http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Sanaqua&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Sanaqua en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 06:51:17 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/28582594/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/28582594/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 06:14:47 PST
Art Major is going well though, I feel like my art has improved A LOT, and I'll definitely upload some stuff once I remember to bring my camera to school. The class is usually so much fun. Except when she makes us do flowers and blah blah shit. But even that can be pretty alright. I've learned to realllyyyy like chalk pastel too. I STILL DREAD OIL PASTEL. D<

Oh I dyed my hair too. It's brownish black and dark pink with coonstripes now. |D It's pretty smexy. I need to darken the coonstripes though since they aren't very visible.

Oh god today's Thanksgiving isn't it? Fucking hate this holiday. For one I hate eating, and two I hate gluttonous people who love to eat. Plus the whole turkey thing...vegetarian...yah know. =_= I think I'll just make pizza or something. xD

It's been like two months and that's all I have to say? Seriously? Oh wow. I need a Monster

ANYWAYS, I guess I'm gonna go hang out with before everyone decides to devour their birds. e_
And possibly 's house tonight since her family is veg. xD

GONNA GET ME SOME MONSTER AND STUFF AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

K I love you people.

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/27465066/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/27465066/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 10:22:04 PDT [link]

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/25511995/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/25511995/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 08:06:28 PDT My one friend found him and two others abandoned and he would have had to go to the shelter if he wasn't taken by Friday. D: The little girl is still there, REALLY hope she finds a home, but I'm sure even if she does go to the shelter, she won't be there long.

We had issues decided on his name...we were gonna name him Blaze, but then I realized it was like, a pot term or something. o_o; We've settled on Koda...I <3 Brother Bear. Plus it's a cute name. :3

He's ridiculously hard to photograph because without the flash on the camera, you can't see him, but with it on, his fur looks weird. @_@
Ah well:
[link]
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He's been bonding to me fairly quickly, after a day he already follows me around and squeaks at me if I ignore him for five seconds. The only chance I have to get away from him is when he takes his naps. xD

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/25223298/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/25223298/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 18:48:30 PDT
I can't really use names or go into detail as well, pretty much everyone I know has access to my damn dA. xD

Lately I've felt really...detached. Like I'm not totally there in the head or that I'm just sorta there watching my body do it's own thing. I keep doing things I'd say I'D NEVER do and I feel like I can't even control what I say anymore. I'll be like overly hyper and a dumbass for a day and then go all completely emo later. xD I doodled this from it: [link]

I keep having this reoccurring dream too, which I also SORTA drew, prolly gonna finish it. All it is, I'm sitting in this familiar field with a certain someone at night and it's foggy and cool out, and they turn and look at me and say, 'Things will never be the same Taylor.' Then the sun rises and I wake up. O_o

Ok so, a certain BAD event happened yesterday, exactly a week before it, something weird happened.
I was walking home from my bus stop, and about halfway from my house, I run into a dead snake. It's not squished or bleeding, I thought it was actually alive at first. Being the weird person I am, I figure, 'Ok, maybe I'll wait for it to decay so I can come pick it up and use the bones for something.' I like bones. And skulls. Yet I'm a vegetarian/animal rights freak. What. The fuck. Is wrong with MEEE? xDDD

It's been a week, the thing is still there. I dunno if it's like, Adam and Eve and the snake or whatever, but I still pass the damn thing everyday. @_@

ANYWAYS, my life's sorta in the potty right now, but it's nothing out of the ordinary, just like, high school drama shit. Drama fucking sucks, but I only have one more week, then I can isolate myself from stupid people. 8D Right now though, it's a fucking WARZONE between me and someone, and even though I have majority of people on my side, it's still a bitch to drag myself to it everyday. Dx Sometimes, personal shit turns huge, and people will start flipping shit trying to defend you...even if you just want to drop it. ;_;

I've been seriously inactive on dA, besides favoring and creepin', but I've been taking forever to respond, and sometimes even forget to comment. >_< Beh, the past few months...years, I've really forgotten what's important to me. Things that only benefit to my life; art, music, my friends and family, you know. I'll focus on that this summer.



Also I'm getting a livejournal this weekend. I. LIKE TO RANT ABOUT MYSELF. A little too much. :3

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/24862122/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/24862122/ Wed, 20 May 2009 18:27:01 PDT [x] consumed alcohol. (Eeewwww...)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL: 6


[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[x] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 9

[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair.
[ ] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 5


[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[ ] sniffed anything (SHOES!)
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 4

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly.
[x] dressed punk.
[x] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something. (I was like, three)
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[x] had a crush on a neighbor. (She is a five year old girl.)

TOTAL: 8

[x] had a crush on a friend.
[ ] been to a concert. (As music crazy as I am...I haven't. -_-)
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut. (Oh gawddddd xD)
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[x] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house (INTERESTING STORY ABOUT THAT @_@)
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. (Probably by accident)

TOTAL: 7

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. (LOLWAT)
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.

TOTAL: 6

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[ ] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 3


[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online. (FUN FUN FUN)
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight. (I've done like, 30 hours. xD)
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair. (Ferris wheel!!!)
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone. (It's actually increasingly becoming a hobby of mine...especially with xD)
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. (SO HORRIBLE!)
[x] cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 9

TOTAL: 57

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

I'm not a bad person....;_;

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/24413078/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/24413078/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 15:30:48 PDT
To keep things short, things have actually gotten significantly worse and better at the same time. I'm really not sure how things are right now. The situations in my life are getting worse by the day, but my mood isn't so bad...all the time. @_@

It's just been random spurts of me spazzing and then usually I'm fine after an hour or so.

Today was prolly the worst though, as two things happen. One, I will not go into detail, but I found out something that I SHOULDN'T have found out and it threw me off slightly and fajskdfsjdfsdf.

ALSO MY FUCKING IPOD GOT STOLEN.

So now I am phone-less and iPod-less. iPod is about 349353x more important though. That damn thing keeps me sane all the time. It was about time I get a new one but, I really do not have that kind of money

Oh and I made a fagspace. Add me ----> [link]

Also I started playing WoW. Figuring that I already spend like 10 hours on the computer a day, might as well actually DO something.
Shit is expensive though.
And confusing.
My character is pretty fucking cool though.
She's pretty rage. -----> [link]
See? She is rage. <3

I really need to do fanart and shit and I ammmmmmm finishing up a sketch of Thaaaed k lemme finish it

I AM SORRY THIS ENTRY IS NOT INTERESTING but my drama has condensed into a black hole and now I'm just sorta like af;ksdfjsdfasdf

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/24261556/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/24261556/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 17:45:53 PDT [link]

THAT IS ALL.

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/24186885/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/24186885/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 17:36:22 PDT
It's been sort of like life's just flying by, things have been so up and down that I can't even keep up.

Ugh, I'm not even sure. My bipolar-ness has been getting to me extra bad lately, one day I'll be fucking happy as hell, and then all the sudden I'll feel absolutely miserable.

I'm completely terrified to go to school now, in fear of getting screamed or harassed for one reason or another. Shit SUCKS, it's spring break, but I'm already dreading going back. I just want to drop all the mistakes I made, and move on with my life. It's so hard to fix myself up and become a better person when I'm constantly being reminded of the way I acted in the past. I feel horrible about everything that's gone on as it is, but it just keeps coming back and hitting me in the face twice as hard.

It's hard to go into detail with all, as I have about 10 IRL friends on dA, most already know what's going on.
Sorry, I don't normally like to be a drama llama online, ESPECIALLY on dA. It's a dangerous thing to do.

You really don't know what you have until it's gone. Or until it turns completely around and becomes your worst fear. Anything good in your life, don't risk losing it, and be thankful for it. Sometimes you just don't know what perfection is until it's completely eliminated from your life.

I don't know. I'm sorry for having to vent here to you guys. Staying optimistic has been almost impossible lately.

And to all the people I've hurt in the past half year or so, I'm especially sorry. Yes, I'm a dipshit. I know. I'm not pretending it's not my fault. I'm so fucking terrified to let myself get close to someone in fear of losing them, that I just end up pushing them away, and causing them to hate me. I'm sick of losing people and I'm sick of having people hate me for my own damn mistakes. I've given everyone so much shit for so long, just because I don't trust anyone.

Let's just hope things can only get better, because things really cannot get much worse.


I guess on a different note...uhhhh, here's a WIP?
[link]


Love you guys. Dx

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/23570837/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/23570837/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 08:39:14 PST
....

I give up.

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I can't say I didn't try. But it's done now. It was just a waste.

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/22648509/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/22648509/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 08:43:10 PST Saved myself like $250. They had a shitload of nice computers for extremely cheap prices. All the games were like $10-$20 off too.

I think I'm going to get a Bamboo Wacom with any other money I have. Then I can finally start art-ing again. I'd never be able to afford an Intuos. @_@ I don't get how so many people have them.

My birfday is tomorrow. D: SWEET 16 LAWL. Whatever. :3
I just want a big pizza and to get my art midterm done on time. D:

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/22223671/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/22223671/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 09:55:56 PST
I finally got my tablet to start working!

...And then my laptop broke. Which had the christmas picture on it.


RIP Craptop 2008 - 2008

Can't get it fixed, don't want to get it fixed, and can't get a new one.

GUESS THERE WILL BE LOTSA TRADITIONAL FOR A WHILE. Dx

How was everyone's holiday?

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/21539543/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/21539543/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 17:57:10 PST
:3

Don't comment on this.

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/20724984/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/20724984/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 13:55:24 PDT Mine's been pretty dull, I really like art this year, but the rest of my classes are eeeehhh. I have the same crazy art lady as last year, but she seems to like me now. o.o

My iPod is starting to break. Ugh. SO HOW ABOUT DEM NEW IPOD NANOS? Pretty damn cool. Wish they made bigger ones like that. They just don't hold enough.

Yeah, and my Xbox keeps getting the RROD. And then being fine. Goddamnit, just break for good, so I can send it back, and get a new one. Dx I WANNA HAVE IT WORKING FOR FAAAABLEEEEE.

Oh so, Halloween is coming upppp. What is everyone being? xD
I think I'm going to go as Spiderman again. Full body costume with bulging muscles. I went as him last year, and it was a pretty lulzy day. Not that I go trick or treating anymore...I dress up for school, and then just hang out with people after school. :3

I'm also feeling artistic. I need to do a pic. Because I totally lost interest in the traditional picture I was doing her. And I need to work on 's birthday picture. Plus I have a few fanarts I wanna do....

K then, I'll go do that now.

LOVE YA LAWLZ.

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/20583065/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/20583065/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 10:22:10 PDT
But.

I am a hardcore animal activist as a lot of you know. >_> I try not to support ANY cruelty by being a vegetarian and limiting my dairy/egg products. I love alllll animals, including cows and chickens, ect.

Anyways, that's not what this journal is about.

I know almost everyone on dA LOOOVES wolves.

Weeeelll....

[link]

Yeah. Sarah Palin. Being a game hunter was a big enough kick in the face to me, but now she's hunting wolves.

I don't support killing or tortuing ANYTHING at all, no matter how small and unimportant the animal may seem.
But hell, she's trying to legalize killing an endangered species.

I'm not trying to force it, but if you ARE old enough to vote, I say, vote Obama. Do we really need more killing in this world? =/

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/19444440/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/19444440/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 11:12:38 PDT
Anyone who wants a new tablet for a good price: (Oops, the link is messed up.) Amazon.com ---- Genius 6 x 8 Tablet.

Lotsa pen-pressure and really easy to use. Works just as well as a Wacom (Used them before...not worth the huge pricetag)

I'm going to start doing some references for some of my peoples.
And some non-dragon characters that I've been making.

Oh and video games. I want:
Fable 2
Sonic Unleashed
Viva Pinata
Animal Crossing City Folk
Gears 2
Resident Evil 5

Lulz. Yeah right. That's like....300 something dollars, lmao. Wii Music makes me wanna kill myself. So does WII SPORTZ 2. LETZ CUT SUM WOOD U GUIS.

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/19270659/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/19270659/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 09:48:43 PDT
Life's been slow, but pretty alright.

I went to the shore with and we had sum fun. We played Okami for most of the time. xD We got more then halfway done in about 10 hours. I'm starting to get a little sick of it. Dx

Soo I started replaying OoT. I can't tell you how bad I started cracking up when one of the Gorons told me to "go find and bomb the dodongos."

OH BOY, I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BOMB SUM DODONGOS!

ANYWAYS, I don't remember OoT being so hard. O_o I get stuck like every five seconds... OH AND, I have to do some Volvagia fanart. What an awesome dragon. <333 Too bad he was ridiculously easy. Just a big game of Whack-a-Mole.

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Which brings me to THIS.

So I found a tablet for 50 bucks online. 1024 pressure sensitivity, and it's 6 x 8.

AND. I've found my computer I want. [link]

Not only does it LOOK badass, but it's an HP Pavillion, it's got a nice screen, awesome graphics card, and it seems to be an all around good laptop.

It does look sorta weeaboo-ish though. xDDD Oh well.

It's a shame. I'm poor because I don't have a computer. But I don't have a computer because I'm poor. Blah. I'll go babysit or whatever the hell teenagers do nowadays.

Anyone see those new HP Touchsmart things? Pretty cool...too bad the small one is 1.3k. xD Plus I don't even think it's pressure sensitive.

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Wow I rambled. Sorry. xD I should start making more frequent, smaller entries.

OH, one more thing. SPORE.

My failed attempt at Sanaqua xD: [link]

My main guy, probably gonna use him in the real game: [link]

I have moar, but I don't feel like uploading them. C=
KBYE

Jess, I will finish your thing soon. I'm sorry I'm such a slow tard. xD

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/18912975/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/18912975/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 13:54:57 PDT
MY REASON TO LIVE IS TO PLAY SPORE. O_O

Holy shit people, go download the free trial. It's fucking amazinggg. <3


Oh and this is my dragon dude : [link]

He's pretty sexy. I'll name him Edward or something.

-GOES TO MAKE PEDOBEAR-

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/17929924/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/17929924/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 15:22:05 PDT
Fuckin' great.

Say good-bye to any PS work for the next couple months.

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Real-Life Friends:


]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/17731171/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/17731171/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 12:36:37 PDT
Now let's divide this up into the good stuff, and bad stuff, ok?

We'll start with the good stuff.

I went to the SSBB launch with . Lots of fun, and we both nearly died when midnight finally hit. I played um...14 hours. Yeah, I didn't sleep when I got home. Dx

Uhh, I guess some good stuff happened with Jim and I since my last entry. Yeah. REALLY GOOD STUFF. I don't think I should really say what it was...um, yeah. Just, most people would get grossed out anyways, lol.

Oh and I've officially become a /b/tard. 4chan is my LIFE now. Even if it does have some pictures on there that gross me out/anger me sometimes.

Ok, so, not too much good stuff. LET'S get on to the less good stuff.


Depression has gotten worse, and I've been randomly blowing up out no where.

Jim hasn't called me in 3 months because "his phone is broke and he got grounded, ect."

Some kid in our school is spreading rumors about me, and when I confronted him, he freaked out at me, called me an immature bitch, and told people not to befriend me or talk to me. xD

I think I have a D in English. Dx

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Oh ok, so the main reason I made this entry, is I has a story:

Okay, so it's a normal Thursday night. We have sketchbook assignments every Friday for art. So the assignment is, "Illustrate Spring."

Spring huh? I hate spring. Since if I did gore or blood, she'd probably send me to a therapist, I decide to do some cute, cartoonish, animals.

So I dig out some references of ducks and bunnies to make sure I have the anatomy right. I outline it in a thin inking marker, and pencil shade it with a bunch of different colors, like you would for realism. After about two hours, I'm satisfied with it. I sign and get ready to hand it in.

Friday, I hand the picture in, like I normally would. My art teacher also pisses at me for my stupid handles not being straight on my clay tray, so I mush them up and the period ends. Note, that clay is a HUUUGE weak point for me.

SO COMES MONDAY. (today) She says she wants to talk to all of us. She starts lecturing us on basically how all of us suck, and that this ISN'T FIRST GRADE ART.

Okay, I know that.

THEN, she holds my picture up. She tells everyone how it's WRONG, and it looks like a coloring book, and how I COPIED IT from one. Then how I shaded and colored it wrong.

My friends all look at me like, "WTF." Yeah, we're sorta pissed at her. Plus the fact that the instructions said, ILLUSTRATE SPRING, not, "DRAW DIRECTLY FROM LIFE OR A PHOTOGRAPH." I used references and EXPRESSED MYSELF. Isn't that what art is about?

So I'm sorry, I guess cartoons aren't art. I guess Lion King, Sleeping Beauty, ect, all aren't art, because they aren't a direct copy of a photo. BULLSHIT.

I get a text from my good buddy Tails, , and she says she got a C on it as well. We were talking the day she drew it, and it was from a wind-up chick toy she had. =/ She drew from life, and did quite a good job of it, and STILL got a C.

I don't know what's wrong with this lady. My mom's pretty pissed at her too. =/ But I need to suck up in order to get into AP Art. I have the talent...I just, UGH, I just don't seem to get along with school art teachers.


Alright, I'm done. If you actually read that entire thing...wow. Thanks. xD Now I gotta go finish my five million WIP pictures.

]]> ~Sanaqua http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/16541699/ http://Sanaqua.deviantart.com/journal/16541699/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 18:25:01 PST
Uh, I'll make this quick. It's almost my bedtime.

Tay's having some serious problems right now, and no, it's not "Oh waah I'm depressed for no reason whatsoever, my life sucks." I have a shitload of stuff going on involving family, work, and general cruelty crap. Being a vegetarian, you always have bad stuff on your mind about animals and whatnot, and sometimes randomly break down into tears. -_- Plus the fact that my brain is pretty much permanently screwed up. But I'd rather not get into that. =/

Christmas was good. I got my 360. That was about it. I get one really expensive thing, and some little things. Got some clothes and some dragon stuff. So that was good.

My birthday was on Saturday. I got three Webkinz, which sadly, I'm addicted to, and got to go on a shopping spree at the mall for some clothes.

Yeah, but art related. I have quite a few things I need to scan, if I can get my god damned $30 scanner/printer/copier/hooker thing to work. The fucking thing just talks to me. Doesn't print...doesn't scan. Just goes, "UNABLE TO CONNECT. TO COMPUTER," in a frightening manly voice. Bleh.

I'll find a way. I don't have a good chance of getting stuff done on Photoshop. It slows down my entire computer with it's massive size. So does Flash. And Maya. And Painter. And my millions of other art programs that I never use.

What. Oh. Yeah. So uh, let's see, I'll try my best to submit some funtastic dragons for you wonderful humans. Kbye.


Oh yeah, for those really really slow people, Lucario is in Brawl. C= Serebii confirmed it himself after the video leak. My what an exciting day that was. Gamefaqs boards went NUTS. Yeah, but guess who Tay will be maining along with Sonic?

]]> ~Sanaqua