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                <title>IIII'M 20!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Mar 2007 21:13:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy birthday to me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
now to mourn the loss of my teenagerdom. mourn mourn. <br />
<br />
okay enough of that.<br />
<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>AAAH!</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/12095922/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Mar 2007 16:30:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sprained my ankle.<br />
Send me love.<br />
<br />
and chocolate.<br />
<br />
unfortunately i don't get to rest and have ti heal. must keep on doing that life thing.<br />
<br />
Got my last set of renderings back though, so as soon as I can stand on tip toes to reach my scanner that lives on top of a dresser I will post some.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>stoopid intrawebber</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Feb 2007 15:57:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh fuck it! I just spent like an hour doing a character thing from birdy with characters I am working on in 2 of my classes and then my internet decideds to jump back about 10 pages for no reason whatsoever and it is all gone. oh fuckit!<br />
<br />
bah! I need sleep.<br />
<br />
I will post some of my costume designs when I get them back from my prof... maybe... they arn't that good, but then again I haven't done water colour in about 5 years so.. shmee. tata<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Cough cough</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jan 2007 21:20:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Am sick.<br />
Working towards recovery and being less lethargic.<br />
<br />
I need to watch some movies.. I'm bored!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Tagged by =Rainbird</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Jan 2007 23:43:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:<br />
1. Ren<br />
2. Lauren<br />
3. Renny<br />
<br />
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:<br />
1. SuperRen(ny)<br />
2. Saski<br />
3. Silver Stigma<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:<br />
1. Hugged housemate Frank in the kitchen for like 4 mins cause he is warm and I am cold and he smells nice<br />
2. Tucked friend Yvonne who is staying over for the evening into Frenchy's bed cause he is away tonight in toronto<br />
3. procrastinated when I should be memorising lines for an audition tomorrow<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />
1. My glasses. love em. they are so me<br />
2. I'm naturally good at most things I try (though it can take me longer than most to progress beyond that point) <br />
3. I clean up real nice... when i make the effort... i'm lazy.. and soooo modest :eyeroll:<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />
1. My weight (hey, I'm a girl, what do you expect?)<br />
2. my tendancy to procrastinate and as a result produce halfassed product because i am strapped for time<br />
3. I can be quite shy at times. giving off the wrong impression of myself because i get paranoid and awkward in groups and cliques<br />
<br />
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:<br />
1. Canadian (3rd gen on dad's side. 6th on my mothers)<br />
2. Italian<br />
3. Hungarian<br />
(smaller parts of Irish, Scottish, and English from my mums side and some romanian in the italian part. my mom does geneology as a hobby so i know my roots waaaaay back)<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:<br />
1. Spiders<br />
2. Being unlovable or unlikable. part result and cause of paranoia in social groups type thing and failed relationships<br />
3. Failure<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:<br />
1. Green Knitted zippy Hoody. SOOO comfy<br />
2. Blue Jeans<br />
3. grey and black stripped fitted t-shirt<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:<br />
1. meds<br />
2. lots of water<br />
3. a hug<br />
<br />
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:<br />
1. Toby, My stuffed Puppy from when I was little. named after my real dog toby who is still alive...barely. silly blind deaf smelly arthritic dog<br />
2. My books. i always need a book. all from the Sketch variety to Fantasy novels, to plays.<br />
3. Water Pillow. makes sleep goood<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS<br />
I'm just gonna do music in general<br />
1. Sarah Machlachlan<br />
2. Splashdown<br />
3. Incubus<br />
<br />
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:<br />
1. Hugs and cuddles<br />
2. chating and hanging out with friends while smokin Hookah and watching a good movie<br />
3. Being fully prepared and doing the best I know I can at the time in a scene or presentation (or academic project. feel so good to get homework done or finish a project early. but procrastination gets in the way)<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:<br />
1. Ghost by Buckethead <br />
2. Whiskey Lullaby by Brad Paisley and Allison Kraus <br />
3. music from Dreamgirls that I just saw tonight!<br />
<br />
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:<br />
1. develope time managment and study skills<br />
2. Nude photoshoot where I can love and ambrace my body for what it is instead of trying to hide it<br />
3. continue couselling and meds for the meantime so that I can go off them and not get all depressed again! I like being happy<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:<br />
1. Losing touch with old friends through sheer laziness<br />
2. Never trying hard enough in most of the things I have done, selling myself short<br />
3. Not taking everychance I get to audition and practice and better myself<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:<br />
1. To not feel the need to change myself or be with the person all the time<br />
2. To know that my partner is there for me and they know that I am there for them. As friends that can see eye to eye above even the 'relationship' stuff.<br />
3. Amazing Sex<br />
<br />
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:<br />
1. A will to change myself and the World<br />
2. One day I want to adopt a child or two<br />
3. A want to question what is around me and what is truely important and needs to change<br />
<br />
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE<br />
1. I am Bisexual<br />
2. I am both a Pisces and an Aries<br />
3. I am incredibly productive<br />
<br />
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:<br />
1. Tall <br />
2. easy to smile<br />
3. warm<br />
<br />
(I also like girls so...)<br />
1. Soft/Plump/Curvy<br />
2. Warm<br />
3. generally not Blond<br />
<br />
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: (also girls)<br />
1. Passionate ( and I am not talking about in the sack. though that is also important. but not what i mean here)<br />
2. dedicated<br />
3. Curious and Open<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:<br />
1. wake up the first time my aarm goes off. but I am working on that!<br />
2. G... ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>.. 0 _ 0 .. ?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 00:14:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Should I update/submit more often? how much more often? what kinda stuff? does anyone read thi? Hellooooo...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>check this out!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Nov 2006 16:03:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://world4.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=47152708">[link]</a><br />
^--- click here for love!<br />
<br />
if it doesn't work properly, check back later.<br />
<br />
kisses for all!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Nov 2006 21:42:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST COPY, HIT REPLY, POST, AND FILL.<br />
<br />
<br />
1.Your Middle Name:<br />
<br />
<br />
2. Age: <br />
<br />
<br />
3. Single or Taken:<br />
<br />
<br />
4. Favorite place to hang out:<br />
<br />
<br />
5. Favorite pet/animal:<br />
<br />
<br />
6. Favorite Band/Artist:<br />
<br />
<br />
7. Favorite food:<br />
<br />
<br />
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:<br />
<br />
<br />
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...<br />
<br />
<br />
9. What's your philosophy on life?<br />
<br />
<br />
10. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:<br />
<br />
<br />
11. What is the craziest thing you've ever done?<br />
<br />
<br />
12. Ever been arrested/ gone to jail?<br />
<br />
<br />
13. Do you think I'm attractive?<br />
<br />
<br />
14. If you could change anything about me, would you?<br />
<br />
<br />
15. If you could change anything about yourself, would you?<br />
<br />
<br />
16. what is your fav memory of us?<br />
<br />
<br />
17. What is your favorite thing to do in the world?<br />
<br />
<br />
18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?<br />
<br />
<br />
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?<br />
<br />
<br />
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Sep 2006 15:46:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from Rainbird!<br />
<br />
TRY THIS QUIZ<br />
<br />
1.YOUR PORN STAR NAME<br />
(name of first pet + street you live on)<br />
Toby Rankin<br />
<br />
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME<br />
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack)<br />
Mary Chocolate<br />
<br />
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME<br />
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant)<br />
Bios Gen<br />
(I LIKE THAT ONE! for a fashion label etc)<br />
<br />
4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME<br />
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied)<br />
Leelee Deepcove<br />
<br />
5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME<br />
(first initial + first three letters of your last name)<br />
L. Bog<br />
<br />
6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME<br />
(favorite animal + name of high school):<br />
Bengal Carson. or Bengal Balmoral (bengal is a type oif kitty!)<br />
<br />
7. YOUR BARFLY NAME<br />
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink)<br />
Bananachips Cherrycoke (... LOL)<br />
<br />
8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME<br />
(middle name + city where you were born):<br />
Gabrielle Ellis Vancouver<br />
<br />
9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME<br />
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):<br />
Rockets Boden<br />
<br />
10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME<br />
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):<br />
John Rogers (sounda almost piratish)<br />
<br />
11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME<br />
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name)<br />
Bogell<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>LAlala</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Aug 2006 16:50:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mum is good. Still recouperating in the hospital but she should be home within the week.<br />
<br />
I really need to do some art. my life is feeling slightly artless right now. what happened? where are my muses? where are my motor skills? why can i not draw right now? <br />
sigh. it shall come back to me.<br />
<br />
lost my camera. hope i find it. i think it is at home somewhere, I just don't know where. erk<br />
<br />
oo ooo I did do some body painting recently though. Though I have no pics. I painted aubry and she painted me for the vancouver gay pride parade on the 6th. She strapped a tensor band around her boobies but i went topless. I am proud of me. It was a fairly big thing for me and a big step to accepting my body as it is, while being a fun fun exhibitionist at the same time. I felt like a jungle princess with all the blue and green flowers and vines, Aubry had pink and yellow. I have really strang tan lines now though. woopie! lol ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/9561241/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:07:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not everyday is good, but not every day is bad. today was an interesting mix.<br />
<br />
I am scared for my mummy. she goes for surgery later this week. <br />
but I have things to be happy about today as well.<br />
I am more scared and upset than happy, but I am a little bit happy. <br />
<br />
yes, I am scared. <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
and I know I never post art. Its just I hardly do anything digitally at the moment and am too lazy to scan, photograph what I have done. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>yes?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 May 2006 14:53:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today is a good day.<br />
<br />
<br />
I hope everyday can be like this.<br />
<br />
-Ren ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Blame Beck, Malina, and V for Vendetta</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Apr 2006 15:13:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want freedom!<br />
Freedom of speech, <br />
Freedom of expression, <br />
Freedom of breath, <br />
Freedom of self!<br />
Free from censorship,<br />
Free from boundaries,<br />
Free from taboos,<br />
Free from guilt.<br />
Free of self image,<br />
Free of society's constructs,<br />
Free of religious oppression, <br />
Free of perfection.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I just want to Be. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>HAN RRRRRRDAR</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Mar 2006 00:27:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well. my life. recent highlights. on th 22nd i turned 19!! legal drinking age in canada. and the other weekend i kissed Ron JEremy! tyes. the porn star!. heh i kissed hiom on th cheek. but all the same. awesome dude!<br />
i have been doing plenty of sketching, but now will be cutting it out and doing class work. have not been posting because i don't have time. clubs are fun. i like dancing. and beer. um and ya. <br />
have a formal coming up[. the theme is old hollywood so i hope to get some good shots. will bring my cam.<br />
i have started checking up on dev art though again. so i do see the lovely art of my fellow artists. woo!.<br />
<br />
now i am gonna go watch ever after and then go to sleep. WOO! 3 AM! BER! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>update of moi</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Feb 2006 02:19:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ On the plus side  - I am sketching more(mostly in class, but I am doing people and getting better with the realism) -I got a scanner/printer majiggger so i can now possibly scan stuff  - the overly dramatic ex that wouldn't let go has dropped out of university and i no longer have to see/avoid him  -I signed me lease for a place for next year with a bunch of fun people that I like, I call them friends. huzzah! lol<br />
<br />
on the not so plus side, i really don't have time for deviant art. which is sad. and don't have much time for digital art. which is also sad.<br />
<br />
<br />
discoveries: boys are stupid because they can be such girls. girls have lovely lucious breasticles. my roommate looks cool cause she has a moehawk now. roommate and I can get along. I can live with only 3-5 hours sleep a night for 6 days. I prefer drawing from life than from photographs.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
yes. so i still will be more rather than less absent on Deviant art. but i am sure no one really gives a damn because there are so many other marvelously talented people ut there and hardly anyone watches me.<br />
all the same.<br />
<br />
AHEM. BIRDY, ZARCY, I LOVE YOUZ AND MISSES YOUR HOT IRISH ASSES, send me some love! that is all. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>LOOKY LOOKY LOOKY</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Nov 2005 09:43:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It appears as if I have fallen off the face of this earth in respects of DA. <br />
This is because school has me very busy. Who would have thought acting would be so much work.<br />
I do check my messages and deviant watch on a regular basis, I simply do not have time to make art or updates or anything.<br />
<br />
Please forgive me. I miss arting. I have been doing a little sketching, but that is on paper and i don't have easy access to a scanner.<br />
<br />
Long story short. I may submit art sporadically, and that is good. But don't be expecting to see lots as I am full of the busy. <br />
<br />
<br />
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<br />
notes on my life at the moment:<br />
-Taking BFA Acting program at university of windsor. Lots of fun, the people are great, lots of work.<br />
-I have a new bf. GASP! we have been going out for about a month and a half now. he is a sweetheart.<br />
-I was Lara Croft for halloween. It looked good!<br />
-I was a zombie that crawled out of a cofin in the ground for the colasanti's horror hayride. Was much fun, and i met a lion!!<br />
-Am very homesick<br />
-I know there is more going on in my life right now, but can't remember. I need mroe sleep. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Keep on keepin on</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Aug 2005 14:15:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ La vie c'est la vie. <br />
<br />
moi, je detest les politiques.<br />
<br />
<br />
tout pour l'art!!!! l'art pour la vie! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>I am in a world of pain, but not the emo kind</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Jun 2005 15:50:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have tonsilitis.<br />
<br />
i can't eat cause it hurts to swallow. i can hardly swallow my own saliva. i am in so much pain. can't concentrate on much arting at the moment.  *whine like a puppy dog* <br />
<br />
worst of all is i can't sing. singing is one of the things that keeps me going and makes me look forward to a day. but i can't! i cannot even speak above a tone just over a whisper.<br />
<br />
luckly now i ahve antibiotics and this numbing mouth rinse stuff. cept it doesn't numb to well. i think my advil wore off. time for more. but it kills to swallow them. WAAA!<br />
<br />
brightr side. I have my corset now. i look like a lovely pirate wench captain in it and i will post pics as soon as i have some. grad banquet is on wed, so i hope the antibiotics kick in by then so that i can eat and dance and have fun at the after grad party.<br />
am so looking forward to it. i have my hair appointment and my dress and shoes. the shoes are so very princessy!<br />
<br />
mrow.<br />
<br />
back to my little world of pain now.<br />
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<br />
another bright note. will be getting laptop as grad/ going to school next year gift. Dell inspiron 6000d! ]]></description>
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                <title>update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jun 2005 14:13:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life is proceeding as normal.<br />
<br />
Grad tonight.<br />
I am picking up my corset tomorrow! am very excited. will probably post a nice picture. yay! <br />
<br />
mom has been getting on my case harshly recently. she is more of a drama queen than i am! thats saying alot. <br />
<br />
mm breakfast party tomorrow after school! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>YAR!LIFE!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jun 2005 01:24:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry for shuffling stuff around tonight. i don't know if you are notified everytime I edit somethign in a deviation. like if it is stuck back up on your deviations watch list thingy.<br />
<br />
aaannyyyywaaaays<br />
life is decent enough. grad ceremony is sunday. woo. i have my funny lookin hat now. we got em today.<br />
<br />
yesterday i signe dup for next years first term classes (couldn't do second term ones yet)<br />
hehe i have 18 hours of classes a week. but i have no classes on friday (or the weekend of course) i am gonna love that!<br />
<br />
speaking of school, this has been the first week that i have had to be at school at normal time (8:50am) every day!!! stupid CAPP i hate that stupid pointless mandatory course. and then i had double block spare today. i could ahve slept in for TWO WHOLE HOURS! but nooo, had to go get funny hat and gown and sashy thing. yes those are the techinical terms<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
am excited, hehe Julia is my date for the prom! hehehe. not realy date type date. but we are best friends, and both decided "fuck it, boys are retards, i dun wanna bring one" so we go with each other. hmm grad stuff has been filling my life. <br />
next time i will talk about the upcoming dance show. <br />
<br />
my last dance performance with N.S.A.D. i will cry. at some point.... probably after my duet. damn. lol. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>ranomd.... ahem! random</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 May 2005 17:15:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ subscription for a week has come to an  end. sigh. twas neat while it lasted,  what with the lovely big thumbnails and  such.<br />
<br />
aaaanyways<br />
the graduation ceremony is on sunday.  and then we are having a grad sleep out  (go to the school and all the grads get  drunk and sleep out) then school on  monday and after school i am having a  breakfast party to help chase away the  last of the hangovers. mmmmmm waffles  and crepes and smoothies. bert and flo  are my suchefs. lol ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>oooooo this is so neato!</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/5444252/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 May 2005 01:27:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THE JOY I TELL YOU! THE JOY!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" alt="Agreeable" title="Agreeable" /> surprised & pleased<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Bro Hymm Tribute- Pennywise<br /><br />well i come back to check my dev art  just one last time ebfore going to bed  and surprise surprise. <br />
<br />
UP POPS DEV FELLA AND THERE ARE PARTY  FAVORS AND IT SAYS CONGRADULATIONS OR  HAPPY OR SOEMTHING IONO BUT IT WAS LIKE  YOU AHVE A 1 WEEK FREE SUBSCRIPTION!   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  <br />
<br />
THE THUMBNAILS ARE SO BIG AND  EVERYTHING GOES SO FAST!! THIS SI SO  DELIGHTFUL!<br />
<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> glee!<br />
<br />
hmm there is a nutton that says journal  enhancments. dare i touch it?<br />
I DID! I CAN MAKE A POLL! I IWLL AND  SOON AS I AM DOEN THIS. oh this is ever  so exciting *gets so excited she starts  to shake and squeal highpitchedly* YAY!  HAPPY UNBIRTHDAY ME!<br />
<br />
by the way camping was pretty damn fun.  hehe i was the only girl outa about 15.  and most of the guys were mechanics. i  learned some stuff about cars. and mike  and i drunkenly sang ourselves to sleep  cause he shared my tent and we are both  singy when we are drunk. undrunk as  well, but lots more when we are  drunked. hehehe<br /><br />this is a footer. it goes below the  rest. in the shoe. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>CAMPIIING!~</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/5407589/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 May 2005 23:08:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Gone camping. <br />
Should be back on monday. ... and wet.<br />
<br />
currently the weather is a torential  downpour<br />
lightening and all.<br />
<br />
HUIZZAH LETS GO SWIMMING!(steps out of  tent)  hehehe ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>updatetime</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/5316259/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 May 2005 23:15:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Still workin on the supers. but that is  slowing down a bit as i really should  start doing math in math instead of  arting. <br />
<br />
am big on the photography at the moment  as well.<br />
also i have introduced myself to  painter. its amusing and i like the  results i can achieve. (check out ALIEN  OO in my scraps. tell me watcha think  on the style. of the face part. not the  whole piece, its just a scrap remember)<br />
<br />
<br />
i had a boyfriend for a week. and then  i didn't like being attached, so i  dumped him. i feel so mean. but i am  very much happier now. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
also that is a record for me, shortest  relationship. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>SUPA PEOPLE</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/5190508/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Apr 2005 23:05:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Am going to start a Super Hero Project.  will be drawing superhero's. <br />
<br />
i may expand it to include conceptual  photography. but i am lazy, so maybe  not.<br />
<br />
characters for me to do so far:<br />
<br />
SuperRenny<br />
powers: must come up with powers.  suggestions?<br />
               -has a skelleton  key(berry demanded it cause i help her  get into her house when she forgets her  keys)<br />
<br />
Cap'nBerry<br />
powers: flexibility (not from  incredibles, the girl its based on is  incredibly flexible)<br />
<br />
need more (suggestions)<br />
poss: BirdMan-controls the rain<br />
<br />
<br />
possible villans<br />
<br />
<br />
Zarcinator   (oh ya yzarc, your not  gonna escape this one)<br />
power: whatdya want?<br />
<br />
<br />
any more?<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I would LOVE some sugegstions! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>LOVE ALL AROUND</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/5100278/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Apr 2005 00:43:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What do you love most about me?<br />
What do you love most about yourself?<br />
Why?<br />
<br />
<br />
just leave a comment. this isn't a real  poll.<br />
<br />
<br />
SMILE BE HAPPY! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>depart!</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/4905550/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Mar 2005 00:31:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I shall be away in toronto doing some  auditions for universities for a week  and a bit. I will make an attempt to  get online, but it is probably  doubtful. So when I am not respondign  to comments wiht my usual promptness  you all know why.<br />
<br />
I LVOE YOU ALL! WISH ME LUCK! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>there we go. happy now Zarcy? no killing me painfu</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/4877729/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Mar 2005 00:21:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:<br />
1.Lauren<br />
2.Renny<br />
3.Ren<br />
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:<br />
1.SuperRen(ny)<br />
2.Saski<br />
3.Stigma       (THEY ALL START WITH 'S'  WTF! unintentional!)<br />
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />
1. My dancing/cheering/wrestling skills  (yay flexible)<br />
2. My hair<br />
3. My glasses<br />
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT  YOURSELF:<br />
1. Big boobs get in the way<br />
2. Tummy<br />
3. lack of self control<br />
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:<br />
1. Italian<br />
2. English<br />
3. Scottish<br />
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU (or mostly  creep you out):<br />
1. Mummies (the dead kind)<br />
2. Failure<br />
3. Spiders<br />
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:<br />
1. Cellphone<br />
2. Car keys<br />
3. Pill<br />
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:<br />
1. Skirt<br />
2. Left sock<br />
3. Right sock    (i had to seperate the  socks so i could fill out all 3!<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or  artists at the moment):<br />
1. 3 days grace<br />
2. Cake<br />
3. Splahsdown<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT  PRESENT:<br />
1. 3 doors down - Kryptonite<br />
2. Googoodolls - Iris<br />
3. John Mayer - Daughters<br />
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE  NEXT 12 MONTHS:<br />
1. Living away from home <br />
2. Going somewhere either alone or with  friend<br />
3. complete pieces i start<br />
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP  (love is a given):<br />
1. Friendship<br />
2. Be held and know that I am actually  loved for who I am<br />
3. Good sex<br />
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:<br />
1. My hair is 3 feet long<br />
2. My eyes are green<br />
3. I feel unloved<br />
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE  OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO  YOU:<br />
1. Guys: nice eyes Girls: Lips (think  angelina jolie)<br />
2. Guys: good teeth and smile Girls:  Good skin<br />
3. Guys: will take control in a  physical way<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> Girls: Not skinny,  curves requierd<br />
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:<br />
1. drink alcohol legally<br />
2. lick my nose<br />
3. grow up<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:<br />
1. ART<br />
2. DANCING/ACTING/SINGING<br />
3. baking<br />
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY  BADLY RIGHT NOW:<br />
1. Go to the bathroom<br />
2. Buy a certain 'toy' <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  (must wait  till tomorrow)<br />
3. lay in the rain<br />
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:<br />
1. Musical theater actress<br />
2. Shakespearean theatre actress<br />
3. artist<br />
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON  VACATION:<br />
1. Italie<br />
2. Ireland<br />
3. calgary, Alberta  (am now 18, which  means legal drinking age there!! lol  only a province away!) <br />
THREE KID'S NAMES:<br />
1. Arwen<br />
2. Saski<br />
3. Meave<br />
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU  DIE:<br />
1. Marry for love and raise children<br />
2. Become an actress (for stage, can't  act for film worth shit)<br />
3. Get a kitty ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>HAPPENINGS!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Mar 2005 00:40:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I GOT A DIGI CAM TODAY AS IT IS MY  BIRTHDAY IN 3 DAYS! (i am counting  today as the 19th as i have yet to go  to bed.) am turning 18<br />
(I will be officially OLD according to  one of the lil 6 year olds i teach  swimming to. 17 is still cool, but 18  is old. lol)<br />
<br />
Twas also on this very day that i  signed up to dev art last year. <br />
and now i look back at my gallery and i  am unimpressed. i know i can do better.  i have better laying around at home  most of the time half finished. i just  need to start making myself finish  projects that i beggin!    and i ahve  time now.<br />
<br />
cheerleading is over<br />
work is over for a couple more weeks<br />
its spring break, and even if it wasn't  i only have about 2-3 hours of school  per weekday<br />
<br />
gah. must do more art. it makes me  happy and feel accomplished.<br />
<br />
<br />
special love and thanks to all those i  ahve befriended on devart<br />
<br />
you know who you are <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />   specially them  damn irish. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> lol<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
expect some pics soon!! dunno of what  yet. but i WILL make my photography  better! it is required!.    <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
oo! also expect pics of me in my tutu  (sadly not ballet shoed this time)<br />
yesterday was 'red carpet day' for  school and we all dressed up as  excentric movie stars. i won!! cause i  wore my costume from my solo in last  years dance show. yes it is a big giant  tutu. i got a gold spray painted ken  doll wiht no arms, like a cheap oscar,  btu i named him ralph. expect some pics  cause buddy paul had a cam from photo  and we went into the theatre cause it  has the black curtains for a bg and  tooks some pics. woot. <br />
<br />
well ta for now. wow long entry. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>almost 2000!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Mar 2005 12:23:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ almost 2000 pageviews! wish i was  unlazy and didn't have mono so that i  could offer a gift art. but thems the  breaks. um how about a great big lurv  fest?<br />
I'll start it off<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
***************************LURV********* ******************* ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Got Names?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Feb 2005 00:37:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first  pet / Street you live on):<br />
Toby Redfern<br />
<br />
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your  favorite snack food / Grandfather's  first name):<br />
Bonbon Roy<br />
<br />
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First  word you see on your left / Favorite  restaurant):<br />
Flash Kit Kat<br />
<br />
4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite  Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot):<br />
Chive Cuba<br />
<br />
5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood  Nickname / Town Where You First  Partied):<br />
Leelee Vancouver<br />
<br />
6. "FLY GIRL/BOY" ALIAS (a la J. Lo):  (First Initial / First Two or Three  Letters of your Last Name):<br />
L. Bog<br />
<br />
7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within  Sight / Any Liquid in Your Kitchen):<br />
Taffy Dasani<br />
<br />
8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby  Animal / Where You Went to High  School): <br />
Kitty Carson or Kitty Balmoral<br />
<br />
9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You  Ate / Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink):<br />
Ritz PaleAle <br />
<br />
10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name /  Street Where You First Lived):<br />
Gabrielle Kilmer (thats the first  street that i can remember)<br />
<br />
11. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy /  Last Name Of Favorite Musician):<br />
Ringpop McLachlan<br />
<br />
12. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: ( First 2  letters of your first name and the  first 3 Letters from your last name  makes your first name. Take the first 2  letters of your mother's maiden name  and the first 3 letters of the city you  were born in):<br />
Labog Elvan ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>it is today</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/4603230/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Feb 2005 00:46:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 2 SUBMISSIONS AND A JOURNAL IN ONE DAY?    (well almost one day. i ahve not gone  to sleep yet) i must be going crazy.<br />
maybe i am. lemme check. ... yes i am.  ain't it delgihtful?<br />
<br />
I made a scarf on the weekend. honest  to goodness!!! i was all sick witht he  worst cold i have ever had so i staid  home and watched movies and knit when i  should ahve been out enjoying teenhood.<br />
<br />
<br />
I am excited for springbreak<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> me and my  best bud are probably going to calgary.  that means we shall be in alberta where  the legal drinking age is 18. and i  will end up turning 18 while we are  there!!! WOO! here in BC i have to wait  till i am 19. hehe excited for that.  not because i will be able to drink, i  party here anyways, btu because i will  be legally able to purchase alcohol and  go to bars and clubs and such. WOO!  happyness. excitment!  hyper. better go  sleep now.<br />
Yzarc!!! buy me a pint!!!!! hehe. crazy  irish!<br />
<br />
<br />
oioooo oo in my Urban Cage pic I am  wearing spongebob squarepants legwarmers<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  not socks. LEG WARMERS!  i rock so  much. BTW, hate the show, love the  character. make any sense? okay<br />
<br />
<br />
aaaaand last of all<br />
<br />
Rastafarian Accent:<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sing.gif" width="29" height="20" alt=":sing:" title="Singing" />When I wake up in de mornin I'm still  asleep. I really don't want no toast.  Don't want no OJ, no tea and no cereal.  Gimme da YOP dat I be wantin most. Oh,  gimme YOP me mamma, suuuuueeeeee! YOP  me mamma. Gimme YOP me mamma, when de  mornin comes. Oh, gimme YOP me mamma.  YOP me mamma.<br />
YOP for when de mornin comes.:sing<br />
<br />
best commercial ever. YOP (drinkable  yogurt) is ickypoo. but the commercial  RAWKS! <br />
<br />
<br />
goodness hyper. tawtaw! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Do it cause I love you!</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/4484647/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Feb 2005 23:02:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A) First, recommend to me:<br />
1. a movie:<br />
2. a book:<br />
3. a musical artist, song, or album:<br />
<br />
B) Ask me three questions, no more, no  less. Ask me anything you want.<br />
<br />
C) Go to your journal, copy and paste  this allowing your friends to ask you  anything... if you want. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>2005</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/4212865/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Jan 2005 14:22:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ happy new years.<br />
for me 2005 started off with a great  bang!<br />
will take that as encouragement that  the rest of the year will be awsome.<br />
<br />
<br />
I resolve to do more art. and be  accepted to Ryerson University for  theater! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Saski.deviantart.com/journal/4177418/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Dec 2004 13:11:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[  ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>shes back!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Dec 2004 13:11:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well back from cuba. it was beautiful  and full of inibriat8ion. i speak  equally well in both french and english  when i am drunk. so thats not very  good. btu i can swithch between the two  no problem now due to meeting a b unch  of french guys that join our late night  team canada drinking crew and being the  only one to actually retain my second  language to a decent extent.<br />
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i did not get many pictures at all<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  which makes me sad. but i didn't really  have my own camera to use and my  brother is mean about his and daddy was  never around or let me borrow his  camera.<br />
i got a couple picks but i will have to  nag bro and dad to let me load em up  onto my comp before i can post any. it  any of them are post worthy<br />
lol<br />
i did get some neat beach soccer shots.  but bro left the camera in the sun and  now the memory card won't exactly work  in the camera. may be dead. may be  melted. who knows<br />
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basically, best vacation ever. i ahve  been negleting the artness<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> but i will  hopefully get some stuff done soon.<br />
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love for all and i hope you had happy  holidays as well! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Dec 2004 17:35:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ going to cuba for christmas!!<br />
i leave tomorrow, back just before new  years. so i won't be around. love to  you all!. hopefully i will be able to  take some pics while i am gone. the  night sky in cuba is absolutly  breathtaking.  but taking pictures,  decent pictures at least, would imply  that i am not inibriated, and i cannot  make any garuntees on that! ]]></description>
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                <title>random update. LOVE ME!:D</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Dec 2004 20:11:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I GOT EARMUFFS!! LOTS OF THEM!! LIKE 7  PAIRS!!! but i am giving away all but 2  (maybe 3. i am selfish!) pairs. i wish  i could have found pink ones. BRIGHT  PINK. but alas, i did find black ones,  and red ones, and SUPER RETRO LEOPARD,  TIGER, WHITE TIGER AND POLKA DOTTY  ONES!!! yay<br />
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also got me strippy stockings<br />
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my ankle hurts from lots of walking<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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but i had another great day and am so  psyched to get into Ryerson University  now! had a tour of it today.<br />
It has no drawing, painting type  courses, but i want to go for theater.  i have always loved theater and thats  what i wish to persue in life.<br />
<br />
but i am muchly sleepy. so i shall  sleep now. yay sleep! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>I BELIEVE I CAN FLYYYYY!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Dec 2004 15:48:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well here i am in the airport in the  swanky lounge place that has free food  and computers and squishy chairs.  marvelous!!!<br />
i am off to toronto for three days.  checking out ryerson university. i am  having a 1 hour tour on teusday. lol.  but here i am going for 3 days. but it  shall be fun cause i am going to meet  up with some cousins and buddies and do  the shopping thang.<br />
<br />
life is pretty good right now. me and  the bf broke up, which made me veyr  happy as it really was not worth my  time in the first place. i have been  having fun these past few days. believe  me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />   oh my god last ngith was  pretty awsome! and no hangover for  mee!! wee!<br />
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should do more arting. but so not haves  time!!!<br />
i have pretty picks of me in my boat  cruise dress though, so if you care you  can go take a gander at <a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/SuperRen/Dressy010mini.jpg">[link]</a><br />
and here <br />
<a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/SuperRen/Dressy016mini.jpg">[link]</a><br />
 <br />
also check out some art that i am very  proud of but have not finished yet and  so do not want to load it to da yet.  sorry for smallness, its only small  cause i minimized it so it fit in  photobucket <a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/SuperRen/dryadscopy.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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and if that doesn't work then just go  to the place at <a href="http://photobucket.com/albums/v50/SuperRen/">[link]</a> for lots of fun  pics. DON'T STALK ME! lol teasin! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Rest In Peace</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Nov 2004 19:27:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The funeral service for Charlotte Berry  was today, Thursday November 18 2004. A  wonderful mother, artist, and person in  general. She herself was as colourful  and full of life as her paintings are.  She will live on in our hearts and in  her work. <br />
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Charlotte was my best friend's mother,  and really and inspiring woman to be  around. She had been fighting cancer  for 8 years and still managed to live  life to the fullest and share her joy  wiht those around her. One of the  speeches durign the funeral told of how  she had a rainbow that she would share  with everyone, and help others find  their own raindows.<br />
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I wish I could find more of her work on  the internet, but i am exhausted. if  you wish to see a snippet of her work  go to <a href="http://www.belartgallery.com/charlotteberry.htm">[link]</a><br />
the picture of it really isn't all that  great. but maybe you can get the  general impression.<br />
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<br />
I will miss you Charlotte, and I will  always be there for your daughter. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>I just wish i could do more. suggestions anyone...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Nov 2004 02:34:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i did a piece that i like today today  in my sketchbook, it is not like most  of my other pieces. i did it in about  an hour while waiting in the palliative  care ward at the hospital with my best  friend. I didn't want to leave her  until she was asleep and her moms best  friends were there to stay with her.   She is okay, but her mom doesn't look  like she will last the weekend.  she  had been fighting cancer for as long as  i have known her (thats about 5 years)  and before even. so it was not exactly  unexpectedly sudden. but it felt very  sudden all the same.<br />
Me and my friend and her mom were going  to go to france together during spring  break. We won't be doing that now. <br />
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I stayed with my friend pretty much  from when i found out they were in the  hospital after work which was around 9  until my friend finally fell asleep  around 12:30.<br />
I want to help my friend. but there  seems to be so little i can do for her.  <br />
I have never had to deal with a death  before. If anyone has advice on what i  should do for my friend it would be  very much appreciated. i am still in  shock and am going back to the hospital  tomorrow. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Sep 2004 03:32:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ People! common! i want some  critisism!!!! look at my most recent  works and tell em what you think.  completly honestly. along with  suggestions on how i could improve! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>numabh mumbah</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Aug 2004 16:28:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I AM BACK FROM THE GRAVE! ... well  actually I am just getting out of my  artist blockyness. please go check out  my Belly dancer WIP. she is purdy.  constructive crit appreciated. long as  its not to do with hands and feet.  those are just my lazyness. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>BIRTHDAY THIS AND THAT</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jul 2004 14:35:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy Birthday Canada!!!!<br />
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Also happy birthday *Aleksandra  (I  don't know how to put in direct links,  but go check out her art anyways. ITS  INCREDIBLE!) ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>still here... kinda</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2004 00:35:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry for not being around much  recently. i am still here and such.  just going through some hard stuff over  this past week. emotions suck cause  they make you hurt. so yes. baseline is  that i am still alive, but not very  active at this time. yes. byebye for now ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>a new low</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 May 2004 21:59:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ we sang the pizza song and 'petit  poisson' songs in french today.<br />
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this is grade 11 french. may i just say  WTF MATE? ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Lalala lasagna!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 May 2004 22:53:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ aaaaah yeees. what could be better than  singing lasagna?<br />
not to damn much.<br />
tis odd, recently am much with the  poeming. not usually much of a writer.  oh wells. it ry to be eclectic<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
well my life has een great recently  despite crappy angst poems.<br />
today is an inbetween day. yesterday  was my bros 19th bday. and tomorrow is  my bf's 19th bday. hehe lots of boozy  been swimming round.<br />
and this weekend shall be good to. ment  to hang with some people ont he friday.  and then there shall be a bonfire up at  da rock on saturday and then i get to  go to the comic convention on sunday!!  hehe am excited for the convention. yes  what with all the pretty art. and the  artisty people. and the fun comics and  people.<br />
hehe i'm not a loser i swear!! blame  dieter!! he got me into comics!! hehe  damn you hunny!!<br />
comic books are pretty. they ahve  colour. <br />
i need bed or soemthing. <br />
sleep imminent. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>AND ENTRY OMG!!!!!!!1111111</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 May 2004 22:39:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ see look i ahve not died!! amzing i  know!! as always sorry for the non  posting, but i have put some stuff up.  deviant art makes me angry with all its  slowness and long time to post pics and  stuff, i am so lazy, shakes fist at  self "you bum!" <br />
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ok<br />
<br />
PLEASE CHECK OUT MY SCRAPBOOK! i HAVE  SOME COOL STUFF THAT i AM WORKING ON  AND WOULD LIKE SOME FEEDBACK!!!! <br />
<br />
aaaand. TAWNYA!!!! CHECK OUT SCRAPBOOK,  it has what i have done for the 300 pic  so far. i did it on green construstion  paper, hence the strange colour bg-ness  hehe. tell me what you would like to  change and such. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>sorry people!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 May 2004 15:52:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry for the lackage of posting in any  way shape or form recently. been  totally busy and worn out due to the  fact that the play i was in ran all  week. its over now, and there was fun  cast party and all such things.<br />
I have 2 or 3 things started and  inprogress right now. I just dont know  when they will be done around, pobably  not too soon. hey tawnya!! I have a  doodle of what i have done for the pic  for you so far! will put it in my scrap  book hopefully really soon and such!  but now i go give my mommy a hug cause  its mothers day. tata ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 May 2004 23:09:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I LVOE THE THUNDER AND RAIN!!!!!! <br />
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*flash*  ...  BOOM<br />
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*FlAsH* BOOM<br />
...<br />
*FLASHBOOM! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>300!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Apr 2004 17:38:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I HAVE 299 PAGEVIEWS!!!! <br />
<br />
if you are the next person to walk  through these doors...errrr... click  through this... browser page(????) then  you get something... err dunno what.  how bout my love? nah, that precious.  um you get um, if you send a pic or  something (and proof of 300ness) i will  draw a sexy sexy picture of you... not  pornographically sexy, or even sexy,  but it will be fun!!! and it MIGHT be  sexy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>a story!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Apr 2004 00:47:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ walks inot place<br />
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looks around<br />
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"um guys? you here?"<br />
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looks around some more<br />
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"guys? where the hell am i?"<br />
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hick walks out with a shot gun<br />
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"oh shit sorry man wrong place!"<br />
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turns to leave<br />
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hick mumbles something incoherent in  hick speak about journals and cocks the  gun threateningly in my directing<br />
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I bolt<br />
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......<br />
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and that is why no journal entry in  quite a while, the magical journal  fairy hickman wouldnt let me get to the  magical journal writing place...  thing... errr, *i think they are on to  me. i better run!* <br />
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<br />
runs ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Have a happy 4/20 everybody!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Apr 2004 22:46:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is my journal,<br />
I make a post,<br />
look at this post.<br />
are you looking at it yet?<br />
look harder.<br />
common...<br />
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thats it!! <br />
just a lil more<br />
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*kisses palm of hand and smack you  rather violently ont he forehead*  BLESS!! <br />
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you ahve been blessed.!! YARGLE MUFFIN! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>run that by me again?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Apr 2004 20:28:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just ate a bunny head. nummm!!!!!<br />
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:d it was chocolate though. and i dont  know wether to be happier or  dissapointed. meow.<br />
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<br />
I LIKE THE BOINK BOINK <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /> <br />
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lol ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>an entry? gasp!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Apr 2004 01:25:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well long time no nothing. but now i  got some stuff up so woot!! haha when i  post work it will usually be in floods,  just cause i sorta do it all at once  then procrastonate until i ahve mroe to  post. huzzuh!!<br />
<br />
well i have my singing competition  tommorrow eek. oh well, hope i do good  WISH ME LUCK!! this is only the first  day though. i sing one song, my  classical one, Quando A Te Lieta. and  then on the 22nd i am doing my showtune  (Memory, The original broadway version.  2 FUCKING OCTAVES YIKES!!) and my jazz  (Willow weep for me) <br />
lalala I like to SIIIING!<br />
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hmm me tierd. must go sleep. arg, no  ina bit. school sucks,. i hate french.  stupid cvnt teacher. blar i stab you in  the brain wiht my brain!!! owwy my  brain!!<br />
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dear god i am tierd. must... sleep...  now..<br />
<br />
ejkbvg,kbgjlchbncd (have collapsed onto  keyboard. face smushes keys. am  snoring... and drooling. gargle) ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>boogie boogie</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Mar 2004 23:06:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i go in for my big dance exam  tommorrow. all with the hardness and  stuff, been dancing like 4 hours a day  for the past few days now. i go slep  now. wish me luck. ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Mike is home</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Mar 2004 23:59:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I GOT MY TABLET!!!!!<br />
BLISS! ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>Meow</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Mar 2004 00:35:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just realised that for the short time  i have been on deviant art, I have  posted many a picture. not only that,  but they are all just plain sketches,  blar!! it is driving me insane. <br />
But soon, oh yes soon, I shall have a  tablet and be all with the digital  coloringness and joy. lol. Must wait  till thursday. Must... wait  till...unh... thursday... OH GOD!! I  dont think i can do it!! AAAAAH! *head  explodes*<br />
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giggles hysterically, i think i need  sleep.. and that tablet... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>HEY BDAY</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Mar 2004 00:04:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oo i just realised its past midnight!!  HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME! lol ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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                <title>FIRST ENTRY BOOGIE!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Mar 2004 00:03:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I am new. Enough said on that  topic. So far I only have pencil  sketches from my sketch book, and not  very good quality at that!! But I am  getting a tablet for my birthday,  huzzah!! So I will soon perhaps be  doing some digital coloring and spice  my work up and all that jazz. woot  woot. common!! woop with me!!!! WOOP!<br />
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I have decided to explain my name as  well, it is not MY name (which is  Lauren), but the name of a changeling  in one of the favorite books of my  youngness-hood, The Moorchild. her real  name was Moq'qol (or something close to  that) but the name her 'parents' gave  her when she was exchanged wuith their  real child (unknown by them) was Saski.  I have always liked the name, and the  story, so i have made it my own<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />.<br />
I will someday (hopefully soon) do a  piece displaying Saski. :d huzzah, and  for now adieu ]]></description>
                <author>~Saski</author>
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