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Sorry I haven't been around. Honestly, I haven't been drawing all that much.
I've had alot going on, I guess I just haven't had time for it.

I started my brothers tattoo tho, i'll upload that when it's done.

I've been well, very well actually. Lifes been alright!

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]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/21481991/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/21481991/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 08:59:19 PST

People need to get over themselves. Everywhere I go lately theres horrid amounts of "drama" and issues. Because people can't stop talking about OTHER people.

WORK is the worst place. I refuse to open my mouth to anyone there (sept u bunneh), I don't care how nice they seem, not one effing word. The first day I started, I got hit by 3 people, telling me the "problems" with other people in the store, and this person is retarded and this person is this and that and blah blah...

I don't do drama, I don't care enough to do drama. People tell me crap, online..offline...all the time. Know what I do with that info?

I forget it or shrug it off. (I have a horrible memory anyway so it's easy to do >_> )
I don't see a point in talking shit about people, where does that get anyone...

The words of others do not influence my opinion on someone. If I dislike someone, it's my own reasons.
So far, online...I don't dislike anyone, I do completely HATE one guy but...whatever lol.
Offline? Oh god I really do hate some people. Even so, i'm not about to friggin...blab to everyone about it..who it is and why( sept my ex cause he's a stupid ass motherfucking cocksuck lolol). I talk to my friends about an issue I have with someone, but I don't start shit and I don't go around telling everyone..it's a select few friends that wouldn't say anything, as I return the favour for them.
And generally, if I have a problem with you, you're the first to know.

Online, i've heard tons of trash talk towards an amazing amount of people(internet ftw), from ALL sides. And I don't care. Thats your drama, don't try to drag me into it. -_-

Everyone makes mistakes, everyone says stupid shit when they're angry. EVERYONE.
Holding grudges is just a waste of energy.

PS'D -- This wasn't actually directed at anyone I just needed to complain, due to the amounts I get hit with everyday, kind of builds up a bit.
I don't have beef with any of you anyway.

And uh, if you don't like me i'd hope you wouldn't be watching me ..because thats creepy and weird.
If you are being creepy and weird, well... My middle finger salutes you.

]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/20444179/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/20444179/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 18:20:18 PDT I don't draw much anymore, and if I do it's stuff people ask/pay for.

I've been in and out of jobs. Out of a horrid relationship with a disgusting and rather lame excuse for a 'man', and generally just trying to put my head back on straight.

I'm doing well though, for thoes who give a damn.
Quite well actually, considering.

Maybe i'll try getting back into drawing Boo. She needs a make-over

]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/16844138/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/16844138/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 07:02:15 PST Does it always take this long to upload stuff now? :\
And holy crap you think there enough catigories? lol

Anyway, hi.

I haven't been drawing very much...as you can tell.
I just haven't really enjoyed doing it anymore. Not sure why.

I need a new icon thingy....

rah!

Something on the front page caught my eye. That icon, of the stick dood humping the words "your mom"?
I personally thought it was funny, front page material though? No.
But I see all these people flaming the guy saying "get off the front page" etc.
WTF, he didn't choose to be on the front page. It's not his fault , it's the people who keep commenting and fav'ing. Durrrr

Though I heard it was stolen, so that sucks...
I have yet to see proof of that though. Only because i've never seen it before untill now. Anyone have a link? lol
*shrug*

]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/13814125/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/13814125/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 21:16:13 PDT What to draw, what to draw...







If anything :s

]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/12479964/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/12479964/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 06:46:36 PDT >.>;;;;;;;;;;;;x300 million

]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/12047926/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/12047926/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 01:10:35 PST Oh wells.

Anyway.
It's been a while since I actually made an entry here. So I thought I would.

For one. I'm getting somewhat sick of being online. I don't have much of a life and so I spend alot of my time playing WoW or on SecondLife or something. Email...MSN...etc....
I'm getting tired of it, though.

I want to go ouuuuuut, go clubbing, all the fun stuff I should be doing at my age >: O
Lack of offline friends makes this difficult. Haw.
I had alot of friends in highschool, and when I got sick, and depressed, I stupidly threw them away.
Cause i'm retarded.

I've tried, recently, to get in contact with a few of them. We aren't on bad terms, just grew apart cause I stopped caring about everything and everyone. -_-

I still need a job, and I still need my G2, AND...My highschool diploma.
Unfortunatly I have to do two math credits at home and...math is my worst subject, and my attentionspan is like.....not there?
So how am I supposed to do that at home?
Bastards.

Art? What is this art you speak of?
hurrhurr...

One day, i'll update again.
One day.

]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/11709422/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/11709422/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 12:01:29 PST

uh oh.
My sub runs out soon.

Oh well.


Why haven't I been doing any art as of late?
Don't feel like it. I think i've completely lost my "want" to do anything art-wise anymore.
Sucks.

I've had ideas, I just can't bring myself to do it.

*fails*.



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I hate how everyone is complaining about this "glitch" that gets "crappy" art on the front page.

I think it's great that the little guys are getting a change to show what they can do even if it is "less than good".
It's jealousy is all it is, all these people think "wtf I can do better than that, why am I not up there" so they complain. Or they're greedy and only want to see the best of the best.
I don't know about you but that gets boring to me.

It's based on number of views, apparently.
If that deviation got enough views for it to be on the front page in the first place, than it should be there.

I'm not sure how it works, so I could be wrong and it could just be a random glitch. But thats what I've heard.
Even still, though, I think it's nice to see something other than the same amazing artists up there.
I like it showing -all- the different levels of art in this community, not just the popular ones.

I personally don't want to be on the front page, as I fucking hate attention like that. I'd never wanna draw anymore because people would be looking for it all the time. heh.

Speaking of which, I cancled my commissions on Gaia and closed my shop for good.
FREE!!!!!!!!

Now I can do art of who I want, when I want and how I want without preasure.
<3<3<3



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/9924805/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/9924805/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 23:26:40 PDT

I really need to get drawing again.
heh....

My desk is still brokin...making it annoying for me to do any art.
n' any art I do come out will will probably suck do it this issue >: O

My sisters wedding went awesomely well.
I found out my relatives look at this site.
I was embarassed.

*twitches*



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Sup doods.

I actually like the look of this new layout. It's nice.


I want to thank everyone who helped me out , whether it was ordering a commission, or just lending me your support. It helped alot, guys. So thank you so much.

My dad is doing -alot- better now. and it's funny, you see now how bad he looked before his heart attack, when you didn't notice and just thought he was aging badly or something.
He looks like a million bucks now XD

My sister is getting married in like 3 weeks. Aug 26th and I still don't have my brides maid dress, as I haven't been called by the woman making it. Apparently i'm supposed to go this week for fitting number two.
Isn't it cutting this a bit too short here? I think so.

I can't find any fucking sliver sandalish shoes for the wedding either.
I have weird feet, they're not big, about a size 8, but they're wide+thick, so....NOTHING ins a size 8 will fit over the top of my foot, but size 9's will no problem....
but then I have like an inche of shoe left where my toes are supposed to be.


Sonofabitch.



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As stated in my last journal entry, my father had two majour heart attacks.
His IS doing better now, unfortunatly it's left us in a huge gutter when it comes to finacial issues, as he wont be able to work for 6 months.

My parents were already behind to begin with. Living paycheque to paycheque.
Now it's to the point where we may lose the house.
We're getting rid of the internet and cable, probably sometime next week.

Although i'm not 100% "healthy" yet, this means I need to find work SOMEWHERE, ANYWHERE.
I'm trying to do all I can to help pay bills, as I know damn well my brother wont care enough to help.

I'm going to start taking commissions for real money.
I have -alot- of commissions to do on Gaia, and I'm hoping that thoes people understand that I need to put them on the back burner for a while.

I know i'm not the best artist, and I don't expect alot.
But anything will help me.

I don't have paypal, but Jason does. So I will probably be using his account.
I also take cheques.... Cash in the mail...ANYTHING

I'm not putting any amount on my art, as I honestly don't know what to charge.
So, if you'd like to commission me, please send me a note ( or PM if you're reading this from Gaia).

Thank you guys so much.

~Boo

EDIT******************************
Okay, I called and got my password back for my own Paypal, this way I wont have to use Jasons.
Send commission money to TheSadistBoo@hotmail.com
Thanks, again.
<3



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This morning, my father had two heart attacks, both were serious.
If my mother hadn't have gotten him to the hospital in time, he'd be dead right now.

He's only 54.
I'm still in shock.

I'm close to my dad. He's one of the most awesome people you'd ever meet. Everyone loves him.
I can't imagine life without him.

I know that someday he will go, as everyone must at some point.
But I want him to be at my graduation.
I'd like him to walk me down the aisle.
Hold my first born...etc.

They ended up putting a stunt (I think it's called) in where the blockage in his artery was, to hold it open.
Apparently it was 100% blocked.

Right now we're just waiting to see if his body will accept it.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/8083974/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/8083974/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 13:04:21 PST

No,
I'm really not.

Actually i'm pretty boring.
But anyway...

Holy crap my health has been shitty as of late.
I mean, more shitty than usual.
I couldn't sleep all weekend. Like at all. Literally. I'd try..and fail.
First time I actually got some sleep was last night, and even that was horrible. I had dreams the whole night. So I tossed and turned.
Fuckers.

I'm in computer repair and maintenence now.
It's a decent class. It's funny because I go in there and already know most of what he talks about.
I blame this on Jason. He's turning me into a geek.
GEEK. D: D: D:

But yea...it'll be nice to know how to do all this computer shizz without having to call him. :3

I need to finish my English. Two maths and Two more random credits after this class, and i'll finally get my Highschool diploma.
Wooo.

My sisters wedding in Aug 26th. I think I already mentioned this. I'm a brides maid.
I wouldn't have a problem...if I didn't need to wear a dress. If you know me, than you know that Boo doesn't do dresses.
The upset is that we can choose any style/design we want. It just has to be Navy.

I LEARNED TO KNIT.
OMG.
Don't laugh at me.
Jerks.



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Awr....
:3

Kuroboom randomly bought me a years sub!
Thank you so much <3<3<3

ILU. XD


I have alot of stuff to upload, but i've been so lazy.
Don't hate me?

I started questing for NM mini wings on Gaia.
DONATE TO MEEEEE. I'll luff you 4eva.

mwa haha...

yea.....



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/7452233/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/7452233/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 23:40:23 PST I haven't updated in awhile.
Sorry. I don't really see a need to do so anymore.
I used to write in online journals all the friggin time.

I haven't even been on the computer much.
But i'd been doing arts, which is good, I suppose.
I have a few that i've done a little while ago that i've not uploaded yet.
I'll get around to doing that after I fix them up a bit and make them more "complete" looking.

So, Christmas was pretty awesome.
I got a wicked pair of headphones. It's all I really wanted. I also got undies and socks and all that good stuff.
Some new eyebrow rings. :3
My sister got Cranium. And I don't give a rats ass what people say, but that game fucking rocks. The commercials make it look so horrible. But it's pretty awesome.
I highly recomment it. Especially drunk. XD

My Birthday was on the 27th. It was also pretty cool.
I got my ears pierced again. Which is nice because only having them done once was getting boring for me. :3
Jason bought me a new motherboard & processor, some ram, and a new monitor. It's sweet. The motherboard has LED lights on it, which goes good with my blue string light that goes around the window on the case :3

It runs SIMS 2 like a fucking charm.
Wooooo.

I don't know if I ever actually talked about going back to school here. But I have. I've gotten 2 credits so far, and i'm working on my third now. The classes are really fun. It's nice to have something to do during the day. o.o
Finally I can get my Grade 12 diploma and go to art college.

I've decided I want to get into the career that is Tattooing/Piercing.
But right now, i'm not confident enough with myself/my skills to be a Tattoo artist, even if I was to apprentice and they shipped me off for like 4 years.
I want to go to college to strictly learn art.
I've to look into that more, though. I'm not sure where abouts I can do that.
So yea. I'll have to check that out.

:3 ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/6695966/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/6695966/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 14:32:22 PDT

Y helo thar.

I'm still here, i've just been...lazy.
XD

Milk died last Friday. D: So I have NO rats at this time. Which is odd for me, because for as long as I can remember...i've always had at least one.
So yea...i'm left with two Degus and a bunch of fish. XD

Not much to report...
I started school again to get my grade 12
It's alot better than I had thought it would be, and it's quite enjoyable. :3
I gt 76% on my Midterm...which is awesome for me. Bahaha.

My brother is causing my family a great deal of stress. It's horrible.
My parents don't know what to do anymore. He's gone to live with my sister in Oakville for a little while.

Matthew Good is playing in London at The Drink again on Oct 22. Aaron, Cassy, Jason and I are all thinking about taking a trip down.

Hopefully I can have the car that weekend.



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This Jark thing sucks, eh?
I wont go into my views on it, because like...70% of DA is thinking the exact same thing I am..and i'm sure you've all seen it enough to know exactly what that is XD

At any rate, i'll try and submit something yellow themed around Aug 7th, if I can. :3

Sorry I haven't been around much.
I've been on gaia mostly.

I got my Devil Tail.
Thats right, I'm damn proud.
I quested for a YEAR for that stupid item. D:

I've also gotton both myself and Jason hooked on playing Maple Story.
If anyone here plays, i'm..YOU GUESSED IT...SadistBoo XD

I'M A MAGE, LOLZ.

Beeboo died a little while back. Not too long after Chubbs died.

Other stuff is happening but thats personal buisness.

So yea...i've nothing more to say...right..now...yea....

o.O ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5821791/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5821791/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 15:04:42 PDT
My Sub expired.
It was all like "Awwwww you let it expire, get a new one!"
¬_¬

Anyway,
Jason took me to a Japanese reseraunt in Toronto last night. :3
It was so fun. We were the only ones in there.
I've never seen anyone make Sushi so fast before. o.O

My sister finally set a date for her wedding.
Greg asked her to marry him (finally) about a week before her birthday, which was March 17th.

So it shall me on Aug 26th 2006.
And i'm a Brides maid.
So I now have a very very good reason...to start working on my self.
Yesh yesh.

I think having 130 people staring at you while you stand in a dress at the front of a room is a good motivator...don't you agree?
D: ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5777580/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5777580/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 01:07:52 PDT

My sub expires in like three days.
D:

I don't have the money for another one. o.o
Oh well.

Anyone have a computer desk they don't want? >.>
I need one so bad. XD
I need to gut my room BIG time. It's a fucking mess.

Still looking for a job. I figure i'll have better luck mid/late Augest, when all the kiddies are going back to school and such.

I'll update later...i'm too drained to tyyypppee...D:

Boo



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I made it to 19k XD
Woo.

Chubbs died on the 10th.


I've got to rant.

Because I find things out late, and they piss me off. And i'm already in a bad mood to start with.

I have a boyfriend of which is semi fucked in the head right now.
It's a long story, so i'll stick it into weird point form that leaves ALOT out. XD

Last summer
Boys mom hates boys girlfriend.
Boy is afraid of his mother.
Boy lies to both mother and girlfriend because boy is scared of everything.
Boy lies to girlfriend to hurt her so she'll break up with HIM so he doesn't have to do it himsef,because he still loves her.
Boy lies to mother so he can keep coming to see GF.
Boy lies to friends to keep his mother from finding out.
Everything is a confused fucked up mess.
Gf finally finds out he's been lying, calls boys mother, the lie comes out.
Boy leaves for college.
Boy brings gf to college with him. Wont let her leave due to being scared of her leaving for good.
GF finds out boy lied to friends, makes him write an apology email.
Things go uphill.
Things are great.

This summer
Boys mother screams at boy for being with GF because apparently she's 'evil'.
Boy lies again and pretends to break up with GF.
This time GF knows about it.
Boy lies to mother to stay with GF.
Boy lies to GF when he wants to do stuff he thinks GF will hate.
Boy lies to friends AGAIN.
GF finds out.
Boy writes apology letter to friends for lying.
Things start getting better with Boy and GF.
Things are rocky, but okay.


This has been going on for the past year.

But you know what pisses me off more than the scared Boy and his lies?
The friends who, after already been lied to before about this, believe boy...and turn their noses up at GF.
It makes me sick. Just completely sick to my stomach.

I go to them for help. I explain what goes on. And yet, when he sits there..and lies to their faces, they'd much rather believe a penis, than that penises heart-broken girlfriend.

All of them make up excuses not to believe me. They all have their own agendas for "helping me". They claim to care and be there for me.
And then they go and stab me in the fucking back because my man happens to have a pair of huge beautiful brown eyes.

I explain everything to them. The sick twisted disgusting lies and things he has done , and what do they do?
"Aww, poor boy. You must me so pained."

Oh yea. He's in SO much pain.
Because you know, i'm the fucking liar here, right?
I'm the one that lied before about this shit, right?
Anyone who knows me, even just a LITTLE bit, knows that I HATE lies. I hate them with a passion.
And i'd NEVER lie to ANYONE, let alone my fucking friends.

And this is what makes me sick. They know this, yet they turn their backs on me. And make me the bad guy.
Because he's someone to flirt with.

And yes, I stay with him.
He's made me paranoid (with good reason to be) but i'm working on that. It's something I can't just get over.

I stay with him because as stupid as he was/is being, we are in love with eachother and we are happy together.
I'm trying to help him with everything I have. All of my being. He was there for me EVERY fucking step when I was ill. So ill I rarely left the house for a whole fucking year.
And I'm giving him back what he gave me.
Support.

He still lies about stupid little things, but no where near what he did before. (Which I will not go into.)

That's what love is.
It's not about looks. It's not about what cloths people wear,or how well someone can do something.Its' not about butterflies dancing around in your stomach when they touch you.
It's about loving eachother. It's about being there for eachother and helping eachother when they need it most.
It's about forgiveness.

You don't know what true love is untill you've experienced it through the worst of times.
Untill you've been through the roughest time of your life with that person and you come out together. No matter how long it takes.
That is what love is.

No, I don't want people to hate Boy. I've never wanted anyone to hate him ,that was never the point of talking.
He's an amazing, smart guy that makes really stupid choices, and I love him.
I'm in love with him.
When I come to people to talk, it's to vent and just talk. No... ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5485587/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5485587/ Sat, 28 May 2005 13:11:02 PDT

INSIDE JOKE'D

XD

It's pissing rain.
So, of course I went out and stood in it, and jumped in puddles.
Because I rock like that.
Woot.

I'm mad at Pat.
Thats right Pat. I'm mad.
Because you weren't working when Jason and I came to see you.
Jerk.

Oh well, we got a Kit-kat out of the whole trip. So it's all good.

I'm still looking for a job.
I hope to get one soon. And hopefully i'll be able to attened Joannas MARRAGE
First friend to get married. Heee.
And apparently Ben is going to ask his chick to marry him.
I didn't even know they were still dating o.o;

So it's summer time, and all the thin people are wearing as little clothing as possible.
Which is alright, as long as it's tastefull/un-skanky.

Here is a tip for all your "beauty/whats-on-the-outside will make them like me" people...

If you don't have the personality of which your little crush is looking for?
You're doomed before you try.

Because honestly...it's easier to love a 'not so goodlooking' person with an amazing personality,and makes you laugh and feel good about yourself, than it is to date a model who reminds you for a block of wood when it comes to personality.

It's all about the laughing, people. Let that sink in.

And then, of course, there are thoes who'd actually TRY to CHANGE THEMSELVES for another person. Which is just sad.
And fake. You can tell when someones trying to be someone they're not.

Sigh.

Thats Boo's tip for the day. XD

Now, off to hope that bad-luck doesn't follow me around this week.
D:



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5371596/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5371596/ Mon, 16 May 2005 08:14:28 PDT

First,
I'd like to thank ~LordPook for his awesomeness. He sent me Painter 7.
Now I just have to figure out how to use the damn thing.
o.o
If anyone has any tutorials, it'd be awesome if you sent them my way XD

Second..
WHAT THE FUCK.

Is it -really- that hard to -ask- someone to use their art? Seriously.
A friend pointed out someone on one of thoes "goth" sites who has my 'Play things of the dead' picture in thier profile.
It's got a watermark running right through the stupid thing, But she has the pic small enough so you can't make out the writing.

I've signed upto the site and noted her, But she hasn't been on since then. And that was like last week. ugh.

ANYWAY,
If anyone see's any of my art anywhere OTHER than the places i'm about to list, PLEASE contact me?

Gaia, either on my account or people i've drawn for.
Diaryland: Should only be on my diary.
Here.
Sheezyart.
Vampirefreaks: Only on my page.
MySpace: Only on my page.

Thoes are the only place that should have my art. And only on my profiles. (excpet Gaia avatars)

THIRD;
I wish people weren't so ignorant, and would talk to my face, instead of behind my back.
Because, you know, whining complete bullshit about me is very mature.
Idiots.

I swear i'm put on this earth so people can use me to make themselves feel better, by way of lies and insults.
Which is disgusting and extremely sad.

Wow, it's like living a certain highschool situation all over again.
And we all know how that ended.


In better news.
Jason and I are doing a bit better.
And by a bit, I mean..a bit. o.o
But we're doing it. There is only one thing stopping us from advancing.
But we're working on that.

I so just jynxed the hell out of that.
I'll probably like...die or something tonight.
D:

I'm currently looking for a part-time nightshift job. XD
I've put out some applications, and i'm going to put out more this week.
Wish me luck.

~Boo



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Ugh,
Everytime I write in this journal, something bad happens. It's like..jynxed or something.

And here I am, writing an entry.
Hooray!

So some horrid things have happened as of late, with the man and I.
It's been really rough, and our friends have been unfortunate enough to be dragged into it. In a bad way.
Though, I did tell them truth. Hopefully they see it now. And hopefully they can forgive both him and Myself.
We've both been crazy with emotions. So..it sucks.
He told me he sent out emails explaining some things, and I got clarification(sp?) from one of the people he had sent it too.
So I suppose I feel a bit better.
I'm still scared, though, that he'll do it again, due to his inablity to handle disagreeing with people/massive fear of conflict.
But I wont go into that.

I went for a walk today. This morning, rather.
Just upto my old elementary school.
I was up at around 5 and couldn't sleep or stay in my room anymore. I have so much stress and worry built up , that I had to do something about it.
So I walked.
While I was walking, I came across a cat playing with a feild mouse. I was able to go upto the mouse and pet it's head. So..it obviously was in shock.
But before I could grab it, to put it somewhere safe, the cat nabbed it and ran off.


I called Jason, and he came and picked me up and we went for breakfast at Tim Hortans.
Usually, for the past couple weeks, it's been stressful everytime we get together.
But this morning was actually fun. We went for a drive around town, and we laughed. More than we have in a while.

The lady who took our order at the drive-thru sounded dead. It was fucking awesome.

I'm currently on the look-out for a part time job. Hopefully I can find something.
I haven't been to the Humain Society in 2 weeks, due to the shit thats going on.
Maybe i'll go today, if I can.
Maybe...





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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5200401/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/5200401/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 02:36:37 PDT

o.o;

It's been a long time, huh?
Miss me?

Probably not.


I've actually been working on a couple things. Hopefully I can upload one of them tomorrow. XD

I wonder if anyone still visits my account...o.o;

Anyway, to thoes who actually do. I apologise for...not..being here. O.O

Mwaaaa....
*death*



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4746303/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4746303/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 19:52:49 PST

So...

Today I started my JOB!
Oh yea I didn't tell you...
I GOT A JOB.
But....


Volunteer at the Humain Society. XP
It's sad to see how many cats they get in. Not many dogs..about 6 or 7...but during the summer they get about 120 cats. o.o

If you're not ready to own a pet, don't fucking buy one.

Anyway, I get to spend time with thecats. I signed up for play therapist for now, because i'm not sure what i'm capible of at this point.
Baby steps..

I also get to spend time with the smaller animals that come in. They have about 5 rabbits. And 6 baby rats. *dies*
What alot of people don't realise is that they can go to the Human Society for smaller animals as well as bigger. They think it's just for Cats and Dogs.

So next time any of you are planning on getting a smaller animal, check out the Humain Society.
Getting an animal from there is awesome because as soon as people drop them of to the shelter, they're taking to a vet to make sure they're alright. And if they need meds, and you buy the animal, they give you the meds they're one free of charge.
Plus, from experience...all the animals i've ever adopted (which is alot) whether it be from friends or the HS, seem to what your love so much more than ones from the pet store, even when they've been abused. Now i'm not saying -alot- of them are like that. But out of all the ones i've had, i've not adopted one that hasn't absolutly loved attention and you, the first time they see you.
Even Beeboo and Milk are now jumping up and wanting to be petted when I enter my room.
It's cute to see fat round balls of furr bouncing around XD

That said...
I'm off.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4698514/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4698514/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 01:48:24 PST

So,
Things have been somewhat horrible ..again..
And it's been hard. I wanna thank * Claybunny, though for her support and understanding.
Go check out her gallery. If you're a Clay Aiken(sp?) and/or a Sailor Moon fan, you'll enjoy it.

I've decided to try my hand at having a quest thread on Gaia. Because honestly, all this Chibi avatar art is making me go insane. So i've got myself on a bit of a break for now.

I'd link to my quest thread if I knew how without it screwing up.
I have it linked in my sig though, so...my username is SadistBoo, if you want to check it out
If you're on Gaia, it'd be SO awesome if you'd bump. I do not -expect- donations but they are -very- welcome.
The person who donates the most at by the end (basically when I FIANLLY get what i'm questing for), will get free avatar art.
By the way, i'm questing for that damn Devil tail.
*dies*

If anyone wants to add me to thier friends list, go right ahead and do so



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4641189/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4641189/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 21:15:20 PST

Okay.

So, yea...sorry about the lack of updates.
I haven't really been on DA...other than updating my journal.

I was at Wal-mart today, and saw the movie SAW sitting there...so I was all like...
YAY! Finally!.

So I bought it.
I saw it on Halloween in theaters. I liked it...other than the bad acting produced by the doctor.
I wont say anything else. Don't want to spoil it for you kiddies. XD

dun dun DUN



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4620501/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4620501/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 08:23:57 PST

Last Saturday, I went back to the Humain Society to drop off my application. And while I was waiting, I went in to see the Degu, because it was still there.
They had assumed it was female, because, unlike rats/mice ect, males don't have huge balls. And..they were too affraid to handle it, because the on it came in with was sick, ane he bit. So they assumed this one bit as well.
The reason I didn't take him when I got the rats is because I thought it was female. I have two male degus, and If I couldn't but the new one in with them, i'd have no room. So...

Anyway, so I go in, and he goes to the top part of his cage...and I see he's male. Not female. So i'm like..."what the".
Even on the Orangeville PSCA website, it says it's female. lol
Yea so, I tell them..and I basically ended up bringing him home with me.
His given name is Spud XD
Which is funny cause we call my boyfriend Spug. mwa ha.

I took him because he'd been there since before christmas, and the degu he came in with died.
Degus are -very- sociable animals, and...if they don't come in pairs, or if they were in pairs and one was take away...they get depressed, and can die from said depression.

So I took him, and his cage.
The whole bundle was 5 bucks. o.o

I have an interview on March 1st.
Joys.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4560064/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4560064/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 07:10:09 PST

Soooo, Milk knows his name now. And Beeboo is easier to pet and hold. So there is progress.

I took pictures.
But I didn't get any good ones that show just how fucking huge Beeboo is.
This rat is -big-.

Beeboo



Milk



Both my fatties



Beeboo peeking out from under the blankets :3


Milk peeking out from inder the blankets, monkey see, money do XD



So yea, thoes are the babies.

Damn Gaia for being down right after I win something, damn it to hell!







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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4509493/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4509493/ Sun, 06 Feb 2005 06:21:07 PST

I've decided to re-name the rats. Milhouse is now Milk XD and Bart is now Beeboo.
They don't even know thier names, and they're both 1 and a half years old >_<
Rats tend to know thier names after about a week of you talking to them.

Apparently whoever had them before hardly even played with them or handled them. The asshole.

And it shows. Because they shy away, and are too scared to come all the way out of thier cage.

They play in thier cage, and sniff around, but they wont come out.
I've not held them yet, because I don't want to push them and have them afraid of me.
One day at a time, I says.

But it's just so sad to see. I've never seen rats so shy and afraid of being touched.

I know they want to come out, and they want to be held, but they're scared. I know this because they try, and then back off.
They're getting better.
They love apples XD

And Beeboo is -very- overweight. Which scares me.

It makes me so mad to think people buy pets "Just cause they're cute" and then never spend time with them.

I'm glad I got them. I'll make sure they know they have nothing to be scared of.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4503209/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4503209/ Sat, 05 Feb 2005 11:54:57 PST

I went to the Humain Society to get an application. And they had two male rats there. Bart and Milhouse. Milhouse is cream colored. Bart is hooded with a white stripe down his muzzle.

I broke. I crumbled...and I bought them both XD

They're fucking HUGE. And I mean small rabbit sized. They are bigger than Seamus was.

I got the cage they are in for only 10 bucks too. Which is a steal because it's a new huge one. Play-house like.

I love them already.
*giggles*



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4500751/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4500751/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 23:48:51 PST

I went shopping today.

It was a beautiful day, so it was a good time to go.
I bought a new pair of pants, a coat and finally..a long time needed, new bra. XD
Comfy.

We also visited Super Pet.
I think i'm getting another Hedgehog soon. I miss E-bob. He was so awesome.
Oooh and they has this adorable Dumbo rat. Oh MAN he was so cute. I'm thinking about getting more rats too, when I get a job.

I love them. They'll always be my favorite type of pet.
I've had rats since I can remember, there isn't a year I can think of when I didn't own at least one.

I miss Seamus though. Thats the thing about having pets, you get to live longer than them ¬_¬ Well, in most cases anyway. It's never easy to watch them go. No matter how long you've had them.
I get heart broken over a fish i've only had for 24 hours. lol.

I'm an animal person, what can I say. XD



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4449319/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4449319/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 22:25:02 PST

Seamus died tonight at 11pm.

I don't know what else to say...



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4424818/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4424818/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 23:03:41 PST

It's 2:00 AM.

It was probably a bad time to upload something, due to lack of people online at this hour...oh wells.

My lips are horribly dry. I've been putting blistex on them, but I hate the stuff because it always make my lips gross and sticky XD

Same reason I don't wear lipstick.


Ew...lipstick...

Edit

*dies laughing*

Robyn sent me a link to this guys page, I almost pissed myself laughing. He thinks he's Peter Pan XD

Check out his FASHION page XD XD XD

[link]



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4375533/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4375533/ Fri, 21 Jan 2005 09:00:31 PST

Everyone is sick as a fucking dog. Jasons started it. Now his parents have it, his sister and the baby have it, so does his grandparents. I've been around him the most, and I don't have it XD

I -never- get sick from anyone. Ever. I'm always the one that gets sick in the middle of summer, out of the blue XD I never pass it to anyone, I never get it from anyone. It's crazyness.

I think being on DA has ruined art for me. It's not anyones fault, it's not really DA's fault either. I feel like I 'have' to get stuff done, and as i've mentioned before...when I feel like I -have- to draw, it's not enjoyable, therefore I rarely do it. I feel like I have to update with only really good stuff, or I let my watchers down.

It's really hard when you have 288 people watching you, and 80% of them have stopped coming to your page because you don't update enough. I feel pressured to do things others will enjoy, and it can't be any less than my absolut best.

Once again, i'm not blaming anyone, it's just how -I- feel. I'm greatful to the ones who continue to comment and visit my page. I know it's my fault people don't come back to my page. I know if I updated more offten, they wouldn't have stopped coming. But I can't. I've been trying to draw...and it seems nothing I do is "good enough for DA" in my eyes.

I dunno, I've gotta get out of this mindstate. It doesn't help that whenever I try to upload something, DA decides to be a fucking prick XD.

I wouldn't matter if I left for awhile anyway, I hardly update. So I doubt anyone would notice. If i'm not updating, then how is anyone to know i'm not already gone for awhile XD Other than me updating the journal, I mean.

Eh, i'll think about what i'm going to do, I suppose, and let you know.

~Boo



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4350089/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4350089/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 11:11:01 PST

Every single time I try to upload something to DA, it fucks up.

Seriously, how many tims have I had to re-upload deviations because DA decides to be a fucking prick?

BAAAAHHHH

I'll upload it later.
Fuck it.

EDIT

I try uploading it again. It doesn't show up, so I delete it, now it's fucking stuck on my front page, but you can't view it.

I fucking hate DA. I'm about ready to leave, this is just pathetic.
It's not like this has happened to me only once. It's happened EVERY time I update.
Maybe if they'd host their servers on something other than a 5 year old LAPTOP , people would stop leaving for SheezyART. >_<

I'm already in a fucking bad mood, now this.
I have a headache.
UGH



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4301137/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4301137/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 08:47:32 PST

Heellloooo,

I finally reached 17k. Yay!
I need to draw more offten.
Fuck.

I uploaded something to scraps if you care to look. It's just another Gaia avatar art for someone. I upload them there because...I don't put much effort into them. Therefore they don't come out good enough to go into my main gallery XD~

Iw ont be uploading anymore CHIBI to my gallery for a looonnggg time. Why?
Because i'm fucking sick of it, thats why.
I hit a chibi phase..and now..I want to get them-there chibis off my front page.

My white fish had Swim Bladder.
It was so funny. He'd try and swim but he'd just keep floating back to the top. XD It was like when you drop a tennis ball in the water, it comes back up and bobs around. Bahahhaa.

He's better now. Don't get your panties in a knot.

Fishie fishie fishie



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4258009/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4258009/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 21:38:49 PST

Huzzah,
101 more page views and I hit 17,000
XD

Isn't that exciting. Sorry for the lack of updates.
I've actually been DOODLING *gasp,shock and/or amazment*

Yeeesss...but nothing even worthy of posting in scraps ¬_¬
I drew a dragon eye while still in London...I MAY post it, but probably not. *twitches*

My Open canvas is an ASSHOLE. I'll save, and then when I go to save a second time, after working on something for like an hour, it errors, and it closes...losing everything I did. Which really fucks me off, because I had drawn something that, in my eyes, to this date was the best thing that i've ever done...and then....

!!**ERROR**BAD COMMAND**!!
(close)

Die, you fuck, ddiieee a horrible death.

Anyways,
Thats all for now, I suppose.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4216028/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4216028/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 21:06:32 PST

I got two new Eels today.

I can't remember if I had writen about it here or not, but my eels has died about a year ago, due to a stupid fucking pet store selling Algie eaters that were sick with ICK. I had thoes eels for 6 years, I was torn.

Anyway, FINALLY I found somewhere selling the exact same kind I had. And I bought two. They're SO small, about 3 inches long.
My others were about 8 to 9 inches before they DIED.

New years I had ~Claybunny, ~ Grandia-Gaia and Jason ( ~Spuggin ) over. We didn't do much but it was fun none-the less.

eh..thats all I can think of talking about right now. Meh.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4181002/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4181002/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 21:22:13 PST

Happy new year fuckers! XD

I wont talk about my birthday...

I've used the Tablet about twice so far...I doodled something that I like..but...

It's all SCRIBBLY LINES....

And i'm having trouble inking it so that it looks solid and okay. But when I go a step higher with the pencil size, it gets TOO big and it looks chunky..
And when I use the paint brush it's not a solid line, it's "fluffy" looking and I have the hardness and all that up to 100%.

So yea. If anyone has any "How to use the fucking tablet" suggestions...PLEASE let me know what the hell to do.
I'm a RETARD.
I'm trying though.

But i'll tell you one thing. I'll NEVER replace my pencil and sketchbook with a piece of technology. Ever.
I'll probably just use it to do my CGing, and mayeb doodle when i'm bored.
But when it comes to actual art, my paper and pencil will always be first.

I smell popcorn. o.o



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4166572/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4166572/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 02:50:51 PST

I havn't slept yet.
Fuck.

I'm going to be very grumpy today.

bah i'm a year older..i'm getting closer to my DOOM.

DOOOOOOOOOOM!!!



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4158114/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4158114/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 22:00:58 PST

No, I speak lies.
I'm just going to talk about my Christmas and what I got and all that crap.

Things are still really shitty. But i'll talk about the good stuff.

Lets see......

On Thursday Jason and I did some last minute shopping and wrapping. It was a busy day. Had so much to do and TOO MANY people to see.
We went to Pats to drop off the gift I bought for his mother/family. I don't remember if I had wrote about it in here or not, but during the summer...while I was having issues with a certain someone, I was on the phone fighting with them while I had bath water going and I ended up forgetting about the bath. Our Bathroom is upstairs...the whole carpet DOWNSTAIRS was soaked and puddled...it was doom. My parents would fucking kill me. Luckly they were on VAYCAY. (OMG luck!). So I was upset and I told Pat what had happened and then I went offline to take the bath that flooded my house. I got a phone call from him saying that him and his mother were on thier way over with a rented carpet cleaner..thing..to help me out.

I would have fucking DIED if Pat and his mother didn't do that for me. The floor was absolutly soaked. But they helped me out untill is was dry enough to let a fan blow across it to finish the job. (They lent me the fan too )

So I got them a gift for christmas in return for the favour

So we did that and some other stuff that night.

Friday night was MY family christmas dinner. Family meaning Aunts, Uncles, Cousins and what-not. My family happens to all live in town so it's easy for us to do.
I've been to many parties in my life time, and I have to tell you, that my family christmas party thing tops every one of them.

My family rocks hard.

So, Jason and I had a great time that night.
I came home with a beautiful bottle of scotch whisky that I plan on loving untill it's empty. My dad of course brought his Fireball shooter and the bottle was half gone by dinner.
Good times.

Saturday was Christmas! Joys. Let me share with you what Boo got for christmas;

A WACOM tablet.
A makeup brush kit.
Gloves
AWESOME socks (Scooby-doo (shut up) and some that are made of that stuff that everyones buying for scarfs and gloves now, it's really soft..meh)
Adidas Moves (for men)
Shampoo, razors,shaving cream ,soap , ect
20 bucks from my brother, lol
A very very very very very very OLD antique sword that was used for sacrifices or something (I don't know the whole story yet) from my parents.
CHOCOLATE

Not all that much, but I didn't really want anything in the first place, so i'm happy. Altho I got NO art supplies this year at all, which saddens me a tad.

So after all that was said and done, I went to Jasons for his familys christmas dinner. Which went better than I had thought it would.

So, today is my imediate(sp?) familys dinner. MORE TURKEY. Three days of turkey. It's awesome.

AND THEN.....AND THEEEEENNN...

My birthday comes around. I'm not doing anything special for it.
...I will be one year OLDER than before.

Fuck..



Stock/Animal account ~http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4121129/ Tue, 21 Dec 2004 16:46:41 PST

Well,
Despite all the horrible shit thats going on right now...I still have a birthday coming up.
Everyone -always- forgets my birthday, but I don't blame them most of the time. I try not to. But I can't say that when it happens it doesn't hurt, because it does.

It's the 27th, so it's two days after Christmas. Everyones thinking about Christmas still and they forget, I suppose.

What I fucking hate is when people combine my Christmas and Birthday gifts. I mean if it's something huge and expensive than I have no problem with it. But something like a sweater? A candle holder? a BOOK. What the fuck is with that. Just because my birthday is right after a gift-giving holiday, doesn't mean you can be a cheap asshole and combine them. My birthday has -nothing- to do with christmas other than it's right after it.

My birthday is supposed to be a "special" day all on it's own.

Fuck. I'm so angry at everything.
I needed something other than what i'm really mad about to rant on about, so I bitched about my birthday.

I wish I could just spew everything thats happening out so everyone can see it.
I wont untill I snap.
I wont because I have too much respect for people, although I really shouldn't at this point.

God, this is the worst fucking Christmas ever.Will be the worst birthday, worst New years...
I have no faith in it getting better before then. And sometimes not at all.

I'm worn out.
Completely, and utterly...emotionally worn.



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Things have gone straight downhill again.
I knew it would happen , too.
I'm a fucking moron.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4068270/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4068270/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 18:37:20 PST

I want to thank ~localady18 for the awesome fanart No ne has ever drawn my ME character before (You know, the character that resembles me? lol)

Hee.

On another note, I downloaded the newest beta verson of Messenger. It's pretty cool. Heres the link if you wanna give it a go [link]

You can draw right IN the pm window. Mwa ha.

I have a huge headache. I feel like my eyes are going to pop out of my head.

eck



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4050435/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4050435/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 14:03:26 PST

Okay,

So i'm home. Holy hell you should see the difference in weather between London and Oville.
There is NO snow in London, and here...there is like 3 feet of snow lol.

Jason is done his exams on the 16th. He'll hopefully be home on Thursday. He's finally done college. Done, and over-with.

Last night I noticed that Seamuses leg has swelled again. I don't remember if I had wrote about it in here, but about 5 months ago his leg swelled to the point of his skin ripping.

Well it's doing it again. Figures the day I get back the old rat bastard has to puff up lol. I love him, he's so sweet. And did I mention OLD? He's probably going on 3 years old soon. Thats old for a rat.

Anyway, we decided to wait untill today to see if we could get into a vet. Nothing is usually open Sundays...so we drove all the way to Brampton to the vet there to have him looked at.

He fell asleep for a bit on the way there, and selpt before the vet came in to look at him, and he slept all the way home. Typical old man lol.

I bathed him, cleaned his cage and gave him peanut butter.

Ah...the life of a rat.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4040980/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4040980/ Sat, 11 Dec 2004 08:46:39 PST

I have to move back home today.


Oh the saddness.
Cry.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4003228/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/4003228/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 13:40:03 PST

*twitches*

We ACTUALLY got snow today. It was gross snow though. You know...the small snowflakes,falling like rain...only covering SOME things in white.
It looks digusting outside. I like it when theres like 5 feet of fluffy snow and huge fat snowflakes falling. Not this crap. Ugh.

So, this is my last weekend in London, for a long time. Jasons done college on the 16th. So i'm going home the week before his exams...so i'll be leaving next Saturday.
I seriously do not look forward to going back there. I hate it there. Jasons says he would like to be moved down here by next summer...but I have horrid luck. So I doubt it'll happen.

Though we're putting up our tree next saturday, so my mom says. I'm glad both Jason and I will be home for that.

I look forward to harassing my brother with pine needles.

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So,
Tonight...I decided to kill things.

And because I only have the PS1 with me here in London....I played Res Evil 2 again...for the first time in 3 years. Close to 4.
I used to be able to beat that game in about 2 hours. It's an easy game.
I'm rusty though..
Tonight I didn't even get to the police station before I DIED. AHAHAAH. Thats so awesome. I played as Claire...because LEON is still at home..and scratched...because my brother can't take care of CD's to save his life.
I havn't played video games in so long. I mean, i've played the Sims 2 recently, and Silent Hill 3....but thoes are on the PC.

Theres still no snow here. Apparently back home they have enough to shovel. It's crazy. We're only 2 hours away...and we have nothing. o.O

Have you ever heard a Degu bark? Tubby has been barking all week, for no reason. Fucking attention whore. Suprisingly,Chubbs has also been barking, not nearly as much though.
The rats are doing well. Well....Semaus is OLD AS FUCK, so he's losing weight and wheezing and such, but he's doing well for his age. For awhile there I thought I may have had to put him down soon.

My hands are fucking freezing off.
Oh the pain....

Stock/Animal account ~BooStock Admin for ~silent-hill-club Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3948538/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3948538/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 14:59:15 PST

I just went through my watch list and got rid of thoes who don't update anymore.
I also went to select it so I got certain peoples scraps, but I checked the "remove" box instead by mistake. So If you're re-added to my list...it's because of that.

I only need 5 more page views to get 16,000
Woo.

The people next to use are fucking screaming at each other....once again.

Always'd.

EDIT
Wait...nevermind.

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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3930349/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3930349/ Sat, 27 Nov 2004 13:43:09 PST

Okay heres the problem.

I'm jobless due to being ill, for the past..almost 2 years. You all know this. And christmas is coming up and I need to make SOME money, even if it's just 5 bucks.

SO , i'm going to sell my art. If no one offereds here, than I'm going to stick it on Ebay, maybe.
If anyone buys the lineart for my CG'd pieces, i'll finish them before I send them.
Also , I'll be doing prints of my CG'D stuff. But personally. Meaning if you buy a print, I'll send it to you. And they will be cheaper than you can get them from DA.

You can send money for anything you buy to paypal, Just send to JasonFlanagan@gmail.com.
Or money order to me...or whatever. I don't care.

Also, Jason is selling his computer (In parts). I believe he's getting rid of his ram, motherboard, processor...sound card, ect. So you can go here - [link] if you want to bid..

The only pieces I wont be selling are;

[link] - Vocal

[link] - Bew

[link] - Ammon (Gave it to my dad o.O)

[link] - Matt Good

Thats it, everything else can be bought.

Also, i'll do commisions. I can color with pencil crayon and such, so if you want real media I can do it as well as CG.

As you can see i'm desperate for money.
So I don't have any set prices, if you want one, tell me how much you'd pay for it, and i'll see what I can do.

Send me a note if you want anything, we'll talk there about addresses and payments.

If anyone DOES buy anything. THANK YOU SO MUCH, in advance. lol



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3922220/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3922220/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 06:08:36 PST

Because the stuff I moved to scraps decided to vanish, i'm going to be uploading them there now.

And MAYBE some old stuff you people have never seen before.

How exciting.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3917381/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3917381/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 13:51:08 PST

So,
Today is my two year anniversary with Jason ( ~Spuggin )
I have mixed feelings.
Some of you know why.

Meh, it'll work itself out...

Oh, and happy Thanksgiving to all you American folk.
Enjoy the dead bird.



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Admin for ~Sailor-Scouts-Club ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3909378/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3909378/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 13:45:52 PST Mother told me to be something, so i'm afraid...enough to stay wide awake...



I love thoes people who sit there , and insult everything you say and/or do.

Why?

They give me a good laugh most of the time. I'm not even talking about the ones who do it to me. Usually I don't even notice when people are being ignorant to me untill someone points it out. Probably because I don't let too much bother me these days, and thoes who DO actually piss me off with thier ignorance, deserve the attention I give them. I mean...you've gotta be one hell of a jerk to get me to respond right now.

Anyway, as I was saying.
I've seen "flammers" on DA. And they just crack me up. It's the fucking internet, why take the time to complain to someone, who more than likely doesn't give a flying fuck about what you have to say, about what you do not like about thier user page or thier art. It's funny to watch people place themselves on high horses and trot around like they're 10 feet above everyone, when they're really struggling to hit the surface and nab that air they need so badly to live.

"I hate anthros"
"I hate yaoi"
"I hate fanart"

I'm pretty sure the artist doesn't CARE considering they create thier pieces for their OWN amusment.

The ones who put you on devwatch, and then complain/insult everything you do or say..and go out of thier way to insult you, is even better.
I've not had that happen myself, but i've seen it.

Though, i've had people tell me that my drawings arn't finished untill I do something to it that THEY think will make it complete.
It's not your call, it's done when I say it's done.
So fuck off.

Tomorrow is my 2 year anniversary with Jason (Spug).
I've no fucking idea what to buy the bastard.

It's only 5pm. Why am I tired.



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http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3882913/ Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:58:40 PST Mother told me to be something, so i'm afraid...enough to stay wide awake...



Well..not on DA...

But on SHEEZYART. Looky - [link]
Although there arn't many people there, and it dosn't take alot to get on the top faves, I still feel special.

SPECIAL DAMMIT.


Now all I have to do is get on DA'S top faves



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Trades: CLOSED right now.
Commisions: Anytime.
Requests: Only if i'm in the mood, which is random. No harm in asking me, but don't be shocked it I say no. ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3874593/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3874593/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 21:22:13 PST Mother told me to be something, so i'm afraid...enough to stay wide awake...



I'm gonna move some stuff to scraps. So if you don't see certain works in my gallery anymore, don't freak? They're in SCRAPS.

So, lets see..

I'm actually happy with the Vocal chibi I puked up last night. It fucking killed my hand, and Jasons pen, but it was worth it.
I more than likely wont win, but I ACTUALLY had fun doing it

My shading is a little off though. meh.

EDIT

Er...like all but ONE of the pictures I moved to scraps....VANISHED. They aren't in scraps and they arn't in my gallery either....

What the fuck.





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Trades: CLOSED right now.
Commisions: Anytime.
Requests: Only if i'm in the mood, which is random. No harm in asking me, but don't be shocked it I say no. ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3871638/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3871638/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 14:17:13 PST Mother told me to be something, so i'm afraid...enough to stay wide awake...



I think i'll watermark my crap.
Um.
I know it's easy to get rid of them and all that. But i'll do it anyway.
Also, i'll make them hard to find,on some. I mean, I doubt anyone stupid enough to steal art, is actually going to sit there and take the time to LOOK for a watermark they can't see, yesh? They'll assume it's not there.

So i'll be doing some of them tonight. Some later on.



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Trades: CLOSED right now.
Commisions: Anytime.
Requests: Only if i'm in the mood, which is random. No harm in asking me, but don't be shocked it I say no. ]]> ~SadistBoo http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3867525/ http://SadistBoo.deviantart.com/journal/3867525/ Thu, 18 Nov 2004 22:05:23 PST Mother told me to be something, so i'm afraid...enough to stay wide awake...



You know....
If I updated, even at least once a week....i'd probably have way over 15,000 hits by now, and probably more watchers.
I'm not saying i'm brilliant, oh no, i'm far from it. It's just...more people would NOTICE my page. If i'm not updating, there is nothing leading to my page, right?

But unfortunatly, due to recent events ( and even not so recent) i've not really had the urge to draw. The SM demon pic, I bet you ,will never be finished..I mean, at the time of drawing it, i'm all inspired, but I havn't touched it since I uploaded the picture of it here... And i've had no urge to finish it.

I have a hard time getting motivated to do anything right now. I'm trying, but it's hard.

I still vow to ONE DAY, have either a "a daily deviation" or have one of my pieces be a TOP FAVORITE. Haaaaaaaa.
(THAT will be hard to pull off, considering half the people who watch me don't even read my journals anymore,let alone will look at my art lol)

I guess I have to do something decent first though, huh?



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