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                <title>Tag because I'm bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2008 14:22:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tallness;<br />[ ] under 5'4<br />[ ] 5'4"-5'5"<br />[ ] 5'5"-5.6"<br />[ ] 5`6.5 - 5'7 ''<br />[x] 5'7" - 6'0<br />[ ] tall (6'1 and up)<br /><br />Naturally;<br />[ ] blonde<br />[ ] redhead<br />[ ] brunette<br />[x] dirty blonde<br />[ ] brownish<br />[ ] dark brown<br />[ ] black<br />[ ] light brown<br />[ ] Don't Know, Dyed Too Much<br /><br />[ ] blue-eyed<br />[ ] brown-eyed<br />[ ] black-eyed<br />[ ] green-eyed<br />[ ] Hazel-eyed<br />[ ] gold/gray-eyed<br />[ ] silver/gray- eyed<br />[ ] blue/green-eyed<br />[x] blue/gray-eyed<br />[ ] green/gray-eyed<br />[ ] they change colors<br /><br /><br />[x] glasses<br />[x] contacts<br />[x] neither<br />[x] Both<br /><br />[ ] short hair<br />[x] medium hair<br />[ ] long hair<br /><br />Your personality is sometimes;<br />[x] talkative<br />[x] shy<br />[x] funny<br />[x] serious<br />[x] laid back<br />[x] strict<br />[ ] hyper<br />[x] sarcastic<br /><br />You like listening to;<br />[ ] R&B<br />[ ] country<br />[ ] Christian<br />[ ] orchestral/classical<br />[x] techno<br />[ ] oldies<br />[ ] opera<br />[ ] soca<br />[ ] 80's<br />[x] alternative<br />[ ] disco<br />[ ] rap<br />[ ] classic rock<br />[ ] punk<br />[ ] pop punk<br />[ ] metal<br />[x] rock<br />[ ] emo<br />[ ] foreign rock<br />[x] lots of different stuff<br />[x] dance<br />[x] pop<br /><br />Your confessions;<br />[ ] I'm afraid of silence<br />[x] I am ticklish<br />[ ] I'm afraid of the dark<br />[ ] I've collected comic books<br />[x] I sometimes shut out others<br />[ ] I open up to others TOO easily<br />[ ] I read the newspaper.<br />[ ] I love Disney movies<br />[ ] I'm a sucker for gorgeous eyes<br />[ ] I'm a sucker for gorgeous smile<br />[ ] I don't kill bugs<br />[ ] I bake well<br />[ ] have worn pjamas to class<br />[ ] I love Martha Stewart<br />[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS<br />[x] I am self-conscious<br />[ ] I love to laugh<br />[ ] I can't swallow pills<br />[ ] I bite my nails<br />[x] I play video games when I'm bored<br />[ ] I have gotten lost in the city<br />[ ] gone out in public with pjamas on<br />[ ] I've made out in an elevator<br />[ ] I have been skydiving (I want to, though :c)<br />[ ] I have been bungee jumping<br />[x]i have bitten someone<br />[ ] I have egged or rolled a house/car/telephone booth.<br />[ ] I have smashed into a car<br />[ ] I have been fired<br />[x] I have been skinny dipping<br /><br />Have you ever;<br />[x] seen a shooting star<br />[ ] joke proposed to anyone/ gotten joke proposed<br />[x] gotten stitches (oh, I'm so reckless xD)<br />[x] eaten Sushi<br />[x] gotten the chicken pox<br />[ ] Ridden in a taxi<br />[ ] Been on a cruise ship<br />[?] Driven over 400 miles in one day (I don't know... Do I have to be the driver?)<br />[ ] Been on a plane by yourself<br />[x] had surgery (I'm scheduled for my 4th nose job next week 9_9 (rolling my eyes, as in being sarcastic))<br />[x] seen a movie 2 or more times in the theater (against my will O_O)<br />[x] been on stage<br />[ ] gotten a black eye<br />[ ] memorized all the dialogue in a movie<br /><br />Do you like;<br />[ ] old movies<br />[ ] musicals<br />[ ] blasting music in your car (I would if I had one T^T)<br />[x] foreign foods<br />[x] Gameboy Pokemon<br />[x] Christmas time<br />[ ] animals (yeah, NO)<br />[x] coffee<br />[ ] tea<br />[x] summer<br />[x] winter<br /><br />Two of each;<br />Two Names You Respond To: Salem, you there<br />Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: socks, underwear<br />Two Places You Want to go on vacation: Tokyo, Somewhere in Europe...<br />Two Reasons you're doing this survey? Boredom, and because no one else will ask these questions x3<br />How many pairs of jeans do you own? Four, if no one steals them o.o<br />What color(s) do you wear most often? Grey and blue, if you count that as often.<br />Are you missing someone right now? Um, not someone, but something.<br />What's for dinner tonight? Whatever I feel like eating.<br />Are you happy with your life right now? No, but I try not to think about it because when I do it makes me depressed.<br /><br />Do you own a;<br />- PS2?: yes<br />- XBOX?: no<br />- xbox 360?: yes<br />- PSP?: no<br />- Gamecube?: yes<br />- A digital camera? no<br />- Cell Phone? yes<br /><br />Do you shop at stores like Aeropostale and American Eagle?:<br />- No.<br /><br />How's the weather?:<br />- FREEZING.<br /><br />When do you start summer break?:<br />- Too soon. Nothing's happened yet!<br /><br />Favorite pair of shoes?:<br />- These sandal-flip flops I have c:<br /><br />Do you own big sunglasses?:<br />- No, except this pair that I found on the ground one time.<br /><br />Do you find yourself attractive?:<br />- Yes, but I just wish other people would.<br /><br />What should you be doing right now?:<br />- Something more meaningful...<br /><br />Who did you hug today?:<br />- One of my kind-of-friend-who-likes-me-way-more-than-I-like-her freinds<br /><br />Name one thing that you do... ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Music shuffle thing.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Sep 2008 20:42:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1] Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.<br />2] For each question, press the next button to get your answer.<br />3] YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.<br />4] Tag three people. (Or more)<br /><br /><br />IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?<br />Rumors - Lindsay Lohan<br />(nice...)<br /><br />HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?<br />My World - Avril Lavigne<br />(I love how I have songs I never listen to on my computer...)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?<br />Dirty Little Secret - Kelly Clarkson<br />(oh yes)<br /><br />HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?<br />Angel in disguise - Cinema Bizarre<br />(hahah)<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?<br />Over to You Now - Britney Spears<br />(pfthghghh)<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?<br />Lithium - Amy Lee-EHEM I mean Evanescence, sorry c;<br />(XD)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?<br />Everytime We Touch - Cascada<br />(oh god..)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?<br />S.O.S. - Ola<br />(Am I really that much trouble?)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?<br />Home - Vanessa Carlton<br />(wow, one that makes sense c<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?<br />Wake Up - Hilary Duff<br />(yeah, they really need to. IDIOTS! jk)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?<br />Utopia - Sweetbox<br />(yeah, I guess that makes sense kind of...)<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?<br />I'm a Slave 4 U - Britney Spears<br />(sure, that's totally it)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?<br />Fly - Hilary Duff<br />(ooh, I love this song... wait, what was the question?)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?<br />Don't Tell Me - Madonna<br />(whatever that means..)<br /><br />WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?<br />Broken Biscuit - Sia<br />(I would hope not :c)<br /><br />WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?<br />Not Givin' Up - Natasha Bedingfield<br />(totally man)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?<br />Catch Me When I Fall - Ashlee Simpson<br />(when I let them c;<br /><br />Welp, here's another journal that no one will read. But I had fun, right?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>What</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Sep 2008 14:26:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WEll, I finally figured out how to get bittorrent to work, so I've been downloading like crazy. I LVOE it!!!!!!!!!!! But yeah.<br />Aly & AJ are idiots, but I find myself still listening to their music. It bugs me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Top Five Albums</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2008 14:57:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Uh, yeah, what the title says. Anyway...<br /><br />In order with 1 being my most favorite ever:<br /><br />1. Fallen - Evanescence<br />2. Flyleaf - Flyleaf<br />3. The Silent Force - Within Temptation<br />4. My December - Kelly Clarkson<br />5. Inside Out - Emmy Rossum<br /><br />Basically, these are just albums that have really made an impact on me. But #1 is SOOO much higher than 2 through 5. It basically introduced me to the wonders of music itself. It changed my life. I went through this period where I didn't listen to any music because I was afraid of what people would think if I listened to the music I liked (my 1st artist that I actually had CDs of was Britney Spears :3), but when I heard Bring Me To Life and Everybody's Fool on mtv2 I bought the CD because it was so good, and I felt like it was "okay" for me to listen to it because no one would laugh at me if I told them I liked Evanescence (and no one did). And after that CD I just collecting more music and now I'm not afraid to listen to Ashley Tisdale because I like that music and I'm not going to deprive myself. But enough of my blabbing!! I just wanted to tell this to someone, so whatever.<br />If you read this you have to post your top albums, and why they are what they are! Or you don't have to... but it would make me happy :3 ... please?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>StupidehemDITZY test</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 09:02:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 18 or lower means youÂre not stupid!<br /><br />[X] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.<br />[X] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.<br />[X] You have ran into a glass/screen door.<br />[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.<br />[XXXXXXXXXXX] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.<br /><br />total= 4<br /><br />[ ] You have ran into a tree.<br />[X] It IS possible to lick your elbow. (I know someone who can do it)<br />[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.<br />[X]You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.<br />[ ] You just tried to sing them. (I did in my head, though)<br />[X] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.<br />[X] You have choked on your own spit.<br />[ ]You have seen the the Matrix and still donÂt get it. (I haven't seen it)<br />[X] You didnÂt notice that in the last question ÂtheÂ was spelled twice<br />[X] You just looked at it.<br />[X]Your hair is/was blonde/dirty blonde at one point. (All my life baby! Well, naturally anyway)<br />[ ]People have called you slow.<br /><br />total so far= 11<br /><br />[X] You have accidentally caught something on fire<br />[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.<br />[X] You have caught yourself drooling.<br />[X] YouÂve fallen asleep in class<br />[ ] If someone says ÂfartÂ you laugh.<br />[ ] You just laughed.<br /><br />total so far= 14<br /><br />[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking<br />[X] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about<br />[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you as a joke<br />[ ]You are often told to use your Âinside voiceÂ.<br />[ ]You use your fingers to do simple math.<br /><br />total so far= 15<br /><br />[ ]You have eaten a bug.<br />[ ]You are taking this test when you should be doing something important<br />[X] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didnÂt realize it<br />[X] YouÂve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket. (who hasn't?)<br /><br />total so far= 17<br /><br />[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you donÂt even when you know it wonÂt happen to you.<br />[ ] You break a lot of things.<br />[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you<br />[ ] You sometimes tilt your head when youÂre confused<br />[X] You have fallen out of your chair before<br />[ ] When youÂre laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling (I used to, does that count?)<br /><br />Grand total = 18 Weell, I'm not stupid so says this test! That's what it better say. Jklolxdroflmoanotrly<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Comment on this journal... or don't</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2008 20:41:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was tagged kind of. If you consider this being tagged.<br /><br />I will:<br />a)Tell you why I friended you<br />b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.<br />c) Tell you something I like about you<br />d) Tell you a memory I have of you<br />e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you<br />f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours<br />g) In return, you must post this in your journal<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Naruto, which I don't even watch xD</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jun 2008 18:04:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Naruto<br />[ ] You're stubborn.<br />[ ] You like ramen.<br />[ ] Are foxes your favorite animal?<br />[ ] You're afraid of ghosts.<br />[ ] You're jealous of your best friend.<br />[x] Are you a hands-on kind of person?<br />[x] Do you have a crush on someone, who isn't interested in you?<br />[x] You want people to respect you.<br />[ ] You never give up.<br />[ ] Are you tan?<br />[ ] Were you born on the 10th of October?<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Sasuke<br />[ ] You don't care about other people or their opinions.<br />[ ] Are you left handed?<br />[ ] You prefer being alone.<br />[ ] Are you cold, cruel or withdrawn?<br />[x] Are you talented? (at something, I just haven't figured it out yet...)<br />[x] Have you had to work on your social skills?<br />[x] Do you practice your skills?<br />[ ] Do you have a motive in your life that you live for?<br />[ ] Do you feel like you're cursed?<br />[ ] Were you born on the 23rd of July?<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Sakura<br />[ ] You like the color pink.<br />[ ] Do you feel like something inside of you is ordering you?<br />[ ] You and your friends have a crush on the same person.<br />[x] You're smart.<br />[ ] You have a five-finger forehead.<br />[ ] You usually repress your emotions.<br />[ ] You insult people just to annoy them.<br />[ ] You're aiming for a medical career.<br />[ ] You grew long hair because of your crush.<br />[ ] Were you born on the 28th of March?<br />Total: 1<br /><br />Kakashi<br />[ ] You read romance novels.<br />[ ] You like to spend time in the fields.<br />[x] Have you separated from some group?<br />[x] Is your personality hard to describe?<br />[x] Are you often late?<br />[ ] Do you like to use something that covers your mouth?<br />[ ] Do you use the sayings: "A black cat crossed my path..." or "I fell into a sewer..."?<br />[ ] Is one of your eyes a different color from your other one?<br />[ ] You only have one hobby.<br />[ ] Were you born on the 15th of September?<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Itachi<br />[ ] You like red and black.<br />[ ] You wear purple nail polish.<br />[ ] You paint your toenails.<br />[x] You've been the leader in a group.<br />[x] You're a lot more advanced than others in your age class.<br />[x] You're unforgiving at times.<br />[x] You judge people. (not undeservingly, though)<br />[ ] You hang out with a certain crowd.<br />[x] You have a little brother.<br />[ ] You dress in overly long clothes.<br />Total: 5<br /><br />Gaara:<br />[x] You like sand. (who doesn't?)<br />[ ] You couldn't care less.<br />[x] You're alone a lot of the time.<br />[ ] You've made some sort of a symbol of love on your skin.<br />[ ] Your name means death in Japanese.<br />[ ] You have one reason to live.<br />[x] Your life has had a significant turn.<br />[ ] You have red hair.<br />[ ] Is you birthday on the 19th of January?<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Lee<br />[ ] You believe in hard work.<br />[ ] You're decisive.<br />[ ] You have large eyes.<br />[x] You're a unique person.<br />[ ] You've seriously decided to do something.<br />[x] You have a huge crush on someone.<br />[ ] You have a person who you share a warm relationship with.<br />[ ] You have a black bowl-cut.<br />[ ] You've been in an accident where you were had little chance to survive.<br />[x] You like green.<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Jiraiya<br />[ ] You write and sell romance novels.<br />[ ] Are you a pervert?<br />[ ] Do you like alcohol?<br />[ ] You're somewhat famous.<br />[x] You have long/white hair.<br />[ ] Do you spy on people for some reason?<br />[ ] You're specialized in some field.<br />[ ] You're over 20.<br />[x] You're in some way great.<br />[x] Do you have an ambiguous way of thinking?<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Orochimaru<br />[x] Are you pale?<br />[ ] Do you like snakes?<br />[ ] Is one of your hobbies fencing?<br />[ ] Are you strong?<br />[x] Are you sadistic, power-hungry and egoistic by nature? (sometimes, heh heh)<br />[ ] Do you use people as pawns?<br />[x] Do you have a dream?<br />[ ] You don't feel empathy for other people.<br />[x] Do you lust for someone else's body?<br />[ ] Are you over 20?<br />Total: 4<br /><br />Tsunade<br />[ ] Do you like to play gambling games?<br />[ ] Do you like snails?<br />[ ] Do you have a pig/pigs at home?<br />[ ] Are you afraid of blood?<br />[ ] Do you have an object that you believe brings bad luck?<br />[ ] You're in the medical field.<br />[ ] You're dependent on something.<br />[x] You're a blonde.<br />[ ] Do you use rejuvenation creams?<br />[ ] Are you over 20?<br />Total: 1<br /><br />Shikamaru<br />[ ] Are you lazy?<br />[x] Are you intelligent?<br />[ ] Is everything too troublesome for you?<br />[ ] You often play shogi.<br />[x] You like shadows.<br />[ ] You pretend to sleep a lot.<br />[ ] Your IQ is over 200.<br />[x] You wear a ponytail.<br />[ ] You often use the saying "How troublesome" or something near it.<br />[ ] Is your birthday on the 23rd of September?<br />Total... ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Why not?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Jun 2008 23:17:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YOUR BOY SIDE<br /><br />(x) You love hoodies.<br />() You love jeans.<br />() Dogs are better than cats.<br />() It's hilarious when people get hurt.<br />(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.<br />() Shopping is torture.<br />() Sad movies suck.<br />() You own an X-Box.<br />(x) Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.<br />() At some point in time you wanted to be a fire-fighter.<br />(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.<br />() You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.<br />() You watch sports on TV.<br />() Gory movies are cool.<br />() You go to your dad for advice...<br />() You own like a trillion baseball caps.<br />() You like going to football games.<br />() You used to/do collect baseball cards.<br />(x) Baggy pants are cool to wear.<br />() It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.<br />(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours<br />(x) You love to go crazy and not care what people think.<br />(x) Sports are fun.<br />(x) Talk with food in your mouth.<br />(x) Wear boxers.<br /><br />10/25<br /><br />YOUR GIRL SIDE<br /><br />() You wear lip gloss.<br />() You love to shop.<br />() You wear eyeliner<br />(x) You have some of the same shirts in different colours.<br />() You wear the colour pink.<br />(x) Go to your mom for advice.<br />() You consider cheerleading a sport.<br />() You hate wearing the colour black.<br />() You like hanging out at the mall.<br />(x) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.<br />() You like wearing jewellery...<br />() Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.<br />() Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies.<br />(x) You don't like the movie Star Wars.<br />(x) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.<br />() It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.<br />() You smile a lot more than you should.<br />() You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.<br />(x) You care about what you look like.<br />() You like wearing dresses when you can.<br />() You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.<br />() You wear girl underwear.<br />(x) Used to play with dolls as little kid...<br />() Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.<br />() Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.<br /><br />7/25<br /><br />I just decided to do this because it seemed like a neat quiz thing and stuff. I told myself a while ago that I would never do one of those things again since they used to take epic slices of time out of my life, but I think one won't hurt. And I'm not good at keeping promises.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>New</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Mar 2008 19:34:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Crapplejacks</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2008 14:45:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Um, yeah. I've been writing a lot. I feel like I have to explain that I don't just write crap and post it on here; these are my real feelings and I write when they come to me, even when it's a million times a day. It's just my release and I have a lot of emotions right now about a lot of stuff.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Vacation</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Mar 2008 17:39:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I went on vacation with my family and cousins this weekend to this lodge place with an indoor water park and some other stuff. I feel like everybody hates me sometimes because my 13 year old cousin really wants me to swim and do stuff with her but I'm really tired and I just feel like sleeping. I really don't want to swim either because I'm embarrassed of how I look in a swimsuit. And then my mom and I had this religion fight thing because she doesn't understand why I don't believe in god and since my whole family is Christian I felt nobody really was on my side. I have a ton of homework, which I planned to do earlier when everyone was swimming, but they came back early so I couldn't do any of it, and then my mom gave me a hard time because I was just laying in bed watching tv instead of doing my homework, but I'm really tired. I just feel like everyone's ganging up on me and hating me and I feel bad. Whatever.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Puhlease</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Mar 2008 07:44:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why are so many artists going in the pop or hip hop direction with their music? At least it's all the artists that I listen to and like, and while their previous music was not so pop oriented they're all going into the electronic, pop, and hip hop genres. I like those genres, but it just seems that everyone is doing that or just hardcore rock or something. It's getting really boring and monotonous. Does anyone agree with me? Well, whatever. If I go into the music business, I plan to shock and surprise with my originality, heh heh.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Dream, 3-2-08</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Mar 2008 05:47:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had this bad dream last night. In the dream I was in the bathroom doing something, and then suddenly I couldn't breathe and I got really dizzy. So I quickly went downstairs and ate a gingerbread man cookie. I haven't been eating a lot because I'm trying to lose weight, and I think that's why I had it. It was scary.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Selfish Desire</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Feb 2008 20:40:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I figured out that I desperately want to have a problem and there to be something wrong with me because I want attention. I want someone to help me with life because I donÂt feel like I can do it alone. I say that IÂm lazy because I donÂt want to give myself the satisfaction of saying that I really do need help because that would mean that I have a problem and since I want to have a real problem so much I could make myself believe I have a problem so easily and just be a poser, which I donÂt want to be. I tried to be emo so I could fulfill my desire to be a troubled person, but it didnÂt work because I just felt like I was trying to get attention, and I was. I tried to be anorexic because I felt like it was a ÂgoodÂ problem to have because itÂs hard to do and you canÂt easily fake anorexia nervosa. I also wish I could be lighter, but I wonder if I just think that so I can fake myself into have a real problem. But anorexia didnÂt work because I like food too much and I know the risks of that condition and didnÂt want to put myself at those risks. So now IÂm trying to lose weight by eating 1200 calories a day, which people say I shouldnÂt do for someone my age but I do it anyway because I want to lose weight and I think that it might fill some of that Âtroubled personaÂ need, also. I binged today for dinner and tried to make myself vomit, but it hurt my throat. I know IÂm in a normal weight range, but I want to be skinny so I can have a long way to go before I get fat, and so I can have something wrong with me. I think I also just want an excuse to do badly and not have to work because I really donÂt feel like working almost all the time (on school work). I feel like IÂm exhausted but I also feel that IÂm just lazy because, once again, I canÂt give myself the satisfaction of me having a valid problem because I would be posing as something IÂm not, which is troubled. Depression runs in my family, and sometimes I think I might be depressed, but I canÂt let myself be that, either. Maybe this whole desire for problems because I want attention because IÂm having trouble dealing with my life is a sign that I need help because I really canÂt do this on my own. However, in the back of my mind I still say that IÂm just lazy.<br /><br />I just feel like something is wrong with me, ÂgoodÂ or Âbad.Â I want to have noble feelings that mean IÂm a good person and am not selfish. And I question everything I feel (even what I just said. Maybe IÂm just trying to get attention). I just want to leave this surreal world where I feel like I have no subconscious and thereÂs only one way of living and nothing is new. I would say IÂm suicidal, but thatÂs a real problem and we know what I think about that. I donÂt think I could go through with suicide anyway. I just really, really, donÂt want to care about anything anymore. The only thing keeping me from really considering suicide is my family because they would be really sad and think itÂs their fault.<br /><br />I donÂt feel like a real person. I feel like because IÂm gay and have long hair and am a flamboyant boy and have different opinions and beliefs and donÂt fit into the norm that I donÂt count. But then I feel like that I just subconsciously pretend to feel that way so I can pretend to have a real problem and be happy. Whenever IÂm sad IÂm happy because IÂm sad and that means IÂm feeling troubled and that means my selfish desire is being fulfilled and I need help and donÂt have to work hard. IÂm going to say that IÂm lazy and donÂt want to work hard for things that I want because IÂd rather think that than be a poser. But I really donÂt think that I can ever end these feelings because whatever I feel I will question it and not feel I am really feeling it because I just want life to be easy and to have help and not work hard. I even question that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Chatspeak</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Feb 2008 22:28:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why do people use chatspeak? It is the most retarded thing anyone can possibly do to make themselves look stupid. If they expect anybody to take them seriously when they talk like that they obviously aren't that smart. It just bothers me. Why can't people just type out the entire word? And why is the whole American population against proper grammar usage? I'm not saying I'm perfect, but at least I try. It really bothers me that people pretty much ignore language as an importance. Americans are just stupid in general. Oh, and whoever is a Republican is an idiot. To me, a lot of republican views are really out dated and just stick with what we already know. If we don't try to change we won't get anywhere an advance as a civilization. I'm not saying democrats are better or that all republican views are bad, I'm just saying that most are stupid and ignorant. But most of America is pretty stupid and ignorant so it makes sense. My hair smells good.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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                <title>Dear dA</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Feb 2008 17:13:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The reason I joined dA is to submit my art, write some journals, and just express myself without being judged. I just need an escape and I'm tired of my life right now. I don't care if anyone reads this, and I don't care if anyone wonders why I didn't join another website. I just don't feel perfect and am on my journey to find my perfection.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Salemish</author>
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