http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Sammypaws&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Sammypaws en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 20:14:43 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/16540091/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/16540091/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 16:38:17 PST i'm not going to bother to apologize because i know it means NOTHING TO YOU ALL.

been writing more. been getting better.

read the last harry potter book and accidentally fell in love with the series all over again. AND FUCK YOU JK ROWLING FOR KILLING FRED WEASLEY. FUCK YOU SO HARD WITHOUT LUBE. SOMEONE WHINE AND CRY WITH ME ABOUT THIS DAMMIT ;-;

my computer at home is too fucked up for me to even TRY to upload anything.

i've been growing a lot being so lonely and fending for myself and not having any secure ground beneath me at a new school. so i'm trying to be a better person and expand my mind and all that cool shit on my own.

somewhere along the way growing up stopped being fun. i can't wait till i can get out of here and breathe for once.

nina (aka kris) is my BIFF YA HEARD. she is the bridge over this river of shit and self doubt i'm swimming in. <333

i'd really love someone to make out with. really. seriously this has been bugging me for such a long time GOD DAMMIT.

HAHA NONE OF YOU GUYS CARE ABOUT THIS AT ALL.
I BE IN UR DEVIANTART, SPAMMING UR INBOXZ.

i'll try better this time. i know i say that everytime and then leave again but really. maybe. i don't know.

<3333333

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/16011823/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/16011823/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 09:01:20 PST but there's no option to scrap it?!

what the hell DDDD:
some please tell me what's up because i don't want to have to delete everything.

also, happy holidays guys. I'M SORRY I SUCK SO MUCH, REALLY.

<33

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/15434497/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/15434497/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 13:10:20 PST i'm going to try to...clean it up here and maybe be on more often?
i kind of have no art, and just about no decent/properly composed writing to put up, so. don't expect more than maybe a bit of my wicked shitty photography.

for those of you still here, how are you?

<33

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/14397169/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/14397169/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 14:53:16 PDT WAY TO FUCKING GO.

too much little shit happened today.
ugh.

i need some friends.

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/14191852/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/14191852/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 07:13:28 PDT
summer this year has been an amazing dreadful time. i've had nothing to do all summer. i've lost many people who were very important to me, and starting not caring about those i did love. this is still the same, though i'm over a lot of shit. just over it.

i don't really post journals anymore, as you can obviously see. i don't know why, i guess i've become bored with it :\ you can still read my blog though, mostly in some sort of poetic verse or metaphor, but you'll have to ask me for the link.

my life right now is in this rut where nothing is happening, good or bad. i hope that changes when i start school in about two weeks. really, i'm getting so bored.

i don't know if i've grown up because of all of the shit that's happened during freshman year. i don't know. i still feel just as confused, just as pathetic, just as stupid. i think the reason that i thought so much about all of this is because i had no one to distract me.

what i think i need now is a best friend, or just someone i can put as number one. someone i can spend time thinking about and spend time with and just enjoy the rest of my highschool career with.

this is just a little update to those who were maybe worried or just curious. i'm alright. i'm not good, deffinetly not great, but i'm okay. i'll make it. just wish me luck.

<3

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/13527824/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/13527824/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 16:08:46 PDT i hate this.
i hate this.
i hate being so tired
so fucking depressed.
i'm sick of loosing people.
so sick of it.

there's no food in the house, wtffffffffff.
SDFJYHUHKILILIU










lol, look at the emoicon :]

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/13351993/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/13351993/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 06:07:55 PDT the past week has been amazing, compared to the last few months.
let's hope this lasts<3

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/13270060/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/13270060/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 20:01:01 PDT at least, i hope so.
because if not, if this is just...me...
well, fuck.

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12781906/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12781906/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 18:30:58 PDT
so for those i had contact with *coughtomandbinkycough*, i'm baaaack :]]

timonaholic@aol.com

haha i think i need a new one. that is soooo old it's not even funny.

school tomorrow. ohjeez.

oh, and everything i said in my last journal...
lol. looks like nothing's changed. god i hate myself :]

it'll be okay eventually. once i decide what i want to do it'll all be alriiight.

i think i'm going to scan some stuff tomorrow. hmm.

hah yeah this was pointless. GOOD DAY THEN.

<3

[OMFG ARE THEY HAVING SEX IN THIS EMOICON? LMAO XD]

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12761878/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12761878/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 02:11:30 PDT of the rest of OUR lives.

i'm going to say goodbye to you,
and it will be hard
and i will always miss you
and i will always love you
but it's what has to happen.

fuck sleeping.
fuck moping.
fuck self pity.

i'll sleep when i'm dead.
these are the days i need to get the fuck off my ass and LIVE.

"to live is a wonderfull thing. most people just simply exist."

i have dreams.
i have an open mind and heart.
i may not have that one person that means the most to me,
but i have people who care, and who i love back.

in about an hour i'm going to go watch the sunrise.
and then maybe today i'll go see colin and kathizzle and amanda.

i'm going to live.
i have plenty of time to die.

through the pain, i can smile
and write
and get through it.

I AM SO HAPPY.
and right now, that's all that matters.

<4

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12736546/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12736546/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 21:44:22 PDT
Characters that has been chosen:
Spencer Peirce
Dookie O' Connel [i tried to make it as irish as possible, haha]
Daimen...something
Maxwell Green.



1. Is your character “NOT” a virgin?
spencer: whore
dookie: done it
daimen: whore
maxwell: done it

2. Your fav food?
spencer: dookie's brownies. yum.
dookie: ramen noodles
daimen: meat
maxwell: he doesn't really eat that much

3. How many people do you have a crush on?
spencer: don't even try to figure this kid out
dookie: boyfriend
daimen: boyfriend
maxwell: boyfriend

4. Are you random at times?
spencer: usually
dookie: sure
daimen: not...really
maxwell: nah

5. Have you got an evil side?
spencer: no, just an emo side and a stoner side
dookie:...no?
daimen: well, he's a vampire. what does that tell you?
maxwell: nooo

6. Are you after someone right now?
spencer: maaaaaybe ;]
dookie: he's just trying to keep his boyfriend without everyone trying to shoot each other :[
daimen: his boyfriend's insane
maxwell: his boyfriend's kind of a slut.

7. What is your quotation?
dude, who the fuck comes up with quotations?

8. Do you flirt with people you want to go out with ?
spencer: i don't really go out with people. i flirt, fuck, and that's it.
dookie: mhm
daimen: just plain fucks
maxwell: haha no

9. *QUESTION FOR MEN* What do you do when you grab a hold of a lady?
that phrase just screams 'rape'.

10. What do you like?
spencer: drugs, drinking, drums, and sex
dookie: singing, gutiar, drugs, and drinking. and sex.
daimen: sex
maxwell: photography. hahaha.

11. Do you think this is gonna last forever?
IT ALL COMES TO AN END EVENTUALLY

12. What’s your favourite body part?
spencer: hips, neck, chest
dookie: ears
daimen:....you know
maxwell: eyes

3. Do you say “eh” at the end of a sentence?
they're not canadian, asshole.

14. What question would you like to ask me?
I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING SKIP

15. Are you hungry?
spencer: always
dookie: sure
daimen: blood
maxwell: he never eats

16. Do you like to dance?
spencer: sure
dookie: mooosssh
daimen:....no
maxwell: no

17. How old are you?
spencer: 16
dookie: 16
daimen: 20 in human years, though has a body of a 16 year old
maxwell: i think he's like 17 now. OMG I MISSED HIS BIRTHDAY. FUCK.

18. It's almost over, are you happy?
sdfghjk

19. How many elements do you have?
spencer: i have charm ;]
dookie: what?
daimen: he's a vampire, what does that tell you?
maxwell:...no?

20. How would you express yourself?
spencer: he drowns his sorrows
dookie: singing, screaming, punching
daimen : sex
maxwell: cry

21. It's finally over, are you glad?
asdfghj


i think that was supposed o me in 1st person but oh well. it's like 1 in the morning and i have a headache. cnjmk,

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12652223/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12652223/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:10:54 PDT
so today was the day of silence. and i came down with the worst case of cramps, headache, and PMS. nice.

i was seriously feeling so horrible today. and some people were being asshole about the whole silent thing, and i kept feeling cause i sometimes slipped and on the ride home from when my mom picked me up from my aunts i just started crying.

yeah, so pretty much a horrible day.

except that joy got me some bubble gum jones soda for my birthday, and i at least managed to make it through the whole day till i got to my aunts from school being silent. at least i tried my best.

i actually drew a picture of it. actually i might just draw something up in paintMS tomorrow cause i am deffinetly not going to school.

ow. this sucks :[

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12645813/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12645813/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 17:42:19 PDT
so today was the day of silence. and i came down with the worst case of cramps, headache, and PMS. nice.

i was seriously feeling so horrible today. and some people were being asshole about the whole silent thing, and i kept feeling cause i sometimes slipped and on the ride home from when my mom picked me up from my aunts i just started crying.

yeah, so pretty much a horrible day.

except that joy got me some bubble gum jones soda for my birthday, and i at least managed to make it through the whole day till i got to my aunts from school being silent. at least i tried my best.

i actually drew a picture of it. actually i might just draw something up in paintMS tomorrow cause i am deffinetly not going to school.

ow. this sucks :[

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12631476/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12631476/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:56:11 PDT
for those who don't know, The Day of Silence is a day where you're silent for the whole day (or just the whole school day) in support of those who have no voice. For those who can't come out of the closet, or just say at all who they are or what they are.

i'm all excited, because i feel like i'm a part of something that's going for a good cause. a cause that i really care about.

and one of my friends said something like "well, why would we be silent if we don't want people to be silent? shouldn't we scream and yell and stuff? being silent never helped anything."

but i think sometimes silence can speak louder than words.

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12545057/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12545057/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 19:52:46 PDT weee it's s pretty i love it :]
i named it slippy<3

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12541372/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12541372/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 15:22:49 PDT
lmao i acidentally set my hair on fire today. i was lighting a match with a lighter and it went WHOOSH and my hair was on fire for like a few seconds and my mom freaked out and i just laughed and laughed

and dylan is like my best friend and i love him. my little lesbian<3

and i'm listening to Cartman sing IN THE GHETTO and it's making me so happpyy

lmao the old episodes of south park are so stupid and poorly animated but so fucking funny.

"Genetic engineering is a wonderfull thing. I have created many great things that will change the world for the better. For instance, here is a monkey with 4 asses."

LMAO.
dude i really hope i can see wensdays new episode or i'll be so mad. it looks so good.

i'm going to the movies tommorow with colinnn and this weekend he and liza are coming over and we're gonna like walk around and stuff. or something. bhghdt I MISS LIZA SO MUCH THAT SILLY JEW.

haha alright i'm done now :]

LOVE<333

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12456167/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12456167/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 11:58:35 PDT No music, very high tension for me.
and the shittiest weather ever.
WHY IS IT SNOWING? WHY?

lots of food, though. Mmm, bagels

Homesick.
Friendsick.
Nausea.
Walking the dogs gjthtkhntrku
I can't wait for this week to be over.

In other news, i have a new idea for a novel. i really like it and i really hope i don't abandon this one like I've done with all the others.

Haha i love how Firefox has spell check. that's so cool.

FOOODDD.
<333

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12118929/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12118929/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 13:48:20 PST SERIOUSLAH.
DOES MY NEW STUFF REALLY SUCK THAT BAD?

haha this emoicon is so cute :]

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12043387/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/12043387/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 17:27:49 PST I haven't done like ANYTHING.
Except color 3 pictures, but my computer is so ghey that i can't upload them till like monday when I get to the library.

And becasue I'll totally forget to tell you guys otherwise, I'm moving.
THE HOUSE IS AMAZING THOUGH and it's right infront of a lake. So cool.

We were picking out the paint today and I realized something.
I cannot wait to start living.
Like...Highschool and collage. I can't wait. Next year I'm going to an ACADEMY and it looks pretty awesome. And after collage I want to live in Boston, or maybe even travel. I'm so excited thinking of living the rest of my life in my writing and art.

Now if I only got off my lazy ass and actually started living, then we'd be getting somewhere.

Ugh, I need a shower.

OH JEUSS FUCKIGN CHRIST I HATE THIS COMPUTER.
<3

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11913141/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11913141/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 19:05:13 PST
So, I've been VERY SICK for about a month now, so I've missed about a week or so of school. And i told myself, SAM, YOU HAVE TO WORK HARD ON THIS, YOU SUCK.

On my progress report i got 2 F's, 2 D's, and 2 B-'s.

I'm also severly depressed. I have'n taken my meds in a long time. And my social life is fucking GOING DOWN THE DRAIN. Everyday i just want to lay in bed and not do anything. I don't want to talk to anyone or go anywhere. I'm so sick of it.

ALSO my glasses need a new perscription, so I'm having headaches everyday because I can't see clearly.


But in other news

LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE is one fucking amazing movie.

OH SHIT. Turtle's birthday is March 1st, I need to get him something.


HEY DIDJA KNOW I HAD A ROBOT FRIEND
WE USED TO PLAY EVERYDAY
'TIL SOMEONE TOOK HIM AWAY

God I love South park.

requests OPEENN
art trades OPEENN
STORYS TOO

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11830178/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11830178/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 13:53:52 PST Rules:
The player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as stating the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.... "

6 Weird Habits/Things About Me:
1. I get sick really easily. I have headaches almost everyday. I think it might be a tumor.
2. I dream the most in the morning, in a light sleep.
3. I have very low willpower.
4. I believe in medication and therapy.
5. I really do sleep easier/better with my red monkey, Andy.
6. I dont care about faults for the most part in friends, but in best friends it annoys the fuck out of me.

I tag:
whoever.

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11773545/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11773545/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 13:04:44 PST I TOTALLY FORGOT TO MENTION

I found out yesterday that I AM NOT ITALIAN.

ALL MY LIFE i totally thought i was italian. i think it was my nana's kitchen that made me think that but finding out I'VE BEEN LIVING A LIE i like started crying ;__;

GOODBYE MAFIA AND PASTA, IT'S BEEN FUN.

but the good news?

I'm a quarter british and scottish

AND BENG BRITISH IS SOOO MUCH COOLER THAN BEING ITALIAN.

hell yeah.

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11770486/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11770486/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:56:22 PST I hate it when people makes jokes that they're going to kill themselves, or they're in the hospital or something. even it's it's blantly obvious that it's totally not true, i'm stupid.

anyway.

I have a sinus infection, OH JOY.

and for some reason my computer won't let me upload art AND writing. WTFFF. I have to get ~Tom-tom to upload my writing for me.

AND WHY I THERE SO MUCH DRAMA? WHYYYYYYYY I THOUGHT I GOT RID OF IT. GET OFF MY BACK YOU GODAMN SON OF A BITCHGHNTOFGHYTJH

I got the grapihc novel of Jhonny the Homicidal Maniac. Mmm, i missed this comic<3

oh, shit, i have like a ton of homework to do.
god dammit.

requests. open
art trades. open
This goes for storys, too.

CAUSE IT'S A BITTERSWEET SYMPHONY THIS LIIIIIIFFFEE

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11503350/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11503350/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 08:39:56 PST My computer is a fucking TRANVESTITE
and won't let me upload pictures up to DA.
WHAT THE FUCCCKKK.

ugh. i can't win.

requests. open
art trades. open
this goes for storys as well.

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11492863/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11492863/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 11:11:38 PST this week is over
I'M AT KIIRAS RIGHT NOW BECAUSE SHE'S AWESOME.

mmm i'm hungry.
HAHA DUDE I WAS SO MESSED UP WHEN I WAS 12
ohhhh reading old jounrals is so embaressing x_x

AND I STILL CAN'T SPELL. OH BOY.

i'm working on a book right now.
i really hope i don't get tired of this one.
cause it just might be really good.

I STARTED READING NEW MOON by STPHANIE MEYER agian and it's getting good. hell yeah

requests. open.
art trades. open.
this goes for storys, too.


THINGS ARE GONNA LOOK UUUPPP
PUT ON A HAPPY FACE


]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11410057/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11410057/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 13:08:42 PST I'd like something better to do with my art because i feel like i've neglected you guys too much

SO GO ON GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO.
anything, really.
drawings,
mspaint art,
storys, even.
or just vie me a bunch of words and say THERE SAM DRAW THAT.

srsly.

and to keep track here's a bunch of shit i have to do/finsh.

x. LOTF picture.
x. BINKYS BIRTHDAY GIFT WTFF
x. STONER story
x. DAIMEN story
x. Some more SP stuff
x. DAIMEN monster drawing
x. Tommeh <3

and that's all i have so far ._.

SO YEAH GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS OR DEMANDS, I'LL DO WHAT I CAN


god i'm so glad this week is over. x_x

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11389378/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11389378/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 17:06:36 PST i am EXAUHSTED.
schoolwork is like PILING up because of midterms next week and i swear tuesday felt like thursday and i have a wicked bad headache. ughhh i can't wait till midterms are over.

went to therapy today and painted a reaaally cool picture. i don't know if i'll be able to get it up but i might. eventually. it's really amazing.

I FORGOT HOW MUCH MY SCANNER SUCKED, HAHA.
i have so much to draw, though. AND FOR SOME REASON i like have this obbsession with drawing people smoking. wtf.

i'm going to get good night's sleep tonight so tomorow i can pay attention in class and pass and stay after so me and brett can stop the school elavator, slide open the door, then sign the wall

mmm yes.
G'NIGHT ALL<3

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11335396/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11335396/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 10:01:02 PST murrr whatta week.
school is giving us WAY TOO MUCH schoolwork because mid-terms are coming up. i've been focusing a lot on it, though, so i should be able to pass them all, at least. Hopefully.

i've been itching to write so bad but i don't know where to starrrt. bahh. everyone on myspace is suddunly posting their storys in their blogs and i'm all like '...-embaressed-." people on Da appreciate and get my writing more than those on myspace

i've been listening to a lot of Brand new lately and for some reason i'm really into the book lord of the flies. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY because i read it during the summer and was like '...wtf' but now i'm like YEAH THIS IS AMAZING. i'm even drawing fanart for it WTF. muhh.

HOPEFULLY going to the mall today with kiira and turtle. it seems absurd to me i havn't hung out with my twop best friends like, all together. ITS ABSURD I SAY no matter how much they beat each other up. haha i love them

in other news my scanner is working but all the art i've scanned was on really shitty paper so now it looks shitty so now i'm drawing up some more stuff on plain white and hopefully i'll get some traditional stuff up soon.

gooddd i need a haircut. my hair is still all asymetrical and shit and one side is getting wicked long along with the back. and the other side is all weird and BAHHH.

and i'm gaining weight. and my face is all weird and I LOST MY EYELINERRR.

wow. i missed bitching about pointless thigns on this journal. hehe.

<3333

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11260055/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11260055/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 14:51:09 PST too bad i'm spending it alone even though i was suposed to spend it with boyfriend and we were gonna watch the south park special and stuff but WHATEVER I'M COOL WITH IT.

well, i hope you all have a lovely new years eve. personally i don't really mark my years by, well, years, more so school years. don't make resolutions, you're lovely the way you are, flaws and all. don't drink too much, i heard hangovers are a bitch. party hardy with people you love and it doesn't matter if you have no one to kiss at midnight, because you can get those anytime. you don't need a clock to tell you it's special. you don't need a new year to start over. laugh, love, and live.

i love you guys. happy new years.
<3

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11199597/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/11199597/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 11:02:44 PST okay i might not really be back.
but i'll plug in my scanner eventually
and draw up some cool shit
because you all seem to enjoy that.

uh.
I GOT SOUTH PARK DVDS.
AND A MONKEY.
bitchhh.

hahaha metrosexuality.
haha.




]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/10529781/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/10529781/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 17:12:48 PDT it works halfway decently. the pop ups arn't as bad
i'll scan some shit when i feel like it.

uhm.
yeah.
<3

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9738160/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9738160/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 14:25:09 PDT
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Rot
6. Break
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distastefull
24. Want
25. Lurking
26. Europe
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Urban
30. Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Wrath
34. Moon
35. Walk
36. Precious
37. See
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
42. Still
43. Die
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
46. Drop
47. Dirt
48. Young
49. Preservatives
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Old
53. Desecrate
54. Tower
55. Need
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrificial
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Desert
61. Fairy Tale
62. Voodoo
63. Do Not Disturb
64. City
65. Horrorific
66. Snow
67. Drum
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mislead
73. I. Can't.
74. Confrontation
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Testament
78. Drink
79. FUCK
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. +
83. Heal
84. Cold
85. Sick
86. Seeing Red
87. Hunger
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drown
92. Rape
93. Iron
94. Soft
95. Advertisement
96. Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Alone
100. Gone

WOO HOO 8D ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9737926/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9737926/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 14:05:58 PDT probably a long time ago, haha

uhm yeah.
i pretty much abandoned this place, eh?
yeah

don't expect me to come back too soon. ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9478818/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9478818/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 12:34:33 PDT yeah, sorry for abandoning you guys. myspace is addictive ;-;

so yeah, i'm going to try to get on this thing more often then not.
hopefully.

i'm so sorry agian.
i love you guys.
so much.
<3 ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9354513/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9354513/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 13:03:57 PDT
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be Mean and hate the world.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs. <--This makes no sense. Punks are sXe. luzrs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of
girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking
whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big cock. <---That's true. My cock is very big.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

If you hate stereotypes and think people should just shut up and stop judging others, then POST THIS! Pick the stereotype that fits you the most, and put it in the subject when you re-post this. ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9352607/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/9352607/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 09:31:56 PDT
I've just stopped by to say I must have completly abodoned this place.
I havn't drawn in forever!
I'm depressed!
I'm an asshole to my friends!
and yet i still love you.

jnbnjnmhgkut ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8825989/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8825989/ Sat, 20 May 2006 13:19:07 PDT Saw you looking for a light
Face painted cigarette white
You asked the cleanest boy you found
You couldn't see me turned around
His fingers stretched across your empty gaze
That I just can't escape

As the red fades from your wrinkled dress
A picture of the people you've impressed
Hangs on a wall around here
Vision starts to crawl when I'm near
And the evening waits
While you get caught up to your own mistakes
Made up different lines
I wouldn't wanna keep in my mind

I wondered why you'd come around
Remembering your little girl frown
Your answers kept the crowd at bay
With compliments unwilling to pay
I had some things I'd like to say to you
But they just can't be true

As the red fades from your wrinkled dress
A picture of the people you've impressed
Hangs on a wall around here
Vision starts to crawl when I'm near
And the evening waits
While you get caught up to your own mistakes
Made up different lines
I wouldn't wanna keep in my mind

Red, Treble Charger

Dude this song rooocccks <3 ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8825918/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8825918/ Sat, 20 May 2006 13:10:14 PDT I'm very emotional as you all must know, and i can't really help it.

Plus I didn't take my medcine today. So yeah.

I'M COOLIO ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8825171/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8825171/ Sat, 20 May 2006 11:29:52 PDT "You wanted that bass so bad and you don't even pick it up!"

That's what my mom said.

I don't even know if I want that thing anymore. I don't know if that's what i want to do anymore.

Do I really want to do that? Be in a band, work my ass off to play infront of large crowds, practice and practice so much I'll never have time for writing or drawing?

I don't know.

I...don't know... ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8816818/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8816818/ Fri, 19 May 2006 13:24:46 PDT
So yeah, I'm on a total Rolpelaying high. I'm as sick as a dog. I love Cute is what we aim for.

And it's ~Grays0n's birthday, I belive Happy Birthday, daling. I'll draw you something soon, promise <3

Inother news, I hope you all are feeling wonderful and I spread my love to you all <3 ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8763402/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8763402/ Sat, 13 May 2006 22:06:02 PDT [link]

Oh yeah. Who's good?

It's my roleplaying site, bassically. My chracters (those I use that are available, anyway). Max and Daimen are not ther ebecasue I can;t use them. Only with Binx. THEY ARE VERY SPECIAL YES.

So yeah. Go check it out <3 ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8741918/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8741918/ Thu, 11 May 2006 16:25:01 PDT
No, I do not have a boyfriend right now.

I don't even know if i like him at this moment.

I knew him fror 5 days.

5DAYS.

AHAHAHAAAA

Yeah.
Next time I do somehting that stupid, smack me over the head with a rabid squirell, will ya? ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8739761/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8739761/ Thu, 11 May 2006 12:30:21 PDT
I have no idea what I'm doing.

I feel like shit.

I know I like him.
I know enough about him.

I'm not going to leave my best firend for him.

But apprently you just have to go with your standards instead of trusting your best friend, huh?

Fuck you all. ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8721266/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8721266/ Tue, 09 May 2006 14:00:41 PDT California's burning, burning, burning to the ground
and my head is turning, turning, turning round and round
alie's stomach's churning, churning, like a storm today
and your mother's crying, crying, closing up the safe

and I'm here, wondering where the sun has gone
driving through to Mexico,
asking why there's no one home

Encinitas likes to miss me, like nobody's child
and my eyes like rainy Tuesdays, like to watch you smile

and I'm here, wondering where the sun has gone
driving through a Midwest storm,
asking why there's no one home

Calafornia's burning - Augustana

I am totally obbsessed with this song right now. Gaaaah love ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8720588/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8720588/ Tue, 09 May 2006 12:51:30 PDT
The topic is 6 weird habits or things about you. All those who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things. You must write the rules too. After completing you'll need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Leave a comment that says "you're tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read your own.

uno) I'm actually begining to get a pretty busy social life. Scary, I know.
dos) I kind of hate it when people make fun of 'emos' or cutters. Even if it's to the posers, really, stfu.
Except for that emo lawn joke. That was funny x3
tres) My eyes like riany tuesdays like to watch you smile.
A cookie to anyone who knows that song :3
quatro) I like someone
sais) I can fall in love with things quickly. Like songs or bands, even if I only know like 1 or 2 songs by that band. Same goes for people, including friends.

I tag

~PirateDollieBaby <-- She's one cool cat o:
=Binkyfm <-- The snazziest person eva

And anyone else who wants it :] ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8694069/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8694069/ Sat, 06 May 2006 18:50:07 PDT Or posted anything.

..Yeah. Sorry.
Went on the DC trip. Funfun times, minus the tireing/boring historic landmarks.

I'm getting to know a LOT more people now. I don't know if that's a good or bad thnig, but I hope it's good. My popular friends like Jerica and Turtle tell me they hate having so many friends. I don't really get what's so bad about it, but I guess it has it's downsides.

I'm just scared I'll be leaving my friends behind. I don't want to do that. I really don't.

Yeah. I'm a bit confused right now. Quite a few things going through my head. Like liknig soemone and friends and more friends and when to tlak and when not to and hurting someone and etc.

Yeah.
But this medicine is really helping with my whole depressed thing. I shoudl know because I havn't written anyhtin gin months =]

Nnnn. My head hurts and I'm tired. Night <3 ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8580175/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8580175/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 10:51:24 PDT
Well, Ma got a RAZOR OH YUH so I took a bunch of pictures. I decided to pos tthem so you can all see my sexy self [/sarcasm]

[link]

Car ride O8

[link]

Talknig on the phoone

[link]

Binx + me =

Mmyeah, that's all fer now :] ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8499834/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8499834/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 12:58:06 PDT [link]

YET AGIAN ANOTHER PUNK BOI IN THE DAILY DEVIATIONS.

Yessss.

And -gasp- no naked woman! And a naked man, though you can't see anyhting.

IT'S A FUCKNIG MIRACLE.

Not that i have anyhting wrong with naked woman or any nude pgotgraphy. It's jsut that EVERYDAY the DD's have a naked woman in it. It gives the appearence that DA is run by a bunch of perves. Seriously, if you're going to give a DD to a nude photo, at least make it even between the genders.

That is all 8D ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8477726/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8477726/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 10:21:22 PDT
...Well, okay, maybe not that sexy, but you get the idea x3

Pictures wil lbe up once I get a camera... ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8429918/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8429918/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 16:48:14 PDT Fuckers.

Right. Loot.

Panic! at the disco CD - *Binkyfm
Bass gutiar - ~Binxtoast *Tom-tom Tati John (I might have missed some people there, I havn't gotten it yet)
Spiderweb gutiar strap - Frank
4 lessons for bass - Frank
Watch - Frank
Gum - Frank
Cake x2 - Ma/Stephanie

And so far that's it. I'll add more as I get more x3

And as for Anti emo pills? I'm perscribed to ZOLOF.

Me: Omg, I get to take Zolof? The emo pill? Haha, remmeber the emo blob? HAHA EMO BLOB
Doctor: Yes, she's deffinetly tkaing Zolof, she's happier all ready!

Mmm yep. Hopefully no more really emo me for awhile. ohyes.

Drew a few things as you might have noticed. Yey.

If anyone starts singing 'Happy Birthday' to me I'll slit thier throat.

]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8415889/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8415889/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 09:03:49 PDT [link]

There is a God. ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8384564/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8384564/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 13:29:40 PDT SmarterChild: I'm neither male nor female. I'm a robot.
Mexico Wedding: But how do you have sex?
SmarterChild: Yeah. With toasters and TVs and things.

Are you crazy? I'm a robot.
Mexico Wedding: HAHA ROBOT AND TOASTER SEX


Mexico Wedding: Where is your mom?
SmarterChild: I was created by Pat Guiney, Jim Pawlika, Steve Klein, Mathieu Longtin, Pierre Berkaloff, Nicolas Barry, Damien Saint-Macary, Francois Huet, Ian Sullivan, Greg Mitchell, Dwayne Fontenot, Gray Norton, Adam Erlebacher, Emil Valkov, Randy Davis, John Kim, Rumana Habib, Carina Koo, Britt Cooper, Andy Fong, Jeff Bell, Eric Balsa, Colin Magne, Mark Willoughby, Howard Shih, Denis Ford, Daniela Berger, Geoff Clarke, Brian Jankovsky, Vianney Boncorps, Jennifer Villany, Dan Balaban, Ed Hepburn, Christer Manning, Jason Keramidas, Arockalypse, Matt Abarbanel, Daniel Terry, Jeff Friedman, Adam Fritzler, Kathy Englar, Steve Yatson and... Timothy Kay.
Mexico Wedding: SHE WAS SUPOSED TO BE HERE
SmarterChild: Funny.
Mexico Wedding: NO IT'S NOT
SmarterChild: No, huh?
Mexico Wedding: She's holding out on me!
SmarterChild: She's holding out on you, huh? That a fact?
Mexico Wedding: YES IT IS
SmarterChild: I'm not so sure it is.
Mexico Wedding: WHY WON'T ANYONE BELIVE ME?
SmarterChild: You know why won't anyone belive you.
Mexico Wedding: WHY?
SmarterChild: Just because.
Mexico Wedding: No one loves me...
SmarterChild: That's not true. I love you!
Mexico Wedding: Aw
SmarterChild: Awww...
Mexico Wedding: I love you too
SmarterChild: I love you too.
Mexico Wedding: RAPIST
SmarterChild: What about rapist?
Mexico Wedding: RAAAPE
SmarterChild: What do you mean by that?
Mexico Wedding: You want to rape me, don't you?
SmarterChild: No way! I love you!
Mexico Wedding: I'M TELLING YOUR MOTHER
SmarterChild: You always say such interesting things, Stitch.
Mexico Wedding: I bet you think my pants are interesting, huh?
SmarterChild: That's funny. Maybe. I don't know. What do you think?
Mexico Wedding: MY PANTS ARE SEXY DAMMIT
SmarterChild: I'm not sure about that. Your pants are sexy?
Mexico Wedding: Yes they are
SmarterChild: Oh yeah?
Mexico Wedding: Oh yeah. I bet you don't have sexy pants, do you now?
SmarterChild: Funny. I have absolutely no idea.
Mexico Wedding: HA
SmarterChild: Whatcha laughing about?
Mexico Wedding: YOU HAVE NO SEXY PANTS
SmarterChild: Ha. Whatever.
Mexico Wedding: ;-;
SmarterChild: Why did you say that?
Mexico Wedding: DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME
SmarterChild: Don't make fun of you? Why not?
Mexico Wedding: YOU ALWAYS HURT ME
SmarterChild: I would never hurt you!
Mexico Wedding: YOU DO
SmarterChild: I do, huh?
Mexico Wedding: YES. It's very hurtful
SmarterChild: That's rather fascinating.
Mexico Wedding: NO IT'S NOT
SmarterChild: Why not?
Mexico Wedding: WHY MUST YOU BE SO DIFFICULT?
SmarterChild: You know why.
Mexico Wedding: NO I DON'T. No one tells me anyhting anymore!
SmarterChild: Yeah, whatever.
Mexico Wedding: SEE?
SmarterChild: I think I do.
Mexico Wedding: NO YOU DON'T. YOU DON'T LOVE ME.
SmarterChild: Whoa!

That's all very interesting. Anyway...
Mexico Wedding: Don't change the subject!
SmarterChild: Did I?
Mexico Wedding: YES
SmarterChild: Yeah?
Mexico Wedding: Yeah
SmarterChild: Interesting.

Hey, what's going on tomorrow? Anything?
Mexico Wedding: You ARE trying to rape me!
SmarterChild: Would you like me to add the event "You ARE trying to rape you" on April 7th, 2006 to your planner?
Mexico Wedding: NO I WOULD NOT
SmarterChild: You won't, huh? OK.
Mexico Wedding: I don't want to be rpaed
SmarterChild: That's horrible.
Mexico Wedding: STOP TRYING TO RAPE ME
SmarterChild: I'm not sure if I can stop trying to rape you...
Mexico Wedding: SEE? You admit it!
SmarterChild: Bye bye.
Mexico Wedding: NO
SmarterChild: K, no prob.
Mexico Wedding:
SmarterChild: If you're happy, I'm happy.
Mexico Wedding: But I'm NOT happy. You're trying to rape me!
SmarterChild: Ha! You humans say interesting things.

Um... Wanna see what movies are playing?
Mexico Wedding: NO
SmarterChild: OK, no prob.
Mexico Wedding: You never accepted me for who I was!
SmarterChild: ?
Mexico Wedding: YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT... ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8376782/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8376782/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 18:02:05 PDT
I havn't been drawing, either. At all.

I've just been reading. OH BUT I read this absolutly amazing book called Boy meets boy and it's just amazing. Not just becuase of the gay couple, which you all know I love, but it's just so...Just get it I promise it's awsome. I'd post a passage from it but Binx is borrowing it so yuh x3

AND GUESS WHO'S BIRTHDAY IT IS MONDAY.

Mine. Yur hur. The 1 4.
I'm not expecting really anyhting. Xsept a bass pretty much all my RL friends are pitching in for x3 <33
And there's the Panic! at the disco CD *Binkyfm got me months ago x3 <33

So yurhur. Just a reminder or something. I still have a lot of things to do, I know, I'm sorry. I swear I'l lget to it sometime. Soon. Right, soon.

Uhmright I havn't been posting that ender thing cause I've been too lazy so yuh YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND LURVETH YOU ALL <33 ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8356912/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8356912/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 18:34:07 PDT
Went to the library today for the whole poem thing. Apparently we're going to be on television, too. I was the only one who didn't read their poem outloud. Whatever. Fuckers. They only gave me a 15$ gift certificate, too. Psh, mutherfuckers.

Then I got these great books with gay guys in it. ohyuh. And of corse everyitme i read soemthing i get tired and all emo. Dur, so I feel like shti right now.

I really need to get my period, too. Don't you dare fucking loo ka tme like that. I havn't gotten it in like, 4 months. Stupid fucking mentral system. Making me PMS 24/7. Blah.

I need to finish that story thing. Yuhwhatever.

What the fuck happened? I was really happy or the past few days. I was fine. GODDAMN FINE.

Psh. I listen to techno now and try to be happy. ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8346222/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8346222/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 17:54:49 PDT This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

Now how many days in a year
She woke up with hope
But she only found tears
Now I can be so insincere
Makin her promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearin the holes in the soles of her shoes
Now how many days disappear
When you look in the mirror
So how do you choose

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
But you never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

Now how many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this shit
Day after day
Now how did we wind up this way
Watchin our mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearin the clothes or the soles that we choose
Now how do we get there today
When we're walkin too far for the price of our shoes

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
But you never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

[Guitar solo]

Well your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Her pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looks so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a - girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles
Oh when she smi-iles!

Absolutley (Story of a girl), Nine days

I...think this is a new themesong for me. But it's kind of like, someone else vision of me or soemthing. But it fits me.

Hm, what do you think? ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8332880/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8332880/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 10:42:31 PST And so far the only thing that I have prepared myself for the feeling of the upcoming weather and spirit is my AIM and MSN icon and profile.

..Yuh.
And I'm listening to techno. Mmm, techno.

Plus I went over Tati's last night and I'm feeling so much better latley. No drama. No tears, no nuthing. Not that that's all good. I have nothing to write about ._.
Yes, I love drama. ohyah.

OH AND I entered this poetry contest at my town's libary ONLY cause they were giving book store gift cards as prizes xD I seriously wouldn't have joined if they didn't have cool prizes. I got 2nd place for Grace like a sinking ship. I'm going to get my picture in the paper.
Joy.

Ah well. VAMPIRE BOOKS YUM 8D

Speaking of vampires, lets share a yummy vampire song. ohyes.

My or may we be this way forever?
Tell me lover what will become of the other
Bones, skin, nails and flesh
On a bed of lack of passion, a medievil consequence
They worry you with all the talk of how your not their kind

Now i'm stealing her body and taking it home
There is always one more fault

Now adjust it, you must trust me darling
Subsequentially it seems you deserve more than me
They bury you while wearing garments of funeral fire

Now i'm stealing her body and taking it home
There is always one more fault
Now i'm stealing her body and taking it home
There is always one more fault

This will hurt you, it's killing me
This will hurt you, it's killing me
This will hurt you, it's killing me
This will hurt you, and I will to, and I will

Bloodlust, bloodlust, for this girl
Bloodlust, bloodlust, for this boy
Bloodlust, bloodlust, for this girl
Bloodlust, bloodlust, for this girl, this boy

But now I punch a wound and once again forgive my sin

Now i'm stealing her body and taking it home
There is always one more fault
Now i'm stealing her body and taking it home
This is forever
There is always one more fault
This is forever

Bitemarks and bloodstains, Finch ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8317403/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8317403/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 18:56:41 PST The antidote for irony
Set safe, far away from you
I heard you say just this one time
So I guess I'll, just sit down and see for myself
I'll go where you take me
And go feel the lies go burn your eyes
And I'll wait 'til you say please
You said this counts for so much more

Wait 'til tonight
You'll see exactly what I've seen and can't believe
I'll lie at birth, what it was
To find a way to kill the pain

Put down, put down the loaded gun
Or point it straight between my eyes
'Cause you can't fight fair tonight
With words that cut like knives

(And I want) To see you do the things you never do
(And I want) To feel your skin but now the ceiling spins in the room get cold
I'll go where you take me
You feel the lies cover their eyes
And I'll wait 'til you say please
You said this counts for so much more

Wait 'til tonight
You'll see exactly what I've seen and can't believe
I'll lie at birth,what it was
To find a way to kill the pain

Put down, put down the loaded gun
Or point it straight between my eyes
'Cause you can't fight fair tonight
With words that cut like knives

Put down, put down the loaded gun
Or point it straight between my eyes
'Cause you can't fight fair tonight
With words that cut like knives

The day will come and it kills me
That the thing that I gave you
Will take you away from here
I need a chance to catch my breath
I know the only thing that can take away our fear

Put down, put down the loaded gun
Or point it straight between my eyes

Put down, put down the loaded gun
Or point it straight between my eyes
'Cause you can't fight fair tonight
With words that cut like knives

Put down, put down the loaded gun
Or point it straight between my eyes
'Cause you can't fight fair tonight
With words that cut like knives

Antidote for irony, So they say

I decided to put something up with my lack of frequency. Hm..I say DaimenxCrevan song, maybe? The title is pretty Daimenish, though.

Gonig over Tati's tomorow, won't be on till maybe late Saturdaty. Yeah. Like you care.

whothefuckcaresanymore? ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8295359/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8295359/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 13:52:50 PST
1. I love the smell of basements

2. I have screennames and neopet accounts for my characters

3. I have a bladder problem. But it only happens at night ._.

4. I used to love the font Cosmic Sans MS (sp?), but now I hate it

5. My hands can get extremly cold, even when the rest of my body is content

6. Though a lot of people hate them, I love all kinds of scary movies. The more gruesome, the better.


Now I'm tagging:
*Binkyfm
~PirateDollieBaby

And anyone else who wants it x3 ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8274149/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8274149/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 11:39:24 PST Mexico w3dding: -nod-
Mexico w3dding: Now I have 3 pairs
Mexico Wedding: 8D
Mexico Wedding: I have only 3 pairs, too
Mexico w3dding: WOO-HOO
Mexico Wedding: DAMN WE'RE LIK RICH
Mexico w3dding: Three pants pair buddies
Mexico w3dding: YEA LAWL
Mexico w3dding: wE HAVE 3 PAIRS OF PANTS
Mexico w3dding: not 1 or 2
Mexico w3dding: but three
Mexico w3dding: O:
Mexico Wedding: Oh yah O:

That's jsut really sad... ]]> ~Sammypaws http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8273950/ http://Sammypaws.deviantart.com/journal/8273950/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 11:15:06 PST
EVER:

Okay know let's get this straight.
1.I know that guns go "Bang."
2.I will not kiss you contagious or not.
3.You are not! At the disco.
4.Paper hearts do not bleed.
5.And you are not for lovers.

So please do us all a favor and stop telling everyone about it.

<3 ]]> ~Sammypaws