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HELP?
This means more ART from me, and maybe more favs!!! and comments!!!
So please note me if you know how to use tablets and link me to some good tutorials..
PLEASE AND THANK YOU!


-Alisha

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Like fer serious. Tell me what you think and if you'd like to see more of my drawings/photos or whatever.

Please give me some feedback, guys.

-Alisha

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-Alisha

]]> ~SPARKLEees http://SPARKLEees.deviantart.com/journal/23596148/ http://SPARKLEees.deviantart.com/journal/23596148/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 16:51:00 PDT I remember when we met in advertising. We both had no idea that the other was as stricken with our beauty as we were with theirs. Flirting with you was the most fun I had that year, remember that time we almost held hands? We were comparing our hand sizes and you shifted your hand a little, so your fingers almost slid through mine. My heart was racing so fast, I thought you could hear it. After class I ran to Karole and told her everything at hyper speed like a five year old. Your smile pulled me in, but your laugh pushed me over the edge. It was like music, it made me smile to hear it, because I like when you’re happy. I always stole your stuff, just to have an excuse to touch you. To feel your skin against mine.
You pulled me through a lot even though you had no idea. A lot of crap was going on with everyone. But you, that is. I could never keep a straight face around you. It was the little things you did that kept me together, like smiling at me, or telling me the next big development of our ‘Australia Plan’. I remember being really jealous of that girl Vanessa, because she always acted like you guys were best friends, and I wanted to be the one that knew everything about you. Sometimes, late at night, when I was crying and wishing for anyone to save me I’d think of you and smile. Because, even though I was falling apart, you were alive and that fact alone made me feel that much better. You were and are my sanity; I know I can run to you whenever I feel like I’m losing it again.
I love how gentle you are with me, the way you hold me like I’m some rare fragile being that you can’t even breathe on wrong. The way you’re always stroking me, my back; my tummy; my hips; my hands it drives me crazy, but in a good way. I like feeling so connected to you, we don’t even have to talk. Just each others presences are enough to nearly erase our woes. I love the way you kiss my neck and press you mouth to my shoulder when I sit in your lap. And I love wrapping my arms around you, feeling how warm you are. I like closing my eyes, and just listening to your heart beat.
The fact that you are alive is probably one of the only reasons I’m alive. When I look into your eyes, this weird feeling fills me, and I have to look away before it becomes too overwhelming. I think maybe its how much I love you and want to pounce on you all rolled up into one feeling and my little body can’t stand it.



This boy has changed my life.

]]> ~SPARKLEees http://SPARKLEees.deviantart.com/journal/22830755/ http://SPARKLEees.deviantart.com/journal/22830755/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 18:38:41 PST I cuss too much
I’m stupid
I’m dangerous
I’m random
I’m over dramatic
I’m weird
I can’t control my emotions
I dance like a nerd
I sing too loud and off key
I have too many faults
I’m easily offended
I complain too much
I over think every possible thing
I’m impossibly stubborn
I’m cruel
I’m honest
I like kid cartoons
I’m extremely paranoid
I drink too much tea
I talk too fast
I get way too into my characters
I’m short
My laugh is obnoxious
I take too many pictures of myself
I’m obsessed with ducks
My room is always messy
I’m dorky
I’m cheesy
I’m addicted to sims
I’m in love with rainbows
I’m opinionated
I’m obsessed with Knowing
I never shut up
The stupidest things excite me
I believe in ghosts
I’m not religious
My life revolves around the people I care most about
I won’t admit when I need help
I’m impatient
I’m sarcastic
I’m a fangirl
I don’t wear matching socks
I hate ignorance
I’m horrible with apologies
I am all of these things. And he loves me anyway.

]]> ~SPARKLEees http://SPARKLEees.deviantart.com/journal/22546540/ http://SPARKLEees.deviantart.com/journal/22546540/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 15:50:54 PST Because it’s been a long time since I liked going school.
It’s been a long time since I’ve smiled like I do around you.
It’s been a long time since I’ve found my thoughts plagued by only one.
It’s been a long long time since I’ve felt pretty, and happy and uninhibited.

I can’t even remember the last time I was so comfortable with someone, since I’ve had hope. And to think you were right in front of me the entire time.
But your timing was perfect.I love seeing you smile and making you laugh.
I love wrapping my arms around you and looking up at you.
You’ve basically busted open an entire galaxy of possibilities I thought had disappeared a life time ago.

I wonder if you even know how much you mean to me, and what you’ve done fro me. It’s ridiculously cheesy, but when I think about you I smile like an idiot and play the song you say reminds you of me over and over in my head. Sometimes, I don’t even do anything on the computer but listen to that song. I’m lame, I know.
It’s been forever since I’ve had someone that can erase all the of the stupid bullshit with just their presence.
The more I think about it, the more excited I get.
I wonder if you feel the same way, I hope you do, but for now I’ll just enjoy all of these forgotten feelings.

]]> ~SPARKLEees http://SPARKLEees.deviantart.com/journal/22214211/ http://SPARKLEees.deviantart.com/journal/22214211/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 17:49:52 PST I’ve gotten one update, which told me nothing.
Everyone says “Just wait, he always comes back to you, Alisha.”
But will you?
Are you going to?
I haven’t gotten a phone call, not even a tiny comment.
I don’t want to believe you don’t love me anymore.
But my doubts are getting the better of me.
I feel stupid for even thinking I was special, that you really did have kind of love for me.
You’re probably off, telling all of your ‘friends’ how much of an idiot I am, that you really got me.
And you did.
And yet, there is the possibility that you have no means of communication to let me know you’re okay and what not.
But I know for a fact that you’ve been on here, and you leave me nothing.
You let me drive myself crazy worrying, yearning.
Why?
Just tell me why and I’ll shut up, God knows everyone would love that, they’re all probably so annoyed with my non-stop worrying and talk of you they could kill me.
I’m sorry, I know I whine a lot, but I miss you so much. You were one of my best friends.
You know things about me no one knows. No one. You’ve made me so many promises, I was a fool to think you wouldn’t obliterate them.
And I was actually doing okay for a while, thinking you were going to come back to me, but now, I don’t think you will.
Which is going to kill me, but I’ll go on existing.
Always waiting to know whether you just decided to hate me, or you never even cared about me.
Which I don’t think would make sense, people don’t go through the things we did if they don’t at least care about one another. We had to literally fight to stay friends, Michael.
And now you’re just going to disappear?
If you’re leaving me, at least have the decency to tell me.
Don’t let me waste away thinking you’re somewhere trying to get back to me.
I’m barely here as it is.
So I hope you know, that I love you, and the I’ll always be worried about how you’re doing and if you’re happy.
And if you don’t mind, don’t break anyone else’s heart, okay?

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