http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Saint-Disgustus&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Saint-Disgustus en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 16:16:20 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/25697487/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/25697487/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 14:41:34 PDT Though i wont rush. i have lots of stuff to post. But i'm way to distracted to post all of it at once, and titling them will be hard, i might just number them according to each set.

Oh, before i forget: the account is ~ForeverTheFawn

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/25680478/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/25680478/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 18:44:52 PDT
Should I?

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/24164165/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/24164165/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 11:54:18 PDT


http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/24153110/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 19:05:41 PDT [link]

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/24058093/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/24058093/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 12:52:03 PDT The sound on my laptop is broken! That fucking sucks, i have to watch videos n shit on my mom's computer!

Also Dad found out about my escapades last night. He wasn't mad, he was just like "If you're somewhere and there's alcohol make sure you don't drink to much because it's easy for kids your age to get alcohol poisoning." I don't think he told my mom or if he did she hasn't said anything about it.

Also i lost $20

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23838385/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23838385/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 19:02:36 PDT IncubusRabbit is having a contest: [link]

Enter if you want to win a piece of her art.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23716668/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23716668/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 17:14:12 PDT
First they did a disk repair, because it was something with the hard drive that was fucking up. That found some corrupt files that would have interfered with the software update that i did. After those were fixed the computer still wasn’t working, so they re-installed the operating system. The whole process took about 45 minutes AND IT WAS FREE!

Now my laptop is working and it’s faster than it was before (especially with the RAM i just installed). Also the apple girl that did the diagnostic gave me all this adivce on upgrading my OS and external hard drives and which mac would be the best if i wanted a new one.

I think it convinced my mom that apple is way better than PC. Also i found out that Logic Studio is $200 for a basic copy, which is much less than the $1000 that it was on the website. Now all i have to do is get an external hard drive (for music and backing up my files, in case i want to upgrade my OS), getting a new OS disk off eBay or something, get a new ipod since mine is broken and all scratched up, and find a way to hook up all this shit to my synth and make music. This should keep me busy for a while.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23577061/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23577061/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 15:25:22 PST And i look out the window onto the highway and i see this really sketchy looking gray van.
Then i see the license plate says "FAB FOR".
Then we pull up next to the van and i see that the driver is really ugly and fat and i'm like O_O
That is all.

Also i rented Blazing Saddles!

Fuck, i have so much homework:
- History Project
- English Sonnet
- English Verbal Visual Essay Proposal
- English Verbal Visual Essay
- English Short Story thing
- English Reading Responses to Mosquito Coast
- English Poetry Anthology
- English Literacy Test Preparation
- Drama "Japanna" Project

As you can see it's mostly English. That's what i get for taking Enriched. But it's fun also: last class we read a story and talked about fairies. We're getting into our Short Story/Poetry unit, so it should get better.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23494374/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23494374/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:14:26 PST
Also I took this crazy internet test about personality disorders and the one i got was AvPD (Avoidance Personality Disorder) and then i looked up more of it and found out that i have many of the qualities:

1. Avoids occupational activities that involve significant interpersonal contact, because of fears of criticism, disapproval, or rejection

2. Is unwilling to get involved with people unless certain of being liked

3. Shows restraint initiating intimate relationships because of the fear of being ashamed, ridiculed, or rejected due to severe low self-worth.

4. Is preoccupied with being criticized or rejected in social situations

5. Is inhibited in new interpersonal situations because of feelings of inadequacy

6. Views self as socially inept, personally unappealing, or inferior to others

7. Is unusually reluctant to take personal risks or to engage in any new activities because they may prove embarrassing

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23465698/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23465698/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 08:35:45 PST
I was an actor in this horror movie about this guy who kills this guy's wife, and then he gets remarried and the same killer guy comes back a few years later and kills the guy and his son (that he had with his new wife). But he leaves the wife and it gave the impression that he would come back to kill her. I'm pretty sure i was playing the son of the guy who's wife gets killed.

Also it took place in a small town. But before we started shooting anything (which we didn't get around to in the dream) i was talking to some of the other kids in the movie (there were two others). And they were having ice-cream and i said that i wanted some. They said that they were out of bowls and that i had to go buy one at the candy store. So i went to the candy store to buy a bowl. And the candy store was huge and it was filled with ugly old fat ladies making candy. So i bought a bowl and a bunch of candy, but then all of a sudden i was somewhere else. And i don't remember where or why and then i woke up. I never got the ice cream.

Oh, and i got a really bad headache yesterday and i still have it now. Fuck it hurts.

Actor

To dream that you are an actor, denotes that your hard work and labor will be well worth it in the end. It also indicates your strong desires to be recognized and acknowledge. This may also be an indication of a role that you are playing in your real life, whether it be the role of a parent, sibling, co-worker, etc. Or perhaps you are putting on an act or a facade.

Candy

To see or eat candy in your dream, symbolizes the joys and special treats in life. It also represents indulgence, sensuality and/or forbidden pleasure. You may be devoting too much time to unimportant issues. A more direct interpretation suggests that you are eating too much candy and sweets.

Ice Cream

To see or eat ice cream in your dream, denotes pleasure and satisfaction with your life. You need to savor the moment and enjoy it. It is also indicative of good luck and success in love. Alternatively, the dream may suggest that you need to cool off and not let your temper get out of hand.

Bowl

To see a bowl in your dream, symbolizes the womb and sense of security. Consider the condition of the bowl and how it is treated or handled in the dream. This may offer clues as to how you feel you are being treated in a particular relationship

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23451195/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23451195/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 13:04:59 PST
Arrested

To dream that you are being arrested, indicates issues of control and restraint. Some aspect of your Self may have been prevented from fully developing. Alternatively, it suggests feelings of guilt.

Police

To see the police in your dream, indicates a failure to perform or to honor obligations and commitments. The police also symbolizes structure, rules, power, authority and control. Perhaps you need to put an end to your reckless behavior or else the law will catch up to you. You fear punishment.

To dream that you are arrested by the police, suggests that you feel sexually or emotionally restrained because of guilt. The dream may also be a metaphor that you are feeling apprehensive about something.

Family

To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. It could also symbolize bitterness, jealousy, or rivalry, depending on your relationship with your family.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23441780/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23441780/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 21:57:42 PST Fuck it all.
I don't even want to exist anymore.
I just want to sleep.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23276714/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23276714/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 17:55:27 PST
And I also realized that with the music industry the way it is right now, hardly anyone can just release a CD and make tons of money. Now, i don't really want tons of money; but it would be nice to be able to just focus on making music and art and having fun rather than having a (distracting) job as well.

So I came to this conclusion: We have to create something that does more than just sound good. We have to create an atmosphere; a style; an aura. More than just a band. An art-presence that makes more than just music. We need to push or philosophy. Become musical, artistic, modern, philosophers.

Then i thought we would need some way to advertise and deliver ourselves to anyone that wants it. It should be personal and fun and represent ourselves. So what's better than an Ice Cream Truck? (I know HeartsRevolution has an ice cream truck, so i might need to use something else. Maybe a school bus? or a Cube Van?) It's personal, childish and fun. (I know HeartsRevolution already has an ice cream truck, so i might need to use something else. Maybe a school bus? or a Cube Van?) Naturally we would sell more than just ice cream. We would sell T-Shirts (band shirts and just random shirts we make), Artwork (Ours and our friends and whoever else's art we want), toys (this will require more work i.e. what toys should we sell? how will we get them made?) and whatever else we want to sell (stickers, books (wonderful books) and CDs/Vinyl (obviously)). Think of the truck as a mobile swag stand (like the ones you see at concerts) except more artful and promoting more than just the band.

But i also realized that this would be in the far future. We would have to work on the music first. Play shows, and get money to buy a truck and the products. And when we first start we'll probably only be selling stuff that we can make cheaply. We'll also need to get a license if we want to start selling stuff (i assume). I know you need a license if you want to sell ice-cream or other food.

Also i realized that I can't do this alone. Hopefully i can convince Sam that this is a good idea (sometimes he's pretty stubborn and fast to veto ideas). But if i do i'll need all the help i can get with the truck (I'll try to use only the band's money to buy it so there will be no argument about ownership), but what I'll need help with is designing the truck (I'd like to paint it) and providing artwork/shirts/anything you want to sell. Of course the original artist will get a cut of the profit on their respective item.

Anyways, that's just ideas floating around up there. If anyone has some feedback or suggestions it would be greatly appreciated.

But above all i realize that i have to work on not only the band's music, but also their style. And first off I'd like to choose a color scheme that will represent the band (Sorta like how The White Stripes have Black and White and Red), the only hard part will be getting Sam to like it.

Here are some ideas of palettes that i like so far:

[link]
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[link]
[link]

Blah, Sam will think they're too bright/gay.

So ya, here's what I'm asking:
What do you think of the ice cream truck idea?
What colors/style do you think the band should have?
Do you think that this will work?
If it does would you contribute?

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23191528/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23191528/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 09:08:18 PST It's Valentines day.
.
.
.
Don't talk to me.

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On a side note I'm reading this book by Harlan Ellison called Stalking The Nightmare.

It is the best book i've ever read.

Like, it's a bunch of short stories, and after the first one i couldn't move because of how amazing it was. I just kept reading the last paragraph over and over. And then, after a few minutes i started crying and i couldn't stop. So i turned off my light and fell asleep crying.

I know, I'm really weird.

Also the story was called Grail, and sorta relates to Valentines day because it's about a guy who's trying to find True Love, which is a physical object.

Anyways, go forth and find a book by Harlan, it doesn't matter which one, and read it.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23063490/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/23063490/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 14:46:26 PST
I have about 2 (now 3) pairs of jeans that i wear. I guess I’m just really picky about jeans. Though i got other stuff today too. I got this sweater thing (with no hood) which I’m still not sure if i like or not; it’s blue with light blue stripes (or light blue with blue stripes?) and has crazy blue geometrical patterns on it. I’m just not sure what i would wear it with.

Also i got a blank white t-shirt which i am going to somehow write the word “saint” on it.

Also i realized that i don’t like anything that anyone sells in stores, and i really want to just start making my own clothing. The best clothing i find is in thrift stores, except for jeans, though I’m sure I can find a way to alter them to my liking.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22951481/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22951481/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 19:27:52 PST
OK, now that I've got that out I'll explain what happened.
My iTunes crashed, again, it's crashed about 3 times in the last few months. Whenever it crashes i have to reload all my music, fix incorrect tags, add album art that i want, and rate them. Not to mention delete all the songs that i don't like.
But now I've given up on iTunes.
I'm getting Songbird. I tried it once before but it wouldn't let me play anything in my library without crashing. Hopefully since they updated it from beta it will work better.
So ya, I'm pretty pissed.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22825099/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22825099/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 14:18:30 PST Someone stole my really expensive headphones from the music office! Well, they were in my bag in the music office. Well, at least i had the chord that you need to connect it to an MP3 player, so if they sell it they wont get much since it's pretty much useless. Well, i guess that's another thing that I'm going to have to buy.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22797717/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22797717/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 07:51:00 PST
Then, all of a sudden i was reading my horoscope with someone. I'm not sure what her's said, or even who she was, but my horoscope said "Find the womb of God"

Then i woke up.

I have no idea what it means, probably nothing. Or maybe my mom will do something that she said she wouldn't and i wont like the results. I'm not sure about the 'find the womb of God' part.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22735566/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22735566/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 13:58:56 PST
Also ~Slightly-Kitsch has started this project that sounds really cool. It's called ~TheProjectLives and it's fairly simple.
It's one of those social art experiments where someone makes a piece of art (picture, drawing, poem, prose, anything...) that can fit into an envelope. They then put it in the envelope with "for you" written on the front and the url of The Project Lives on the back. Then whoever finds it will (hopefully) take a picture and send it to an email address that is listed on the site along with where they found it. Go to the project page for more detailed information. This could either be really cool or crash and burn, it's hard to say at this stage.

Third topic: i really want a new camera because mine is broken. I put in the batteries and it wont turn on, it only gives me the low battery flashy light. Which sucks because i've been in the mood for taking pictures

Oh, and =BlueRumbleFish if you are reading this i've finished House Of Leaves, so you can borrow it if you still want to.

P.S. what does everyone think about the new profile pages? pretty cool huh?

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22659798/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22659798/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 18:52:41 PST All i can do is walk around, trying to find something that reminds me of me; something human.
And every time i come across something flesh like, some familiar tissue, it turns out to be garbage, and it hates me.
That isn't to say i haven't found something...
I have a collections of shiny objects that keep me going, that persuade me to believe that they were left behind by someone who is like me.
So I'll keep looking until find something nice.
But until then,
I'll keep making trash.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22652980/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22652980/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 12:48:48 PST [link]) video and danced along.
That is now my motivational dance.
Whenever you feel like crap or you have an artistic block, play that video and dance along.
I guarantee that you will be fixed.
Anyways, now I'm off to find some batteries for my camera so i can take pictures of some drawings and try and make them look good.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22637996/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22637996/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 17:15:24 PST But more angry.
I just got a mic today, a Shure SM58 (industry standard)
There's a new song on F/L/E/S/H's myspace.
Don't listen to it, it's crap.
I'm going to redo it.
Though maybe my voice just sucks.
Would i be better without Sam?
He just seems to be getting in the way, maybe when he gets better at bass and i can just play the song and he can write something. So i don't have to do everything.
He also wants to do a cover of Mr. Crowley, so i tried to program it (i hate programming songs that are already written).
When i showed him what i had done it was obvious that he didn't like it.
Fuck.
He wants everything to be metal, but he doesn't realize that all we have is a computer and a bass, and i'm not that good at writing electrometal songs.
I'll do what i want and he can do what he wants.
I gave him complete control of the bass part and i respect his input to my music and lyrics, but still he seems to be aggravating me.
Also i've been a lot angrier lately.
I was really close to flipping out at my parents (which i never do) just because they were making suggestions about my music. (they wanted me to do an acoustic cover of an old song that i wrote that i hate. Godspeed.)
Anyways, i hate to quote Across the Universe, but music is the only thing that makes sense to me any more.
I seem to hate everything at the moment except for music.

On the up side i found a band that i love (and like most bands i like these days the album is going to be really hard to find)
Here's a link to my favorite song by them: [link]

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]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22565255/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22565255/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 17:36:09 PST I log on today and get this:

"We had to remove an image (or images) from your account because they violated our Terms of Use. Our site is for people as young as 13, so we can't have certain kinds of pics (nude/sexually explicit, violence, material protected by copyright). Find out more about content we don’t allow at [link] If you continue to violate our Terms, we may be forced to remove your account.

If you find an image which you feel is in violation of our Terms, please feel free to use the 'report image' link below the image.

Thanks for your understanding.

MySpace Safety & Security "

Ok, so i go over to my pictures.
Guess which one is missing?
This one: [link]

Goddamn! It's just some blood!

Anyways, i'm going to post it again. Hopefully Sam wont be too mad if they delete our account. Though i hope that wont happen.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22550086/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22550086/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 18:41:01 PST
More stuff will be uploaded as it is produced.

Here's the link: [link]

fetidbloodmeat

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22496021/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22496021/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 21:21:15 PST
1. Candy used as blood.
I just find it cool that something as innocent and sweet as candy can be used to represent death. I love the juxtaposition.

Examples:

-[link] The music is not really my favorite, but the video is awesome. Also, the colorful blood starts around 1:10.

-[link] This is the movie where Santogold got her inspiration. It's called The Holy Mountain and i want to watch it so bad now.

-[link] Her work is awesome, both her new work and early work are worth checking out. Maybe one of her pictures should be my new background...

-[link] This one isn't really about candy blood, but more paint sex. but it's still worth watching.

2. Old people dressed up as superheros.
Again this is the juxtaposition. Old people are categorized as frail and weak, and superheros are the complete opposite.

Examples:

-[link] This is Superman's Song by The Crash Test Dummies. It's a bit cheesy at some parts (like the lead singer with the really long hair) but the lyrics are amazing and there are old people dressed as superheros.

-[link] These are funny pictures of superheros as old people.

3. Body fluid in art.
I don't think i need to explain this one.

Examples:

-[link] Wikipedia Article

-[link] Here's another person who paints with menstrual fluid, much like ~eluted. There is also an interesting comic about how she chose her method of dealing with her period.

4. Taxidermy
...but only artful taxidermy.

Examples:

-[link] This lady "recycles the natural into the unnatural, breathing new life into the animals she resurrects". Which means she makes monsters out of dead things. Which is pretty cool. Oh shit, upon further review of her website it was made apparent that she sells her work (and for pretty cheap considering the life lost to create it). Should i buy one?

-[link] A slide show of Flickr photos tagged with "taxidermy". There's one that's a mouse who's eyes have been replaced with LEDs.

5. Foetus/Fetus.
I've had a strange obsession with Foetuses for a while now, so i thought I'd share some links

Examples:

-[link] This is the last.fm page of the bad Foetus, their music is pretty good, it's been tagged as industrial, experimental, post-punk (i hate that term) and orchestral. They're pretty good, though they can never really decide on a permanent name. Maybe The Foetus Symphony Orchestra wouldn't mind playing a show with The Digestion Choir.

-[link] This is the video for the song Teardrop by Massive Attack (this was the best quality i could get, i know, I'm crazy about quality). It features a foetus singing, which is sorta creepy.

Also, while i'm talking about foetuses, i saw The Unborn today with =BlueRumbleFish ~Retardomatic and ~JasperVaurant, and i have to say it was pretty good for a Hollywood high budget film. It would have been better if the actors we're unbelievably pretty and if the dialog was better.

Bonus Link:

[link] This is the video of Alice Glass beating "some idiot" over the head with a microphone. (Watch it before it disappears)

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22458380/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22458380/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 18:26:28 PST Dead End by You Love Her Coz She's Dead stuck in my head.

Anyways, on to the rant.

This is a regular Math Class for me:

My Teacher (Mrs. Moon) starts the lesson by going over what we are going to learn (most likely another formula). Then she tries to teach it in the quickest way possible, while calling on the weakest students to solve example questions. Then she gives questions to do (usually more than 30) and expects us to be done before class ends. Then she assigns us homework on top of the questions that we didn't complete.

Now, that pisses me off already, but what she did last class was just stupid.
She explains that she is going to teach us how to solve equations in the form of ax^2+bx+c. So she says

"there are three ways to solve this: one is with guess and check..."

Guess and check is the worst fucking thing. It's really tedious and takes a long time, like most of her math.

"...the next way involves making a chart..."

Ok, this way was a bit easier, but you still had to guess on which one would work. It was trial and error.

"... and i wont teach you the third one because it's like grouping."

I was like, um wat? I found grouping easy, why don't you just teach us that method? Anyways, i asked her and she said it would confuse me. wow.

Also i missed a test, so the same day i asked her when i could make it up and she said to come in Wednesday (today) morning at 8 am to make it up. So i did. She wasn't there. Well, it was snowing, maybe she's just late. So I went to the math office and talked to Bro-Dawg (Mr. Brodie) and he said that Mrs. Moon doesn't come in on days 2 and 4, and it was a day 2 today. Holy shit. Is she actually trying to annoy me.

/rant

now that i have that out of my system...

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22422209/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22422209/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:19:36 PST Retardomatic and i were thiiiiiis close to beating Shadow of the Colossus, but then ~Retardomatic had to go and die and fuck us over.

That is all.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22382269/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22382269/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 20:42:42 PST
From Wikipedia:

Animal Digest is a common ingredient used in pet foods. It is material which results from chemical and/or enzymatic hydrolysis of clean and undecomposed animal tissue. The animal tissues used shall be exclusive of hair, horns, teeth, hooves and feathers, except in such trace amounts as might occur unavoidably in good factory practice and shall be suitable for animal feed.

As defined by the AAFCO, it is produced by chemically or enzymatically treating animal tissue (such as flesh, bone, organs, etc.) from slaughterhouses and other sources, in a process akin to rendering.

Yet another expert defines this as "a cooked-down broth" which can be made from unspecified parts of unspecified animals. The animals used can be obtained from almost any source and no control is in place over quality or contamination. Any kind of animal can be included: "4-D animals" (dead, diseased, disabled, or dying prior to slaughter), goats, pigs, horses, rats, euthanized at animal shelters, restaurant and supermarket refuse and so on."

Also check out this girl (i assume she's a girl) ~eluted.
She uses "special" fluid as a medium, and by special i mean menstrual. And that's why she's either a girl or a guy with a very open minded girlfriend. And it must not be a guy or he probably would have done a "white on black" piece.
Well, i just went to her page and confirmed that she was a girl (probably should have done that in the first place) so i can only assume that it's her pussy blood. But actually look at her gallery, it's amazing. The fact that it's vaginal discharge just makes it that much more amusing. Wow, i sure know a lot of synonyms for period juice.

Also i found this [link] which i'm sure ~JasperVaurant will like

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22363829/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22363829/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 21:58:59 PST
that is all.

//SD

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22318587/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22318587/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 22:25:59 PST
I have no resolutions.

Nothing has changed.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22250411/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22250411/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 20:51:23 PST
Also there have been a benefit to seeing shadows and that is it gives me stuff to draw, which i have been doing more often, drawing i mean.

And i saw Religulous. It was very funny and i recommend that you see it. It humbles me to know that some people are rational. More people need to start asking questions.

Well, that's it. Hopefully i can find a way to get upstairs through the dark. I've found it is easier if i pretend that I'm holding a gun to shoot the things i see .

That's all

//SD

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22217287/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22217287/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 21:27:20 PST So much so that I'm afraid to leave this room (it's 12:23 am).
I know when i turn off the lights it will be pitch black.
I really need to go to bed now...
I have to go somewhere tomorrow.
Damn the shadows.
I'm going to go now, wish me luck...

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22074347/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22074347/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 19:56:13 PST
It's Crystal Castles performing Exoskeleton, except with the lyrics to Straight Outta Compton by N.W.A.

[link]

better watch it fast before it gets taken down

also, here are the lyrics if you don't believe me:

[link]

she does the first verse up to the "Charles Manson" part and then she does the next verse and then i got lost.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22049027/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22049027/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 12:50:54 PST
it turns out that i have the flu.

It should be better by the end of the weekend, but i'm also probably not going to be at school tomorrow.

Hopefully i can still hand in and take all those tests after the break.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22029700/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22029700/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 10:00:23 PST
1. Light. Whenever i look outside my head hurts
2. Lack of food. Except, it's more that i sleep all day and don't get a chance to eat.
3. Sleeping all day. It means i can't sleep and night, i've pretty much fucked up my sleep pattern
4. Headaches that wake me up at 2 am and then i can't go back to sleep. This happens when the Tylenol wears off.
5. Unable to be on the computer for very long because i'm sleeping all day.
6. That essay that's due tomorrow that i haven't been able to work on because i'm sick.
7. All those school presentations that i don't have my lines memorized for.
8. Not being able to listen to noise rock because it makes my head hurt
9. Not being able to listen to Crystal Castles because it makes my head hurt (except for a few songs)
10. I FEEL LIKE SHIT!

on the upside i found a picture of Alice Glass before she was in Crystal Castles. At least, the person who posted it says it is her, but her nose looks sorta different.

[link]

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22003322/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/22003322/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 18:12:30 PST
Like, really sick...

The last time i was this sick was grade 5.

Anyways...

I just thought it might be good to tell you.

goodnight

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21961847/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21961847/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 10:23:52 PST Color Quiz, and these are my results:

Your Existing Situation:

Having difficulty in making progress. Despite the attempt to conceal impulsiveness, his activities lead to problems and uncertainties, making him tense and irritable.

Your Stress Sources:

An emotional relationship is no longer running smoothly, has proved deeply disappointing, and is now regarded as a depressing tie. While on one hand, he would like to free himself from this attachment altogether, yet, on the other, he does not want to lose anything nor risk uncertainty and the possibility of further disappointment. These contradictory emotions aggravate him to such an extent that he tries to suppress them beneath an aloof and severe attitude.

Your Restrained Characteristics:

Believes that he is not receiving his share--that he is neither properly understood or adequately appreciated. Feels that he is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave him without any sense of emotional involvement.

Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to obtain physical satisfaction from sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.

Your Desired Objective

Feels the situation is hopeless. Strongly resists things which he finds disagreeable. Tries to shield himself from anything which might irritate him or make him feel more depressed.

Your Actual Problem:

Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, emptiness, and an unadmitted self-contempt. His refusal to admit this leads to his adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude.

Your Actual Problem #2:

Anxiety and a restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced considerable stress. He reacts by putting this down to a total lack of understanding on the part of others, and by adopting a scornful and defiant attitude.

Wow, I'm pretty messed up.

But that sounds about right.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21922176/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21922176/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 20:23:28 PST
"No difference."

"Well then, why do you remain in this life?"

"Because there is no difference."

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21864726/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21864726/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 12:24:22 PST
Music

So the new musician i found was Scary Mansion. Scary Mansion is the solo project of Leah Hayes, a musician, writer and doodler. She writes songs on her thunderstick. Her recordings are in low quality and the slight feedback compliments her voice.

Last.fm: [link]
MySpace: [link]
Website: [link]

Recommended songs:
Go To Hell
Scum Inside
Your Mom
Sorry I Took All Your Money
and almost anything of her album "Every Joke is Half the Truth"

Art

I found this deviant a few days ago, her name is ~queenofpaninis. her forte seems to be ink drawings and silhouettes, though she does some photography and is a very good writer as well.

here are some deviations i recommend:
[link]
[link]
[link]

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21850854/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21850854/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 16:02:13 PST [link]
[link]
[link]

Read when you have the time.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21850840/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21850840/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 16:01:23 PST
]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21847621/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21847621/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 12:25:43 PST
"Put the Christ back in Christmas"

well, i say we should put the Christ back in "Christ Raping Black Metal."

That is all

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21839172/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21839172/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 21:29:31 PST
In the night,
TNT explosive,
Car headlights,
And red eyes,

Stare at me,
Love my skeleton,
See it fly,
Made of gelatin,

I told you,
You didn't listen,
Now he holds you,
In full submission,

I showed you,
You couldn't fix it,
Now we scold you,
46 throat slit,

46 throat slit,
46 throat slit,

On your porch,
It stares,
Fully Moonlit,
Devil's Monolith,

November night,
To summer skies,
I can't get rid,
Of the image of those eyes,

I told you,
You didn't listen,
Now he holds you,
In full submission,

I showed you,
You couldn't fix it,
Now we scold you,
46 throat slit,

46 throat slit,
46 throat slit,
46 throat slit,
46 throat slit,

wake up number 47

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21789914/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21789914/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 19:25:56 PST
So I've been thinking of changing my name... to something else.

At first i liked the last name "Child" just because i like childishness, but now i don't really like that name.

The name i was thinking of right now is "D'Arcy Fawn" or Darcy.

Don't laugh, also tell me what you think... and here's why i chose that.

I like the name Darcy because it's unisex, even though my name is unisex right now. That was one of my wants in a name, to keep it unsex, just because... i dunno.

Also Darcy means "Dark One" or at least it sometimes means it, it also means a person from Arcy in France (D'Arcy = French for "Of Arcy").

And i liked the last name because it seems innocent, like a Fawn.
Just look at their faces!

anyways, tell me what you think, be honest. Also i'm open to suggestions that aren't stupid.

Thanks

Also I've been feeling a lot better

Also NEW KINGDOM HEARTS GAME! YEAH!!

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21739799/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21739799/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 22:29:39 PST
Also, before i forget, a lot of random things have been running through my head and i should write them down before i forget:

I can't get the taste of bubble gum out of my mouth

All Along the Birth Canal

The Birds of Shed

that's all.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21728986/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21728986/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 10:32:28 PST
I thought sleep would help, but it didn't.

It is defiantly not the chocolate.

I want to go home... to a real home... not where i am right now.

I feel so fucked up.

And the worst part is pretending I'm fine for my parents.

I just don't want to think that it's their fault.

And they are really the last people i want to talk to.

I have to go to my Aunt's house today, and pretend some more.

I hate this game and i want to get off.

Maybe i realized that i am really no one.

And I'm trying to be happy.

But i can't.

I hope this goes away soon.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21720610/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21720610/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 19:49:47 PST
It was horrible.

I feel... odd, it might be the chocolate,

or something else...

I think... I've had too much to think.

I think i love... no.

i danced. on a roof. to crystal castles.

we went to the park.

Josh and Leland went in the trees, but i didn't.

I was cold.

I played with the bells, at least, i think they were bells.

They didn't make any noise.

Then i went home.

But i had pizza.

I'm lost.

Maybe if i get this all typed out i can make sense of it.

Or at least i just tell myself that.

I know I'll never make sense of it.

So i should just die

I don't want them to leave.

I want... something.

But I'm afraid that if i get it i wont want it anymore.

I want to want something, and i do.

I feel that i don't deserve what i want.

I don't deserve any of this.

So I should just die.

Apparently i have to earn a living, which means i don't deserve to live now.

So I should just die.

I feel empty.

"hey, i know it's really fucked up that i even exist... but you people seem to be really cool to me... thanks"

Please don't leave me.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21687291/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21687291/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 19:26:35 PST
AND FUCK YEAH! THERE WERE PLAYING CRYSTAL CASTLES IN THE CAF TODAY!!
that's the only reason i went down, because B-Dawg(~Strawberryduck) came running up to me screaming ALICE PRACTICE! ALICE PRACTICE!

and speaking of Crystal Castles watch this: [link]

It's really funny. Alice almost get's in a fight with a roadie.

speaking of fighting: i fought Josh today... and Katharine(~Pacino4Me) sorta too, except we were just pushing her around. No one won, we all got tired and i just stopped fighting back. Then Josh got on my back and Emily(~Retardomatic) gave him a wedgie.

and since I'm going around mentioning almost everyone I'm friends with on DA:
=BlueRumbleFish
~Slightly-Kitsch
and ~aquafire2

This was one of the best days of my life.

that is all.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21611680/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21611680/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 09:58:53 PST I was at the ping pong toss booth and had to go through 3 hours of kids throwing ping pong balls at me... well, they were supposed to get them in the bowls or wine glasses, but most of them didn't because it was really hard. I could barely do it.

Also in civics class we are going to have to write a story of a criminal that gets caught and how he is prosecuted by the Canadian Justice System.
So far my working title is "The Cannibal Abortionist And How He is Brought To Justice By The Canadian Justice System".
It's about a guy who kidnaps predesignate ladies and performs abortions on them and then eats the abortus and kills the lady. Then he's caught and prosecuted by the Canadian Justice System.

Either that or I'll write a story about a mother who drowns her kids.

But now i have to do English homework that's due Tuesday... Also, if anyone has a good poem/prose about Empathy could you give me a link to it? because i have a Drama project where i have to read a poem/prose/lyric to the class about empathy and i can't find any. I would write my own, but i find it really hard to write about empathy.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21524487/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21524487/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 18:59:49 PST 2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Fire Water Burn - The Bloodhound Gang
(i see..)

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Right Where It Belongs - Nine Inch Nails
(That seems promising)

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Icarus - Trash80
(The the son of Daedalus?)

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Speeding Cars - Imogen Heap
(I have no idea what that means)

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
Megalomaniac - Incubus
(HA!)

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Exit Music (for a film) - Radiohead
(it's uncanny how much that fits)

WHAT IS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Out There - RushJet1
(not really)

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
Dark Lightning - Sabrepulse
(i have to tell my shuffle to ignore chiptunes)

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Beyond the Dark Sun - Wintersun
(um... sure)

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Beyond Redemption - HIM
(that sounds fun)

THE BEST THING TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
1234 - Feist
(nope, i only have 3)

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
March of the Pigs - Nine Inch Nails
(Yup, pretty much, i'm surprised i've got no Crystal Castles yet.)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
2 + 2 = 5 - Radiohead
(i wouldn't mind that...)

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Love is a Place - Metric
(note to self: get rid of Metric stuff)

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Stressed Out (ft. Bjork) - A Tribe Called Quest
(so that's a no?)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Fidelity - Regina Spektor
(Truthful? Faithful? Really?)

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Technomix - Leroy Jenkins
(of all the songs...)

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Fabulously Lazy - Franz Ferdinand
(sounds like a plan)

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Her Lazer Light Eyes - Nullsleep
(Sounds fun)

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
Walking With A Ghost - Tegan and Sara
(I guess that means miscarriage)

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
CYOA - HeartsRevolution
(hmmm...)

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
1 Ghosts I - Nine Inch Nails
(yes, i'll call the ghosts)

WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
Date with the Night - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
(yup, i'm dating the night)

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
The Zephyr Song - Red Hot Chili Peppers
(let them have it)

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
La Mer - Nine Inch Nails
(my personality is like the sea?)

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21443257/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21443257/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 17:41:51 PST Josh and i decided to make a list of Reasons to Live. Josh had about 10, while i won with only 3.

Here's my list:

1. People that i am emotionally attached to (i.e. people that i feel i cannot live without)
I could only really thing of 2 people that i am so emotionally attached to that i could not live without them, and they are my parents. And even then, i am feeling less and less emotionally attached to them.

2. Desire to learn/experience things. This is pretty much my "i'm not done with this world" reason. There are still things i want to learn and see and do. Music is a big one. Music is nice.

3. The last on is this: a fear of being alone. But then i realized that for the most part i am alone now, and i am scared shitless. But i do have some hope that i wont be alone in the future. So it is more that hope of not being alone, then a fear of being alone.

"I like to be alone, though it would be nice to have someone to be alone with,"

Anyways, Josh's list had the same things that i did, except he added some others like "cats" "darkness" and "blood". Steven didn't make a list, though he said he agreed with the fear of being alone/ fear of what is after live and said that his reasons to live outweighed his reasons to die. Elijah was busy drawing offensive pictures and wasn't really paying attention.

Also i explained why i don't like to hug people. And that's because i try not to get to emotionally attached to people that i see on a daily basis, knowing that they will eventually go away. I am more scared of Love than i am of Death.

That's what we talked about.

I think I'm going to change though. I mean, like, try to become attached to people. Hug people and stuff. Try love, or at least, what i can. Try to be more interested in people.

/
/
/
/

Also, the title isn't a typo. I spelled Death like that on purpose. It's because in English class Katharine (~Pacino4Me) made a "treasure map" and she told me to put the Sea of Death on it. So i did, but instead i wrote "Sea of Deth" which is a last name, and technically more fitting. Anyways, just wanted to explain that.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21032832/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/21032832/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 14:18:50 PDT
I guess it was coming to me since i wired it was getting sound from a little distorted amp that was patched to my laptop. I guess i overloaded the channel and it caused the circuit breaker to kick in. So it made this popping sound and now it smells like burning finger paint and it wouldn't turn on.

I pressed the button that resets the circuit breaker and that seemed to do something. Now i can turn it on, but it makes this weird buzzing noise that it didn't before... so i really have no idea what to do, other than to wait and try to turn it on later.

Other than that, today i tried Pumpkin Coffee which was really really good. Except when Josh gave me his vanilla bean drink and i was looking at both of them while he kept on saying "mix them! mix them!" and i was like "No! that's disgust-" and then i walked into a pole. And i hit my head, stubbed my toe and got hot coffee all over my arm, which is still there because it's sticky.

But it was still really good coffee.

My head hurts

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19972776/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19972776/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 15:13:05 PDT
If someone is a Born Again Christian, does that mean that Jesus is their placenta?

I asked some Christians, but they just glared at me and walked away

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19875380/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19875380/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 08:45:16 PDT
Here's the first one, it only has the Survivalism lyrics with the Love and Caring beat: [link]

And here is the one where i tried to put in Alice's vocals, but i don't know if it worked. Also it cut off the last fucking beat, fuck. Anyways, here it is: [link]

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19788813/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19788813/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 11:17:44 PDT
But in the long run i liked it, so i guess i like Cat Pie too. Hear that? I'm a fucked up person that likes Cat Pie.

Neon Genesis Evangelion gets a 10/10 from me, the only way it could have been better is if there was more of it (or at least more stuff like it)

Also, after i finished watching it i went on a 10 minute quest to find another anime that was like NGE, i found Serial Experiments: Lain. IT SUCKS! i couldn't even get past the first episode! It wasn't the premise, that was amazing (girl commits suicide and starts sending email saying that she "became one with the computer because God is in here") It's just the animation that pisses me off! Watch it and you'll find out what i mean.

Anyways, that's all, i'm off to watch Pi (if i can find it)

//Saint-Disgustus

oh P.S. NINE INCH NAILS IS TONIGHT! FUCK YEAH!

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19773738/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19773738/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 15:12:55 PDT
]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19342612/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19342612/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 19:50:15 PDT
Some cool things i noticed:
1. if you click More>Diversions there is a button that says Wallpaper. This is a "channel" (as they are called now) of just wallpapers (what's also cool is you can sort them by your screen size).
2. IT'S PRETTY! i don't know about you, but it seems much slicker and funner to use.
3. Also under Diversions there is a section called dAmn it. This looks like an archive of memorable moments on dAmn, though i've only briefly looked at it.
4. I also noticed that the search has been improved incredibly, with real-time updates as you browse through categories.

and that's pretty much it, everything else is pretty much obvious.
though i saw that the "Messages" has sorta merged with the "Deviant Watch" which really defeats the purpose of clicking on the deviations, just go straight to them through the messages... if that made sense.


on a completely unrelated side note ~Slightly-Kitsch has gotten me addicted to Neon Genesis Evangelion. Well, it wasn't completely her fault, i mean, Seggie introduced it to me... i guess i forgot about it until she mentioned it, Now i can't stop watching (i watched 4 episodes tonight!)

and, that's all
Goodbye

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19113437/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/19113437/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 16:54:19 PDT
[link]

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/18780566/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/18780566/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 08:53:21 PDT
that is all.

]]> ~Saint-Disgustus http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/18712014/ http://Saint-Disgustus.deviantart.com/journal/18712014/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 10:17:11 PDT 1. You lose it
2. Tag people. no
2. Answer all truthfully. kay
3. Take it in public! ok then
4. Tell all 'taggies' on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal. THE BITCH DIES!!

--------------------------------------------------
[x]=yes ~ [ ]=no
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[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.

[ ] I have many scars.

[ ] I tan easily.

[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.

[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.

[ ] I have a tattoo.

[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.

[x] I have/I've had braces.

[ ] I wear glasses.

[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.

[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.

[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.

[x] I have freckles.

[ ] I hate my dad.

[ ] I hate my mum.

[ ] I have a brother.

[ ] I have a sister.

[ ] I've sworn at my parents.

[ ] I've run away from home.

[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.

[x] My biological parents are together.

[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.

[x] I want to have kids someday.

[ ] I've had children.

[ ] I've lost a child.

[x] I'm in school.

[ ] I have a job.

[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.

[x] I almost always do my homework.

[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.

[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.

[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.

[ ] I've stolen something from my job.

[ ] I've been fired.

[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.

[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.

[x] I've peed from laughing.

[x] I've snorted while laughing.

[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.

[x] I've glued my hand to something. don't ask

[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. I'M ALLERGIC TO COLD!! but i don't think that counts

[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.

[x] I've broken a bone.

[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.

[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.

[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.

[ ] I had a serious surgery.

[x] I've had chicken pox.

[ ] I was born in a different country.

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.

[x] I've been on a plane.

[x] I've been to Canada.

[ ] I've been to Mexico.

[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.

[ ] I've been to Japan.

[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] I've been to Europe.

[ ] I've been to Africa.

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.

[x] I've seen a shooting star.

[x] I've wished on a shooting star.

[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.

[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.

[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.

[x] I've been to a casino.

[ ] I've been skydiving.

[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.

[x] I've played spin the bottle.

[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[ ] I've crashed a car.

[x] I've been Skiing.

[x] I've been in a play.

[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. Don't use it

[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.

[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.

[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night. FUCK! i wish

[ ] I've played chicken.

[x] I've played a prank on someone.

[x] I've ridden in a taxi.

[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[x] I've eaten sushi.

[x] I've been snowboarding.

[x] I'm single.

[ ] I'm in a relationship.

[ ] I'm engaged.

[ ] I'm married.

[ ] I've gone on a blind date.

[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.

[x] I miss someone right now.

[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.

[ ] I've gotten divorced.

[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.

[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

[x] I've had a... ]]> ~Saint-Disgustus