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deviantART: by:SamiChan777 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:SamiChan777&section=today deviantART RSS for by:SamiChan777 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 30 Nov 2009 09:25:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png SPOILER http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6658015/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6658015/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 08:59:21 PDT SPOTLIGHTED SONG OF THE JOURNAL
Gackt- Dooms Day Bold= Japanese Italic= English

kirei na tsuki ga warau
shizuka na yoru ni warau
mou ichido, tsubuyaita wa
anata no namae o...

The pretty moon is smiling
In the quiet night, it's laughing
Once more, I murmured
Your name...

chirabaru garasu no ue de
tsumetai kaze ga odoru
anata no kaeri o matsu wa
nemuri ni ochiru mae ni...

Above the scattered glass
A cold wind is dancing
I await your return
Before falling into sleep...

sakendeiru watashi no koe ga hibiku
yurusarenai anata no tsumi o daite

My shouting voice resounds
And I embrace your unforgivable sins

anata no yume o mita wa
mezameru koto no nai yume o
madobe ni motarenagara
sotto tsuki ni dakareta

I saw your dream
The dream you can't awaken from
While leaning against the windowsill
And being softly embraced by the moon

kendeiru anata no koe ga togireru
yurusarenai watashi no tsumi wa tsuzuku
anata no mune o, anata no ude o, anata no koe o... subete o
itoshii hodo ni kuruoshii hodo ni aishisugita anata o daite
nandomo kowashitsuzuketa...

Your shouting voice stops
And my unforgivable crime continues
Your heart, your arms, your voice... everything
Until we love each other, until it drives us mad, I hold you who I love too much
I destroyed over and over again...

ima nara todokimasu ka?
yasashii kare no koe ga
anata ni wa miemasu ka?
akaku somatta kono ude ga...

Does it reach you now?
His kind voice
Can you see it?
Your arm, dyed red...

furuenagara saigo no koe o keshite
yurusarenai futari no tsumi o nakinagara
hakanai yume wa, kanashii yume wa, setsunai yume wa owari o tsuge
yasashii yume ni, itoshii yume ni, ano hi no mama ni, ano koro no you ni...

While shaking, the last sound is erased
While weeping for our unforgivable sins
Ephemeral dreams, sorrowful dreams, painful dreams announce the end
Into gentle dreams, into beloved dreams, like that day, like that time...

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Last night we went out to the starlight drive-in...and saw three movies.

WARNING, IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THESE MOVIES AND DON'T WANT TO RUNIN ANYTHING DON'T READ

1st was "sky-high"...it was ok..I mean it was a disney movie. But I mean they are all the same right?
Guy falls in love with beautiful girl, but his best friend likes him. Beautiful girl turns out to be the villan and tries to take over. Guy finds out best friend likes him, they kiss...blah blah blah... and Guy saves the world from...The ebil chick..eH...sooooo prodictable.
Ok tell me if this sounds wrong. This was said at the end of sky-high. "So my girlfriend became the villan, and the villan became my best friend, and my best friend became my girlfriend"
Right now your thinging "oh..so the girlfriend became your girlfriend again?"
WRONG. In the start the villan was a guy...So...now look at that.

-erhm- anyways.

The next movie was "Just like Heaven"

One of the sweetest most awww mood movie I have ever seen.
Ok this girl is a doctor, and then she is driving to her sisters house and go into a comma by a truck runnning into her. Later a guy moves into her "Empty" arpartment. Turns out that the girl still thinks she lives there, and tries to kick the girl out. But the girl is now only a sprit. So through out the movie they are trying to find out who she is, and what happened to her.
Turns out that she is in a comma, and is about to get her life support cut off. So the guy is in love with her and wants to save her. He steals her body and tries to make it out of the ER, but can't. Her breathing tube comes off and she starts to stop breathing. The guy is surrounded by guards and breaks lose. He gives the girl mouth to mouth, and tries to bring her back. At first they don't think it worked, until her heart starts to beat again. But when she awakes she forgets about the guy. So he walks away and after that they meet on her roof, and he has built this lovely garden. She has always wanted a garden on that roof. As soon as they touch she remembers all that happened and him.

ITS JUST SO KAWAII!!

And last but not least, My favorite of the night...."Red Eye"

Omg that movie keeps y... ]]> !SamiChan777 blinkin bidy bop http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6648872/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6648872/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 07:22:32 PDT
Talking:
Missing:
Eating: nothing at this momment but I will eat breakfast soon.
Watching: Fosters home for Imagey Friends
Listening: Nothing

ok! lets talk about the name.... boredness or....randomness...I will let you choose.

Anyways! I really don't know what to talk about so I am just going to ramble on.

So I am spending the night....(did spend the night) at

and

house last night... pretty fun, but now I have to go work on the stupid house again... OH JOY BE TODAY.. -_-

....you know what...I don't have a rant for today...which is odd. But I know your getting sick of them anyways.

I got told the other day that this person like reading my journals...is that true? Do you guys like reading my journal?

IT IS TRUE ISN'T IT!!!??? ><

So you people like digging into my personal life, for your intertanment...sick twisted poeple...

NAH...I love you all so I really don't care that you read whats going on with my life...

Well I really have nothing else to say...So until next Journal my lovable friends.

Much LOVE

Sami ]]> !SamiChan777 Journal Whore? http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6632757/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6632757/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 09:37:19 PDT
Haven't noticed it until now..But I make a LOT Of DA Journals...Is because I want attenstion...or..maybe because I am bored

Talking:
Missing:
Eating: FruitLoops *naws*
Watching: Robots
Listening: Utada Hikaru - Close To You (English)
Reading: Midnight Magic By Avi

I got this note saying "Wow u shure got lots of Journals"

Two things I can't believe about this note, One "SUCH bad grammar..."
And Two "oh my...that person is right"

I make to many Journals...THAT MAKES ME A JOURNAL WHORE *whinnes*

Also..I know most people have a lot of favorites...but I have 349.. ><

RANTS

Ok...I hate not being there for my friends when they need it the most..
that wasn't really a rant but ok.

I Hate, Loath People that are iliterate...gah, sorry if my spelling is off...its just I got up a little bit ago and its so DAMN cold..

Ok don't you? you see this "Hey ppl howz it goin' whatz ^?" GAH TYPE OUT THE STUPID DAMN WORDS!! honestly!

It is not that hard to type this "Hey people how are you, anything new?"
One it is being nice to those that are literate...and TWO it just looks soooo much better.

end of rant

Well I guess I will spotlight someone today, Hmmmm who should it be...

SPOTLIGHT:

Feel better love...I hate to see you sad.

READ!!!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the perso... ]]> !SamiChan777 Thank you thank you thank you thank you http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6617698/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6617698/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 14:55:46 PDT
Mood: Happy/Hyper
Consuming: Your right arm *na nou aa na*
Talking:
Missing:

Wheeeeeeeeee *spins really fast in circles*

You know what I noticed...I am sad all throughout the day at school...that is until 6th hour when i know that the end of the day is coming and I get to talk to all you wonderful people and cheer me UP!

So now I am inn hyper mood... and its wonderful!

But then Again what is one of my journals without a little ranting? hmm?

I hate those annoying people that you want to go away so you give them little hints and they just don't get it... and never go away ><

And those people that think that they are your friends and will talk to you for some reason then you get mad and yell at them when you really don't want to.

I HATE meself....when I yell at people it makes me so mad... I don't mean to yell at them or anything like that..It just comes out as a yell.

*Takes a deep breath* Ok I am done ranting.

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Oh wow...what the hell is that? @.@

-erhm- oh well just forget that...-couch cough-

Well I am out of things to say...so I will leave you be for....NOW..><

~ Friends/Family/Clubs, and Such ~
[link]

Much love
~ Sami ]]> !SamiChan777 La a so uo http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6609102/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6609102/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 15:38:21 PDT Don't ask me about the title...I just wanted it.. It was in a song that I was singing so deal with it.

Mood:
Talking:

And me friend Brendan..but he not on here
eating: Pop...mountian Dew...I took it from

X3
missing:

TODAY it is a cool day.. just because today I am spotlighting not a song...but a person I will spotlight

Why? because I want him to know that he is loved! I love him more then you! XD jk jk ><

I hate math...just because I don't understand it...sure I get a A in that class...but still I don't understand it. @.@

My buddy twisted her ankle, which is good because I can ride the elevator now X3 I am just mean like that.

Oooo Oooo "I am a Angel I really am, the horns are just there to make sure the halo doesn't fall off....I SWARE!"

I bet you something...I am the cutest little Angel with horns that you will ever see ^_^

But Much love to:

cause He is uober sweet to me and is Cool

Cause I love to glomp her!...and steal her mountain Dew.

because I want to and I can! X3

Friends, Clubs, Family, and People that I love
[link]

You all! ^/////^

~Sami

P.S. I am in a good blushy mood! thats rocks! ]]> !SamiChan777 Clubs & Friends & Family http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6597509/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6597509/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 10:23:16 PDT MY FAMILY!:

Older brother

Younger sisy

Older sisy

Younger Sisy

Slaker Younger sisy

The Specail People that make me happy and Whom I love, that are Wonderful people:

I luff you guys, you are sooo nice and kind to me...and help me feel better during my rough times

My buddies, that I watch, and that may not watch me:

http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6596540/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 07:41:45 PDT Talking:

Missing:

Eating: Nothing...
Watching: CardCaptor Sakura Music video's

Nihigh My friends... I guess my mood is...a little crapy today...but I thank the two people that I am talking to, because they are making me feel better.

I had a rough night last night... I started to cry because I am breaking down on the inside. All these years I have been taking the cruel words that came my way...not knowing that they would come back to hurt me.

I don't want to let my friends see me cry...but sometimes there is nothing I can do. I wana be strong for my friends...I am trying..But sometimes I can't help but to cry.

I want to help them because they are in pain as well...but How can I help them when the same problems are coming my way too. So I cried about it.

But to make matters worse...My Mother...started to yell at me for not doing my chours...WHEN I DID DO THEM...and made her freakn lunch! Did I hear a thank you from that...NO.

I hate being yelled at..if I get yelled at I start to cry....I just can't take it...its like my one weakness.

I am craving..... a craving to be held...held by my love, I will not name any names,..But I wana hold him...kiss him....LICK him ...><

when I was in my bed last night I was calling out his name....I couldn't help it...I want him so bad...

DON'T HATE ME PEOPLE THAT THINK I AM BEING ANNOYING TALKING ABOUT THAT STUFF.

I also want my friend Meggie to be happy...SO MAE MAE BE HAPPY!...or I will cry...
You see I love you Meggie, I don't want to you to be unhappy...
And my love (you know who you are) I will try not to cry...thanks for your kind words.

Stoplighted Song of the Day
Utada Hikaru- Close to you

Why do birds suddenly appear.
Everytime you are near.
Just like me.
They long to be.
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky.
Everytime you walk by.
Just like me.
They long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born.
The angels got together
Adn decided to create a dream come true.
So they sprinkled
Moondust in your hair and golden starlight in your eyes so true
That is why allthe girls in town.
Follow you all around.
just like me
They long to be.
Close to you.
Just like me.
They long to be.

Close to you

Thank you all

thats my journal for the day

much love,
Sami ]]> !SamiChan777 Weeee http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6590252/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6590252/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 13:03:15 PDT Talking:

Missing:

Eating: Nothing at the momment.

OK!!! my journal updated...because I am thinking your little bored...looking at the same journal....

Spotlighted song of TODAY's Journal:
Utada Hikaru - Can You Keep A Secret (English Version)

I want to be closer to your ideal
I can't be a good girl Can you keep a secret?

Hit it off like this
Hit it off like, this oh baby

You still can't read the signals I've been sending from here.
Come on.
I'll get it across, I'll stop, just hide it away
until I can't runaway anymore.
I'll believe, that's no good, cause I still don't wanna believe it.
I want to be closer to your ideal
I can't be a good girl Can you keep a secret?
I'm not sad when you're here.
Can you keep a secret? Can you keep a secret?
I can't be closer to your ideal.
I can't change that quickly, Can you keep a secret
Cause I'll call to you when I'm sad
Can you keep a secret? Or do I have to keep it secret?

Hit it off like this
Hit it off like this, oh baby
Even when you're by my side,
I'm looking for a round about way to express it.
If you don't want this puzzle to go unsolved.
Won't you come on
a faint sound
the moving shadow giving chase
a shadow that won't leave us alone.
you'll need to be a bit adventurous and have the courage to hurt.
I want to be closer to your ideal
I can't be a good girl Can you keep a secret?
I'm not sad when you're here.
Can you keep a secret? Can you keep a secret?
I can't be closer to your ideal.
After this there's no going back, Can you keep a secret?
Show me, that you're not going to go and blab it to everyone.
Can you keep a secret?
Or do I have to keep it secret ?

I've kept it quiet all this time,
Don't tell anybody, Can you keep a secret?
I'm not sad, cause you're here.
Can you keep a secret? Can you keep a secret ?
even if i promise not to hurt you,
who knows really? Can you keep a secret?
I'm not sad, cause you're here.
can you keep a secret?
Or do I have to keep it secret?

So I am dabating with meself if I should put up the Naruto picture that I drew....><

I WANT A DAMN...ummm...what was I going to say...something that I wanted...*thinks*....AGHHH ow ow ow ow...bad sami no thinking.

I want another SUBY!!! damn you all give me one you poor poor person!!! CHEAP....THATS WHAT YOU ARE....CHEAP ASSES.....GIVE ME A DAMN SUBY CUZ I AM A POOR ASS MYSELF!!!!

;.;.....

I am going to go crawl under my table and die....*crawls under the table*

-erhm- I will shut up....><

Ok here is the ranting of SAMI...come back...

><

oK openings for Tatto's.....
anyone that wants a Tatto ask meh!! but if your not loved...I won't give you a DAMN THING! X3 cause you are now my whore/manwhore.....BOW DOWN BEFORE ME!!!

I am being in a crude mood.....LOL and I don't a DAMN..

Tatto's :
1. kitsune....Done
2. Lora34...Done
3. paranoiaprincess83 (Done)
4. Dragon Tatto for Becca (Done)
5. Tatto for ho-ori (Coloring
6. Tatto for insaneashrak1 Working on

Thats all I am going to do is 6...some of you may want two...but...if you don't ask for two....or are not loved....than who cares...

You may not ask for a deisgn that you would like...I will mak... ]]> !SamiChan777 whats new. http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6573416/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6573416/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 14:13:23 PDT Mood:

Happyish
Talking:

Missing: ...All my friends
Eating: Nothing at the momment...
Watching: Music Video's
listening to:

the music video..DUH

Ok... I have no suby and anymore and that makes me sad... But I have found and new love....

And that is the LOVE of making, TATTOOS AND HENNA DEISGNS!

I love drawing them, on hands or paper... I find myself drawing them in the middle of class...no paying anything to the teacher....

(getting yelled at later for that...

)

People keep telling me that I should be a tatto artist....my hand is to shaky...I have to stop in the middle of drawing henna on someones arm to stop my shaking hand.

>< Oh hi ne....THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE 1,518 Some page veiws...I am well on the way to 2,000...:loved:

is making me a ID as we speak

thank you so much for that ><

I have about three new Tatto deisigns but I am asking, do you want to see them....cause if not I won't post them...

Tell me on your thoughts about that... thanks much

love ya all!

~Sami~ ]]> !SamiChan777 >< http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6565949/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6565949/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 17:25:38 PDT

Mood: On The Phone

..freaked out
Listening to: Gorillaz Theme
Reading: True Confessions of Charltte Doyl.
Watching: nothing...

Talking to :
Missing....: God...everyone...>< ;.;

Ok I am just coming to post something other my breast talk...don't you be fucking with me...... OK SORRY ABOUT THAT....I am in a hyper mood...ish right now...I BLMAE THE SUGAR!!!!

-cough cough-

AKIRA IS ALL BLOODY AND ...GUTSY....AND .... AWESOME X3 hahaha...I win!

Utada Hikaru, Devil In side

Everybody wants me to be their angel
Everybody wants something they can cradle

Ooooooohh

They don't know I burn
They don't know I burn
They don't know I burn
They don't know I burn

Maybe there's a Devil (or something like it)
Inside
Maybe there's a Devil (or something like it)
Inside of me

Devil (or something like it)
Inside
Maybe there's a devil
Somewhere really deep inside me

Devil ... inside of me
Jealous angel ... deep inside me

You don't know 'cause you're too busy reading labels
You're missing all the action underneath my table

I'm waiting for my turn
I'm waiting for my turn
Just waiting for my turn
Just waiting for my turn

Maybe there's a devil (or something like it)
Inside
Maybe there's a devil (or something like it)
Inside of me

Devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a
Devil somewhere really deep inside me

Devil ... inside of me
Jealous angel deep inside me

Ooooooohhoooooohhooooo

Until they make it burn
This is how I burn

Maybe there's a Devil (or something like it)
Inside
Maybe there's a Devil (or something like it)
Inside of me

Devil (or something like it)inside
Maybe there's a devil
Somewhere really deep inside me

Devil ... inside of me
Jealous angel ... deep inside me

Ok I am done with my ranting...

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~Sami~ ]]> !SamiChan777 ...why should I? http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6550388/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6550388/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 21:54:29 PDT

Mood: Inquisitive

...sad/happy/?
Listening to: My Gay little Boy
Reading: Guilt By Silence
Watching: Akira

I ask you why should I be happy...when those around me are suffering so.. why can't I help them..because they have helped me..

I am happy because a person is coming down to see me....and I have been waiting to see this person for like ever!

I am sad because my friends around me are sad and deperesed...

>< people are making fun of me.... I signed this little card saying that I wouldn't have sex until I was married... ok... but people are saying that when My FRIEND comes down to visit me I might break that signing... I mean its ok I really don't mind..because they know what would happen if the chance would turn its head. But still....

While I am on the subject...My friend Lorene here in Hutchinson... well...she was all moody because she had sex and her parents found out and she is being sent to boot camp during summer.. ..I told her....if she should do that...NOT TO GET CAUGHT! honestly.. But oh well what is done is done..

*walks in circles for about an hour* Is it summer time yet?

T.- we were in the middle of walmart when my sis goes, "I need women things...."in a soft whisper....

So knowing me I had to say it... "OH...you need a tampon?" in a loud voice.

My mom, bless her heart, without missing a beat said "Oh what are you going to do, yell everyone over the P.A. system?"

I just grin and said "If you would let me!"...

That was a pointless story...

So my Suby is almost over...*whinnes* Oh well I knew it would last for ever...unless some kind hearted person on DA wants to buy me a year long one...><

You know what I hate... my breast! I mean they are two big....>< Ok your thinking, as a male does "Whats wrong with having big ones?"
Ok you try running up and down 4 flights of stairs about three times a day, wearing a tight shirt and pants... with about 85% of the males are staring at one thing..you chest as it moves, as you get down the stairs.... its annoying, and soooo wrong.

Ok my journal was a total waste of time... and pointless...I will leave you and your bendalbe mind alone...for a little...X3

Much love!

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~Sami~ ]]> !SamiChan777 ..spinny... http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6526464/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6526464/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 06:51:40 PDT

Mood: Dancing

Woot! lets dance!
Listening to: Girls Be Ambitious by Miyavi
Reading: eh...
Watching: Girls Be Ambitious(music video)

SAMI IS SICK NO MORE!!! I am not sick and it feels good.....eh....I won't sing the feel good song...

But I will sing... GIRLS BE AMBITIOUS!!!

"Kono kegaretate de yokereba ikure demo sashinobete ageru
michishirube nante iranai kara, metsumutta mama isshoni arukou

naifu tte no wa ne, sasu toki yori mo nuku toki no hou itaindatte shitteta?
hana wa isshou, jibun ga kirei datte koto sura shiranai'n datte ne
kanashii ne

Oyasumi no kisu wa shite agerannai mitai dakara,
gomen na, dakara utau yo.
korede "oaiko"tte no wa doukana
soredemo "oaiso"tte no wa douna no
kono serifu chotto bakashi kusai kana

If you give me a chance, apologize and I say [Girls, be ambitious]

Hitoribocchi no yoru
wake wakan nee fuan ni, nogareenu kyoufu, nakitaku naru yona kodoku ga,
kimi ni mo osoraku otozureru deshou?

Sonna toki kimi ga gussuri nemureru yo ni
omajinai"

I typed that along with the song.... I think I spelt everything right... if i didn't I am soooo sorry...

Now I can really love this suby....*nuzzles suby* yay.. I am so happy... but I would be even happier if someone bought me a longer one *hint hint*
^_^ just playing around.... I would like one no doubt.... but I don't want anyone buying me on unless they really want to..

*pets hair* My hair feels so soft and sliky today... I love it...^_^

Well I don't know what else to write.... so I will talk to you all later!!!

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~Sami~ ]]> !SamiChan777 Eh... http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6518818/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6518818/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 08:54:10 PDT

Mood: Psychotic

going into a rage...
Listening to: Secert Garden by Gackt
Reading: .....
Watching: Secert Garden

So I am home all day...once again.. But the thing is I want to go to school... I really do... Today I am missing like 5 tests....-.- which I am going to have to make up sometime..

I feel like crap... can I go crawl off into a conner and cut myself?...not like anyone would care...*starts to walk to the conner*

playing tests in band for chairs.... I have been first chair for the longest time... but I am so worried that I will suck because being home sick really doesn't help me practice..

And none the less I couldn't memorize my monolog... and I have to say it from memory or I am going to a weak part in the up coming play... Which sucks Because I would like a nice part....

But here I am, ranting, raving, and carring on... being annoying to those who read this... being stupid for thinking life is great.... when the so many bad things seem to all come down at once... cutting me like knifes...

I don't know...maybe I will come out fine... but maybe... I will take my own life...

My head is spinning like I need to go throw up again... but I know thats not why its spinning..

I am starting to lose my sight... and I feel faint... words... thoughts... feelings keep popping into my head.. pounding on the sides like drums....Never ending...

I keep hearing voices I think I am going insane.... they call my name... they ask to help... they bring back painful memories... keeping me awake at night, until I cry myself to sleep again...

But I keep going... why? why do I live in a world that seems not to want me?...

Because... deep down in my heart... I know... there are people that love me... on here.. around the world.... in my home... They might not show it... and they might deny it.... but I can see, and feel it... in my heart... and it gives me warmth.. It helps me carring on, it helps me breathe...

The warm feeling of love.. laughter and all that... I crave that... I need that to live... And when it comes down to it... don't we all?

We all want something... something we can't live without... little kids its atenstion of some kind.... Teens its not to be left alone... and to be loved... Adults want money.. or some kind of sexy..and passionate love...grandparents... they love to see others smile... their grandkids happy...

So when its all gone... or so it seems.... think of the ones that make you smile... or want to smile... laugh, or bring you joy... cause it helps.... it really does...

Thank you all for listening... and just caring... even if its only a little...
Thats why I am alive today... thats why my heart beats.... its because of those that help....

Thank you

]]> !SamiChan777 I hate being sick.... http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6517545/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6517545/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 04:38:44 PDT

Mood: Sleeping

Tired...half asleep
Listening to: Pop is dead by Miyavi
Reading: nothing
Watching: Pop is dead

-.T I am in a sleepy...sickly kind of mood .... I got up... around 3 in the morning... walked to the bathroom... and ... well lets just say.. I don't have my dinner from last night

On a lighter note... watching the ever sexy Gackt, and Miyavi... kind makes you feel better....>///////< I am staying home again... I think.. well i should.... throwing up like that... Eh....

Then again my Mom might force me to go.... so... we will have to see...

So... I am at lost for words now....

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FOAMY!!!! I love this video... its sooo funny...
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Meh Gackt-Kun
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We will not and can not forget MIYAVI!!! In his Smexy pose....

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]]> !SamiChan777 Suby!! Woot http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6512698/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6512698/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 14:58:45 PDT

Mood: Happy

I am HAPPY
Listening to: Lust for Blood, By Gackt-Kun
Reading: Fruits Basket book 10
Watching: Gilmore Girls

OMG..... I am giddy as a school girl on prom night.....I can't believe they finally gave me....ME .... a suby...I feel so loved.....

THANK YOU DEVAINTART FOR THE FREE SUBY.....even if its ONLY for a week....

I got a little confuzled when I was going to a person's page, and it interrupted me.... then I looked at my user name and inseed of ~ there was a * so i was like Oh my....Mae Mae what does it mean when you swigle goes to a star thingy.... and when she said "either a person has bought you a suby, or you got a free one from Devaintart" I was all like MEEP!!! OMG NO WAY!!!

BUT WOOT!!!

I got one!!!!! now I can put picys up and everything.... :hyper:

I feel much better.... I am happy more then sick....eh,.......

I love this little button now ******************************* hehe...hyper crazy...

GEEEEE

Well I am going to stop raving now....

*takes a deep breath* Ok.....I am good now..

Well I thought I just let you know... and WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Thank you and bye bye

]]> !SamiChan777 Sick-ish-tickle-feeling(Edited) http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6509877/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6509877/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 12:26:53 PDT
Mood:

High fever and throw up ness...
Watching: Music Animations
Eating: Nothing I think I might throw up if I do ...
Talking:

Missing:

Yes I am finally unbanned....-_- it is about time to....I was getting tired of posting to my buds on the FruitsBasketGlompers accont...

Some of you asked me or what to know why I got banned in the first place... well I was yelling at s ex boyfriend...because this jerk always talked bad about her, and I will not let some lowlife talk about and to my buddy like that! So.. reported her ex.... but in the same time.... got me banned. The up side is... I was able to get back on DA, but as for him... will lets just say he is Banned with no chance of coming back to that accont.

If you ever see a guy talking back about please.. tell me

Yes I am sick... and I feel like crap... I went to the fair yesterday...which was a mistake because I didn't feel good then... but I wanted to go to ride-o-rama.

Me and my friend got there at 9:00 am, and walked around until 11:00 am so we could ride the rides.

After about 10 minutes, all my friends were there, and the guy..I sorta like... so i was feeling a little better.

But.. my stupid me... and my sickness came back, I was about to faint I sware I was, but Jordan(the dude I like) told me that I could lean on him for a bit, until I felt better.

I gladly said yes, but was a little nervous... but anyway...

We kept riding rides and walking around.. didn't help that much... I tired eating something but that made it worse...

After all my friends left I was alone, sitting by my mom's stand, sick, and ready to hurl....

We ended getting a ride from my sisters friend, and it was like 11:20 at night when we got home.

Lets just say, I am not at school and I feel like shit.....

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Thank you all that are so kind to me....

Don't forget to join one of the clubs,(hint: join Ayame for President, and FruitsBasketGlompers )

My Friends and Clubs

[link]

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I just thought of something.....You know who is Smexy?.....oh now I got you.... Wana see the Ouber howt Gackt-Kun?

Well then...gaze at his Smexiness here:
[link]
Here:
[link]
And Here:
[link]

Makes a girl like me, feel....better...^_^ lol jk jk... But is does feel nice to gaze at him and listen to his voice.....>///////< Meep

Much

,
http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6509773/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 07:49:15 PDT My club I own:

To Join just ask

Clubs I am in:

My bestest bud on DA:

My bestest friend in life thats on DA:

and

This Guy is major sweet:

and these people are meh family:

And my lovin peps on DA:

http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6438777/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 06:40:06 PDT
Mood: get it?!
Eating: Nothing i am at school
talking: ..... no one
missing: Everyone....

*tears start to fall in class* i am even crying in the class room....people just believe me when I say....*sniff* i do that work!...... ]]> !SamiChan777 Friends #.....i forgot http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6421278/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6421278/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 09:25:45 PDT Watching: Fruits Basket 1st DVD
Eating: Raman
Licking: no one right now *sifty eyes*
Listening: Momiji's Song
Missing:

Ok yesh I am bored but here are some ways to get rid of that annoying person in a rp

1. Tohru(took this from

) : Tohru and Mine dicided that they were luz and ran off the america together.

2. Kagome: She was riding Kirara to get home and she feel off and died.

3. Kikyo: Pour hot water on her and laugh while she melts.

4. Miaka: She was traveling through the book to see Tamahoma, When her and her fat got butt got suck and died of hungriness(which is easy for miaka to go hungry)

5. I am just going to put Ang from avatar the last air bender because he is the voice of Naruto.

6. Misty from Pokemon, because she is the voice of Sakura from Naruto!

Yes I am a loser but who cares you love me anyways!

My club I own:
To Join just ask or
Clubs I am in:

My bestest bud on DA:

My bestest friend in life thats on DA:
and

I luff this guy:
http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6415180/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 15:33:00 PDT Eating: *chews on Mae Mae's left arm*
Talking: Mae Mae
Missing:

OMG this was sooo funny, me and Mae Mae (

) were talking on the phone while I was playing TOS, and I said:

"Hey there is a cage"

And then she replied:

"Its for Yuki!"

"nooo not yuki in a cage"

"you can molest him!"

" WITH CHEESE!!"

.....long pause *Both Crack up*

Now on the new piccy that I just finished, Mae Mae asked if she could molest them, and I said:

"Don't forget the CHEESE!"

you would have to be talking to use right now to really get it....but ya

much lovies!

]]> !SamiChan777 new thing http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6411866/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6411866/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 08:01:24 PDT hey guess what all! I made a club, it is

meh and

our the owners. Tis for the lovers of glomping, and Fruits Basket!! Join today, you know you wana. ]]> !SamiChan777 Glomping? http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6407240/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6407240/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 16:55:21 PDT

deiced that we are going to make a glomping day on DA.

When, its going to be next week on saturday.

Please make something to show your love for glomping, and glomp a random person!!

its going to be great!

Now it going to be every 2nd saturday in the month every month, so show some lovin!

much love,

]]> !SamiChan777 How to turn on A Haru Computer http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6405297/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6405297/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 12:21:59 PDT

were talking about a picture she did with a HatsuHaru Gatway computer. but the thing we were talking about is how to turn on a Haru Gatway....

first time we thought maybe Chobits... then we were like noo...

second time Meggie said how about puting on a yuki oufit and making Haru horny, but then we said The computer would be on all the time if it was horniness that turned him "on" cause he is always horny! X3

Talking:

^_^ hehe
listening: ....

sing... k then
eating: *chews on yuki plushie*

A BIG!! HUG TO MEH FRIENDS!

!!! WOOT!!!

Hehe

Singing: Gay Boyfriend, don't ask!

by by alls!! muwah!

p.s.: like meh new avie?

]]> !SamiChan777 haha! ^^ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6398149/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6398149/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 14:37:25 PDT
I got licked the other day by my friend Luke...it was weird....

^_^ hehe ]]> !SamiChan777 1000!! http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6369709/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6369709/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 14:07:04 PDT !SamiChan777 grounded http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6351774/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6351774/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 14:46:01 PDT !SamiChan777 900 WTF!!! http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6321751/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6321751/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 04:38:47 PDT !SamiChan777 ^_^ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6285884/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6285884/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 07:24:20 PDT
Then also we went shoping and I got two Anime video's called Texnh Lyze... it looks really cool!

Then I got a book called Cresent Moon... I love that Book!

We went out to eat and it was so much fun, and those who wished me a happy birthday out there thank you so much it means a lot to me, really.

You know I don't really feel any older... I wonder Why that is.... ]]> !SamiChan777 YAY MY PARTY http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6278672/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6278672/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 10:42:48 PDT
AND THANK YOU ALL FOR THE 800 PAGE VEIWS ]]> !SamiChan777 Yay much http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6241869/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6241869/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 17:32:21 PDT
I had a awesome dream last night... but Right now I can't think of it...

and I made up with her parents yesterday! Yay I am sooo happy.

Anyways here are my friends:

http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6230635/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 02:44:14 PDT
But anyways right now I am on Gaiaonline trying to make money to get, lets she a pair of cat golves, I got the tail yesterday. I am far from my goal, but I'll get there sooner or later.

I wonder, what will 8th grade be like.... I mean I will still have all my friends... but still it drives me crazy not knowing.

I mean its what monday? Today I go to :Iconookamiofthewolves: house to give back her game (and if she didn't notice her fushigi Yuugi books). Sorry I kept them for so long becca...

And lets see and also I am going to spend the night at my friend megans tonight.

Also when school starts I don't know how much DA will see me, I will be on from time to time, but not almost every day like I have been. sorry to all in avance(sp).

While at Branson last week I got, will not tanned, burnt at white water T.T not fun. But other then that we had a blast.

We got to see Darren Romeo the very hot, musical magicin. Yokov Sminoff, the very funny comedy guy, and also we rode a showboat. We went to Silver Doller City, Celeabration City, and all that good stuff.

It was so much fun, but on friday, the day before we left, our car broke down. But after 5hrs of waiting, me mum fixed it!
See Women can do anything a man can do....only better . Jk.

but that ends this journal, see ya next time.

love,

]]> !SamiChan777 I-sa back!!! http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6221882/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6221882/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 03:44:15 PDT
we had a great time... but the car broke down.... then my mum fixed it!! WOOT!...

-erhm- but anyways i am home once again...not leaving for a long time I think... not until next year...^.^

but just to let ya know i am back.. ]]> !SamiChan777 going...again http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6150986/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6150986/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 15:02:10 PDT see ya in a week!! ]]> !SamiChan777 700 veiws! http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6147908/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6147908/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 07:00:00 PDT
All you people have been wonderful to me, so I wana thank you all!

My family I wana thank:

A wonderful person to me:

Another every wonderful person to meh!:

*Gives back her plushies*

people I know in real life

awesome buds:

n http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6112340/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 20:52:03 PDT
My family I wana thank:

A wonderful person to me:

Another every wonderful person to meh!:

*takes Ayame and kyo plushie*

A big hug to all my buds for helping me reach here!

http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6111983/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 11:48:47 PDT !SamiChan777 "Every time I Speak" http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6092905/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6092905/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 19:27:54 PDT I am alone by nature
I did not want to let you in
So why does it feel so classic
Like some romantic story
Now that you're underneath my skin

Every time I speak
I speak to you
Every time I reach
I reach out for you baby
Every time I breathe
I feel your heart beating next to mine
Is it real
What I feel
This time

I am distracted often
Running to meet you somewhere
Hoping the flowers never die
And then you leave me breathless
Rushing to look in the mirror
Surprised to see the face is mine

Every time I speak
I speak to you
Every time I reach
I reach out for you baby
Every time I breathe
I feel your heart beating next to mine
Is it real
What I feel
This time

So what is wrong with me
I know I should be happy
I don't feel right in my own skin
I'm just waiting for this whole damn thing to end
All I can think about
Is how I can just get out
Love is maddening
Love is maddening

- "Every time I Speak" By Hoku - ]]> !SamiChan777 I am home http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6092866/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6092866/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 19:23:56 PDT !SamiChan777 coming back!! http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6081039/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6081039/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 19:17:59 PDT !SamiChan777 teehee http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6029426/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/6029426/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 10:50:29 PDT !SamiChan777 Going... http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5895077/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5895077/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 13:19:09 PDT I will miss everyone! I am going to wisconson and silver $ city!!! sooo good byes my friends ]]> !SamiChan777 ............. http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5848855/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5848855/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 16:03:05 PDT ________________________________________

OK anyways now down to the real deal!
My muffin is going to rule the world! -holds up a muffin- "This Muffin could Conquer the world! Do not understimate the power of the muffin. The muffin will smite all those who question it. The muffin will crush all nay sayers! She who controls the Muffin, controls the enture world! Mawhahahahaha!!!!"

That wasn't the real deal but anyways I am soooo bored its not funny...*sigh* Oh there is another thing, Its so hot here, I am cold!!!! ^^ figure that one out will ya!

Ga... I am bored!!!! I am just sitting here, doing nothing.... *jumps up and down*

So open up your mind, and close your eyes, I'll be here for you, no matter where you are.

^^
song..lol

ok I have a few questions!

1. who are you?
2. and why are you reading my Journal?
3. are you following me?
4. why are you following me?

If you can answer those... then.... good for you!! Woot!

I like my new Avie... its hiting Kyo!! Mawhahaha!!!

:woot:

LoL I ish Soooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooo bored...

ok one more thing -pokes you- You who ever you are , talk to me the bored person!!!

-POKE!- SPEAK!!!!! Speak doggie speak!!

Okies anyways talk to ya laters!

This journal is brought to you by:

~SamiChan777

Much loveies!!!
Bye! ]]> !SamiChan777 Randomness talking to MESELF!! http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5816837/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5816837/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 00:36:51 PDT Watch: Animation
eating: nothing
going out with: umm no one...
wants to go out with: ^////^ for me to know and you... well to not!
what did you do last monday at 7:28 p.m.: UMMMMM Where do you get these questions?
From the internet: really, thats cool the internet rox
ya I know: ^_^

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Me: don't mind That thing above, just boredness, like what is going to happen next, I am going to be talking to anime characters(characters played by me, and other people, if you want, just add them in with you if ya want, if not oh well I will talk to meself)bye the way I got this idea from

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*ISH TALKING TO KYO*
Me: Soooo Kyo, you like Tohru...right?
Kyo: Hell No!
Me: -laughs- thats not what your Journal says! *holds up Kyo's Journal, opens it to a page* Dream Kissy Tohru Love,..... well come on, the name of it says it all!
Kyo: No one can hear this right?
Me: Just all of DA..... I mean not at all
Kyo: *didn't hear the all of DA part* ok good, because I have no real problem talking to you about this, but if others knew!!!! *breaks table*
Me:

you have nothing to worry about -thinks: your going to pay for that!- *cont. to read Journal* Today I saw Tohru putting up the clothes, and she bent over and I saw her...... oh come on Kyo, And I thought Shigure was nasty! This is just to wrong to read! *puts down journal*
Kyo: thats good I didn't want you to read it anyways!
Me:

sure....

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*NEXT IS MIROKU*
Me: Miroku, right?
Miroku: yep, by the way may I ask a favor of you before we start our relasionship..... I mean conversaion?
Me:

Miroku, no I won't have your childern!
Miroku:

just asking
Me: *still didn't caught the relasionship thingy* So what is new with yo..... wait a minute!!! did you say before we start our relasionship?!!!
Miroku:

Me:

Miroku you you!!

I AM ONLY FREGEN 13 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!!!
Miroku:

just saying, please set the chair down...
Me: *puts the chair down, and sits in it* As I was saying, what is new with you?
Miroku: Oh same O Same O, asking chicks to have my childern, and what not
Me:

forget I asked!

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*NEXT IS DAISUKE NIWA/DARK MOUSY*

Me: to open the convi, you have dark inside you, yes?
Daisuke: thats right
Me: O.O could you bring him out?
Daisuke: sure, but I don't see wh...
Me: just get him out!!
Daisuke: ok! -takes out picture and looks at it, turns into Dark-
Me:

hello.... and welcome.. Dark...

Dark : -smiles- hello, its good to be back, and see you Sami
Me: *ish love struk

*
Dark: *waves hand in front of Sami's face* hello, anyone in there? *knocks on Sami's head*
Me:

@.@

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*NEXT ISH YOUR PEOPLES TURNS!*

This Journal, and all the others brought to you by None other then.......

yes... ]]> !SamiChan777 Friends #2 http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5789910/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5789910/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 22:19:24 PDT

Prince Yuki Fan Club

Fushigi Yuugi Club! (Tamahoma

lol)

Me Family!:

< me older brother!

< me new brother!!

< me older sister

me other sister!

Me Friends!:

my new buddy!

A very wonderful buddy!

another new buddy

*tackle* luv ya!!!

A good buddy!!

a great person!

visit this site or die!!

lol

an awesome drawer!!!!

she talked to me on the first day I was here!

She is me bestest friend in real life!!!

http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5764518/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 17:50:42 PDT

For drawing my Characters, and being a wonderful friend!

Well I don't really know ~4n1m3nett but... thanks!

For being a wonderful buddy

watching me... lol

a great Friend!

For talking to me a LOT!!!! LOL

For being there!

For being my club... and one of my favorite anime !!!

talking to me the first day

A really great person!

don't really like her, sister that i dislike

My beloved Big Brother! I love you!

A all around good person

For you know! a Like anime lover!!!!!! Wooot!

^^ love her! she is for real!!! lol love in not that way

Buddy!!!!

<---- *hugles* my buddy!!

really sweet!

Talk to Bad-lvck!!! <---- freaken awesome!

A great friend that I know for real!!!

This is called the long wait for I wait for the day I will love much much more!!!

But for now you guys!! I love you soo much!! ]]> !SamiChan777 Backers! http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5758561/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5758561/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 01:10:27 PDT yes the sami of me is back!
Ok I is hyperish! Woot!

*tackle*

I missed you soooooo soooooo much!
Bunchies and Bunchies!

lol..... too much sugar.... headache.....

NI!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Glory Jubaliee!!!!

ugh I have a tone of Holy songs in my head....its! like AwEsOmE!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sighs and rubs head* It is like 3:11 am here in hutch! I will not sleep! Nope Nope! can't make me!

Ha!

Your my prince of peace and I will live my life for you

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Tis a holy song called Prince of Peace

It like Rockz my Sockz off!!!!

Don't you just love it when i am Hyperish!!

well buddies I am going to just chill it here on the computer, hit me upside the head with a 2x4 when you wants to talks to meza!

Peace and Chicken Greace!

byes ]]> !SamiChan777 Gone http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5693906/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5693906/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 11:16:22 PDT
lol sorry that SwitchFoot song is now stuck in my head...

OK now to get to the real deal...

I am going to be gone for the next week.. until saturday... why you ask... because I am going camping.

I am saying good bye for a week to:

Lord-Yggdrasill

Strawberrycake

Kianton

Wolfpup244

Ronfy

to my club

strawberryshrtcake

chivel4u

FireDoll03

animetomboy

CatQueenOf Pluto

SakyraRebllion

Screwthestars

Rin-4ever

CrazEEgrl

Bad-lvck

hotpnkblack

Becca!

And then there is the person i am going to miss the most

Dave.... I will miss you so much

Talk you all next week! byes ]]> !SamiChan777 Friendship Bracelet http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5688066/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5688066/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 18:14:26 PDT >>Friendship Bracelet
>>> >
>>> >>>
>>> >
>>> >>If you delete after reading ... you'll spend a year of ill
>>>luck!
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>But... if you send it to (at least) two friends ... you'll have
>>>3
>>>years
>>> >
>>> >>of good luck!!! ***
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart,
>>>are
>>>real
>>> >
>>> >>weak and most susceptible?
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others
>>>are the
>>>
>>> >
>>> >>ones that really need someone to protect them?
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>I love you, Sorry and help me
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in
>>> >
>>> >>themselves?
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that
>>>enjoy their
>>>
>>> >
>>> >>beauty?
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want
>>>to be
>>> >
>>> >>unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned
>>>in two
>>> >
>>> >>folds?
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing
>>>than
>>> >
>>> >>saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has
>>>more
>>> >
>>> >>value when you say it to their face?
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your
>>>wishes are
>>> >
>>> >>granted?
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like
>>>falling in
>>> >
>>> >>love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by
>>>faith, and
>>> >
>>> > if
>>> >
>>> >>you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for
>>>yourself,
>>> >
>>> >>if you know someone that is in need of something that I
>>>mentioned, and
>>>
>>> >
>>> >>you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned
>>>in
>>> >
>>> >>two-fold.
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Today, the ball of FRIENDSHIP is in your court, send this to
>>>those who
>>>
>>> >
>>> >>truly are your friends (including me if I am one). Also, do not
>>>feel
>>> >
>>> > bad
>>> >
>>> >>if no one sends this back to you in the end, you'll find out
>>>that
>>> >
>>> > you'll
>>> >
>>> >>get to keep the ball for other people want more ..
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Ok, this is what you have to do...:
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Send to ALL your FRIENDS!
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>But you have to DO THIS within an hour after you open this
>>>mail!
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Now..... MAKE 1 WISH!!!!!!
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>Make it now,
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>It's you last chance!!
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>I hope you did make a wish, Now send the mail to:
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>1 person~ your wish will come true in a year
>>> >
>>> >>3 persons~6 months
>>> >
>>> >>5 persons~ 3 months
>>> >
>>> >>6 persons~ 1 month
>>> >
>>> >>7 persons~ 2 weeks
>>> >
>>> >>8 persons ~ 1 week
>>> >
>>> >>9 persons~ 5 days
>>> >
>>> >>10 persons~ 3 days
>>> >
>>> >>12 persons~ 2 days
>>> >
>>> >>15 persons~ 1 day
>>> >
>>> >>20 persons~ 3 hours
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>*** If you delete after reading ... you'll spend a year of ill
>>>luck!
>>> >
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >>But . if you send it to (... ]]> !SamiChan777 A good Friend http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5688033/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5688033/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 18:09:21 PDT >you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black
>one.
>In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went
>to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through
>the scary halls.
>In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who
>helped you stand up to the class bully.
>In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who
>shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.
>In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was
>willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't
>have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nick or Smelly Susan.
>In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a
>seat on the back of the bus for you.
>In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up
>to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with
>you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.
>In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you
>copy the social studies homework from the night before that you
>had.
>In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who
>helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball but
>didn't laugh at you when you finished and broke out into tears.
>In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who
>would go to a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up
>being the only freshman there.
>In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who
>changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at
>lunch.
>In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who
>gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you
>shouldn't be grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick
>or Susan, and found you a date to the prom.
>In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who
>helped you pick out a college/university, assured you that you
>would get into that college/university, helped you deal with your
>

arents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of
>letting you go...
>At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was
>crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give
>as they congratulated you.
>The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the
>

erson who helped you clean up the bottles from that party,
>helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal
>with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you
>and Susan were back together, you could make it through anything,
>helped you pack up for university and just silently hugged you as
>you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were
>leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went
>out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make it
>in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most
>importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved.
>Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you
>the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're
>scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of
>you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you
>of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but
>understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays
>with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to
>make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you
>deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad,
>helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!
>

ass on to those friends of the past, and those of the
>future...and those you have met along the way...[crying yet? oh
>there's more]
>Thank you for being a friend. No matter where we go or who we
>become, never forget who helped us get there.
>There's never a wrong time to pick up a phone or send a message
>telling your friends how much you miss them or how much you love
>them.
>You know who you are, pass it on to someone who you want to
>remind.
>So send this to all your friends and maybe those who aren't but
>just watch and see who s... ]]> !SamiChan777 ^^ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5687998/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5687998/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 18:05:16 PDT

through good times

and bad

my friend,

my buddy,

through happy and sad,

beside me you stand,

beside me you walk,

you're there to listen,

you're there to talk,

with happiness,

with smiles,

with pain and tears,

I know you'll be there,

throughout the years!

You are all good friends to me

and I am grateful to you

If you send this to:

1 person - you are lonely

2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many

3 people - you have a few friends...

4 people - you have some friends...

5 people - you have several friends!!

6 people - you have many friends!!

7 people - you are sooo loved!! ]]> !SamiChan777 Wonderful Blah Blah Blah http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5674756/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5674756/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 08:37:04 PDT
Sence this is the first one... the first person to come here, and start a convie will pick the topic to talk about...

Ok here are some things that you might want to do

1. talk about life
2. talk about shit that is going on
3. talk about school
4. talk about your love life.. or in some people's case, nonlove life..(sorry to all those people)
5. start any kind Of RolePlay

^ just a few that popped into my head, if there is other stuff you want to talk about.. then by all means spill it! lol

Hope you have fun chatting!

Much

Sami~ ]]> !SamiChan777 Friends http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5665927/ http://SamiChan777.deviantart.com/journal/5665927/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 11:01:34 PDT
My Family here on DA:

My older Brother!

I love him so much!!

my new sister

My older Sister

Clubs I have joined:

Here are a few of my Random buddies:

Some of my Anime Buddies:

<--- she drew dark and Rin!! luv her