http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:SanguineJustice&section=today deviantART RSS for by:SanguineJustice en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 27 Dec 2009 10:18:41 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/29170248/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/29170248/ Thu, 24 Dec 2009 18:14:05 PST
MERRY F***ING CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/29092839/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/29092839/ Mon, 21 Dec 2009 19:56:18 PST [link] bleh. oh, i'm finally not sick anymore, that's good. saw two old friends recently, kinda made me realize how much i've changed, how distant i've become from the world... i wonder if any of it's a good thing. started wearing a bottle of blood around my neck. i like it. i think i've been treating my journal here like one of those 'live journal' things. maybe i should stop doing that. this is for art, not my life. hm. funny, because i could never keep a diary going for more than a week.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28962252/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28962252/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 13:55:16 PST
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28950352/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28950352/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 19:43:52 PST [link] or just start some refs, or MAYBE i will do a giant gift-art pic for my da friends! who knows....

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28887433/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28887433/ Fri, 11 Dec 2009 17:08:33 PST and i never called home about it. i figured my bitch-whore mother was going to be working late today, or out partying like she usually is, and it's not like she'd care anyway, and my dad is out because he's a pilot, and my brother spends the entire day in his room where he can't hear the phone, SO, it seemed more than a little pointless to try to call anyone and tell them where i was or what i was doing.
just as squeaker and i were finishing our icecream, her phone rings, and guess what, it's MY DAD. apparently, when i didn't come home by night fall(7:00pm) my brother and mother(who apparently did not stay out late, aaaaaaargihatehersomuch) went driving around downtown looking for me. and picked me up as soon as they found me and tooke me home.
this happened once before, but i really hate it and am not used to it. no one ever cares where i am, and i don't see any reason for them to. i'm not stupid, i know if i got hurt or was kidnapped they'd have no idea and all that crap, but i still don't see why they should care at all. if i get into a stupid situation, it's my fault and i'm fine with that. i HATE it when people that don't even understand me or love me, that i don't even consider family, try to tell me that they are 'responsible' for my actions. cops ride up their asses? i don't give a fuck. i can make decisions on my own just fine, even if they are bad ones, that's MY choice, not anyone else's. if i died, they would only be worrying about the funeral cost, so i'd be saving them money by not enabling them to find my body. ugh. "we care about you" bullshit. i don't want or need anyone riding my shoulders watching me all the time, and if i died, they'd be better off.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28810909/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28810909/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 17:18:42 PST
basicly, send me a note for a free request to be finished in time for christmas!

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28751856/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28751856/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 17:58:11 PST
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28714836/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28714836/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 17:18:19 PST
nothing important, just stuff.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28655700/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28655700/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 16:30:13 PST
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28524636/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28524636/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 08:50:17 PST
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28277534/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28277534/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 18:41:54 PST
but in the end, the one thing that brings me to tears, that i can't get over, that i'm reminded of every day.....

it's not that i want to be different from everyone else, it's not that i don't want anyone to know or understand me.... i'm just..... weird. there's no one that even thinks the same way i do. sometimes i think i'm crazy, i mean more than just schizo, like i'm really insane... sometimes i think i have some other kind of mental disease and people just pretend not to notice so they don't feel bad. but.... i'm just so different..... i like being me, sure. i'm not scared to show off how different i am, and i'll never pretend i'm normal just to fit in..... being called a freak is normal to me..... but.....

i just wish....

that i wasn't the only one. i wish i had a family. the one i have now.... only one of them likes me at all, and none of them think like me, none of them can understand me at all..... i feel like i'm adopted by a different species. i want a family. one that's like me, that can understand me, that acts the way i do sometimes..... that loves me..... that i can love....... i don't want a bunch of mes, i just want a family that i can -relate- to, a family that doesn't look at me like a side-show freak..... a family that actually seems like i might actually be -related- to them.....

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28186528/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28186528/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 20:02:39 PST
i've been spending time i should be drawing playing borderlands with my brother, the only one in my family that i get along with, and this weekend i intend to sleep, as it is an activity that not only gives me a chance to dream and think, but makes me genuinely happy for a long period of time.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28186464/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28186464/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 19:59:35 PST [x] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard (its too small)
T 0 T A L: 3


[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week. (school counts as hanging out for me)
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room (i wuff my computer )
[x] You have never been beaten up. (there has been one attempt, but it failed miserably.)
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[ ] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 9


[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal. (....i collect bones and sparkly things....)
[ ] You look forward to going to school. (i dread it)
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 11


[ ] You own a car. (i don't own one, but there is one reserved in the garage for me.... *runs away*)
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents. (pfffffft)
[ ] You are happy with your appearance. (there are things i would definitely change if i could)
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends. (few, but very good ones)
T 0 T A L: 12


[x] You know what is going on in the world. (uh, that's a negative....)
[ ] You care about so many people. (that would make me even more miserable)
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[ ] You know more than one language. (getting there)
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[ ] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 16

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Title this journal "My life is _% Happy"

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28168639/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28168639/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 19:43:56 PST
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28113260/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28113260/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 18:42:24 PST i can't remember anymore.
i told them what i knew,
how they didn't love me,
how they were trying to change me,
how i hated everything...
and...
no one came.
no one came to tell me i was wrong...
no one came to tell me they were sorry...
no one came to comfort me...
they all left me alone in my room to cry...
no one came...
they left me alone to die...
i know if i wanted to...
i could just say 'who needs them'
and get over this...
but...
what would the point even be?
no one needs me anymore...
i can't help them...
and no voice in my head is here to stop the dagger this time....



]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28030785/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/28030785/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 18:03:35 PST
a) digital
b) traditional
c) writing



2. I want to reorganize my gallery folders. Select any of these choices to be folders on the left margin in my gallery. No art is going to be removed, just reorganized. [please choose several, but no more than 10]

d) digital
e) traditional
f) writing
g) my ocs
h) my fursona/scalesona/persona
i) art trades, commisions, and gift art(for others)
j) wolves
k) dragons
l) all anthros
m) emo, flaming, depressing
n) tutorials/linearts
o) other(comment idea)
p) ref sheets



3. What should I put in the featured section of my gallery? The 'featured' section is the one that shows up automatically when you click on 'view gallery', to the right of the list of folders, and the browse option, which shows everything I've ever posted all together.

q) everything
r) the best stuff, worth featuring
s) one of the folders above (list the one you want)
t) nothing
u) just a picture saying welcome
v) just a picture saying that the art is on the left




4. What would you like me to draw once I finish my personal projects?

w) random wolves
x) random dragons
y) random furries/anthros
z) my ocs that you never get to see
aa) myself
bb) requests and gift art for you
cc) something OTHER THAN wolves and dragons
dd) emo poems

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27842195/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27842195/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 18:42:44 PDT

edit: basicly i'm saying i'm going to start using references when i draw, so you should see more interesting poses, more varied subjects, and overall higher quality in my art.

and btw, here is the download link for PAINT.NET which is an awesome art program i use that is completely free. it is very much like photoshop and ms paint combined, the tools of photoshop with the simplicity of ms paint. i love it and i think all you others that can't afford photoshop will too!! >>>>[link]

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27817978/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27817978/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 14:31:37 PDT
goodbye....

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27781630/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27781630/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 14:16:30 PDT
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27729848/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27729848/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 16:10:40 PDT
my main worry is that at two points i want to zoom into a picture and have it reveal something else, and quite frankly, i don't know how to do that.

i'm going to try to do this myself, but if someone wants to give it a shot, i can note a description of the sequence to you personaly.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27669126/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27669126/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 13:55:03 PDT
and i can't do anything about it..........

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27393320/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27393320/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 19:31:55 PDT
- finished, waiting to get a scanner
- rave gift art, busy with other art
- gift art, busy with school
- free art, sketched
- request

if i forgot something you owe me, you are lucky, but it would be decent of you to remind me and not try to skip out, which is not very nice. i understand perfectly that it sometimes takes a while to get around to something, so no worries.

and yes, i AM working on stuff i owe....

edit: thankyou everyone who read this and commented on the art you're drawing for me! "the only time you can worry is when you don't know something"

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27378092/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27378092/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 17:58:58 PDT
ms paint - pretty much all of us know this one. it's actually not bad, but layers and transparancy make for REALLY pretty stuff. and for some reason, if i'm holding down and accidentaly scroll, i get a huge line all over what i'm drawing that 'undo' doesn't undo. i can't take that anymore >.<

paint.net - i've been using this one for ages now. it's pretty friggin sweet, i learned how to to some awesome things with it without even looking at any sort of tutorial for it. best of all- it's free!

paint tool sai - lots of different medium options (marker, pen, brush, crayon, etc) but if i wanted that, i'd just go traditional. it's a little hard for me to understand, too, because it had to be translated from chinease and the setup is a little strange. not bad though.

photoshop - everyone uses photoshop nowadays. it's good, but some of the tools are annoying and difficult to understand. there are loads of tutorials out there for it, but i had a really hard time finding one that explained anything in a way i could understand. i like to use it for shading, though.

i'm currently trying to get:

photo studio 6

the things i'm looking for:

a brush that tapers automaticly
ability to fill in a selected area
layers and transparancy
slightly transparant color options that do not double over themselves
a strong blur brush that 'ulls' one color into another
a small toolbox and large work space
easy zooming
the ability to select all of one color on a layer or all of one color in one area of a layer

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27345246/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27345246/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 18:37:38 PDT
it's been raining since friday, and it's only getting harder. i don't mind the rain, it means i don't have to wear a jacket or sun glasses outside, wooo! my dad hates it though; he's got this week off and he can't golf at all because of the rain. poor guy.

i cleaned my closet, my wardrobe, and my room! everything is all spiffy nao!!

school isn't as hecktic as it was at the beggining, but it is still busy and some troubles with my friends mean i still have no time to get art done for you guys. i've only got 4 free hours a day, and i need those to unwind or i'll die. XO

my throat hurts.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27284267/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27284267/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 10:26:44 PDT
and i'm planning on breeding her.

i've done some research, and it seems like i could handle it, if i can sell the extra offspring back to the petstore to makeup for the cost of some cage goodies i'll need to house more geckos.

i'll draw a picture of gecka so you guys know what i'm talking about when i finish all that art i already owe you.

random info about leopard geckos:

if taken proper care of, they can live for about 30 years.
each season, a mated female can usually have around 20 eggs, layed in 2-egg pairs.
males are extemely territorial, but several females can be kept together without incident.
gender can be determined only after 5 months of age, by looking for little spots at the base of the tail.
though desert oriented, they prefer relatively cold and damp terrariums because they are nocturnal burrowers.
their diet consists mostly of live crickets and mealworms, but i've seen them fed baby mice.
like most lizards, they will shed their tails if frightened for their life, and it will grow back later. this is also where they store fat and water.
they come in a variety of colors and patterns, called 'morphs'
they hate bright light, and it can stress them out to have a light on their cage without somewhere to hide, or for long periods of time.
as desert lizards, they only need to be watered 3 times a week.
THEY ARE ADORABLE AND COOL AND I LOVE MY GECKA VERY VERY MUCH.

more info: [link]

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27209952/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27209952/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 14:04:09 PST i'll get to this.... eventually...

we're together now saving it for a special time, when i have more time...

animation avatar sequence ga i need to do this already....

yet another rave no idea. i just love raves X3

dances with wolves eventually...

humans in wolves clothing this'll be super annoying, imma save it for last...

wolf pose meme re-drawing it with my tablet, almost done with the sketches and text.

quit being so dam tall got it sketched, was going to re-sketch it, then got lazy. i'll get to it when i can.

[link] [link] will get to it eventually.

coloring 'kill a hooker' [link] [link] imma try to do this one after the wolf meme.


***when i completely finish something, or decide not to do it at all, it will disappear from this list forever. full stars mean i am very close to done, but not quite done.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27056067/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27056067/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 14:27:18 PDT
the thing with german turned out okay. i had to do it anyway, but it wasn't all that hard and i think i'll be able to do the presentation part rather easily as well.

as an explanation for my last journal, i realized why i hate school so freaking much. it's because people are stupid and mean. no one at my school cares about anything but their own happiness, and it just makes me so sick to be near them. what few friends i have aren't exactly up to my standards(in case you don't know i have very high morals and ethics; i try to be as pure and good as i can), so i kind of feel really lonely in that i'm just so different. i like being different, but i just wish there was -one- person that was like me, so we could get along, and never disagree.... it just has been a very bad week. i said what i said in that last journal in german so the people that don't care enough to translate it won't be offended by it, but i'm not deleting it because it is true regardless of my mood. i hate people. all people. if i call you my friend, you are either a wonderful one-of-a-kind person, or i don't know you very well yet. es tut mir leid.

anyway, i'm posting -this- journal to say i'm back to art for a day or two, yaaaay!

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27003147/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/27003147/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 18:57:21 PDT
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26932243/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26932243/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 09:01:42 PDT
i didn't do my summerwork for german 3 honors. not one bit of it. and i absolutely -have- to take the class and pass with flying colors, or what little remains of my soul will be crushed forever. i'm going to try talking to the calmer more gentle of the two german teachers about it, and i hope beyond all hope that her favoritism of me will get me into honors despite my complete lack of any real reason to be allowed in other than my enthusiam. she might let me just turn the work in late, but i'm hoping she will just let me take zeros (which i can make up fairly quickly because i'm a natural at german) or will give me an alternate assignment, because i reeeaaaaaally don't want to do what we were supposed to do. the reason i didn't, though, was because i lost the book and the assignment sheet, and only found the book 3 days before school starts. this was not me just trying to skip out. i am painfully aware of how big a screwup this is, so please just hope and/or pray that my past luck works for me again... though this time i doubt it will.

ANYWAY. i will be much busier than i have been all summer, so expect a massive decline in the frequency of my uploads, and an increase in traditional stuff over digital as i doodle in class. for the next week, i will be a train wreck, because of learning where my classes are, getting materials, freaking out from all the people, and begging my german teachers to keep me in honors. this week is going to be bad, so if you've got some bad news to tell me, tell me now so i can take all the suffering at once. or, if you're nice, toss some random compliments or giftart my way to lighten the load. i'll add you to my list of art-to-draw.


i apologize to everyone i owe art right now, but i won't be able to finish it for a while.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26732201/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26732201/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 11:07:50 PDT [/] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. (i prefer moonlight but darkness is okay i guess)
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain. (lol)
[/] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds (the crowds i hate crowds)
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[/] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car. (it freaks me out really bad but i'm able to keep myself under control)
[x] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[/] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society. (i hate people)
[x] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. (it hurts...)
[/] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders (i like daddy long legs but the rest i hate)
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[ ] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[/] Autophobia - Fear of being alone. (spiritualy, not actually. i love being alone when it comes to the flesh)

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity. (i wish i could be free of it, but it's not scarey...)
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep. (i fail at stairs)
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly. (it’s a daily thing for me.)
[x] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[/] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces. (only when i'm not in control ex: an elevator)
[/] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees. (i f*cking love trees! they make air to breath!)
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists. (they are my friends ^^)
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[ ] Dychiphobia – Fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers. (lulz)
[/] Equinophobia - Fear of horses. (i respect that they could easily kill me but i'm not scared of them)

G
[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public. (do not want.)
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women. (hellooooo, i AM one.)

H
[/] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun. (the paaaaaiiiinn... and the blindness...)
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood. (mmmmmmmmmm..... *licks lips*)
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles. (i have a pet lizard and have a ton of dragon friends, wth you talkin' bout?)
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water. ( I <3 swimming)

I
[x] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors. (there's something about the lab coats and chemical smells i just can't stand to be near...)
[/] Insectophobia - Fear of insects. (not all insects. just small fast ones and ones that sting/bite.)

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[x] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth. (i am NEVER giving birth to a child, i am NOT KIDDING.)

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black. (roflmfao)
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things. (I do not want to die... because either there is nothing or i'm going to hell, lol)
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night. (i LOVE the night!)
[x] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals. (all the doctors.....)

O
[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[/] Pedophobia - Fear of children. (i sometimes fear i will break them.)
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love. (i cannot be afraid of something i long for XD)
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid. (don't ask how.)
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[/] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying. (I wish for wings.... but on a plane i think it's terrifying)
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire. (i'm a pyrocmaniac, foo!)

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenop... ]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26692045/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26692045/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 21:14:28 PDT
edit: DRAGON ROLEPLAY INFO, important if you have a dragon character or are interested in my view of dragon lore: [link]

now as for my contest, it is officially over, but i am extending the deadline a few more days until some contestant can get back to me on wether or not they still intend on entering a piece or give up. i apologize for the incovenience for everyone who got theirs done on time and would like to thank you for that.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26669344/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26669344/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 11:05:18 PDT
i may not upload for a while, because i want to give my watchers a break from the last two days, lol. and i would like to mention that though i do not mind so called 'fave and run's, i do appreciate comments and they make the favorites have more meaning and value to me. so please, if you have the time and have something on your mind about a piece, do leave a comment. as long as it's not designed to make me feel bad, i don't mind 'i don't like this' comments, i really don't. but also please don't critique my work to heavily, i'm here to get better at art, i know i'm not as good as the majority of artist on da, and i -can- see pretty much all of the anatomical/shading mistakes and other bad things in what i do, so i don't really need anyone telling me. but i do want to know what you -like- about something, or what you -don't- like about it. i just don't need to have others telling me the quality of what i do... i already know.

the roof on my house is finished, but the painters are still going at it, and as i survey the damage, many flower bushes outside my window have been trampled. i'm going to go see if i can fix this...
after a waffle.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26617517/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26617517/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 21:01:25 PDT
edit: i just woke up this morning with 35 FRIGGIN MESSEGES, NIGH ALL FAVES. THAT NEVER HAPPENS TO ME. gleeeee!

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26595338/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26595338/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 18:10:02 PDT

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26568195/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26568195/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 12:02:12 PDT
not only is godmodding just stupid and annoying, it's RUDE to the person you're roleyplaying with. it pisses us all off and if you godmod you're going to find that people are just going to quit talking to you.

here are some additional statements from

"It is not up to you whether or not the other character gets hit and such it is up to the controller of that said character. It is also not up to you wether or not you kill off another persons character it is up to the person in control of their character."

"LEARN SOME DAMN LIMITATIONS TO YOUR BLOODY CHARACTERS. They are NOT God they can't do EVERYTHING and be EVERYTHING and they most certainty should have some weaknesses."

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26378750/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26378750/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 11:14:46 PDT
if you haven't seen coraline, YOU MUST GO AND SEE IT RIGHT THIS INSTANT. YOUR LIFE WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING UNTIL YOU'VE SEEN THE MASTERPIECE THAT IS THIS MOVIE AND ALL THE GLORIOUS FANART I'VE FAVED. SRSLY.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26299481/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26299481/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 14:07:11 PDT came over to my house today, and i had him in my room showing him stuff on the computer. my dad banned me from having boys in my room a while ago, and since he now lives here, it was only an hour or so before he stormed in and made wulf leave. he yelled at me, i sat there patiently, i made him angrier on purpose, did as he told me, and then we had a looooooooong talk. it was mostly me telling him 'i know what you think, i know what i'm doing, you don't get me, here's what i think, here's why i am like this, here's what you should do to make us both happy.' it went very well. ^^ when i asked, he said he had learned a lot, and he left with a defeated but not broken expression, so i'm confident what i wanted to happen happened, and that my life and our relationships(mine and wulf's, my dad's and mine, my dad's and wulf's) will be much better now.
what i learned from all this: i'm very good at understanding and getting people to realize i'm smarter than they think i am when i really want to.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26273043/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26273043/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 09:54:45 PDT

oh, and the contest is still going, so if any of my new watchers would like to join or check out the entries so far, here's a link to the journal entry of it: [link]

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26245578/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26245578/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 00:41:35 PDT

1[x]snarled or growled when something made you angry, without meaning to
2[x]wanted to roll around in something that smelled good
3[x]have better sense of smell then others
4[x]have better sense of hearing then others
5[x]imagined tearing apart someone you didn't like with your teeth
6[x]freak out in crowded places
7[x]HATE it when people touch your stuff
8[x]allow very very few people, if anyone, into your room
9[x]called your room your lair/den/cave
10[x]refered to your friends as your pack
11[x]called someone acting immature a pup/hatchling/cub
12[x]love to play fight in the grass
13[x]have played with a dog/cat toy
14[x]wanted to sleep in a pet bed
15[x]are a furry(anthro fan)
16[x]have lots of pets
17[x]want lots of pets
18[x]like or used to like animals more than people
19[x]wished you had wings
20[x]wished you had a tail
21[x]had a dream you were an animal... and liked it
22[x]called your bf/gf your mate
23[x]play as animals or beast-like races in video games
24[x]love monster movies for the monsters
25[x]hate/ used to hate people, all people
26[x]attempted to shapeshift in real life
27[x]gotten the urge to howl or roar out loud
28[x]randomly get the urge to break into a run
29[x]been able to smell someone bleeding
30[x]can run around outside barefoot without too much discomfort
31[x]pant when overheating
32[x]have ever tasted the scent of something with your mouth instead of your nose
33[x]want/used to want claws and sharp teeth
34[x]have/used to have claws and/or sharp teeth
35[x]collected/are facinated by bones
36[x]hoard things (shinies, souveniers, jewelry, etc.)
37[x]sleep curled up
38[x]have slept on the floor without any sort of bedding
39[x]have ever chosen to lie on the floor when a couch was available
40[x]yelp like an animal when surprised or hurt
41[x]whimper when nervous or embarrased
42[x]walk on all fours when going up stairs
43[x]like to gnaw on things (ex: biting pencils)
44[x]feel/felt like something magical makes you different from everyone else
45[x]love nature
46[x]believe you should earn the right to eat another animal(hunting yes, grocery shopping no)
47[x]prefer drawings of animals to drawings of humans
48[x]are not bothered by rain or dirt
49[x]HATE routines
50[x]feel/felt like your body isn't really yours

multiply the number you checked by two, and that's the percentage of your personality that is beastial.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26220170/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26220170/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 20:18:40 PDT _> half way through my brothers room, it suddenly made a wierd noise and started to work again. that made the cleaning go waaaay faster, but we still had to spray the soap by hand. just not the water. after that, dad cleared all the dirt and leaves off the deck, and i hacked all the vines that had entangled our bench until we could no longer even sit on it. i got white plant blood all over me. when that was done, we all had pizza, and dad got the ladder out and let me climb up on the roof of our house for the first time ever. <3 our roof is really slanted, so it was pretty dangerous. i nearly fell a few times, but i didn't let my dad notice. <_< on the very top, i could see our whole yard, and the neighbor's. no farther though, because we kinda live in a hole. ^^' tomorrow i have to get the rest of the vines off the side of the house, and eventually i'm going to help repaint. right now, this place looks like it's haunted or something XD

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26175387/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26175387/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 19:30:13 PDT
things i have to do before i can start this:

vampire story (writing)

progress on individual forms:

NAME_______CANINE___DRAGON__HUMANOID
drakana___(not done)_(not done)_(not done)
sanguine__(not done)_(not done)_(not done)
vivian____(not done)_(not done)_(not done)
morbid____(not done)_(HAS NONE)_(not done)
vendetta__(not done)_(not done)_(not done)
godith____(not done)_(not done)_(not done)
lilly_____(not done)_(HAS NONE)_(not done)
ticka_____(not done)_(HAS NONE)_(not done)
sable_____(HAS NONE)_(HAS NONE)_(not done)
damien____(HAS NONE)_(not done)_(not done)

progress on group pics:

CANINE___(not done)
DRAGON___(done)
HUMANOID__(not done)

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26168921/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26168921/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 11:03:53 PDT
things are on their way back to 'normal'.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26137892/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26137892/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 10:47:30 PDT


i think i found a program that can locate the files, but it costs large amounts of money i don't have that no one would give me and even if i could buy it i certainly couldn't at this hour. my brother is trying to find a way. keeps telling me to go to bed but i can't and i know he'll just give up and do something else when we could be fixing this mess that is largely his fault... if i had known what he had done, i wouldn't have made that mistake...

i've gotten some of my stuff back, but nothing i couldn't have just gotten from my gallery here on da, and a lot of that gone still. apparently i am too late, and the files are starting to fall apart before i can recover them.

after downloading another program, i've figured out why lots of the files aren't showing up or are missing pieces. the other programs failed to warn me that if i installed the program on the drive the missing files were located on, i would be overwriting said files so they could never be recovered. i installed 3 recovery programs on that drive. 3. there is no way to get back what i lost last night.

because of this, right now, all art production and admiration(searching for things to fave) will be halted on my part, until i can fix my computer to a satisfactory state and get back at least the work i uploaded here. i think this will be done in time for the contest's end, so don't worry, just keep working on what you entered or something else ir you like. i apologize for the inconvenience to all my watchers and friends.

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26132627/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26132627/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 19:47:56 PDT
ANYWAY... just discovered the amazing wonder that is amazon.com. i am now searching through all the various black dresses and boots, looking for something for prom and parties. i have very picky taste, but i've found some nice stuff that suits me for reasonable prices. i just wish i could try is all on before i buy... <.<

]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26052158/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26052158/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 22:50:09 PDT
first place: [link] by

prize: [link]

second place: [link] by

prize: [link]


also, is holding a contest as well, if you'd like to join hers too just go to her page and see her journal. ^^

i've entered a couple contests, a few art trades, and i've decided to hold my own contest, just for the heck of it. i hope you all have funsies. ^^

so far, here are the rules: the subject of the picture can either be my main oc's wolf/dragon form [link] , demon [link] , or human form [link] . you can keep it at that, or add your own character or two. if you have another idea, ask me, and i'll see if i'll allow you to enter it. you may only enter one piece. everyone's doing my dragon form... be adventurous, people!
i think i'll end this in exactly one month, unless everyone finishes way earlier. LAST DAY TO ENTER A PIECE IS AUGUST 19TH 2009.

the current prizes: the winner will get a picture of an adorable baby dragon or wolf(winner chooses which one) and second place gets the one the first place winner did not choose. the winner(s) will then be able to re-upload the picture in their own gallery as a trophy, and use the character in any way they so choose, be it an accessory, a pet, or a complete character. did i mention they get to name it and everything? just like buying one at a pet store! here they are right now without shading: [link] also, if it's really good, i might make it my new reference. i need to make new refs...

current contestants and their entries:

-> [link]
-> [link]
-> [link] (special permission to do a story instead of a drawing because that is his main medium)
-> [link]
-> [link]
-> [link]
-> [link]
http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26045622/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 13:49:20 PDT
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26008393/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/26008393/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 14:29:17 PDT
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/25994243/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/25994243/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 20:47:26 PDT
]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/25993817/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/25993817/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 20:22:08 PDT
I DARE YOU TO ACTUALLY READ THE WHOLE THING AND COMMENT.

i go to a horse farm on some thursdays to take horse riding lessons, and i went today. however, i didn't decide to go until the last minute, and so didn't prepare myself properly. it was EXTREMELY hot and sunny today, so i wore my jacket to cover my skin(i know i know, but believe me, it actually does help -me- more than it would hurt -you-) but, i made a fatal-well, not really, obviously-mistake... i did not drink any water in preparation before i went. natta, zip, null, zero, zilch. all i'd had all day was a soda and a cup of water earlier that day, but not near enough for going outside in the hot sun for hours on end without pause.

my teacher kindly already had my horse ready for me, usually we ready them ourselves, but she really likes me cuz i'm not a backstabber or a brat like some of her former students... seriously, you should hear the horror stories she tells sometimes! anyway, yeah, we went riding in the arena. i got to walk, trot, canter, and even jump! it was really fun. ...but i was pouring sweat the whole time. we went for a trail ride, and i listened while one of the other riders chatted about her old horse and other trainers she had and all the shows she'd been to, politely asking questions and nodding(not really, i was just going 'uh huh', 'yeah i know', 'wow' 'neato' 'really?'. it was quite pleasant, apart from the heat, which i had forgotten by now because the horse i was on top of was much more worth worrying about as she could easily throw me off and stomp me to death. (not that she -would- of course...)

when i got off my horse, i started to take her bridle off and put her halter on so i could tie her and get her saddle and blanket off. unfortunately, she's a very stubborn horse, and kept putting her head back down, out of my working range. so up and down i went, pulling her head up whenever she dropped it. (and doing the little whippy thingy, and ssshhhing her, and everything, seriously, i was doing everything i could. if i had -had- the halter on already, i'd have been hind quartering her) all this up and down movement messed with what little fluid was left in my brain, and i suddenly became very, -very- dizzy. i lost the feeling in my knees, and, realizing that i might very well pass out and/or puke, i focused on remaining in control of my body and leaned heavily on my horse(she has a name, i just think she'd like to remain anonymous. she's a lot like me, and i know i would), as i couldn't stand. she's a good horse, and knew something was wrong so she didn't move.

just then, i heard some loud hoof beats, a loud neigh, and a snap. i saw several horses in full gallop charging down a pasture i knew they weren't supposed to be in. i heard some shouting from the girls and our teacher, and saw that one of the electric fence 'gates' was open in a manner suggesting it was not supposed to be open. there was some shouting, and then i saw my teacher(who will also remain anonymous because i'm talking about her without her consent) going into the pasture to get the frenzied horses into the right pastures. they freaked, a few kicked each other, and then they bolted right at her, full gallop. she got out of the way while waving her arms so they knew where she was and that she was mad at them. i don't know what else happened, only that i mumbled as loudly as i could 'where's water..?'

i knew i was dehydrated, while we were riding i had thought about numerous things that had happened and that i planned on happening when the lesson was over. i was aware that i had not had enough water, and i'd felt this dizzy feeling before, and knew what to do to heal myself and what would happen if i didn't. i heard my teacher shout 'in the barn, cooler' don't know if that's quite what she said, but that's what i heard. i was getting worse by the second, literally, and could no longer feel my hands or anything below my rib cage. i stumbled over to the barn(which i was right in front of) and tried to hold my head up so my narrowing vision would find the cooler of my salvation and perhaps survival. i saw no cooler, but as my knees began to fully... ]]> ~SanguineJustice http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/25327080/ http://SanguineJustice.deviantart.com/journal/25327080/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 11:08:11 PDT
i was using the 'featured' section for all my pencil/pen work, but i decided to give that stuff it's own folder and use the 'featured' section for my favorites from all the folders.

however, now everything from today and -back- in the featured section is out of order, date wise. it would be EXTREMELY annoying to fix, so i'm sorry but that's how it is. the rest of what i upload from now on however will be organized, in the right order, and easy to look through.

...and in case you don't know, when you hit 'browse gallery' on my page here, it will take you to the 'featured' section, and if you hit 'browse' from that, you'll go to the 'everything i've ever uploaded' section.

]]> ~SanguineJustice