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                <title>Valencia</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Mar 2009 09:12:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "And away we go<br />and I hope that you know<br />that one day, we will all be alone<br /><br />Holding on to broken hearts<br />Memories are what's left of us<br />You're trying to hard to be my friend<br />And I'm placing all our pictures<br />in these broken frames to remind me never fall in love again<br /><br />I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life<br />get over yourself and say goodbye<br />I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you<br />Forget my name and forget my face hope you get on a plane and forget this place<br />So I never have to deal with you again<br /><br />And away we go<br />and I hope that you know<br />that one day, we will all be alone<br /><br />Maybe now I'll figure out<br />that life is one big question<br />how am I supposed to grow<br />when I'm stuck inside this state, well I'll never know<br />Your falling faster then the shooting star you wished your body on<br /><br />I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life<br />get over yourself and say goodbye<br />I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you<br />Forget my name and forget my face hope you get on a plane and forget this place<br />So I never have to deal with you again<br /><br />And I never felt so high as my back is to the ground<br />And we're staring at the stars, making faces at the clouds<br />But all those days are gone, the memories put to rest<br />And if you want to see my youth your gonna have to dig deep in my chest<br /><br />I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life<br />get over yourself and say goodbye<br />I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you<br />Forget my name...forget my face...<br />So I never have to deal with you again"<br /><br />yay song lyrics. i forgot how much i love Valencia.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 20:43:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i don't understand how when we're together, all we do is argue. but now, we can talk for hours and all it does is make me smile. it seems like i'm reliving the first 3 months and it's driving me crazy. this is how it used to be. i miss it.<br /><br /><br /><br />I never fail to cry when i listen to this song. fml.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Feb 2009 21:34:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you tell me you still think i'm so amazing. you say you wish things were perfect like they were last summer. you say you still love me and you want to talk the way we used to.<br /><br /><br /><br />what the fuck changed?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>OH MAN!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2008 04:15:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tomorrow, at this time, I will be getting on the bus to go to the State Theatre Conference! It's pirate themed; be jealous. I'm soooooo excited <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I'm getting back on Sunday, but until then, I will be busy thezzing out with all my thespian friends! I am totally going to own the makeup and costume challenges, and hopefully the theatre marketing showcase as well. The 6 hour bus ride should be entertaining, heh. Peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Rainbows, butterflies, happiness, and sunshine!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2008 16:36:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So Tom told me my devART journals are too depressing, thus I am dedicating this journal of all happy things to him!<br /><br />So here are all the happy things in my life at the moment:<br />I'm going to the State Thespian Conference in 2 days!!!! I'm really excited.<br />I got to spend the day with my girlfriend yesterday and it was really fun because I don't get to see her very often.<br />I just drank a really delicious juice box.<br />I downloaded a bunch of Jack Johnson stuff last week and I've decided that I really like him.<br />I saw August Rush (finally!) and it was the most amazing movie I've ever seen! The music in that movie is so incredible.<br />I have a 92.1 in chem!!!! WOOO!!!!!!<br />I have awesome hair. Haha.<br />I get to start working on the prosthetics for the Beast next week! I'm really excited to do Beauty and the Beast.<br />The soup I just ate was rather delectable.<br />I just used the word delectable. 2 points for me.<br />I get to leave my gym class 20 minutes early every day! Which is a really good thing because I get frustrated with the people in my class very easily. Except for Tom and Chelsea, they keep me sane :]<br />Regina Spektor just came up on my playlist. I love her. Her music is amazing.<br />I'm really enjoying writing this and I think it will make Tom smile.<br />Tom stalks my devART journals. That alone is amusing me. Heh.<br />3 weeks until winter break!<br />3 and a half weeks until my birthday!<br />That's all I can think of for now. I hope everyone got a kick out of that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hello, subconscious!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 07:35:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fuck my life. For two nights in a row, I had a dream that Paul was gonna dump me. The first one was weird in the sense that everyone was an animal, not a person. But the idea was still the same; she was leaving me for Andrea. Of course, the reason behind that one is probably the fact that before I fell asleep I kept coming up with all these ways to piss Andrea off if she showed up when me and Paul were hanging out. So that one's partially my fault.... But last night caught me totally off guard. You know those small peck-on-the-lips kisses that are for friends and mean absolutely nothing because they're not real kisses? Well Paul does that all the time with her friends, which I have no problem with. But in my dream last night, I did that to one of my friends (no names) and she got mad. I tried to tell her that it was nothing, but she got really paranoid and dumped me. So I don't know what my mind is trying to tell me, but it's kinda freaking me out. Or maybe I'm just ridiculously paranoid after last weekend. I don't know.<br /><br />Last night Paul asked if I would mind if Andrea hung out with us today. Had it been yesterday, I probably wouldn't have minded as much. Well, I would have, but I could just suck it up and be civil because we were in a big group of friends (that is, until someone decided to be a cunt-face and be all, Sarah's here so I'm leaving even though I never see these friends ever, because then it was down to just 4 or 5 of us). But today it was supposed to be just me and Paul. And she wanted Andrea to come. She said she gets it if I don't want her there, but I still felt like a bitch when I said (and this is a direct quote): I would probably break your wall to avoid breaking her face. She said she took that as a no. I mean, I have the right to not like Andrea at all and wish bodily harm upon her (even though I would never actually hurt her because I don't do that sort of thing), but I still feel like a cunt. But like, is it really fair for Paul to expect me to be okay with that? This whole situation sucks and I just wish Andrea would fuck off and go back to college already.<br /><br />She asked Paul to tell me that she really didn't mean to mess things up with us, that was never her intention, and I'm a great person she would never want to hurt me, ever, and wishes we could still be friends. Bullshit. She can suck up to me all she wants, I'm not going to like her. I mean, if she never wanted to hurt me, she should have kept her fucking mouth shut. She also put Paul in a really shitty position of choosing who she wanted to hurt less and even though we're back together she keeps saying she feels bad for hurting Andrea. Well Andrea brought this on herself by making Paul choose when she was perfectly happy with me so she can just suck it up and keep her feelings to herself.<br /><br />I'm not resentful. Not at all. What are you talking about?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2008 14:13:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm leaving for Thanksgiving break tomorrow. Wanna know what else happens tomorrow? Stupid fucking bitch gets home from college. And is hanging out with my girlfriend. Fuck my life. It's not that I don't trust her, because I do, and I know she would never cheat on me. It's just that I don't want her to change her mind again. The last thing I need right now is to get back and she's all JUST KIDDING! I mean, she's counting down the hours until they get to hang out. Are you fucking kidding me? I don't want to be a bitch and tell her I don't want them hanging out, but she already dumped me for her once and I just don't want it to happen again. Am I being reasonable for thinking this? I mean, I have a legit issue here, I swear I'm not just being paranoid. I don't think she likes that I hate Andrea. I would get it if she just didn't want me to trash talk her, but she seemed offended when I said I want to bash her face in. Which I guess kinda makes sense, if you're looking at it from her view and not mine, but I have a reason for feeling this way. Maybe I'm just being incredibly spiteful and insecure, but I'd really love to egg her car when she comes home and leave a mean note. Although that wouldn't earn me too many brownie points with Paul.... I guess I'll just have to suck it up for now. I just love her so much, and I don't want to fuck things up.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>story of my life</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Nov 2008 18:17:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "I hate the way you talk to me,<br />And the way you cut your hair.<br />I hate the way you drive my car,<br />I hate it when you stare.<br />I hate your big dumb combat boots,<br />And the way you read my mind.<br />I hate you so much it makes me sick,<br />It even makes me rhyme.<br />I hate the way you're always right,<br />I hate it when you lie.<br />I hate it when you make me laugh,<br />Even worse when you make me cry.<br />I hate it when you're not around,<br />And the fact that you didn't call.<br />But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,<br />Not even close,<br />Not even a little bit,<br />Not even at all."<br />--Kat (Julia Stiles), 10 Things I Hate About You<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>fuck this shit</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Nov 2008 10:21:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i feel like shit. i can't even write about it. the words just won't come.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>ack</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Aug 2008 05:07:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so school starts on september 3rd and i have yet to finish either the readings, the journals, or the math packet 0o fuck my life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Dear Dad</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 08:52:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You are the most fantastic person ever. KBye.<br />Your Loving Daughter,<br />Sarah<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Bambi</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2008 19:27:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i watched Bambi today with Lacey and Pauline. It was fantastic. I almost cried when his mom died. Almost, but didn't. Lacey did XDD We played Twister before and i totally pwnd everyone. When we saw the part on the ice with Bambi and Thumper, where Thumper was trying to help Bambi stand, we decided that I was like Thumper and Pauline was like Bambi, because the way they were tangled was like our game of Twister. Lacey felt left out, so we decided she was Flower for no reason XD So we now have new nicknames. It was really fun. Especially when Paul said the owl reminded her of Lacey's dad XDDD<br /><br />Peace,<br />Thumper<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>oooohhhh..... shiny</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:14:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm really liking the new devART format.... it's soooo cool. i'm still trying to navigate though. it's hard to get used to new pages.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jul 2008 20:53:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ cue the annual insomnia. i'm having trouble sleeping. again. this always follows my annual summer breakdown. no matter how hard i try, it always comes. i end up laying in bed for hours just staring at my wall. and when i finally do fall asleep, i don't wake up until 1 30 in the afternoon. this leaves me too much time to think. and thinking is never a good thing for me. too much going on in my head. way too much. i'm off to go stare at my ceiling some more.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>-coughcough-</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 May 2008 16:32:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm hacking up a lung right now and it's not very pleasant. anyone want to bring me chicken soup? or ice cream?<br /><br /><br />...or both?<br /><br /><br />anywho, i really don't feel like existing. yes, i know how emo that sounds. no, i'm not depressed. i'm just kinda insane right now. if i'm sick for finals again this year, someone's going down. honestly. last year was so horrible. i probably could have gotten better grades if i wasn't about to pass out during every test.<br /><br /><br />i want Breaking Dawn. Now. i'm getting really sick of waiting. i reeeaaally need a new book. and i should probably stop complaining. i'm giving myself a headache.<br /><br /><br />let's hope i don't die. that would be great. kthnxbye.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Apr 2008 18:19:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i can't tell what i'm supposed to be doing right now. she said that she asked me because i know what this is like and because this happens to me all the time. i don't know. if i was her, i would just be all, "fuck this shit, man. i hate the world." and walk out of my house right then and there, not caring what my parents would do later. but she can't do that. i hate this. i try to be empathetic, but she needs to hear some rational thought. i try to be logical, but i sound so indifferent. ugh. it SUCKS. i can't do anything. i want to help her so bad, but i'm just as lost as she is. parents are such fucktards. her mom wants to talk about responsibility and priorities? well, maybe she should look at herself. dumbass. i wish i could change this. i really do. but we're stuck with this for another two years. shoot. me. now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Books</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Mar 2008 14:43:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i need new books. now. i am going insane rereading EVERYTHING. i need new material. pleeeaaase give me some suggestions before my head explodes.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Six Degrees of Separation</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Mar 2008 18:48:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you know the Six Degrees Theory, where everyone is connected by no more than 6 other people? Well, i finally think it may have some merit. Why? because i just figured out that i am 4 degrees from John Stewart!<br /><br />1. my dad<br />2. micael nutter<br />3. hilary clinton<br />4. john stewart<br /><br />i am also 5 degrees from colbert, 4 from bush, and 5 from sadam! omg! and less than 6 degrees from anyone any of those people have ever met!!!!!!! OMG!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>:DDD</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Mar 2008 18:23:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <(^:^< )     <( ^:^ )>     ( >^:^)><br /><br />that's my happy dance. excuse me while i explode. thank you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Alida -- </title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Mar 2008 07:31:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i was NOT in fact going crazy with the mechanical shark thing, i was quoting pants party. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_PLFWRcLYc">[link]</a><br />watch it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Mar 2008 15:51:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh really? methinks i can only hope.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cullen Family</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Feb 2008 08:15:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i'm reaaaaally excited that they finally chose the entire Cullen family for Twilight. i'm not completely happy with ALL the actors they chose, but at least they're there. now i just need to find out who's playing Jacob Black.... -obsession-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Despite What Ana Says</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 15:50:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The actor playing Edward Cullen is NOT in fact "fugly." Robert Pattinson also happens to be the actor that played Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter. With a little work on his eyebrows, some colored contacts, and a good shave, he'd be perfect for the part. Ryan Philippe would be closer to perfect and Henry Cavill would be absolutely perfect, but we can't all have what we want... Although, when I think about it, Ryan Philippe would make a good Jasper =] I'm just happy that they didn't pick some idiot that can't act and looks like he's 12 years old. We can't have Bella being a pedophile...<br />
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So far that's Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson. I'm excited for this movie =]]]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Apparently...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Dec 2007 17:13:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So according to my mom, every girl I ever speak to MUST be a lesbian just because she's associating herself with me. Fabulous.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Dear Kristen Stewart,</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Dec 2007 11:10:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love you and all, and I am excited that you are playing Bella, but...<br />
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I WANNA KNOW WHO'S PLAYING EDWARD AND ALICE!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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Your Loving Fan,<br />
Sarah<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>sleep</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Nov 2007 05:08:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ apparently sleep hates me, because i haven't been sleeping well for the past week. i keep waking up in the middle of the night, and i'm actually out of bed before 9 on my own free will. it's kinda creepy. normally i sleep until 10 or 11 if i don't have to be up... weird.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>-smack-</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Nov 2007 03:50:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i hate girls. soooooooo much. i kissed her, and all she could think to do was get back together with her ex, who likes someone else. fabulous.<br />
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                <title>TWILIGHT MOVIE UPDATE!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2007 13:34:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For any of you Twilight fans who haven't yet seen Stephenie Meyer's website as of yesterday: Summit has officially casted the first actor in the movie Twilight. Guess who's playing Bella...<br />
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                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Open Mic</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Nov 2007 13:50:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For anyone who's not doing anything on Tuesday after school: Illuminations will be holding an Open Mic at 2 45 in the cafeteria. Even if you don't perform, come watch everyone else. Be there.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>date rape</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Nov 2007 14:33:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ in aqua-dots. that's right. this toy for little kids called aqua-dots has a coating on it that contains the date rape drug (GHB). guess where they're made... that's right, same place as the lead-coated polly pockets and the toxic toothpaste. kids have been going into comas from playing with aqua-dots, so they're taking them off the shelves. now all these teens are trying to get them because they're less expensive and easier to get than regular GHB. this is bullshit. bad name for China, i guess.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>thanks so much</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 07:43:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ facebook has <i> always </i> been the most eloquent means of delivering a message. thanks. i appreciate it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Sari-Canary</author>
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                <title>Emily vs Mom</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 15:42:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Emily: 1<br />
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Mom told Em to come home and do the dishes before she went out, even though she had already made the plans and they didn't involve dishes. So I did them for her and Em's doing mine tomorrow. Of course, Mom doesn't like this. Too bad. Emily's already out and she's not coming home. Mom asked me if Emily was going to get birth control. Why does it matter? I said, no, she's going to a friend's house. What friend? Dan. Why? For a movie night with Dan and Jerry. In Doylestown? If that's where Dan lives. Is her homework done? Yeah, she did it when she was waiting for Jerry after school. Can you say Spanish Inquisition?<br />
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                <title>oreo cravings</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 17:30:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i haven't had oreos in a while and i really need to stuff my face with something unhealthy and addicting right now. i'm feeling happy, cause i finally got a bunch of stuff off my chest and it turned out okay, but i'm still kinda peeved at the world because of hormones. the light right above me keeps flickering and its starting to drive me (even more) insane. people are talking about me once again. and of course, i have the usual stressers of school and parents and whatnot. but, alas, i'm still smiling because it seems as though all is right in the world, even though this feeling will go away in about an hour. i still want some oreos. possibly some ramen. i'm surprisingly calm right now. maybe i should use this mood to accomplish something productive.... or just bask in the euphoria of not having anything important to do. i'll take the latter any day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>-rips face off-</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 18:03:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh. my. god. i am sick of this. i want to beat the crap out of kara traub. i was this close to getting into another fight with her today. instead i started a glaring campaign. but i really REALLY wanted to go over there and smack her. ARGH. she's always harassing the people ate my lunch table and then she plays stupid when i attempt to tell her off. and today, she even asked me why i hate her so much. gee, i don't know. the constant tormenting for the past three years has had absolutely NOTHING to do with it. and brandon seidel. don't get me started on him. he's always sitting next to her and starts joking every time i get pissed off. i mean, he teased me ALL of elementary school and he expects me to just sit there and take it now? i'm so tired of taking people's bullshit. and i'm just so fucking sick of this i-don't-give-a-damn facade. so far i've kept my temper and just smiled and made a witty comeback. or just raised an eyebrow and looked amused at their obvious lack of a life. but how can i expect to keep doing this? they make me SO DAMN MAD. they wonder why i'm always so angry, and i just want to shout at them BECAUSE DUMB ASSES LIKE YOU KEEP PISSING ME OFF! and where has aforementioned facade gotten me so far anyways? i mean, i ignore them when i see them and pretend not to get so mad my head's about to explode, but how the fuck has that helped? if anything it's just made it worse. i want to yell and scream and make a huge scene and slap her and throw everything she's ever said to me right back in her face, but she's so thick that it would probably bounce right off of her! ACK. why me? seriously. what did i do? i didn't stand out in any way, i didn't draw attention to myself, i do ANYTHING that would justify this. i mean, when she isn't shooting me a dirty look, she's ripping into my friends. AND NO ONE EVER DOES ANYTHING. i tried not doing anything, but that didn't work. i tried doing something, but that didn't work, either. kara needs to go stick her head in a blender and fall into a ditch. filled with broken glass. and a few rabid raccoons. horny rabid raccoons. and then fall into a vat of salty lemon juice. maybe some sulfuric acid. then have all the hair ripped off her body with duct tape. seriously. anyone who did that to her would be my hero. ack. i hate her. fuck this shit, i'm gonna watch my crime shows.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>uncontrollably grinning</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:40:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -HAPPYDANCE-<br />
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                <title>WAHOO!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 05:22:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'M GOING TO OUTFEST TODAY!!!!!!<br />
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                <title>OutFest</title>
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                <description><![CDATA[ so tomorrow is OutFest and i really want to go, because i missed this years New Hope Celebrates parade =[ my mom said i could hang out with people, so it's just a matter of getting a ride and coming up with a story. any ideas? if you're going to OutFest and have an extra seat, i will love you forever if you give me a ride.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pride.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":pride:" title="Pride" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Illuminations</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Sep 2007 15:04:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey, we ( ~<a class="u" href="http://levi3o4.deviantart.com/">levi3o4</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://radclyffe.deviantart.com/">Radclyffe</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://kabelly.deviantart.com/">Kabelly</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/">yellow-stickie-note</a>, Rachel Landsberg, and i) just started illuminations again and if anyone's interested in joining our staff or submitting a piece, please send an email (with submission attached if applicable) to crilluminations@yahoo.com. illuminations is our school's literary/visual arts magazine, and we really want to make it a good one this year. even if you just want a bit more info on the club, send us an email. we'll be at the activities fair during all lunches tomorrow (friday) and our next meeting is thursday oct 4th in room 230 (ms gubelli's room) at 2:30. stop by either day. we do edit all poetry/prose submissions before putting them in the magazine, try not to use excessive profanities/obscenities in your writing and we don't want to have to censor visual art, so please keep it on the clean side. these restrictions are only because we don't want to get shut down by the school board otherwise we'd say go ahead. the occasional expletive or innuendo is fine, but we won't submit pieces that will get us shut down and the artist/author in trouble. the open mic nights are more lenient because there are no hard copies for "The Man" to find, but we still can't let everything slide. but feel free to submit a piece dealing with a controversial subject; that makes it more fun XD with everyone's help and last year's editor gone, i think we can make a lot of changes for the better. don't forget, we also need cover options! tell everyone you know, even if they might not seem interested. and once we get the club rolling again, we'll announce the date of the first open mic of the year.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Sep 2007 12:49:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <description><![CDATA[ Euro-English<br />
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The European Commission has just announced an agreement whereby<br />
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In the first year, "s" will replace the soft "c". Sertainly,<br />
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The hard "c" will be dropped in favour of "k". This should klear<br />
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                <description><![CDATA[ well, my mom has convinced me to go see a social worker with her. >.< -grumble grumble- but i'm only going because i said i wouldn't go if she didn't get me contact lenses. she's been a prick about that for the past few months, coming up with all these reasons why i shouldn't get contacts. pffft. she must be really desperate to see this social worker and work out our "communication issues" cause i thought she would say no as soon as i mentioned contacts. but, no, she jumped at it, agreeing as soon as the words were out of my mouth. personally, i don't think we have "communication issues." i understand her perfectly, she's just always wrong. i've explained myself to her multiple times, she just doesn't listen. so now i have to attend three sessions with the social worker, alone or with my mom present, in order to get contact lenses. whatever. i said i'd go, not that i'd cooperate. ack. if it interferes with orchestra or golden wings, i'm not going. i'll make her reschedule; i'm not blowing off my two favorite extra-curriculars so i can listen to my mom complain about me some more. she just better get off my back about seeing a therapist after this, otherwise i'll be pissed. grar.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <description><![CDATA[ i really don't want to go back to school. you know how all old people are like, these are the best years of your life? well if high school is the best of what's to come, i can't help wondering what the rest of my life will be like. you know what i mean? if i'm 80 years old, and i'm looking back on my life and the best times i remember are high school, i must have lead a pretty sucky life. is that really all we have to be looking forward to? being stuck in a nursing home dying slowly of some cancer or virus or something incurable remembering how much i hated everything? how can that be it? that can't possibly be everything. is there really any point? all these amazing accomplishments and evolution and enlightenment and discoveries and i'm looking at being old and grouchy and not having done anything worthwhile. what is it that we're all working towards? we've developed speech and writing so we can communicate, we came up with the wheel and engines and stuff so we can travel, great philosophers like Aristotle and Plato and amazing doctors and arithmeticians and scientists and all most of us ever do is prepare for what's coming. preschool is preparing for school. school prepares us for working. working prepares us for retirement. retirement prepares us for death. what the hell is this? thousands of years of evolution, and i'm sitting around all summer, doing absolutely nothing, ranting on an online journal, waiting to be pressured and stressed and yelled at and judged and criticized and ridiculed and worked until my last nerve (high school). What. The. Fuck. all anyone ever does is prepare for the future, try and pave the way for the next generation to prepare for the future. what are we all working towards? where is the big picture? how do we know we're doing this right?!?!?!<br />
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                <description><![CDATA[ i got back from new york yesterday. emily didn't implode. i didn't explode. and now i have soup and 10 new books, so everything's good.<br />
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                <description><![CDATA[ i lied. i'm not going to new york today. i'm going on monday =]]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <description><![CDATA[ i guess i know never to leave my devART page up when i'm not actually at the computer. i was in the middle of writing my last journal when i had to go out so i just minimized it, figuring i'd finish when i got back. i get back, and my page isn't on the journal i was writing, it was on my rant about my mom and therapy and little sister and what not. why? because my mom wanted to use the internet, but instead of opening a new window and ignoring the page that was up, like i would have done, and have done before, she decided to snoop. so she opened up the journal entry titled "parents" and read it. great. just fucking fabulous. i'm not talking to her. i need to get out of the house. oh god, this will make the trip to my aunt amy's house even worse. >.< -shoots self- anyone wanna do something today? I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. it's so hard to ignore her when she keeps slamming my bedroom door open and screaming at me at the top of her lungs to get out of bed and get dressed. or yelling at me to do the dishes and what not. i think i'm gonna watch gilmore girls then go up the the shires shopping center at noon. someone PLEASE call me.<br />
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2007 15:22:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ a few years ago, in Mississippi, an 8-year-old girl was taken away from her biological mother on the basis that her mother was gay. no other reason; she wasn't abusive, she wasn't a drunk, she was just a single, lesbian mother who lost custody of her child. one of the judges said that she should have considered the consequences (having her biological child taken away) when making her sexual "choice," even though the American Psychiatric Society has said the homosexuality is NOT a choice. then the judge cited the invalid and out-dated sodomy law, focused on "the practice of homosexuality" - refusing to even mention gay individuals as human beings, then cited the law that says gay couples can't adopt children, even though it wasn't a adoption case, it was her biological kid! this kind of stuff makes me sick. i just got an email from The Human Rights Campaign telling me all this and i got so mad. this kind of thing is an outrage! just thought i'd share that with you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Aug 2007 17:57:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ew. i have to go to my aunt amy's on saturday and we're not coming back until friday. not that i don't want to see my aunt amy and all, i like her a lot. it's just that it's a seven hour car ride. with my mom. because my dad's not going. i don't mind being stuck in a car with my dad, he's fine. but a seven hour car ride with my mom... ugh. i really don't feel like going to new york. whatever. at least her pool will be filled. and not frozen. need to go to the library. and barnes and noble's. and steal some books from a friend. and i need to update my ipod. gar. anyone wanna go to the mall sometime before saturday? i need to go to bath and body works and ulta and b&n and i don't feel like going with my mom, especially with this weekend coming up. i might be going with em soon, but she has work all the time so it's hard to make plans. let me know if you wanna hang out.<br />
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                <title>Quotes</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Aug 2007 19:53:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ here are some random quotes i've come upon in the last week or so. i had a few others, but i lost them.<br />
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"A good politician can tell you to go to hell and make you excited for the trip."<br />
--Sen. Gravel<br />
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"The reason they don't talk about it is because it's a plan to make Canada, the U.S., and Mexico one country and force us to eat moose tacos."<br />
--Steven Colbert<br />
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"It's like sending your girlfriend a bathroom scale for her birthday. I know from experience - BAD IDEA."<br />
--Steven Colbert<br />
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"I will put your head through a wall. Any wall. You can even pick the wall. But it will be a wall."<br />
--Luke on Gilmore Girls<br />
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"If they make a fourth movie we could call it 'The Bourne Redundancy'."<br />
--Matt Damon<br />
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"Kennedy had a monocle?" "Of course, Jon, he was a Catholic."<br />
--The Daily Show with Jon Stewart<br />
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"Wait, you put Lincoln on your list of mistakes?" "Obviously. He had a beard. Soup would get stuck in it for weeks!"<br />
--The Daily Show with Jon Stewart<br />
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"Boys are icky. Don't even get me started on the state of the bathroom. I'm thinking about calling in the haz-mat team. Seriously."<br />
--Megan Meade, Megan Meade's Guide to the McGowan Boys<br />
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Just thought I'd share that with you. There will be more.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I WIN!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Aug 2007 13:26:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i read Eclipse XDDDDDDDD i got it yesterday around 3, maybe 3 30, and finished it sometime around 4 this morning. =]]]]]] it was SOOOOOOOOOOO good. i actually went back and re-read one part after i woke up (2 this afternoon XD). i was thinking about it ALL night. i was pretty much living it in my head. i keep playing some scenes over and over and over in my mind. this book was PHENOMENAL!! i'm kinda sad about the decision, though. i still can't figure out if it was the right one or not. both options would have been wonderful and horrible at the same time. I WAS SO TORN APART WHILE READING IT! i like the end. the epilogue made me smile, but  it also made me sad. i like the way she did it, though. now, i won't say anything more, cause i know i'm bound to spoil SOMETHING by accident. but go read Eclipse. if you haven't read Twilight and New Moon, then go read them first. i can't wait for Breaking Dawn (possibly the title of the fourth one) and Midnight Sun (Twilight from Edward's point of view). Bella's story is supposed to end with the fourth book, but she says she's gonna keep writing about Bella and Edward and Jacob and all them, but with a different narrator. i'm soooooo excited. but i'm dead tired. so i'm gonna go be a couch potato. byebye. <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>aaargh</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Aug 2007 07:01:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am going CRAZY! I WANT TO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!!! ergh. megs and i are going to walmart at noon to go get Eclipse, which is finally out, after waiting forever. i asked my mom if we could go out before noon, but she has things to do. i'm trying to kill time, but it's not working. seriously, i'd walk to walmart if i knew how to get there and if megs was up to it. I WANT MY BOOK! this will be driving me insane for the next two hours. ack. at least for the release of harry potter, i was at a party beforehand. ugh. now i really wish megan and i had built that time machine. XDD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>bath and body works</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Aug 2007 16:20:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ mmm... i just got a new fragrence from bath and body works. it makes me happy. it's called breathe romance and it's scented with amber, honeyed orange, myrrh, and sweet papaya wood. it's smells soooooooo good =] i know none of you care what fragrance i wear, but, you know, it makes me happy =]]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>parents</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 10:58:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you know, sometimes it feels like my parents are just looking for an excuse to send me to therapy. it didn't start until the end of eighth grade, but ever since that summer, they've been coming up with all these things that aren't true and have always ended with, "maybe you should see a therapist." right. first, it was because i wasn't eating healthy enough. they wanted to send me to see a nutritionist and a shrink. then they were convinced i had OCD and that it's interfering with my everyday life so they wanted to put me on meds, send me to shock therapy, and get me a shrink. then they were convinced that, no, i wasn't eating too much junk food, i wasn't eating enough anything. so they wanted to send me to a shrink to see if i was anorexic. and now, because i've been holing myself up in my room or in the basement reading and watching tv, they think i'm depressed, when actually, i'm watching the shows that i've watched all year. i'm just following the same schedule i've been following. i just happen to fill the time in between with reading. i stay up all night until i finish whatever book i'm on (i've gotten myself up to a book a day) then i sleep til noon. but since all my friends are either grounded, busy, or out of town, i haven't gotten a chance to go out with them much. so my parents think i'm depressed. now, my dad is a bit more tactful, so thankfully he was the one to talk to me this time. in the past, it was my mom who gave me her theories while yelling at me and saying i need professional help. way to make me feel loved. but my dad just talked to me and asked if i was getting together with friends and said that even if was just sitting around watching tv, he thought i needed some social interaction, instead of my mom kicking me out of the house because she's sick of me doing nothing. so my dad hasn't mentioned a shrink or meds yet, but, of course, as soon as my mom starts in on me, she'll be all shrink-and-meds until i go out with friends every day of the week. but, of course, if i ever voice my opinions that my mom is just looking for an excuse to send me to therapy, she'll say i'm paranoid and ship my off to Bellevue.i've told her a gazillion times, raffie's on vacation, megsie's on vacation, chelsea's busy, she doesn't want me hanging out with alicia, lyssa's got work, and, oh, yeah, i've was grounded last week so i didn't exactly have time to make plans. that doesn't make me depressed, that makes me a person with busy friends. AAARGH. they get on my nerves, SO MUCH. she's always hounding em for hanging out with jay too much and none of her other friends, she yells at me for not leaving the house, and then when i tell her that samantha's rotting her brains with video games, she says, at least she hangs out with friends, ignoring the fact that all she ever does with her friends is play video games! of course, my dad realizes that reading is better than video games, that books don't rot your brains, but no. my mom goes off and buys samantha new games that she doesn't even play. she bought brain age, sammie couldn't handle getting the puzzles wrong so she quit. she bought this stupid pet shop game where you care for a pet, sammie got bored and stopped playing it after a week. she bought harry potter, which requires you to actually think about what you're doing and remember stuff from the movie and the books, she didn't know any of the trivia and couldn't draw the right constellation so she dropped it after a few days. so all the ever plays is super mario. she gets together with friends and they play super mario. when she's not with friends or on her DS, she goes on the computer and plays warcraft. and my parents wonder why she didn't get into humanities like emily and i did. she wonders why sammie got a full 20 points lower than emily and 25 points lower than me. she wonders why sammie cries over confusing math problems. hmmm... maybe if my mom didn't spend over $100 on video games for sammie, she would perform better in school. i mean, the keyboard they bought me for my 9th birthday cost less than my mom spends on sammie's games and toys. i had to stop cello lessons because we couldn't afford them. i had to reconsider whether or not i REALLY wanted piano lessons because they were getting too expensive. i have to cut back on buying books and start saving money because we don't have any to spare. i can't buy any new clothes right now, i have to wait until we get more money. yet my mom spends every spare cent we have on sammie. she spoils sammie, and she tries to get emily and jay to break up and tries to send me to a therapist. great family, right? i know, i know, i have a roof over my head, i'm not abused, they feed me. yeah. well, maybe if my mom stopped spending so much money on stuff for sammie that she doesn't need, i'd be able to get good theatre makeup so i could start building up a portfolio, or i'd be able to pick up private cello lessons again. i might even be able to buy really good st... ]]></description>
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                <title>the betrayal of my beloved pancakes</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Jul 2007 09:10:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i love my pancakes. i love making my pancakes. i love eating my pancakes. but apparently, the feeling is not returned: i burned my index and middle finger on my left hand while making pancakes last night =[ now typing is really awkward, playing the piano is awkward, i don't even want to think about the cello, and i can't put my hair in a ponytail. argh. this sucks.<br />
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anyone wanna hang out today?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>why is she so thick?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2007 14:13:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you would assume that after almost 9 MONTHS of me pretending she doesn't exist and making no effort whatsoever to patch things up would get it through her head: I DON'T LIKE HER. god. am i a bitch? yes. but she didn't get it when i didn't out right say it, so this convo is extremely blunt and bitchy. i really want to kill ruffles now. she ruined my summer.<br />
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4:43:30 PM flutegirl91490: hi<br />
4:43:38 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: ...<br />
4:43:57 PM flutegirl91490: r u still mad at me <br />
4:47:14 PM flutegirl91490: not talking to me yet<br />
4:49:14 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: obviously.<br />
4:49:46 PM flutegirl91490: well its been a year and i am way past what happened <br />
4:50:08 PM flutegirl91490: im just trying to be nice<br />
4:51:01 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: okay, let me set something straight<br />
4:51:14 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: i'm not being like this because of "what happened"<br />
4:51:27 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: i'm being like this because i don't like you<br />
4:51:32 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: you get on my nerves<br />
4:51:36 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: very<br />
4:51:37 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: very<br />
4:51:38 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: much<br />
4:51:40 PM flutegirl91490: why is that<br />
4:51:51 PM flutegirl91490: i barly spoke to you <br />
4:52:03 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: but when you did<br />
4:52:07 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: it was extremely obnoxious<br />
4:52:36 PM flutegirl91490: well im past that now people can change i was just really annoyed and now im not<br />
4:52:57 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: well<br />
4:53:13 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: you were hitting on raffie RIGHT AFTER we started getting things right<br />
4:53:18 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: and it pissed me off<br />
4:53:37 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: you're extremely clingy<br />
4:54:05 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: and i don't like clingly friends<br />
4:54:08 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: clingy*<br />
4:54:31 PM flutegirl91490: im sorry that was stupid of me and clingy is part of my personality because i dont have many friends<br />
4:54:43 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: there's a reason why<br />
4:54:48 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: maybe you should think about that<br />
4:55:14 PM flutegirl91490: yeah well part of that is because i have ADHD and i have tyrouble with social situations i know that<br />
4:55:41 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: okay<br />
4:55:42 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: well<br />
4:55:48 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: i just DON'T LIKE YOU<br />
4:55:53 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: so stop trying to be all<br />
4:55:57 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: "it was in the past<br />
4:56:00 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: blah blah blah"<br />
4:56:07 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: because it won't change anything<br />
4:56:35 PM flutegirl91490: thats something you need to work out for yourself<br />
4:56:50 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: i don't want to work it out<br />
4:56:52 PM flutegirl91490: i am trying to change and im sorry <br />
4:56:58 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: because i don't WANTto like you<br />
4:57:11 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: i'm perfectly happy pretending you don't exist<br />
4:57:14 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: sorry if i'm a bitch<br />
4:57:18 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: that's just the truth<br />
4:59:13 PM flutegirl91490: thats ur truth<br />
4:59:25 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: that's*<br />
4:59:29 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: your*<br />
4:59:44 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: it's not MY truth<br />
4:59:49 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: it's THE truth<br />
4:59:53 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: that i don't like you<br />
5:00:12 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: it's not like other people have different truths<br />
5:00:39 PM flutegirl91490: people believe what they want to believe whether that involves bending the truth or not <br />
5:00:59 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: yes<br />
5:01:06 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: but i'm not bending the truth<br />
5:01:10 PM flutegirl91490: you convince yourself its true so it must be true<br />
5:01:35 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: are you saying that i subconsciously still like you, i just don't want to believe it?<br />
5:01:44 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: 'cause that's a load of bullshit<br />
5:02:37 PM flutegirl91490: im saying that you made up your mind before yuo really got to know the complete me and you are judging based on what you know from assumption<br />
5:02:53 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: no<br />
5:03:03 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: i'm saying i made up my mind WHEN i got to know you<br />
5:03:34 PM flutegirl91490: people change and the person you got to know is no longer the same person<br />
5:03:40 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: okay<br />
5:03:41 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: well<br />
5:03:46 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: i have no desire what so ever<br />
5:03:48 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: to get to know<br />
5:03:52 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: "the new you"<br />
5:04:20 PM flutegirl91490: thats all on you then, at least i can say i made the effort<br />
5:04:31 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: i didn't ask you to make the effort<br />
5:04:36 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: and i don't want to make the effort<br />
5:04:39 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: now go away<br />
5:04:43 PM rthairfrewtrsprt: you're ruining my summer<br />
5:05:56 PM flutegirl9... ]]></description>
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                <title>JKRowling</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jun 2007 09:30:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay. so i'm trying to navigate around JKR's website and it's proving to be very difficult. i already opened the ring box and i know i'm supposed to open the secret box in the library but i can't figure out how. i can't find any potions on the bulletin board in "Extra Stuff" but i have broken then pen in the rubbish bin. I see the eggs but i don't know what to do with them and i can't find the oval things or the sticks. the pot has a question mark, the eraser has a question mark, and there's a book in the library with a question mark, but i can't figure out how they're related. if anyone wants to help me figure out what to do please let me know. either leave me a comment, im me (RthAirFreWtrSprt), or call me (2155847852 or 2158601627).<br />
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pleeeeaaaase. i'm desperate to figure out this site! thanks.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yay =]</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Jun 2007 10:06:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm happy =]] i just found this really good makeup supplier and they're INCREDIBLE! Ben Nye is the most top-notch stage-makeup brand in the world and some of the most expensive BN products are less expensive than Clinique's cheapest stuff =]]] and they have all this cool Special FX stuff too =] it's awesome.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>eeeeergh</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2007 15:44:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ people need to just stop existing. it's getting on my nerves SO MUCH. i'm doing nothing wrong so don't get mad at me. GAAAAH > pulls out hair < ouch<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hahaha i am 100% gluttonous</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 May 2007 06:48:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#CCCCCC" align=center><br />
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<strong>Your Deadly Sins</strong><br />
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Gluttony: 100%<br /><br />
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Envy: 80%<br /><br />
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Sloth: 80%<br /><br />
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Wrath: 60%<br /><br />
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Greed: 20%<br /><br />
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Lust: 0%<br /><br />
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Pride: 0%<br /><br />
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 49%<br /><br />
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You'll die choking on a cookie in bed.<br />
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<div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/howsinfulareyouquiz/">How Sinful Are You?</a></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>kjhfkjadhfkjdsf</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Apr 2007 03:18:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i hate people.... >.<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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