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                <title>Dear Budgi</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Nov 2009 18:51:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Actually no. It should not be on DA at all. I will be this image to scraps and filing a copyright violation report with DA's policy team to review and remove the image.<br /><br />"...Official written permission or license is required whenever you wish to use artwork or photographs created by someone else; it is also required if you wish to use screenshots, official artwork from a video game, scans from an art book, or any other source material which is considered the legal property of another person..."<br /><br />FAQ #306: Does "Crediting" let me use whatever I want?<br /><br />"...Generally speaking any submission which is directly built upon the existing work of another artist or photographer can be considered to be a case of art theft. These works may feature screenshots, official artwork or sprites taken from a video game, scans from an art book, artwork found on a website somewhere on the internet or a photograph of a famous person (just to name a few examples), but in every case the 'seed image' is the legal property of another artist..."<br /><br />FAQ #8: What does deviantART consider to be Art Theft?"<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Shut the fuck up and learn to read. I CLEARLY stated that it was not my artwork and that it was posted for another person. Get a fucking life and go dick around somewhere else ass hat. If I wanted to steal artwork I would know a better fucking way of doing it then CLEARLY stating that it's not mine and posting it anyway. <br /><br />Since my Scraps are not public I can't put the "artwork" in scraps for said person so go tool around on someone else's website and leave mine alone because I am an artist and I know what art theft is and I know that I did not steal anyone's artwork. <br /><br />Get a life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Soap Box.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Nov 2009 13:58:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "What gives you the right to mock and humiliate these people you and your kind are sick and immature! your parents must be proud they raised a real jackass who probably is no more then a bored idiotic geek that feels horrible about his/herself so the only way you can make yourself feel better is to make fun of someone else. Grow the hell up." - Ashley from Hate Mail @ Peopleofwalmart.com<br /><br />----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />I have to rant here for a moment and get on my soap box because this bitch, and the majority of the people bitching, just piss me off.<br /><br />First off, the website is a joke. <br /><br />Second off, it's a free country so if you don't like the website then don't fucking join the page and look at the images...dumb ass. <br /><br />Third off, if you are offended, again, don't go back to the website and further offend yourself with your lack of intelligence and will power. <br /><br />Clearly, you lack the humor that the rest of the world has so get off your high horse of morals and shut the fuck up. <br /><br />Now, as for the "people" of walmart and why most get ridiculed. <br /><br />MOST the people who are on the site are fat asses who have NO clue they are fat. Which is really hard to swallow because lets face it...we've seen the photos.<br /><br />I'm tired of seeing really fat people wear clothing made for a 2 year old. <br /><br />I KNOW WALMART MAKES SWEAT PANTS AND PAJAMA PANTS IN GOD DAMN SIZE XL AND OVER!!! Fucking buy them you fat asses and suck it up! You are fat. Get over it or do something about it. <br /><br />I have fat friends and not a ONE OF THEM would be cough dead in something so god awful because they have 1. Self Esteem and 2. Fashion Sense. <br /><br />The tighter your clothing does not equal out to make you smaller...it just doesn't. Its a lie. <br /><br />Next, if you are going to wear pajama pants out, make sure they look like Yoga pants that still fit you and aren't marked with some kind of cartoon character...please?! Its just ugly, tacky, and really, really bad form. There is a reason it's called "lounge" wear. It means for you to wear them at home and to lounge in...not go out in public. If you really feel the need to be comfy shop at Forever 21 and get the over sized gaucho pants or some of there yoga pants that are nice and can be warn in public. I know they have plus size clothing now AND they are one of the cheapest places to go for clothing...comparable to walmart. <br /><br />Do something nice for a change and shop at Layne Bryant or Torrid. They DO have plus size clothing in this world that will look good and is comfortable. You just have to put forth a little more effort...so put down the ho ho and twinky and get to web browsing! <br /><br />Next, ass holes who want to wear inappropriate shirts with inappropriate sayings on them such as Fuck You or Suck My Dick.<br /><br />If you wouldn't wear that shirt to church OR say that to your mother, then don't wear it out in public, where you can offend people. <br /><br />It is a free country yes, but you still have to deal with other people...it's called being social. If you want to wear that around your friends then fine, do so, but don't do it in public because it just makes you look like a bigot and a really ignorant person. <br /><br />Next...people with REALLY bad hair. <br /><br />The comb over never worked...so let it go. It didn't' work in the 70s and it doesn't' work now. Just suck it up and deal with the fact that you are baled. Embrace it and be happy you are alive and didn't lose your hair due to cancer or something else. <br /><br />People with mullets: <br /><br />LET...THEM...GO. <br /><br />They don't look good! They never did! I'll let you in on a secret...when I see a mullet I get happy inside because it's like spotting big foot or the loc ness monster. Really, it is. So just stop it. Step into the 21st century and pick something that's more suited for you. Either long hair or short...not both. It's just wrong.<br /><br />People who put stuff on their car such as beany babies and happy meal toys: <br /><br />You need therapy...so go get help. You clearly were not loved enough as a child and really crave attention. Get...help...now. <br /><br />I can't say that everyone will stop doing what they are doing because lets face it...some where a white trash woman is going to want to wear her little girls bike shorts and run to walmart for that new issue of Hunting and Fishing Magazine along with some bon bons and dish detergent. Her partner...the Wigger with a bad comb over mullet, will proudly proclaim that she's his woman and walk around with his pants down below his ass hole. You will also be able to spot him because he'll be the one in the proud to be an American t-shirt that wouldn't really make anyone who's American proud to wear it. <br /><br />So, alas, this rant is futile but I take solace in... ]]></description>
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                <title>Rock in Roll Baby!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Sep 2009 01:44:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, my sleeping patterns have returned to normal...and by normal I mean I stay up all night and sleep all day. I'm pretty sure the only reason they were okay while I was in Italy is because it was Day in Italy while it was Night in America. Thus, I was on a normal schedual. Now that I'm home...it's back to being fucked up. But that's okay, I get most of my work done at that hour of night anyway...no one to bother me. <br /><br />I got a lot of stuff in my head right now and it seems that drawing is the only way to really escape from the hussle and bussle of life and it's grinding wheel. <br /><br />My heart is full and I don't want to be here. I miss the city of San Francisco and my friends that are still there. I left all too soon. <br /><br />So, I'm taking a class that's a graduate level class, even though I'm under graduate and it's for my graduate portfolio. I can tell I've advanced in my skills and I'm happy about that. I can't wait to get the chance to go to Ireland. <br /><br />LSU offers study abroad programs and I'm thinking of doing a semester away. I like the idea of away...being alone and living my life with strangers.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bondo Blondo!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:33:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I'm alive...I haven't been on for a while...I'm in Italy still. I have so much to do when I get back that my mind is spinning when all I'll WANT to do is sleep. <br /><br />I have blond hair for the time being and I've spent way too much money on bags and jewelry...<br /><br />My friend got married.<br /><br />Gogol Bordelo is amazing and my portrait skills are still in tact.<br /><br />However, I've come to the realization that I am not a very good landscaper and I'll NEVER pick up oil paint ever again. <br /><br />I am forever more, strictly water color and ink. <br /><br />As Chuck Pyle pointed out, "If you never pick up an oil brush again...you'll do fine."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Twilight.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Mar 2009 20:43:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Before I start this blog I would like to point out that I liked the books and the movie; however.<br /><br />The books have become an epidemic and not a good one! Its become a virus like Harry Potter and the Manga Bible. Now, I'm all for getting kids to read when they don't want to...I'll be the first one to give a kid a graphic novel in the pursuit of getting them to read more hard hitting stuff one day like Kafka and Tolken. <br /><br />But to place Twilight, and it's author, in the ranks such as Jane Austin, the Bronte Sisters, and Sylvia Plath makes me SICK to my stomach. To know that people talk about Harry Potter as "Great works of literature" pisses me off to NO end.<br /><br />To many great short stories and novels are in syndication for those books to even be mentioned! They are B LIST novels and should be kept at that...just because they are fucking best sellers does NOT make them epic works of art. Their was a movement on it in the 50s...Dadaism...look it up. <br /><br />I will re-iterate the point, just because it's popular does not make it a work of art or even a great work of fiction...so go read something of substance and learn about the world...rather then post pieces of flair and fan art around the world saying how much you wish for Edward Cullen to be real.<br /><br />Lets just point out his "actions" by the way...the cunt is a stalker! He follows and lurks in dark corners...with out Bella knowing...and taking someones engine out of there car so they can't go anywhere is called CONTROLLING and is a form of abuse.<br /><br />100% devotion is irritating, not enduring. Just because your boyfriend isn't up your ass 24 hours out of the day does not make him a bad man or make him care less. <br /><br />So, please, take the books for what they are...fiction and enjoy the REAL world...leaving the story for your day dreams...not your waking hours.<br /><br />Please and Thank You.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The French Quarter; My Store.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Mar 2009 04:49:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.darksadie.etsy.com#">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Etsy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2009 02:41:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My store will be up and running soon...as soon as the jewelry supplies arrive!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Burn One Down.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 04:57:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fire alarm goes off at 3 AM.<br /><br />I think it's the building next door; continue to sleep.<br /><br />Alarm continues to go off.<br /><br />Smoke fills my nose.<br /><br />I walk down the hallway to realize it was my apartment that was on fire.<br /><br />I run back to my room, passing people on there way out.<br /><br />I grab my Room mates laptop, my own, the external hard drive, a blanket and my phone.<br /><br />I head down stairs.<br /><br />I pass the hall way filled with smoke and the fire fighters trying to get into the room on the 3rd floor.<br /><br />I make my way outside to sit with the others and wait.<br /><br />I notice someone in the 3rd story window and wonder why they didn't leave.<br /><br />I wonder where Megan is.<br /><br />I notice I lost my phone.<br /><br />The fire fighters leave and let us go back in.<br /><br />I walk through the left over smoke back to my floor...still no phone.<br /><br />I put the laptops up and leave to go find the phone.<br /><br />I notice it laying beside someones door.<br /><br />I text Megan.<br /><br />She calls.<br /><br />Jen tells me she's happy I didn't die.<br /><br />Megan freaks out.<br /><br />She had taken the batteries out of the smoke detector so I could have died if Peter hadn't pulled the fire alarm.<br /><br />She's grateful;<br /><br />She comes home...chased by a weird man in a car wanting to offer her a ride and know where she lives.<br /><br />She cries on the steps when she gets into the building.<br /><br />We talk about Angels.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Score.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Nov 2008 01:31:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I went to Character Design today even though I didn't want to because I was tired as hell and stress sick. <br /><br />I went anyway, had a fucking blast like always, about passed out near the end of class due to being tired...<br /><br />I was so tired I was in that drunk kind of daze where you wobble and feel like the room is spinning when it's really not...you are. <br /><br />I checked out my grade for Good and Evil and well, I was really happy with it! I got a C++ which is a fucking B-'s but whatever, the BEST part about the grade is the "Big Improvement" sign at the end of the paper that tells my progress.<br /><br />Tanya is really happy to see me improve so much and so am I. <br /><br />Workshops pay off!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Orchids.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Nov 2008 13:50:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, apparently I'm not where I should be with my drawing skills. <br /><br />Awesome.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So, I've decided.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Oct 2008 17:24:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ That I will change my major senior year and take all painting classes and comic book classes because I have decided to become a comic book artist and a matte painter; along with being a character designer. I have way to may ideas in my head to be just one thing. I've come to find, that an artist needs to be well rounded and able to do more the one thing to survive in the industry. So, look for my graphic novel ideas to start flowing with concepts!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Say Say Say</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Oct 2008 22:51:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Say, say, say, say what<br />You wanna say..." rings loudly;<br />Time marches onward."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mommie Dearest.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:55:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "I just listened to my only son wail and scream in grief on the phone since i guess you chose to end your relationship..i am not writing to fling hate..i do not feel the need to hurt you because you hurt him...when u love someone so much like your spouse or children...when they are hurt it almost hurts u even more...i would take his pain and endure it for him if i could..i wish that was possible...u know that i recently lost everything in my life here...train will be in jail for at least 5 yrs,,,my dad was removed from my care because of what he did ..so i miss and love him but blame him for the ruination of my life..while also loving him and knowing the pain he must have been in to try to get killed because he wanted to die because the pain his daughter delt him pushed him over ..and dad was just diagnosed with rapidly advancing cancer..and i can not honor my promise to him that i would take care and see to it he would die in his home..and now we know he will die soon so we have that pain..i face charges because of trains actions ..my plate is full...ive lost them both...so i know loss...i buried my wonderful mother ,then 25 yrs later had to bury my beloved step mother and her loss was the beginning of the downfall of my dad...my niece was killed by a guy she met on line..31 yrs old with two small children..lea lost one of her best friends while up here..justin..who spent as much time in my home as his own and was one of leas friends who called me mom...my daughter will never walk right again and faces brain surgery soon...i watch them live in poverty and those children do without..i work extra to pay part of their bills..because that is what this family does in times of trouble or grief or loss..we pull tightly together...and we will pull our circle around Matthew until he recovers..which he will...there are no more true words in Gods great plan ..than that times heals all wounds. he designed it so because if it were not true none of us could ever go on and we must. when you truly love someone..when they cry..you taste the salt of their tears in your mouth..and i am tasting that now. Lea is with him holding him as he wails..but i talked to him and promised him it will stop and he says he knows it and he will recover. this letter was not to vent my wrath at u ..it is to thank you for giving me my son back..giving lea her brother back,,giving the boys their uncle back....because after he met u he went so head over heels we felt we lost him...and we all disliked u for that tho i would have shown u nothing but respect because to let Matthew know how we felt would hurt him...we tried to force ourselves to like u but found u to be very controlling and aloof...i feared terribly my son would move to some bizarre country and i would barely ever be able to see him again... so as soon as he puts this behind him we will have our Matthew back..not the one you were designing and we didn't recognize...and yes he now knows how we felt we have told him now...so thank u...for letting him go so we could regain him...i see now why you call yourself..hard hearted..u most certainly are..we all hoped your relationship would not work because of how we disliked u..so our prayers are answered ..i hate Matthew has to be hurt but that will end and he wont care about you anymore in time so we got our way. oh..however ..i need u to know that lea defends her own not so diplomatically..take care u do not cross her path..because she will bitch slap you into the next century..." - Matthews Mother.<br /><br />--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />So, glad their prayer's were answered because so were mine...and her letter to me proved it. Not even Ernest would get his mommy to fight his battles. He at least had the testicle to be a man about our breakup and he was bat shit crazy.<br /><br />This letter only hurts my feelings for the fact that they would have lied to Matthew to make him happy. It also hurts to know that they never liked me when I thought they did. <br /><br />I'm happy at this point to be free and broken up with him because I would never have wanted to enter into a relationship with someone who's parents act in such a way.<br /><br />I mean, I can deal with all the transgressions of his family and there poor judgment skills and lack of ability to do anything worth while in this life...but to act as though they are nice, true, and good people, when they really are not makes me wonder what other things Matthew was hiding deep with in himself so that he could woo me. <br /><br />To give an update as to why we broke up it's simple; he isn't the one for me. <br /><br />He's clingy, selfish, egotistical, and very uncaring when it doesn't pertain to him. When all that stuff happened with his family he didn't do anything about it...he stood on the side lines and watched. I bet his mother doesn't know that about him. <br /><br />He said, "I have more to... ]]></description>
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                <title>San Fran.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Sep 2008 02:42:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's cold.<br /><br />It's gay.<br /><br />It's AWESOME!<br /><br />Life is taking great turns in the direction I was hoping for! For those of you who pray, it seems that things are answered! For those of you who don't...well fuck off with your non positive thinking or things to say! <br /><br />Their will be none of that around here until I have need of you!<br /><br />Matthew sent me roses for our anniversary...they are beautiful. Huge pink roses and those weird little lilies that no one really likes but they make the roses cheaper. <br /><br />It seems that LSU will be in my cards for my masters program, yippy! <br /><br />I hope to take some more drawing classes and really work on my portfolio...which year I'll be applying is up in the air. <br /><br />The earliest I can apply is Feb 2010 which is pushing it if I graduate in December of 09. <br /><br />I have to pay yearly for the dorm...so I'm thinking of not coming home in the summer, taking advanced classes, and then just doing online at home for the next semester...but we'll see how that goes. <br /><br />I need a job...so hopefully I'll be able to get one doing anything artistic, but who knows. <br /><br />I think artists in the great depression were the first ones to get jobs but also the first ones to starve on a regular bases. I don't know if its because we can't budget to save our lives or if it's because we eat a lot...who knows. <br /><br />I'll post more art soon as I start creating it! <br /><br />My classes are not exactly super at the moment...but eventually it will pick up and I'll be rolling in the creative juices. <br /><br />I have a commercial idea for story boarding and it revolves around beer and Chester the cheeta...<br /><br />See, basically, you have a girl walking home from a bar, drunk, and she stops in to get a bag of chips...Cheetos. <br /><br />She goes home, drunk, with the bag of Cheetos's.<br /><br />Then, you pan to her in bed, waking up to Chester looking at her...(kind of a coyote ugly thing)...and then you hit people with the tag line, "Dangerously Cheesy!"<br /><br />She will be covered in Cheetos cheese though! And she will looked shocked and kind of scared while Chester is happy that he got some.<br /><br />I can't WAIT to story board that! It's going to be hilarious! I bet I get big points for that one...though it might only go over in Europe. <br /><br />Character design is awesome...our final is basically creating a 3D render of our final character out of Sculpy so I just want to stop here and say, <br /><br />Thank you, to Robin for giving me all those useless hours of Sculpy making fun! It really DID turn out to be a useful talent after all!<br /><br />The baseball game was fun, so wasn't the cruise around the bay...most of you have seen those photos on Myspace. <br /><br />The apartment is looking nice...though there is a bed bug problem in the building so now the health inspector is coming around to check out the dorms. <br /><br />My legs itch because of the sun tan...<br /><br />I still eat gobs of candy...no real food unless pizza counts as real food. <br /><br />My room mate has gained weight while she's been here...I have lost; I think it has to do with the mile I walk every two days...I take the bus for the other two classes since they are too far to walk. <br /><br />I need to cut shit short since I have to go to bed...class @ 12 PM you know! <br /><br />I love you all, I hope things are well at home...please send some of the hot, sticky, weather my way! I miss it...it's offly chilly here!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Could have been.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 23:49:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "I imaged him, speaking his dirty little secrets into his lovers ear as I waited on the bus. I would day dream, day dream about how the light would be; iridescent aura, bouncing off the counter tops in the kitchen. Smells of ethnic food would waft in the morning air. "Would have been..." floats on into my head as I sit, crouched, in the marble lobby. Waiting on the bus to take me to Padova, I am pulled from my day dream...pulled by the stinging of my sunburn; or, perhaps, from the medication used to cure my dark circles."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wake me up, before you go go go...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 23:39:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "The people look small<br />From such great heights; Time hinders<br />Me from true beauty." <br /><br />"Turbulent weather<br />Leads us into Milano;<br />Home away from home."<br /><br />"219 is ours<br />But the key doesn't work right;<br />Green light won't come on."<br /><br />"Church steps tower<br />As we approach with gusto.<br />Tour Guide stumbles through." <br /><br />"Francis Bacon Art,<br />Shines like a beckon to me; <br />Ran to catch the train."<br /><br />"The water was cold,<br />While the sun was beating down<br />On me and my face."<br /><br />"Look at you, you bit..."<br />Plays in my ears as I rest,<br />Waiting on the bus." <br /><br />"Padova lingers<br />In my mind as I jostle <br />Around with music."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ET Phone Home...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Apr 2008 21:04:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ÂWe do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe.Â  <br /><br />- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Evil...tell you that she's evil...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Apr 2008 02:14:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Most defiantly...evil, tell you that she's evil...<br /><br />So, happy April Fools.<br /><br />For everyone who I fooled today, I am sorry...<br /><br />No, my dog has not died, Caine and Robin didn't break up nor did either of them go to jail for assault or pedophilia, and me and Matthew did NOT break up; he did however think about using that as his April Fools but knew it would make me cry. <br /><br />Extra sorries go out to Robin and Robby since I did make them feel bad for my sake...and also Dana and Dustin.<br /><br />However, in good news, Me and Matthew are now officially dating. <br /><br />Yup, that's right, we are now a "couple" or whatever...<br /><br />I had to convince him that it wasn't an April Fools joke but he is convinced and now really happy.<br /><br />I dyed Jill's hair tonight...in my underwear; It's bright fucking red.<br /><br />I also bough red hair dye and hope to dye mine tomorrow before I head up to see my Darling. <br /><br />I also crafted my own heart, a rupie, and a VAGINA out of sculpy. <br /><br />I'm really proud of the Vagina I made for Jill...I'm also happy that we got to listen to good music and laugh a lot.<br /><br />Laughter seems to be the most important part of my life right now and it's helping me deal with the fact that soon, I'll be gone from all that I know.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>You would have thought...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:51:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ That Matthew was to be the one, to pull me from this pit of misery that I have found myself wallowing in. <br /><br />All the wrong turns, dressed up to look like the right ones.<br /><br />Friends, standing on different roads, adjacent to mine...looking on in wonderment and sadness...hoping that I would find the road that leads to happiness. <br /><br />Set up only to be brought back down to earth.<br /><br />Phone rings.<br /><br />Heart leaps.<br /><br />He says, "I've decided to go back to Tisha...she needs someone and I think I still love her and that we have a chance to work out. I hope we can still be friends." <br /><br />Heart stops.<br /><br />Line dies.<br /><br />I stand, breathless, teary eyed, thankful that it was now and not later. <br /><br />I try and tell myself that it's better this way, I'm leaving, no attachments, no strings, no lover being left behind...<br /><br />Dreams dashed and hope falls to the floor...it's hard to fall farther then where you all ready are. <br /><br />Glad I could be there to help you realize I was the wrong one.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Love Hurts. </title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Mar 2008 21:40:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dark light shinning through, <br />Painting your naked body<br />Blue; Happiness abound.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Saint Patty. </title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2008 21:11:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ On your back I jumped;<br />Suspended against your frame<br />I felt the world stop.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Start of a new story.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jan 2008 02:25:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Love letters; the hardest things in history to write and they have to come from you. Who says? Hi, I'm Samantha Stone, and I'm about to change all that. I am, a professional love letter writer, and this, is my love letter to you. It all started when I was having lunch with my friend Abby, who is a chef, "A love letter writer? Sam, you can't be serious." I laid down my fork, "I most certenly am! I took the job, I start "Monday" but I think I'll start today." I went back to shoveling in my food, trying to ignore Abby as she prattled on. "You do realize this is insane. You are an award wining novelist...you shouldn't belittle yourself by writing meaningless love letters for people who are too lame to write them themselves." I should have gotten something other then a salad, lettuce doesn't crunch loud enough..."Its not belittling and I'll have you know that these people are not "lame" as you so eliqently put it. They are shy or lack the words to tell the person they love that they love them. I'm doing a great thing, a public service if you will. Something I'll get more enjoyment out of then writing dusty books that only people in the Oprah book club wish to read. What good are awards if they don't better something in this world?" I watched Abby set back in her chair and give me that look..."How is increasing the divorce rate, bettering this world? hmm?" I threw my fork down and stood up, "Thats it! You have no hope in the common good anymore, you really don't. I don't have time to wallow in your cynicism...I have a pedicure. Thank you for lunch, I'll see you when I'm down from my cloud of insanity."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Rhythm of the Heat.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jan 2008 02:13:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ She smells sweet; perfume, tip toeing along the bed sheets. Her breathing sways to the rhythm of the ocean, crashing upon the comforter. I trace her outline, through the darkness, with my eyes. Her hair tangles as she turns, unaware that I'm fully awake and breathing her in. Time is of the essence because I can see the clock, ticking my life away, ticking her life away. I silently panic; knowing that the morning will soon be upon us and we'll have to get up...abandoning this safe haven of intimacy for the cold, harsh world that lays beyond our door.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Wish I Was The Moon. </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2008 20:59:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "I miss you" is all<br />
I can think to say right now; <br />
I hope you are well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Only in America...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 23:16:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've herd it all...<br />
<br />
Apparently you CAN steal anything from Wal-mart or at least attempt too. Chad called me at 2 in the morning to tell me that some guy, tried to steal...a chain saw. <br />
<br />
That's right folks, a mother fucking chain saw...one of the big ones. <br />
<br />
I don't know HOW he got it into his pants but apparently he did...when he was cought, (Because there was a "bulge"), he pulled the chain saw out of his pants and then started to run for the door.<br />
<br />
No one knows if still has his penis.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What lies beneath.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 22:00:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Inlightenment paves<br />
The way for progress to move<br />
Blindingly forword.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Elton John is my lover...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jan 2008 22:08:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Myspace is evil<br />
When it keeps me from dreaming<br />
The sweet dream of sleep.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Haiku number 2007. </title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jan 2008 02:46:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Marshmallow Roasting<br />
Over an open fire;<br />
Blue eyes enchant me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>You spin me right round baby right round...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2008 05:03:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy New Year...<br />
<br />
Tell me your resolutions!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Watercolor. </title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Dec 2007 12:22:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rosary beads rest<br />
Cross ways on my big, black, desk; <br />
Collecting dust balls.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Happy Holidays!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2007 15:55:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The fire is warm<br />
and it burns brightly to burn<br />
Santas ass tonight. <br />
<br />
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Merry Christmas eve everyone!!!!<br />
<br />
I made it to WVA...safly is a lie but I made it and that's all that matters.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>3 Minute Haiku.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:36:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ POM lumbers<br />
On my counter top while I<br />
Boil ramen soup.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Watercolor.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 00:47:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 52 Hours<br />
Spent working your life away;<br />
Leave me alone, please.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Ignorence. </title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Dec 2007 23:13:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Your disdain for me<br />
Will not push me somewhere else;<br />
My heart is a flame.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Criminal Intent. </title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Dec 2007 15:24:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I saw you pass by<br />
Me; Talking on your cell phone<br />
With angry vigger.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>The Sun Will Set For You. </title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Dec 2007 00:29:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Your shadow totters<br />
On the brink of destruction;<br />
Red lips part for you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Here Comes Your Man.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Dec 2007 00:36:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Across the room you<br />
Stand, lingering with your lit<br />
Cigarette in hand.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Almost Lovers. </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2007 23:07:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate this state of<br />
Suspended animation<br />
That twists my heart strings.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Hairspray. </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:59:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so, I can't make a poll cause I don't pay BUT that doesn't mean I can't just make one here...<br />
<br />
I need help choosing a Myspace name...your choices are as followed: <br />
<br />
Hard Hearted Hannah<br />
Candy Store Bandit<br />
Miss Wizard<br />
<br />
Leave a comment with your vote for which name you think I should pick!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Solitude.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 23:21:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "In my solitude you haunt me<br />
With reveries of days gone by<br />
In my solitude you taunt me<br />
With memories that never die<br />
I sit in my chair<br />
Filled with despair<br />
Nobody could be so sad<br />
With gloom ev'rywhere<br />
I sit and I stare<br />
I know that I'll soon go mad<br />
In my solitude<br />
I'm praying<br />
Dear Lord above<br />
Send back my love<br />
I sit in my chair<br />
I'm filled with despair<br />
There's no one could be so sad<br />
With gloom ev'rywhere<br />
I sit and I stare<br />
I know that I'll soon go mad<br />
In my solitude<br />
I'm praying<br />
Dear Lord above<br />
Send back my love"<br />
<br />
- Ella Fitzgerald<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Firefox</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Nov 2007 07:49:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I've decided to write Firefox and complain that they do not offer ebonix in there spell checker!!!<br />
<br />
It's very disheartening to know that I can't correct myself if I miss spell Biznitch or My Nizzle for Shizzel. <br />
<br />
What kind of world are we living in when the internet isn't even equal?!<br />
<br />
I vote for desegregation on the interweb, who's with me?!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Each Broken Heart Will Eventually Mend. </title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Nov 2007 00:35:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got the best idea in the world!!! <br />
<br />
I'm going to make a stop motion animation out of origami sumo wrestlers!!!<br />
<br />
Complements of Robin and her book...<br />
<br />
I'm sure you all wait with baited breath!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~SadieBot</author>
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                <title>Go Tell It On The Mountain. </title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 01:36:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Went to Tennessee with Ashley this past weekend and on the way home we ended up listening to Andree 3000...which sparked my creative juices. <br />
<br />
I got the idea to change the idea of Cupid. <br />
<br />
Sketches coming soon...<br />
<br />
For now, all you need to know is that Cupid is a tattooed girl.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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