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I know many people adore & relate to my writing, but I've gotten comments saying how horrid & disgusting it is, too. I have no problem with that, but my writing is basically my thoughts & are a huge part of me. And people find that part of my sick. Maybe I am. Possibly I'm just mentally disturbed. But I love every second of it.

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"Your Mind Has No Boundaries
The connecting link between you and the infinite is your mind. the Ancient Mystery Schools provided guidance to the initiate leading from the base of the mountain to the summit. At the base of the mountain, we are subjected to the forces of Nature. At the summit, we are the Master of these forces. Our order in the true and authentic tradition of the Golden Dawn, provides initiation and teachings in astrology, qabbalah, tarot, geomancy, astral projection, alchemy, hermetics and the magic of Light - the same Light leading to Self-Mastery and found at the summit of the mountain.
The Esoteric Order of the Golden Dawn
Temple of Ptah - Chicago"

Of all the random things to find stuck in a book, I find this little paper. That's what I get for browsing & purchasing from the Metaphysical section of a book store.

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Ok, ladies. I pose a question towards you (I also appreciate comments from guys about this matter, too): Do you need to wear make-up?

Actually I have several questions that branch off of this. Does it make you feel more beautiful? Do you feel like you have to wear some to catch a guy & keep him hooked? Or do you believe that going more natural is better? And the last question: Do you wear more make-up when you're single or dating/in a relationship?

Please comment! I'm really curious about this.

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So many things that happen in our lives is what kills our dreams. Like being with my 2nd boyfriend so long. During that time, I wasn't as determined/focused on my music. I've also never tried to make anything but music and writing a permanent part of my life. Why am I so afraid of commitment?

I feel like my life has and is heading nowhere, like I haven't found my place in this world. What must I do to change that? I don't know. I just feel trapped at a dead end even though that is not the case. I'm in one of the best colleges in the country, I am a music major, I'm teaching violin & viola students (which I love to do), I have loving friends, & I am guarunteed a job once I recieve my bachelor's degree. Why do I feel so unfufilled? And the strangest thing is why do I suddenly not care about anything material what-so-ever? You know that feeling when you get a nice new shiny CD or new drawing pencils? That feeling's gone! And I feel this overwhelming passion to fight for everything that I think & feel. Maybe because I used to be so shy & never outspoke. I just don't know what to do anymore.

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What's new? Not much! Reading Shakespeare (according to my friend, he is one sexy beast), watching movies about Elizabeth I, practicing my viola until my fingers hurt, and packing for college.

So, obviously, not much is going on. Until next time!

~ Samantha

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Each player of this game starts with the 7 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in thier journal 7 weird things.

In the end, you need to choose 3 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

Enjoy, Lovlies!!!

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1~ I have hypomania, which makes me all the more strange! Mwahahahaha!!!

2~ My semi-conscious is very connected to my regular consciousness, which means that when I'm not paying a whole heck of a lot of attention I come up with really really random things from my semi-conscious. Ex: I start debating with myself.

3~ I have conversations with my cat. Daily... In both English & Cat-speak... ...

4~ I am afraid of closets (I used to suffer from paranoia, but I still have a few quirks left over. This being one of them.).

5~ My pinky fingers are too short compared to the rest of my fingers.

6~ I am a sock-aholic. I shall never have enough socks!

7~ I have an addictive personality. That's why I love caffinne so much.

Tagged:

Cyclone-Alchemist
kittyscarsan
ForgottenCreation23

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There has been thousands upon thousands of years of human evolution and yet so many people are still disgustingly primitive. What is wrong with our world? Forcing young woman to be "spiritually" married, abused, and raped by older men is just disturbing!

Please leave comments if you are against abuse & rape of women and/or polygamy.

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Here is the URL if anyone is curious:

myspace.com/lady_samantha_reno

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Still waiting on those college acceptance letters. They're driving me nuts! I want to know!!!

I need to go destroy something, so until next time! Go feed your pet wallaby!!!

Lady Samantha

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Hypomania~
People with hypomania are generally perceived as being energetic, euphoric, overflowing with new ideas, and sometimes highly confident and charismatic, and unlike full-blown mania, they are sufficiently capable of coherent thought and action to participate in everyday activities. A person in the state of hypomania might be immune to fear and doubt and have little social inhibition. They may talk to strangers easily, offer solutions to problems, and find pleasure in small activities.

I think I have finally figured out what the bloody hell is wrong with me! I shall make a note to go talk to a school counselor about this then, seeing as I do have many of the syptoms:

>Lower need for sleep
>Racing thoughts
>Obsessive behavior, whether mild or severe
>oor judgment relative to a particular situation's judgment call
>Uncontrollable, or only partially controllable, impulsivity

I just don't have this one (being as I am surprisingly a virgin):
>Excessive sexual activity

Sorry, but I am bored, refusing to go to bed *twitch*, and have nothing else better to do than bore you all to death with worthless information.

So, until next time, Loves. Go feed you pet wallabies!!!

.:~Lady Samantha~:.

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First college music audition is today. Most important one, too. It's for DePaul University.

I don't think I've stopped twitching since I woke up this morning...

I just need to keep calm & don't panic during the audition. God, help me!

*Takes deep breath* I hope I do well. My teacher says I'll do fine. And I do have the worst habit of being way to critcal of my musical abilities. I just hope I don't have a heart attack within the next five minutes.

Well, I've had many wish me luck & say that they're thinking of me today. That helped a little at least.

Must go practice my ass off even more now. And perhaps go find the nearest toilet to sit by for about ten minutes... Until later then. Go feed your pet wallabies!

Sam

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I did at least make my mother finally back down by using the loud threatening voice that she always uses on me. Does anyone ever truly think about stabbing their mother to near death & then leave her on the floor until she actually does bleed to death everytime they have a sharp pointy object (even a pen) in their hand? It's like having a moody thirteen year old with a selective memory that throws actual hissy fits for a mother. And then my father is completely whipped. How wonderful it is to have to fend for myself all the time. She constantly accuses me of lying. I can't wait to move to the city!

Very sorry for the little rant there... Hehe. I would have gone on much more. Trust me on that one. Mwhahahaha!

Extremely stressed out with far too much to do at the moment. Anyone what to do my auditions for me? No? Damn... Can't blame a girl for trying!

Must go practice my ass off even more now. Until later then. Go feed you pet wallabies!

Sam

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Why you ask? To buy my very own custom Jordan Electric Viola.

Basically just put this journal up to remind myself to practice & save more money.

Don't forget to feed your pet wallabies or they'll die! Have a wonderful day, lovelies!

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So, to get back at them I leave my stuff everywhere, talk back, and generally act completely nasty towards them. It in return makes them cranky and pissed off at me, which is how I (strangely enough) like it.

College auditions are next month! I only have one short piece memoried along with scales & 2 arpeggios. Ahhh!!! I have so much work to do. I have even gained a "viola hickey" on my neck. More proof that I'm not just a Wayward Victorian Girl that plays the viola, but a true Wayward Victorian Violist! At least that makes me happy.

Well, I know this entry bored you all to death. Sorry about that then. Anyways, must go. Don't forget to feed your pet wallabies!

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I now am also teaching music lessons for beginning violin & viola. I'm bringing in $50 a week & only work for 2 1/2 hours a week. WooHoo!!!

Hope you enjoy all my psychotic pictures that I drew for all of you. There will be more to come, so run & hide from them while you still can!

(Oh, if anyone was wondering {which I'm sure all were on the edge of your seats to hear this...} the tea party that I held was a wonderful success! I've become quite popular for them & am being demanded to hold more.)

But for now, my lovelies, I shall leave you. Just don't forget to feed your pet plague rats!

.:~~:.

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But no matter what, I'm moving to the city. Everytime I'm there, even when I was a little girl, as soon as I entered the city I just feel like I'm letting out a huge sigh and my whole body relaxes and my mind just keeps going "I'm home, I'm home, I'm home..." Plus, I just need to get as far from my parents as humanly possible. They're too controlling, etc.

Also, I'm looking into finally taking singing lessons. Mwahahaha! Now I'll be able to annoy people by singing in tune. Hehe. My voice is very loud since I have very strong stomach muscles, so yay for that! I can't wait!

On top of all that, I shall be throwing a mad tea party for my fellow insane femme friends that I love & support. There shall be corsets & flowing skirts & "hooker" boots & dark glitter make up & many kinds of tea & tea cups every where! And muffins!!! Maybe even cheese muffins (although one of my lovely friends can't stand them. hehe). And of course none of us shall be acting lady-like, being as most of us are surprisingly perverted & crude. God, I love them so. As you see, I really must go find all of my tea cups and pots that I have in a box somewhere in the basement... Really must find those this week.

Finally somethings to look forward too after so much mess & destruction in my life (yes, mainly cause by none other than myself)!

So for now, my lovelies, I shall leave you. Just don't forget to feed your pet plague rats!

.:~~:.

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Orchestra sucks & I want to kill the teacher. She gave me a crappy ass seat. I hope she gets food poisoning or something. She really made me mad this time. Oh, well.

Now, time to go eat tons of chocolate for breakfast! Like I haven't had enough candy. I'm actually hyper from it all!

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Mother won't even give him a chance, our relationship moved way too fast so now we're going back to the very beginning, and I haven't the slightest clue how to react to love.

This morning, it hit me how much I want to make my relationship with him work. I have handed him my heart & there's no way it'll be coming back to me. I am learning what dedication it takes to be patient with these emotions, getting to know him, and dealing with the distance. And I'm willing to do it all because he has asked me, one way or another.

I have at least banished my fear of love and commitment. All I need to do now is understand it all. They both confuse and simply astonish me, for they are both so beautiful. Oi, I sound like a cheesy poet now, don't I?

I'm sure close friends of mine can justify this, but much of my thoughts and ideas are always one huge muddled mess. I run from one thought to the next too quickly and all I'm left with are fragments lying around here and there. For now, this journal has the most complete thoughts that I have and the ones in this specific journal are the most dear to me.

I will continue to try until my taken heart gives out, no matter how much work or even misery (if that is the case) it will take to go through.

I don't know if he will read this. In a way I hope he does. I don't have that much time to plan out my thoughts so that I can say them in a conversation with him.

]]> ~SamLuvMusic http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/14890560/ http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/14890560/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 19:17:15 PDT And I have a huge as all bloody hell audition on Monday to attempt to be accepted into an All-State Orchestra for only one freaking day that I am not ready for whatsoever . Talk about stress. Just knock me out with a frying pan right now so I can get some rest!
God, please give me strength. At least I'll get to spend time with friends on Friday. Girl's night out. I can't believe I'm gonna say this, but I need it so freaking much!!! Otherwise, I shall become this little emoticon: And yes, I am going emoticon crazy today.


So,
Are you suffering?

( That's from the Emilie Autumn song, Misery Loves Company. Just the song title is so extremely freaking true. Oi. Geez, I need a life if I'm going on this much about a song. Can you say music nerd? ... Ok, I'm done... ...for now at least! )

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]]> ~SamLuvMusic http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/14809314/ http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/14809314/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 05:08:32 PDT I guess I just have to rely on being with myself more often again for company.
This morning, I just woke up pissed about yesterday. At least my ex told me to feel better and gave me a hug when he came by to pick up my truck. I didn't even care that he did give me a hug. It was the best thing that had happened in the past day or so & made me feel a little bit wanted.
So damn emotions. Damn them all.

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For once I am truly happy.

I can't thank you enough, My Love.



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I love you, Dave!!!
,
Sam

]]> ~SamLuvMusic http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/14199835/ http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/14199835/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 17:05:14 PDT I 'met' a most wonderful guy today. He's my type & so far, seems like everything I've ever wanted in a guy.
Had an awesome viola lesson.
Made a little girl really happy by letting her pet my kitty.
And I may get that modeling job soon.

Today was simply wonderful.

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And I need a hug.

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]]> ~SamLuvMusic http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/12982127/ http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/12982127/ Wed, 16 May 2007 19:18:16 PDT Promised myself I'd never be that sad
Maybe that's why you've come along
To show me, it's not always bad

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

It's true I've become a skeptic
How many couples really love
Just wish I had a crystal ball
To show me, if it's worth it all

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

And I've got to be sure
Coz it's been so long
And I cannot take the pain again
If it all goes wrong

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

I want you so much
I need you so much
I want you so much
I need you so much
[believe me my love
believe me my love]

~ Falling for you by Jem.

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]]> ~SamLuvMusic http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/12913299/ http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/12913299/ Thu, 10 May 2007 16:43:18 PDT Why do women always freak out if a guy sees then in their underwear, but not when they wear a bikini (which now-a-days are more revealing)?
It just doesn't make sense!!!

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]]> ~SamLuvMusic http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/12878142/ http://SamLuvMusic.deviantart.com/journal/12878142/ Mon, 07 May 2007 16:07:56 PDT To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in ... to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you


I look forward, to dying tonight
Drink 'til i'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
I'm giving in,
Giving in, no!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all this faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
~ Giving In, Adema.

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