Government provides approved list of end-of-life resources, guiding you in death.
Â Page 427: Government mandates program that orders end-of-life treat...

Only For You

*Rynn21 — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 20:59:30 PDT

When the world threatens you,
I will defend you.
When you are weak,
I will be strong.
When you cry,
I will cry with you.
When you smile,
I will smile back.

Swim Strong And Sure

*Rynn21 — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 13:56:37 PDT

Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

I used to be able to swim so well,
but when I jumped into the waters
one time the problems began.
The storm had me caught.
I was drowning within my own emotions.
Then you threw me the line.
I caught it, and I just have to say one thing.
"Thank you for saving my life."

You

*Rynn21 — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:15:55 PDT

When the world threatens you,
I will defend you.
When you are weak,
I will be strong.
When you cry,
I will cry with you.
When you smile,
I will smile back.

In You

*Rynn21 — Sat, 23 May 2009 08:42:13 PDT

In you, I see strength
In you, I see wisdom
In you, I see compassion
In you, I see love
In you, I see hope
In you, I see a better future
In you, I see everything right with the world

Trust Me

*Rynn21 — Thu, 21 May 2009 21:24:48 PDT

You're the person that I'm proudest of.
For once I wish time would just stand still,
because I have nothing else I'd rather wish for,
than you forever.

"Meeting you was FATE, being your friend was a CHOICE, but falling in love with you was beyond my CONTROL!"

Mysterious Times

*Rynn21 — Wed, 20 May 2009 07:40:29 PDT

It amazes me how time can change everything in such a short span of time.
And when time is moving so slowly, you aren't really happy.
When time is hard to grab onto, you are.
It's hard to cherish every moment, when the moments pass by so quickly.
It is really insane.

ÂTime is free, but it's priceless. You can't
own it, but you can use it. You can't keep
it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it
you can never get it back.Â

Fate

*Rynn21 — Thu, 07 May 2009 16:55:12 PDT

I have come to find out that fate does not work in the short term, and does not involve trivial matters. It works based on the choices you make, and is born from your experiences.
I have had a very long-term incident with fate myself, and if you use common sense, instincts, observance, and choose your paths wisely, fate is beneficial.

New Beginnings Have Never Been Easier

*Rynn21 — Sat, 02 May 2009 18:21:16 PDT

Dedicated to my love.

[link]

Why I love You...

*Rynn21 — Fri, 01 May 2009 21:21:52 PDT

I love it when...
you smile.

The cutest thing you do is...
laugh.

The thing I regret most is....
not having known you sooner.

You make me mad when...
you put yourself down.

The best memory I have of us is...
our friendship.

I love that little thing you do when...
you stare at birds.

I cant stand it when you...
get low self-esteem.

If I could want anything for you it would be...
your everlasting happiness.

I remember the day when...
we needed a break from drama.

The day we first kissed...
was last friday.

When we first met...
i knew you were a good person.

When we first touched...
i felt a spark.

Your best physical feature is...
your eyes.

When you get mad...
i get mad too, but then try to calm you down.

Even though we may argue at times...
it is pointless and cant come between us.

I love you even when...
you drink.

I do appologize for that time when...
i didnt forewarn you.

You should stay with me because...
ill always be there for you.

A song that reminds me of us is...
not enough & stay captive

Something that I've never told you is...
a lie.

What I love about you the most is...
your smarts and strong-will.

Three words thats describe you are...
lucky, wise, caring

New Love

*Rynn21 — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 07:57:05 PDT

What shall I do with all the days and hours
That must be counted ere I see thy face?
How shall I charm the interval that lowers
Between this time and that sweet time of grace?
~Frances Anne Kemble

The Easter Bunny...

*Rynn21 — Sun, 12 Apr 2009 10:33:48 PDT

HATES YOU!
[link]

0.o

*Rynn21 — Sat, 11 Apr 2009 18:49:21 PDT

Have you ever been bit by a spider?
probably xD

Have you ever written a song or a poem about one of your ex's?
yeah...

Would you ever go on a camping trip without your cellphone?
dont have a cellphone xD

What shoes do you wear most often?
converse!

Do you have a cat?
2

Have you ever touched a frog?
0.o yeah

Do you smoke?
no

How often do you chew gum?
often enough

Are your parents divorced?
no

Have you ever been to court?
*laughs at a friend*

Ever been skiing?
no

Favorite food?
pasta related

Favorite video game?
*sigh* too many....

Favorite computer game?
dungeon siege

Favorite word?
fathom xD

Is myspace your only obbsession?
it isnt an obsession

Is Tila Tequila your friend on MySpace?
...wtf?

Has anyone ever asked you if you like to kill people?
hahaha no

Have you ever drank Faygo Soda?
no

Would you ever join a gang?
already have! 3oh3!!!!!

Are you lazy?
no

Can you cook?
yea

What annoys you right now?
you!!!

What kinda internet connection do you have?
dsl

Describe your dream car.
4-wheeler dark green jeep cherokee

Do you know how to sew?
somewhat

Whas your favorite fast food place?
wendys

You are in Iraq---What do you do?
shoot enemies while mockingly yelling, "alalala!"

Do you shop at k-mart?
no

Do you have any disorders?
no

Desribe your parents.
their...parents?

Do you count with your finger when doing simple math?
haha habit

Is Dr.pepper everybody's favorite soda?
no

What is better-- Clowns or Snakes?
snakes!

Can you count to 50 without breathing?
yea

Did you just try to?
no xD

Have you ever been in a commercial?
no

Do you like chow mein?
yeah?

What color are your fingernails?
white

Why are you emo?
idk, i cant help it!!! T.T

Are you a boy or a girl?
girl

Who is Ashley Tisdale?
a singer...that isnt the best xD

What color are your eyes?
hazel

Ever been on a roller coaster?
no, dont like heights xD

Do you always use a coaster for your drink?
never

Are you a superstar?
hell yea!!! xD

Update

*Rynn21 — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:22:27 PDT

Enjoy the randomness (made awhile back)

[link]

Obama's Deception

*Rynn21 — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 17:04:28 PDT

For all of those out there who are conservative, check out this video.

: D

[link]

Guinea Pig

*Rynn21 — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 11:59:35 PDT

My guinea pig went to sleep either last night, or early this morning. March, April, and May seem to be the 'time for death' timeline for someone, or something to die that we know. Really odd, but luckily I had finished reading 'Sprite' by Mark Levin about 2 weeks prior to this. I was prepared, and it helped. I highly recommend 'Sprite' for anyone who has a pet or who have had a pet.

Tonight

*Rynn21 — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 00:55:45 PST

New video is now up.

Youtube Link ------> [link]

The show dollhouse is...alright...but they could have done a lot better I think. : S

woah

*Rynn21 — Tue, 17 Feb 2009 16:59:09 PST

oh wow. Animals must have some special powers because my guinea pig is just fine now. 0.o

Wow...this year isn't going too well...

*Rynn21 — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:14:39 PST

I have a guinea pig named Ginger, and she had a stroke about 3 hours ago. She is favoring her right side...I'm no doctor, she's eating again and all...but idk really what outcome i expect right now.
I'm not religious...but I'm praying for her to not suffer, whether that means she gets better or not.
I'm praying....

The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning

*Rynn21 — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 09:53:55 PST

Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain

Delivered from the blast
The last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked
And now the kingdom comes
Crashing down undone
And I am a master of a nothing place
Of recoil and grace

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain

Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
Cause now I can begin again

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain
Strange
Strange
Strange

Happy Valentine's Day

*Rynn21 — Fri, 13 Feb 2009 23:48:23 PST

For twas not into my ear you whispered
But into my heart
Twas not my lips you kissed
But my soul
~Judy Garland

A Fleeting Dream...

*Rynn21 — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 22:58:27 PST

by A Porcelain Heart

A fleeting dream
Not too extreme.
Soaring from a loveless heart, in search of the unseen.

A spreading infection.
From smiles darting between mirrors with no reflection.

Yet...

Can you feel the disappointment in my eyes?
The lack of enthusiasm in replies?
Crunching the shell of false identity in my defeat,
You run away from promises...Now I'm losing my feet.

Tell me with honest words.
Prove true with honest lips,

Oh how your bleeding soul drip drip drips...

Dreams melt into fading thoughts
Broken realities and crosses but
(No naughts)

Wishing always in the heart but,
Leaving dreams at the door,
Seeing people for who they are.
Expecting nothing more.

Disorder Test

*Rynn21 — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 18:03:32 PST

ANOREXIA :
[ ] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[ ] you hate yourself.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 0

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) :
[x] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you can't cooperate well.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 1

BIPOLAR DISORDER :
[ ] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[ ] you are very irritable.
[ ] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem sometimes.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 0

BULIMIA NERVOSA :
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you're way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER :
[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
Total: 0

DEPRESSION :
[] you are always sad.
[] you find no hope in your future.
[] you find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day.
[] you have low self esteem.
[] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[] you are failing school.
[] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[] you have ran away from home.
[] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 0

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER):
[x] you have daily rituals.
[ ] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[ ] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 1

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER):
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[ ] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[ ] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age.
Total: 3

SCHIZOPHRENIA :
[ ] you often have hallucinations.
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ ] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[ ] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself. (your only crazy if you answer yourself out loud too xD)
Total: 2

Schizophrenia, and PTSD.

Survey Time

*Rynn21 — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 17:51:53 PST

Write down what you see, hear, and are thinking..

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4."What are you doing here?" He snapped. (xD)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? a wall

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? 24

4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 5:40pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 5:39pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? mark levin

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? recently; watering the lawn

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? music

9. What are you wearing? (weirdo xD)

10. Did you dream last night? no

11. When did you last laugh? just now....at you. lol

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? posters

13. Seen anything weird lately? your face

14. What do you think of this quiz? it's alright

15. What is the last film you saw? Jumper

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? tons of cool stuff

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: you'll never figure me out : D

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? id get rid of the liberals

19. Do you like to dance? yes

20. George Bush: what about him?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Rin (idk...i never want kids)

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? nathan, or jordan

23. Would you ever consider living abroad? nope

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates? so...*silence*....i have quite a lot of questions for you to answer. ^_^

Survey

*Rynn21 — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 16:48:56 PST

1) What Do You Think Of The President?
the CURRENT one? he's no president of mine
2) Who Do You Want Our Next President To Be?
Mr. Romney
3) What Are Your Views On The War In Iraq?
It is necessary for the iraqi's freedom
4) Any Additional Views On The War In Iraq?
We're not there for oil. That is a lame assumption.
5) Is Society Uneducated And Stuck In Their Ways?
hell yes
6) Is The American Government Or It's Civilians and Citizens Concerned About The Earth's Health Status?
both
7) What Are You're Views On Global Warming, And The Deterioration Of Our Plagued And Diseased Earth?
it isnt' man made. the earth will do what it wants to do. we're mere pests walking on her.
8) Who Do You Think The Best President Was For Our Country?
of all time? teddy roosevelt was good, and so was reagan.
9) What Are You're Views On Our Border?
we need a better border patrol method

Survey

*Rynn21 — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 16:43:55 PST

Did you vote for Obama?
no

Are you happy that Obama is our President?
xD hell no

Did you watch the Presidential Inauguration?
nope, had better things to do

If so where did you watch it?
....

Are you ready for change?
i dislike change that will fuck up this country

How do you think Obama will help you?
he wont

What do you wish Obama could change right away?
his views

What do you want Obama to change over time?
everything about him

Do you think Obama will be re-elected in 4 years?
nope

How do you feel about our president being black?
race has nothing to do with anything to me

Do you want Obama to end the War?
no

Do you 100% trust Obama?
hell no

Are you a Democrat or Republican?
republican

Did you vote for Obama just because he is black?
....i didnt vote for him at all

Did you like George Bush?
yes, there wasnt another terrorist attack on U.S. soil

Are you happy that Bush is gone?
no, just glad he's safe (you never know about assassinations in this country 0.o)

Is there anything you dont like about Obama?
i dislike everything about obama

Did you like Michelle Obamas inauguration dress?
lol!

Do you have any Obama memorabilia?
nope

What is the best thing about Barack Obama?
nothing

Stereotype Quiz

*Rynn21 — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 18:45:55 PST

Outcast
[ ] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[ ] You were always picked last for kickball.
[ ] You don't like to talk a lot.
[x] You tend to avoid mass social activities.
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[ ] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[ ] Your friends have blown you off before.
[ ] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[ ] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.
Total= 1

Party Girl/Boy
[ ] Let's face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] Or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state...world.
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[x] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[ ] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've sneaked out of the house to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[x] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[x] You can dance.
[x] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.
Total= 4

Scene Kid
[x] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean. (straight edge and hardcore)
[x] You have/had a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr.
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your MySpace.
[x] You have a mirror pic.
[x] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[ ] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[x] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh.
[ ] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your MySpace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person.
[ ] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[x] You enjoy photography.
Total= 6

Prep
[ ] You pop the collar.
[ ] You wonÂt go near the Goths.
[x] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[x] You are squeamish.
[ ] People have called you preppy before. (as an insult/joke)
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume
[x] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[ ] One of your favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[ ] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ](Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.
Total= 3

Band Geek
[x] You have played an instrument before.
[x] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band
[ ] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[ ] You enjoy listening to classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a band bus or at a band competition.
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class.
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[ ] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[ ] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.
[x] You hate rap music.
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year.
[x] When you go to football games, you don't pay attention to the game.
[ ] Your favorite jokes are band jokes.
[ ] You know it's not about the bloods and the crips: it's the brass and the woodwinds.
Total= 4

Thespian
[x...

Auld Lang Syne

*Rynn21 — Wed, 31 Dec 2008 22:54:39 PST

Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and days of auld lang syne?
For auld lang syne, my dear,
for auld lang syne,
we'll take a cup of kindness yet,
for auld lang syne.

Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and days of auld lang syne?
And here's a hand, my trusty friend
And gie's a hand o' thine
We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet
For auld lang syne

I Wish For You...

*Rynn21 — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 01:51:33 PST

Comfort on difficult days,

Smiles when sadness intrudes,

Rainbows to follow the clouds,

Laughter to kiss your lips,

Sunsets to warm your heart,

Gentle hugs when spirits sag,

Friendships to brighten your being,

Beauty for your eyes to see,

Confidence for when you doubt,

Faith so that you can believe,

Courage to know yourself,

Patience to accept the truth,

And love to complete your life.

And if you can't have all that...

Then I wish you enough chocolate

to make it through the tough times...

by Unknown

Survey

*Rynn21 — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 22:24:56 PST

In 2008........
1) Did you kiss anyone?
yes

2) Did you date anyone?
no
3) Are you going to kiss someone when the ball drops?
probably not

4) Did you lose any friends?
yea

5) Did you gain any friends?
yep : D

6) Did you do something new?
yes

7) Did anyone important to you die?
no

8) Did you change?
a tad

9) Are you happy with the year overall?
best year ever

10) Are you happy the year is almost over?
im more open to change. bring it on.

11) Are you going to change something about yourself next year?
no

12) Do you think 2009 will be a better year than 2008?
idk

13) Did you go on a summer vacation?
somewhat

14) Did you lie to your parents?
no

15) Did you get into a fight?
no

16) Did you leave the country?
no

17) Did you have a good birthday?
just another day

18) Did anyone in your family get married?
no

19) Do you think you grew?
yes

20) Did you dye your hair?
streaked it

21) Who do you think you were on the phone with the most?
one of my best friends

22) Did anyone sing to you?
no

23) Did you sing to anyone?
a little?

24) Did anyone tell you they loved you?
yes : )

25) Did you go to the hospital?
no 0.o

26) What did you drink and eat the most?
sprite and for food...idk

27) Did you get a tattoo?
no

28) Did you vote?
^_^

29) Are you going to make a new years resolution?
i always do

30) Did you stick to your new years resolution?
*scratches head* i cant even remember it...^_^; xD

31) Think you'll date someone in 2009?
perhaps

32) Where will you be when the ball drops?
probably at home

33) Do you think you'll make new friends in 2009?
sure

34) Are you hoping to meet someone special in 2009?
*blink* naw

Moved:
no

New school:
no

Have you changed:
people dont change

Favorite season:
winter

Least favorite season:
summer

Got arrested:
no xD

Kissed a boy:
yes

Lost a family member:
no

Got bad grades:
no

Kept a secret:
yes

Told a secret:
no

Done something you totally regret:
no

Lied:
little white lies

Went behind your parents back?
no

Disappointed someone close:
doubtful

Someone close disappoint you:
meh

Hid a secret:
course

Kissed in the rain:
did once, not last year xD

Slept under the stars:
that would be cool lol

Met someone who changed my life:
maybe

Met one of your idols:
no

Sat home all day doing nothing:
there's always something to do

Almost died:
0.o no

Given up something important to you:
meh

Lost something expensive:
no

Learned something new about yourself:
always

Merry Xmas Eve!!!

*Rynn21 — Wed, 24 Dec 2008 11:30:47 PST

Have a great day before Xmas everybody!!!

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Times As These

*Rynn21 — Sat, 20 Dec 2008 19:45:56 PST

It's times as these that I'm really thankful for all that I have. Call it the xmas spirit, but I'm in a really good mood. : D

Note:

Randomness rules!

My Inspirational Song....

*Rynn21 — Fri, 12 Dec 2008 10:58:52 PST

...right now for my writing. : D

"Darkness"

Don't turn away
I pray you've heard
The words I've spoken
Dare to believe
Over one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

Carry me away
I need your strength
To get me through this
Dare to believe
Over one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

Music Survey

*Rynn21 — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 12:14:11 PST

What Is Your Favorite Song?
nobody's fool; get out alive

What Song Do You Think Best Describes Your Relationship Status At The Moment?
look at me

Out Of All The Songs You Know Which Is The Weirdest?
you're pitiful by weird al

What is a Good Dancing Song?
let it rock

Name A Song About Suicide:
it's not too late by 3 days grace

Name a Song You Know About Drugs:
it's already over by 3 days grace

Which Song Describes Your Mood Right Now?
complicated by avril lavigne

What Type Of Music Do You Listen To?
everything except for rap

Name the song you have had or want as your wedding 1st dance?
don't take your love away

What wedding song would you like played when you dance with your parent?
ordinary world

What song makes you think of Spring Break?
more bounce in california

What is your favorite radio station?
B95.1 and 105.5

Do you play any instruments?
guitar

What CD do you currently want?
none

What is the last CD or iTunes song you purchased?
purchased? yeah right. xD

What song do you want played at your funeral?
leave out all the rest

Do you and your best friend have a special song?
nope

What was an old favorite song you are now embarassed of?
idk

Most embarassing cd you still own?
idk

Do you own any artist or band shirts?
yes

What is the last concert you attended?
all american rejects

Any concerts coming up that you are looking forward to?
nope

Favorite NEW artist?
taylor swift

Favorite Music video?
any by 3 days grace

Who is the greatest artist or band of all time?
band = 3 days grace/artist= avril lavigne

Drama >.<

*Rynn21 — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 11:13:00 PST

Guess drama has a horrible habit of creepy back up on you. 0.o

'Luckily' it passes over time.

Epiphany

*Rynn21 — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 08:54:18 PST

So I've begun my game writing again. Late last night I just came up with the idea I've been waiting for, for a long time now.
I really hope that the game designers like it. : D

The Holidays

*Rynn21 — Fri, 28 Nov 2008 14:39:01 PST

Doesn't it feel like we JUST had the holidays?! Dang, maybe time is just moving quicker now.

Random Survey

*Rynn21 — Mon, 24 Nov 2008 11:23:47 PST

A- My AIR CONDITIONER is set on:
...

B- My BEDROOM theme is:
everything

C- The CAR in the driveway is:
a truck

D- My DESK looks:
unique

E- The EXACT time I wake up daily is:
7am

G- My GARAGE is filled with:
junk

H- My HOME is:
a haven

I- If you peeked INSIDE my bedroom you'd see:
me glaring at you

J- My favorite JUICE is:
pineapple

K- The best part of my KITCHEN is:
the food

M- The last piece of MAIL for me was:
a card

O- If you OPENED my fridge you'd see:
food. duh.

P- My last house PARTY was:
weird

Q- A QUICK meal I like to fix is:
top ramen

R- My favorite ROOM of the house is:
mine

S- The SHAMPOO brand I use is:
idk

T- My largest TELEVISION is:
in the living room

U- UNDER my bed you will find:
dust bunnies

V- The last time I VACUUMED was:
last week

W- Looking out my WINDOW I see:
my backyard

X- I wish I had X-TRA:
space

Y- My YARD is:
neat

Z- ZZZZZZZ My bedtime is:
late night

Thanksgiving Survey

*Rynn21 — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 08:50:04 PST

Where Will You Be Spending Thanksgiving?
my house

How many people will you be eating dinner with?
2 others plus myself

Is there a designated kids table at Thanksgiving Dinner?
no

How long ago have you sat at the kids table?
never

Are you spening Thanksgiving with the same people as last year?
yes

Favorite Side Dish?
bread! xD

Baked Turkey or Fried Turkey?
baked

Sweet Potato Pie Or Pumpkin Pie?
neither?

Rice Stuffing Or Bread Stuffing?
bread

Who Will Be Cooking?
everyone

Who will be Cleaning?
everyone

Are Prayers Said Before Eating?
yes (sneaks food during this time) xD

When is the last time you prayed?
recently

Does Everyone say what they are thankful for?
sometimes

What are you thankful for?
too much

Will There Be Just Family Or Close Friends As well?
family

Is There Ever Enough Food For Everyone?
yes

Will Some Of The Meals Be Prepared The Day Before?
maybe the dessert

Have you ever eaten an organic turkey?
no!

Have you ever eaten Tofurkey?
yuck!

Will There Be Any Alcoholic Beverages Set On The Table?
no

Are you going to watch Football?
no

Do you watch the Macy's Parade?
sometimes

Do You Look Forward To Thanksgiving?
yea

Favorite Past Thanksgiving Memory?
the food! lol

Is Thanksgiving Your Favorite Holiday?
no

GOD BLESS AMERICA

*Rynn21 — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 21:58:46 PST

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If tomorrow all the things were gone,
IÂd worked for all my life.
And I had to start again,
with just my children and my wife.

IÂd thank my lucky stars,
to be living here today.
ÂCause the flag still stands for freedom,
and they canÂt take that away.

And IÂm proud to be an American,
where at least I know IÂm free.
And I won't forget the men who died,
who gave that right to me.

And I gladly stand up,
next to you and defend her still today.
ÂCause there ainÂt no doubt I love this land,
God bless the USA.

From the lakes of Minnesota,
to the hills of Tennessee.
Across the plains of Texas,
From sea to shining sea.

From Detroit down to Houston,
and New York to L.A.
Well there's pride in every American heart,
and it's time we stand and say.

That IÂm proud to be an American,
where at least I know IÂm free.
And I won't forget the men who died,
who gave that right to me.

And I gladly stand up,
next to you and defend her still today.
ÂCause there ainÂt no doubt I love this land,
God bless the USA.

And IÂm proud to be and American,
where at least I know IÂm free.
And I won't forget the men who died,
who gave that right to me.

And I gladly stand up,
next to you and defend her still today.
ÂCause there ainÂt no doubt I love this land,
God bless the USA

Halloween Surveys

*Rynn21 — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 09:43:46 PDT

Short Halloween themed surveys for people who think taking myspace surveys are fun.

Fun Halloween Myspace Survey #1

Do you go trick or treating?
- yes

Have you ever smashed a stranger's pumpkin?
- no

Like dressing up?
- yes

What is the worst candy to get when trick or treating?
- i dont remember, and im pretty sure that is a good thing xD

Ever bobbed for apples?
- yes

Are witches or clowns more scary?
- clowns

More likely to pass out fun size candy bars or full size candy bars?
- fun sized

Fun Halloween Myspace Survey #2

What is the dumbest thing you ever did on October 31?
- went out in the pouring rain xD

Should October 31 be a school holiday?
- no, cuz then you couldnt dress up at school

Do you believe in real ghosts?
- spirits

Have you ever received money when trick or treating?
- yea

What is the best prank?
- too many to call one the best

Prefer tootsie rolls or laffy taffy?
- tootsie rolls

Fun Halloween Myspace Survey #3

Halloween is better than ever or not what it used to be?
- it never changes

Do you put up decorations?
- yes

Prefer October 31 or Decemeber 25?
- oh dang, i love both days

The best candy is...?
- pops or dots

More likely to pass out candy or turn the lights off and pretend your are not home?
- pass out candy

Fun Halloween Myspace Survey #4

Do your parents inspect your candy before you are allowed to eat it?
- haha, they used to

What is the strangest thing you ever got trick or treating?
- toys

The best horror movie to watch on October 31?
- idk..probably the exorcist

Ever dress up in a pirate costume?
- no

Prefer going trick or treating or going to a party?
- trick or treating with friends

Buy a costume or make it yourself?
- buy

Ever bought a costume for your dog?
- no

Fun Halloween Myspace Survey #5

Is it more fun to get candy or give candy?
- get

Prefer cute costumes or scary costumes?
- both

Did your mother ever dress you in a costume you did not like?
- no

What is the best thing about October 31?
- everything

Are haunted houses more scary or more lame?
- scary

Do you have a scary myspace layout on your profile?
- no, got lazy this year xD

Fun Halloween Myspace Survey #6

The worst party ever...?
- dont go to parties

Prefer candy or pennies when trick or treating?
- candy

Rather spend October 31 with friends or family?
- friends

What is your costume this year?
- amane misa

Rather watch the movie Saw or the movie Scream?
- i know of saw, but what is scream?

Fun Halloween Myspace Survey #7

Rather carve a pumpkin or go on a hay ride?
- carve a pumpkin

Black cats are more cute or more spooky?
- both

Prefer eating candy apples or plain apples?
- candy apples

Do you wait for dark before going trick or treating?
- yes, nightfall
Rather go to a Halloween themed party or a Christmas themed party?
- halloween

What is the best thing to dress up as?
- anything cosplayed

Better to buy face paint or buy a mask?
- both are awesome

Happy Halloween - Survey Time :P

*Rynn21 — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 08:50:19 PDT

Have you ever been to a Halloween party that you didnÂt remember afterward?
no

What is your favorite costume you've ever seen?
anything gothic (don't recall)

What is your favorite couples costume?
vampire queen and king

Ever worn a home-made costume?
yes

What was the sluttiest costume you have worn?
um....wtf?

What are you going to go as this year?
amane misa

Have you ever done a Halloween prank?
no?

What was your craziest prank?
...yet to be done

Have you ever done anything on Halloween that you regret?
no

What was it?
...

Do you believe in ghosts?
i guess?

Have you ever seen one?
yes

Would you date a Vampire?
um...

Would you date a guy that looked like Frankenstein if he was really rich?
no

Does one of your ex's remind you of Frankenstein?
wtf?

Would you spend the night in a haunted house on Halloween for 100 dollars?
no, cuz 100 doesnt amount to much nowadays

How about 10,000 dollars?
hell yea

What is your favorite scary movie?
exorcist

What is your favorite thing about Halloween?
everything

If a boy/girl was to give you a Halloween gift, what would you want?
lots of candy xD

What is your favorite type of candy?
normally anything not chocolate

How old were you when you stopped trick or treating?
im not done yet

What was your most embarrassing costume?
?

Who would you rather hang out with on Halloween, a really hot guy/girl or your bffs?
bffs

Would you rather go to a party as a bride, a chicken, an astronaut, a sailor or a playboy bunny?
bride

If you had to be stuck in a horror movie, which would you choose?
the happening

If you had to be the bad guy in a horror movie, which would you choose?
dracula

Would you rather carve a pumpkin or eat pumpkin pie?
carve

Do you like candy corn?
somewhat

What is the craziest thing you plan to do this Halloween?
hang out with a psycopath

Are you the one who goes out and party or are you the one that stays home and gives out candy?
both

Hot costume or scary costume?
scary

Hot date or fun date?
fun

Black rose or plastic skill?
black rose

Bats or Broomsticks?
bats

Vampires or Zombies?
vampires

Murderers or Ghosts?
ghosts

Pass out or freaked out?
freaked out

Squeeze a hand or hide behind a pillow?
hide

Left alone in a field or left alone in a old house?
old house

Stranger in an alley or stalker?
stalker

Are you excited about this halloween or do you not care?
excited!!!

100 Truths

*Rynn21 — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 17:05:34 PDT

001. Real name
- Rynn

002. Nickname
- I have a nickname?

003. Status
- confused (xD)

004. Star Sign?
-sagittarius

005. Male or female
- female

006. Elementary
- yawn

007. Middle School
- even more boring

008. High School
- meh

009. Smart
- yea

010. Hair color
- will never dye it!

011. Long or short
- whatever

012. Loud or Quiet
- a little of both

013. Sweats or Jeans
- jeans

014. Phone or Camera
- camera

015. Health freak
- not really

016. Drink or Smoke?
- course not!

017. Do you have a crush on someone?
- yes

018. Eat or Drink
- course xD

019. Piercings
- no

020. Tattoos
- 0.o no!

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing
- never

024. First best friend
- oh wow...guess people i dont talk to anymore dont count...so...i met my bff in 7th grade.

025. First award
- think it was some reading reward in elementary

026. First crush
- was in elementary

027. First pet
- first pet i chose myself? it was a rat, but a adorable, fluffy rat lol

028. First big vacation
- to a forest paradise

030. First big birthday
- never had a big birthday

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating
- crackers

050. Drinking
- smoothie

052. I'm about to
- listen to even MORE music

053. Listening to
- kaiser chiefs - i predict a riot

054. Plans for today
- i dont PLAN anymore cuz things always have a tendency to change

055. Waiting for
- the unknown

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids?
- hahahahaha! no!

059. Want to get married?
- not sure yet

060. Careers in mind
- game designer, and author
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WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

068. Lips or eyes
- the eyes are the window to the soul

070. Shorter or taller?
- taller

072. Romantic or spontaneous
- both?

073. Nice stomach or nice arms
- idk...

074. Sensitive or loud
- idk xD guess a little of both?

075. Hook-up or relationship
- relationship

077. Trouble maker or hesitant
- neither

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts
- nope, never had any of either

081. Ran away from home
- no

084. Broken someones heart
- maybe :S

085. Been arrested
- no

087. Cried when someone died
- yeah, and ive known many people to die that i cared about

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself
- yea

090. Miracles
- yes

091. Love at first sight
- yea

092. Heaven
- yes

093. Santa clause
- lol yeah, why not

094. Sex on the first date
- hell no!

095. Kiss on the first date
- have to really know the person first

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now
- sure

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life
- for the most part

099. Do you believe in God
- yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag:
- ok. haha

Goodbye Isn't Goodbye

*Rynn21 — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 22:33:24 PDT

When I have returned to the earth,
and my soul is airborne,
when the wind begins to sweep,
across the sweet dewed grass,

when all is still,
but the crying hawk,
when the flowers sway,
in a morning dance,

You can then see the heavens open up,
with open arms to grant you hope

Your fantasy will be your home,
forever....

Death is only the beginning.

- by me

Obsession

*Rynn21 — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 22:30:17 PDT

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Since I'm intrigued by the whole king arthur story, of course I had to fall in love with the king arthur movie. xD

I'm truly obsessed with anything midieval, but I love anything fantasy related, or myth oriented as well. ^_^

Random moment

*Rynn21 — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 19:00:23 PDT

(\__/)
(0.o )
(> < )

This is Bunny. Stare into his eyes...

you: "wtf was that about?!"

^_^ Bunny just stole your soul. Have a nice day.

: D

I'm a Conservative-Republican

*Rynn21 — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 14:20:49 PDT

You may not like it, and you know what? I don't care. I believe in what I believe in. People are not all the same, and only in a perfect world are we one big happy family. Take me to another world and I might change my mind. No matter what the media says, or what the left wing tells me to believe, I won't sway. I know what I know, and I follow my heart, my mind, and my gut. Call it intuition.
Because I'm not a running candidate, I won't falter from telling you my views. The democrats, most anyways, are a rather angry bunch of people. If you are voting for Obama because he is black...good lord people. Racism was in the past, and you need to seriously grow up. I don't care what party you are for, as long as you are putting 'Country First'. Just because you "say" you are for this nation, doesn't mean you really are, and I won't believe it unless I see action. Talk is cheap. Demand action. Demand change...the kind of change that is not leaving everything up to chance. You want hope, you want change? What change? It better not all be talk. By the way, Republicans aren't for large government. In fact, I don't like the government very much. I approve of McCain's and Palin's views. The republican party is for more power to the people and less power to the government. They are not for reliance on the government. They are for self-reliance, but proper care.
And if you disagree with what I'm saying than you are one of the following:

- independent that has been told to register as a democrat.
- democrat that swears hasn't been manipulated to think the way you do
- democrat that is proud of your party....sad
- Just plain stubborn for no good reason (in other words, a fool)

There is something about the McCain and Palin family that makes me feel like I've known them for years. They are THAT warm-hearted. I swear it is in their eyes.

The eyes are the windows to the soul.

I am a firm believer that in the end good will triumph.

Karma is a bitch. If you are an evil-willed person, you will be rightfully punished by the gods, higher spirits, universe, etc

Amane Misa (Deathnote)

*Rynn21 — Sun, 19 Oct 2008 13:32:41 PDT

Under evil the clear and blue sky shall turn to red and ash.

She comes out of the shadows to hunt you down. There is nowhere to run, nowhere to turn, and screaming won't help to save your life. Soon, you shall take your last breathe. She's coming for you...

The Moon

*Rynn21 — Wed, 15 Oct 2008 23:05:02 PDT

Wow! The moon shines so brilliantly tonight. I can never get enough of its magificant beauty. It has always been like a beaken of hope shining down across the silken splendor of the darkness. And on this eve, before the dawn will break, I stare in wonder and awe at the moonlit pavement, back up to the vastness of the night...and each star twinkles a silent and unforseen smile down at me, and I smile back...for I know that there will always be a light to shine a silver path, to beckon me from the dark.

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DEFEATED BY LOVE

The sky was lit
by the splendor of the moon
So powerful
I fell to the ground

Your love
has made me sure

I am ready to forsake
this worldly life
and surrender to the magnificence
of your Being

- Rumi

What About Now - amV

*Rynn21 — Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:54:00 PDT

New video is now uploaded and rendered:

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Lyrics:

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

Halloween

*Rynn21 — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 17:34:08 PDT

Seriously the most exciting holiday there is! : D

Have fun this year guys, and stay away from the alcohol during this most scary of nights. : P

And now time for the lyrics to the most heartfelt song I know of. This song means a lot to me.
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If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size

Sayin you love but you dont
You give your love but you wont

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Seems the road less traveled
Shows happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
To keep what you love
Thats what you gotta do

Sayin you love but you dont
You give your love but you wont
Youre stretching out your arms to something thats just not there
Sayin you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Sayin you love but you dont
You give your love but you wont
Sayin you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

A lesson in one sentence...

*Rynn21 — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 16:00:37 PDT

Don't do drugs; period (ive never done drugs, so you better not either).

Ok, I'm no song writer...deal with it.

*Rynn21 — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 17:17:02 PDT

I got really bored so I edited a song by 3 days grace, and replaced some words here and there. It doesn't have perfect melody to it, but it was just an idea, so meh. : P

Story:
A girl loves a guy who only loves themselves. She wonders why she loves him.

Everytime we lie here
After every breath we take
Every thought that I have
But I can't stop this yet

Every one hurt in our wake
By every word that we speak
All the thoughts that I have
But I won't stop this yet

Only when I cry do I wonder...

I love everything about you
Why do I love you?!
I love everything about you
Why do I love you?!

Everytime we lie here
After every breath we take
Every thought that I have
But I can't stop this yet

Only when I cry do I wonder...

I love everything about you
Why do I love you?!
I love everything about you
Why do I love you?!

Only when i cry thinking
About you, I know
Only when you cry
About yourself, do you stop...

I love everything about you
Why do I love you?!
You love everything about you
How can you love you?!

I! love!
You! love!
I! love!
You love yourself

I love everything about you
Why do I love you?!

~Title Remains A Secret~

*Rynn21 — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:47:49 PDT

I am officially going to sit down for awhile and type my heart out in my novel. Yes, I'm writing a novel. I swear I'm going to finish it. The first piece of writing, story-wise, that I wrote was a fan fiction, so of course that will never be published.
This time I really plan to write a help book. Everyone has some sort of problem in their life, and even the most successful have problems too. No matter how happy you look, even you have stubbed your toe from time to time.
I don't want to give anything away from this novel, but I will tell you this:

I simply believe in stepping back and reflecting on my life, not getting caught up in semantics.

MORE INFO COMING SOONER THAN LATER...

The 7 Deadly Sins Survey!

*Rynn21 — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 16:02:24 PDT

Seven Deadly Sins Survey:

~~~WRATH~~~
1) Who did you last get angry with?
im glad to say i dont remember

2) What is your weapon of choice?
sword

3) Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
if they hit me first or if i was teasing them

4) How about the same sex?
same as #3

5) Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
...i dont know

6) What is your pet peeve?
stupidity

7) Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
only if it is worth keeping in mind.

~~~SLOTH~~~
8) What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't?
well, i told myself to water the lawn every evening, but i keep forgetting xD

9) What is the latest you've ever woken up?
...not counting being sick, um...noon

10) Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't.
none of your concern

11) What is the last lame excuse that you made?
i'm busy lol

12) Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
sadly yes

13) How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?
i dont use a alarm clock anymore.

~~~GLUTTONY~~~
14) What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
none of my beverages are overpriced

15) Are you a meat eater?
hell yes

16) What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
never had any

17) Do you enjoy candy and sweets?
sometimes

18) Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?
sweets

19) Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?
lol, if the pet was a chicken xD

~~~GREED~~~
20) How many credit cards do you own?
none

21) If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?
buy a house and use it for my job

22) Would you rather be rich or famous?
rich, i dont care for fame

23) Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?
of course, but as soon as i have enough bucks i'll get a fun job

~~~PRIDE~~~
24) What's one thing that you have done that you're most proud of?
ive stuck with my beliefs

25) What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?
im studious? lol

26) What thing would you like to accomplish late in your life?
im not going to try to think that far ahead

27) Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
not really, there will always be someone better at something than you. so what though? : P

28) Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
no?

29) Have you ever cheated to get a better score?
most people have cheated at one point in their life

30) What did you do today that you're proud of?
i had another good day ^_^ lol

~~~LUST~~~
31) How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies, family, strippers, locker rooms)?
none

32) How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians, doctors, family, locker rooms, or when you were a young child)?
none

33) Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your chosen sex during a normal conversation?
no

34) What is your favorite body part of a person of your gender choice?
eyes memorize me : )

35) Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons?
wtf...no.

36) Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
....(another wtf moment) no!

~~~ENVY~~~
37) What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
nothing

38) Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
noone

39) If you could be anyone who existed in the world, who would you be?
i dont want to be anyone else

40) Have you ever been cheated on?
no

41) Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
not really

42) What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
nothing

~~~WHAT DEADLY SIN...~~~
~Do you do the most often?
pride

~Do you do the least often?
lust

~Is your favorite to act on?
sloth

Time for another bulletin

*Rynn21 — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 21:29:46 PDT

whats your name spelt backwards?
Nnyr 0-o (odd) lol

What did you do last night?
wrote a section of my new novel

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
a video game

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
probably xD

Last time you swam in a pool?
hmm...last year

What are you wearing?
tank top and black sports sweats

How many cars have you owned?
2

Type of music you dislike most?
rap, pretty much.

Do you have cable?
yes

What kind of computer do you use?
the best

Ever made a prank phone call?
nope.

You like anyone right now?
you bet

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
0-o *shivers at both thoughts*

Furthest place you ever traveled?
arizona xD

Do u know all the words to the national anthem?
yeah ^_^

Shower, morning or night?
depends on the day

Best movie you've seen in the past month?
beverely hills ninja xD

Favorite pizza toppings?
pineapple

Chips or popcorn?
chips

What cell phone provider do you have?
at&t

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
wtf, no

Orange Juice or apple?
apple

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
hehe

favorite chocolate bar?
not a big fan of chocolate anymore

Who is your longest friend and how long?
probably me soul sista (you know who you are )

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
yesterday

Have you ever won a trophy?
trophy no, awards, yeah

Favorite arcade game?
DDR

Ever ordered from an infomercial?
nope

Sprite or 7-UP?
sprite

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
nope

Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
never went there

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
true love all the way

Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?
...do i have to pick either? xD

Did you have long hair as a young kid?
nope, actually it was shorter than it is now. as short as yunie ^_^

Where would you like to go right now?
hmmm...walk around the whole city at night. i love the night.

Which Brain Are You? Left or Right?

*Rynn21 — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 10:12:47 PDT

Myspace Quiz - Fun - Are You Left Brained or Right Brained?

A Message For Love Seekers

*Rynn21 — Thu, 31 Jul 2008 10:37:21 PDT

I have a friend that keeps getting depressed or upset because she thinks that karma is out to get her, and love doesn't seek her. The truth is, you can't find love by 'looking' for it. It will come to you, when the time is right, and the pieces of the game are set into motion. Always remember that patience and optimism pays off in the end. If you 'believe' that bad things happen or will happen to you, then bad things will happen to you. Don't do that to yourself. Life is so much more than what your eyes can see, what your ears can hear, what your nose can smell, what your hands can feel, and what your heart/soul and mind tells you.
Don't lose hope in the unknown. That is what makes life so much more worth it.
Be strong, for the story is still being written.

"So much has happened. And I'm sure it's only the beginning. Through the smiles and tears, through the anger... and the laughter that follows... I know that I'll keep changing. This is my story. It'll be a good one." -yuna

"This is my story. It'll go the way I want it...or I'll end it here!" -tidus