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Other'n thatm I have nothing to type about, seriously. I'm kinda just sitting in the library ar school, waiting for classes to get out and my friend to take us home. [Or, to her house, mehh.]

So yeah, I'm bored.

Nothing arty is coming anytime soon, I'm afraid my tablet wont work on my main computer, just on my laptop, and I don't have a problem with that, but I don't have internet access on my laptop at home, therefore, no art updates. 'D

But that's alright, I guess. I'm kinda bored.

And that's about it. "D

So, I'm gonna go before, I start well, rambling.



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To read Toxicity, go here -> [link]


Chapter Status.
Toxicity's Prologue:: Complete && Posted.
Toxicity Chapter 1:: Complete && Posted.
Toxicity Chapter 2:: 80% Complete.
Toxicity Chapter 3:: In the thought process.



The First Chapter Playlist::

1] Got The Life :: KoRn
2] Points of Authority :: Linkin Park
3] Silver & Cold :: AFI
4] Falling Down :: Atreyu
5] Cherry Lips :: Garbage
6] Self Deception :: Lacuna Coil
7] Follower :: Katatonia
8] Hysteria :: Muse
9] Wish I had an Angel :: Nightwish
10 ] Pain :: Three days Grace
11] Born for this :: Paramore

"Alright, so you think you're ready? OK, then you say this with me. Go! We were born for this"



Toxicity Character Sketches/Head shots that need to be completed::

Eclipse
Remnant
Infinitum
Shade


CURRENT WIPS
CONGRATS MR. ZEE [Current D.A.W.I.P] [30% Complete - Lineart.]
Polnocny-Liska [Sam] [65% Complete - Colouring]
Orenji Orange [Gaia Commission] [40% Complete - HIATUS]

]]> ~SamiSerga http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/16206539/ http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/16206539/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:35:11 PST

So here we are, in a new year! Time to start Fresh~

I'm not going to go delete my entire library or anything like that, but I'm going to work harder to produce pieces that are worth viewing, and get my ass in gear to get back into colouring stuff.

Bar -- The one picture I posted just now, because I needed an art update!

Anyways, this year I plan to actually well, work on my pictures from stage one to stage done. and I plan to put my current W.I.P in my webcam section, and change the picture there as it progresses until I get to the finished product. Which will hopefully be coloured and such.

But of course, who knows if I'll actually do that. My goal for this year is at least one new picture a month, a good quality picture to, not that half assed crap I put up because I was bored, and decided hell, maybe I'll shove this up to keep people amused.

Either way, perhaps if I do side projects, or quick sketches for people. [Most likely close friends.] I'll post em up just to add to my gallery, and depending on how they turned out will be what decides if there main gallery or scrap worthy.

And that my friends, is pretty much all I wanted to say on this fine January 1st/`08. My newest and current W.I.P is in my webcam section already, and it's in the line art stages, enjoy it!

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To read Toxicity, go here -> [link]


Chapter Status.
Toxicity's Prologue:: Complete && Posted.
Toxicity Chapter 1:: Complete && Being Typed.
Toxicity Chapter 2:: 80% Complete.
Toxicity Chapter 3:: In the thought process.



The First Chapter Playlist::

1] Got The Life :: KoRn
2] Points of Authority :: Linkin Park
3] Silver & Cold :: AFI
4] Falling Down :: Atreyu
5] Cherry Lips :: Garbage
6] Self Deception :: Lacuna Coil
7] Follower :: Katatonia
8] Hysteria :: Muse
9] Wish I had an Angel :: Nightwish
10 ] Pain :: Three days Grace
11] Born for this :: Paramore

"Alright, so you think you're ready? OK, then you say this with me. Go! We were born for this"



Toxicity Character Sketches/Head shots that need to be completed::

Eclipse
Remnant
Infinitum
Shade


CURRENT WIPS
Polnocny-Liska [Sam] [65% Complete - Colouring]
Orenji Orange [Gaia Commission] [40% Complete - HIATUS]

]]> ~SamiSerga http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/16186250/ http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/16186250/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 14:23:48 PST TOXICITY INFORMATION AT THE BOTTOM!


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Alekander Zhenya K's 2007/2008 Happenings and New Years Resolutions!



2007

-January-

Started 2007 off like most people. Hung over.
Beat Kris up several times for trying to steal my teddy bear.
Got accepted into University.
Lost my teddy bear.
Bought a new car.

-February-

Learned how to speak Italian.
Moved again.
Broke up with Kris.
Because he Purposed.
Highlighted my hair with Pink! :]

-March-

Became a flamboyant fag.
wait. never mind.
NOTHING HAPPENS IN MARCH.
Dyed my hair Neon green and black. :]]]

-April-

Met Andrei, Dameon and Kellsie.
Moved again.
Met "the" parents.
Had a 5 hour conversation with my Mother about love.
Ate something that got me really, really sick.

-May-

E-Met Michael.
Pretended to like him.
Yeah, that's about it.
Became a bondage junkie?
Trolled a bunch of random websites for the hell of it.
Lived online.

-June-

Turned 19!
Got Close to Andrei. [WE STARTED DATING.]
Met Jacob, Jeff & Nathan.
Stopped doing recreational drugs.
SERIOUSLY I DID.

-July-

Spent most of my days indoors.
Started to learn how to cook.
Met more parents.
Met my e-husband Lukas<3333~

-August-

Mastered Dishwasher Foo!
Had some ups and downs.
Was in the hospital for 2 weeks.
or was it three.
MOVED AGAIN!

-September-

Got Engaged to Andrei.
Fell in love again. [Lost my virginity.]
Bruised some stuff.
Almost got killed.
By inanimate objects.
they hate me y'know.
Started University.
Met Lucas, Gabriel, Jeremy, Christian & Taylor.

-October-

Became Miserable.
REALLY MISERABLE.
I can't remember much of October.
That's how miserable I was.
Celebrated Sami's 18th with her.
Stopped attending University.
Moved in with her.

-November-

FATE INTERVENED!
Left Andrei.
Met Sam.
Fell in love.
Got happy?
In that order.

-December-

DENIED Jacob.
Went to a therapist.
SEVERE OCD! ;D
Didn't meet Sam.
Didn't meet Sam.
Didn't meet Sam.
Didn't meet Sam.
Didn't meet Sam.
Didn't meet Sam.[REPEATx43,349,096,103.4565 times.]
Cooked, Cleaned, and so much more.
Oh yeah, I didn't meet Sam.


I ZHENYA, WANT TO DO THESE THINGS IN THE YEAR 2008.


Wake up hangover-less
Be with him.
Learn a New Language.
Gain Weight.
Shrink.
Move.
Fall in love, and be happy.
Get 15 minutes of fame.
Model a little bit.
Go to university.
Start Med school, with plans to finish it.
Meet Sam.
Meet Sam.
Meet Sam.
Meet Sam.
Meet Sam.
Meet Sam.
Meet Sam.
Meet Sam. [REPEAT 256,345,575,126,987.4586 Times.]
Enjoy life.
See a shrink at least once every two months.
Not get into a car accident.
ATTEMPT, to survive my next encounter with the fridge.
Feel him against me.
Break in the mattress.
Actually go and see Dri in New York.
Learn how to cook.
Without sleeping with Jacob.
Meet Lukas. [x5]
Learn how to draw.
Finish writing our deceit.
Start work on a new happier novel with very taboo plot twists, and characters even I want to sleep with.
Get a new tattoo.
Live to age 20.
Actually do something with Sami.
Actually help with Toxicity.
ATTEMPT! To post new pictures of myself online, without throwing the computer at the fridge.
Kill a man.
With a toothpick.
Stop drinking so much.
Sell my soul for heels.
Try not to wear to much make up.
Stop cross dressing to fuck around with the minds of boys.
Seduce a Nun.
Become and Alter boy.
But never become catholic.
never.
Get back into Running.
Win some awards.
Re-learn how to read English.
Kiss him at least once.
Not die from encounters with animals, or anything else that can move.
File a hate crime.
DO ALL OF THE ABOVE WITHIN 365.242199 DAYS!


YOURS TRULY:: Zhenya K.~


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BRIEFLY ON TOXICITY AND ART UPDATES::


There coming, as fast as I can make... ]]> ~SamiSerga http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15577303/ http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15577303/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 08:16:26 PST
Apparently Zhenya, and myself have a death wish because the ending of this chapter leaves so much hanging. It's a major bad ass ending that makes my stomach clench just thinking about how tripped out it is.

Zhenya's decision to move some stuff around, and all that bullshit, and I'm thinking about using my right to refuse to write chapter 2, and let him do it because of it's content. [Essentially, Chapter Two and three were switched around, which means that some very horrible terrible things are about to happen to N.]

HOMG, My day has been made. My friend finally returned my "See you on the other side" CD, which I actually forgot I had because he's had it for like ever. [Forever being since I got it for Christmas`05.]

THE ACTUAL STORY IS:: While moping around my house, I got a phone call from my friend Zhenya, and he came over and at like 11 at night he wanted to buy junk food, and he was listening to that CD, and I was like HOMG, I OWN THAT CD! Then I gimped around and searched through all 3 CD cases of CD's I own, and couldn't find it. So I called up some fucking cunt, I stopped talking to when she got dirty and was like: "YO! You have my CD! If I don't get that shit back soon, I'm going to fucking kill you." Seeing as she'd had it for like almost 2 YEARS! [Two years January`08, I think.]
Surprisingly, it was still in listening condition. So I'm majorly happy.

ANDHAVEN'STOPPEDLISTENINGTOITYET!
[I'm reminiscing on the fact that my mother hated having to buy that CD for me for Christmas because she's like that, and hates everything I listen to.]


AND THAT'S NOT THE RANT!

Here's the rant!

According to "The ALMIGHTY Catholic Church" Homosexual's aren't real!

Some girl in my writing class, told me that people like me delude themselves into thinking that there are boys that love other boys, and that they aren't real, and people only say they're gay to get there 15 minutes in the limelight.

THEREFORE! HOMOSEXUALITY IS MY FAULT!

So here's my fucking reply!

Homosexuality, is very real, I see it every day in my best friends and brother.

AND IF YOU THINK IT'S IN MY HEAD GO GET YOUR HEAD CHECKED!

How dare you tell me something so fucking shallow, and protected as that, what year do you think you're living in 1789? Where do you think you're living? An Amish Community? I'm Sorry but this is 2007 and we're in N.W, PEI, CANADA. And you better be fucking kidding me, how fucking stupid are you, to actually BELIEVE that!? I mean if daddy went an had sex with a child and mommy said it's OK the Catholic church condones it [which they do], would you come to school the next day and tell me, that pedophilia is OK?

Homosexuality, exists, get the fuck over it. The intolerance thing is so last year, people have decided they can't change it and live with it. You should to. OK, GOT IT? OF COURSE NOT.

SO I GUESS I'M NOT DONE THEN.

You may be some pretty face, you may have that hot foot ball playing boyfriend now, but just you wait, because someone like you, someone so misguided, you'll probably end up on the streets. Or the perfect irony would be if that boyfriend came out of the closet, then what will you do, will you finally decide to believe that it's real, or will you tell him he's not really gay?

I find almost all Anti-Homosexuality comments go back to the bible, that it's a sin, well here's my final thought: It's also a sin to masturbate, to use birth control, to have sex while menstruating, and to name sexual organs! The bible frowns upon Womens rights, eating meat, divorce and drinking. The BIBLE condones, sex with slaves, treating women like property, and polygamy.

IF JESUS WERE HERE, WHAT WOULD HE DO? He would tell us to love one another. Do people honestly think they’re doing the right thing when they’re discriminating against people because of who they love? Because of how they love?


I don't know why I posted this, no one reads my journals. .-.

MASSIVE UPDATE:: Toxicity[ch1], is being typed! But not by me, my resident gay kid. [Zhenya] is going to type it because I've been having some back problems as of late. Therefore, he's going to type it up, once his sleep pattern is better, and not fucked up beyond repair. Which is a common occurance. He stayed up until 4am talking to an online friend of mine. And he woke me up this morning. I don't know how he... ]]> ~SamiSerga http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15549775/ http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15549775/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 14:56:40 PST
Why the delay?:: Well because my father being the moron he is, wouldn't let me on the computer, and when I went to post the prologue this morning, the cords for the computer were gone! Therefore, I couldn't post the prologue! Anyway. The first chapter is well under way expect it in maybe 10 days! n.n

Manga News:: Yes, yes. Manga News. So essentially, Zee && Myself are going to write the novel, and HOPEFULLY, finish is by December 2008. Then we're handing it over to Shee, who's going to draw the web comic.

Why December 2008?:: Well Shee is a co-artist for several other web manga's, and since he's practically bound by a contract and with university, can't manage to add another web manga to his plate, he wants to give each person he draws with now, a years notice to find a new artist. Since, when he takes on this project he wants it to be his ONLY one.

Why not have him draw while you write the novel?:: Well, that's easy to answer, it's easier for him to draw off of a complete novel then from the 150+ pages of notes we have right now.

Where are you posting toxicity?:: As of right now, Toxicity can be found on Fiction Press, however the manga is undecided. Shee is thinking about resurrecting his old website, PPX:: RH. For the project.


To read Toxicity, go here -> [link]



The Prologue Playlist::

1] Change for me :: Low Level Flight
2] By Myself :: Linkin Park
3] Brink of Disaster :: Mae
4] Androgyny :: Garbage
5] Here is gone :: The Goo Goo Dolls
6] Nemo :: Nightwish
7] Your taste is my attention :: Lydia
8] People Talk :: Wintersleep
9] Bleed like me :: Garbage
10 ] Our Truth :: Lacuna Coil

"Time to forget, the ways of our truth"



Toxicity Character Sketches/Head shots that need to be completed::

Aer
Eclipse
Remnant
Infinitum
Shade


CURRENT WIPS
Polnocny-Liska [Sam] [55% Complete - Colouring]
Orenji Orange [Gaia Commission] [40% Complete - HIATUS]

]]> ~SamiSerga http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15504140/ http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15504140/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 08:15:38 PST
However, inside I'm ranting in my mind, what do you people think I am, so mass producer of stories. I mean seriously, I know that you're both in university and all that stuff, but theres a little to much weight on my shoulders, you know I should be getting caught up in Math, not sitting there writing. Which is exactly what I've been doing.

For character profiles and a toxicity summary I encourage you to go here -> [link]


YA trahayus' nadoyedennyj, i ya dejstvitel'no nenavizhu shkolu, toksichnost' delayet men'a stenoj, no ej! Sdelannyye vvodnyye chasti i bylo dejstvitel'no legko napisat' pervuyu glavu, ya - uzhe horosho na moyem puti!

Tak, ya sidel bez dela, buduchi vozmozhno samym skuchayuschim, kotorym ya kogda-libo byl v moyej vsej zhizni, i ya reshil, pochemu by ne napisat' chast' moyego zhurnala na russkom yazyke i smehe v l'ud'ah!

Tak da, smotrite, chto ya poshel i sdelal.

I'm not sure that made sense. "/



The First Draft Of The Prologue Playlist::

1] Change for me :: Low Level Flight
2] By Myself :: Linkin Park
3] Brink of Disaster :: Mae
4] Androgyny :: Garbage
5] Here is gone :: The Goo Goo Dolls
6] Nemo :: Nightwish
7] Your taste is my attention :: Lydia
8] People Talk :: Wintersleep
9] Bleed like me :: Garbage
10 ] Our Truth :: Lacuna Coil

"Time to forget, the ways of our truth"



Toxicity Character Sketches/Head shots that need to be completed::

Aer
Eclipse
Remnant
Infinitum
Shade


CURRENT WIPS
Polnocny-Liska [Sam] [55% Complete - Colouring]
Orenji Orange [Gaia Commission] [40% Complete - HIATUS]
Incubus [Gaia Commission] [Complete]

]]> ~SamiSerga http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15478973/ http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15478973/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 13:02:13 PST
So Essentially a couple drawings are going to be put on Hiatus for now.

Another thing that's got be hurting me are the deadlines. They're evil, evil things. I just managed to finish up the TCIS's today, which is a major relief on my part, according to ZeeKay, we're starting the writing process either tonight or tomorrow. I assume, we're writing a prologue tonight actually, and I was told that the first chapter is expected to break 30 pages. Which I'm fine with, the longer the chapters the more time we can take to update the novel, I'd rather not write only 10 pages and have to update every 5 days.

The updates are going to be done bi-weekly, we want to write roughly two 30 page chapters a month and hope to finish the story within a year of writing. However, with me being a full time student in high school, and the other two main writers being full time university students we'll be lucky to finish this novel in a year.


If you're interested in learning about Toxicity, you can find the completed set of TCIS's and the summary here --> [link]

So what's next for Toxicity? Well, SheeKun has just recently informed us that one of his current joint web manga's is about to end, and another may be going onto Hiatus. Could it mean a web comic, before we even get the prologue out? Yes, that's what that might mean, but I'm not promising anything.

Toxicity Character Sketches/Head shots that need to be completed::

Aer
Eclipse
Remnant
Infinitum
Shade


CURRENT WIPS
Polnocny-Liska [Sam] [55% Complete - Colouring]
Orenji Orange [Gaia Commission] [40% Complete - HIATUS]



ON ANOTHER NOTE:: Thank you for photoshopping one of my pictures Sam! :B

]]> ~SamiSerga http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15447084/ http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15447084/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 09:58:18 PST
We're going to get N. Taken away from us before we even get his character completely down. [By the kid he's based off of LOLOLOLOL.]

@w@

Why did my all time favorite have to be the one with the go away attitude and ex-boyfriend that abused him sensless OH WHY!? D:

Zhenya and I have to start writing Toxicity soon, writing, dear lord. VwV

But N's Character isn't completely done yet. What the hell else are they going to do to him!?

I can't bear to watch them develop my best/favorite character into some pitiful broken down piece of uncarbondatable trailer trash.

And I just recently got to see his memorable line/quote/whatever: "The rumor's weren't entirely true, I didn't leave my old school because I shot someone, I left because someone shot me. I spread those rumors because I didn't want anyone near me, but you ignored those rumors, and now you're so close I don't want you to go away." -- N. To Remnant.

I get the feeling my bad ass, freak of nature-esque, literature buff, narrator of the story character is turning into his own BREED of Mary-sue!

As for well the only other character I have anything to do with is Miserie and he's well. A whore. [Not a surprise, I'm known for my whorry male characters.] [ORLYNAO.]

However, the constant battle for whose on top of that relationship is still kind of sketchy. I'm sure SheeKun and I will figure it out.

Damn we better. I'll die if we don't.

OH SHIT! Sexy gay boy party at Sami's house. xB

The only reason my house is infested with Gay boys is because they're being told how cuntacular their toxicity characters are.

AGGGGH! @w@ I'm not allowed to read, any fan fiction or books or anything that's not toxicity-centric until next Tuesday.

Those are some might fine anti-plagiarism measures you've got thar. If all online writers did that we'd not have as many blatant rip offs.

ANYWAYS.

I am going to go attempt to convince SheeKun to stop this N = Mary-Sue madness. I want my pretty character back.

beforeigetkilledbysomepeople.

Anyway, I'll edit this later, but I need to do some fixing of everything. And get those gay's outta my fridge. [That last sentence could be taken in so many ways.]

EDITTTTTTT:::::::

We're writing up the character descriptions today, hopefully we'll get them finished.

Toxicity Character Information Sheet's:: All Complete.


Aer
Eclipse
Infinitum
Maestro
Nich
Remnant
Shade


Link To Toxicity Character Profiles:: [link]


Toxicity Headshots/Profiles to Be Done::

Aer
Eclipse
Infinitum
Maestro
Nich
Remnant
Shade

]]> ~SamiSerga http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15417220/ http://SamiSerga.deviantart.com/journal/15417220/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 08:12:37 PST
The time of year that gives me nothing else better to do than take pictures and draw art.

And talk to people who haven't existed for over a year.

But anyway, this is like my second [third?] DA account.

I was going to use this for my photography but then I drew WIPS.

; plays the blame game and points the finger ;

I have an Exam in like 30 minutes, which means I have to go to school soon. xDD

So just wait, Toxicity is being worked on Hardcore. Not that I'm ready to draw Six gay boy, with enough drama to make Avril Lavigne, Britney Spears, Lindsay Lohan and Paris Hilton all kill themselves.

I'm still trying to figure out why Zhenya is writing the novel

I guess it's his grammatical ability. [He has that. o3o]

AND FOR THE LAST TIME. My characters are based off of Gay boys I met online. Go away. [Haha, Jacob.] [He'll never see this.]

One of em might though, and then I will cleverly lie about it. Until he threatens to beat me up with his Eidetic memory. [Although, I may stab him with something metal.]

ON ANOTHER NOTE: THERES A SUBLUNARY BOOK. O3o

OHMAIGAWD


And now I have to go to school and write and exam for an hour and a half. OH JOY.


Edit:: I finished my Exam, however I'm sure I bombed it. It also seems that I may have lost the will to complete my Orenji Orange WIP. .___. Fantastic. I mean, I really want to finish it but at the same time, I really don't want to fix up all of the major fuck ups.

What to do, what to do. ._.

I know, I'll do something completely irrelevant to everything! xD

EDIT #2:: So, I gave into working on my WIP, more less, Zhenya told me to finish it so I could get back to toxicity, because I have to finish my projects in order. [OCD much?] So, I actually flat coloured it. x.x Why you ask? I unno, just to see what it looked like. That and I didn't want to fix the hair today so flat colouring was basically to make Zhenya think I was working on that WIP.

I'm getting really tired, which really isn't good because we're having band practice at like midnight. [Don't ask why.]

I'm in a walking cast now! [did I mention that earlier] Which means I can actually get up the stairs! O:

lmao, oh god. I think I'm going to go sleep or something. I'm really really tired.

P.S: Sam give me your MSN before I stab you! I've been asking for about a year now! D<

Note it to me or something.

Third Edit:: I just noticed how different my pencil sketches look to my tablet drawings, well not so much different, as my pencil sketches look way more professional. lmao, I guess that means I better practice some more with the tablet!

]]> ~SamiSerga