http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:SPneverbefore&section=today deviantART RSS for by:SPneverbefore en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 08:26:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/27089132/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/27089132/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 06:53:43 PDT lumari

Copy-pasted hers:

10 things about me:

1. writing is my life.

2. i feel photos every day.

3. couldn't live without friends.

4. (not) shy.

5. drinking grey's anatomy.

6. belive in destiny.

7. love the sea.

8. really, really anoying.

9. books, books and more books.

10. story of my life.



Follow these directions please:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

No.4 is different.

One and the same. _{I adore you, girl.}

I tag:
~Norega-eragon369
=jump-4-joy
~Sharktt
~The--Collector
~Sam-AM

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/25943860/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/25943860/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 13:52:44 PDT Don't Kill Me Tonight - Di-rect
- Feb 2, 2007
Blind For You - Di-rect
- Feb 5, 2007
Everytime - Simple Plan
- Feb 6, 2007
Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance
- Feb 14, 2007
So Far Away - Staind
- Feb 21, 2007
Not Like The Other Girls - The Rasmus
- Feb 21, 2007
Always - Saliva
- Feb 25, 2007
Rest in Pieces - Saliva
- Feb 26, 2007
I Want You - Saliva
- Mar 1, 2007
Open Eyes - Saliva
- Mar 10, 2007
No Regrets - Saliva
- Mar 11, 2007
Storm - Saliva
- Mar 29, 2007
Mentira - João Pedro Pais
- Apr 2, 2007
More Than Words - Extreme
- Apr 4, 2007
Esse Amor Que Pintaste - Anjos
- Apr 5, 2007
Hungry For Love - Di-rect
- Apr 6, 2007
Behind Those Eyes - Three Doors Down
- Apr 6, 2007
Only One - Yellowcard
- Apr 12, 2007
Adrenaline - Di-rect
- Apr 14, 2007
I Hate (Everything About You) - Three Days Grace
- Apr 15, 2007
Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney
- Apr 16, 2007
Roads - Roadrunner United
- Apr 17, 2007
The End - Roadrunner United
- Apr 21, 2007
Bleed For Me - Saliva
- Apr 27, 2007
Perfect World - Simple Plan
- Apr 29, 2007
The Way I Do - Marcos Hernandez
- May 1, 2007
One Night Only - Saliva
- May 2, 2007
Breathing - Yellowcard
- May 6, 2007
The Story - 30 Seconds To Mars
- May 15, 2007
Bittersweet - The Rasmus & Ville Valo & Apocalyptica
- May 17, 2007
Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse
- May 19, 2007
Take Me Away - Lifehouse
- May 22, 2007
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
- May 25, 2007
The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars
- May 27, 2007
Addicted - Kelly Clarkson
- May 30, 2007
Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton
- May 30, 2007
Everything - Lifehouse
- Jun 12, 2007
Breathing - Lifehouse
- Jun 13, 2007
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
- Jun 23, 2007
The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance
- Jun 24, 2007
Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne
- Jul 5, 2007
Fighting - Yellowcard
- Jul 12, 2007
What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts
- Jul 24, 2007
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance
- Aug 8, 2007
You - Jaci Velasquez
- Aug 15, 2007
Eu Estou Aqui - Boss AC
- Aug 19, 2007
Breath - Breaking Benjamin
- Aug 23, 2007
Straighjacket Feeling - The All-American Rejects
- Aug 24, 2007
The Best Years of Our Lives - Evan Taubenfeld
- Sep 13, 2007
Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift
-Sep 30, 2007
Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol
- Oct 4, 2007
No Roads Left - Linkin Park
- Oct 23, 2007
My World - Sick Puppies
- Nov 4, 2007
Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park
- Mar 18, 2008
Breathe No More - Evanescence
- Jun 24, 2008
Build Me Up Buttercup - Busted
- Oct 12, 2008
Seasons of Love - Rent
- Dec 10, 2008
Fairytales - Sara Bareilles
- Mar 1, 2009
Lights In The Sky - Nine Inch Nails
- Mar 28, 2009
Gotta Find You - Jonas Brothes
- Apr 21, 2009
It's a Kind of Magic - Queen
- Mar 30, 2009
As You Sleep - Something Corporate
- Jun 12, 2009
Flying Above Everything - Armor For Sleep

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/25437104/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/25437104/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 15:13:26 PDT
]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/24342313/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/24342313/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 12:07:59 PDT ...e a alma pintada de azul.



Tá sol hoje


SAUDADINHAS, tantas já

Meus amores, minha vida




_{...Sábado, Sábado, Sábado.}


O resto são tretas

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/24160023/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/24160023/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 07:09:16 PDT "...Could You take me beyond
Could You carry me through
If I open my heart
Could I go there with You?..."










Happy Easter

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/24006954/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/24006954/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 14:30:37 PDT
So, so bittersweet. Always.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/23053526/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/23053526/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 04:26:07 PST












































Doesn't matter doesn't matter doesn't matter

Thank You

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/22301676/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/22301676/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 11:25:44 PST
Can't wait for 2009.

Hope you guys have a wonderful year.

Enjoy everyone

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/22065814/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/22065814/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 11:50:14 PST

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/21482412/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/21482412/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 09:43:06 PST
How I love them.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/21292936/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/21292936/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 00:12:47 PST
Bring it on!!

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/20954914/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/20954914/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 14:22:43 PDT To love only shown in actions
To champagne toasts in New Years Eves
To being with who never leaves
To walking while singing and singing while walking
To speeding up and to just keep on talking
To card games among best friends
To not really caring and making new trends
To dressing up and dressing down
To acting like such a clown
To hugs and laughs and tears and joy
To building things we will destroy
To jumping and running and being alive
To closing your eyes and taking the dive
To Summer and Autumn and Winter and Spring
To laughing till your stomach's aching
To inventions and creations and contemplations
To dancing wherever and getting together
To screaming too loud and talking too low
To remember something from eons ago
To drinking coffee and drinking vodka
To exploding volcanoes and burning lava
To Santa and the Easter Bunny and some witch from Halloween
To cell phones and stories and being sixteen
To every thing random and every thing not
To everything everything (But never to pot)
To moonlight and sunlight and no light at all
To tripping and slipping and to finally fall
To every kind of music you can ever hear
To telling those stories of 'you had to be there!'
To praying and trying and never denying
To fuming and pacing and holding your breath
To Zen strategies and not wishing one's death
To pictures and parties and things that we love
To bad times and hard times and to what we're made of
To crazy people doing crazy things
And to flying without any wings

Thank You

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/19947091/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/19947091/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 06:00:06 PDT

- Lajes
- Family
- Festas da Praia
- Caipirão
- Lajes
- Not-sleeping-in-my-own-house
- Phone Caaaaalls
- Long e-mails
- Lajes
- Books
- Laughs
- The Airport
- Lajes
- Silliness
- Hugs
- Packing
- Lajes

Maré de Agosto? Mmmh, maybe

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/19517483/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/19517483/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 11:56:48 PDT
God, crazy much? And the mess!! And the confusion!!

It's just too much. Too many people, too many emotions, too much bitterness, way too many self-centred actions.

Still.

It has been...fun, headache-inducing, tiresome, amazing, infuriating, crazy. The kind of thing you can't wait to be over and wish it would never end, all at once.

All in all, it was worth it. Mostly.

Completely adored seeing 'my people' again.

Hell aside, it has been ridiculously hilarious.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/18805036/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/18805036/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 15:22:52 PDT
& why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the container?

What about next year? I'm sure, I know it in my bones that it's what I want to do, what I have to do. But I can't help but wonder who will I talk to about protons and Nothingness and Kierkegaard and all his fellow philosophers? Who will watch football with me at some crowded café?

It makes no sense. The world makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. Never bothered me much before, but it seems to be nagging at me now.

Which makes me really really stupid, cause, like I said, most people can think about it and let it go, but I'm stuck.

I was always so anxious for tomorrow, but now, today holds something so precious that I know will be lost in the future. And which do I want? Which can I have?

More importantly, how do I say goodbye?

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/18678734/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/18678734/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 12:04:09 PDT
But it's also the easiest to feel.




Touché



_{P.S. - I'm alive after all! Rejoice!}

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/17914507/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/17914507/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 15:58:58 PDT
Home is not a place.

Home is a person. Or a group of people.

And I think I found home.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/17748855/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/17748855/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 14:05:03 PDT

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/17357911/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/17357911/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 05:53:02 PDT
I RESURFACE! MUAHAHAHAHA!

*cough-cough* alright, alright.

Yeah. Coisa e tal. Nhe.

Er. I'm good.

The house is empty though, with my father back to Africa and my brother (PALMA DE MAIORCA!) on his trip, things will get lonely. But. You know. Such is life.


^{Miss the already - pshhh, don't tell anyone!}

O.o

Strange, strange life.

Had a great friday night. That was good.

So...yeah.

Isso.

Vou-me calar já atão.

P.S.-Queria tanto também ter entrado num avião pa um sitio qualquer

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/16897116/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/16897116/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 10:53:29 PST
Wish me luck!

(I have such a deja vu feeling.)

Hope everyone's okay.













.Miss you*

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/16701226/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/16701226/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 05:15:54 PST
...e eu fechada em casa

...and with plenty to study for those stupid exams...


But who cares?

.lets dance!

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/16549969/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/16549969/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 11:18:49 PST
Best day ever.

Obrigadaobrigadaobrigadaobrigada

Love you all to the moon and back.

(never laughed so hard in my life)

Sixteen and FREE!! (hurray!)

Obrigada Tati, the best.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/16459882/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/16459882/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 13:20:37 PST Tomorrow I hope I still remember, as clearly as tonight. That spark I always find in your eyes, it lights my way. The words - the ones that escape me, hiding away from your brightness - stay quiet, stay dark, while I struggle to explain; explain you, explain this feeling. It's as if, for the first time, words mean nothing for they have no way of helping me now. Words don't explain you. Stars do. Stars, in all their shine and magic. To explain you, I'd have to picture a very dark night - cloudless and starless. Except for one lonely star, so bright it lights up my night, my day, my life.

And forget the distaste for cheesy love - it suddenly makes sense.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15929358/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15929358/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 10:37:38 PST
I gotta say, I love the mood in the air - every single detail rocks.

From the classes that are not quite classes, to the games, the teachers making fools of themselves against the football hot-shots. There are drums EVERYWHERE, each playing a different beat, and it's one of the best sounds I've ever heard.

...besides, they mean school is about to end!

Quite a few Santa's hats around, friends - both old and new. We were talking, while watching the match, about how last year we walked by one another and didn't even see each other. And now... It's a day for Friends.

With Eça de Queiroz in my backpack, and a lunch out with the one and only ~lumari plus one, some pictures in the way, and a lot of bota que tem, today rocked.

My throat does hurt a lot from the karaoke. It seemed like the whole school was there. And the whole school singing!

At the end of the day, we always end up being stalked. I tell you, men in this island seem to have never seen a chick before.

Yeah, you gotta love high school. And for those of you who have no school left... YOUR LOSS!

....Saying merry Christmas, though, seems too weird.

P.S.- I'll be trying to convince ~lumari to schedule a photo shoot for monday, seeing as the one being planned isn't gonna happen anytime soon.

[and More than Words]

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15660109/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15660109/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 06:19:21 PST
1. Full Name: Vanessa Cristina Borges Santos
2. Date of Birth: January 24th 1992
3. In Love with: Edward Cullen
4. I write something everyday
5. I have some sort of obsession with notebooks
6. I adore Christmas
7. I used to take a class in working with iron and I loved it
8. It's extremely hard for me to trust someone
9. I'd rather be the one hurt than the one hurting
10. Rest in Pieces from Saliva holds a very special meaning
11. Music is a constant in my life
12. I sing a lot
13. I'm very attached to my friends
14. I never forget the little things people say to me (good or bad)
15. I don't miss one episode of Grey's Anatomy
16. It's actually the only thing I watch on TV
17. I'm a sucker for love stories
18. I don't miss the days when I was a little kid at all
19. I'm always there for my friends, no matter what, if I have to climb a mountain to be there I will
20. I am always daydreaming
21. I adore all things to do with vampires
22. I prefer the cold and hate hot
23. When I take a bath I stay there for an hour and a half
24. I have three dogs and many cats
25. My parents and one specific friend, call me Nessa, to everyone else I'm simply Vanessa
26. I am simply terrified of cockroaches
27. Most days I wish I could be somewhere else
28. I miss Santa Maria a lot
29. Sometimes I can't be a minute away from my cell phone
30. Fortunately for my parents I have free text messages
31. I don't want to get married. Ever.
32. I adore all my virtual friends
33. I barely ever cry
34. I can watch people in pain but never animals
35. Edward is perfect
36. Everyday we basically behave like children at school
37. I sleep in the couch
38. I'm slightly claustrophobic
39. I dwell on things I should let go
40. I have unresolved issues I'm too proud to take care off
41. Someday I'm moving to Antarctica
42. I love cuddling in a cold winter day
43. I used to go outside every night to see the starts before going to bed
44. I am weird. Deal with it
45. I hate math. I hate chemistry.
46. I have no idea who I am
47. I miss some things from my past a lot
48. Most days I wish I could disappear (which never happens)
49. I push people away all the time
50. I love my ' party friends' more than anything in the world
51. I have different groups of friends
52. We frequently have what they call 'the corner orgies' and they are a lot of fun. Nothing to do with the name though
53. I adore the taste of blood
54. Once upon a time my dream was to grow up and do autopsies
55. I can't stand kids most of the times
56. I used to speak up every single time I disagreed with someone
57. That got me into a lot of fights
58. I live in such a small island most people don't know exist
59. I like stress
60. Small children have disappear in my room
61. I never throw anything away
62. Most times I feel like an alien in this world
63. I adore the ocean
64. I have about four boxes filled with letters I've received
65. I have a scar in my ankle I have no idea how it got there: it's frustrating
66. I just know starting saving money; I was physically incapable of such thing in the past
67. I love going out at night, no matter where or with whom
68. Most times I wish I didn't have to speak
69. I think too much
70. I have about thirty notebooks around here, each with their own sole porpuse
71. I totally ADORE eyes
72. I have a big family: I don't know nor care to know half of them
73. Depending on how someone wakes me up; I'm usually very crabby in the morning
74. I don't say a third of what I'd like to say to everyone
75. I'm not afraid to die, just of how I'm dying
76. I actually think and talk about death quite a lot
77. I dream up tragic situations every day
78. I have intimacy problems
79. I'm not the type to explain myself to anyone
80. Yes, I have a major crush on James Bourne
81. I consider myself extremely lucky
82. I don't hate anyone. Except for one person.
83. I used to know exactly what mattered most in my life, who I cared about the most and all of that. I haven't got a clue anymore.
84. I hear more of what people don't say than what they do say
85. I hate clowns too
86. I have many dreams that will never come true
87. I'm a feminist.
88. I adore reading books written in Old English
89. I want my own Edward Cullen
90. Every time I see an airplane leaving I wish I was in it
91. But I still love this place for life
92. I'm sca... ]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15645169/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15645169/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 05:42:45 PST
Well, exams are here too. Up for another season - the last on this year luckily. Vacation aren't here soon enough.

Winter Awards started too, in my favourite forum - and I must get going with those nominations for such things as Best Story, Best Overall Author and Most Developed Character. Not that any of you know what I'm talking about.

Today is November 24th, science day - at lest around here. Which really doesn't matter either.

A new photo shoot is right now in process of being scheduled, but right now I have no car and it's cold and these are just excuses.

So, babbling aside, I am not as dry as thought and still have some tears left - which is good to know, isn't it?

And I guess that's it for today.

I'm going, to do something really stupid now.

Have some nice X-mas shopping everyone.

P.S. - I'm sorry.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15491703/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15491703/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 10:52:52 PST


One color: blue

One dream: get the hell out of here

One moment: band rehearsal

One poem: As Fadas by Antero de Quental

One ideal guy: Edward Cullen

One perfect day: still to exist

One song: Rest in Pieces – Saliva

One passion: writing

One gift: notebook

One book: Twilight

One picture: first day of summer, me and Catia at the beach

One fear: cockroaches

One band: Saliva

One celebrity: James Bourne

One secret-keeper: M.A. (~lumari)

One fact about today: It just keeps raining

One movie: Dead Poets Society

One TV show: Grey’s Anatomy

One nature-sound: rain

One decision: I am incapable of such thing as making decisions

One animal: cat

One last thought: never send me these things again



I tag: NO ONE, enough of this

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15346157/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15346157/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 12:43:27 PDT Lembrar.
Tentar.
Encontrar.
Fugir.
Esquecer.
Enfrentar.
Iludir.
Sentir.
Imaginar.
Conseguir.
Triunfar.
Aguentar.
Procurar.
Aprender.
Ensinar.
Continuar.
Viver.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15170770/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15170770/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:37:57 PDT

7 Things that scares you...
1) cockroaches
2) failing someone
3) losing someone I love
4) growing up
5) people knowing me
6) hurting someone
7) the world


7 Things you like the most...
1) music
2) writing
3) photography
4) reading
5) doing anything with Them
6) talking to J

7 important things in your room...
1) notebooks
2) camera
3) pc
4) memories
5) pictures
6) more notebooks
7) books


7 Random facts about you...
1) I'm always writing
2) I'm weird
3) I can't study, I lose interest
4) I think too much
5) I love my CDL friends
6) I love the rain
7) There's one song that always calms me down

7 Things you plan to do before you die...
1) Learn another language
2) Take a photography course
3) Get a job doing what I love
4) Visit New Zealand
5) Travel a lot
6) Go crazy
7) Get a tattoo


7 Things that attract you to the opposite sex...
1) eyes
2) humour
3) smile
4) voice
5) being able to listen
6) somehow music related
7) honesty


7 Things you say the most...
1) que estupidez!
2) boa noite
3) eom
4) nada
5) esta rapariga/este rapaz não é discreta(o)
6) go milk a cow
7) calma


7 Celeb or NOT-REAL crushes...
1) Edward
2) Brat Pitt in the movie Meet Joe Black
3) Edward
4) Orlando Bloom (how cliché
5) Edward
6) James Bourne
7) Edward


7 Favorite drinks...
1) Aquarius
2) Ice Tea
3) Coffee
4) Apple Juice
5) Pepsi (and not coke!)
6) Frize
7) lemonade

*

Open your music player and put in on shuffle ..
Read the questions and press play ..
Use the song titles to answer the questions ..

How does the world see me?
Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy

Will I have a happy life?
She - Di-rect

What do people really think of me?
I write sins not tragedies - Panic! At the disco

Do people secretly lust after me?
The last unicorn - America

How can I make myself happy?
Pieces - Sum 41

What should I do with my life?
Rooftops - Lostprophets

Will I ever have children?
Surround me - Scott Stapp

What is some good advice for me?
Open eyes - Saliva

What do I think my current theme song is?
You and Me - Lifehouse

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
I'm not okay - My Chemical Romance

What song will play at my funeral?
I miss you - Blink 182

What type of men/women do you like?
Here in my heart - Scorpions

What is my day going to be like?
Free - Di-rect

Why am I here?
Don't wanna think about you - Simple Plan

What will people remember me for?
Won't be there - Simple Plan

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
So suddenly - The Black List Club

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Call it something - Saliva

What will this year be all about?
Back in the picture - The Rasmus



I tag






]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15160337/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15160337/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 15:07:35 PDT

Thankfully I'll have a free week coming up! Hurray! One week of waking up at seven just as usual, day-dream about Edward the vampire and write like a maniac. Does it get better? Well, yes, but that's during summer.

Well, I should go. Do something useful.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15073832/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15073832/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 13:45:11 PDT
The faster we end this month, the faster we get to christmas.
The faster we get to christmas the faster I turn 16.
The faster I turn 16 (not mentioning legally drinking and all) the faster Easter comes.
The faster Easter comes, the faster summer comes.
The faster summer comes, the faster will next year.
The faster I finish high school, the faster I go to college.
The faster I finish college, the faster I get a job.
The faster I get a job, the faster I retire.
The faster I retire, the faster I die.

Time just passes so slowly, doesn't it?

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15054928/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/15054928/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 08:13:32 PDT

Rules:
1. You must answer all questions and truthfully.
2. You must tag 5 people or more

1. Add up the price of the clothes you are wearing.
No idea...25€ ?

2. Add up the pageviews of all the accounts you own.
one account only: 2,648 Pageviews

3. What have you eaten today?
sloppy joes

4. Write the last thing you heard?
Good enough - Evanescence

5. List 5 things you see next to you.
Camera, hair brush, dictionary, notebooks, pens

6. The first word that comes into your head?
dreams

7. One funny thing thats happened to you today?
funny thing? today? hm...spent all morning speaking dog-language but I guess that's normal round here

8. Put your music player on shuffle. Click the skip/next song button 5 times. Whats playing now?
Cause to love you - Fingertips

I tag:







]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14948028/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14948028/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 22:31:59 PDT You may deduce correctly that I refuse to eat anything made from pumpkin.

Anyway, back to Christmas, I know exactly what to get everyone and I'm gonna start gift-hunting as soon as I can. This year we'll have a bit of a sad x-mas, but it's still gonna be okay!

You better be planning everything too, it's almost Christmas!!

...Isn't it?

Oh well. Respect the pumpkins!

And have a good day.

P.S.-You can totally understand why I loveeee Nightmare before Christmas

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14927249/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14927249/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 13:28:06 PDT
Ah, who am I kidding, sometimes in life you simply are stupid!

But why does it all matter anyway? If sometimes things don't seem right and you can't fix them. If sometimes solutions aren't so simple. What do you have then?


*Til the silence splits me open*


No Roads Left
Linkin Park

Standing alone with no direction;
How did I fall so far behind?
Why am I searching for perfection?
Knowing it’s something I won't find.

In my fear and flaws;
I let myself down again;
All because;

I run 'til the silence splits me open;
I run 'til It puts me underground;
'Til I have no breath and no roads left but one.

When did I lose my sense of purpose?
Can I regain what's lost inside?
Why do I feel like I deserve this?
Why does my pain look like my pride?

In my fear and flaws;
I let myself down again;
All because;
I let myself down;
In my fear and flaws;

I run 'til the silence splits me open;
I run 'til It puts me underground;
'Til I have no breath and no roads left but one.

In my fear and flaws;
I let myself down again;
All because;

I run and the silence splits me open;
I run and it puts me underground;
But there's no regreat and no roads left to run.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14722807/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14722807/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 00:27:38 PDT
The time when you must run your shower boiling or you'll freeze to death.
The time when reading a book at home sounds twice as appealing.
The time for a new year to start...and to remember the one past.

December 2006. Almost one year gone by, but I still remember. Feels like a dream, like a movie I once watched, but it was real, it was there. Almost a year.

November 2006. Almost one year gone by, but I still have to live with it.

October 2005. Almost two years gone by, but I still miss you.

Where did all this time go? Yesterday, school was ending. Yesterday, it was Christmas.
Yesterday, I was someone. Today, I'm someone else.

One year.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14588912/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14588912/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:03:04 PDT
Today was the first day of school and already I should be studying. My portuguese teacher is tough as a doornail and my math teacher rules. Ironic.

Another year awaits me. Just shoot me.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14560086/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14560086/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 11:30:58 PDT
It was awesome, and I'm ready to go back.

I took about 350 photos but don't worry, I won't be putting all of those here.


Well, hope you all had a good week, I know I did.

^^

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14465452/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14465452/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 03:54:24 PDT
I'll be back in a week. Hopefully with pictures

Wish me luck!

Take care people

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14450854/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14450854/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 05:04:24 PDT My heart beats and it's loud and I can see it.
The bristles of the carpet dig into my face and I can hear them.
The laugh track on the show booms and I can feel it.
I am awake but I'm unable to move.
I fade.
I fade.
I fade.

[in: A Million Little Pieces by James Frey]

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14233969/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14233969/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 00:43:49 PDT + Known as: Vanessa, Nessa
+ Born: 24/04/92
+ Hair color: Brown
+ Eyes: Blue (most of the times)

SECTION 2- HAVE YOU EVER
+ Fallen off the bed?: Yeah
+ Broken someone else's heart?: Don't think so
+ Had your heart broken?: yeah
+ Had a dream come true?: oh yeah

SECTION 3- CURRENTLY
+ Wearing: PJs
+ Listening to : the computer
+ Located: bedroom
+ Chatting with: it's seven in the morning who the hell would I be chatting with??

SECTION 4- DO YOU
+ Have any piercings: Can't tell
+ Drive: nope
+ Drink: sometimes
+ Have a mobile phone: Who doesn't?

SECTION 5- LAST PERSON YOU
+ Hugged: good question
+ Kissed: good question as well
+ IMed: probably Kath
+ Talked with on the phone: Cátia
+ Text: Cátia

SECTION 6- PERSONAL
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? I daydream (even if it's night)

SECTION 7- FAVORITES
+ Show: not a tv fan
+ Colour: ice blue

SECTION 8- DO YOU
+ Like to give hugs: sometimes
+ Like to walk in the rain?: adore it
+ Prefer black or blue: both
+ Sleep on your side: yeah
+ Have stuffed animals: tons

SECTION 9- THIS OR THAT
+ Pierced nose or tongue: tongue
+ MTV or BET: MTV.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek: Dawson's Creek
+ Color or black/white: Black
+ Hot or cold: Hmm... cold
+ Sun or moon: Moon
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend: Best Friend
+ Spring or Fall: Spring
+ Happy or sad: Happy.
+ Wonder or amazement: both

SECTION 10- LATESTS
+Screen Name: NB
+Self purchased CD: can't remember
+Pet: 3 dogs and a hundred cats

SECTION 11- LASTS
+Time you cried: almost a year ago
+Phone call: yesterday

SECTION 12- CURRENT
+Mood: Sleepy
+Hair: needs a hair cut
+Annoyance(s): huh?

SECTION 13- WHO LAST
+Made you cry?: huh...my grandma's funeral?
+Made you angry?: every single day

SECTION 14- WOULD YOU RATHER
+Be serious or be funny? balanced between
+Drink whole or skim milk? neither
+Spend time with your parents or enemies? good question

SECTION 15- DO YOU PREFER
+Gray or black? Black
+Lust or love? both
+Sunrise or sunset? sunset
+M&M's or Skittles? Skittles

SECTION 16- ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
Do you like anyone?: I like everyone
Do you believe in love at first sight? who knows
Do you miss someone right now?: awfully

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14131166/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/14131166/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 09:57:40 PDT
Sorry for the repetition, just updating!


Favorite photographers:




Friends and dA people:




~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13767981/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13767981/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 09:29:37 PDT
This time, I just wanted to thank everyone for the support

Featured already in and journals.


Check her art


In love with his photography

^^

Thank you to for the poem he so wonderfully wrote.

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13709827/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13709827/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 15:32:19 PDT

Favorite photographers^^




Among others

Friends and dA people^^




Clubs^^

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A. choose ur top 10 english music singers:
- Saliva
- Simple Plan
- Di-rect
- My Chemical Romance
- Lifehouse
- 30 seconds to mars
- The All-American Rejects
- Panic!At the disco
- Yellowcard
- Three Days Grace

B.choose ur top 10 things u can't live without:
- Music
- Family
- Friends
- Writing
- Photography
- Books
- Nature
- Faith
- Feelings
- Ocean


C.choose ur top 10 fav actors and actress :
- none

D.choose ur top 10 fav movies & T.V series's :

Series:
- The O.C.
- Entre vidas
- Dr. House
- Heros
- Desperate Housewives

Movies:
- Pirates of The Caribbean
- Meet Joe Black
- The truth about love
- Underworld
- Dirty Dancing II - Havanna Nights
- Just like heaven
- Brothers Grimm
- Music and lyrics

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13494857/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13494857/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 06:17:57 PDT Very hard to say goodbye. Those were 3 years I’ll never forget.
Anyway, now I’ll have more time to work – a lot!

Good summer everyone

]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13456656/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13456656/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 07:20:59 PDT
They say you have to shuffle all the songs in your computer and keep going until you answer all the questions.

1. How are you feeling today?
So far away – Staind

2. Will you get far in life?
Behind those eyes – 3 doors down

3. How do your friends see you?
Every six seconds – Saliva

4. Will you get married?
Perfect world – Simple Plan

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
What I’ve done – Linkin Park

6. What is the story of your life?
The last unicorn – America

7. What was high school like?
Unleashed – Saliva

8. How can you get ahead in life?
I hate (everything about you) – Three Days Grace

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
In the shadows – The Rasmus

10. What is in store for this weekend?
I want you – Saliva

11. To describe your grandparents?
Roads – Roadrunner United

12. How is your life going?
Cool without you – Di-rect

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Remember the name – Fort Minor

14. How does the world see you?
Everything – Lifehouse

15. Will you have a happy life?
Grace Kelly – Mika

16. What do your friends really think of you?
Don’t kill me tonight – Di-rect

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Perfect – Simple Plan

18. How can I make myself happy?
Only One – Lifehouse

19. What should you do with your life?
Só vês o que queres ver – Boss AC ft. Da Weasel

20. Will you ever have children?
Adrenaline – Di-rect

21. What song would you strip to?
Sand Castle – Saliva

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Not like other girls – The Rasmus

23. What does your mom think of you?
Free – Di-rect

24. What is your deep dark secret?
I miss you – Blink 182

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Superstar – Saliva

26. What's your personality like?
Click Click Boom – Saliva

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
Open eyes – Saliva

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]]> ~SPneverbefore http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13052141/ http://SPneverbefore.deviantart.com/journal/13052141/ Tue, 22 May 2007 14:49:08 PDT Anyway. Thanks for the support *you know who you are*.
Don’t mind me much today; I’m not feeling so well. Did you ever have something stuck in you head so bad it just WOULDN’T LEAVE? Why do we think so much anyway? I wish I was less of a thinker. There are those who live and those who think. Well, guess where I am.
I really wanted to say I’ve been seeing some amazing work out there! I really wasn’t expecting so many artists around! (Check my favorites)
Can’t wait for summer. Can’t wait to get out of here and do some writing, take some pictures. I haven’t done that in a while.
That’s just it for today. Another sleepless night awaits me!

Take care, people


Vanessa Santos

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