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In other news, I'm selling a couple Disgaea figures on Ebay for less than anyone else with the same ones, and free shipping to boot. Now don't get too excited, they're still pretty damned pricey, though the price is under what is recommended for them being unopened in practically mint-condition boxes. They're of Etna and Flonne (Flonne actually looks cool!) in their outfits from Disgaea 2: Cursed Memories, 1/8 scale, blah blah blah I'm being an Ebay self-advertising slut, so enough of that.

Oh, look at that, I can finally go ice skating this year! I'll have to be careful about my lungs in the dry cold air, but at least I can go out and do something fun that will hopefully make my thighs less flabby. Crap, I'll have to get another inhaler to keep in my bag since I'd forget to pack mine each time I go skating. Oh well, at least I'm covered my Medicare or whatever kind of health insurance I have. No way in hell am I going skating on a lake or anything like that, so I'll just use the rinks behind Commons hill right by my house. Hope to see some of my friends there at some point!



A new record!!! It's halfway through December and I've only gotten really sick twice since the first snow in October. Woohoo!

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/27617740/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/27617740/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 15:29:15 PDT
And remember, I don't give a flying fark if you do some of these things and still wear black. It's not the clothes that make you, so wear whatever you feel comfortable in!



You are probably NOT goth...

if you refuse to eat meat because you think it's wrong.

if you cannot forcefully extract at least two tablespoons of blood from yourself with a sharp object in less than ten minutes.

if you like "Naruto."

if you are obsessed with Final Fantasy (especially Advent Children).

if you have never modified your clothing with your own hands. (Patches, ripping and trimming do NOT count.)

if you refuse to play anything but Undead in the World of Warcraft.

if you don't know who wrote Casque of Amontillado.

if less than four people on average per year try to get you on antidepressants (even if you're already on some).

if you are allowing your parents to plan your future for you with no regard for you own wishes.

if you have never made a serious suicide attempt.

if you like more than twenty percent of the things currently being sold at your local mall's "Hot Topic."

if you will accept a friend based on what they wear.

if you would eagerly spend more than sixty dollars on a casual top-and-bottom set that is not genuinely unique in some way.

If you automatically like someone just because they like at least one anime or manga.

if you cannot tell someone to stop staring because you think it would be rude of you.

if you wear clothing, dye/cut your hair, get piercings/tattoos specifically to get attention or because one of your friends did it.

if you do ANYTHING just because one or more of your friends does it.

if you want to buy everything that has a skull on it.

if you purposefully try not to laugh or smile just for the sake of appearing dark and gloomy.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/26610025/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/26610025/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 13:38:37 PDT
I guilted my dad a bit into his decision, but I have no regrets of saving Maggie. I had told him about visiting her at Petco, how she was so much like Sugar and how she wouldn't get a second chance like Sugar did during the holidays. He said he would let us adopt her as long as Jordan and I paid for all of her things, got her declawed, dealt with her food and water, and cleaned up after her. I was nervous about the declawing, but the procedure has become so much better in just the last couple years. Maggie's paws were only sore for three days, then she wanted to play again.

I hope more people will adopt pets rather than buying them from a breeder. Just remember to have them neutered if they aren't already...

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25950257/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25950257/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 19:29:07 PDT
Example: I like to read exaggerated jokes and comics about Warcraft addicts and how they have no life. There's a pretty funny one here on DA where a WoW player's girlfriend was naked and trying to get him to have sex with her. A whole bunch of WoW players responded to the comic with insults and cursing, just like the immature little brats they are in Trade Chat. I can't help but think that only the people that the comic ACTUALLY applies to in real life were the ones freaking out over the joke. They act just like most of the Horde players in Trade Chat when someone says something they don't like because they take it too seriously. But for some reason, they have no problems with "jokes" about raping and killing young women and desecrating their corpses. Now, THOSE are the "jokes" that are unacceptable.

All in all, it's a JOKE about a GAME, so grow up.




Happy WoW-gaming!
~Ryukamiya, lvl 80 Paladin

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25605396/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25605396/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 11:41:43 PDT
I think I'll make a bunch soon for some friends and fill each batch according to their individual taste. So that means I need to collect requests from everyone.

Fillings I'd use includes (but is not limited to) plain or teriyaki chicken, steamed or lightly broiled carrots, tuna, artificial crab, other random fish, umeboshi (yuck I.M.O.), broiled pork, shrimp, wasabi, etc. I wonder how it would taste filled with home made strawberry jam? I know, I'm odd.

I'd like these people to please respond to this journal, listing fillings they'd like in their onigiri.

SynMina
Vinny
Zoma
Ryo
Tony

Knowing myself, I'm probably forgetting a few. Woe is me...

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25566631/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25566631/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 12:30:50 PDT posted the following as a journal entry which I answered, and now I'm posting it.




"YOU WATCH ME. I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. Let me know with whom I'm friends with!"

Answer these in your reply to this journal:

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25439903/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25439903/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 18:22:26 PDT ! Depending on how the practice painting on other surfaces goes, I might just have to send the cameras to you and pay you to paint them for me. ^_^'''

Yes, I know, I really don't need five Camera Obscura props... That's one reason why I'll be selling all but one or two. Another reason to sell them is that I have never seen a prop Obscura for sale anywhere, EVER. I hope that maybe if some other people get the camera prop, maybe we'll see some more Miku, Rei, Kei and Mio cosplayers out there. I can hope! The third reason is that I'd like to get some kind of profit to give to Jordan. He's the one who paid for the cameras, and he gives me lots of other things that he really doesn't have to. I want to be able to give back somehow other than just watching out for his health and cooking for him.

Here's thanks to my wonderful most-important-someone! (Don't worry, I've voiced my gratitude to his face several times.) Another big "thank you" to for making one before me!





Current mood: grateful (mood indicator still not functioning properly)

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25398075/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/25398075/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 15:30:31 PDT
He taught Jordan how to make the perfect omlette. This may not seem like much, but the thing is, I barely trusted him to prepare Maruchan ramen. OUCH. Next thing I know, he comes back from Target with my dad, and he's bought two box sets of Good Eats for us to watch together.

Dare I say it, but Jordan might just skill-up from being my kitchen bitch to actually being able to cook things on his own.

Thank you Alton!





Mood: sleepy (mood indicator currently not working)

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/24864487/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/24864487/ Wed, 20 May 2009 20:44:56 PDT


I Am the Liberal-Progressive's Worst Nightmare.
I am an American.

I drool over Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products.

I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some illegal aliens who evaded deportation without breaking a sweat.

I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way!

I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American.

I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it!

I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English.

I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to.

I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor.

I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it.

I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you!
So, shut up already.

I believe if you don't like the way things are here, go back to where you came from and change your own country!

This is AMERICA ...We like it the way it was meant to be!

If you were born here and don't like it you are free to move to any Socialist country that will have you.

I want to know which church is it exactly where the Reverend Jesse Jackson preaches, where he gets his money, and why he is always part of the problem and not the solution.
Can I get an "HURRAH!" on that one?

I also think the cops have the right to pull you over if you're breaking the law, regardless of what color you are.

And, no, I don't mind having my face shown on my drivers license.

I think if you are too stupid to know how a ballot works, I don't want you deciding who should be running the most powerful nation in the world for the next four years.

I dislike those people standing in the intersections trying to sell me stuff or trying to guilt me into making 'donations' to their cause.
Get a Job and do your part!

I believe that it doesn't take a village to raise a child, it takes two parents.

I believe 'illegal' is illegal no matter what the lawyers think.

I believe the American flag should be the only one waving in AMERICAN skies!



If this makes me a BAD American, then yes, I'm a BAD American.
If you are a BAD American too, please shout it proudly anywhere in America you please!
We want our country back!


WE LIVE IN THE LAND OF THE FREE, ONLY BECAUSE OF THE BRAVE!

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/24797836/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/24797836/ Sun, 17 May 2009 03:15:00 PDT
The media painted this game and Mr. Jun Takeuchi as being racist, simply because they were being realistically accurate in depicting the ethnicity of AFRICANS. Dood, look at the new bad ass Sheva! She's African. Not to mention if you read her file, you'll find that she's a genius to boot. "She in't that dark! An her hair ain't nappy!" If I hear one more person say that, I'm going to lose it. Seriously, who's being racist now???

I am so sick of the hypocrisy and double-standards that this country has come to embrace. I didn't hear any complaining from the Caucasian community when RE4's enemies were Europeans and nothing else. I've shot about 7,000,000 bullets/grenades/rockets into about 9,000 white people in Spain on my PS2, but not a single person of any other ethnicity. I don't care if America is still labeled as being a young country, grow up!

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/24725053/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/24725053/ Tue, 12 May 2009 17:15:12 PDT
The fat doctor with longish grey hair came into my with four other people bearing down on me. He said I couldn't leave, that I would be restrained and not allowed to see Jordan if I didn't take a sedative and put on some bright blue scrubs with the letters BH (for behavioral health). That Those things were going to happen to me either way. I had never been so terrified in my life. I know for a fact by the way that fat doctor was intimidating me that he was trying to get me to freak out as much as possible to strengthen his case and have and excuse to tie me down and rip my clothes off. I couldn't believe what was happening. I stared crying and calling out for help until they threatened me again and I took the sedative and put on the prisoners' scrubs. Jordan was finally let in to hold me and calm me down while they took my blood. I was sobbing on him, telling him that they were taking me prisoner.

Even after being sent to an institution over 1 1/2 hours away, I never got to talk to a lawyer.


I was released before the 72 hours were up thanks to the psychiatrists I talked to, with the help of my father.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/24435913/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/24435913/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 21:42:51 PDT
Beltain is actually "Easter" before the Christians claimed it for themselves as an appeal to the masses. On May Day, everyone would venture outside through the forests, to lakes and ponds... anywhere there are bird eggs to be laid. The eggs were to be counted without being touched, and a mint leaf placed as a marker to show they had been counted. The number of each kind of fowl to be had at the feast that night was to be decided by any increase or decrease in the number of each kind of egg that year. This is the original version and meaning of the Egg Hunt.

The Beltain feast is to be held outdoors as a grand picnic. Traditional treats include fruity candy, spring veggies and fruit, simple home-baked cookies, eggs and poultry.

Very few are aware that this holiday also celebrates a very special kind of role that is rather overlooked in my opinion. On May First, I shall give thanks to the warriors who provide healing and comfort amidst the chaos and blood. Now in modern times, I am speaking of the tactical field medic. To any soldier who is willing to neglect their own safety in battle for the sake of saving others, may you have a sunny and well-fed Beltain.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/23923890/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/23923890/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 20:12:06 PDT Anyways, I got it so that I can make my own demon wings with wiring inside. For the life of me, I couldn't find any good ones online. Ah well, I shall do my best to make my own. With the 4 3/4 yards of it that I got, there's room for errors, as I'm sure there will be some. If I don't get them finished in time for Detour on the 3rd, I suppose it's not the end of the world. Besides, I can't complain since I got the materials so late. I wonder if the wire hangers will straighten out enough to suffice..? Won't know until I try!

Oh yeah, I also got an awesome pair of latex prosthetic pointed ears. Now I just need to find a store around here that sells spirit gum. Great...

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/23548741/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/23548741/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 21:31:42 PST


P.S.
If any idiots buy my cookies and then get me into trouble by throwing them at people, some major hell is gonna break loose. . . And I'm not just talking about the security team.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/22762123/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/22762123/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 14:47:51 PST More than 20=Uke

01-[x] You like to be content in everything. (Contentment is all I ask of anything.)
02-[] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say. (Explain that I am a bad person and that they deserve better than me. Or if they are a piece of $%!#, tell them just that and why I feel that way.)
03-[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music. (I am a tense person, and I need ways to relax.)
04-[] You are quite hyperactive. (*Yaaaaaaawn*)
05-[] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud. (I'd like to think that I am more mature than that. Even on my period, I have shame, dood.)
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel. (Sweets? Where!?)
07-[x] You like making others blush. (It's easy, and oh so amusing.)
08-[] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand. (I roll around too much to hold onto one for long.)
09-[] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex. (Why would I be?)
10-[] You like romantic- funny anime. (They usually have horrible art, plotlines, voice actors, character development, etc...)
11-[] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L. (That cosplay is overdone just because it's easy. Besides, I'd sooner wear a nice suit than wear a white t-shirt and bluejeans!)
12-[] You have listened to “an café”. (An-what?)
13-[] You like listening to it.
14-[] You have 1 or 2 songs on your computer of “an café”.
15-[] You are innocent and a little clumsy. (Clumsy at times, but nowhere NEAR innocent.)
16-[x] You smile at kitties. (Dood, who doesn't???)
17-[] You usually say –kawaii-. (Lame!)
18-[x] You like plushies. (Only specific kinds. Like prinnies!)
19-[] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue. (Midnight blue is my favorite kind.)
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot. (Who doesn't???)
21-[] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema. (I know whear I am, but where did my dweeb boyfriend run off to?)
22-[x] You have called the mistaken number twice or more. (Gave me the wrong damn number, dood!)
23-[] You cried with Pocahontas' ending. (Grow up.)
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt. (Of course, I have some formal wear.)
25-[x] You call your pets with cute names. (Baby birdy poofle poofs! <3)
26-[] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best. (Buttsex = penile infections, strap-ons/licking = one-sided pleasure.)
27-[] You're easy to trick/convince.
28-[x] Some men scare you. (Like the ones that give me creepy stares while I'm wearing my Demon Lord costume. Gross.)
29-[] You have seen Pucca and you like it. (Seen what?)
30-[] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space. (Great way to just zone out.)
32-[] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before. (Seen what???)
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive. (Either gender, dood.)
34-[] You like j-pop. (I prefer J-Rock.)
35-[] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series. (Only one... The ending of Galerians: Rion, when he is being deleted.)
36-[] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi OR you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa. (I only associate myself with being similar to the original characters I based off of myself. *hint hint*)
37-[] You smile with no reason. (Oh, there's a reason... Heheheheheh...)
38-[] You usually are very positive. (I'm actually a pessimist.)
39-[x] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it. (Ah, the wonders of nature.)
40-[] You usually don’t understand what your parents say. (Just because they aren't making logical sense, that doesn't mean I don't know what's going through their heads.)

15, so there.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/22736935/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/22736935/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 14:38:56 PST

Place an "x" next to all that apply.

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4. (5'5, dood.)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. (2 big, many tiny.)
[] I tan easily. (I only burn.)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (So I dye it blue-black)
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (I'm ugleh!)
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses (Contacts most of the time; glasses when I'm sleepy.)
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (Obviously has bad taste.)
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. (and I hate them.)

Family/Home Life
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday. (I would just end up killing them.)
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (Morning classes shouldn't be in the morning.)
[] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (Pneumonia, appendicitis, flu, etc...)
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[] I've stolen something from my job.
[] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone. (My tail bone was crushed and I now have a permanent nerve pinch that causes my left let to hurt badly.)
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend/relative. (When my sister gave birth. Ewe.)
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. (Appendectomy.)
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (Anime cons, duh!)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan. (Hopefully for a vacation some time, though!)
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (I sleep in any comfy clothes I happened to have been wearing that day. )
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (I have friends who probably have...)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (My favorite pair of boots holds the record of 12 man-crotches kicked in one year. One guy's testicle actually ruptured, and it felt weird against my foot/boot.)
[x] I've been to a casino. (Too young to remember.)
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing. (Cross country skiing sucks balls, dood!)
[x] I've been in a play. (Stupid elementary school crap.)
[] I've met someone in person from myspace. (Ewe, no.)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night. (Or rather, the balcony on the second floor of my home.)
[x] I've played chicken. (It's great fun in the pool.)
[x] I've played a prank on someone. (Where could I begin..?)
[x] I've ridden in a taxi. (It smelled like cigaretts and ass.)
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (It's no fun unless it's live. We did the Time Warp in the isles! )
[x] I've eaten sushi. (I'm not a fan, personally.)
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship. (I lurve my Jordlekins! <3)
[] I'm engaged. (Not officially, but Jordan is determined to be my husband fo... ]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/22112092/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/22112092/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 22:31:54 PST
Here's 99 things you probably don't really care to know about me.


ARE YOU ,

1. Perfect?
Far from it.

2. Tall?
At 5"5 and 18 years old, I'm actually kinda short.

3. In your pajamas?
Sure, I'll sleep in these clothes when I go to bed.

4. Left handed?
Nope.

LAST :

1. Friend you saw:
Tony Norbdy

2. Talked to on the phone:
I answered it when my dad's friend, Doug, called. We talked for a minute or two.

3. Person to text you:
SynMina <3

4. Was today better than yesterday?
I suppose so.

FAVORITES:

1. Number:
337

2. Color(s):
Purple, blue and black.

3. Fruit:
The ideal peach that was picked AFTER the point where it can still ripen instead of just spoiling.

4. Place:
The back bedroom on the main floor of my home.


QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
I didn't get up until about half-past noon.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
Plenty.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
Death to Smoochy

Q: Where is the last place you went?
Red Lobster

Q. Do you smile a lot?
No.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
No. Like Pumba said, they're balls of gas burning millions and billions of miles away. Fat load of good that's ever done for anyone. Besides navigating, I mean.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
It really depends on which of my personalities is present and if the person in question seems like just another idiot who should've been aborted.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
The back bedroom on the main floor of my home.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A few moments ago while looking at photos of my late cat, Sugar.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
"I fucking hate babies."

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
5- I am in the middle by having all of my needs fulfilled and then some, but emotionally I am in utter despair and hate.

Q: What do you hear right now?
Jordan bitching about random things about Warcrack, which he is now playing.

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
My head always hurts. I usually have a pain where my heart is along with my almost constant depressive state.

Q: What's your favorite month?
Whichever month happens to bring the perfect set of spring/early summerdays this year.

Q: What did you do last night?
Jordan.

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
My late cat, Sugar.

2. Are you happy?
No.

3. Are you sad?
Almost always.

4. Are you bored?
Yes.

6. Are you nervous?
No, my anxiety disorder has subsided since earlier this evening.

8. Are you tired?
Every moment.

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Is forbidden.

002. Nick names?
Demon Lord Ryu

003. Eye color?
Crystal-like blue that will occasionally turn green or grey.

004. Zodiac sign?
Virgo.

005. Male or female?
Female.

009. Smart?
Others tell me I am, but I don't think I am anymore.

010. Hair color?
Naturally mid to dark brown, dyed blue-black.

011. Tall or short?
I already answered that, dood.

013. Sweats or Jeans?
I guess my pants are thin, black denim... so, jeans?

014. Phone or Camera?
Camera.

016. Drink or Smoke?
Ewe, dood.

020. Tattoos?
No, but I would like to have at least one.

021. Righty or lefty?
This is redundant.

FIRSTS :

024. First best friend?
Kendra Larson, aka Ryo.

025. first crush?
Some little bastard kid who lived in my basement when I was eight.

027. First pet?
Either Sally or Dusty. Both very large dogs that my family rescued.

028. First big vacation?
Colorado where my uncle Brad lived. I was too young to keep the memory.

049. Eating?
Nothing, I'm still full from Red Lobster.

050. Drinking?
Aquafina. Just plain ol' water.

052. I'm about to:
Go insane from wanting to kill myself, but I won't because I care about the feelings of the few people that I care about.

053. Listening to?
If you forgot already, there isn't any point in even reading this babble.

054. Plans for today?
Already done.

079. Drank bubbles?
Probably.
~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/21822247/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/21822247/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 19:51:20 PST
Tonight, I'm looking for nice pictures of Xmas-themed Digimon, Pokemon, etc. Innocent enough, yeah? Well I can tell you right now that I am sick and tired of 25% of the search results ending up to be borderline pornography of either animals and/or underage children. Please leave that crap on 4chan and save my eyes the burning. At the very least you could have the common courtesy to give it a mature tag so I can get the idea and just not click on it as not to sully my eyes.

Now don't get me wrong, I am a supporter of well-drawn dirty art of fun goodness and bewbs. I'm just disgusted when I see minors, animals and rape themes when I did not specifically choose to see it on DA of all places. If others wish to look at it and draw it, that may not be such a bad thing. I would much rather people get themselves off on drawings rather than going into the world and acting it out. I used to have a much different outlook, but someone led me away from being quite so narrow-minded.

Now that I've made those points for myself, I would like to thank an artist here on Deviant Art for having decent (but not quite perfect) courtesy with the mature tag, while providing us with a 253% daily value of cleavage! ^_~ If you love GINORMOUS boobs and blond Blood Elves for Christmas, check out the gallery of !


For all you Halo fans who have or haven't read The Fall of Reach, this clever poem by is a definite must-read. [link]

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/20827956/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/20827956/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 15:50:20 PDT

What I am really looking forward to is Samhain, a.k.a. Last Harvest, Blood Harvest, Ancestor Night, Feast of the Dead, Noson Calan Gaeaf or Halloween. I'm not sure what I'll do, but I want to get out and do something with Jordan. I think I might dress him up as a ninja so his face is covered and take him trick-or-treating because he's so tiny. Hah hah, I'm evil! XD

Anyhow, even though I sound upbeat now, I'm still feeling pretty depressed overall. I was hoping to feel all better once Jordan was living here with me... My doctor explained to me that because I was so depressed for so long, it's going to take awhile for it to go away even though I have reason to be happier. Because of my being depressed for several years now, it's also affected my memory very greatly. Sometimes I feel like I've forgotten important things like happiness and I keep dwelling on the negative. I'm taking a low dose of medicine to clear this up, so I'll be fine in about six months or so.

I recently found out from my x-rays that the injury I sustained from Anime Iowa had crushed my tailbone and it healed incorrectly, leaving a permanent injury on my left leg (the main nerve branch got pinned or something like that). I'm still very happy that I got hurt, otherwise Jordan wouldn't have had to carry me and we wouldn't be together. It may sound crazy, but when my leg hurts I feel happy. Don't get me wrong, I'm no masochist by any feat, I just like thinking about how I met my other half.

Yes, I know I'm odd...

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/20096642/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/20096642/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 13:39:40 PDT
My dad was carrying her to the car when her soul slipped away. My father and I are both at least glad that she died like that instead of what she was headed for. I can't know for sure, but I think she did it on purpose because she wanted it that way too. I feel so horrible and worthless because I couldn't do anything for her but stay up with her all night.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/20088352/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/20088352/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:01:39 PDT
]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19939122/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19939122/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 17:28:22 PDT
I hate this country's military orginization with a burning passion. These are the lives of people they're screwing with, and the lives of people who care about them. Is this their way of extending their spite because not very many people are signing up anymore? Yeah, that's going to get me to sign up... knowing I can't use my own damned vacation days within the window of several months. By the way, they get 2.5 leave days to save or spend per MONTH. I don't care what kind of limits they have with OUR tax money, a group of middle school kids could make better orginization of this than those "experts" can.

If it gets pushed back one more time, I seriously don't know what I'm going to do.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19761095/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19761095/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 22:25:13 PDT
I can't find words for my father to describe the gratitude I feel towards him for agreeing to let Jordan become a real part of the family. Maybe breakfast can start to say it... Two eggs-in-a-basket sandwiching some tomato and bacon? Jordan's gotten even more eager to start contributing to the household since my father was layed off for three months. Now all I really have to worry about is how well those two will get along. Oh yeah, and I'm still on the hunt for my first job.

I really hope this goes smoothely... I want to see him soon, but I also don't want him to have to leave me like that again. I never blamed him once.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19365172/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19365172/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 02:08:48 PDT
1. obviously of opposing gender. *coughUSEANACEBANDAGEcough*

2. skin tone or quality is not anywhere CLOSE to matching. Because Cloud's face was not dipped in boric acid when he was a child.

3. not willing to take off glasses for characters with decent visual perception. *coughCONTACLENSEScough*

4. not even close to their weightly proportions. This is one of many reasons why I appreciate that amazing Choji cosplayer I saw at two cons last year.

5. not willing to dye and/or cut your hair when a wig is not needed. Trust me, I usually don't mention this one because it's no big deal as long as #6 comes in.

6. won't even get the wig after rejecting both dye and haircut. The ultimate low. Shame.

7. in a completly different class of height. (Hee hee my boyfriend is a great Ed Elric cosplayer! XD)

8. wears regular shoes with a costume that requires quite elsewise. Stop replacing leather boots and dress-shoes with sneakers. NOW.

So, if you display any of these signs quite obviously, just give it up and stop ruining the image of someone else's favorite character.


Other peeves not neccissarily to do with costumes themselves...

1b. Creepy guys (usually over 35) doing nothing but distance-stalking and taking pictures of underage girls in short dresses/skirts. By the way, con security won't do anything about this because they supposedly can't prove anything. But they can kick you out if someone said you called them a naughty word. Plus, they make a lot of money from the registration of middle-aged men who would have been banned many times over.

2b. Catgirls who seem to think that it's an actual costume. I have nothing against wearing ears and a tail though, of course.

3b. Fangirls who scream about how every single bishonen is gay. They only say this because they are yaoi junkies.

4b. Fangirls who take the yaoi obsession too far and cosplay as a bishonen to do fanservice with another person cosplaying as a bishonen. If it's stuff from actual shonen-ai anime/manga, go for it. Good news for the stereotypical Loveless fan!

5b. Fangirls/boys who find people to stalk and do nothing else for the entire con. If you make friends and you stick together, fine. Just leave people alone if they obviously have no interest in you as far as friendship goes. So let these poor people enjoy the con.

6b. Almost every single cosplay being done after the same four anime that are poular that year. Lately it's been FMA, Bleach, Naruto, Death Note... If you made an incredible costume and it makes you look like the character, go you.

7b. Retail-purchased costumes make me angry to no end. I'm not talking about finding the right red shirt at Target or some plain black dress shoes from Macy's. I'm talking about what I've been seeing on mooncostumes.com. If you want to wear that for halloween or something like that, fine. Don't parade it around at a convention unless it has a giant logo from where you bought it so everyone knows. It's just making some of the decent and honest hand-made costumes look bad. STOP TAKING SHORTCUTS AND DO SOME HONEST WORK!

8b. Fangirls/boys who tackle without permission. And even then it's like, "not so hard!" Oh yeah, if you ruin someon's stuff when you do this and you don't offer compensation right away, stay away from my demon wings, it's hard to find the good ones amidst all those stupid black angel wings.

9b. People taking pictures without asking. One guy was trying to get pictures of the veiw up my skirt. I don't think he'll ever hear out of his left ear again judging by the yellow fluid that was dripping out when I was through with him.

10b. Girls who buy "Lolita" outfits off the internet and think they're a cosplayer like anyone else. This is similar to the deal with the catgirls and the retail-purchased costumes.

11b. Hug/kiss/whatever for a dollar signs. It's old, it's greedy, it's desperate, it's obnoxious. Stop it.

Whew... LET THE HATEMAIL COMMENCE!

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19138645/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19138645/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:27:19 PDT
I want so badly to see him soon, but if they keep him later, I don't want him to spend the money to come see me. But if I don't see him soon I feel like I'm just going to continue losing my mind like this. I cry every night and when I wake up. I just want to sleep. If he's not here, just let me sleep. But I know that's not healthy, so I'll try to get together with my friends more often. But it's not the same. I want to apply for a job at Game Stop or something to pass the time and help him save up, but I'm afraid that during work I'll randomly start crying like I have been at home. Hearing someone's voice seems to trigger it, so how could I do anything useful? I don't want to be a worthless lump of a hermit, but I just can't force myself to do anything.

I want to hear him, to know that he's still there and he hasn't forgotten about me... But hearing his voice and knowing I can't reach out and hold onto him is more painful than I can describe. Even more painful than seeing and feeling the silver chain he gave to me on the last day of Sogen Con. I was crying because I was scared that I might not see him again, and he took a silver necklace out of his bag. I thought he was going to be like other guys and try to make the pathetic crying girl feel better with jewelry. He put it around my neck and said I could borrow it, but that he would get it back from me himself. He said that as long as I had it, it was a promise that I would see him again. He also told me that he would get it back someday because his mother gave it to him and made him make the same promise to her before he moved onto the Ellsworth Air Force base. He wants me to meet his mother, and since I have the chain, I suppose I'm tied to her as well somehow. I have seen him twice since he put this silver necklace on me... I still have it, and I believe he will keep his promise.

Another month feels like it may as well be five years. Every day it just feels farther away.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19117698/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19117698/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 21:40:59 PDT
Obviously, I had to catch the poor little fluffbomb again. Mother ducks do NOT just leave their babies behind. And so, I enlisted the help of two neighbor kids who actually did a damn good job helping me get the duckling back unharmed. Eventually, the mother returned to the spot near the bushes and I got a lot closer to her with her brood that time. I set the poofball down again and... he actually ran to his mother! She aknowledged his existance and for a moment I felt relieved... Until she took off again, ignoring her child. Epic rejection. TT_TT Time to get him back again... *le sigh*

So I took the poor little guy inside and put him in Yutaka's carrying cage with some fresh bedding. My first priority; get him something to eat. I immediately found out that I would have to go hunting for completely harmless, non-smelling bugs! Noooo! Oh well, anything to save the innocent, right? So I got the bugs and served them with a little bitty bowl of water and got on to another very important matter. Where can I take him to get professional care and rehabilitation? Now I know a lot of people would try to raise him on their own. Unless they have experience, they would fail horribly, killing an orphaned duckling. Not to mention that it's illegal to raise a wild duck like that, because otherwise people would try to kidnap them for pets all the time.

I quickly found several resources with highly detailed instructions on taking care of ducks of all ages. I also read about ducklings being orphaned. I'm so sick of parents telling kids that if you just leave a baby animal out to rot, it will be just fine. "How many wildlife centers have YOU worked at? You think you magically know things like this just because you're older?" I don't buy it for a second. I read about this from more than five different sources, and if the mother left a duckling the way that one did, that baby wouldn't last the night on it's own. Did I mention that at that age they can't even produce their own body heat? Did I mention the two hawks I saw circling over my house?

Anyways, the good news is that I found a site that can link me to all nearby wildlife centers and liscensed individuals that can take care of a duckling. The bad news is... It's late on a Sunday and no one answered. Eh, try again in the morning. I think the worst news though, is that the latest update for the phone number of the Minnesota Wildlife Haven is no longer in service. I was a dedicated volunteer for some time in the aviary nursery there, and that place was close to my heart. But I knew this was probably going to happen, as I had gotten an email a couple years ago saying that funds were short and they would probably be shut down. I miss working there so much.

I can't help but wonder though, if there would be a test I can take to apply for a permit to raise this duckling myself. I did work in an aviary nursery taking care of baby birds after all. However, most of my experience is with grackles, starlings and sparrows. I would feel relieved to see with my own eyes that this duckling can still thrive, but I don't know if I would be the best person to promise that to him. Heating pad, lightly sugared water, regular trips to the lake for snails and water plants... I would gladly do it all for this terribly rejected duckling. But I would be my own last choice.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19044319/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/19044319/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 18:22:24 PDT
I thought someone was my friend up until he tried to stick his hand down the front of my skirt while everyone was falling asleep on the floor and air matress at Vinny's place. I kept telling him to move over, there was no more room anywhere else. But he kept putting his arm around me and cuddling up to me like I was his girlfriend or something. Every time he did this, I would roll around trying to get comfortable and to shake him off. What I should have done was ask Tony to switch places with me. I'd like to think that I have the kind of guy friends that I can take a nap near on the floor without them trying to frickin' molest me. But aparently not, because when I put a blanket over myself when I got cold, he saw that as opportunity to try to slide his hand down the front of my skirt. I just rolled over and got up. That was it. I didn't snap his neck or even elbow him in the face. Why? Because I'm trying to become a nicer person and give people second chances. But I really should have punished him for what he tried to pull. Just as he left soon after that, I told everyone else about it and requested that they not invite him along anywhere if I'm going to be there. Everyone (except Greg who doesn't know me well at all) seemed quite surprised that I allowed that pig to escape with his eyelids intact. Words can't describe the self-loathing I feel now because I did nothing. My whole life I've had an intimidating air around me, like I had lots of good friends but at the same time almost everyone had a respectful fear of me. I want so much to find that balance again.

And of course I tell my other half (Jordan) everything, so I doubt that idiot will go unpunished for his actions. I can't help but wonder how angry Jordan really is at him now...

Hey, that pervert should totally hook up with the crotch-monster! Can't talk about that too much on here though apparently. Oh well.

Aside from these unpleasent things, I wish you all a happy belated Aerra Litha.

Club thingies-

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/18723313/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/18723313/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 00:48:06 PDT
The last three times I've slept, I had dreams about guys telling me to leave Jordan and date them because Jordan is so far away and can almost never see me. Each one of these guys in the three dreams I've had relayed the same message, "forget about him. I'm here for you and he isn't." It made me so upset every time I woke up, and it upsets me to think about it now. It's not his fault and I know it very well. He's in the Air Force, so he can't do anything but save up his money and hope they'll give him leave when he wants it to come see me. I don't know why my subconsious would produce such scenarios, because I would never consider doing what the dreams are telling me to do. I stayed up all last night and fell asleep at around 5am and still had the dream.

I need any practical advice possible that might be able to break this cycle, because now I don't want to sleep at all if it means I'll continue having these dreams. Suggestions anyone?


Distraction-


]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/18384234/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/18384234/ Sun, 18 May 2008 14:03:01 PDT _<. And any money I WOULD have for the con I need to save for when I go spend September in South Dakota with Jordan (no way I'm going to even ask him to spend that much on me).

At least I can still go to RenFest for a day while he's here for our birthdays, 'cause it's $20 a person to get in, and there's lots of free entertainment. Of course we'll buy a few things from there, but it won't even come close to what A.I. would cost in the end. I still really want to go to the con, but I think it's best if the two of us save our money for my nice long visit on the airbase. I can't wait to see his camo nurse's uniform! XD

Besides, I've got plans for Iowa in the future that are much bigger! ^_~ But that's a secret for now.


Oh yeah, and we had a power outage yesterday because a squirrel ran into a transformer on a power pole then exploded. o_0''' Something happened to the cable too, even after we got the power back. Oh well, it just magically decided to turn back on earlier today. XD

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/18202967/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/18202967/ Tue, 06 May 2008 19:47:38 PDT
Artistic nude. Posing for naked pictures. Photographs. Not paintings or even drawings like back a few hundred years ago, just photos of people naked. Pose all you want, it's not art. It's no different from what you see in a Playboy magazine. Posing for an anatomy class in an art school is perfectly understandable, but waving around and posting these pictures of yourself? No tattoos. No body paint. Nothing. Naked people clammering for attention.

"I'm just comfortable with my body."

Well so am I, but I choose not to use it to get attention from perverts. Now stop encouraging them.

Now I will say that there are a few rare exceptions and that a small few of them can actually be considered art, but most of this is just from women who didn't want to be called sluts for doing pictures for Playboy, so instead they post them on an art community site and call it justified.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17765874/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17765874/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 15:08:22 PDT
This is a fresh start and I feel good about this. Wish me luck!

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17754156/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17754156/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:27:33 PDT
But this time seemed so much more painful than the last. I can't wait for our birthdays to come around so I don't have to feel this way anymore.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17562307/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17562307/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 18:29:04 PDT
Another thing, she is physically twelve or thirteen years old, making most of you sick freaks PEDOPHILES!

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17532288/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17532288/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:31:58 PDT
Dood, he almost knocked me over last time when he glomped me. Only this time, I hope there aren't any accidents involved... Last time it was a car, but this time he's coming on a plane. Great, more crap to worry about.

I don't wanna wait a whole week! >_<

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17264702/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/17264702/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 23:58:42 PDT
I'm sorry Tony... I just can't make myself go to that event again.

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/16857919/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/16857919/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:29:54 PST
I guess I'll be cosplaying as Winry wats-er-face from FMA to do a cospair with Jordan. I'm doing this as a favor, alright? And maybe because it's inevitable that I'll try to get Jordan to drink milk even though he's a milk-nazi and hates it. And if we're gonna be ourselves with that situation like that, why not be in a cosplay that would make a good reference as well? and if anyone mentions fanservice, I'll crack 'em with a wrench! o_<

I've only seen a couple episodes and several clips of FMA, and I must say that I am not impressed in the least. As far as I can tell, I hate people like Winry with a burning passion. Go ahead, blame Ed for your mistakes and then ask him to cart you around the world. Fucking bitch just reminds me of the lowlifes I went to school with.

And the plot. The plot is horrible. Magical humanoids representing something so horribly cliche and just overall boring. But sure, go get Al's body back. There's one actual point worth any effort because he is STILL ALIVE!

And the "alchemy"!? That is not alchemy! Alchemy is the exchanging of electrons, protons and neutrons to change the element in a substance, not a bunch of fire and shape-shifting magic tricks!!! And those things that Ed creates out of nowhere, don't get me started on how rediculas most of them are.

Holy crap, and the art! Or rather, lack of art. Nothing but simplified new-age lineart that is almost entirely taken care of by computers. Not art. That is what anime is, is art. But not anymore... TT_TT I love the people who did Samurai Champloo. They wrote the entire story, planned out the series and made a set number of episodes instead of pumping out artificial anime to no freseeable end like Bleach and Naruto! I HATE Bleach and Naruto! But that's a whole 'nother rant altogether.

What pisses me off the most is probably the Elric-Mother obsession. Okay, she ws a good mother, but she died of natural causes. She was not murdered. LET HER GO. If you were meant to be with her, she would not have died in the first place. Not to mention the utter failure of bringing her back. That kind of attatchmet is very unhealthy and in most real-world cases implies a desire or even the action of incest. What backs this up even further is Ed's total absence of a healthy attraction to any members of either gender. And DON'T say "what about Winry" because there is nothing there. Nothing with anyone. And to all of the typical fangirls who claim all of their bishounen to be gay just because you like yaoi, I hate all of you. Only three main character bishounen are actually gay. Leon Scott Kennedy who is totally hot for Lewis. Link who is just gay in general. And Rion Stiener who was kissed by Ash and then kissed him in return in the last scene just before telling him that he held no hate for him in his heart.

Okay, back on the FMA ranting topic.

Where is the proper character development? I hate Roy Mustang! He is just the stereotypical deep-voiced I'm-so-hot-and-in-charge bishonen figure. Then that one guy who's got an unhealthy obsession with how cute his toddler a daughter is. They are all one-dimentional and blank. Waaaaay too predictable.

You know what? The only thing I actually appreciate about FMA are the few decent moments of humor brought on by Ed and Al. Otherwise everyone is predictable and god-awfully mellow-dramatic. And I hate you Vic Mig-whatever! Crazy religious bastard... What kind of person thanks god for their ANIME voice acting award and then cries on tv? DON'T answer that. Nutjobs, that's who.

Okay, I feel a lot better now.
But don't tink I won't be back with more!

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/16683910/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/16683910/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 01:30:39 PST

Ryudenki Tori Kamiya a.k.a. Ryu; Demon Lord Ryu

blood type- B negative

height- 5 feet, 4 inches

weight- 115 pounds (shut the hell up!)

eye color- changes, blue; green; grey, mainly blue

natural hair color- dark brown

regular hair color- blue-black

hair length- chin, no bangs

birth- North Memorial Hospitol, 11:26 am, August 28, 1990

Dark Assembly status- Demon Lord

stereotype- goth

hobbies- reading, writing and drawing hentai; cooking; massage

relationship status- If you really want to know, that's pretty creepy... But I have a very nice boyfriend, thank you very much.

personlity- split by three ways

piercings- two on left lobe; one on right lobe

physical condition- frail; poor immune system; overly-powered sensory

fighting stlye- koyotennou (pressure points, fatal points, momentum)

cosplays- Demon Lord Ryu (origional character); Umbrella Corperation field medic (origional character); Count D

incomplete cosplays- Sae Kurosawa

anime convention goal locations- ACen (Anime Central); Anime Iowa; Sogen Con; No-Brand Con; Anime Detour

personal quotes-

"Don't feed the children, eat the children."

"I'm gonna strangle you good!"

"Love, peace and donut grease."

favorites-

colors- purple; blue

flower- moon lilly

weapons- heavyblade; couse/naginata

legal weapon- bokuto (Yukiko)

guns- P90, Dragunov

ways to relax- hot bath; paper-shaded candles

bishonen- Alucard; Dante; Lord Zetta; Edward Elric

bishojo- Ada Wong; Ivy Valentine; Ayane; Mio Amakura

video games- Fatal Frame series; Disgaea series; Makai Kingdom; Resident Evil 4; DDR series; Dead or Alive Xtreeme Beach Volleyball

movies- Ong-Bak; Galerians: Rion; Leon the Professional (international version); Boondock Saints

manga- Pet Shop of Horrors; Gunslinger Girl; Dragon Knights

anime- Outlaw Star; Trigun; FLCL; Hellsing Ultimate

songs- Must Be Dreaming, Breathe In, Shh and Let Go by Frou Frou; VIVID; The Light Before We Land by Delgados; Invasion From Within by TSUNAMI BOMB; Terrible Lie by NIN; Get Ya! by Lee Hyori; Teenagers by My Chemicla Romance

savory foods- lobster; king crab; snow crab; Dragon House Special fried rice; spaghetti with fresh parmasian

desserts- chocolate truffle cake; french silk pie; milk chocolate-dipped Dove ice cream bars; fresh fruit tart (strawberry, peach, raspberry, kiwi); raspberry marscapone

idols- Lewis Black; Demon Lord Etna; Ryoko Mitsurugi; Rath Illuser; Count D

others- Foamy the Squirrel; Red vs Blue; VG Cats; Little Apple Dolls; Japanes folklore

dislikes- herself; most humans (sluts and pigs in particular); winter; bitter, sour and spicy flavors; chipped nails; people who stare; apes; Mexican food; babies and/or small children; unnecissary noise and light; animal abuse; people who degrade women; hardcore furries (the beastiality kind); racist excuses and double-standards from "minorities"

]]> ~Ryudenki http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/16634339/ http://Ryudenki.deviantart.com/journal/16634339/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 19:11:27 PST
The only reasons for my change of heart are people who want me to come back, along with an excuse for Jordan to come see me earlier than freakin' July. But if I end up getting hassled by perverts because of my Demon Lord costume, I'm gonna have to begin the hurting... Hahah, that and Jordan would just start wailing on them.

And I guess the last reason I'm going is in hopes that the skank is finally gonna have the guts to take a swing at me. Then my actions would be registered as perfectly leagal self-defense. God, I would love that so much... I'll even let her break my nose or cause some other 'evidential damage' before I do anything. Even with my saying this to the public in my journal, I shall still have every legal right to fight back. And as far as my bodyguards go, don't you dare intervene. I'm keeping my fingers crossed! ^^

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Also, I've been trying and succeeding in making myself to be a bit more fogiving. I suppose that's the main reason why I'm feeling better twards Jordan. The other reason for my tense feelings twards him is just probably because of the fact that we almost never get to see each other, and the next time to do that won't be until late June. I'm so glad that we'll most likely be spending Tanabata Night together. After all, that holiday is just for couples like us and no one ese.

However, I've still yet to spend any time with my friends, so I'm still pretty depressed. It's for that reason that I seem to be losing my will to live even further yet again, and now I really don't care about my online classes. Don't worry, I'm not just gonna lose it and scream, "The end is nigh!!!" before slashing my own throat. Though a couple weeks ago, it was rather tempting... Oh boo, poor me! I'm gonna be just fine as long as my father doesn't start pushing buttons.

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Am I the only one so horribly bothered by random creepy old men at conventions? Now, perhaps I ought to be a bit more specific here... I'm not talking about parental units or genuine anime fans who just happen to be a bit older. I'm talking about the guys who don't go in any of the video rooms. I'm talking about the guys who don't even talk to any other people. The ones that just seem to hang around in places that just happen to contain young girls in short skirts and dresses. The kind of guy that I wanted to scream at while I was in the pre-reg line to get my badge. Now, see the thing with this is that I was wearing my Demon Lord costume, and much like Etna's it was close to being a bikini with a short skirt over the bottom. (Actually, that's the base of what I used for the costume...) I wanted to scream, "If you would like for your eyes to remain firmly attatched in your skull, STOP STARING AT ME SO SHAMELESSLY YOU PEDOPHELLIC SON OF A BITCH!!!" I mean, how obvious was it that I was and sill am, a minor?! I was only 16! Sick piece of scum!

Anyway, apart from the ranting, I really think that there ought to be some rules about these sorts of things... Like if someone reports this, it shouldn't be ignored! People, these are the potential rapists in our country and in our anime conventions! Security teams need to be trained to spot these people!

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1. obviously of opposing gender.

2. skin tone or quality is not matching. (*coughhackSKANKcough*)

3. not willing to wear contacts instead of glasses for charactrs with decent visual perception. (*aaah-chooSKANKcough*)

4. not even close to their weightly proportions. (This is one of many reasons why I appreciate that amazing Choji cosplayer.)

5. not willing to dye and/or cut your hair when a wig is not needed.

6. won't even get the wig after rejecting both dye and haircut. (The ultimate low. Shame.)

7. in a different class of height. (Hee hee my boyfriend is a great Ed Elric cosplayer! XD)

So, if you display any of these signs quite obviously, just give it up and stop ruining the image of someone else's favorite character.

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Anyway, the hotel staff at the Marriott kicked out our little event for "displaying violence" even though it was a no-contact event. The Cloud I made good friends with then preceeded to call Perkins about a place to do this, as they boasted a lit sign saying "WELCOME ANIME IOWA." They welcomed us with open arms, saying "We promise not to call the cops if you use the empty lot near the parking area." The dude who made the furthering of our event possible even came out for a peek I think it was, before being taken center stage for a heartfelt thanks from the otaku mob.

I even bought the last chocolate muffin of the day as a prize for a little contest I announced. "The one to amuse me most in a single battle wins the last chocolate muffin until 6 am!" "MUFFIN!" Well, Cloud wound up on a team opposing mine and a Tifa's at one point, and when her turn came about.... "Cloud, I'm pregnant!" "NOOOOOOO!!!" *instant KO* Needless to say, she won the muffin.

Afterwards, we had a little photoshoot in the parking lot and then proceeded to enter Perkins and fill up the party room. The larger table ended up being the "VIP" table, seating Cloud, a female Turk, Hurcule(aka The Champ), a Vash I made friends with, Tammy (Vincent), myself and then the late-night employee we thanked with chocolate-chip pancakes.

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Tell your friends!

And Chris, we'll all miss you and wish you could be there to be on my team. Ha ha, pawn of the government...

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Before this, she had told Nate, a friend of mine (her ex who dumped her for being a slut) that she had given my ex fiance oral sex as payment for car rides. Can you believe it!? I almost did! And I actually came rather close to killing him in his sleep, but I made sure he could defend his case. It turns out that it was just another one of her whoring attempts at hurting me. However, he did know all about their little revenge ploy, but was more than happy to keep it a secret so that I would fall apart and he would be the hero to pick up my pieces. That, and I wanted to see more than one person in that way during my lifetime without dumping him, so he wanted me to suffer for that.

What's more, before all of this, she had been going out with Nate while "engaged" to some guy she was having phone sex with. And get this; she's never met the guy! Oh yes, there is more! She's been doing this sort of thing for quite some time now, and at one point I had overheard several parents speaking of it at a con with one of her old friends. "So she's worse than a whore? She's like a teat?" I didn't believe it back then, but now I've found out the hard way... I hope her and all of the assholes desperate enough to sleep with her end up with canine STDs from all the dogs she's told me she wants to have sex with because she loves furry porn so much.

Believe it or not, I've actually gotten over what they did to me. Now I'm just upset because they'll probably do it to other people who were warned and didn't listen like I didn't. But I also won't let myself forget how excruciatingly stupid I was to fall for that army puke just because he had a way with words and an appealing accent. I'll never forgive myself.

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