http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Rzeznik91&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Rzeznik91 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 18:11:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/28512816/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/28512816/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 15:56:48 PST HOW DO THINGS HERE ON DA PILE UP SO FAST?
78 Journals?! HOW CAN I READ THEM ALL?!
I'm in madrigal--fun but time consuming, and I've got this little problem with saying "no" when people ask me to do things, so I'm doing the tickets, place settings, and table scrolls for madrigal and have like, four commissions I don't have time for... >_> And then there's math, and the ACT retake, and scholarship applications, and...
Christina is seriously stressed ;-; Halp please.
Just a little update and an EXTREME APOLOGY for not having replied to any messages or read any journals.
I miss DA terribly.
:C
C

P.S.! HAS ANYONE ELSE READ "WHAT HAPPENED TO LANI GARVER" BY CAROL PLUM-UCCI? If so, you... should definitely leave a comment about it so we can discuss C: It's my FAVOURITE.
Anywho... I really have to go do homework now :C
C

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/28125273/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/28125273/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:20:44 PST I'm officially a grown-up today. I don't feel like a grownup.
I'm very excited because ~Twilarity got me a FELLA PLUSHIE! I was SO EXCITED!
Off to go celebrate my birfday with my family <3
C

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/27837898/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/27837898/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 14:51:57 PDT Happy news:
1. Math class; I've been studying nonstop, around the clock, and I think I did fairly well on the exam, which SHOULD bring my grade up to an A. I'll keep my fingers crossed. If so, there's only one more quarter of that class left, and then I'll be DONE WITH MATH. HOO-FREAKIN'-RAY.
2. I'm in madrigal C: Our school is finally resuming madrigal; we haven't had one since my freshman year. YAY! YAY FOR MEDIEVAL DRESSES AND SPEAKING LIKE A BRIT! DANCEY!
3. I'm very excited because I went to an epic yard sale, and got $180 worth of audiobooks for $10. I also got Legally Blonde, which may be one of my all-time favourite movies.
Unhappy news:
1. Still too busy for DA, which breaks my heart. This afternoon is only free because I forgot my Biology book at school, and I'm slackin' on my other classes.
2. My room, my car, and everything ELSE I own smell like DQ. Yuckers.

HOLY SHIZNIT. I HAVE OVER 10,000 PAGEVIEWS! WHEN THE EFF DID THAT HAPPEN?
Since I feel like being lazy this afternoon, and shirking my duties, I think I shall do a picture for it. C: Probably featuring Kitty and Slacker... since most random pictures do.
I've gotten lazy with adding stuff at the end of my journal... like my club icons... and my besties-list. Oops. Sorry :C
Just another update.
I miss being on DA <3 C

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/27326636/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/27326636/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 18:38:46 PDT Life in general. I'm a senior, and I'm terrified, because soon, I have to decide what to do with my life. I'm seriously undermotivated these days, because I'm so stressed out all the time; if I've been mean or snarky to anyone on DA, I'm SO SORRY. When I'm stressed, I get rude and terrible and turn into a bitch. But on top of DQ, I have the hardest math class evar, biology (which is a freshman class, and they failed to tell me it was required until NOW so I'm in there with a bunch of freshies-- which is okay, I love freshies, but if one more person asks me if I'm in there cause I've failed before, I'll knock their teeth in. ...see what I mean about being snarky?)
It seems like there's never enough time for anything these days :C School snarfs up a large majority of my time. If this tells you anything, one of my homework assignments in that God-forsaken math class had 500 problems. And it doesn't count toward your grade, but you get detention if you don't do it-- the ONLY GRADES THEY TAKE ARE TEST GRADES.
On a brighter note, I went to a drive-in for the first time last night! It was fantastical, except that it rained :C
Evansville is also where I think I want to move when I get older. It's pretty much my favorite place to be, I go there every chance I get. Except STORY TIME!
There's this creepy little town called New Harmony on the way to Evansville, and my mom was like, "Hmmm, that sounds like a cute little town. Let's take a jaunt down this side road and see what it is," and of course, I'm always game for exploring. BUT. We drove, and drove, and drove (supposedly it's only twelve miles from Mt. Vernon, Indiana, to New Harmony, but it sure as heck FELT like a lot longer than that) and finally, we went down this super steep hill; we were entering a valley. And y'know those signs that say "Caution, School Bus Stop" or whatever? Well, this had a big yellow sign that said "Caution, Cemetery". Okay. I started to get the willies a little. But it gets weirder.
We drove down this hill, and on either side of us, slanting up, is this cemetery. And all the tombstones look so old. We finally get into this little town and it's full of the RANDOMEST buildings-- some look a hundred years old, some look brand new. But everyone stopped on the sidewalks, dropped whatever they were doing, and stared as we went past. And then, at the end of Main Street, there was this church, and it was so pretty, and then a horse-drawn carriage went past, with a bride in a beautiful dress, and while everyone else was staring at us, the people in the carriage acted like they didn't even see us. MAJOR CREEPINESS. Mom and I turned around to leave, cause we were both seriously wigging out. And on the way back out, we passed a sign that just said "Labyrinth". They had a LABYRINTH in their town! I found what the other side of the sign said, and it said: "THE LABYRINTH. Symbolic of the Harmonist concept of the devious and difficult approach to a true state of harmony." It was apparently started by "Harmonists" a really long time ago? It's scary, not gonna lie.
I definitely need to be, y'know, DOING stuff. But I love DA so much, and I'm all sad, cause I'm never on anymore :C
Off to go and work on a commision.
<3\
C

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/27055647/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/27055647/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 14:02:47 PDT My fucking CAMERA was stolen. With my MEMORY CARD IN IT. So all my pictures from the Ludo concert, from the Edwin McCain concert, from my vacation to Florida, my friends' graduation, my mom and my adventure to the zoo this summer, everything important is ALL GONE. FOREVER. I didn't back much of it up. Including all my videos of Edwin and Ludo.
I accidentally left my purse at McCallister's in Paducah Tuesday night when I went to get tea there. An employee sat across from us and watched us leave.
When I realized it was missing the next morning, he was the one who found it. He said it was "like that when he found it"-- everything had been taken out of my wallet, and thrown randomly around in my purse. My cash and camera were gone. He says he knew nothing about it but he SAW MY PURSE sitting in the chair when I left. So why didn't he try to flag me down, or stop me? I bet he's the stupid mf-er that took it. ARGGGGGGGGGH.
I hate life. ;_;

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/26509294/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/26509294/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 15:55:48 PDT latty-latte54 <3333
Who did some fan art of my Ice Princess Story! And it's FABULOUS! She's so talented. Go check her out, you'll be amazed C:
Here's her fan art <3 Gahhh I'm so grateful <3 THANK YOU LATTE! 8D
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OKAY. Massive survey time.

If you would like to participate, turn your mp3 player on and do not alter your playlist. For each question, answer with the name of the song that is playing. After you answer each question, click the forward button to go to the next song which will be the next answer to the next question.

1. How does the world see you?
Always Where I Need to Be (The Kooks)

2. Will you have a happy life?
Handlebars (Flobots) (wtf?)

3. What do people really think of you?
Aim For the Head (Creature Feature) (HAHAHAH!)

4. Do people secretly lust after you?
Colorado Sunrise (3OH!3)

5. How can you make yourself happy?
Pretend (Secondhand Serenade)

6. What should you do with your life?
Alive With the Glory of Love (Say Anything)

7. Will you ever have children?
We Can't Be Friends (American Hi-Fi) (LOL)

8. What is some good advice for you?
Lightning Blue Eyes (The Secret Machines) (...?)

9. What do you think your current theme song is?
The Sound of Settling (Death Cab For Cutie)

10. What does everyone else think your current theme song is?
Calling You (Blue October)

11. What song will play at your funeral?
Brand New Colony (The Postal Service)

12. What is your day going to be like?
Bloodshot (Jack's Mannequin) (gee, that's reassuring)

13. Why are you here?
Stay With You (The Goo Goo Dolls)

14. What will people remember you for?
Perfect Symmetry (Keane)

15. What song will you get stuck in your head tomorrow?
Shut Up And Let Me Go (The Ting Tings)

16. Are there people outside waiting to take you away?
Don't Look Back in Anger (Oasis)

17. What will this year be all about?
The Catalyst (The Abandoned Pools)

18. If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
I'm Still Here (Johnny Rzeznik) (...haha.)

19. The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
The Space Between (Dave Matthews)

20. Your message to the world:
We Will Become Silhouettes (Postal Service cover by The Shins)

21. Your deepest secret:
A Lifetime (Better than Ezra) (...great. A song about doing it in a car on the beach and dying in a wreck the next day. yippee.)

22. Your innermost desire:
In the Mirror (Nada Surf) (gee that sounds conceited ._.)

23. Your oldest memory makes you think:
Feel Like Rain (Motion City Soundtrack)

24. Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
One Thing Is For Sure (The Spill Canvas)

25. When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
Am I Missing? (Dashboard Confessional) (hahahaha)

26. Right now, your feelings are:
Storm (Not exactly...)

27. The day you fall in love will be the day that:
Strange Love (The Goo Goo Dolls)

28. You scream during sex:
You're So True (Joseph Arthur)

29. One thing you always wanted to say to your best friend:
Imitation of Life (R.E.M.)

30. The doctor gave you bad news, so you said:
Main Street (Bob Seger)

31. Your farewell message to the readers of this:
A Walk Through Hell (Say Anything) (FREAKING GREAT.)

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Common Fears Survey
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others.
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[x] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean
[x] failure
[x] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriend's
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriend's
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[x] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] l... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/25632073/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/25632073/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 12:48:12 PDT EDIT
1. Be one of the first 14 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the "Promotional List".

2. For each of the first 14 people answering this journal I will put his or her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his or her gallery on the list.

3. If you answer, you'll have to do the same on your journal, putting me in the first position. Then rinse and repeat!
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CHUCK NORRIS COMMANDS YOU TO GO AND CHECK OUT/ JOIN MY LUDO FANCLUB.
LINK!
~LudoFans
You wouldn't want to get on Chuck Norris's bad side, would you?
Go!
<3 C

TAGS!
1. Where you and I met:

2. Take a stab at my middle name:

3. How long you've known me:

4. The last time that we saw each other:

5. Would I ever go sky diving?:

6. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me:

7. Am I funny?:

8. Can I sing?:

9. The best thing about me:

10. What do I want to do more than anything?:

11. What is one thing that you think I should do?:

12. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?:

13. Have you ever hugged me?:

14. If there was one good nickname for me, it would be:

15. Your favorite memory of me:

16. If you could only say one thing to me before I died what would it be?

17. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?

18. If you had 1 nice thing to say about me what would it be?

19. Would you party all night with me?

20. Am I someone who you would like to be stranded with on a desert island with?

21. Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?

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1. Are you ready for 100 questions?
Heck yes!

2. Do you watch college football?
Noooo. I don't watch ANY sports, cept maybe baseball sometimes

3. Who will fill this survey out after you?
Hmmm. Perhaps teh cadylaines?

4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Guh.... Cody.

5. Do you love anyone?
My friends. But no one romantically.

6. Are you happy?
It varies from day to day, but yes, today I'm happy.

7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Claire's

8. How do you feel about your hair?
Bleh. It doesn't like me, I don't like it. But we're stuck with each other.

9. Where do you work?
DQ

10. Last thing you ate/drank?
Diet Coke

11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now?
Nope

12. Do you have any pet peeves?
Plenty >_>

13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
Somewhere. But I never wear it.

14. AIM or Yahoo?
MSN, baby!

15. Do you like math?
OMFG I HATE IT. I HATE IT WITH A BURNING FIRE THAT RAGES WITHIN MY SOUL.

16. How many hours on average do you work a week:
15 :C

18. Favorite baseball team?
St. Louis Cardinals

19. Favorte NBA team?
I hate the NBA

20. Do you watch the Olympics?
No

21. Last restaurant you went to?
Uhmmm. DQ. To work. :C

22. Who was the last person to call you?
Johnny

23. What’s your sign?
Scorpio

24. Do you have a favorite number?
13 and 217

25. Last time you did volunteer work or made any donations?
Gee.
That's awkward. ._.

26. What do you spend the majority of your money on?
I'm trying to save up for a car >_>

27. Where does your family live?
The middle of nowhere :C

28. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
Two half brothers

29. Ever been called a bitch?
Oh yes XD

30. Got any guilty pleasures?
Manga, which I still read (but now do for free instead of paying ten dollars a book, wtf), and I'm a sucker for fluff.

31. Do you drink beer?
No sirreebob. And never intend to, either.


32. Whats your favorite color?
Purpl... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/25607360/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/25607360/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 13:10:34 PDT I just wanted to get down last night before I forget a single detail because it was fantabulous.
I was dead asleep, fell asleep reading Tamsin, and the phone rings, and I jerk awake and answer it and it's my friend Ethan asking me if I wanted to join Cody's birthday party. Cody, by the way, is a ginger ninja. We all met at Cody's house and went to Carbondale bowling, and for one miraculous minute in the sixth frame, I was WINNING! I, the Queen of Bumper Bowling, was in the lead with NO BUMPERS. Which is pretty epic. For me and all. And then we went to Mackie's and Katie met us, and we went to Wal-Mart in Katie's car (which was nice because Ethan's doesn't have AIR CONDITIONING. AND IT'S 103 DEGREES HERE EVERY DAY. WTF.) And we goofed off in there for a while and had a silly string war in the parking lot, and I managed not to get sprayed and the three of us (the girls) jumped in Katie's car and we tried to drive off without the boys. Ethan jumped on the back of the car (her car doesn't have a trunk, it's a... a... BMW thingy, I dunno) and Cody jumped on the side. And I shouted to Katie to turn on the windshield wiper, so the back one sprayed Ethan's pants and hit him (I'm pretty sure everyone in the car laughed until we almost died) and he fell off. We were almost out of the parking lot when Cody plasters himself to the window-- we didn't realize he was hanging on and we'd got to going pretty fast. And we went to Katie's house to watch Labyrinth but we couldn't, so the boys left and it was me and Katie and Dashia and we sniffed the mint that grows by the rocks at Katie's grandparent's house and bats kept swooping in and attacking us. And I finally got in at midnight and it was awesome. Also "That's Not My Name" by the Ting Tings came on the radio and the girl-car (we rode home separately, Cody and Ethan in Ethan's car and me and Dashia and Katie in Katie's car)belted it and we had a silly string fight going down the road, and Katie had an advantage because she had a sun roof. Pretty sure it was the most fun I've had since Envirothon sophomore year.
Okay, I really really really have to go work on youth fair stuff. I just wanted to record that somewhere so I wouldn't forget any of it.
<3 you dearies
C

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/25312507/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/25312507/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 15:57:15 PDT I have over 300 deviations, two hundred messages (which include 104 journals, aaaaaaaaaargh >_>; )
Soooooo much has happened!

I didn't update for graduation, in which I acted as a junior marshal. It wasn't bad, and I didn't cry nearly as much as I expected to. I miss my friends that graduated like CRAZY though, miss them already.And next year, it'll be ME. Oh snap. I'm not ready :C I went to project graduation, which was crazy fun, and they had a mechanical bull, and lots of inflatable castles and obstacle courses, and laser tag (which I didn't play, boooo).

PROJECT GRADUATION STORY TIME!
So there was this scavenger hunt, and all the seniors played. And we chose to help Winter-- we being me and ~Twilarity. And we had to find whiteout, and we went and rattled all the classroom doors, and Laura and Michael were right behind us, trying to get to everything first. So we ran down this hallway and ~Twilarity tries to turn on the lights... and ALL OF THEM GO OUT. And I shriek a little because by now it's like, 11:45 P.M. and it's pitch black and there are stairs below us and I didn't want to go down them in the dark. But I was like, "What if the whiteout is in Mr. Greene's room?! So we ran down the stairs, then BOLTED back up them, screaming all the way, back down both halls and into the lobby. Fun times, fun times. I wonder if the lights ever got fixed.

I leave for Florida Wednesday morning at 6 o'clock, and I'll compete the next morning (it'll take all day to drive there). A sixteen hour bus ride. Whooooooooo. Massive fun. And I'm going to Disney Friday (hooooooooray! *dancey)

We had a fundraiser and the twilight covers I did (I still haven't posted breaking dawn but I will as sooooon as I'm not so busy) went collectively for almost $200, which was pretty sweet, considering they weren't very big (11x13). Overall, we made $2,200. Good darn deal. ~Twilarity and I were in charge of the auction and we had much fun. Hurrah.

I watched Benjamin Button and Up. Benjamin Button was BRILLIANT but so sad, and Up... Up, I cried through half of it. I was like, "NOOOOOOOOOOOO DON'T LET GO OF ELLIE'S ADVENTURE BOOOOOK!" and I bawled and burried my head in my mom's shoulder and she was like, "This is why I don't take you out in public, hon."

I also bought You've Got Mail, which rawks.

OHSNAPGOTTARUN MORE UPDATESLATER!


[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.

TOTAL: 5

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 11

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 14

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL: 18


[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 23

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 29


NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
Rep... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/24588829/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/24588829/ Mon, 04 May 2009 17:30:07 PDT Boooo, drama sucks. If anyone reading this is causing any, knock it off. It just makes everyone miserable.
Anywho BACKGROUND BACKGROUND BACKGROUND. I am in DIRE NEED. Plz. Just send me a link, or a couple, or fifteen, the more the better. I'd be eternally grateful, and whatnot.
Still lovin' my job... still behind on replying to journals and comments and deviations and whatnot. A month of school left, and I don't want my friends to graduate.
I'm making them presents, but working on them makes me cry, so I'm putting it off. I'm gonna have to get them cards and I'll just be sitting in the aisle at walmart crying. Bah. Don't leeeeeeeeeeeeeave, guys Another tiny update.
Love you dearies,
C

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CLUB-AGE!

http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/24469497/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 18:48:37 PDT
#1: You have been one heck of a fabulous backstabber. Nice to know I wasted, what, eight years on you? I'd been warned to stay away from you but of COURSE I'm not that smart. I was naive and stood up for you. And look what I have for it now. Thanks. Even if I forgive you... I will never forget.

#2: I'm starting to think that you're just a manwhore. A beautiful, intelligent, perfect manwhore. But a manwhore. You flirt with everyone, every girl in the world seems to be obsessed with you, and you'll never stand up for what you believe in. You agree to anything and everything, try to pacify people, and never give anyone a straight answer. Men are not supposed to be meek and CERTAINLY not supposed to be as backstabbity as a girl. Maybe you're innocent, and my accusations are void. But I'm pretty sure I'm right on this one.NO I'm NOT over you. But I QUIT you. I'm done with you. I can do this. I should start a count, so it'll be easier to stay away. I don't need a guy like you.

#3: I am so sorry that I made assumptions. Turned out you're the only honest one in the bunch of us. If you can forgive me for taking up the evil side at first, then I'd really like to be better friends. Maybe we could hang out sometime.

#4: Guess what? It's almost over! Almost a whole year has gone by. It's nice to be able to say I don't hate you anymore, and have it be the truth. Though I don't hate you, I never want to speak to or associate with you again. This has been drawing to a close for a while. It's just about over-- last-two-month stretch, and then the deal will be sealed. I'm not really angry or sad or confused that it happened. It just happened, and now it's over, and we can move on. Sometimes I miss being called "love" and getting a message at midnight, "Good morning dearie! <3" but I don't miss you. I hope your luck turns around, and you find someone who can fix you. Because like it or not, you're broken. You're very broken.

#5: STOP MAKING ASSUMPTIONS.

#6: You're seriously my favourite person ever. The only one who's ever been truly perfect. You're my best friend and I miss you horribly. I'm not exaggerating when I say that you have saved my life on several occasions. I wish I would have realized you're my best friend before you moved a million miles away. Sometimes, life gets so busy we don't get to tell people how much they mean to us. Even if I can't talk all the time, remember me. I wish you were here; or more, I wish I was there, and away from here. You're the best friend anyone could ever want. Love ya.


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hugsplz!
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]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/24399206/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/24399206/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 21:22:39 PDT
You can only use one word! O:

1. Where is your cell phone?
Dunno

2. Boyfriend/girlfriend?
No

3. Your hair?
Curly

5. Your mother?
Cool

6. Your favorite thing?
Music

7. Your dream last night?
None

8. Your favorite drink?
Koolaid

9. Your dream car/vehicle?
Pontiac

10. The room you're in?
Mine

11. You are?
Mellow

12. What do you wαnt to be in 10 yeαrs ?
Librarian

13. Who did you hang out with last night?
Mom

14. What you're not?
sleepy

15. Muffin?
Blueberry!

16. An item you wanted for Christmas?
Zune

17. Where is the love?
Whose?

18. The last thing you did?
Type

19. What are you wearing?
Pajamas

20. Your TV?
off

21. Your pet?
Adorable

22. Your computer?
Annoying

23. Your life?
Rollercoaster

24. Your mood?
Varies

25. Missing?
Bestie

26. What are you thinking about right now?
Guy

27. Your car?
none

28. Your work?
DQ!

29. Your summer?
Phantasmal

30. Your Relationship Status
Single

31. Your favorite color?
Purple

32. When is the last time you laughed?
Today

33. Last time you cried?
Today

34. Friends?
Some.

35. Miss someone right now?
Yessirrebob.

36. Ever been in Hawaii?
No

40. Last thing you ate?
Sammich

41. Last person you talked to?
Dad

42. Last non-family member you talked to?
Amber

43. Last person you saw?
Dad

44. Last non-family member you saw?
Amber

45. Your best friend?
Cadylaines

46. Your favorite food?
Pizza

47. Your favorite movie?
Lots

48. Do you have a crush on someone right now?
BLAH.

49. Did this take too long?
Nah.

I TAG EVERYONE. GO NOW! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

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Finally. I realized tonight that, for the first time in MONTHS... I have NOTHING that HAS to be done. Except my art for Herrinfesta and the John Shimkus Art Competition. However, I'm a tad bit burned out on real art. I need a break. I just can't take it anymore; I'm so freaking tired of people, "blah blah blah you'd BETTER go into professional art someday..." but I don't really want to anymore. I'm sick of people pushing me in that direction when I was thinking something quiet. Like a librarian, or an english teacher. Someone today was yelling at me what a waste of talent it was, for me not to major in art.
Her: "You'd better go to art college, you know. Have you been considering which one?"
Me: "Nah, I think I'll major in something like, I dunno, education. Maybe an english teacher."
Her: "Oh, you mean, you'll dual major in english and art."
Me: "No... I mean I only want to be a teacher. Maybe someday I'll consider a career in art, but only on the side."
Her: "Well if you want to be a teacher so bad, be an art teacher."
Me: "I DON'T WANT TO BE AN ART ANYTHING! STOP IT!"
Her: *shocked silence*
I'm never rude but I've just HAD IT. >_<; I can't take any more pressure about my art. I just can't. I'm taking a break and when I feel ready, I'll go at it again. But not right now. Maybe this summer... but right now I can't handle it.
ANYWHO. On a brighter note. On several brighter notes.
a) I work at Dairy Queen, in the back. I love my job. I love the people who work there. Some of my very best friends work there. It's always fun, and I got my first paycheck and my jaw about hit the floor. If I'm making that as a trainee... boy, didn't realize how much I liked money until I GOT some.
b) LUDO LUDO LUDO!
So I went to the Ludo concert last Friday. Right?
And I wore the Ludo shoes I painted. And a chick named Aly from Jackson, Missouri (God bless her, I never really did get to thank her all that much!) encouraged me to throw my shoes up on stage so the lead singer, Andrew Volpe, would pay attention to them.
I was too far back, so she threw them up there FOR ME. He picked up my shoes, and was like, "Who did these?!"
And I screamed until I lost my voice, got pictures with the band, got to talk with them, THEY SIGNED MY SHOES, ANNNNNND.... Tim Convy WANTS A PAIR OF SHOES! HE WANTS ME TO MAKE HIM A PAIR OF LUDO SHOES! PARDON ME BUT HOLY SHIT! That's amazing! <3 I'm SO FREAKING HAPPY!
c) The ACT is OVER, baby! Finally! I did better than I expected in math, poorer than I expected in science (what kind of bloody science requires you to read cha... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/24229599/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/24229599/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:47:46 PDT As for Beta Club, I got invited to Nationals in Florida this June for art, in two catagories; I won state champion in art; I can't wait for National Convention!
I'm going to see Ludo Friday night; I'm only still up because I'm waiting for my shoes to dry (I'm painting Ludo shoes). I finally caught up on my math; maybe next time I have access to a computer I'll catch up on my gazillions of DA messages, journals, and deviations; sorry if I haven't gotten back to you, please please please be patient, dearies!
Things are looking up, I think.
This little town is built to suck your soul out through your eyeballs, though. Srsly. Gahhh. It's so little.
So the song Big Girls Don't Cry, by Fergie. I hate Fergie. But that song... gah. That and Snow by Red Hot Chili Peppers makes me cry every single time without fail.
Pickles rawk. I love them. On cheese sammiches, and on tuna sammiches.
I'm very tired and probably making typos? And stuff? And my brain is tired and friend. Just a little update, DAbuddies!
Love you all, dearies!
C
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RULES
1. You must tag at least 6 people.(let them know they've been tagged)
2. No tag backs.
3. Tell the truth.
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1. What is your DeviantArt name and what does it mean?
Rzeznik91.
Rzeznik after Johnny Rzeznik, the criminally sexy lead singer of The Goo Goo Dolls. 91, the year I was born.

2. Why did you join this site?
Kokkoi-Matoku! 8D She told me about it. I used to only be on theotaku

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
Oh heavens.
Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Kim Possible, etc.

4. How many watchers are currently watching now?
51

5. Your first gift ever was to?
What? o_O
Uhmmm... first thing I really remember is giving a ginormous spongebob and a box of macaroni to ~MelAnn-91 (the macaroni was to freak her out when she tried to guess what it was by shaking it, lol)

6. List five things you are a fan of?
- Music
- My besties
- That one kid with the blue-and-gold eyes
- Books
- Art


Where's question #7???

8. List four people you look up to the most?
Cadylaines, mi madre, Ethan and Mel, probably.

9. How many pets do you own?
One kitteh cat!

10. Who is your most played character?
On Super Smash Brothers?
Usually Zelda, or Pit

11. What do you prefer, Red or black?
Black

12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?
Hideous mood-swings, optimism, and hyperactive-ness

13. If you could have a power what would it be?
Reading minds, yo!

14. Who was the last person you talked to?
Face to face, Dad.
On the phone, Mom.
On the i-net, Rach.

15. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Mom

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
90's boybands, The Hollow Kingdom Trilogy, music, Jack's Mannequin, Ludo

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
Control my random hideous moodswings

18. Do you like who you are?
I'm working on it

19. Summer or winter?
SUMMERRRRRRRRR!

20. Rain or sun?
Sunshine <3

21. List 2 odd things about yourself?
Gummi worms/ gummi bears and jello are quite possibly the grossest things ever and I'd rather gnaw off my own arm than eat them.
I hate people who complain about how crappy their lives are, and they won't do one thing to try and make it better.

22. Pop or Hip hop?
POP!
Hip-hop SUUUUUCKS!

23. How many scars do you have?
Plenty; I'm very clumsy.

24. Do you wear spiked wristbands, Collars & belts?
no.

25. Do you own anything from Hot Topic?
pshaw, most of my stuff IS from there -_-

25. Windows or Mac?
Windows

26. Nyc Trpp or Lip Service?
...what? o_o

27. What brand of stereo/Amp do you own?
n/a

28. Steak or Chicken?
Chicken!

29. Favorite Color(s)?
Purple, mint green

30. Anime or Manga?
manga

31. Beer or wine?
Neither

32. Goth or Emo?
Neither

33. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
omg. like 50. I'm not even kidding -_-

34. What is the most amount alcohol you ever drank in one day?
NONE! IT IS NOT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT TO DRINK THE MOST AMOUNT OF ALCOHOL; STOP MAKING A SPORT OUT OF IT! (I left Boltro's answer in there cause I AGREE!)

35. Cold or Hot?
Hot

36. Favorite pair of pants?
The ones with the hole in the knee... go figure

37. Do you like your user name?
No... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23738224/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23738224/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 21:36:49 PDT _< WHY AM I ALWAYS SO BEHIND!
400 DEVIATIONS!
200 MESSAGES!
*epicflail*
Plus, I'm like, never at school. I'm always at art competitions, WYSE team events, scholar bowl matches, and Beta Club stuff. I'm so far behind on my maths I'll NEVER catch up. I lose.
Got my prom shoes, on a happier note!!!!!! They're freaking amazing. [link] and another pic: [link]
Spent the evening in Paducah with a friend, we went out and got pizza and I met her cats, and she has one named Hal, and I'm pretty sure the only cat I love more than Hal is my own. Hal is three-legged, cuddly, black, and purrs so loudly it practically shakes the floor. I love him. So freaking much. Next time I go to her house I'm getting a picture of Hal, to go in my scrapbook. Orange Cat and her other kitty cat (whose name escapes me... whoops) were cool, too.
I'm getting loads more music Thursday, which makes me exceptionally happy.
Everyone should download some "Run Kid Run" stuff because they're an amazing band.
Well, crap-tastic, I missed 11:11! Guess I was just too busy trying to catch up.
Just a little update, lovies. If I haven't gotten to your journals, replies, favourites, and deviations, I will ASAP.
Love you all <3
C

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http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23548479/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 21:10:00 PST It seems I'll never catch up on my DA stuff. Over 300 deviations, and 207 messages, many of which are journals. Math is keeping me so busy, I can hardly have time for much else, not even drawing, though I have to get a 30x20 picture of Mac Taylor from CSI New York done in time for the Pope County Art Fair-- I have ONE WEEK TO TURN IT IN.
I had to make a very difficult decision tonight: Do my math, or watch Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. In my eyes, I made the exact right decision-- Nick and Norah, easy. Which was amazing. And one of the best movies ever. I loved Thom and Dev. They cracked me up <3
It made me think about all the stupid hypocrites who are all, "BLAH! I LOVE MUSIC!" but do they really? Like, do they love it the way that I love it? Do they love it enough that it's like breathing, and you feel like you're dying without it? Pretty sure most of them are just mainstream, half-hearted music lovers. Posers. Pshaw.
I keep telling myself I have an excuse for not doing my math, but I really don't, other than I don't understand it. And to think, I'm taking precalc next year! I'm going to die :C
Did you know that dialogue is indented in books? I never did. One of my friends was like, "I'm not lying, check it out." And I've looked through tons of books to discover she was right, I've been formatting wrong my whole life >_<;
I should definitely be getting some journals read and commented but I do believe I'm going to have a go at my homework; but that isn't helping me to get caught up on my messages :C I don't think I'll ever get back to having an empty inbox ever again.

OH! IMPORTANT! IMPORTANT! I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT!
...I won a National Art Contest C: From every state in the US. You'd better believe it. FIRST PLACE! OUT OF 190 ENTRIES! FROM ACROSS THE STATES AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

...okay that's out of my system. I was very excited when I found out. I flailed around and cheered and danced when the Beta Club sponsor told me, which kind of got me some weird looks from teachers, but it was totally worth it.

I drove all the way home from Decatur; that totals three hours, but I only had one very crappy CD, so it wasn't much fun. But I got some driving under my belt, which everyone says is a good thing. Driving isn't worth the time you spend doing it.

I'm rambling, rambling, sorry. 8 minutes till 11:11! I'm pretty stoked.
Things are up and down, nothing new there. I'm at that hideous stage in life where I wander around blindly, smacking into walls and saying, "What the heck am I doing here, and who am I?" Hopefully that'll go away soon.

OMG GOOD WEATHER. I'm so stoked. Ahhhhhhh! SPRING! FINALLY! DANCEY!
I want more music, but my iPod is full and so is my external harddrive... I'm running out of places to put it all. I think I'm going to start saving for a bigger 'od, though I'd rather eat nails than abandon poor Iris, my lovely little purple iPod (and I got headphones to match her, too, they're EXACTLY her colour <3).

I don't get to hang out with anyone anymore :C I'm flailing around trying to get everything done but there just isn't enough time.

Oh, heavens, music is amazing.
Oh, and I've also discovered I'm an icon whore. I can't help it, I love them so much. I have like, 150 of them on my photobucket. It's 11:08 and if I keep watching, it'll feel like I'm cheating. It's more special to just happen to glance and it be 11:11, so I'll be off now.
Love you all, dearies.
C

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http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23429556/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 08:31:36 PST
A
- Available: for partying? Only Mario Party C:
- Age: Too young and too old at the same tiem :C
- Annoyances: Jerks, liars, backstabbers, two-faced people, rap and country blared really loud, and small children.
- Animals: Are awesome. 'Specially kitty cats.

B
- Beer: is gross.
- Birthday: November 3
- Body part on opposite sex: What I find attractive, you mean? Nice arms. And eyes.
- Best feeling in the world: Driving with the music up really loud; sitting on the riverfront all day with nothing to do; hanging out with the people you love; getting a hug when you really need it.
- Best weather: SPRING YO.
- Been in love: Eh.
- Believe in Santa: You'd better believe it! >

C
- Candy: is delicious, unless it's licorice or something nasty D:
- Color: Purple. Or mint green.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla!
- Chinese/Mexican Food: Is nasty
- Cake or pie: Vanilla cream pie. Or white cake with cream-cheese frosting.

D
- Day or night: Night.
- Dancing in the rain: makes your socks wet D: Ew.

E
- Eyes: Rutherford!

F
- First thoughts waking up: It depends on whether or not it's a weekend XD
- Food: Pizza! O:

G
- Greatest fear: The dark
- Goals: Survive high school relatively intact
- Get along with your parents?: Most of the time

H
- Hair Color: Mine? Blonde-brown-ish.
- Holiday: 4th of July, Halloween, and Christmas.

I
- Ice cream: Vanilla

J
- Job: WANT D:

K
- Kisses or hugs?: Hugs

L
- Love: is the End.

M
- Milk flavor: Vanilla. It tastes like milkshake drippies!
- Movies: rawk my socks. 'Specially Treasure Planet.
- Motion sickness?: Nope
- McD’s or BK: BK

N
- Number: 217

O
- One wish: I made one, but I'm not posting it, cause then it might now come true.
P
- Pepsi/Coke: DIET COKE FTW.
- Perfect pizza: Just cheese!
- Piercings: earrings. I want another set.

Q
- Quitted?: <----NOT A WORD.

R
- Roll your tongue in a circle: No. I can't. :C I'm a reject.
S
- Song: Pretend that You're Alone-- Keane
- Shoe size: 9
- Salad dressing: No.
- Sushi: yuckers
- Strawberries or blueberries: Strawberries, easy cheesy.
- Sport: Volleytennis! >D

T
- Tattoos?: I'm afraid of needles D:
- Thunderstorms: are awesome unless you're in a big house alone.

U
- Unpredictable: yes? what about it?

V
- Vacation spot(s): Bonaire and Peoria.
W
- Weakness: Video games. and good books.
- Worst weather?: Icy crap D:

X
- X-Rays: again... what about them?

Y
- Year it is now: 2009
- Yellow: Chocobos! <3

Z
- Zoo animals: I've never even seen some of them O:
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CLUB-AGE!

http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23302666/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 08:25:23 PST Just a tiny update. Some things are falling back into place like they should be, like art and scholar bowl. I'm actually drawing again, which I haven't since... really... uhm... Novemberish?
Yeah, it makes me feel like a ho for abandoning it for so long :C
Anyone who hasn't read Sabriel by Garth Nix definitely should <3 It rawks.

ANOTHER new tag!

ANIME/MANGA NERD
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[ x I do… but ‘mawnguh’ sounds ghey, so I say it manga.] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
Anime/manga nerd = 7

ART NERD
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art nerd = 14

MUSICAL NERD
[x… sort of. I’m not good at it.] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[ ] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class
[ ] You write music
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical nerd = 1. This is bogus. When I think music I don’t think band geek, I think ‘music=life’. I own over 90 GB of music. I do believe I am a music nerd.

VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[x] You play video games every day.
[x 10 hours STRAIGHT in some cases.] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on cds.
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[x] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[x] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video game nerd = 13

COMPUTER NERD
[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[ ] You use computer faces.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[ ] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[NO I HATE IT OMG. >: ( *rage*] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.

Computer nerd = 7

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~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23289157/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23289157/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 13:24:06 PST BLAH. And today started off good, too.
After I got done crying, I was like, "What? Why am I crying? I'm MAD!" and then I was like... Incredible-Hulk mad. Like, if he had been standing within a ten-foot radius I would have attacked him. I have no right to attack him, this was his choice, but that doesn't make me any less MAD. I was like RAWRRRRRRRRR! and quit moping immediately, instead choosing ways to plot my revenge. Fun stuff, eh?
~cadylaines I need to talk to you or I'mma kersplode D: I'm sorry I wasn't on the other night, supertastic busy-ness kept me from msn.
I'll try to be on tonight after I finish my MASSIVE dump of homework.
C

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Tag Time Again!

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. Karma, baby!
2. I wish I'd never said anything to you at all, and just left things alone.
3. I know what you did; I've forgiven you, but I will never forget.
4. I hope you're happy now.
5. I'm leaving.
6. You're a lot cooler than anyone gives you credit for.
7. I feel a little left behind.
8. You're like the sister I never had. I don't wish you were here, though; I wouldn't wish here on anyone. I wish I was there, instead.
9. I'm 17; I want to follow myself and do things my way sometimes.
10. You were part of the soundtrack to my summer, but you're gone, and I don't think I'm sad about it anymore.

NINE things about yourself:
1. Music = <3
2. I have vicious mood swings.
3. I'm a soopernerd for Harry Potter and Twilight : B
4. I just want spring to be here. NOW.
5. I'm not as outgoing as I should be.
6. Although everyone says I should be a pharmasist (because of my grades) or an artist (because I don't suck), all I really want to be is a librarian.
7. I will never drink, ever.
8. I'm impartial to a bunch of stuff, so I get into awkward positions when people are fighting.
9. I'm firmly pro-life. Abortion? Murder. If you're mature enough to make babies, you're mature enough to keep them. Why is it considered evil to kill a one-month-old but not an embryo that didn't even have a chance to take a breath?

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Love music... not rap and country though.
2. Have a good sense of humour.
3. Be chivalrous and polite.
4. Be nice to most people, and animals.
5. Read books and be intelligent.
6. Just be honest.
7. Be modest and respectful.
8. Love me for who I am.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Music
2. College
3. Getting a job
4. My friends
5. Art
6. Chuck Norris jokes
7. Religion

SIX things you do before bed:
1. Get a shower
2. Brush mah teeth
3. Break a light-stick, or whatever they're called. The glowy things.
4. Read by said light-stick, in the dark, when I'm supposed to be asleep.
5. Check my messages on DA
6. Check my e-mail

FIVE people who mean a lot to you:
1. Cadylaines
2. Mom
3. Autumns
4. Melanie
5. Ethan
...6.7. Cody and Nigel D: I'm a cheater.

FOUR things you're wearing right now:
1. green t-shirt
2. Jeans
3. tennis shoes
4. socks


THREE songs that fit your life perfectly:
1. We Might As Well Be Strangers-- Keane
2. I'm Ready-- Jack's Mannequin
3. ...that's it D:

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Be completely and unquestionably in love with someone who loves me back.
2. Become a librarian.

ONE confession:
I'm an uber Disney nerd <3


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Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your own name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Christina

2. A four letter word: Cake

3. A boy's name: Cornelius

4. A girl's name: Cordelia

5. An occupation: Computer Graphics Engineer?

6. A color: Cerulean blue

7. Something you wear: clothes 8D

8. A book: Cell by Stephen King

9. A food: Carrots

10. Something found in the bathroom: Cleaning supplies (duh, under the sink.)

11. A place: Chicago

... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23249729/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23249729/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 08:38:07 PST ~Keane

An older song. It makes me sad that I'm drifing away from some of my friends. :C
I have 30 deviations and 55 messages, and almost all of the messages are journals; but I got a lot done last night, and replied and looked at deviations the best I could.

I won best of show, second place, and third place, and got like... $300 in prizes from an art show. I'm pretty happy about it. That's about it!

Tag Time Again!

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. Karma, baby!
2. I wish I'd never said anything to you at all, and just left things alone.
3. I know what you did; I've forgiven you, but I will never forget.
4. I hope you're happy now.
5. I'm leaving.
6. You're a lot cooler than anyone gives you credit for.
7. I feel a little left behind.
8. You're like the sister I never had. I don't wish you were here, though; I wouldn't wish here on anyone. I wish I was there, instead.
9. I'm 17; I want to follow myself and do things my way sometimes.
10. You were part of the soundtrack to my summer, but you're gone, and I don't think I'm sad about it anymore.

NINE things about yourself:
1. Music = <3
2. I have vicious mood swings.
3. I'm a soopernerd for Harry Potter and Twilight : B
4. I just want spring to be here. NOW.
5. I'm not as outgoing as I should be.
6. Although everyone says I should be a pharmasist (because of my grades) or an artist (because I don't suck), all I really want to be is a librarian.
7. I will never drink, ever.
8. I'm impartial to a bunch of stuff, so I get into awkward positions when people are fighting.
9. I'm firmly pro-life. Abortion? Murder. If you're mature enough to make babies, you're mature enough to keep them. Why is it considered evil to kill a one-month-old but not an embryo that didn't even have a chance to take a breath?

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Love music... not rap and country though.
2. Have a good sense of humour.
3. Be chivalrous and polite.
4. Be nice to most people, and animals.
5. Read books and be intelligent.
6. Just be honest.
7. Be modest and respectful.
8. Love me for who I am.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Music
2. College
3. Getting a job
4. My friends
5. Art
6. Chuck Norris jokes
7. Religion

SIX things you do before bed:
1. Get a shower
2. Brush mah teeth
3. Break a light-stick, or whatever they're called. The glowy things.
4. Read by said light-stick, in the dark, when I'm supposed to be asleep.
5. Check my messages on DA
6. Check my e-mail

FIVE people who mean a lot to you:
1. Cadylaines
2. Mom
3. Autumns
4. Melanie
5. Ethan
...6.7. Cody and Nigel D: I'm a cheater.

FOUR things you're wearing right now:
1. green t-shirt
2. Jeans
3. tennis shoes
4. socks


THREE songs that fit your life perfectly:
1. We Might As Well Be Strangers-- Keane
2. I'm Ready-- Jack's Mannequin
3. ...that's it D:

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Be completely and unquestionably in love with someone who loves me back.
2. Become a librarian.

ONE confession:
I'm an uber Disney nerd <3


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Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your own name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Christina

2. A four letter word: Cake

3. A boy's name: Cornelius

4. A girl's name: Cordelia

5. An occupation: Computer Graphics Engineer?

6. A color: Cerulean blue

7. Something you wear: clothes 8D

8. A book: Cell by Stephen King

9. A food: Carrots

10. Something found in the bathroom: Cleaning supplies (duh, under the sink.)

11. A place: Chicago

12. A reason for being late: Cough keeping you up all night

13. Something you shout: Cheese! (~Twilarity lawls remember this one time, in grade school... don't forget cheeeeeeese!)

14. A movie title: Cinderella

15. Something you drink: Cherry sprite

16. A musical group: Carbon Leaf

17. An animal: Chihuahua

18. A street name: ...what kind of stupid... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23165497/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/23165497/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 22:25:43 PST I'm caught up all the way to February 1st, so all i have left are relatively recent ones.
I'm sooooooo busyyyyy.
Sorry, lovelies. I'm trying my darnedest to get caught back up!
Just a tiny update.
I'm exhuasted, so I'm headed to bed.
Love you dearies!
<33333333!
C
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(RANDOM TAGS OMG!)

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

...the tunic that no longer had a hem, because it had been let out so many times.


2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch?

my wall



3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

CSI: NY



4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
10:45



5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

11:05... oops



6. With the exception of the computer you're on, what can you hear?
the wheeze of my old 95 writing computer, Jack's Mannequin music



8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my msn box where I was talking to teh ~cadylaines



9. What are you wearing?

a green tank top and black capris



10. Did you dream last night?

no



11. When did you last laugh?

Today



12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?

A St. Louis Arch poster, a Jack's Mannequin mixed tape thing I painted, pictures, letters from ~cadylaines, a flower I got in grade school thumb-tacked to the wall, a Super Smash Brothers poster.


13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not 'specially.



14. What do you think of this quiz?

It's pretty hardcore.



15. What is the last film you saw?

Bedtime Stories



16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

I'd pay for college... then get LOTS OF BOOKS AND MUSICS OMG.


17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.

I hate velvet. A lot. It makes my teeth itch.



18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd make sure everyone was open-minded and listened to each other properly.



19. Do you like to dance?

NO.



20. George Bush...

Dubbya!


21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

Cordelia or Cadence



22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

Hendrick



23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

Not particularly.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

Uhmm. Gee. That's an awkward question.

25.Tag people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
EVERYONE I ORDER YOU!
GO!
NOWWWWWW!

~*~

The rule is:
Leave a comment and...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. <- Weeell... I omit this rule, so you only have to post it in your journal if you want to. ;D

~*~

Cross out the ones that you've listened to.

ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] October Fall
[x] The Academy Is...
[x] Coheed And Cambria
[x] Bayside
[x] Yellowcard
[x] Sugarcult
[x] The Dresden Dolls

TOTAL SO FAR : 10

COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x regrettably] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

EMO:
[x] Hawthorne Heights
[x] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[x] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[x] Senses Fail
[x] Underoath
[x] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit the Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTA... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22824939/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22824939/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 08:27:29 PST
Things are up and down as usual, improving in some ways; I'm not appreciating being up at 5:30 in the morning. I'm not a morning person. I abhor morning and every morning if I'm up before 7, let it suffice to say that I am terribly grouchy. It's not pretty.

The results for the Marion Living contest are coming up; for some reason, my picture that I entered isn't even on the website, and it's kind of freaking me out, so I'm a little worried there.

Now that things are changing, I think they're changing for the better. I hope.



Lyric attack!



We are blisters on the earth
We are not the flowers, we're the strangling weeds in the meadow
And love is just our way of looking out for ourselves
When we don't want to live alone

~"Pretend That You're Alone", Keane

One of the best songs off their new album... well, relatively new. Most recent album. It's super depressing and pessimistic but it's the shiz, really.



Saw your face looking back at me
I saw my past and I saw my future

You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things and try
The lovers are losing
I dreamed I was watching
The young lover's dance
I reached out to touch your hand
But I was watching from a distance
We cling to love like a skidding car
Clinched to the corner
I try to hold on to what we are

~"The Lovers are Losing"... Keane again ._.

*fatal addiction to Keane's Perfect Symmetry album*



Singing a song with your feet on the dashboard
The cigarette streaming into the night
These are the things that I want to remember
I want to remember you by
~"Love is the End" Keane. I'm sorry I can't help it.



I have 313 messages o_< *megatwitch*

That's like.... several DAYS of non-stop message-and-journal reading. Snap. I'll do it whenever I get the chance; I'm so sorry I haven't gotten back to anyone ): Sunday, I'll have internet access at home again, maybe. Hopefully. I just wanted to get on, update a little, express my shock that everything's been going so well, as well as can be expected, anyway. I forgot until today to count the seventh month, and the days, because I used to keep track of every day, every week, every month that went by, meticulously dragging myself along. And I happened to look today and went, "Oh, seven months and..." and I had to figure the days, had to really think about it. It's a nice change, a dramatic one, and I don't really know when I crossed the threshhold from "alive" to "okay" again. I'm glad I did, though.

I'm rambling.... I'll try not to in the future.

Just a little update!

<3 C


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SO I've snuck on at school cause I was having DA withdrawals. I NEEDED it. I really did.
I was without power for FIVE DAYS, courtesy of an ice storm. A WHOLE bunch of limbs fell in our yard, so our trees don't have branches anymore D: It's sad.
It ripped down a lot of powerlines.
I've been trying to reply to a bunch of my messages, but I have 191 right now, and almost 400 deviations. I'll get to everyone as soon as possible... I took care of messages, mostly, and when I'm finished I'll read journals, then check deviations. It may be this Sunday or next Monday before I can get anything done, since I should definitely be doing my homework this block. ._.
Just a little update. I'm burried under snow and ice but doing okay!
<3 C

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(old journal blah blah)

Here's my plan:
Try like mad to respond to all the faves, journals, comments and replies, because I only have a little while left before I'm left internet-less. After tonight I'll be offline for almost two weeks, unless I can randomly sneak on during class, which is probably a bad idea.
So plan on me being on hiatus until February... 10th or later. I think.
I'm also going to submit a slew of deviations, so watch out.
When I get back, I'll make time-- maybe take a whole Sunday and go through all my deviations and journals and try and get EVERYTHI... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22709016/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22709016/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 08:13:01 PST I am HIDEOUSLY BUSY D: And I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I just wanted to explain that I'm not being a jerk by not responding, I only log on for about five minutes a day right now, during class when I y'know probably shouldn't be on DA.
As SOON as I get the chance-- which will hopefully be tomorrow night-- I'll get back to everyone who's commented/faved/journaled. I'm so sorry I haven't been able to keep up D:
I'm not ignoring you I promise, I'll reply ASAP.
Just a tiny update.
You never realize how good it feels to feel normal until your sick, and then when you feel okay again, you're like, "Man, I really missed this." I feel bad for people who are sick frequently. I mean, I was only sick for two days (and I'm pretty sure I almost died, it was pretty terrible) and I still don't feel GOOD but I feel better than I did, and it's great.
I want spring so bad I can't STAND it.
I WANT 75 DEGREE WEATHER, YO.
I want to blow bubbles and play frisbee and hoola hoop and jump rope and take walks and not bundle up in a scarf and gloves and a coat that makes me look like the marshmallow man. Nothing against scarves and gloves of course, 'cause they're plum adorable and I love them.
I have actual, y'know, work do to, so I'd better skediddle.
Love you all <3
C
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Beta Club
Deadline: March
Pencil or Pen-and-Ink drawing.
Other Medium (coloured pencil; complete)
Jewelry
Photography
Painting (acrylic or watercolour)
~~~PRACTICE FOR ON-SITE ART COMPETITION~~~

Youth Fair
Deadline: Summer
I know it's early for this but I have 56 items to submit and if I don't start now I'll never get 'em all done. I have only ONE piece of art done for that; so the count is now down to:
55.
Great.




I feel something changing. I feel it everywhere. Whatever's going to happen, is going to happen soon. It might be good and it might be bad but I hope I'm ready for it.


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CLUB-AGE!

http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22422265/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:21:48 PST If you open this you take it.
Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks. (MESSAGE ME eeeheeehee)
Rule #3:
Translation: Only answer True or False


Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? False
Q: Been suspended from school? False.
Q: Sang karaoke? True.
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? True.
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True.
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Sang in the shower? True.
Q: Sat on a roof top? False
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? maybe >_>
Q: Broken a bone? True
Q: Shaved your head? False.
Q: Played a prank on someone? True.
Q: Pointed a gun at someone? False.
Q: Shot a gun? True
Q: Donated Blood? False.


LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Melanie
2. You texted? Ethan
3. You were in a car with? Melanie
4. Went to the movies with? Mom
5. Person you went to shop with? Mom
6. You talked on the phone? Mom
7. Made you laugh? Melanie
8. You hugged? Ray and Riley, mah brothers <3

1. Sun or moon? Moon
2. Winter or Fall? Fall.
3. Left or Right? Left
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny.
5. Where do you live? Vienna
6. Club or pub? Club.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes
8. Do you want to get married? maybe
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl.
10. What time is it? 9:14
11. Are you afraid of commitment? No.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Things would straighten themselves out and things would stay good for a while.
13. Do you cook? Sometimes.
14. Current mood? Ludo-loving. Srsly. Has a mood to itself.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? No
2. Sang? Yes.
3. Listened to music? Yes.
4. Danced Crazy? Nope.
5. Cried? Nope.
6. Like someone you can't have? Sorta

25 FIRSTS .....

1.Who was your first prom date? Laura took me to prom my freshman year XD
2. Who was your first roommate? n/a
3. What was your first job? cleaning
4. What was your first car? I don't have one
5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? When I was really little
6. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. Choate!
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? to Florida when I was six
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with/for? Just to take photos of the sunset so I don't think it counts
9. Who was your first Best Friend? Kacey, in pre-k XD
10. Who is your best friend? Cady, Melanie, Autumns, Ethan, and Laura
11. Where was your first sleepover? Uhh. Tara's office.
12. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Cady
13. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? My Dad's XD I was the flower girl.
14. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Begged Mom to let me go back to bed XD
15. What was the first concert you went to? Uhh. Styx and Kansas
16. What was the last concert you went to? Uhh. Jack's Mannequin/Paper Route/ that one band that sings California. Their name escapes me.
17. First tattoo or piercing? Ears.
21. First celebrity crush? Lance bass. too bad he's, you know. GAY. GOD, ALL THE COOL ONES ARE GAY. NO FAIRS.
22. Current Celebrity Crush? Matt Nathanson.
23. First crush? PSHAW not sayin'
24. Current crush? Just that kid with the pretty blue-and-gold eyes.
25. First pet? One that I got voluntarily and didn't totally hate?
My kitty cat, two or three years back.

I TAG EVERYONE! GO NOW! NOOOOOOOOOOOW!
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CLUB-AGE!

http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22360858/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 20:41:29 PST [ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[ ] made out
[ ] made out in a car

[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] fell in love
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken

[ ] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation

[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce

[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love for awhile

[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job

[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[ ] got fired from my job

[x] got straight A's
[ ] almost got straight A's
[ ] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school

[x] did something I was proud of
[x] proved myself an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget

[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[x] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[ ] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried

[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[ ] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[ ] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal

[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] tried to gain weight
[ ] dyed my hair

[ ] came close to losing my life...
[ ] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book(s)

[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[ ] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new

[x] made new friends
[x] found out who my real friends are
[/] lied to your parents
[ ] sneaked out
[ ] got in trouble with police

[ ] kissed in a pool
[ ] kissed under the stars
[ ] did an illegal drug
[ ] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life


[x] danced
[x] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool

[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand

[x] held someones hand that you care about
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[ ] gone on vacation
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car

[ ] played strip poker
[ ] danced in the rain
[x] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe

[ ] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet
[x] enjoyed this year overall

Stole it from ~ChaoKitty
I TAG EVERYONE. GO DO IT NAO.


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BY THE WAY I got awesome green socks that look EXACTLY like Cactuars. Just thought I'd throw that out there.

[EDIT]I'll also be REALLY SLOW on submissions and club entries and stuff, I'm SOOPER busy with Beta Club. Yeah, I'm actually participating this year! Because we got a competent Beta Club Sponsor who actually gives a crap! So exciting C: But I have a BILLION art pieces to do for convention, so I won't be doing much "for fun" stuff until my Beta Club stuff is done ): Sorry. [/endEDIT]


Even though I totally break every resolution I EVER make, I still made some.

Expand my horizons. Be more open to music and views that I didn't accept before.

Speak my mind and let people know what I'm thinking, instead of holding it in when I'm happy or angry and kersploding later.

... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22306588/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22306588/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 14:50:00 PST That's all.
HAPPY NEW YEARS! <3

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CLUB-AGE!

http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22241368/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 11:16:35 PST I hope all my DA buddies had great Christmases, too! <3

I'D DO ANYTHING! JUST TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS!
TRY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH, CAUSE SOMEHOW I CAN'T PUT YOU IN THE PAST!
WILL YOU REMEMBER ME, CAUSE I KNOW I WON'T FORGET YOU!
*jams*
This song = <3
srsly.
C

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Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people

1) Your name?
2. Christina

A smart girl with no common sense but is smart and funny and has great "what in the world?" momments.
She can't make good hot chocolate.
SHE IS THE CRAZIEST THING ALIVE!

2) Your age?

17

When you have more responsibility than at 16, but without all the fun of 18.
ex. "How old are you?"

"17."

"Dude, that sucks..."

3) One of your friends?

Cadylaines isn't defined yet.
Well, that sucks. Let's try Mel.
Melanie

An awesome girl who likes to be ghetto, and pulls it off even when white. Generally pretty.

(LULZ)

4) What should you be doing?
Cleaning mah room D:

cleaning 141 up, 17 down love ithate it

(v) The act of shoving everything in a closet and calling it decent.
"I'm cleaning my closet."
"Where are you shoving all your stuff then?"
"My room."
"Ah."

LULZAGAIN <3


5) Favorite color?
Purple
Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin.
XD

6) Birthplace?
Paducah


A town in western Kentucky with a population of 26,000+ at the 2000 census. Paducah spans from exit 16 to exit 3 on Interstate 24. The notable sections of the town are as follows:
Exit 4: A vast collection of redundant service-based establishments. Fast food and retail chains stretch for as far as the eye can see.
Exit 3: Possibly the only redeeming establishment in the entire place, Waffle Hut.
Downtown: A somewhat renovated array of historic buildings frequented by Paducah’s most annoying cross-section of residents. Here you’ll find a good number of delusional men and women who are under the impression that they’re affluent and have good taste. Downtown is mostly known for its propagation of an “artsy” image onto the naïve minds of would-be tourists who honestly believe they’ll find Paris’s Latin quarter in western KY. High priced restaurants abound and generally pull in a decent profit margin thanks to restless suburbanites who enjoy feeling refined. Downtown also houses a newly renovated district called lowertown. Once a trashy area known for its crime rate, the versed and cultured Paducans have now traded their modern weapons for modern art. Sologans include, “aducah: Art, Rhythm, and Rivers” and “Lowertown: Still All of the Pain in the Ass, Now With Added Pretense.” In Paducah’s defense, the town does have a symphony orchestra, and the downtown district recently constructed new performing arts center. Unfortunately, these establishments are somewhat offset by the fact that Paducah’s highest educational institution is a community college.
Lone Oak Rd. (Exit 7): The exact same establishments as Exit 4, but with a road that combines the best aspects of failed city planning and Kentucky drivers. Chances of leaving this area of town without seeing a three-car pileup are roughly 25%.
The South Side: Currently holds the world record for density of used car dealerships per square mile.
Exit 11 and 16: These exit ramps were basically constructed just for the hell of it. Nothing is actually there.
"Hey, did you see the latest art exhibit in Paducah?"
"No..."
"Oh. Me neither."

"I hear they're building ANOTHER church on Hwy. 60."

"Hey y'all! Hop on in the truck! We're gonna go see... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22178703/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22178703/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 00:56:09 PST TAG TAG TAG!
The Letter A
Are you available?: Yessiree
Age?: 17
What annoys you?: Meanfaces. People who get away with crap they shouldn't. Stupid people.


The Letter B
Best grades?: All A's, all the time C: But my school is really easy XD
Birthday?: 11/03
Best friend?: Bunches.

The Letter C
Favorite candy?: My grandma's white fudge o_< *twitch* *withdrawals*
When did you cry last?: Uhhh.... today?

The Letter D
Do you daydream?: Often
Favorite dog?: Lucy and Angel. The only acceptable dogs.
What day is today?: CHRISTMAS!

The Letter E
Do you like eggs?: NEVAR.
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: yes
What is the easiest thing for you to do?: read

The Letter F
Ever flown on a plane?: yes
Use fly-swatters?: If I must to get the pesky beasts away from me :C

The Letter G
Favorite gum: I can't chew much gum 'cause I have TMJ D:
Give or take?: both

The Letter H
Do you think you're going to heaven or hell?: That's debatable.
What's your natural and current hair color?: Natural: Brown. Straight brown. Current: Brown with light highlights
What's your one worst habit?: Giving too many chances

The Letter I
Favorite ice cream?: Vanilla
Play an instrument?: piano-ish
What's your favorite/worst injury?: How the heck can you have a favourite injury?!
Worst... the time I fell on the ice and sprained my ankle and hit my head on a license plate.

The Letter J
Do you wear jewelry?: Not often
Do you like Jack-O-Lanterns?: Why not? O_o

The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: Meanfaces and stupid people. :C
Do you want kids?: NO.

The letter L
Do you lie?: From time to time when I have to.
Where do you live? In the middle of nowhere

The Letter M
Favorite movie(s)?: Treasure Planet, You've Got Mail, Pirates of the Caribbean (only the first one D: ) Uhhh. Almost ALL Disney movies <3
Do you like/read manga?: Yes.

The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: Circ!
Lucky/favorite number?: 217 and 13
Real name?: Christina

The Letter O
What's your one wish?: I have lots more than one D:
What one scenario do you find the most romantic?: Dancing. Under the stars. On a deck. With the radio playing.

The Letter P
What one fear are you most worried about?: OHSHITHAUNTEDPAINTINGS on wait that's just Stephen King talking.
Uhhh. The dark. Definitely
What pets do you have?: One is so stupid he doesn't even count; Gator.
The other is my kitty cat Mirielle! <3
gator doesn't like me, so I decided that I don't like him, either >:C

The Letter Q
What is your favorite quote?: Sometimes perfection can be the perfect hell.
Are you quick to judge?: Sometimes I just can't help it.

The Letter R
Are you always right?: No
How is your current relationship going along?: I don't have one : P

The Letter S
Do you like the sun or rain?: Prefer the sun
Do you like sun or snow?: Suuuuuuuuun.
What's your favorite season(s)?: Summer

The Letter T
What time is it?: 2:51 A.M.
What time did you wake up?: about 6 A.M. yesterday XD
When did you last sleep in a tent?: Ages ago

The Letter U

Underwear or boxers?: Seeing as I am a girl, this answer is kind of obvious.

The Letter V
What vegetable do you hate the most?: Asparagus D:
What's your favorite vacation spot?: Bonaire. And Peoria. Odd mix. XD

The Letter W
Do you wear/like watches?: nope
Do you have any idea what your wedding will be like?: No. I'm just boring like that.

The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: Yes
Do you like/watch the x-games?: no

The Letter Y
Do you call it yarn or string?: Well, there's yarn and there's string, two completely different things.
What do you yearn for?: An endless supply of books >_<

The Letter Z
What is your zodiac sign?: Scorpio
Do you believe the zodiac?: No
What do you like most about the zoo?: PHOTO-OPS 8D

I tag:
~cadylaines ~llifi-kei ~ChaoKitty GO SPEED RACER GO!

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EDIT: It's like, what, half an hour later or something, and I'm sorry I vented, and freaked out, but it's all good now. I just looked at my lights and they look yellow again. Phew. God, that book is freaky though. But the worst is over, I think.
C

Okay, first thing to get out of the way: why I'm still awake.
Th... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22124290/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22124290/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 14:49:11 PST Ew no

2] Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Yes

3] Strawberry Milkshake or Banana Pancakes?
Making banana pancakes, pretend like it's the weekend now... and we don't have to go outside...
I love Jack Johnson <3

4] Last movie you saw in theaters, with who?
Bolt, with mi madre

5] Burger King or Wendy's?
BK

6] What time is it?
4:34

7] Where are you right now?
In mah room

8] Who is your last text from and what does it say?
I'm not at liberty to say.
But it was hilarious.

9] Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
omg I don't know D:

10] Are you listening to music right now?
Yes <3

11] Who else is in the room with you?
No one

12] In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies

13] Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Yes

14] How long can you go without your mobile phone?
Forever

15] Ever kissed a brown haired, dark eyed person?
No

16] Ever kissed someone else's boyfriend/girlfriend?
No

17] Where did you last sleep other than your house?
Uhhh. Tara's office.

18] What's the worst way to say I love you?
Casually, without meaning

19] If an ex said they hate you, you say?
"Quite frankly, I don't care. If you're going through the theatrics, showing off and trying to get a rise out of me... click your heels three times and say 'I need a life!'."

20] Who is the next person you will kiss?
I have no idea

21] What is your current annoyance?
It's SO FREAKING COLD.

22] How many pills do you take a day?
none

23] What was the last item you bought?
The Definitive Rod Stewart Collection, for mi madre

24] Are you afraid of roller coasters?
Yes

25] What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?
She already moved D:


26] Apple bottom jeans or hollister gift card?
Border's gift card. So THERE.

27] What is/was your school mascot?
Eagle

28] At what age do you want to be married?
I don't know o_o

29] Where is your mom right now?
I have no idea

30] What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Cleaning

31] Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
Yes

32] What are you thinking about right now?
That I can't FEEL MY FINGERS. 'Cause it's like, 14 degrees.
And Ludo.

33] Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a H?
No

34] Can you play guitar hero?
A little

35] Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
WAAAAAAAAAAARM!

36] Which shampoo is in your bathroom right now?
Some generic brand, but it's Vanilla, so it smells AMAZING <3

37] Honestly, if you could have anyone in the world, who would it be?
That one kid.
With the gold-rimmed-blue eyes.

38] What are you listening to right now?
Part I: Broken Bride-- LUdo

39] Do you watch MTV any more?
Never did

40] How do you feel about your hair?
It's frizzy and I hate it D:

41] What do you usually order at Taco Bell?
I HATE MEXICAN FOOD D:

42] Have you ever sat all the way through Gone with the Wind?
Yes. XD

43] When was the last time you were up all night?
uhhh. Last night. XD

44] Where is your favorite place?
There's this one place, that used to be a scrap-metal dump, and they cleaned it up, but it's not really used much anymore. I feel really happy to be there, when I can go.
But mostly, I'd have to say, art class.

45] Do you ever think about the price of gasoline?
A lot D:

46] Do you sleep with a fan on?
Sometimes

47] What is the best thing about winter?
Snowmen.

48] How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Almost always XD

49] Are you currently planning a trip?
No

50] Have you ever Googled your name and found somebody?
What do you mean, FOUND somebody? >_>

51] Do you know how to play chess?
Used to, but I forgot

52] What's on your mind right now?
Uhhhh.
Someone.
Books.
The approaching SIX CONSECUTIVE HOURS OF CAR RIDE-AGE.

53] Do you want to take something back that happened in the last week?
Yes

54] Do you eat a lot of fast food?
No

55] Were you happy when you woke up today?
No

56] How about now?
No

57] Are you an understanding person?
I try

58] Do you eat candy on a regular basis?
I'm not overly fond of candy.
~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22054675/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22054675/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 18:14:46 PST CLUB-AGE!

~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22007564/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/22007564/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 23:25:41 PST OMG FREAKING HICCUPS.
If you're reading this, wish them away, please. Maybe your wish will be more effective than mine.
ASKJFKAHJKDSHAD STUPID HICCUPS.
Here's a tag!

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Pilar used to think it was just Hudson hospital, but she'd been to meetings and it seemed to be that

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
Argonaut by Stanley Schmidt

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Frasier; I'm such a nerd for that show

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
sometime between midnight and three, I'd guess.

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
1:15 A.M.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Yoko Ishida's album "Sweets"
The whirring of my old 95 writing computer
My GOD AWFUL HICCUPS.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
This afternoon, coming to Dad's house

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My iTunes window

9. What are you wearing?
Tank-top and sweatpants

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes

11. When did you last laugh?
Sometime today

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
a St. Louis poster.
A birthday card and some letters from ~cadylaines
a bunch of photographs.
Posters: Corpse Bride, Super Smash Brothers, Jack Sparrow, Yu-Gi-Oh, and The Little Mermaid.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not lately

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Uhhh.... I don't really think ANYTHING about it.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Bolt

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
BOOKS! Lots and lots of BOOKS!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
Who's you?
The general reader?
Uhhh. I DESPISE MAKEUP. Have you ever looked at what's IN the stuff?

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make people more open-minded

19. Do you like to dance?
No dancing for me. I am the whitest white dancer EVER.

20. George Bush:
got shoes thrown at him 8D

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I hate kids, so god forbid, but uhhhh.... Cordelia <3

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Hendrick

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
No

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Congratulations, you're the next contestant on the Price Is Right!
NO SRSLY. Being able to see him at the pearly gates means I'm going to heaven, so frankly, does it matter what he'd say?

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
I TAG YOU ALL. GO. GO NOW.

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21936542/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21936542/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 18:30:39 PST 002. Nickname(s) → Circ
003. Status → Single
004. Zodiac sign → Scorpio
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Done
007. Middle School → Graduated
008. High School → Year 11, Junior
009. Smart → Intelligent but lacking common sense
010. Hair color → Brownish blonde
011. Long or short → shoulder-length
012. Loud or Quiet → a little of both
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → camera
015. Health freak → nooope
016. Drink or Smoke? → NO.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Crush doesn't really do it justice
018. Eating or Drinking → Drinking. GRAPE KOOLAID. Cause it's the nectar of the gods.
019. Piercings → Earrings
020. Tattoos → Nope

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → ears, when I was like, three
024. First best friend → Kacey
025. First award → Keyboarding
026. First crush → ohgodno
027. First pet → That I actually liked? Mirielle, mah kitty <3
028. First big vacation → Teh Smokey Mountains
030. First big birthday → Uhhh. I don't really remember D:

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing
050. Drinking → nothing
052. I'm about to → kersplode
053. Listening to → "Sally's Song" from Nightmare Before Christmas
054. Plans for today → Today's over

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → NO
059. Want to get married? → Mayhaps
060. Careers in mind → artist, author, teacher, graphic designer

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant


HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes
081. Ran away from home → Unsuccessfully
084. Broken someone's heart → Not that I know of
085. Been arrested → No
087. Cried when someone died → Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → Sometimes
090. Miracles → Not really
091. Love at first sight → Yes
092. Heaven → Uhmmm... maybe.
093. Santa Claus → No
094. Sex on the first date → No, unless you’re retarded or a pedophile (<--- that wasn't my answer but I'm leaving it 'cause it's exactly right)
095. Kiss on the first date → Maybeh, depending on the past relationship of the two people

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No
099. Do you believe in God → Uhmmm.... maybe
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → Cadeh

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21842787/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21842787/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 05:51:44 PST *dancey*
Life is good.

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21771389/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21771389/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 19:12:09 PST And Jacob is a pedophile-- no matter how you slice it, he fell in love with said mutant vampire spawn. He was like, "I'm gonna kill the thing that took Bella's life RAWR-- oh. OH. OHSHIT, I LOVE HER! AHHHHHHHHHH!" *magnet*
Plus, the entire last half of the book was like, "Oh. Look how awesome Bella is!"
3/4 of the book was like, epic pron anyway. The book's devided like this:
Sex-- 78%
Battle Preparation-- 5%
Actual Battle-- 1%
Wedding-- 3%
Bella's Awesome Shield of Love-- 10%
Witty remarks and funny and/or cool stuff-- 3%

The good points of the book, though:
The rivalry between Jacob and Rosalie. FREAKING hilarious.
There was much more of Emmett. Which was GREAT. I love the Cullens more, if that's even possible.
Off to reread the series.
*WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH*



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EDIT: TAG!
Tag!!! Stole this from

1. What does your deviantart name mean and why did you join this site?
Rzeznik-- the last name of the lead singer of The Goo Goo Dolls. He's sexy. 8D
91-- Birthyear, generic, blah blah
I joined the site because, actually, :devkokoii-matoku: and I were friends on theotaku, and I got an account here because I was curious about it.
I LOVE DA. OMG. <3

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Then-- Kingdom Hearts, DNAngel, Yu-Gi-Oh
Now-- Kingdom Hearts, ALL Disney (<3 EXCEPT SNOW WHITE, who's a betch :C ), Twilight, Sarah Dessen fanart... yeah

3. How many watchers do you have now?
36

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
*Jubilations, *B1nd1, and *dolphy

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
I prefer comments because FAVE-AND-RUNNING IS A CRIME D:

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
Sometimes

7. What is your most popular deviation?
Most Favourited: [link]
Most Viewed: [link]

8. What are you favorite non-anime TV shows?
CSI: NY, Spongebob, Kim Possible, Invader ZIM

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
People, side views, animals, cars, landscapes.... I think that constitutes EVERYTHING.

10. Summer or winter?
Summer!

11. Rain or Sun?
Sunnnn!

12. What's your favorite type of music?
Alternative

13. PC or Mac?
PC

14. Anime or Manga?
Manga

15. Coke or Pepsi?
(Diet) Coke

16. Read or TV?
Read

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
Oh god. When I have computer access? 6-8 hours at a time.

18. Name a hidden talent.
I can bend my arms in so that they make right angles facing forward. It may not sound like much but it's creepy looking XD I've never found anyone ELSE who can do it.

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Traditional

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Burger King

21. What are top 3 favorite books?
Twilight
Just Listen-- Sarah Dessen
This Lullaby-- Sarah Dessen

22. Wii or Playstation?
PS2 was the shizz.
But I love my revolution ; _ ;

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands
Jack’s Mannequin, Ludo, and Shiny Toy Guns

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
Fast, I can totally do 87 words per minute. Well, last time I checked, a year or so ago >D

25. Do you like Denny's?
It's acceptable.
FREE REFILLS ON HOT CHOCOLATE OMG.

26. What is your favorite emoticon?


27. What is your favorite type of pie?
Either vanilla cream or lemon

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
Yes <3
... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21753224/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21753224/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 17:09:13 PST
(01) Your gender: Female
(02) Straight/gay/bi?: STRAIGHT.
(03) Single?: Yes
(04) Want to be?: Not particularly
(05) Age?: 17
(06) Age you wish you were?: Actually, about 8.
(07) Your label?: I don't do labels D: They suck.
(08) Your height?: 5'4"
(09) Your eye color?: Hazel
(10) Any piercings?: Earings
(11) Any tattoos?: Nope
(12) Smoke: Absolutely not
(13) Drink: Again, absolutely not
(14) Do drugs: Again again, absolutely not
(15) Take walks in the rain: I melt when I'm wet D:
(16) Hurt yourself: not on purpose, but I AM a klutz.
(17) Like who you are: Off and on.
(18) Consider love a mistake: Sometimes.
(19) Base your judgment on looks alone?: No, that's mean D:
(20) Do you like/love someone?: That I do
(21) Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?: Yes D:
(22) Been in love: Yes.
(23) Done drugs: Uhhh. I already ANSWERED this.
(24) Gone skinny dipping: NO. GROSS D:
(25) Had a surgery: Yes :C
(26) Ran away from home: I tried XD
(27) Played strip poker: No, gross D:
(28) Gotten beat up: Nope
(29) Slept outdoors: ONCE. And I'll never do it again o_O
(30) Talked on the phone all night: Oh yeah. Like, the summer of eighth grade? On the phone till 2 with Johnny.
(31) Had detention: ONCE D:
(32) Been suspended: Nope
(33) Turn-on's?: A Good sense of humour, good taste in music, morals, a pretty smile, honesty
(34) Turn-off's?: Meanfaces, liars, cheaters, drugs, alcohol, cigarettes
(35) What makes you happy?: Music. My friends.
(36) What is your favorite language?: English XD
(37) What is your favorite color(s)?: Mint green, purple, and dark blue.
(38) Your best friend(s): I have lots D: ~cadylaines, ~MelAnn-91, Ethan, Autumns, Laura
(39) The one person you can trust with anything?: Cadeh
(40) The one person you would die for: Ethan.

I tag Cadeh!

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21704241/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21704241/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 18:13:42 PST I realized again lately how much I LOVE Disney Movies.
'Specially Beauty and the Beast. I've worked all night on a Beauty and the Beast gifty for ~cadylaines because Belle's her favourite princess O:
If ~MelAnn-91 would tell me what her favourite disney princess was, I'd draw her one, too! *HINT HINT HINT*
If you want one, just ask <3
DISNEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY <3
One jump ahead of the hit man
One swing ahead of the sword
I steal only what I can't afford
And that's everything!
Aladdin = <3
Beauty and the Beast = <3
The Little Mermaid = <3
Snow White = Teh Betch, HISSSSSSS.
Peter Pan = <3

TAG TAG TAGGGGGGG!
Rules:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting.

Opening Credits:
Mad Season-- Matchbox 20

Waking Up:
Seasons in the Sun-- Terry Jacks

First Day At School:
Alive With the Glory of Love-- Say Anything

Falling In Love:
Yeah Yeah Yeah-- Jack Conte

Breaking Up:
Selfish-- N*Sync

Prom night:
The Only Moment We Were Alone-- Explosions in the Sky

Life:
You Are the One-- Shiny Toy Guns

Mental Breakdown:
Wonderwall-- Oasis

Driving:
True to Your Heart-- 98 Degrees

Flashback:
The Longest Time-- Billy Joel

Getting back together:
Let's Dance to Joy Division-- The Wombats

Wedding:
Black Balloon-- Goo Goo Dolls

Birth of Child:
Feel Like Rain-- Motion City Soundtrack

Final Battle:
Satori-- Amethystium

Funeral Song:
Black and Blue-- Edwin McCain

Final Credits:
Reminders of Then-- Kimya Dawson

OMG I TAG EVEYRONE.
Everyone who reads this.
DO IT.

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21644237/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21644237/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 09:05:12 PST And completely smitten.
Life is good <3



]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21631890/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21631890/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 18:03:35 PST I AM IN NINTENDO POWER MAGAZINE. In the Pulse section. If you're hanging out in a videogame store you should totally check it out. I made a gameboy cake, it's in the bottom left-hand corner of one of the pulse pages, and it'll say something about, "Thanks, Christina F!"... yes. That's me c: I'm pretty psyched.
IN A MAGAZINE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
The weather randomly warmed up to like FIFTY today, I'm so excited <3
I should totally be doing something constructive instead of DA-ing and emailing. XD
I GAVE IN AND SAW TWILIGHT.
LULZ.
The book? God. The movie? Uhh... lame/amazing. At the SAME TIME. Some parts were so cheesy that I laughed so hard I almost got kicked out XD But some parts were REALLY INTENSE and done well. So I guess it balanced out. I guess I love it since I'm a Twilightatard for the books, anyway.
THE BASEBALL SCENE OMG.
And they casted Emmet perfectly, and Alice. They cut out too much, and it HACKED ME OFF that they were randomly making out with Bella in her underwear. REMEMBER HOW SHY SHE IS IN THE FIRST BOOK? She doesn't turn into a ho until the THIRD book. Geeze.
BASEBALL SCENE FTW.
God. I loved it ._. I had a massive adrenaline rush just WATCHING it and bounced off the walls for a good three hours before I crashed.
Just a little update <3
C



Edit Tag!

x= yes
[blank]= no
/ = sorta
Info
[/] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses (When my contacts aren't in. Like right now!)
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[/] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school
[] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[/]I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school. (well, this one time in 5th grade. I was really sick.)
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x]I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[]I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x]I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x]I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[]I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[]I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[/] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[]I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[x]I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm ma... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21404152/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21404152/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 12:04:20 PST
[x] gotten kissed
[ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[ ] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 1

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[ ] didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 2

[ ] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[ ] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 5

[ ] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[ ] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[ ] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 6

[x] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[ ] ate food during class
Total So Far: 8

[ ] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 10

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 13

Multiply by 3
grand total: 39%. Man, I'm an awful kid.
Stolen fron :devboltro-bankai:

Things are so crazy and with Christmas coming up, it'll only get crazier. My cousin and I write, and we sat down this weekend and wrote like, 57 pages on a story, which rawks pretty hard. But I probably should have been, y'know, doing homework, and working on my art projects.
Scrapbooking is a crazy addiction.
:dev-cadylaines:, you're tagged on the survey!

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21304334/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21304334/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 22:37:57 PST I wish I could say it was something deep and meaningful-- like I'm curious about the hundreds of people that fly through the air above me every day. But I honestly don't know WHAT it is.
Happy birthday to me!
I got a Phoenix Wright manga that has completed my life, and the only two Sarah Dessen books I haven't read.
And TONS of scrapbooking stuff! Hooray!
Just a little update.
Aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirplanes. <3

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Just finished "Keeping the Moon", got it for my birfday and devoured the whole thing today ._. I need to quit reading so fast, that's why I run out of stuff to read so quick, but I can't HELP myself, once I start I just can't stop!
I WANNA WRITE A COLLAB D: But I want something fluffeh (so most boys are out, fluffy collabs are usually not a boy thing) and non-fantasy. Like, still fiction, but realistic fiction. I have a little snippet that I wrote in the MIDDLE of the story, because inspiration struck-- for want of a better term, because that sounds ULTRA cliche-- and it's just this really cool bit. And I dunno if you'd want in on it, ~cadylaines. Because I totally modeled the main girl character after a weird synthesis of you and I. She's like a superclone of US crammed into one person... with your name because it's WAY cooler than mine. o_o

SNIPPET ATTACKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Laine tilted her head back, stopping dead in her tracks, holding her hand up as if that alone would stop me from walking ahead of her. I waited for a second, then started shifting my weight impatiently.

“We’re burning daylight here, Laine,” I reminded her patiently.

“Shut up.” She shot me a brief look that quite clearly said that, for interrupting what she was doing, I deserved a good hard kick in the face. “And just look.”

So I went back and stood beside her, and tilted my face to the sky, searching for whatever she had deemed so important as to halt our mission.

“What? What is it?”

The only things that stretched above me were clouds, airplanes, and endless, crisp, autumn blue sky, seeming to go on forever.

“The airplanes,” she said impatiently, jabbing her finger toward the sky. “Think really hard about them, ‘kay?”

“Why?” I was bewildered. I didn’t know Laine very well, but this seemed very odd, even for her.

“Think about them,” she insisted. “Think about how many tiny little things make up your life and who you are, the hundreds of people you’ve met, and then look at them. And imagine six hundred lives up there, so many spiderwebs connecting people. Somehow, we’re connected to those people up there. There are little kids who are terminally ill, there are happy couples on their way to their honeymoon, shrieking children on their way to Disneyland. It’s dizzying. To think of that many details, carried in one airplane. It looks so small, from down here.”

I stared at her, completely shocked.

“Just sayin’,” she tacked on at the end, and resumed her leisurely pace toward the fire, picking up sticks on her way.

~*~

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21246231/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21246231/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 09:53:38 PDT Shun-clan's contest. Here's the list, you're supposed to update as you finish them!
THE THEME LIST
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21194530/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21194530/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 21:34:16 PDT I love Invader Zim!
That's all.
Life is great <333
C

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21189390/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21189390/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 18:45:34 PDT EDIT
BEWARE THE ONSLAUGHT OF DEVIATIONS! I borrowed my stepmom's card reader and got about HALF my pictures off. I'm STILL not caught up.
And I am ABOUT to post a HUGE file, BEWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARE, of the Sidewalk Chalk competition stuff. There'll be two, actually, one called Team Awesome and one called The Competition. Team Awesome, clearly, is mine 8D lulz. It'll be so big you'll have to DOWNLOAD IT, I'm only putting a preview up to see as the thumbnail.

MAYBEEEEEEEEE WE WERE MADE WE WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER!
OH!
Is it possible for the world to look this way foreverrrrrrr?
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Backmasking cracks me up. Of course, 98% of it is TOTALLY bogus and hilarious, the other 2% utterly freaks me out, but STILL. It's just for lulz.
Just a random and spontaneous update, since life is phantasmal and whatnot 8D
At the moment, anywho.
MY BIRFDAY IS MONDAY HOORAY, I can't wait 8D Seventeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen here I come!
I don't wanna grow up. I also got my prom dress-- NO ONE bash on how early I got it or I will KILL YOU DEAD. It only cost $40 o_o and it's my measurements EXACTLY. And it's mint green

ALSO I AM SO BEHIND!
I have stuff to submit from the sidewalk chalk competition, a pink ribbon t-shirt design, red-ribbon week window paintings... BAH, I LOST MAH CAMERA CORD! So I'll update asap I promise <3
AND I'LL GIVE YOU THIS CONFESSION, I AM TAKING YOU WITH ME!
I GET THE FEELING WE'RE SO MISDIRECTED!
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

P.S. Good sir pleas visit my DA page so you will FINALLY read the poem I wrote you. And if this is you-- good sir who shares my birfday-- The poem is right over
<----------- THERE!
<3 C

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21066396/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/21066396/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 15:50:03 PDT Things have been great lately, just an update journal, so I can ramble <3
Wish me luck on the sidewalk chalk competition tomorrow!
I'm so nervous... but our team rawks so I think it'll be okay. <3 We have a REALLY cool concept centered around the sun and music but that's all I'll say for now. After the competition, I'll post pictures, but I don't want the concept posted until afterwards, so no one can steal it
I LOVE BUBBLES, scented ones in particular. Just sayin'.
HOLY CHEF'S SALAD I GOT AN ADORABLE NEW IPOD! Her name is Iris, she's an 8 GB nano. My old one finally bit the dust, probably because I played it 16 hours a day D: Poor Alice (my old iPod.)
I got a legal copy of The Glass Passenger! Hooray!
And I've got to hang out with my friends a lot lately. They're crazy, but I love them.
BUT I HAVEN'T TALKED TO ~cadylaines lately! D: GET ONLINE!
That's all <3
C

GO READ THE BREAKING DAWN SUMMARY NAO. It's freaking hilarious. [link]

"Meanwhile, Jacob worries about how Bella’s death will inevitably be faked so she can go be a vampire and thinks about doing something stupid, like picking fights with the super-strong, super-fast Cullens. Of course, then he’ll see that she’s neither sick nor dying nor vampired, but rather, deeply pregnant. At which point he will shit a brick."

"HOSHIT JACOB WENT TO SEE CHARLIE AND FURSPLODED IN FRONT OF HIM ON PURPOSE."

And for some reason, the word "fursploded" makes me crack up EVERY TIME.

"One day she and Jacob and Renesmee are hunting, and hey, there's Irina! She decided to come visit after all! You know, Irina! Whose vampire not-mother was burnt alive over the issue of OH SHIT. Apparently Irina is also still pissed about what happened to Laurent (look, it's a long story and I don't think I actually included it, so: Laurent was one of James' buddies in the first book, and James decided to kill Bella for the lulz except that the Cullens tore James to bits first, so then James' life-mate Victoria got mad and stalked Bella for two books, but then Edward tore her head off while bonding with Seth, and... you know, I don't even remember what Laurent had to do with it. He was traveling with them, cut out to hide in Alaska with the Denalis while the James shit was going down, got attached to Irina, then came back and tried to kill Bella for... some reason, but the werewolves intervened and snarfled him), so here she shows up at the Cullens' and there's a werewolf and a child vampire playing right there."

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20912790/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20912790/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 21:02:11 PDT I'm starting a piece right now that will probably take not hours but days... or weeks.
I have some character designs in mind, and I want to do the whole thing DIGITALLY. I'm AWFUL at digital art, and I'm tired of it. I've gotta practice practice practice! I can't avoid it forever. No one uses coloured pencils for everything anymore. Time to move on to beefier, more challenging tasks.
I'm so freaking scared ;_;
No photo-ops lately either, which sucks. Hardcore.
GO LISTEN TO, RIGHT NOW:
Everything on Jack's Mannequin's Everything in Transit and their latest album, The Glass Passenger... listen to Everything in transit first.
Dashboard Confessional's The Shade of Poison Trees
How the Day Sounds-- Greg Laswell. Just youtube it. Indivual song, yo.
That's all, just a little update <3
C

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20749250/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20749250/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 19:45:10 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our horoscopes don't match. I think I realized it when your dog ran amok with George Bush and his wife and I saw you knock out my father. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked a new life as a clone.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
C

Wow.
That sounded like a horrible acid trip or something?
Seriously.
TAGGUMS.
I tag ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO READS THIS OMG.
Here's the link to the meme-ish thing.
[link]
Gonao.

And Cadylaines?
That letter sounded so retarded but you have to do it for the last person who commented your journal.... and you were the last one. lulz.
Enjoyz.
C

P.S. I AM SO EXCITED OMG. THEY PLAYED MATT NATHANSON ON THE RADIO TONIGHT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! FINALLY! <3333 THEY REALIZED THAT HE'S GOD!!!! <333... That is all. ^_^

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20623862/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20623862/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 17:12:00 PDT
○● B R I T I S H ○●
[X] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
[x] You believe the correct way to spell ‘Color’; is ‘Colour’, and 'Centre.'

Total: 3

○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] (sometimes)] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard Barbie.
[ ] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[X] You love the beach.
[X] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something.

Total: 2

○● I T A L I A N ○●
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[X] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10".
[ ] You know what an Italian horn is.
[X] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[X] You talk with your hands. (sometimes XD)

Total: 5

○● S P A N I S H ○●
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[X] You speak Spanish or some.
[ ] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[X] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.

Total: 3

○● R U S S I A N ○●
[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[ ] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[X] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total: 4

○● I R I S H ○●
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L. *oy.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes. One of each.
[x] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a St. Patty’s day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have red hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get together always include drinking and singing.

Total: 2

○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[X] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can sing gospel.

Total: 3

○● A S I A N ○●
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[ ] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[X] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[X] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.

Total: 2

○● G E R M A N ○●
[X] You like bread.
[X] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[X] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[X] You went to Pre-school.
[X] You're over 5'2.

Total: 5

○● C A N A D I A N ○●
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.

Total: 1

○● A M E R I C A N ○●
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[X] You're lazy.
[ ] You have had an abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[X] You think this survey is rather biased.

Total: 3

○● B E L G I A N ○●
[ ] you grow some small vegetables in the yard.
[X] you like French fries.
[ ] you think Belgian chocolate rules.
[ ] you know that the 'official best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[ ] you speak both Dutch and French
[x] you like Belgian waffles.
[ ] you call a pub or bar a café.
[ ] you fully realize and acknowledge that your footba... ]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20447606/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20447606/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 22:40:11 PDT I've discovered this the hard way.
Don't mix business with pleasure.
Because if it's business, it's NOT a pleasure.
I love making jewelry. Adore it.
But it's to the point that I come home from school and start right away-- don't talk to my family or friends, essentially never leave the house-- and I don't finish my list for the day until three our four in the morning.
This leaves me, on average, with two and a half hours of sleep. This also leaves me without human contact. At all. I miss my best friend, I haven't talked to her in... a week? Ish? Bah.
On the other hand, monies look pretty promising! I just got an order... for seven bracelets... for a basketball team. Hosnap.
I'm filling-- on average-- about ten orders a night. This earns me roughly 50 dollars a day. Alas, between gas and supplies, my "OMG BUY A ZUNE!" fund is still sadly low. So I'll keep working midnight shifts to get this done.
I NEED MAH MUSICKS.

P.S. OMG GUESS WHO'S IN MARCHING BAND.

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]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20335474/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20335474/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 05:34:15 PDT
TOP TEN SONGS
1. I'm Yours-- Jason Mraz

2. Hands Down-- Dashboard Confessional

3. Konstantine-- Something Corpporate

4. Push-- Matchbox Twenty

5. Handlebars-- Flobots

6. New Religion-- Duran Duran

7. Your New Twin-Sized Bed-- Death Cab for Cutie

8. Saturday Night Thunderbolt-- Ludo

9. When They Came for Us-- Shiny Toy Guns

10. Citizen Solider-- 3 Doors Down

Stolen from ~BoltroBankai
Everyone who reads this should do it!!!
321GO!

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I'm pretty sure there are more but I am WAY to lazy to list them all.

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20160625/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20160625/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 03:59:56 PDT I'm pretty sure I didn't sleep for ONE SINGLE SECOND tonight/this morning/last night. Because I was up reading the leak of Midnight Sun.
EDWARD IS GOD.
That's the only message I wish to convey to you all.
That's all.

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20155402/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20155402/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 19:17:20 PDT -_-; I'm so confused now.
Blah blah blah.

I was making a gift for a friend. I was working on a Sweeney Todd chibi action-figure thingy-- weapon included-- even though I've never seen the movie and have no idea about ANYTHING in it. And I'd spent about four hours on it and it wasn't even done yet. And then it hit me-- I really really like him.
He annoys me sometimes, but we agree on a lot of stuff, and he's really nice. I'm pretty sure I can trust him.
I didn't even realize there were other guys out there, because I was too wrapped up in a guy who-- though perfect for me-- will NEVER see me as more than a friend.
And then, up pops this guy, and I'm making him mixed CDs and Sweeney Todd action figures.
What the heck.
MY HEAD WILL ASPLODE IN 321 BOOM!

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20087434/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20087434/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 23:06:33 PDT
Band I Chose: Jack's Mannequin

1. Are you male or female? -> Miss Delaney
2. Describe yourself -> Holiday From Real
3. What do people feel around you -> The Lights and the Buzz
4. Describe your past relationship? -> La La Lie
5. Describe your current relationship -> Bruised
6. Where would you want to be now? -> Into the Airwaves
7. How do you feel about love? -> Made for Each Other
8. What's your life like? -> Dark Blue
9. You have one wish, you ask for... -> The Mixed Tape
10. Say something wise -> Kill the Messenger

I TAG ~ChaoKitty, ~cadylaines, and ~BoltroBankai
321GO!

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20035559/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20035559/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 05:32:32 PDT
2.- If I were a colour I'd be... Purple or silver or mint green.

3.- If I were an animal I'd be... a kitty cat!

4.- If I were a domestic appliance I'd be... a picture hanging on the wall. Not really an appliance, but... pretty useless but still fun.

5.- If I were a book I'd be... ohman... that one's hard.

6.- If I were a clothing item I'd be...a pair of aww-dorable shoes! O:

7.- If I were a jewel I'd be...I'd probably end up being cubic zirconia. *sigh*

8.- If I were an object I'd be...a cd!

9.- If I were a car I'd be... a black and silver Pontiac Grand Am. <3

10.- If I were an element I'd be... lightning!

11.- If I were a tree I'd be... a mimosa!

12.- If I were an ice cream flavour I'd be... Vanilla!

13.- If I were a drink I'd be... Grape Kool-Aid

14.- If I were a person I'd be... Uhh... I'm not ALREADY a person? O_o

15.- If I were a planet I'd be.... Pluto, so Jonathon Coulton could write the song "I'm Your Moon" about meh! : D GO READ THE LYRICS NAO. It sounds all romantical? I read on his website that he wrote it for PLUTO BECAUSE HE FEELS IT'S BEING LEFT OUT! Awwwh! <3

16.- If I were an insect I'd be... really gross. Bugs are yucky D:

17.- If I were public transport I'd be... an airplane!

18.- If I were a song I'd be... "Hum Along" by Ludo

19.- If I were a movie I'd be... Treasure Planet! <333

20.- If I were a season I'd be...Summer

21.- If I were a flower I'd be... an iris

22.- If I were a job I'd be... a writer/illustrator.

23.- If I were a cartoon I'd be... the old Beetle Juice cartoon.

24.- If I were a place I'd be... a music store.

25.- If I were a gift I'd be... a surprise!

26.- If I were a memory I'd be... pretty darn awkward, but still pleasant.

27.- If I were a city I'd be... Peoria or Evansville.

28.- If I were a sense I'd be... hearing.

29.- If I were a game I'd be... Kingdom Hearts

30.- If I were a candy I'd be... uhhh.... I dunno D:

31.- If I were a time of the day I'd be... 3:27 in the morning.

32.- If I were an invention I'd be... useless but amusing, like most inventions are : D

33.- If I were a body part I'd be... hands.

34.- If I were a country I'd be... Britain

35.- If I were a flavour I'd be... strawberry or vanilla.

36.- If I were a sport I'd be... dead. Sports are the suuuuck.

37.- If I were a smell I'd be... vanilla.... lol.

38.- If I were a subject I'd be... as in, at school? ART. Durrr.

39.- If I were a flag I'd be... the Jolly Roger!

40.- If I were a building I'd be... The Pageant in St. Louis

41.- If I were a month I'd be... July

42.- If I were a perfume I'd be... Japanese Cherry Blossom

43.- If I were a gummy candy I'd be... dawpdead. AGAIN. Gummi stuff is EVOL!

45.- If I were a toy I'd be...a gameboy? If that's considered a toy?

46.- If I were a textile I'd be... snuggly

47.- If I were a shape I'd be... one of those really fun lopsided polygons you HATE to measure in geometry.

48.- If I were an answer I'd be... the answer to life. Durr.

49.- If I were a common liquorice I'd be... WHAT IS IT WITH ALL THE NASTEH CANDY?! SHEESH!

50.- If I were a word I'd be... music.

GO FORTH 321 TAG!
~cadylaines
~ChaoKitty

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20029403/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/20029403/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:18:47 PDT She's gone.
My aunt and uncle found her Saturday... I'm so gawddamn angry.
Her hair has been falling out this summer. I begged them to let me take her to the vet; they wouldn't let me. They told me she was SHEDDING BECAUSE IT WAS SUMMER. She wouldn't eat... they just thought it was TOO HOT.
I am so angry. It's taking every fiber of my being not to pick up the phone and scream at them: WHY WERE YOU SO SELFISH? WAS IT REALLY SO HARD TO TAKE ONE SMALL KITTY CAT TO THE VET?! WAS IT?!

I just thought I'd post links to the photos I have of her, in memory or something. I loved her. So much.

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I will never, so long as I live, forgive my aunt and uncle for doing this to her.
Never.

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19835123/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19835123/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 20:59:17 PDT The love letter I was dying to burn is still sitting under my mattress, safe from the ravages of flame, still dear to my heart despite it all.
It ended gently, contrasting with the violence that was our love.
I do not regret it; it feels like turning the last page of a long book, and sighing, wondering what went wrong, and why it ended unhappily. We were simply tired of breaking each others hearts.
We were perfect friends and imperfect lovers.

Nothing could have made this romance turn out right.

This was the last day in that chapter of my life.

His last words to me were spoken with such finality that it's impossible; there's no going back. He wished me the best, told me to keep my chin up; and then he was gone. Like a puff of smoke in the wind; he came and went, too soon.

Our romance was a wreck; our love was a disaster.

Our relationship was a heinous and unforgivable crime.

But that doesn’t mean that I didn’t love him.

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That was a very interesting chapter, full of goods and bads and happiness and sadness and firsts and lasts. It's good and bad it's over.

I am not sad it happened. I'm glad I held something dear to me for that long.

But it's time for the next chapter. I hope it contains a happy ending somewhere.

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19441638/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19441638/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 08:00:48 PDT Here's the catagories I entered and the places they made : )


Coloured Pencil Art-- First Place and Grand Champion [link]
Jewlery-- Second Place [link]
Black and White Photo Collection-- First Place
Colour Photo Collection-- Third Place
Pencil Art-- First Place
Pen and Ink-- First Place [link]
Enlarged (8x10) Photograph-- Second Place [link]
Non-pillow Sewing Object-- Fifth Place
Fudge-- Fourth Place
Chocolate Cake from Scratch-- Second Place
White Cake from Scratch-- Third Place
Yellow Cake from Scratch-- Third Place
Decorated Cake-- First Place [link]
Written Report-- Third Place
Original Poem-- First Place
Education; Art-- First Place [link]

Hooray <3

The only thing that didn't place was my papercraft ) : Oragami beat out my pheonix wright papercraft! What the heck >_<;

Also, Tagged sorta by
He's uhmmm-azing go check out his gallery : D

Leave a comment and I will:
A) Tell you why I befriended you.
B) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc..
C) Tell you something I like about you.
D) Tell you a memory I have of you.
E) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
F) Tell you my favorite picture of yours.
G) In return, you must post this in your journal.

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19325252/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19325252/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 05:41:18 PDT The reason I'm never on Theotaku anymore either
Was it's dumb new layout! And now DA has one! WHAT THE CRAP! >_< Blahhh!

I know that it's not bad but... I hate new layouts. Theotaku, DA. It's so hard to learn my way around, like... looking at it makes my head want to explode. WTF. I dunno, I've tried exploring the new layout this morning and I'm fumbling, hardly getting anything accomplished; I can't find my way around and it's very frustrating. Gahhhh. *asplodes*

On a brighter note I've started a papercraft club : D
Go check it out please <3
Oh snap if I don't get off I'll be late I have to be out the door in five minutes!
Thank you!
<333

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19188843/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19188843/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 16:29:07 PDT That means I can broadcast a radio station.
HOORAY
Here's the linky, if you so desire. [link] I'm going to try recording hour-long shows on Thursday nights weekly and of course, I'll broadcast at random times live, but they won't be recorded shows.
Kthnxbai <3333

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Rules:
1. Make a list of your 10 alltime favorite bands
2. Under each band, list your 5 favorite songs by them in order of how much you like them (1 being your favorite, 5 being least favorite of the group)
3. Tag 5-10 people so they can do this too!

Jack's Mannequin
1. Rescued
2. I'm Ready
3. Holiday From Real
4. Dark Blue
5. Bruised

Coldplay
1. Viva la Vida
2. Yellow
3. The Scientist
4. Swallowed in the Sea
5. Fix You

Dashboard Confessional
1. Bend and Not Brea
2. Carry this Picture
3. Hands Down
4. The Ghost of a Good Thing
5. Rapid Hope Loss

Duran Duran
1. New Religion
2. Rio
3. The Reflex
4. The Chauffeur
5. Nice

Edwin McCain
1. Black and Blue
2. Take Me
3. Through the Floor
4. Shooting Stars
5. Bitter and Twisted

Something Corporate
1. The Astronaut
2. Ruthless
3. Konstantine
4. As You Sleep
5. Ashes

Ludo
1. Part I: Broken Bride
2. Laundry Girl
3. Saturday Night Thunderbol
4. Hum Along
5. Such As It Ends

Mae
1. The Everglow
2. Suspension [Demo]
3. Mistakes We Knew We Were Making
4. The Sun and the Moon
5. Ready and Waiting to Fall

Matchbox Twenty
1. Last Beautiful Girl
2. Bed of Lies
3. Push
4. Rest Stop
5. Long Day

Motion City Soundtrack
1. Fell In Love Without You
2. It Had to be You
3. This is For Real
4. Feel Like Rain
5. Time Turned Fragile

]]> ~Rzeznik91 http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19187217/ http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19187217/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 15:50:47 PDT
Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!



Adjectives which describe your type:
introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, skeptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty

These subjects could interest you
literature, science fiction, philosophy, psychology, mathematics, Internet, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, writing, strategy games, politics



Hmmm. Stolen from Kita.
It's pretty accurate; even in the subjects that interest me.
Except Math and Politics. BLAH. D:

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http://Rzeznik91.deviantart.com/journal/19053238/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 08:38:36 PDT I sat down and sorted through them all at once this morning; I started out with 271. -_-
BUT THEY'RE ALL LOOKED THROUGH NOW. Fresh start, hooray, I've looked at everything, lol.

I have the Youth Fair coming up so I have to do a buttload of stuff for it. Because the moar I enter... the moar monies I earn ^_^ Hooray. Monies are my FRIEND.

I'm itching to do some hardcore photography.
Alas, I have no models and live in a hick town. BLARGH IUO#I@#O@.
Oh well.

I'm working casually on a Twilight diorama and will only work on it when I have the time and the monies to buy the materials.

ALSO HOLY CRAPOLA. I won concert tickets off the radio.
*dancedancedance!* Three Doors Down, Staind, and Finger Eleven. It's July 29th, I'm so excited I could asplode Hooray.

That's about it!
Thanks for bothering to read my rambles
<3 C


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