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]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5903463/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5903463/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 10:56:25 PDT
I got in. I've got an interview tomorrow at 5. I need two pics of me. Me mam's supposed to take them today...EVENTUALLY. Lord...I'm wondering what's going on.

But anyway...Rachie got called too. However, she can't go in for an interview considering she's gone now! So yeah. Apparently they want her to call them once she gets back. Cool eh? ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5856817/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5856817/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 12:31:53 PDT Nickname: Keena ((from Mal))
Age: 15
Height: 5'7''
Fav Colour: Red
Fav Food: Mac'n'cheese with ketchup
Fav Bands: SoaD, Rammstein, MSI, OLP
Passtimes: Drawing, Music listening, Writing, Gaming
Allergies: Lactose intolerant ((close enough right?))

:Earthbound-Angel: --Bestest Friend, Official Photographer Chick

:Sakamoto: --Official Avi Guy, Owner ((pet wise...))

:Buddas-Axe: --Official Photo-Alterer Guy

RL FRIENDS:

:gluestickd: :Kadychan: :TRAVMACK: :blissfullydysphoric: :Romiress:

ONLINE FRIENDS: ((well...the closerish ones anyway))

:Argon87: :tsukkido: :Flame900: :KiLeRz: ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5769090/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5769090/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 06:58:36 PDT
My dad's been pushing the idea of me becoming a waitress. I'd love to try it, but I have no idea where to apply. Heh...I'm 15. I'm not sure if I even applied that I'm "old enough"

Anyway...I want opinions. Anyone think I'd be able to pull it off? ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5684871/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5684871/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 10:49:47 PDT
SOOOOOOOOOOOO many videos of anime. Sure...half of them were Dragonball Z ((nothing against Dragonball Z...just not my preference)) but yeah. They were a $1 each. I grabbed volume 2 and 3 of Fushigi Yugi ((he had more but random ones that I saw)), a volume of Ranma 1/2 and volumes 1-4 of Escaflowne. It's been sooooooooooo long since I saw the English version. All the tapes are subbed ((yay))

Anyway...the guy then turned to me and said: "Why don't you take all 7 of Escaflowne and the others for $7?"

I thanked him and paid. I got it for $3 cheaper!! No big I know, but it means lunch. I got home and told my mom as I was walking towards the shower ((I needed one sooooooooo bad)). She laughed and said: "You know he gave you a better deal cause you're a cute teenage girl right?"

I laughed at her. "Mom...I'm wearing a baggy shirt, shorts, sandals, and I look like crap. I don't think so..."

The convo went on but I'm still convinced my way. ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5653111/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5653111/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 06:08:17 PDT

ANYWAY...I could probably experiment on paint again and submit something. Lord...I've even finished summarizing the 4 science units onto one page each. Gah!! Damn my fast typing ability!!!!

Wait. Not really. I like having that. Grr...I can't make up my mind ever. ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5595800/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5595800/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 06:39:45 PDT
I couldn't figure out if today was Wednesday or Thursday. I really hoped it was Thursday but then again I thought "It can't be Thursday!" And then I tried to remember this week. I thought that it might be Thursday, but I didn't want to get my hopes up. I didn't want it to turn out to be Wednesday. That's mean another day I have to go through to wait to see Dave TTnTT

So yeah. heh...conversations with him are funny. I got out of the pool, then about ten minutes later he called. His bike chain had snapped and he was walking his bike home. Of course I mentioned that I had been in the pool. All I hear from his is: "Dammit girl! Don't make me picture that! It's a long walk home!"

He had to then call me back. By the time he called I was outside tanning. He was home then, trying to fix the chain in the garage. I mentioned how I pitied my neighbour if she came out and saw me in my bikini. He laughed and said he's love to be my neighbour...and then later sighed and said something along the lines of: "Damn you. It's going to be a long two days until I see you. Don't tell me things like that..."

Anyway...it's funny torturing him sometimes ^^ ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5595765/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5595765/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 06:32:04 PDT
I’m a little more like my one friend than you’d think. And yeah…Adrian you WERE right about the one piece thingy. It was based on me. But I’m not telling who the other two people are. It’s not my place to say.

Basically, whenever I go on vacation to see our one set of friends something kinda…well happens. We tend to go down to Florida to see my mom’s best friend. She remarried and now has a step-son. Her step-son is my age and well…yeah. You can get the jist of it. The first time our parents’ thought it was cute cause their kids were getting along and all. The last time…well they don’t know about Drew and his pushing it crap. His friend Mike ((who is 18 and WAY stronger than I am)) was flirting and crap too. Both knew full well that I was taken at the time. But that didn’t stop Drew from well…Anyway. Apparently his one les friend wanted to get at me real bad. Heh…always good to know :sweat: ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5571342/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5571342/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 15:05:58 PDT
]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5418585/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5418585/ Sat, 21 May 2005 07:03:48 PDT
Anyway. Rachie dyed her hair early. Looks sooo hot on her. ((No not a les)) And yeah. Now I just have to wait for her to get back so I can take her out for a bike ride/rollerblade around town. Just random going around: spending time outside on a lovely day. ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5399025/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5399025/ Thu, 19 May 2005 06:17:27 PDT

Gah! Mal and Reggie. Damn them for ditching today. They're going on their bloody year end trip. TTnTT I'm being abandoned! First Kaitly...now Mal and Reggie ((well Dave too)) and gah! Who next???

Okay. The freak out ish done. But gah. Damn my important people for disappearing. Hehehe.I wrote the long ass note thingy for Dave that I was told to write. I was ordered rather by Mal, Reggie and Rachie. Apparently it'll give him something to read on the 10 hour drive...

Oh well. I have babysitting tomorrow and dying Rachies hair on Saturday to look forward to ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5380357/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5380357/ Tue, 17 May 2005 06:48:06 PDT
Anyway. Mal and Reggie keep telling me that YES HE DOES REALLY LIKE YOU ((Kaitly too, but she doesn't go to Cadets with him)) but I don't believe it :/

He's such a great guy ^^ I asked him on the phone ((he called me)) if he wanted to do anything sometime soon. He said: "Most definitely." Squee!

Lord. For French I had to write a cooking show presentation and then make the food to serve to the class. Kaitly and I ((well msotly me because of my control issues in projects)) made Pasties. Mmmmm...pasties. And even though they're British...we changed the theme to Scottish so we could get a better mark on the costuming ((quit dance but still has the stuff))

Hmmm...my locker smells of Pasties now. Mmm...and there's a kilt and other things shoved into my tiny ass locker. Crap. It'll be interesting getting home. Lord. It's supposed to rain :/ ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5370975/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5370975/ Mon, 16 May 2005 06:30:40 PDT
Gaaaaaaaah. I’m so stupid!! Well, I don’t know if Reggie was just lying to make me feel better, but apparently Dave said it was a good thing. Lord…so stupid…. ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5362503/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5362503/ Sun, 15 May 2005 07:55:04 PDT
^^ Dave is soooo cute and so great. Lord I must be nausetating. (sp?) Blah. According to Mal's Mike he had been asking about me for a while. Squee! So cute! So funny! So nice! Gah!!! I sound obsessed!!!! x.X;;


Scenario:

Went to Cadet's year end dance. This was the second Cadet's dance I've gone to. Last time I met Mal's friends, including Dave. Hehe...I thought he was cute then too ^^. Anyway, this time the dance had a theme: Hawaaian (sp?). I wore my pink bikinii halter top over my bra, my purple tank top tied up, a pair of red shorts, and my orange wrap. I think I may have been cute for once ^^

Even from the start Mal and Kaitly go: "Keena...Pitri's GLUED to your side. Watch..." And then they'd move where we were dancing. He'd eventually follow. ^^ I wasn't complaining at ALL. Of course...as soon as the snowball hit he went straight for me ^^ Yay!

Later on, his friend Howard would come over my shoulder and go: "He likes you." Ten minutes later: "He REALLY likes you." Half hour later: "He wants your number...(or) He wants to date you..."

Of course I didn't complain. It was funny though. Dave went: "You ruined it!!" And then he asked me for my number. I didn't have a pen so Rachie ended up giving him my number.

Maybe an hour later right after slow dancing with Dave, Howard goes: "DID YOU ASK HER OUT YET??!!" Of course it had gone silent as soon as he started yelling. Dave went over and hit him.

Alright. Now there was the ass grabbing guy. Well, he had his hand on my butt when we were dancing and I wasn't sure if he did or not. Mal comes over to me with Reggie after dancing with him and goes: "HE HAD HIS HANDS ON YOUR ASS!!" That confirmed it for me. Of course, Reggie goes over to the guy and lectures him. Dave was also there and lectured the kid after he asked for my number. Here goes the basic convo from what I was told:

Dave: "You kinda creeped her out. Just back off okay?"
What's his name: "Meh. I think I'll ask her out..."
Dave: "Whatever" *sighs*

Yeah. And he did ask me if I was dating Dave. I told him that he had asked for my number. The guy then asked me if he had asked for it ten minutes before Dave did, if I would have given him it. I politely said no. The guy then went over to Dave and said: "Congratulations. She said no."
Dave: "Heh...I told you." ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5332213/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5332213/ Wed, 11 May 2005 17:48:37 PDT
Heh...ANYWAY...I was looking at my pencil case. I still have room on it. I write bits and pieces from songs and crap. Heh...I evn put a blurb from my own that I was working on:

I am the poisoned dagger in your heart
Wrench me out and toss aside

^^ *listening to Aerials by SoaD* ((I can play the chorus. Yay!!)) ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5327116/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5327116/ Wed, 11 May 2005 06:34:10 PDT No where to go.
Don't want your attention.
Don't want your affection.
Leave me here, all alone
And give me room to breathe.

Stop strangling me
I can't take it!
Let me run, let me hide.
Let me sit all alone
In my corner.

((random sketching in business class))

Ohhhh...and I learned to play the beginning of Spiders by SoaD last night....annnnnd I got my MD player back. Ish fixed ^^ ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5321320/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5321320/ Tue, 10 May 2005 14:35:49 PDT
*sighs* Okay. That's out. Now...getting to what I wanted to say...well type rather. I AM NO LONGER OPENING UP. Occassionally I'll put stuff in a journal or two, but the only person I'll talk to is Jay. He's okay to talk to for some reason. Adrian was supposed to be there to talk to, but he's been disappearing lately. And I feel like talking to Rachie just...*sighs* Not doing much for me right now. So as of now...my mouth is shut. ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5229169/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5229169/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 10:56:42 PDT
I don't hate him. My one friend Rachie has told me to vent all I want. She even joked about giving him a good kick in the balls. But that wouldn't make me feel better at all. That would only make me feel worse.

I hate what he has done to me though. He made think that he loved me. He got me to fall in love with him. Rachie and I are considering whether we are underestimating Jon or overestimating him. He's either really manipulative...or was just thinking with...well you get the idea.

I think it's the second one. He's not that smart. Of course...I wasn't in the best of moods last night. I'm the kind of person who absorbs other people's moods. Mostly the negative ones though. If a friend's depressed..I become depressed. That upon the feelings my ex has dumped on me caused...well last last night's events. ]]> *Sakena http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5229152/ http://Sakena.deviantart.com/journal/5229152/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 10:54:57 PDT
Okay...here it goes. I dumped my ex. But heh there IS someone else. It's just the goddamn distance thing and the whole meeting him in non-real life. I know it may make me sound like some geek or what not, but I really do think I love him. Oh dear god...I know he's going to read this too. Hmm...I wonder if I can just erase all this and hope he won't notice that I'm not posting everything I told him I kinda would in my journal. Nope...never would work.

Lord...today ((and yes I'm still talking to him)) I think I gave him the biggest scare. I may post the lyrics/poem thingy that I gave him to show my basic feelings across. I told him that it would be best if he ignored me and tried to forget about me entirely. He thought I was mad at him or something. The opposite actually. I just don't want him to be hurt. I want to protect him from all the bad and crap I do. I know I'm not THAT messed up, but I just want him to live happily. I don't want to cause him any pain. ]]> *Sakena